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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,635 --> 00:00:05,572 [ambient tone] 2 00:00:08,309 --> 00:00:11,211 [resonant guitar music] 3 00:00:11,278 --> 00:00:18,418 ♪♪ ♪♪ 4 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:37,671 [turn signal clicking] 5 00:00:48,982 --> 00:00:56,122 ♪♪ ♪♪ 6 00:01:03,497 --> 00:01:08,102 PERSON: Everybody wants to kind of go back to normal. 7 00:01:08,168 --> 00:01:11,539 But it's never gonna be like that. 8 00:01:11,605 --> 00:01:14,608 I wanted to tell my son, like, you know, 9 00:01:14,674 --> 00:01:18,145 "you're gonna be fine. 10 00:01:18,212 --> 00:01:23,049 Nothing like this is gonna happen." 11 00:01:23,116 --> 00:01:26,987 But I also felt like I would be lying. 12 00:01:27,054 --> 00:01:29,156 'Cause it's like, I can't say that 13 00:01:29,223 --> 00:01:31,826 nothing like this is gonna happen because 14 00:01:31,892 --> 00:01:34,427 it just did. 15 00:02:12,666 --> 00:02:14,634 KIM: Leon, it's time for school, babe. 16 00:02:19,406 --> 00:02:21,675 I think people tend to think 17 00:02:21,742 --> 00:02:25,145 that journalists don't have hearts. 18 00:02:25,212 --> 00:02:27,414 We do. I think about the kids 19 00:02:27,481 --> 00:02:32,219 that I've written about in the past all the time. 20 00:02:35,088 --> 00:02:38,125 Margie's gonna pick y'all up for school in the mornings. 21 00:02:38,192 --> 00:02:41,161 Vic will pick you up. You walk, so that's fine. 22 00:02:41,228 --> 00:02:42,362 Meemaw will come in the afternoons 23 00:02:42,429 --> 00:02:44,130 to help with dinner and homework. 24 00:02:47,534 --> 00:02:48,969 Y'all remember when Lexi would complain 25 00:02:49,036 --> 00:02:50,570 if we went to Donut Palace 26 00:02:50,637 --> 00:02:51,972 instead of Starbucks? - Not Starbucks. 27 00:02:52,039 --> 00:02:53,073 - [chuckles] 28 00:02:53,140 --> 00:02:56,043 [soft guitar music] 29 00:02:56,110 --> 00:02:59,613 ♪♪ ♪♪ 30 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,147 There are interviews every week. 31 00:03:01,214 --> 00:03:03,284 There are meetings with families, 32 00:03:03,350 --> 00:03:05,686 upcoming DC trips. 33 00:03:05,752 --> 00:03:07,520 It never stops. 34 00:03:10,057 --> 00:03:12,425 But when I come home, I'm Mom. 35 00:03:12,492 --> 00:03:15,028 Are these all of the dogs? 36 00:03:15,095 --> 00:03:18,298 He has all of those comfort dog cards. 37 00:03:18,365 --> 00:03:20,700 Why do you have a collection of them? 38 00:03:20,767 --> 00:03:23,871 They, like, fell out of his pocket. 39 00:03:23,938 --> 00:03:27,174 A lot of Martha. 40 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:31,378 Axe, Devorah. 41 00:03:31,445 --> 00:03:35,516 13? Is that how many you had? 42 00:03:35,582 --> 00:03:37,685 Yeah? 43 00:03:37,751 --> 00:03:39,853 I have some from work at the newspaper. 44 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:41,222 - Ooh, give me them. - I will. 45 00:03:41,288 --> 00:03:42,356 That way, you can beat Gia. 46 00:03:42,423 --> 00:03:44,157 All right, put your hoodie on. 47 00:03:45,392 --> 00:03:49,263 I think I just miss who I was before. 48 00:03:49,329 --> 00:03:51,598 I miss the people. 49 00:03:51,665 --> 00:03:53,801 I considered going back, but I don't know 50 00:03:53,868 --> 00:03:57,204 if working right now is in the cards for me. 51 00:03:57,270 --> 00:04:00,407 [soft music] 52 00:04:02,475 --> 00:04:06,913 I have covered child homicides before. 53 00:04:06,980 --> 00:04:11,184 I have requested autopsies. 54 00:04:11,251 --> 00:04:16,022 And now, my daughter's autopsy will be made public one day. 55 00:04:23,564 --> 00:04:25,365 There's a butterfly on the butterfly. 56 00:04:28,202 --> 00:04:30,170 What time is it? 57 00:04:30,237 --> 00:04:33,440 We gotta get going. - All right. 58 00:04:33,507 --> 00:04:35,075 - Bye, baby. 59 00:04:35,142 --> 00:04:42,282 ♪♪ ♪♪ 60 00:04:55,929 --> 00:04:58,532 [soft music] 61 00:04:58,599 --> 00:05:01,001 - He's licking me. 62 00:05:01,068 --> 00:05:02,736 KIM: [laughs] Lexi! 63 00:05:02,803 --> 00:05:05,372 When somebody asks me, "how would you describe Lexi?" 64 00:05:05,438 --> 00:05:08,375 a million different memories flash in my mind. 65 00:05:08,441 --> 00:05:09,543 - Hey. 66 00:05:10,778 --> 00:05:12,178 Close your eyes. 67 00:05:13,814 --> 00:05:16,716 [laughter] 68 00:05:16,783 --> 00:05:19,587 KIM: I love her willingness to learn. 69 00:05:19,653 --> 00:05:23,590 - Alexandra Rubio is receiving the principal's award. 70 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:26,961 KIM: And this competitive nature that she had. 71 00:05:27,027 --> 00:05:28,195 PERSON: Go, Lexi! 72 00:05:28,261 --> 00:05:30,697 [cheering] KIM: There you go, Lexi! 73 00:05:30,764 --> 00:05:33,133 [cheering, applause] 74 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:36,103 PERSON: Go, Lexi. Go, Lexi! 75 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:40,207 Woo-hoo-hoo! Go, Lexi! 76 00:05:40,274 --> 00:05:41,809 KIM: I loved that about her. 77 00:05:41,875 --> 00:05:46,680 [cheers and applause] 78 00:05:50,016 --> 00:05:53,253 [soft music] 79 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:58,192 [indistinct police radio chatter] 80 00:05:58,525 --> 00:05:59,693 - Hey, Sheriff. Sorry to bother you. 81 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:01,195 I know you got your hands full right now. 82 00:06:01,262 --> 00:06:03,097 I just have a quick question, if you don't mind. 83 00:06:03,163 --> 00:06:05,065 I know there's a trooper here on the west side 84 00:06:05,131 --> 00:06:06,633 blocking off the road. 85 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:08,869 So there is no option for me to be able to get out there. 86 00:06:08,936 --> 00:06:10,404 I need pictures of this scene. 87 00:06:10,471 --> 00:06:12,739 People need to know what's going on. 88 00:06:14,241 --> 00:06:16,643 How do I get to 700-- 89 00:06:16,710 --> 00:06:19,179 I know it's a small town, small news, 90 00:06:19,246 --> 00:06:22,682 but it's kind of almost a fast-paced situation. 91 00:06:27,687 --> 00:06:31,358 [camera shutter clicking] 92 00:06:36,463 --> 00:06:38,265 I went to work at 7:00 this morning. 93 00:06:38,331 --> 00:06:40,868 I've had two cups of coffee and one taco. 94 00:06:40,935 --> 00:06:42,770 [laughs] You know? 95 00:06:42,836 --> 00:06:49,176 So my next worry is, I need to get some food in my system. 96 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:51,311 It's unfortunate, but doing this kind of job, 97 00:06:51,378 --> 00:06:53,713 it's like, what's the next thing? 98 00:06:53,780 --> 00:06:55,348 What's the next big photo? 99 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:58,618 What's the next unfortunate occurrence, 100 00:06:58,685 --> 00:07:01,588 or crazy thing, or whatever it is? 101 00:07:01,655 --> 00:07:04,558 It's just-- 102 00:07:04,625 --> 00:07:06,793 it's the job, man. 103 00:07:17,671 --> 00:07:19,339 The story I heard on the ground was that 104 00:07:19,406 --> 00:07:22,609 this storage container here contained 12 migrants. 105 00:07:22,676 --> 00:07:25,612 Right there is the two-- the two deceased bodies, 106 00:07:25,679 --> 00:07:29,817 the individuals that were in the storage container. 107 00:07:29,883 --> 00:07:32,386 [resonant music] 108 00:07:32,453 --> 00:07:34,087 PETE: Even though we are a news organization, 109 00:07:34,154 --> 00:07:36,356 we still got to pay bills. 110 00:07:36,423 --> 00:07:40,093 Right now, I'm just focusing on keeping the boat going. 111 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:41,795 He's getting that, too. 112 00:07:41,862 --> 00:07:45,732 The photography, the chasing down of stories, selling ads-- 113 00:07:45,799 --> 00:07:48,602 I have too many hats right now. 114 00:07:49,736 --> 00:07:50,971 I shot it a little taller. 115 00:07:51,037 --> 00:07:52,406 - Let's add it up, see what we got. 116 00:07:52,473 --> 00:07:53,740 - Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do right now and then-- 117 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:56,477 Then when Craig offered it to me, I asked him. 118 00:07:56,544 --> 00:07:57,912 I said, can I still be the photographer? 119 00:07:57,978 --> 00:07:59,179 'Cause if I can't, 120 00:07:59,246 --> 00:08:02,015 then I don't want to be general manager. 121 00:08:03,617 --> 00:08:09,857 - 1901 would be the first official Uvalde Leader-News. 122 00:08:09,923 --> 00:08:12,726 It's one of those institutions that grew up, 123 00:08:12,793 --> 00:08:14,562 you know, as the community grew. 124 00:08:14,628 --> 00:08:17,531 [soft music] 125 00:08:17,598 --> 00:08:24,471 ♪♪ ♪♪ 126 00:08:28,108 --> 00:08:30,343 Uvalde is a very complicated place, 127 00:08:30,410 --> 00:08:31,845 like most small communities. 128 00:08:31,912 --> 00:08:34,481 We just happen to have racial divides 129 00:08:34,548 --> 00:08:38,185 and extremely poignant class divides 130 00:08:38,252 --> 00:08:41,155 that maybe not all communities have. 131 00:08:41,221 --> 00:08:43,957 There's a Uvalde that's extremely poor. 132 00:08:44,024 --> 00:08:46,426 And they don't have time 133 00:08:46,493 --> 00:08:49,463 to think about philosophical things. 134 00:08:49,530 --> 00:08:52,432 They have to put food on the table. 135 00:08:55,236 --> 00:08:58,138 Community journalism to me is every bit as rich, 136 00:08:58,205 --> 00:09:00,207 and accurate, and professional, 137 00:09:00,274 --> 00:09:03,276 and important as, you know, the national media. 138 00:09:03,343 --> 00:09:05,512 And in fact, I think in many ways 139 00:09:05,579 --> 00:09:07,614 community journalists are even more committed. 140 00:09:07,681 --> 00:09:10,317 Because they live it day in and day out. 141 00:09:10,384 --> 00:09:11,885 - I'm with the local newspaper. 142 00:09:11,952 --> 00:09:14,355 Could I get your names? - Lucas. 143 00:09:14,421 --> 00:09:16,256 - What's a town without a newspaper? 144 00:09:19,526 --> 00:09:21,595 It's literally a written history. 145 00:09:21,662 --> 00:09:23,797 And it's the only one that's available. 146 00:09:23,864 --> 00:09:26,433 There's nobody else that captures those activities, 147 00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:29,502 that drama, those births, deaths, winning touchdowns. 148 00:09:29,569 --> 00:09:31,172 It's just all in our pages. 149 00:09:31,238 --> 00:09:34,508 [camera shutter clicking] 150 00:09:34,575 --> 00:09:36,610 My staff is pretty incredible. 151 00:09:36,677 --> 00:09:38,845 I would put them up against anybody. 152 00:09:38,912 --> 00:09:41,281 Meghann is brilliant. 153 00:09:41,348 --> 00:09:44,718 She's methodical, a decision-maker. 154 00:09:44,785 --> 00:09:46,987 - I think this one's better than the one that we have. 155 00:09:47,054 --> 00:09:48,689 - My question is-- 156 00:09:48,755 --> 00:09:52,626 CRAIG: Julye has more contacts in her Rolodex than any of us. 157 00:09:52,693 --> 00:09:54,628 - Good morning, Mayor McLaughlin. This is Julye. 158 00:09:54,695 --> 00:09:56,329 Would you give me a call when you have a moment? 159 00:09:56,396 --> 00:09:59,065 Thank you, sir. Bye. 160 00:09:59,132 --> 00:10:01,635 CRAIG: Melissa, in the space of a year, 161 00:10:01,702 --> 00:10:03,904 she learned how to put a story together 162 00:10:03,971 --> 00:10:06,407 in a way that really, really grips you. 163 00:10:06,474 --> 00:10:07,808 MELISSA: Just taking a couple more 164 00:10:07,875 --> 00:10:10,044 in case mine didn't turn out. 165 00:10:10,111 --> 00:10:12,613 Thanks, girls. - Thank you. 166 00:10:12,680 --> 00:10:14,348 - My kids are just like me. Everybody was like, 167 00:10:14,415 --> 00:10:15,782 let's go. [laughter] 168 00:10:15,849 --> 00:10:19,452 - Kim Rubio, she's been very much part of our team 169 00:10:19,519 --> 00:10:24,124 over the last decade and brought so much to it. 170 00:10:24,190 --> 00:10:25,326 KIM: While I was at the crime desk, 171 00:10:25,392 --> 00:10:28,195 it was crime, city/county government, 172 00:10:28,262 --> 00:10:31,131 and meeting with police officers 173 00:10:31,197 --> 00:10:33,900 and getting them to tell me, 174 00:10:33,967 --> 00:10:35,368 you know, little bits and pieces 175 00:10:35,435 --> 00:10:38,072 of what I needed for the story. 176 00:10:38,138 --> 00:10:40,006 - You've been bouncing around. KIM: Mm-hmm. 177 00:10:40,073 --> 00:10:41,842 - You were in Washington just the other day? 178 00:10:41,909 --> 00:10:43,243 - Yes. CRIAG: Yeah. 179 00:10:43,310 --> 00:10:47,614 KIM: I owe so much to Craig, specifically-- 180 00:10:47,681 --> 00:10:51,451 a chance to provide for my family but still be present. 181 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:55,388 I worked with really good people. 182 00:10:55,455 --> 00:10:59,426 ALL: ♪♪ Birthday, dear Lexi ♪♪ 183 00:10:59,493 --> 00:11:03,096 KIM: Meghann, she made Lexi her last birthday cake. 184 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:05,199 She's just a really good friend. 185 00:11:05,265 --> 00:11:06,967 You know, my coworkers know my kids. 186 00:11:07,034 --> 00:11:08,669 My kids know my coworkers. 187 00:11:08,736 --> 00:11:10,837 My kids make jokes like, "Mom, you don't really have friends, 188 00:11:10,904 --> 00:11:12,239 you have coworkers." [laughs] 189 00:11:12,305 --> 00:11:14,841 [soft music] 190 00:11:14,908 --> 00:11:16,443 We have five children. 