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It was his eyes.

I know what you mean. I'm a sucker

for eyes.

I knew right from the first.

So you're unhappy and you don't really

know why. So what do

I do?

What do you want to do?Be happy.

Dance?Sing?

Well, I don't know about the singing, but

I think without too much work, we could

get you dancing.

Would I have to lie on the couch?

Only if you're tired.

I'm not sure I believe in this sort of

thing. I'm not sure I always do either.

So let's see here.

How's

Tuesday the 10th?

OK.

I always fall in love with my therapist.

But I could never date one. Not after all

they know about me. But there

was an obvious attraction, an obvious

mutual attraction. Truth,

please. I used to make up problems so

that I wouldn't get cured too fast.

Doctor McEwan, can we reschedule next

week?I'm out of town on Tuesday.

Rachel, I don't think it's right for you

to continue seeing me. It's a client.

In fact, I don't think in the four times

we've met, we've ever gotten into

anything like

therapy. All we really seem to do

is flirt with each other.

I'm way too attracted to you to go on. I

mean, I must have changed my shirt five

times this morning.

I can't accept money from you, but

there is a woman. That I want to highly

recommend to you. I don't want

another therapist, really. In

fact, I think this is the cure.

It's not something you should joke about.

Why?Don't you think I'm cured?Well, to

tell you the truth, I never thought there

was much wrong with you in the 1st place.

So I went to Florence in my junior year

to study art, and I end up staying there

five years being a model. And that was

the end of my academic career.

Anyway, I made the cover of Italian Vogue

and two weeks later my agent, Gil, called

me and that's how I came back here. And

then went back and start traveling,

traveling, traveling. So you probably

know 5 languages. I mix

different languages. That's how models

end up speaking. You know, I was in

Paris two years ago and I couldn't

remember a word of the French entry. You

studied it. Don't you remember anything?

Not a little bit.

Tuvapu Tuvapu

Lemieux Don Lameu.

Four years of study reduced to 1 mangled

sentence. Everything is for the best in

this best of all possible worlds.

Candied.

Do you agree with that?

I think people can be happy,

and I think that therapy can help

people. Almost

everybody has the seeds

of mental health. Psychological.

It's such a cold term, but it's really

from psyche to soul.

I guess

I believe in the greatness of our souls.

This could be the strangest dinner I've

ever had. What do you mean?You

practically know everything about me and

I don't know anything about you. And this

is not fair. You're right, it is. And

it's a good reason not to date ex-clients

and why I've never done it before.

You can make it up to me. You order

another bottle of wine and you tell me

everything personal about Jonathan

McEwan. Well, I have to lie on a couch.

We'll see. I mean it. He has a passion

for what he does, a philosophy. He talks

about the soul's yearnings. You don't get

too many of those. No, but he's serious.

Almost poetic. He sounds perfect for you.

It's just that sometimes I wonder if he

isn't a little too serious, a bit Moody.

Maybe he needs a psychiatrist. It's

just that he's too absorbed with his

work. And then he has the articles to

write at the seminars. Do you know he

works one day per week, pro bono, at a

public clinic?For who?For

free. Uh

Doesn't leave much time for having fun.

No. But I'm working to get him a little

bit more spontaneous.

But?

I miss a certain. A certain

what?I don't know.

Excitement. No, no, noTake it

from me. Go with dependable. But

my boyfriend, Chuck, he's my accountant

and I love it. He pays my bills and he

makes me laugh. Well, it was either

him or the laptop computer.

So is it love?

I've got that feeling. Weren't you moving?

As soon as he asks. That's

nice right there. Nice. I'm going to go

to 35, put 120 in there. Good. That's

nice. I'm sorry. I was covering you with

my... Give me one more quick

turn. Good. And use the bouquet.

That's nice. Good. I'm going to go to

35, Billy. OK, mark that 1000 for dead.

That's nice.

Hello, Gill. Tell me I look

gorgeous. You're supposed to look

gorgeous. I'll tell you when you're not.

And that's comforting.

Everyone's loaded and ready to go. So,

Dr. McEwan?Yes. I'm

Gil Selvin, her agent. Oh, hello. Hello

Very pleased to meet you. Please call me

Jonathan. Rachel's told me a lot about

you. She says you'd really like to look

after your clients. Well, with models,

it's all part of the territory. I've

become their father, their friend, their

confessor, their confidant.

Sounds a little bit like my work. Except,

of course, your clients are all very

beautiful. Well, sometimes beautiful

women attract the wrong kind of men,

don't you think?Jonathan.

How old are you here?

Oh, I don't know. 15,

16 maybe. Why?

You look so serious.

have a surprise for you. Something to

make you not so serious. I'm really going

to have to finish this article.

Not tonight, you don't.

What's this?

To our first night of living in sin.

If you just told me where we were going,

it would be a lot easier. No.

Next corner you make a left. This is my

idea. I am paying for it. You do as

I say.

Come on, give me your class. Quick.

To our first six months of living

together. Oh, this is

incredible. Oh, what a

surprise.

A little romantic shrimp was out of the

question. I wasn't able to get her out of

the house for one month. Oh, come on. It

hasn't been that long. Five weeks.

