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.'Henry used to talk of people .
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.'How society would never
learn to live without .
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.'T he love .
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.'A nd he used to say
that we could be a family .
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.'But not without the love .
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.'T he love .
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.'T hen he went .
to nowhere l know .
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.'T he picture-perfect memories .
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.'T hey don't mean nothing
till you die .
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.'I pick up the phone
but nobody's home .
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.'Still l try .
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.'A nd, honey,
l can't pay the bills... .
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Ohh.
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Hey.
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(laughs)
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Here you go.
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Why do I have to do it?
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lt's called comparative
advantage, B.B.
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We each do
what we're good at,
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and everyone's happy.
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You're good at school:
l'm good at taking care of you.
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Who beat the crap out of the kid
who peed on your shoes?
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That was in the third grade.
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Who made it okay for you
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to eat nothing but bread
when we go out?
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Come on, we're a team.
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What are you doing?
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- Writing.
- Can l read it?
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No.
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Sure. lf aliens abduct me.
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( cell phone ringing )
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Hey.
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l'm around the corner.
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What should l tell the 'rents?
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KapIan.
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Every jewish parent's
idea of paradise.
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Kaplan's over.
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Way to rub It In, Mr. Ivy.
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No wonder your parents
think you're perfect.
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l'm not?
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l wish l were retarded.
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Hold on.
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What, Nick?
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l wish l was retarded.
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Then l wouldn't have to
do your stupid schoolwork.
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You mean, you wish you were
mentally challenged.
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So challenge yourself.
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l'm going to study group.
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Okay.
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ChazI
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Where are you going?
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Study group.
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l'm not an idiot.
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lt's a usual Friday night thing.
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just gonna hang out
with some friends,
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play video games.
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Can l come?
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Sorry, buddy.
Got to have social skills.
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( stutters )
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l'll join you guys later.
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Sorry.
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Be a man, Nick, come on.
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( starts engine )
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You could've gone.
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l've got something
better to do.
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Come on, let's go.
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Come on.
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( indistinct chatter )
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' '
' '
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Come on,
that's all you got?
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Your music is distracting me.
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You have no taste.
This music is dope.
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Come on. Here, boy.
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That's all right.
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You almost made it.
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And he shoots.
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And...Whoo!
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( laughs )
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l gotta go.
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When--when do l get to come?
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One day. l promise.
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.'So for your good .
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.'Y ou'd better go .
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.'Some things never change... .
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( shouting )
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Try and stay in the lane!
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Hey, that's much better!
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( laughter )
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''
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( telephone rings )
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- WaIt, waItI
- I'II go out and get the car.
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PIease,justwaIt.
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No, comeonI
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What dId they say?
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TheydIdn't say anythIng.
He's Inthe hospItaI.
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Let's just go, come on.
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( door slams )
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( tires screech )
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( Man )
And though it is impossible
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not to feel distraught,
even angry,
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at this seemingly
senselessloss,
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God has also given
a healing gift
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to those of us
who are believers--
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the knowledge that
what others call death
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is not actually an ending,
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but a new beginning.
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This young man,
who we all loved so much
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whom we will all miss
so terribly--
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Chaz has begun the next stage
in his amazing journey
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with a new life
and a new flesh--
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more perfect than anything
we can even imagine.
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Let us be inspired
by the life of Chaz Young,
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to make our own lives
a testament to your glory.
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He was with us.
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We enjoyed his company,
basked in his spirit.
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And now he's gone from us
in the flesh,
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but his memory will remain
with us forever.
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Let us all strive
to live up to that memory,
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to live up to the gift
which you have given us
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by letting us know
this remarkable young man.
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ln jesus' name, we pray.
Amen.
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( sobbing )
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( engine starts )
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Well, l know Chaz
would never want us
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to sit around and be boring.
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You know, he'd want us
to have fun.
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Like old times, man.
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Hey, man, you want
a ride or something?
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poor kid.
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He wanted to come with us.
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lf he wants to come,
he can ask.
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All right, man, see you.
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( laughing )
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Maria?
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Maria?
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Maria?! l need your help!
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''
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Mom.
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Oh, B.B., you're home.
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Where's his stuff?
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l threw it out.
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( breathing heavily )
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B.B... Shh. B.B.!
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Oh!
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B.B.!
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Oh!
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( grunting )
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Come on!
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Nick!
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Come on!
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( grunting )
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B.B.
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B.B., please stop.
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( Nick, whispering )
Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock,
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tick-tock, tick-tock...
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Three sessions so far,
and the clock's still ticking.
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We used to talk, remember?
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Don't skip the epigraph.
lt's my favorite part.
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''Verily, verily,
l say unto you,
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''Except a corn of wheat
fall into the ground and die,
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''it abideth alone:
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but if it die,
it bringeth forth much fruit.''
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Gospel according
to St. john, 12:24.
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lt's about rebirth.
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Take it home.
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We can talk about
the book next week.
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lrene...
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lrene?
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Honey.
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You fell asleep, huh?
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( sighs )
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lt's all right.
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Let's go to bed.
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( moans )
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lt's okay.
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l got you.
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( moans, sobs )
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( Woman )
HeIIo, thIs Isthe Young resIdence.
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We're not at home rIght now.
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PIeaseIeavea message.
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( beep )
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See you in a bit.
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All right.
See you after practice.
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Okay, bye.
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Hey, Nick!
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What are you
still doing here, man?
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Need a ride home?
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.'I am not ashamed .
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.'Ofthe Gospel of Christ .
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.'I believe his name .
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.'Brings healing in life .
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.'T hese are the words of.
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.'Dear mother... .
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Oh.
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Hey, Mrs. Young.
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l was going to have
his father pick him up.
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No, it's okay.
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- Okay, thanks.
- No problem.
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See you, Nick.
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.'Y our meaning and worth .
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.'T hese are the words of.
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.'My father .
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.'Now gone .
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( no audio )
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What?
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Wait!
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l'll see you in a few.
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Got cheerleading practice?
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Debate team.
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Okay. How boring.
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( laughs )
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Mmm. All right, l gotta go.
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- Fine!
- Fine.
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- l'll miss you.
- l'll miss you, too, baby.
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Bye.
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What's up, Nick?
Wanna hang out with us tonight?
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That's what Chaz did
every Friday.
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l can clear it by your mom,
if you want to go,
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drop you off afterwards, too.
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l used to give Chaz
rides all the time.
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just wish l had given
him a ride that day
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instead of, um...
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Never mind.
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Here, l'll call your mom.
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( dIaIIng, IIne rIngIng )
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HeIIo?
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Hey, Mrs. Young.
lt's Doug.
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ls it okay if l bring Nick
to Randy's tonight?
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Um, I'm not sure--
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Everything's gonna be fine.
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lt's just a bunch of us...
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All of Chaz's best friends.
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lt makes us feel better.
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lt's kind of like--
like peer counseling.
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''
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pretty cool, huh?
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''
''
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Hey, guys, this is Nick,
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Chaz's brother.
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Nick, this is Ajit, Cameron,
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and you know Randy.
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What do you think you're doing?
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Love your neighbor.
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Yeah, but, see,
that's the problem.
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We're not here to babysit.
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Nothing personal.
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lt doesn't matter
what you think,
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'cause it's Randy's house.
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Come on, dude,
it's not some random kid.
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lt's your best friend's
little brother.
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Look, either you get it
or you don't.
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Nick, this isn't the place for you.
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He's not a baby.
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Nick, are you okay with this scene?
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You said it--
it's Randy's house.
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Who cares whose house it is?
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That's not the point.
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l mean, the kid's got lots of--
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He's a ninth-grader.
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Well, if it's not a matter
of whose house it is,
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let's put it to a vote.
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Abstain.
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Those in favor of Nick staying?
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Nick, raise your hand.
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No, he can't vote, man.
He's not one of us.
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Are you crazy?
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Were you good friends
with your brother?
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Any friend of Chaz's
is a friend of mine.
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l'll call.
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00:21:19,725 --> 00:21:21,283
What are we supposed to do?
272
00:21:21,327 --> 00:21:23,158
just play, and you two watch?
273
00:21:23,195 --> 00:21:46,849
Why don't you show Nick what
Friday really meant to Chaz?
274
00:21:46,885 --> 00:21:49,251
( pop musIc pIayIng )
275
00:21:53,125 --> 00:21:55,889
Boys, the party has arrived!
276
00:22:03,235 --> 00:22:06,727
Rule number one, kid--
never interrupt a hand.
277
00:22:11,377 --> 00:22:14,073
Yeah, and rule number two--
ignore this man.
278
00:22:14,113 --> 00:22:15,137
l call.
279
00:22:17,349 --> 00:22:18,839
Read 'em and weep.
280
00:22:18,884 --> 00:22:20,181
Not so fast.
281
00:22:20,219 --> 00:22:21,618
Shit!
282
00:22:21,654 --> 00:22:23,178
Mmm, you are so articulate.
283
00:22:23,222 --> 00:22:26,783
Kid, you sure you want
to hang out with these losers?
284
00:22:26,825 --> 00:22:28,087
Hey, speak for yourself.
285
00:22:30,095 --> 00:22:31,892
You sure you know
to how to play?
286
00:22:32,831 --> 00:22:34,731
l'll take this.
287
00:22:36,335 --> 00:22:38,200
Here's your tip, bro.
288
00:22:38,237 --> 00:22:39,727
( chuckles )
289
00:22:40,706 --> 00:22:42,799
''
''
290
00:23:04,029 --> 00:23:05,792
Going all in, huh?
291
00:23:10,069 --> 00:23:11,297
l call.
292
00:23:18,677 --> 00:23:19,905
l'm out.
293
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:37,788
Come to papa.
294
00:23:37,830 --> 00:23:38,922
Damn!
295
00:23:41,734 --> 00:23:44,100
You're broke, man.
Ready to go home?
296
00:23:44,136 --> 00:23:46,229
Wait, wait, wait.
We can't do this.
297
00:23:46,271 --> 00:23:49,729
l mean, what were we thinking, guys?
298
00:23:49,775 --> 00:23:52,710
just--
Here, just take it all back.
299
00:23:52,745 --> 00:23:54,736
Hey, hey, hey, look...
300
00:23:54,780 --> 00:23:58,113
Charity ultimately
disempowers the recipient--
301
00:23:58,150 --> 00:23:59,913
this guy.
302
00:24:06,425 --> 00:24:08,086
( chuckles )
303
00:24:08,127 --> 00:24:09,355
Okay, fine.
304
00:24:09,394 --> 00:24:11,453
First lesson's on us, okay?
305
00:24:13,265 --> 00:24:14,789
No.
306
00:24:15,467 --> 00:24:19,198
Thanks, but...
307
00:24:19,238 --> 00:24:22,435
l'll be back next Friday...
308
00:24:22,474 --> 00:24:24,442
And win it back.
309
00:24:28,881 --> 00:24:30,246
l need some money.
310
00:24:33,418 --> 00:24:35,477
For what?
311
00:24:38,857 --> 00:24:42,054
ls this for the scholarship
in Chaz's name?
312
00:24:44,062 --> 00:24:46,997
You don't need to get
involved with that.
313
00:24:49,468 --> 00:24:52,028
Have you discussed
with Dr. King?
314
00:24:57,242 --> 00:24:59,005
You seem better.
315
00:25:01,380 --> 00:25:05,407
l think the peer counseling
on Friday nights is working.
316
00:25:07,186 --> 00:25:08,778
ls Randy there?
317
00:25:09,888 --> 00:25:12,413
He was a bad influence
on Chaz.
318
00:25:15,527 --> 00:25:18,291
You should have friends
your own age.
319
00:25:20,465 --> 00:25:23,025
Let's invite kids from church
for your birthday.
320
00:25:28,574 --> 00:25:30,906
( overlapping chatter )
321
00:25:30,943 --> 00:25:31,932
What's going on?
322
00:25:31,977 --> 00:25:33,467
Hey.
323
00:25:37,983 --> 00:25:40,110
Come get a piece.
324
00:25:43,188 --> 00:25:44,382
Do you want a piece?
325
00:25:44,423 --> 00:25:46,414
No, thank you.
326
00:25:46,458 --> 00:25:48,050
You guys? Cake?
327
00:25:48,093 --> 00:25:49,117
No, thanks.
328
00:25:49,161 --> 00:25:51,026
l'll set it right here.
329
00:25:51,063 --> 00:25:52,189
Help yourself.
330
00:25:53,031 --> 00:25:55,591
Oh, good, Luke.
You picked the game?
331
00:25:55,834 --> 00:25:57,267
That's good.
332
00:26:01,139 --> 00:26:02,197
Nick!
333
00:26:03,108 --> 00:26:06,100
Nick, what are you doing?