191 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:18,145 Despite having both good jobs, 192 00:11:18,211 --> 00:11:20,113 we were living paycheck to paycheck. 193 00:11:20,180 --> 00:11:21,815 I wanted more for my kids. 194 00:11:21,882 --> 00:11:23,550 And I wanted to show them that, 195 00:11:23,617 --> 00:11:25,352 you know, you never stop learning. 196 00:11:25,419 --> 00:11:29,423 So I decided that I wanted to go back to school 197 00:11:29,490 --> 00:11:33,227 and get a college degree. 198 00:11:33,294 --> 00:11:36,296 On my last day, they had a cake in the back. 199 00:11:36,363 --> 00:11:37,798 And they called me back there. 200 00:11:37,865 --> 00:11:40,834 And the cake says, "We hope you fail!" [laughs] 201 00:11:40,901 --> 00:11:42,302 And I know they love me. 202 00:11:42,369 --> 00:11:44,271 But they're going to miss me. 203 00:11:44,337 --> 00:11:50,744 And you know, I was-- I missed them. 204 00:11:50,811 --> 00:11:53,446 So every time they needed some help or-- 205 00:11:53,513 --> 00:11:56,149 or I was off from school, I'd come in. 206 00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:57,918 CRAIG: They are a family. 207 00:11:57,984 --> 00:12:03,157 If we hadn't been this close when Robb occurred on May 24, 208 00:12:03,223 --> 00:12:05,659 we would have fallen by the wayside. 209 00:12:09,663 --> 00:12:12,599 [somber music] 210 00:12:12,666 --> 00:12:19,573 ♪♪ ♪♪ 211 00:12:23,376 --> 00:12:26,947 - Citizenship Recognition goes to Darian Ojeda 212 00:12:27,013 --> 00:12:29,516 and Alexandria Rubio. 213 00:12:29,583 --> 00:12:31,885 MEGHANN: Kimberly Rubio was back for the summer. 214 00:12:31,952 --> 00:12:35,489 Her kids had award ceremonies. 215 00:12:35,556 --> 00:12:37,924 She had texted me the night before 216 00:12:37,991 --> 00:12:40,126 a little concerned, saying, "I know it's my second day, 217 00:12:40,193 --> 00:12:43,330 "but I'll be out for the morning. 218 00:12:43,396 --> 00:12:45,766 But I'll make up for it in the afternoon." 219 00:12:45,833 --> 00:12:47,801 - I was walking towards Meghann's office. 220 00:12:47,868 --> 00:12:49,603 And I looked over to the right. 221 00:12:49,670 --> 00:12:51,572 And Kimberly was sitting there at her desk. 222 00:12:51,639 --> 00:12:53,607 I said something to the effect of, 223 00:12:53,674 --> 00:12:55,776 "I thought I had smelled something." 224 00:12:55,843 --> 00:12:59,513 And that's our way of saying, "hi, Kimberly, I love you." 225 00:12:59,579 --> 00:13:03,984 And she just said, "ha-ha," and made a funny face. 226 00:13:04,051 --> 00:13:08,589 - I left for lunch around 11:40 227 00:13:08,656 --> 00:13:10,758 and immediately got a text from my aunt 228 00:13:10,824 --> 00:13:12,359 to say that she was hearing 229 00:13:12,426 --> 00:13:15,795 there was an active shooter near the school. 230 00:13:19,599 --> 00:13:21,468 [ominous music] 231 00:13:29,743 --> 00:13:32,145 - I stood in Meghann's office and I listened to the scanner. 232 00:13:32,212 --> 00:13:34,782 And I heard an officer say 233 00:13:34,848 --> 00:13:38,986 that we're going to need a lot of helicopters. 234 00:13:39,053 --> 00:13:41,622 I thought, well, that's weird. 235 00:13:42,222 --> 00:13:43,557 - I think I looked at Julye, 236 00:13:43,624 --> 00:13:45,992 'cause it's gonna be Julye's story 237 00:13:46,059 --> 00:13:47,761 and I remember being in that position. 238 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:49,463 And in your head, you're coming up with, like, 239 00:13:49,530 --> 00:13:51,431 who do I need to call, what do I need to do, 240 00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:53,333 and trying to pay attention to the scanner. 241 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:57,070 And to me, it was just, it was another story-- 242 00:13:57,137 --> 00:13:59,906 probably front page. 243 00:13:59,973 --> 00:14:02,075 - There's a lot of incidences with the human smuggling 244 00:14:02,142 --> 00:14:04,144 where they have weapons. 245 00:14:04,211 --> 00:14:06,012 That's not uncommon down here. 246 00:14:06,079 --> 00:14:07,381 So we're still thinking, 247 00:14:07,448 --> 00:14:08,816 you know, maybe the guy crashed. 248 00:14:08,882 --> 00:14:11,685 He bailed out of the car, shot at somebody. 249 00:14:13,887 --> 00:14:14,988 I was thinking about the story 250 00:14:15,055 --> 00:14:16,323 that I was gonna have to write later. 251 00:14:16,390 --> 00:14:19,426 And then Kim got an alert on her phone 252 00:14:19,492 --> 00:14:22,162 that there was a lockdown at Robb. 253 00:14:22,228 --> 00:14:23,397 KIM: If there's a chase, a bailout, 254 00:14:23,463 --> 00:14:25,099 they lock down all the nearby schools. 255 00:14:25,166 --> 00:14:26,300 So I didn't really necessarily think 256 00:14:26,366 --> 00:14:27,801 my children were in danger. 257 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:29,870 I just thought, that's standard procedure. 258 00:14:29,937 --> 00:14:31,838 - And we have no idea that this is a school shooter. 259 00:14:31,905 --> 00:14:35,609 No clue. No clue. 260 00:14:37,711 --> 00:14:39,079 PETE: I grabbed my police scanner. 261 00:14:39,146 --> 00:14:41,381 And the shooter had shot someone 262 00:14:41,448 --> 00:14:44,919 and drove towards the school, ran inside the school. 263 00:14:44,985 --> 00:14:47,755 And this is where I see the truck for the first time. 264 00:14:47,822 --> 00:14:51,925 And there's the AR-15 that-- that I saw. 265 00:14:51,992 --> 00:14:53,260 So I saw this rifle, and I said, 266 00:14:53,327 --> 00:14:54,628 all right, good, he's unarmed. 267 00:14:54,695 --> 00:14:58,432 He just ran to hide. He ran for cover. 268 00:14:58,499 --> 00:15:02,869 [helicopter blades whirring] There's helicopters in the sky. 269 00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:04,805 I could barely hear the guy talking next to me 270 00:15:04,871 --> 00:15:07,208 when he was telling me his story about being shot at. 271 00:15:07,274 --> 00:15:09,409 Uh-huh? - And right when I got here, 272 00:15:09,476 --> 00:15:11,445 he jumped out like there with an assault rifle, 273 00:15:11,512 --> 00:15:15,482 shot three times at them and twice at me. 274 00:15:15,549 --> 00:15:18,018 CRAIG: It was a din because these people were 275 00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:20,620 coming from every point of the compass, 276 00:15:20,687 --> 00:15:23,824 flying into Uvalde to respond to Robb, 277 00:15:23,891 --> 00:15:25,592 all this law enforcement. 278 00:15:25,659 --> 00:15:31,531 And the sirens went on, and on, and on. 279 00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:34,568 - I'm texting and calling people, trying to find out, 280 00:15:34,635 --> 00:15:36,003 get a handle of what's going on. 281 00:15:36,069 --> 00:15:37,170 And of course, nobody's answering us 282 00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:38,372 or returning our calls because 283 00:15:38,439 --> 00:15:42,276 they're busy with the situation. 284 00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,878 [helicopter blades whirring] 285 00:15:44,945 --> 00:15:48,749 CRAIG: And Pete says parents are fogging into the area. 286 00:15:48,816 --> 00:15:53,820 And the police are divided between those 287 00:15:53,887 --> 00:15:58,591 who were trying to confront the shooter in the hallway 288 00:15:58,658 --> 00:16:00,961 and those who are handling crowd control. 289 00:16:01,028 --> 00:16:03,463 [excited chatter] 290 00:16:03,530 --> 00:16:07,067 KIM: It's just a sea of parents and hysteria. 291 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:08,302 OFFICER: We need everyone to move back. 292 00:16:08,369 --> 00:16:10,170 KIM: Having gotten there late, 293 00:16:10,237 --> 00:16:11,672 I really didn't know what was going on. 294 00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:15,042 OFFICER: Come on. Come back. It's not complicated. Come on. 295 00:16:15,108 --> 00:16:16,277 PARENT: It is kind of complicated 296 00:16:16,343 --> 00:16:18,312 when we got kids here. OFFICER: Yeah. 297 00:16:18,379 --> 00:16:19,880 KIM: And I remember, you know, 298 00:16:19,947 --> 00:16:22,149 there's yelling at some of the officers. 299 00:16:22,215 --> 00:16:23,483 - Get across the street! - Why are you-- 300 00:16:23,550 --> 00:16:24,885 - Because I'm having to deal with you! 301 00:16:24,951 --> 00:16:26,654 Get across the street. 302 00:16:26,720 --> 00:16:28,022 KIM: And I remember thinking like, oh, we kind of 303 00:16:28,089 --> 00:16:29,556 need to let them do their job. 304 00:16:29,623 --> 00:16:32,826 They can't have us close to the school 305 00:16:32,893 --> 00:16:34,094 if there's something going on. 306 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:35,762 And the officers inside, they have it. 307 00:16:35,829 --> 00:16:37,398 [indistinct radio chatter] 308 00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:38,632 OFFICER: I don't know which one of those. 309 00:16:38,699 --> 00:16:40,634 - OK. That's OK. 310 00:16:40,701 --> 00:16:42,903 - This is probably going to be a story 311 00:16:42,970 --> 00:16:44,671 that I'm gonna need to write. 312 00:16:44,738 --> 00:16:50,110 But then personal feelings started taking over because 313 00:16:50,177 --> 00:16:52,546 we--we got worried, you know-- 314 00:16:52,613 --> 00:16:54,048 Kim's our friend. Kim's our family. 315 00:16:54,114 --> 00:16:57,752 And she's got two children at that school. 316 00:16:57,818 --> 00:17:00,921 - I think it was right around this point where I saw 317 00:17:00,988 --> 00:17:03,157 a little girl coming out of one of the classrooms, 318 00:17:03,223 --> 00:17:05,025 where she was bloodied up-- 319 00:17:05,091 --> 00:17:08,562 just blood pouring out of her nose area. 320 00:17:08,629 --> 00:17:13,267 I thought she had a broken nose. 321 00:17:13,334 --> 00:17:14,768 - And I remember asking one officer, 322 00:17:14,835 --> 00:17:16,237 though I can't remember his name, like, 323 00:17:16,303 --> 00:17:19,573 "everything's OK, right?" 324 00:17:19,640 --> 00:17:26,313 - [wailing] 325 00:17:26,379 --> 00:17:29,049 - The first time that it got scary was 326 00:17:29,115 --> 00:17:33,253 hearing Angel Garza just start screaming. 327 00:17:38,993 --> 00:17:41,528 KIM: I didn't know then, but I know now that 328 00:17:41,595 --> 00:17:44,598 he was told his daughter was shot. 329 00:17:44,665 --> 00:17:49,470 - [screaming] 330 00:17:49,537 --> 00:17:53,374 - Everything now has changed from this bailout to 331 00:17:53,440 --> 00:17:56,143 a real school shooting is going on. 332 00:17:56,209 --> 00:17:59,580 [helicopter blades whirring] 333 00:17:59,646 --> 00:18:01,181 PETE: I still couldn't process it. 334 00:18:01,248 --> 00:18:03,316 I was seeing it. I was living it. 335 00:18:03,383 --> 00:18:06,053 We were going through a school shooting, man. 336 00:18:06,120 --> 00:18:11,825 ♪♪ ♪♪ 337 00:18:11,892 --> 00:18:15,128 [sighs] 338 00:18:15,195 --> 00:18:19,466 I was standing next to Kim for a while and, um, 339 00:18:19,533 --> 00:18:22,469 we were just staring, just looking for Lexi, 340 00:18:22,536 --> 00:18:24,972 looking for Lexi, trying to see when she's going to run out. 341 00:18:25,039 --> 00:18:26,640 I stopped taking a lot of pictures 342 00:18:26,707 --> 00:18:31,078 and stopped doing my work because I was focusing on-- 343 00:18:31,145 --> 00:18:33,514 on finding Lexi for her. 344 00:18:33,580 --> 00:18:36,249 [voice breaking] I knew I had to find her, so. 345 00:18:38,685 --> 00:18:42,056 - I decided since Pete was at the school 346 00:18:42,122 --> 00:18:44,992 that I would go to the Civic Center 347 00:18:45,059 --> 00:18:48,728 to find out what was going on. 348 00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,531 Part of the conversation we had in the office 349 00:18:50,598 --> 00:18:53,200 before I left was, 350 00:18:53,267 --> 00:18:55,236 look for Lexi, and look for Kim. 351 00:18:55,302 --> 00:18:57,738 So I parked my car 352 00:18:57,805 --> 00:19:00,474 and then school buses started showing up. 353 00:19:00,541 --> 00:19:02,376 FATHER: I'm here. I'm here. I'm here, mija. 354 00:19:02,443 --> 00:19:03,510 STUDENT: Mama? FATHER: It's OK. 355 00:19:03,577 --> 00:19:04,678 STUDENT: We can't--we can't leave. 356 00:19:04,744 --> 00:19:06,280 FATHER: Yes, we--it's OK. We're right here. 357 00:19:06,346 --> 00:19:09,749 We're right here. OK? It's OK. We're right here. OK? 358 00:19:09,816 --> 00:19:11,418 Hey, hey, we're right here. OK? 359 00:19:11,484 --> 00:19:14,388 STUDENT: [crying] FATHER: Hey, it's OK. 360 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:15,889 We're right here. MOTHER: Go, go, go, go, go. 361 00:19:15,956 --> 00:19:17,258 FATHER: Go inside. Go inside. 362 00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:18,759 [ominous music] 363 00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:21,629 MELISSA: I was taking pictures and this lady 364 00:19:21,695 --> 00:19:24,765 started yelling at me about why I was there. 365 00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:28,034 And I said, "well, I'm with the newspaper, 366 00:19:28,101 --> 00:19:30,470 and so I'm just here to see what's going on." 367 00:19:30,537 --> 00:19:31,505 And she said, "well, you don't need to be 368 00:19:31,572 --> 00:19:33,140 "taking pictures of us right now. 369 00:19:33,207 --> 00:19:34,642 That's not appropriate." 