All language subtitles for Make It or Break It s03e07 Truth Be Told.eng

Red Tanner desperately needs your help.

[Kevin] This is
uncharted territory.

An athlete's heart is very
different from a normal heart.

I'm so lucky I found
someone like you.

[Rigo] I feel just as lucky.

[heartbeat]

[Payson]
So her heart is... broken?

More like her heart is unique.

Just like me.

[Kevin] The average heart beats
somewhere between

sixty to 90 times per minute.

Occasionally, in Lauren's case,
it beats much faster,

resulting in less time
for the heart muscle to relax

between contractions, ultimately
causing her black outs.

And you don't need to cut her
open to fix this?

The procedure is done
intravenously.

We'll insert a catheter
through her veins

and transmit radio
waves directly to her heart,

changing its electrical rhythm.

Most of my patients have had positive
results with this procedure,

and they're able to return to their
lives within a matter of days.

Have I answered
all your questions?

- Thank you, doctor.
- You're welcome.

I'll check in with you later.

- Yes.
- [both giggle]

- [door closes]
- [exhales]

[
Jules Larson:
"Almost Blows My Mind"]

[Jordan sighs] The meals here
taste like cardboard slop.

Now, chicken enchiladas
with mole sauce,

that's some serious eating.

Well, if that cardboard slop
can help me land

a full twist dismount on vault,

I would eat it
breakfast, lunch and dinner.

You'll get it. We can work
on it in practice.

Wait, are you actually
offering to help me?

- [Jordan laughs] I can be nice!
- [Kaylie] Really?

Besides, if I have to be stuck
with you in London

you'd better be
burning that vault.

Is that Kaylie Cruz
and Jordan Randall?

Oh, my God, look at you two,
you're all grown up.

Coach Ray? Is that really you?!

Do you still have
that crazy petting zoo?

The watering hole, the petting
zoo, exactly as you left it.

- Hey, Jordan!
- Hey. What are you doing here?

Welcome to the USA Training
Center, Coach Keegan.

Coach McIntire.
I'm a huge fan of yours.

Likewise. We're lucky
to have you.

Wait, are you working with us?

- For how long?
- Ah, ah, ah!

You'll just have to wait until
tomorrow for the announcement.

Until tomorrow, ladies.

[chuckles] Bye.

That was a blast from the past.
Did you know he was coming?

I had no idea.

Nice jammies.

If you're big game
hunting, I surrender.

Are you seriously
making fun of me

the night before
I have heart surgery?

[exhales sharply]
Get over yourself, Tanner.

I plan on making your life
miserable all the way to London.

You should be so lucky.

Hey, I've got Otis, remember?

I don't need any more
luck than that.

- Hi.
- Uh, thank God!

I've been trying to
get rid of him for an hour.

I think I've hit her last nerve.
My job here is done.

You two take care of
my favorite Barbie, OK?

[clears throat]

What's with the cute guy
glued to your bedside?

Please, he just came by
to rub Otis in my face.

- Sure, that's exactly why he was here for an entire hour.
- Oh, yeah.

That meathead is not
Lauren Tanner approved.

[laughing]

And besides, Payson's the one
we should be grilling for deets.

What's up with lover boy?

What happened?

We made love in a tent
in his dorm room.

It was pretty romantic.

You traded in your V-card?

- How was it?
- Amazing.

See, don't you wish you came
into the fold sooner?

No. Not at all.

I wasn't ready before this.

I grew up a lot this year,
I'm a different person now.

It happened because I waited

and being with Rigo
made it special.

That's... That's great, Pay.

I'm sorry, Kaylie. We don't need
to talk about this right now

- if you don't want to.
- Hello? Yeah, we do.

It's fine.

Just because Austin
and I broke up

doesn't mean I don't want to
know what's going on with you.

Payson Keeler isn't
a virgin anymore.

I always thought you'd be next,
Kaylie, like, really,

who would've thought that Payson
would've beat you to the cherry pop?

