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Come on, Nacha, the way you know how.

You have to demonstrate all your power to me.

Imagine that I am your fan.

Show your hair.

Look here.

Blonde and explosive, my daughter, just as you know.

I got. Very good!

Now, tilt it a little like this.

Shows your slutty, but fine side. If you can.

Now imagine that you are in San Sebastián.

And what does this have to do with?

It's just that tomorrow she's going to San Sebastián.

Saint Sebastian of the kings?

No, girl, to the Basque Country,

not Film Festival.

Charge them dearly, huh?

What courage, girl. I will not work.

- I'm going to present my film. - Everything will be fine.

Bye, honey.

I'm sure she'll work...

You're jealous.

I don't know if he's going to do a program or something else.

She will do more things than all of us combined.

She is very beautiful.

- The face... - The face, the body, the breasts...

Well, my love, what do you want to do tonight?

Let me go! Let me go, son of a bitch.

Sai! Sai.

Are you okay?

Are you well?

I'm here with you.

There's someone coming. C'mon C'mon.

Run! Run, run!

- Are you sure he's not hungry? - No, woman, he ate it just now.

You will see that this is the best thing you can do.

What if they catch us?

But how will they catch us? Of course they won't.

It won't happen, you'll see.

Why don't you come with us?

Eu?

But how am I going with you?

I don't know, but this way you go to San Sebastián.

No...

That would be very strange.

Furthermore,

I didn't even participate in the casting, I have nothing to say there.

And I have a small son, I can't go out like this.

But you, Nacha...

Nacha, look at me.

You will enjoy this premiere

because it is a very important moment.

For me it would be a dream.

Besides, when have you ever seen a film starring transvestites, huh?

And I'm going to stay here at home very comfortable with my Marcos,

and nothing will happen, okay?

Give it to me.

Come with mom, come. Come with mom.

Come with mom.

Okay, it's over.

Do not Cry.

Do not Cry.

I did this for you.

I did this to defend you.

Plus, I'm pretty sure that man was breathing.

I'm not like this because we killed him, Republic.

I'm like this because of what they can do if they catch us.

I left my bag in his car

with all my things.

With all the documentation, with everything.

But at least,

It has my old name.

Good...

Here it is.

No one will find out. It's OK?

I promise you.

How's your neck?

- Better. - Better.

Ah yes, we brought you something.

Let's go get it.

Look how beautiful.

That it?

The most beautiful thing I have.

For you to use at the San Sebastián Festival.

Look.

And when I come back we'll see what we'll do.

DRESSED IN BLUE S01E07

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CHAPTER 7 NACHA

Let's stop here, see you next week.

But first I wanted to talk about this term you used:

Passability.

It's a somewhat conflicting term

because it seems like we're trying to pass ourselves off

for something we are not.

And we are women, aren't we?

In any case, we will continue working on this in the next sessions.

This path is long,

but it's rewarding.

Start by accepting yourself,

love yourself, value yourself,

for empowering you,

for leading your life with all your strength,

with all your courage.

To show the world what you are.

"This is me, there is no other."

See you next week, Sacha.

- Love! - All is well?

And there? How it was?

Well. It was actually better than I expected.

I am happy.

Yeah, she's really cool, I don't know.

It’s also not going to be something that changes overnight.

Yes.

But...

I feel like this is what I have to do, you know?

I'm very proud of you, my love.

And how are you?

Well well.

Do you still want to go with Paca and Juani?

No.

For! It's Juani's favorite bar, a Hawaiian.

Aff.

You want to fuck with us.

Juani, you have a nose like "Nefertritri",

but it has so much hair,

that looks like a cactus.

Instead of hair, it looks like thickets.

- What an exaggeration. - Do not move,

It doesn't hurt at all.

Look at that, it looks like a stake for killing vampires.

Hey, Paca, what suitcase is that?

Have you already taken everything from Antônio's house?

Yes. He packed my bag, that bastard.

How angry he was

just because she got an invitation.

