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May we ask
what's behind this new Jamie?
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I'm after your job.
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You'd better watch out
or your balls will be on the wall.
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Thanks for looking after him.
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You can't just take him.
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Sherbert is my dog.
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Find your own dog.
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I can't think straight when you're
talking shit in my ear non-stop!
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Bullying another member of staff
to keep your dirty secrets...
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..is not acceptable, Jamie.
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Lils.
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Want someone to control you?
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Don't get dragged
into her little game.
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She is dangerous.
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Are you OK? You look a bit odd.
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You'll get more sense from Paula.
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You'll get more sense from Paula.
Paula!
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She was acting really odd
when she came to get Sherbert.
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Can you give me a hand?
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They'll lock her up again, Jay.
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When the world is too much...
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..we just have to carry on.
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The mind can be a dangerous place.
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Sometimes...
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..it causes you to do things.
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Things that you don't really
want to do...
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..but that you have to do.
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Is that's what's happening
to my mind?
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Like one massive black hole
in the universe...
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..full of all kinds of shit.
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Sucking everything up
until the Big Bang.
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Once you're in a black hole,
you can't escape anyway.
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Oi!
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Are you listening?
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What are we doing here, Jamie?
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Exactly.
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We're like these stones.
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So small and useless
compared with the universe.
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No, what are you
actually doing here?
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In this field, right now?
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Oh, yeah.
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Yeah.
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Right, well...
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..technically,
we're kind of on the run.
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Mm?
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Well, they're using you, Paula.
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As an experiment.
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Who?
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Who?
The unit. The team.
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The crisis team?
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That's what they call it.
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But what does 'CRISIS'
actually stand for - do you know?
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No, haven't got a clue. What?
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That's the point.
I don't know either.
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They're keeping it secret.
I'm not supposed to know.
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Oh, shit!
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Yeah, I know.
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But it's OK.
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Because my job is to look after you
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Right?
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Help you get better.
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Yeah.
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But I am better, aren't I?
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If you were better,
I wouldn't have found you...
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..collapsed outside your flat
yesterday.
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Me?
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You're lucky I was there
to save you.
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Anyway, the thing is,
you're safe with me now...
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..because that's my job.
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What is your job?
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Mental Health Nurse.
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Keep you safe.
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Repair you.
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Yeah.
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Repair my head.
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How are you going to do that?
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We need to rewire the brain.
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Reset it.
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Default settings.
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Default settings.
Like my laptop.
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Yeah, exactamundo.
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My laptop's shit, Jamie.
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My laptop's shit, Jamie.
We'll give it an upgrade.
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Yeah?
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Yeah?
You'll be a genius, and your mind...
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..will be boggling.
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Come on.
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Where are we going?
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On a road trip. Trust me.
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Like a Sunday school trip.
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Yes, like a Sunday school trip.
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Yeah!
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Wow!
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Ah!
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I saw signs to the beach that way.
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I saw signs to the beach that way.
We're not going to the beach.
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A Sunday school trip, you said.
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You said we were on
a Sunday school trip, not me.
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So where are we going?
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To face it, face on.
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To face it, face on.
Who?
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The thing you fear most.
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The things you want answers for.
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Your past, Paula.
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You need to face it.
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No, not today.
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It's the only way to move on.
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Face your parents tell
them how much they're hurting you.
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It'll help.
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No! I can't!
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You have to.
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You have to.
No.
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Don't!
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Let me out then!
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Stop the car or I'll open the door.
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I'm warning you.
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Paula?
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Paula, don't!
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Obvious, isn't it?
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Can't you knock or something?
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Hey, I'm just trying to help.
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I mean, you want to fix her,
don't you?
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Yes, and I can do that myself.
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Well, fine.
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Good luck.
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What's obvious?
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Hey! Come on.
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Oh!
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You want the pain to go away, yeah?
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So we have to do this.
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Face your mum and dad.
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Do you trust me?
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Good.
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OK?
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It was over there.
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Mam had insisted on going
to a Welsh cob sale.
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Over Brecon way.
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It was before the days of mobiles...
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..so I don't know
how they found out.
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I can still hear the noise
Dad was making.
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No! No!
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And they just stared,
right through me.
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Neither of them gave me a hug.
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Because they couldn't lose
the golden boy, could they?
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That was not how things
were meant to be.
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But you did it.
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You let him die.
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You were jealous of the attention
golden boy was getting.