Really. Mm-hmm

Oh, I'm sorry. You know that foundation

workshop. It just took a lot of time. No

work talks. Not tonight.

What do you think this is?It's one

hell of a hole.

I thought you said Jonathan had a seminar

tonight. No, he does.

I'm so sorry, Rachel. Take this.

I don't want to be here.

Hey. Are you going to introduce us?

Excuse me, do I know you?Rachel

Marks. Chavela. I'm sure that

Jonathan didn't mention to you that we

live together. You're living with

Jonathan and he's never mentioned me.

James McEwen. Jonathan's

my twin brother. I

didn't know you had a twin brother. Why?

Jonathan never mentioned it. Twins.

I'm so embarrassed, I don't know what to

do. Well, before you decide, this one's

mine. At least tonight, anyway.

And you are?Rachel Marks. I

apologize. Well, please, it isn't the

first time. Actually, it is the first

time I've been hit. Did I hurt you?Are

you all right?I'm fine. I'm

sure your anger was perfectly

understandable.

Well. Almost been a pleasure

meeting you, Miss Marks.

I'd love to talk more, but Shefell and I

were just leaving. Will you

give my little brother my best?I will for

sure. I'm sorry. Bye. Bye.

Can you shoot me or something?

They look exactly alike.

We're what they call mirror image twins.

That means if one of us was seen in the

mirror while the other stands beside,

we'd look very nearly the same. Of

course, we could tell the difference.

That's reassuring. I haven't

seen him in ages and ages. My parents say

they haven't seen him either. I mean, he

could look different now. Well, no, he

doesn't. Well, in any case, he isn't very

important in my life. You mean you're not

very close to him?He just

isn't very important in my life anymore,

as I'm not in his. But what a big secret.

I mean, you didn't tell me-- Well, it's

not a secret. It's just we had it falling

out about 10 years

ago. I'm just asking. If you don't want

to talk about it, you don't have to talk

about it. I'm sorry. I mean, of course

you have a right to be curious.

Basically, I don't like him.

He is arrogant, rude,

A liar. He gets a real kick out of

manipulating you. And I'll resort the

dinner invitation.

What does he do?

He's a psychiatrist.

Hello?Dr. McEwan, yes?

Rachel. Yes, it's James

McEwen. We met at the gallery last

week. I certainly remember. Well, I

started thinking about my long lost

brother and I thought maybe we could get

together. Get together. Yeah, just to

talk. I wanted to meet the woman he lives

with and find out how he's

doing. I don't know if it's a good idea.

Oh, I assure you I'm harmless despite

what my little brother may have told you.

But I. I understand. I wouldn't want you

to be disloyal. It was just really in the

interest of family unity. Well,

I'm certainly am curious. Good. How's

your day tomorrow?

Oh, bring the knee in quite a bit. Even

more. And then pull up. Bill, Tom.

Head up. OK, great.

Just like that. All I

can say is that the whole thing has

gotten completely preoccupied. Hi, Kat.

Reading on the job again. I don't

understand. Jonathan will not talk about

this at all. No, he's very touchy.

I know they went to high school and

college together, but they did go to

different medical schools. Hi, Victor.

Victor. Hi. How are you?

Good to see you. How long are you

here?I'm in for a couple of weeks. Why

didn't you use me for this job?You're

always better with men. No,

of course. I think this guy is a bad

idea. Why?I can't have a cup of coffee

with my boyfriend's brother?If I get

another man I'm in love with. It doesn't

seem right that they should be so angry

with each other. Why?I don't know.

This James doesn't seem to have aproblem.

Rachel.

After seeing these Pam Hansen shots, I'd

say you're good for another 10 years. Now

we should cancel that business lunch for

Thursday. Forget it, Gil. We're still on.

I told you I want to be an agent. I can't

look at myself anymore. That girl's not

you. She's an image. And one of the most

durable ones that I've encountered in my

unnaturally long career. Yes, I feel very

durable. Don't tell me I'm beautiful. You

are. So what are you two planning today?

My retirement.

Kate, would you fix your pulse?

You seem surprised that I called.

I'm getting surprised a lot lately. I see

if I can get over the pool I made of

myself at the gallery. Oh, please.

If it's any comfort, my mother never gave

us a bath together till we were almost

six months old. Afraid she'd

get us mixed up. How do you know she

didn't?Well, we may

have looked the same, but we were quite

different. I can assure you. Still, you

both became psychiatrists. Yes, but I

suspect that my methods are very

different from my little brother's. You

know, you always call him your little

brother, but you're twins. You can't be

older. I was born first.

Technically, I am older by 11 minutes.

Oh, well, that doesn't seem like very

much. So what else did Jonathan say?

He said that you weren't very

close, that you didn't get along.

Thinking of you upsets him.

I really don't understand him.

Thinking of him doesn't upset me in the

least. Then why haven't you spoken?I'm

afraid that's something you'll have to

ask Jonathan.

Are you like my little brother, Rachel,

or do you sometimes like a little

excitement?

Just please don't kill me.

This is

going for coffee. Mm-hmm

Don't you like surprises?

