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- Hey! - Hi!

So, what's up? What's going on?

Um, why don't we sit down?

Okay.

Um...

It's about the wedding.

Um, yeah. I can see that. Um...

What about the wedding?

Okay.

You know you're my best friend the whole wide world and that I love you...

but you can't be my maid of honor.

What? Why?

You can still attend as the bride's maid though. I'm just...

I'm afraid there's going to be too much attention on you.

What does that even mean?

Well, it's more like my parents who have the issue, so...

What about them?

You know how traditional they are.

I don't... I thought they liked me.

They do like you. It's just...

There's going to be family attending the wedding who don't get it...

...the way that they do

and they don't want there to be some kind of controversy.

What kind of controversy?

Oh, please don't make me say it, Leah.

Oh, my god! This is because I'm trans, isn't it?

What the hell, Evie?

Why should I even go to the wedding at all anymore?

I mean, we've been friends all our lives and now me being trans is a problem.

It's not me.

You know I don't care about that.

You should be standing up for me.

Leah, I don't need this right now. Okay, please?

I have so much pressure.

This is the kind of bullshit that makes our lives harder.

I thought you were an ally.

I am an ally.

I swear it's not me.

I want you to be my maid of honor more than anything.

And having you as my maid of honor is the

only decision I was able to make for myself.

So why can't you just put your foot down?

It's not that easy.

You know my family.

And there's going to be a lot of older people.

There are people who don't get it.

And they're just afraid of what others will think.

Evie, you can't let your family control your life like this.

They're paying for the wedding, Leah.

And it's not just my family, John's family is more concerned about it too

and they're paying for more of the wedding.

I just, I don't know what to do here.

I don't want to have to cause a scene.

All right.

Look, um...

I don't, I don't want to make this any worse, or anything.

I know it's a special day. I just...

And I know it's your choice at the end of day. I just...

I don't have to be a maid of honor.

I can just be your bridesmaid.

-I hate this but my family just-- -Don't.

It's... You don't have to say anything.

It is what it is, I guess.

I am really sorry.

I mean, I'm glad you're still coming as my bridesmaid because...

I don't think I can get through this special day without you on my side.

I wouldn't want to miss it.

You know you're so much braver and stronger than I could ever be.

Yeah.

Evie, it's just...

Sometimes I worry you put your family first all the time.

I just wish you would put yourself first sometimes.

Yeah, I know.

But I promise I'll be alright.

-Hey. -Hey.

Is, is it just you?

Uh, yeah. Everybody else is still getting their makeup done.

What's wrong?

Getting cold feet?

Come on. What's wrong? You can tell me.

I don't even know where to start.

That bad, huh?

It's just...

This wedding is all wrong.

What? How?

I mean...

I looked out there and I barely recognize anyone.

They're just... They're people that our families wanted to show off to.

This doesn't even feel like my wedding.

You know I just, I just let everybody

make decisions for me

and I went along with it without question.

But none of this even speaks to me.

Not even this dress.

And...

I can't say it.

Come on. Yes, you can.

God! Okay. Now...

I don't wanna marry John.

Then why are you marrying him?

Because I have to.

It's expected of me.

Evie...

I know, I know.

I spent the rest of my life trying to please everyone.

I let them decide on my career in medicine,

where I should live, who I should be with.

Not letting you be my maid of honor.

And...

You're right.

I didn't stand up for you.

I'm such a coward.

But I can't...

I don't want the rest of my life to be that way anymore.

Evie, what are you saying?

I want to be more like you.

I want to be true to myself.

All right. Well, how do you see that happening?

Um...

Do you know how you're a lesbian, right?

Yeah, I definitely know that.

Well, maybe I'm not exactly straight.

Wait!

You're a lesbian?

I, I, I don't know. Maybe?

Well, uh...

You could have told me. I could have helped you.

Oh, my god! I'm such a mess.

Yeah. Well...

It's good that you're finally getting this off your chest.

It would only have gotten worse if you kept it up inside.

Even after I was such a coward, you're still here.

I don't deserve you.

Don't say that.

You've been there for me through all my hardest times.

You call yourself a coward...

but you were there for me when I was trying to figure myself out.

You remember when I first came out and I told you that I was a girl?

You were confused but you were still there for me.

I'm never gonna forget how the next morning

you came to me with all that stuff.

All that information.

Yeah, I...

I stayed up all night and to be honest I was...

I was trying to learn as much as you were.

And that means the world to me.

That shows that you care and this matters.

I promise...

I won't let anyone...

make me treat you badly ever again.

That means so much for me.

I don't think I can go out there, Leah.

Then don't.

God.

I'm going to be disappointing a lot of people out there.

Evie...

Do not think about those people.

Think about what you want right now.

Evie, what are you doing?

I just...

Just with everything that's going on,

I just realized what I want.

Like what I really want is... you!

I know I said that I wasn't sure if I was straight, that's because...

I've had some thoughts about you.

Really?

Yeah, I thought it was just, you know, uh, I was mixing...

the platonic and romantic feelings, but...

I know now for sure what I really want.

Um...

Well...

Um...

I don't know, Evie. You're under a lot of stress.

I, I don't want you making any mistakes you're gonna regret later.

My only regret is not doing this sooner.

-I don't believe this is happening. -Yeah, I know. Me too.

Oh, fuck, Evie!

I just...

You know I still haven't had bottom surgery, right?

I, I didn't forget.

Is, is that gonna be okay?

I don't know.This is... I've never done this before.

Um...

I haven't even said no to my parents before.

Everything's weird right now,

but there's going to be a lot of firsts going on today.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Oh, that feels so good.

Oh, fuck! That feels so fucking good.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

You're so pretty.

Oh, my god!

Yeah.

God! That's so fucking good.

Yeah.