- [Payson] Lauren!
- [Lauren chuckles]

Dr. Walker. Hi.

Did I tell you I'm going to dedicate my
gold medal to you when I kill it in London?

- Modest, isn't she?
- [Lauren laughs]

We'll see you tomorrow, Lo.

[Payson] Dr. Walker,

we just wanted to thank you again
for doing Lauren's surgery.

- Oh...
- Yeah, you really have no idea

what it means to all of us
to have her back on the team.

Bye.

That kind of positive energy is gonna
be a big help during your recovery.

They'll be an even bigger help in
getting me back in shape at the gym.

Lauren,

I want to be clear, this surgery
is not a miracle cure.

There's a reason I didn't originally
consider you as a candidate.

But I'm a candidate now, so...

We have no idea how your heart's
going to react

until after
the procedure's done.

But I'll be recovered in time
to compete for Trials, right?

I mean, you said most of your patients
are back to normal within days.

You're not most patients.

You're an entirely new
test subject,

and I'm afraid I can't
make you any promises.

In fact, Lauren,

there's a very real chance
you won't be ready in time.

Good morning, Wendy.

You know, you could have left
your drug screening sample

in the bathroom,
like the rest of the girls do.

Actually, I was hoping you can go
over the banned substances with me.

I think I'm getting a cold,
but I'd hate to take something

that I'm not supposed to.

You know, now that
we're close to Trials

I assume Coach wants us
randomly screened more often,

don't ya think?

Better to be safe than sorry.

You should always read
the ingredients on the box

before taking anything,

but make sure not to take
any of these flu meds.

One of the main active
ingredients is pseudoephedrine.

And that would be bad, right?

If you get caught with that
in your system,

it would be
automatic elimination.

Hm.

So, take in lots of fluids

and get lots of extra rest.

Thanks Mrs. M!

- Is that Coach Ray?
- Mm-hm.

I remember you telling me about
how much fun you used to have

at his rhythmic camp
when you were a kid.

Coach Ray is the reason

why I fell in love
with gymnastics.

Obviously he is a great coach.

Didn't he help you create
your famous "layout Jordan?"

[McIntire] Listen up, ladies.

Olympic Trials are
right around the corner.

To help punch up
your floor routines,

the NGO has been kind
enough to send us

expert choreographer,
Coach Ray Keegan.

[applause, cheers]

Thanks Coach, um...

First off, I want to say
it's an honor to be here.

I'm here to help you
in any way I can,

even if it's just to be
a fresh pair of eyes

on a routine.

I'm staying on campus all week.

I'm available to you 24/7.
My door is always open.

[McIntire] OK, ladies,
let's get to it.

Oh my, what is your name?

Wendy Capshaw!

Wendy Capshaw.
Show me what you got.

- What's up?
- Austin broke up with Kaylie.

- No way...
- Hey.

I guess word travels fast when
the golden couple shatters.

So, how are you doing since
boy wonder bounced?

He didn't just bounce, he basically
said I destroyed his life.

Well, that gives you credit.

[scoffs]

According to him,
the only reason anybody

was interested in him
was because of me.

And he has no interest
in being "Mr. Cruz."

You know, it's kind of funny
how we spend all this time

trying to be perfect and win,

and then when we get there,
it just alienates people.

[scoffs] OK, look, sorry,

I'm not really used to
this girlfriend thing.

You're really lucky
to have Payson and Lauren.

[scoffs] Yeah, well,

I'm not about to pull Payson
off of her cloud nine

and Lauren... she's got bigger
problems than I do.

I'm fine.
I'll totally get over it.

Yeah, you will,

but that doesn't mean you have
to put up with these snots.

Yo, beat it
unless you want one.

[scoffs]

- Thank you.
- No problem.

Look, you should really put some
of that hurt you're feeling

in your routines.

Let it drive you.
That's what I do.

Whoopsie!

