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Previously on Star Trek: Discovery:

We got you, gray.

We'll find a way to help you be seen,
truly seen.

I can't believe
I get to start my life again.

Book, you there?

I keep seeing him. Leto.

I don't know if he knew, if I ever
let him know how much I loved him.

I'm sorry.

I'm gonna figure this out for you,
whatever it takes.

Starfleet academy feels
like 1000 years ago.

- Nothing feels simple.
- It's okay to feel that way.

Something's off, or I'm off.

I was hoping
that we could talk about it.

- What exactly is this anomaly?
- We're not certain.

We know it's there.

We know it's moving,
but we can't get a handle on what it is.

I offer the services
of the ni'var science institute.

A crisis such as this
requires all to contribute.

This anomaly threatens us all equally.
We must all work together.

This is commander fickett
of the u.S.S. Credence.

We have your dilithium shipment
ready.

We are grateful
to receive it, commander.

It has been a long time.

Happy to help.

Looking good.

Everything is ready, commander.

We have their coordinates.

Good work.
Thank you, lieutenants.

Computer,
lower the shields for transfer.

Locking on your coordinates now.

Security breach.

Commander!

Stand down.

- I need your dilithium.
- Wait your turn like everybody else.

I'm afraid that's not possible.
Please step aside.

That's not gonna happen.

Please, my friend.

Choose to live.

I'm sorry.

Fourth and most recent
in a string of identical dilithium thefts.

Killing a starfleet officer, though,
that's new.

The killer is a ni'var citizen

and a qowat milat nun
known as j'vini.

Her cohorts are mercenaries,

confirmed to be operating
under her orders.

Thanks to the tracker we planted
in the dilithium she stole,

we now have her coordinates.

These thefts began

after the gravitational anomaly
was discovered.

Might there be a connection?

As of now,
we have no indication of motive.

J'vini's crimes, however, are clear.
She must be detained without delay.

This would be an appropriate
time for the qowat milat to join us.

Thank you, president t'rina.

Admiral, ni'var is a trusted ally
of the federation.

Despite the fact that these crimes
were committed on starfleet vessels,

we will not respond
without ni'var's guidance.

Thank you.
Indeed, we are more than allies.

It is my hope that we will be united
under the flag of the federation.

The dangers posed by the anomaly

make our cooperation
all the more important.

I understand that at the moment,

no inhabited systems
are threatened by its trajectory,

yet it could change course at any time?

That is the case, madam president.

Commander stamets
has been leading the efforts

to understand its movements.

He's eager to collaborate
with the ni'var science institute.

And they are ready to receive him.
Here, too, we offer our services.

This is an internal qowat milat matter.

And as such, we ask that starfleet
turn her coordinates over to us.

We believe j'vini most likely
is acting as a qalankhkan

on behalf of a lost cause.

Most likely?

- You have doubts?
- No.

Why would she steal the dilithium?
The federation is giving it away.

I don't know.

This is the first news
we've heard of j'vini in several years.

But I trust she has a reason.

The order must be allowed
to discover that context.

Mom, she killed a starfleet officer.
You cannot excuse that with context.

We do not excuse j'vini's actions.

However, we must be the ones
to pursue her.

No one but her sisters
will be able to bring her in alive.

The unique ways of the qowat milat
must be respected.

Admiral Vance,

would starfleet be amenable
to making this a joint mission?

A venture of mutual goodwill
would reflect the spirit

of the pending union
between ni'var and the federation.

Under the circumstances,
we would, of course, be amenable.

As would the qowat milat.

Might I suggest captain Burnham
be permitted to represent starfleet?

She has my confidence.

And dare I say the confidence
of her mother?

Whatever j'vini's circumstances,

I think we can all agree
that these actions

cannot be allowed to continue.

Bring her in safely.

I'll prepare to leave immediately.

Captain.

- If we may speak frankly?
- Of course.

This joint mission
is a political necessity.

Ni'var and the qowat milat must feel
respected, but make no mistake.

You are in charge.

I thought we landed
on mutual goodwill there.

Goodwill and leadership
are two different things.

This anomaly, it is the biggest threat
we have faced since the burn.

This is our moment to serve

and to show why
restoring the federation is so critical.

We cannot do it without ni'var,

but we also can't do it if those
who attack us don't see our strength.

J'vini must be brought in.

Absolutely.