370 00:19:34,708 --> 00:19:35,743 - Nobody at that point 371 00:19:35,809 --> 00:19:37,611 had yet been reunited with their children. 372 00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:38,845 And then as time went on, 373 00:19:38,912 --> 00:19:42,049 some people were getting reunited with their children, 374 00:19:42,115 --> 00:19:46,086 and Kim wasn't. 375 00:19:52,425 --> 00:19:54,228 We heard that the school was gonna have a press conference 376 00:19:54,295 --> 00:19:55,962 at the Civic Center and Meghann decided 377 00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:58,532 to go out there, too. 378 00:19:58,599 --> 00:20:03,036 - And I saw Judge Mitchell and I said I wasn't asking-- 379 00:20:03,103 --> 00:20:06,273 [voice breaking] for the newspaper-- 380 00:20:09,410 --> 00:20:12,846 That I just wanted to know for Kimberly and Felix 381 00:20:12,913 --> 00:20:15,482 if he had any information on Lexi. 382 00:20:21,956 --> 00:20:23,891 And he just said that, you know, 383 00:20:23,958 --> 00:20:28,428 he didn't have information on Lexi specifically. 384 00:20:28,495 --> 00:20:31,832 But being that we didn't know anything, 385 00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:34,868 it wasn't good. 386 00:20:34,935 --> 00:20:37,270 [sniffles] 387 00:20:39,440 --> 00:20:41,609 - When everything ended, I just saw a bunch of faces 388 00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:44,110 of parents who lost their children. 389 00:20:44,177 --> 00:20:46,246 And I remember their pain. 390 00:20:46,313 --> 00:20:49,449 [somber music] 391 00:20:49,516 --> 00:20:53,888 ♪♪ ♪♪ 392 00:20:53,954 --> 00:20:55,856 And it's still there. 393 00:20:55,923 --> 00:21:03,063 ♪♪ ♪♪ 394 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:11,638 - I think the longer we waited, 395 00:21:11,705 --> 00:21:15,809 the more it became clear that something was wrong. 396 00:21:15,876 --> 00:21:17,310 Somebody drove us to 397 00:21:17,377 --> 00:21:19,579 the Uvalde Memorial Hospital here in town. 398 00:21:19,646 --> 00:21:22,316 We gave them her name, her description, 399 00:21:22,383 --> 00:21:25,452 what she was wearing. And she wasn't there. 400 00:21:25,519 --> 00:21:28,021 So I said, "I want to go back to Robb. 401 00:21:28,088 --> 00:21:30,323 She's still at Robb." 402 00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:33,227 I had sandals on, so I took those off 403 00:21:33,294 --> 00:21:36,630 and I just ran to Robb. 404 00:21:40,334 --> 00:21:43,770 It felt right being there. 405 00:21:43,837 --> 00:21:46,440 We waited a little bit there and then, finally, 406 00:21:46,507 --> 00:21:49,543 a San Antonio firefighter offered to give us a ride 407 00:21:49,609 --> 00:21:51,211 back to the Civic Center because he said 408 00:21:51,278 --> 00:21:54,782 we just weren't gonna get answers here. 409 00:21:55,482 --> 00:21:59,419 MELISSA: The Civic Center has windows. 410 00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:07,160 [voice breaking] And so... 411 00:22:09,030 --> 00:22:10,597 We see Kim. 412 00:22:10,664 --> 00:22:12,499 There's a group of people around her. 413 00:22:12,566 --> 00:22:17,571 And they're walking her to the windows. 414 00:22:17,638 --> 00:22:21,474 And Meghann and I are watching her through the glass. 415 00:22:25,346 --> 00:22:27,547 And she just falls to the floor. 416 00:22:31,919 --> 00:22:34,688 KIM: I get into a patrol car. 417 00:22:34,755 --> 00:22:38,258 And I asked the driver could he just take me back to Robb. 418 00:22:38,325 --> 00:22:40,127 I told him, "you know me, I won't cause any problems, 419 00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:43,764 I just want to go and just sit." 420 00:22:43,831 --> 00:22:45,632 He just looked defeated. 421 00:22:45,699 --> 00:22:49,369 And he had just to tell me he can't do that. 422 00:22:49,436 --> 00:22:52,807 Of course he can't do that but... 423 00:22:52,873 --> 00:22:55,142 if my feet hadn't been cut up from the earlier run, 424 00:22:55,209 --> 00:22:59,413 I would have just gone myself. 425 00:22:59,480 --> 00:23:01,648 I just wanted to be with her. 426 00:23:04,785 --> 00:23:05,719 [sniffles] 427 00:23:07,988 --> 00:23:11,091 [door opens and shuts] 428 00:23:13,293 --> 00:23:16,196 [ambient music] 429 00:23:16,263 --> 00:23:23,370 ♪♪ ♪♪ 430 00:23:31,278 --> 00:23:33,214 "I am many things-- 431 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,081 "a mother... 432 00:23:36,851 --> 00:23:38,885 "a journalist, 433 00:23:38,952 --> 00:23:42,422 "a student, a runner. 434 00:23:46,627 --> 00:23:51,899 "Now I carry another title, one I wish I could give back. 435 00:23:51,966 --> 00:23:55,468 "I am the mother of a mass shooting victim. 436 00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:02,643 "May 24, 2022, 437 00:24:02,710 --> 00:24:05,312 "the day an 18-year-old armed with an assault-style weapon 438 00:24:05,379 --> 00:24:06,813 "murdered my youngest daughter, 439 00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:11,718 "Alexandria 'Lexi' Rubio, and ten of her classmates, 440 00:24:11,785 --> 00:24:13,754 "along with two teachers and eight students 441 00:24:13,821 --> 00:24:15,088 in an adjacent classroom." 442 00:24:15,155 --> 00:24:22,295 ♪♪ ♪♪ 443 00:24:49,957 --> 00:24:52,258 CRAIG: It's truly astounding how quickly 444 00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:55,362 the world press responds to 445 00:24:55,429 --> 00:24:58,531 this level of chaos and tragedy. 446 00:25:00,367 --> 00:25:02,937 People began immediately phoning 447 00:25:03,003 --> 00:25:04,738 from all across the country 448 00:25:04,805 --> 00:25:07,574 and, you know, even the world. 449 00:25:07,641 --> 00:25:10,144 And they all wanted to just talk to somebody 450 00:25:10,210 --> 00:25:11,879 about what was happening. 451 00:25:11,945 --> 00:25:13,080 - Oh, it was horrible. 452 00:25:13,147 --> 00:25:17,885 It was--it-- they were calling nonstop. 453 00:25:17,952 --> 00:25:19,586 You couldn't even finish one call. 454 00:25:19,653 --> 00:25:22,856 There was--the phone was just ringing off the wall. 455 00:25:22,923 --> 00:25:25,525 - She was just fielding calls left and right, left and right. 456 00:25:25,592 --> 00:25:29,163 And at that time, it was, what, a couple of hours 457 00:25:29,229 --> 00:25:30,497 after it had happened. 458 00:25:30,564 --> 00:25:32,232 And I had just gotten back to the office. 459 00:25:32,299 --> 00:25:36,671 The hounding of the calls and emails--just constant. 460 00:25:36,737 --> 00:25:38,439 - I was crying. 461 00:25:38,505 --> 00:25:40,140 I think I got approached by two or three 462 00:25:40,207 --> 00:25:42,576 different news reporters 463 00:25:42,642 --> 00:25:45,312 that thought that I was a crying parent. 464 00:25:45,379 --> 00:25:48,816 You know, I just said, no, I'm with the paper. 465 00:25:48,882 --> 00:25:51,885 - Even if we had chosen to talk to any one of these-- 466 00:25:51,952 --> 00:25:54,054 these news agencies, we didn't-- 467 00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:56,557 we didn't have facts. 468 00:25:56,623 --> 00:25:58,192 We didn't know. 469 00:25:58,259 --> 00:26:00,694 - We don't know who's--who's injured. 470 00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:02,963 We don't know who's sitting in a hospital bed 471 00:26:03,030 --> 00:26:05,332 clinging on to their life. 472 00:26:05,399 --> 00:26:07,268 When I first got all of these pictures, 473 00:26:07,334 --> 00:26:08,935 trying to look through them and, you know, 474 00:26:09,002 --> 00:26:11,272 not knowing what exactly I was looking at, 475 00:26:11,338 --> 00:26:14,108 the only people that hounded me 24/7 476 00:26:14,174 --> 00:26:17,144 and reached out to me was other news agencies. 477 00:26:17,210 --> 00:26:18,578 Because obviously, they weren't here. 478 00:26:18,645 --> 00:26:21,115 So they wanted to know everything from, 479 00:26:21,182 --> 00:26:22,283 "what do you have? 480 00:26:22,349 --> 00:26:23,650 "What are you willing to share with us? 481 00:26:23,717 --> 00:26:25,886 "We have someone right down the corner. 482 00:26:25,953 --> 00:26:27,354 "He'll be there in five minutes. 483 00:26:27,420 --> 00:26:29,089 "Don't worry about going through anything. 484 00:26:29,156 --> 00:26:30,490 We can do all of that for you." 485 00:26:30,557 --> 00:26:32,793 You know, all these, like, really-- 486 00:26:32,859 --> 00:26:36,430 those used car salesmen-- talking really fast, 487 00:26:36,496 --> 00:26:39,065 hope you miss all the important things. 488 00:26:39,132 --> 00:26:40,701 I put up my guard. And I realized, 489 00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:43,203 OK, this is-- this is bigger than-- 490 00:26:43,270 --> 00:26:45,138 than anything I've ever handled. 491 00:26:45,205 --> 00:26:49,643 I had a real serious talk with Craig. 492 00:26:49,709 --> 00:26:52,679 He trusted my judgment and everyone else did, too. 493 00:26:52,746 --> 00:26:55,248 And that's how we came about these, 494 00:26:55,315 --> 00:26:56,884 I think, 26 pictures that we released, 495 00:26:56,951 --> 00:26:59,219 was because it was the only 26 496 00:26:59,286 --> 00:27:01,688 I was willing to release myself. 497 00:27:01,755 --> 00:27:07,627 ♪♪ ♪♪ 498 00:27:07,694 --> 00:27:10,664 Why would I want to show a photo of someone who-- 499 00:27:10,731 --> 00:27:13,066 maybe a parent-- has never seen before 500 00:27:13,133 --> 00:27:14,902 or doesn't know if their child made it? 501 00:27:14,969 --> 00:27:17,838 We are the Uvalde Leader-News. 502 00:27:17,905 --> 00:27:21,375 This is our town. This is our home. 503 00:27:21,442 --> 00:27:23,177 Could I say that I would have done the same thing 504 00:27:23,244 --> 00:27:24,911 if I was with The New York Times? 505 00:27:24,978 --> 00:27:25,946 I don't know. 506 00:27:26,013 --> 00:27:27,715 But this is our family. 507 00:27:27,782 --> 00:27:29,583 If it happened to one child from Uvalde, 508 00:27:29,649 --> 00:27:32,152 it happened to everyone in Uvalde. 509 00:27:34,655 --> 00:27:39,326 - I asked Meghann on her way out the door 510 00:27:39,393 --> 00:27:43,764 what we were gonna put on Thursday's front page. 511 00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:45,499 You know? 512 00:27:45,566 --> 00:27:48,702 And she said, "I don't know." 513 00:27:48,768 --> 00:27:51,505 And I said to her, well, I think that 514 00:27:51,572 --> 00:27:54,208 we should do a black front page, just solid black. 515 00:27:54,274 --> 00:27:59,413 - We were distraught. 516 00:27:59,479 --> 00:28:03,216 I don't know if we stopped crying, really. 517 00:28:03,283 --> 00:28:06,120 We had touched on the evening before 518 00:28:06,187 --> 00:28:09,523 what to put on the front page. 519 00:28:09,589 --> 00:28:11,692 For historical record, we have to have it, of course. 520 00:28:11,758 --> 00:28:14,328 We have to show that this happened. 521 00:28:14,394 --> 00:28:16,930 But what is actually new? 522 00:28:16,997 --> 00:28:20,100 What is our role? 523 00:28:20,166 --> 00:28:22,102 What is our objective? 524 00:28:22,168 --> 00:28:25,639 What can you say about this? 525 00:28:25,706 --> 00:28:30,044 And what can you put 526 00:28:30,110 --> 00:28:33,246 on the Uvalde Leader-News front page? 527 00:28:35,281 --> 00:28:36,584 - I said, "Meghann, what do you see here?" 528 00:28:36,650 --> 00:28:38,685 And she said, "well, we-- 529 00:28:38,752 --> 00:28:40,454 we see just a black page." 530 00:28:40,521 --> 00:28:44,258 And I said, "honey, I just have a hard time with that. 531 00:28:44,325 --> 00:28:49,830 "That's not--that's not how I perceive our coverage. 532 00:28:49,897 --> 00:28:51,531 "You know, we're a newspaper. 533 00:28:51,598 --> 00:28:55,702 "And this is our home and this has happened 534 00:28:55,769 --> 00:28:58,272 "and don't you think our readers expect 535 00:28:58,338 --> 00:29:01,308 something more tangible?" 536 00:29:01,375 --> 00:29:04,545 And she said, "well, we don't think so." 537 00:29:04,611 --> 00:29:07,547 [soft music] 538 00:29:07,614 --> 00:29:09,683 ♪♪ ♪♪ 539 00:29:09,750 --> 00:29:11,685 So I said, OK. 540 00:29:11,751 --> 00:29:14,054 If this is what you guys want, then I want-- 541 00:29:14,121 --> 00:29:16,090 this is what we're gonna have. 542 00:29:16,156 --> 00:29:19,660 - We all sort of felt blank. 543 00:29:19,726 --> 00:29:24,531 Like, grief-stricken but also still in a sort of shock, 544 00:29:24,598 --> 00:29:26,934 disbelief that this had happened. 545 00:29:27,001 --> 00:29:29,102 And I think that the black front page 546 00:29:29,169 --> 00:29:31,672 was a way to reflect that. 547 00:29:31,738 --> 00:29:34,774 And the date is printed on it in white 548 00:29:34,841 --> 00:29:37,210 because it's stamped on all our brains. 549 00:29:37,277 --> 00:29:38,612 In the same indelible way, 550 00:29:38,678 --> 00:29:41,715 we wanted to reflect that in the paper. 551 00:29:41,782 --> 00:29:47,721 ♪♪ ♪♪ 552 00:29:50,890 --> 00:29:52,626 - And you have not gone back to your house? 553 00:29:52,693 --> 00:29:55,462 - We--we made the decision to go 554 00:29:55,529 --> 00:29:58,565 before we went to the funeral home today. 555 00:29:58,632 --> 00:30:01,134 - How was it? - It was hard. 556 00:30:01,201 --> 00:30:03,503 - I am a sheriff's deputy, yes, 557 00:30:03,570 --> 00:30:07,141 but someone else is on scene, it's their scene. 