334
00:26:06,144 --> 00:26:07,509
B.B.
335
00:26:08,547 --> 00:26:10,276
Whew.
336
00:26:10,949 --> 00:26:12,314
Come on.
337
00:26:13,518 --> 00:26:15,383
Okay.
338
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:18,216
l'll leave you alone.
339
00:26:18,257 --> 00:26:19,622
You come out, okay?
340
00:26:20,125 --> 00:26:22,218
Yeah, l won't bother you.
341
00:26:22,261 --> 00:26:23,888
You just...
342
00:26:23,929 --> 00:26:24,953
Come right out.
343
00:26:26,231 --> 00:26:28,927
You guys want more juice?
344
00:26:28,967 --> 00:26:30,434
No, thank you.
345
00:26:32,037 --> 00:26:33,868
Hey, Nick.
346
00:26:33,906 --> 00:26:35,396
Can we turn the TV on?
347
00:26:35,540 --> 00:26:38,873
Yeah, that's a great idea.
348
00:27:05,237 --> 00:27:08,536
( laughing )
349
00:27:08,573 --> 00:27:10,666
( TVpIayIng )
350
00:27:13,312 --> 00:27:15,075
Did you see that?
351
00:27:16,448 --> 00:27:18,040
( laughter )
352
00:27:18,216 --> 00:27:20,013
Where's Nick?
353
00:27:20,052 --> 00:27:21,178
He's under the table.
354
00:27:23,355 --> 00:27:25,550
Nick, come on,
mind your manners.
355
00:27:25,590 --> 00:27:26,648
( stuttering )
356
00:27:26,692 --> 00:27:29,286
This is no time
for lsaac Newton.
357
00:27:29,328 --> 00:27:31,023
You can be better.
358
00:27:31,063 --> 00:27:31,995
Come on, bemod.
359
00:27:32,030 --> 00:27:34,157
Bemod, just like Chaz used to do.
360
00:27:34,199 --> 00:27:37,134
- ''... on the seashore...''
- lrene.
361
00:27:37,169 --> 00:27:39,501
''...and then finding
a smoother pebble.''
362
00:27:39,538 --> 00:27:41,199
Mr. Young, can we go home now?
363
00:27:41,239 --> 00:27:43,104
Your parents are gonna
pick you up at 6:00.
364
00:27:43,141 --> 00:27:44,438
''...whilst the great ocean--''
365
00:27:44,476 --> 00:27:45,670
Nick, come on!
366
00:27:46,111 --> 00:27:48,045
Did that really just happen?
367
00:28:12,671 --> 00:28:15,003
Don't you dare...
368
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,167
l'm no pushover like your parents.
369
00:28:25,384 --> 00:28:28,478
Are you still getting anxiety attacks?
370
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:30,454
No...
371
00:28:30,489 --> 00:28:32,457
Except when...
372
00:28:34,226 --> 00:28:35,750
No.
373
00:28:35,994 --> 00:28:38,087
Finish the thought.
374
00:28:41,066 --> 00:28:43,091
Sometimes...
375
00:28:43,135 --> 00:28:47,504
l forget what he sounded like.
376
00:28:47,539 --> 00:28:50,372
My mother died,
and l can still hear her.
377
00:28:50,609 --> 00:28:56,445
( whining voice )
''Ohh! ''you so smart!
378
00:28:56,481 --> 00:28:59,314
''Why you don't become doctor?
379
00:28:59,351 --> 00:29:03,310
''Oh, shrink not doctor.
380
00:29:03,355 --> 00:29:08,190
''Shrink just somebody you pay
so they pretend to like you.
381
00:29:08,226 --> 00:29:12,390
''Yeah, you gonna be doctor,
then marry doctor,
382
00:29:12,431 --> 00:29:16,800
''then have baby,
someday gonna be doctor.
383
00:29:17,035 --> 00:29:19,697
Or mommy gonna die!''
384
00:29:20,138 --> 00:29:22,800
Was it your fault that--
that she died?
385
00:29:23,041 --> 00:29:25,373
Oh, who knows?
386
00:29:25,410 --> 00:29:28,811
Maybe that's why
she's still on my case.
387
00:29:29,047 --> 00:29:31,106
Dead people,
they come and go
388
00:29:31,149 --> 00:29:32,810
like they own you.
389
00:29:33,051 --> 00:29:34,643
( chuckles )
390
00:29:34,686 --> 00:29:36,176
Sometimes l feel like
391
00:29:36,221 --> 00:29:38,280
taking a restraining
order out against her.
392
00:29:38,323 --> 00:29:41,417
''Ohh, so messy!
393
00:29:41,460 --> 00:29:44,190
''Oh, you gotta clean sometime!
394
00:29:44,229 --> 00:29:47,164
''You know, every day
just a little bit.
395
00:29:47,199 --> 00:29:50,100
''Little bit by little bit.
396
00:29:50,135 --> 00:29:52,160
''Then one day...
397
00:29:52,204 --> 00:29:55,105
Oh! Surprise!
All clean!''
398
00:29:55,140 --> 00:29:56,437
( chuckling )
399
00:30:02,547 --> 00:30:04,174
( knock on door )
400
00:30:40,752 --> 00:30:42,652
l love you, B.B.
401
00:30:49,161 --> 00:30:50,355
Good night.
402
00:30:54,299 --> 00:30:55,789
( indistinct chatter )
403
00:31:01,373 --> 00:31:03,773
Make room for me, Nick.
l'm coming in.
404
00:31:03,808 --> 00:31:05,503
( laughs )
405
00:31:07,612 --> 00:31:09,773
What are you gonna do,
police the kid?
406
00:31:09,814 --> 00:31:11,577
Mm-mm. No way, man.
407
00:31:11,616 --> 00:31:14,312
That's more your speed,
Mr. Ayn Rand.
408
00:31:14,352 --> 00:31:16,445
Have you even read
TheFountaInhead?
409
00:31:16,488 --> 00:31:18,854
l figure l get
two cards for free...
410
00:31:18,890 --> 00:31:20,824
So l ain't paying
until l see a pair.
411
00:31:20,859 --> 00:31:22,156
( laughs )
412
00:31:22,194 --> 00:31:23,889
What's so funny?
That's what you do.
413
00:31:23,929 --> 00:31:25,328
No, l don't.
414
00:31:25,363 --> 00:31:27,661
But seriously, how come
you've never played before?
415
00:31:27,699 --> 00:31:29,860
l couldn't afford to lose.
416
00:31:29,901 --> 00:31:30,799
And now?
417
00:31:30,835 --> 00:31:33,303
l still got some of
the money Chaz paid me.
418
00:31:33,338 --> 00:31:35,499
Nick looks like he's having fun.
419
00:31:35,540 --> 00:31:37,303
But if you guys don't let me win,
420
00:31:37,342 --> 00:31:38,832
my dad will beat the shit out of me,
421
00:31:38,877 --> 00:31:42,404
and then l'll have to beat
the shit out of you.
422
00:31:42,447 --> 00:31:43,675
( All )
Ooh!
423
00:31:44,482 --> 00:31:46,882
.'P ick it up, tab on a date .
424
00:31:46,918 --> 00:31:49,887
.'Never wanna be
comin' off cheapskate... .
425
00:31:49,921 --> 00:31:53,948
' '
' '
426
00:31:54,192 --> 00:31:55,887
.'Checkmate, l am the queen .
427
00:31:55,927 --> 00:31:58,418
.'Game of chess
So you won't beat me .
428
00:31:58,463 --> 00:32:00,260
.'Sometimes he gonna pretend .
429
00:32:00,298 --> 00:32:01,925
.'T hat he gonna be rich... .
430
00:32:05,637 --> 00:32:07,730
- Two and a half.
- What?
431
00:32:07,772 --> 00:32:09,706
- Really?
- No way.
432
00:32:09,741 --> 00:32:11,368
That's 201 .
433
00:32:12,677 --> 00:32:14,406
He's bluffing.
434
00:32:14,446 --> 00:32:16,311
Maybe he caught
the flush on the river.
435
00:32:16,348 --> 00:32:17,975
Why don't you pay up
and find out?
436
00:32:18,216 --> 00:32:19,581
Nah, forget it.
437
00:32:19,618 --> 00:32:22,712
Kid's got the perfect
poker face.
438
00:32:27,826 --> 00:32:29,953
What'd you have?
439
00:32:33,765 --> 00:32:34,925
Sevens? Really?
440
00:32:34,966 --> 00:32:37,799
l put down my King for that?
441
00:32:37,836 --> 00:32:38,894
Well played.
442
00:32:38,937 --> 00:32:40,598
( chuckles )
443
00:32:40,639 --> 00:32:42,402
Bluffing is intense.
444
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:43,737
This kid's like a whiz.
445
00:32:43,775 --> 00:32:45,242
How do you know that?
446
00:32:45,277 --> 00:32:46,767
l memorized all the odds.
447
00:32:46,811 --> 00:32:49,439
Nick, don't tell everyone
what you're thinking.
448
00:32:49,481 --> 00:32:50,311
That's stupid.
449
00:32:50,348 --> 00:32:52,782
play the man,
not the cards.
450
00:32:52,817 --> 00:32:55,479
Well, tell me about Chaz.
451
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:57,920
Your brother was
always jealous of me.
452
00:32:57,956 --> 00:32:59,981
No, go ahead, laugh.
Laugh, guys.
453
00:33:00,025 --> 00:33:03,358
Because seriously, l really do
feel like Chaz felt smothered.
454
00:33:03,395 --> 00:33:07,297
Sometimes l even think that he wishes
he was born into a different family.
455
00:33:08,967 --> 00:33:10,366
Are you joking?
456
00:33:10,402 --> 00:33:12,563
l'm sorry. l wasn't thinking.
457
00:33:13,405 --> 00:33:17,398
Chaz said that Friday nights
were video game nights.
458
00:33:17,442 --> 00:33:19,467
Why would he lie to me?
459
00:33:19,511 --> 00:33:21,604
Maybe he didn't want
to corrupt you,
460
00:33:21,646 --> 00:33:23,671
lose your respect.
461
00:33:23,715 --> 00:33:26,684
lf he always won,
where did his money go?
462
00:33:32,590 --> 00:33:34,854
Nick, where--
Wait up, dude!
463
00:33:34,893 --> 00:33:38,727
- All right. See you guys later.
- Later.
464
00:33:38,763 --> 00:33:40,754
Am l the only one
who thinks this kid
465
00:33:40,799 --> 00:33:41,629
is an absolute weirdo?
466
00:33:41,666 --> 00:33:42,997
He's gotAsperger Syndrome.
467
00:33:43,034 --> 00:33:44,058
Like Rain Man.
468
00:33:44,302 --> 00:33:46,827
No, no, more like Monk.
469
00:33:46,871 --> 00:33:49,669
Chaz thought the kid
could be - more normal.
470
00:33:49,708 --> 00:33:51,733
He was working with him,
doing bemod.
471
00:33:51,776 --> 00:33:53,073
What the hell is bemod?
472
00:33:53,311 --> 00:33:56,644
B-e-m-o-d.
Short for behavior modification.
473
00:33:56,681 --> 00:33:58,342
Encourages him to open up,
474
00:33:58,383 --> 00:34:00,681
dIscourages hImfromshuttIngdown.
475
00:34:18,336 --> 00:34:20,099
Nick, what are you doing?
476
00:34:31,549 --> 00:34:33,676
I Iooked everywhere.
477
00:34:33,718 --> 00:34:35,982
Where would you hide your stuff?
478
00:34:36,020 --> 00:34:37,885
School locker.
479
00:34:37,922 --> 00:34:39,753
My dad cleaned it out.
480
00:34:42,527 --> 00:34:45,360
Well, remember that time
when he screwed up
481
00:34:45,397 --> 00:34:47,558
and he had to do
community service?
482
00:34:47,599 --> 00:34:49,089
He never stopped going,
483
00:34:49,134 --> 00:34:51,967
even though he didn't
have to anymore.
484
00:34:52,003 --> 00:34:53,129
Maybe he has a locker there.
485
00:34:54,939 --> 00:34:57,407
Do you know where that place is?
486
00:34:58,643 --> 00:35:00,804
Randy wouId.
He's drIven hImthere.
487
00:35:00,845 --> 00:35:02,039
I'IIcaII hIm.
488
00:35:02,380 --> 00:35:04,575
''
''
489
00:35:19,063 --> 00:35:20,928
.'A nd she said .
490
00:35:20,965 --> 00:35:24,628
.' 'What a son of a gun'' .
491
00:35:24,669 --> 00:35:27,035
.'He loved to lie .
492
00:35:27,071 --> 00:35:29,631
.'A nd lie... .
493
00:35:32,477 --> 00:35:34,138
This is the place.