If you feel your mother
will make this too difficult...

No. J'vini took the life
of a starfleet officer.

I will bring her to justice.
I promise you that.

Good. I'm counting on you.

No. You're almost finished.

I was gonna ask you a question
if you have a second.

For you, always.

Oh, thanks.
I really appreciate it.

So, I'm...

That was disturbingly not delicious.

Is something amiss with the replicator?

No, no. I, um...

Sorry, ordered Mac and cheese
on purpose.

There's something amiss with me,
and Dr. Culber's helping with it.

While your dislike of cheese certainly
renders you a rarity among humans,

I was not aware it was considered
an actual disorder.

Oh, no, no, it's not. Um, I'm sorry.

I'm trying new things

because my comfort zone
has become uncomfortable.

Or too comfortable. Unclear.

Dr. Culber thought it might help
if I shake things up,

so I slept with my pillow
at the other end of my bed,

and I took the long way
to the bridge this morning.

And I was hoping
I could try out a little gardening

by watering some of your plants?

What is it you hope to gain
from novelty?

To be honest, I'm not sure yet.

I do keep thinking about those cadets
at the academy

and just how certain they are

that they are exactly
where they're supposed to be.

I used to have that.

Clarity of purpose
can be difficult to achieve.

Sorry. I know you have some places
to go. It's not important.

I confess to having dined quickly.
I am speaking with kaminar.

Oh, well, give su'kal my best.

Oh, he would appreciate that.

However, today's call
is with the local council

to discuss our role
in retrofitting kaminar's space port.

My home world recently voted
to return to the stars.

I will look for something
meaningfully unusual for you to do.

Till then, you're welcome
to mist my plants.

Oh, but do take care to not touch
the swampkelp while it is in bloom.

- Why? What happens if I do?
- It is better if you do not know.

Hey, thought I'd find you here.
Stamets give you another job?

Yeah. It's more
like a tachyon treasure hunt.

Not exactly in my wheelhouse,
but it keeps me close to the action.

Such as it is.

Speaking of action,
mind if I requisition your ship?

Starfleet and oowat milat only.

Oh, I see how it is.

Love a man up,
then leave him without his ship?

I will return it washed and waxed.
And I thank you.

How is he?

He's got a new theory.
Primordial wormhole.

- Primordial wormhole, huh?
- Four out of five factors point to yes.

One: Gravitational distortions are
consistent with wormhole behavior.

Two: So is the shape
of the gravitational well.

Three: Its ability to change direction.

Four: It contains a massive amount
of accreted dark matter.

Which reminds me,
I've given it a nickname.

The dma, dark matter anomaly.

Too much of a mouthful
to say every time.

Right.

Everything points to a primordial
wormhole except one missing factor.

Let me guess, tachyons.

Always present
at the birth of a wormhole.

- Without tachyons...
- We're back to square one.

The evidence is in here.
We just have to find it.

Until I know what the dma is,
I can't predict its behavior.

And we can't prevent another...

The ni'var science institute
will be a great help.

- I'm sending the raw data now.
- Okay. Keep me posted.

I wanna go
to the science institute with you.

Oh... no, no, no. You really wouldn't.

It's gonna be so boring.

Field equations, manifolds,
torsion tensors. Math, math, math.

I need to be doing something.
Helping. Come on.

I can't bring these scientists
up to speed

without a clinical,
forensic discussion of your loss.

I can handle it.

Thank you.

It's me.

Almost.

I'll finally be a part of the world again.

No more looking in
from the outside, feeling invisible.

The world has no idea
what it's been missing.

The crew's gonna love you.

I mean, not as much as I do,
obviously.

Thank Dr. Culber for me again.

Wait a few minutes
and thank him yourself in person.

Dr. Culber, guardian xi is arriving.

Guardian xi, welcome.

I believe I've prepared everything
you need for the incorporation.

An atypical arrangement,

as befits a zhian'Tara unlike any other.

Adira tal, greetings.

Thank you so much for doing this.

It is my joy to assist.
Do we have gray tal?

Oh. Uh...

He's right here.

Greetings.

Tell him that I'm honored
by his presence,

and I couldn't be
more grateful for his help.

He's really grateful you're here.

Guardians are kind of like his heroes.

He was on his way to becoming one
of you before things went sideways.

It is my hope that our work today
will allow you to resume your training.