You know, you're right. You and Jonathan

are very different. I thank you.

It's not necessarily a compliment. Uh,

but it could be. But I meant that

Jonathan works too hard, and I

can hardly imagine you working at all.

You know, I look at you and I'm looking

at Jonathan. I I have to say that

it's makes me a little uncomfortable.

Are you gonna tell him you saw me today?I

don't think it's a good idea. I would

really like to know what happened between

the two of you. I'm sure someday you

will, but it won't come from me.

Why?Because... I

don't know for sure. Jonathan's

a very complex man. I

still care for him. But it's not

for me to open up his heart to you. He'll

have to do that for himself.

You know, I'm glad we did this.

I think my brother is a very lucky man.

I'd

like to go now.

Are you attracted to me?I'm

attracted to Jonathan. You happen to look

like him.

Morning. Oh,

you're dressed early. Do you have a suit?

No, an interview. And then I go with her

to check out some showrooms. Oh, my God,

that sounds like a full day.

Jonathan, can you go away for a few days?

No, I'd like to spend some time alone

with you. We spend time alone. We've

got the weekends. Something always comes

up. A patient is having a crisis.

You have to write a paper.

Am I being selfish?

Listen, I've got a symposium at the end

of next month in Seattle. Why don't you

come up with me?We can take a few days

off after, all right?OK.

Oh, my God, I'm late. I got to run. Bye.

Bye.

Hello. Good morning.

What is it?Why are you calling?Well,

because I enjoyed our afternoon. Thought

we might have lunch. I don't believe

this. I I live with your brother. All

right. Lunch.

You do misunderstand me. Listen, you know

Westway Towers?My office is walking

distance. I usually go home to eat. How's

1:00?Oh, I'm having

lunch with Jonathan. Well, for your sake,

I hope so. But frankly, I don't see

Jonathan taking a lunch break, even with

you. Come on, you might as well have one

of us. Really, I want to see.

Come in, come in. Make yourself at home.

Well, that's, uh, Dan's home. I'm

not usually fond of pets, but this one

here could care less about me.

I like that in an animal. You ready for

lunch?No, I'm not hungry. Oh?

Then why are you here?I really want to

talk to you, James. Then we'll

talk. Join me. OK. Sit, sit.

So, did you ask

Jonathan why he's

so unhappy with me?

Let's know he doesn't want to talk about

you. Jonathan,

the fact is he's always been obsessed

with me. Jealous.

He has no reason to be jealous of you.

Would you like to see some pictures of us?

Yes. Huh

My parents say that as

babies, we took turns

crying for our mother. We, uh,

sucked each other's thumbs and...

How can you tell which one is yours?I'm

on the left, always. See, there's

always one dominant twin, Rachel. Usually

the firstborn. I weighed more at birth. I

was the first to walk.

See, now that really captures it. See,

I took 1st and there's

Jonathan. If he got

sick, I usually remained well. If I got

sick, he usually came down with the same

illness within twenty-four hours.

See, the problem for Jonathan is

that we're not identical.

But... nothing about us.

What about Rachel?What

do you want to know?I want to know

everything. I want to know

what she likes. I

didn't say that you could touch me. No.

But you wanted me to. No,

I didn't.

Rachel. Jonathan

carries so much pain around. It must

be a terrible burden for you.

I'm leaving. Don't call me again.

Good timing. Did you just get home?I

missed you so much today. Will you help

me?I have some groceries in the car. Just

groceries?Mm-hmmNo new clothes?

Clothes?The doctor said you and I were

going downtown to the showroom. Oh,

that's right. Well, there wasn't much.

Oh, listen,Jack and Lillian's party is

coming up. Why don't you pick up

something nice and neat and it's my turn?

I like that. Now that we're living

together, does it mean you're buying my

clothes?Only if I can choose them. I take

it back. You'll have me looking like a

schoolteacher. I like sexy

schoolteachers. Hmm, I think you need a

doctor.

I thought you were already gone. I was.

Then I got a little worried about you.

Are you all right?

Sit down for a second. You say, Jonathan,

I'd like to like you and an hearing.

It's probably a little of both.

Rachel, you know, because of what I do

every day, I probably

don't pay as much attention to the people

I really care about as I should. Oh, so

good. No, I'm serious. You know, the

shoemaker's kids and all that. I mean, I

feel like...

I took you out of therapy. But you

were the cure, remember?

Rachel, it's never that simple.

You think I should go back into therapy?

Well, I don't know. That's for

you to decide. It's just that you've been

acting a little

distracted lately, and if you still

wanted to, I could recommend someone very

good if you're still

unhappy. I'm not

unhappy. I'm very

happy. Good.

'Cause I don't think there's anything

wrong with you, but that could be my

prejudice, since...

I love you.

Hey.

HeyOff your stands, okay?

Going back to the camera. El, follow the

camera.

Just like that. Head up.

Come back again.