Your leg was bent on that one.
It's OK, I got a fix for that.

All right, now, show me your
grand battement to the front.

All right, arabesque back.

- Now... Feel that?
- Mm-hm.

You need to feel that
when you leap.

- Got it?
- Mm-hm.

- OK.
- [exhales]

You're good, Wendy,

but you need to be flawless
with this kind of competition.

Speaking of the C word,

of all the girls here,
if you had to guess,

who would you say would be
my biggest competition?

That's really not
my place to say.

I'm sorry, I don't mean to
put you in a pickle.

I just kind of want a hint so I can
use it as a learning tool, you know?

Someone to look up to.

Well, if I had to guess,
I'd say Kaylie Cruz.

She's your top gun here.

Even when she was a kid,
I could tell that

she was destined for
the Olympics.

It'll be our little secret.

Jordan, your turn to work
with Coach Keegan.

Sorry Coach. Not enough time.

I took longer than I thought
with Wendy.

And I, uh, I have an appointment
with the physical therapist.

I overdid it on bars.
My shoulder's been acting up.

Hey, I want you stretching
more each morning.

- You got it?
- Mm-hm.

OK.

I've been working on her attitude
but, man, it has been a challenge.

One minute she seems engaged and
part of the team and the next...

Well, you know
how competitive she is.

Yeah, it's an amazing asset.

The problem with Jordan is that not
only is she competitive with herself,

like most gymnasts are,

but she's competitive
with the other girls.

She has a jealous streak that can make
sportsmanship a challenge for her.

Have you noticed that?

Hmm. I never thought of it
as jealousy.

Just watch her reaction when you
start to invest in the other girls.

Now, it's understandable
because,

the poor girl, she's had
so little in her life.

I've been trying to get her
to do the layout Jordan

and she absolutely
refuses to every time.

I created that move with her.

Let me try to get her to do it.

That would be a huge help.
I'm glad you're here, Ray.

Glad to be here.

[Steve] And don't you worry
for one minute, honey,

you're gonna be just fine, it'll
all be over before you know it.

- I know, Daddy.
- Everything will be, you know, fine.

- Wait! Hold on!
- You're here.

Of course.
We're in this together.

- We love you, Lo.
- I love you guys too.

OK. Time for us
to let Dr. Walker

work his magic on our girl.

- Bye. OK.
- It's gonna be all right.

Everything went smoothly.

She's resting now, but she'll
be able to leave the hospital

- as soon as she wakes up.
- That's such great news.

We gave her an echocardiogram
after her surgery.

It showed us that currently,

her heart is still exhibiting
random abnormalities in its rhythm.

I want her to come in for a
daily cardiac stress test

for the next 72 hours
to see if that rhythm

is her new heartbeat.

Well, does that mean
she's still sick?

There's no need for concern yet,

I've seen this before in
non-athletic patients post-surgery.

And they turned out
better than ever, right?

They're leading healthy,
perfectly normal lives.

What if...

What if normal
isn't good enough?

[classical music playing]

Your Swan Lake gets
more and more beautiful

each time you perform.

- Really?
- Mm-hm.

'Cause I'm worried it's
starting to get a little stale.

I was thinking if I came out
of the two and a half

- with a leap...
- Don't worry about the flash, Payson,

your strength is the dance,
not the tumbling.

But my routine
would be stronger.

Stick with this routine.
It's consistent.

That's what Coach McIntire
and the NGO

want from their
leadoff position.

[stammers] I've never been
a leadoff position.

Ever. I was always
the person sent out last,

to take home the win.

I'm only going off the intel

I was given by your coach.

Is there a problem, Payson?

Yeah, is it true?

Do you consider me
a leadoff position?

Coach, give us a minute, OK?

Sure thing.

If you were to
make it to London,

then yes, I see you as our girl

to start the competition
ball rolling.

Coach, I'm better
than the gymnast

that just goes out there and sets the
bar for everyone else to surpass.

