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Smile

Episode 21

This is edited by director Ye.

He said it's a souvenir for Xiaoxing.

But neither of us can be sure

if she still wants to see this.

So,

director, it's up to your decision.

After all, you love Xiaoxing the most

in this world.

Director, I know when you see Xiaoxing

suffer so much hardship,

you'll feel painful.

But I've been with Xiaoxing for a long time.

When I saw her finish such things,

she always gave the most beautiful smile.

Well, director, excuse me.

Wait.

Miss, in the film Life Tide,

you're director Ye Ling's assistant?

Yes.

How about this. In the near future,

I'm gonna kick off a movie soon.

Are you interested in it and come to help me?

Du Ruo?

Didn't I tell you to follow director Yanzhi to learn post-production?

Why are you still here?

I can also learn it from you.

Knock it off.

Do you know what you're doing, Du Ruo?

That's Shenghua.

The top five company in this industry.

Look, Du Ruo,

I only have a small director studio now.

Du Ruo, listen to me carefully.

In Shenghua, you can get to top-notch directors,

scriptwriters, actors,

and production team.

But now I...

Now I have no mentionable work

except Life Tide.

Du Ruo, I appreciate your trust.

I feel touched.

But now you can't be emotional.

It's about your future.

Go back.

Go find director Yanzhi.

You can still make it.

Is it because I'm unlucky?

Du Ruo.

Your being unlucky is just a joke.

Don't take it seriously, okay?

Then why Xiaoxing left

and you also avoid me?

I've resigned on my own and you still drive me away?

Am I really that awful?

I did that for your future!

Then why didn't you follow director Yanzhi

and borrow his fame for your future?!

You have integrity and judgment.

But I can't have any?

Yes, at first,

I only took you as Ji Xiaoxing's brother.

But throughout the project,

I've seen your talent.

You're earnest and hardworking.

Persevering and enterprising.

You stick to your own thoughts

and at the same time take the others' advice.

You're serious-minded, careful and talented.

This is why I want to learn from you.

Not for any other reason.

Now I only have a very small-sized studio.

What you'll do in my place may be

many times more than what you'll do in that company.

Now I'm not famous.

Perhaps I can't negotiate with the investors

before a very, very long period of work.

You think I'm talented.

But you know what,

one's talent,

before it's seen or admitted by everyone,

equals to none!

I can't guarantee you

a bright and wonderful future.

Understand?

Because even I also don't know

what kind of future I'll have.

So are you sure you still want such a choice?

Miss, if you say so,

you're declining me.

Are you sure?

Du Ruo. Think carefully.

Many people are scrambling for

such a post beside director Yanzhi.

You only have this one chance.

Don't be kidding about your own future.

Thank you, director.

But I'm sure.

I'm sure.

Shu Zhan, are you free tomorrow?

Shu Zhan, are you free tomorrow?

Shu Zhan, are you free tomorrow?

I'll be there.

In Preparation

Time is like a cruise

Full of memories, where is it heading to?

But I'm still standing at the old port

Being blew into a sculpture by the sea wind

Can't walk out of it any more

I stop right here

Neither sad nor happy

If this is the ending

I won't resist it

Turns out the most beautiful sound is heartbeat

The most beautiful scenes is smile

The most unforgettable scenario

is our hug

But why I failed to realize

such a simple thing before

Until you left

I suddenly got it

Mr. Xin, what's wrong?

Xiaoxing, I'm not a saint.

I'm doing this, is not to help you,

but myself.

So I want to confirm it for the last time.

Are you really gonna do this?

Finally there're still some regrets in my youth

The one who left

Has taken away a kind of life

Finally my asininity destroys all the possibilities

The one who stays

Can somehow be called survival

The last glance that you took at me

My lips couldn't help but start trembling

The piercing coldness in December

Finally warms up in April

But it still needs a long process

Pitifully, between us,

something still hasn't happened

Time passed by silently

I went to another city

Pitifully I was so naive

Because turns out I'm the one who never can be back

This is your favorite.

But I was in a hurry just now.

Don't know if it'll taste good.

Have a try.

Okay.

Are you cold? Won't take off your coat?

It must be warm still.

Have a taste?

Shu Zhan, Xiaoxing and I ask you here

to tell you a decision.

Xiaoxing is gonna study further in America.

I'll feel worried if she stays there alone.

So after Life Tide is over,

I'll apply for working in our headquarters in America.

So I can look after her at the same time.

I don't understand what you're talking about.

She's my girlfriend.

I can stop my current job to accompany her in America.

Can you afford it?

As for the default penalty...

The penalty won't go to me.

But your current boss He Rushan.

What kind of means she'll use to exploit all your value,

you know that, right?

You don't need to worry about that!

Twenty four hours a day.

Even if I'll work twenty three hours.