494
00:35:34,179 --> 00:35:36,170
Happy now? Let's go.
495
00:35:36,414 --> 00:35:40,407
No. l want to know what
happened to Chaz's money.
496
00:35:40,452 --> 00:35:42,181
All right, so go.
l got things to do.
497
00:35:44,956 --> 00:35:46,514
What?
498
00:35:47,559 --> 00:35:50,050
lf you go,
how am l gonna get home?
499
00:35:52,464 --> 00:35:54,159
( kids chattering )
500
00:36:37,742 --> 00:36:38,834
( Girl )
Randy?
501
00:36:42,714 --> 00:36:44,841
lt's so good
to see you here.
502
00:36:46,117 --> 00:36:48,608
l haven't set eyes
on you since--
503
00:36:50,655 --> 00:36:52,247
This is Miss Lee.
504
00:36:52,490 --> 00:36:54,617
She was Chaz's drama teacher.
505
00:36:54,659 --> 00:36:56,718
Freshman year.
506
00:36:56,761 --> 00:36:59,195
And this is Nick...Young.
507
00:37:00,899 --> 00:37:02,730
Nick, l've heard--
heard so much about you.
508
00:37:06,037 --> 00:37:08,733
Well, welcome to the Firehouse.
509
00:37:08,773 --> 00:37:11,139
You know, your brother
suggested the name.
510
00:37:11,175 --> 00:37:13,609
Before that, l called it the
Diversity Connection Center.
511
00:37:13,645 --> 00:37:14,703
Lame, huh?
512
00:37:14,746 --> 00:37:16,737
Why are you wearing that hat?
513
00:37:17,181 --> 00:37:19,877
You've never dreamed
of being a flying nun?
514
00:37:19,918 --> 00:37:22,284
MIss Lee, I'm out of gIue.
515
00:37:23,254 --> 00:37:26,712
l like the trucks.
Nice touch.
516
00:37:26,758 --> 00:37:29,056
You dIdn't IIkethe feathers?
517
00:37:29,093 --> 00:37:30,890
They kept making me sneeze.
518
00:37:33,031 --> 00:37:35,192
We've got our
big show coming up.
519
00:37:35,233 --> 00:37:38,862
This doesn't look like
a real community center place.
520
00:37:38,903 --> 00:37:42,270
Well, you know about
the library incident, right?
521
00:37:42,307 --> 00:37:44,172
Chaz was gambling online.
522
00:37:44,208 --> 00:37:48,907
lt was either suspension
or 50 hours community service.
523
00:37:48,947 --> 00:37:52,246
Even after he finished his service,
Chaz kept coming back here.
524
00:37:52,283 --> 00:37:54,683
Did you take his money?
525
00:37:54,986 --> 00:37:56,214
What he donated.
526
00:37:56,254 --> 00:37:58,779
How much money
did you take?
527
00:38:00,158 --> 00:38:03,321
He gave over $20,000.
528
00:38:03,561 --> 00:38:06,121
He just kept giving
and giving.
529
00:38:06,164 --> 00:38:07,791
Said that he had to.
530
00:38:07,832 --> 00:38:08,992
lt was his dream.
531
00:38:09,033 --> 00:38:12,594
l'm glad you made it here
by yourself.
532
00:38:13,972 --> 00:38:15,940
Why don't you stick around?
l'll show you--
533
00:38:15,974 --> 00:38:17,942
No, no, l'm-- l'm sorry.
534
00:38:17,976 --> 00:38:20,206
Nick's--
Nick's gotta get home.
535
00:38:22,146 --> 00:38:26,242
Chaz called the community
service place the Firehouse.
536
00:38:31,356 --> 00:38:32,948
How do you know that?
537
00:38:34,359 --> 00:38:36,088
Randy took me there.
538
00:38:36,127 --> 00:38:38,288
lf you want to do
community service,
539
00:38:38,329 --> 00:38:40,058
l'll talk to the pastor,
540
00:38:40,098 --> 00:38:42,692
but l don't think you should be
doing everything your brother did.
541
00:38:42,734 --> 00:38:43,826
Tell me what it means.
542
00:38:43,868 --> 00:38:45,165
Nick.
543
00:38:48,673 --> 00:38:50,231
The beach.
544
00:38:50,274 --> 00:38:52,208
Honey, l don't think
you have to--
545
00:38:52,243 --> 00:38:54,768
When you were little boys,
546
00:38:54,812 --> 00:38:58,839
we would take you
to the beach on sundays.
547
00:38:58,883 --> 00:39:03,843
At dusk, homeless people
would get ready for sleep
548
00:39:03,888 --> 00:39:06,652
next to their shopping carts,
549
00:39:06,691 --> 00:39:09,854
and Chaz would always ask,
550
00:39:09,894 --> 00:39:12,863
''Why can't we
take them home, Mommy?''
551
00:39:13,865 --> 00:39:16,060
Do you remember, B.B.?
552
00:39:22,407 --> 00:39:27,003
Years later, we were
driving through Skid Row,
553
00:39:27,045 --> 00:39:31,106
and Chaz spotted
an abandoned firehouse,
554
00:39:31,149 --> 00:39:33,879
old and charming,
555
00:39:33,918 --> 00:39:37,285
squished between tenements.
556
00:39:37,321 --> 00:39:39,881
And he said
he'd buy it one day
557
00:39:39,924 --> 00:39:42,791
and he'd keep it open
for everyone.
558
00:39:42,827 --> 00:39:44,988
He said everybody
should have a place
559
00:39:45,029 --> 00:39:48,760
where they feel safe
and protected.
560
00:39:56,741 --> 00:39:59,039
''
''
561
00:40:10,722 --> 00:40:12,189
What's your password?
562
00:40:16,027 --> 00:40:17,324
''i''.
563
00:40:20,998 --> 00:40:22,431
''o''.
564
00:40:27,105 --> 00:40:28,367
''e''?
565
00:40:46,791 --> 00:40:48,156
( beeps )
566
00:40:52,330 --> 00:40:54,890
I dIdn't reaIIze
we Iost so much.
567
00:40:54,932 --> 00:40:57,765
But nobody could read people
the way Chaz could.
568
00:40:57,802 --> 00:40:59,326
$25,000?
569
00:40:59,370 --> 00:41:02,237
That's gotta be more
than my entire family has.
570
00:41:02,273 --> 00:41:04,241
My mom cleans two,
three houses every day
571
00:41:04,275 --> 00:41:05,867
and the church once a week.
572
00:41:05,910 --> 00:41:07,377
You gonna volunteer up there?
573
00:41:07,411 --> 00:41:09,242
l'm not sure.
574
00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:11,510
l'll go with you
if you change your mind.
575
00:41:11,749 --> 00:41:13,512
Any friend of your brother's
is a friend of mine.
576
00:41:14,852 --> 00:41:16,251
l'll be right back.
577
00:41:18,756 --> 00:41:23,250
( cell phone rings )
578
00:41:23,294 --> 00:41:25,387
( Doug )
Hey, dude, where are you?
579
00:41:25,429 --> 00:41:27,522
Uh, something's come up.
580
00:41:27,765 --> 00:41:28,993
Yeah, rIght.
581
00:41:29,033 --> 00:41:30,898
l took care of him yesterday.
lt's your turn.
582
00:41:32,236 --> 00:41:34,898
Try and remember how you felt
when you turned 15.
583
00:41:34,939 --> 00:41:37,874
What do l have to offer
some 15-year-old kid?
584
00:41:38,810 --> 00:41:42,337
just look further ahead
and relax.
585
00:41:42,380 --> 00:41:44,405
( tires screeching )
586
00:41:45,483 --> 00:41:47,348
Bemod, dude. Come on.
587
00:41:47,385 --> 00:41:49,012
Come on, shake it off.
588
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:50,378
( revs )
589
00:41:50,421 --> 00:41:51,945
Nick, stop!
590
00:41:55,993 --> 00:41:58,086
Good job.
591
00:41:58,129 --> 00:42:00,290
Almost hit a lamppost,
but good job.
592
00:42:02,033 --> 00:42:04,558
Do you want to
volunteer at the firehouse?
593
00:42:04,802 --> 00:42:07,362
No. But don't let that
stop you, buddy.
594
00:42:09,307 --> 00:42:12,868
Did Chaz have sex
with that Miss Lee,
595
00:42:12,910 --> 00:42:14,571
or was he in love?
596
00:42:14,946 --> 00:42:16,436
Wait, what?
Did he have sex with who?
597
00:42:17,448 --> 00:42:20,884
Didn't you see the pictures...
Of them dancing?
598
00:42:21,819 --> 00:42:22,808
And?
599
00:42:24,455 --> 00:42:26,389
You can tell me...
600
00:42:26,424 --> 00:42:28,016
Were they in love?
601
00:42:28,159 --> 00:42:29,854
( laughs )
602
00:42:32,330 --> 00:42:34,059
Why are you laughing?
603
00:42:34,098 --> 00:42:35,929
'Cause Miss Lee's a lesbian.
604
00:42:35,967 --> 00:42:36,899
A lesbian?
605
00:42:36,934 --> 00:42:39,903
She came out in the school newspaper
before she left.
606
00:42:42,373 --> 00:42:45,342
l--l can't crack
Chaz's password.
607
00:42:45,376 --> 00:42:46,843
Huh?
608
00:42:46,878 --> 00:42:48,539
Chaz said l could
read his emails
609
00:42:48,579 --> 00:42:50,479
if he was abducted by aliens.
610
00:42:50,514 --> 00:42:52,106
Nick, Chaz was joking.
611
00:42:52,149 --> 00:42:54,617
Nobody wants other people
to read their stuff.
612
00:42:55,987 --> 00:42:57,955
But l'm his brother.
613
00:42:59,857 --> 00:43:02,348
Come on, let's go again.
614
00:43:02,393 --> 00:43:03,621
Concentrate this time.
615
00:43:03,861 --> 00:43:05,920
please don't hit a lamppost.
lt's expensive.
616
00:43:05,963 --> 00:43:07,453
- Okay.
- All right. Reverse.
617
00:43:10,468 --> 00:43:13,631
Five, six, seven, eight.
618
00:43:14,005 --> 00:43:18,965
( rap musIc pIayIng )
619
00:43:25,449 --> 00:43:27,280
Glad you made it.
620
00:43:27,318 --> 00:43:29,013
Hey, do either of you dance?
621
00:43:29,053 --> 00:43:30,520
Nick can play the piano.
622
00:43:30,554 --> 00:43:32,146
How'd you know that?
623
00:43:32,189 --> 00:43:33,656
How do you think?
624
00:43:34,158 --> 00:43:35,591
He said, ''i'm your dad.
625
00:43:35,626 --> 00:43:37,526
Look, l brought you a Barbie.
626
00:43:37,561 --> 00:43:40,121
l hope you'll be as pretty
and famous as a Barbie
627
00:43:40,164 --> 00:43:41,062
when you grow up.''
628
00:43:41,098 --> 00:43:43,089
Then he went to talk
with my uncles.
629
00:43:43,134 --> 00:43:44,465
l never saw him again.
630
00:43:48,172 --> 00:43:50,470
Lucy, l am so proud of you.
631
00:43:50,508 --> 00:43:52,669
Let me know if you
want this to be in our show.
632
00:43:52,910 --> 00:43:54,309
Otherwise, no one will see it.
633
00:44:02,053 --> 00:44:03,486
What's in there?
634
00:44:03,521 --> 00:44:05,216
Video diaries
Chaz was collecting
635
00:44:05,256 --> 00:44:07,019
to show at our
fundraising event.
636
00:44:07,058 --> 00:44:09,049
Chaz thought this would
be a good way
637
00:44:09,093 --> 00:44:11,084
for the Firehouse kids
to get stuff off their chest.
638
00:44:11,128 --> 00:44:12,959
Most of them have
made more than one.
639
00:44:13,998 --> 00:44:15,556
Did Chaz make one?
640
00:44:19,103 --> 00:44:21,162
l want to see it.
641
00:44:21,205 --> 00:44:23,139
Sorry, Nick, l don't have it.
642
00:44:23,174 --> 00:44:25,699
l was gonna ask you
to check his computer.
643
00:44:25,943 --> 00:44:28,104
His laptop's gone.
644
00:44:28,145 --> 00:44:30,443
Then it's probably gone.
645
00:44:30,481 --> 00:44:32,608
He said he needed to edit it.
646
00:44:32,650 --> 00:44:34,379
What would he talk about?
647
00:44:34,418 --> 00:44:35,578
Sorry, Nick...
648
00:44:35,619 --> 00:44:37,314
l never saw it.
649
00:44:40,624 --> 00:44:42,319
Nick, wait...
650
00:44:44,195 --> 00:44:45,685
You should make one.
