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WHEN THE DOCUMENTARY "DRESSED IN BLUE" WAS MADE,

SEVERAL SCENES WERE FILMED IN THE MADRID HILLS.

THIS MATERIAL HAS NEVER BEEN MADE PUBLIC.

THIS IS WHAT WE IMAGINE HAPPENED.

- Teresa! - Teresa!

- Where are you? - Teresa!

Sweat! Teresa!

36 HOURS BEFORE

- Good morning. - Hello, Teresa!

Good morning Mother.

- Want something for later? - Disgusting...

- It's just meat... - Is it okay?

Yes.

God knows what they eat in these shoots.

- Don't you have coffee, mom? - This one.

I'm going, okay. Today I want to arrive early.

Working on Saturday doesn't seem normal to me.

Don't you think you should rest?

I rest when I die.

I have to do everything to make Antônio happy.

I do this. Let me see.

Tomorrow is in the mountains?

I can not understand.

Did you say something to your father?

- I'll tell you at dinner. - Ready.

- What? - You don't need to pull out my hair!

- This cannot continue! - This what?

This thing with your dad.

What do you want me to do?

We have different ideas about socialism. And that.

But, honey, it's your father!

Can stop? I have to go. I do not want to talk.

I want to get there early, I have to go.

All right, go ahead.

She's faker than diamonds.

Quiet.

Will she do it?

- You're really going to do it! - Do what?

I don't believe.

She had to show everything.

I'm going to kill her...

Traitor! It ruined our deal.

- What you mean? - I'm just telling the truth.

Cala to mouth.

Did they pay you extra?

Let's all calm down.

I'm calm.

Use this extra to buy dignity.

No, please.

We have to film and ask Eva some questions.

See, Tamara?

They want to talk to me, not you.

No!

- He is well? - Yes.

- I am fine. - Gross!

I'm fine, I'm fine. Please... continue, Tamara.

Rest and we will continue...

- You rest too, Teresa. - Yes.

The first question I wanted to ask is...

Why did you choose such a mythical song?

Well, because it's from Lea Zafrani,

who is an actress, singer and star...

She is very free and graceful...

and it's very elegant, like me.

Indeed, it is true.

And you can also see it in the way he moves around the stage.

Girls, do you have a cigarette?

Of course dear. Then I charge you.

- How greedy she is. - Thanks.

What, now you're on Tamara's side?

Where were you?

Are you okay?

- Yes... - It doesn't seem like it, with that little face...

I am not well.

What happened to Loren? Where is she?

Don't wait for her.

She is in Hotel Carabanchel.

Or at the Hotel Picadeiro.

It's where everyone gets fucked.

- Only with those who want to fuck. - Good...

Is she in prison?

But... Why did they arrest her?

Same accusation as always. "Public Scandal."

How did you know?

Is this an interrogation?

Then?

Eva's little friend, the policeman.

He tells everything.

He told me about Gina, too.

What does she have?

You didn't know.

No.

She died.

He went to get his vagina done and never came back.

In Casablanca

Teresa...

Teresa!

Don't keep the director waiting, huh.

Right.

- Teresa, please. - I am going.

What happened?

There's a lot going on.

My eldest son had an accident.

Nothing serious, he crashed the motorcycle.

It was just a big scare.

I have to leave.

He is fine?

Yes, I don't think it's serious.

What I wanted to talk to you about

It's another thing entirely.

Do you really know how to ski?

Weren't you going to Navacerrada with your parents?

- Yes, great.

I want you to take charge of filming

on the hill.

Nobody wants to go. They need motivation.

Didn't you want to be a director?

- Yes. - It's your chance.

I have to tell you something.

Another thing? What is it?

Loren is in prison.

Damn, what a night.

It saw...

You can ask your father for help, right?

He can pull strings at the Ministry.

Sure, why not?

Great, talk to him.

- Clear. - If you need anything, call me.

Good luck.

Marisa, it's me.

Yes, one thing... After all, I can't go.

I know, but filming is taking time,

and it will be impossible.

Well, that's my problem.

Look, I have to go. They are calling me.

Okay, yes... No, goodbye.

Hello.

Is this a replay or is the game live?

I don't know why he's interested in football...

Everything to please him.

What you want?

