All language subtitles for Make It or Break It s02e13 The Buddy System.eng

I'd like you all to welcome
the new head coach

of The Rock, Darby Conrad.

I've decided that
your new team co-captains

are Payson Keeler
and Lauren Tanner.

What did you do?

I took the training camp footage
of Payson kissing him

and I sent it to Ellen Beals.

- I can help you get out of here.
- I acknowledge that I'm sick.

- Mrs. Kmet...
- No, Bambi!

My name is Bambi.

I don't wanna wait
to be with you.

That is one thing that
I can give you right now.

Payson, you're amazing.
You're so brave.

You're the strongest athlete
I've ever seen.

I really don't see
the point in this.

Since the dawn of time,

women have gathered
in non-hierarchical circles

to affirm and support
one another.

They also bludgeoned each other
over the head with clubs.

Yes, Payson sure knows
how to nail a vault.

But that's about all.

I'm here to mount the equipment,
not every boy in the gym.

OK, ladies, this exercise is
about positive reinforcement.

Lauren, why don't you
take a turn?

OK, Emily, can you say something
nice about Lauren's gymnastics?

What? Oh, um...

You really know how
to strut your stuff.

- Thank you. - Like the runway at
a Victoria's Secret fashion show.

OK, not really
a compliment, Payson.

Actually, in my world, it is.

And that's the difference
between you and me.

In addition
to my extreme hotness?

Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Girls, hold up.

New idea.

What do you say we do
the "Learn My Routine" exercise?

Excuse me, we don't have time
to screw around.

We've got a team meet
with Dallas in a week.

Exactly.
And there is no team

without mutual
r-e-s-p-e-c-t.

So, you will each learn
one of each other's routines.

You will get inside
each other's bodies and minds

and do everything
as the other does it,

exactly the way she does it,
and in the process,

develop respect for each other
gymnastically and otherwise.

You two. I love it!
All right, girls, pair up.

Fan-flippin-tastic.

This is
gonna be a riot.

Payson couldn't move like me

unless she had ants in
her pants. Literally.

Who am I gonna be working with?

What's got two thumbs
and choreography

that won the Pacific Coast
Classic in 2002?

This gal!

- What?
- You can learn my routine.

I was actually thinking
that I should

spend some more time
on my own gymnastics.

And I was thinking that what you
actually need is a good role model.

The NGO filled me in on all the
details of your new contract, Emily.

They want me
to keep an eye on you.

- Great.
- Right?

It takes a village
to raise a great gymnast.

And I just want you to know,
I'm here for you, Em.

In my family, I always felt
all this pressure to be perfect.

I had perfect blonde hair,

I ate perfect little meals
of nothing.

I was thin,

my parents were so proud of me,

and I loved it.

That's why I existed,

to be this perfect little
reflection of them in the world.

And there are some days where I still
want to be that perfect tiny blonde girl.

Because everybody
loves that girl.

Even though she was hungry.

Those are the days
when I still want to restrict.

Which means I'm still trying
to figure out why just being me,

just like this, isn't OK.

Thank you, Suzanne.

Can anyone here relate

to the struggle with perfectionism
Suzanne just shared?

Kaylie?

Not really.

I know who you are.
You're Kaylie Cruz.

I'm a big fan. I love
gymnastics, your gymnastics.

- All gymnastics.
- Thanks.

Is it true that a lot of gymnasts
struggle with eating disorders?

People assume that. People who don't
know anything about the sport.

What are you
doing in Boulder?

I finally got sprung
from the bin,

and thought I'd come check
on my little friend Kayliekins

before I leave for Milan.

Well, don't just stand there,
kitten! Get in!

Where are we going?

Saint-Germain-des-Pres
for pamplemousse macaroons.

- What?
- Oh, you are so cute.

I'd die. Seriously.

Baby, it's time to shed
some of this rehab fat.

I don't know which of Darby's
big ideas is more stupid:

Making you and me co-captains,

or letting us come and go
as we please,

or wasting our time
learning each other's routine

before we have a club meet

with the best team
in the country.

