All language subtitles for José Antonio Manchado over heling, .en

Phenom man I'm just saying good things

Phenom man I'm just saying good things
okay yeah because T your friend and and

okay yeah because T your friend and and

okay yeah because T your friend and and
and for me well as a as a light friend

and for me well as a as a light friend

and for me well as a as a light friend
as well he introduced me to you Jose

as well he introduced me to you Jose

as well he introduced me to you Jose
Antonio

Antonio

Antonio
manado pronounce it right yes correct

manado pronounce it right yes correct

manado pronounce it right yes correct
okay yeah

healer if you have to choose and I of

healer if you have to choose and I of
course you don't have a card with your

course you don't have a card with your

course you don't have a card with your
name on it that's pretty oldfashioned

name on it that's pretty oldfashioned

name on it that's pretty oldfashioned
but what what will be the title what

but what what will be the title what

but what what will be the title what
will be your your own title so of course

will be your your own title so of course

will be your your own title so of course
your name and then then something kind

your name and then then something kind

your name and then then something kind
description

description

description
um mind the

um mind the

um mind the
programmer or de programmer de

programmer or de programmer de

programmer or de programmer de
programmer yeah yes because we've been

programmer yeah yes because we've been

programmer yeah yes because we've been
programmed in so many ideas so many

programmed in so many ideas so many

programmed in so many ideas so many
beliefs and we are suffering because of

beliefs and we are suffering because of

beliefs and we are suffering because of
this even the the belief in death you

this even the the belief in death you

this even the the belief in death you
know people that are afraid of Dy and

know people that are afraid of Dy and

know people that are afraid of Dy and
the they have the wrong idea cuz they

the they have the wrong idea cuz they

the they have the wrong idea cuz they
think death is the opposite to life M

think death is the opposite to life M

think death is the opposite to life M
and what is opposite is fear and if

and what is opposite is fear and if

and what is opposite is fear and if
you're afraid you're already

you're afraid you're already

you're afraid you're already
dead yeah okay we we'll talk about the

dead yeah okay we we'll talk about the

dead yeah okay we we'll talk about the
power of fear which is pretty big but um

power of fear which is pretty big but um

power of fear which is pretty big but um
I just uh told you and and uh well the

I just uh told you and and uh well the

I just uh told you and and uh well the
listeners and viewers know it I just

listeners and viewers know it I just

listeners and viewers know it I just
became father so um I'm I'm thinking do

became father so um I'm I'm thinking do

became father so um I'm I'm thinking do
you

you

you
think it is necessary to

think it is necessary to

think it is necessary to
deprogram or could it be possible for me

deprogram or could it be possible for me

deprogram or could it be possible for me
as a father to program Direct in the

as a father to program Direct in the

as a father to program Direct in the
good way without all the limited beliefs

good way without all the limited beliefs

good way without all the limited beliefs
and think or is it a necessary Journey

and think or is it a necessary Journey

and think or is it a necessary Journey
you have to make okay I I like to to

you have to make okay I I like to to

you have to make okay I I like to to
explain it very simple okay imagine we

explain it very simple okay imagine we

explain it very simple okay imagine we
there is only one tree and you a branch

there is only one tree and you a branch

there is only one tree and you a branch
okay and you as a branch you get

okay and you as a branch you get

okay and you as a branch you get
connected connected with another female

connected connected with another female

connected connected with another female
branch in your case and you both have a

branch in your case and you both have a

branch in your case and you both have a
little Branch you will be programmed to

little Branch you will be programmed to

little Branch you will be programmed to
say this is my Branch then you want to

say this is my Branch then you want to

say this is my Branch then you want to
suffer because it's not yours it's from

suffer because it's not yours it's from

suffer because it's not yours it's from
the

the

the
tree that that's the only thing you have

tree that that's the only thing you have

tree that that's the only thing you have
to take in consideration in order to

to take in consideration in order to

to take in consideration in order to
really enjoy that kids and that that

really enjoy that kids and that that

really enjoy that kids and that that
that experience as a families with

that experience as a families with

that experience as a families with
Consciousness not like they belong to me

Consciousness not like they belong to me

Consciousness not like they belong to me
no it's like no no we belong to the tree

no it's like no no we belong to the tree

no it's like no no we belong to the tree
let's have fun and from there you have

let's have fun and from there you have

let's have fun and from there you have
an amazing experience with your child

an amazing experience with your child

an amazing experience with your child
all

all

all
right but well what do you think about

right but well what do you think about

right but well what do you think about
ego

ego

ego
uh the ego is a choice you know right

uh the ego is a choice you know right

uh the ego is a choice you know right
now you have the choice of okay I'm

now you have the choice of okay I'm

now you have the choice of okay I'm
going to experience myself after the

going to experience myself after the

going to experience myself after the
tree or I'm going to use a different way

tree or I'm going to use a different way

tree or I'm going to use a different way
of experiencing myself with a filter

of experiencing myself with a filter

of experiencing myself with a filter
called the separate self or the idea

called the separate self or the idea

called the separate self or the idea
that I'm just a branch separating from

that I'm just a branch separating from

that I'm just a branch separating from
the tree and then you have a choice but

the tree and then you have a choice but

the tree and then you have a choice but
in this moment right now you you have

in this moment right now you you have

in this moment right now you you have
the choice to drop yourself to your

the choice to drop yourself to your

the choice to drop yourself to your
heart feel the space of the tree and

heart feel the space of the tree and

heart feel the space of the tree and
therefore leave yourself the life of a

therefore leave yourself the life of a

therefore leave yourself the life of a
branch but

branch but

branch but
knowing that you're the tree so ego is

knowing that you're the tree so ego is

knowing that you're the tree so ego is
just a choice of experiencing yourself

just a choice of experiencing yourself

just a choice of experiencing yourself
in a different way which you as a

in a different way which you as a

in a different way which you as a
Creator here have always choices because

Creator here have always choices because

Creator here have always choices because
we have the free will to choose and then

we have the free will to choose and then

we have the free will to choose and then
you say hey I'm going to actually play

you say hey I'm going to actually play

you say hey I'm going to actually play
in opposition to life and then I choose

in opposition to life and then I choose

in opposition to life and then I choose
a choice called the ego the ego mind the

a choice called the ego the ego mind the

a choice called the ego the ego mind the
separate self that is that is this a fun

separate self that is that is this a fun

separate self that is that is this a fun
experience but sooner or later you have

experience but sooner or later you have

experience but sooner or later you have
to let it go when when you apparently

to let it go when when you apparently

to let it go when when you apparently
die and then in your Cemetery there is

die and then in your Cemetery there is

die and then in your Cemetery there is
this sign that is very suspicious like

this sign that is very suspicious like

this sign that is very suspicious like
now he's resting in peace yeah why

now he's resting in peace yeah why

now he's resting in peace yeah why
before I couldn't be at you choose the

before I couldn't be at you choose the

before I couldn't be at you choose the
ego you see wow wow wow but do you think

ego you see wow wow wow but do you think

ego you see wow wow wow but do you think
that there is

that there is

that there is
um there well there's a meaning of ego

um there well there's a meaning of ego

um there well there's a meaning of ego
is it is it

is it is it

is it is it
useful okay as a pure Consciousness we

useful okay as a pure Consciousness we

useful okay as a pure Consciousness we
decide to experience something different

decide to experience something different

decide to experience something different
then we create this world and this world

then we create this world and this world

then we create this world and this world
is the world of ego no matter what you

is the world of ego no matter what you

is the world of ego no matter what you
do it's going to be the same thing do

do it's going to be the same thing do

do it's going to be the same thing do
it's going to be dual it's going to be

it's going to be dual it's going to be

it's going to be dual it's going to be
the morning it's going to be the night

the morning it's going to be the night

the morning it's going to be the night
it's going to be peace it's going to be

it's going to be peace it's going to be

it's going to be peace it's going to be
the opposite to that it's going to be

the opposite to that it's going to be

the opposite to that it's going to be
love and fear we want to explore this

love and fear we want to explore this

love and fear we want to explore this
and then this is the the the world of

and then this is the the the world of

and then this is the the the world of
the ego then you can have you can have a

the ego then you can have you can have a

the ego then you can have you can have a
functional ego like for example somebody

functional ego like for example somebody

functional ego like for example somebody
for example you go to Australia somebody

for example you go to Australia somebody

for example you go to Australia somebody
ask you who are you and you say yeah

ask you who are you and you say yeah

ask you who are you and you say yeah
this is my name okay and then you enter

this is my name okay and then you enter

this is my name okay and then you enter
in in

in in

in in
Australia or have this dysfunctional ego

Australia or have this dysfunctional ego

Australia or have this dysfunctional ego
these voices that they talking to you

these voices that they talking to you

these voices that they talking to you
you're not good enough there's something

you're not good enough there's something

you're not good enough there's something
wrong with you maybe you as a father

wrong with you maybe you as a father

wrong with you maybe you as a father
you're having doubts this is the ego

you're having doubts this is the ego

you're having doubts this is the ego
yeah because if you're a father life

yeah because if you're a father life

yeah because if you're a father life
knows it's the right time for you and

knows it's the right time for you and

knows it's the right time for you and
you case you you wait until 40 something

you case you you wait until 40 something

you case you you wait until 40 something
46 cuz you before maybe you know you

46 cuz you before maybe you know you

46 cuz you before maybe you know you
were not ready so right now is the right

were not ready so right now is the right

were not ready so right now is the right
moment for you but if the ego is

moment for you but if the ego is

moment for you but if the ego is
doubting it's in opposition to life so

doubting it's in opposition to life so

doubting it's in opposition to life so
you see then it's then it's not then

you see then it's then it's not then

you see then it's then it's not then
it's negative thing exactly and you

it's negative thing exactly and you

it's negative thing exactly and you
doubt and then move but there's like a

doubt and then move but there's like a

doubt and then move but there's like a
personality as well exactly get yeah and

personality as well exactly get yeah and

personality as well exactly get yeah and
funny enough the the um root of the word

funny enough the the um root of the word

funny enough the the um root of the word
h Persona where you say personality

h Persona where you say personality

h Persona where you say personality
means per Anda is the real meaning is

means per Anda is the real meaning is

means per Anda is the real meaning is
the mask that has made sounds so you

the mask that has made sounds so you

the mask that has made sounds so you
have a mask now and you believe you're

have a mask now and you believe you're

have a mask now and you believe you're
something different from Pure

something different from Pure

something different from Pure
consciousness of of on life and

consciousness of of on life and

consciousness of of on life and
therefore you you you get yourself in

therefore you you you get yourself in

therefore you you you get yourself in
trouble that's the whole thing of course

trouble that's the whole thing of course

trouble that's the whole thing of course
I Look to Josephine and I'm thinking oh

I Look to Josephine and I'm thinking oh

I Look to Josephine and I'm thinking oh
wow I want to be her she has no idea of

wow I want to be her she has no idea of

wow I want to be her she has no idea of
exactly it's all she's fresh she she's

exactly it's all she's fresh she she's

exactly it's all she's fresh she she's
pure she the tree is pure in her and

pure she the tree is pure in her and

pure she the tree is pure in her and
when you look at her even without

when you look at her even without

when you look at her even without
without words you start to feel relaxed

without words you start to feel relaxed

without words you start to feel relaxed
and and totally present cuz she is H

and and totally present cuz she is H

and and totally present cuz she is H
giving you the feedback from the tree

giving you the feedback from the tree

giving you the feedback from the tree
through her eyes or or when she smile at

through her eyes or or when she smile at

through her eyes or or when she smile at
you you melt down the the mask in you

you you melt down the the mask in you

you you melt down the the mask in you
melt down yeah but in a certain way I'm

melt down yeah but in a certain way I'm

melt down yeah but in a certain way I'm
going to teach her and help her to be

going to teach her and help her to be

going to teach her and help her to be
the personality exactly exactly and

the personality exactly exactly and

the personality exactly exactly and
exactly it's what I son of U my student

exactly it's what I son of U my student

exactly it's what I son of U my student
are doing with the with the children

are doing with the with the children

are doing with the with the children
they say Okay um right now I'm going to

they say Okay um right now I'm going to

they say Okay um right now I'm going to
educate you and I I might program you

educate you and I I might program you

educate you and I I might program you
you know so but be aware that you are

you know so but be aware that you are

you know so but be aware that you are
something beyond the programmation okay

something beyond the programmation okay

something beyond the programmation okay
you you need to be educated and so but

you you need to be educated and so but

you you need to be educated and so but
you can choose any time to let go so

you can choose any time to let go so

you can choose any time to let go so
this this is always a way of conscious

this this is always a way of conscious

this this is always a way of conscious
consciously educate children and

consciously educate children and

consciously educate children and
sometime we use this in some events we

sometime we use this in some events we

sometime we use this in some events we
used to do an event called conscious

used to do an event called conscious

used to do an event called conscious
education with a a friend who pass away

education with a a friend who pass away

education with a a friend who pass away
and then we for a while we stop to give

and then we for a while we stop to give

and then we for a while we stop to give
uh the parents and conscious knowledge

uh the parents and conscious knowledge

uh the parents and conscious knowledge
that first your s it doesn't belong to

that first your s it doesn't belong to

that first your s it doesn't belong to
you and then it's I mean in this Society

you and then it's I mean in this Society

you and then it's I mean in this Society
some rules May apply but at any at any

some rules May apply but at any at any

some rules May apply but at any at any
time they can actually you know leave U

time they can actually you know leave U

time they can actually you know leave U
behind those those ideas and they have

behind those those ideas and they have

behind those those ideas and they have
the choice every time to like being

the choice every time to like being

the choice every time to like being
living a playful life without taking so

living a playful life without taking so

living a playful life without taking so
serious the role that I am just a person

serious the role that I am just a person

serious the role that I am just a person
so it's good for because at the moment

so it's good for because at the moment

so it's good for because at the moment
they they they want to just let go it's

they they they want to just let go it's

they they they want to just let go it's
easier for for them because no they are

easier for for them because no they are

easier for for them because no they are
not that much of program I don't know if

not that much of program I don't know if

not that much of program I don't know if
I'm making sense yeah absolutely so you

I'm making sense yeah absolutely so you

I'm making sense yeah absolutely so you
started really young

started really young

started really young
with well the the the well the

with well the the the well the

with well the the the well the
spirituality way yeah you were 19 and um

spirituality way yeah you were 19 and um

spirituality way yeah you were 19 and um
what happened then you know he my my

what happened then you know he my my

what happened then you know he my my
story is very short uh I was when I was

story is very short uh I was when I was

story is very short uh I was when I was
five years old or seven between five and

five years old or seven between five and

five years old or seven between five and
seven I don't even remember the because

seven I don't even remember the because

seven I don't even remember the because
time for me now is quite weird yeah it's

time for me now is quite weird yeah it's

time for me now is quite weird yeah it's
a concept as well a cons yeah yeah this

a concept as well a cons yeah yeah this

a concept as well a cons yeah yeah this
life you know it's Timeless but we we

life you know it's Timeless but we we

life you know it's Timeless but we we
need a reference right so sometime for

need a reference right so sometime for

need a reference right so sometime for
me if difficult to find references um I

me if difficult to find references um I

me if difficult to find references um I
remember I just wanted to be a painter I

remember I just wanted to be a painter I

remember I just wanted to be a painter I
I love you know every time I have a

I love you know every time I have a

I love you know every time I have a
color pen and in my in my pocket would

color pen and in my in my pocket would

color pen and in my in my pocket would
use it and will I will express myself I

use it and will I will express myself I

use it and will I will express myself I
I was so happy and I I

I was so happy and I I

I was so happy and I I
remember um I was in my in my house and

remember um I was in my in my house and

remember um I was in my in my house and
my mother went for a moment to the

my mother went for a moment to the

my mother went for a moment to the
supermarket and I decided to give her a

supermarket and I decided to give her a

supermarket and I decided to give her a
present like okay I have this I got this

present like okay I have this I got this

present like okay I have this I got this
as a for my birthday I have like five

as a for my birthday I have like five

as a for my birthday I have like five
pens MH and for me they were like a

pens MH and for me they were like a

pens MH and for me they were like a
treasure okay I'm going to I'm going to

treasure okay I'm going to I'm going to

treasure okay I'm going to I'm going to
paint this wall completely full of color

paint this wall completely full of color

paint this wall completely full of color
and when my mother came back she would

and when my mother came back she would

and when my mother came back she would
say oh my God you're the new I don't

say oh my God you're the new I don't

say oh my God you're the new I don't
know Picasso maybe you you

know Picasso maybe you you

know Picasso maybe you you
know I was super happy and I was even

know I was super happy and I was even

know I was super happy and I was even
you know like doing like a leather with

you know like doing like a leather with

you know like doing like a leather with
with stuff to in order to reach uh the

with stuff to in order to reach uh the

with stuff to in order to reach uh the
higher part of the worldall and then I

higher part of the worldall and then I

higher part of the worldall and then I
was so proud so my mother came say hey

was so proud so my mother came say hey

was so proud so my mother came say hey
man come look and my mother he look at

man come look and my mother he look at

man come look and my mother he look at
the wall he look at me then as a tear

the wall he look at me then as a tear

the wall he look at me then as a tear
start to pour out it's a tear of Joy but

start to pour out it's a tear of Joy but

start to pour out it's a tear of Joy but
no it was tear of Ang she was so angry

no it was tear of Ang she was so angry

no it was tear of Ang she was so angry
at me and she start to hit me with the

at me and she start to hit me with the

at me and she start to hit me with the
with the shoe so I was disgrace it was

with the shoe so I was disgrace it was

with the shoe so I was disgrace it was
not good and then I repress my artist uh

not good and then I repress my artist uh

not good and then I repress my artist uh
soul back you know um I was so afraid

soul back you know um I was so afraid

soul back you know um I was so afraid
after to express myself so I was living

after to express myself so I was living

after to express myself so I was living
my life uh looking for external

my life uh looking for external

my life uh looking for external
validation especially for my for my

validation especially for my for my

validation especially for my for my
parents so what happened after I started

parents so what happened after I started

parents so what happened after I started
to be H having anxiety attacks and panic

to be H having anxiety attacks and panic

to be H having anxiety attacks and panic
attacks until I was 19 I remember even I

attacks until I was 19 I remember even I

attacks until I was 19 I remember even I
wanted to kill myself but no no like a

wanted to kill myself but no no like a

wanted to kill myself but no no like a
typical way you know cutting your veins

typical way you know cutting your veins

typical way you know cutting your veins
or or or um H yourself no I wanted to

or or or um H yourself no I wanted to

or or or um H yourself no I wanted to
kill myself by surfing big wave and

kill myself by surfing big wave and

kill myself by surfing big wave and
maybe smash myself against the Rocks but

maybe smash myself against the Rocks but

maybe smash myself against the Rocks but
you know when you are obsess about

you know when you are obsess about

you know when you are obsess about
something nothing of that happen so I

something nothing of that happen so I

something nothing of that happen so I
couldn't kill myself like that so I was

couldn't kill myself like that so I was

couldn't kill myself like that so I was
like man I have to try something else

like man I have to try something else

like man I have to try something else
and then then I remember I was in the

and then then I remember I was in the

and then then I remember I was in the
morning uh surfing I look at the sky and

morning uh surfing I look at the sky and

morning uh surfing I look at the sky and
I felt like something like something was

