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Previously on Army Wives...

...about to graduate Harvard Law
with honors,

until you suddenly dropped out.

I look forward to learning more.

You should consider
finishing the hours for your RN degree

at the post hospital.

Are you sure about that?
Things have changed so much

since I went to nursing school.

Things change,
but they stay the same.

I really enjoyed meeting you.

I wish I could.

I'm going back to New York tomorrow.

What are you doing here?

Teaching. What are you doing here?

- You two know each other?
- You could say that.

Oh, God.

Nothing happened. But I wanted it to.

I'm guessing you're telling me all this

because you want me
to talk you out of it.

So, you want my opinion?

You have an opinion?

That is so unlike you, Roxy.

I know. But bear with me.

I think this whole Scott thing
is a commentary on your marriage.

Commentary?

Yep.

There was a door open
or Scott wouldn't have gotten to you.

So you need to figure out
how to shut it again.

I have to shut my door?

I'm not talking about that one.

You know, I love Chase.

But after nine years of marriage,

you begin to wonder where that
gorgeous man that you married went.

And I don't mean what country.

You don't understand
because you just got married.

But give it a few years.

The door just opened again.

There's no card.

See?
This is exactly what I mean.

Scott sends me flowers.

The last time Chase sent me flowers
was when Lucas was born.

That was five years ago.

And you wonder why Scott got to me.

Joan.

I didn't expect you until tonight.

I changed my flight.
I couldn't wait to see you.

Welcome home.

Gosh, I'm so nervous. I...

I couldn't wait to get home. And now...

There's so much to say.

So much I've learned.

Roland,

I love you

and I know I put you through a lot

and I'm sorry.

But I want our marriage
to be a priority now,

not my career.

I want to be there for you,
the way you've been there for me.

Mister,

you better be sending me flowers
after we've been married for nine years.

Do I want to know what this is about?

No.

Yeah, didn't think so.

You're pretty good at this.

Well, I was an apprentice carpenter
in high school.

Really?

What, that surprises you?

Nope. I just got my explanation as to
why you're so good with your hands.

Oh. You are a bad girl. Bad.

We are extremely proud
to honor our fallen soldiers

with our very first
Fort Marshall Memorial Rose Garden.

A reminder to us all of the cost
our heroes pay.

A shot here, please.

Thank you very much.

Okay, ladies, let's get digging.

Tomorrow's the big day, huh?

Yeah. My first shift after orientation.

Twelve hours, can you believe it?

Yep. Welcome to the real world.

Trenching. Don't forget the trenching,
it's very important.

And mulch.
We need some more mulch over here.

So what else
do you have to do to get your degree?

Just complete my practical hours.

It means regular nursing shifts
under the supervision of an intern.

How many hours do you have left?

One hundred and twenty.

About two weeks if I don't eat lunch.

I'm really proud of you.
I'm sure Frank is, too.

He knows you're going back to work,
doesn't he?

He knows. I just don't think he knows
what a change it'll be.

I told you.

Pamela and that art teacher?

Are you sure about this?

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

I'm telling you,
I saw them with my own eyes.

Ladies, I assume
you received my invitations

for the Hail and Farewell
tomorrow night.

Oh, we did.

And?

Oh, we wouldn't miss it, Lenore.
You know that.

I didn't get my invitation.

What's a Hail and Farewell anyway?

It's just our little way of saying goodbye

when someone transfers
to another post or retires.

In this case,
we're honoring Colonel Weatherford,

who's leaving us for Hawaii, no less.

Sadly, the party is for officers
and their wives only.

Marilyn? Marilyn Polarski, right?

Yes.

Marilyn, I find myself
without an assistant today.

And I have so many preparations
for the party tomorrow.

I was wondering
if you'd care to join me.

I would love to.

Great. Great.

I have a day planner over there.
We can go over to my house.

Wow.

Come on, this way.

Move through. Let's go. Keep moving.

Burton, it's good
to see you again.

So, you ready to resume
your command?

Well, sir, at this point,

I feel I need to balance my personal life
with my battalion.

Roland and I are, in a sense,
starting over

and it's going to take some real effort
on my part.

Are you saying you don't want to
resume your command?

I just need to focus on my marriage
right now, sir.

General Baker's coming over here
right now.

If you don't want to return
to your command immediately,

we need to be very clear on that.

But I'll be honest with you, Joan.
It won't look good.

You could lose
your command altogether.

Are you sure that that's what you want?

- General.
- As you were.

Colonel Holden. How are you, Mike?

Fine, sir.

Lieutenant Colonel Burton.