651
00:44:51,602 --> 00:44:54,332
''
''
652
00:46:12,049 --> 00:46:15,109
( sobbing )
653
00:46:29,633 --> 00:46:32,295
When did Chaz lose his virginity?
654
00:46:32,336 --> 00:46:33,598
God, you're one-track-minded.
655
00:46:33,637 --> 00:46:35,832
''lf l have ever made
any valuable discoveries''--
656
00:46:36,073 --> 00:46:37,097
Stop.
657
00:46:37,141 --> 00:46:38,540
( laughs )
658
00:47:00,498 --> 00:47:01,726
What are those?
659
00:47:01,765 --> 00:47:03,596
puffins.
660
00:47:03,634 --> 00:47:05,864
Chaz's favorite cereal.
661
00:47:06,103 --> 00:47:07,195
lt was?
662
00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:17,838
pretty good.
663
00:47:17,882 --> 00:47:20,578
You're not the only one
who knows stuff about him.
664
00:47:20,618 --> 00:47:22,745
l'll take those.
665
00:47:22,786 --> 00:47:23,878
( laughs )
666
00:47:24,522 --> 00:47:26,387
( indistinct chatter )
667
00:47:33,164 --> 00:47:35,894
Mmm. ( whistles )
668
00:47:36,133 --> 00:47:37,259
Damn...
669
00:47:38,435 --> 00:47:40,198
Nick does it again.
670
00:47:42,373 --> 00:47:44,637
Have you ever heard
ofjamie Gold?
671
00:47:44,675 --> 00:47:45,733
No.
672
00:47:46,810 --> 00:47:49,142
jamie Gold was
a Hollywood producer
673
00:47:49,180 --> 00:47:55,176
who won $12 million in
the World poker Championship.
674
00:47:55,219 --> 00:47:57,380
And-- l don't know, man--
675
00:47:57,421 --> 00:47:58,718
Your brother was good.
676
00:47:58,756 --> 00:48:00,223
Chaz was really good.
677
00:48:00,257 --> 00:48:03,522
But you're...better.
678
00:48:03,561 --> 00:48:04,892
You know?
679
00:48:07,498 --> 00:48:09,159
Get these cards mixed good.
680
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:10,895
How do you do it?
681
00:48:10,935 --> 00:48:14,200
l mean, l'll say this--
682
00:48:14,238 --> 00:48:16,297
lf you want to go pro,
683
00:48:16,340 --> 00:48:19,207
l'll be your financial backer
and your manager.
684
00:48:20,177 --> 00:48:21,804
Thoughts?
685
00:48:21,845 --> 00:48:22,869
Hmm?
686
00:48:23,847 --> 00:48:24,939
Suggestions?
687
00:48:26,317 --> 00:48:27,807
ldeas?
688
00:48:27,851 --> 00:48:29,318
Okay.
689
00:48:30,888 --> 00:48:32,355
Let's flop it.
690
00:48:37,962 --> 00:48:40,192
Okay...
691
00:48:40,231 --> 00:48:41,596
Fold, too.
692
00:48:57,581 --> 00:48:58,673
300.
693
00:49:01,285 --> 00:49:03,276
Randy! He's bluffing.
694
00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:05,447
He's bluffing, bluffing,
bluffing, bluffing.
695
00:49:05,489 --> 00:49:07,480
Can you shut up
for once in your life?
696
00:49:07,524 --> 00:49:10,584
Ooh, l didn't know it was
that time of the month. My bad.
697
00:49:10,628 --> 00:49:11,754
l call.
698
00:49:13,731 --> 00:49:14,857
Let's see 'em.
699
00:49:21,739 --> 00:49:23,536
Shit.
700
00:49:23,574 --> 00:49:25,599
No way. No way, dude!
701
00:49:25,643 --> 00:49:29,511
Thank you very much.
Don't mind if l do.
702
00:49:29,546 --> 00:49:30,740
Yo, l'm sorry, man.
703
00:49:30,781 --> 00:49:31,475
l'm wrong.
704
00:49:31,515 --> 00:49:33,380
And, you know,
it happens occasionally.
705
00:49:33,417 --> 00:49:35,009
You know, just occasionally.
706
00:49:39,623 --> 00:49:41,022
Knew it!
707
00:49:43,661 --> 00:49:45,629
Hey, Nick,
come outside with me.
708
00:49:47,598 --> 00:49:48,997
Come on.
709
00:49:52,269 --> 00:49:53,531
Good job, bro!
710
00:49:57,675 --> 00:49:59,370
What were you gonna say next?
711
00:50:01,679 --> 00:50:02,509
You lied.
712
00:50:02,546 --> 00:50:04,776
You're not stupid,
so what are you?
713
00:50:04,815 --> 00:50:07,306
Willfully obnoxious
or just mean?
714
00:50:07,351 --> 00:50:09,376
You threw the game
on purpose.
715
00:50:09,420 --> 00:50:11,479
What, and you were
gonna tell everyone?
716
00:50:11,522 --> 00:50:13,649
Seriously? How would that
have made Doug feel?
717
00:50:14,925 --> 00:50:16,688
Answer me.
718
00:50:18,329 --> 00:50:19,887
You broke the rules.
719
00:50:19,930 --> 00:50:22,922
Doug's been nothing
but nice to you.
720
00:50:22,966 --> 00:50:24,934
Since when are the rules
in a stupid game
721
00:50:24,968 --> 00:50:27,027
more important than
your friend's feelings?
722
00:50:29,006 --> 00:50:32,305
lt's never just about
the cards or the money.
723
00:50:33,377 --> 00:50:35,675
Tell me you get it.
724
00:50:35,713 --> 00:50:38,079
Tell me you can
understand if you try.
725
00:50:49,326 --> 00:50:50,816
Chaz?
726
00:50:57,968 --> 00:50:59,959
Are you hungry?
727
00:51:00,003 --> 00:51:01,436
B.B.?
728
00:51:25,095 --> 00:51:26,995
What are you doing?
729
00:51:27,131 --> 00:51:30,532
Good dental hygiene
is very important.
730
00:51:32,770 --> 00:51:33,964
You can't do that.
731
00:51:34,004 --> 00:51:35,665
That's gross.
732
00:51:39,710 --> 00:51:41,575
Good point.
733
00:51:49,853 --> 00:51:54,153
Chaz was the only one
who made me feel normal.
734
00:51:55,592 --> 00:51:57,389
Now you have to
do that yourself.
735
00:52:00,431 --> 00:52:01,898
How can l do that?
736
00:52:02,032 --> 00:52:05,433
By practicing the things
that Chaz made you do.
737
00:52:05,469 --> 00:52:07,027
Without him?
738
00:52:08,539 --> 00:52:10,905
l--i can't.
739
00:52:10,941 --> 00:52:12,499
lt's not easy.
740
00:52:13,177 --> 00:52:15,907
lt's not gonna
happen overnight.
741
00:52:15,946 --> 00:52:19,006
But that's what
bemod is all about.
742
00:52:21,985 --> 00:52:25,580
You gotta keep trying until you
start to feel normal.
743
00:52:34,932 --> 00:52:38,663
That was a really nice thing
you did for Doug.
744
00:52:45,976 --> 00:52:47,807
l shouldn't have jumped
all over you.
745
00:52:48,545 --> 00:52:50,069
l'm sorry.
746
00:52:51,014 --> 00:52:52,948
( bell tolls, people chatter )
747
00:52:56,854 --> 00:52:57,946
Nick?
748
00:52:57,988 --> 00:52:59,683
Luke wants to play
chess with you.
749
00:52:59,723 --> 00:53:01,987
- No.
- B.B.
750
00:53:03,494 --> 00:53:05,553
Nick, what did we agree on?
751
00:53:05,596 --> 00:53:05,823
No!
752
00:53:05,863 --> 00:53:07,763
We'll all have brunch,
and then you'll play chess--
753
00:53:07,798 --> 00:53:10,062
We did this last week.
754
00:53:10,100 --> 00:53:11,965
l gave him
the biggest handicap--
755
00:53:12,002 --> 00:53:14,527
Queen odds--
and l still beat him.
756
00:53:14,571 --> 00:53:16,869
Then give him Queen
and two rooks.
757
00:53:16,907 --> 00:53:18,465
Okay--
758
00:53:18,509 --> 00:53:19,771
For the love of--
759
00:53:19,810 --> 00:53:21,675
Why can't you just
try to act normal?
760
00:53:21,712 --> 00:53:23,543
l am tired of you
making me feel
761
00:53:23,580 --> 00:53:24,877
like you're
a ticking time bomb!
762
00:53:24,915 --> 00:53:26,849
Try to act normal,
or else!
763
00:53:26,884 --> 00:53:28,249
- Oliver!
- Oh, that's it!
764
00:53:28,485 --> 00:53:31,045
Oliver, stop it!
765
00:53:31,088 --> 00:53:33,249
You're making such a scene.
766
00:53:36,493 --> 00:53:38,120
I started to wonder
Ifmaybethe hospItaI
767
00:53:38,161 --> 00:53:41,028
had made a mistake
and given us someone else's son.
768
00:53:41,999 --> 00:53:43,023
Really?
769
00:53:43,767 --> 00:53:48,170
l read about a lot of cases
just like that on the internet.
770
00:53:48,205 --> 00:53:51,231
But what made you think
it had happened to you?
771
00:53:51,275 --> 00:53:53,243
No one in my family
or lrene's family
772
00:53:53,277 --> 00:53:56,610
has Nick's problems,
and as he grew older,
773
00:53:56,647 --> 00:53:58,239
he started to look
less like us,
774
00:53:58,282 --> 00:53:59,977
less Chinese, even.
775
00:54:00,017 --> 00:54:02,144
To me, he looks a lot like Chaz.
776
00:54:05,022 --> 00:54:06,751
lt was stupid.
777
00:54:06,790 --> 00:54:08,519
l had a D.N.A. test done.
778
00:54:09,793 --> 00:54:11,886
And lrene
is like my mother--
779
00:54:11,929 --> 00:54:16,195
she has a bad habit of opening
other people's mail.
780
00:54:16,233 --> 00:54:17,996
Must've made her very upset.
781
00:54:20,270 --> 00:54:21,965
Upset.
782
00:54:27,110 --> 00:54:29,670
l know he's my son...
783
00:54:29,713 --> 00:54:36,175
But still, l can't help thinking
of Nick as Chaz's shadow.
784
00:54:36,219 --> 00:54:38,881
And now it's like...
785
00:54:38,922 --> 00:54:40,253
Some cruel joke.
786
00:54:40,290 --> 00:54:41,917
Chaz is gone.
787
00:54:44,161 --> 00:54:45,788
That's my punishment.
788
00:54:46,964 --> 00:54:49,125
For what?
789
00:54:52,135 --> 00:54:53,932
Oh, isn't it obvious?
790
00:55:05,215 --> 00:55:08,048
''
''
791
00:55:45,889 --> 00:55:47,151
What was there?
792
00:56:37,674 --> 00:56:40,040
B.B., you're back.
793
00:56:41,078 --> 00:56:42,773
Did you go shopping with Randy?
794
00:56:43,880 --> 00:56:45,177
Can l see?
795
00:56:57,127 --> 00:56:59,322
He's spending too much
time with Randy.
796
00:56:59,362 --> 00:57:00,954
just stop it.
797
00:57:00,997 --> 00:57:03,158
lt's strange, don't you think?
798
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:04,462
Did you see?
799
00:57:04,701 --> 00:57:05,963
He got orange.
800
00:57:06,002 --> 00:57:07,936
Can you get him
to buy orange?
801
00:57:07,971 --> 00:57:12,101
l thought you wanted him
to have friends.
802
00:57:12,142 --> 00:57:15,942
l'm the one who's trying
to help him find friends.
803
00:57:15,979 --> 00:57:18,174
At church, every week.
804
00:57:27,357 --> 00:57:30,485
''
''
805
00:57:41,004 --> 00:57:42,494
( Chaz )
It's okay, Ken.
806
00:57:42,739 --> 00:57:44,366
Don'tworry about the cameras.
807
00:57:44,407 --> 00:57:46,773
They're just there.
They're just In the corner.
808
00:57:46,810 --> 00:57:48,209
JusttaIk to me
IIkewe're frIends,
809
00:57:48,245 --> 00:57:49,109
'cause weare frIends.
810
00:57:49,146 --> 00:57:52,240
No one eIsewIII seethIs
unIess youwant them to.
811
00:57:52,282 --> 00:57:53,977
Come on, taIk to me.
812
00:57:54,751 --> 00:57:58,380
( Ken )
When my mom sIgned me up
for camp In MaIIbu,
813
00:57:58,421 --> 00:58:01,788
Iwas reaI excIted.
814
00:58:01,825 --> 00:58:04,259
I've never seen the ocean before.