How did it look?I'm sorry, I wasn't

watching. More to interrupt. I

spend the morning at the library. Do you

know that primitive people sometimes kill

the twins and even their mothers?I don't

think it's such a bad idea. You know,

when one is hurt, the other one feels the

pain. There have been studies when the

twin have been separated at birth and

never had any contact. As adults, they

bought the same cars, even the same

collar. They turn out to have the same

profession, listen to the same music, all

sorts of witness. Could

you take the swing back?I don't like it.

You saw him, didn't you?Yes.

Well, did you?No.

Almost. And I'm in trouble.

I was in the man's apartment. He was

going to kiss me. And I saw

Jonathan's lips, Jonathan's face. He

was Jonathan, but he was more.

I don't think I ever wanted someone so

much in my life.

Rachel, Al, we need you. Don't they all?

Let's

go. We're beautiful.

Jonathan, why aren't you at work?Is

everything all right?Everything's fine.

I had some cancellations, so I thought

I'd come home and surprise you. Umm

Surprise me again. No,

no, noNo, you first. close your eyes.

close your eyes. I'm gonna

undress you very

slowly.

That's one. There's two.

And three...

Biggs. If

this went any further,

I'd be a really bad guy.

Has Jonathan ever left work to come home

to make love to you?

Don't bother getting up. I'll, uh, see

myself out. I'll call

you. Would have been nice, don't you

think?

Sharing the same genes doesn't mean that

we share anything else.

He was always...

The dominant twin. So I

presumably was the submissive one.

But I somehow knew when we

were growing up that I

was just allowing him to

dominate when I

didn't think it was important.

I mean, he always cared about being liked

and popular and first and everything, and

that stuff never really mattered

that much to me. So I...

let him. And he's always

resented that. But did he hurt you in

some way?Why are you so interested in

James?Meeting him the

way I did just seems such a mystery.

Remember I told you psychotherapy should

be a relationship between equals?

I think of myself as a helper, a coach.

But James?

The worst sort of psychotherapist

is the one who acts out his own

manipulative fantasies with his

clients.

That's like molesting children.

Let the service get it, please.

Hello, Frank.

OK, Frank, you're going to be fine. Just

tell me what happened.

They'll take advantage of you. All

right, Frank, do you want me to come

there?OK. OK, Frank, calm

down. You're gonna be fine. I'll be there

in 40 minutes. OK.

OKYeah, I know where it is.

OK.

Frank suffers from ambulatory

schizophrenia. He has the potential to

become very destructive. Don't go.

You can't be available to your patients

all the time, Jonathan.

No. What about you?This is me.

I think you're more concerned about you.

Have

you done any nudes?Worked as an

artist's model?No, I

I don't think I would feel really

comfortable doing that. I I don't think

this agency did that sort of. No, this

agency doesn't. You see, we need to know

if there is anything that may come back

to haunt us later. No, there isn't.

These pictures are very nice, Karen. We

have a staff meeting Friday and we'll see

what the other agents have to say. Thank

you very much. Thank you. Bye. Bye-bye.

Well, pass. She should be in New

York. It's too exotic. I agree.

Well, like an old pro.

So how long?Six months.

to continue to take bookings, and I'll

ease you into the much overrated

corporate side of things. Thank you, Gil.

Thank you, Gil. You've been pestering me

for over 2 years about this. You can't

muster up any more excitement. Are you

all right?I'm thrilled,

really. You know, I always want to keep

working. I'm

adjusting to domesticity. Is he driving

you crazy?I mean, I know he's a

shrink, but... No, things are fine.

Just a little time. But if you have a

problem, you come to me, all right?

We need you, Rachel, because you have

such style.

Bye, Kat. Rachel, this came

for you.

Can I make a phone call?Go ahead.

Jonathan, you shouldn't have. You

shouldn't have. You shouldn't have what,

Grace?You shouldn't have what?

You shouldn't have been so nice to me

this morning. I don't know what was wrong

with me last night, but I'm sorry. Oh,

don't be. It's forgotten. Listen, Rach,

I've got to run. I'm I'm going to be at

the hospital tonight, remember?So you're

on your own, okay?But do you want to have

dinner later?No, I'm going to grab a

sandwich. Why don't you see if Elle wants

to get a movie?Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Rachel. Oh, are these for me?

Why are you doing this?They're beautiful.

Doing what?

You didn't enjoy our little picnic?

HuhI know you enjoyed our little

encounter the other afternoon. You want

me to tell Jonathan?Is that it?

Rachel, you won't tell Jonathan

because you haven't.

Because you don't want to. Do you think

you love Jonathan?You'll never

know him without knowing me. You're not

answering my question. Would you like the

short answer or the more complicated

attempt that approximates the truth?I

want the truth.

I think the more interesting question is

why are you here?Hmm

I didn't come to play games. Rachel,

you're a free agent. You're free to go.

You're free to stay. In fact, you're free

tonight, aren't you?

Why don't I take you to dinner?

I thought he was going to hit us. You

know, sometimes late at night, I just

come out here and I watch him land for

hours. When is the next one

coming?

See those lights way out there?

Over there?Yeah, he's probably 10 miles

out already in his descent.

I knew you'd enjoy this. Why?

Because of ways I'm not sure I even

understand.

I know you.

James. James.

Everybody real happy. Do it with your

favorite teacher.