558 00:30:07,207 --> 00:30:08,976 - This was not an assignment for you? 559 00:30:09,043 --> 00:30:10,377 - It wasn't an-- - This was personal? 560 00:30:10,444 --> 00:30:12,880 - This is me going to check on my babies at Robb. 561 00:30:12,947 --> 00:30:17,250 Like, she said, we have two. That's just me just going. 562 00:30:17,317 --> 00:30:20,053 And I go turn on my radio. 563 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:21,888 I turn it on and-- [snaps fingers] 564 00:30:21,955 --> 00:30:28,128 Like that, I just hear panic in everybody's voices. 565 00:30:28,195 --> 00:30:32,967 And me, I just address, 566 00:30:33,033 --> 00:30:37,471 got in my unit, took off. 567 00:30:37,538 --> 00:30:39,840 And I get there. 568 00:30:39,906 --> 00:30:41,142 I'm outside for a bit, 569 00:30:41,208 --> 00:30:43,711 then start inching my way a little bit. 570 00:30:43,778 --> 00:30:48,648 And then I get to the building where it's all at. 571 00:30:48,715 --> 00:30:53,420 And I see where everybody's posted at 572 00:30:53,487 --> 00:30:54,821 in front of my baby girl's door. 573 00:30:54,888 --> 00:30:58,191 There's two doors that's there. 574 00:30:58,258 --> 00:31:02,629 It's a 50/50 which door is it. 575 00:31:03,397 --> 00:31:08,035 Once I see them open the door and open fire, I-- 576 00:31:08,101 --> 00:31:11,771 I don't--just-- my heart dropped. 577 00:31:13,140 --> 00:31:17,811 - [crying] I left my baby at that school. 578 00:31:17,878 --> 00:31:21,081 - You shouldn't blame yourself. 579 00:31:21,148 --> 00:31:23,017 - I'm her mom. She can't make good decisions. 580 00:31:23,083 --> 00:31:25,518 Who else is there to blame? 581 00:31:29,490 --> 00:31:31,658 [sighs] 582 00:31:35,663 --> 00:31:37,597 [cat meows softly] 583 00:31:48,208 --> 00:31:49,643 - It's a note with the school. 584 00:31:49,709 --> 00:31:51,478 - This is--aww. 585 00:31:51,545 --> 00:31:53,446 From Lexi. - [chuckles] 586 00:31:56,683 --> 00:31:58,051 These are also for you for Mother's-- 587 00:31:58,118 --> 00:31:59,586 - For Mother's Day? - Yeah. 588 00:31:59,653 --> 00:32:01,355 In Spanish. She was in dual language. 589 00:32:01,421 --> 00:32:02,589 - Oh, it's the-- when the dual language. 590 00:32:02,656 --> 00:32:07,194 And that's my picture. [chuckles] 591 00:32:07,261 --> 00:32:09,430 - Taken with Lexi. 592 00:32:09,497 --> 00:32:11,365 - Because I take her to parties. 593 00:32:11,431 --> 00:32:13,500 She loves me because I take her to parties, 594 00:32:13,567 --> 00:32:18,072 because I clean, because I cook food, 595 00:32:18,139 --> 00:32:21,375 and I help her with her homework. 596 00:32:21,441 --> 00:32:22,843 - Mm. 597 00:32:22,909 --> 00:32:24,144 - I remember that one. 598 00:32:24,211 --> 00:32:26,446 That's the birthday party we had in the backyard 599 00:32:26,513 --> 00:32:28,015 when my mom bought her-- - The Father's Day gift. 600 00:32:28,081 --> 00:32:31,851 - My mom bought her those earrings. 601 00:32:31,918 --> 00:32:33,186 Yeah, and these are all Mary's. 602 00:32:33,253 --> 00:32:36,523 Mary does the Father's Day and Mother's Day things. 603 00:32:43,430 --> 00:32:45,399 Oh, this is-- this is what I needed. 604 00:32:45,465 --> 00:32:46,934 - What? - This is the tattoo. 605 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,269 I was hoping we would find it because I didn't know 606 00:32:48,335 --> 00:32:50,370 how they could scan it from, like, a photo. 607 00:32:50,437 --> 00:32:53,307 Lexi drew this for me. It says "the best mom. 608 00:32:53,374 --> 00:32:55,809 not only "the best mom, the best, best mom." 609 00:32:55,876 --> 00:32:57,911 That's me. She's underneath me. 610 00:32:57,978 --> 00:33:00,013 It says, "I Love My Mom by Lexi." 611 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,848 I came across it on my Instagram 612 00:33:01,915 --> 00:33:03,150 because I had shared it. 613 00:33:03,217 --> 00:33:05,752 And I was like, that'd be a perfect tattoo, so. 614 00:33:05,819 --> 00:33:11,592 I want to get that scanned and copied. 615 00:33:11,658 --> 00:33:12,960 And it will be my first color tattoo. 616 00:33:13,026 --> 00:33:17,965 I always said I wouldn't do color, but. 617 00:33:18,032 --> 00:33:21,468 The idea is, once our-- 618 00:33:21,535 --> 00:33:23,337 once all of our children are out of the home, 619 00:33:23,404 --> 00:33:28,008 we want to have, like, a bedroom all her own. 620 00:33:28,075 --> 00:33:30,044 And we'll have all of this stuff, 621 00:33:30,110 --> 00:33:32,112 all of the artwork and all of her clothes. 622 00:33:32,179 --> 00:33:35,048 We're saving all her clothes. 623 00:33:35,115 --> 00:33:38,018 So that's the plan. 624 00:33:38,085 --> 00:33:39,953 Lexi's. 625 00:33:40,020 --> 00:33:41,188 - Lexi. 626 00:33:41,254 --> 00:33:43,824 [ambient music] 627 00:33:43,891 --> 00:33:46,260 ♪♪ ♪♪ 628 00:33:46,326 --> 00:33:51,332 JULYE: I know that myself and my co-workers, 629 00:33:51,398 --> 00:33:55,669 we're trying to do our job as best we can. 630 00:33:55,736 --> 00:33:58,805 I wrote a story describing some of the preliminary events 631 00:33:58,872 --> 00:34:02,475 as we knew them at the time. 632 00:34:02,542 --> 00:34:05,546 That narrative has shifted. 633 00:34:05,612 --> 00:34:10,584 I think that people are searching for accountability. 634 00:34:10,651 --> 00:34:17,591 ♪♪ ♪♪ 635 00:34:19,927 --> 00:34:22,729 We have not heard a lot of 636 00:34:22,796 --> 00:34:26,499 anything from the side of most of the local law enforcement 637 00:34:26,566 --> 00:34:29,870 and the state responders that were there. 638 00:34:29,936 --> 00:34:33,139 PETE: The lack of accountability and knowing 639 00:34:33,206 --> 00:34:34,809 exactly what happened that day, 640 00:34:34,875 --> 00:34:38,278 or the reasons for it happening and the end results, 641 00:34:38,345 --> 00:34:41,281 just has divided this town up. 642 00:34:41,348 --> 00:34:42,649 There is no coming to grips. 643 00:34:42,716 --> 00:34:45,118 There is no healing from that particular day. 644 00:34:45,185 --> 00:34:47,388 Too many questions and not enough answers. 645 00:34:47,455 --> 00:34:51,425 I think that the number-one people that deserve this 646 00:34:51,491 --> 00:34:55,495 is the families, the Rubios and everyone else, 647 00:34:55,562 --> 00:34:57,230 that were affected by that day. 648 00:34:57,297 --> 00:35:03,804 ♪♪ ♪♪ 649 00:35:03,870 --> 00:35:07,975 [light chatter] 650 00:35:08,041 --> 00:35:10,978 [soft music] 651 00:35:11,045 --> 00:35:12,913 ♪♪ ♪♪ 652 00:35:12,980 --> 00:35:14,714 - Hey, boys. 653 00:35:18,051 --> 00:35:21,021 [softly] Hi, baby girl. 654 00:35:21,088 --> 00:35:24,391 SPEAKER: Cazares, Makenna Elrod, 655 00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:27,761 Jose Flores Junior, Alithia-- 656 00:35:27,828 --> 00:35:31,398 - OK, next up, we have Kimberly Rubio. 657 00:35:31,465 --> 00:35:32,900 [clapping] 658 00:35:32,967 --> 00:35:34,801 - What is it, Kimberly? 659 00:35:34,868 --> 00:35:38,839 [cheering] 660 00:35:38,905 --> 00:35:40,641 - I am a mother to five children. 661 00:35:40,708 --> 00:35:44,411 I live in a small town, content with the simple life. 662 00:35:44,477 --> 00:35:48,848 I never dreamt of testifying before today. 663 00:35:48,915 --> 00:35:51,685 What I want no one can give me. 664 00:35:51,752 --> 00:35:54,821 I want my daughter back. 665 00:35:54,888 --> 00:35:56,590 If I can't have her, 666 00:35:56,657 --> 00:36:01,162 then those who failed her will never know peace. 667 00:36:01,228 --> 00:36:06,366 [cheers and applause] 668 00:36:06,433 --> 00:36:09,203 We want answers. We seek justice. 669 00:36:09,269 --> 00:36:11,939 And we demand change. 670 00:36:12,006 --> 00:36:14,742 And we will never rest. 671 00:36:14,808 --> 00:36:17,644 Remember their names. 672 00:36:17,711 --> 00:36:20,548 - Alexandria Lexi Rubio. 673 00:36:20,614 --> 00:36:22,049 PERSON: Lexi! [cheers and applause] 674 00:36:22,115 --> 00:36:24,785 PROTESTER: No justice. ALL: No peace! 675 00:36:24,851 --> 00:36:26,053 PROTESTER: No justice. 676 00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:27,488 ALL: No peace! 677 00:36:27,554 --> 00:36:31,058 PROTESTER: Viva Uvalde! ALL: Viva Uvalde! 678 00:36:31,125 --> 00:36:33,293 PROTESTER: Not one more child! 679 00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,096 ALL: Not one more child. 680 00:36:36,162 --> 00:36:38,732 KIM: After we wrapped our head around 681 00:36:38,799 --> 00:36:41,102 what happened to us, what happened to Lexi, 682 00:36:41,168 --> 00:36:42,602 I immediately knew 683 00:36:42,669 --> 00:36:44,638 that I didn't want another mom to feel this way. 684 00:36:44,704 --> 00:36:47,141 PROTESTER: What do we want? ALL: Justice! 685 00:36:47,207 --> 00:36:49,209 PROTESTER: When do we want it? ALL: Now! 686 00:36:49,276 --> 00:36:52,113 KIM: We hit the ground running. 687 00:36:52,179 --> 00:36:54,047 We marched in DC. 688 00:36:58,853 --> 00:37:00,053 I'll never stop. 689 00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,089 I have never turned down an opportunity 690 00:37:02,155 --> 00:37:04,291 to share Lexi's story. 691 00:37:04,358 --> 00:37:07,394 Our focus will always be at the federal level because 692 00:37:07,461 --> 00:37:09,530 I want to help as many people as possible. 693 00:37:09,596 --> 00:37:11,732 And that is with the complete ban of assault weapons. 694 00:37:11,798 --> 00:37:16,770 [light chatter] 695 00:37:16,836 --> 00:37:19,606 What we can do at the state level is raise the age 696 00:37:19,673 --> 00:37:22,542 from 18 to 21 to be able to purchase these weapons. 697 00:37:22,609 --> 00:37:28,515 [chanting] 698 00:37:31,151 --> 00:37:34,054 [determined music] 699 00:37:34,121 --> 00:37:35,923 ♪♪ ♪♪ 700 00:37:35,990 --> 00:37:39,693 JULYE: I see a lot of parents who have seen the footage, 701 00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:42,429 who have read reports, who are very disheartened, 702 00:37:42,495 --> 00:37:44,364 who feel that Chief Pete Arredondo 703 00:37:44,431 --> 00:37:46,933 didn't take actions that he should have. 704 00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:53,473 ♪♪ ♪♪ 705 00:37:53,540 --> 00:37:55,675 CRAIG: I think people have been looking forward-- 706 00:37:55,742 --> 00:38:01,648 maybe too much--to seeing him lose his position. 707 00:38:01,715 --> 00:38:04,351 Once you--you get these things in your mind 708 00:38:04,418 --> 00:38:06,520 that you've got to knock this person off 709 00:38:06,586 --> 00:38:08,855 or this person or somebody's got to be the fall guy 710 00:38:08,922 --> 00:38:10,624 and then you keep going down the line, 711 00:38:10,691 --> 00:38:12,192 at some point, you run out of those people. 712 00:38:12,259 --> 00:38:13,660 And then who do you blame 713 00:38:13,727 --> 00:38:15,896 or how do you come to terms with the tragedy? 714 00:38:15,963 --> 00:38:18,832 As a community journalist, you can never really shed 715 00:38:18,899 --> 00:38:22,202 that sort of mantle of-- 716 00:38:22,269 --> 00:38:24,071 of your being in the community, 717 00:38:24,137 --> 00:38:26,540 of what the community means to you. 718 00:38:26,607 --> 00:38:29,710 ♪♪ ♪♪ 719 00:38:29,776 --> 00:38:31,778 - On a regular basis, I think about 720 00:38:31,845 --> 00:38:34,581 the hiring of Pete Arredondo. 721 00:38:34,648 --> 00:38:37,952 People were so thrilled. He was very well-liked. 722 00:38:38,018 --> 00:38:40,387 He seemed like a good fit for the community. 723 00:38:40,454 --> 00:38:43,356 They definitely knew him as the guy who 724 00:38:43,423 --> 00:38:45,359 would come and get me out of a school board meeting 725 00:38:45,426 --> 00:38:47,461 and tell me my car windows were down and it's raining. 726 00:38:47,528 --> 00:38:51,465 So there is that level of connection that-- 727 00:38:51,532 --> 00:38:54,501 that outside media, you know, doesn't have. 728 00:38:54,568 --> 00:38:57,137 It's hard to cancel out all of those things, 729 00:38:57,203 --> 00:38:59,439 just like it is any person. 730 00:38:59,506 --> 00:39:01,141 But there has been some decisions made 731 00:39:01,208 --> 00:39:03,777 that I can't get behind. 732 00:39:03,844 --> 00:39:10,784 ♪♪ ♪♪ 733 00:39:12,686 --> 00:39:16,690 [indistinct discussion] 734 00:39:16,757 --> 00:39:19,626 BURROWS: The House Committee on the Robb Elementary shooting 735 00:39:19,693 --> 00:39:21,429 will now come to order. 736 00:39:21,495 --> 00:39:24,831 Several officers in the hallway or in that building 737 00:39:24,898 --> 00:39:29,269 knew or should have known there was dying in that classroom 738 00:39:29,336 --> 00:39:31,405 and they should have done more. 739 00:39:31,472 --> 00:39:33,673 Chief Arredondo, he testified that 740 00:39:33,740 --> 00:39:36,677 he felt like he was not in command. 741 00:39:36,744 --> 00:39:37,911 - [speaking in Spanish] 742 00:39:37,978 --> 00:39:39,546 JULYE: We're a small town. 743 00:39:39,613 --> 00:39:42,750 Not only are these officers the ones that police us 744 00:39:42,817 --> 00:39:46,186 and enforce the laws, but they're our neighbors, 745 00:39:46,253 --> 00:39:47,521 they're our friends, they're the people that 746 00:39:47,588 --> 00:39:50,190 we go to the grocery store and the post office with. 747 00:39:50,257 --> 00:39:54,795 And it's very hard to look at somebody 748 00:39:54,861 --> 00:39:58,699 who's an intrinsic part of your community and wonder, 749 00:39:58,766 --> 00:40:03,237 "did you just stand there and let my friend's child die?" 750 00:40:03,303 --> 00:40:06,440 [soft music] 751 00:40:06,507 --> 00:40:13,446 ♪♪ ♪♪ 752 00:40:23,657 --> 00:40:26,526 [coffee machine rumbling] 753 00:40:26,593 --> 00:40:28,162 - So things that I am working on, 754 00:40:28,228 --> 00:40:31,164 I have city and county meetings this week. 755 00:40:31,231 --> 00:40:32,733 I need to check in with Sabrida 756 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,637 and keep that update going for the municipal election. 