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That! Very good.

Let's do a little something.

Tilt your head a little, okay?

What is tilt?

Like this.

That!

Very good.

Is perfect.

Wait a little bit, okay?

He can talk.

Good morning.

I'm calling to ask about someone.

Eva... Eva Pérez.

Hello?

Hi are you still there?"

Eva...

Eva was my sister. Who is looking for her?

My name is Valeria Vegas and I am a journalist.

I'm writing a book about the girls in "Dressed in Blue."

- And I would love to be able to... - Look, I don't want to talk.

Sorry, but I don't want to talk about my sister.

- Hang on. - Good morning.

MIGUEL: Hello, Valeria.

Typing...

I had a full bladder.

You already know what beer does to me...

I think I want a Moscow Mule.

A Moscow Mule, please.

- A Moscow Mule? - Yes.

- Serious? - What it was?

Very elegant, right?

Elegant, you've seen it.

And so?

Do you see people? Have you been going out?

Little, actually.

Sometimes with Sacha, or the radio people

to drink something, but nothing much.

- Moscow Mule? - Sim, Moscow Mule, sim.

After work?

What a fool.

The truth is that I am a lady with a very peaceful life.

At night I still do...

I still do the same things I always do.

And do you still order Chinese soup?

Yes, I still order Chinese soup, yes.

But I do not...

I no longer eat dessert on the couch.

- No? - No.

How sad.

Dessert at home is the best part.

Have you had dessert today?

No.

And you?

Wait.

I don't know if it's the best idea.

As for me, I loved the idea.

Me too.

What time is it?

Half past eight.

Do you want to have breakfast with me?

In fact, I want to stop by home before going to work.

So, will I send you a message to see you at the weekend?

We can go to the cinema, have a drink,

You can come to my house if you want.

Valeria, it's just...

Last night was wonderful, but I don't want to get confused.

It was one night and that was it.

No... I don't understand.

I'm going to the restroom.

I don't understand how you don't feel sad

for throwing it away all these years, Miguel.

- How do I not feel sad? - Because it makes me very sad

Do you think not me?

- It's eight years, a lifetime together. - I know.

But we said it was better for both of us, right?

Now I do not know.

I don't know if it's the best, Miguel, it's just...

Abandon the adoption process that cost us so much...

The adoption process?

So that was about it?

That's what, Miguel? Of course.

The only thing that matters to you is the adoption process.

- Don't say that, it's not true. - Course is.

It's also true that you haven't loved me for a long time.

- I love you. - Love?

I could have said that since yesterday,

That way I would have saved the night.

Finally, the lady arrived.

Is this time to arrive? It made me worried.

- I was with Sacha. - With whom?

- With Sacha. - With Sacha?

Well, you could have said you'd be late.

And there? Did you have fun there with her?

Look at her, she came back dry.

And you, Paca?

Very happy. I have good news.

In the end I managed to talk to Antonio's children.

We agreed to go to dinner tonight.

It was difficult to convince them, you know?

But in the end they agreed to see each other tonight

and I'm very happy.

And you, what will you do?

I'm going... I'm going to Albacete now.

To Albacete now, without resting or anything?

I'll see if I can convince Eva's sister to talk, because she doesn't want to.

You're a little lost.

I'm going to take a shower and go out.

Wouldn't it be better for you to rest?

You look tired.

- No no. - Tomorrow you will be rested.

I need information for the book, Paca.

Information?

If you want, I'll go with you.

Certainty?

Come on, I sure will.

DRESSED IN BLUE S01E04

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Chapter 4 EVA

Am I pretty, Magdalena?

You look beautiful, sister.

Hellin - 1980

Now move your hair.

Move your hair, shake it. Very good, very beautiful.

That...

Now raise both arms,

arms around your waist, okay?

And safe... Very good.

You give more instructions than a doctor's prescription.

You want to look beautiful, don't you?

You won't present anything

in the agencies it has in Madrid.

Yes, Farrah Fawcett will see this.

Come on, look at me.

And now, one together.

OK let's go. Runs.

I love you lots.

Me too, my angel.

- Take care, huh? - Yes, I promised you.

And you promise me you'll come see me

so I can show off as a sister.

Promise.

I love you.

Do you want a ride somewhere?

- I? - Yes.

I want.

Here's good.

See you later, beautiful.

Linda!

Hello Princess.