It wasn't because of the invitation, aunt.

- Oh, enough now. - I'm already finishing.

Then the hairs will fall into the cups.

They don't go, because they stay here, because this is modern.

- It's from CSI. - Hey, Paca.

And the story of Carmen and Toni?

That of Antônio's children?

- I do not want to know anything. - You didn't talk to them?

Don't bother my head, dear.

They don't want to know anything about me,

I mean nothing to them.

Hey Paca, it's not like that, honey.

How would you be nothing?

You were there and saw that she slammed the door in my face.

- You are important to them, dear. - All right then.

Don't ruin my night, I don't want to know anything about anyone.

Look at the other one yawning.

- Are you bored with your friends? - No no.

My girl is tired.

What it was? Aren't you sleeping well, beautiful?

I'm getting little sleep, I'm writing every night.

And what are you writing now?

I went back to the “Dresses” book.

Out of the blue?

Well, I met one of them and I've been talking to her.

Great. And which one is it?

Josette, the one with short, curly hair.

Well, now his name is José.

The turns that life takes.

Valeria,

I heard you're flirting again,

right, smart girl?

What makes me happiest

is that you surpassed Miguel.

Don't you know that Miguel is with someone else?

I saw it on social media.

The other day I saw him in a bar in my neighborhood.

Let's raise a toast to new beginnings.

Come on, here's a toast. For friends.

Up down,

to the center

and to the emptiness that lies within.

SAN SEBASTIAN 1983

No!

Girl, what a luxury.

Look what a palace, honey.

Beautiful.

Look at the curtains.

That's what we deserve.

- This is wonderful. - Sorry, daughter.

- What a beautiful chandelier. - This is too expensive.

The curtains, the columns.

Everything rich.

Look.

You can make a dress with the curtains.

Look, like us.

- Thank you very much. - Thanks.

Very lovely.

And what's wrong with you?

Anything.

Oh!

Isn't that the one from "Grease"?

I don't know where it's from, I just see a man on the stairs.

Honey, it's John Travolta.

What did you say?

♪ "you're the one that I want" tã nã nã

Uh uh Uh!

This is a palace.

♪ Night falls,

♪ I have a new sensation.

- What a huge room! - I want to see everything.

♪ Drink and celebrate that we are getting out of control.

♪ Night falls, I have new hope. ♪

Look.

What a frill.

How beautiful, how elegant.

Like a queen.

Come on, try it.

Look, sis.

Come here, Tamara, run! Look at this here.

Champagne! Let's go!

♪ Until the sun comes up

♪ I don't want to go home.

♪ Until the sun rises.

♪ I don't want to go home. ♪

Antônio, historically you have worked with fiction

and now you've taken a turn towards cinema with documentaries.

. Tell me about it.

Well, that's right.

Until now I have always filmed fiction

and this would be another occasion,

and because it is an unknown topic for me,

I started research work, documentation, interviews,

until it ended up becoming a documentary.

And in this sense, it is more complicated to work with them

or with professional actresses? Is there a difference?

No, there isn't. It was the same.

The same happens with professional actors.

They simply combined the double sided

of actor and character at the same time,

Well, and to be frank,

I dare to say,

that except on a few occasions,

were they as disciplined or more

than the best actors I've ever worked with.

Thank you very much. We are proud to have worked with you.

Good good.

If you want, let's move on to the questions.

- The friend in green, please. - Good morning.

I would like to ask if there are among you

so to speak, artistic talents.

In my case yes,

because I am an actress by vocation,

for the love of art.

The truth is that in this film, despite being a documentary,

we act a lot.

I would like to make it clear,

with all due respect to my colleagues, of course,

That I have nothing to do with prostitution.

My work is the sets, just the sets.

Look how dignified it is, no one would pay for that.

Honey, I'll tell you something:

Here none of us go out on the streets for pleasure.

- Yup. - Well, guys.

Everyone calm down please

and we will continue with the press conference.

If we do this it is because we have no other choice.