You only think that Darby
lifting all the rules is stupid

because you still approach
this sport as a little girl,

not a grown woman.

- Looking good, Max.
- Hey.

Hey, yourself.
We were starting to think

you changed your mind
about training at The Rock.

Not a chance.

Welcome.
We're glad you're here.

Not that she'll notice.
Payson has no interest in boys,

she's all gymnastics,
all the time.

I doubt that.

Nobody is one thing
all the time.

I'll catch you guys later.

- If I don't catch you first.
- Are you always in heat?

Look,
I can't believe

I'm saying this
to you of all people,

but for the record,
I've got dibs on Max. OK?

Are we in second grade?

For the record, I'm not interested
in him or any other boy.

That's right. You're only
interested in middle-aged men.

So no weirdness between us?

No more than usual.

What you just did, the story you just
told, it was... it was inspired.

It's you, Sasha,
you inspire me.

Payson!

Lauren, what did you do?

www.addic7ed.com

These things always
feel a little germy to me.

I'll take germs over muffin top.
I gotta drop ten before Milan.

Runway work?

Editorial.

Someone may be the new face
of Besos and Company,

and it's between me
and Brooklyn Decker.

Wow! You're really back
in the game.

Umm, ticky-ticky,
tock-tock.

An agent at Ford
the other day said,

basically, if you get one or two
seasons out of a girl, you're lucky.

Gymnastics is like that, too.
There's a tiny window of opportunity.

And they're not even
letting me work out.

If you're worried
about weight gain,

I have this over-the-counter
asthma medication.

Keeps me energized,
not munchie.

I shouldn't risk it.

Once I'm back, there's
random drug testing. - Yeah.

For now, I'll just have
to be large and in charge.

So, what's the dealio
with Mr. Hot Stuff Gym Stud?

Austin? No dealio.

He's really freaked out
about this whole anorexic thing.

I guess his sister
really did have

an out-of-control
eating disorder.

Hmm. How sad.

Yeah.

Maybe it was a mistake
admitting that I had a problem.

I mean, it got me out of rehab,

but now my parents
really think I'm sick.

And they're buying every word
that the therapist says.

Like that I'm gonna die
if I keep doing gymnastics.

Easy peasy.
All you have to do

is turn your parents
against the therapist

and you'll be back
at The Rock...

...like that.

Whew!

I don't remember
being out of breath

when I did that routine
in Sydney.

Of course I was 16,
and my life was a blur then.

Can I ask you something?

Do you ever feel like

you missed out on being
a teenager, or being...

What, in love?

Lauren told me
you have a boyfriend.

Had.

I'm not allowed to have
a boyfriend or a life anymore.

Which is ironic, since you came here
and lifted all of The Rock rules.

Listen, Em,
I didn't lift the rules

because I thought having
boyfriends was a good idea.

I lifted them because the
one thing this sport requires

is absolute self-knowledge.

I know.

You've got to
get with it, girl.

You're running out
of second chances.

After the back flip,
I do a little body roll.

I shake the booty
a little bit here.

And then I greet
my subjects down there.

And then...

...a perfect double twist.

Your turn.

- All steak. No sizzle.
- What?

Congratulations. I've got more
sass in my little finger.

They have penicillin for that.

I'm just saying, you look
a little weak up there.

I'm every bit as strong as you.

She-Ra, this isn't
about strong,

this routine is about
ooh-la-la.

So, enjoying the view?

She's like a Vegas show.

All she needs is a head dress
and a g-string.

She's a little too
obvious for me.

Oh, come on,
you wouldn't hit that?

I thought you
had it for Payson.

There's definitely
something special about her.

- So? - Since when did you turn
into Susie Matchmaker?

Hello.

I'm just sayin', my buddy Carter
got mangled by that girl.

She's a Venus Flytrap.
She'll eat you alive.

If I didn't know any better,
I'd think you were jealous.

Poor Payson.
She just doesn't have "it."

I'm trying to teach her
my beam routine,

but you can't teach someone
to be sexy.

