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EPISODE 4 THE REASON YOU'RE AFRAID OF DEATH

Where's the baby's mother?

My baby.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

My money.

My ten billion won.

This woman must be the baby's mother.

The answer was "November 19, World Day for the Prevention of Child Abuse."

Did you know that every five minutes,

a child somewhere in the world dies due to abuse?

Why won't you shut up and sleep?

I can't even have a fucking cup of coffee because of you!

What's wrong with her?

- You're home. - Feed him.

Why are you lying down?

It's time for your meal.

The dad seems nice, thankfully.

Hey, your wife is insane.

- Did you know that? - What the…

This expired four months ago.

It's fine. He won't die.

I guess you're right.

It's not like you can taste it.

What's wrong with these people?

Here comes a tasty meal.

- So yummy. - I won't eat it.

I won't!

Are you kidding me?

Stop spitting it out, damn it.

Why can't I rest when I'm home, you brat?

You're pissing me off!

What's the police doing here again?

What? The police?

The police are here?

Let's get this off you.

I'm here with child protective services

due to a report of child abuse.

Excuse me? Did you just say child abuse?

What report?

The pediatric hospital

reported that they saw signs of abuse on the child's body.

What?

We'll need to take a look.

Excuse me.

Here.

Why would they say that?

I'll take a look at your child.

I think my rib is broken.

My heart also hurts very much.

Honey.

How could they suspect us of something like this?

Does it look like we'd beat our own child?

KIM SEOK-JAE NATIONAL CENTER FOR CHILD WELFARE

I also work in child welfare.

There must have been a misunderstanding.

We were just following procedure here.

Yes. Please don't be upset.

Right.

Let's go to the next house.

No, you can't leave!

Gosh, he sure has a loud voice.

You'll give your mom so much trouble.

Please help me.

Help!

We're sorry for the intrusion.

What did I ever do to have the cops called on us?

Who the hell do you think you are?

You know what?

Nothing has worked out for me ever since you were born.

It's all your fault.

Why wasn't there a memory orb for that baby?

Since he never had

any memories or abilities.

I don't even know that baby's name

since nobody called him by his name!

How can such parents exist?

- If they're parents, they should-- - They should what?

No one is guaranteed anything in life.

You've just been taking everything for granted.

You didn't care for life and chose death so flippantly,

but that baby

didn't even get to make a choice.

There are many others like that in the world.

Damn it!

Shit.

All right.

Hurry and shoot me.

I wonder why you're in such a hurry.

Shoot me!

Humans always struggle to live only after they die,

not while they are still alive.

Just shoot me already.

You can hear me, right?

You don't care at all what I end up doing anyway.

You're right.

I don't care what you do.

What?

Why not?

Seeing your actions thus far,

you will end up dying no matter how much you struggle.

But if you ever try to kill someone,

I will intervene.

What do you take me for?

Why would I kill someone?

That won't ever happen,

so let's move on to my next life.

Sure. If you want to die that badly.

I need to find the money first.

What's the date today?

Where's my phone?

Here it is.

"April 6, 8:45 p.m."?

Then the money will be gone in 15 minutes.

And where the hell am I?

I'm sorry!

I'm sorry.

No, it's fine.

Damn it.

Wait!

Could you hold on?

Please wait. I need to get my things.

One, two, zero, one.

It's mine.

Keep up the good work.

That was close.

You're one handsome devil.

Wait.

Why is my voice so soothing?

This guy

must be a model.

Come on.

My name is Jang Geon-u. I'm 24 years old.

- Happy birthday, Geon-u! - Since my childhood,

I was loved by everyone because of my looks.

I was often the first crush of girls

that many boys had crushes on.

Money came easily thanks to my good looks,

and I've been living aimlessly while modeling to make a living.

He has money as well as good looks.

No way!

It's gold.

The young guy sure has a lot of money.

Look at that.

FIVE-MONTH INFANT FOUND DEAD! PARENTS ARRESTED FOR ABUSE

So the abuse and murder came to light in the end.

I wonder how many years they'll serve.

I wish I could go to the police and testify against them.

Those rotten bastards.

"Serial killer at large."

"Arson."

"Traffic accident."

I wonder how this man is going to die.

Arson?

A traffic accident?

Maybe he's terminally ill.

Man, it's such a headache.

"Seok-jin."

Who the heck are you?

- Hello? - You're coming, right?

Where?

Where else? The VIP party we're supposed to attend tonight.

- "The VIP party"? - That's right.

Hurry up.

All the prettiest girls in Korea must be gathered here tonight.

Pretty girls?

Right. It would be better to be at a party

than to worry about dying.

Sure. I'll be there right away.

They say you only live once.

- Bottoms up! - Cheers!

I can usually drink much more than this.

Hey.