I felt like something like something was

I felt like something like something was
listening to me so I was oh that's weird

listening to me so I was oh that's weird

listening to me so I was oh that's weird
and then I asked hey whatever is there

and then I asked hey whatever is there

and then I asked hey whatever is there
if there is a path I may follow please

if there is a path I may follow please

if there is a path I may follow please
place it in front of me because I I I I

place it in front of me because I I I I

place it in front of me because I I I I
I even willing to Die Trying to sh for

I even willing to Die Trying to sh for

I even willing to Die Trying to sh for
the truth and then next day I found a

the truth and then next day I found a

the truth and then next day I found a
like a poster it was kind of fault and

like a poster it was kind of fault and

like a poster it was kind of fault and
and and and I look at it and I said

and and and I look at it and I said

and and and I look at it and I said
tonight there is a conference um of a

tonight there is a conference um of a

tonight there is a conference um of a
Lama called Lama San about how to deal

Lama called Lama San about how to deal

Lama called Lama San about how to deal
with your conflict emotions I said hey

with your conflict emotions I said hey

with your conflict emotions I said hey
this is for me so I went there and I saw

this is for me so I went there and I saw

this is for me so I went there and I saw
this old Lama just laughing without

this old Lama just laughing without

this old Lama just laughing without
reason say don't believe anything I say

reason say don't believe anything I say

reason say don't believe anything I say
you try this try that and I start to try

you try this try that and I start to try

you try this try that and I start to try
this and I say man this is is a huge

this and I say man this is is a huge

this and I say man this is is a huge
difference I feel I feel different I I

difference I feel I feel different I I

difference I feel I feel different I I
feel less afraid and then after the

feel less afraid and then after the

feel less afraid and then after the
event I I I ran to to San German um

event I I I ran to to San German um

event I I I ran to to San German um
people who brought this llama from the

people who brought this llama from the

people who brought this llama from the
Himalayas because apparently the next

Himalayas because apparently the next

Himalayas because apparently the next
day they have like Sun events and and I

day they have like Sun events and and I

day they have like Sun events and and I
said hey can I join I said yeah but you

said hey can I join I said yeah but you

said hey can I join I said yeah but you
have to pay this price and I didn't I

have to pay this price and I didn't I

have to pay this price and I didn't I
didn't have money and I said can I can I

didn't have money and I said can I can I

didn't have money and I said can I can I
cook they said yeah but we have Cooks uh

cook they said yeah but we have Cooks uh

cook they said yeah but we have Cooks uh
can I can I clean yeah we have cleaners

can I can I clean yeah we have cleaners

can I can I clean yeah we have cleaners
uh and then okay so I was about to give

uh and then okay so I was about to give

uh and then okay so I was about to give
up and the guy came say Hey cuz I was a

up and the guy came say Hey cuz I was a

up and the guy came say Hey cuz I was a
younger kid there so everybody was in

younger kid there so everybody was in

younger kid there so everybody was in
the 6 this and I was one guy in in his

the 6 this and I was one guy in in his

the 6 this and I was one guy in in his
19s you know yeah I said hey what this

19s you know yeah I said hey what this

19s you know yeah I said hey what this
guy wants he said no he wants to Joy he

guy wants he said no he wants to Joy he

guy wants he said no he wants to Joy he
he wants to join and he said why don't

he wants to join and he said why don't

he wants to join and he said why don't
you take us in the morning for scussion

you take us in the morning for scussion

you take us in the morning for scussion
because we are alone in the morning

because we are alone in the morning

because we are alone in the morning
we're not doing anything cuz the events

we're not doing anything cuz the events

we're not doing anything cuz the events
are in the afternoon so in the morning

are in the afternoon so in the morning

are in the afternoon so in the morning
you can take us around the island and I

you can take us around the island and I

you can take us around the island and I
say okay it's like a Karma Yoga thing

say okay it's like a Karma Yoga thing

say okay it's like a Karma Yoga thing
you know I do something for you you do

you know I do something for you you do

you know I do something for you you do
something for me so for three years and

something for me so for three years and

something for me so for three years and
a half I was taking these llamas having

a half I was taking these llamas having

a half I was taking these llamas having
with them an excor and then I became

with them an excor and then I became

with them an excor and then I became
friend like really close friends like we

friend like really close friends like we

friend like really close friends like we
were making jokes we were fighting cuz I

were making jokes we were fighting cuz I

were making jokes we were fighting cuz I
I didn't treat them like like like you

I didn't treat them like like like you

I didn't treat them like like like you
know like these these people who are are

know like these these people who are are

know like these these people who are are
placing their hands together you know

placing their hands together you know

placing their hands together you know
you're like super master they were like

you're like super master they were like

you're like super master they were like
more like like my friends and from there

more like like my friends and from there

more like like my friends and from there
I start to learn from them and then they

I start to learn from them and then they

I start to learn from them and then they
even invite me to the to the Himalayas

even invite me to the to the Himalayas

even invite me to the to the Himalayas
to have Retreats with them but for me it

to have Retreats with them but for me it

to have Retreats with them but for me it
was like I did I don't really want to go

was like I did I don't really want to go

was like I did I don't really want to go
to Nepal or or to the Himalayas to I I

to Nepal or or to the Himalayas to I I

to Nepal or or to the Himalayas to I I
did it for them cuz they were my friends

did it for them cuz they were my friends

did it for them cuz they were my friends
yeah for me was very expensive how and

yeah for me was very expensive how and

yeah for me was very expensive how and
then when I realized hey man I'm a

then when I realized hey man I'm a

then when I realized hey man I'm a
totally different being and then when I

totally different being and then when I

totally different being and then when I
I reached my 24 years old I remember one

I reached my 24 years old I remember one

I reached my 24 years old I remember one
morning I I woke up I said hey this is

morning I I woke up I said hey this is

morning I I woke up I said hey this is
weird I don't hear any voices in my head

weird I don't hear any voices in my head

weird I don't hear any voices in my head
and and I remember it was a little bit

and and I remember it was a little bit

and and I remember it was a little bit
of light coming from from the window and

of light coming from from the window and

of light coming from from the window and
some little dust like moving in slow

some little dust like moving in slow

some little dust like moving in slow
motion I was like no no I'm Dreaming

motion I was like no no I'm Dreaming

motion I was like no no I'm Dreaming
then I went back to sleep and then I

then I went back to sleep and then I

then I went back to sleep and then I
woke up again and it was the same

woke up again and it was the same

woke up again and it was the same
situation and say oh I have a problem

situation and say oh I have a problem

situation and say oh I have a problem
now cuz cuz this everything is slowed

now cuz cuz this everything is slowed

now cuz cuz this everything is slowed
down and when my mother was talking to

down and when my mother was talking to

down and when my mother was talking to
me every time she talked it was it

me every time she talked it was it

me every time she talked it was it
sounds very very very weird like I was I

sounds very very very weird like I was I

sounds very very very weird like I was I
don't understand but at somehow I

don't understand but at somehow I

don't understand but at somehow I
understand without words it was very

understand without words it was very

understand without words it was very
weird so then I realized that I have to

weird so then I realized that I have to

weird so then I realized that I have to
do something so I I call I called my my

do something so I I call I called my my

do something so I I call I called my my
master I went to see them for three

master I went to see them for three

master I went to see them for three
months in order to adjust my new estate

months in order to adjust my new estate

months in order to adjust my new estate
to to to the world and from there my my

to to to the world and from there my my

to to to the world and from there my my
adventure start as you say in this SP

adventure start as you say in this SP

adventure start as you say in this SP
our world but what I like is to simplify

our world but what I like is to simplify

our world but what I like is to simplify
things cuz I learn from simple Masters I

things cuz I learn from simple Masters I

things cuz I learn from simple Masters I
I didn't have Orthodox um ways or belief

I didn't have Orthodox um ways or belief

I didn't have Orthodox um ways or belief
or anything that's why when you ask me

or anything that's why when you ask me

or anything that's why when you ask me
about the books hey I haven't read books

about the books hey I haven't read books

about the books hey I haven't read books
because in my heart in your heart there

because in my heart in your heart there

because in my heart in your heart there
is a tree full of wisdom you you can

is a tree full of wisdom you you can

is a tree full of wisdom you you can
access anytime and and download all that

access anytime and and download all that

access anytime and and download all that
information and I if you like you can

information and I if you like you can

information and I if you like you can
write books for example I have wrote A

write books for example I have wrote A

write books for example I have wrote A
Few books but the thing is it's good to

Few books but the thing is it's good to

Few books but the thing is it's good to
have as a reference and nice books but

have as a reference and nice books but

have as a reference and nice books but
when you found you found the wi within

when you found you found the wi within

when you found you found the wi within
you don't need any external stuff

you don't need any external stuff

you don't need any external stuff
anymore so one of uh you you one of the

anymore so one of uh you you one of the

anymore so one of uh you you one of the
friends is that Mr Diaz was Mr di is

friends is that Mr Diaz was Mr di is

friends is that Mr Diaz was Mr di is
like the nickname because uh he's one of

like the nickname because uh he's one of

like the nickname because uh he's one of
my masters so I get really close to him

my masters so I get really close to him

my masters so I get really close to him
because this guy is half American half

because this guy is half American half

because this guy is half American half
from canar Islands half Spanish yeah but

from canar Islands half Spanish yeah but

from canar Islands half Spanish yeah but
he's being always learning from from

he's being always learning from from

he's being always learning from from
Masters and and for me he's a reference

Masters and and for me he's a reference

Masters and and for me he's a reference
because when I saw this guy that for me

because when I saw this guy that for me

because when I saw this guy that for me
is is is an awaken awaken being that he

is is is an awaken awaken being that he

is is is an awaken awaken being that he
was uh no an asan person able to do that

was uh no an asan person able to do that

was uh no an asan person able to do that
for me it destroyed my mindset only for

for me it destroyed my mindset only for

for me it destroyed my mindset only for
Asian people you know Buddha it was from

Asian people you know Buddha it was from

Asian people you know Buddha it was from
Asia so everybody had to be for Tibet

Asia so everybody had to be for Tibet

Asia so everybody had to be for Tibet
and when I saw this guy I said okay he's

and when I saw this guy I said okay he's

and when I saw this guy I said okay he's
it's my reference so yeah in the book

it's my reference so yeah in the book

it's my reference so yeah in the book
it's called Mr Diaz but his name is

it's called Mr Diaz but his name is

it's called Mr Diaz but his name is
different he said please I don't want to

different he said please I don't want to

different he said please I don't want to
be involved in many people trying to sh

be involved in many people trying to sh

be involved in many people trying to sh
for says to look for me because I have

for says to look for me because I have

for says to look for me because I have
to have my private life but in in the

to have my private life but in in the

to have my private life but in in the
book it's called Mr it's a real real

book it's called Mr it's a real real

book it's called Mr it's a real real
person the book over is be happier than

person the book over is be happier than

person the book over is be happier than
the the D Lama great title of course

the the D Lama great title of course

the the D Lama great title of course
yeah and there's another book with a

yeah and there's another book with a

yeah and there's another book with a
great title as well are you ill

great title as well are you ill

great title as well are you ill
congratulations um but let's go one step

congratulations um but let's go one step

congratulations um but let's go one step
uh back to well you're 19 because I read

uh back to well you're 19 because I read

uh back to well you're 19 because I read
somewhere that there was like uh well

somewhere that there was like uh well

somewhere that there was like uh well
the tragic death of a

the tragic death of a

the tragic death of a
family uh but I don't know what happened

family uh but I don't know what happened

family uh but I don't know what happened
there well for me that was a you know it

there well for me that was a you know it

there well for me that was a you know it
break all my kind of mindset CU I

break all my kind of mindset CU I

break all my kind of mindset CU I
remember

remember

remember
um as the reference is that I have a

um as the reference is that I have a

um as the reference is that I have a
back in the days I had a friend that was

back in the days I had a friend that was

back in the days I had a friend that was
a Hindi MH so I used to spend a lot of

a Hindi MH so I used to spend a lot of

a Hindi MH so I used to spend a lot of
uh long time with with him and they were

uh long time with with him and they were

uh long time with with him and they were
using a lot of meditation for me it was

using a lot of meditation for me it was

using a lot of meditation for me it was
something weird Okay this this the for

something weird Okay this this the for

something weird Okay this this the for
me it was ritual thing religious thing

me it was ritual thing religious thing

me it was ritual thing religious thing
they were meditating and they were

they were meditating and they were

they were meditating and they were
really happy all the time they were like

really happy all the time they were like

really happy all the time they were like
really friendly really really polite and

really friendly really really polite and

really friendly really really polite and
and for me it was kind of shocking

and for me it was kind of shocking

and for me it was kind of shocking
because they they were kind of innocent

because they they were kind of innocent

because they they were kind of innocent
but uh sure of their way you know and

but uh sure of their way you know and

but uh sure of their way you know and
and one night well my my grandfather I

and one night well my my grandfather I

and one night well my my grandfather I
was really close to him he he got sick

was really close to him he he got sick

was really close to him he he got sick
and I didn't want to see him in in in

and I didn't want to see him in in in

and I didn't want to see him in in in
the hospital because I wanted to have

the hospital because I wanted to have

the hospital because I wanted to have
the memory that he was a healthy guy and

the memory that he was a healthy guy and

the memory that he was a healthy guy and
so oh you're right about this yeah yeah

so oh you're right about this yeah yeah

so oh you're right about this yeah yeah
so I decide to not to see him but uh one

so I decide to not to see him but uh one

so I decide to not to see him but uh one
day my father took the keys of my car so

day my father took the keys of my car so

day my father took the keys of my car so
I had to to go to the hospital cuz I

I had to to go to the hospital cuz I

I had to to go to the hospital cuz I
thought my my father was I enter I saw

thought my my father was I enter I saw

thought my my father was I enter I saw
my my grandfather before dying like

my my grandfather before dying like

my my grandfather before dying like
screaming holding the blanket like like

screaming holding the blanket like like

screaming holding the blanket like like
fighting like oh man it really it really

fighting like oh man it really it really

fighting like oh man it really it really
it really hurt me to see somebody

it really hurt me to see somebody

it really hurt me to see somebody
suffering so much so then he

suffering so much so then he

suffering so much so then he
died and then I remember uh when the

died and then I remember uh when the

died and then I remember uh when the
grandfather of my Hindi friend was about

grandfather of my Hindi friend was about

grandfather of my Hindi friend was about
to to die he knew that day he would die

to to die he knew that day he would die

to to die he knew that day he would die
so I I I was there with him and I and I

so I I I was there with him and I and I

so I I I was there with him and I and I
saw he was saying to everybody goodbye

saw he was saying to everybody goodbye

saw he was saying to everybody goodbye
with a smile giving them even hints okay

with a smile giving them even hints okay

with a smile giving them even hints okay
do this take care of this you know take

do this take care of this you know take

do this take care of this you know take
care of that do your meditation that and

care of that do your meditation that and

care of that do your meditation that and
then when he was about to die he just

then when he was about to die he just

then when he was about to die he just
smiled and say goodbye I just died with

smiled and say goodbye I just died with

smiled and say goodbye I just died with
a smile and for me those different kind

a smile and for me those different kind

a smile and for me those different kind
of death yeah it create an impact maybe

of death yeah it create an impact maybe

of death yeah it create an impact maybe
maybe for some people this like

maybe for some people this like

maybe for some people this like
ridiculous but for me it was a shock

ridiculous but for me it was a shock

ridiculous but for me it was a shock
like how can you live can you die so

like how can you live can you die so

like how can you live can you die so
peacefully how can how can you die so uh

peacefully how can how can you die so uh

peacefully how can how can you die so uh
in pain and then I start to look for

in pain and then I start to look for

in pain and then I start to look for
answer so I interview a lot of people I

answer so I interview a lot of people I

answer so I interview a lot of people I
until I found this master but it was a

until I found this master but it was a

until I found this master but it was a
long way of exploring and interviewing

long way of exploring and interviewing

long way of exploring and interviewing
people um for all kind of different

people um for all kind of different

people um for all kind of different
backgrounds even to people who were

backgrounds even to people who were

backgrounds even to people who were
doing crazy stuff yeah you know I

doing crazy stuff yeah you know I

doing crazy stuff yeah you know I
believe in who knows so please tell me

believe in who knows so please tell me

believe in who knows so please tell me
about it so I wanted to learn about

about it so I wanted to learn about

about it so I wanted to learn about
everything and uh do your parents still

everything and uh do your parents still

everything and uh do your parents still
live now yeah they they're alive okay

live now yeah they they're alive okay

live now yeah they they're alive okay
life yeah and I I have a beautiful

life yeah and I I have a beautiful

life yeah and I I have a beautiful
relationship now with him CU When I I

relationship now with him CU When I I

relationship now with him CU When I I
discover that everything that they did

discover that everything that they did

discover that everything that they did
in the past to me that they didn't do

in the past to me that they didn't do

in the past to me that they didn't do
anything it was part of my mastership

anything it was part of my mastership

anything it was part of my mastership
like when my mother hit me it was it was

like when my mother hit me it was it was

like when my mother hit me it was it was
love behind this so everything that

love behind this so everything that

love behind this so everything that
happened to you you have a master ship

happened to you you have a master ship

happened to you you have a master ship
as in Disguise it's like a seat you can

as in Disguise it's like a seat you can

as in Disguise it's like a seat you can
be a victim and then this the lesson

be a victim and then this the lesson

be a victim and then this the lesson
repeat itself or you can actually access

repeat itself or you can actually access

repeat itself or you can actually access
to the wisdom that is there and now when

to the wisdom that is there and now when

to the wisdom that is there and now when
I look at then I feel so much joy

I look at then I feel so much joy

I look at then I feel so much joy
because now they're free to be

because now they're free to be

because now they're free to be
themselves and I free to be me so it's

themselves and I free to be me so it's

themselves and I free to be me so it's
it's it's fantastic relationship that we

it's it's fantastic relationship that we

it's it's fantastic relationship that we
have now and and they are proud now

have now and and they are proud now

have now and and they are proud now
because there were some parts that they

because there were some parts that they

because there were some parts that they
were thinking oh why is our son doing

were thinking oh why is our son doing

were thinking oh why is our son doing
this crazy things instead of just a

this crazy things instead of just a

this crazy things instead of just a
normal job yeah my my mother it was

normal job yeah my my mother it was

normal job yeah my my mother it was
shocked CU I I changed my profession

shocked CU I I changed my profession

shocked CU I I changed my profession
let's say I I I quit everything and I

let's say I I I quit everything and I

let's say I I I quit everything and I
started to become like okay I'm going to

started to become like okay I'm going to

started to become like okay I'm going to
help others I'm going to help others to

help others I'm going to help others to

help others I'm going to help others to
to heal and to to uh connect with the

to heal and to to uh connect with the

to heal and to to uh connect with the
true self and my M didn't understand

true self and my M didn't understand

true self and my M didn't understand
that and she said but what do you do and

that and she said but what do you do and

that and she said but what do you do and
I said yeah I do this kind of similar to