However, your unique situation
is attended by unpredictable dangers.

I cannot guarantee that your
consciousness can find a new home

in a synthetic body
without a host's mind to guide you in.

We must accept the possibility
that you could be lost.

Tell him that I'm lost without this.

I've been living in an in-between place
for too long already. I have to try.

He understands the risks.

- He's good to go.
- Do we have the consent of tal?

- We do.
- Then let us begin.

It sounds difficult.

Uh-huh. My mother's bringing
a qowat milat sister with her.

I should add a tactical officer
to balance the numbers.

Can't have the mission appear
to favor either party.

This mission would be straightfonnard
if it weren't for the politics.

- Don't get me started on rillak.
- I will not.

But I would like to offer
a recommendation

for your tactical addition.

Lieutenant tilly.

She has a long
and impressive list of skills,

but combat falls kind of at the bottom.

That may be so, but Dr. Burnham
and her qowat milat companion

are certain to be highly combat trained,
as are you.

Given the delicate nature of politics,

you might consider making use
of tilly's intuitive diplomatic skills.

She does have a way
of putting people at ease.

I believe she may do the mission good,
and it, her.

It can be hard to get out
of your comfort zone

when you can barely get out of the lab.

You know, getting the opportunity
to do this could be really good for me.

Um... I'm so sorry.

Not that it's good
that your sister is getting arrested.

Obviously that's not... that's not good.

That's bad. That's not good at all.

You worry that
I'm dismayed by your enthusiasm?

I'm not.

Absolute candor.

Yeah, I dig that.

You told me that when Spock
was accused of murder,

you didn't believe it.

And your trust in your brother
was justified.

That's different. I knew him.

And I know her.

Who is she to you?

I need to know who I'm dealing with.

When I first came to this future,
I was broken.

A qowat milat sister nursed me back,
unwavering for more than a year.

Yes, you've told me.

That sister was j'vini.

I was once her lost cause.
She gave everything to heal me.

I owe her everything.

Approaching destination.

You need to leave your phasers
on board.

They are not the qowat milat way.

We are not qowat milat.
And they'll be set to stun.

If you go with phasers,
I'll never get through to her.

You wanna put us in front of
a member of your order unarmed?

- That's not gonna happen.
- Did I say unarmed?

We'll be at a disadvantage.

It was agreed that the ways
of the oowat milat would be respected.

This is so outside my comfort zone.

It's heavier than I expected.

Sorry. So sorry. I moisturized
my hands this morning. Apologies.

- Don't worry. I'll be good to go.
- Good, because we're here.

I'm not reading any life signs
on the surface.

Check under the surface.

She has to be around here.

One inhospitable
uninhabited chunk of rock

makes as good a hideout as any other,

so why this one?

Mom, did j'vini have ties
to a person or place nearby?

If she did, she chose
not to share it with her sisters.

You were right.
There's a cavity beneath us.

- Atmosphere?
- It's breathable.

I'm getting a faint reading
from the dilithium tracker as well.

Warning. Intruder alert.

I didn't want more blood to be spilled.
That can stop right now.

Choose to live by leaving immediately.

Come after me, your lives are forfeit.

We're gonna ignore that warning,
aren't we?

Mm-hm.

- Let's move.
- Okay.

This isn't supposed to be happening.

I can't see him anymore.
I can't feel him.

The enjoining was a success.

However, I do not yet sense
his presence in the synthetic body.

Hey. Gray.

We must have Patience.

The process can take time.

Please, keep me apprised.

Thank you.

This can't... this can't be it.

We're supposed to just sit here
and do nothing?

It's like guardian xi said.
It could take some time.

It's him, but it's not.

It's not him, and I don't really know
what to do with that.

Let's go for a walk.
Dr. Pollard will be here.

Gray's monitors will alert us
to even the slightest change. Come on.

Lost cause or lost civilization?

This feels like a mausoleum.

The degree of desiccation suggests
these pods are several centuries old,

possibly older.

Why would she bring dilithium
to a crypt?

I have no idea.

As your lieutenant suggested,

maybe she's simply
utilizing this moon as a safe house.

Hey, check it out. Grave robbers?

Yeah.

But why would a grave robber
bother doing this?

J'vini's cloak.

I've never seen a species like it.

The database says unknown.

I'm gonna go out on a limb
and say that we found her lost cause.

Unlikely.