757 00:40:36,703 --> 00:40:38,372 - What do you got, James? 758 00:40:38,439 --> 00:40:41,842 - Football scrimmage on Friday night. 759 00:40:42,342 --> 00:40:44,711 Tennis, they opened their season last Friday. 760 00:40:44,778 --> 00:40:46,714 That's where I was Friday morning, covering that. 761 00:40:46,780 --> 00:40:48,582 - And then tonight is the board meeting 762 00:40:48,649 --> 00:40:51,652 for the school district, that open forum, 763 00:40:51,719 --> 00:40:53,153 so that could go three to four hours. 764 00:40:53,219 --> 00:40:55,222 - Yeah, OK. Thank you, all. 765 00:40:55,289 --> 00:40:57,424 - OK. - That's a wrap. 766 00:41:04,799 --> 00:41:07,668 HAL HARRELL: First of all, thank you for being here. 767 00:41:07,735 --> 00:41:10,738 And we offer our condolences to all the families. 768 00:41:10,804 --> 00:41:14,174 The release of yesterday's report, I know, 769 00:41:14,241 --> 00:41:16,243 must be extremely heavy on each one of you. 770 00:41:16,309 --> 00:41:19,212 The House report will help us in our decision-making 771 00:41:19,279 --> 00:41:20,847 as we move forward. 772 00:41:20,914 --> 00:41:22,282 And I would like to turn it over 773 00:41:22,349 --> 00:41:23,884 to the community at this time. 774 00:41:23,951 --> 00:41:27,821 - Why the hell does he still have a job with y'all? 775 00:41:27,888 --> 00:41:30,156 PERSON: Yes, why? Why? 776 00:41:30,223 --> 00:41:35,229 [applause] 777 00:41:35,296 --> 00:41:36,930 HAL: Chief Arredondo is on administrative leave 778 00:41:36,997 --> 00:41:38,565 at this point. 779 00:41:42,836 --> 00:41:46,773 [clapping] 780 00:41:48,775 --> 00:41:50,845 NORMA: Good morning. May I help you? 781 00:41:51,645 --> 00:41:53,446 NORMA: OK, a yard sale? PERSON: Yes. 782 00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:55,916 Plenty of tools, household items. 783 00:41:55,983 --> 00:41:58,552 - OK. This will be $8.50. PERSON: OK. 784 00:41:58,619 --> 00:42:00,553 - Gonna be cash? OK. And your name? 785 00:42:00,620 --> 00:42:01,889 - Melissa. 786 00:42:01,955 --> 00:42:03,157 - Ruiz, right? - Yes. 787 00:42:03,223 --> 00:42:05,125 - I was gonna say, I think I remember you. 788 00:42:05,192 --> 00:42:06,560 - [chuckles] - You look like your mom. 789 00:42:06,627 --> 00:42:08,796 [chuckling] I wasn't sure. 790 00:42:08,863 --> 00:42:11,064 JULYE: We're very close to some of these families. 791 00:42:11,131 --> 00:42:13,867 Mr. Prado, he's not just investigating 792 00:42:13,934 --> 00:42:16,102 one, you know, lieutenant. 793 00:42:16,169 --> 00:42:18,471 He's investigating the whole police department. 794 00:42:18,538 --> 00:42:19,906 So I think our coverage has been maybe 795 00:42:19,973 --> 00:42:22,209 a slightly different approach than some of 796 00:42:22,276 --> 00:42:23,443 the larger news media. 797 00:42:23,510 --> 00:42:27,548 We're not trying to necessarily capture 798 00:42:27,614 --> 00:42:30,317 every moment of the families' pain. 799 00:42:30,384 --> 00:42:32,653 We just want to be here and offer a platform 800 00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:34,421 for what is happening. 801 00:42:34,488 --> 00:42:37,791 MELISSA: I'm gonna put on the end that I called George Hyde. 802 00:42:37,857 --> 00:42:39,493 - OK. 803 00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:42,128 - And I'm going to close it so you can read it. 804 00:42:51,504 --> 00:42:53,941 MELISSA: OK. Anyway, I think we were close. 805 00:42:54,007 --> 00:42:57,178 We're just trying to give an update on what is going on. 806 00:42:57,244 --> 00:43:01,749 [ambient music] 807 00:43:01,816 --> 00:43:03,250 MEGHANN: If you work there, your whole life 808 00:43:03,317 --> 00:43:05,152 is pretty much the newspaper. 809 00:43:05,218 --> 00:43:08,055 We have UMH firearm policy, 810 00:43:08,121 --> 00:43:12,726 Arredondo, what's happening with his employment at UCISD, 811 00:43:12,793 --> 00:43:15,695 100-degree days and no rain in sight, 812 00:43:15,762 --> 00:43:17,864 the teacher, Reyes, who was shot, 813 00:43:17,931 --> 00:43:21,835 and the last student who was still in the hospital 814 00:43:21,902 --> 00:43:23,204 went home last week. 815 00:43:23,270 --> 00:43:25,739 So we just have a lot. 816 00:43:25,806 --> 00:43:28,742 We're all firmly in the middle of it. 817 00:43:28,809 --> 00:43:32,112 I think we're just trying to get through 818 00:43:32,179 --> 00:43:35,448 every day of reporting on it. 819 00:43:35,515 --> 00:43:38,552 And we'll figure out our feelings later. 820 00:43:38,618 --> 00:43:42,055 So the good news is, all of our pages are in color today. 821 00:43:42,122 --> 00:43:45,159 MELISSA: Oh, wow. 822 00:43:45,225 --> 00:43:47,027 - Sadly, we don't have that many stories 823 00:43:47,094 --> 00:43:48,128 with art right now. 824 00:43:48,195 --> 00:43:55,302 ♪♪ ♪♪ 825 00:44:14,020 --> 00:44:17,190 [light chatter] 826 00:44:17,257 --> 00:44:23,363 ♪♪ ♪♪ 827 00:44:50,023 --> 00:44:51,691 PERSON: We are with you. 828 00:44:52,158 --> 00:44:55,429 - We don't know what to do. 829 00:44:55,495 --> 00:44:58,032 We just want to fight for our children. 830 00:44:58,099 --> 00:45:00,834 And we want them to be remembered. 831 00:45:00,901 --> 00:45:03,603 [sniffles] 832 00:45:03,670 --> 00:45:06,406 We just want to stop being disappointed. 833 00:45:06,473 --> 00:45:09,276 - No matter what happens today, 834 00:45:09,343 --> 00:45:11,311 we're gonna continue our fight. 835 00:45:19,786 --> 00:45:23,190 - Mr. Board President, I move that good cause exists 836 00:45:23,257 --> 00:45:25,693 to terminate the non-certified contract 837 00:45:25,759 --> 00:45:29,230 of Pete Arredondo effective immediately. 838 00:45:29,296 --> 00:45:30,631 - Motion passes unanimously. 839 00:45:30,697 --> 00:45:34,501 [cheers and applause] 840 00:45:43,310 --> 00:45:46,814 - What he should be charged with? Manslaughter. 841 00:45:46,881 --> 00:45:50,184 - Pete Arredondo did not attend tonight's special session here. 842 00:45:50,251 --> 00:45:53,320 Instead, he issued a 17-page statement 843 00:45:53,387 --> 00:45:56,189 calling the termination proceeding "an illegal 844 00:45:56,256 --> 00:45:58,692 and unconstitutional public lynching." 845 00:46:07,901 --> 00:46:10,837 [soft music] 846 00:46:10,904 --> 00:46:13,940 ♪♪ ♪♪ 847 00:46:14,007 --> 00:46:16,944 JULYE: He is not the only person that was there. 848 00:46:17,010 --> 00:46:21,281 He is one of 376 849 00:46:21,348 --> 00:46:24,017 law enforcement personnel that were on scene. 850 00:46:24,084 --> 00:46:26,753 So while he certainly would bear some responsibility 851 00:46:26,820 --> 00:46:28,021 in the eyes of the families, 852 00:46:28,088 --> 00:46:30,090 that can't be the only progress they see. 853 00:46:31,658 --> 00:46:34,261 These families don't seem to have 854 00:46:34,327 --> 00:46:38,064 a whole lot of other people in the community supporting them. 855 00:46:54,181 --> 00:46:56,650 - "Dear Sheriff Ruben Nolasco, 856 00:46:56,717 --> 00:47:00,954 "this letter serves as notice of my resignation 857 00:47:01,021 --> 00:47:03,390 "as a patrol deputy for 858 00:47:03,456 --> 00:47:07,194 the Uvalde County Sheriff's Office effective immediately." 859 00:47:07,261 --> 00:47:12,132 Sincerely, me. 860 00:47:12,198 --> 00:47:13,434 Oh, hit you with the dog tag. - Love you. 861 00:47:13,501 --> 00:47:14,935 - Love you, too. 862 00:47:15,001 --> 00:47:17,938 [soft music] 863 00:47:18,005 --> 00:47:19,907 ♪♪ ♪♪ 864 00:47:19,973 --> 00:47:26,012 Border Patrol was always my... top-tier job that I wanted. 865 00:47:27,314 --> 00:47:31,184 What I saw was just upsetting. 866 00:47:34,020 --> 00:47:38,292 I don't even know what more else there is to say about it. 867 00:47:38,358 --> 00:47:42,229 I think the video speaks volumes. 868 00:47:44,831 --> 00:47:47,901 You build a brotherhood and, 869 00:47:47,968 --> 00:47:51,404 I don't know, just-- 870 00:47:51,471 --> 00:47:56,677 never would have expected it came to this. 871 00:47:56,744 --> 00:48:01,715 ♪♪ ♪♪ 872 00:48:01,781 --> 00:48:04,184 All right, let's see. 873 00:48:04,251 --> 00:48:10,524 ♪♪ ♪♪ 874 00:48:10,591 --> 00:48:13,793 Is Sheriff or Chief here, or no? 875 00:48:25,672 --> 00:48:27,975 I am tired. - Was that exhausting? 876 00:48:28,042 --> 00:48:29,810 Was that emotionally exhausting? 877 00:48:29,877 --> 00:48:33,481 - It was just Chief. 878 00:48:33,547 --> 00:48:37,384 I'll meet with Sheriff Monday. - Monday? 879 00:48:40,154 --> 00:48:42,790 What did he say? 880 00:48:42,857 --> 00:48:46,059 - Gonna miss me. 881 00:48:46,126 --> 00:48:50,197 Um-- 882 00:48:50,264 --> 00:48:52,833 make sure-- 883 00:48:52,899 --> 00:48:57,905 yeah. 884 00:48:57,971 --> 00:48:59,373 You know. 885 00:48:59,439 --> 00:49:02,643 And that they expected it. [laughs] 886 00:49:02,710 --> 00:49:04,111 - Yeah. 887 00:49:04,177 --> 00:49:07,114 [soft music] 888 00:49:07,181 --> 00:49:12,652 ♪♪ ♪♪ 889 00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:16,056 [indistinct chatter] 890 00:49:16,123 --> 00:49:23,230 ♪♪ ♪♪ 891 00:49:41,781 --> 00:49:44,551 SHEILA JACKSON LEE: I call to order 892 00:49:44,618 --> 00:49:47,053 the Congressional Children's Caucus 893 00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:50,524 of the United States House of Representatives 894 00:49:50,591 --> 00:49:55,996 for the historic listening session in Uvalde, Texas. 895 00:49:56,062 --> 00:49:59,132 You're recognized for five. 896 00:49:59,199 --> 00:50:05,038 - My name is Kimberly Rubio. I'm Lexi's mom. 897 00:50:05,105 --> 00:50:07,174 I want to thank y'all for the opportunity 898 00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:09,844 to share her story and my experience. 899 00:50:09,910 --> 00:50:11,445 I apologize in advance 900 00:50:11,512 --> 00:50:15,282 'cause it's just not a good day and I'm not prepared. 901 00:50:15,349 --> 00:50:18,819 I don't have a blueprint for how to live 902 00:50:18,886 --> 00:50:24,425 when your 10-year-old daughter is murdered in her classroom. 903 00:50:24,491 --> 00:50:26,827 But I think the state and our nation 904 00:50:26,894 --> 00:50:28,429 should have a roadmap by now. 905 00:50:28,495 --> 00:50:30,597 This is not the first mass shooting. 906 00:50:30,664 --> 00:50:35,402 It will not be the last until we federally ban these weapons. 907 00:50:38,238 --> 00:50:40,307 So you better get really good really fast 908 00:50:40,374 --> 00:50:43,109 at how to deal with the aftermath. 909 00:50:47,347 --> 00:50:51,017 We need transparency and accountability. 910 00:50:51,084 --> 00:50:55,388 We need resources that are readily and easily available. 911 00:51:00,227 --> 00:51:02,763 I'm just a mom from a really small town. 912 00:51:02,829 --> 00:51:04,932 I have no idea what we need 913 00:51:04,998 --> 00:51:07,901 other than I need my daughter back. 914 00:51:07,968 --> 00:51:10,203 And if I can't have my daughter back, 915 00:51:10,270 --> 00:51:12,672 then I just want change. 916 00:51:12,739 --> 00:51:17,177 I don't just want it. I am demanding it. 917 00:51:17,243 --> 00:51:19,613 And I'm so sorry I can't share her story today. 918 00:51:19,680 --> 00:51:22,950 Because I-- 919 00:51:23,016 --> 00:51:25,118 it's just too much today. 920 00:51:28,121 --> 00:51:30,791 [soft music] 921 00:51:30,858 --> 00:51:34,261 ♪♪ ♪♪ 922 00:51:34,327 --> 00:51:36,830 - Thank you so very much. 923 00:51:36,897 --> 00:51:40,934 - [sniffles] 924 00:51:41,001 --> 00:51:48,074 ♪♪ ♪♪ 925 00:51:58,119 --> 00:52:01,054 [somber music] 926 00:52:01,121 --> 00:52:04,725 ♪♪ ♪♪ 927 00:52:04,791 --> 00:52:06,259 [light chatter] 928 00:52:07,762 --> 00:52:09,029 - Fuck you! 929 00:52:10,797 --> 00:52:12,933 - Oh, my god. - He did not say that. 930 00:52:13,000 --> 00:52:14,401 - Yeah, he did. - I just heard-- 931 00:52:17,604 --> 00:52:24,544 ♪♪ ♪♪ 932 00:52:31,284 --> 00:52:32,519 - And you've already addressed them, have you? 933 00:52:32,586 --> 00:52:35,522 - Not to anyone. - OK. The Beto incident? 934 00:52:35,588 --> 00:52:38,525 Hal Harrell is a lifelong Uvaldian. 935 00:52:38,592 --> 00:52:39,726 I think he's very well known 936 00:52:39,793 --> 00:52:42,362 for his dedication to his students. 937 00:52:42,429 --> 00:52:48,034 There's a difference between being able to, um, 938 00:52:48,101 --> 00:52:51,204 advocate for education for children 939 00:52:51,271 --> 00:52:54,441 and then being someone who can manage a crisis. 940 00:52:54,508 --> 00:52:56,743 I think his retirement comes 941 00:52:56,810 --> 00:52:59,580 in his own realization of his lack of capability 942 00:52:59,647 --> 00:53:01,815 to provide the kind of leadership 943 00:53:01,882 --> 00:53:03,917 the district needs right now. 944 00:53:03,984 --> 00:53:11,124 ♪♪ ♪♪ 945 00:53:16,763 --> 00:53:21,167 [light chatter] 946 00:53:30,877 --> 00:53:33,347 REPORTER: Group of parents and educators wanted to thank him 947 00:53:33,414 --> 00:53:36,049 for more than 30 years of service to this community. 