Or subtle.

So Max, what do you
like to do for fun?

OK, ankles, knees, shoulders,

crown of the head.
That's good, right?

And Lauren says
I don't have "it".

I'll show her "it".

Crud!

Don't let Lauren get to you.

She does silly, showgirl stuff.

You don't need any of that.
You're Payson Keeler.

You'll do OK without it.

I've never aimed for "OK."

Well, if you're interested,
I could help you help yourself.

Do what?

Not look foolish
trying to do Lauren's beam.

And in the meantime, maybe impress
a certain new guy in town.

I'm not interested
in impressing your buddy Max.

And I'm a serious gymnast
who doesn't need

to shake her moneymaker
on the beam to get attention.

Well, how about
to get gold medals?

'Cause let's face it, Lauren's got
the best beam in the country.

Why, just because sex sells?

Sort of.

- Well, I'm not buying.
- You're not the customer.

But hey, if sexy scares you,

you just go ahead
and do Lauren's beam your way.

Emily, where have you been?
It's a half hour past curfew.

I walked the long way home.

You know you're supposed to come
home straight from practice, right?

My entire life,
you don't care when I come home,

and now I can't
go for a walk? Great.

I am off to work at the call center.
What are you looking at?

Damon's web page.

No communication, Emily.

I'm not communicating.
I'm just seeing what he's up to.

Why do you keep obsessing
over Damon's web page?

I thought we agreed, out of
sight, out of mind was easier.

Well, it's not.

I said goodbye to him
and now I can't see him, ever.

Everything seems like forever,
Emily, you're a teenager.

So, my feelings don't matter?

You'd never even kissed
a boy until you met Damon.

And then you went on,
what, like five dates?

So I'm an idiot then,
obviously.

You know, I really don't
appreciate this attitude.

Do you think that this
is fun for me?

We both signed that agreement
with the NGO.

And now I'm trying to be a responsible
parent because you asked me to be.

So please, can you just turn off
your computer and start studying.

You have your home school
finals in two weeks.

I'm sorry.

I know that you miss Damon

and I know that you two
care deeply for each other.

But Emily, you're so young,

and you have so much
in store for you.

I promise, in time,
you'll forget.

So how do we fix this?

I mean, she just
has to eat more.

She shouldn't be
losing weight anyway.

What she needs is more
upper body strength.

Instead of fixing things,
why don't we check in

with how Kaylie
is feeling today?

Well, um...

I've been thinking a lot,

about what that girl said.

- Suzanne?
- Yeah.

Yeah, about what Suzanne said.

About always trying to
be perfect for their parents.

And, um...

I... I can actually
relate to that.

Do you feel they played
a hand in your disorder?

Hey, we didn't play a hand
in starving our daughter.

In Kaylie's intake report,

she noted that you put
a scale in the living room.

It was Nationals.
I put it there as a reminder.

A reminder that
she wasn't perfect?

And that you disapproved
of her natural size?

Weight management is critical
to success in this sport.

But did that create a safe home
environment for your daughter?

I'll admit that the scale
was a bit extreme.

But our home's
always been safe.

I meant, emotionally safe.

Everything I have ever done
has been to support her dream.

This is all she's ever wanted.

Or is it all you ever wanted?

Whoa, whoa, whoa.
I had my own athletic career.

I fulfilled my dreams.

Sometimes by focusing so intensely
on our children's dreams,

we're able to avoid
more serious issues

in our marriage
or family dynamics.

I'm not gonna sit here and be blamed
for trying to be a good father, OK?

Alex...

Thanks for the session, doctor.

Oh, wait, you're not a doctor.

Thank you,
occupational therapist.

What's that?

A copy of the training video
you stole from The Rock.

Did you go on my computer?
That is a violation of my privacy!

And what the hell do you think
taking this private video,

altering it, and leaking it
to Ellen Beals was?

Besides an unconscionable violation
of your friend Payson's privacy?

Not to mention that you used it
to ruin a man's career!

I used it to get Sasha out of The
Rock which is what you wanted.

Not like this!