If j'vini had pledged her sword to it,

her oath would have ended
with its demise.

How are you so sure
that there's an oath here at all?

You believe she's operating
from a place of honor?

Her mercenaries
killed one of her sisters.

She'd draw against us if she believed
we pose a threat to her cause.

Oh, mom, she's not above the law.

The reasons matter.
I thought you'd understand that.

You agreed to a joint mission 'cause
I'd give the benefit of the doubt?

I just had a thought.

My mom and I didn't get along.

She didn't really like children, um,
touching her, needing things from her,

generally being around her.

But if she was here right now,
I would just give her the biggest hug.

- Seismic activity?
- No.

Controlled matter
and antimatter reaction.

Dilithium's been activated.

This isn't a moon. It's a ship.

And j'vini just powered it up.
Where's the dilithium?

Tracker says it's...

Right above our heads.

There should be a way up there.

Fan out. Search the chamber.

Or we could take the turbolift.

Given the non-linear behavior

and topological structure of the dma,

it appears that any planet within 12 au
of the ergosphere, as kwejian was,

will sustain gravitational shearing,
resulting in catastrophic instabilities.

A primordial wormhole
accounts for this shear, but so far...

Your theory and its challenges
are clear to us.

Fantastic.

Given time,
I would work this out myself,

but time is of the essence,
so here we are.

Um... could we discuss
the schedule for the day?

Science first, nap later.

I need all brains on deck here.

Our scientists work
in a meditative state

to sharpen focus and concentration.

Oh, well, I'll, um, wait over there then,
in my own sharp state.

May I offer a warm redspice?

Many find it soothing
when experiencing emotional distress.

That obvious?

Your grief is to be expected.

But your body language
also expresses guilt.

Illogical, as your loss was caused
by a force of nature and not your fault.

I wasn't aware
vulcans were so emotionally attuned.

A common misconception.

Vulcans experience emotions,
some quite strongly.

We simply choose to suppress them
in favor of a logical approach.

Care to give me a few pointers
in that approach?

The discipline of the arie'mnu
requires a lifetime to master.

For the uninitiated,
respite would be fleeting at best.

A drowning man
only needs one breath.

I believe you require a different set
of tools than I can offer, Mr. Booker.

As a kwejian, emotion is
as essential to you as air and blood,

rendering the suppression of guilt
inadequate.

What you require is freedom
from guilt.

There must've been a sign
it was coming.

I missed it.

If I hadn't, I could've saved my family.

That is not illogical.

It is a truly bizarre reaction system.

The controls must be housed
somewhere else on the moon.

Bingo.

Hello, little tracker.

Can you power the ship
down from here?

I think so, but j'vini
will definitely know it's been sabotaged.

Just see what you can do.

This shows a supernova,
a moon leaving its world.

That's the ship we're on.
Their own planet became unlivable.

And that's no mausoleum out there.

Cryostasis?

The species in the cocoons are alive.

Now we found her cause.

She's protecting them
from grave robbers.

Got it.

Great work.

What now?

Now I need you to stay here.

As bait.

It was a mistake.

I should have never let gray do it.
He'd be here. He'd be safe.

The choice wasn't yours.

Yeah, but what if he's really gone?

And please don't tell me
he'll always be here

in my heart or my memories
or whatever.

It's not the same.

No, it's not.

But I'll tell you, you're not alone.
We're all here for you, adira.

Connecting with someone can be
a guiding light when things get dark.

I presume gray remains in limbo?

It could last indefinitely.

The uncertainty
might be the hardest part for them.

It's a challenging time for us all.

Of late,
I'm often reminded of a kelpien adage.

"It is difficult to ride two valebeasts
with only one set of buttocks."

Try riding three of them.

You are doing a tremendous job,
doctor.

With both jobs.

Serving as medical officer
and ship's counselor cannot be easy.

Well, that's why I'm here.
To help. Or at least try.

Sometimes the most important thing
we can do is reach for one another.

It's weird not feeling you.

Not even knowing where you are.

I keep thinking you're just all alone.

Lost, maybe.

Dr. Culber said this thing
about connecting with people

being like a light in the dark, so...

I figured maybe
if you can't find your way...

That I could be the one to guide you.

So I'm here, reaching,

and I'll be here until you come back.

So please come back.

I'm way outside my comfort zone now.

Move away from the engine, now.

