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An artist who's able to take their lived experience

and then use it for some social change,

they are the ones that have the ability to change the world.

I told my mother when I was 14 I wanted to be a comedian, and she said...

..."Oh, maybe it's better if you just die."

If you see a queer stand-up comedian,

I don't think you understand the adversities

they've overcome to end up on your television screens,

in your movies, even on your Instagram feed.

I stink at this, so...

Do I look okay?

Back when I was starting, there weren't very many queer comics.

You were more likely to hear about drugs than you were about being gay.

When I started out,

if someone were talking about being gay, most people would be shaking their head

or make sure they understood what they heard.

Everyone can tell you a story where, you know, somebody shouted, "Fag!"

Once, somebody said, "Jew!"

I said, "Yes?"

I wasn't open when I started comedy...

forty years ago.

What the fuck?!

It was scary for people.

They had to be in the closet to protect their career

and then had to make that difficult decision.

"I'm going to be out. I'm not hiding it anymore."

It was like, "Enough already. Things have got to change. Things have got to evolve."

"Let's just get on with it."

The revolution will not be televised.

This is not a movement about sexual preferences.

It is a movement about the right to love.

If I never had sex with a woman again, I would still be a lesbian.

It was very important the idea that we could be seen,

that we should be seen, and that we can be funny.

I would not be a happy lesbian.

There's a lot of people who've come before us. We've been doing this awhile.

A very big crew of people

that transcend time and era.

It's been such a journey that we've taken.

Queer comics, queer history, that all deserves to be talked about,

and now is the time where people can.

Are you all ready to make history?

We're doing a show

with 22 LGBTQ+ performers.

That would not have happened 20 years ago.

It's incredible.

It is much better for me to be a stand-up comedian now

than it has been in any other time in history.

Because for a very long time,

people like me didn't get to be part of the game.

Being gay was something you had to be scared admitting in your private life.

When I was a young comic, there was a lot of homophobia.

You had to be careful what you did, and who you talked to, and who knew.

That's what the times were like back then, right?

Where it threatened your entire career, your whole life.

Hey. Gays just wanna have fun.

All kinds of comedy is accepted now.

I never thought it would be possible in my lifetime.

As long as you're happy with it. - Very happy.

That's good. - Yeah. We're all freaking out.

Like, all of us in one room together.

It's crazy. Yeah. It really is. Very special.

By the time I came up,

I remember I was about to do Last Comic Standing.

I asked, "Do I need to, like, be worried about coming out?"

"My joke that I'm about to tell on national television

is just about me being gay."

They go, "Yeah. That's who you are."

"No reason to hide who you are." And I was like,

"Cool!"

That really is because of all the people that came before me.

This girl has been thrown out of countries

because of her rabid interest in the feminist movement,

and she's done so much to help women, and let's welcome her now.

Robin Tyler!

Sometimes, um, people get upset with my material.

I don't know why...

...'cause I'm just telling the truth, but a lot of times they get upset.

I remember one guy stood up, and he was so nasty to me.

"Hey, uh, I don't like what you're saying."

Then he said the one thing that was supposed to upset me. He said,

"Hey, are you a lesbian?"

And I said, "Hey, are you the alternative?"

When did you first realize you were gay?

When I... the doctor delivered me and-- Actually, he didn't.

My mother delivered me, and the doctor hit me, and I hit him back,

and I knew that I was a lesbian.

I came out in, uh...

When I was 16 years old, in 1958.

I called myself a "little prairie dyke" 'cause I was from Canadian prairies.

I read one little article, and the article said,

"If you're a woman and you love another woman, what you are is a lesbian."

"Everybody could tell you you're wrong, but it feels right to you, it's right."

Signed, Del Martin and Phyllis Lyon.

And so I thought, "That's great. I'm a lesbian. I'm gonna tell everyone."

I thought it was like finding out that I was an Aries.

So I went home and told my mother, and she did not take it well.

But because of the one piece of literature, I was never guilty,

never was in the closet.

Closets are vertical coffins.

All you do is suffocate to death.

So I moved to New York in 1962,

and I met a woman who looked just like Audrey Hepburn,

Pat Harrison,

and I said, "I'm in love with you and I'm gonna marry you."

Her partner did not take it very well.

But the fact is I ended up with Patti for 55 years.

And Patti and I became the comedy team of Harrison and Tyler.

I'd like to tell you here and now that Patti and I met in a very usual way.

Yeah, I was driving the truck and she was loading it.

You know, in those days we did feminist material,

but also our audiences were all gay and lesbian.

We were beginning to see more people coming out at the time

because lesbian and gay civil rights were becoming a movement.

In 1969, Stonewall happens.

In the gay world, it had a real resonance

because this was the first time that we stood up for ourselves.

The Stonewall Rebellion is popularly regarded

as the beginnings of gay militancy.

Stonewall was a bar in Greenwich Village in New York.

Popular gay hangout.

Police came to raid the place.

People decided to fight back.

It started a political movement,

and the political movement was ultimately about being out.

Young, countercultural gay people were looking to have their revolution.

Queerness has existed and will always exist in this country.

Stonewall is an extraordinarily important touchstone,

but it didn't start there.

There were certainly people who had made a name for themselves in pre-World War II.

Rae Bourbon is, I think, a perfect example of that.

Now, in spite of rumors to the contrary,

my name is Rae and not Mary.

And if there's any vicious gossip you might have heard,

well, I assure you, it's quite absurd.

There was a lot of progress made in the '20s in terms of visibility.

But the Depression and then World War II

brought us into an era of conservatism.

After World War II, as there was a Red Scare,

there was a Lavender Scare,

where it was thought that gay people were a threat to American security.

Most of the stand-up that was going on in the 1950s and '60s

was the straight men.

And for many of these comics, the defining feature of their comedy

is their fear of seeming gay.

You know, Mel Brooks and Carl Reiner, great, great comics,

but so much of their material centered around fear and anxiety

about possibly seeming gay.

I'm always fascinated when you tell us personal things

about the great historical figures.

Um, one who intrigues me, General Custer.

A fag.

No, we're talking about General Custer. He was a general.

Hey, I was there, Charlie. He's a fag.

It was a very repressive period.

But in the post-Stonewall era, you start to see a whole cultural shift,

and I think that cultural shift

was reflected in the kinds of comedy that gets produced.

Last chance.

If, in 20 minutes, no one has signed up for the blind date barbecue,

I am going to cancel the blind date barbecue.

Harrison and Tyler briefly had a late-night TV show, which I wrote.

I am going to cancel the cigarette-rolling tournament,

and I am going to go downstairs and do something foul to the jacuzzi.

They were extremely hip,

and on-screen and off-screen they were a team,

but they were not out on television.

Good morning, Angel.

- Good morning, Red.

Mind if I smoke?

Oh, gee. Not at all.

At that time, it wasn't commonly accepted to say you were gay on stage,

unless you were playing to a strictly gay audience and gay community,

in a place where everybody there knew you were gay,

so you might as well discuss it.

I used to play the Fairmont Hotel in San Francisco.

Total middle-of-the-road.

Business execs or, you know, upscale people,

but I'd have the dress code taken off weeknights,

and you would see lesbians in there dancing in overalls and flip-flops.

And the little glasses.

That was great.

I've never considered myself a classical stand-up.

It was always about the characters.

I'm here on behalf of the heterosexual community,

doing community outreach to the homosexual community,

uh, and I brought the Quiche of Peace.

I'll tell you, quite truthfully, a lot of us in Calumet City used to think

that quiche actually caused homosexuality.

You know, real men just don't eat quiche. I know they can't spell it.

I think I did characters, from the beginning,

out of a desire to make a world that was better.

This is Miss Ernestine Tomlin of the AT&T.

I felt like Ernestine could change the world.

Like she would stop AT&T from being a monopoly,

and things would be better.

- No, no, that's not a country.

No, no, we're much bigger than that.

Very often, the comedy's reflecting what we're living through.

And maybe they're showing you the way, or telling you,

or giving you a hint about how things could be.

There's these two pretty ladies that live down the block

in that green house with three dogs in the yard,

and I asked them why there's no daddy at their house,

and they said it's because they are lesbians.

And I've seen them kiss each other goodbye on their porch yesterday.

I think I will change my name from Edith Ann to "Lesbian."

I think it sounds cute.

I mean, I was somewhat out in terms of just in the general gay audience.

I'd never made a declaration or had a press conference or anything,

and it was the '70s anyway.