815
00:58:04,294 --> 00:58:06,524
But how couId we afford It?
816
00:58:06,763 --> 00:58:10,130
She saId Itwas a specIaI camp,
817
00:58:10,167 --> 00:58:13,967
free for kIds affected by AIDS.
818
00:58:14,004 --> 00:58:18,998
So I was, IIke,
"Oh... I IIe and say I have AIDS?"
819
00:58:20,243 --> 00:58:23,235
She saId, "No, baby...
820
00:58:23,280 --> 00:58:25,043
I have AIDS."
821
00:58:27,284 --> 00:58:29,878
Chaz made this video
of Ken a while back.
822
00:58:29,920 --> 00:58:32,218
Ken said it was okay
to give you a copy.
823
00:58:32,255 --> 00:58:33,552
Would you like that?
824
00:58:36,860 --> 00:58:39,829
( tires screeching )
825
00:58:48,805 --> 00:58:50,397
( beeping )
826
00:58:51,908 --> 00:58:53,398
What's that?
827
00:58:56,546 --> 00:58:58,411
Here, switch spots.
Let me see.
828
00:59:13,129 --> 00:59:16,462
Hey, can you, uh,
hand me the manual
829
00:59:16,499 --> 00:59:18,364
from the glove compartment?
830
00:59:31,982 --> 00:59:33,950
l thought Chaz had these.
831
00:59:42,525 --> 00:59:44,015
Are--
832
00:59:45,562 --> 00:59:46,961
Are you gay?
833
00:59:57,641 --> 00:59:58,869
Yes.
834
00:59:59,576 --> 01:00:02,636
Did Chaz know?
835
01:00:02,879 --> 01:00:04,369
Yes, Nick.
836
01:00:04,414 --> 01:00:05,881
That's against the rules.
837
01:00:05,916 --> 01:00:07,406
Nick, listen to me.
838
01:00:07,450 --> 01:00:09,247
No. lt's not allowed.
839
01:00:10,153 --> 01:00:12,314
''A man may imagine
things that are false,
840
01:00:12,355 --> 01:00:14,118
but he only can understand
things that are true,
841
01:00:14,157 --> 01:00:16,284
for if it be false,
the apprehension of them
842
01:00:16,326 --> 01:00:17,258
is not understanding.''
843
01:00:17,294 --> 01:00:20,229
Nick, l loved your brother,
and he loved me.
844
01:00:20,263 --> 01:00:21,127
No.
845
01:00:21,164 --> 01:00:23,291
Chaz was gonna tell you,
he really was.
846
01:00:23,333 --> 01:00:25,096
- No!
- Stop it.
847
01:00:25,135 --> 01:00:27,035
just stop it!
848
01:00:29,572 --> 01:00:30,664
You're a bad influence.
849
01:00:30,907 --> 01:00:31,601
My dad was right.
850
01:00:31,641 --> 01:00:33,131
You're a bad influence!
851
01:00:33,176 --> 01:00:34,666
Nick, listen to me.
852
01:00:34,911 --> 01:00:36,469
You're a liar...and a cheat!
853
01:00:36,513 --> 01:00:40,005
Do you spend time with me
'cause l look like Chaz?
854
01:00:40,050 --> 01:00:42,484
Do l turn you on
or something?
855
01:00:42,519 --> 01:00:44,316
Nick, stop it!
856
01:00:44,454 --> 01:00:47,014
Why didn't he tell me?
857
01:00:47,057 --> 01:00:49,355
He meant to, but...
858
01:00:49,392 --> 01:00:50,689
He kept procrastinating.
859
01:00:50,927 --> 01:00:52,656
Chaz wanted to come out,
860
01:00:52,696 --> 01:00:55,460
but he didn't want
to hurt your feelings.
861
01:00:55,498 --> 01:00:57,090
Well, he's right!
862
01:00:57,133 --> 01:00:58,566
Hypocritical...lying...
863
01:00:58,601 --> 01:01:01,661
Disgusting freak!
864
01:01:01,705 --> 01:01:04,105
Chaz went out of his way
to love and protect you
865
01:01:04,140 --> 01:01:06,165
because you're
not normal, either.
866
01:01:06,209 --> 01:01:09,042
Well, screw normal,
and screw you!
867
01:01:09,079 --> 01:01:11,138
Me - a bad influence?
868
01:01:11,281 --> 01:01:13,112
lf you hadn't been
so damn needy,
869
01:01:13,149 --> 01:01:14,446
Chaz would've ridden
with me in my car
870
01:01:14,484 --> 01:01:16,111
and he would've still
been alive today.
871
01:01:18,021 --> 01:01:19,716
l'm gay...
872
01:01:19,956 --> 01:01:21,446
So what?
873
01:01:22,092 --> 01:01:23,423
That's a crime?
874
01:01:23,460 --> 01:01:25,223
And you know what?
875
01:01:28,531 --> 01:01:30,692
We never even
held hands in public.
876
01:01:33,603 --> 01:01:35,036
Why?
877
01:01:35,672 --> 01:01:39,438
Because of people like you
and your stupid homophobic family.
878
01:01:40,977 --> 01:01:43,070
You think you loved
your brother?
879
01:01:44,547 --> 01:01:45,741
No...
880
01:01:47,384 --> 01:01:48,578
I loved your brother.
881
01:01:50,453 --> 01:01:52,751
You didn't even know
who your brother was.
882
01:02:18,148 --> 01:02:20,241
Yo. Where is everyone?
883
01:02:21,518 --> 01:02:23,383
You guys hungry?
l want to order pizza.
884
01:02:25,155 --> 01:02:27,123
l got in! l got into Yale!
885
01:02:27,157 --> 01:02:29,523
What?! No way, bro! Congrats!
886
01:02:29,559 --> 01:02:32,187
l'm so excited,
l can't even think straight.
887
01:02:32,228 --> 01:02:34,059
Has anybody heard from Ajit?
888
01:02:34,097 --> 01:02:35,655
No! Hope he got in.
889
01:02:35,698 --> 01:02:37,165
l'm sure he got in.
890
01:02:37,200 --> 01:02:38,758
His grades were better than mine.
891
01:02:38,802 --> 01:02:39,359
Whatever, man.
892
01:02:39,402 --> 01:02:42,599
Good news or not,
we're gonna get plastered tonight.
893
01:02:42,639 --> 01:02:44,664
- Yeah!
- Congrats, man.
894
01:02:46,409 --> 01:02:47,671
What's up?
895
01:02:50,046 --> 01:02:51,513
You get in?
896
01:02:51,648 --> 01:02:53,741
Yeah? You?
897
01:02:53,783 --> 01:02:54,750
Wait-listed.
898
01:02:54,784 --> 01:02:55,751
Damn.
899
01:02:55,785 --> 01:02:57,309
Wait-listed means half-in.
900
01:02:57,353 --> 01:02:59,321
No, man, l haven't even
told my parents.
901
01:02:59,355 --> 01:03:00,686
l don't know what to tell them.
902
01:03:00,723 --> 01:03:02,247
l can talk to my dad.
903
01:03:02,292 --> 01:03:05,261
He's one of the key
fundraisers for Yale.
904
01:03:05,295 --> 01:03:07,058
- Really?
- Yeah, for sure.
905
01:03:07,097 --> 01:03:08,462
God, l don't even
know what to say--
906
01:03:08,498 --> 01:03:09,795
pathetic!
907
01:03:10,767 --> 01:03:12,701
You guys are just like--
908
01:03:12,735 --> 01:03:15,363
You lose all this money!
909
01:03:15,405 --> 01:03:17,669
- You know why you all come here?
- What the hell?
910
01:03:17,707 --> 01:03:19,607
lt's to forget that
you've got no friends!
911
01:03:19,642 --> 01:03:21,576
But then you can't
even get into Yale
912
01:03:21,611 --> 01:03:24,546
without your
parents' money and--
913
01:03:24,581 --> 01:03:26,105
Without them, you're nothing!
914
01:03:26,149 --> 01:03:27,138
Shut the hell up!
915
01:03:27,183 --> 01:03:28,241
Hey!
916
01:03:32,288 --> 01:03:33,585
Nick.
917
01:03:33,623 --> 01:03:35,318
Let him go.
918
01:03:36,426 --> 01:03:37,757
How's he gonna get home?
919
01:03:37,794 --> 01:03:38,726
He's not a baby.
920
01:03:38,761 --> 01:03:40,490
There's a bus stop
down the street.
921
01:03:47,137 --> 01:03:48,502
jesus...
922
01:03:49,105 --> 01:03:51,266
What happened
between you two?
923
01:03:55,378 --> 01:03:57,209
He found out that l'm gay.
924
01:03:58,348 --> 01:04:00,714
You're gay? Since when?
925
01:04:02,452 --> 01:04:03,817
Sorry.
926
01:04:08,124 --> 01:04:10,718
And Chaz was, too.
927
01:04:10,760 --> 01:04:13,695
Whoa. What is--
What's going on?
928
01:04:14,764 --> 01:04:18,200
Hey, Mr. A.p. Math,
can you not put 2 and 2 together?
929
01:04:18,234 --> 01:04:21,431
Wait, you're saying that
you and Chaz were lovers?
930
01:04:24,674 --> 01:04:26,608
What about the--the--
931
01:04:26,643 --> 01:04:28,167
What about all the babes?
932
01:04:31,181 --> 01:04:34,173
l wanted to create
a friendly environment.
933
01:04:39,422 --> 01:04:42,186
You guys think
we can still hang out?
934
01:04:42,225 --> 01:04:43,920
Heh...
935
01:04:44,294 --> 01:04:46,626
As long as you're
still buying, man, of course.
936
01:04:46,663 --> 01:04:48,290
Hell yeah.
937
01:04:48,431 --> 01:04:49,398
Yeah, man...
938
01:04:49,432 --> 01:04:51,696
Any lover of Chaz's--
939
01:04:51,734 --> 01:04:53,429
Wait, no, that's not
gonna come out right.
940
01:04:53,469 --> 01:04:55,334
( laughter )
941
01:04:57,440 --> 01:04:58,668
Nick?
942
01:04:59,809 --> 01:05:01,504
Are you getting ready?
943
01:05:02,679 --> 01:05:04,840
Your Aunt May's gonna
be here any moment.
944
01:05:04,881 --> 01:05:06,678
LeavemeaIone.
945
01:05:08,551 --> 01:05:10,542
We're going to your
favorite dim sum place.
946
01:05:10,587 --> 01:05:12,680
Nick, open the door!
947
01:05:14,691 --> 01:05:16,784
Nick, l'm just gonna
get the key.
948
01:05:20,263 --> 01:05:21,628
( sighs )
949
01:05:21,664 --> 01:05:23,564
You're not dressed?
950
01:05:26,202 --> 01:05:28,295
Are you sick, B.B.?
951
01:05:28,338 --> 01:05:29,703
Stop calling me that.
952
01:05:29,739 --> 01:05:32,435
There is no reason
to get upset, B.B.
953
01:05:32,475 --> 01:05:35,239
l'm not your B.B.,
and l'm not your baby.
954
01:05:35,278 --> 01:05:37,746
please, we've got to stop fighting.
955
01:05:37,780 --> 01:05:40,749
Sooner or later, we've got
to get back to normal?
956
01:05:40,783 --> 01:05:41,750
Normal?
957
01:05:41,784 --> 01:05:46,483
You mean like having a brother
who's gay?
958
01:05:46,522 --> 01:05:48,490
What are you talking about?
959
01:05:48,524 --> 01:05:51,459
Your perfect Chaz was gay,
and you didn't even know--
960
01:05:51,494 --> 01:05:52,461
Be quiet!
961
01:05:52,495 --> 01:05:54,520
Stop it, both of you!
962
01:05:54,564 --> 01:05:56,759
You don't like the fact
that he was gay,
963
01:05:56,799 --> 01:05:58,323
so you slap me?I
964
01:05:58,368 --> 01:06:01,428
You're the one
who needs beating.
965
01:06:01,471 --> 01:06:03,666
You are grounded.
966
01:06:03,706 --> 01:06:06,004
lf you hadn't grounded Chaz,
967
01:06:06,242 --> 01:06:08,005
he would've been
driving that day,
968
01:06:08,244 --> 01:06:09,506
and not biking.
969
01:06:09,545 --> 01:06:11,877
He would be alive today.
970
01:06:11,914 --> 01:06:13,472
lt's all your fault!
971
01:06:13,516 --> 01:06:14,949
That is enough!
972
01:06:16,986 --> 01:06:18,681
You know he's a gambler?
973
01:06:20,790 --> 01:06:24,351
And the Firehouse--
the place he volunteers at--
974
01:06:24,394 --> 01:06:27,625
is filled with illegals,
and it's run by a lesbian.