I have what it takes
to be an anchor.

Look...

Ever since your back surgery,

you've been performing
consistent routines

that bring in good scores,

but they're not
anchor-level scores.

Now, you may have been able
to anchor in Boulder,

but if you make it to London,

what you've been bringing
won't cut it.

Then train me harder.

Please. Just let me do
a stronger floor routine.

Payson, I'm not telling you this
to discourage you.

I think you have an excellent
shot at making the US Team.

That's why I've been grooming
you to be our leadoff.

It's the best spot for our
consistently safe performer.

You think I'm safe?

Everyone going to London

will be there as part of a team.

The only important thing then

is for you to have the best
performance of your life

and help your country win gold.

Not only does he not see me
as the star of the team,

he doesn't even think I'm good
enough to raise the bar

- in the middle of the competition.
- Maybe he'll change his mind.

To him, I'm just
a sacrificial lamb.

I am the gymnast you send out
to the judges for slaughter!

OK, let's put this down.

Look, Pay,

I know that that was hard
for you to hear

but did you consider
what else he said?

I mean, Coach McIntire
practically said

that you have a spot
on the 2012 Team.

Of course, to go to London
at all would be amazing, but...

But gymnastics isn't just about
team medaling. I get it.

We both know that
the leadoff position

never wins an individual medal.

And I have sacrificed so much.

I want a gold medal.
No one here wants it more!

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Kaylie.
I'm all worked up here.

Yeah.

You know what feels weird to me?

For the last ten years,

all we've talked about
is getting there together.

"We'll make it
to Nationals together,

to Worlds together,
to the Olympics together."

But we all can't stand on top
of that platform together.

There's only one gold medal.

- Hi, girls.
- Hi! You're back!

I thought you were
still recovering.

I wasn't spending one more day

staring at that tacky wallpaper
in my dad's hotel room.

Besides, I can practically
hear the beam calling my name.

- [sighs]
- Tanner, my office.

Get ready to get
your butts kicked.

The Queen of the Beam is back.

She's been out of the gym
a long time.

Yeah.

She'll just have to train
that much harder

to fight her way back.

[cell phone ringing]

I can always tell it's Rigo
by the look on your face.

Kaylie, if you ever want
to talk about Austin...

- I'm fine.
- I know you are.

And you'll find true
love too, I know it.

Thanks, Pay.

You can't kick me out,
my surgery worked!

Dr. Walker told me himself,

he does not want you doing
any strenuous exercise

until he's positive
your heart can handle it.

OK, fine, then give me a day.
When can I be back? Tomorrow?

When your doctor
gives me the OK.

Until then,
I can't have you here.

This is crazy!
If I can't work out,

how am I gonna be ready
in time for Olympic Trials?

You won't be.

Look, I know it's not fair,
but the truth is,

injuries and illnesses
keep other gymnasts

out of the game all the time.

But I am not any other gymnast.

- I'm sorry, Lauren.
- You can't do this to me!

We can't take the risk, honey.
You have to leave.

- [giggling]
- [humming]

You know, I used to make fun of
googley-eyed couples like us

all of the time.
And now I'm a part of one.

Well, I can put on some shades, so
you don't have to look into my eyes.

Don't you dare,
I love your eyes.

I just want to make sure...
that you're OK.

You know, since we took that
whole "big step" in the tent?

- Doofus.
- What?!

You said you weren't
gonna have sex

until after you won
gold at the Olympics.

And last time I checked,

the Colorado Rockies
aren't in London.

So, I just wanted to
make sure that... you know,

you don't regret anything.

There is absolutely nothing that
I regret about our relationship.

It may sound corny,

but being with you has
really helped me find myself.

Which is why it is
so, so frustrating

that my coach can't see that.

Well, he can't ignore the real
Payson Keeler for long.

She's a pretty impressive person
and that's kind of hard to miss.

- Oh, now who's being corny?
- [laughing]

- [sobbing]
-
My love

Kaylie.