They had offered me the cover of Time in '75 to come out,

and I was just insulted that they thought I would trade my sexuality or my life

to be on the cover of Time.

They really wanted to just do an article on gay people,

which was fine,

but it was very early to come out.

The world was still not so cool.

♪ Jesus loves me... ♪

Anita Bryant was once known as an orange juice saleswoman.

Not anymore.

Her group is crusading to repeal a new Dade County law,

which protects homosexuals in jobs and housing.

Anita Bryant was... a "singer."

And Anita Bryant decided she was born-again,

and she decided to make a campaign out of taking homosexual rights away.

And all over the country, they began to come against gay rights.

We talk about the danger of the homosexual becoming a role model to our children.

It would have far-reaching effects on our children and on our nation.

You know, I don't mind them being born-again,

but why do they have to come back as themselves?

Homosexuals cannot reproduce biologically,

but they have to reproduce by recruiting our children.

My name is Harvey Milk,

and I'm here to recruit you!

I'm tired of listening to the Anita Bryants

twist the language of the Bible to fit their own distorted outlook.

Comedy, it became an act of resistance.

To be able to make them laugh,

and the minute they make them laugh and relax, boom,

you know, you have them.

Let's face it, the only people that hate Anita Bryant more than gay people

are music lovers.

Because of Anita Bryant,

we understood that we had to organize politically in order to fight back,

and humor was an important part of the movement.

Thank you.

Well, thank you all a lot.

Thank you!

It's very warming to have such a warm reception.

Remember in the old days when we'd take a spray can of paint

and go onto the viaduct and spray four-letter words?

And the next day you'd come back, and some adult would have changed it to "Buick."

The Star-Spangled Night was couched under the title of human rights benefit,

but it was basically gay-oriented.

And of course, no one was gay then.

Only shy.

It was a huge gay audience,

and I wanted to go because I wanted to see Richard Pryor.

The producer asked me to get Richard Pryor to do the show.

I'd come to be friends with him since he was on my first specials.

I mean, sort of soul friends in terms of comedy,

and he was absolutely one of my favorites,

and I said, "If you ask for Richard, you're going to get Richard."

I came here

- for human rights and--

Thank you.

I found out what it really is about,

is about not getting caught with a dick in your mouth.

When Richard came out, the audience just went crazy.

And a motherfucker out here come out here and declared themself gay.

"Yes. I suck dick."

"And I'm the mayor of this city. I believe I have a right to suck a dick."

Ain't nobody did shit.

Everybody, as you say in politics, skirted the issue.

I have sucked a dick.

Back in 1952. Sucked Wilbur Harp's dick.

It was beautiful.

Richard Pryor is one of the great bright lights of queer comedy,

but we're never allowed to talk about it.

He was unrepentant in talking about everyone he'd loved

and all of the shit he had gotten up to,

and it is, to me, still amazing that he was as honest as he was

in the 1960s and '70s.

And Wilbur would give it up so good and put his thighs against your waist.

That'll make you come quick.

And then Richard just went from that to...

I don't see no niggas out here.

I see about four niggas sitting around,

that you all have dispersed.

He felt like he was at a white event, and this didn't sit so well with Richard.

But you white folks having big fun.

Talking about, "give us the right."

And he went to absolutely blasting the audience.

When the niggas was burning down Watts,

you motherfuckers was doing what you want to do on Hollywood Boulevard.

- Didn't give a shit about it.

I knew anything like that could have happened.

This is the evening about human rights.

And I am a human being.

And he finally said, "You can kiss my rich, Black ass," and he walked off.

And, of course, everybody was in turmoil.

I said, "Well...

you know, he... he spoke his piece."

"So... that's cool."

Comedians, we are at the forefront of every fight.

People think just because you're all gay, you've all got everything in common.

That's not the case.

Mm-mm, the gay goes across the spectrum.

There are gay misogynists.

There's gay racists, and people need to reckon with that.

And that's what comedy does.

Comedy is that sugar that coats the medicine.

If you're laughing,

you're not gonna punch someone in the face if they're making you laugh.

Any comedian that uses their work to call out

the bigotry and hate that limits and polices our possibilities

is an activist.

Nobody had ever been out before in comedy.

Patti kept telling me to do it,

but I just didn't know how to make it funny.

There was nobody for me to emulate, so I had to make it up myself.

Our next guest just got a new album out called Always a Bridesmaid, Never a Groom.

Welcome please, Robin Tyler!

I ended up doing the Norm Crosby Show as an out lesbian.

I was the first on television.

Well, the odd-even plan is not working out here is it, huh?

Odd and even. The gay people are going on Monday, the straight people on Tuesday.

What is that for, odd and even?

I was walking down the street with a gay man, Terry. Very proud.

One guy walked over and said,

"I know what you are. You're one of them homosexuals."

"Well, I think they should take all you homosexuals

and put them on an island someplace."

And Terry said, "They did, darling. They call it Manhattan."

And then I did a joke saying Anita Bryant is to Christianity...

...what paint-by-numbers is to art. Right?

The next day in the paper,

they say avowed lesbian Robin Tyler takes on Anita Bryant.

And...

we lost our contract with the television network.

It was really hard.

I mean, just as we had highlights and things that happened that were great.

That hurt. That hurt.

Because it was brave.

♪ Kiss today goodbye ♪

♪ And point me toward tomorrow ♪

♪ We did what we had... ♪

That took real courage and commitment.

Because every word is a bullet.

You are a loaded weapon, and everything you say can find a target.

They didn't really want to hear that.

This has been a risk we've all--

That's why we didn't fucking come out in the '70s and '80s,

because there's always been that risk.

You're never gonna get this push forward without the pushback.

So I knew that I couldn't stop fighting,

and I told Patti I will never not fight,

because people could hear in comedy what they could not hear any other way.

If you don't know gay people, you can be scared of them, right?

Then the minute we started coming out,

all of a sudden, people knew it was their son, their cousin, their whatever,

and the joke wasn't on us anymore.

We're not coming from the love of power.

We are coming from the power of love,

and that will sustain us.

For we must be free. We will be free.

We shall be free. Because we are everywhere!

You have to make things better for people in every fundamental way in life

so that everybody has fairly stable, equal chance of getting somewhere

or fulfilling their lives or anything.

I think that's my approach to comedy.

It might have had some impact.

I grew up in a time where no one said gay, and I'm gay.

And here are these two women,

these two dignified performers,

both pushing for change

in their different ways in the '70s!

There's one very special person, Jane Wagner,

whose brilliant talent has contributed more to what I've done

than any other person I know,

and with whom I share this honor totally.

Talk about brave and true to yourself

and speaking truth to power.

In the '70s, gay people were beginning to push forward,

and you just hope that, eventually, the next group of comics could follow.

I'm so happy to introduce someone very, very special.

♪ One minute I'm craving Chiquita banana ♪

♪ The next, a delicious Crab Louie ♪

♪ Go ahead and out me! ♪

Sandra Bernhard.

I was a fan of Lily Tomlin

since I first saw her on Laugh-In back in the day.

She was like a revelation.

We all have to have our touchstones.

It's important.

That connection that we have with other gay artists

is really powerful.

And Sandra was just...

I mean, everything she did, I just wanted to... I wanted to be like her.

Comedy is that balm that says,

"I'm going to soothe you and smooth out all of your fears,

and I'm going to liberate you from your own repression."

I think it's only fair that we out some of you tonight.

Sandra Bernhard, most people knew who she was

because she was in the movie The King of Comedy,

a Martin Scorsese movie with Robert De Niro,

and she became even more famous for her appearances on David Letterman.

Anytime she was on, it was an event.

- Before we wrap this up-- - Wanna see how I'm gonna have the baby?

Stop. No, we don't want...

I really like to think of my performing as a variety show,

because it incorporates all elements of performance.

It's like a throwback from the '70s.

Back then, they had variety shows,

and that was like the core of American entertainment.

I'll be there.

The variety shows of the 1970s were like a kaleidoscope.

You would get characters and musical numbers and costumes.

For the young queer kids of the '70s,

it was like, "This is the world I want to live in."

Variety shows were really a big part of my life when I was a kid.

It was like, "That's what I want to do."

I found I loved Flip Wilson. He was on a variety show.

And Geraldine was very glamorous.

I checked you out a long time ago.

He wasn't just like, "I'm a man in a dress."

It was Geraldine being funny while dressed in drag.