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Don't be soft!
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No, I understand, Paula.
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Like me and Barry -
I let him go, I let him fall.
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You saw Caleb
struggling in the slurry pit...
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..and you let him go.
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I didn't kill Caleb!
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You've got it wrong.
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The golden boy...?
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That's what they believed.
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That's what they wanted me
to believe.
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It's OK.
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You don't have to pretend
any longer.
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Speak the truth, as I should
have done at the inquest.
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I promise, you'll feel better.
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No, you've got it wrong.
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You've got it all wrong.
That's not what happened.
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Hey you, get off this land,
do you hear?
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Go on, skit!
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Whoa now, OK?
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Do you know her?
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Paula? She wants to talk to you.
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We don't know any Paula.
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Right, listen...
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You want me to call the police?
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You can't keep doing this to Paula -
you need each other.
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Jamie.
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Jamie.
Paula, tell them.
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Say that you're sorry.
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Say something!
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Are you going or do you want
to be carted off in a hearse?
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Come on.
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Paula?
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GUNSHOT
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GUNSHOT
Fuck!
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Oh!
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It's magnificent out there.
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Without farmers like Mam and Dad...
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..this would just be one,
wild forest.
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No food, no order.
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You are alright, are you?
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Yes.
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It's just my head...
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I'm not sure.
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Right.
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Well, here you are.
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Where the fuck did you...?
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Over there - look.
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What d'you think I've been doing
for the last hour?
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I don't remember packing that stuff.
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My treat.
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Right, come on, let's go.
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Come on!
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Sit down.
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While we're here...
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..we need to have a chat
about this Caleb business.
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Because although Mam and Dad
say it was my fault...
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..they didn't mean it that way.
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They wanted to find fault in me...
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..because they should never
have left a young girl...
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..to babysit a mischievous boy
like he was.
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And the truth is...
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..they know it.
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Deep down.
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They just...
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..can't admit it to themselves.
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It's a lot easier to blame me.
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Just as you blame yourself
for Barry.
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Erm, tell this one
not to stick her nose in.
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You tell him that 'this one'
has a name.
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You can hear him?
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Oi, oi.
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See him?
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If I had enough money
I'd buy him a new pair of jeans.
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Those are manky.
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Tell the cheeky mare.
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Cheeky mare?
Is that all you've got?
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Do you want me to fucking start?
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Do you want me to fucking start?
Please!
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What I was trying to say was...
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..you didn't let him go.
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You wanted to think
you'd let him go...
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..because then
you can blame yourself.
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Take full responsibility
instead of having to face the truth.
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Instead of having to blame him.
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Saying that he'd been selfish.
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He wasn't selfish.
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He was ill.
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And refusing to seek help.
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And refusing to seek help.
I tried.
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Not hard enough.
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It's not as simple as that.
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No, but it's easier to let your
best friend carry the can, isn't it?
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Rescue you from some precipice
or bridge.
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Hold your head down the toilet
when you've taken too much shit.
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You going to let her
speak to me like that?
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Yes, because he knows
what I say makes sense.
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You've made his life hell, Barry.
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You've made his life hell, Barry.
No.
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Yes, you have.
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You've ruined his marriage.
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Let him raise your kids.
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How does she know about that?
You been taking to users about me?
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No.
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No.
Oi! I'm clean.
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I've never used anything.
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Why else did she say that?
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Why else did she say that?
Because you're still haunting him.
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If he wanted me to go,
he'd tell me to piss off.
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Tell him to piss off then, Jamie.
He's not good for you.
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It's none of your business.
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It's none of your business.
Fucking stop it. Both of you.
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I can't think straight
while you two are talking shit!
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No!
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Oh!
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MOBILE RINGING
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Fuck!
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Paula?
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We need to go.
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Who was that?
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On the phone?
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It was the work ringtone?
274
00:16:48,610 --> 00:16:50,530
But it's not 'work' though, is it?
275
00:16:50,530 --> 00:16:51,530
But it's not 'work' though, is it?
No?
276
00:16:51,630 --> 00:16:55,580
No. Now then,
what could CRISIS stand for?
277
00:16:55,630 --> 00:16:56,640
Stop!
278
00:16:57,660 --> 00:16:59,600
You're really doing my head in.
279
00:17:00,610 --> 00:17:04,510
Perhaps the 'I'
stands for International.
280
00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:07,650
It's an acronym, you see.