I said yeah I do this kind of similar to

I said yeah I do this kind of similar to
raiky you know like I pro project things

raiky you know like I pro project things

raiky you know like I pro project things
with my hands and then people would ask

with my hands and then people would ask

with my hands and then people would ask
her and she didn't know say Hey Now what

her and she didn't know say Hey Now what

her and she didn't know say Hey Now what
is the profession of your s he said he's

is the profession of your s he said he's

is the profession of your s he said he's
doing something with his hands and uh

doing something with his hands and uh

doing something with his hands and uh
okay what what are he's doing yes like

okay what what are he's doing yes like

okay what what are he's doing yes like
ranking he said doing ranking oh he's a

ranking he said doing ranking oh he's a

ranking he said doing ranking oh he's a
boxer ranking one ranking

boxer ranking one ranking

boxer ranking one ranking
two he was screaming like leave me alone

two he was screaming like leave me alone

two he was screaming like leave me alone
as she would leave because didn't she

as she would leave because didn't she

as she would leave because didn't she
couldn't be proud anymore of me she was

couldn't be proud anymore of me she was

couldn't be proud anymore of me she was
for me she actually said I was a

for me she actually said I was a

for me she actually said I was a
disgrace for the family cuz uh back in

disgrace for the family cuz uh back in

disgrace for the family cuz uh back in
the days I was not known by anyone no um

the days I was not known by anyone no um

the days I was not known by anyone no um
but the beautiful thing is I I keep my

but the beautiful thing is I I keep my

but the beautiful thing is I I keep my
my path um they didn't talk to me for

my path um they didn't talk to me for

my path um they didn't talk to me for
two years because they thought um about

two years because they thought um about

two years because they thought um about
the disgrace of the family but then I

the disgrace of the family but then I

the disgrace of the family but then I
was treating uh friends of them and they

was treating uh friends of them and they

was treating uh friends of them and they
were having an amazing healing and then

were having an amazing healing and then

were having an amazing healing and then
I say congratulations for your song I

I say congratulations for your song I

I say congratulations for your song I
said what do you mean he did that to me

said what do you mean he did that to me

said what do you mean he did that to me
oh really and then they start to get

oh really and then they start to get

oh really and then they start to get
closer oh you're helping people oh and

closer oh you're helping people oh and

closer oh you're helping people oh and
then they start to realize CU I knew

then they start to realize CU I knew

then they start to realize CU I knew
they need time to understand what I was

they need time to understand what I was

they need time to understand what I was
doing yeah but uh it's a strong moment

doing yeah but uh it's a strong moment

doing yeah but uh it's a strong moment
than when your parents give your and

than when your parents give your and

than when your parents give your and
give you the back and they don't they

give you the back and they don't they

give you the back and they don't they
don't support you anymore no but at the

don't support you anymore no but at the

don't support you anymore no but at the
same time you know that that is your

same time you know that that is your

same time you know that that is your
path and you keep on on walking and as

path and you keep on on walking and as

path and you keep on on walking and as
you said it's all because of love

you said it's all because of love

you said it's all because of love
because they they wanted be to be

because they they wanted be to be

because they they wanted be to be
successful in the way they thought

successful in the way they thought

successful in the way they thought
success exactly is is it also is tasting

success exactly is is it also is tasting

success exactly is is it also is tasting
testing your faith for me it was clear

testing your faith for me it was clear

testing your faith for me it was clear
was my path and when your parent say

was my path and when your parent say

was my path and when your parent say
don't do that you're disar of the family

don't do that you're disar of the family

don't do that you're disar of the family
some people may may freak out and and

some people may may freak out and and

some people may may freak out and and
come back to the normality of the

come back to the normality of the

come back to the normality of the
branches but I wanted to be in the tree

branches but I wanted to be in the tree

branches but I wanted to be in the tree
and and and I as I said i' rather die

and and and I as I said i' rather die

and and and I as I said i' rather die
than leave this path and this path it

than leave this path and this path it

than leave this path and this path it
was not following anyone it was just

was not following anyone it was just

was not following anyone it was just
following the tree in me they have no

following the tree in me they have no

following the tree in me they have no
name no right there is no exal guru I

name no right there is no exal guru I

name no right there is no exal guru I
mean there is some people who can guide

mean there is some people who can guide

mean there is some people who can guide
you that that's for sure this is this is

you that that's for sure this is this is

you that that's for sure this is this is
very productive but once you have the

very productive but once you have the

very productive but once you have the
guidance go all the way like a slide

guidance go all the way like a slide

guidance go all the way like a slide
from the branches to the tree and enjoy

from the branches to the tree and enjoy

from the branches to the tree and enjoy
the

the

the
ride that's I don't know if you know but

ride that's I don't know if you know but

ride that's I don't know if you know but
the name of this podcast is called is

the name of this podcast is called is

the name of this podcast is called is
kuuru and it stands for it's I I made

kuuru and it stands for it's I I made

kuuru and it stands for it's I I made
this up myself because it's like it's

this up myself because it's like it's

this up myself because it's like it's
it's in you there is not a guru outside

it's in you there is not a guru outside

it's in you there is not a guru outside
you are exactly yeah we need sometime

you are exactly yeah we need sometime

you are exactly yeah we need sometime
reference because we that's why we talk

reference because we that's why we talk

reference because we that's why we talk
about this and you right exactly

about this and you right exactly

about this and you right exactly
otherwise we wouldn't be here right and

otherwise we wouldn't be here right and

otherwise we wouldn't be here right and
you you with your conscious podcast

you you with your conscious podcast

you you with your conscious podcast
you're giving guidance to people yeah

you're giving guidance to people yeah

you're giving guidance to people yeah
yeah

yeah

yeah
um yeah be happier than the D Lama it's

um yeah be happier than the D Lama it's

um yeah be happier than the D Lama it's
not it's it's it's a funny funny title

not it's it's it's a funny funny title

not it's it's it's a funny funny title
uh it's well already six years old now

uh it's well already six years old now

uh it's well already six years old now
no 10 years already 10 years already it

no 10 years already 10 years already it

no 10 years already 10 years already it
was finished in 2014 oh wow and it's

was finished in 2014 oh wow and it's

was finished in 2014 oh wow and it's
great because it's it's with some some

great because it's it's with some some

great because it's it's with some some
classic almost ancient Buddha stories

classic almost ancient Buddha stories

classic almost ancient Buddha stories
but it's your own life story with

but it's your own life story with

but it's your own life story with
serving and painting and and um I have a

serving and painting and and um I have a

serving and painting and and um I have a
question I I have never heard it

question I I have never heard it

question I I have never heard it
before Tong tonglen what's that tongin

before Tong tonglen what's that tongin

before Tong tonglen what's that tongin
is a Sanskrit tiet a word say giving and

is a Sanskrit tiet a word say giving and

is a Sanskrit tiet a word say giving and
take um it's about for example if you

take um it's about for example if you

take um it's about for example if you
see somebody who is suffering instead of

see somebody who is suffering instead of

see somebody who is suffering instead of
saying oh thank God it's not me it's

saying oh thank God it's not me it's

saying oh thank God it's not me it's
what the ego would do or I'm glad that

what the ego would do or I'm glad that

what the ego would do or I'm glad that
the others they are you you know in that

the others they are you you know in that

the others they are you you know in that
situation not me or I wish I could help

situation not me or I wish I could help

situation not me or I wish I could help
you say actually I'm going to help how

you say actually I'm going to help how

you say actually I'm going to help how
when you breathe in but first this is

when you breathe in but first this is

when you breathe in but first this is
like a little meditation you drop

like a little meditation you drop

like a little meditation you drop
yourself into your heart and you connect

yourself into your heart and you connect

yourself into your heart and you connect
with the with the with your heart and

with the with the with your heart and

with the with the with your heart and
from there it's it's like the intention

from there it's it's like the intention

from there it's it's like the intention
that you have like a flame like a fire

that you have like a flame like a fire

that you have like a flame like a fire
so when you breathe in you take the

so when you breathe in you take the

so when you breathe in you take the
suffering of the person like a black

suffering of the person like a black

suffering of the person like a black
cloud place it in that in that fire then

cloud place it in that in that fire then

cloud place it in that in that fire then
you do like an Alchemy and when you

you do like an Alchemy and when you

you do like an Alchemy and when you
breathe out you Project Life into them

breathe out you Project Life into them

breathe out you Project Life into them
that not only not only help the other

that not only not only help the other

that not only not only help the other
person but it help you a lot so I'm

person but it help you a lot so I'm

person but it help you a lot so I'm
using this practice with people with

using this practice with people with

using this practice with people with
cancer when they go go to the hospital

cancer when they go go to the hospital

cancer when they go go to the hospital
and start to see this they start to

and start to see this they start to

and start to see this they start to
actually get the suffering from others

actually get the suffering from others

actually get the suffering from others
and then send back life and they start

and then send back life and they start

and then send back life and they start
to report to me that they actually feel

to report to me that they actually feel

to report to me that they actually feel
better and they and they heal faster M

better and they and they heal faster M

better and they and they heal faster M
because we are here to help each other

because we are here to help each other

because we are here to help each other
our expression is to share life not

our expression is to share life not

our expression is to share life not
sharing fear is what the normality and

sharing fear is what the normality and

sharing fear is what the normality and
the branches system want to want you to

the branches system want to want you to

the branches system want to want you to
leave yeah let's say like that yeah yeah

leave yeah let's say like that yeah yeah

leave yeah let's say like that yeah yeah
yeah and and and um how what what is

yeah and and and um how what what is

yeah and and and um how what what is
healing very simple healing is the

healing very simple healing is the

healing very simple healing is the
realization that you're not you are not

realization that you're not you are not

realization that you're not you are not
fear you are you're life not a part of

fear you are you're life not a part of

fear you are you're life not a part of
life you're life the healing is when you

life you're life the healing is when you

life you're life the healing is when you
start living and perceiving yourself as

start living and perceiving yourself as

start living and perceiving yourself as
a just separate branch and you realize

a just separate branch and you realize

a just separate branch and you realize
that you're the tree of life then

that you're the tree of life then

that you're the tree of life then
miracle miracle can happen what is a

miracle miracle can happen what is a

miracle miracle can happen what is a
miracle shifting from the state of fear

miracle shifting from the state of fear

miracle shifting from the state of fear
to the state of love Yeah in capital

to the state of love Yeah in capital

to the state of love Yeah in capital
letters life because people they confuse

letters life because people they confuse

letters life because people they confuse
the real love with romantic love this is

the real love with romantic love this is

the real love with romantic love this is
part of the you know the attachments

part of the you know the attachments

part of the you know the attachments
yeah okay but how do you see it do you

yeah okay but how do you see it do you

yeah okay but how do you see it do you
have like a special gift that you can

have like a special gift that you can

have like a special gift that you can
help people or is it just or just well

help people or is it just or just well

help people or is it just or just well
or is it you show

or is it you show

or is it you show
people how they can do it theirself you

people how they can do it theirself you

people how they can do it theirself you
can can other people heal somebody or

can can other people heal somebody or

can can other people heal somebody or
can you just only heal your yourself how

can you just only heal your yourself how

can you just only heal your yourself how
do you see when when we are born uh we

do you see when when we are born uh we

do you see when when we are born uh we
have the capacity to access to that

have the capacity to access to that

have the capacity to access to that
energetic field it's when you for

energetic field it's when you for

energetic field it's when you for
example you see the kids and place it in

example you see the kids and place it in

example you see the kids and place it in
hands when they feel hurt or even even

hands when they feel hurt or even even

hands when they feel hurt or even even
you you will see for example sometime

you you will see for example sometime

you you will see for example sometime
when you get uh distracted and you start

when you get uh distracted and you start

when you get uh distracted and you start
to have preoccupations you may see

to have preoccupations you may see

to have preoccupations you may see
probably your daughter come to you and

probably your daughter come to you and

probably your daughter come to you and
maybe touch your forehead this is

maybe touch your forehead this is

maybe touch your forehead this is
actually a healing from her reminding

actually a healing from her reminding

actually a healing from her reminding
you hey you're not just a branch worry

you hey you're not just a branch worry

you hey you're not just a branch worry
uh trying to control the situation trust

uh trying to control the situation trust

uh trying to control the situation trust
she will help me she will heal me she

she will help me she will heal me she

she will help me she will heal me she
will smile she will touch you she will

will smile she will touch you she will

will smile she will touch you she will
say something okay so everybody have

say something okay so everybody have

say something okay so everybody have
that but we get to Start program and

that but we get to Start program and

that but we get to Start program and
then we forget that so what I'm doing is

then we forget that so what I'm doing is

then we forget that so what I'm doing is
bringing them um like specific systems

bringing them um like specific systems

bringing them um like specific systems
like dma shamanic uh re healing and

like dma shamanic uh re healing and

like dma shamanic uh re healing and
another one that is Tibetan um Holograms

another one that is Tibetan um Holograms

another one that is Tibetan um Holograms
organic flow this is this is from the

organic flow this is this is from the

organic flow this is this is from the
same Masters and then I I teach them how

same Masters and then I I teach them how

same Masters and then I I teach them how
to do it and then they have the access

to do it and then they have the access

to do it and then they have the access
again to that energy flow and from there

again to that energy flow and from there

again to that energy flow and from there
some magic start to happen but let's say

some magic start to happen but let's say

some magic start to happen but let's say
I'm not gifted the only gift that I have

I'm not gifted the only gift that I have

I'm not gifted the only gift that I have
is that I really uh let myself uh out of

is that I really uh let myself uh out of

is that I really uh let myself uh out of
the equation and then life can go and

the equation and then life can go and

the equation and then life can go and
and practice all this healing through me

and practice all this healing through me

and practice all this healing through me
if for example yesterday when I start an

if for example yesterday when I start an

if for example yesterday when I start an
event in front of 100 person I said hey

event in front of 100 person I said hey

event in front of 100 person I said hey
guys I have to say something sorry for

guys I have to say something sorry for

guys I have to say something sorry for
what I'm going to say this is not me

what I'm going to say this is not me

what I'm going to say this is not me
this is life and all the synchronises

this is life and all the synchronises

this is life and all the synchronises
everything that happen in my events is

everything that happen in my events is

everything that happen in my events is
life helping that

life helping that

life helping that
group and I'm translating what life

group and I'm translating what life

group and I'm translating what life
they're saying through them and they say

they're saying through them and they say

they're saying through them and they say
how do you know that I said it's not me

how do you know that I said it's not me

how do you know that I said it's not me
who knows it's life so I can access to

who knows it's life so I can access to

who knows it's life so I can access to
all the branches for example if there is

all the branches for example if there is

all the branches for example if there is
a the branch the branch number 80 in

a the branch the branch number 80 in

a the branch the branch number 80 in
this in the room and he asked me a

this in the room and he asked me a

this in the room and he asked me a
question I will connect with that branch

question I will connect with that branch

question I will connect with that branch
and and the three me will know exactly

and and the three me will know exactly

and and the three me will know exactly
the answer because in in your question

the answer because in in your question

the answer because in in your question
the answer is there m but it's very

the answer is there m but it's very

the answer is there m but it's very
subtle and it's very it's in silent it's

subtle and it's very it's in silent it's

subtle and it's very it's in silent it's
a language that we forgot the silence

a language that we forgot the silence

a language that we forgot the silence
yeah and then ask to that I say that I

yeah and then ask to that I say that I

yeah and then ask to that I say that I
say how do you know that and I said

say how do you know that and I said

say how do you know that and I said
there is no uh like a physical or or

there is no uh like a physical or or

there is no uh like a physical or or
personality knowing is is is is is the

personality knowing is is is is is the

personality knowing is is is is is the
life that is there that he knows because

life that is there that he knows because

life that is there that he knows because
he got the wisdom yeah so you see how it

he got the wisdom yeah so you see how it

he got the wisdom yeah so you see how it
works yeah yeah yeah

works yeah yeah yeah

works yeah yeah yeah
so as I now have this this thing this

so as I now have this this thing this

so as I now have this this thing this
picture in my head that you are a very

picture in my head that you are a very

picture in my head that you are a very
clear mirror exactly exactly a mirror

clear mirror exactly exactly a mirror

clear mirror exactly exactly a mirror
when you it reflect the image back it

when you it reflect the image back it

when you it reflect the image back it
doesn't have an opinion it doesn't say

doesn't have an opinion it doesn't say

doesn't have an opinion it doesn't say
tell you anything but probably what you

tell you anything but probably what you

tell you anything but probably what you
see there is going to hurt you yeah for

see there is going to hurt you yeah for

see there is going to hurt you yeah for
example let's say that today you were

example let's say that today you were

example let's say that today you were
playing with your daughter and you are

playing with your daughter and you are

playing with your daughter and you are
full of ink everywhere you were painting

full of ink everywhere you were painting

full of ink everywhere you were painting
with her and then you look at the mirror

with her and then you look at the mirror

with her and then you look at the mirror
oh I don't like that mirror you start to

oh I don't like that mirror you start to

oh I don't like that mirror you start to
destroy it or you start to cover it you

destroy it or you start to cover it you

destroy it or you start to cover it you
know it's what we do with the

know it's what we do with the

know it's what we do with the
relationship they they are mirrors we

relationship they they are mirrors we

relationship they they are mirrors we
have relationship could be a you know

have relationship could be a you know

have relationship could be a you know
like a like a intimate or it could be

like a like a intimate or it could be

like a like a intimate or it could be
friendship so it could be in in your

friendship so it could be in in your

friendship so it could be in in your
work or people who are um cooperating

work or people who are um cooperating

work or people who are um cooperating
with you they're reflecting back our

with you they're reflecting back our

with you they're reflecting back our
mindset

mindset

mindset
and instead of fighting against or try

and instead of fighting against or try

and instead of fighting against or try
to destroy them bless them and and do

to destroy them bless them and and do

to destroy them bless them and and do
the transformation Within by looking at

the transformation Within by looking at

the transformation Within by looking at
the wind at the at the mirror so yeah

the wind at the at the mirror so yeah

the wind at the at the mirror so yeah
that that's it but that brings me to are

that that's it but that brings me to are

that that's it but that brings me to are
you ill

you ill

you ill
congratulations discover the opportunity

congratulations discover the opportunity

congratulations discover the opportunity
in illness yeah and uh I love this Jose

in illness yeah and uh I love this Jose

in illness yeah and uh I love this Jose
but of course you were aware of the fact

but of course you were aware of the fact

but of course you were aware of the fact
that

that

that
people will go mad when they hear this

people will go mad when they hear this

people will go mad when they hear this
yeah when I I was talking to the

yeah when I I was talking to the

yeah when I I was talking to the
publisher he said man you're going to be

publisher he said man you're going to be

publisher he said man you're going to be
in trouble and I said a little bit of

in trouble and I said a little bit of

in trouble and I said a little bit of
trouble for

trouble for

trouble for
now no the the thing is um you know when

now no the the thing is um you know when

now no the the thing is um you know when
somebody gets sick and um they see it as

somebody gets sick and um they see it as

somebody gets sick and um they see it as
a let's say a punishment oh it's because

a let's say a punishment oh it's because

a let's say a punishment oh it's because
of my karma there something wrong

of my karma there something wrong

of my karma there something wrong
something wrong with me and then you

something wrong with me and then you

something wrong with me and then you
hear that say no it's actually the Tree

hear that say no it's actually the Tree

hear that say no it's actually the Tree
of Life telling you hey don't leave

of Life telling you hey don't leave

of Life telling you hey don't leave
yourself off a branch full of fear and

yourself off a branch full of fear and

yourself off a branch full of fear and
don't forget the dream that you have

don't forget the dream that you have

don't forget the dream that you have
don't forget uh you're here to to enjoy

don't forget uh you're here to to enjoy

don't forget uh you're here to to enjoy
that life is supposed to to be joyful

that life is supposed to to be joyful

that life is supposed to to be joyful
mhm and then it send you for example a

mhm and then it send you for example a

mhm and then it send you for example a
cancer or any illness in order to

cancer or any illness in order to

cancer or any illness in order to
transform yourself through the

transform yourself through the

transform yourself through the
experience like like a caterpillar going

experience like like a caterpillar going

experience like like a caterpillar going
through a cocon and then become a

through a cocon and then become a

through a cocon and then become a
butterfly there's like a crisis there

butterfly there's like a crisis there

butterfly there's like a crisis there
and if you access to with this um idea

and if you access to with this um idea

and if you access to with this um idea
that hey life is doing H something um is

that hey life is doing H something um is

that hey life is doing H something um is
helping me like uh car car booster jum I

