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- [switch clicks]
- Ava!

Leah definitely said they
were coming back here.

Yeah. Text Mum and Ava and Luke

and fucking,
I don't know, Interpol.

Well, Luke's not
picking up his phone

or checking his messages.
Christ.

We should have gone
straight to the hospital.

[Paul] Yeah, I'm texting him.

- Ava, honey, we're home!
- [messaging bloops]

[cellphone chimes]

Luke, what's happening?

It's a boy.

Hurry up!
We'll miss the trailers!

Two minutes!

[sniffs]

[doorbell rings]

Will you get that? Luke's
probably forgotten his keys

for the gazillionth time.

- Bah!
- Aah!

- Oh, shit. Sorry.
- [laughs]

- [laughs]
- Whew.

- I thought you were Luke.
- I thought you were Ava.

Wait. Do you think
I look like Luke?

- Hi.
- Surprise!

I got off work early.

This lady didn't turn up
for her perm, so...

- Forgot?
- Died.

- Ooh, sorry.
- [Holly] Yeah.

We were heading out to watch
the new Breakfast Clubremake.

I really, really wanna see it.

- Do you wanna come?
- Me and Ava saw it last week.

- Ava, you've already seen it?
- Yeah.

No, I just thought you'd really
like to see it, so, you know...

- But you absolutely hated it.
- I didn't.

I mean, I did at first,

but then I thought it might
be worth a second look.

[sighs]

Let's just choose
something else.

Brilliant. You got any food?
I'm so hungry,

I could eat a week-old kebab
through a hedge, mate.

- Cheese and crackers okay?
- Yeah, fine.

So, at Cineworld
there's a horror on.

I don't do blood and guts.
Next.

Okay. Horror off.

- Uh, there's... a thriller.
- If it's the one where they find

the dead lady in the lake,
then no.

You know Ava's golden rules
of cinema.

No blood or guts or guns

or dragons or fit vampires
or dead ladies.

Unless they die of old age
or of saving the planet.

[door opens]

- [clatter]
- [Luke] Shit!

- What's going on?
- Where's the baby bag?

- I can't find the baby bag.
- The baby bag?

The baby bag!
I thought I left it down here!

- I need it now.
- But Maya's not due for...

Oh, no. Where's Maya?

- Meena's taken her to hospital.
- What's happened?

[sighs] It's all my fault.

I said something
that really upset her,

her waters broke, and I said
that I'd come back for the bag.

- Luke, slow down.
- I don't even know why

I said it, and now I can't
remember where I put it!

[clattering continues]

Uh, try the cupboard
by the washing machine.

- I'm sure I saw it there.
- [whispers] Okay.

- You all right?
- Uh, it's Maya.

- She's gone to hospital.
- God. Is she all right?

I don't know. He's not
making much sense. Sorry.

- No, no, we'll get out your way.
- [clatter in distance]

Just make sure you call me
if you need anything, yeah?

Thanks.

Uh... I think I'm gonna
hang here for a bit.

Sure.

Baby grows... bibs... Shit!

Hey, hey, Luke, Luke.
Do your breathing.

- No. Where's the hat?
- What hat?

It's like this monogrammed hat
with the baby's name on it.

It's Maya's idea
for the name reveal.

Uh, uh, Ava, give me your phone.

Hey, hey, don't worry
about the hat now, Luke.

You have to have a hat!

It's in the ante-natal
class handbook.

[cellphone keypad clicking,
messaging bloops]

Okay. I've texted Leah
to come pick us up.

- Thank you.
- [cellphone chimes]

[breathing heavily]

- Is that Meena?
- [Luke exhales] Yeah.

Maya's gone into labor.
Baby's coming. Oh, my God.

- [cellphone buzzes and chimes]
- Leah's on her way.

- I'm supposed to drive.
- You're not driving anywhere.

[sighs] We'll help pack the bag,
and then we'll wait outside

for your gran.

Hey, hey, Luke, it...
it's gonna be fine.

[exhales deeply] Okay.

[exhales deeply]

[Ally] Still can't get
any fucking signal.

[Paul] No? Yeah, we need
some sort of clue

- as to what's going on...
- [Ally] Yeah.

'cause Christ knows what
we're heading back to.

Uh, we are hoping to get
in the air as soon as possible,

folks, so phones
will have to go off shortly.

- Yep, sure. Will do, yeah.
- [PA tone sounds]

[sighs] What were we thinking,

going on holiday
so close to the due date?

What are you talk--
We booked it 18 months ago, hon.

Christ, we didn't know
any of this shit

- would be going on, did we?
- Still.

Maya's not due to drop
for another five weeks.

