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Please, just let me go.

Don't tempt me, Barry.

What was the trigger this time?

The beep beep beeps.

I'm leaving you!

Someone's called the police.

Someone's called the police. If I stay, I'm the bloody mug.

Doesn't 19 years count for anything?

What about Wil and Gracie?

What about Wil and Gracie? She's taken them too.

She won't take any of your nonsense.

Can we have a word with Mr Jamie Morris?

with the police.

Maybe not the best impression for the new boss.

Where were you this afternoon?

With Barry?

I'm here to help people in a crisis, but I'm the one who needs help.

continue to get away with it?

You can bury your head in the sand.

Try and ignore it.

Put all sorts of shit on it.

But it all has to come out in the end.

The truth.

It doesn't matter

..it always follows me.

But I'm not being followed today.

My head is right back in the sand.

That was the plan anyway.

Ah!

HE TURNS ON MUSIC

KNOCKING

Jamie, love!

Open the door!

I know you're in there.

I can hear the music.

Jamie!

Don't ignore me.

Jamie?

Open the door.

Don't ignore me.

I can't be ignored.

You see - it's fate.

As if the entire world knew!

The door is stuck.

No, it isn't.

No, it isn't.

Ooh, you smell nice!

I'm not working today.

But I need you.

Isn't Gwenno meant to call over?

She doesn't smell like you.

Hey, Jamie...

..here's Paula!

Paula, I can't today - you know that.

at my house - you know the rules.

Is your sister in?

If you don't go now, I'll have to report you...

..to Rod the Cod.

Jamie?

The tap!

TURNS OFF THE MUSIC

Aargh!

Trying to ignore me, are you?

That's what I should do.

If I'd ignored you, I wouldn't be here now...

..having to deal with all this shit.

Debatable.

You're bloody useless without her.

But you know that, don't you? Yes, bloody useless.

She's only gone to her mother's house.

After 19 years?

After 19 years? She just wants some space.

Have you thought why now?

There's only one explanation, right?

Another man.

Simple.

Barry?

Fff...!

CAR FAILS TO START

Oh!

Come on, Wil!

Shit!

What have I told you

I haven't had breakfast!

Whose fault is that? Wil!

Dale's going to kill me if I'm late again.

CAR STARTS

MOBILE RINGTONE

Jamie?

Are you there?

I have an actual heart attack?

Aargh!

Lili?

Lils?

Breathe.

Two...

..three...

..four.

Come on, tell me what's happened.

Open the door.

It's all about some benzodiazepines that have gone missing.

It's all been kicking off next door.

Right, slow down.

What exactly has happened?

Everyone was just...

..plodding along.

very much as usual, I suppose.

Rod, can I have a word please?

Here we go.

What now?

No surprises.

Rod went all defensive.

And Huw said...

I just want a little word.

your glasses like that?

I can't believe he mentioned the glasses thing.

So then they went into Huw's office.

Right, so, then what happened?

Rod was going on about some incident seven months ago - benzos?

stolen benzodiazepines.

Obviously, with cooperation...

..an explanation...

..we can help you get the support you need.

Therapy.

Help.

If you don't start talking, you

Not now, Jamie!

Not now, Jamie! If you've come to gloat...

The day you leave, there will be fucking bunting, but not today.

It wasn't him, it was me.

Jamie, don't.

What fucking games is he playing? I took them.

I forgot to sign them out, and...

I forgot to sign them out, and... Well, well...

..Jamie Morris.

Where are they?

Don't tell me someone broke

No, I've still got them.

I'll bring them back tomorrow.

After I enjoy the rest of my day off, OK?

Right, good?

Jamie?

I can't work out if Jamie Morris is a fool who's also a loyal friend...

totally irresponsible.

Does it matter? Especially since I'm off to Bridgend anyway?

I'll see you tomorrow.

With the benzodiazepines.

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behaving today?

Tip top today, Jamie.

Good, glad to hear it.

Everything alright?

It's a long story...

..but I'm looking for two packs of benzodiazepines.

Oh, no chance.

caught up with Polish Pete.

You'll be lucky to find benzos this side of bridge these days.

INDISTINCT CONVERSATION

Exceptional circumstances. OK?

KNOCKING

KNOCKING It's open.

I knew you wouldn't be able to resist checking in on me.

You know the rules, though?

You need to put your clothes on before I come in.

Well, that's the whole point of Strip Jack Naked, isn't it, boys?

You can't speak to my friends that way.

Now! Before I phone the police.

Because you - aren't you on licence anyway?

Good - skit - now!

Wanted some attention, did you?

I don't have time, Paula.

that you're taking your pills.

The cocktail woman took them away an hour ago.

Gwenno?

She said she couldn't trust me.

Gwenno's conscientious today...

.of all days.

He'd have been 32 today.

I still think maybe this year, Mami or Dadi will ring to say...

.."It's alright, love.

"It wasn't your fault."

You do know it wasn't your fault though, don't you?

Losing two children was preferable

Do you have a paddle board?