And is this your first time traveling to Madrid?

Yes.

Will you visit?

No, I'm going to work in cinema and theater

or whatever appears.

I'm sure yes,

being as beautiful as you are.

Let me say something.

Last night you went out with Sacha, right?

What did you guys talk about? What did she say?

- Anything. - Like nothing? Something she told you.

Tell me, go.

We had a few drinks and that's it...

Some drinks?

And you didn't catch anyone?

Beautiful the way you are.

No? Didn't they open the door for you?

Ah, my daughter, if I go out, it's so that they can open my door.

The city is far away, girl, but look how beautiful it is.

The mountains,

the fields...

But I tell you something, girl,

These cities make me very uncomfortable, you know?

Yes, you can know what Eva's life was like before leaving here.

How beautiful, angelic Eva was,

and how it all ended badly.

Do you know anything about how it all ended?

To tell the truth, I knew her by sight,

But I didn't have much contact with her.

But Cristina told me that she

It ended very badly because she ended up addicted to drugs.

What a shame.

But now, as for the rest, I don't know anything anymore.

Siri, play the message.

Alberto Dos Bigotes said:

Hello, Valeria, how are you?

We haven't heard from you in a while.

How's the book going?

Because we're thinking about introducing it

at the Guadalajara International Book Fair,

which is now, at the end of the year...

But so high?

I don't think you'll have time, right?

- A kiss. - You won't make it.

The truth is that it will be very difficult.

But look...

Something will come out.

See, this is it.

That? He is sure?

It says Magdalena.

Yes, but it looks like it's closed, right?

- Yes it seems. - I'll ask this woman.

- Hello, ma'am, good morning. - Good morning.

Do you know if Magdalena is there?

Baby, I'm leaving the house now.

It takes me about half an hour to get to the clinic.

I'll wait for you at the door, okay?

Baby, I'm so sorry. I'm a mess, actually.

But...

Magdalena?

Hi, how are you? I'm Valeria, the journalist who called you yesterday.

I already told you I didn't want to talk about my sister.

I'm sorry, really, it's just going to be a few questions.

- It's very important to me. - Please, I told you no.

Magdalena?

Look, I'm Paca.

I was very good friends with your sister Eva, who we called "la gata".

He knows?

- Were you friends with my sister? - Yes, we were very good friends.

I loved her very much.

We met a lot at night,

working in various places.

Can you help us a little?

It was beautiful.

How old was she here?

Here she was already taking hormones...

20 years.

He was 20 years old.

Look.

Silvia - Adoption

I also did this here,

for the identity card.

Let me see. Girl,

look how beautiful

The problem is that she never used it.

Never used it?

No, the truth is that

I made her excited

to have one with your real name...

It turns out that the law was passed in 2007

and she left early.

Blessed law that always arrives late.

The law never treated us very well, actually.

Here, look how beautiful.

Here is the lady in fur coats.

At that time it was only used by those with power.

Money, money.

And look, I said it several times

to save money for an apartment, but...

nothing, everything is gone

spending and distributing.

Magdalena, do you think I can take these photos?

I'll get it back to you as quickly as possible.

And I will guard them like gold, I promise.

All good.

Thank you very much.

I wasn't bold like her.

She wanted to conquer the world

and well, in the end...

Magdalena, dear,

I want to thank you for having us, okay?

I know this is very difficult for you,

but with all my heart I thank you for having us.

Thank you very much.

I just don't think I did enough.

Sometimes you do it all

and it's still not enough.

Magdalena, I wanted to ask you...

In the film she talks about a man...

An important man she had an affair with.

He was a high-ranking member of the ministry.

- Wow, take the cat's power. - Yes.

They were

very passionate and...

That's what Eva said, I don't know.

Well, they moved in together.

I don't understand why there is such a rush to change things.

Besides, what do they think?

A country doesn't change overnight,

much less a country like Spain.

You know, Eve,

changes of power always bring many problems,

they take a lot of time and a lot of conversations.

It's not easy,

it doesn't always work out.

Well, Spain is very excited.

But you don't live on illusions, Eva.

I see people very happy.

And you will see how the socialists are useless.

Well, we'll see.

Do you know what I'm thinking?

- What? - We're not going back here again.

And where are we going?

Good...

It turns out that I have an apartment that is free,

in the Las Ventas region, you know?

And I think the best

would you go there.