975
01:06:30,967 --> 01:06:35,461
He made video diaries there...
976
01:06:35,505 --> 01:06:38,497
probably telling
everyone about Randy--
977
01:06:38,541 --> 01:06:39,735
his boyfriend.
978
01:06:40,310 --> 01:06:41,299
Nick!
979
01:06:45,815 --> 01:06:48,340
''
''
980
01:07:30,326 --> 01:07:31,623
( knock on door )
981
01:07:33,496 --> 01:07:34,690
( lrene )
Nick?
982
01:07:36,666 --> 01:07:38,691
Let's get some lunch, huh?
983
01:07:40,870 --> 01:07:43,862
We can talk about
what happened this morning.
984
01:07:43,906 --> 01:07:46,932
l'm sure it's all
a horrible misunderstanding.
985
01:07:46,976 --> 01:07:50,707
Nick, open the door, please.
986
01:07:57,353 --> 01:07:58,980
l'll go get the key.
987
01:08:01,891 --> 01:08:03,859
Nick?
988
01:08:04,460 --> 01:08:06,451
Nick!
989
01:09:33,583 --> 01:09:35,676
These permits are expired.
990
01:09:38,454 --> 01:09:39,853
( indistinct chatter )
991
01:09:39,889 --> 01:09:41,186
( lrene )
Miss Lee?
992
01:09:45,595 --> 01:09:47,961
Mr. And Mrs. Young, hi.
What a surprise.
993
01:09:47,997 --> 01:09:49,487
The show doesn't start--
994
01:09:49,532 --> 01:09:50,760
Miss Lee, Where's nick?
995
01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:52,165
He's not here yet.
996
01:09:53,803 --> 01:09:55,134
Where is he?
997
01:09:55,171 --> 01:09:56,968
Doug, do you know
where Nick is?
998
01:09:58,074 --> 01:09:59,098
No.
999
01:09:59,141 --> 01:10:01,507
Hey, Mr. and Mrs. Young.
1000
01:10:01,544 --> 01:10:03,102
Why? What's wrong?
1001
01:10:03,145 --> 01:10:05,943
Nick...
1002
01:10:05,982 --> 01:10:07,882
l think Nick's run away from home.
1003
01:10:07,917 --> 01:10:10,249
What?
Should we call the police?
1004
01:10:10,486 --> 01:10:12,977
No, call the other guys
and see if they know where he is.
1005
01:10:13,022 --> 01:10:15,684
And if not, ask them
to go look for him.
1006
01:10:15,725 --> 01:10:16,749
All right.
1007
01:10:16,792 --> 01:10:18,760
You should wait in my office.
1008
01:10:18,794 --> 01:10:20,022
You mentioned a show.
1009
01:10:20,062 --> 01:10:22,860
Yes, l am sure
Nick will be here for this.
1010
01:10:22,899 --> 01:10:23,957
You should stay.
1011
01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:26,264
And, in fact,
we're playing video diaries,
1012
01:10:26,502 --> 01:10:27,992
and you'll hear Chaz
on one of them.
1013
01:10:28,037 --> 01:10:30,028
Video diaries?
1014
01:10:30,072 --> 01:10:33,132
l really think you'll be proud
of what your son accomplished.
1015
01:10:33,175 --> 01:10:34,733
Nick heard it, and he--
1016
01:10:34,777 --> 01:10:36,142
What's on the diary?
1017
01:10:36,178 --> 01:10:38,009
Oh, it's really about Ken.
1018
01:10:38,047 --> 01:10:39,674
Who is Ken?
1019
01:10:39,715 --> 01:10:41,774
Ken and Chaz
made some tape together?
1020
01:10:41,817 --> 01:10:43,614
A DVD, yeah.
1021
01:10:43,653 --> 01:10:45,883
Saying what? Doing what?
1022
01:10:45,922 --> 01:10:48,891
Ken talked about AlDS
and a first kiss, l think.
1023
01:10:48,925 --> 01:10:51,086
l'm sorry, l've heard
so many of the tapes that--
1024
01:10:51,127 --> 01:10:52,287
Miss Lee?
1025
01:10:53,062 --> 01:10:54,620
Excuse me.
1026
01:10:56,666 --> 01:10:59,533
That must be what Nick saw
that made him think Chaz was--
1027
01:10:59,569 --> 01:11:01,901
But they're showing it
in public.
1028
01:11:01,938 --> 01:11:04,566
This is not their property.
This is private.
1029
01:11:06,108 --> 01:11:08,133
( speed dialing )
Who are you calling?
1030
01:11:12,882 --> 01:11:14,315
Hi. May?
1031
01:11:14,684 --> 01:11:16,311
Yeah, it's me.
1032
01:11:16,652 --> 01:11:18,176
We have an emergency.
1033
01:11:18,321 --> 01:11:20,152
Can you be our attorney?
1034
01:11:20,289 --> 01:11:22,951
l doubt Nick's at school,
but you never know.
1035
01:11:22,992 --> 01:11:26,758
Does Cameron know
the way to the cemetery?
1036
01:11:26,796 --> 01:11:28,559
No. Um, and you're not
gonna believe this,
1037
01:11:28,598 --> 01:11:30,896
but Chaz's parents are trying
to shut down the Firehouse.
1038
01:11:33,102 --> 01:11:35,229
Tell Miss Lee l think
l know someone who can help.
1039
01:11:37,239 --> 01:11:39,730
''
''
1040
01:11:48,117 --> 01:11:49,345
May.
1041
01:11:50,119 --> 01:11:51,347
Hi, how are you?
1042
01:11:51,587 --> 01:11:53,111
Thank you for coming.
1043
01:11:53,155 --> 01:11:54,986
Of course.
That's what family is for, right?
1044
01:11:55,024 --> 01:11:57,288
Don't worry. This is gonna be easy.
1045
01:12:02,131 --> 01:12:04,599
- Dad.
- Yeah, hi.
1046
01:12:04,634 --> 01:12:05,965
l need you to come with me.
1047
01:12:06,002 --> 01:12:07,299
Can't right now.
1048
01:12:07,336 --> 01:12:08,826
lt's important.
1049
01:12:08,871 --> 01:12:09,929
l need your help.
1050
01:12:15,177 --> 01:12:17,145
You, uh, in a hurry?
1051
01:12:18,714 --> 01:12:20,306
Dad, l need to
tell you something.
1052
01:12:25,321 --> 01:12:27,016
l'm gay.
1053
01:12:29,759 --> 01:12:31,021
ls that it?
1054
01:12:32,094 --> 01:12:33,857
Wait, you knew?
1055
01:12:33,896 --> 01:12:35,727
Why didn't you tell me?
1056
01:12:35,765 --> 01:12:38,063
l'm supposedto
tell you that you're gay?
1057
01:12:38,100 --> 01:12:40,125
l think you're supposed
to tell me that.
1058
01:12:40,169 --> 01:12:42,729
Well, you could've
saved me so much agony.
1059
01:12:42,772 --> 01:12:44,330
Agony?
1060
01:12:44,373 --> 01:12:45,704
Discomfort.
1061
01:12:46,876 --> 01:12:50,004
So, uh, what prompted
this confession?
1062
01:12:51,814 --> 01:12:53,907
Nick saw pictures
of me and Chaz
1063
01:12:53,949 --> 01:12:56,179
taken in a photo booth.
1064
01:12:56,218 --> 01:12:57,207
Nude?
1065
01:12:57,253 --> 01:12:58,743
Dad!
1066
01:13:01,090 --> 01:13:03,388
ls that it? Hmm?
1067
01:13:03,426 --> 01:13:06,224
'Cause if so, l really should
get back to my work.
1068
01:13:06,262 --> 01:13:08,890
No, no, it's about this
community service center.
1069
01:13:08,931 --> 01:13:12,025
Chaz's parents want to
close the place down today,
1070
01:13:12,068 --> 01:13:15,902
just because of a show that
they think is gonna out Chaz.
1071
01:13:15,938 --> 01:13:18,099
We need your legal help.
1072
01:13:18,140 --> 01:13:20,040
Oh, friends in need.
1073
01:13:20,076 --> 01:13:21,907
Wind in my hair.
1074
01:13:21,944 --> 01:13:23,969
l'm feeling young again.
1075
01:13:24,013 --> 01:13:26,675
Maybe l'll even crash
your poker party.
1076
01:13:26,716 --> 01:13:30,914
No, this is not
about being...homophobic.
1077
01:13:30,953 --> 01:13:33,148
You are slandering
the memory of our son,
1078
01:13:33,189 --> 01:13:35,180
who is not here
to defend himself.
1079
01:13:35,224 --> 01:13:36,919
l think you've misunderstood.
1080
01:13:36,959 --> 01:13:39,860
There is nothing on that video diary
about Chaz being gay.
1081
01:13:39,895 --> 01:13:41,886
But you think he was, don't you?
1082
01:13:41,931 --> 01:13:43,455
l know he was.
1083
01:13:43,699 --> 01:13:45,758
Acknowledging the truth
is not slander.
1084
01:13:45,801 --> 01:13:48,065
You're just saying that
because you are gay.
1085
01:13:48,104 --> 01:13:50,834
All gay people think
everyone is gay.
1086
01:13:50,873 --> 01:13:53,341
( laughs )
Come on.
1087
01:13:53,375 --> 01:13:55,468
l don't know why
you're laughing, Miss Lee.
1088
01:13:55,711 --> 01:13:58,339
You've broken so many laws,
l don't know where to begin.
1089
01:13:58,380 --> 01:14:01,076
Expired permits,
unlawful assembly,
1090
01:14:01,117 --> 01:14:02,948
rampant zoning violations,
1091
01:14:02,985 --> 01:14:05,010
contributing to the delinquency
of a minor,
1092
01:14:05,054 --> 01:14:06,487
creating a public nuisance,
1093
01:14:06,722 --> 01:14:09,452
countless failures
to obtain licenses or permits.
1094
01:14:09,492 --> 01:14:12,325
And l'm gonna guess you never
got any consent forms signed
1095
01:14:12,361 --> 01:14:14,090
by any of the parents, did you?
1096
01:14:17,900 --> 01:14:20,835
So here's the situation.
1097
01:14:20,870 --> 01:14:23,896
Either we shut this
place down completely,
1098
01:14:23,939 --> 01:14:26,965
or you hand over
anything created by
1099
01:14:27,009 --> 01:14:29,500
or pertaining to Chaz Young
to his parents.
1100
01:14:30,212 --> 01:14:31,839
Sorry to interrupt.
1101
01:14:31,881 --> 01:14:35,282
Miss Lee, your attorney,
Mr. lra Goldman is here.
1102
01:14:35,317 --> 01:14:38,514
Dad, you remember
Mr. and Mrs. Young, right?
1103
01:14:38,754 --> 01:14:42,190
l'm sorry we're not meeting
under happier circumstances.
1104
01:14:42,224 --> 01:14:44,818
please, Mr. Goldman,
don't interfere.
1105
01:14:44,860 --> 01:14:47,852
All we're doing is trying to protect
the memory of our son.
1106
01:14:47,897 --> 01:14:49,956
How do you think
Chaz would feel if he knew
1107
01:14:49,999 --> 01:14:52,058
you were trying to
shut down the Firehouse--
1108
01:14:52,101 --> 01:14:55,036
the only place in the world
where he could be himself?
1109
01:14:55,070 --> 01:14:56,537
That's not true.
1110
01:14:56,772 --> 01:14:58,103
What do you know?
1111
01:14:59,175 --> 01:15:01,143
A lot more than you think.
1112
01:15:01,177 --> 01:15:04,146
You all want the whole world
to think Chaz was abnormal.
1113
01:15:04,180 --> 01:15:05,977
You mean gay?
1114
01:15:06,015 --> 01:15:07,539
Like my son?
1115
01:15:07,783 --> 01:15:10,877
Your family is your business.
1116
01:15:10,920 --> 01:15:12,854
Our family is ours.
1117
01:15:12,888 --> 01:15:15,880
Speaking of family,
have you located Nick?
1118
01:15:28,838 --> 01:15:31,432
( IIne rIngIng )
1119
01:15:39,949 --> 01:15:41,473
( IIne rIngIng )
jeez.
1120
01:15:48,591 --> 01:15:50,286
( indistinct chatter )
1121
01:15:54,230 --> 01:15:56,460
l'm jesus...
1122
01:15:56,498 --> 01:15:58,864
l can help you.
1123
01:16:02,371 --> 01:16:05,135
Hey, Edie! Edie!
1124
01:16:05,174 --> 01:16:07,404
You want to play angel cards?
1125
01:16:09,845 --> 01:16:13,178
Boy, you pay in for the story?
1126
01:16:20,856 --> 01:16:23,120
Edie, go get us some burgers!