I'm assuming your time away
was helpful

and now you're ready
to resume command.

Now. Our first concern is your troops.

General?

There could very well be some
resistance from company commanders,

certain section leaders
who served with Sergeant Belgrad,

as to your fitness
to lead a battalion again.

And I have to admit, they have a point.

I see, sir.

Sir, I've spoken with her PTSD doctor

who confirmed that
Joan made great strides.

He's issued a positive recommendation

for returning to full duty status
and I would second that.

Still, Mike, there will be talk.

I would put her 20-year,
stand-out record

up against any other senior officers
on post.

I trust her instincts
and her ability to lead.

The Lieutenant Colonel
is quite capable of

taking charge of her battalion.

I'll be honest with both of you.

I'm on the fence.

Carry on.

Thank you, sir.

If you don't want to return
to your command, that's one thing.

But I won't allow General Baker
to make your decisions for you.

But be absolutely certain
this is what you want.

Because this decision
can only be made once.

When you were in DC,
it was the first time

I was completely alone in this house.

Nothing wrong with a little quiet.

Yeah, well...
But usually I had one of you here.

It's going to be an adjustment
when you're both gone.

How did it go in DC?

Very good. Very good.

They were very impressed with the way
I led the men after the crash.

And they made it pretty damn clear
that we are on a fast track.

Really?

Maybe a desk job at the Pentagon.
Who knows?

Oh, honey.

But they made it very clear that I need

to start playing the game, you know?

Making the right connections
and so forth.

So I thought we should invite
the Bakers to lunch tomorrow.

Well, I start work tomorrow.

Yeah, that's right. That's right.

You know, sweetheart,
you don't need to do this.

I am perfectly capable of supporting us.

Well, it's not about that, Frank. It's...

It's about me. I need this.

I've raised our son. I've stood by you.

I just... I need to do
something for myself.

But being a nurse, Denise?
I mean, is that something you feel

you need to do for yourself?

I enjoy it, Frank. I'm good at it.

I'm sorry, all right? I'm sorry.

But, baby, I need you
to represent me now, okay?

Especially now.

You give me confidence, sweetheart.
I can't do this alone.

I'm here for you, Frank. I am.

Well, the Bakers are hosting
a Hail and Farewell tomorrow night.

So, if we can't take them to lunch,

at least we can impress
the hell out of them at dinner.

Frank, I just said I have to work.

Denise, you're going. All right?

You have to.

I will not do this alone.

Female sergeant,
28-years-old,

collapsed during her daily 10K run

with bilateral leg weakness
and heart palpitations.

We'll bolus her a liter of NS
while we're waiting on the labs.

Anything else I should know?

She got an Army Commendation Medal

for pulling two soldiers
out of a burning Humvee.

She's a real hero.

The press has been following her story.

Don't be nervous. Act as if.

Good morning.
I'm Denise, I'll be starting another IV.

Greer.

That's your first name?

Oh. Belinda. Sorry.

Hi, Belinda.

Nurse said I was a bad stick.
Small veins.

Word is you're a hero.

So they say.

Your family must be proud.

Thank you. But my family,
they're either dead or estranged.

Army is the only family I've got.

All right. It's gonna pinch a little.

Ouch.

- Sorry.
- Don't worry. I'm used to it.

You go to the hospital often?

Lately. I just get dehydrated
when I train.

Ten Ks. I would pass out.

Plus free weights and yoga.

Wow.

Okay. Here you go.

Well, nice meeting you, Belinda.

Oh, my... Oh, my God.

If I cry, you can't hold it against me.

I won't. I won't.

Baby, I am so happy to see you.

Me, too. How long are you here?

We have 36 hours.

- Thirty-six hours?
- Yeah.

So this is just a drive-by?

Pretty much.

And it took me 16 hours
and two planes to get here.

But I had to be here. I don't know.

I don't know why.

Hey. You got my flowers.

Yeah, I did.

They're beautiful.

Babe, are you okay?

Yeah, I'm just trying to sort it all out.

You said you had 36 hours, right?

Yeah.

Truth is, I don't really know
that much about Trevor.

Well, I'm sure you know
all the important stuff.

Like he pours orange juice
on his cereal?

- He does?
- He says it's economical.

God. Well, economy aside, there's all
that other stuff, too, you know.

Like how many women
has he been with?

What religion is he?
Does he want any more kids?

I better ask.

I'm so attracted to him,
I ovulate like a slot machine.

Well, people are like artichokes.

Don't you mean onions?

I like any word that has "choke" in it.