What does it matter
how I did it?

Because how you
did it was wrong.

Since when do you care
about right and wrong?

Was it right to tell me that
my mother didn't care about me?

Or right that you were secretly
giving money to Emily Kmetko?

And what about
blackmailing Marty

and probably a hundred other
things I don't even know about?

I got the job done. We have a new
coach and you have Summer back.

We both got what we wanted.
And your hands are clean.

No, they're not.

I promised Summer,

with God as my witness,

that I would never keep
anything from her ever again.

Especially if I found out
who leaked this tape.

So what's one more
broken promise?

Hey.

I got fresh sea bass, and the
most amazing heirloom tomatoes.

I thought I'd make
a caprese salad.

Everything all right?

Everything's awesome
now that you're here.

Come in.

Hey. Dinner's gonna be
ready soon.

- OK.
- What you listening to?

Uh, just funk, house.
I don't know, whatever.

I like to kick out the jams.

Please, no dorky mom dance
tonight.

Are you OK?

Do you ever get tired
of being the mom-jeans mom?

What?

You know how when Chloe Kmetko
walks into The Rock

in one of her spandex things,

and all of the gym dads turn and
stare at her 'cause she's so...

Exposed?

I was gonna say sexy.

Is that what you think is sexy?

Other people do.
I don't know, I guess.

It's just...

It's like she just has something
inside, like a perfume.

Lauren has it too.

It's powerful.
It's sizzle.

You don't have to be sexy
like Lauren.

What you have
is pretty powerful too.

Beauty, grace, integrity.

But you didn't say sex appeal.

I know.
I know I'm pretty, Mom.

I know that I can walk down
a runway in a fancy dress.

I even know that I can do
a pretty dance in a leotard,

but I'm just, just not sexy.

Not in that way.

There's all kinds of sexy.

It's OK. You don't have
to be good at everything.

And these are not mom-jeans.

In fact,
they drive your father wild.

That's so gross.

Pork chops in five.

- You ready?
- Just so we're clear.

I'm not here because I'm the
least bit interested in Max

or impressing any guy.

I'm here because...

...this sexy thing scares me.

And I don't like to be scared.
Of anything.

And, also, I'd like to wipe
that snarky self-satisfied smirk

off of Lauren Tanner's
spray-tanned face.

Got it.

So go ahead,
give me Lauren's routine,

with all the Lauren
va-va-voom.

OK, you can't laugh.

I won't laugh.

I mean it. If you laugh,
I'm outta here.

Aye-aye, co-captain.

Very funny.

Here. I think this will help.

Show me what you got.

-
You've got it right

Fine. Just let it out.

I have an idea.

How about we work off the beam.

I want you to get in touch
with your own... essence.

As long as it's legal.

Have a seat.

Have you ever thought
about what turns you on?

- Nope. No, not legal.
- Close your eyes.

Smell this.

Interesting. You're
repulsed by vanilla.

It's too sweet.

Neroli oil.

Elegant, spicy,

citrus.

Does nothing for me.
What is the point of this?

Sexy is about feeling pleasure
with all your senses:

taste, touch, smell.

Close your eyes.

That one's nice.

Cedar. Cedar makes you
feel pleasure.

Good. Now focus all your energy
in your second chakra.

- Where?
- Just below your navel.

This center holds your
basic need for sexuality,

creativity and self-worth.

Oh, so you're saying
my self-worth is in my bowels?

Have you ever noticed
where Lauren holds her energy?

It's all below the waist,
free and flowing.

It's free all right.

Walk across the room
like Lauren,

centered in your sexuality.

The key is to let
your hips be a little lazy,

a little soft.

Soft and lazy? That's totally
antithetical to gymnastics.

Get down on all fours.

- Now what are we doing?
- Cat energy.

Every woman has some.

The key is to get
out of your head.

Come on, be a cat.

Austin, I'm sorry.

Thank you so much
for doing this with me,

but it was clearly a mistake.

Come on, you didn't even try.

I know. I know
that I may think too much,

I know that I may
be too focused.