I'm a big fan of variety acts,

and, I mean, I've written for a million different people.

I actually did the $1.98 Beauty Contest,

and I won.

I thought it was fucking Kris Kristofferson, so...

They looked to these shows

and maybe saw themselves in a song siren,

saw themselves in a costume, or saw themselves in an actor.

Fifty years ago!

They were a hotbed for both implicit

and also explicit queerdos.

They were creating a possibility model for queer folks

in the '60s and '70s,

because they didn't have any outside that were publicly available.

Mmm!

Delicious.

In 1984, I met somebody named John Boskovich,

and we started writing material and working on songs

marrying popular music, comedy, and commentary,

and it became my show Without You I'm Nothing.

It's the first day on the job and the first date with the boss,

and he takes me on a tour of San Francisco I never dreamed possible.

Sandra Bernhard integrated narrative in storytelling and songs and glamour.

It was suffused with a queer sensibility,

and it was just an entirely different way of doing comedy.

We begin on Lombard Street, the crookedest street in the world,

and I never felt straighter.

We were just trying to be funny

and do something that was clever and crazy

and subversive.

Without You I'm Nothing was also incredibly political

because the Ronald Reagan years began

with, uh, very conservative Republican, religious right politics.

Religious America is awakening,

perhaps just in time for our country's sake.

Things were changing.

We were experiencing

sexual liberation and gay liberation and the two coming together,

and simultaneously being punished for it.

I can think of pastors now in the pulpit

who are heterosexual, living normal lives, who came to us,

first of all, as practicing homosexuals.

We introduced them to the gospel of Jesus Christ.

They were born again. Their lifestyles were changed.

I thought, "Why do we want to repress each other?"

"Why do we want to take things away from each other?"

"Why do our disappointments and traumas have to impede other people?"

Out of the gay liberation movement, the idea is like,

"I just want to be able to express my sexuality however I need to."

It's like we have a gay culture that is out loud and proud,

but the political climate for gay people in the 1980s

really changed the tenor of gay culture.

It was a, you know, a slap upside the head

that required people to become political in a completely different way.

From Christopher Street to Castro.

From the night at Stonewall to the week Judy Garland died.

From Little Richard to Liberace,

there is an undeniable beat.

We are living in very suppressive times.

The AIDS epidemic had taken hold,

and I think there was... there was a lot of activism,

which always comes out of a Republican administration

that's trying to crush all the social issues.

- So this became, like, the next wave...

...of, like, having to be there and jump in, full throttle.

♪ There's something... ♪

That old-time religion...

♪ ...I want to ask you ♪

...and that old-time Constitution.

♪ There's something that I want to know ♪

93% of all Americans believe that homosexuality

is not an acceptable alternate lifestyle.

♪ ...You have the answers ♪

The answers can be found in the word of God.

♪ So tell me... ♪

Reagan was awful.

It was... it was rough, but Sandra was so bold.

Like, just a wild woman pointing out hypocrisy.

Jerry Falwell tries to fight the funk,

and he tells us to fight the funk.

Jerry Falwell will give in to the funk.

And it was just so much fun to watch, and it was just impressive.

You cannot fight the funk.

'Cause the funk fights fascism, racism, sexism, homophobia.

It was like a battle cry, and putting on your warrior clothes,

and going, "We're gonna fight through this,

and somehow, we're gonna come out the other side."

You are going to funk, you ingrate motherfuckers!

She just was so transgressive with sexuality

and drew people to her.

I met so many great people. Mary Tyler Moore came to my show.

Keith Haring and Madonna.

Where is she? Madonna?

Madonna? Come out!

In queer culture, there was a before Sandra Bernhard and Madonna

were on David Letterman, and an after.

- What do you do? - Usually you find us at Kana Bar or at MK.

- En route to the Cubby... - Hole.

I swear to God, I, like, probably turned into a pile of dust on the floor.

It's just like, "What is happening?"

They mentioned the Cubbyhole, which was a lesbian bar in New York City.

I think it's time to fess up and get real.

Honey, any time you're ready.

- Get real. I hate stuff like this.

I just... I just hate stuff like this.

Okay, yes. I slept with Sean! - All right! Shut up!

- And he was horrible! - All right.

You lie!

- Now, listen-- - You were much better!

Madonna and Sandra were two very successful,

powerful women in their own right, very openly flirting with each other.

It... I think it was very positive for the queer community.

These were dark times,

and things were not getting better politically,

and yet there were these moments

when we could see what was maybe to come.

Tonight, to be together,

to be able to talk about sexuality with fun, and people are holding hands.

Men, women, it's all-- People.

I haven't been traumatized by the '80s.

Thank God I haven't been traumatized.

I'm a lucky person,

'cause a lot of people are.

I love you. Thank you for coming out tonight.

Sandra was as much theater and music as she is comedy,

and that's always what I was drawn to.

When I saw people like Sandra Bernhard, I felt like,

"Wow, I can add music to my stand-up, and it really makes it like...

...now I'm adding a talent level to something...

Comedy's so subjective.

When you add playing an instrument, it's like,

"Well, at least I'm not a total buffoon."

"I'm a buffoon in a wig."

How are you pieces of shit?

You know, I love stand-up,

but the only problem is, stand-up is about being relatable.

And, you know, I've had such a meteoric rise to fame and fortune.

The only people I can really relate to are the rich people.

Poor people up there? Mama, I don't even know you.

So this song...

Yeah, this song goes out to all the rich people.

♪ Hey, rich people ♪

♪ Beautiful, rich people ♪

♪ Don't you hate it When you double-park your boat? ♪

♪ Whoa ♪

♪ Hey, rich people... ♪

Queerness is sort of an apprentice and mentor-mentee-based world.

We learn who we are through the people that we meet that feed our spirits.

It's community.

Good to see you, sexy.

- I'm so happy to see you. - Missed you.

- Oh my gosh. Good mustache game. - I know.

There is a camaraderie amongst the gay comedians,

and we, by and large, get along very well, love each other.

Yeah, we'll talk shit to each other's faces, you know, that's...

roast each other, whatever.

But we love each other.

There's a camaraderie, there's a scene, there's a... there's a family.

Scott Thompson.

When I was in college, I think, I saw Scott Thompson from Kids in the Hall

doing a panel appearance on Conan O'Brien, and it was mind-blowing.

He was unabashedly out of the closet and gay and a gay man,

and would talk about gay sex.

So, Scott, I think introductions are in order here.

Yes, of course, Conan. Yes, I'd like you to meet Randy and Ralph.

Randy and Ralph! - How are you?

- Or is it Ralph and...

You see, I make them wear different hats so I can tell them apart.

Yeah. - But sometimes they're naughty boys!

There were three men that were on television when I was young

that were overtly gay, but were never allowed to be gay.

Rip Taylor.

Look at this. The odd couple.

Charles Nelson Reilly.

Your reign is over, Phillip. The women are turning toward me.

Paul Lynde.

True or false? Christopher Columbus liked to wear bloomers and long stockings.

It's not easy to sign a crew up for six months.

Gay men were accepted as long as they were sort of... laughable.

They were just outrageous, funny, funny guys,

but that was an object of humor in those days.

So when I decided to do comedy, I went, "I'm not going to go in the closet."

When I first came out into this business and started doing comedy,

I... I thought that I might be a stand-up,

but I discovered very early on that that was not possible.

The first time I went on stage to do open mic in the '80s,

the comedian who introduced me

told the audience that I had given him a blow job.

So he literally called me a fag and then brought me on stage.

So the audience were prime to hate me.

And it happened every time.

And I'd just come out.

And that was really very, very difficult.

So I just decide to create characters

as a way to get around the way the world was.

All of The Kids in the Hall was suffused with a queer sensibility.

Like, the very act of men dressing in dresses and looking good

was very transgressive.

Ms. Francesca Fiore, do you beat your husband?

What?

No.

Maybe.

Yes! But it's hard not to hit him.

Scott Thompson seemed to not even contemplate

that he wasn't allowed to say the things that he was saying.

I just broke up with my lover, Zeke.

Aw!

I think he was cheating on me.

His nickname for me was "Next!"

With Buddy Cole, I took the effeminate gay male stereotype,

and I flipped it,

and I made him not a... not a butt of jokes,

but I made you the butt of jokes.

Now that I own a gay bar, I can't stay in the closet anymore.

I'm as high-profile as a city councilor.

And I think the other key reason

that Buddy Cole differentiates from those kind of characters before

is that he was overtly sexual.