I just wanted to know how it went...

Whether they were mad or not...

Of course they were angry.

I had a bad day.

It's impossible to keep the girls in line.

They look like you.

I'm going to sleep because my head is exploding.

When are you going to tell your mother?

Never.

I can't have a child.

No, you don't. Is not the same thing.

He didn't even tell Fer.

Fer doesn't need to know.

He is the father.

Can you speak more quietly?

He's not a father...

He is not a father because no baby will be born.

What are you going to do?

Are you really going to London to have an abortion? It is serious?

I still don't know. I did not decide yet.

Don't you really want to be a mother?

Not now.

Maybe later, but not now.

But he's already 30.

Well, the choice is mine.

I think you're making a mistake.

It's my mistake.

And this is what I want to do.

Just like at work, right?

First I wanted to be a historian, then a journalist,

and now a film director...

At least I have dreams, I don't want to be just a housewife.

What are you doing awake?

I can not sleep...

Why?

Because of the Rumasa scandal? Or by NATO...

Or for the legalization of abortion?

Everything looks easy from the outside.

So much talk about change,

but then nobody does anything.

It's complicated, Terê.

The Rumasa scandal is a big mess.

The abortion issue is progressing...

It's best to proceed with caution.

It was better to include it as an urgent reform.

And you?

Are you going to change the country with the documentary you are making?

You haven't been eating anything.

And she's grumpy.

I'm stressed about work, and I want to do everything right.

And it will do...

You always do everything right.

I want to ask a favor.

Say.

One of the girls is in prison.

- What prison? - Carabanchel.

Give me your name, and I'll make some calls.

I'm going to bed.

Good rest.

Take this.

It's all solved.

She will be released at 12:00.

Thanks.

Good...

Happy birthday.

Thank you my dear.

You are welcome.

- Hello! - Hello...

Let's get out of here before they change their minds.

Calm down, everything is fine.

No, it's not okay, Teresa. Believe me.

My friend Sofia, my cellmate,

looks like they arrested her

for distributing leaflets for the demonstration.

Serious?

Which manifestation?

Because of this law.

From "Public Scandal"?

Yes, and it turns out

This Public Scandal Law doesn't arrest us for being whores,

arrests us for being as we are.

It's always the queers and transvestites' fault.

And that has to change.

Also, women like you should support us.

- I? - Yes.

Come to the demonstration on Sunday.

Why would you do that?

Because we will fight for our rights.

As Gina said...

"Either we all get together, or we all go to hell."

I'm sorry about Gina.

Yes, Teresa, everyone feels it.

But nobody does anything. Everyone stays at home

when they should go to the demonstration.

This way we will never achieve anything.

And I'll let you know,

I hate skiing and I hate snow.

I really do not like.

And I don't even have clothes for it.

Don't worry.

My aunt lent clothes.

Daughter, you have everything planned, right?

I hope it works.

I'm not in a hurry.

And all the girls agree.

Look how beautiful.

DRESSED IN BLUE S01E05

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CHAPTER FIVE TERESA

- Hello, Loren! - Good afternoon, Director.

Good to see you here.

Well done, Teresa.

Tell your father I appreciate it.

- Yes. - Do you need help?

No, it's not necessary.

Very good.

One hour left to film on the track.

Perfect!

And... Action, girls!

And... Action!

- It's so cold here. - Cut.

Framework...

And... Action, extras. Action!

It's not working right.

I need action, movement.

They have to ski or something.

Yes of course. I perceived.

All right, let's continue.

Great, cut!

- Let's cut! - And now what?

Like this?

We are ready. Didn't you talk to them?

- Yes yes. - Teresa...

Well done, girls, you were all great.

And now... let's do what you like most.

Girl, for real? Because what I like most...

She's already thinking about bitching.

Respect, huh! I am here!

But I'll say one thing. You could make a fortune here.

- Is not it? - I would feel beautiful.

No, no girls...

Please remember, we came here to relax.

This is worse than recess.

What do you like to do most?

She knows how to ski. I came here with my family.

Perfect!

No, I haven't skied for a long time.

I don't want.

Well, I don't know how to ski.

But I can go sledding down one of these slopes,

or climb to the top in high heels to see the view.

Be careful not to fall from the jump.