It fits better with marriage.

The point is, Roxy,

you gotta keep peeling off all those
hard layers so you can get to the heart.

Hey, look out. Coming through.

So, is it hard for you?

You know I can't talk about that.

Yeah, but you can tell me how you are.

What you're going through.

Well, I'm in the smallest Delta unit.

This four-man team.

And when a member disappears,
we don't ask where he's going.

When he returns,
we don't ask where he's been.

It's very isolated, you know?

No outsiders.
We just keep to ourselves.

Is that why you came back?
To check in?

Yeah.

I guess so.

I can't imagine
becoming one of these guys.

They're so entrenched in the culture

that most of them are divorced
or have lost their families.

You're my rock, Pamela.

I don't wanna lose you.

Hey.

You won't lose me.

Major Sherwood,
glad you could make it.

A privilege, sir.
And how are you, ma'am?

Quite well, thank you. Where's your
beautiful wife this evening?

Oh, she'll be here later.

Mrs. Weatherford.
Very best of luck to you, sir.

Thank you, Major.

- It's good to see you again.
- Excuse me.

It's like watching the King and Queen.

- Frank. Good to see you.
- Mike.

- How are you?
- Hi.

- Hi, Frank.
- Would you guys excuse me a sec?

See you in a bit.

Is Denise going to make it tonight?

- She'll be here.
- Good.

- She's just running a little late.
- Good.

I used to really enjoy these events.

The debates, the camaraderie.

But now I just really want
to be alone with you.

Well, that's new.

Let's go home.

So, I've been
looking at the figures.

With the current
deployment schedule, I...

You know, with Weatherford gone,
you're my new number two now.

So your opinion matters.

But I have to tell you,

I can't support Burton's
return to command.

That's where we differ.

I have every confidence in her.

Sir. Are you all right?

Yeah,
yeah, I'm fine.

It's these parties, the drinks,
the rich food.

The whole thing
gives me heartburn, actually.

By the way, you are one lucky man.

No argument there.

To our wives,
essential tools for our success.

To our wives.

Speaking of which.

D, it's 2100 hours. Where are you?

Call me as soon as you get this.

Belinda?

I felt like I was dying.

You'll be okay.

Give her five of diazepam
and five of metoprolol.

And get a repeat EKG.

Breathe.

Again.

One more time.

Okay. Both in.

Anything else?

No, I think we're good here.

- Call me if anything changes.
- Yeah.

Can you stay with me?

My shift is over,
but the night nurse is here now.

Please, Denise. Just until I fall asleep.

I see what you're doing.

If you don't like it, divorce me.

We can't get a divorce.

Lenore, I can barely
stand the sight of you.

How can you talk to me like that?

Everything I have done is for you.

So you remind me over and over
and over again.

Look, lady.

You play your part and I'll play mine.

But don't expect anything else.

- Up! Up! Up! Hey!
- Daddy!

Get up! Get up! It's a new day!

You know what we're doing today?

You know what we're doing?

- The beach?
- No.

- The water park?
- No!

We are staying right here.
All day, just the four of us.

Nobody goes out, nobody comes in.

We are watching movies,
we're eating junk food.

We are playing video games.
What do you say?

- Yeah!
- Yeah! You in, Mommy?

- Sure.
- Yeah! Mommy's in!

Hey.

I looked like a fool, you know.

There was a patient that needed me.
I couldn't leave her.

So you stood up
your husband instead?

In front of the entire senior command?

You promised me, Denise.

No, I didn't promise you.
I said I would try to make it.

You didn't even show up.

Look, it won't always be this bad.

When I get my degree,
the hours will become more regular.

And then I assume
things are going to be fine?

Look, Denise, I know you.

You're just going to get more and
more involved and then what?

Frank, I said I was sorry.
Can we let it go?

No. No, no. I don't like this, all right?

I want you to quit
because this isn't going to work.

I'll try to be home for dinner.

Your breakfast, sir.

Thank you.

No. Thank you.

Thank you for helping me
come to a decision.

I'm going to apply for another
30 days off and just relax.

Do you think they'll give it to you?

I don't see why not.

General Baker
isn't an advocate of mine.

He's not a big believer in therapy.
But it helped me.

What I learned is that
one event caused my PTSD.

That's often the case.

For me, it was about
what happened in Afghanistan.

Lieutenant Colonel Burton did
what the Army trained her to do.

But me, Joan...

I wanted to save that little girl
as much as Belgrad did.

And it ate me up inside.

So, we're not that different, after all.

That's a real breakthrough, Joan.

It was. Thank you.