helping me like uh car car booster jum I

helping me like uh car car booster jum I
think he said uh sickness is the effort

think he said uh sickness is the effort

think he said uh sickness is the effort
that Mother Earth does in order to heal

that Mother Earth does in order to heal

that Mother Earth does in order to heal
the man right so it's actually doing an

the man right so it's actually doing an

the man right so it's actually doing an
effort for you and they start to feel

effort for you and they start to feel

effort for you and they start to feel
gratitude they start to change some

gratitude they start to change some

gratitude they start to change some
patterns I'm going to explain for

patterns I'm going to explain for

patterns I'm going to explain for
example what happened the other day in

example what happened the other day in

example what happened the other day in
one of my events it was a woman who have

one of my events it was a woman who have

one of my events it was a woman who have
in the right chest um two tumors each of

in the right chest um two tumors each of

in the right chest um two tumors each of
them they were two cm

them they were two cm

them they were two cm
each and I just ask a question what

each and I just ask a question what

each and I just ask a question what
happened two years ago to M two years

happened two years ago to M two years

happened two years ago to M two years
ago and said oh yeah I have a conflict

ago and said oh yeah I have a conflict

ago and said oh yeah I have a conflict
with my husband we got we got separated

with my husband we got we got separated

with my husband we got we got separated
and not only that but my son also took

and not only that but my son also took

and not only that but my son also took
uh took a sight and then she she she he

uh took a sight and then she she she he

uh took a sight and then she she she he
left with him so you see two conflicts 2

left with him so you see two conflicts 2

left with him so you see two conflicts 2
cm 2 cm two years so the only things he

cm 2 cm two years so the only things he

cm 2 cm two years so the only things he
has to be at peace with the situation

has to be at peace with the situation

has to be at peace with the situation
and then those tumors start to dissolve

and then those tumors start to dissolve

and then those tumors start to dissolve
the thing is you don't have to believe

the thing is you don't have to believe

the thing is you don't have to believe
it it's just listen that every symptom

it it's just listen that every symptom

it it's just listen that every symptom
that you have it have a c

that you have it have a c

that you have it have a c
and if you deactivate the cost the

and if you deactivate the cost the

and if you deactivate the cost the
symptoms are gone but what we do we

symptoms are gone but what we do we

symptoms are gone but what we do we
fight against the symptoms and then you

fight against the symptoms and then you

fight against the symptoms and then you
have that to be afraid and then a

have that to be afraid and then a

have that to be afraid and then a
metastasis can can can happen because

metastasis can can can happen because

metastasis can can can happen because
there more conflict related to fear yeah

there more conflict related to fear yeah

there more conflict related to fear yeah
so you say the cancer for example in

so you say the cancer for example in

so you say the cancer for example in
this is is like a

this is is like a

this is is like a
symptom a cancer is a symptom of a

symptom a cancer is a symptom of a

symptom a cancer is a symptom of a
deeper cause if if you see somebody who

deeper cause if if you see somebody who

deeper cause if if you see somebody who
has cancer if you have the question are

has cancer if you have the question are

has cancer if you have the question are
you living your life or the life of

you living your life or the life of

you living your life or the life of
others they in the 99% of the cases they

others they in the 99% of the cases they

others they in the 99% of the cases they
will tell you I forgot about my life I

will tell you I forgot about my life I

will tell you I forgot about my life I
was living by external validation I was

was living by external validation I was

was living by external validation I was
doing so much for others I forgot about

doing so much for others I forgot about

doing so much for others I forgot about
myself and now I'm so angry you will

myself and now I'm so angry you will

myself and now I'm so angry you will
feel that pattern if you see why people

feel that pattern if you see why people

feel that pattern if you see why people
who die of cancer they are they are

who die of cancer they are they are

who die of cancer they are they are
supposed they they look like good people

supposed they they look like good people

supposed they they look like good people
no I don't understand he was such a good

no I don't understand he was such a good

no I don't understand he was such a good
person and the bad guys they are they

person and the bad guys they are they

person and the bad guys they are they
they are very healthy they're congruent

they are very healthy they're congruent

they are very healthy they're congruent
and I'm not saying for me there's no

and I'm not saying for me there's no

and I'm not saying for me there's no
good or bad but if you're congruent if I

good or bad but if you're congruent if I

good or bad but if you're congruent if I
like this I do it you're fine but if you

like this I do it you're fine but if you

like this I do it you're fine but if you
like that and you repress that you start

like that and you repress that you start

like that and you repress that you start
to be sick yeah because that's like

to be sick yeah because that's like

to be sick yeah because that's like
poison exactly because you're repressing

poison exactly because you're repressing

poison exactly because you're repressing
yeah you're repressing down for example

yeah you're repressing down for example

yeah you're repressing down for example
I don't know some people there born to

I don't know some people there born to

I don't know some people there born to
be an artist and then they decide to be

be an artist and then they decide to be

be an artist and then they decide to be
in an office repressing down everything

in an office repressing down everything

in an office repressing down everything
and then they they start to feel feel

and then they they start to feel feel

and then they they start to feel feel
depressed and that depression lead to

depressed and that depression lead to

depressed and that depression lead to
some symptoms and then they get the

some symptoms and then they get the

some symptoms and then they get the
cancer so so I'm not saying this is a

cancer so so I'm not saying this is a

cancer so so I'm not saying this is a
radical message but but now it's open up

radical message but but now it's open up

radical message but but now it's open up
for people that trying and I know the

for people that trying and I know the

for people that trying and I know the
only one who's talking about it when you

only one who's talking about it when you

only one who's talking about it when you
try to say to whatever symptom you have

try to say to whatever symptom you have

try to say to whatever symptom you have
hey what kind of from you and you open

hey what kind of from you and you open

hey what kind of from you and you open
up you're going to see that there is

up you're going to see that there is

up you're going to see that there is
behind there is so much love in order to

behind there is so much love in order to

behind there is so much love in order to
wake up and be back to the tree yeah but

wake up and be back to the tree yeah but

wake up and be back to the tree yeah but
you a certain way and and I know you

you a certain way and and I know you

you a certain way and and I know you
don't mean it that way but in a certain

don't mean it that way but in a certain

don't mean it that way but in a certain
way you say to people with cancer oh

way you say to people with cancer oh

way you say to people with cancer oh
that's your own fault no no no never

that's your own fault no no no never

that's your own fault no no no never
never there is no fault there is nobody

never there is no fault there is nobody

never there is no fault there is nobody
who is guilty here it's like oh you got

who is guilty here it's like oh you got

who is guilty here it's like oh you got
distracted can can you see this more

distracted can can you see this more

distracted can can you see this more
like hey you got distracted it can be

like hey you got distracted it can be

like hey you got distracted it can be
fixed right now yeah cuz oh you fall oh

fixed right now yeah cuz oh you fall oh

fixed right now yeah cuz oh you fall oh
did you you already send adjustment to

did you you already send adjustment to

did you you already send adjustment to
the person and and the universe is

the person and and the universe is

the person and and the universe is
innocent we are innocent we we we we can

innocent we are innocent we we we we can

innocent we are innocent we we we we can
believe we we're creature of God we are

believe we we're creature of God we are

believe we we're creature of God we are
branches of of the tree of life it's the

branches of of the tree of life it's the

branches of of the tree of life it's the
same you can never be guilty of anything

same you can never be guilty of anything

same you can never be guilty of anything
no there is no fault that you just try a

no there is no fault that you just try a

no there is no fault that you just try a
different way and now try to adjust

different way and now try to adjust

different way and now try to adjust
there's no good and bad is no no no is

there's no good and bad is no no no is

there's no good and bad is no no no is
for me I don't see a d dualistic thing

for me I don't see a d dualistic thing

for me I don't see a d dualistic thing
here it's a see like you got distracted

here it's a see like you got distracted

here it's a see like you got distracted
now you have the opportunity cancer um

now you have the opportunity cancer um

now you have the opportunity cancer um
um require more of Consciousness maybe

um require more of Consciousness maybe

um require more of Consciousness maybe
you you have a headage it's like when

you you have a headage it's like when

you you have a headage it's like when
you went too far away now cancer is

you went too far away now cancer is

you went too far away now cancer is
telling you hey get back to the source

telling you hey get back to the source

telling you hey get back to the source
without dying so you understand what I'm

without dying so you understand what I'm

without dying so you understand what I'm
saying but you have to die to your own

saying but you have to die to your own

saying but you have to die to your own
version that old version have to die you

version that old version have to die you

version that old version have to die you
know the one that you deny who you are

know the one that you deny who you are

know the one that you deny who you are
the one that is looking for external

the one that is looking for external

the one that is looking for external
validation that version have to die so

validation that version have to die so

validation that version have to die so
you say a little death yeah yeah yeah a

you say a little death yeah yeah yeah a

you say a little death yeah yeah yeah a
little death yeah H and I don't know if

little death yeah H and I don't know if

little death yeah H and I don't know if
you came up with this or your master or

you came up with this or your master or

you came up with this or your master or
maybe it's for somebody else it doesn't

maybe it's for somebody else it doesn't

maybe it's for somebody else it doesn't
matter but that's great great thing to

matter but that's great great thing to

matter but that's great great thing to
to to imagine that if if in in in your

to to imagine that if if in in in your

to to imagine that if if in in in your
car uh the dashboard is saying oh you're

car uh the dashboard is saying oh you're

car uh the dashboard is saying oh you're
driving without oil what you never would

driving without oil what you never would

driving without oil what you never would
do

do

do
is uh well you can explain at a sticker

is uh well you can explain at a sticker

is uh well you can explain at a sticker
with a smile nothing happened you know

with a smile nothing happened you know

with a smile nothing happened you know
like I think there's a super quote said

like I think there's a super quote said

like I think there's a super quote said
um okay you can't ignore uh you can't

um okay you can't ignore uh you can't

um okay you can't ignore uh you can't
ignore the cons the the reality but you

ignore the cons the the reality but you

ignore the cons the the reality but you
can never ignore the consequences of

can never ignore the consequences of

can never ignore the consequences of
ignoring the reality so if your car is

ignoring the reality so if your car is

ignoring the reality so if your car is
telling you like your body hey change

telling you like your body hey change

telling you like your body hey change
the oil change these electric things

the oil change these electric things

the oil change these electric things
that they are not working and you you

that they are not working and you you

that they are not working and you you
just play stickers like yeah positive

just play stickers like yeah positive

just play stickers like yeah positive
thinking you know like smiley yeah yeah

thinking you know like smiley yeah yeah

thinking you know like smiley yeah yeah
you know ha happy flower then boom and

you know ha happy flower then boom and

you know ha happy flower then boom and
then you're going to you don't see it

then you're going to you don't see it

then you're going to you don't see it
yeah the car have to stop in the middle

yeah the car have to stop in the middle

yeah the car have to stop in the middle
of the road and then you have a bigger

of the road and then you have a bigger

of the road and then you have a bigger
problem so it's good to listen every day

problem so it's good to listen every day

problem so it's good to listen every day
what is going

what is going

what is going
on and what are uh of course there are

on and what are uh of course there are

on and what are uh of course there are
several kind of well let's call it

several kind of well let's call it

several kind of well let's call it
poisons uh so and things where you can

poisons uh so and things where you can

poisons uh so and things where you can
get sick from or what is one of

get sick from or what is one of

get sick from or what is one of
the what do you think is one of the

the what do you think is one of the

the what do you think is one of the
most yeah heavy heavy poisons that

most yeah heavy heavy poisons that

most yeah heavy heavy poisons that
people aren't aware

people aren't aware

people aren't aware
of of course if you steal if you if you

of of course if you steal if you if you

of of course if you steal if you if you
will be bad we all know that's more the

will be bad we all know that's more the

will be bad we all know that's more the
karma thing we all know but somewhere in

karma thing we all know but somewhere in

karma thing we all know but somewhere in
your book I I I thought oh wow like you

your book I I I thought oh wow like you

your book I I I thought oh wow like you
mentioned validation of other people and

mentioned validation of other people and

mentioned validation of other people and
and really small yeah there there is

and really small yeah there there is

and really small yeah there there is
three Foundation of fear um that is

three Foundation of fear um that is

three Foundation of fear um that is
actually creating creating this mindset

actually creating creating this mindset

actually creating creating this mindset
of Separation um you know is what I said

of Separation um you know is what I said

of Separation um you know is what I said
to people you know when you have if you

to people you know when you have if you

to people you know when you have if you
have thought in your head the thought

have thought in your head the thought

have thought in your head the thought
they are not bad or good they they are

they are not bad or good they they are

they are not bad or good they they are
just the symptoms of where you are in

just the symptoms of where you are in

just the symptoms of where you are in
your mindset the more thought you have

your mindset the more thought you have

your mindset the more thought you have
the more in the branches you are and the

the more in the branches you are and the

the more in the branches you are and the
less in the in the tree so that's why

less in the in the tree so that's why

less in the in the tree so that's why
when people come to my events or they

when people come to my events or they

when people come to my events or they
practice the meditation I share they

practice the meditation I share they

practice the meditation I share they
feel he very weird there's no thought

feel he very weird there's no thought

feel he very weird there's no thought
anymore but I'm here and I understand

anymore but I'm here and I understand

anymore but I'm here and I understand
and I can live my life so there's no

and I can live my life so there's no

and I can live my life so there's no
controlling there is no over thinking oh

controlling there is no over thinking oh

controlling there is no over thinking oh
my God what what happen but they super

my God what what happen but they super

my God what what happen but they super
happy can you see that now you're

happy can you see that now you're

happy can you see that now you're
smiling before it was like really hard

smiling before it was like really hard

smiling before it was like really hard
for you yeah so the three Foundation of

for you yeah so the three Foundation of

for you yeah so the three Foundation of
fear is um the need of external

fear is um the need of external

fear is um the need of external
validation all the time looking for ex

validation all the time looking for ex

validation all the time looking for ex
validation they for you for forget about

validation they for you for forget about

validation they for you for forget about
yourself another one is the need of

yourself another one is the need of

yourself another one is the need of
controlling so if you're controlling

controlling so if you're controlling

controlling so if you're controlling
it's because you don't trust life

it's because you don't trust life

it's because you don't trust life
therefore you have to do it by yourself

therefore you have to do it by yourself

therefore you have to do it by yourself
if we deny the tree you have to create a

if we deny the tree you have to create a

if we deny the tree you have to create a
stitute of the tree or suude of God is

stitute of the tree or suude of God is

stitute of the tree or suude of God is
called is like a mindset of thought and

called is like a mindset of thought and

called is like a mindset of thought and
now there are my guidance and there this

now there are my guidance and there this

now there are my guidance and there this
this guiding is is actually a misguiding

this guiding is is actually a misguiding

this guiding is is actually a misguiding
is misguiding you to look where there is

is misguiding you to look where there is

is misguiding you to look where there is
actually nothing the in the illusion you

actually nothing the in the illusion you

actually nothing the in the illusion you
know the the the love that are going to

know the the the love that are going to

know the the the love that are going to
deny and I'm going to look in a

deny and I'm going to look in a

deny and I'm going to look in a
relationship for that love and therefore

relationship for that love and therefore

relationship for that love and therefore
good luck with that cuz you're going to

good luck with that cuz you're going to

good luck with that cuz you're going to
you're going to you're going to hurt

you're going to you're going to hurt

you're going to you're going to hurt
yourself and another one is the the need

yourself and another one is the the need

yourself and another one is the the need
of security we're looking for security

of security we're looking for security

of security we're looking for security
instead of for Freedom we we want to be

instead of for Freedom we we want to be

instead of for Freedom we we want to be
safe therefore you know they're not

safe therefore you know they're not

safe therefore you know they're not
going to be happy a safe work a safe

going to be happy a safe work a safe

going to be happy a safe work a safe
thing a safe relationship everything had

thing a safe relationship everything had

thing a safe relationship everything had
to be safe and in that uh exchange of

to be safe and in that uh exchange of

to be safe and in that uh exchange of
Freedom you at the end you you get lost

Freedom you at the end you you get lost

Freedom you at the end you you get lost
because freedom is our true identity

because freedom is our true identity

because freedom is our true identity
we're supposed to be free and if you see

we're supposed to be free and if you see

we're supposed to be free and if you see
the society people are there they're not

the society people are there they're not

the society people are there they're not
free at all they're afraid yeah see yeah

free at all they're afraid yeah see yeah

free at all they're afraid yeah see yeah
it's it's it's it's great and how it's a