There's still one hour left.

Even if I can't sleep,

I use that hour to keep her company!

Good idea.

You want to accompany Xiaoxing.

But have you ever thought if Xiaoxing wants your company?

Xiaoxing, let's go.

Wait!

She's my girlfriend!

What have you done for your girlfriend, then?

She's your assistant.

She was cursed and attacked by your fans.

You thought it's enough to explain for her in the live streaming?

In fact, the one who suppressed that

is me, not you.

After starting shooting,

she had to look after you

and finished her role at the same time.

The misunderstanding between her and Du Nian arose because of you.

But you did nothing.

The one who supported her to go on is me, not you.

The one who helped her speak before the camera

is till me, not you.

Shu Zhan, there's another thing.

To protect you,

she gave such a good role away to Du Nian.

Just this one thing, it's you, not me!

Shu Zhan, I'm not competing with you.

Because you're not qualified at all!

Yes, you're right.

But...

Xiaoxing, after you left the crew,

I've thought a lot.

I thought about

what else I can do for you.

I thought about

quit and leave with you.

I also thought about

when you held my hand,

I took you as my only hope.

And the only one

I won't resist in this world.

What I thought and what I did

was according to my habits and ways of life.

But I failed to protect you.

Yes, Xin Yuanling is right.

I admit that.

But...

Even if he's right,

even if the road ahead will be bumpy,

I still don't want to let you go.

I'll take you to do whatever you like to do.

And I'll take you to avert whatever you don't like.

I'll be whatever kind of man you want me to be.

As long as you say it, I'll do it.

So,

-please don't leave me. -Shu Zhan.

I only hope you can grow up.

Now I realize that

you're still a kid.

I don't hope you can be that kind of man I like.

I hope you can be

that kind of man you're proud of.

Why you can't get it?

No one

can hold your hand all the time

to accompany you for a whole life.

Shu Zhan.

You gotta be responsible

for your own life.

I...

I'm tired.

Tired.

We're done now.

Shu Zhan.

Take it away.

Shu Zhan!

Didn't say those harsh words

What do you lack?

Let him replace me

Maybe you haven't left much to me

A little bit touching

I'll bear it in mind

When throngs converge

People always expect the next one

Sorry!

Silence is the most valuable

Who will not move on but stay behind?

Don't say you hate to leave but you have to

So you can only

forget me to the corner of your world

Too many scenes

It stings

Because memories are simple yet scorching

I don't want to sing love songs alone

Like being possessed

Standing at the corner of your world

Being where I should be

I've also heard of that

The one who you missed out on is the most valuable one

Eat more.

You don't need to be on diet now.

Sis, I'm sorry.

Du Nian, what did you call me?

Sis?

You haven't called me sis for over ten years.

What day is it today?

I gotta record it!

To remind you

to call me sis all the time.

No. After you call me sis,

shall I give you gift money every New Year?

No. No. I'll make a huge loss.

It's good that you smile.

Hurry. Eat more.

You, too.

Other people look for jobs in big companies.

While you go to director Ye's small studio.

I guess you'll do a lot of physical work.

Eat more. So you can have more strength.

Now you judge me?

Aren't you the same?

You went to refuse Mrs. He face to face in her company.

So you're forced out.

I thought

my sis could raise me by now.

Yes, I will.

But,

after I become popular in the future.

Now I can only rely on you.

Speaking of that.

Xiaoxing has left.

We two live in such a big house.

Seems a waste.

How about we move into a smaller one?

Saves some money also.

Okay.

But,

Xiaoxing really won't come back?

I guess so.

Du Nian.

Back in the hospital, you slapped her on her face.

Shouldn't you find a chance

to apologize to her officially?

But Xiaoxing...

She doesn't want to see me, right?

I misunderstood her.

I hurt her.

But I really didn't expect that

it's because of Shu Zhan's condition.

Never mind.

You'll meet her again.

Hurry, eat.

Eat more. You're too thin now.

Such a big place is used as one person's practice room.

Isn't it a waste?

I think it can be rebuilt.

Let's talk about it after Mr. Shu comes back from America.

If you want a reform,

there's no rush, right?

After so many years,

it hasn't been changed at all.

Jiang Ye.

Whether in management or insight, Ruizhong,

has lagged behind.

You're right.

I heard management grows like politics lately.

But things are still youth-like here.

So we're disadvantaged.

After all, Wangzhi still has a capable person at hand.

Zhan, what's wrong?

Where did you go?

You're back in a right time.

Shu Zhan, join me in a meal the day after tomorrow.

Sorry, Mrs. He.

Shu Zhan never attended such an activity.

He didn't.

Doesn't mean he won't.

But he...

Jiang Ye, I don't care what kind of treatment

Wangzhi gave you before.