I choose to live. One hundred percent,
I choose to live. Absolutely.

Michael?

You should've left, Gabrielle.

I'm here to help you.
I just need to understand...

- Captain.
- No, Michael. I've got this.

Please. You don't have to do this.

J'vini, let her go.

You, get my warp drive back online.

I know coming with us would mean
that you abandon your cause.

But what if
you don't have to abandon it?

I know you don't wanna kill her.

And I think we can offer you a solution.

You would say whatever you have to
to get me to drop my guard.

No. No, no lies, I promise you.

We have a few minutes
while tilly repairs the systems.

Oh, yeah, at least...

I mean, I'm hurrying,
but I really did a number on this thing.

The species sleeping in the cocoons,
they're your lost cause, aren't they?

You can trust her, j'vini.
She's my daughter.

They're abronians.
The last of their kind.

Their biomatter
has high concentrations of iatinum.

It's what the grave robbers wanted.

And the abronian who wears
your cloak was special to you?

Taqlonen.

I didn't know him,
but that doesn't matter.

Going as fast as I can.

I was traveling through
this star system when suddenly I felt...

Love, community, family, and suffering.

It was as if someone was
calling out to me, begging me for help.

The telepathic distress signal
was from taqlonen?

There was no one else in range.

His people were under attack.

I needed to protect the rest of them.

I accepted his cause as my own.

This was not the path I expected,
but this is where I'm needed.

I promised, as long as I was breathing,
no further harm would come to them.

The carvings on the wall suggest
they traveled here while in cryosleep.

And this planet we're orbiting
was meant to be their new home.

And when they wake,
I will make sure they claim it.

The dilithium was necessary.

Why? If they were supposed
to be here, why move them?

You know about the gravitational
anomaly near this sector.

Yes, we do.

Without the dilithium,
I wouldn't have been able

to move the abronians to safety
it it had come this way.

If you had asked,
we would have given it to you.

Starfleet doesn't
dispense dilithium to individuals.

They would have wanted
the name and location

of the species j'vini was representing.

And you couldn't risk
the abronians' safety

by asking on their behalf
and revealing their existence.

Killing your officer was never my plan.

But his death was not in vain.

I believe the abronians
were meant to wake a long time ago.

And there's no logical reason

why they would have remained
in cryostasis,

so I have to conclude
that there was some kind of failure

in the cryo system.

So if we fix the problem
and help them wake,

won't your oath be fulfilled?

You have until she finishes.

Are you done?

We are.

Within the scope of the data
you provided,

we are unable to identify any factors
to indicate the presence of tachyons.

In the absence of such evidence,
your hypothesis remains unproven.

No. No, this has to be what it is.
Lives are at stake...

Your emotional response to factual
analysis is illogical, for a scientist.

Perhaps proof may be obtained
another way.

We do have a witness.

Tachyons are superluminal.

Upon hitting kwejian's atmosphere,

they would've created
cherenkov radiation,

a glowing blue cast to the sky.

Paul asked me the same thing
a million times.

I don't remember a glow.

Stored memories
often hold more details

than an individual can access.

A mind meld could uncover them.

No. No, you can't ask him to.

He'd have to relive all of it.

What if she's right, though?

You shouldn't be re-traumatized
because of my failure.

I'll figure out the dma another way.

Thank you.

But if this is how I can help...

I wanna do it.

What do I do?

Just remember.

My mind to your mind.
My thoughts to your thoughts.

Just do it. Now.

I have what I need.

No, wait.
There's something else I need to see.

Look at them.

It's like they're still here.

You understand
you cannot alter the memory.

You can only relive it.

There's this moment
of leto I keep seeing.

The last moment I saw him.

I'm happy you're here.

That's it.

I turned to my brother,
but leto looked back at me.

That's what I missed.

He saw me, and he knew I loved him.

Thank you.

Thank you.

My condolences are inadequate.

Are you all right? You look...

Did you find anything?

There was no qualitative evidence
of superluminous radiation.

Tachyons were not present.

I'm sorry you had to
go through that for nothing.

It wasn't for nothing.

I found the problem.

They'll wake in a few minutes.

That's why you kept them safe.

This path is at an end, j'vini.

Your next path awaits.

I'm sorry.

I fixed the engine.

That way, if the anomaly comes
this way, the abronians can escape.

Let me?

I understand.