it's it's it's it's great and how it's a

it's it's it's it's great and how it's a
big question but

big question but

big question but
how um yeah could you get rid of those

how um yeah could you get rid of those

how um yeah could you get rid of those
fears well we have the foundation of

fears well we have the foundation of

fears well we have the foundation of
Love um for example um the opposite to

Love um for example um the opposite to

Love um for example um the opposite to
external validation is self-discovery if

external validation is self-discovery if

external validation is self-discovery if
I start to selfis discover discover

I start to selfis discover discover

I start to selfis discover discover
myself that's going to be against the

myself that's going to be against the

myself that's going to be against the
external validation especially back in

external validation especially back in

external validation especially back in
the days if you were meditating you're

the days if you were meditating you're

the days if you were meditating you're
weird your black magician you know now

weird your black magician you know now

weird your black magician you know now
it's it's more like it is like a fashion

it's it's more like it is like a fashion

it's it's more like it is like a fashion
you know actually if you don't meditate

you know actually if you don't meditate

you know actually if you don't meditate
now you're weird especially H is like

now you're weird especially H is like

now you're weird especially H is like
but it's good because now it's a fashion

but it's good because now it's a fashion

but it's good because now it's a fashion
and every fashion have the the up and

and every fashion have the the up and

and every fashion have the the up and
downs but let's say that it's good to at

downs but let's say that it's good to at

downs but let's say that it's good to at
least they don't put you in jail when

least they don't put you in jail when

least they don't put you in jail when
you

you

you
meditate so then we have uh they need uh

meditate so then we have uh they need uh

meditate so then we have uh they need uh
the The Looking For Freedom instead of

the The Looking For Freedom instead of

the The Looking For Freedom instead of
security and you start to a how can I

security and you start to a how can I

security and you start to a how can I
make this day more free how can I be

make this day more free how can I be

make this day more free how can I be
more free in this situation and then

more free in this situation and then

more free in this situation and then
look of that freedom it's it's like

look of that freedom it's it's like

look of that freedom it's it's like
especially in your mind if you're free

especially in your mind if you're free

especially in your mind if you're free
your mind it doesn't matter where you

your mind it doesn't matter where you

your mind it doesn't matter where you
are if you're in jail I remember some

are if you're in jail I remember some

are if you're in jail I remember some
some master they were in jail by the

some master they were in jail by the

some master they were in jail by the
Chinese and and they were spelled out of

Chinese and and they were spelled out of

Chinese and and they were spelled out of
the jail because it were it were a bad

the jail because it were it were a bad

the jail because it were it were a bad
example for other because because they

example for other because because they

example for other because because they
were just happy how can you be happy in

were just happy how can you be happy in

were just happy how can you be happy in
jail so and the other one is um instead

jail so and the other one is um instead

jail so and the other one is um instead
of uh looking for you know for control

of uh looking for you know for control

of uh looking for you know for control
is is have faith in life you know little

is is have faith in life you know little

is is have faith in life you know little
thing that will give you trust and

thing that will give you trust and

thing that will give you trust and
therefore you will become you know

therefore you will become you know

therefore you will become you know
faithful about about life you will you

faithful about about life you will you

faithful about about life you will you
will be having this Faith looking for

will be having this Faith looking for

will be having this Faith looking for
new opportunities New Horizons you know

new opportunities New Horizons you know

new opportunities New Horizons you know
uh Thinking Out of the Box uh the other

uh Thinking Out of the Box uh the other

uh Thinking Out of the Box uh the other
day we saw walking woman who who was

day we saw walking woman who who was

day we saw walking woman who who was
working with a box and she was kind of

working with a box and she was kind of

working with a box and she was kind of
oh this is a good symbol somebody with a

oh this is a good symbol somebody with a

oh this is a good symbol somebody with a
box I don't know if she was uh going to

box I don't know if she was uh going to

box I don't know if she was uh going to
Carnival losan was in a box like walking

Carnival losan was in a box like walking

Carnival losan was in a box like walking
in the street I was like w and I

in the street I was like w and I

in the street I was like w and I
Dreaming here uh so that was an example

Dreaming here uh so that was an example

Dreaming here uh so that was an example
that's weird all the time in this little

that's weird all the time in this little

that's weird all the time in this little
box and every time somebody challenge

box and every time somebody challenge

box and every time somebody challenge
your box you get angry you know you see

your box you get angry you know you see

your box you get angry you know you see
oh my God is is challenge my box

oh my God is is challenge my box

oh my God is is challenge my box
no just let go of the box and see what

no just let go of the box and see what

no just let go of the box and see what
is there you see Freedom you see life

is there you see Freedom you see life

is there you see Freedom you see life
you see everything that's why what I

you see everything that's why what I

you see everything that's why what I
said to you before I like to simplify

said to you before I like to simplify

said to you before I like to simplify
spirituality because life is simple but

spirituality because life is simple but

spirituality because life is simple but
if you see for example in in the social

if you see for example in in the social

if you see for example in in the social
media people say a status in my

media people say a status in my

media people say a status in my
relationship is complicated we

relationship is complicated we

relationship is complicated we
complicate life in so many ways and

complicate life in so many ways and

complicate life in so many ways and
forms and then say wow I don't know why

forms and then say wow I don't know why

forms and then say wow I don't know why
I'm suffering so much because you

I'm suffering so much because you

I'm suffering so much because you
complicated you everything you know

complicated you everything you know

complicated you everything you know
you're supposed to simplify yeah the

you're supposed to simplify yeah the

you're supposed to simplify yeah the
happy people and not saying you have to

happy people and not saying you have to

happy people and not saying you have to
deny your stuff or anything no it's

deny your stuff or anything no it's

deny your stuff or anything no it's
living but without complicating Your

living but without complicating Your

living but without complicating Your
Existence you know doing the opposite

Existence you know doing the opposite

Existence you know doing the opposite
simplify yeah it sounds so easy but it

simplify yeah it sounds so easy but it

simplify yeah it sounds so easy but it
well but our programs say no no no the

well but our programs say no no no the

well but our programs say no no no the
more I have the more I am so you see the

more I have the more I am so you see the

more I have the more I am so you see the
more I do the more the more external

more I do the more the more external

more I do the more the more external
validation I get yeah and then you in

validation I get yeah and then you in

validation I get yeah and then you in
being say hey be with me and then

being say hey be with me and then

being say hey be with me and then
everything you do is going to be magical

everything you do is going to be magical

everything you do is going to be magical
CU it's effortless yeah and here is the

CU it's effortless yeah and here is the

CU it's effortless yeah and here is the
more you you sacrifice yourself the more

more you you sacrifice yourself the more

more you you sacrifice yourself the more
maybe you will get a statue somewhere

maybe you will get a statue somewhere

maybe you will get a statue somewhere
and they will have a place for you in

and they will have a place for you in

and they will have a place for you in
the Wikipedia you know that's see

the Wikipedia you know that's see

the Wikipedia you know that's see
special yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah

special yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah

special yeah exactly yeah yeah yeah
Special

Special

Special
Branch um what for me is a well of

Branch um what for me is a well of

Branch um what for me is a well of
course yosephine my daughter is my

course yosephine my daughter is my

course yosephine my daughter is my
biggest uh master and and and well gives

biggest uh master and and and well gives

biggest uh master and and and well gives
me a lot of inspiration how well is she

me a lot of inspiration how well is she

me a lot of inspiration how well is she
now five months five month wow that's

now five months five month wow that's

now five months five month wow that's
fantastic she's in the three right now

fantastic she's in the three right now

fantastic she's in the three right now
yeah yeah yeah exactly but

yeah yeah yeah exactly but

yeah yeah yeah exactly but
and and because she's like a mirror for

and and because she's like a mirror for

and and because she's like a mirror for
me as well

me as well

me as well
and yeah I am I used I would like to say

and yeah I am I used I would like to say

and yeah I am I used I would like to say
I used to be but I still

I used to be but I still

I used to be but I still
am

am

am
impatience and uh well she's learning me

impatience and uh well she's learning me

impatience and uh well she's learning me
to be more patience yeah um is that

to be more patience yeah um is that

to be more patience yeah um is that
meditation as well or do you have like

meditation as well or do you have like

meditation as well or do you have like
another practice to to well to train to

another practice to to well to train to

another practice to to well to train to
be

be

be
patient yeah this is more like impatient

patient yeah this is more like impatient

patient yeah this is more like impatient
is you know something that is is very

is you know something that is is very

is you know something that is is very
very on the fact that I don't respect

very on the fact that I don't respect

very on the fact that I don't respect
that life has his own flow you know it's

that life has his own flow you know it's

that life has his own flow you know it's
the typical example you're baking a a b

the typical example you're baking a a b

the typical example you're baking a a b
a cake in the oven and you're opening is

a cake in the oven and you're opening is

a cake in the oven and you're opening is
is it done yet is it done yet is it

is it done yet is it done yet is it

is it done yet is it done yet is it
don't yet and you actually delay the

don't yet and you actually delay the

don't yet and you actually delay the
whole thing yeah so no no I know life is

whole thing yeah so no no I know life is

whole thing yeah so no no I know life is
taking care of of of this so I share

taking care of of of this so I share

taking care of of of this so I share
with people uh Sometimes some some

with people uh Sometimes some some

with people uh Sometimes some some
mantras like the the the Mantra I mean I

mantras like the the the Mantra I mean I

mantras like the the the Mantra I mean I
mean a thought comes you I tell you hey

mean a thought comes you I tell you hey

mean a thought comes you I tell you hey
what if what is this happening and you

what if what is this happening and you

what if what is this happening and you
say I don't know no I know that life is

say I don't know no I know that life is

say I don't know no I know that life is
taking care of me I know the oven is

taking care of me I know the oven is

taking care of me I know the oven is
baking the cake it's not me who's baking

baking the cake it's not me who's baking

baking the cake it's not me who's baking
the cake I did my part and now I trust

the cake I did my part and now I trust

the cake I did my part and now I trust
it will take the time and then when

it will take the time and then when

it will take the time and then when
there is impa no no no no everything has

there is impa no no no no everything has

there is impa no no no no everything has
to be because we are programed to have

to be because we are programed to have

to be because we are programed to have
it everything fast that is a trap

it everything fast that is a trap

it everything fast that is a trap
because we don't we don't actually allow

because we don't we don't actually allow

because we don't we don't actually allow
the flow of life to actually maybe you

the flow of life to actually maybe you

the flow of life to actually maybe you
know to to give it some to make it

know to to give it some to make it

know to to give it some to make it
mature you know to to flourish we we we

mature you know to to flourish we we we

mature you know to to flourish we we we
we we take it like this and instant

we we take it like this and instant

we we take it like this and instant
gratification called yeah and then the

gratification called yeah and then the

gratification called yeah and then the
the kids especially now it's fine but

the kids especially now it's fine but

the kids especially now it's fine but
when she become a teenager they going to

when she become a teenager they going to

when she become a teenager they going to
be a master a master chip for you okay

be a master a master chip for you okay

be a master a master chip for you okay
you know of patient especially there

you know of patient especially there

you know of patient especially there
they're going to challenge you a lot

they're going to challenge you a lot

they're going to challenge you a lot
because kids they're supposed to give

because kids they're supposed to give

because kids they're supposed to give
you some contrast for example I remember

you some contrast for example I remember

you some contrast for example I remember
a a friend her name isab she's very

a a friend her name isab she's very

a a friend her name isab she's very
spiritual and she said you know

spiritual and she said you know

spiritual and she said you know
spirituality and money they don't go

spirituality and money they don't go

spirituality and money they don't go
together this is another

together this is another

together this is another
misunderstanding because everything's in

misunderstanding because everything's in

misunderstanding because everything's in
energy so if I don't have anything about

energy so if I don't have anything about

energy so if I don't have anything about
against money money will come because I

against money money will come because I

against money money will come because I
don't have anything about a friend that

don't have anything about a friend that

don't have anything about a friend that
friend will come so exactly the same

friend will come so exactly the same

friend will come so exactly the same
thing so she was like so in opposition

thing so she was like so in opposition

thing so she was like so in opposition
to to money that one day she was

to to money that one day she was

to to money that one day she was
meditating and the little girl I think

meditating and the little girl I think

meditating and the little girl I think
she was five years old she touched her

she was five years old she touched her

she was five years old she touched her
in the shoulder said Mom you know what

in the shoulder said Mom you know what

in the shoulder said Mom you know what
stop stop meditating and get out there

stop stop meditating and get out there

stop stop meditating and get out there
and get some money go money is m is the

and get some money go money is m is the

and get some money go money is m is the
most important I want money I want to Dr

most important I want money I want to Dr

most important I want money I want to Dr
I oh oh and I said yeah do I creating

I oh oh and I said yeah do I creating

I oh oh and I said yeah do I creating
that by contrast you see so the kids

that by contrast you see so the kids

that by contrast you see so the kids
will give you the contrast if you are

will give you the contrast if you are

will give you the contrast if you are
very spiritual they would do the

very spiritual they would do the

very spiritual they would do the
opposite exactly so you see they have to

opposite exactly so you see they have to

opposite exactly so you see they have to
see you as a reference as a as a clean

see you as a reference as a as a clean

see you as a reference as a as a clean
example so don't impose anything to the

example so don't impose anything to the

example so don't impose anything to the
kids and then they will respect you and

kids and then they will respect you and

kids and then they will respect you and
value and they will go for it otherwise

value and they will go for it otherwise

value and they will go for it otherwise
they will be your your contrast mirror

they will be your your contrast mirror

they will be your your contrast mirror
they will um reflect the opposition of

they will um reflect the opposition of

they will um reflect the opposition of
what you're doing it's fantastic it's

what you're doing it's fantastic it's

what you're doing it's fantastic it's
it's a master

it's a master

it's a master
ship great great great great um so I ask

ship great great great great um so I ask

ship great great great great um so I ask
you about the books no books no books at

you about the books no books no books at

you about the books no books no books at
all or is there was like is there like

all or is there was like is there like

all or is there was like is there like
one book you you

one book you you

one book you you
you can mention your own books of yeah

you can mention your own books of yeah

you can mention your own books of yeah
you told me you have this uh question

you told me you have this uh question

you told me you have this uh question
like and I like to break traditions yeah

like and I like to break traditions yeah

like and I like to break traditions yeah
I love it yeah but but the thing is if I

I love it yeah but but the thing is if I

I love it yeah but but the thing is if I
recall properly I remember one only one

recall properly I remember one only one

recall properly I remember one only one
book well actually two now I com in

book well actually two now I com in

book well actually two now I com in
another one H one day one day I I got

another one H one day one day I I got

another one H one day one day I I got
this book I think I was in my seven I 17

this book I think I was in my seven I 17

this book I think I was in my seven I 17
years old and then I started to open up

years old and then I started to open up

years old and then I started to open up
to something else it was the the ninth

to something else it was the the ninth

to something else it was the the ninth
Insight the ninth inside I think that's

Insight the ninth inside I think that's

Insight the ninth inside I think that's
that's the name okay and and what's it

that's the name okay and and what's it

that's the name okay and and what's it
about

about

about
and or the celestin prophecy probably

and or the celestin prophecy probably

and or the celestin prophecy probably
celestin prophecy I think oh yeah yeah I

celestin prophecy I think oh yeah yeah I

celestin prophecy I think oh yeah yeah I
know what you mean Cel Cel prophecy yeah

know what you mean Cel Cel prophecy yeah

know what you mean Cel Cel prophecy yeah
I think we in Hispanic we tend to change

I think we in Hispanic we tend to change

I think we in Hispanic we tend to change
I think celestin prophecy in in English

I think celestin prophecy in in English

I think celestin prophecy in in English
right yeah so yeah it was it was about

right yeah so yeah it was it was about

right yeah so yeah it was it was about
there is energy you know there is

there is energy you know there is

there is energy you know there is
synchronicity there is this there is

synchronicity there is this there is

synchronicity there is this there is
there probably the connections will will

there probably the connections will will

there probably the connections will will
guide you to and that for me was wow

guide you to and that for me was wow

guide you to and that for me was wow
Brown I know I'm not sure sure probably

Brown I know I'm not sure sure probably

Brown I know I'm not sure sure probably
prob I think James is look like the

prob I think James is look like the

prob I think James is look like the
singer of Metallica Jane efield or

singer of Metallica Jane efield or

singer of Metallica Jane efield or
something like this I I don't know it it

something like this I I don't know it it

something like this I I don't know it it
sounds like simp because I as I said it

sounds like simp because I as I said it

sounds like simp because I as I said it
was when I was now I'm 48 and it was

was when I was now I'm 48 and it was

was when I was now I'm 48 and it was
when I was 17 so yeah so was a long time

when I was 17 so yeah so was a long time

when I was 17 so yeah so was a long time
ago uh I I still amazed that I have that

ago uh I I still amazed that I have that

ago uh I I still amazed that I have that
memory and then it was another one who

memory and then it was another one who

memory and then it was another one who
really really make an impression with me

really really make an impression with me

really really make an impression with me
cuz I was having what people call Lucy

cuz I was having what people call Lucy

cuz I was having what people call Lucy
dreams um and then my master they

dreams um and then my master they

dreams um and then my master they
encouraged me to do a lot of U these

encouraged me to do a lot of U these

encouraged me to do a lot of U these
projections at night that I could I

projections at night that I could I

projections at night that I could I
could actually access to to

could actually access to to

could actually access to to
information and one person said man

information and one person said man

information and one person said man
you're not crazy read this book and it

you're not crazy read this book and it

you're not crazy read this book and it
was a very thin book from Krishna morti

was a very thin book from Krishna morti

was a very thin book from Krishna morti
it's called at the feet of the master

it's called at the feet of the master

it's called at the feet of the master
are you familiar with this no he

are you familiar with this no he

are you familiar with this no he
actually when he was a child he was

actually when he was a child he was

actually when he was a child he was
going to the astral world to the dream

going to the astral world to the dream

going to the astral world to the dream
world and he was getting information

world and he was getting information

world and he was getting information
from a from a master and he wrote down

from a from a master and he wrote down

from a from a master and he wrote down
that information so for me it was an

that information so for me it was an

that information so for me it was an
open an opener to say hey this is

open an opener to say hey this is

open an opener to say hey this is
actually doable so I was I'm not czy czy

actually doable so I was I'm not czy czy

actually doable so I was I'm not czy czy
I can actually access to the same thing

I can actually access to the same thing

I can actually access to the same thing
and from there it I felt actually very

and from there it I felt actually very

and from there it I felt actually very
easy in my lucid dreaming experiences I

easy in my lucid dreaming experiences I

easy in my lucid dreaming experiences I
would say these two books yeah great but

would say these two books yeah great but

would say these two books yeah great but
the rest I has access to my in

the rest I has access to my in

the rest I has access to my in
information yeah and that's it and do

information yeah and that's it and do

information yeah and that's it and do
you still uh work with with with lucid

you still uh work with with with lucid

you still uh work with with with lucid
dreams to to yeah I teach people how to

dreams to to yeah I teach people how to

dreams to to yeah I teach people how to
lucid dreaming because lucd dreaming for

lucid dreaming because lucd dreaming for

lucid dreaming because lucd dreaming for
me I love the fact that uh back in the

me I love the fact that uh back in the

me I love the fact that uh back in the
days you know this this amazing lamb as

days you know this this amazing lamb as

days you know this this amazing lamb as
they said you know what we we are

they said you know what we we are

they said you know what we we are
spending eight hours sleeping every

spending eight hours sleeping every

spending eight hours sleeping every
night every every night so in if we

night every every night so in if we

night every every night so in if we
become 80 uh it's like uh 25 years

become 80 uh it's like uh 25 years

become 80 uh it's like uh 25 years
sleeping so why don't we keep on

sleeping so why don't we keep on

sleeping so why don't we keep on
reaching information and and then and

reaching information and and then and

reaching information and and then and
then they drink I think they made up

then they drink I think they made up

then they drink I think they made up
things I drink yoga and these kind of

things I drink yoga and these kind of

things I drink yoga and these kind of
things and for me it's something that I

things and for me it's something that I

things and for me it's something that I
use every every every day even in my

use every every every day even in my

use every every every day even in my
siestas in my naps because for me I

siestas in my naps because for me I

siestas in my naps because for me I
don't get fooled by the senses when I go

don't get fooled by the senses when I go

don't get fooled by the senses when I go
to sleep I know that I'm Dreaming every

to sleep I know that I'm Dreaming every

to sleep I know that I'm Dreaming every
night I never get lost because because I

night I never get lost because because I

night I never get lost because because I
know that I'm three 24/7 so so if you

know that I'm three 24/7 so so if you

know that I'm three 24/7 so so if you
are not sure when you go and dream if

are not sure when you go and dream if

are not sure when you go and dream if
for example right now you are in Africa

for example right now you are in Africa

for example right now you are in Africa
and you are in different race different

and you are in different race different

and you are in different race different
color maybe you're a woman you believe

color maybe you're a woman you believe

color maybe you're a woman you believe
it that you keep on going right but then

it that you keep on going right but then

it that you keep on going right but then
I say hey wait a

I say hey wait a

I say hey wait a
moment no I know I know that and then I

moment no I know I know that and then I

moment no I know I know that and then I
I I connect with and then I can instead

I I connect with and then I can instead

I I connect with and then I can instead
of being reacting to what my

of being reacting to what my

of being reacting to what my
subconscious mind is giving me as a

subconscious mind is giving me as a

subconscious mind is giving me as a
release so every night the subconscious

release so every night the subconscious

release so every night the subconscious
mind is releasing information because we

mind is releasing information because we

mind is releasing information because we
have a lot of information it create like