Let's go on a date tonight.

You're asking me out?

Yes, I am.

There's a band playing
down by the river.

We can walk along the beach,
listen to some music.

What do you say?

That sounds great, Joan.

I know she had an affair. I just know it.

Did she tell you she did?

No. But I feel it.

I'd confront her,
but I want her to tell me.

You know, admit it.

She may not.

Some people think that
confessing to an affair can be

more damaging
than keeping the secret.

What? How could that ever work?

Because sometimes confessing

is really about the person
who had the affair.

It's the way to get rid of their guilt.

But they should feel guilty.
They cheated.

The important thing is
saving the marriage.

Is that what you want?

Yes.

Then we'll start with that next week.

Unfortunately, we're out of time.

- Thanks.
- Sure.

Poe? Steinbeck? Miller?
Have you read all these?

Yeah. I didn't go to the best schools,
so I'm trying to make up for it.

I haven't read any of these.

So, how many women
have you been with?

You really want to know?

Yeah.

One, two...

Five, including you.

How many guys have you been with?
Wait. You know what?

Don't wanna know. Don't wanna know.

Three, including you.

What religion are you?

I was raised Methodist, but I'm open.

So what's this about?

Artichokes.
Do you want any more kids?

Not now. But I like to practice.

So, come on, babe. What is this about?

I just want to know
that you have faults, Trevor.

You know, like normal people.

Okay.

Well, I jump to conclusions.

I'm a terrible cook. I forget names.

I'm kind of clumsy, hence the knee.

I can be impulsive
and sometimes a little bit too sensitive.

- Feel better?
- Yeah.

Really, I do.

Good.

What's wrong?

Potassium's up a little.

- Is that bad?
- No. Just needs to be watched.

How are you feeling?

The doctor says my kidneys
are acting up,

that I was pushing myself too hard.

Were you?

Maybe.

I have to make up for it.

Especially when people think
you're a hero.

What do you mean?
Here. There you go.

You heard the story, right?

You saved two soldiers in a Humvee.

I saved them.

But I also put them there.

They were looking for me.

I had walked off.

I was upset and I wanted to quit.

I mean, God.

Haven't you ever
just wanted to give up?

Yeah.

I think we all do sometimes.

Then you know.

I just felt like I couldn't take it anymore.

They kept calling my name.

Trying to get me back.

They were my friends.

When that grenade just hit
the Humvee, it just burst into flames.

And I did pull them out.
I did save them.

But it was also my fault.

And they gave me a medal.

Belinda, you're telling me
the truth now

and that makes you heroic.

That's right.
She got kicked out of Harvard.

- Oh, my God. Really?
- Yeah.

- Do you know why?
- Yes. And it's a shocker.

Because Claudia Joy killed someone.

What?

Okay, I won't have you coming in here
and spreading lies.

But Lenore said...

Yeah, well, that should've been
your first clue.

Excuse me, nurse?

Hi.

Okay. What's wrong?

Lenore Baker.

You can bring her up to Psych.

We have all sorts of restraints for her.

What are you doing on this floor?

Just a quick consult.

Plus, I thought I'd check up
on a friend of mine.

Well, I appreciate that.

How's Joan? You guys good?

Joan's trying. Now, she's really trying.

Since she's come back
she's been completely dedicated

to the marriage and to me.

But instead of feeling great about it,
I find myself holding back.

Well, it seems understandable to me.
She hurt you.

It takes a while to trust someone again.

- And she's only been away 30 days.
- Yeah, that's true.

But in that time, I've been thinking, too.

Things have happened.

And I'm not sure what I want anymore.

Is there something else
you want to talk about?

No. You're right.

Maybe it's just about learning
how to trust again.

Coming through.
Got a 49-year-old, postictal.

It took two milligrams of lorazepam
to break this?

At least vitals are stable.

Let's get him in here, quick!

What happened?

We were all at lunch when
General Baker had a seizure.

Is he going to be all right?

I don't know.

They think it's an aneurysm.

They're gonna run some tests.
Rush the results.

Nonresponsive.

You realize this means Michael will be
the Post Commander now?

CAT scan confirmed the worst.
He needs surgery right away.

He'll need at least a month to recover.

- Is there anything I can do?
- Not right now. But I should leave.

When this kind of thing happens,
we have to move quickly.

The entire chain of command
ratchets up.

- See you at home.
- Okay. Okay.

Lenore.

What are you doing here?

I just wanted you to know
you're both in my prayers.

This is not your opportunity
to replace me, Claudia Joy.

So, please, just leave us alone.