The queen was always castrated,

and Buddy Cole, you knew this character fucked.

You know, I just thought, life can change on a dime,

and society can change on a dime.

Like, in the late '70s,

there was a movement to kind of embrace the homosexual,

in society and on television.

In movies, in pop culture.

You've got the Castro, you've got disco.

♪ Young man, there's a place you can go ♪

♪ I said, young man... ♪

People were coded as queer,

and they were popular.

♪ ...Many ways to have a good time ♪

We are everywhere!

♪ It's fun to stay at the Y-- ♪

And then AIDS hit.

A mystery disease known as the "gay plague"

has become an epidemic unprecedented in the history of American medicine.

And it went back 30, 40 years.

Instantly, almost overnight.

Gay men in those days were considered vile.

You have to realize that during the Reagan administration,

there's a press conference when AIDS first comes out,

and they all start laughing.

Does anybody at the White House know about this epidemic, Larry?

It's known as "gay plague."

No, it is. I mean, it's a pretty serious thing.

One in every three people that get this have died,

and I wonder if the president is aware of it.

I don't have it. Are you-- Do you?

You don't have it. Well, I'm relieved to hear that, Larry.

Does the president-- In other words, the White House looks on this as a joke?

I'm all for being able to joke about anything and any group and anybody.

But if it comes from a place of hate, no.

You don't make AIDS jokes when all these people were dying.

There was a time where comedy was very accepting of homophobia.

And if you don't believe me, open up your Spotify

and type in "Eddie Murphy faggots."

Faggots aren't allowed to look at my ass while I'm on stage.

Just imagine... Imagine you're a gay fan of Eddie Murphy

and that's the first thing you hear.

It petrifies me 'cause girls be hanging out with them.

They could be in the club, having fun with their gay friend, give a little kiss...

...and go home with that AIDS on their lips.

Get home to their husband. Then five years later,

"Mr Johnson, you have AIDS." He goes, "AIDS?"

"But I'm not homosexual."

"Sure, you're not a homosexual."

Sam Kinison dropped into Dangerfield's,

and he did this joke where he said...

Because a few fags fucked some monkeys.

They got so bored, their own assholes weren't enough.

Because of this shit, they want us to wear fucking rubbers.

I remember watching this comedy and being a 16-year-old kid in the crowd,

and people aren't running out of the room going, "What the fuck is this?"

"This isn't comedy."

They were laughing, overwhelming, and they were hysterical.

When AIDS finally breaks out all over the country like mildew,

you got 20 million faggots running around, and they're going,

"Where... where can this come from?"

"How... How can I get this?"

How can you get this? It's very simple. Let me explain this.

If you're walking around with shit on your dick every day,

you're bound to pick something up, you know what I'm saying?

It was hard. Hard because it didn't make me think I should come out.

Matter fact, it wasn't, "When I came out," it was, "I will never come out."

I was not out of the closet on stage.

I was out of the closet in real life, but not on the stage.

I didn't have... I didn't have the courage.

I thought it would ruin my career.

And, um, I worked at this club called Comedy You in The Village,

and all of a sudden, this guy named Bob Smith came on stage.

It was important because there were very few

openly gay comedians during the '80s.

I have to tell you, I come from a very conservative family,

and it wasn't easy telling my parents that I'm gay.

In fact, I made my carefully-worded announcement at Thanksgiving.

I said, "Mom, would you please pass the gravy to a homosexual?"

She passed it to my father.

There weren't any gay men who were headliners.

Bob Smith had, for the first time,

been an openly gay man doing stand-up on The Tonight Show,

and what I didn't really understand at that point was,

there was nowhere for them to go beyond that.

Agents, managers. They didn't know what to do with them.

There were no roles from them. There were no places for them.

♪ Why not take all of me? ♪

All right.

- When the cameras are on, I can't help it. - Great set.

- Thank you. - Thank you, Todd.

I did not know Todd was gay for the first several years that I knew him,

and we did a lot of shows together,

and then he came out in a very different way than I did.

He came out having already been known and established as this beloved,

hilarious, well-known, headlining stand-up comic.

From the "City of Brotherly Love," please welcome Mr. Todd Glass!

Please welcome Todd Glass, ladies and gentlemen.

Performing today's monologue, Mr. Todd Glass!

Oh!

So I thought I'd never come out.

Ever.

And I had, uh, a heart attack.

I had it at Largo one night after a show.

It was Sarah Silverman & friends, and there were a lot of comedians there.

And after the show, I just couldn't catch my breath.

I didn't know what it was.

And so they finally called an ambulance.

And as they're putting me in the ambulance, I yell out to Sarah,

"Call my girlfriend!"

"Call my girlfriend," 'cause she knew that I was gay.

So I'm like, "Sarah, call my girlfriend. Call my girlfriend,"

knowing how pathetic this is. You care about this right now?

Like anyone's, "I think this guy's having a heart attack. I think he's gay too."

So in the hospital,

uh, my, um... my...

boyfriend...

...came to see me and, um...

he, uh...

He brought me a flower.

And then, uh...

And it was so adorable of him, and he just picked it just coming in,

like, you know, like a weed, I think it was,

and he shoved it under my pillow.

And I was like...

You know, it really just...

You know, it really just crushed me that... that that was what our life was.

And then I thought, "As soon as I get out of here,

you know, I'm going to, uh... I'm going to figure it out."

Next up, please welcome actor and comedian, Todd Glass!

Coming out made my stand-up much better.

People, when I came out, they said, "Oh, you know, um,

that's sad you had to make up all those stories about your girlfriend."

I go, "I didn't make up the stories. The stories are real. I just changed it."

Because relationships, they're just relationships, at the end of the day.

That's why for years, whenever I saw comedians go,

"Women to this, women do that, women do this, women do that,"

I'm like, "Guys fucking do that too. You're just not dating them, you know."

You think when two guys are dating and they have to be out at 7:30,

they both go to the car at 7:30 because they have to leave 7:30?

For so long, there was no model.

We were figuring it out on our own.

I'm so proud of you. You were doing so well. Congratulations!

Gay comedians didn't have any number of the many great

straight white guy comedians to look to as our North Star.

Guy, how are you?

You look beautiful. How are you?

I just got back from Palm Springs.

Palm Springs is a utopian community

that imagines what the world would be like if gays and Republicans could cooperate.

A couple of years into stand-up,

I watched my friends who were straight guys get mentorship

and get guidance from the people who were like them who'd come before them.

I had this weird moment of realizing those people don't exist for me.

Those people don't exist because they didn't start stand-up.

Those people don't exist because they're closeted and scared of me,

and those people don't exist because a bunch of them died of AIDS

because the government didn't do anything about it.

I feel like I looked up to a lot of women comedians,

like Sandra Bernhard and, like, all these women

that were performing and coming up at that time. I got to see them.

I just can't even think of one example in the last umpteen years,

prior to myself, where I saw another gay man perform.

Um, I think queer women were the influences.

I am queer.

That's how I like to identify,

which, uh, for me means I don't care who you are.

- I want you to want me.

I grew up in San Francisco, and I think that my point of view as a comedian

was really formed by the diversity of San Francisco.

We had a long tradition of counterculture heroes.

We had a long tradition of feminism.

We had a long tradition of gay storytellers,

and queer comedy was a very big part of that.

Josie's Juice Joint was where you would see all of the gay comics,

and you would see a lot of drag too.

People like Lypsinka, who blurs the line between art, stand-up comedy, and drag.

You know, we were blending politics, activism, punk rock,

and your queerness didn't pull you out

of what could be considered mainstream success.

Like, you could be gay and you could still be a star in San Francisco.

In 1990, I was doing really pretty well in my stand-up comedy career.

I hope I get famous. I think I might be on my way.

I just, um, got my own TV show.

It's called All American Girl, and it's very--

- Thank you.

You know, I wanted it to be called the Margaret Cho Show

because I'm such a fucking egomaniac.

They had their own suggestions. Um, East Meets West.

Wok on the Wild Side.

W-o-k, wok.

So I had a huge tantrum and said, "Fuck you. We're gonna call it Chinkies."

But when you get into the eight o'clock hour on network television,

it's a very different thing.

This is what I wore to my coming-out party.

You were a debutante?

No, lesbian.

They really didn't understand. You know, it wasn't just my Asianness.

I was female. I was crass.

I was queer. The queerness they couldn't even get around.