None of this is
actually our fault. Uh...

Uh, no, that...
Yeah, that's you.

- Is that me?
- This is me, yeah.

[Paul grunts]

[Paul exhales deeply]

We can't be there
for them all...

We can't be there for them
all... all the time,

especially when they're adults.
It's impossible.

Tell that to Meena and Sunil.
They...

They haven't left the country.
I mean, the baby hasn't

even been born yet,
and we're already

- the shit grandparents.
- [cellphone buzzes]

- Oh, it's Ava.
- Hmm?

- Hi!
- Mum, I have to be quick.

My phone's about to die,
and all the sockets here

have life support machines

- plugged in.
- What's happening?

Maya's still having
contractions.

They don't think
they can stop the labor.

Oh, God. Uh, well, how's Luke?

Really, really anxious.
Off the scale.

Uh, Meena and Sunil
are here, though.

Do... Do you think
you can get back in time?

Yeah, well, no, we've just...
we've just boarded the flight,

and hopefully we're
gonna take off in a...

[static over cellphone]

- [line beeps]
- Fuck!

[siren wailing in distance]

I really don't like
these places.

Yeah, a lot of people
have a phobia of hospitals.

I meant NHS hospitals.

Haven't been inside one
since Luke was very ill.

That must be well
over 10 years ago.

- Granny.
- No, don't get me wrong.

They do a wonderful job.
God bless the NHS,

but one just gets spoiled
by private medicine.

They bring you coffee
and all-butter biscuits.

[Grace]
Shall I get you a coffee?

No, I will go and find
the canteen or the refectory.

I don't think
they'll have a refectory.

I think that's just Hogwarts.

I expect it'll just be a machine
this time of night.

Okay, well,
I won't bother, then.

Well, if you're lucky,
the lobster and caviar trolley

will be around soon.

You're teasing me,
and you have every right.

I'll go to the machine
and get us all a coffee.

Sorry. She's posh.

[exhales deeply]

I do wonder
if I've left it too late

to make a difference
to Luke's life, you know?

Yeah, it could feel
like that, can't it?

Like we've sent him out
into the world without his coat

or his dinner money.

[inhales and exhales deeply]

- [Paul] Hey.
- [sighs]

Hey...

Are you sure you
don't want a Valium?

You haven't flown
without one for years.

I can't, Paul, though. I mean,

I need a clear head
when we land.

I can't lurch around
the neighborhood like

fucking Oliver Reed.
[inhales deeply]

Have you got your eye mask?

- Um... check.
- [Paul] Okay.

- Earplugs?
- Check.

Okay, well, you go
full sensory deprivation,

and I'll...
I'll give you a nudge

- when we're about to land, okay?
- Yeah. Okay.

Well, uh...

That working?

Is that working?

[Maya shrieking]

[midwife] Okay, darling,
remember to breathe.

- Are you the dad?
- [wailing]

Come on in, son.

Now, if you start to feel
lightheaded, just step away.

We don't want you fainting
in the wrong direction.

- Okay.
- [Meena] I'm here.

- That's right, baby.
- Excuse me.

Are you sure she shouldn't be
having a C-section?

No, we're pass that now.
She's fully dilated.

- [panting]
- [midwife] It will all be fine.

You look after your baby,
and I'll look after this one.

- Okay.
- The baby's coming, Luke!

- I know. I'm really sorry.
- [midwife] That's it. Good girl.

- [Meena] Good girl.
- [midwife] That's it.

[flight attendant over PA]
Please take a second now

to locate the exit
closest to you.

Note that the nearest exit
might be behind you.

In the event
of an emergency landing,

follow the illuminated floor
and seating lights...

- Excuse me, madam.
- ...to the nearest exit.

The emergency exits
are marked...

- Madam?
- ...with green signs...

- [gasps] What?
- Please ensure...

Can you please pay attention
to the briefing?

It's intended
for everyone's safety.

I'm so sorry. I just find it
really terrifying.

...experience
sudden pressure loss,

listen for instructions
from your cabin crew.

Oxygen masks will drop down
from above your seats.

[sighs] Fucking hell.

When using your mask,
remember to breathe normally.

Normally, right, yeah, sure.

Don't worry
if the bag doesn't inflate.

- Oh, don't worry. Don't worry.
- [whispers] Shush.

Place the mask over your mouth
and nose like this.

What's the fucking point?

Pull the strap
to tighten your mask.

- Keep your mask on...
- Hey. Wait.

- [exhales deeply]
- Hey, hey. We'll be fine.

...to remove it.

They're gonna do the bit
about landing on water

and fucking whistles next,
aren't they?