Why'd you drink so much when you're a total lightweight?

I am?

No wonder.

Damn it.

The host of tonight's party is here.

If you get on his good side,

you could end up modeling for Taekang.

- Taekang? - Yeah.

Presenting the host of tonight's party,

CEO Park Tae-u.

Sir.

Nice to meet you.

- Long time, no see. - This is my friend.

He's a model.

- Is that so? - Yes, sir.

He sure is handsome.

Hey, wait.

Haven't we met before?

Well,

I'm not sure.

- I'm sure we've met-- - Gosh.

We've met before.

He seems drunk already.

Enjoy yourself.

Wait…

Whatever.

Let's forget everything…

and party hard!

Hey.

Get up.

Jeez. Hey.

What are you doing? You didn't answer my calls.

This man

must be Jang Geon-u's older brother.

Have you been drinking?

What? Yes. Why do you ask?

Seriously? Hey.

You promised to man the café while I went to the States for a week.

- What? - Pull yourself together.

- Wait. - Get up.

Get up and get washed up.

- Hurry. - Okay.

What a bother.

Here you go.

Look at you.

Why'd you drink so much when you're a lightweight?

I'm sorry.

I'll just work today

and leave first thing when he goes abroad tomorrow.

Let's do some cleaning.

Hey, we've got a customer.

Welcome.

You're the only one I love.

I love you.

Right here. This is my boyfriend.

"First Love."

"Written by Lee Ji-su."

Excuse me.

I'll come get it.

Okay.

Let's just end it here.

I've put you through so much.

Have a good life.

What can I get you?

- One hot citron tea, please. - Sure thing.

Just act natural.

"Enjoy your drink."

Enjoy…

Enjoy your drink.

I'm so sorry.

There.

Hey.

Do you have a thing for her?

What?

No.

Wait.

Does she come here often?

Almost every day.

She comes around this time and stays until closing.

Every day?

If she comes here every day, what about her work?

Right, I hear she's a writer.

- She's a writer? - Yes.

A novelist.

A novelist?

AUTHOR LEE JI-SU

LEE JI-SU'S TO YOU IN THE FUTURE WINS THE 15TH YEJU DAILY WRITER'S CONTEST

"The winning piece, To You in the Future,

was published as a novel."

"When asked who came to mind first when she won the contest,

Ms. Lee Ji-su answered…"

The person who comes to mind?

The only person who rooted for me and my dream

is my boyfriend.

That's why I thought of him first.

How did your boyfriend react?

He's been going through a lot these days.

I haven't told him I won just yet,

but I'm sure he'll be happy for me when he hears the news.

Ji-su.

Should I just let you go now?

Look at our relationship.

Are you really okay

with how things are?

Then that envelope must have been her prize money.

I need to step outside for a bit.

Hey. Where are you going?

NEW RELEASES

TO YOU IN THE FUTURE

Here. It's hot citron tea.

Thanks.

You're working hard.

The contest deadline is coming up.

By the way, Ji-su,

what's it like to be writing a novel?

It feels as if I'm standing completely naked

in front of the people who read my novel.

What?

Why is that?

Even if what I write is fictitious,

I can't help but write using my thoughts and experiences.

I finally got to understand

why Ji-su said that

as I was reading her novel.

It was because a few of the scenes in her novel

were based on actual experiences Ji-su and I had.

BH COMMUNICATION NEW EMPLOYEE INTERVIEW

Ms. Lee!

Here's your coffee.

Thank you.

What are you doing this weekend?

I've got two tickets to the play you wanted to see.

Do you want to go with me?

I have plans this weekend.

What about tonight, then?

Tae-sik tells me

that you're popular with the men at your workplace.

Why would he tell you that?

Leave me if you want.

What?

But if you do, you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

Because I'll end up

even more successful than anyone who's hitting on you right now.

And also because

no other guy will love and cherish you more than I do.

Do you

still love me?

Of course, I do.

- And? - "And"?

What if I really decide to leave you?

I won't let you.

Why would I let go of someone I love?

But the saying goes,

"If you love someone, let them go."

You can do that.

What?

When a man says something like that, he's lying.

A man may give up his life for the woman he loves,

but he would never give up the woman.

I'm going to stick with you forever and never let go.

That's so scary.

Come here.

Come on.

You're…

the only one I love.

Me too.

You too, what?

I love you.

When he told me

that a man would give up his life for a woman

but never give her up

and that he'd stick with me forever,

I believed him.

What are you looking at?

Fountain pens.

What for?

They say it's good to have one

when you become a writer.

Really?

Then I'll buy you one when that happens.

- Really? - Sure.

- You mean it, right? - Of course.

Do you like this one the most?

Can you inscribe "Author Lee Ji-su" here?

Sure thing.