Good, Rachel.

Good. Yeah. Okay, everybody spread part

a little bit. That's good.

Great. Look at your teacher.

And you're very happy.

Ah, geez.

Oh, you're very rough.

I know.

I think in sex we often become our true

selves, don't you?I

don't know. Well, you seem

to enjoy it.

Sometimes it's hard to come to terms with

who we really are.

Hello?

Oh, hi, Linda. How are you?

No, no, no, noI

always love to hear from you.

Yeah?You coming when?

28th?

Great, I'll be here.

Well, I can hardly forget.

Yes.

You're gonna wear those, so you're gonna

wear those again?

You nosing around in my things, huhI hope

you didn't cut your core short on my

account.

I wouldn't think of it. Did you

find anything interesting?Hmm

You know, you really are a very

attractive woman. When you look in

that mirror, do you realize that you are

no longer really young?The

woman in your line of work, that must be

frightening. Is that your professional

opinion, doctor?No.

I only treat wealthy neurotics with minor

problems that can be easily helped.

They're so grateful and generous in their

gratitude. To treat you would be to

deprive you of the only thing that makes

you interesting.

I'm leaving. I want you to

stay. Let's have dinner.

I'm having dinner with Jonathan.

Call him and cancel it.

You aren't married to him. He

hasn't asked you, has he?

Well, it's nice to finally meet you.

Thank you. Congratulations. I hear you're

going to get on the business side. You're

going to be an agent?Yes, in six months.

Yeah. She makes a big career move to make

half the money. I'd like to see how long

you last, grinning at a camera 24 hours a

day. I'm thrilled for you. I think it's

long overdue. Well, I guess it's like

being a prizefighter. It's better to go

out while you're still on top. Come on,

let's get some drinks into you. Come on,

baby. Move it.

After Roger raised his hourly to

175, I did the same. Some of my

patients got so depressed they come twice

as off. Rachel. Champagne. Champagne,

Jonathan. Can I have you guys some water?

Sure you can. I'll get it for you.

Jonathan. Oh, Dr. Minor. How are you?

Hi, this is Doctor Miner. She works for

the Reese Foundation. She wrote the book

on post-feminism. You know, the one I

gave you. Oh, Gail, please.

Surely you're not a fellow shrink. No,

I'm a fashion model. Really. How

fascinating. I've always wondered what it

would be like to be a perfect size 6A

model. Well, not for long.

Oh, are you taking courses or

are you planning another career?No.

Jonathan, we should get together and talk

about that paper you're giving at the

conference. Dr. Minor, do you know what I

like best about your book is when you

talk about the need for we older women to

accept ourselves and not fall

into, I think, what you call the pathetic

trap of constant flirtation in order to

gain reassurance of our deserability.

Excuse us.

I'm a size 4. What?I don't belong here. I

won't go home. We just got here.

But they don't think what I do is real.

They talk to me like I'm a pet. I think

it would be very rude to Jack and Lillian

if we left now. Besides, there happened

to be some people here that I want to

see. Why don't you go to Gastiva?I'll be

in the patio.

They're really not very nice people.

I guess you have to get to know them

better. I know them better.

Must be the only person left in the West

Side who still smokes. Don't

prefer cancer to fat.

Looking at her, you'd never believe it.

She slept with half the men here.

Including my husband.

I'm not interested in your husband. If

that's what you're worried about. I'm not

worried about it. A

lot of those women don't like you.

They don't think you deserve Jonathan.

That's their problem. You met

James then?

I met him once accidentally at the

gallery.

Jonathan told me they had a falling out

of some sort. He did say that. Yeah. Do

you know James?No.

Indeed I do. The

resemblance is amazing, isn't it?Do you

know what happened between them?

They won't tell you, will they?I don't

understand this

sometime. And you've really got nothing

to lose. Mention the name Sandy

Shearer to Jonathan. Is he some sort of a

game that every time I ask about?

Jonathan. Hi. Hi

Feliz?Mm-hmmHi.

Good to know each other?Oh, we're just

getting acquainted. She's great. Nice

meeting you.

You seem to have scared her off. Hmm

She told me she knows your brother.

Come on, let's go home.

What is it?Nothing.

Is it Gayle?Would it

help for you to know that she comes on to

everyone like that, not just me?Not

really. She doesn't bother, no.

Well, what is it then?

Nothing, really. It's

just that I feel so different from those

people. I don't blame you.

By the way, I loved your comments, Dr.

Mike.

That's one of the reasons I love you. Now,

what can I do?to make it up to you

for dragging you to that awful party

tonight, hmm

HmmJust told me. That's all I need

tonight,

hmmJames?Rachel.

I just spent the whole morning thinking

about you. I only came for one thing.

Tell me about Sanjishiro.

Oh, you've been quite the detective.

I'm sure Jonathan never said a word. Who

is she?Did you fight over her?

Rachel, I don't fight over anybody. I

told you before. People take me or leave

me as I am. No.

I don't have time in the afternoon to see

you anymore. I want to see you at

night. I don't want to see you at all.

From

now on, you're going to just tell dear

Jonathan that you're taking a night

class. Have

you thought about how he would react if

you discovered that you know both of us?