1127
01:16:31,333 --> 01:16:33,597
Eat your burger first.
1128
01:16:33,636 --> 01:16:36,161
What's so important
in that computer?
1129
01:16:36,205 --> 01:16:39,106
Chaz said if he was
abducted by aliens,
1130
01:16:39,141 --> 01:16:40,972
l could read
everything he wrote.
1131
01:16:48,284 --> 01:16:49,979
( beeps )
1132
01:16:55,658 --> 01:16:59,025
Maybe l forced him to lie...
1133
01:16:59,061 --> 01:17:00,961
By the way l am.
1134
01:17:01,096 --> 01:17:04,930
No. Lying to others is okay.
1135
01:17:04,967 --> 01:17:08,300
But lying to yourself
is not okay.
1136
01:17:08,337 --> 01:17:11,135
l used to have an
angel card for lies,
1137
01:17:11,173 --> 01:17:13,403
and if l didn't want
to tell somebody something,
1138
01:17:13,442 --> 01:17:15,637
l would just kind of--
1139
01:17:16,445 --> 01:17:18,106
( beep )
1140
01:17:18,147 --> 01:17:20,945
l wish l had somebody
that loved me like that.
1141
01:17:22,017 --> 01:17:25,248
Will you cry for me
when l'm gone, Nick?
1142
01:17:27,056 --> 01:17:30,389
Mother of God--
''l love Nick''.
1143
01:17:30,426 --> 01:17:31,358
What?
1144
01:17:31,393 --> 01:17:32,655
''l love Nick''!
1145
01:17:32,695 --> 01:17:34,424
That's the code!
1146
01:17:34,463 --> 01:17:36,931
You're--you're crazy.
1147
01:17:36,966 --> 01:17:38,058
No!
1148
01:17:38,534 --> 01:17:42,595
''i...Love...Nick''.
1149
01:17:42,638 --> 01:17:43,536
( beep )
1150
01:17:43,572 --> 01:17:45,369
That was the
stupidest password.
1151
01:17:45,407 --> 01:17:47,500
l mean, the only person
who really loved him--
1152
01:17:54,416 --> 01:17:56,247
Chaz!
1153
01:17:57,720 --> 01:18:01,053
lnbox, 48. Drafts, 11 .
1154
01:18:01,190 --> 01:18:03,454
Dear NIck...
1155
01:18:03,492 --> 01:18:05,585
I needto teII you somethIng.
1156
01:18:05,627 --> 01:18:08,619
But I can't seem to
do It In person,
1157
01:18:08,664 --> 01:18:11,132
so I'm gonna try It
theFIrehouseway.
1158
01:18:11,166 --> 01:18:14,260
I encouragethe kIds
that I mentorthere
1159
01:18:14,303 --> 01:18:17,295
to teII storIes In vIdeo dIary.
1160
01:18:17,339 --> 01:18:20,035
The kIds, IIke you,
Iook up to me.
1161
01:18:20,075 --> 01:18:23,135
But...
1162
01:18:23,178 --> 01:18:26,045
What you don't know Is--
1163
01:18:27,983 --> 01:18:29,974
Is that I'm a fraud
and a coward.
1164
01:18:30,019 --> 01:18:32,078
BydefInItIon,
I'm a dIfferent breed
1165
01:18:32,121 --> 01:18:35,420
from our parents,
and so are you, NIck.
1166
01:18:35,457 --> 01:18:39,416
You live in this bubble,
but you're always the real you.
1167
01:18:39,461 --> 01:18:42,487
And--
But you don't pretend.
1168
01:18:44,400 --> 01:18:47,460
And l've always been
jealous of that.
1169
01:18:47,503 --> 01:18:50,631
They say that Aspies
can't communicate.
1170
01:18:50,672 --> 01:18:53,641
Oh, they are wrong.
1171
01:18:53,675 --> 01:18:57,509
You--you laugh, you sulk,
you roll on the floor.
1172
01:18:57,546 --> 01:19:00,276
You communicate,
if not only in words,
1173
01:19:00,315 --> 01:19:02,180
in moods.
1174
01:19:04,153 --> 01:19:07,145
Soon l'm gonna tell
the world l'm gay.
1175
01:19:07,189 --> 01:19:08,622
And when the shit
hits the fan,
1176
01:19:08,657 --> 01:19:11,148
l'm gonna need you
to watch my back.
1177
01:19:12,494 --> 01:19:14,519
l love you, bro.
1178
01:19:17,132 --> 01:19:18,759
Chaz needs me.
1179
01:19:26,375 --> 01:19:29,401
Wow! l should take
you to 'Nam, man!
1180
01:19:29,445 --> 01:19:32,107
They love orange there.
1181
01:19:32,147 --> 01:19:35,173
The sun,
the monks' robes,
1182
01:19:35,217 --> 01:19:38,084
row houses painted orange.
1183
01:19:38,120 --> 01:19:40,680
Oh, those guys really
celebrated life.
1184
01:19:40,722 --> 01:19:44,283
Too bad we had to
kill so many of 'em.
1185
01:19:44,326 --> 01:19:45,623
Thanks, jim.
1186
01:19:46,061 --> 01:19:47,426
( continues indistinctly )
1187
01:20:06,215 --> 01:20:08,206
Grandma said a long time ago
1188
01:20:08,250 --> 01:20:11,777
that Vietnamese people
used to eat coconut frogs.
1189
01:20:11,820 --> 01:20:13,412
Oh, yeah.
1190
01:20:13,455 --> 01:20:15,184
Coconut and frogs.
1191
01:20:15,357 --> 01:20:18,656
They'dtakea coconut
and makea smaII cut
1192
01:20:18,694 --> 01:20:20,389
and Insert a tadpoIe.
1193
01:20:20,429 --> 01:20:22,829
Then, a few weeks Iater,
they'd open upthecoconut
1194
01:20:22,865 --> 01:20:26,699
to fInd a bIInd frog
wIthwhIte skIn.
1195
01:20:26,735 --> 01:20:28,726
It hadthe smoothest skIn
1196
01:20:28,770 --> 01:20:31,568
and the softest
coconut-fIavoredmeat.
1197
01:20:34,343 --> 01:20:38,211
For most of my IIfe,
I've been one ofthose tadpoIes.
1198
01:20:41,350 --> 01:20:42,612
l can't believe--
1199
01:20:43,752 --> 01:20:45,219
( whisper )
You'rechargIngus?
1200
01:20:45,254 --> 01:20:46,346
By the hour?
1201
01:20:46,388 --> 01:20:49,619
What happened to
''That's what family's for''?
1202
01:20:49,658 --> 01:20:52,491
l'm giving you
the not-for-profit rate!
1203
01:20:53,729 --> 01:20:55,196
Nick!
1204
01:20:59,668 --> 01:21:03,536
We're so sorry
for fighting with you.
1205
01:21:03,572 --> 01:21:06,405
Whatever you want to say,
we want to hear it, okay?
1206
01:21:06,441 --> 01:21:09,774
l found it--
Chaz's video diary.
1207
01:21:09,811 --> 01:21:11,176
That's great, Nick.
1208
01:21:11,213 --> 01:21:13,647
We'll watch it together
at home.
1209
01:21:13,682 --> 01:21:15,912
The lawyers can
settle this themselves.
1210
01:21:16,151 --> 01:21:17,846
Nick, your parents
and their attorney
1211
01:21:17,886 --> 01:21:21,253
are gonna sue Miss Lee if she
doesn't close down the Firehouse.
1212
01:21:21,290 --> 01:21:23,258
You're all acting
like we're heartless.
1213
01:21:23,292 --> 01:21:25,590
We're doing this
because we love Chaz.
1214
01:21:26,929 --> 01:21:29,591
We're starting
a scholarship in his name.
1215
01:21:29,631 --> 01:21:30,893
He was so smart.
1216
01:21:30,933 --> 01:21:31,922
Everyone liked him.
1217
01:21:32,167 --> 01:21:33,657
He had his head on straight.
1218
01:21:33,702 --> 01:21:37,229
We'll always remember him
as an ideal son--
1219
01:21:37,272 --> 01:21:38,432
But l knew.
1220
01:21:38,473 --> 01:21:39,701
lrene, no, no.
1221
01:21:39,741 --> 01:21:40,730
l knew.
1222
01:21:40,776 --> 01:21:43,404
l tried not to tell myself.
1223
01:21:43,445 --> 01:21:44,810
l thought if l didn't say it,
1224
01:21:44,846 --> 01:21:45,938
it wouldn't be true,
1225
01:21:46,181 --> 01:21:47,910
or it would just be a phase.
1226
01:21:47,950 --> 01:21:48,939
You know?
1227
01:21:49,885 --> 01:21:52,183
This is not about outing the dead.
1228
01:21:52,221 --> 01:21:55,418
This is pure speculation
on all of your parts.
1229
01:21:55,457 --> 01:21:57,618
Chaz isn't here
to speak for himself.
1230
01:21:57,659 --> 01:21:59,456
But l am...
1231
01:21:59,494 --> 01:22:01,189
l know.
1232
01:22:02,464 --> 01:22:04,694
Hey, guys, l'm sorry,
l don't want to interrupt.
1233
01:22:04,733 --> 01:22:08,294
But, um...
people are starting to arrive.
1234
01:22:08,337 --> 01:22:10,862
Send them home.
There's not gonna be a show.
1235
01:22:10,906 --> 01:22:13,807
May, you go home.
1236
01:22:13,875 --> 01:22:16,400
How can you--
You can't just give up--
1237
01:22:16,445 --> 01:22:18,538
She is billing by the hour.
1238
01:22:39,401 --> 01:22:43,269
l'm glad Chaz didn't die a virgin.
1239
01:22:46,642 --> 01:22:48,906
Nick, love the orange.
1240
01:22:48,944 --> 01:22:50,605
That's a nice shirt.
1241
01:22:52,347 --> 01:22:54,281
Ajit...
1242
01:22:54,316 --> 01:22:55,840
l didn't mean to say those--
1243
01:22:55,884 --> 01:22:57,283
lt's all good, man.
1244
01:22:59,721 --> 01:23:01,712
All right, let's get this show going.
1245
01:23:01,757 --> 01:23:03,657
.'Y ou know
how l, l, l, l do .
1246
01:23:03,692 --> 01:23:04,784
.'Don't worry about me .
1247
01:23:04,826 --> 01:23:05,884
.'I 'm, l'm cool .
1248
01:23:05,927 --> 01:23:07,258
.'A ll l need is me .
1249
01:23:07,296 --> 01:23:08,263
.'A nd my, my crew .
1250
01:23:08,297 --> 01:23:10,322
.'Feelin' like l'm brand-new .
1251
01:23:10,365 --> 01:23:12,356
.'Y ou know
how l, l, l, l do .
1252
01:23:12,401 --> 01:23:13,527
.'Don't worry about me .
1253
01:23:13,568 --> 01:23:14,557
.'I 'm, l'm cool .
1254
01:23:14,603 --> 01:23:15,763
.'A ll l need is me .
1255
01:23:15,804 --> 01:23:16,793
.'A nd my, my crew .
1256
01:23:16,838 --> 01:23:18,829
.'Feelin' like l'm brand-new .
1257
01:23:18,874 --> 01:23:21,001
.'I 'm brand-new .
1258
01:23:21,043 --> 01:23:22,977
.'Hey, hey, l'm brand-new .
1259
01:23:23,011 --> 01:23:25,377
.'Hey, hey, l'm brand-new .
1260
01:23:25,414 --> 01:23:27,905
.'Hey, hey, l'm brand-new .
1261
01:23:27,949 --> 01:23:29,712
.'I 'm brand-new .
1262
01:23:29,751 --> 01:23:31,810
.'Hey, hey, l'm brand-new .
1263
01:23:31,853 --> 01:23:33,912
.'T here's no way
you can't see .
1264
01:23:38,960 --> 01:23:40,928
( music fades out )
1265
01:23:45,701 --> 01:23:46,963
Good evening, everybody.
1266
01:23:47,002 --> 01:23:50,062
As you know, we recently
lost one of our very own--
1267
01:23:50,305 --> 01:23:51,772
Chaz Young.
1268
01:23:51,807 --> 01:23:55,538
And l'm happy to introduce
Nick Young,
1269
01:23:55,577 --> 01:23:57,841
who has something
very special to share.
1270
01:24:16,698 --> 01:24:19,963
Grandma saId a IongtImeago
thatVIetnamesepeopIe
1271
01:24:20,001 --> 01:24:22,799
used to eat coconut frogs.
1272
01:24:22,838 --> 01:24:24,362
Oh, yeah.
1273
01:24:24,406 --> 01:24:26,567
Coconut and frogs.