And that may be my curse.

Boys may never think
that I'm sexy,

and Lauren
may kick my ass on Friday,

and that may just be something
that I have to live with.

And how me liking
the smell of cedar

has anything to do with any
of this, I have no idea.

Cedar is traditionally
used for purification.

You respond to it
because you're pure of heart.

This routine has
nothing to do with my heart!

So, Maeve,
was there any concern

about going back to work
so soon after...

Rehab?

No, ma'am. I acknowledged
I had a problem

and that I'm committed to
recovery and my folks trust me.

They understand that now is my
time to make it big as a model.

If I let it slip away,
I'll miss my chance.

It's the same thing
with gymnastics, actually.

But my therapist
doesn't get that.

In fact, he thinks our
whole family is screwed up.

He's not even a real doctor.

As a model, there must be
intense pressure

to stay rail thin.

Have you ever considered doing something
where maybe size isn't an issue?

Well, in our society,
size is always an issue.

I mean, look at you.
You're not a model

but you're very tiny
and perfectly put together.

It's not just
a professional hazard.

Every woman feels
pressure to be perfect.

Not to the point
of starving herself.

Agreed. But you can be healthy
and still strive for excellence.

Like Kaylie.

She has the talent
to do something extraordinary,

and I'd hate to see
some therapist

who's trying to justify
his job rob her of that.

I agree completely.

They have to make you think
you're screwed up

so you keep coming back
and you keep writing checks.

Quite frankly, I don't see any reason
why Kaylie can't start training again.

Maybe we can discuss this
in private?

Fine. We'll discuss it.

But I'm not gonna sit back and let
anyone rob Kaylie of her dream.

That was delicious.

How many women
are gorgeous and can cook?

I don't know how we ever
lived without you, Summer.

But luckily, now,
we don't have to go back

to those dark days ever again.

Right, Daddy?

- Do you wanna talk about it?
- What?

Whatever's making you
look like you have

the weight of the world
on your shoulders.

I've just been thinking about

all the mistakes
I've made with Lauren.

You're supposed to teach
your children the difference

between right and wrong.
Be an example.

I failed to do both.

It's never too late to teach
your children the right values.

So, let's say they've
done something wrong.

You can't spank a teenager.

And I know grounding
does no good at all.

How do you punish them?

At this age,
the real punishment

is to make them accountable
for their actions.

So if they've done something wrong,
they have to make it right,

whatever the consequences.

You always seem to know
exactly what to do.

How are you so crystal clear?

About everything?

Prayer helps.

But I also believe
in our hearts,

we all know what's right.

It's just having
the courage to do it.

Now I do a full-in.

That's great, Lauren.
Stretch it out.

Nice swing, and stick it.

Payson, you're a great coach.

You got her to open her shoulder
angle with a set drill, right?

d help her

with the lift into
the second flip...

Hi, Max!

- You look strong.
- Strong's easy.

It's teachable.
Unlike sexy,

which you're either
born with or not.

Speaking of not, Payson, how's
my beam routine coming along?

I'm about 90 percent there.

Well, maybe it's time
to go all the way.

Oh, whoops,
I forgot, you don't.

Max, you want to see the new
pommel trainer we just got?

Hey, Payson,
don't listen to her.

You are sexy.

I think we very well established
last night that I'm not sexy,

so spare me.

You're just
a quiet kind of sexy?

One of these days you'll
wake up and see it.

It wasn't my job
to push you into it.

I asked for your help. It's not
your fault that I can't pull it off.

Pure of heart is plenty sexy.

I've noticed the kind
of girls you like

and it's not their hearts
you're interested in.

What about Kaylie?
I liked Kaylie.

It wasn't for her long legs
and double D cups.

So, "liked," past tense?

Kaylie needs to focus
on healing right now.

The further away she stays
from here and me, the better.

She obviously doesn't agree.

I didn't know she was back.

Neither did I.

Good job.

Is that who I think it is?

Kaylie Cruz, National Champion?

Hi, Darby.

How are you?

Great. Really great.