Anyway, before me,

please mind your attitude.

You're just a broker hired by Ruizhong.

Even you're a small shareholder,

you're still working for us.

You look like dying.

If you're filmed,

will it be good?

This shows your management ability?

Hi, honey. What's up?

Where's summer camp?

England.

Is it a must? How much?

Is it too expensive?

Okay. Okay. I got it.

We'll join it. Okay?

But I've given you all my salary, right?

Now I...

Okay.

Okay. Stop it.

I'll find a way out.

Hello.

Hello, Mrs. He, I'm Yan Li.

What's the matter?

I've done so many things for you.

Shouldn't you pay me more?

I've already paid off what I should give you.

But I still have something in my hands.

Enlighten me.

Shu Zhan's illness. Shen Xun's background.

They both are your artists, Mrs. He.

Once I sell such messages to the media,

you'll regret it more than I do.

Where did you get the information?

None of your business.

I can give you an hour to think about it.

After an...

Sell it.

Mrs. He, you can't be kidding me at such a time.

I won't pay you even a single penny.

Yan Li, in my eyes,

you're just a trash.

A disposable trash.

That information is no big deal.

Even if you expose it, I can suppress it.

We'll see.

Hello, Entertainment Weekly Magazine?

I want to speak to chief editor Zhu.

It's about Shu Zhan and Shen Xun. Are you interested?

Zhan, don't worry.

I'll go talk with her.

No need.

Sis Ye.

Please leave me alone.

You may leave.

Okay. You stay alone for a while first.

Don't overthink.

Besides.

No matter what you'll do,

please let me know first.

Xiaoxing. Be happy.

Otherwise director will be worried seeing you like this.

Mr. Xin.

I understand.

In fact, you can call me Xin...

Call my name.

Thank you for helping me.

But there's one thing I must make it clear to you.

I...

I know that.

I'm not making you answer me right now.

It's impossible.

Alright. Adjust your mood a little bit.

We're gonna see director soon.

I told you

to live in the same hotel with me.

Running between two hotels. So troublesome.

I was afraid if paparazzi saw us, they would gossip again.

It's okay. I'll leave tomorrow anyway.

Director Yanzhi. Today I'm buying this meal,

firstly, to thank you for your supporting my film,

secondly, to see Xiaoxing off,

thirdly, after Xiaoxing goes to America,

I'll finish my work in Haicheng asap

to work in Shenghua's headquarters

and take care of Xiaoxing's life in America.

I hope you can give your permit to that.

Mr. Xin, I think....

Mr. Xin.

Xiaoxing has grown up.

I think

she can decide many things now.

If I talk too much as her father,

I'm afraid she might find it repelling.

Then it'll be bad, right?

Look.

I told her not to enter this circle.

But she was in it.

I told her not to come here.

But she is also here.

Of course.

The same principle.

After she arrives in America,

what kind of friend she'll make, whom she'll look after,

or be looked after by,

I think she doesn't need my permit, right?

To sum it up, it's...

I just hope my daughter can be happy.

Come, let's eat. Or it'll be cold.

I can do it myself.

Shu... Shu Zhan.

Why... Why did you...

Director Yanzhi. Mr. Xin.

Do I disturb you?

Mrs. He, this is a family banquet.

Family banquet? What's your position in this family?

Mrs. He, Mr. Xin comes here to see my daughter off.

If you're here for an official business,

please make an appointment with Chen Li first.

We can talk later.

No official business.

A private matter?

Let's talk outside.

We can talk outside.

But if we're made into photos,

I can't guarantee what it'll be.

Shu Zhan, sit.

Since it's a banquet, you should be happier.

Even if they didn't mean to invite you here.

Mrs. He.

I thought we've reached an agreement.

What agreement? Which time do you mean?

Fourteen years ago? Or the Life Tide?

I've told you.

I'll be responsible for everything.

How will you be responsible for it?

Making Ji Xiaoxing admit her mistake?

Or making Shu Zhan atone for it?

Stop there.

Aunt He.

I should be responsible for what happened fourteen years ago.

It has nothing to do with everyone else in this room.

I think, you're still not clear

what kind of person Ji Xiaoxing is.

I'm here today

to disclose everything.

He Rushan! What happened back then is just an accident.

These two kids have been suffering for so long for that!

You've done much enough. What else do you want?!

What happened fourteen years ago...

Has anything to do with Mrs. He?

Director Yanzhi.

You really have protected your daughter so well.

What about my daughter?

Aunt He, I...

Ji Xiaoxing.

Fourteen years ago.

The girl whom you and Shu Zhan hurt together,

is my daughter.

Mrs. He, what... What nonsense are you talking about?

If you didn't hear it clearly, I'll say it again.

Fourteen years ago.

The girl whom you and Shu Zhan hurt together,

is my daughter.