Let's go! Let's hit the slopes!

Go Go!

Go Go!

I said yes.

- My God. - Careful.

Eva, be careful,

because if you grate the pepeca you will be left without an audience.

What a nightmare.

Tamara, I'm wrong. I don't even have the skills for this.

Anyone who doesn't know you should buy you.

- What happens to Eva? - What?

What happens to Eva?

It's because of Gina...

- Tamara, shut up! - I really know you...

Tamara, I'm telling you.

- Tamara! - Forget it!

What happened to my sister is bad enough.

And they treat us as abnormal.

- Please. - What an exaggeration.

- Overkill? - Yes.

Do you know what I think?

This film is for them to remember us by.

Not because of what we have between our legs.

I do whatever pussy I want.

I'm really seeing it. How he loves that pussy.

Tamara, that's enough.

Eva is not well. Be a little considerate!

Do you know what I think, Teresa?

We're all fucked.

Fuck it, I'm leaving.

- I'm tired of you. - No.

This goes! We're tired of you too!

Tamara, please don't go!

Teresa, leave it alone.

I'm also going to the hotel.

- Another... - And you, girls?

Does anyone know how to ski?

- Skiing? - Yes.

I? Skiing?

What if I break my legs?

Who works for me?

Look, darling...

For me to go up on skis, I'll have to pay well.

And I don't think that's in the budget.

Look, I can try if you want.

I have a natural grace in everything I do.

Very natural...

And you, Renee?

The truth is that I don't like it.

But it will be wonderful.

- In truth. - I don't want.

Look, Renee,

Among us, you are the only one who can do this.

So... Go there.

Since we are here...

Really, I just want to get out of here...

I'm already fed up with Miss Sergeant.

Okay, let's go back to the first one.

- Framework. - Action, figuration!

Dressed in Blue, 52-1 take one.

Renee! He is well?

Renée.

He is well?

Of course I'm not! Can not you see?

I am not well. Get out, damn it!

It almost kills me to record this shit.

No, no, no...

He kept insisting on this skiing shit.

Insisting, insisting... Do you think it's my mother?

If you want to ski, do it!

I don't want this movie anymore, I'm leaving.

No, listen to me. Let's do it again and...

Again?

- It'll be great. - No.

You go skiing.

The way you are an asshole, you're going to be a bitch mother.

You signed a contract and you're going to make us talk.

It's ready.

You were very lucky that we took you from a salon to bring you here

Let go of me now, little guy.

We're going too.

It sounds like a good idea.

We all need a break.

Oh my God, darling...

No, no, no...

Teresa...

I have to go.

As?

Yes, my son is worse and my wife is worried.

She reminded me that he is more important than the film.

Sim...

Teresa, it's next.

A cinema...

it is not a democracy.

And sometimes, to keep things on track,

we have to be tough.

People can get upset, they can even hate you,

But I guarantee you that all of this disappears over time.

And the only thing that remains

That's what you see on the screen.

Our art, and nothing else.

Sometimes we have to make sacrifices, like now.

Gotta put family before our movie,

how it should be.

But don't worry, okay?

Téo will take care of everything.

You just have to...

simply make sure they don't fight.

Have a drink.

If you need something,

just call me.

Is this your first time with Giménez Rico?

As an assistant, silly!

Jesus, what a group of well-stocked people.

Yes, it's the first time.

How is it possible?

Before, I was a journalist.

How did you get the job?

Her family lived next to Antônio.

No, Antônio knows that I love cinema and offered me the job.

I bet you offered a thank you at least.

Well, we all know what Antônio is like,

likes to surround himself with pretty girls.

But, man!

Listen, Teresa. You know what?

Here's someone who really likes you!

Alberto, say something! The kid got stuck, really.

Do you have a boyfriend, Teresa? You have boyfriend?

- No, no... - Well, there it is!

The path is clear, man!

She might have something to say about that.

Alberto is a good catch.

He just always looks like a slob...

- But he's from a good family, you know? - Rich!

He's been in drought for a long time.

Even if it's for charity. Do this little favor, Teresa!

But be careful with Albertito,

the last time he got the girl pregnant...

He hits the nail on the head.

Tomorrow we start at 10.

How do you let people walk on you like that?

- Nacha. - What it was?