We could go down the river - you and me.

Like you keep saying - keep busy, learn new skills.

On your day off.

Paula, you're a liability.

Better to drown in a river than in a slurry pit.

Paula!

I'm so sorry.

Listen...

..I know you miss Caleb...

..but Laurel and Hardy aren't going to help you.

MOBILE

Naff.

Can't remember what ringtone I chose.

It never rings.

Sorry, I have to go.

I'll call you.

Yeah?

Janette's been trying to phone you.

(DALE) Switch that phone off until coffee and banana time.

Sorry, it's a family crisis.

What's the muppet done now?

How fucking old is he?

How fucking old is he? Can I leave this to you, Jay?

where to stick his...

..banana.

Any news on the drugs?

James, there's a bit of luck, you phoning right now.

Yeah, sorry, but have you seen Gracie?

You missed each other, did you?

"Go to work with Dad day," that's what she said.

Although I'm not really sure that's the best idea.

Nice try, Gracie.

Right, I'll be over now.

Right, I'll be over now. To tell you the truth...

You can't bring that in here.

Some fucker's nicked the wheel, so you take the particulars...

..whilst I sort Melvyn out.

Right, where is he?

'Chaos' would fit if you spelt it the Welsh way.

as when Janette does them.

So we went to look for her.

We needed some of that Shake'n'Vac as well.

Then...

..Mary saw her.

There she is, Melvyn. Janette?

I think the boss wanted

She's probably looking for the conditioner.

Why don't we treat ourselves to some new yellow gloves?

Yes?

Then she went on ahead whilst I had a look at some special offers.

stepped out of the door...

..he pounced on us, the sly, little fox.

ARGUING

What's this then?

Oh, but she hasn't...!

We'll have to call the police.

No, you don't have to

Why didn't you call for Janette?

There was no sign of her and Dale wasn't having any of it.

You have told them, haven't you?

About Mary?

You have to tell them, Mel.

Dementia's nothing

You should go home to Gracie.

Melvyn, people understand.

I don't think she's in any state to go to work with Dad.

Gracie?

Gracie!

By the way, you owe me 20.

Mates' rates.

How is Mam?

Working a lot.

Dad?

My radar is twitching.

What do you know about this Dale guy?

Dodgy Dale?

He's a real slimeball. Why?

It's not you who's been sticking

Yuck - and Mam!

Yuck - and Mam! I didn't say that.

But you're thinking it, Dad.

He's much older than you.

But, fair dos, he's kind of fit...

..and he drives a hybrid.

Yeah, OK, thanks!

Oh, incoming. Not a word.

Hello?

Thanks for phoning to say that she's safe.

'They'.

'They'. Sorry.

You've been busy.

He's even fixed the blind

Yeah, so I'm going to be staying with Dad from now on.

Erm, no.

Erm, listen.

He can obviously look after himself, so he can look after me too.

Right, Dad?

When are you working next?

OK, so 'they' can stay tonight.

It's a test, Jamie.

If you can drop them off at Mam's house on the way to work...

..in their school uniforms.

(BARRY) Jamie, the drugs.

Then we'll look at the arrangements.

OK? Thanks, Mam.

The thing is, what about Nw-nw?

How old do you think I am?

I don't want friggin' Nw-nw, I want to spend time with you, Dad.

Make the most of it, Jay.

You'll never get this time back.

You know I'm going to kick your arse at poker.

In your dreams!

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I can't do this any longer, Jay.

It's just too much.

Aargh!

There must be some other options.

I could let Rod take the blame.

I could say I had a moment of weakness and wanted to save him.

Or I could say I was attacked, mugged.

Or just resign before they sack me.

Is that what you want? Is it?

Will you leave me the fuck alone then?

Jamie?

I've got a present for you.

Ahem.

Everything OK?

Can we have a word in my office, please?

be here finishing all this shit.

Which will then mean I'll be in even more shit.

The numbers on the boxes don't correspond with the missing boxes.

I've been doing this bloody job for eight years.

numbers and the security system.

Jamie?

My office.

PHONE

PHONE Saved by the bell.

Excuse me, service users are a priority.

Hello?

I'm phoning on behalf of the coroner for the case of Mr Barry Owens.

I need to confirm that you will be present.

Jamie!

Call them back.

If you don't turn up as a witness

Come back here now!

Jamie!

Well, go after him.

I know.

OK.

I'm just a fool.

We found them.

So they weren't missing at all?

No, luckily not.

We're looking into how it happened, so it doesn't happen again.

It was natural for us to suspect Rod because of his track record...

..although according to him...

..he didn't steal the drugs seven months ago either.

did you try and save his bacon?

Why would you do that?

Why not?

The new boss wants me to go for an internal transfer anyway.

The new boss has been asking a lot of people about you.

amongst staff and service users.

But it is a concern that someone as experienced as you...

..would make such a basic mistake about the batch numbers...

..to save someone who you don't seem to like that much anyway.

the tablets aren't missing, so...

A word of advice.

You need to get your shit together.