1274
01:24:26,608 --> 01:24:29,441
They'dtakea coconut
and makea smaII cut
1275
01:24:29,478 --> 01:24:31,343
and Insert a tadpoIe.
1276
01:24:31,380 --> 01:24:33,678
Then, a few weeks Iater,
they'd open upthecoconut
1277
01:24:33,715 --> 01:24:36,548
to fInd a bIInd frog
wIthwhIte skIn.
1278
01:24:36,585 --> 01:24:37,677
( click )
1279
01:24:44,726 --> 01:24:45,750
Go.
1280
01:24:53,935 --> 01:24:55,527
Go on.
1281
01:25:07,382 --> 01:25:11,512
After a couple of weeks...
1282
01:25:13,922 --> 01:25:16,720
You open the coconut...
1283
01:25:19,027 --> 01:25:21,393
And you'll see...
1284
01:25:23,465 --> 01:25:28,493
A blind frog with...
1285
01:25:28,537 --> 01:25:30,505
with white skin.
1286
01:25:35,944 --> 01:25:39,812
And it'll have
the smoothest skin
1287
01:25:39,848 --> 01:25:47,414
and the softest
coconut-flavored meat.
1288
01:25:47,856 --> 01:25:50,620
''
''
1289
01:25:53,094 --> 01:25:56,962
For most of my life...
1290
01:25:56,998 --> 01:26:00,161
l've--l've been like...
1291
01:26:00,502 --> 01:26:02,868
one ofthose tadpoles.
1292
01:26:05,474 --> 01:26:07,567
Growing up
in this strange world
1293
01:26:07,609 --> 01:26:12,672
that never seemed right,
1294
01:26:12,714 --> 01:26:15,444
but trying my best
1295
01:26:15,484 --> 01:26:20,581
to fit in, to grow...
1296
01:26:20,622 --> 01:26:22,112
lnto a frog.
1297
01:26:32,634 --> 01:26:37,469
After spending time
at the Firehouse,
1298
01:26:37,506 --> 01:26:39,838
it hit me.
1299
01:26:41,610 --> 01:26:46,604
Our parents wanted us
to be perfect.
1300
01:26:46,648 --> 01:26:52,018
They had an image
of what perfect should be.
1301
01:26:52,053 --> 01:26:54,521
But in the end,
1302
01:26:54,556 --> 01:26:57,184
l don't deserve to live in a coconut.
1303
01:26:57,225 --> 01:26:59,955
No one does.
1304
01:27:00,095 --> 01:27:01,926
( crying )
1305
01:27:13,675 --> 01:27:16,610
Chaz was gay,
1306
01:27:16,645 --> 01:27:18,875
and l have Asperger's.
1307
01:27:18,914 --> 01:27:22,816
But l agree with Chaz.
1308
01:27:22,851 --> 01:27:24,876
l am not a white frog.
1309
01:27:24,920 --> 01:27:29,584
And l will not be
a white frog,
1310
01:27:29,624 --> 01:27:35,085
even if l'm weird
or different or strange.
1311
01:27:35,130 --> 01:27:36,995
'Cause you know what?
1312
01:27:39,100 --> 01:27:42,194
Everyone is different.
1313
01:27:50,211 --> 01:27:51,838
Whoo!
1314
01:27:53,214 --> 01:27:54,806
(Miss Lee)
Whoo!
1315
01:27:57,686 --> 01:28:00,314
Nick, dude,
that was so awesome!
1316
01:28:00,555 --> 01:28:02,614
Oh, l'm so proud of you, buddy!
1317
01:28:09,264 --> 01:28:11,960
You know what Chaz's
password was?
1318
01:28:12,000 --> 01:28:13,297
No idea.
1319
01:28:13,635 --> 01:28:14,863
''Randy''.
1320
01:28:26,314 --> 01:28:28,248
Chaz would've loved that.
1321
01:28:41,630 --> 01:28:43,791
You hate public speaking.
1322
01:28:43,832 --> 01:28:46,164
This was important.
1323
01:28:46,301 --> 01:28:50,237
( laughs )
l could see that.
1324
01:29:09,057 --> 01:29:11,389
''
''
1325
01:29:24,706 --> 01:29:26,970
.'I feel like a boat .
1326
01:29:27,008 --> 01:29:28,737
.'W ithout a sailor .
1327
01:29:28,777 --> 01:29:32,304
.'I go where the wind blows .
1328
01:29:32,347 --> 01:29:34,178
.'Just moving around .
1329
01:29:34,215 --> 01:29:36,843
.'L ike a lonesome stranger .
1330
01:29:36,885 --> 01:29:40,412
.'I got no home .
1331
01:29:40,655 --> 01:29:42,282
.'In search of a treasure .
1332
01:29:42,323 --> 01:29:44,314
.'Someplace l don't know .
1333
01:29:44,359 --> 01:29:48,295
.'It feels like forever .
1334
01:29:48,329 --> 01:29:50,320
.'I 'm making my way through .
1335
01:29:50,365 --> 01:29:52,356
.'T he hills and deserts .
1336
01:29:52,400 --> 01:29:56,166
.'I thirst for hope .
1337
01:29:56,204 --> 01:29:57,762
.'I don't know .
1338
01:29:57,806 --> 01:29:59,797
.'W hat l'm looking for .
1339
01:29:59,841 --> 01:30:01,775
.'But l'll know .
1340
01:30:01,810 --> 01:30:03,675
.'W hen l find it .
1341
01:30:03,712 --> 01:30:05,441
.'T here's a missing beat .
1342
01:30:05,680 --> 01:30:07,944
.'Inside of me .
1343
01:30:07,982 --> 01:30:09,916
.'T he rhythm of my heart .
1344
01:30:09,951 --> 01:30:12,044
.'Hits unevenly .
1345
01:30:12,087 --> 01:30:14,749
.'T here's a missing piece .
1346
01:30:14,789 --> 01:30:19,783
.'Inside of me .
1347
01:30:19,828 --> 01:30:21,318
.'T rying to figure it out .
1348
01:30:21,362 --> 01:30:23,762
.'But it amounts to nothing .
1349
01:30:23,798 --> 01:30:27,097
.'I want to realize .
1350
01:30:27,135 --> 01:30:29,729
.'But nothing l find ever .
1351
01:30:29,771 --> 01:30:31,864
.'Feels like the real thing .
1352
01:30:31,906 --> 01:30:35,774
.'Can you empathize? .
1353
01:30:35,810 --> 01:30:37,141
.'I don't know .
1354
01:30:37,178 --> 01:30:39,078
.'W hat l'm looking for .
1355
01:30:39,114 --> 01:30:41,048
.'But l'll know .
1356
01:30:41,082 --> 01:30:43,050
.'W hen l find it .
1357
01:30:43,084 --> 01:30:45,143
.'T here is a missing beat .
1358
01:30:45,186 --> 01:30:47,347
.'Inside of me .
1359
01:30:47,388 --> 01:30:49,151
.'T he rhythm of my heart .
1360
01:30:49,190 --> 01:30:51,454
.'Hits unevenly .
1361
01:30:51,493 --> 01:30:54,053
.'T here's a missing piece .
1362
01:30:54,095 --> 01:30:56,222
.'Inside of me .
1363
01:30:56,264 --> 01:30:58,198
.'I 'm lost inside .
1364
01:30:58,233 --> 01:31:02,727
.'A cold and bitter world .
1365
01:31:02,771 --> 01:31:04,432
.'I can't understand .
1366
01:31:04,472 --> 01:31:06,497
.'T he need .
1367
01:31:06,741 --> 01:31:08,072
.'It makes it .
1368
01:31:08,109 --> 01:31:10,942
.'So hard to breathe .
1369
01:31:12,947 --> 01:31:24,484
( dance music playing )
1370
01:31:24,526 --> 01:31:26,858
.'W e say, oh, oh, oh, oh .
1371
01:31:26,895 --> 01:31:28,760
.'Come on, baby, let's go .
1372
01:31:28,797 --> 01:31:32,198
.'Go, go, go, go... .
1373
01:31:32,233 --> 01:31:33,257
.'W e say, hey .
1374
01:31:33,301 --> 01:31:34,393
.'T he party's bumpin' .
1375
01:31:34,435 --> 01:31:36,130
.'Hey, we got it bangin' .
1376
01:31:36,171 --> 01:31:38,071
.'Hey, we got it jumpin' .
1377
01:31:38,106 --> 01:31:39,095
.'Get your hands up .
1378
01:31:39,140 --> 01:31:40,198
.'P eople, bump it .
1379
01:31:40,241 --> 01:31:42,038
.'L et me take you away .
1380
01:31:42,076 --> 01:31:44,169
.'Just you and me .
1381
01:31:44,212 --> 01:31:45,873
.'T ake you away .
1382
01:31:45,914 --> 01:31:47,472
.'For a good time .
1383
01:31:47,515 --> 01:31:49,346
.'T ake a sip of this drink .
1384
01:31:49,384 --> 01:31:51,352
.'A nd dance the night away .
1385
01:31:51,386 --> 01:31:54,549
.'A y, ay, ay .
1386
01:31:54,789 --> 01:31:56,814
.'Don't tell me your name .
1387
01:31:56,858 --> 01:31:59,224
.'W e're just who we are .
1388
01:31:59,260 --> 01:32:00,955
.'Getting down .
1389
01:32:00,995 --> 01:32:02,292
.'L ike rock stars .
1390
01:32:02,330 --> 01:32:04,355
.'P ut your head on my chest .
1391
01:32:04,399 --> 01:32:06,128
.'A nd let me do the rest .
1392
01:32:06,167 --> 01:32:09,102
.st, est, est
1393
01:32:09,137 --> 01:32:10,502
.'L et the rhythm take you
1394
01:32:10,538 --> 01:32:12,403
p, up, up and away .
1395
01:32:12,440 --> 01:32:14,499
.'A s the bass kicks in .
1396
01:32:14,542 --> 01:32:16,339
.'W e're feelin' okay.
1397
01:32:16,377 --> 01:32:18,242
.'T he heat is up, up, up .
1398
01:32:18,279 --> 01:32:20,008
p in the place .
1399
01:32:20,048 --> 01:32:21,913
.'L et the people rock the club
1400
01:32:21,950 --> 01:32:23,508
.'L et's party away .
1401
01:32:23,551 --> 01:32:25,985
.'W e say, oh, oh, oh, oh .
1402
01:32:26,020 --> 01:32:27,578
.'Come on, baby, let's go .
1403
01:32:27,822 --> 01:32:31,314
.'Go, go, go, go... .
1404
01:32:31,359 --> 01:32:32,326
.'W e say, hey .
1405
01:32:32,360 --> 01:32:33,418
.'T he party's bumpin' .
1406
01:32:33,461 --> 01:32:35,088
.'Hey, we got it bangin' .
1407
01:32:35,129 --> 01:32:37,154
.'Hey, we got it jumpin' .
1408
01:32:37,198 --> 01:32:38,324
.'Get your hands up .
1409
01:32:38,366 --> 01:32:39,560
.'P eople, bump it .
1410
01:32:39,601 --> 01:32:40,932
.'W e say, oh, oh, oh, oh .
1411
01:32:40,969 --> 01:32:42,527
.'Come on, baby, let's go .
1412
01:32:42,570 --> 01:32:46,165
.'Go, go, go, go... .
1413
01:32:46,207 --> 01:32:47,105
.'W e say, hey .
1414
01:32:47,141 --> 01:32:48,108
.'T he party's bumpin' .
1415
01:32:48,142 --> 01:32:49,939
.'Hey, we got it bangin' .
1416
01:32:49,978 --> 01:32:51,946
.'Hey, we got it jumpin' .
1417
01:32:51,980 --> 01:32:53,072
.'Get your hands up .
1418
01:32:53,114 --> 01:32:55,082
.'P eople, bump it .
1419
01:32:55,116 --> 01:32:56,413
.'Baby, baby .
1420
01:32:56,451 --> 01:32:57,918
.'T ell all your friends .
1421
01:32:57,952 --> 01:33:00,318
.'T hat we're runnin' away .
1422
01:33:00,355 --> 01:33:03,483
.'L eavin' on the first plane .
1423
01:33:03,524 --> 01:33:05,185
.'Just pack what you need .
1424
01:33:05,226 --> 01:33:07,490
.'A nd we'll be on our way .
1425
01:33:07,528 --> 01:33:10,019
.'W ay, way, way .
1426
01:33:10,064 --> 01:33:11,622
.'L et the rhythm take you .
1427
01:33:11,866 --> 01:33:13,424
p, up, up and away .
1428
01:33:13,468 --> 01:33:15,231
.'A s the bass kicks in .
1429
01:33:15,270 --> 01:33:17,500
.'W e're feelin' okay. '
1430
01:33:18,000 --> 01:33:21,075
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