948 00:53:36,116 --> 00:53:40,554 So you could look at tonight's events really as a referendum. 949 00:53:40,620 --> 00:53:43,157 - I want to heal. I want to get better. 950 00:53:43,223 --> 00:53:45,125 And it's really hard when you have a community 951 00:53:45,192 --> 00:53:47,360 that's so divided. 952 00:53:47,427 --> 00:53:51,164 Focus on maybe changing laws or changing protocols, 953 00:53:51,231 --> 00:53:54,100 not pointing fingers at everybody right now, 954 00:53:54,167 --> 00:53:56,070 'cause that's what's tearing everybody apart. 955 00:53:56,136 --> 00:54:00,741 [cheers and applause] 956 00:54:00,807 --> 00:54:04,211 ALL: ♪♪ Uvalde High ♪♪ 957 00:54:04,278 --> 00:54:06,546 ♪♪ Three cheers for you ♪♪ 958 00:54:06,613 --> 00:54:07,914 Rah, rah, rah! 959 00:54:07,981 --> 00:54:12,619 [applause] 960 00:54:14,121 --> 00:54:16,089 - This is extremely overwhelming. 961 00:54:16,156 --> 00:54:23,030 I cannot begin to tell you what this means. 962 00:54:23,097 --> 00:54:25,332 That's pretty clever. [laughter] 963 00:54:25,399 --> 00:54:26,967 Y'all do that? - That is. 964 00:54:27,034 --> 00:54:31,037 [indistinct chatter] 965 00:54:36,644 --> 00:54:41,415 - The families never called for Hal Harrell to resign or retire 966 00:54:41,481 --> 00:54:45,051 but I am disgusted by this community. 967 00:54:48,188 --> 00:54:50,357 How dare you decide now, 968 00:54:50,424 --> 00:54:54,361 when a job is at stake to come together, but you stayed home 969 00:54:54,428 --> 00:54:57,030 as we the families have been demanding 970 00:54:57,097 --> 00:54:59,332 transparency and accountability. 971 00:54:59,399 --> 00:55:01,168 To the individuals who spent the weekend 972 00:55:01,235 --> 00:55:03,570 bashing 21 grieving families, 973 00:55:03,637 --> 00:55:07,040 go home and hug your kids and be glad that you can. 974 00:55:07,107 --> 00:55:08,609 Because I'll be at the cemetery 975 00:55:08,676 --> 00:55:11,245 because that's the closest I can get to my baby! 976 00:55:11,311 --> 00:55:13,747 - I don't want to talk you. I'm not talking to you. 977 00:55:13,813 --> 00:55:15,716 KIM: You're on one side or the other. 978 00:55:15,782 --> 00:55:18,352 You either stand with the families 979 00:55:18,419 --> 00:55:21,755 whose children or mothers were murdered, 980 00:55:21,822 --> 00:55:24,158 or you're on the side of wanting to turn a blind eye 981 00:55:24,224 --> 00:55:25,792 and just move on. 982 00:55:47,248 --> 00:55:49,382 - Hey. - Leave them alone. 983 00:55:51,184 --> 00:55:52,419 KIM: Makes me want to pack my bags 984 00:55:52,485 --> 00:55:55,288 and just leave and never come back. 985 00:55:55,355 --> 00:55:58,959 But that's not an option for us. 986 00:55:59,026 --> 00:56:00,594 We're-- 987 00:56:00,661 --> 00:56:03,864 we'll be in Uvalde because Lexi is in Uvalde. 988 00:56:03,930 --> 00:56:06,867 [soft music] 989 00:56:06,934 --> 00:56:11,905 ♪♪ ♪♪ 990 00:56:11,972 --> 00:56:13,340 JULYE: There was a huge number. 991 00:56:13,407 --> 00:56:15,576 Over 100 people turned out at the meeting. 992 00:56:15,643 --> 00:56:18,345 Meanwhile, you have parents who lost children 993 00:56:18,411 --> 00:56:19,880 that can't get two people to show up 994 00:56:19,947 --> 00:56:22,249 at a meeting to support them. 995 00:56:22,316 --> 00:56:25,219 There's a very strong attitude 996 00:56:25,285 --> 00:56:30,390 whenever there's a development or anybody posts anything of, 997 00:56:30,457 --> 00:56:32,293 "hey, you're just ruffling feathers. 998 00:56:32,359 --> 00:56:34,161 "You're just creating more problems. 999 00:56:34,227 --> 00:56:36,530 You are the problem." 1000 00:56:36,596 --> 00:56:38,499 We get told that at the newspaper, too, 1001 00:56:38,566 --> 00:56:41,501 that we need to just stop bringing it up. 1002 00:56:46,907 --> 00:56:48,475 MELISSA: Meg. MEGHANN: Yeah. 1003 00:56:48,542 --> 00:56:50,544 MELISSA: I'm gonna turn this in to you, but it's for Sunday. 1004 00:56:50,611 --> 00:56:52,212 MEGHANN: We're trying to get answers 1005 00:56:52,279 --> 00:56:54,715 for the community at large, 1006 00:56:54,781 --> 00:56:56,616 even if maybe some of the community 1007 00:56:56,683 --> 00:56:58,919 doesn't feel like they need those answers. 1008 00:56:58,986 --> 00:57:03,156 We've got six stories that all need to go on the front. 1009 00:57:03,223 --> 00:57:07,194 We have too much copy for the space we have. 1010 00:57:07,260 --> 00:57:11,565 I feel most of our readership is tired of May 24th coverage. 1011 00:57:11,631 --> 00:57:13,434 - OK, I'm gonna tweak my rain story 1012 00:57:13,500 --> 00:57:15,936 because I have a few missed rain messages. 1013 00:57:16,003 --> 00:57:17,605 MEGHANN: OK. 1014 00:57:17,671 --> 00:57:19,006 - I worry about my staff. 1015 00:57:19,073 --> 00:57:21,742 It's a good story. - [indistinct] 1016 00:57:21,809 --> 00:57:24,311 - Harrell? Yeah. 1017 00:57:24,378 --> 00:57:28,248 And your story, Jules, the media docs. 1018 00:57:28,315 --> 00:57:31,685 [printer chugging] 1019 00:57:31,752 --> 00:57:34,287 - These are the days of our lives. 1020 00:57:36,790 --> 00:57:38,192 CRAIG: I can tell that they're feeling it. 1021 00:57:38,258 --> 00:57:40,427 And I hate that for them. 1022 00:57:40,494 --> 00:57:42,496 Well, Meg, what do you think? 1023 00:57:42,563 --> 00:57:44,598 - So pretty much everything has to go. 1024 00:57:44,665 --> 00:57:48,602 The AirLIFE feature could hold, though I'd rather it not. 1025 00:57:48,669 --> 00:57:51,238 CRAIG: And I don't know how to make it stop 1026 00:57:51,305 --> 00:57:52,473 without just saying, you know, 1027 00:57:52,539 --> 00:57:54,708 why don't you take a-- take a month off? 1028 00:57:54,775 --> 00:57:59,479 And we can't--we can't get by with them gone. 1029 00:58:05,586 --> 00:58:08,822 KIM: For the past eight years, Greg Abbott's been in office 1030 00:58:08,889 --> 00:58:11,858 and we've just seen failure. 1031 00:58:11,925 --> 00:58:14,528 I think people are looking for change. 1032 00:58:14,594 --> 00:58:17,397 - This gentleman right here, Beto, from the very beginning, 1033 00:58:17,464 --> 00:58:19,500 you know, pledged his support for the families. 1034 00:58:19,566 --> 00:58:22,369 - Thank you. Thank you. Carlos, thank you. 1035 00:58:22,435 --> 00:58:25,472 [indistinct]. Appreciate it. 1036 00:58:25,539 --> 00:58:27,174 Thank you all for coming out, 1037 00:58:27,241 --> 00:58:29,076 welcoming us back to the community 1038 00:58:29,143 --> 00:58:31,511 of these extraordinary heroes who are among us. 1039 00:58:31,578 --> 00:58:34,081 I am following their lead to do their best 1040 00:58:34,148 --> 00:58:36,783 to make sure that other parents don't experience 1041 00:58:36,850 --> 00:58:38,786 the suffering that they are living through right now. 1042 00:58:38,853 --> 00:58:40,321 [engine revving] 1043 00:58:40,387 --> 00:58:44,692 And I can think of no other public servants-- 1044 00:58:44,759 --> 00:58:48,362 KIM: As he's giving a speech, there's vehicles racing by 1045 00:58:48,429 --> 00:58:49,896 so that you can't hear. 1046 00:58:49,963 --> 00:58:52,633 If that isn't reflective of this community 1047 00:58:52,700 --> 00:58:55,368 and our political climate, I don't know what is. 1048 00:59:04,311 --> 00:59:06,880 [intriguing music] 1049 00:59:06,947 --> 00:59:08,049 - How many you need? 1050 00:59:08,115 --> 00:59:09,349 - Just one. - OK. Here you go. 1051 00:59:09,416 --> 00:59:11,184 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 1052 00:59:11,251 --> 00:59:18,358 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1053 00:59:21,962 --> 00:59:24,597 - There's 14 voting precincts. 1054 00:59:24,664 --> 00:59:28,034 So I've got to make sure I have 14 spots for them-- 1055 00:59:28,101 --> 00:59:30,871 the 14 precincts, and then the early voting, 1056 00:59:30,938 --> 00:59:32,205 and then the total at the end. 1057 00:59:32,272 --> 00:59:39,412 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1058 00:59:41,848 --> 00:59:44,751 [light chatter] 1059 00:59:47,955 --> 00:59:52,193 - Tony Gonzalez, John Lira, Greg Abbott, Beto O'Rourke. 1060 00:59:52,259 --> 00:59:54,728 - These are all early mail-in, right? 1061 00:59:54,795 --> 00:59:56,563 - Yes. - James? 1062 00:59:56,630 --> 00:59:58,598 Want a marker? OK. - Let's do it. 1063 01:00:01,702 --> 01:00:04,137 [soft chatter] 1064 01:00:04,204 --> 01:00:06,807 CRAIG: We hold our election parties. 1065 01:00:06,874 --> 01:00:09,209 We call it a party because that's what they called it 1066 01:00:09,276 --> 01:00:11,478 in 1932 when they started. 1067 01:00:11,545 --> 01:00:13,947 Even today, with this crazy social media 1068 01:00:14,014 --> 01:00:15,883 and instant access, 1069 01:00:15,949 --> 01:00:18,685 people want to stand out in front of the newspaper 1070 01:00:18,752 --> 01:00:22,456 and watch these results. 1071 01:00:22,523 --> 01:00:23,857 - There you are. 1072 01:00:23,924 --> 01:00:24,825 - We missed y'all. 1073 01:00:24,892 --> 01:00:26,627 - Yeah, you did. 1074 01:00:26,693 --> 01:00:28,528 - Well, you look cute. 1075 01:00:28,595 --> 01:00:29,930 - You look gorgeous! - Feel like I look like shit. 1076 01:00:29,997 --> 01:00:31,832 - You're good. Your hair-- - Oh, and you did your hair? 1077 01:00:31,899 --> 01:00:33,300 You're a foxy lady! 1078 01:00:33,366 --> 01:00:35,736 - I fixed my hair. I did my makeup. 1079 01:00:35,803 --> 01:00:36,803 And then I stood in the mirror 1080 01:00:36,870 --> 01:00:38,872 just kind of staring at myself for a while. 1081 01:00:38,939 --> 01:00:39,973 - Yeah? - That's a little vain. 1082 01:00:40,040 --> 01:00:41,107 - No, no, it wasn't-- [laughter] 1083 01:00:41,174 --> 01:00:43,510 it wasn't--it wasn't that. 1084 01:00:43,577 --> 01:00:46,914 You don't need me to go to the courthouse with you? 1085 01:00:46,981 --> 01:00:48,482 - They're actually over here now. 1086 01:00:48,549 --> 01:00:50,084 But yeah, if you want to go over there 1087 01:00:50,150 --> 01:00:52,219 and, like, knock and say, "I need these now," 1088 01:00:52,286 --> 01:00:53,921 that'd be helpful. 1089 01:00:53,987 --> 01:00:56,923 Do you need help counting? [laughs] 1090 01:00:56,990 --> 01:00:59,359 - So I had a reporter with me today and we were talking. 1091 01:00:59,426 --> 01:01:01,695 She's like, "did you ever cover elections?" 1092 01:01:01,761 --> 01:01:04,331 And I was like, "yes, my editor made the mistake of 1093 01:01:04,398 --> 01:01:07,601 assigning me elections once." [laughter] 1094 01:01:11,137 --> 01:01:14,207 If I can pass three of the classes, I can walk. 1095 01:01:14,274 --> 01:01:15,709 And then next semester, I'll have to make up 1096 01:01:15,776 --> 01:01:16,977 one of the credits. 1097 01:01:17,043 --> 01:01:19,613 - So this Christmas, you will be finished, essentially? 1098 01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:21,882 - I'm supposed to be, December 10. 1099 01:01:21,948 --> 01:01:24,117 I'm like, right after the holidays, I'm coming back. 1100 01:01:24,184 --> 01:01:25,552 And that's just what I'm doing. 1101 01:01:25,619 --> 01:01:28,322 Because I'm like, I want to be-- 1102 01:01:28,389 --> 01:01:29,823 I want to be-- - You be whatever. 1103 01:01:29,890 --> 01:01:31,158 You want my job? - [laughs] 1104 01:01:31,224 --> 01:01:32,626 - I'd love you to have it. - Oh, gosh, no. 1105 01:01:32,693 --> 01:01:34,395 - Well, nobody wants that. - I'm not that great. 1106 01:01:34,461 --> 01:01:36,063 - [laughs] Yes, you are. - I'm not that great. 1107 01:01:36,130 --> 01:01:37,665 - You'd be fine. 1108 01:01:37,731 --> 01:01:40,334 - Yes. 1109 01:01:40,400 --> 01:01:42,870 - It's so hard to get some one-on-one time with her. 1110 01:01:42,936 --> 01:01:45,605 - This is all precincts in, all write-ins resolved. 1111 01:01:45,672 --> 01:01:49,043 So final results doesn't get any more final. 1112 01:01:49,109 --> 01:01:54,180 [light chatter] 1113 01:01:57,618 --> 01:01:59,286 PERSON 1: Are there still boxes out? 1114 01:01:59,352 --> 01:02:00,387 PERSON 2: Nope. PERSON 1: That's it? 1115 01:02:00,454 --> 01:02:01,855 CRAIG: That's it. PERSON 1: OK, that's it. 1116 01:02:01,922 --> 01:02:03,456 CRAIG: Congratulations. PERSON 1: Thank you. 1117 01:02:03,523 --> 01:02:05,726 PERSON 2: Well done. PERSON 1: Thank you. 1118 01:02:05,793 --> 01:02:08,028 PERSON 3: Congratulations. PERSON 1: Thank y'all. 1119 01:02:08,095 --> 01:02:09,496 Wait, I got a little baby in my arms. 1120 01:02:09,563 --> 01:02:11,565 [laughs] 1121 01:02:11,631 --> 01:02:13,967 [light chatter] 1122 01:02:14,034 --> 01:02:15,368 - It's disgusting. - It's disapp-- 1123 01:02:15,435 --> 01:02:16,870 yeah, it's very disappointing. - It's very disappointing. 1124 01:02:16,937 --> 01:02:18,838 I'm very disgusted. 1125 01:02:18,905 --> 01:02:20,674 - I don't know what happened to Uvalde Strong, 1126 01:02:20,741 --> 01:02:22,376 but this definitely isn't Uvalde Strong. 1127 01:02:22,443 --> 01:02:24,511 - This is not Uvalde Strong. This is an embarrassment. 1128 01:02:26,413 --> 01:02:29,450 PERSON: "Uvalde Strong" my ass! 1129 01:02:29,517 --> 01:02:31,084 Just saying. 1130 01:02:32,018 --> 01:02:34,955 [soft music] 1131 01:02:35,022 --> 01:02:36,557 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1132 01:02:36,623 --> 01:02:39,926 [light chatter] 1133 01:02:39,993 --> 01:02:42,629 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1134 01:02:42,696 --> 01:02:44,798 KIM: That really felt like a slap in the face. 1135 01:02:44,865 --> 01:02:46,566 I'm a part of this community. 