Cool down.

Take the rest of the day off...

..and we can start again tomorrow with a clean slate.

As you said,

..there's no problem, is there?

It's quite interesting, mind.

What one can learn about their staff members from a little 'mix up'.

Did she set all this up?

Does she know what I did?

How would she know?

Hi Hi!

Stop being so paranoid.

You're hiding in a cupboard...

..whilst your wife is cavorting with Creepy Dale.

Just leave me alone.

Ooh! Perfect.

Your chance to win Janette back.

I have one hell of a plan.

And one hell of an action.

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Jamie?

Jamie - stop! Put that down.

Put that down.

Hey, whoa now, king of the jungle!

Oi! Get out of my fucking face.

for a twat like this!

Hey, whoa now.

Hey, whoa now. Jay, no.

I'll make it up to you. Just come home.

Please.

Jan!

Jan!

Out!

Don't you remember? In the Railway.

Me - King Kong!

You - Jane...

..well, Madonna.

I miss you, Jan.

And I love you.

I'm lost without you.

Yesterday, I was on the internet...

rug being cleaned.

That's the difference between us, you see.

You've got time to waste.

Aargh!

Give me the mask.

Thank you.

Ahem.

You've fucked things up for me again.

Erm...

..it's not Barry.

Janette called the unit.

Worried about you.

A lot of us know you come here...

..regularly.

It's normal, you know?

You want to change the ending.

Stop the bad things happening over and over again.

Piss off, Huw.

I'm not one of your service users.

Do you see...

..or hear...

..Barry?

He's...

..he's just in here.

All the time.

And I can't get him out.

I just want to get on with my life.

Fix things with Janette.

Just live a little.

And I admire you for that.

at the inquest.

I'm not going to the fucking inquest.

OK?

It'll help everyone make sense of things.

Listen, I know that hearing some of the details might be difficult.

publicly in front of everyone...

I'm not worried about 'private things'. I just can't go.

Why?

Why? Because...

Tell me.

Because...

..seven months ago,

It was me.

Barry had a relapse and he was refusing help.

He'd been buying benzos on street corners, so...

..I started medicating him.

Bloody hell, Jamie!

Come on, Huw. Panic attacks,

He was losing his mind.

And before you say anything, he was refusing any help.

Everything was going OK to begin with.

He was getting better.

He turned a corner.

Until I noticed that drugs

Well, granted, that didn't help.

But I found out he'd started...

..selling my drugs on.

I was so...

I was so... I'd never seen you like that.

..pissed off.

..pissed off.

So I stopped supplying him.

He had to go...

He had to go... ..cold turkey.

You know how...

You know how... ..irresponsible?

Yes.

But I'd had a gutsful

We practically brought Wil up as our own.

Barry just couldn't cope after Lindsay died in the crash.

They both lived with us for a while.

Until you chucked me out.

Janette was moaning.

so much time with Barry.

He had to go.

He asked me to look after Wil.

That he'd live with us, temporarily.

Supposedly.

But he's lived with us ever since.

I see him like a son.

Tell Wil...

..that I love him.

But I don't want to fuck him up.

Aargh.

Remember to tell him.

It's one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.

Telling Wil.

..whilst he was still alive, there was still hope.

A chance they'd sort everything out one day.

But now...

..Wil probably feels like Barry betrayed him.

Abandoned him.

There's only one way out of this.

The inquest should come to the conclusion that it was my fault.

My fault for interfering.

Wil will know then that Barry had no choice.

I should have forced him to get help.

Hey, hold on. This is all my fault.

I'll tell them everything at the inquest.

Hang on now - you can't do that.

If you do that, we'll all be in the fucking shit.

Oh, shit!

received a caution for stealing?

What?

He said you were at the police station.

I told him to tell the truth.

In any case, it was Dale's fault they were arrested.

Why didn't you stop him?

And for the record, Jamie. Me and Dale? Seriously?

Oh! Melvyn!

Why didn't you tell that sergeant the truth?

I don't want anyone sticking their noses in.

Bunch of know-it-alls.

Mary and I are fine, thank you very much.

Off we go, Mary.

Right, nice and slowly.

The inquest's coming up.

Things will be better after that.

A chance to put everything behind us.

I love you.

I always have.

I'll prove it to you.

Honest.

Having fun!

Yeah, I know.

It's OK to be nervous.

I know how difficult today is for you.

Listen, Barry had a death wish.

You did well to keep him alive for as long as you did.

I need to do this, Jan, get it off my chest.

Is there anything you'd like to add to your evidence?

Tell them, Jay.

You promised - so Wil would know I wasn't right.

Jan - no!

Jan - no! You know Barry...

..full of shit.

I'm a good nurse.

I'm a good nurse. You were a good nurse.

Tell them. I can't!

You still can't get rid of Barry.

You still can't get rid of Barry. You need a break from this job.

Jay!

Jay! You need help.

I'm resigning. So long, farewell.

Jamie, love, open the door.

I thought you'd have learnt by now.

You can't save everyone.

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