What do you think?

Do you want to put me in an apartment?

Like the darlings from Costa Fleming?

Eva...

Not say it.

Then why?

I can't take the risk.

Imagine someone from the Ministry sees me, what do we do?

As if you were the minister.

Hey, in this case, it's the same thing.

Don't you know what's going on out there?

Imagine,

an apartment just for you,

where no one bothers us

and we can be at ease.

What do you think?

And when would I go?

Tomorrow, if you want.

- And where is the apartment? - In Sales.

How far, huh?

But there is a doorman. And the apartment is wonderful.

And how many kilometers will it take to get here?

Ah, woman, it doesn't matter.

- Because Madrid is growing a lot. - It's far.

- Why are you so jealous? - Jealous of what?

If you came here to show off to us.

Show me off? Gina, it was you who asked me.

My daughter, how boring you are.

How pathetic, it's always the same.

Oh, woman.

- I am really sorry. - Feel nothing, liar.

- This one is taking a test. - Test for what?

About the film he wants to make.

But it doesn't say testing, it says casting.

- Your capiras. - You are a country bumpkin.

Are you talking about that movie?

There's nothing else to talk about here.

They say they pay a fortune.

And I think it will be recorded in the Centaurus room.

So I'll introduce myself,

because they always think I look like Victoria Abril.

But what you have is a chihuahua face.

- Hey you. - I?

Yes, you. The Republic.

- What happened? - What happened, girl?

- How dare you come here, damn it? - What happened?

What happened? It's just that she's not one of us.

- What did you say? - She impersonates us.

As?

I found out that you come here to try for more money,

since we are in fashion...

But do I need to have a transvestite license?

- You are a woman? - They told me this afternoon.

I passed through Montera and they don't even miss it there.

- Stick that tongue up your ass. - Get out of this street.

Fuck you, scarecrow!

Get that born pussy out of here.

Son of a bitch, you're stealing our bread!

Damn!

- Be careful. - Don't threaten me, huh?

- These things didn't happen before. - Now, with so much unemployment.

Yes, but do you know what happens?

That here everyone has their place and there is no mixing.

But they told her about the casting.

How would I know?

I can't tell you anything, damn it.

Always the same, right, Loren?

- What do I do? - What do I do?

Look..

That's how Rita Hayworth smoked.

Forget the movies, go.

But next week there is a casting.

- A casting for what? - From a movie.

Film? From what?

Well, it's like a documentary.

And they want to see us talking about our lives.

Talking about what?

Well, of our lives,

of our family, of our work.

From ourselves.

You're not going to talk about me, right?

No. If you don't want to, I won't talk.

I don't know, Eva.

You have no need to do this.

For what?

For everyone to see and then comment?

It is precisely for this,

so they know who I am.

Besides, I don't care what they say about me.

But for me it's not like that.

The least you can have is a little...

of discretion, nothing more.

But it's the opportunity I have for them to get to know me.

Make myself known, so they know who I am.

Look, you deserve it...

You deserve so much better, you know?

Film...

A film, a real film.

Where you can play a character like actresses do.

Because you are a star.

Are you serious?

Of course.

Nacha?

What are you doing?

Hello.

What a luxurious building, huh?

- It is not? - Yes wonderful.

Now the taxi cost us 5,000 pesetas.

Come, come, come.

- But, wow! - What do you think?

That big, huh?

The person I didn't see was the doorman.

You don't want the man to work at night.

You must not be like us, daughter.

Oh, how beautiful, how great, how divine. I loved.

My love!

I hoped to see you in Casablanca, my love.

No, I'm going next week. And I'm very nervous.

Well Gina, don't be nervous, look what I have here.

Champagne to toast your future pussy, darling.

- For us. - For us.

What are you doing, you fools?

I'm leaving now, because I'm performing tonight.

But it's just on nights when you can eat ham and not mortadella.

Look how funny she is.

Let me say something.

Does your darling let you have parties here?

Well, as long as he doesn't find out, right?

How shameless.

Ah, how delicious, canapés.

No no. Because I'm on a diet because of the "castink".

Please "castink", no.

Casting, my daughter.

Well, daughter, you are very intelligent.

- And you are very stupid. - No, I'm from Trebujena.

You don't need to swear.

How beautiful.

Well, I'm not going to introduce myself, I'll pass.