And not for lack of desire, because I studied to be a secretary.

For a year I worked at an insurance company,

I gave my best to that job,

it was the best.

- How beautiful, Mariluz. - Thank you very much.

Another report.

I've been here every morning for 17 years.

It's just that everything, everything, everything is misfortune.

It's an insurance company, Pili.

The more misfortunes, the better.

Well, daughter, but I didn't expect it to be like this.

- There's a lot of death on the road, right? - AND.

May god protect us.

Well, girl,

Im gonna tell you something:

Thank God I don't drive.

Otherwise I would already be dead.

Nacha, I'm coming.

Fermín is waiting for me at home.

Ah, Fermín is waiting. And what are you going to do with Fermín?

- Nothing, let's have dinner together. - I know... dinner.

You're going to light the fire, right?

Nacha, what a shame.

And you won't leave?

No, I'll stay...

I want to finish this, it's taking forever, girl.

And why doesn't it end on Monday?

No, I want to get it ready.

I just discovered that there is a free secretary position.

And I want you to take me into consideration.

That's all!

- Look, I'm going to teach you a prayer. - A prayer?

Yes, a prayer for God to help you.

- Like this. - Like this.

- With an open heart. - OK.

Focus and repeat after me.

- Oh God. - Oh God.

Grant your favor and your blessing.

Grant your favor and your blessing.

Grant your favor and some of your generosity.

Give your blessing and some of your generosity.

-Allow these souls -Allow these souls

to witness their hopes.

to witness their hopes.

- You are the generous one. - You are the generous one.

- The strong. - The strong.

- Oh God. - Oh God.

- Help these souls. - Help these souls.

In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

In the name of the Father, himself and the Holy Spirit.

Well, I'll go for it.

Run, go, sinner.

- See you tomorrow, beautiful. - Yes.

Goodbye.

No.

What a scare!

I know you, don't I?

As?

- Yes, I know you. - From where?

You worked on the street, right?

No.

You are confusing me with someone else.

No, I don't think so.

I'm sure it was you.

I have to get on with this. See you tomorrow.

Good morning.

And there? How was your weekend?

Did you baptize Fermín or what?

At least you would like to, right?

Come on, tell me what you did to him.

Naughty.

Oh God!

Hey, Pili, are you okay?

- Pili, what happened? - I do not want to talk with you.

Why? I don't understand.

Why didn't you tell me about yourself.

Who told you?

Everyone is commenting in the office,

but where it's talked about most is in the men's bathroom.

Disgusting!

How disgusting, Holy Virgin, how disgusting!

But don't worry, I asked to be transferred.

No, Pili, no, please. Let's talk for a moment.

And forget about that promotion,

because they won't give that to a man like you.

A man like me?

What do you think, prude?

Pili, I am a lady.

In the future you will swallow these fucking words, do you know why?

Because you'll see me out there being successful, you know?

Success...

Success on the street, Satan.

Oh God,

grant your favors,

your grace

and your generosity.

And make this soul fulfill its desires.

Make your heavenly rain fall.

You are strong and powerful

and me too.

So please don't leave me.

Help me find the strength I lack,

because I know I have it.

Dear God, please hear my call.

Hello.

Yes, I'm her friend. He can talk.

Well, she's not now.

Yes, yes, I'm still here.

Yes.

I can assist you.

Well, that would cost

12,000 pesetas for the full service;

8,000, the Greek;

And you can also have...

No, honey, this isn't a department store.

Look, I'll tell you something,

if I charge you more

It's because I will serve you better.

Yes of course.

Then...

They call me "The Powerful One". Don't expect me to be the victim.

Really talk, sis.

Tamara, please.

And did the film portray how dangerous this world is?

I haven't seen the film,

but I'm telling you no.

You have no idea what you will find on the streets.

A photo!

I'm a man, but I'm a man for God,

because for Earth I am not a man,

I'm not even a woman, I'm a transvestite.

In other words, I am the ridicule of the Earth.