They wanted something that they could understand,

as opposed to this crass lady who likes ladies.

"Listen, there's a problem."

"The network has a problem with you."

And so my appearance in television was really rejected.

Queer people on television face this weird conundrum

of, like, being allowed to be out,

but also being told, like, "Don't be too out."

Like, "Oh, it's great that you're gay, but just not too gay."

Like "Don't Ask, Don't Tell."

I have come here today to discuss a difficult challenge,

and one which is received an enormous amount

of publicity and public and private debate.

Our nation's policy toward homosexuals in the military.

We're here, we're queer...

In the country, it was the sense that things were bad and getting worse,

and there was this kind of punk, DIY sensibility,

like the fierce urgency of now.

We're here. We're queer. We're feminists. Don't mess with us.

We don't have time for, like, incremental progress.

You just have to, like, throw down right now.

The AIDS crisis made activists out of people,

unassuming people who were like,

"I can't be silent anymore."

Because it was life or death.

I think my favorite activist group was from the '80s, and they were ACT UP.

And they had a great slogan, which was "silence equals death."

It meant, "if we don't talk about AIDS, we will die of AIDS,"

and, um, I adopt a similar slogan for me,

"silence equals non-existence."

Queer comedy is really

how we dealt with trauma.

Trauma in the form of homophobia, trauma in the form of racism,

trauma in the form of sexism,

trauma in the form of just not being accepted by society at-large.

So after I didn't become a television star,

it was really a natural step to go back to stand-up comedy.

I wanted to find my audience. I wanted to find my group.

I realized I just had to do it my own way.

Margaret Cho!

I was able to create my own comedy shows

and film them and make them for television

without having to worry about what I said or did.

I could do whatever I wanted.

I went through this whole thing. You know, I was like, "Am I gay?"

"Am I straight?"

And I realized I'm just slutty.

First time I watched Margaret Cho,

it was the first time I saw someone discuss any queer identity

without insulting it.

I love the word "faggot"

because it describes my kind of guy.

It was like, "Oh, gay people exist,

they're very real, and I think they're amazing."

I'm like, "Oh, okay. I didn't know that was allowed."

We only love three things.

That would be ass, Judy Garland, and Margaret Cho.

She was doing shows that were for us by us,

and that led to a groundswell of alt comedy.

You know, weird ragtag lineups.

A more diverse group of comedians

who don't sound or look like comics you've seen before.

I remember listening to Margaret do stand-up for the first time,

and it was everything that, when I started doing stand-up, they said not to do.

It was bawdy, it was raunchy, it was, you know,

she was just... she didn't give a fuck.

So many of us felt like we didn't belong in traditional spaces.

I was told a bunch by other comics when I was coming up,

"Don't talk about sex."

Every time you talk about sex, or even dating,

you're reminding people of the way you have sex.

Even if it's not a joke about anal sex, that's where their brains will go,

and it'll gross them out.

As soon as I got the opportunity,

all I wanted to talk about was the stuff people wanted to keep behind the curtain.

I love my boyfriend so much. He's my soulmate.

Um, he is white, but, um, on any given night,

he does have a little bit of Asian DNA in him.

- Heyo!

Yes! Oh, he hates that joke! Um...

But he is the bottom, so he has to take it. Um...

At that time, queer comedy was really, uh, sort of a solace.

And for me, it's really important for audiences

to have a queer voice that they can find hope in,

to find joy in.

It's life-affirming.

Like she didn't see me.

I... I apologize.

I mean, I'm the most gigantic human being in the world.

I'm sorry. I'm kidding!

Okay.

Perfect.

Wait. I'm putting this away.

What the... - Fuck.

- I don't want this in my pocket. Okay, give it to me.

Hi, everyone.

I always knew I wanted to be a performer, but I didn't know how.

I was so tall and... and awkward and gay,

and I looked at these women,

like Joan Rivers, Moms Mabley, these people who were

brash and honest

and hilarious,

and I thought, "That's what I want to do."

I wanted to be a comedian who happened to be a lesbian,

and that was the way I always felt.

People knew I was gay,

but, uh, I didn't really have any material about being a lesbian.

I love to get my mother mad. I did this my mother a few weeks ago.

So if you guys want to piss your mother off, do this.

Next time you're driving with your mother, stop in front of the local strip joint,

put the car in park, and say, "I'll be right back."

"I just have to run in and pick up my check."

Like you're working there as a stripper!

I actually did that joke in Atlanta like a month ago, and someone yelled,

"We get paid cash."

I saw how they pigeonholed people,

how they could only work for certain audiences,

how they wouldn't get hired.

Hi, I'm Suzanne Westenhoefer, famous lesbian comedian.

The first clubs I played were comedy clubs in New York City.

In the early '90s, if you got up and said you were a lesbian or a gay man,

it was the end of your career.

Many of the other comics would tell me to stop talking about gay stuff.

"You're never gonna get anywhere with that."

"You could be big, and now they're never going to ask you back."

I started out. I did gay comedy in straight clubs in New York,

and a lot of clubs would play me, but there was one that wouldn't.

I don't wanna mention the name or anything.

Comic Strip!

And, uh, it was really amazing. I auditioned for them three times.

I did really well, and this little worm of a manager

walks up and goes, "You were really good, but I don't think we can use you."

"'Cause we groom our people for TV,

and I don't think there will ever be lesbians on TV."

I was very aware that it was limiting me.

I think the majority of the homophobia was in that I didn't get things

that I maybe didn't even know existed.

They just weren't offered to me the way they were offered to other comics.

I said, "No lesbians on TV?"

"What about Wimbledon?"

They didn't let me audition for stuff.

I remember very clearly being told once, "Oh, you're an openly gay comedian?"

"Is all you talk about being gay?"

I said, "It's not all I talk about, but it's like being Black."

"You're Black when you're on stage, whether you talk about it or not, right?"

She was like, "Okay, thank you. Get her out of here."

And that was... that was always sort of...

uh, it bummed you out.

I act now like I wasn't weeping somewhere

and trying to keep my mascara from running at the time,

but it was... That was painful. You know?

There was still the hate, still the bigotry,

so much work to be done.

The next time someone says to you, "Oh, you choose to be a lesbian,

and you choose to be a gay man," say, "No, I did not choose it."

"I was chosen."

To insist that male-male or female-female relationships

must have the same status

is patently absurd.

We need to stop the homosexual agenda,

which is going to take over our town, our schools.

The Gay '90s were not so gay.

We had the "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" Act,

and we had the Defense of Marriage Act,

which defined marriage as between a man and a woman.

It centers around children.

There's a big move for gays to adopt children,

and if they get marriage, now that you've said we can marry,

what's stopping us from saying men and women are interchangeable as parents?

It's immoral.

It's unhealthy and destructive.

It was crazy.

Erik and Lyle Menendez. One night, the parents are watching TV

and eating ice cream, and they shoot them to death.

They can get married! They got married in jail!

I can't get married.

Jerry Sandusky. Pedophile.

He had more rights than me.

Mary Kay Letourneau marries her fucking student

and has the kid's baby.

It just made me crazy,

and at that point, everything shifted.

And once I had a child, that was it.

I came out as a gay parent.

Every comic talks about their family.

No one's going to tell me I can't talk about mine.

I am a lesbian with two children,

and, uh, so I should tell you a little bit about it.

I had... I had my kids with my ex-partner, Wendy.

All right, that's not really her name. She doesn't want to be identified.

She wants me to call her Wendy.

- Her real name's Sharon. Anyway, so, um...

What kind of message does it give to your children

when you do not walk around with pride

and adulation for your family and the family you have created?

We used an anonymous sperm donor, who's actually sitting right here.

Thank you so much for being here.

Kids are really looking forward to meeting you tomorrow. And...

When I started talking about my family and my kids,

I absolutely did it at my own expense in terms of my career,

but I could not do it any other way.

I could not look at my son's face

and say, "You don't talk about this,"

or "We should be ashamed,"

or "We're not the same as."

I couldn't do it.

I'm obsessed with Judy Gold.

One of Judy's records, I remember hearing her talk about having a child.

I think, "Oh, she has a wife and a child."

"But she's gay. But she has a family."

And my mind exploded.

And then, it was like

normal family things, not "gay family things."

- Hello, everyone!

Hello, my queers!

I love you all!

Comedy gives people the opportunity

to see the world through someone else's eyes,

and a great comedian will make you laugh and make you think

and maybe even... change your mind.