- What are you saying? - Why?

- Out of the blue? - What did you say?

Yes, girls, this is just a documentary.

- And I actually want to be an actress. - Look at her.

Here we all really want to be an actress. What do you think?

There are no better actresses than us bitches.

That is true.

Furthermore, you will earn very good money.

And why do I want good money by having this apartment?

I'm not stupid, okay?

The problem is they told you not to do that.

Isn't that right, Tamara?

Leave me alone, I don't want any problems.

Look, Gina, I'll tell you something, don't mind my business.

I knew I shouldn't bring you here.

If you invited us to show off, love, confess.

Look, if you're going to get into this conversation, get out of my house.

Eva.

It's not your house, it belongs to the guy in the black Mercedes.

It's the same thing.

But don't worry, I'll go alone.

Can go. The front door is the house's main purpose.

- Girls, please. - No.

And look, I used to get that guy before.

Turns out I'm not stupid enough to be so deluded.

No, you're not stupid, you're jealous.

- Eve! - Countryside?

We're ready, Gina, whenever you want.

In São Paulo, I did samba, you know?

And from São Paulo I went to Paris.

Ah, Paris,

There, yes, you make money.

A lot of money.

And then, well, I came to Madrid,

because the truth is that I love Madrileños.

Ain.

Well, it's ready.

- It is? - Yes yes...

Everything is... everything is ready.

OK.

Thanks.

Well, that's it for today.

OK.

And the pretty one? Did not come?

Honey, there are a lot of beautiful people here, okay? Just look.

I am referring

the one with Rita Hayworth's number.

A Eva?

I do not know the name.

She's not doing very well.

Because first you work here,

and then works on the street.

- And you have to play Rita Hayworth? - From Marilyn.

- Well, she does everything. - She's not very good.

Oh, Greta, seriously.

Baby, let's piss now, because I can't take it anymore,

- it is serious. - Let's go into this hotel.

- You are crazy? In that hotel, Eva? - Yes yes.

But it's a luxury.

That's why. Let's enter divine.

We're just going to the hall, we're not going to stay.

You're crazy, seriously.

You're crazy, Eva.

- You are very cool. - We pee and leave.

- No, Eva. - Yes, shut the fuck up.

No, sis. How embarrassing.

- Do not have. - Our Lady.

Honey, the bathroom is here.

- I'm going. - Don't delay.

It's exactly what you said.

Should be like this.

Hello.

All good?

We met?

Eh... No, I don't know.

Sorry, I'm sorry.

This happens to me a lot, a lot.

The Ministry is central, a lot of people go there.

What are you doing?

Are you following me here? What the hell is that?

No, it was a coincidence, Adolfo.

We came...

What went through your head to approach me with my wife?

Is it bad in the head? You are crazy?

Tell her I'm a co-worker.

A co-worker?

Have you seen how you are?

Tell her I'm a secretary or a friend or...

Secretary?

You think it can't be seen that you're a whore?

I'm a whore. Yes...

But I don't hide, Adolfo.

Well, if you don't hide, get out of the fucking apartment.

Since you don't need it.

Okay, tomorrow. Get the coat.

I don't want.

You can keep it.

The truth is that I didn't like him at all, you know?

He didn't treat her very well.

My sister deserved better,

I didn't like him.

SILVIA - ADOPTION calling

Can you give me a moment? The bathroom?

- Yes of course. Back there. - Right, thank you.

Hello Silvia. All is well?

Hello, Valeria. How are you?

Well, okay.

I have a lot of work, so I didn't answer sooner, sorry.

Relax. Stay calm.

I called to let you know that Miguel contacted us

and said they want to definitively leave the adoption process.

I just wanted to confirm with you

because we had paused here.

Yes, of course, of course.

So can you confirm to me that you want to leave?

Valeria?

Yes yes...

All right, then we'll close the process.

I will email you the document

which must be signed by both of you.

Ok, Sílvia, thank you very much.

I have to turn it off, okay?

Thank you, Valeria. May everything be fine for you.

So, Magdalena, I live in Valencia,

It turns out that my brother, Angelico,

had surgery for prostate cancer,

and is in Madrid.

So I came to take care of him

and I'm staying at Valéria's house.

That's why I came to accompany you today.

And so we came here to your house.

- Are you OK, darling? - Yes yes.

- Certainty? - Yes yes.

I find you strange.