I was actually making
this for you.

It's my mom's
favorite smoothie.

I heard you crying in your room

and thought you could use
a little TLC.

That's sweet, Wendy.

Are you OK?

No. But I will be.

Too bad there's not a surgery
for your kind of broken heart.

Look, I know you haven't
had the easiest time here

with some of the other girls.

It's just hard always
being the youngest.

I look up to all of you.

Well, it doesn't
have to be hard.

Just be yourself.
People will like you.

That means so much
coming from you.

Drink up.
[chuckles]

Smoothies are best
when they're fresh.

Mm.

That's exactly what
I needed. Thank you.

My pleasure.

[Payson] Can you please tell me
what we're doing here?

- I feel ridiculous.
- Shh.

Calm heart.

That is what I need
to pass those stress tests

and that's what I need
to get back in the gym.

He is like seriously
good at this.

Apparently, a man
of many talents.

What? I'm just saying.

There is nothing going on
between us.

Trust me. Jake said
this was how the wrestlers

would find their centers
before matches,

so I figured it was
worth a try.

Just be patient, Lo.
You'll get there. I know it.

I have no time to be patient.

If Dr. Walker doesn't give me
a clean bill of health,

then Coach McIntire
won't let me train

and I won't be ready
for Trials.

Well then, that's not an option.

If calm is what you need,
then calm is what you get.

Yeah, we got your back, Lo.
Every step of the way.

Ladies, please!

Less talking more Zen.

We're all warrior
athletes here.

- OK, Lauren, you can stop now.
- Oh.

That was nothing, I feel great, I
can keep going if you want me to.

You're still experiencing
some abnormal spikes,

we don't want to push things.

Oh, but I'm fine, I swear.

I actually didn't get
any symptoms at all.

That's because I stopped you before
you had too many consecutive spikes.

You keep saying that.

I know.

Your heart needs
longer to heal.

Trust me, you're getting
stronger every day.

Far faster than any other
patient I've ever had.

But not fast enough.

If Lauren weren't
a professional athlete,

- would you say she's fine?
- Yes, technically,

if she was just going to be
working a desk job

or going grocery shopping, then there
wouldn't be any need for this concern.

But I'm running out of time.
I might be able to get through

a whole routine without
my heart freaking out.

You don't know
because you won't let me try.

Dr. Walker, if Lauren
were performing

and you were able to stop her
before she had too many spikes,

like you did just now,
would she still be OK?

Yes. But I can't attach all this
monitoring equipment to her

while she's flipping
on a four inch beam.

That's the only way
we know if she's gonna be OK.

Right, but nowadays there are
all kinds of things

that work without wires.

That's true. My phone, a remote,

there's tons of
wireless devices.

What if you could
monitor me that way

without me being tied
to all this stuff?

Could she perform then?

Pay.

You are not a workhorse,

or a sacrificial lamb,

and you're definitely not
the safe girl.

Look up there.

My girl is light.

And the way I see it...

...you're the brightest light
of them all.

How is it possible
that you always know

exactly what to say
to make me feel better?

Well, that's because...

[both laughing]

...I love you.

I love you, too.

[dance music playing]

[both laughing]

Ooh!

Ah... Payson?

What? Oh, my God,
was my dancing stupid?

I'm so sorry,
I just got into it.

Payson, Payson,
you look amazing!

That right there,
the way you were moving,

that's what you should do
in your floor routine.

They think your safe?
Go prove them wrong.

This is a wireless ringing device.

OK, Lauren, go ahead

and do a few
jumping jacks for me.

[exhales]

As long as Lauren's heart stays
within this range, she's fine.

[beeping]

[beeping increasing]

[digital chirping]

OK, Lauren, you can stop now.

What... What was that?
What just happened?

That's the abnormal spike
we've been monitoring all week.

[Steve] Right, but is she OK?

Daddy, please, I'm fine.