Shall we say equally well?

I've got to go now. You

really are morbidly attached to him,

aren't you?Jonathan, the second best. He

is not the second best. Of course he is.

Otherwise, why are you here with me?

Jonathan. Rachel.

Is that a friend of yours at Jonathan's?

If I were you, I'd start thinking about

what you're going to tell Jonathan when

your friend in the Mercedes here says she

saw you both. I hope you're as good an

actress as you are.

You look like you could care less.

Well, to be perfectly honest with you,

it's hard for me to feel anything right

now.

All right, I see you, little buddy.

Jonathan, I never meant to. Oh, Rachel.

Rachel.

Oh, Rachel. Bye.

My dad loved to hunt

and fishing.

Anything to do with the outdoors, really.

As long as the God, I'm out of that hug.

Are

you going to be all right?

I think you should let me come. I really

think I should be there. No, noIt would

be a terrible way to meet them all. No, I

need to do this alone. Maybe you're

right.

I can't stop thinking. What if James is

going to tell Jonathan when they see each

other?No, he won't. And when he

comes back, you stay away from him,

Rachel. Like you say, I'll be OK.

James doesn't want to see me during the

day, and at night I'll be with Jonathan.

It's too bad he gave up on the afternoons

because you could have seen one all day

and the other one all night. Whichever

you wanted. Honey, maybe these

days it takes two of them to make one

real mess. But it isn't funny.

You know, it's like a drug. You know it's

going to kill you. But you see it laid

out there, and you find yourself going

toward it as if you had no will. And I

hate him, Mel. I really do.

Lose the time. I'm your subjects.

I know. All right. Get back there. She's

fine. She's a beautiful

girl. She's

gonna look pretty. No, no,

it'll be fine. We'll just have to work a

little faster. She's fine. Once she's on

the set, she'll.

Right. I can't do miracles.

Just shut up, Stan, and do it.

Very professional, Rachel. What do you

think?We're shooting a spot for a rehab

center.

Get another face. I'm sorry. I didn't

know I was allergic to tigers.

Hi.

Let me just. No, we will. We'll schedule.

We can reschedule. We will have extra.

Did you really miss me?Every inch

of you.

I have something for you. Oh, yeah. For

later. Surprise.

Do you like my surprise?Oh, I

love it. I love it.

Feels good?Oh, it

feels real good. I

want you to forget everything.

Hello. Hi, it's me,

Bate. Yes.

Jonathan, everything's taken care of

here. I'm gonna be home tonight, all

right?Rachel?

Oh, yours.

He called and he said, I'm Jonathan. And

it was his sick idea of a joke. For a

moment, I did not know. I really did

not know. But you made sure Jonathan's

wallet wasn't the dresser, so I looked at

it before he came out of the shower. I'm

proud of you. How long has it been now?

Since you left, three weeks, and he

hasn't called. What about calling him?

I fight it, but I'm getting stronger

every day. I mean, with

our silence, equal violence.

So, what'd you think of it?

Honey, I'll be right back. Gary was

trying to reach me today at the office.

Barry had some terrible news.

You know Alan Singer?My friend from Med

school. Met him at Mike and Becky

Butler's. Mm-hmmHe's got Hodgkin's

disease. I'm sorry. I should have talked

to you first, but I just agreed to take

over a night class that Alan teaches in

Long Beach on Tuesdays. I'm afraid I'm

not gonna be back until late.

Jonathan, what if I just came,

sat in, hmmHoney, I don't think you'd

enjoy it very much. Wouldn't you like a

night where you could just get out?I

think you must get bored with us

sometimes. Then we'll just tell him it's

okay. I can't say no.

Romantic enough for you?

No. That's why I like

it.

Love makes the world go round.

I never did that before.

It's always a shock to find out what you

really like. I feel

like I've dissolved.

I feel that there is. There isn't any me

anymore. Where'd you get the

idea there was any you to begin with?

You want to know what your true talent

is, Rachel?Your gift?

Bone structure. You've

made a life out of being beautiful.

Now you're convinced that you're a

worthless piece of trash.

I want to go home. I don't want to be

here. Rachel, you're

my kind of girl. I don't want to be here.

I want to go home. No, no, noOne more

stop. And dogs, man. Hey,

we would like some tattoos, please. No, I

I don't want a tattoo. Thank you. I said

that once, too. Oh, that is

beautiful. You know what it is?I don't

think we have the time tonight for all of

that. How about a a bleeding

heart of Jesus?No. NoWhat?Oh,

maybe a death's head. Why don't you get

her a rose on her butt?I like that. I

got it. The name James in an

elegant little script. Can you do that?

How much would... Get out of here. I

don't like this kind of stuff. How much

would that be?I'll go across the street.

Honey. Honey, how much would that be?How

much would that be?Don't go walk. Get

out. Come on, move. Excuse me. We'll be

right back.

It's over. This is it. Why don't you shut

up?I'll decide when it's

over. The light is red.

Slow down. I thought you liked driving

fast. I thought you liked excitement. I

want

out! I want out now! Let me out! Jane,

stop!