281
00:17:07,700 --> 00:17:10,610
I'm rubbish with crosswords
and things like that.
282
00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:12,600
Yes, because you don't exist.
283
00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:14,550
Yes, because you don't exist.
I'm handy enough when you need me.
284
00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:16,560
Criminal.
285
00:17:16,720 --> 00:17:18,530
Ring.
286
00:17:18,700 --> 00:17:20,570
International?
287
00:17:20,620 --> 00:17:23,690
Doesn't bloody matter what it is,
we need to shift.
288
00:17:24,690 --> 00:17:26,740
Is there a message on the phone?
289
00:17:29,510 --> 00:17:30,520
Erm.
290
00:17:31,650 --> 00:17:33,730
'Don't worry, Jay.
I'm coming to get you.
291
00:17:34,670 --> 00:17:35,730
'Stay where you are.'
292
00:17:37,740 --> 00:17:39,510
Fuck.
293
00:17:57,710 --> 00:18:00,510
Perhaps they want
to lock you up, Jamie.
294
00:18:00,620 --> 00:18:02,530
Think you're nuts, like us two.
295
00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:05,550
You've been a bit cuckoo for ages!
296
00:18:05,740 --> 00:18:09,630
# The lovely month of June
will be upon us very soon
297
00:18:09,740 --> 00:18:13,520
# We'll hear the cuckoo singing
happily in our land #
298
00:18:13,630 --> 00:18:14,660
Stop!
299
00:18:15,560 --> 00:18:16,610
# Happily in our land #
300
00:18:16,610 --> 00:18:17,730
# Happily in our land #
Stop it!
301
00:18:18,590 --> 00:18:20,660
Stop! Stop! Stop!
302
00:18:26,630 --> 00:18:27,630
Shit!
303
00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:54,720
OK.
304
00:18:57,700 --> 00:18:58,700
OK.
305
00:19:00,670 --> 00:19:04,610
If you want to stay in this car,
you must behave.
306
00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:06,730
Understand?
307
00:19:07,590 --> 00:19:09,600
Not a peep from now on.
308
00:19:13,500 --> 00:19:14,510
Oh, fuck sakes.
309
00:19:16,580 --> 00:19:17,610
Go back!
310
00:19:19,730 --> 00:19:20,730
Go on!
311
00:19:21,540 --> 00:19:22,640
It's a dead end.
312
00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:35,570
Rod the Cod!
313
00:19:39,550 --> 00:19:40,550
Shit.
314
00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:41,680
Exciting!
315
00:19:42,540 --> 00:19:43,740
Just like being in the movies!
316
00:19:44,590 --> 00:19:47,640
Drive slowly towards him...
317
00:19:48,500 --> 00:19:50,650
..and then just push him
out of the way.
318
00:19:51,510 --> 00:19:52,600
Foot to the metal, James!
319
00:19:52,600 --> 00:19:53,600
Foot to the metal, James!
Don't listen to him.
320
00:19:53,700 --> 00:19:55,740
Maybe it's all in your mind.
321
00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:58,530
Like me.
322
00:19:58,580 --> 00:20:01,690
Come on, you know
us two aren't real, eh?
323
00:20:02,710 --> 00:20:06,540
I'll bet that car over there
doesn't really exist.
324
00:20:06,650 --> 00:20:08,500
There's nothing there.
325
00:20:08,550 --> 00:20:10,580
It's your mind
playing tricks on you.
326
00:20:11,560 --> 00:20:12,560
Prove it.
327
00:20:13,610 --> 00:20:14,610
Go on!
328
00:20:14,720 --> 00:20:16,550
Drive towards them.
329
00:20:17,510 --> 00:20:19,520
MOBILE
330
00:20:19,650 --> 00:20:22,670
There's nobody there.
It's your head, Jay.
331
00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:25,740
Go on, drive,
go Back to The Future.
332
00:20:26,600 --> 00:20:27,690
Go on!
333
00:20:30,690 --> 00:20:32,500
They're not there.
334
00:20:34,660 --> 00:20:35,710
It's all in your head.
335
00:20:42,670 --> 00:20:44,640
Lils?
336
00:20:44,690 --> 00:20:45,690
Lili?
337
00:20:46,580 --> 00:20:47,650
It's not her, Jamie.
338
00:20:49,670 --> 00:20:50,690
They're not there.
339
00:20:50,740 --> 00:20:53,680
Jay, what if they are there?