...emergency landing on water...

[Ally] Oh, Jesus. We'll be dead
by then, won't we, anyway

- [Paul] Hon. Hon.
- What's the fucking point?

All safety instructions
can be found on the card.

I spy...

...with my little eye...

something beginning with "E."

- "E"?
- [Sunil] "E."

- Electric light?
- No.

Mm... exit sign?

No.

- Emergency button?
- No.

No. Give up.

Existential terror
staring me in the face

with the force
of a thousand suns.

[scoffs]
Yeah, should have got that.

- [laughter]
- Ladies and gentlemen,

we are about to start
our descent into London Gatwick.

Please make sure
your seat backs and tray tables

are in the upright position,

that your seatbelts
are securely fastened,

and any electronic devices
are now either switched off

or in flight safe mode.
Thank you.

We could be grandparents
already, and we don't know,

or Maya could be having
a C-section,

or something unthinkable
could have happened.

- I can't stand not knowing.
- Well, I'm going to try and get

some signal as we descend.

Oh, yeah. Me, too.
No, anything?

No, nothing. I think we're
still a bit too high up.

- Keep looking, though.
- Yeah. Oh, my God.

I thought I saw a bar of signal,

but then it did... [sighs]

I just made an announcement

regarding the use
of electronic devices

as we make our descent.

- Sorry. Yes, you did.
- So sorry. We're just, um,

looking for messages
from our son.

Okay, can I take those
from you, please?

[blows raspberry] Uh, no.
[laughs]

I'll store them safely,

and once we've taxied
to the gate,

if you stay in your seats,
I'll return them to you.

Thank you.

Your tray table.

Oh, of course, yeah.
I'm so sorry.

Yeah.

- Can she do that?
- She just did.

No, I mean, legally,
is she allowed to do that?

I don't know. Google it.

Mm. Funny.

[exhales deeply]

[horns honk in distance]

[Grace] I don't think
I ever wanna have babies.

[mouth full] It's really intense

- and painful and frightening.
- Mm-hmm.

But then so is everything,
really--periods...

- Mm.
- Public speaking.

[sighs]
Babies are great, though.

Maybe when we're in our 20s,

they'll be able
to 3D print them.

[laughs]
Whenever I'm handed a baby,

I just always think
I'm gonna drop it.

Me, too.

- Mm.
- Very first thought.

50% chance this thing's
hitting the floor.

[Grace laughs, crunches]

I'm so glad you're here
with me for this.

It feels important
that you're here.

I couldn't be anywhere else,
could I? You'd be there for me.

- We've been a team since...
- Year Four?

[chuckles]

[both] Mad Miss Hughes.

- [laughter]
- [Maya wailing]

[crying]

[Meena] Oh, Maya.

- Oh, my God, Mum.
- He's amazing.

- [laughing] It's a little boy.
- [fusses]

Dad, would you like
to cut the cord?

[Maya laughs]

[midwife] Don't worry.
You won't hurt him.

[monitor beeping steadily,
baby continues fussing]

Uh... [stammers]

[beeping continues,
baby cries]

Luke? Luke.

- [sighs]
- [scissors snips]

There we go. [laughs]

- I'm so proud of you.
- Well done. You're amazing.

I'm just gonna take him
for a little weigh,

and then I'll bring him
straight back, okay?

Here we go. Oh, yeah.

- [nurse] Here you go.
- [baby fusses]

- [baby wailing]
- Four pounds, six ounces.

Breathing clear and regular.

[baby continues fussing]

- With Mummy now. Here we go.
- [baby fusses]

- Where's the hat?
- [baby continues fussing]

Uh, yeah, I couldn't find it.

[continues fussing]

We're gonna call him Jay.

- Jay.
- [Maya] Jay.

- Oh.
- It was on the hat we...

[Meena] Hello, little Jay. Aw.

- [Meena] Smile. [chuckles]
- [camera shutter clicks]

- [laughs]
- Okay. I need to take baby

up to neonatal unit.
Possibly a little jaundiced.

- Jaundiced?
- Uh, it's fine.

It's very normal
in a premature baby.

It's just a precaution.
But the good news

is that you'll have
your own room,

so someone can stay
with you tonight.

Uh... will you stay with me?

Of course I will, darling.
I'm not going anywhere.

- Yeah, yeah, you need your mum.
- [midwife chuckles]

- Oh...
- [Jay fussing]

[fussing continues]

[horn honks in distance]

Fuck. No, he's so beautiful,
Luke. [sighs]

- Did you take this?
- Uh, Meena sent it.

Oh, but you saw him.

I'll see him tomorrow
with you guys.

Right.