Get out. Get out of the car!

Get out! Get out.

Get out. You want out?Get out! Get

out of here! Waffle!

Ranger?

You stuttered me, that's all. I didn't

know you were home. Your car wasn't in

the driveway. I ran out of gas on the

PC. It's like an idiot. I had to call a

cab. Is

something the matter?Maybe.

What?I came home late. Is that

it?

No, it's not just you coming home at 2:00

in the morning. Just the whole way

you've been acting the last few weeks. By

the way, why were you looking through my

wallet the morning after I came back?I

was curious to see what your driver's

license picture looked like. Rachel, have

you been looking through my office?

Have you?No. Honey, you're

lying. You

left the key in my filing cabinet right

in the lock.

Now, do you want to tell me about this?

No, Rachel, I am

trying to understand what's going

on with you. I mean, are you having an

affair or what?I

need you to be honest with me. How honest

are you with all these secrets and things

you never talk about?What are you talking

about?Sandra Shira?Who is she?I

told you about her. Who is she?

Felice at the party. So that's a reason

for you to go snooping through my office.

She's somebody I try to forget. Why don't

you let me help you?Wait a minute. Don't

you turn this around on me. I am telling

you I can't trust you anymore.

Look, maybe you just

better get your own place for a while,

OK?

Honest to God. Can you believe you ever

let some man talk to you into wearing

this?You got it upside down. Oh,

what difference does it make?

Listen, I think she's just an old

girlfriend. Tomorrow I'll drive up to

Santa Barbara. Part of me is glad I

have a chance to step back from Jonathan,

but I have to find out what this is all

about.

Hello. You sure you don't want that

tattoo?How did you get this number?

You'd be surprised what the phone company

will give a psychiatrist. You see, they

have to. Otherwise the poor little

patient might have a mental emergency.

Well, you have no rights and I will

report you. No, you won't.

If there's one thing I've learned as a

doctor, Razo, it's that we always

return to the source of the pleasure

stimuli. Well, leave me alone. Leave me

alone. Well, I

wasn't sure until now, but I got you a

house-warming present. If you should

become more insistent, I brought you

something to help him improve his

personality. Take it away. Are you crazy?

I don't need a gun. I'm gonna put it

away, but I'm gonna put it right under

your pillow. Even if I knew how, I

couldn't do it. It'll just make me more

nervous. Just take it away. Rachel, we're

not talking about Captain Kangaroo here.

We're talking about self-defense.

If you make you feel better, leave it

there, okay?

Now, can you stay with me tonight?Of

course. Okay, okay

Missy Shearer, I am Rachel Marks. I

couldn't imagine. It's all right, dear.

It isn't nearly what you think,

Sandra. Say hello.

It's an old friend of yours from Holyoke,

Rachel Marks.

Hello, Sandy. I don't think you'll

Remember Me. I still can't believe that

she really wanted to kill herself. But

when they found her, the gas was still

on. I'm sorry.

Was Jonathan McEwen her fiance?She and

Jonathan were to be married

in June of the year that he got his

degree. Then. Then

what happened exactly?

Well, I don't know, really.

Sandra never explained it satisfactorily

to her father and me.

The accident?Oh, no, no, no, no

Before. But

she didn't want to upset us, I suppose.

She told us that there had been this.

Cruel thing that Jonathan's brother

James had done.

Evidently he pretended to be

Jonathan and got Sandra intoxicated.

And so

something happened that couldn't be

undone. What did Jonathan

do?He disappeared. I

mean, he just went away,

but not before he'd said some. horrible

things to Sandra that that final

time that they talked. He was so angry he

even refused to take back his engagement

ring. He told her that she

had betrayed him. I

mean, Jonathan just hated James for what

he'd done. He never forgave him.

He still sends money

to her every month since it happened.

And I take it.

Yes, I do.

Did you say that... you knew

James?Yes,

I do.

Thank you for meeting me, Jonathan. Well,

you don't have to thank me for meeting

you. I wanted to see you. I

miss you. How have you

been?Not

so good.

I went to a Santa Barb with you today.

I saw Sandra. I talked to

Mrs. Shearer, and she told me what

happened.

You saw something?I

wish.

I saw her, Jonathan. What did you

think?That no one was ever going to tell

me?That I wasn't going to find out?You

should have told me. You should have told

me about your brother, too. All these

could have been avoided. Oh, this?

Oh, this?Listen, don't ask

me to relive this. Not now, not

again. Nothing can be done about it.

He did defile her. She did betray me.

That's the way it was. That's the way it

is. I can't go through this all again.

Mesashira told me that he tricked her. He

got her intoxicated. He didn't trick her.

She always wanted James.

She couldn't get him until she got me.

Until Jonathan had something that James

could take.

James is psychotic, Rachel. All he

has ever wanted

was to be me. But why does he hate you so

to do these things?He

hates me because basically I'm happy.

What about Sandy?I am very

sorry about what

happened to Sandy.

I want to thank you for a lovely evening.

I want to thank you for what was

undoubtedly the lovely day I've ever

done. You've been very

sweet to marry the grandmother.

Danton.