340
00:20:54,570 --> 00:20:56,600
Jamie!
341
00:21:12,540 --> 00:21:14,600
Oi! Can you give me a hand?
342
00:21:14,730 --> 00:21:16,530
I'll make sure you're OK.
343
00:21:16,640 --> 00:21:18,540
Don't just stand there!
344
00:21:20,640 --> 00:21:21,680
Oh, come on.
345
00:21:21,730 --> 00:21:22,730
Fuck!
346
00:21:42,620 --> 00:21:42,670
.
347
00:21:46,500 --> 00:21:46,620
Subtitles
348
00:21:46,620 --> 00:21:48,620
Subtitles
Subtitles
349
00:21:54,690 --> 00:21:55,690
Jamie.
350
00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:04,600
Where are we?
351
00:22:05,660 --> 00:22:06,730
We'll look after you.
352
00:22:08,620 --> 00:22:11,630
We all want to make this
as easy as possible for you.
353
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:14,600
What is it?
354
00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:15,600
What is it?
Eh?
355
00:22:16,540 --> 00:22:17,620
Crisis Unit?
356
00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:19,540
What does it stand for?
357
00:22:32,550 --> 00:22:33,650
I think I should go back.
358
00:22:33,700 --> 00:22:36,520
No, everything's fine.
359
00:22:38,630 --> 00:22:39,680
I'll deal with it.
360
00:22:40,590 --> 00:22:42,570
Jamie, come with me.
361
00:22:47,660 --> 00:22:48,690
Jamie?
362
00:22:50,700 --> 00:22:51,710
Today.
363
00:23:13,540 --> 00:23:15,570
Do you want to discuss your day?
364
00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:21,650
You had a bit of an adventure,
it seems.
365
00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:30,700
I thought...
366
00:23:32,660 --> 00:23:33,690
..that Paula...
367
00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:39,620
I took her home.
368
00:23:41,500 --> 00:23:42,590
Back to her farm.
369
00:23:43,660 --> 00:23:44,670
But...
370
00:23:47,660 --> 00:23:48,740
..I'm not sure...
371
00:23:50,500 --> 00:23:52,650
..I'm not sure if...
372
00:23:54,590 --> 00:23:55,680
..any of it happened.
373
00:23:57,740 --> 00:24:00,620
Paula's been working
in a hotel today.
374
00:24:02,540 --> 00:24:05,550
Rod's got her a job
as a part-time receptionist.
375
00:24:07,620 --> 00:24:11,600
And that wasn't Paula's farm
you called at.
376
00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:15,530
You scared the life
out of an elderly couple.
377
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:22,740
Who've never had children.
378
00:24:27,700 --> 00:24:28,710
Shit.
379
00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:31,650
OK.
380
00:24:32,610 --> 00:24:35,550
Yeah, I was, I was...
381
00:24:36,640 --> 00:24:38,580
..I could handle...
382
00:24:39,730 --> 00:24:41,550
I was fine...
383
00:24:42,620 --> 00:24:43,620
..until...
384
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:47,680
..that stuff you gave me.
385
00:24:51,510 --> 00:24:52,530
What stuff, Jamie?
386
00:24:55,550 --> 00:24:56,570
Coke.
387
00:24:56,620 --> 00:24:58,660
Or whatever was in that powder.
388
00:25:00,550 --> 00:25:01,680
Why did you do that to me?
389
00:25:05,670 --> 00:25:06,730
On top...
390
00:25:08,510 --> 00:25:10,620
..on top of everything.
391
00:25:11,550 --> 00:25:14,700
Jamie, I'd never touch
stuff like that.
392
00:25:15,650 --> 00:25:19,530
And I would never, ever
give any to you.
393
00:25:20,580 --> 00:25:23,680
Especially considering the state
of your mental health.
394
00:25:26,660 --> 00:25:27,660
OK.
395
00:25:33,650 --> 00:25:35,540
But in the storeroom...
396
00:25:35,650 --> 00:25:37,680
..and the car, when you and I...?
397
00:25:37,730 --> 00:25:39,520
Jamie, listen...
398
00:25:39,520 --> 00:25:40,520
Jamie, listen...
No.
399
00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:43,700
I don't believe you -
no, I don't believe you!
400
00:25:49,700 --> 00:25:51,510
You want to destroy us.
401
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:52,720
You want to destroy my family.
402
00:25:53,700 --> 00:25:56,600
You want to get inside my head.