Great! So when
are you coming back?

Any day now. And maybe
even as soon as tomorrow.

Tomorrow? Really?

Yay! I can't wait to have
all my babes ready to crush!

Oops. I better
get back to work.

Austin,
this is my friend Maeve.

Well, the Corso Como
has handsome ragazzi,

but they don't have
the likes of you.

Maeve's a model. She's catching
a plane to Italy tonight.

Did your doctors clear you
to start training again?

Well, I'll leave you
lovebirds to duke it out.

I just wanted to see
the inside of the infamous Rock.

See you outside.

Not that it's any
of your business,

but the only people I need
permission from are my parents.

And they're on my side.
At least my dad is.

The battle's not between me
or your parents, Kaylie.

Stop trying
to be a hero, Austin.

You first.

Kaylie!
You're back!

Hi.

Hey. Sorry about that.

I had to say hi to everyone.

No worries, doll face.
I gotta skedaddle anyway.

But hey, Austin.

Major dreamy.
And totally into you.

Totally into saving me, maybe.
But that's about it.

Nope. He's the real deal
lemon peel.

Don't let him get away.

I don't have time
for boys anyway, so...

I know! You gotta get back here
training. You are such a star.

So are you, Maeve.

Please, my job
is to be a human hanger

and remember to breathe.

But what you do, this is real.

This is talent.

Stay in touch, OK?

Mm-hm.

I am just one
international call away.

You ring me any time,
day or night for support.

- OK?
- OK.

You OK?

Sure, why wouldn't I be?

I don't know. You seemed
surprised to see Kaylie.

I'm just surprised she thinks she's
ready to start training again.

Maybe she is.

What about you? You ready
to do Lauren's routine?

- I think I am.
- What changed?

I just thought of all the things
I've been scared to do as a gymnast.

And I've tackled them
all the same way.

I study every aspect
of the move, and I execute it.

Every move in gymnastics
is learnable.

Every single one.

I don't have to prove to the
world I'm sexy to do her beam.

- I just...
- You just have to be Lauren.

Bingo. It's a performance,
just like anything else.

You're gonna attack sexuality
with military precision?

Kind of.

And in the process, who knows
what you might discover,

- hidden deep down inside...
- My second chakra?

Don't hold your breath.

Hi. Uh, I was wondering,
is Bambi working today?

Uh, no. That's OK.

Can you tell me what sort
of establishment this is?

Thank you.

What's wrong?

I have to go.

You can't. We're doing each other's
routines in a little while.

Well, Darby said we can come and
go as we please, so I'm going.

OK, you have one more hour
to polish up your routines,

so use it wisely!

Emily?
Hey, have you seen Emily?

Uh... she left.

- How did you get in here?
- That matters?

- I can explain all of this, honey.
- Explain what?

That you're working
in a frickin' strip club?

Is this your idea of being
a responsible mother?

It's a job, Emily. And I am being responsible.
I'm putting food on the table.

It is not just a job.

It's another reason
why I'm not good enough.

It's another piece of
a consistently embarrassing life

that you just don't
seem to understand!

I don't understand?

I'm the one wearing
the vinyl bra, Emily.

You don't have to
remind me, Mom.

I'm paying the bills
and I'm funding your dream.

Why can't I do anything
right with you?

All right people, it's time
for "Learn My Routine."

Lauren, you first?

Ready to rock it!

Here I go. With the strong
and impressive,

but no-frills bars
of Payson Keeler.

Very nice, Lo-Lo.

And now, Payson, are you ready
to show Lauren's beam routine?

Where's Payson?

Don't tell me she bailed too?

I told you.

Very nice, Payson.

You really tapped
into something.

A very successful exercise!

Maybe you should re-learn
your routine...

...from Payson.

Maybe you should go look at yourself
in the mirror some more, yeah?

Nice chakra work.

I can't believe
I just did that.

I mean, at first I was just
being Lauren, and then...

sex goddess.

Oh, God. Was it awful?

If by awful,
you mean smokin' hot.

Well, my work here is done.