[clicks tongue] Four pounds...

- Six ounces.
- What's that in, uh, new money?

- Two bags of flour.
- [Paul chuckles]

Did they get a picture
with you in it?

[clicks tongue]
There wasn't time.

- Okay.
- Jay got here safe.

That's all that matters to me.

Yeah, of course.

[inhales deeply]

[sighs]

[groans] Right, um...

this might be
the very last order

I give you as a father, Luke,
but it's bedtime, son.

Got a big day ahead of us,
all right? So, let's go.

All right. [sighs]

- [groans]
- I know.

Meena gets to drive her
to the hospital.

Meena gets to be
in the labor ward.

Meena gets to stay the night,
but Ava didn't even see Jay.

Luke didn't hold him,
for Christ's sake.

Yes, I know,
and there is literally

nothing that
we could have done.

Okay? Now, hon,
it's really fucking late.

- We're gonna need a couple...
- I know.

...of hours' sleep
at least before...

Hey, mate.

Meena's just messaged me,
saying that they're

- taking Maya into surgery.
- What?

- Something's gone really wrong.
- Okay. Oh, God. Um...

Right, just go and get...
go and get dressed.

We can be in the car
in five minutes.

- This is all my fault.
- No, mate, it's not your fault.

You don't understand.
I... I told Maya

that I turned down my place
at Manchester,

and then she got
really upset with me,

and then that's when
she went into labor.

- You got a place at Manchester?
- Go and get dressed

and wake up Ava 'cause she'll
wanna be with us, too. Okay?

See you downstairs.

[Paul blows raspberry]
Hey. Hey, hey, hey.

He turned down Manchester.

Fuck me.
I think my waters are broken.

[siren wailing in distance]

Maya was perfectly fine
for the first couple of hours,

but then she experienced
some very heavy bleeding.

- How heavy?
- She was alarmed by it,

and the midwife team
were concerned.

Poor thing.

It's very likely
that the bleeding

is a sign that
the whole placenta didn't pass

when she was giving birth,

what we call
a retained placenta.

So, Maya's in surgery now?

She is,
under general anesthetic.

Is she okay? Is she in danger?

It's not
a very common condition,

but usually it can be resolved
pretty quickly.

- Good. Well, that's reassuring.
- What about complications?

There is a risk of infection,

so we'll put Maya
on a course of antibiotics.

It's just that I read
on the internet in the car

there can be life-threatening
blood loss and--

The internet really isn't
your friend at times like this.

Maya is in very good hands.
She'll be fine.

Thanks so much, Doctor.
Thank you.

[Paul] Cheers.

- Hey, Sunil.
- Hey.

- Hey.
- Hello, mate. You okay?

- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay.

Uh, Meena's in the blue zone
waiting area just down there.

- Okay, we'll go find her.
- Yeah. Yeah, okay. Thanks.

Uh, Luke.

Take a seat.

[Sunil sighs]

- Luke.
- Yeah.

My little girl is being operated
on right now, and I'm terrified.

[Sunil inhales
and exhales deeply]

You need to step up.

I know you're an anxious guy,

but you need to ignore that
because right now...

you need to be a man, not a boy.

I need you to take care
of my daughter

and that baby
that you both made.

Hey. Sorry to interrupt. Um...

Yeah, just looking for this one.
I thought we'd lost you, mate.

[Sunil] Uh, we were
just having a chat.

- Mm-hmm.
- [chuckles] I'll see you later.

Cheers.

- Seemed like a serious chat?
- [Luke] Yeah.

Sunil told me that
I need to be a man.

What, he's...
Right, he said that, did he?

I do need to be a man.

No, you are a man, mate.
He's talking rubbish.

Who's he to tell you
you're not a man?

He's always been really nice
to me, but he...

He's right.
I feel like a little boy.

No, we all... we all do,
mate, when we're scared.

I couldn't cut
the umbilical cord.

They asked youto cut the cord?

Fuck me ragged. You...

Christ, I was shaking so much
when you were born,

I probably would have
cut your arm off or worse.

You wouldn't have been a father
now, I'll tell you that.

[laughs]

Do you want me to teach you
how to be a man?

'Cause I... I... I can
teach you how to be a man.

Come on.

All right, let's go.

- [siren wailing]
- [Paul] Just take the bottle,

brush it against his lips
really gently.

- Like this?
- Uh-huh.

Yeah, if you...
if you just offer it up,

put it in his mouth
and see if he wants to take it.

[Luke] No, he d--
He doesn't seem to want it.

[Paul] No, gi--
no, give him a minute.

You know, just talk to him
and get him used to it.