1136 01:02:46,633 --> 01:02:49,269 So are the other victims' families, 1137 01:02:49,336 --> 01:02:50,637 so are the injured, 1138 01:02:50,704 --> 01:02:55,609 so are the survivors that were there that day. 1139 01:02:55,675 --> 01:02:59,913 This community watched this tragedy unfold. 1140 01:02:59,980 --> 01:03:02,049 And it still wasn't enough. 1141 01:03:02,116 --> 01:03:05,385 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1142 01:03:07,587 --> 01:03:10,524 [soft music] 1143 01:03:10,591 --> 01:03:14,061 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1144 01:03:14,128 --> 01:03:16,363 KIM: Before all this, I had never even been on a plane. 1145 01:03:16,430 --> 01:03:19,266 Now, each time is to DC. 1146 01:03:33,147 --> 01:03:34,281 - Hi. - Hello. 1147 01:03:34,347 --> 01:03:36,349 - Hi, I'm Meg Mistry. I'm the producer. 1148 01:03:36,416 --> 01:03:37,685 - Oh, hi. Kimberly. Nice to meet you. 1149 01:03:37,751 --> 01:03:39,419 - We're actually around back. - OK. 1150 01:03:39,486 --> 01:03:41,922 - Would it be OK if I meet you on the other side of the gate? 1151 01:03:41,988 --> 01:03:43,190 - Mm-hmm. 1152 01:03:43,256 --> 01:03:44,491 - And I could potentially have Martha come. 1153 01:03:44,558 --> 01:03:45,693 - Hi, there. Martha. - Nice to meet you. 1154 01:03:45,759 --> 01:03:47,427 Kimberly. - Nice to meet you, Kimberly. 1155 01:03:47,494 --> 01:03:50,363 - Hi. Meg. - Hi, Meg. Nice to meet you. 1156 01:03:50,430 --> 01:03:52,466 - Do you want to come with me? - To do makeup? 1157 01:03:52,533 --> 01:03:54,034 - We'll do makeup. It's just, you know, like, 1158 01:03:54,101 --> 01:03:55,669 light touch-ups for the camera 1159 01:03:55,735 --> 01:03:57,404 but I won't have them put too much on you 1160 01:03:57,471 --> 01:03:59,172 or anything like that. - OK. 1161 01:04:05,379 --> 01:04:07,547 MAKEUP ARTIST: We can make this happen right here. 1162 01:04:15,489 --> 01:04:19,426 PRODUCER: Is everybody's phone on silent or off? 1163 01:04:19,492 --> 01:04:22,363 - There's so many pieces of legislation 1164 01:04:22,429 --> 01:04:23,864 that we have to pass. 1165 01:04:23,931 --> 01:04:25,465 - And honestly, there's just a lot of guilt. 1166 01:04:25,532 --> 01:04:31,072 I feel like I didn't do enough to prevent this tragedy. 1167 01:04:31,138 --> 01:04:34,941 [soft music] 1168 01:04:35,008 --> 01:04:35,910 - Is that a Peet's Coffee? 1169 01:04:35,976 --> 01:04:37,377 No. - Where? 1170 01:04:37,444 --> 01:04:38,712 - It is! - What is it? 1171 01:04:38,779 --> 01:04:41,281 - My mom's gonna be so jealous. Peet's Coffee. 1172 01:04:41,348 --> 01:04:43,283 P-E-E-T-S. - Oh. 1173 01:04:43,350 --> 01:04:44,584 Girl, I can't tell anything when you-- 1174 01:04:44,651 --> 01:04:46,053 plants have words like "catnip." 1175 01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:47,554 I'm like, what's the "peet coffee"? 1176 01:04:47,621 --> 01:04:51,324 [laughter] 1177 01:04:53,093 --> 01:04:57,298 And that's the White House. 1178 01:04:57,364 --> 01:04:59,399 - We can take a selfie so we're both in it. 1179 01:04:59,466 --> 01:05:02,636 - That's what me and Felix did. 1180 01:05:02,703 --> 01:05:09,609 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1181 01:05:12,146 --> 01:05:14,481 - I joked with Rubio that 1182 01:05:14,548 --> 01:05:17,317 we had to go across the country 1183 01:05:17,384 --> 01:05:20,020 just to have coffee. 1184 01:05:20,087 --> 01:05:24,024 Because we've made plans a lot 1185 01:05:24,091 --> 01:05:26,460 to go to dinner, 1186 01:05:26,526 --> 01:05:31,198 or go have coffee, or do something. 1187 01:05:31,264 --> 01:05:34,201 But she's been so busy 1188 01:05:34,267 --> 01:05:38,172 that we really haven't had any time 1189 01:05:38,239 --> 01:05:42,709 where we could go just sit down and talk. 1190 01:05:47,648 --> 01:05:49,283 So I'm sitting in my hotel room. 1191 01:05:49,349 --> 01:05:51,485 And my watch came up with an alert. 1192 01:05:51,551 --> 01:05:55,455 And it was the Texas Monthly story with the headline 1193 01:05:55,522 --> 01:05:57,825 "My Daughter's Murder Wasn't Enough." 1194 01:05:57,891 --> 01:06:01,161 And I just kind of fell back a little bit. 1195 01:06:01,228 --> 01:06:04,664 Because like, here I am, 1196 01:06:04,731 --> 01:06:08,502 far away from home, sitting in a hotel 1197 01:06:08,569 --> 01:06:11,471 in a city I haven't been to, waiting on my friend 1198 01:06:11,538 --> 01:06:14,842 who's been just put in this position of just-- 1199 01:06:14,908 --> 01:06:16,944 you know, nobody would want. 1200 01:06:17,010 --> 01:06:23,350 And on my watch, I get a news alert about my friend. 1201 01:06:23,416 --> 01:06:26,486 Um... 1202 01:06:28,422 --> 01:06:30,490 A really weird feeling. 1203 01:06:35,029 --> 01:06:36,964 Hopefully, one day, 1204 01:06:37,030 --> 01:06:42,336 we'll have her more in our house rather than our TVs 1205 01:06:42,403 --> 01:06:44,104 and, you know, just texting here and there. 1206 01:06:44,171 --> 01:06:49,309 So we can--we can hope. 1207 01:06:51,178 --> 01:06:54,114 [soft music] 1208 01:06:54,181 --> 01:07:01,122 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1209 01:07:01,188 --> 01:07:07,627 [light chatter] 1210 01:07:09,196 --> 01:07:10,430 - Is my hair OK? 1211 01:07:10,497 --> 01:07:12,466 - Yeah, your hair looks great. 1212 01:07:12,533 --> 01:07:14,501 KIM: I couldn't have done it alone. 1213 01:07:14,568 --> 01:07:16,637 A lot of support from home and a lot of support 1214 01:07:16,704 --> 01:07:18,505 from Saint Mary's. 1215 01:07:24,811 --> 01:07:25,779 Sorry. 1216 01:07:28,682 --> 01:07:30,918 - I think she'd say she liked my makeup. 1217 01:07:30,984 --> 01:07:33,888 [laughs] [sniffles] 1218 01:07:33,954 --> 01:07:36,623 I think she would have been 1219 01:07:36,690 --> 01:07:41,561 complaining about lunch being late. [laughs] 1220 01:07:41,628 --> 01:07:46,900 But I think she'd be really proud of me. 1221 01:07:46,967 --> 01:07:48,402 I guess I just had this idea that 1222 01:07:48,469 --> 01:07:51,005 all of my kids would be with me today. 1223 01:07:51,071 --> 01:07:55,209 I had a photo idea I wanted. 1224 01:07:55,276 --> 01:07:58,813 This is just not how I wanted to do this. 1225 01:07:58,879 --> 01:08:01,815 [soft music] 1226 01:08:01,882 --> 01:08:06,120 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1227 01:08:06,186 --> 01:08:07,254 ANNOUNCER: Sofia Fuentes. 1228 01:08:07,321 --> 01:08:10,224 [yelling, cheering] 1229 01:08:10,290 --> 01:08:11,324 [announcer calling names] 1230 01:08:11,391 --> 01:08:16,830 [cheering, applause] 1231 01:08:16,896 --> 01:08:18,698 ANNOUNCER: Magna cum laude, 1232 01:08:18,765 --> 01:08:20,968 Kimberly Rubio, history. 1233 01:08:21,034 --> 01:08:25,739 [cheers and applause] 1234 01:08:38,819 --> 01:08:40,787 [applause] 1235 01:08:40,854 --> 01:08:42,155 KIM: I see my kids and they're all with 1236 01:08:42,222 --> 01:08:44,090 their little cell phones recording 1237 01:08:44,157 --> 01:08:46,059 and just huge smiles. 1238 01:08:47,862 --> 01:08:50,897 And it just makes me think I did a good job raising them. 1239 01:08:50,964 --> 01:08:53,867 [cheering, applause] 1240 01:08:53,934 --> 01:08:58,205 I wasn't done raising Lexi. 1241 01:08:58,272 --> 01:09:02,542 [cheering, applause] 1242 01:09:04,411 --> 01:09:08,548 [cheering, applause] [bell ringing] 1243 01:09:13,954 --> 01:09:16,724 - Clap it up for Mom. [laughter] 1244 01:09:16,790 --> 01:09:18,291 - Mom, you didn't tell me you were gonna cry. 1245 01:09:18,358 --> 01:09:21,228 - My cap is falling. 1246 01:09:21,295 --> 01:09:22,296 DAUGHTER: [muffled] You look so pretty. 1247 01:09:22,363 --> 01:09:25,232 Oh, I saw Julian with his camera out. 1248 01:09:25,299 --> 01:09:29,036 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1249 01:09:29,102 --> 01:09:30,905 [kiss] 1250 01:09:30,971 --> 01:09:33,173 [camera shutter clicking] 1251 01:09:33,240 --> 01:09:34,675 Come on, Julian. 1252 01:09:34,742 --> 01:09:39,646 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1253 01:09:39,713 --> 01:09:41,615 PERSON: One, two, three. 1254 01:09:41,681 --> 01:09:43,016 [camera shutter clicking] 1255 01:09:46,853 --> 01:09:49,790 [soft music] 1256 01:09:49,857 --> 01:09:56,763 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1257 01:09:59,433 --> 01:10:01,168 KIM: I had thought about going back to work 1258 01:10:01,235 --> 01:10:02,603 in January after the holidays. 1259 01:10:02,670 --> 01:10:06,740 But the holidays hit harder than I expected. 1260 01:10:06,807 --> 01:10:09,175 Hearing all the cheerful music, 1261 01:10:09,242 --> 01:10:11,578 Christmas decorations, and gifts, 1262 01:10:11,645 --> 01:10:16,049 it's just a reminder that the world is moving on. 1263 01:10:16,116 --> 01:10:19,019 But we're left stagnant. 1264 01:10:19,086 --> 01:10:21,221 Aww, from her coach. 1265 01:10:23,223 --> 01:10:25,325 Now we're getting closer to a year 1266 01:10:25,392 --> 01:10:28,395 and I don't know how good I'll be. 1267 01:10:29,830 --> 01:10:32,733 I think I could still write crime. 1268 01:10:32,799 --> 01:10:36,337 But could I sit down with officers? 1269 01:10:36,403 --> 01:10:38,171 That I don't know. 1270 01:10:38,238 --> 01:10:45,345 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1271 01:10:48,081 --> 01:10:52,118 I just keep thinking, like, is this really my life? 1272 01:10:54,021 --> 01:10:57,724 Is she really not here? 1273 01:11:07,334 --> 01:11:09,269 CRAIG: It seems the family members are looking for 1274 01:11:09,336 --> 01:11:11,472 some way to honor their children. 1275 01:11:11,539 --> 01:11:14,541 How do you do justice to a child who was killed? 1276 01:11:14,608 --> 01:11:17,677 But we're gonna try and we'll do this magazine 1277 01:11:17,744 --> 01:11:23,016 and devote a full two pages to each child and teacher. 1278 01:11:23,083 --> 01:11:25,319 So the families, as you were saying, 1279 01:11:25,385 --> 01:11:30,191 contribute this information, this information. 1280 01:11:30,257 --> 01:11:31,391 - And we would either take a picture 1281 01:11:31,458 --> 01:11:33,293 or, if they've had a picture made, 1282 01:11:33,360 --> 01:11:35,028 we would put that there. 1283 01:11:35,095 --> 01:11:38,498 - And then we'll divvy up families? 1284 01:11:38,565 --> 01:11:40,968 - Yeah. 1285 01:11:41,035 --> 01:11:43,603 - Good job, Meg. 1286 01:11:44,804 --> 01:11:46,039 - OK. 1287 01:11:46,106 --> 01:11:47,441 So we're always seeing these kids 1288 01:11:47,508 --> 01:11:49,476 and then you see them grow up. 1289 01:11:49,543 --> 01:11:51,311 [voice breaking] And then these 1290 01:11:51,378 --> 01:11:56,083 are just 19 kids we're not gonna see grow up. 1291 01:11:56,150 --> 01:11:59,553 This is the final story. 1292 01:11:59,620 --> 01:12:01,722 I wasn't sure a few weeks ago that all of these pages 1293 01:12:01,788 --> 01:12:03,190 would actually come together 1294 01:12:03,257 --> 01:12:07,027 but then, in the end, it seems to be. 1295 01:12:20,540 --> 01:12:22,142 PETE: I think it's very important 1296 01:12:22,209 --> 01:12:23,978 to preserve who the people were. 1297 01:12:24,045 --> 01:12:28,348 So I'm hoping that we're able to gather enough sponsors 1298 01:12:28,415 --> 01:12:30,184 or people that want to take part in it 1299 01:12:30,250 --> 01:12:33,287 and make it possible for the public. 1300 01:12:33,354 --> 01:12:35,990 So our plan is not to make any money off of it. 1301 01:12:36,056 --> 01:12:40,227 It's just to make it happen. 1302 01:12:40,294 --> 01:12:42,696 - Let's check the page numbers with our contents. 1303 01:12:42,762 --> 01:12:45,099 - Uh, Elijah's gonna be 12. 1304 01:12:45,165 --> 01:12:46,567 - Uziyah? 1305 01:12:46,633 --> 01:12:50,904 - OK. Uziyah's over here. He's gonna be 18. 1306 01:12:50,971 --> 01:12:53,340 Meghann spent a lot of long days, 1307 01:12:53,407 --> 01:12:57,978 long nights, weekends working on this, 1308 01:12:58,044 --> 01:13:00,414 working with the families to 1309 01:13:00,481 --> 01:13:05,118 try to find a way to represent their children 1310 01:13:05,185 --> 01:13:09,056 and just allow people to 1311 01:13:09,122 --> 01:13:10,724 remember the good things about them 1312 01:13:10,791 --> 01:13:14,729 in addition to just the tragedy that we all know. 1313 01:13:14,795 --> 01:13:17,731 [resonant music] 1314 01:13:17,798 --> 01:13:22,636 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1315 01:13:22,702 --> 01:13:25,406 CRAIG: The South Texas Press Association membership 1316 01:13:25,472 --> 01:13:29,743 is down from a high in the 60s and 70s to about 32. 1317 01:13:29,810 --> 01:13:31,178 - Thank you. - You bet. 1318 01:13:31,245 --> 01:13:32,846 - [chuckles] Good to see you. 1319 01:13:32,913 --> 01:13:35,415 - But it feels like, every time we get together, 1320 01:13:35,482 --> 01:13:38,618 there's another piece of the group 1321 01:13:38,685 --> 01:13:42,889 that's gone out of business or lost their will. 1322 01:13:42,956 --> 01:13:45,492 Papers across the country are folding right and left. 1323 01:13:45,559 --> 01:13:47,194 We got news deserts popping up. 1324 01:13:47,261 --> 01:13:51,098 It's just that print is no longer sustainable. 