One spike won't harm her,
two, three, four.

But five in a row
gets her into risky territory.

What kind of risky territory?

Five consecutive spikes
will cause her

to start experiencing symptoms

and possibly be in
danger of fainting.

No, no, no, no.
Look, I...

I didn't realize that there was
still that kind of risk.

Lauren, I can't allow this.

That's the point of
the wireless device.

It will enable us
to minimize the danger.

Dad, I'm at risk every time
I get up on that beam

whether I have a heart
condition or not.

This is my one and only chance.

Coach?

She deserves this chance, Steve.
You gotta let her try.

OK. I don't like this,
but OK.

All right then, all we
have to do now is decide

who will be monitoring Lauren.

I won't be here and I realize it's
a tremendous responsibility...

I'll do it. Uh...

I've worked with
these types of machines

and I'm used to monitoring these
girls for all types of reasons.

I'd be honored to do it.

Then let's get started.

Lauren, you ready
to give this a try?

- It's now or never, so, yeah, I'm ready.
- OK.

[beeping]

[chiming]

- Should we stop her?
- She's still fine.

Stop.

Uh, I got caught up in
what I was doing, I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry, you did great.

In fact, you worked your heart
much more today

than you did yesterday.

Based on what just happened,

when is it safe for her
to come back and train?

Another two days
should do the trick.

I can't say for certain.

We'll reassess then the
possibility of you competing.

Thanks.

It's just another two days.
That's 48 hours,

- you can do this.
- It's not that.

When Dr. Walker told me to stop,

it was the first time ever

in my entire gymnastics life
that I felt...

...afraid.

Just, that beam,
it's been a part of me,

it's been like another arm
or another leg,

and today, it felt
outside of me.

I know what you're
going through.

You just... you have
to make it a part of you again.

[sobbing] I can't train. How am
I supposed to overcome this?

With your mind.

So much of our success out there

has to do with
how we perform mentally.

You have to use your mind
to train,

go over your whole routine,
piece by piece,

exactly like if
you were performing it.

That's what I did
when I broke my back.

Did it work?

I'm here, aren't I?

Just trust that your physical
muscle memory,

it'll know what to do
and it'll just do it.

Hey, Lauren. You are
Queen of the Beam.

You are irreplaceable,
the best I have ever seen

and you cannot forget that.

Hey guys! How'd your
test-thingy go, Lauren?

Fine.

Well, if you need any help
getting back up to speed,

just let me know.

Coach Ray said I was
Princess of the Beam.

- Isn't that great?
- Yeah, just peachy.

Looks like Queen of the Beam
just got overthrown.

You missed our
training session again.

- Your shoulder OK?
- It's fine.

- You should move this bag...
- I said it's fine.

Jordan, I know what's going on.

I understand, I do.
You're mad at me.

You see me working with the other
girls and you're hurt by it.

You're jealous because you think
that I've given up on you.

- Whatever.
- No.

Jordan, it's not "whatever."

Look, you and I had
a very special bond,

but I just couldn't be
your private coach anymore.

It wasn't fair.

You know that.
We had to move on.

I did everything I could
to help you be the best.

And by the looks of things,
I did a pretty good job.

I never abandoned you.

And I never, ever stopped
believing in you.

Deep breath into your nose...

...hold it and now exhale
through your mouth.

[both exhaling]

OK, now I want you
to repeat after me.

- I, Lauren...
- I, Lauren...

...am going to embrace
the power of my mind...

Just say it.

Am going to embrace
the power of my mind.

Now, I want you to visualize
what I'm saying,

but not the big picture,

the things that make
what you do unique.

The elements of your routine that are
one hundred percent Lauren Tanner. OK?

You approach the beam.

You start your routine
with a killer mount.

Next, you move into
a flashy aerial series.

Now you slither to
some really hot salsa moves.

Now some pivot turns...

...into a leap series.

Now, go stick that
double full dismount.

Deep breath.

Push past the fear, Tanner.