One thing you shouldn't do,

that you shouldn't look, that you shouldn't talk.

And it's something I think about every day:

"Well, if on Earth people don't understand me,

at least there is one person,

a person, a being, something I don't know what to call,

who at least knows who I am."

I think if you,

transvestites,

start running a strong campaign...

Definitely, questioning the Church,

and the Church is not used to this transformation.

It's just that I don't live with the Church, I live with God.

I know that what I do is done well.

Could you lend me the lighter?

Clear.

Thanks.

John?

Yes.

What is your name?

My name? My name is Nacha.

- Nice to meet you. - Yes.

And where were you?

Out there, being successful.

Look, Josette, let's stop this nonsense, okay?

But I didn't say anything.

Well, you said one thing or another.

What I mean is that we are very different, Josette.

And it will be very difficult for us to understand each other.

Yes.

I'm sorry about what happened at the press conference, seriously,

It was not my intention,

but I felt very attacked.

My work is worth as much as any other, you know?

I also felt very attacked many times

and I am no less than anyone else.

But you're right.

And I'm really, really sorry.

I appreciate that.

And that jacket?

- I found her there. - Yes I know.

Look how beautiful San Sebastian is.

True, girl. I thought it would be uglier.

Ugly? San Sebastián is beautiful.

Yes? Yes, it's here.

But where did you get all this material?

With Teresa, the woman who was with them in the documentary.

It gave me material that was never edited.

Photos, videos and everything in between.

Nacha is impressive here.

- I'm dying with the dress. - Let me see.

This?

Hello. Is this here?

Hello. Yes. Yes, sorry.

- Thank you very much. - Thanks.

Sis, what happened? What did you see in the photo?

Hello.

Honey, if you came to the audition,

arrived early.

No no. I came to look for the Republic.

Is she around here?

You're Valeria, right?

I know you from the Poison book.

- How are you? - Very good. And you?

I'm just like you, waiting for the Republic,

who should have been here an hour and a half ago

and that lady never shows up at the right fucking time.

Sorry to say it like this, but my mother's punctuality

- It gets on my nerves. - Your mother?

The Republic is my mother, I am her youngest daughter.

What do you want with her?

I wanted to ask about a woman

whom she met in the early 80s.

- When I was a prostitute. - Did she tell you about that time?

My mother is always telling stories, dear.

Clear.

I would like to ask about Nacha the Powerful.

- Hello my love. - Well, look who arrived.

There was a lot of traffic.

Said someone who lives three streets away.

- Hello my love. - You look beautiful.

Can you leave me alone with this girl?

As you wish.

Valeria, it was a pleasure.

The pleasure is mine.

What did you think of my son?

He's a really nice guy.

It's a girl.

Is it a girl? I understood.

Who would say that being the son of a whore

I would grow up without having to hide.

- The turns that life takes. - I see.

Why did you come, beautiful?

I came to talk about Nacha.

I already told you we didn't get along.

But they shared the same dress.

Republic,

please just tell me if she's alive.

It's alive.

She knows you came here

and that he talked to José.

But she doesn't want to know anything about it.

And do you think we could convince her?

No, we can not.

You have to respect her.

And now excuse me, because I have a lot to do.

- Can I have this? - Of course, of course, of course.

Thanks.

Valeria. Valeria.

You can find Nacha in Vigo,

It is on the street in the port area.

Your mother will kill you.

My mother is dying for Nacha to tell her story,

but she cannot betray her.

Paca, don't wait for me to eat,

I'm going to Vigo.

I found Nacha.

VIGO 92 KM

Hello.

Oh, hello.

You... are you Nacha?

Yes. Do we know each other?

I'm Valeria and

I'm writing a book about the "Dress" girls.

Yes, yes, I already know who you are.

Just a moment.

Adela, could you leave us alone for a moment, please?

I'm sorry, but I can't help you.

I think it's very important that you tell your story.

For you and for others.

I already told you no.

Look, I brought you something.