have a lot of information it create like

have a lot of information it create like
a story so you can be reacting to that

a story so you can be reacting to that

a story so you can be reacting to that
or actually flying or going to some

or actually flying or going to some

or actually flying or going to some
wisdom temples or access to Masters or

wisdom temples or access to Masters or

wisdom temples or access to Masters or
can you can do so many things um

can you can do so many things um

can you can do so many things um
conscious wise that you're going to be

conscious wise that you're going to be

conscious wise that you're going to be
amazed wow yeah so oh and so for example

amazed wow yeah so oh and so for example

amazed wow yeah so oh and so for example
uh yesterday or tonight what are you

uh yesterday or tonight what are you

uh yesterday or tonight what are you
planning to discover during uh your

planning to discover during uh your

planning to discover during uh your
dreams are you thinking about that

dreams are you thinking about that

dreams are you thinking about that
beforeand no I don't I don't plan

beforeand no I don't I don't plan

beforeand no I don't I don't plan
anything well sometime sometime I mean

anything well sometime sometime I mean

anything well sometime sometime I mean
this is going to sound maybe a little

this is going to sound maybe a little

this is going to sound maybe a little
bit crazy I don't know but you can meet

bit crazy I don't know but you can meet

bit crazy I don't know but you can meet
uh somebody uh in the dreams like like

uh somebody uh in the dreams like like

uh somebody uh in the dreams like like
like today we meet we have uh the let's

like today we meet we have uh the let's

like today we meet we have uh the let's
say the vacation the the the coordinates

say the vacation the the the coordinates

say the vacation the the the coordinates
and we came so in the dream world also

and we came so in the dream world also

and we came so in the dream world also
yeah but the other person have to be

yeah but the other person have to be

yeah but the other person have to be
also in the same awarness that you are

also in the same awarness that you are

also in the same awarness that you are
that you can actually access and you can

that you can actually access and you can

that you can actually access and you can
you can meet the person and the way I

you can meet the person and the way I

you can meet the person and the way I
Discover it it was a long time ago um we

Discover it it was a long time ago um we

Discover it it was a long time ago um we
were practicing this with um back in the

were practicing this with um back in the

were practicing this with um back in the
days I have a girlfriend and we were

days I have a girlfriend and we were

days I have a girlfriend and we were
starting to discover that you can

starting to discover that you can

starting to discover that you can
actually wake up in the dreams and then

actually wake up in the dreams and then

actually wake up in the dreams and then
we decid to do uh experience together so

we decid to do uh experience together so

we decid to do uh experience together so
I remember when I went to sleep I

I remember when I went to sleep I

I remember when I went to sleep I
dreamed that I was in New York in a

dreamed that I was in New York in a

dreamed that I was in New York in a
hotel no actually it was like a

hotel no actually it was like a

hotel no actually it was like a
restaurant in a hotel in the top of the

restaurant in a hotel in the top of the

restaurant in a hotel in the top of the
hotel and we were having dinner and I

hotel and we were having dinner and I

hotel and we were having dinner and I
said hey you know what this is a lucid

said hey you know what this is a lucid

said hey you know what this is a lucid
dream I said no it's not look at the

dream I said no it's not look at the

dream I said no it's not look at the
ticket we came to New York I said no no

ticket we came to New York I said no no

ticket we came to New York I said no no
I'm when to jump out the window and I'm

I'm when to jump out the window and I'm

I'm when to jump out the window and I'm
want to fly said she hold my hand and

want to fly said she hold my hand and

want to fly said she hold my hand and
said don't do it you want to kill

said don't do it you want to kill

said don't do it you want to kill
yourself I love you I said okay so I

yourself I love you I said okay so I

yourself I love you I said okay so I
stay then I woke up I said oh damn it

stay then I woke up I said oh damn it

stay then I woke up I said oh damn it
was a dream and then next day she came

was a dream and then next day she came

was a dream and then next day she came
in the afternoon we didn't see each

in the afternoon we didn't see each

in the afternoon we didn't see each
other in the morning so she live in

other in the morning so she live in

other in the morning so she live in
another place came said sorry I said

another place came said sorry I said

another place came said sorry I said
what yesterday I thought we were in New

what yesterday I thought we were in New

what yesterday I thought we were in New
York I said for me it was a shock like

York I said for me it was a shock like

York I said for me it was a shock like
wow we can connect through the dreams

wow we can connect through the dreams

wow we can connect through the dreams
and from there I start to explore more

and from there I start to explore more

and from there I start to explore more
but as I said that was when I was 19

but as I said that was when I was 19

but as I said that was when I was 19
years old and for me now it's an

years old and for me now it's an

years old and for me now it's an
evidence that I can meet my masters I

evidence that I can meet my masters I

evidence that I can meet my masters I
can meet H students I can be yeah

can meet H students I can be yeah

can meet H students I can be yeah
because it's it's it's the same thing

because it's it's it's the same thing

because it's it's it's the same thing
like this this reality but the thing is

like this this reality but the thing is

like this this reality but the thing is
we're not conditioned by the by the

we're not conditioned by the by the

we're not conditioned by the by the
rules like here like gravity and all

rules like here like gravity and all

rules like here like gravity and all
rules that's why you can fly you can

rules that's why you can fly you can

rules that's why you can fly you can
access like like this to different spot

access like like this to different spot

access like like this to different spot
but people think this is weird but but

but people think this is weird but but

but people think this is weird but but
it's not it's actually something natural

it's not it's actually something natural

it's not it's actually something natural
once you deprogram your mind that's why

once you deprogram your mind that's why

once you deprogram your mind that's why
I'm teaching this in my Retreats my my

I'm teaching this in my Retreats my my

I'm teaching this in my Retreats my my
seminars even some lucd dreaming um

seminars even some lucd dreaming um

seminars even some lucd dreaming um
events that I have online so people ask

events that I have online so people ask

events that I have online so people ask
it man I'm having my own lucid dreaming

it man I'm having my own lucid dreaming

it man I'm having my own lucid dreaming
and it's very very easy yeah but it's

and it's very very easy yeah but it's

and it's very very easy yeah but it's
well again the limits we have in our

well again the limits we have in our

well again the limits we have in our
mind that that well takes us away from

mind that that well takes us away from

mind that that well takes us away from
exactly that's what I say when you ask

exactly that's what I say when you ask

exactly that's what I say when you ask
me how do you define yourself well I

me how do you define yourself well I

me how do you define yourself well I
don't have a definition but if you push

don't have a definition but if you push

don't have a definition but if you push
me it's like I'm a minded programmer I'm

me it's like I'm a minded programmer I'm

me it's like I'm a minded programmer I'm
the program uh mindsets yeah CU When you

the program uh mindsets yeah CU When you

the program uh mindsets yeah CU When you
the program something it's not possible

the program something it's not possible

the program something it's not possible
now what for example there is a this is

now what for example there is a this is

now what for example there is a this is
a story that it touched my heart because

a story that it touched my heart because

a story that it touched my heart because
actually I met the the guy it was a guy

actually I met the the guy it was a guy

actually I met the the guy it was a guy
in in mainland in Spain that he live in

in in mainland in Spain that he live in

in in mainland in Spain that he live in
in a farmer he used to be a a farmer and

in a farmer he used to be a a farmer and

in a farmer he used to be a a farmer and
he start to feel sick in the stomach so

he start to feel sick in the stomach so

he start to feel sick in the stomach so
he went to the doctor and the doctor

he went to the doctor and the doctor

he went to the doctor and the doctor
said you know what uh you have a

said you know what uh you have a

said you know what uh you have a
terminal cancer so just uh enjoy your

terminal cancer so just uh enjoy your

terminal cancer so just uh enjoy your
life um your family and that's it

life um your family and that's it

life um your family and that's it
because there's nothing to do because

because there's nothing to do because

because there's nothing to do because
it's very Advanced you have terminal

it's very Advanced you have terminal

it's very Advanced you have terminal
cancer so the guy left but seven years

cancer so the guy left but seven years

cancer so the guy left but seven years
later he have to do a check out and the

later he have to do a check out and the

later he have to do a check out and the
same doctor was there said hey are you

same doctor was there said hey are you

same doctor was there said hey are you
still alive yeah you told me I have a

still alive yeah you told me I have a

still alive yeah you told me I have a
terminal cancer the cancer is finished

terminal cancer the cancer is finished

terminal cancer the cancer is finished
it's terminal so terminal means it's

it's terminal so terminal means it's

it's terminal so terminal means it's
gone so you see he was not programmed

gone so you see he was not programmed

gone so you see he was not programmed
that he would die he leing and believe

that he would die he leing and believe

that he would die he leing and believe
you're going to it's ter called oh thank

you're going to it's ter called oh thank

you're going to it's ter called oh thank
you I'm going to enjoy as you say so

you I'm going to enjoy as you say so

you I'm going to enjoy as you say so
that's that's an example and this is

that's that's an example and this is

that's that's an example and this is
this is the good part but uh on the

this is the good part but uh on the

this is the good part but uh on the
opposite there's one story in one of

opposite there's one story in one of

opposite there's one story in one of
your books it's it's about levitation

your books it's it's about levitation

your books it's it's about levitation
and and and oh why why don't you do that

and and and oh why why don't you do that

and and and oh why why don't you do that
well because somebody told me it's not

well because somebody told me it's not

well because somebody told me it's not
possible exactly exactly and that's yeah

possible exactly exactly and that's yeah

possible exactly exactly and that's yeah
exactly because in the Himalayas there

exactly because in the Himalayas there

exactly because in the Himalayas there
are some uh reports that some master

are some uh reports that some master

are some uh reports that some master
they could reach U cave that they are

they could reach U cave that they are

they could reach U cave that they are
really high um by flying by again if you

really high um by flying by again if you

really high um by flying by again if you
listen to that and you say I don't

listen to that and you say I don't

listen to that and you say I don't
believe it don't believe it but they're

believe it don't believe it but they're

believe it don't believe it but they're
there and there stories Mila and others

there and there stories Mila and others

there and there stories Mila and others
that they could fly but again this is

that they could fly but again this is

that they could fly but again this is
something I don't I don't share because

something I don't I don't share because

something I don't I don't share because
people they want to have special effects

people they want to have special effects

people they want to have special effects
instead of going deeper in the in the

instead of going deeper in the in the

instead of going deeper in the in the
heart I have another question I always

heart I have another question I always

heart I have another question I always
ask beside the books and that's do you

ask beside the books and that's do you

ask beside the books and that's do you
have like a morning

have like a morning

have like a morning
routine when I was uh reading the books

routine when I was uh reading the books

routine when I was uh reading the books
yes when I started my first one the be

yes when I started my first one the be

yes when I started my first one the be
happier than the Dal Lama for me it was

happier than the Dal Lama for me it was

happier than the Dal Lama for me it was
a shock cuz I met a guy in a in a party

a shock cuz I met a guy in a in a party

a shock cuz I met a guy in a in a party
that he said yeah I'm writing a book

that he said yeah I'm writing a book

that he said yeah I'm writing a book
also I've been writing the book for

also I've been writing the book for

also I've been writing the book for
almost 30 years and I said no I don't

almost 30 years and I said no I don't

almost 30 years and I said no I don't
want that and then I start to talk to

want that and then I start to talk to

want that and then I start to talk to
people who wrote books and I said man I

people who wrote books and I said man I

people who wrote books and I said man I
don't want to waste 30 years and and

don't want to waste 30 years and and

don't want to waste 30 years and and
then in a year and a half I wrote it

then in a year and a half I wrote it

then in a year and a half I wrote it
because every day in the morning I I

because every day in the morning I I

because every day in the morning I I
have the discipline like okay let's

have the discipline like okay let's

have the discipline like okay let's
let's just hit the keyboard boom boom

let's just hit the keyboard boom boom

let's just hit the keyboard boom boom
boom boom boom boom and and then I I

boom boom boom boom and and then I I

boom boom boom boom and and then I I
didn't in a year and a half and then it

didn't in a year and a half and then it

didn't in a year and a half and then it
was a um um friends do correct a little

was a um um friends do correct a little

was a um um friends do correct a little
bit the style and the spelling mistakes

bit the style and the spelling mistakes

bit the style and the spelling mistakes
and I would I would test with people hey

and I would I would test with people hey

and I would I would test with people hey
do you understand this this chapter no

do you understand this this chapter no

do you understand this this chapter no
because sometimes you write and you

because sometimes you write and you

because sometimes you write and you
you're the only one who understand it's

you're the only one who understand it's

you're the only one who understand it's
very

very

very
non-dualistic and then I I add some

non-dualistic and then I I add some

non-dualistic and then I I add some
dualistic thing and then say okay and

dualistic thing and then say okay and

dualistic thing and then say okay and
sometime to my mom mom do you understand

sometime to my mom mom do you understand

sometime to my mom mom do you understand
this oh yeah fantastic then okay if my

this oh yeah fantastic then okay if my

this oh yeah fantastic then okay if my
mother could read it and understand it

mother could read it and understand it

mother could read it and understand it
it's fine and then that that was the

it's fine and then that that was the

it's fine and then that that was the
morning routine but do you have like a

morning routine but do you have like a

morning routine but do you have like a
daily meditation practice or uh I don't

daily meditation practice or uh I don't

daily meditation practice or uh I don't
know for me when when I started I have

know for me when when I started I have

know for me when when I started I have
my old routines of Med meditations that

my old routines of Med meditations that

my old routines of Med meditations that
they actually make the difference but

they actually make the difference but

they actually make the difference but
when you start you do meditations and

when you start you do meditations and

when you start you do meditations and
after you become the meditation so for

after you become the meditation so for

after you become the meditation so for
me I don't need um practicing because

me I don't need um practicing because

me I don't need um practicing because
right now I am I am in the in 24/7 in

right now I am I am in the in 24/7 in

right now I am I am in the in 24/7 in
the tree and and here there's nothing

the tree and and here there's nothing

the tree and and here there's nothing
else I want to do um but then I practice

else I want to do um but then I practice

else I want to do um but then I practice
some other thing for for masters that

some other thing for for masters that

some other thing for for masters that
who are is different is for to read

who are is different is for to read

who are is different is for to read
deeper into conscious mind going deeper

deeper into conscious mind going deeper

deeper into conscious mind going deeper
and so especially docy dreaming and so

and so especially docy dreaming and so

and so especially docy dreaming and so
but let's say I don't have a daily

but let's say I don't have a daily

but let's say I don't have a daily
practice now CU I I used to need it in

practice now CU I I used to need it in

practice now CU I I used to need it in
in order to access where I am now so

in order to access where I am now so

in order to access where I am now so
that's the good thing you don't have to

that's the good thing you don't have to

that's the good thing you don't have to
practice your whole life no it's like

practice your whole life no it's like

practice your whole life no it's like
for example if you want to go to Brea I

for example if you want to go to Brea I

for example if you want to go to Brea I
think is a I don't know how many

think is a I don't know how many

think is a I don't know how many
kilometers from here you need first a

kilometers from here you need first a

kilometers from here you need first a
map and the action of going there once

map and the action of going there once

map and the action of going there once
you reach it you drop the map you drop

you reach it you drop the map you drop

you reach it you drop the map you drop
the the actions to get there and you

the the actions to get there and you

the the actions to get there and you
just enjoy you can train everything

just enjoy you can train everything

just enjoy you can train everything
exactly how do you train your

exactly how do you train your

exactly how do you train your
intuition H intuition is uh the word com

intuition H intuition is uh the word com

intuition H intuition is uh the word com
in means inside twer twer means teacher

in means inside twer twer means teacher

in means inside twer twer means teacher
if your inner

if your inner

if your inner
teacher it's not a matter of training it

teacher it's not a matter of training it

teacher it's not a matter of training it
it's a matter of dropping yourself in

it's a matter of dropping yourself in

it's a matter of dropping yourself in
the space in Consciousness and from

the space in Consciousness and from

the space in Consciousness and from
there intuition will come like this all

there intuition will come like this all

there intuition will come like this all
of a sudden since you're not thinking

of a sudden since you're not thinking

of a sudden since you're not thinking
you can listen to this uh silent

you can listen to this uh silent

you can listen to this uh silent
guidance that is you and you start to

guidance that is you and you start to

guidance that is you and you start to
understand it because very subtle love

understand it because very subtle love

understand it because very subtle love
it doesn't impose H while the the ego is

it doesn't impose H while the the ego is

it doesn't impose H while the the ego is
imposing all the time the fear

imposing all the time the fear

imposing all the time the fear
so it's more like how do you can get

so it's more like how do you can get

so it's more like how do you can get
silent enough to hear the inner voice

silent enough to hear the inner voice

silent enough to hear the inner voice
your inner Master is calling you imagine

your inner Master is calling you imagine

your inner Master is calling you imagine
you have a phone and there's only one

you have a phone and there's only one

you have a phone and there's only one
line and he calling you every day hey

line and he calling you every day hey

line and he calling you every day hey
you know what I have this for you and

you know what I have this for you and

you know what I have this for you and
you are busy in the other line with with

you are busy in the other line with with

you are busy in the other line with with
the with the ego talking yeah what about

the with the ego talking yeah what about

the with the ego talking yeah what about
this what about that I don't have time

this what about that I don't have time

this what about that I don't have time
and yeah and then what do they think

and yeah and then what do they think

and yeah and then what do they think
about me you know and blah blah blah

about me you know and blah blah blah

about me you know and blah blah blah
blah blah and and they keep on calling

blah blah and and they keep on calling

blah blah and and they keep on calling
you hey I love you hey I love you and

you hey I love you hey I love you and

you hey I love you hey I love you and
then there's a moment you go to a

then there's a moment you go to a

then there's a moment you go to a
retreat or you maybe you I don't know

retreat or you maybe you I don't know

retreat or you maybe you I don't know
you are with your daughter you're

you are with your daughter you're

you are with your daughter you're
totally present and then you feel

totally present and then you feel

totally present and then you feel
something like a call oh my god oh and

something like a call oh my god oh and

something like a call oh my god oh and
then the other the other guy called you

then the other the other guy called you

then the other the other guy called you
hey what happened I just go this SCH no

hey what happened I just go this SCH no

hey what happened I just go this SCH no
blah blah blah blah blah blah again you

blah blah blah blah blah blah again you

blah blah blah blah blah blah again you
you get the line off again you see so it

you get the line off again you see so it

you get the line off again you see so it
that's the intuition is an example is

that's the intuition is an example is

that's the intuition is an example is
for a while give yourself a little

for a while give yourself a little

for a while give yourself a little
holiday from yourself boom stay in pure

holiday from yourself boom stay in pure

holiday from yourself boom stay in pure
Consciousness there and then you start

Consciousness there and then you start

Consciousness there and then you start
to listen the subtleties and in these

to listen the subtleties and in these

to listen the subtleties and in these
subtleties is where you listen to God to

subtleties is where you listen to God to

subtleties is where you listen to God to
Pure Consciousness to the inner Buddha

Pure Consciousness to the inner Buddha

Pure Consciousness to the inner Buddha
it doesn't matter how you call it I like

it doesn't matter how you call it I like

it doesn't matter how you call it I like
to you know give this symbol of the tree

to you know give this symbol of the tree

to you know give this symbol of the tree
of life is calling you hey you're not

of life is calling you hey you're not

of life is calling you hey you're not
just a branch I'm here with you oh my

just a branch I'm here with you oh my

just a branch I'm here with you oh my
God and now the branch mindset who is

God and now the branch mindset who is

God and now the branch mindset who is
talking to you doesn't have the power

talking to you doesn't have the power

talking to you doesn't have the power
because now you are in a different

because now you are in a different

because now you are in a different
frequency the thoughts are there because

frequency the thoughts are there because

frequency the thoughts are there because
you have this mindset who is vibrating

you have this mindset who is vibrating

you have this mindset who is vibrating
in a different frequency the frequency

in a different frequency the frequency

in a different frequency the frequency
is fear mhm and separation and the other

is fear mhm and separation and the other

is fear mhm and separation and the other
one is one United so you there oh and

one is one United so you there oh and

one is one United so you there oh and
the more you're there for you it's going

the more you're there for you it's going

the more you're there for you it's going
to be um it's like yeah feel at home and