403
00:25:57,600 --> 00:26:01,510
You haven't been OK
long before we met, Jamie.
404
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,680
Especially since you saw Barry...
405
00:26:04,550 --> 00:26:06,620
..slipping through your hands...
406
00:26:06,670 --> 00:26:08,580
..and falling to his death.
407
00:26:09,650 --> 00:26:11,650
It's no wonder it's affected you.
408
00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:15,740
Seeing your best friend, his body.
409
00:26:16,650 --> 00:26:18,740
Poor thing, all twisted...
410
00:26:19,540 --> 00:26:20,650
Stop! Stop! Stop!
411
00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:22,510
Jamie!
412
00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:25,580
I've found you a place.
413
00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:27,730
Here, on the ward.
414
00:26:36,620 --> 00:26:38,680
Right, sit here for a minute.
415
00:26:45,690 --> 00:26:46,690
Jamie?
416
00:26:47,630 --> 00:26:48,660
Have you seen him?
417
00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:51,660
Sherbert.
418
00:26:53,700 --> 00:26:57,520
I took him for a walk after work
and he just slipped out of my hand.
419
00:26:57,570 --> 00:26:58,610
Paula, come with me.
420
00:26:58,660 --> 00:27:00,630
Jamie, are you alright?
421
00:27:00,740 --> 00:27:01,740
Is he OK?
422
00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:02,740
Is he OK?
Yes, he's fine.
423
00:27:10,650 --> 00:27:11,690
Ward One.
424
00:27:13,660 --> 00:27:14,670
Ward One?
425
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:19,690
Yeah, we need to keep an eye on you
straightaway, Jamie, monitor you.
426
00:27:20,700 --> 00:27:23,650
Sorry, that bed has gone.
427
00:27:24,570 --> 00:27:25,730
Someone's on the way from A&E.
428
00:27:26,620 --> 00:27:27,620
Now.
429
00:27:29,500 --> 00:27:30,570
You've filled the bed?
430
00:27:31,610 --> 00:27:34,740
After I'd made it perfectly clear
that it was meant for Jamie?
431
00:27:37,610 --> 00:27:39,610
Is this how we treat a colleague?
432
00:27:40,700 --> 00:27:42,700
Where the hell is Jamie to go now?
433
00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:44,590
We've sorted everything.
434
00:27:45,710 --> 00:27:47,730
He'll get the best possible care.
435
00:27:49,620 --> 00:27:50,740
He's coming home with me.
436
00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:53,600
What?
437
00:27:53,730 --> 00:27:55,630
I've taken a week's leave.
438
00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:58,660
I've got holidays to take,
and I'm taking them.
439
00:27:59,540 --> 00:28:00,520
Now.
440
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:02,650
Now.
There's no room on the ward.
441
00:28:03,660 --> 00:28:06,630
And he can't just go home, can he?
442
00:28:06,730 --> 00:28:08,660
Not when there's no-one there.
443
00:28:09,630 --> 00:28:12,610
Think of it as an extension
of this place.
444
00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:21,740
Well...
445
00:28:22,540 --> 00:28:25,630
..good luck finding a second doctor
to give a diagnosis.
446
00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:29,520
It's already done.
447
00:28:42,740 --> 00:28:43,740
Are you ready?
448
00:28:46,540 --> 00:28:47,540
Jamie?
449
00:28:50,660 --> 00:28:52,520
We're all here for you.
450
00:28:56,520 --> 00:28:57,520
Come on.
451
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:01,640
Jay!
452
00:29:02,720 --> 00:29:04,730
Are you OK?
453
00:29:11,530 --> 00:29:12,660
No, I'm not.
454
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:17,540
Listen, we'd better go.
455
00:29:17,590 --> 00:29:18,710
Where are you taking him?
456
00:29:18,710 --> 00:29:20,670
Where are you taking him?
He's staying with me for a while.
457
00:29:21,660 --> 00:29:22,680
With you?
458
00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:24,600
Why?
459
00:29:25,630 --> 00:29:27,690
No, that doesn't sound right.
460
00:29:29,530 --> 00:29:31,660
The team will explain everything
to you.
461
00:30:35,730 --> 00:30:37,500
What are they?
462
00:30:37,610 --> 00:30:38,710
Antipsychotics.
463
00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:51,690
It'll take a while to work out...
464
00:30:52,610 --> 00:30:54,720
..whether it's stress-induced
psychosis...