- Certainty? Don't want anything? - No.

- No? - No no.

- I am fine. - Tea or something?

Thank you very much.

Sorry. Is that...

I lost the thread.

I want to know...

- How did Eva die? - What?

How was it or...?

Didn't she have an addiction problem or what?

You're not going to put that in your book, are you?

Is that...

What type of journalist are you?

Of those who like

to gain from the pain of others?

- Or with their illnesses? - No, no, sorry.

It's just that I didn't have a good day and maybe I explained myself poorly.

Have you lost your mind? Why did he offend the woman?

How can you think to ask if her sister used drugs?

Are you crazy?

It's not a good time, Paca...

- Come on, let's go. - No, no, no...

- We have to go to Madrid. - No, I need to think.

Think what? Think about your home.

I have to have dinner with Antonio's children.

- You can go, Paca. - No, you're coming with me to Madrid.

- No, I'm not going. - Let's go.

- Wow, no. - How not?

- Let me think, please! - But people.

You! Always you.

And fuck the others, right?

It was you who wanted to come, I didn't ask.

Is this how you thank me for caring about you?

Stop worrying, you're not my mother.

You're lucky I'm not your mother,

If it were, I'd be dragging you by your hair right now.

Let me say something.

I had a problem, you know?

I won't make it in time.

I'll look at the bus timetable now

and I'll tell you what time I'll arrive, ok?

See ya, darling.

Leave it alone, Paca. It's going to get late and then it's no longer possible.

Oh okay, now the other one is calling me.

He's not even ashamed of driving me crazy.

Arturo, see me again, please.

Thank you very much.

Hello, this is the answering machine

Give Paca the Piranha.

Leave your message after hearing the tone.

Piii.

And some potatoes.

Better than the other day, huh?

Hello.

My name is Oscar.

- And you? - Valeria.

Oh, Valeria.

And what are you doing here?

What brings you here, to the city?

I came to investigate something.

Investigate? Wow.

Wow, nothing. It was an illusion.

I see you're worried.

I prefer not to think, actually.

- Want other? - No no.

In truth

I have to drive to Madrid now.

Wow, to Madrid now?

Valeria, where the hell are you, sis?

We had agreed to go to the clinic

and you don't even show up or respond to messages.

You can see what a friend she is. Thank you very much, see!

Okay, I'll have another one.

Of course, here.

- Don't you know who it is? - No.

You people from Madrid have no idea here.

- You don't even believe that. - Yes, yes, I mean...

I don't understand these city traditions.

- Gin and tonic. - Gin and tonic.

- Gin and tonic. - Come on!

- A little cup. - A little cup, a little cup.

One cup, two cups. Thanks

Shots served.

- Stop, stop, stop... - Why?

No, no, no...

- What it was? - Nothing, I just need to go.

- I have to go. - No, why?

- Do you want to come to my house? - No no.

- I am really sorry. - Valeria.

Hello.

You know what?

If I hadn't been born a transvestite,

I would still live in this city.

Rest, tomorrow you drive.

Gina.

What happened?

He comes.

What it was?

Oh, girl.

I'm very embarrassed.

Calm down, breathe, Gina.

What happened? He tells me.

My sister was left on the street.

There, in Brazil.

Her house caught fire

and I had to send all my money to her.

All all all.

Calm down, okay?

A sister is the most important thing you have in life.

- I would have done the same. - Yes but...

Now how do I go to Casablanca, just with the tickets?

I no longer have money for the surgery.

I have nothing left.

Well, you have to stay calm, okay?

This life sucks.

We just get kicked.

Well, sometimes it just kicks us,

But sometimes it also happens with other things, right?

Handle.

Your coat?

Take it to Rua da Luna, to the furrier.

Sell ​​it to them, they will pay you a fortune.

Thank you very much, but...

Look, everything I can get with him,

I promise I'll give you back every penny,

- Gina. - I swear.

Gina, it's already paid.

Money comes and goes.

Thank you very much.

No, no, no. I do not do this.

Because as an artist I have a lot to contribute.

Because let's see, I know what my style is,

because it's something I invented...

She's not right in the head.

It is very modern and very cosmopolitan

for such a backward country.

My style will still explode,

you will see when I go to Argentina, Mexico,

Colombia, New York... That's where I'm going to connect.

Well, thank you very much, Josep.