to be um it's like yeah feel at home and

to be um it's like yeah feel at home and
then you get used to this and then you

then you get used to this and then you

then you get used to this and then you
going to stay there

247 but when we we're born like your

247 but when we we're born like your
daughter she's there yeah she there and

daughter she's there yeah she there and

daughter she's there yeah she there and
you can feel it that's why even you

you can feel it that's why even you

you can feel it that's why even you
stress out you see a

stress out you see a

stress out you see a
baby because it just for her there's

baby because it just for her there's

baby because it just for her there's
only now of course exactly exactly yeah

only now of course exactly exactly yeah

only now of course exactly exactly yeah
but well you are like uh uh well a lot

but well you are like uh uh well a lot

but well you are like uh uh well a lot
of light I I know people can see or

of light I I know people can see or

of light I I know people can see or
people can hear it but you are a human

people can hear it but you are a human

people can hear it but you are a human
being as well I don't know do you still

being as well I don't know do you still

being as well I don't know do you still
serve and paint or yeah um I think the

serve and paint or yeah um I think the

serve and paint or yeah um I think the
thing is you don't deny the experience

thing is you don't deny the experience

thing is you don't deny the experience
of the branch I mean you you're a branch

of the branch I mean you you're a branch

of the branch I mean you you're a branch
because some people they get radical

because some people they get radical

because some people they get radical
like uh for me it's funny to see people

like uh for me it's funny to see people

like uh for me it's funny to see people
say hey there is nothing there is no one

say hey there is nothing there is no one

say hey there is nothing there is no one
here there's nothing like a guy who was

here there's nothing like a guy who was

here there's nothing like a guy who was
this spiritual excuse like the

this spiritual excuse like the

this spiritual excuse like the
girlfriend say hey what's the dishes

girlfriend say hey what's the dishes

girlfriend say hey what's the dishes
what dishes there's no dishes there not

what dishes there's no dishes there not

what dishes there's no dishes there not
you there is not me and then she have to

you there is not me and then she have to

you there is not me and then she have to
to do this for him and she was like with

to do this for him and she was like with

to do this for him and she was like with
this this kind of you know

this this kind of you know

this this kind of you know
Guru you know what no I mean you don't

Guru you know what no I mean you don't

Guru you know what no I mean you don't
deny the experience of the branches but

deny the experience of the branches but

deny the experience of the branches but
you are not attached to that you you're

you are not attached to that you you're

you are not attached to that you you're
not taking seriously is open therefore

not taking seriously is open therefore

not taking seriously is open therefore
for example I feel okay okay what is

for example I feel okay okay what is

for example I feel okay okay what is
what is unfolding right now right now

what is unfolding right now right now

what is unfolding right now right now
it's unfolding um the experience of

it's unfolding um the experience of

it's unfolding um the experience of
painting thing the the I let it be I

painting thing the the I let it be I

painting thing the the I let it be I
paint yeah but there is no a meaning

paint yeah but there is no a meaning

paint yeah but there is no a meaning
there is no wow and and a super painter

there is no wow and and a super painter

there is no wow and and a super painter
no I just allow life to express it

no I just allow life to express it

no I just allow life to express it
Through Me by painting that's why uh

Through Me by painting that's why uh

Through Me by painting that's why uh
when I when I share my paintings people

when I when I share my paintings people

when I when I share my paintings people
they I don't know I don't know why but

they I don't know I don't know why but

they I don't know I don't know why but
it remind me this place and and that's

it remind me this place and and that's

it remind me this place and and that's
the energy of the place I just do that

the energy of the place I just do that

the energy of the place I just do that
for example I don't know if I want I

for example I don't know if I want I

for example I don't know if I want I
like to to to um dance salsa and maata

like to to to um dance salsa and maata

like to to to um dance salsa and maata
and actually there's a chck there the

and actually there's a chck there the

and actually there's a chck there the
monk who dance salsa so and then I I

monk who dance salsa so and then I I

monk who dance salsa so and then I I
remember once I was I was dancing and a

remember once I was I was dancing and a

remember once I was I was dancing and a
girl she came to me ohon said gur don't

girl she came to me ohon said gur don't

girl she came to me ohon said gur don't
dance salsa this is like a evil dance

dance salsa this is like a evil dance

dance salsa this is like a evil dance
and I said uh okay so enjoy so so going

and I said uh okay so enjoy so so going

and I said uh okay so enjoy so so going
I say to you so people have idea so if

I say to you so people have idea so if

I say to you so people have idea so if
if the experience of salsa unfolds I

if the experience of salsa unfolds I

if the experience of salsa unfolds I
want to I want to just explore it and

want to I want to just explore it and

want to I want to just explore it and
and that's it because it's a way of

and that's it because it's a way of

and that's it because it's a way of
dancing a way of moving but for me I

dancing a way of moving but for me I

dancing a way of moving but for me I
that doesn't add any spiritual concept

that doesn't add any spiritual concept

that doesn't add any spiritual concept
to my life and actually sometime I say

to my life and actually sometime I say

to my life and actually sometime I say
to people and sometimes that's a joke

to people and sometimes that's a joke

to people and sometimes that's a joke
sometimes it's true when I go to have

sometimes it's true when I go to have

sometimes it's true when I go to have
lunch I don't want the spiritual people

lunch I don't want the spiritual people

lunch I don't want the spiritual people
with me why because I don't want to be

with me why because I don't want to be

with me why because I don't want to be
ask question like can I how can I heal

ask question like can I how can I heal

ask question like can I how can I heal
this cancer or this and then you're

this cancer or this and then you're

this cancer or this and then you're
eating you know you know or I'm vomiting

eating you know you know or I'm vomiting

eating you know you know or I'm vomiting
blood what can I do I man you

blood what can I do I man you

blood what can I do I man you
know so I I just like to be with friend

know so I I just like to be with friend

know so I I just like to be with friend
who are more like a like a you know like

who are more like a like a you know like

who are more like a like a you know like
a cyclist or people who practice sports

a cyclist or people who practice sports

a cyclist or people who practice sports
and

and

and
surfing yeah and and I I sto for a while

surfing yeah and and I I sto for a while

surfing yeah and and I I sto for a while
the surfing part but I'm soon soon I'm

the surfing part but I'm soon soon I'm

the surfing part but I'm soon soon I'm
going to come back because now I'm more

going to come back because now I'm more

going to come back because now I'm more
in in something else like dancing and

in in something else like dancing and

in in something else like dancing and
other things yeah um but for me I don't

other things yeah um but for me I don't

other things yeah um but for me I don't
repress anything cuz comes naturally and

repress anything cuz comes naturally and

repress anything cuz comes naturally and
I just see it as it is you see but how

I just see it as it is you see but how

I just see it as it is you see but how
do you deal with this machine with a

do you deal with this machine with a

do you deal with this machine with a
with mobile phone yeah in normal life

with mobile phone yeah in normal life

with mobile phone yeah in normal life
because of course there's like a toxic

because of course there's like a toxic

because of course there's like a toxic
part of it but it's always it's also uh

part of it but it's always it's also uh

part of it but it's always it's also uh
a thing where we can get connection yeah

a thing where we can get connection yeah

a thing where we can get connection yeah
yeah talking about social media um how

yeah talking about social media um how

yeah talking about social media um how
how how do you not drown in that okay

how how do you not drown in that okay

how how do you not drown in that okay
it's very simple many people that

it's very simple many people that

it's very simple many people that
attached to the the phone because deep

attached to the the phone because deep

attached to the the phone because deep
inside there is a void and they need to

inside there is a void and they need to

inside there is a void and they need to
uh put something on that void then they

uh put something on that void then they

uh put something on that void then they
get distracted and then they they this

get distracted and then they they this

get distracted and then they they this
never ending scrolling down and then

never ending scrolling down and then

never ending scrolling down and then
they they they go to sleep like this

they they they go to sleep like this

they they they go to sleep like this
with this blue light and everything and

with this blue light and everything and

with this blue light and everything and
then they don't understand why they're

then they don't understand why they're

then they don't understand why they're
tired and so on and this is like a

tired and so on and this is like a

tired and so on and this is like a
spiral down where spiral U for me more

spiral down where spiral U for me more

spiral down where spiral U for me more
like okay uh this is a way of

like okay uh this is a way of

like okay uh this is a way of
communication I don't want to get lost

communication I don't want to get lost

communication I don't want to get lost
into it and then I I you know I know

into it and then I I you know I know

into it and then I I you know I know
exactly what I'm doing when I'm when I'm

exactly what I'm doing when I'm when I'm

exactly what I'm doing when I'm when I'm
okay I'm going to do this this and that

okay I'm going to do this this and that

okay I'm going to do this this and that
and I and I know that that's the

and I and I know that that's the

and I and I know that that's the
beautiful part of that we have now that

beautiful part of that we have now that

beautiful part of that we have now that
with social media you can access to

with social media you can access to

with social media you can access to
people you know you have your podcast

people you know you have your podcast

people you know you have your podcast
you you have for example some great

you you have for example some great

you you have for example some great
messages you send it out and maybe

messages you send it out and maybe

messages you send it out and maybe
thousand of people can get it so I use

thousand of people can get it so I use

thousand of people can get it so I use
it like this but I'm not getting

it like this but I'm not getting

it like this but I'm not getting
external validation like people yeah

external validation like people yeah

external validation like people yeah
let's see how many likes I have sometime

let's see how many likes I have sometime

let's see how many likes I have sometime
sometimes I I post things and I don't

sometimes I I post things and I don't

sometimes I I post things and I don't
realize that I put it in private it's

realize that I put it in private it's

realize that I put it in private it's
only me seeing Oh Yes actually it's me

only me seeing Oh Yes actually it's me

only me seeing Oh Yes actually it's me
seeing but you know it's the same thing

seeing but you know it's the same thing

seeing but you know it's the same thing
so but I enjoy you see this only one

so but I enjoy you see this only one

so but I enjoy you see this only one
like I was my like you see so sometime

like I was my like you see so sometime

like I was my like you see so sometime
messed up you know uh I I I need to have

messed up you know uh I I I need to have

messed up you know uh I I I need to have
uh some some some friends who help me

uh some some some friends who help me

uh some some some friends who help me
sometime sometimes but but the thing is

sometime sometimes but but the thing is

sometime sometimes but but the thing is
don't get lost uh and know that uh you

don't get lost uh and know that uh you

don't get lost uh and know that uh you
know don't do that for ex standard

know don't do that for ex standard

know don't do that for ex standard
validation and check if you have for

validation and check if you have for

validation and check if you have for
example it's one thing that I tell

example it's one thing that I tell

example it's one thing that I tell
people hey how many how how many hours

people hey how many how how many hours

people hey how many how how many hours
you spend on your phone and they're not

you spend on your phone and they're not

you spend on your phone and they're not
aware and they start to come to say hey

aware and they start to come to say hey

aware and they start to come to say hey
man like five every day without counting

man like five every day without counting

man like five every day without counting
Netflix at night because it's it's in

Netflix at night because it's it's in

Netflix at night because it's it's in
the screen and so on let's say five man

the screen and so on let's say five man

the screen and so on let's say five man
if you meditate the half of those hours

if you meditate the half of those hours

if you meditate the half of those hours
wow in in a year you be enlightened you

wow in in a year you be enlightened you

wow in in a year you be enlightened you
be the dream oh let's do that and people

be the dream oh let's do that and people

be the dream oh let's do that and people
when they do that and actually my

when they do that and actually my

when they do that and actually my
seminars I said two hours before don't

seminars I said two hours before don't

seminars I said two hours before don't
use the phone people get a lot of you

use the phone people get a lot of you

use the phone people get a lot of you
know like like addicted like side effect

know like like addicted like side effect

know like like addicted like side effect
oh my God you know like like somebody

oh my God you know like like somebody

oh my God you know like like somebody
who is leaving the the drugs but when

who is leaving the the drugs but when

who is leaving the the drugs but when
they do that they start to have lucd

they do that they start to have lucd

they do that they start to have lucd
dreaming they rest better they they when

dreaming they rest better they they when

dreaming they rest better they they when
they meditate they fully connect so it's

they meditate they fully connect so it's

they meditate they fully connect so it's
about to apply balance this is not a

about to apply balance this is not a

about to apply balance this is not a
evil machine or anything it's the evil

evil machine or anything it's the evil

evil machine or anything it's the evil
with us who increase when we use this

with us who increase when we use this

with us who increase when we use this
this is but at the same time the the

this is but at the same time the the

this is but at the same time the the
good thing about us when you use the

good thing about us when you use the

good thing about us when you use the
phone it can increase also yeah do you

phone it can increase also yeah do you

phone it can increase also yeah do you
have uh experiences with

have uh experiences with

have uh experiences with
Tantra yes I do have experience with

Tantra yes I do have experience with

Tantra yes I do have experience with
Tantra but this a it's a subject I don't

Tantra but this a it's a subject I don't

Tantra but this a it's a subject I don't
talk why because when people get um or

talk why because when people get um or

talk why because when people get um or
misunderstand what I say they they use

misunderstand what I say they they use

misunderstand what I say they they use
it in the wrong way so right now many

it in the wrong way so right now many

it in the wrong way so right now many
people with respect and love they're

people with respect and love they're

people with respect and love they're
doing more like sexual massages putting

doing more like sexual massages putting

doing more like sexual massages putting
some Sanskrit names and let's say that

some Sanskrit names and let's say that

some Sanskrit names and let's say that
is santra yeah but the santra is the the

is santra yeah but the santra is the the

is santra yeah but the santra is the the
Divine energy that we have the energy of

Divine energy that we have the energy of

Divine energy that we have the energy of
the uh I'm going to place it very simple

the uh I'm going to place it very simple

the uh I'm going to place it very simple
you can have for example a sexual

you can have for example a sexual

you can have for example a sexual
experience with somebody with the agenda

experience with somebody with the agenda

experience with somebody with the agenda
or the intention of getting what I think

or the intention of getting what I think

or the intention of getting what I think
is is missing in me so if you see sex is

is is missing in me so if you see sex is

is is missing in me so if you see sex is
more like uh feeling something yeah

more like uh feeling something yeah

more like uh feeling something yeah
actually sex is more a way of escaping

actually sex is more a way of escaping

actually sex is more a way of escaping
from yourself it's like you have an

from yourself it's like you have an

from yourself it's like you have an
orgasm then you're at the tree and then

orgasm then you're at the tree and then

orgasm then you're at the tree and then
back to the branch and then you think

back to the branch and then you think

back to the branch and then you think
that person is giving you that that

that person is giving you that that

that person is giving you that that
freedom and then we're looking that

freedom and then we're looking that

freedom and then we're looking that
little you know and

little you know and

little you know and
then Tantra the real Tantra is okay I

then Tantra the real Tantra is okay I

then Tantra the real Tantra is okay I
enter in the I enter in the tree you

enter in the I enter in the tree you

enter in the I enter in the tree you
also enter in the tree and from there

also enter in the tree and from there

also enter in the tree and from there
let's have the

let's have the

let's have the
experience and I'm going to leave it

experience and I'm going to leave it

experience and I'm going to leave it
there great I think it's a great answer

there great I think it's a great answer

there great I think it's a great answer
and I know exactly what you mean it's

and I know exactly what you mean it's

and I know exactly what you mean it's
yeah yeah um do you have

yeah yeah um do you have

yeah yeah um do you have
Ambitions no I mean I would say it's

Ambitions no I mean I would say it's

Ambitions no I mean I would say it's
more like um how you say projects and

more like um how you say projects and

more like um how you say projects and
let's say something to share mhm uh CU

let's say something to share mhm uh CU

let's say something to share mhm uh CU
ambis K so I'm going to gain something

ambis K so I'm going to gain something

ambis K so I'm going to gain something
and for me the real success is with this

and for me the real success is with this

and for me the real success is with this
how many life can I help you see that is

how many life can I help you see that is

how many life can I help you see that is
Success the measurement for me so for me