Oh, my god!

Oh, I love that!

Oh, my god!

Oh, yeah!

-Yeah. -Oh, my god! Just like that.

Yeah, just like that. Oh, my god!

Fuck!

Oh, that feels so fucking good.

Oh, yeah!

Fuck!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, my god! Just like that.

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Fuck, yeah!

Oh, my god!

Yeah!

Do that again.

Oh, my god!

He doesn't touch me like that.

He doesn't suck on my bigger tits like that.

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Um, you're a girl so you know how it's like.

You know it feels good.

Oh, my god!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, please, don't stop.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Yeah.

Fuck!

Oh, my god! That feels so fucking good.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god! You're gonna...

I'm going to be better.

Oh, my god!

Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Fuck!

-Lay down. -Yeah.

Face me. Face right...

Uh-huh. Yeah.

Uh-huh.

Oh, my god!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, god!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, god!

Oh, fuck!

Yeah!

I need to have this.

I need to. It feels so good.

Fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Yeah, you like that?

Yeah!

You want me to?

-Oh, yeah! -Oh, yeah?

Oh, fuck! Oh, shit!

Fuck, yeah!

Oh, I feel it. I love it!

Oh, my god!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck, yeah!

Yes!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, my god! This is what it's really like.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Yes! Bounce on that cock! Just like that.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, fuck!

-It's so fucking good. -Oh, yeah!

Oh, just like that. Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Oh, fuck!

Fuck!

- Yeah, lift it up -Oh, yeah!

Lift that up. Yeah.

Oh, my god!

Oh, fuck!

Yeah! Work that fucking cock!

Oh, just like that.

- Oh, my god! - Yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, shit!

Come here.

Oh, fuck!

Fuck!

- Fuck! It's so fucking hot! - Yeah?

Oh, god!

Oh, my god!

Fuck, yes!

-Yeah! Thanks, I've always wanted it! -Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god!

Right here.

-Let me get it even better. -Oh, yeah?

-Oh, shit! -Like that!

Fuck!

Oh, yeah!

So fucking good.

So are you.

Oh, my god!

-Yeah! -Yeah!

You are so fucking good.

Oh, yeah!

- Oh, yeah! - Oh, my god! Yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god! It's so good.

- Oh, god! Don't stop! - Yeah!

Yeah!

Oh, yeah! It feels so good.

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

-Yeah, hold on to that wedding dress. -Yeah!

It's not even mine.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god, yes!

Yeah!

-Oh, my god! Yes! -Yeah!

Grab on that fucking dress. I want it.

-Oh, fuck! Oh, yeah! -Oh, fuck!

Oh, god!

I think too.

-I don't care how fast. -Oh, fuck!

Yes, put it back in there, please. Yes!

- Oh, I knew it's more of you. - Yeah!

Oh, god, yes! I need more of it!

Oh, yeah, like that.

Oh, god!

Oh, god!

-Oh, yeah! Take this off of me. -Yeah.

Yeah, I wanna take it off now.

-Oh, fuck, yeah! -I'll help you for sure.

Oh, fuck!

You do wanna this dress on, huh?

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god! It's so fucking good.

Yeah!

It's so good!

Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Yeah!

Oh, fuck!

Let me take this off.

-Let me get this fucking dress off you. -Yeah.

Oh, my god! It's still tight.

Oh, just get it off.

Oh, my god!

I want it off.

-Oh, my god! You can just get it off me. -Oh, yes!

Fuck!

I can't get fucking enough of you.

Oh, yeah!

Yeah, just like that.

Yeah, just like that.

-Oh, my god, yeah! -You're so fucking good. You're so good.

Yeah.

Oh, yes!

Oh, my god! Hold onto me! Hold onto me!

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god! Yeah! Your pussy's fucking good.

- Shit! - Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Fuck! Keep your voice low.

That feels so good!

God, I just love feeling you fucking me like that!

Oh, fuck!

Fuck yeah!

-Fuck me. Yeah! -Yeah!

Oh, bounce on me like that.

Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Oh, god!

Oh, this is the best position. Right here.

Yeah.

Oh, my god!

Fuck!

Oh, my god!

That is so good.

Oh, yes!

Oh, my god!

Oh, yes!

Oh, my god, yeah!

-Oh, yeah! I always wanted this. -Yeah!

-I know you love it, yeah? -Yes.

I know you do.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, god!

Oh, yeah!

Yeah?

Let me taste it first.

Oh, yeah! How do you taste on my fucking dick?

Yeah!

Oh, yes!

Yeah!

Yeah! Stay just like that.

Yeah!

Oh, my!

Yeah!

You're so beautiful.

Oh, fuck!

Yeah!

Oh, my god!

-Yeah. -Yeah.

Oh, my!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, yeah! Just like that.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god!

Oh, god! I fucking loveit.

Oh, fuck! Oh, my god!

Yes!

Fuck!

Oh, my god, yes!

Yeah!

Oh, god!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, yeah!

-Oh, my god, yeah! -Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god!

-Cum inside me. -Oh, fuck, yeah!

I wanna take that. I wanna fucking take that.

I wanna take more of you when you cum.

Oh, yes!

Oh, my god! I love this!

-Oh, I'm getting so close. -Oh, god, yeah?

You're getting so close?

You wanna cover up this pussy all over with that cum?

-Oh, I'm gonna cum. -Oh, god! Do it.

Oh, my god! Cover me up.

Oh, yeah! Cover me up. Yes!

Oh, my god, yeah!

Oh, yeah!

God, that is so hot!

So, what are you gonna do?

There's no way I'm gonna go through the wedding now.

I am done being the girl they want me to be.

This is so exciting!

Oh, my god! And terrifying.

Yeah. Well...

I'm here...

every step of the way.

Just like you were for me.

You promise?

I do.