So... what are you doing
after practice?

I hear there's this
awesome juice joint around here.

Actually, I need to go
see a friend.

OK, sure. No worries.

But maybe you can
call me later?

I will definitely
call you later.

- OK?
- OK.

- Please tell me that's a music mix for Summer.
- Guess again.

- You're not giving that DVD to her.
- Yes, I am.

- Dad, you can't!
- Watch me.

What are you doing?

I am doing what I should've
done long ago.

I'm delivering the full tape
of Sasha and Payson

- and making this right.
- No! And what about me?

You should have thought of that

when you started
manipulating your coach,

your teammates, and me.

But Daddy, you can't!

If you turn that in,
if you tell them it was me,

I could be kicked out
of the gymnastics world.

And Sasha will come back,
and Summer...

I promised Summer
I'd tell her the truth.

No! But she doesn't
need to know.

You've already
taken away one mother.

Please don't take away another.

Daddy, please.

You're all I have
left in the world.

You and my gymnastics.

This will ruin me!
Is that what you want?

No, I don't wanna ruin you.

But you ruined someone else,
Lauren. Do you understand?

I'll never do it again!
I swear.

Can we just let this pass?
Please.

You're turning over
a new leaf and I can too.

I promise you, I promise I can.

But we can't do this anymore.

We won't have to.

I learned my lesson.

I really did.
I love you, Dad.

- I'm so sorry.
- OK.

OK.

So you think
this is all my fault too?

I ruined our marriage,
I ruined our daughter.

We are both responsible
for our marriage.

And we are both responsible
for what happened with Kaylie.

At the very least,
for not seeing it sooner

and doing something about it.

And I never told you this,

but I found a trash bag of food

in Kaylie's gym bag.

Food that she was obviously
just pretending to eat.

- Why didn't you tell me?
- Would it have really mattered? Would you have listened?

You're not even listening
to the therapist.

Hey. I'm glad you guys
are here.

I wanted to talk about
when I can start training.

I was hoping tomorrow?

Uh, yeah, we have
talked about it.

We've decided that we will
trust the therapist for now.

But my therapist is wrong.

You said so yourself.

Kaylie, you admitted
you have a problem.

I lied, OK? I would have said
anything to get out of that place.

I don't have a problem!

You guys are the ones
with the problem!

You're ruining my career!

I am gonna lose everything,

if I don't get back
to the gym, right now!

I know you don't understand.

Your world
is nothing like mine.

You don't have the NGO breathing
down your neck all the time,

and then, whoopsie, your mom forgot to
tell you she was working at a strip bar.

Everything I've worked for,

being an Olympian,

being the best...

...is always
about to fall apart.

I know you don't want to
hear this right now, Emily.

But you're not that different
from the rest of us.

I see my dad once a month,

because he's in another state

working to pay for
my back surgery.

Kaylie can't even step
on a mat right now.

She'd kill to be able to train.

- That's different.
- Is it though?

Pain is pain, Emily.

And we're all giving up things
for this dream.

And until you accept
that those things,

your mom, the NGO, whatever,

are things that
you can't control,

that the only thing you can
control is getting to practice

and always just
giving it your all,

you really are
going to fall apart.

I had sex with Damon.

And I'm in love with him.

Then why are you so sad?

Because...

I want my dream too.

And I know
that I can't have both.

Which do you want more?

I want to go to the Olympics.

But what if I don't make it
and then I lose Damon?

I just don't know that this
all would've been worth it.

You can't drain your energy

constantly thinking about all of
these possible future what-ifs.

You have to focus your mind
on what you want to happen.

You know what I want?

I want to go to the Olympics.

And I want to do it with you
right there by my side.

I want that too.

Come here.

Hello?

Who is this?
Is this Maeve Benson's phone?

Yes, it is.
Who is this?

Uh, it's a friend of hers.
It's Kaylie.

Is she there?
Can I please speak to her?

Maeve...

Maeve passed away.

What? How?

I... I just saw her!

She had a heart failure
in the Denver airport.

She's gone.

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