465
00:30:55,690 --> 00:30:57,510
..or something else.
466
00:31:09,590 --> 00:31:09,640
.
467
00:31:14,570 --> 00:31:14,690
Subtitles
468
00:31:14,690 --> 00:31:16,690
Subtitles
Subtitles
469
00:31:35,510 --> 00:31:37,560
You're looking more like
your old self.
470
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:43,500
What are the chances...
471
00:31:43,670 --> 00:31:45,680
..I'll recover from this?
472
00:31:49,510 --> 00:31:52,590
The improvement in you in
the last week has been incredible.
473
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:59,550
With the drugs, hand in hand
with the CPT therapy...
474
00:31:59,600 --> 00:32:00,720
..and a lot of hard work.
475
00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:06,700
But you have to face things.
476
00:32:09,540 --> 00:32:10,590
I keep thinking...
477
00:32:12,580 --> 00:32:13,730
..that I let him go, Huw.
478
00:32:15,670 --> 00:32:17,660
Let him fall.
479
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:21,650
There is some sense to that.
480
00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:25,570
If you did let him go...
481
00:32:25,740 --> 00:32:28,720
..there is some semblance
of moral justice in it.
482
00:32:29,720 --> 00:32:30,720
Eh?
483
00:32:31,580 --> 00:32:34,620
He betrayed you
by sleeping with Janette.
484
00:32:36,610 --> 00:32:40,660
And by letting him go, you took
some power from the situation.
485
00:32:42,530 --> 00:32:45,540
So you feel less of a fool.
486
00:32:47,660 --> 00:32:48,730
The problem is...
487
00:32:49,740 --> 00:32:51,510
..it's not true.
488
00:32:54,660 --> 00:32:55,670
You didn't do it.
489
00:32:56,690 --> 00:33:00,600
And trying to persuade yourself
that you did is eating you alive.
490
00:33:30,540 --> 00:33:31,540
What?
491
00:33:33,510 --> 00:33:34,590
Do you want to go too?
492
00:33:40,730 --> 00:33:41,730
No.
493
00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:47,510
But I need you to go.
494
00:33:48,730 --> 00:33:50,700
Once and for all.
495
00:33:53,630 --> 00:33:54,650
I'm sorry, butt.
496
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:56,720
About Jan.
497
00:33:57,690 --> 00:33:59,510
Torturing you.
498
00:34:00,640 --> 00:34:02,650
Being such a burden on you.
499
00:34:02,700 --> 00:34:04,520
You weren't.
500
00:34:04,570 --> 00:34:06,580
Like a thorn in your side.
501
00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:10,540
All day, every day.
502
00:34:15,670 --> 00:34:17,500
But you stuck with me.
503
00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:24,540
Forgive her, Jay.
504
00:34:26,620 --> 00:34:28,590
You need your family now.
505
00:34:29,700 --> 00:34:31,700
They will always be there for you.
506
00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:53,500
There's someone to see you.
507
00:34:58,690 --> 00:35:01,650
You look loads better
than the last time I saw you.
508
00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:19,580
I'm sorry.
509
00:35:20,700 --> 00:35:21,720
I've been...
510
00:35:25,670 --> 00:35:29,500
And I haven't been there for you.
511
00:35:30,510 --> 00:35:32,640
Hey! We don't have to discuss
all that now.
512
00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:35,530
But I need to.
513
00:35:37,540 --> 00:35:38,680
I know it's selfish...
514
00:35:41,730 --> 00:35:43,530
..but I need you.
515
00:35:46,730 --> 00:35:48,550
I'm still here...
516
00:35:49,540 --> 00:35:50,600
..I think.
517
00:35:50,650 --> 00:35:51,710
..somewhere.
518
00:35:54,570 --> 00:35:55,680
And bit by bit...
519
00:35:56,530 --> 00:35:57,700
..I'm trying to find me again.
520
00:36:04,540 --> 00:36:07,560
Do you think things can go back
to how they were between us?
521
00:36:08,740 --> 00:36:11,540
Madonna and King Kong?
522
00:36:14,610 --> 00:36:15,620
You just...
523
00:36:18,500 --> 00:36:20,530
..seem able to cope with things.
524
00:36:24,550 --> 00:36:25,600
Me, well...
525
00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:29,610
I've ended up like this.
526
00:36:31,720 --> 00:36:33,550
Everything just...
527
00:36:34,550 --> 00:36:35,570
..just doesn't...