That night,

I secretly purchased the fountain pen that Ji-su had been looking at…

Thank you. "Author Lee Ji-su."

…because I believed that Ji-su would achieve her dream.

Although I never got to give it to her.

Auntie!

What are you doing here, Hui-su?

The two of them were craving bread at this time of night.

I'm sorry, honey.

Ji-su, you should join us.

It's okay. I'm going to write some more.

Come home before it gets too late.

- Take care. - Bye.

Let's go.

So he was Ji-su's older brother.

I suspected her because of my inferiority complex.

I'm an idiot.

Geon-u.

Take good care of the place for me.

Sure.

I guess I'll have to keep the café open for Ji-su's sake.

- Could I have-- - One hot citron tea, right?

That's right.

Here's your citron tea.

I didn't order the cake.

It's on the house.

I'm a fan of your book.

How did you know?

TO YOU IN THE FUTURE

I really enjoyed To You in the Future,

so I looked up who the author was.

I see.

Thank you.

Actually,

I have an idea I want to develop into a novel.

Is that so?

What is it about?

May I sit down?

Sure.

So my story

is about a man who experiences a series of deaths.

The man ends up dying.

- He goes to the afterlife… - I began to tell her

what I experienced after death

as if it were fictional,

skipping the part about Ji-su and I.

…he gets reincarnated…

About how I met Death after I died.

Then, the main character…

Hold on.

What did you say your name was?

It's Choi…

It's Jang Geon-u.

Geon-u.

- That's right. - You tell your story

so realistically, as if you've experienced it yourself.

You describe the protagonist's emotions in detail

as if they're your own.

Is that so?

I guess that makes sense.

I did experience it myself.

But this character called "Death"

really is cruel.

Right?

Death is completely nuts.

How could it do such an awful thing to him

just because he mocked it?

And it keeps saying that's just how death is.

It's complete nonsense!

- What's wrong? - It's funny.

It's a character you came up with,

but you're so immersed, as if you've actually met it.

I must seem pretty weird to you.

No. I like it.

Do you have any more of this story?

Yes.

Tell me how it goes later. I'd love to hear more.

Sure thing.

But wait.

What's the protagonist's name?

It's…

I still…

need to come up with a name.

I don't have one yet.

I see.

Ms. Lee.

Could I get an autograph?

Sure.

That fountain pen…

What about it?

It's pretty.

It was a gift from someone.

AUTHOR LEE JI-SU

THE LATE CHOI YEE-JAE

Ji-su.

I think Yee-jae bought this to give to you as a gift.

AUTHOR LEE JI-SU

From that day onward,

I kept talking to Ji-su whenever she'd visit the café.

I kept telling her about the deaths I experienced

as if I were writing a novel just for one person.

But why did the protagonist of your story

never once visit his mother?

I'd visit her every day if it were me.

It's because…

he doesn't think he could stand it.

He thinks it would be…

too painful to see her again.

What's wrong?

You said that

as if it were your own experience again.

Right.

I want to hear what happens next,

but it's gotten late already.

I'll get going, then.

Ji-su!

Geon-u.

It suddenly started raining.

Take this umbrella.

I'm fine.

You'll catch a cold.

Just take it.

Thank you.

We should…

do this again tomorrow.

Okay.

- I'm so sorry. - Don't worry about it.

I'll take care of it.

How unfortunate.

I hope she didn't die in the accident.

I know. I think she came here often.

Ji-su…

TO YOU IN THE FUTURE

Just wait.

The pain that death brings you

will only get worse from now on.

It can't be.

You can't come any closer.

How is she doing? Did she survive?

- Step back. - Tell me if she's okay!

- Is she alive or not? - Please calm down.

- Move! - Stop.

- Stay back! - I asked you if she survived or not!

Let go of me! Come on!

Just let me go!

TRAFFIC ACCIDENTS TODAY DEATHS 2, INJURIES 0

Are you all right?

Yes. It wasn't a deep cut.

Not your hand.

You came running over earlier.

I saw you.

I thought it was someone I knew.

It must be someone

who means a lot to you.

Yes.

You must have been startled.

It's fine.

I know what that feels like.

Watching you earlier…

made me think…

that I might've looked like you did today…

on that day.

"That day"?

Where's Choi Yee-jae?

Where's Choi Yee-jae?

Please tell me where he is.

This can't be true!

How could this happen?

Yee-jae!

Yee-jae!

Do you feel

better now?

No, not yet.

I should get going.

The wound may not be deep,

but you should see a doctor.

Ji-su.

I'll see you tomorrow.

I'll tell you more of my story.

I don't think

I can visit the café tomorrow.

Did something come up?

Listening to all your stories…

reminded me of someone I know

and made me miss him.

THE LATE CHOI YEE-JAE

Are you doing all right?