May truth be your guide
on your new journey.

May the love of your sisters
illuminate your way.

May the universe be your map
as you walk the stars.

For now the path follows you.

Hey. You may wanna see this.

It's the path they're meant to be on.

You gave them that.

We gave them that.

J'vini said she was unsure of her path
until she met taqlonen.

And then you said
that there was another path ahead.

The oowat milat
are very big on the path thing, right?

Well, paths end and change
throughout everyone's life.

When we say "choose to live,"

it's an abbreviated form
of a longer saying:

"The path you are on
has come to an end.

Choose to live."

If you find yourself at the wrong end
of a oowat milat sword,

it's pretty easy to see
that particular path is over for you.

You either move on to a new path
and live, or you stay and die.

What if the death
is more metaphorical?

In everyday life, a path's end
can be harder to recognize.

You must be willing to look inside
yourself with absolute candor.

Another thing you're very big on.

Thank you for what you did today.

You wondered why
I agreed to a joint mission.

In truth, it was because I was afraid
I might not be able to bring her in.

And I knew you'd make me.

Well, you were right, mom.

Reasons do matter.

She kept an entire species
from extinction.

Doesn't erase her crimes,
but it does mean something.

The details of j'vini's arrest
are in her file.

I would like to formally request

that mitigating circumstances be taken
into account during her sentencing.

Thank you, captain Burnham,
for your service.

Your request won't be necessary.

Admiral Vance?

President t'rina, starfleet remands
the prisoner j'vini to your custody

for extradition to ni'var.

Peace and long life.

Jolan tru, daughter.

May you find peace with this.

Tell me she'll be held accountable.

That's up to ni'var now.

You gave me a mission.

Which you executed admirably.

Your role in this matter has now
concluded, captain. Admiral.

Patrick fickett.

First officer of the credence.

He had a partner, ha'ryl.
He had two kids.

Krenn and na'El. I know.

Then you know they deserve justice.

I agree. I also know bringing ni'var
into the federation will benefit millions.

Justice will be served, captain. In time.

You're really okay with this?

I'd have preferred a different outcome,

but it's hard to argue
with the president trusting in ni'var

as we ask them to trust in us.

Do you like music, captain?

Sure.

Think of us as an orchestra.

You're first-chair violin,
with the showy, challenging solos.

I'm the drum section,
setting the pace, providing backbone.

She's the conductor.

When she signals us, we play.

It's not ourjob
to know if the cellist is drunk

or the woodwinds and brass
are at war.

We each have our part.

And we must all trust
that she knows the symphony.

That was a lot of analogy.

Well, they pay me by the letter.

Come.

I hear percussion.
What are we listening to?

It is the song of the kaminar sea frog.

I fell asleep to their chirps as a child,

and my recent stay
rekindled my love for their lullaby.

Very beautiful. Is it strange to be back?

A work in progress.

But I do my best each day
to find balance.

You suggested to Michael
I go on today's mission, right?

I thought it might further your quest
for new experiences.

- I hope you found it helpful.
- I did. Thank you.

- Can I try that?
- Certainly.

- This is the swampkelp bloom?
- It is.

- So, what happens if I touch it...?
- Ah...

I'm sorry. I'm just kidding.

Sorry.

Oh, my god.

Are you okay?

Are you... you?

I'm definitely me.

You okay?

Guardian xi is on his way.

- Take it slow. We don't know yet...
- Thank you, thank you. Thank you.

I don't even know how to thank you.

I had some words planned,
but they don't even come close.

It's okay.
You don't have to say anything.

Guardian xi.

We are so grateful you're back.

You get a hug
as soon as I see you in person.

What's it like? How do you feel?

And home.

Thanks to you.

Did you...

You heard me?

I felt you.

Reaching for me, guiding me.

I, um... I wasn't sure
without tal linking us anymore.

We'll always be linked, adira.

Always.

Kwejian forest.

This was too painful a week ago.

It was too painful this morning.

But also...

Nice.

What happened today?

I got a memory back.

And I realized...

Someday,
if I'm lucky, the grief will fade.

And if I don't want
all my other memories to fade with it,

I have to open myself back up to them.

Good and bad.

Your ikhu zhen amulet.

It's been years since I've worn it.

It didn't feel right.

Now it does.

You seem peaceful.

In this moment...

Yeah.

Sometimes that's all we get.