Go on. [gasps]

- [Jay fusses]
- You all right, Jay?

- [Paul] Little Jay.
- [Luke] Come on.

- [Paul] Yeah, if you give him...
- [Luke] Oh, my God.

- [Luke laughs]
- [Paul] Bingo.

If you hold the bottle up
a little bit...

- Yeah.
- Yeah, there you go.

Oh, my God. [laughs]
He's got a really hard suck.

[chuckles] Right, yes.

You're hungry, boy Jay?
You're very hungry, baby.

That's perfect, Luke.
That's absolutely perfect.

Yeah. Brilliant, mate.

[Paul] There he is.

- [Luke laughs]
- [Paul] Brilliant.

[indistinct PA announcement
in distance]

- Is she all right?
- [Meena] Yeah.

They're saying that
surgery went well.

She's coming round now
in the recovery room.

That's fantastic.

- That's amazing news, Meena.
- Yeah, that's really great news.

- [sighs]
- Well done.

- Hey, Ally. You okay?
- [Ally] Yeah.

Honestly, I can't tell you,
I've never been so relieved

- in my life.
- Mm.

[sighs] I'm just so glad
that I was here.

Yeah, I'm sure.

But, of course, that meant
that Luke wasn't... here.

Uh, sorry?

Well, he was sent home,
wasn't he?

He wasn't sent home.
Maya asked me to stay with her,

and only one of us
could be there. Luke agreed.

Yeah, because he's anxious
and scared and shy

and out of his depth, yeah.

So, maybe not the best person
to stay with Maya

after she's just
given birth prematurely.

Listen, it's been
really hard for Luke.

He's felt like he's been
on the edge of all of this.

You know, not being part
of the birth of his own baby.

- He was there for the birth.
- Yes, I... I know he was there,

but then the baby
was whisked away,

or Maya was whisked away,
or at least

he was sent away from her.

I mean, he should have
been allowed to stay.

Like I said, only one of us
was allowed to stay.

I couldn't leave her,

and I'm not gonna apologize
for that, Ally.

I couldn't leave
'cause I'm her mum.

I do understand that,
but I am Luke's mum.

- Mm.
- And I...

and I'm just fighting
his corner.

No, I'm... I'm not having us
be the beta grandparents

- or him be the beta parent.
- Who's saying beta grand--

- [Meena] Hey, hey, guys.
- Hi.

- [Meena] How's baby Jay doing?
- Yeah, he's doing well.

He's taking a bottle. He's just
gorgeous. He's so gorgeous.

- Oh, I can't wait to meet him.
- [Sunil] Hey.

Luke was just saying
baby's doing really well.

- Yeah, he's doing brilliantly.
- Oh, that's marvelous news.

Well, now I do have
one question.

Does anyone else need
some breakfast?

- God, yes.
- There's a greasy spoon

- a couple of minutes' walk away.
- [Ally] Oh.

Best fried bread
you've ever tasted.

Egg yolks the color of sunset.

- That sounds delicious.
- Hi, Meena.

- Are you all Maya's family?
- Yes.

Well, she's back
in her room with baby

having light therapy
for his jaundice.

Does one of you want
to go and be with them?

- It can only be one, I'm afraid.
- Uh, that'll be me.

- I'm gonna be with her.
- Lovely. Follow me.

- [slaps back]
- Go get 'em.

[Meena sighs]

Oh, hey.

Here.

Take this.

[Luke] Thank you.

[Jay cooing]

[Maya chuckles]

[Jay fussing]

- Does he like his sunbed?
- Oh, yeah.

Be wanting to get
his nails done next.

[laughter]

I'm really sorry
for making all this happen.

You didn't. Our... our argument
didn't bring on labor, okay?

It just... just happened.

But I'm fine,
and Jay will be fine. Okay?

I want you to stay here
with me tonight, not Mum.

- [breathes deeply]
- [Jay continues fussing]

- [Maya chuckles]
- [Paul] Oh, I just remembered.

[continues fussing]

Ava found it.

[chuckles]

The sausages
are perfectly cooked,

and the bacon
is beautifully fatty.

- Yeah, a bit of jaundice.
- A choice of potatoes...

Uh, they'll keep him in
for a few days,

but otherwise, yeah,
really healthy boy.

Thank you. [laughs]

Congratulations to you,
too, great-grandfather.

[chuckles] Give my love
to great-grandmother.

No, let's go and see it anyway.

I only really said I didn't
like it because Holly didn't.

I'd really like to see it again.
Okay, great.

And thanks for yesterday,
Gracie. You were brilliant.

[Paul] No,
he's a great dad already.

A really great dad. Fuck knows
where he gets it from.