Don't you want me to tell you why they call me "The Crazy One"?

We already have all the information, seriously.

- Thank you very much. - Hello.

- I don't believe. - I came for the test.

She thinks she's too hot to appear here.

And she is, isn't she?

And see, I'm friends with Arturo Fernández.

Intimate

You. How dare you come here?

What it was? Is this yours too or what?

- Yes. - Wait one moment.

Can someone explain to me what is happening here?

- I'll explain to you what's happening. - Shut up, Loren.

No, you shut up.

Well, I'll explain, what happens is that she is a woman.

Woman, woman, not like us,

a woman who was born a woman,

who was born like his mother.

Ah, you do not care.

No, but... yes, yes, of course...

No, you will really waste your time.

We would test you for nothing, so it's better...

Thank you so much for coming, but...

Come on, get those leftovers out of here, baby.

Well, you know what I think?

That this movie is going to be really bad.

- Because of them. - How bad you are, daughter.

Fuck you, Loren.

Teresa, one moment, please.

Just a minute, okay?

- Something is missing here. - Something?

It's just that I had another cast in my head.

- Do you have tobacco? - No, I do not smoke.

Do you know what I'm thinking?

What?

See, I want to film a good movie.

And to do that you have to do the job well,

because we are not film students. Is not true?

- No. - Well, now it's clear.

So now what do I need

It’s about contrast, about variety in the cast, you know?

Finding something different is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

But let's see, Teresa. What do you mean by different?

- Well... - I'll explain.

For starters, it would be cool

a younger one, who doesn't do shows,

make it available, without going to the street.

Sorry, I take to the streets out of necessity, right?

Loren, I know,

but would it be so difficult to find one...?

I don't know, you don't need to be a certified lawyer, damn it.

- But at least you have studies. - Clear.

That fish won't jump into your net.

Antonio, I know a girl

who is a hairdresser, very young, very beautiful.

To Renee.

- Maybe it might interest you. - Clear.

- Could it be? - Of course you fucking can.

What happens is that

her parents don't know she's like us.

- So, I don't know if she'll want to. - It doesn't matter, it's great.

That's our problem, we convinced her.

- Do not you worry. - That's really good, Tamara.

Now you have to give me the data and...

Oops, here comes the pretty one.

The casting, I want to audition.

- If I can, of course. - Of course you can.

- Welcome. - Thanks.

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They gave me some documents to fill out.

And now they're not fitting, so I don't know what to do.

Yes, yes, don't worry,

I'll take care of it for you now, okay?

You have found?

Ah, sorry, I thought it was Toño.

No, no, my name is Valeria Vegas. I'm a journalist.

Sorry for the intrusion. If you have a second...

Yes, yes, yes... I know who you are.

Sorry, but I'm not going to talk to you about anything.

But why?

Magdalena and I are friends

and she told me what happened yesterday at her house.

Actually, I'm sorry.

It's not me you owe an apology to

but rather to Magdalena.

She doesn't want her sister's memory to be tarnished.

Eva was a girl who...

He fought, fought a lot.

He did everything possible to make his dream come true.

Without hurting anyone.

But actually, I don't want to hurt anyone either.

No, I imagine so.

Look, Valéria, can I give you some advice?

Not everything is worth it.

I already know that.

Well, it doesn't seem like it.

♪ I still haven't gone back to the place where you left me alone.

♪ The place where you buried the remains of the poppies.

♪ I almost bend my knees.

♪ I almost put my hands together to speak.

♪ I almost turned my cheek

Yes, what worries me most is this area here.

♪ To withstand one more blow.

♪ The pain sticks to me,

♪ the cold corners me.

♪ Your version has been making me nervous ever since.

- Dear. - Tell, my love.

I'm going to the pharmacy. Want something?

I do not know now...

Oh yes, bring me...

♪ My voice cracks when I say your name.

♪ I haven't watered it again yet

♪ the flower you left me in the garden.

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♪ They all started to dry up since you're not here.

♪ It almost hurts more that I can't stop thinking about it,

♪ if you think so badly of me.

♪ Your hands let me go

♪ with the strength of someone who wants to stop being part of me.

♪ The pain sticks to me,

♪ the cold corners me.

♪ Your version has been making me nervous ever since.

♪ And you didn't do anything

Mommy?

♪ As if it didn't matter

♪ my voice cracks when I say your name.

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