Success the measurement for me so for me

Success the measurement for me so for me
is every project is aligned with my in

is every project is aligned with my in

is every project is aligned with my in
my inner piece where if you see people

my inner piece where if you see people

my inner piece where if you see people
sometime they get in Project where they

sometime they get in Project where they

sometime they get in Project where they
lose themselves they lose this health

lose themselves they lose this health

lose themselves they lose this health
the the health they are burn out so it's

the the health they are burn out so it's

the the health they are burn out so it's
it's more like you know I have this to

it's more like you know I have this to

it's more like you know I have this to
share I have this idea about this event

share I have this idea about this event

share I have this idea about this event
so I talk to people who are helping me

so I talk to people who are helping me

so I talk to people who are helping me
so thanks God I I have a lot of people

so thanks God I I have a lot of people

so thanks God I I have a lot of people
are helping me and from there there we

are helping me and from there there we

are helping me and from there there we
have objectives aligned to our inner

have objectives aligned to our inner

have objectives aligned to our inner
peace and therefore my Happ but I don't

peace and therefore my Happ but I don't

peace and therefore my Happ but I don't
have Ambitions ambs coming from the ego

have Ambitions ambs coming from the ego

have Ambitions ambs coming from the ego
Branch I want to be a bigger Branch or a

Branch I want to be a bigger Branch or a

Branch I want to be a bigger Branch or a
big a bigger special okay but in a

big a bigger special okay but in a

big a bigger special okay but in a
certain way like a book yeah it it

certain way like a book yeah it it

certain way like a book yeah it it
inspires people it helps people and

inspires people it helps people and

inspires people it helps people and
maybe it's a bit of ego thing to write

maybe it's a bit of ego thing to write

maybe it's a bit of ego thing to write
it all down but I'm glad you did it yeah

it all down but I'm glad you did it yeah

it all down but I'm glad you did it yeah
but but but my point is is I call it

but but but my point is is I call it

but but but my point is is I call it
conscious projects because if ambition

conscious projects because if ambition

conscious projects because if ambition
it it coming from the different the word

it it coming from the different the word

it it coming from the different the word
have energy but I understand why you

have energy but I understand why you

have energy but I understand why you
said yeah yeah I mean you you write book

said yeah yeah I mean you you write book

said yeah yeah I mean you you write book
and I I mean people you get recognition

and I I mean people you get recognition

and I I mean people you get recognition
from people also but I I was not

from people also but I I was not

from people also but I I was not
actually looking for that it was like

actually looking for that it was like

actually looking for that it was like
even I didn't I didn't know how to uh

even I didn't I didn't know how to uh

even I didn't I didn't know how to uh
what name to give it and then I was I

what name to give it and then I was I

what name to give it and then I was I
was meditating I felt like the the child

was meditating I felt like the the child

was meditating I felt like the the child
because when you in the tree this this

because when you in the tree this this

because when you in the tree this this
is like a child I said hey what about be

is like a child I said hey what about be

is like a child I said hey what about be
happy Lama and and when I I give to my

happy Lama and and when I I give to my

happy Lama and and when I I give to my
my my book that that name s St students

my my book that that name s St students

my my book that that name s St students
of mine they were angry at me of course

of mine they were angry at me of course

of mine they were angry at me of course
just dis respectfully just respecting

just dis respectfully just respecting

just dis respectfully just respecting
the I said no he actually gave me the

the I said no he actually gave me the

the I said no he actually gave me the
permission uh because in his Spanish we

permission uh because in his Spanish we

permission uh because in his Spanish we
we actually have the picture of him in

we actually have the picture of him in

we actually have the picture of him in
in the C okay and he gave us the

in the C okay and he gave us the

in the C okay and he gave us the
permission and actually we are paying

permission and actually we are paying

permission and actually we are paying
for the rights to win so yeah he having

for the rights to win so yeah he having

for the rights to win so yeah he having
fun

fun

fun
also it's it's h great that you

also it's it's h great that you

also it's it's h great that you
mentioned the word inner peace because

mentioned the word inner peace because

mentioned the word inner peace because
uh when we just met and shook hands

uh when we just met and shook hands

uh when we just met and shook hands
there I know of course I started with T

there I know of course I started with T

there I know of course I started with T
he introduced me to you and then uh well

he introduced me to you and then uh well

he introduced me to you and then uh well
when I was was busy with this um uh

when I was was busy with this um uh

when I was was busy with this um uh
conversation uh somebody sent me an old

conversation uh somebody sent me an old

conversation uh somebody sent me an old
movie of you in Amsterdam at inner peace

movie of you in Amsterdam at inner peace

movie of you in Amsterdam at inner peace
oh yeah and then I saw it and I thought

oh yeah and then I saw it and I thought

oh yeah and then I saw it and I thought
oh wow that's that guy because a friend

oh wow that's that guy because a friend

oh wow that's that guy because a friend
of me he was there and it was for him it

of me he was there and it was for him it

of me he was there and it was for him it
was like a a a trans

was like a a a trans

was like a a a trans
informational meeting and then I thought

informational meeting and then I thought

informational meeting and then I thought
wow I'm going to meet Jose it's it's

wow I'm going to meet Jose it's it's

wow I'm going to meet Jose it's it's
well I don't know if you can still

well I don't know if you can still

well I don't know if you can still
remember it's on YouTube it's it's well

remember it's on YouTube it's it's well

remember it's on YouTube it's it's well
several years ago yeah I I did uh I

several years ago yeah I I did uh I

several years ago yeah I I did uh I
think a couple of

think a couple of

think a couple of
um uh lectures in that event but all of

um uh lectures in that event but all of

um uh lectures in that event but all of
then the you know I just placed myself

then the you know I just placed myself

then the you know I just placed myself
in front of the audience I just dropped

in front of the audience I just dropped

in front of the audience I just dropped
completely myself in pure Consciousness

completely myself in pure Consciousness

completely myself in pure Consciousness
and from there magic start to happen

and from there magic start to happen

and from there magic start to happen
this is what I love about that and

this is what I love about that and

this is what I love about that and
people get connected like the feedback

people get connected like the feedback

people get connected like the feedback
I'm getting is like the other day it was

I'm getting is like the other day it was

I'm getting is like the other day it was
a woman crying in the audience he was

a woman crying in the audience he was

a woman crying in the audience he was
she was I was reading so many

she was I was reading so many

she was I was reading so many
books trying to find so many different

books trying to find so many different

books trying to find so many different
way ways and places and here right now

way ways and places and here right now

way ways and places and here right now
feeling this pure Consciousness open up

feeling this pure Consciousness open up

feeling this pure Consciousness open up
she was just crying of joy and then it

she was just crying of joy and then it

she was just crying of joy and then it
made me cry and everybody was crying

made me cry and everybody was crying

made me cry and everybody was crying
like 100 people crying with her because

like 100 people crying with her because

like 100 people crying with her because
we felt the joy of Simplicity you see

we felt the joy of Simplicity you see

we felt the joy of Simplicity you see
and people are seen that in in my teach

and people are seen that in in my teach

and people are seen that in in my teach
because it's very simple and not going

because it's very simple and not going

because it's very simple and not going
off like like a super Guru anything I

off like like a super Guru anything I

off like like a super Guru anything I
just say I'm your friend here yeah and

just say I'm your friend here yeah and

just say I'm your friend here yeah and
then we have fun and that's it yeah

then we have fun and that's it yeah

then we have fun and that's it yeah
death what what what what is uh what do

death what what what what is uh what do

death what what what what is uh what do
you think about

you think about

you think about
death well there's so many things to

death well there's so many things to

death well there's so many things to
share about this but let's say for

share about this but let's say for

share about this but let's say for
example when people come to me and say

example when people come to me and say

example when people come to me and say
I'm so afraid of death they're not

I'm so afraid of death they're not

I'm so afraid of death they're not
afraid of death they are afraid because

afraid of death they are afraid because

afraid of death they are afraid because
they're not living their life fully you

they're not living their life fully you

they're not living their life fully you
see so you will regret them

see so you will regret them

see so you will regret them
exactly but uh let's let's go for this

exactly but uh let's let's go for this

exactly but uh let's let's go for this
you know um I have so many so many

you know um I have so many so many

you know um I have so many so many
experiences um you know going to places

experiences um you know going to places

experiences um you know going to places
where people are about to die and then

where people are about to die and then

where people are about to die and then
they they ask me to to be with them to

they they ask me to to be with them to

they they ask me to to be with them to
you know to guide guide them in the

you know to guide guide them in the

you know to guide guide them in the
process or just just to hold their hands

process or just just to hold their hands

process or just just to hold their hands
and and if you're there you see this

and and if you're there you see this

and and if you're there you see this
amazing breathing in brething out deep

amazing breathing in brething out deep

amazing breathing in brething out deep
dropping in this in the hard space you

dropping in this in the hard space you

dropping in this in the hard space you
know and then there's explosion of life

know and then there's explosion of life

know and then there's explosion of life
if you if you are you know if you if

if you if you are you know if you if

if you if you are you know if you if
you're not too attached to to the

you're not too attached to to the

you're not too attached to to the
story um then for me death is like if

story um then for me death is like if

story um then for me death is like if
you see a a wave in the ocean you know

you see a a wave in the ocean you know

you see a a wave in the ocean you know
you see the the wave it just temporarily

you see the the wave it just temporarily

you see the the wave it just temporarily
got the

got the

got the
shape of the of the wave and it's going

shape of the of the wave and it's going

shape of the of the wave and it's going
to the shore that would be life going to

to the shore that would be life going to

to the shore that would be life going to
the shore and then it's going to be a

the shore and then it's going to be a

the shore and then it's going to be a
moment that it crash and then is the is

moment that it crash and then is the is

moment that it crash and then is the is
the wave de or is back to source but it

the wave de or is back to source but it

the wave de or is back to source but it
it wouldn't it was never separate from

it wouldn't it was never separate from

it wouldn't it was never separate from
the source so also my my master said

the source so also my my master said

the source so also my my master said
okay in the lucid dreaming uh make sure

okay in the lucid dreaming uh make sure

okay in the lucid dreaming uh make sure
that before you wake up somebody had to

that before you wake up somebody had to

that before you wake up somebody had to
kill you during the dreams so I was in

kill you during the dreams so I was in

kill you during the dreams so I was in
every dream so being being run over by a

every dream so being being run over by a

every dream so being being run over by a
car like somebody was uh cutting my body

car like somebody was uh cutting my body

car like somebody was uh cutting my body
pieces so yeah I was I was very creative

pieces so yeah I was I was very creative

pieces so yeah I was I was very creative
in the way so I realized there's a

in the way so I realized there's a

in the way so I realized there's a
moment like and you wake up so it's

moment like and you wake up so it's

moment like and you wake up so it's
going to be the same like okay it was a

going to be the same like okay it was a

going to be the same like okay it was a
dream oh it was an illusion oh it was a

dream oh it was an illusion oh it was a

dream oh it was an illusion oh it was a
it was a joke no it's s s like that oh

it was a joke no it's s s like that oh

it was a joke no it's s s like that oh
when you wake up oh than God it was a

when you wake up oh than God it was a

when you wake up oh than God it was a
dream so and I remember a case that it

dream so and I remember a case that it

dream so and I remember a case that it
really touched my my heart I was

really touched my my heart I was

really touched my my heart I was
treating a guy that he was going through

treating a guy that he was going through

treating a guy that he was going through
a very powerful um you know uh chemical

a very powerful um you know uh chemical

a very powerful um you know uh chemical
process in the body with a lot of things

process in the body with a lot of things

process in the body with a lot of things
okay and uh he was so I mean he he

okay and uh he was so I mean he he

okay and uh he was so I mean he he
changed his mindset on everything but

changed his mindset on everything but

changed his mindset on everything but
the body was so

the body was so

the body was so
damaged and they went they went to the

damaged and they went they went to the

damaged and they went they went to the
hospital I was dying in the hospital I

hospital I was dying in the hospital I

hospital I was dying in the hospital I
was not there but the the wife came to

was not there but the the wife came to

was not there but the the wife came to
me he said you know what he was about to

me he said you know what he was about to

me he said you know what he was about to
die like a few hours before he was like

die like a few hours before he was like

die like a few hours before he was like
oh my god I think I'm not worthy of such

oh my god I think I'm not worthy of such

oh my god I think I'm not worthy of such
such a b oh my God he said Jose was

such a b oh my God he said Jose was

such a b oh my God he said Jose was
right tell him he was right but right

right tell him he was right but right

right tell him he was right but right
about what you just tell him and then

about what you just tell him and then

about what you just tell him and then
she came to me said you know she was

she came to me said you know she was

she came to me said you know she was
smiling laughing saying oh my God I know

smiling laughing saying oh my God I know

smiling laughing saying oh my God I know
was such a joy and love and and he said

was such a joy and love and and he said

was such a joy and love and and he said
you were right and I said yeah because

you were right and I said yeah because

you were right and I said yeah because
we were talking about this and and I

we were talking about this and and I

we were talking about this and and I
told I told him if if you remove the

told I told him if if you remove the

told I told him if if you remove the
idea of death and you allow yourself to

idea of death and you allow yourself to

idea of death and you allow yourself to
explore it open yourself up to it

explore it open yourself up to it

explore it open yourself up to it
without any any any label of of

without any any any label of of

without any any any label of of
expectations you're going to see that is

expectations you're going to see that is

expectations you're going to see that is
life in capital letters there holding

life in capital letters there holding

life in capital letters there holding
you and then he said he was right and

you and then he said he was right and

you and then he said he was right and
for me it really touched I mean I cannot

for me it really touched I mean I cannot

for me it really touched I mean I cannot
tell you more cuz I haven't physically

tell you more cuz I haven't physically

tell you more cuz I haven't physically
died yet but maybe I will appear I don't

died yet but maybe I will appear I don't

died yet but maybe I will appear I don't
know in one of you as a speed or you use

know in one of you as a speed or you use

know in one of you as a speed or you use
the the wiki witch how you call

the the wiki witch how you call

the the wiki witch how you call
this but the thing is uh for

this but the thing is uh for

this but the thing is uh for
me death is just an idea yeah and it's

me death is just an idea yeah and it's

me death is just an idea yeah and it's
not the end it's it's it's a flow it's

not the end it's it's it's a flow it's

not the end it's it's it's a flow it's
like a

like a

like a
branch it gets for a while going down oh

branch it gets for a while going down oh

branch it gets for a while going down oh
my God I'm die and boom and then back to

my God I'm die and boom and then back to

my God I'm die and boom and then back to
the ground back to the

the ground back to the

the ground back to the
tree and do you think you will regret

tree and do you think you will regret

tree and do you think you will regret
anything about this life as

anything about this life as

anything about this life as
Jose no no no what is a regret is the

Jose no no no what is a regret is the

Jose no no no what is a regret is the
idea that something was supposed to be

idea that something was supposed to be

idea that something was supposed to be
different life is giving you exactly

different life is giving you exactly

different life is giving you exactly
what you have to be yeah that's it I

what you have to be yeah that's it I

what you have to be yeah that's it I
mean from the perspective of a branch of

mean from the perspective of a branch of

mean from the perspective of a branch of
of the personality it will tell you a

of the personality it will tell you a

of the personality it will tell you a
lot of things but in my case there is

lot of things but in my case there is

lot of things but in my case there is
not this energy anymore no this is an

not this energy anymore no this is an

not this energy anymore no this is an
open space yeah but in a certain way

open space yeah but in a certain way

open space yeah but in a certain way
maybe it's hard to say but

maybe it's hard to say but

maybe it's hard to say but
that well it's because I'm

that well it's because I'm

that well it's because I'm
on this pink Cloud

on this pink Cloud

on this pink Cloud
now I I I well you should have been

now I I I well you should have been

now I I I well you should have been
a such a great father and of course in a

a such a great father and of course in a

a such a great father and of course in a
certain way you are our father and we

certain way you are our father and we

certain way you are our father and we
are all but that's well yeah you mean

are all but that's well yeah you mean

are all but that's well yeah you mean
you're talking about your experience or

you're talking about your experience or

you're talking about your experience or
it's like

it's like

it's like
me okay like since I don't have any any

me okay like since I don't have any any

me okay like since I don't have any any
kids okay yeah um having kids for me is

kids okay yeah um having kids for me is

kids okay yeah um having kids for me is
something that is it was never Latin I

something that is it was never Latin I

something that is it was never Latin I
mean it's like no no but also I was

mean it's like no no but also I was

mean it's like no no but also I was
traveling uh for me right now my family

traveling uh for me right now my family

traveling uh for me right now my family
like Jesus and know said brothers and

like Jesus and know said brothers and

like Jesus and know said brothers and
sisters for me my mother is actually

sisters for me my mother is actually

sisters for me my mother is actually
Mother Earth and my father is the

Mother Earth and my father is the

Mother Earth and my father is the
universe so it's a big big parents that

universe so it's a big big parents that

universe so it's a big big parents that
I have and the rest are sisters and

I have and the rest are sisters and

I have and the rest are sisters and
brothers so for me I don't I don't I

brothers so for me I don't I don't I

brothers so for me I don't I don't I
don't feel in my case to to to have a

don't feel in my case to to to have a

don't feel in my case to to to have a
child and because I don't have the time

child and because I don't have the time

child and because I don't have the time
for it maybe if I could could have the

for it maybe if I could could have the

for it maybe if I could could have the
time I don't know but it's not something

time I don't know but it's not something

time I don't know but it's not something
I'm going to cuz for me uh I have the

I'm going to cuz for me uh I have the

I'm going to cuz for me uh I have the
experience for example with my with my

experience for example with my with my

experience for example with my with my
nephew so he was like a son for me so I

nephew so he was like a son for me so I

nephew so he was like a son for me so I
was I was glad to be part of his um you

was I was glad to be part of his um you

was I was glad to be part of his um you
know when he was growing growing and

know when he was growing growing and

know when he was growing growing and
everything everything he's learning now

everything everything he's learning now

everything everything he's learning now
he's 28 and this is amazing being but

he's 28 and this is amazing being but

he's 28 and this is amazing being but
it's something I don't know going to

it's something I don't know going to

it's something I don't know going to
regret for sure because nothing that I

regret for sure because nothing that I

regret for sure because nothing that I
have done or or or I didn't do or doing

have done or or or I didn't do or doing

have done or or or I didn't do or doing
for me that is a regret is only there is

for me that is a regret is only there is

for me that is a regret is only there is
a lesson there and learning and and I

a lesson there and learning and and I

a lesson there and learning and and I
respect that life is bringing to me me

respect that life is bringing to me me

respect that life is bringing to me me
it's it's it's something that I'm going

it's it's it's something that I'm going

it's it's it's something that I'm going
to H hug and I'm going to embrace it and

to H hug and I'm going to embrace it and

to H hug and I'm going to embrace it and
I'm going to love it so no

I'm going to love it so no

I'm going to love it so no
regrets how do you want to be

regrets how do you want to be

regrets how do you want to be
remembered I don't care no I

remembered I don't care no I

remembered I don't care no I
know H that's of course you know you

know H that's of course you know you

know H that's of course you know you
don't care that's but you will be

don't care that's but you will be

don't care that's but you will be
remembered okay I'm G to I'm going to

remembered okay I'm G to I'm going to

remembered okay I'm G to I'm going to
share with you how I perceive so imagine

share with you how I perceive so imagine

share with you how I perceive so imagine
tonight you're going to dream and youve

tonight you're going to dream and youve

tonight you're going to dream and youve
been leing in that dream for let's say

been leing in that dream for let's say

been leing in that dream for let's say
in 8 hours you live your whole life and

in 8 hours you live your whole life and

in 8 hours you live your whole life and
then you're going to die and your dream

then you're going to die and your dream

then you're going to die and your dream
and everybody hey how how would you like

and everybody hey how how would you like

and everybody hey how how would you like
to be reminded I said I don't know um

to be reminded I said I don't know um

to be reminded I said I don't know um
and then boom you wake up oh do they

and then boom you wake up oh do they

and then boom you wake up oh do they
remember me yeah you understand no yeah

remember me yeah you understand no yeah

remember me yeah you understand no yeah
I understand those people in the dream

I understand those people in the dream

I understand those people in the dream
what what do you think now they didn't

what what do you think now they didn't

what what do you think now they didn't
exist I mean it was like an illusion

exist I mean it was like an illusion

exist I mean it was like an illusion
temporary reality is more compassionate

temporary reality is more compassionate

temporary reality is more compassionate
so for me it's the same so this is going

so for me it's the same so this is going

so for me it's the same so this is going
to

to

to
disappear I'm going to disappear yeah

disappear I'm going to disappear yeah

disappear I'm going to disappear yeah
it's it's actually noost Antonio Machado

it's it's actually noost Antonio Machado

it's it's actually noost Antonio Machado
who is actually WR writing the books why

who is actually WR writing the books why

who is actually WR writing the books why
do we have to take credit at the

do we have to take credit at the

do we have to take credit at the
discredit oh of course not okay but

discredit oh of course not okay but

discredit oh of course not okay but
let's focus on your nephew for example

let's focus on your nephew for example

let's focus on your nephew for example
there will be a day that Jose Antonio

there will be a day that Jose Antonio

there will be a day that Jose Antonio
manchado uh the body is leaving Earth it

manchado uh the body is leaving Earth it

manchado uh the body is leaving Earth it
and and your heart this heart isn't

and and your heart this heart isn't

and and your heart this heart isn't
beating anymore okay so your nephew

beating anymore okay so your nephew

beating anymore okay so your nephew
nephew will think ah

Jose and what will he think what do you

Jose and what will he think what do you
think he will think I was saying this

think he will think I was saying this

think he will think I was saying this
can you hear the

can you hear the

can you hear the
silence that would be my

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thought oh that's the most craziest

thought oh that's the most craziest

thought oh that's the most craziest
answer on this question ever um yeah

answer on this question ever um yeah

answer on this question ever um yeah
well it's said now what yeah it's it's

well it's said now what yeah it's it's

well it's said now what yeah it's it's
it's all good of course you understand

it's all good of course you understand

it's all good of course you understand
I'm feeling to tell you TR it's the

I'm feeling to tell you TR it's the

I'm feeling to tell you TR it's the
first time somebody with such a degree

first time somebody with such a degree

first time somebody with such a degree
of cons Consciousness is asking me

of cons Consciousness is asking me

of cons Consciousness is asking me
question and is interviewing me so for

question and is interviewing me so for

question and is interviewing me so for
me like being at home with you ah so

me like being at home with you ah so

me like being at home with you ah so
thank you for that thank you so much

thank you for that thank you so much

thank you for that thank you so much
thank you so much that's a great uh

thank you so much that's a great uh

thank you so much that's a great uh
great thing you

great thing you

great thing you
say and and T was right of course he was

say and and T was right of course he was

say and and T was right of course he was
right what a what a great light thank

right what a what a great light thank

right what a what a great light thank
you for

you for

you for
shining thank to you for inviting me for

shining thank to you for inviting me for

shining thank to you for inviting me for
giving the opportunity to share this and

giving the opportunity to share this and

giving the opportunity to share this and
to meet you meeting you fantastic than

to meet you meeting you fantastic than

to meet you meeting you fantastic than
have these amazing friends and so so