It's a DVD with all the images

which were not edited into the film.

Teresa gave it to me.

Maybe it will awaken memories

and I don't know, maybe you'll change your mind.

I'll accept it, but I don't think I'll see it.

Now in my life I have more important things to take care of.

And I repeat that no.

And if you don't mind,

this is a workplace.

I should go away.

- Hello. - Hello my life.

How are you?

I brought you the Marlboro and the baby wipes.

Wait here a little while, we'll be right there.

- So early? - Yes yes. Let's go.

Dozen bombs.

My son.

- Your son? - Yes my son.

After his family kicked him out of the house for being trans,

I received it in mine.

I think it's the best thing I've ever done in my life.

And, well, I have to go.

Send a hug to your friend República for me.

Goodnight.

Let's go.

- Hi Mom. - Hello my love.

- Where are you? - In a small hotel in Vigo.

I found out that Nacha is alive, mom.

Oh, that's good, darling.

Yes, I finally found her.

But he doesn't want to talk to me.

Well, honey, you'll have to respect that, right?

Clear.

Is that why you have that face?

Tell me, what happened?

Good...

I don't know, mom.

Aren't you thinking about putting the book down again?

No.

Because you fought hard to move Cristina's book forward.

And he succeeded.

Yes. That's not it, Mom. Thank you very much,

But I won't put the book down. After all, no...

It's just not that.

So what is it?

I remembered when I transitioned

and they told me...

I was told I could never be a mother

And I remember the pain.

I remember that, honey.

And we talked about it and I told you that it's not like that.

The problem is that...

A part of me accepted this.

She accepted that I could never be a mother.

But I do not want,

I don't want to accept this, mom.

My girl, everyone deserves to create their own destiny.

You know something, mom?

You know why...

Why do I want to be a mother, mommy?

I want to be a mother because I had a mother like you,

for teaching me so much.

For me you are a reference.

- A reference. - Oh, my daughter.

I thank you very much, mom.

Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

You know how much I learned from you,

How much have you taught me in life, darling?

I'm just sad.

Are you here yet, dear?

I'm glad you arrived safely.

And there. Give me a little kiss.

How was your trip?

How was it in Oviedo, dear?

- Vigo, Paca. - Whatever.

He tells me.

Why are you so serious?

What happened?

He tells me.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Is there something on my face? What it was?

Do not laugh!

You look like a roller coaster

of emotions.

But tell me what was it?

In Vigo we eat a lot of seafood.

Your pussy must have swollen all over.

You are incredible, Paca.

- Serious? - Serious.

- You inspire me every day. - Seriously, baby?

I don't know, I've been thinking and...

I want to follow your example and that of my mother.

And I think it's important for you to talk to Carmen and Toni, Paca.

Don't worry about that.

Being a mother is many things.

Yes.

It's caring, it's teaching, it's being present.

You do all these things to me and them.

They deserve a mother like you.

Because it's a gift for life.

How beautiful you are. Give me a hug.

Oh, my precious girl.

Loren and her breasts!

I would like to buy a really big house

to my mother, in Trebujena.

So that for the rest of your life,

she lives in peace.

I would love to meet a guy

and that he loved me as I loved him.

And may he love me above all for who I am,

And start a family, have my own apartment...

It's what I want most in this world.

I would like to open my own beauty salon

and that my mother would come and meet him

and do your hair.

Careful! It's going to hit me.

After the film "Dressed in Blue",

I hope to see myself as a big star,

being successful with the best directors in Spain

demonstrating what a great actress I am.

♪ On the street showing elegance ♪ All the bastards praise me

♪ because I have art ♪ to give and sell.

♪ Born to Solana. ♪

My dream, as I always say,

is to be successful in everything:

on television, in the cinema...

in all!

Why

the stages gave me the best in life, you know?

If you take this away from me,

you kill me.

Thanks. We're ready.

I am very happy with my life.

I only ask that you let me live in peace.

Having my boyfriend, my house...