Is someone out there?

Get away. Get away. Get

away. Get away. Get away.

Hi, dear. Hi. How do I get dressed?

Oh, Rachel, what are you doing here?What

are you talking about?I have a bookie at

noon. Gil didn't tell you. I'm

going to kill him. They cancelled. They

cancelled?Why?

What's

that?I mean, Gil cancelled you, Rachel.

Sorry.

Well?Rachel,Did you

think that they could shoot around

whatever it is that's eating you?I mean,

look at these. Your eyes. It's

not just a question of looking your best,

Rachel. Have I ever done a bat shoot?

Ever?No. And you're not going to start

now. It's my professional judgment. I've

known you a long time, and if you were a

squirrel, I would suggest that you

hibernate for the winter. For God's sake,

get some sleep. Enough of this, Anna

Karenina. I mean, take a pill if you have

to, but sleep. Leave me alone.

only the truth that's got me worried

about bringing you into the business I

only know the surface just what I can

see that's the problem well that's how I

earn my living I deal with surfaces every

hour and you can look at a

surface and tell a great deal and after

all that's all we have to look at isn't

it that's not what I need to hear right

now Rachel

The reason you're the greatest model that

I have ever worked with is because of the

transparency of emotion in your face.

You'll remind me to ask you to speak at

my funeral. Now, how could I send you out

to get your picture taken when you're so

unhappy?Now, I want you to take a few

weeks off, come back rested with a note

from your doctor. It's very upsetting to

me. And when I'm upset, I do bad

business. So you better go, Rachel,

all right?

Hello?Rachel, it's James. I've

decided I adore you.

If you're calling me again, I'm going to

call the police. Oh, Rachel, please get a

hold of yourself. You're losing control

of your life here. You know, not anymore.

I found out about Sandra Shearer and told

Jonathan.

Did you tell him about us?

There is no us. You tricked me into

hurting him enough already. How could I

trick you when you knew who I was already?

You just can't be honest with yourself,

can you?What do you want from me?

You're frightening me. Listen, I need to

see you one more time to talk through

things sincerely. I'm going away as

soon as I can. Then stop by

my office for a few minutes on your way.

Rachel, I promise you nothing will

happen to you that isn't an expression

of your own desires.

And if I don't?

Don't misunderstand me. I

never threaten. But you

might well regret snubbing me again.

I suppose I might.

Rachel?I'm sorry. Excuse me.

I'm in the middle of a session. I do need

to talk to you. Okay, okayCan you wait

20 minutes?No.

Oh, excuse me, one minute.

You're moving where?I don't know.

Rachel, I didn't want to

end our relationship.

I love you. You do?

Or am I just a substitute for someone you

once knew?It

doesn't matter. But you should have

told me.

The truth is, there are things I should

have told you.

You were right. I did have an

affair.

Yes, I also said that there

was no point in us having a relationship

unless we could forgive one another.

Jonathan, there are things you cannot

forgive.

My affair?It was with

James.

Can you forgive that?I

can't.

You just keep the idea this is more

attractive to me than she was to me.

Shut up! You're a pathologically

secular being, James.

I'm sorry.

James?

Rachel?

Hello, Rachel.

Rachel, what are you doing here?

Rachel, he told me everything.

It's gonna be all right.

I'm Jonathan. For

God's sake, don't listen to him. I'm

Jonathan. Damn it, don't you start this?

Uh, this is just another one of his sick

jokes. I'm Jonathan. This

is his idea of a joke. For God's sake,

you must see that it's me. Rachel, I'm

getting little. James.

Stop! Both of you, don't come any closer.

I don't care who you are, I don't

love either of you. You're the same

person in a different light. You can't

love anybody but each other. It

was just a mirror between you. Rachel,

that's not true. You know James could

never make you happy. Don't call me

James. Rachel, I'm the one who

loves you. Rachel, I'm the one who loves

you. Not just give me that.

Grace, are

you okay?It's me.

He tried to shoot me, the gun went off.

James is dead. it's just

it's just me now it's

just me

beautiful beautiful let me see more of

the front more shoulders towards me

that's gorgeous beautiful beautiful

you're looking good looking beautiful

Don't worry about the client, because I

got in the office. All right?OK.

I'll be right

back.

I wouldn't keep you long. I just came to

say goodbye. So good to see you. How are

you feeling?I feel fine. I'm going back

to Europe for a while to work. They've

offered me a lot of money. Did you say

goodbye to Jonathan?No, I couldn't go

back. You know, in a way, I loved them

both. Especially Jonathan. But I really

didn't know them until the end, and then

it was too late. They could never get

three of each other. Men.

Jonathan spoke about the great souls, and

James only liked the gutter. And in the

end, uh.. Yes?

In the end, I go back to work and go out

with a rock star. Hey,

Elle, come on, baby. We go to work.

Right. I gotta go. Another day, another

zillion dollars.

See you, Rachel. Take it easy, honey. All

right. Let's get the show on the road,

guys. You got it, honey. All right. Good.

Beautiful. Nice. Great, great.

Beautiful. Gorgeous. Look

at him. Nice. That's it. Good. Beautiful.