- As? - I'll tell you something.

You can be from a good family and I'm a whore...

But I don't let a man talk like that.

Like this?

As they said at dinner.

I'm not deaf,

and you're not stupid.

- I am going to sleep. - Better that way.

Teresa, come here and have some wine with us.

- No. - I serve you.

It will be great.

Look there! Where are you going? Teresa!

Girl, where are you going?

Please...

Please...

Please, I don't want...

- Teresa! - Where are you? Teresa!

Sweat!

- Teresa! - Teresa! Where are you?

- Teresa! - Where are you?

Sweat!

Here, it's my mother's recipe. It will do you good.

Thanks.

Honey, don't you have anyone to help you?

My sister found out.

I would like to tell my mother.

But I can not.

I understand...

Listen to something...

Are you sure?

What?

Why are they looking at me like that?

Since she can...

How many of us wouldn't like it?

Nacha, whether she can or not, is her decision.

And if she doesn't want to be a mother, we have to respect that.

Yes, Nacha. Loren is right.

Listening...

Didn't you have a friend from Albacete who lived in London?

That's where they all go to get an abortion, right?

Sim...

But I haven't heard from her in a long time.

Do not worry.

We're all with you, darling.

Thanks girls.

I apologize for everything.

- It's okay. - No.

No no...

In truth.

I think I lost my mind.

I just don't know...

But I feel like...

I don't know, it's so weird.

For one thing, it's my body.

But on the other hand...

We are all on the same side.

We have to speak out.

That manifestation drug again, Loren?

- Shut the fuck up. - No, I won't shut up.

I will say it as many times as necessary.

Because we are persecuted, humiliated, mistreated...

If we go to another country, no one even knows if we die there.

Loren, now is not the right time.

Honey, drink this and rest.

This will help a lot.

Hello.

Hello.

I can enter?

Goes into.

How is your foot?

Much better.

I wanted to apologize to you

- for what I said yesterday. - All good.

I understand.

And I also understand about your mother.

I would like to say so many things to my...

But I don't dare. I'm a coward.

Do not say that.

She's not a coward.

It's what I am.

I'm so afraid they'll reject me...

To disappoint them.

Deep down, I think they would support me,

even if you don't agree with my decision.

I'm not that sure.

Why don't you write a letter?

It's a way to...

To talk to her...

Without being face to face.

What it was?

Never thought about wearing your hair down?

- Wow, look at her! - My God!

The tea worked a miracle.

The one who performed a miracle was the hairdresser. Just look!

Come on, come on in.

- I'm not going ahead. - And in the middle?

- The map? - The fat.

- The fat one goes in the middle! - Let's not get lost.

Take.

My friend from London.

Come on, get out of here.

- What is happening? - Don't get involved.

- Come on, Eva. - Come here.

- I drive? - Let's go.

It's going to kill us.

- Is this yours? - Let's go.

Whose is this?

I'm not going ahead.

Hello.

Hello.

How was it in the snow?

Have you already decided?

I know it's hard to understand...

For you and for many people.

But I don't have maternal instinct.

None.

Zero.

I don't believe it, Teresa.

Marisa...

Marisa, look at me.

Look...

I'm not asking you to agree with me.

But be on my side.

Teresa? And you?

How are you love? How was it in the snow?

It was really good, actually.

I am glad.

Mom, I have to tell you something.

Very good.

What happened?

I'm Pregnant.

And I'm going to have an abortion.

Dear Mom,

I hope everyone is okay,

and may they enjoy hearing from me after so long.

I write this letter because I feel I owe you an apology

for not having dinner with you

when they came to visit me in Madrid.

And because I feel like I'm hiding something from you

very important about me.

I have a life you don't know about, mom.

A life where I get up every day

and I try to defend who I really am.

Fortunately, I'm walking this path with people

who think, feel and are like me.

True friends that life gave me.

Women I'm lucky

to consider my family.

Without them, I don't think I would have enough strength

to tell you what I have to say.

They are women like me, mom.

We are women who fight every day

to be seen for who we are:

women.

I don't ask you to understand,

or see me as I am, although I would love that.

I'm just asking you to stay by my side,

and don't reject me,

Don't deny me the love I need so much.

Please try, Mom.

With love,

Renée.

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