I, for one…

have been doing just fine.

It's as if nothing's ever happened.

I sleep, eat,

laugh, and talk.

But…

I miss you so much.

If only I had…

kept you from leaving that night…

If I hadn't…

said those things…

would you have made a different choice?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Who are you?

Mom.

I'm sorry?

I'm here to see my mother.

I see.

Yee-jae…

Yee-jae…

Yee-jae…

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry, Mom.

I wrote my mom a letter

pretending to be an acquaintance of mine.

It said that Yee-jae made the money through an investment in cryptocurrency,

so she should spend it freely.

I've died so many times…

that now I even die in my dreams.

That's fascinating.

Please tell me more next time.

Ji-su.

It's late.

Would you mind if I walked you home?

- It's fine. - Wait.

I need to get going soon anyway.

Okay, then.

The uneventful days when we walked together hand in hand.

Those moments alone were more than enough reason to go on.

Why hadn't I realized it sooner?

The reason we're afraid of death

is because there will be no tomorrow.

That's why I'm afraid

that death might come knocking at this very moment.

Does that story of yours

have a happy ending?

Do you think

that a happy ending is possible?

I sincerely hope…

that your story ends happily.

Why?

Because I feel bad for the protagonist.

He had a difficult life

and didn't have anyone to rely on.

That's why he died.

But he needs to keep worrying about his next death.

Even when he comes back to life as someone else,

he constantly has to live in fear.

You can't really say you're living…

when you live in constant fear.

"You're not really living

when you live in constant fear"?

People are happiest

when they can truly be themselves.

In the end,

life would be meaningless

if you can never really be yourself.

I'm sorry.

I rambled on too much.

Wait, Ji-su.

I have to tell you this today.

Because…

today could be my last day alive.

I'm sorry?

Could you hear me out for a second?

Okay.

I used to have a girlfriend whom I dated for seven years.

While I was with her…

I was never able to show her my best self.

Take a seat.

Gosh, this place is nice.

Don't think about leaving.

We're going hard tonight.

I'm not going home tonight.

Ms. Lee.

Have you ever considered Mr. Lee as a potential boyfriend?

Sir, I already have a boyfriend.

Come on. You're lying.

What do you think of Ms. Lee?

Gosh, I'd love to date someone like her.

Then you'll be our team's first-ever couple.

Over here.

Come on. That's nonsense.

Would you like to order?

You must care about men's looks.

Good looks won't put food on the table.

You'll end up starving to death.

I really do have a boyfriend, Mr. Kim.

Where is he then?

Right here.

This is my boyfriend.

What are you doing?

Say hello, Yee-jae.

These are my colleagues.

Hello.

- Hello. - Hello.

See? He's handsome.

He also works very hard.

He'll never let me starve to death.

Even during the times I felt ashamed of myself,

she would confidently introduce me as her boyfriend,

no matter who she was with.

She proudly told them that I was the man she loved.

She was cynical when it came to romance movies,

but she would call me in tears

when she saw starving children in the ads on TV.

She preferred citron tea

over bitter coffee.

She was someone

who made the most effort when those around her felt down.

That's why I foolishly thought…

that she'd be doing just fine.

I want to tell her…

that I'm sorry for misunderstanding her.

And…

that she should stop being so sad over someone like me.

And also

that she's still the only one I love.

You're…

the only one I love.

Why didn't I realize then…

that I had people in my life

who would cry with me during difficult times?

I know very well that it's too late to ask for forgiveness.

I know that…

because I'm already dead.

What do you mean?

The story I told you about that man who had to keep dying…

I didn't make that up.

I know it sounds crazy,

but it's what I'm going through right now.

Just like the story I told you,

I've experienced seven deaths.

Now I'm living as this man who works as a model.

The name I had before my first death…

was Choi Yee-jae.

What are you saying?

Ji-su.

I know it's hard to believe,

but I really am Choi Yee-jae.

Choi Yee-jae?

I…

Ji-su…

Ji…

Make his death look like an accident.

I'm so fucked.

Sir. Are you all right?

What should we do?

That woman…

Her neck's been completely twisted.

Her dead body…

looks like a marionette.

So you're not dead yet.

I'll help you.

You see,

whether it's people or corporations,

I specialize in euthanasia.

EMERGENCY MEDICAL SERVICES

I'll kill that bastard.

But first…

You're enjoying this, aren't you?

Try it for yourself.

Are you still standing there?

Are you afraid to turn back?

The face I somberly remembered

The person I'm grateful for

The person I owe

Although there's no miracle we hoped for

Nor the strength to get back on our feet

Listen to the voice that embraces you

"I love you"

"I love you"

If you're still hesitating

I hope you find the courage

To stand up again

And overcome it

Subtitle: Sonya Hong