1325 01:13:51,164 --> 01:13:55,836 Our revenues are half of what they were ten years ago. 1326 01:13:55,903 --> 01:13:57,570 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1327 01:13:57,637 --> 01:13:59,239 - Now, we do have a lot of awards to give out. 1328 01:13:59,306 --> 01:14:00,774 So we're going to start. 1329 01:14:00,841 --> 01:14:03,176 First place, Editorial Writing Division III-- 1330 01:14:03,243 --> 01:14:05,312 Craig Garnett of the Uvalde Leader-News. 1331 01:14:05,378 --> 01:14:08,015 [cheers and applause] 1332 01:14:08,082 --> 01:14:11,085 - Thank you. 1333 01:14:11,151 --> 01:14:14,221 - Photographer of the Year. 1334 01:14:14,288 --> 01:14:16,657 The judges said your work on the school shooting 1335 01:14:16,723 --> 01:14:19,960 is enough to be tops, but you also captured everyday life, 1336 01:14:20,027 --> 01:14:22,262 which was dearly needed. 1337 01:14:22,329 --> 01:14:24,431 Photographer of the Year is Pete Luna 1338 01:14:24,498 --> 01:14:26,100 of the Uvalde Leader-News. 1339 01:14:26,166 --> 01:14:31,238 [cheers and applause] 1340 01:14:39,780 --> 01:14:44,285 Journalist of the Year. The judges said, 1341 01:14:44,351 --> 01:14:46,419 "Melissa Federspill is the journalist 1342 01:14:46,486 --> 01:14:49,089 "we all wish we had on our staff. 1343 01:14:49,156 --> 01:14:51,792 "She covers the hard news extremely well. 1344 01:14:51,858 --> 01:14:54,962 "And she captures individuals' thoughts and emotions. 1345 01:14:55,028 --> 01:14:58,265 "Her column gives the readers insight into her personality 1346 01:14:58,332 --> 01:15:00,267 "and why she is a journalist. 1347 01:15:00,333 --> 01:15:02,136 Well done on all levels." 1348 01:15:02,202 --> 01:15:03,570 The Journalist of the Year, 1349 01:15:03,637 --> 01:15:05,739 Melissa Federspill of the Uvalde Leader-News. 1350 01:15:05,805 --> 01:15:09,709 [cheers and applause] 1351 01:15:15,582 --> 01:15:18,485 CRAIG: I've never been to a convention 1352 01:15:18,552 --> 01:15:24,057 wanting so badly to win and be recognized 1353 01:15:24,124 --> 01:15:26,259 and at the same time wanting so badly 1354 01:15:26,326 --> 01:15:28,262 not to be recognized, 1355 01:15:28,329 --> 01:15:31,298 not to even have to be there. 1356 01:15:31,365 --> 01:15:34,334 Because these awards are, you know, 1357 01:15:34,401 --> 01:15:38,605 they're basically written in blood. 1358 01:15:38,672 --> 01:15:41,508 And that's--that's-- that's horrible. 1359 01:15:41,575 --> 01:15:45,646 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1360 01:15:45,712 --> 01:15:50,884 But because of what our staff endured in putting it together 1361 01:15:50,951 --> 01:15:54,488 and providing the coverage-- 1362 01:15:54,555 --> 01:15:57,991 it's a perverse thing, I guess, but I wanted them to be-- 1363 01:15:58,058 --> 01:15:59,493 I wanted them to be recognized 1364 01:15:59,560 --> 01:16:03,930 for what they've had to go through. 1365 01:16:03,997 --> 01:16:07,400 This year has not been about making money. 1366 01:16:07,467 --> 01:16:10,971 You know, this year has been about just getting it done 1367 01:16:11,038 --> 01:16:12,439 and doing the absolute best we could 1368 01:16:12,506 --> 01:16:15,409 to honor these kids and what happened. 1369 01:16:15,476 --> 01:16:18,612 And so once that's over, we may be-- 1370 01:16:18,679 --> 01:16:20,814 we may be out in front rattling our pencil cans. 1371 01:16:20,881 --> 01:16:23,850 [laughs] You know? But-- 1372 01:16:23,917 --> 01:16:25,518 but for now--um-- 1373 01:16:25,585 --> 01:16:27,855 for now, this is just the way it's gonna roll 1374 01:16:27,922 --> 01:16:30,323 and we'll be fine. 1375 01:16:31,258 --> 01:16:33,893 - Skipped one. 1376 01:16:33,960 --> 01:16:35,729 All right. 1377 01:16:45,172 --> 01:16:47,307 See what we got. 1378 01:16:50,977 --> 01:16:53,580 Smells like the printing. 1379 01:17:00,287 --> 01:17:02,089 [softly] That's good. 1380 01:17:02,155 --> 01:17:05,659 I just wanted it to be perfect and... 1381 01:17:05,725 --> 01:17:07,627 I think it's perfect. 1382 01:17:09,596 --> 01:17:14,602 MEGHANN: Just thought it was important now. 1383 01:17:14,668 --> 01:17:19,606 PETE: It's beautiful. 1384 01:17:19,673 --> 01:17:23,643 Look at that cover. 1385 01:17:23,710 --> 01:17:26,714 - Mm. I like the way that the side-to-side works on this one. 1386 01:17:26,780 --> 01:17:28,482 PETE: You do? - Mm-hmm. 1387 01:17:28,549 --> 01:17:30,150 - I think the cover is so nice. - Yes. 1388 01:17:30,217 --> 01:17:32,920 - Can we get this all the time? - Yes. 1389 01:17:32,986 --> 01:17:36,590 JULYE: It's so pretty. 1390 01:17:36,656 --> 01:17:38,558 NORMA: It's beautiful. 1391 01:17:41,829 --> 01:17:43,563 - [sniffles] 1392 01:17:50,237 --> 01:17:52,906 MELISSA: This one looks good. JULYE: It's so gorgeous. 1393 01:17:52,973 --> 01:17:55,475 PETE: It's gorgeous. - [sniffles] 1394 01:17:55,542 --> 01:17:57,011 JULYE: You put one on Craig's desk? 1395 01:17:57,078 --> 01:17:58,779 PETE: Yeah. 1396 01:17:58,845 --> 01:18:01,782 [soft music] 1397 01:18:01,849 --> 01:18:08,755 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1398 01:18:32,646 --> 01:18:35,282 - I thought that going back to work 1399 01:18:35,349 --> 01:18:39,720 would make me feel a little normal again. 1400 01:18:39,787 --> 01:18:43,456 But after my trip to DC with Meghann, 1401 01:18:43,523 --> 01:18:46,493 I feel like it makes it, to me, 1402 01:18:46,560 --> 01:18:49,763 more obvious how different I am. 1403 01:18:49,830 --> 01:18:55,202 So there goes that expectation. 1404 01:18:55,269 --> 01:19:02,409 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1405 01:19:06,212 --> 01:19:08,582 Yay, I get my parking spot. 1406 01:19:13,554 --> 01:19:14,555 Hey. 1407 01:19:14,622 --> 01:19:17,391 - Hi, Kimberly. How you doing? - Good. 1408 01:19:17,457 --> 01:19:18,525 - Ready to rock and roll? - Yeah. 1409 01:19:18,592 --> 01:19:20,460 - This could be-- - Looks so nice. 1410 01:19:20,527 --> 01:19:21,562 - I hear we have a new employee. 1411 01:19:21,629 --> 01:19:23,697 - I know. - [laughs] Hi, sweetheart. 1412 01:19:23,763 --> 01:19:25,499 - They let me in without even interviewing me. 1413 01:19:25,566 --> 01:19:28,602 - Oh, I'm so happy to see you. - It's good to see you. 1414 01:19:28,669 --> 01:19:31,071 And happy belated birthday. - Thank you, honey. 1415 01:19:31,138 --> 01:19:34,007 So when Pete fires you, that's not the end. 1416 01:19:34,074 --> 01:19:35,142 - Ah. - OK? 1417 01:19:35,208 --> 01:19:36,310 - Where do I go from there? 1418 01:19:36,377 --> 01:19:38,412 - Other side or upstairs. [laughter] 1419 01:19:38,478 --> 01:19:39,914 - Just start jumping around. - Yeah. 1420 01:19:39,980 --> 01:19:40,881 - I'll just start jumping around. 1421 01:19:40,948 --> 01:19:42,149 - We've got--we've got backup. 1422 01:19:42,215 --> 01:19:43,483 - Just please don't put me in bookkeeping. 1423 01:19:43,550 --> 01:19:45,553 It'll be the end of the entire business. [laughs] 1424 01:19:45,619 --> 01:19:49,823 - I don't think you could hurt it very much at this point. 1425 01:19:49,890 --> 01:19:52,025 - Hey, 30s. - [laughs] 1426 01:19:52,092 --> 01:19:53,661 - Thank you. - There you go. 1427 01:19:53,727 --> 01:19:56,163 - Mm-hmm. 1428 01:19:56,229 --> 01:19:57,831 - Well, I can add this to my collection. 1429 01:19:57,897 --> 01:20:01,168 I have a "staff writer," an "assistant editor," 1430 01:20:01,235 --> 01:20:03,704 and now "advertising executive." 1431 01:20:03,771 --> 01:20:05,906 I think--I don't know if it was supposed to say that. 1432 01:20:05,973 --> 01:20:08,475 - What, "ad executive"? - [laughs] 1433 01:20:08,542 --> 01:20:11,778 - You can still use it even after I fire you. 1434 01:20:11,845 --> 01:20:14,648 - Oh, I'm gonna keep it. 1435 01:20:14,714 --> 01:20:16,150 Look. 1436 01:20:16,216 --> 01:20:17,484 - Oh, yay. - [laughs] 1437 01:20:17,551 --> 01:20:19,219 - Um, no, I don't like the title, though. 1438 01:20:19,286 --> 01:20:20,954 - [laughs] - Uh-- 1439 01:20:21,021 --> 01:20:22,456 - Pete said that they printed 1,000. 1440 01:20:22,522 --> 01:20:25,492 And whenever I'm--been giving them out to everybody, 1441 01:20:25,559 --> 01:20:28,629 then I can maybe think about helping you out. 1442 01:20:28,696 --> 01:20:33,067 - OK, well, 1,000 is pretty easy. 1443 01:20:33,133 --> 01:20:34,935 KIM: I don't see myself reporting. 1444 01:20:35,002 --> 01:20:36,937 I'm not me anymore. 1445 01:20:37,004 --> 01:20:38,238 I guess trying to figure out 1446 01:20:38,305 --> 01:20:42,243 what I do now, where I go from here, 1447 01:20:42,309 --> 01:20:45,078 I think advertising is a nice place to start. 1448 01:20:45,145 --> 01:20:47,914 It's different, but it's still familiar 1449 01:20:47,981 --> 01:20:51,352 in the sense that I'm still working for the newspaper 1450 01:20:51,418 --> 01:20:53,520 and with people that I love. 1451 01:20:55,188 --> 01:20:58,091 [uplifting music] 1452 01:20:58,158 --> 01:21:03,264 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1453 01:21:03,330 --> 01:21:07,701 [light chatter] 1454 01:21:07,768 --> 01:21:09,836 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1455 01:21:09,903 --> 01:21:12,372 JULYE: Yeah, this community-- whether they like it or not, 1456 01:21:12,439 --> 01:21:14,074 we're all tied together. 1457 01:21:14,141 --> 01:21:16,176 And the things that happen here 1458 01:21:16,242 --> 01:21:17,878 affect everybody that lives here, 1459 01:21:17,945 --> 01:21:20,180 even if they don't want them to, 1460 01:21:20,247 --> 01:21:23,217 even if they act like they shouldn't. 1461 01:21:23,284 --> 01:21:24,785 MELISSA: When, you know, a tragedy like that 1462 01:21:24,852 --> 01:21:27,922 befalls a community, it's the people that live here 1463 01:21:27,988 --> 01:21:30,357 that can tell the story the best. 1464 01:21:31,858 --> 01:21:35,095 PETE: If you asked me, are we doing a good enough job 1465 01:21:35,162 --> 01:21:37,131 keep the doors open? Yes, we are. 1466 01:21:37,198 --> 01:21:38,332 Will it close? 1467 01:21:38,398 --> 01:21:40,367 It's possible, but you can't say that 1468 01:21:40,433 --> 01:21:42,803 it happened because we were shitty. 1469 01:21:42,870 --> 01:21:50,010 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1470 01:21:54,814 --> 01:21:56,083 MEGHANN: The one thing I really like to think about 1471 01:21:56,150 --> 01:21:57,484 is this voicemail Pete got 1472 01:21:57,551 --> 01:21:59,786 back when he was still circulation manager. 1473 01:21:59,853 --> 01:22:03,156 And she said, "I love my paper. 1474 01:22:03,223 --> 01:22:06,560 "I have to have my paper. I need my paper! 1475 01:22:06,627 --> 01:22:09,062 I need to know what's going on." 1476 01:22:09,129 --> 01:22:13,033 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1477 01:22:13,099 --> 01:22:14,434 Sometimes when I think no one's reading, 1478 01:22:14,501 --> 01:22:16,636 I think about that voicemail. [laughs] 1479 01:22:17,905 --> 01:22:22,910 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1480 01:22:22,976 --> 01:22:25,312 - Wow. 1481 01:22:25,379 --> 01:22:28,215 - Oh, wow. - How beautiful. 1482 01:22:28,282 --> 01:22:30,985 - This is beautiful. 1483 01:22:31,052 --> 01:22:35,255 CRAIG: My only hope for this paper is that it continues. 1484 01:22:35,322 --> 01:22:39,259 Because I just don't see how a community functions 1485 01:22:39,326 --> 01:22:41,661 without somebody holding up a mirror. 1486 01:22:41,728 --> 01:22:44,531 - This is my cousin. 1487 01:22:44,598 --> 01:22:48,101 - This is my sister's, um, niece. 1488 01:22:48,168 --> 01:22:51,305 - That's my husband's-- his niece. 1489 01:22:51,372 --> 01:22:55,909 And then I lost my nephew, my sister's son. 1490 01:22:55,976 --> 01:22:59,313 CRAIG: Who's gonna document what happens day to day? 1491 01:22:59,380 --> 01:23:02,216 Who's gonna keep a history that people look back on 1492 01:23:02,282 --> 01:23:05,019 with pride or even sorrow 1493 01:23:05,085 --> 01:23:06,353 at some of the things that happened? 1494 01:23:06,420 --> 01:23:11,324 - It's joyful because we're remembering them 1495 01:23:11,391 --> 01:23:16,530 and hurtful because this happened. 1496 01:23:16,597 --> 01:23:19,466 - Who holds government accountable? 1497 01:23:19,533 --> 01:23:21,969 It's an impossible thought to me. 1498 01:23:22,036 --> 01:23:29,042 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1499 01:23:30,144 --> 01:23:33,046 [soft reflective music] 1500 01:23:33,113 --> 01:23:40,220 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1501 01:24:44,651 --> 01:24:47,687 [tattoo pen buzzing] 1502 01:24:47,754 --> 01:24:49,256 KIM: As soon as, like, 1503 01:24:49,322 --> 01:24:50,858 I kind of wrapped my head around everything 1504 01:24:50,925 --> 01:24:52,860 and people started, like, going to get tattoos 1505 01:24:52,927 --> 01:24:54,628 of, like, the "Uvalde Strong," 1506 01:24:54,695 --> 01:24:59,032 I knew instantly which image I wanted to commemorate Lexi 1507 01:24:59,099 --> 01:25:01,068 and this was it. It's me and her. 1508 01:25:01,135 --> 01:25:05,439 And it's her version of us and I just-- 1509 01:25:05,506 --> 01:25:08,175 I like to see myself through her eyes. 1510 01:25:08,242 --> 01:25:09,242 Eventually, I'm gonna do the whole arm, 1511 01:25:09,309 --> 01:25:11,311 just everything for her. 1512 01:25:11,378 --> 01:25:14,281 So this is just the beginning. [chuckles] 1513 01:25:14,348 --> 01:25:15,316 It's perfect. Thank you so much. 1514 01:25:15,382 --> 01:25:17,183 ARTIST: Yeah, love it. 112802

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