When everybody knew Judy was a lesbian, there weren't many places for her to go.

The next place I saw her on television was as producer on the Rosie O'Donnell Show.

I've lost staff members. Come get your son. There you have it.

When I worked on the Rosie O'Donnell Show, I thought, "This show is a phenomenon."

Everyone was watching it. Every magazine cover.

And I remember thinking, "If you only knew that we're all gay."

"We're all gay theater kids putting on a show for you."

You know, when I had my deal with Warner Bros. to do my talk show,

I told them that I was gay,

because they were spending millions of dollars

ramping up this show, and I just wanted them to know.

I said, "You know, just in case you care, I want you to know."

I don't imagine I would ever come out, because I didn't imagine it at that time.

You know, my show started in '96,

and that was pre-Will and Grace, that was pre-Ellen coming out.

I mean, I remember thinking when Ellen was gonna come out

as her character on her show, that she was going to ruin her career.

I went in and I'm like, "You gonna do this?" She's like, "Yeah."

I'm like, "Wow. Are you nervous? Are you scared?" She's like, "A little."

I don't know how this leaked out either,

'cause we were really trying to build this up slowly and reveal it, uh,

in a way that would change people's opinions, basically. Uh...

We do find out that the character is Lebanese and, um...

- Lebanese? - Yeah.

She said she was gonna do a bit on

that the character was coming out as Lebanese,

and I said, "Okay."

So we were talking about jokes with that,

and I said, "I could say I like baba ghanoush and Casey Kasem."

- I'm a big fan of Casey Kasem. Listen. You go girl.

Maybe I'm Lebanese.

- You could be. I could be Lebanese myself.

I didn't know that.

- You know, sometimes...

...that's sad 'cause I pick up sometimes that you might be Lebanese.

I didn't want to leave her out there, you know, without supporting her

and sort of claim no communion with her.

There's a Tori Amos song.

She sings, "Your mom shows up in a nasty dress,

and it's your turn now to stand where I stand."

"Everyone's looking at you. Take a hold of my hand."

And that's what I felt about it. Like, "I'm not gonna let you stand there."

"Take hold of my hand, right? We're gonna do it together."

Half of Hollywood is Lebanese.

Really? - Yeah.

People don't know!

Ellen's coming out was a sea change in America.

It was somebody that we saw every week

on an adorable little sitcom, being honest about being queer.

Susan,

I'm gay.

The show was immediately cancelled after that,

but it forced people to really think about

a queer person's inner life

and the fact that we had known and come to love Ellen,

and then we learned that she was queer.

What happened?

Did she torpedo her own show by pushing a gay agenda?

Or did this network pretty much abandon her?

The problem is that, to a lot of people,

if I talk about my wife, I'm talking about my life.

If I talk about my husband, suddenly, I have an agenda.

We're all raised with, "There's something wrong."

"You're not quite normal. You don't-- You just-- There's something wrong."

There's nothing wrong, and someday people are gonna get it.

Have you noticed that some of the most important who've come out

in such big ways have been lesbian comedians?

You would hear people be like, "I don't like gays, but I like Ellen."

And you're like, "Okay."

And it's the power of making someone laugh.

"This person makes me feel good."

"Maybe them being gay is not so bad."

I think women are just braver than men.

I think the biggest-- Yeah, the biggest coming outs

have been Ellen and Rosie and Wanda.

When I first came out,

it was the national day of protest against Prop 8.

Two, four, six, eight! God does not discriminate!

The woman who was the head of the center, I guess,

started saying there's someone in the audience,

and they are a strong ally of our community,

and I'm looking around like, "Is Drew Barrymore here? Who's out here?"

You know, "Is it Pink? Who's in this audience?"

"Who else is out here?"

And, uh, then she said Wanda Sykes.

I was like, "Oh shit. They think I'm an ally."

"They don't-- That's right, they don't know I am in the community."

I got married October 25th.

My wife is here.

And then when I, uh, came back to my friends, uh,

and Alex was there, my wife was there,

they said, "You know you just came out, right?

I was like, "Oh wow, I guess I did."

"I'm really out, huh?"

Thank y'all so much.

Look, I just... I just wanna say...

Look, the... Just give a big hand for everybody you've seen tonight.

I mean, oh my God.

And I got... I got-- A lot of these performers,

I am standing on their shoulders.

The first Black female I saw on stage, she was out.

Karen Williams.

She was just funny,

and she just happened to be gay, and she just talked about,

"Yeah, you know, my girlfriend." And I was like, "What?"

She said it on stage, and I looked around like, "Did anybody hear that?"

Lesbians calling out to Jesus when they're having an orgasm.

Once again, the man gets the credit.

Growing up, my favorite was, uh, Jackie "Moms" Mabley.

She was a Black woman, and you didn't see that on TV, you know.

She's this character, but she was real

because she reminded me of some of my aunts and my grandmother.

I remember as a kid watching Moms Mabley on things like the Smothers Brothers show.

- You know Mom don't like old men. - You don't?

No. Any time you see me with my arms around an old man,

I'm holding him for the police.

And I had no idea as a kid that, uh, she was an out lesbian,

uh, that she came out in her twenties in the '20s.

- Mr. Jones, this is Marcella. - Hello, big boy!

I got your fish and rice all ready for you.

You know, I'm from South Carolina myself.

If I could go back in time,

I would be in drag with Moms Mabley picking up women.

Are you kidding me?

Moms' brilliant use of comedy

as a critic and disruptor of the social dynamic of her time

was nothing short of genius.

I'm gonna vote and vote for whoever I please,

and I'll thumb my nose at the Klan,

and I double dare 'em to come out from behind them sheets

and face me like a man.

I see Moms Mabley in Wanda Sykes.

She sort of picks at the issues, large and small,

of just living in the everyday world.

It's harder being gay than it is being Black.

It is. 'Cause there are some things that I had--

There are some things that I have to do as gay that I didn't have to do as Black.

I didn't have to come out Black.

I didn't have to sit my parents down and tell them about my Blackness.

I didn't have to sit them down.

"Mom, Dad, I got to tell y'all something."

"I hope you still love me."

"I'm just gonna say it."

"Mom, Dad...

I'm Black."

"What? What did she just say?!"

"Oh Lord Jesus!"

"She didn't say Black, Lord! Did she say Black?"

"Mom, I'm Black." "Oh no, Lord Jesus! Not Black! Oh my God!"

"Oh, not Black, Lord!"

"Anything but Black, Jesus!"

To watch her come out, it felt really powerful.

Especially to see her as a Black queer experience,

and I also remember thinking to myself, "This is how I feel."

I hadn't been able to put words to it before.

Wanda had a special

where she talked about living with her French wife,

but it ultimately ended up being this really heartwarming

and wonderful depiction of domesticity between two women.

- I'm snoring now.

That's different. Yep.

Snoring.

You know, my wife, boy. God bless her putting up with it.

You know, 'cause first, it started off with just some deep breathing.

You know, just like...

And then it quickly escalated to...

How do I know?

Because my wife records it.

That was normalizing queerness,

and particularly normalizing multiracial, female same-sex love.

Wanda and the lesbian pioneers,

they made it okay for me to say I'm gay.

When I started,

lesbians terrified me.

They fucking terrified me.

I had... I would... I would...

"What do they want? Why are they looking at me?"

You know, "Leave me alone."

Then it all made sense.

And I realized how often

I have tried to mitigate my own homosexuality

and, uh, make it palatable, if not acceptable.

And I never have to do that again, and that's very liberating.

I didn't know I was gay.

Growing up in the '50s and '60s, nobody talked about being gay.

I had no idea what gay was.

I didn't know there were gay people in my family.

And they weren't even down-low gay. They were stereotypically flaming gay.

Like Aunt Butchie and Uncle Twirl.

It's very important for queer comedians to be seen and heard.

There's kids out there and people who live in areas where they're not seen.

So it's good to see us speaking out for them.

That's encouraging to them.

In queer spaces, there's a lot more opportunity

for women to headline, for Black people to headline.

When I first moved to the States and nobody knew who I was,

I got in doing Olivia, who does cruises and resorts and stuff for women.

I was able to actually start making money in America

as a comedian doing queer spaces.

In the '80s and '90s and into the 2000s,

queer venues and scenes began to spring up.

Some people call this the "lavender circuit."

You would see folks who are queer, Black, female identify,

performing visibly.