Because behind it, you'll find
your courage. I promise.

I did it!
[laughs]

I know you did.

Now keep that belief in yourself
and you'll be unstoppable.

How did you know
my entire routine?

You're always making fun of me
and calling them flippity-flips.

Come on, Tanner. When you admire someone,
you want to know everything they do.

- [chuckles]
- [Payson] I'm sorry,

am I interrupting something?

I was just getting
some training in.

You two have fun doing your
little flippity-flips.

- [door opens, closes]
- Training?

[laughing]

I took your advice,
use my mind.

How'd it feel?

Perfect.

Are you ready?
You all set?

Yeah, you know, maybe we could
just scrap this whole thing,

I really appreciate you being
so willing to help me, but...

I can't hear you. Mm-mm.

OK, I'm terrified.

[exhales]

Push past that fear, Payson.

Because behind it,
you'll find your courage.

Now come on, let's get some
sizzle up in here!

- Woo!
- God.

- [Lauren laughs]
- [upbeat dance music]

All right, let's see
what you're made of.

Hey, you want some tea?

Are you OK?

All right.

Look, I know something's
up with you

and I don't want to
cross any lines,

but if you want
to talk, I'm here.

Hi, roomies! Hope you weren't
waiting up for me.

It's late. Where were you?

Coach Ray offered
to help me some more.

He is just so terrific!

We got a bite to eat and watched some
Olympic training videos back at his place.

He thinks I'm the
next Shawn Johnson. [giggles]

What do you think you're doing?

Gosh, Jordan, calm down.

I'm sorry you're so jealous that
Coach Ray is helping me now.

He told me you might be mad.

What room is Ray Keegan in?

- What is this in regards to?
- Jordan, let's just leave.

What room is he in?

It's against our policy
to give out room numbers.

Besides, Coach Keegan
is in a meeting,

you can leave a message
if you'd like.

I'm sorry.

[door opens]

[Kaylie] Jordan, stop. Stop!

- What is going on?
- Get away from me! Go back to the dorm, Kaylie!

No. I am not gonna leave you
like this.

I can't watch you throw
away your entire career

over some stupid jealousy
about Wendy.

That's what you think this is?
You think I'm jealous?

I'm sorry, I just...

...you've always been
a little possessive.

Forget it, leave me alone.

Jordan, what...
What are you doing?

Jordan, what are you doing?

Jordan, no!

- No, that's Coach Ray's car!
- [grunts]

Stop! Why are you
$oing this?

Please, Jordan, don't do this!

Stop it!
Jordan!

- Don't, Jordan, stop!
- [grunting]

Stop, please!

No, I can't, I can't!
I can't!

[sobbing]

I can't, I can't!

Hey. Hey, it's OK.

Hey, I'm right here.

- I'm right here.
- No. No, I can't.

I can't let him touch Wendy
the way he touched me.

What? What?

What are you saying?
What do you mean?

[sniffs] Ray...

He molested me.
For years, he molested me.

Oh, God, Jordan.
Jordan...

He convinced me
that it was me who wanted it,

that it was me
who asked for it.

All those times back at camp
that I didn't include you

was to protect you.

I couldn't let him hurt you.

I'm so sorry, I didn't know.
I swear I didn't know.

He...

He said I wouldn't be
any good without him.

He said... He said that
if I told anyone

that he would find a way
to ban me from gymnastics.

And that's all I had.

That's all I had!

Without gymnastics, I would be
nothing, I wouldn't even exist.

So I just let it happen.

No. Hey.

No, you didn't.

OK? You can not
blame yourself.

God, you were just a kid

and he abused you.

But you are a survivor.

Listen to me,
that is what you are.

And we can tell somebody now,
we can get help.

It'll be his word against mine.
No one will believe me.

I believe you.
And I will stand by you.

- I promise.
- [sirens approaching]

No.

Come on, we gotta
get out of here.

Let's go, come on.

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