If they would let me, I would adopt a baby.

I have friends who adopted children outside of here.

But see...

I always dreamed

that one day we will be treated like the human beings we are.

But most of all,

that those who come after us

know and value

how much we fought,

mainly to stay alive.

Why didn't you ever tell me any of this?

I don't even know.

Honestly, I don't know why I didn't tell you.

I love you mom.

Oh, I'm going to bite you, my goodness.

"So",

everything is ready.

- Hi, Valeria. - Hello, Nacha.

How are you?

Well, since I'm here in Madrid.

- How was the trip? - A little tiring.

But I already know Madrid very well.

So that's not a problem.

First of all, I have to apologize,

My attitude towards you in Vigo was not the best.

- I apologize profusely. - Don't worry.

But you must also understand that for me it is not easy

having to revisit so many things

good and bad from my past.

But well, after your visit to Vigo,

of your fabulous stuff

and those scenes and things that made me remember

of my friends,

How can I not do everything possible

so you can get what you want?

So here I am.

Well that's.

He finished.

Looks like it was yesterday.

Six months have passed, or half a year already.

- With nonsense. - But a beautiful experience.

True, girl.

And we did everything.

We laugh, we dance...

- What else for? - We went to the snow.

- And we killed ourselves. - We killed ourselves, beautiful.

We thought the film

it would change our lives.

We thought that the streets,

that pensions,

that the shows where we were paid very poorly...

That all this kind of thing was behind us.

Deep down, we thought

that we would devour the world.

But the world that devoured us.

But as I looked at them,

I swear,

while they were having fun, while they were walking on the beach,

Something entered me as if telling me that...

that all this wouldn't last long.

A feeling came over me

saying things wouldn't end well.

Well, that was enough for me,

I saw them having fun

and I saw that we had some impressive moments.

But something made me feel

that would be the last time

that I could see them all together.

And in fact,

it was so.

But the first one who got hurt was me.

When I got back to the street they were still investigating

the attack on that man who tried to kill me.

Normal, darling,

I took my things and left.

Valeria,

Do you know what happened to the girls?

Could you tell me?

Loren died alone in a nursing home.

Tamara died due to AIDS.

Renée set up a salon in San Martín, as she always wanted.

Is it 'Ready'?

Eva didn't get over the closure of Sala Centauro

and returned to the city.

And he died of cancer, like Renée.

After everything you're telling me,

It seems like there are few of us left.

José and I will help you.

This story must be known...

and everyone should know it.

So count on me,

let them see us, let them feel us

through you.

Thank you, Valeria.

COUNCIL OF PUBLIC POLICIES ADOPTION, MATERNITY AND BIRTHDAY

Good morning.

Valéria, it's good to see you here again.

Sit down and we'll take care of you, okay?

OK. Thanks.

Carmen, darling,

How happy that you came.

Is that you, Tony?

You have become a man, my dear.

That's big.

- Hey, how are you? - Very good.

How good to see you, Paca.

Tell me what you did last week.

I went out with the girls around,

we went for drinks,

but you were missing there.

I was thinking about you too.

How silly.

ETERNAL.

IN MEMORY OF CRISTINA ORTIZ "LA VENENO"

COURAGEOUS TRANSEXUAL WOMAN THE VISIBILITY OF THE 90s

1964 - 2016

John.

I'm here with Paquita.

Juana, come here.

The reporter for a day.

- How can I help? - The paella is ready.

My mom. My mom.

We were waiting for you.

Nice to meet you.

- I brought pudding. - Egg pudding, how delicious.

Let's see when you write a book about me, honey.

It will be a worldwide bestseller.

Show the book, Valeria.

It will be a worldwide bestseller.

For the love of the Republic!

For the paella that Paca made!

And for “Dressed in Blue”!

'By Valeria Vegas, the woman who gave women a voice.' - TQ

In memory of

Renee Amor

Eva Perez de los Cobos

Tamara Muñoz

Loren Arana

With great affection, TeQê