When I started, there was Kate Clinton,

Karen Williams, Marga Gomez, Lea DeLaria

doing stand-up at gay events, gay festivals,

or cabarets, where they were doing their own show.

For people who don't know what a women's music festival is,

this is what it is.

At a certain period in time,

large groups of women converge in the woods,

where they share mosquitoes, leeches, and chips,

and somehow become better lesbians.

I am a city girl, okay?

There are ax murderers in the woods. I don't want to be there!

No!

Felt like kind of a... an underground scene.

There would be a gay lineup or a gay night.

Gay comedians could perform, be out, and do that stuff,

and they were, generally, of course, where the audiences were gay.

The guy meant to introduce me,

I know he meant introduce me, as a Stonewall lesbian,

but he actually introduced me as a Stonehenge lesbian.

Come on, straight people.

If you let us marry each other, we'll stop marrying you!

To me, there's nothing more humiliating than a game of softball.

Because, you know, I can't throw anything besides a really good brunch.

When I was starting out, it was very common for gay performers

to be on the cruise ships with the gay companies.

You kind of knew your summers were going to be busy,

'cause Pride was coming, and you just have these certain things to expect.

My very first headliner show ever

was at Pulse, Orlando.

Those were the places that were hiring me, gay clubs.

Those were the people that were saying, you know,

"You're one of us. We wanna support you." And it meant so much.

People would accept you and love you, and they just want to have a good time

and laugh and support...

any gay entertainer.

Those places,

they're really important parts of this comedy community.

I love those shows because you've got a lot of gay people,

and they're from places where they're in the closet or hide who they are,

and they get to completely be themselves.

And that release makes for a great comedy audience...

...because they're just so happy to just be who they are.

I was really blown away after my special Sweet & Salty came out.

I was getting a lot of messages from parents

who said their kids are using my special as, like, a litmus test

to see how their parents responded,

and if they laughed and smiled, their kid then came out to them.

"Mom,

I'm gay."

I know it sounds corny, but laughter is medicine.

It helps you bond with people.

So we definitely need it.

I believe we should be aiming high.

Comedy should say something to try to move us forward.

Still continuing to fight for, um, equality.

I just love all y'all, and thank you so much for being here.

Thank you for having us here, and just thank you so much.

Appreciate y'all.

People who tell their truth and are able to be authentic

and honest and give their life perspective

are doing a service, especially when it's queer people.

- Hi, Eddie. Rosie. Hi.

- Hi, Rosie. - How are you? Good to see you.

There are so many people that do stand-up in a fully-realized way.

I remember Eddie Izzard. I always loved Eddie Izzard.

You watch her transformation and the freedom that she feels to dress

and be and live who she truly is.

This isn't the glamorous part.

But you need this bit.

You know, that's something that has just been mind-blowing to me.

How helpful, I think, for a world that's often confused about what means what,

to have people stand in their truth and their own real identity

and be able to express it for themselves.

I came out in '85,

and then I started stand-up in '88, and I started it in boy mode,

and... 'cause I thought, "I can't introduce this as well."

"Blood is thicker than water" means that you should be kind to your relatives.

But custard is thicker than blood.

Does this mean we should be nice to trifles?

As time went on, I'd feel it taking off. I'd been pushing for it to take off.

And I thought, "I need to tell people that I'm..."

It was TV, was the thing at the time.

TV, trans. The language has changed over the years.

And pull that into society. We were outside society.

I think it was LGB at that time, but, you know...

The T wasn't there.

So I came out in '85.

Thirty-seven years ago.

Um, people had come out as trans before.

The concept of transsexuality really just bursts onto

the public radar screen in 1952 and 1953,

primarily due to this woman named Christine Jorgensen.

Christine Jorgensen was the first major transsexual celebrity.

She was the Caitlyn Jenner of her generation.

Christine Jorgensen would, you know, come out on stage and tell a few jokes,

sing a little and dance a little and do a quick change number.

So it's like the first trans celebrity in modern times

kind of has a comedy act that she does.

So I started talking about it onstage,

but not wearing a dress, not wearing lipstick.

Journalists were saying, "Well, he is saying this and blah-blah..."

"Um, is this a joke?" I thought, "Okay, I'll throw on a dress."

If you're a woman, you can talk about sexism.

'Cause men can never really get there.

If you're an ethnic minority, you can talk about racism.

But for me, personally, white male middle-class, completely fucking useless.

There's no angles there. You can't say, "When I was growing up, I had it...

all right. Uh..."

If anything's working in my favor, it's, "Thank God I'm a transvestite."

"Oh, so you are?"

"Trans, TV, whatever, however you're defining it."

"But you look a mess." That was their next thing.

Okay. Um, I've only got a couple of dresses, so fuck off.

So I thought, "I better work on the look to try and get that better."

And it became this thing stronger than before.

Being honest about being trans

caused some positives and some negatives.

They were kind of a little bit thrown by me, I think.

Going, "What do we make of this person?"

Also, if you're trans and you're wearing makeup back in those days

they thought, "Oh, it's all about the makeup."

Everyone knows my stuff. It's got nothing to do with it.

I just happen to be trans.

My stuff is Python.

My stuff is talking about haircuts and banjos and pigs in space

and... and the end of the world and the beginning of the world.

But in America, it was different. The Founding Fathers landed in 16...

They set off from Plymouth and landed in Plymouth.

How lucky is that?

"This is Plymouth?"

"We just come from Plymouth."

"We've gone around in a circle, lads. Back on the boats."

They finally got there, said, "Ah, this is where our God has brought us to."

"We can... we can practice our religion here."

"We can raise a family. There's nobody here."

"Excuse me."

-"There's nobody here..."

"Yes, a land empty of human exist-- Who the fuck are these guys?!"

When Eddie Izzard got on that stage

in that magnificent silk print gown, robe, whatever it was,

she shifted who we thought could have a perspective.

Like, she took people who were only objects,

and she gave them agency

with such wit and such charm and such glamour.

We knew that gay people existed.

We understood that gay people were out there,

but we only really understood trans people

as, like, a one-off joke on Night Court or something like that.

We as a society have always seen trans women as objects,

and then we don't consider trans men.

Being trans is very different to me

than, you know, just being gay on stage.

'Cause I used to just be gay on stage.

Our next performer's first comedy album, Butcher,

debuted at number one on iTunes.

Please welcome the only guy here who actually likes sports,

River Butcher!

It's like this thing that you can talk about or not talk about.

It's not something that you should have to talk about all the time,

because it's your gender identity and how you're walking through the world,

but I also don't want to be, like, afraid to talk about it.

I love being this guy in a room full of people.

So lets say 50 people, 50 people,

and somebody just beelines past 49 people

and is like, "Hey, what are your pronouns?"

You don't need to know those 49 other pronouns, just this guy?

What is it about this robust sideburn and then...

...one other sideburn that's really trying that is confusing you?

Somebody today that I just love to watch

what they do with gender is Solomon Georgio.

Just the in and out of it. I just love it.

It's, like, so fun and joyful, and... and people love it.

Solomon Georgio!

Comedy has always helped me through my self-identity journey.

When I started stand-up, I'd always wear suits.

I don't know why. Like, I just... I wanted to be... I want to be a showman.

I wanted to actually start off by sincerely apologizing to everyone.

Um, I did my best to look decent,

but I ended up looking amazing.

I definitely spoke in a deeper voice,

and I definitely didn't allow myself to cross my legs.

I didn't allow myself to enjoy any feminine qualities that I had.

I definitely hid them back, and I've learned through stand-up

that not only should I not do that,

it is actually a benefit to me to embrace myself.

As you can tell by my outfit,

I have been, um, aggressively gay this year.

I think it's my own personal journey

and sort of accepting that I might fall in a bigger spectrum than I do.

And I think the greatest influence for me and my gender expression,

especially with comedy, was watching Eddie Izzard's Dress to Kill.

I can constantly look back at that special and find something to pull from it

and understand about myself

and the absurdity of the culture we live in.

When your stories aren't being told,

or people like you aren't given the opportunity to perform,

it makes it harder for you to imagine you having access to that.

And I think it changes your view of the world,

because you've been shown by society that it's a no.

- Am I getting the right pronouns here? - With me?

- Yeah. Pronouns. Okay. - I'm she/her.

And you're a "they"?

I'm trying it. I'm trying to be "they," yeah.

I don't necessarily want to be talking about gender and... and sexuality,

but I feel like I should because everyone else is,

and people with huge platforms are talking about it

and punching down at this very small population of people.