528
00:36:37,530 --> 00:36:38,530
..fit.
529
00:36:40,700 --> 00:36:42,620
And I'm not sure...
530
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,540
..what has happened...
531
00:36:45,610 --> 00:36:46,740
..or hasn't happened.
532
00:36:47,540 --> 00:36:48,540
Listen...
533
00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:49,540
Listen...
Jan.
534
00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:55,660
Something might have happened
between me and Natalie.
535
00:36:55,710 --> 00:37:00,550
She said nothing happened, and I'm
not sure who's playing tricks on me.
536
00:37:00,660 --> 00:37:01,700
Natalie, or...
537
00:37:02,630 --> 00:37:04,510
..my brain, or...
538
00:37:04,510 --> 00:37:05,630
..my brain, or...
I think...
539
00:37:06,590 --> 00:37:08,690
..something happened between you.
540
00:37:09,630 --> 00:37:10,690
How do you...?
541
00:37:10,690 --> 00:37:12,510
How do you...?
Lili spoke to me.
542
00:37:12,650 --> 00:37:14,700
She'd seen you together
in the office.
543
00:37:17,620 --> 00:37:19,530
She was worried about you.
544
00:37:26,730 --> 00:37:28,740
Sorry.
545
00:37:40,660 --> 00:37:41,700
What do we do now?
546
00:37:48,550 --> 00:37:50,560
We've both been through worse, Jay.
547
00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:56,650
All I know at the moment is...
548
00:37:58,500 --> 00:37:59,740
..I want to be there for you.
549
00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:02,610
Be a family.
550
00:38:04,670 --> 00:38:05,670
Really?
551
00:38:07,670 --> 00:38:08,670
Really.
552
00:38:27,530 --> 00:38:28,590
When I'm better...
553
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:36,570
..we can go back to Los Cristianos.
554
00:38:38,710 --> 00:38:40,670
Being together at home.
555
00:38:41,530 --> 00:38:42,630
That's all we need.
556
00:38:45,540 --> 00:38:46,540
Yes.
557
00:40:20,650 --> 00:40:21,670
Jamie Morris.
558
00:40:23,590 --> 00:40:24,590
Nurse.
559
00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:26,690
Service user.
560
00:40:29,700 --> 00:40:30,700
Patient.
561
00:40:33,530 --> 00:40:34,560
Take it one day...
562
00:40:34,670 --> 00:40:35,670
..one hour...
563
00:40:35,720 --> 00:40:37,620
..one second at a time.
564
00:40:39,620 --> 00:40:40,630
Trust me.
565
00:40:41,700 --> 00:40:44,550
You're just starting
on the road to recovery.
566
00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,550
We're all here for you, you know.
567
00:40:50,700 --> 00:40:51,700
Yes.
568
00:40:52,680 --> 00:40:54,500
See you in the morning.
569
00:40:59,690 --> 00:41:00,700
Go on!
570
00:41:24,740 --> 00:41:26,730
Jamie!
571
00:41:27,730 --> 00:41:29,510
Jamie, love.
572
00:41:29,740 --> 00:41:31,660
What are you doing out here?
573
00:41:31,710 --> 00:41:34,570
I could ask you the same thing,
Mary.
574
00:41:36,570 --> 00:41:37,600
Sorry, Jams.
575
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:40,520
Sorry about everything.
576
00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:42,690
We've been a burden on you.
577
00:41:43,580 --> 00:41:44,580
No.
578
00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:47,550
You're not a burden.
579
00:41:47,690 --> 00:41:48,720
Melvyn?
580
00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:51,580
I need to ice the lemon drizzle!
581
00:42:53,740 --> 00:42:56,650
WELCOME HOME DAD
582
00:44:29,580 --> 00:44:30,620
Aargh!
583
00:44:30,670 --> 00:44:31,670
Ah.
584
00:44:39,650 --> 00:44:41,650
BARKING
585
00:44:47,560 --> 00:44:48,580
Good boy.
586
00:44:58,570 --> 00:44:59,570
Come on.
587
00:45:45,570 --> 00:45:47,720
MISSING
588
00:46:25,540 --> 00:46:28,630
In the UK, someone is reported
missing every 90 seconds.
589
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:33,500
80% of those adults are battling
with some kind of mental disorder.
590
00:47:05,550 --> 00:47:07,530
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00:47:07,580 --> 00:47:07,630
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