That woman is not your friend.

Her husband is ill.

Yeah, this may not be the best time,
but I have to tell you something.

Lenore is spreading a rumor about you.

She's what?

She's telling people
that you killed someone.

And that's why
you had to drop out of Harvard Law.

Hey. That took a while.

How much longer do you have?

Six hours, twenty-two minutes.

What you want to do?

Make it last.

Colonel, thanks for coming
on such short notice.

I heard about General Baker.
How is he doing?

I'm afraid he's going to be
out of commission for a while.

Sorry to hear that.

So I am taking over Division
in his absence.

I don't plan on making
any big changes,

but there are a few immediate issues
that I'd like to discuss with you.

- Yes, sir.
- Sit, please.

I've been mulling this over
for a few hours.

I need an X O I can count on.

They're suggesting
Lieutenant Colonel Bring.

He's an excellent candidate.

Hell, I've known him for years.

I agree. He knows the division
inside and out,

both here and in the sandbox.

But we're stretched so thin,
I cannot afford to call him home.

You, on the other hand,
just came back.

With a clear head. Rejuvenated.

I'd like to offer you the job.

We both know how close that Article 15
came to ruining your career.

This position would wipe out the past,
give you a clean slate.

And frankly, Joan,

I need someone I can trust.

Dr. Stroud, room 32.
Code blue. Dr. Stroud.

Crash cart, quick. She's got no pulse.

She's in cardiac arrest.

Let's start with one mig of epi
and then shock at 360 joules.

I think she's hyperkalemic.

Push the epi and be ready
with one amp of sodium bicarb.

One amp bicarb.
- Charging.

You're charged.
- Clear!

Clear!
- Shocking.

She's got a rhythm.

I had to act fast.
She was going into cardiogenic shock.

Good call.

It's okay. I'm here.

We're going to get you through this.

Do you want to wake them?

No.

Hey.

I can be jealous, but I'm working on it.

I can be outspoken,
but I'm really not working on that.

I haven't read many books.
Not really the best speller.

I don't want any more kids,
at least, not now.

But I'm with you.

I love to practice.

We both know that my reputation
has been called into question.

So under the circumstances,

it's important that I take Michael up
on his offer.

But, Roland, I want to be very clear
about something.

We are still my priority.

I'm sorry.

I'm doing all the talking.

Tell me what you're thinking.

I'm thinking,

you look good in uniform.

It suits you.

And we'll make this work.

Lenore is nothing if not consistent.

She already cost you
one promotion, Michael.

You know she's going to use this
against you now.

We're still not going to dignify her
with a response.

She's not going to stop, Michael.

We've kept this between us
for a long time,

but we always knew
this day was going to come.

And it's here now.

We have to brace ourselves.
We have to prepare for the worst.

It was 20 years ago.

You were just a kid.

So was he.

Why aren't you dressed for work?

It's my day off.

You saved that soldier last night.
The woman.

How did you know about that?

I went to the hospital, with every
intention of dragging you out of there.

I almost didn't recognize you.

What are you talking about?

You. Focused. Vital.

You looked so different.

It was like I was seeing you
for the first time.

It made me remember
why I fell in love with you.

Look, I'm not going to fight you
on this, all right?

I'm the reason Jeremy is gone,

and I will not be the reason
that you leave, too.

Thank you all for coming.

Well, hell's bells, get on with it.

I feel like I'm in trouble.

Okay.

There's a rumor going around
about me.

About why I left Harvard Law.

They're saying I killed someone.

I wanted you to hear the truth from me.

My father was a judge.

So there was a lot of pressure on me
to go to law school.

I hated it. I was good at it, but I hated it.

So, I was determined
to graduate quickly.

I took more units per semester
than anyone I knew.

I was cramming one night,
seven straight hours in the library.

And I...

I got in my car around 3:00 a. m.
To drive home.

It was dark and it was cold.

And I was really...

I was really tired.

Oh. It was just a second

when my eyes closed.

And I heard a thump.

His name was David Masterson.

He was a third-year student.

No one I knew.

I tried to save him,
but he was already dead.

I pleaded no contest
to vehicular manslaughter.

They gave me three years probation.

And my world pretty much collapsed.

I questioned myself and my life.

And...

I went through some really dark times.

I really lost my way.

And then I met Michael.

And he was there for me, as always.

You realize
that could've happened to anyone?

Maybe. Maybe. But it happened to me.

I mean, I got in that car when I knew
I was too tired to drive.

I feel like everything I do now
is to somehow

make up for the loss of his life.

It's okay.