It wasn't that long ago when adults asked a kid,

"What do you want to be when you grow up?" they meant, "What profession?"

"Penis equals man? Okay, boomer."

In stand-up comedy, they're always looking for somebody to make fun of.

At the moment, it's transferred to trans, as... as Dave Chappelle discovered.

Humor is the razor-sharp edge of the truth.

There's no such thing as just kidding.

So if anybody does homophobic jokes, they mean it.

A,B,C, common mark.

A lot of these jokes and a lot of these ideas,

I'm not solely blaming them for the violence, but I see the harm

when the comedy special is being played across the nation,

and that certainly can contribute to how people will go out in the world

and treat people who are different from them.

The problem with these hurtful comments

that you hear from comedians is that it dehumanizes us.

They are obsessed with our genitals,

where we go to the bathroom.

I don't care what you think your intentions are

or how we're supposed to interpret your jokes.

If we're telling you it's transphobic,

you can't go, "No, it's not. No, it's not."

As trans comedians, we definitely have a specific...

experience with certain obstacles,

because transgender issues are so much in the news right now,

and so people are really heated.

I miss the good old days when the men who dressed as women were real men.

They don't qualify for the Women's World Cup

because they used to be a woman, but now they don't want to be a woman.

You know, the way that you can tell who holds all the power in a society

is by who you can't make fun of.

- Right? - That's right.

These are the people you can't make fun of.

So it's very clear they hold all the institutional power in our culture.

Being a woman who is Black and who is trans,

and being on the receiving end of... of these jokes,

it's easier to read them than to watch them

and see the room full of people laughing.

"Gender is a fact."

"You have to look at it from a woman's perspective."

"Look at it like this. Caitlyn Jenner, whom I've met. Wonderful person."

"Caitlyn Jenner was voted Woman of the Year

her first year as a woman."

"Ain't that something?"

"Beat every bitch in Detroit."

"She's better than all of you."

"Never even had a period. Ain't that something?"

I'm both Black and transgender,

and it's worth talking about the two things,

the parallels between them,

but you can only really understand those parallels

if you're actually identifying with fucking both.

They are not actually doing jokes. They're just lecturing people,

and they think that anything they say is okay 'cause they're a comedian,

but it's like, well, if you're not telling jokes,

it doesn't matter if you're a comedian or not.

These comedians are viewed as

"the greatest minds of their generation,"

and the millions of people that listen to them are like,

"Oh my God! Everything that they say is so brilliant."

It's dangerous for us.

My issue is less with Chappelle and more about

the people in charge of platforming his ideas.

Saying something like gender's a fact.

Even the World Health Organization says gender's a social construct.

But if something is factually not true, I think it's dangerous to platform it,

'cause surely there's a responsibility

when there's actual real-world violence happening.

I just think we are in the midst of a really pernicious backlash

and scapegoating of all things queer and trans.

And, you know, I'm curious,

you know, how... how comedy will step up to address that.

Now please welcome one of the UK's greatest exports,

actor and comedian, Eddie Izzard!

People are coming out as trans,

and we realize there's a lot more trans people than you thought.

And just like in the '80s,

there's a lot of gay people, people.

And other people are reacting like, "No, no, no, no."

It's the same thing. They're scared of it.

It's fear of the unknown,

and that's why it's so important for trans people to get onstage,

make people laugh, and someone say,

-"I really... I liked her."

I know in America, you still believe in God.

He isn't there, kids. Um...

But well done for still believing in him after World War II.

Sixty million dead and he didn't come and help. But...

People might say I'm an atheist.

No. I believe in something. I believe in us. I believe in humanity.

I believe there's more goodwill than ill will in the world.

That is my belief.

Good night. Thanks for being here.

Comedy itself has gone into a different phase.

People now want to hear more about you,

and a lot of LGBTQ comics have led that way.

I don't think my mic was on at first.

That was by design.

Yeah. Exactly.

In 2012, I had beyond...

a rough time.

So I just went onstage and decided to...

to talk about exactly what was going on in my life

rather than whatever nonsense I had been talking about previously.

I was diagnosed with bilateral breast cancer,

and I ended up getting a double mastectomy.

And before I had a double mastectomy,

I was already pretty flat-chested,

and I made so many jokes over the years about how small my chest was,

that I started to think that maybe my boobs

overheard me...

...and were just like...

"You know what?"

"We're sick of this."

"Let's kill her."

Used to be that you would watch comedians, and you were like, "Tell me a joke."

"What's your setup? What's your punchline? We don't want to know your story."

It's very different now. It's very personal.

You got Hannah Gadsby, who shared some very intimate things about her life.

She really burst open a door to a whole different style of comedy.

I put myself down in order to speak,

in order to seek permission to speak,

and I simply will not do that anymore.

Not to myself or anybody who identifies with me.

I realized that I was telling my story in a really, really toxic

and homophobic almost way.

I was aware that I was different,

and when I was onstage, I always had to talk about that.

I had to solve the puzzle that is me

for my audience, before they felt comfortable to laugh.

A little bit of housekeeping, people.

Um, I'm a lesbian.

- What? Ah!

Oh no!

And as you get more and more experience,

the frustration builds until you then do a show like Nanette,

and just go, "Fuck it."

Back then, in the good old days,

uh, lesbian meant something different than it does now.

Back then, lesbian wasn't about sexuality.

A lesbian was just any woman not laughing at a man.

"Why aren't you laughing? What are you, some kind of lesbian?"

Classic.

In the '90s, it was jokes first, identity second,

and now its identity-forward, which I think is so much more exciting

and much more fertile.

To be the first Asian-American,

out gay man to have a Netflix special feels really...

overwhelming.

Netflix gave him a special and they won't give me a special?

It's 'cause he has abs...

and I'm pregnant.

There's like a whole wave of us coming,

and we're not only taking a little piece of the pie,

we can actually take over.

You know, we can tell our own stories. We can be authentic.

When I am getting fucked,

I sound like someone's dad woke up in the middle of the night

and didn't turn the lights on.

Oh my God, no!

Ow! Goddammit!

Shit! Shit! Shit!

Hold on! Hold on! Hold on! Hold on!

Jesus Christ! Who put that there?

I've played in a lot of corners of America that I wasn't supposed to really.

And I've had people walk out. I've had people yell at me after the show.

I have had people stick around after the show and told me, "Thank you."

"Meant a lot to see a gay performer be funny."

I've had people write me afterwards

and say they saw something a different way.

It makes me wanna keep doing it.

Can we hear it for this incredible, historic cast?

Comedy's the one thing that is still getting in there and saying,

"No, we can all laugh at this." You know?

And I do think it is a powerful tool for, you know, equality.

Queer people taught America to stop being scared of us

by making jokes.

There's a lot of people who put their careers on the line by coming out.

With every person that did it onstage,

it cracked that door open a little bit more, a little bit more.

It's just a totally different world. In comedy, in culture.

It isn't a verboten thing.

It isn't a hidden thing.

It's the mainstream. It's like the subtext became the text.

Hellish things are happening, but there's more positive people out,

and you just need to be out, and you need to punch above your weight.

If you're gonna be a comedian, be the best comedian.

If you're gonna be a librarian, be the best librarian.

That's what we have to do, and women and people of color need to do this.

And when we hit boring, when LGBTQ hit boring,

then we've made it.

I must have a lot of hope for the future, because I'm thinking if I live to be 100,

I get to live 18 more years.

So if I want to live all that time,

I must be sort of hopeful about some... some kind of decent survival.

Maybe I can live to be 110.

I shouldn't have this fucking baby.

But I'm gonna. I'm gonna.

I'm gonna.

It's Steve Bannon's baby.

So it's an important baby.

Growing up, I was like, "I wanna be... I wanna be Martin Luther King."

And then I became Martin Luther Queen instead.

I have a lot of characters that no one's ever seen.

My entire garage is full of, like, costume chests.

My wife is like, "Can we please get rid of these?"

"I mean, you're a grown woman now."

I'm like. "They're my costumes!"

"These are my costumes!"

James Adomian isn't gay, by the way.

And everybody knows that. It was a career choice.

There was this place called Rusty's Bagels.

And as a performer, you'd go there,

but you had to buy a bagel and cream cheese

before you could get onstage.

I mean, how much more do you want?

Should I write a book and sell it to you?

The reason why Queer women are great comedians

is because we just don't care about what guys think,

and we just don't care.