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Previously on "Army wives"...
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You'll be leading 1st brigade
Back in action.
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Roger that, sir.
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You're deploying?
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I'm going where I'm needed.
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To replace a commander
Who was killed by an I.E.D.
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Yes, that's the job.
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I wish claudia joy
Could be here.
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Well, it's not every day
The first lady asks you
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To go on a tour of
Military bases around the world.
True.
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I've been assigned to 2nd ranger
Battalion at fort lewis.
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What's the bad part?
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We report to tacoma
In 30 days.
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I'll never find a better bunch
Of friends
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Than the ones I'm looking at
Right now.
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You changed my life.
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Come here.
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Mm.
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You stay safe, hector.
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Well, it's not really
Your problem anymore.
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Hey, just because
We're getting divorced
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Doesn't mean
I don't care about you.
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Go.
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Bye.
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(exhales deeply)
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(thunderclap)
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(beeping)
(man) fasten your seat belts.
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(michael) what?
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When?
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Oh, my god.
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(exhales deeply)
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Oh, my god.
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(gears shift)
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(seat belt release clicks)
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(exhales)
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(doorbell rings)
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(ring)
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(ring)
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What is it?
Did something happen to frank?
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Michael?
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She's gone.
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What?
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Claudia joy...
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She's gone.
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(inhales)
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♪♪♪
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I just talked to her
This morning.
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She was in germany.
She was...
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Coming... Home tomorrow.
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What happened?
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Uh, she spent the morning
At an elementary school.
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In the afternoon,
She and the first lady
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Went to visit wounded soldiers
In landstuhl.
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And when they got back
To the hotel,
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Claudia joy said
She was tired.
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She went upstairs
For a nap.
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When she didn't come down
To dinner,
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They went to her room.
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She was lying on the bed.
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(sighs)
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The doctor said
It was heart failure.
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It must have been
The... (exhales)
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Diabetes,
The... Transplant surgery.
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Her body was just worn out.
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I should've never let her go
On that trip.
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Oh, don't say that.
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No, it was too hard
On her.
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Could've happened anywhere.
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Michael, she wanted to go.
You know her.
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You couldn't have
Stopped her.
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You told emmalin?
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I came right here.
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She needs to know, michael.
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(cell phone
Beeps and auto-dials)
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Hey, kiddo.
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I know it's late,
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But I have got some...
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Bad news.
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(birds chirping)
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(sniffles)
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(exhales)
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I don't know what to say.
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I know.
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She looked so healthy
After the transplant, but...
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The doctors cleared her
For travel, right?
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Her heart just gave out.
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(crying) I can't believe this.
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(sniffles)
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Thank you.
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(sniffles)
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(box thuds)
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Ohh. Okay. (sniffles)
I'm okay.
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(exhales and sniffles)
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How's michael?
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Um... (sniffles)
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You know, he, uh...
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(sniffles)
He talked to emmalin
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For over an hour.
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I could hear her sobbing
Through the phone.
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And then he stayed talking
With me till after 3:00.
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God, he--he's just so lost
Without her, you know?
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Claudia joy was his...
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(voice breaking)
His anchor,
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Um, and mine and...
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God, I can't imagine a world
Without claudia joy in it.
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God.
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All right, we--we have
A lot to do.
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Michael's in--in no shape
To do any of it,
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And he's gotta watch out
For emmalin.
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What can I do to help?
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(exhales and sniffles)
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You can make some calls,
If you're up for it.
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(opens zipper)
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Just let people know
What's happened.
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Uh, I made a list.
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(chuckles)
Of course you did.
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(chuckles)
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It's what you do
When you can't sleep.
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I get it.
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Uh, what about
The funeral arrangements?
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(clicks tongue)
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I have to call the american
Consul in frankfurt.
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There's a lot
Of paperwork involved
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In getting
Claudia joy's body back.
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You up for that?
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You do what you gotta do.
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Michael asked me to help.
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(sara elizabeth) daddy,
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I'm hungry.
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(roland) we'd like for you all
To meet our daughter...
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(claudia joy) aww.
Sara elizabeth.
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It was my grandmother's name.
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I like it.
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Hello, sara elizabeth.
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(laughter)
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Come here, baby girl,
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And let's get you
Some breakfast.
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Yeah.
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I miss mommy.
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She misses you, too.
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Come here.
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(inhales deeply)
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(door squeaks)
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(birds chirping)
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(door closes)
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(crying) it's so strange
To be here without mom.
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I know.
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She's never
Gonna be here again.
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(whispers)
Hey. Hey, hey, hey.
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(sobs)
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(crying)
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Oh, kiddo.
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(continues crying)
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(voice breaking)
I feel so bad.
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I can't imagine what the holdens
Are going through right now.
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Which is why we need
To do what we can to help.
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Right. (exhales)
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Sorry. I'm just a puddle.
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Oh, we all are, honey.
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(sniffles)
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Did, uh, you reach
Roxy or pamela?
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Yeah, pamela's flying in,
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And roxy can't make it.
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Really?
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Yeah,
She's got her whole family
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Stuffed into a van
East of nashville right now,
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And trevor has to report
To lewis-mcchord right away.
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That's too bad.
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Yeah.
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I'll--I'll take
One of those, too.
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(sniffles)
Thanks.
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Yeah.
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(voice breaking)
It just kind of hits you
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When you least expect it.
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(crying)
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(gloria sniffles)
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You spoke to protocol?
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They'll handle the, uh,
The day to day
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With the holdens.
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But I-I circulated
A-a sign-up sheet
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Through the f.R.G. To...
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Make sure their meals
Are covered
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For the next two weeks.
(sniffles)
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Oh, will you
Let everyone know
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That emmalin's
A-a vegetarian?
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Right.
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The news is getting out.
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I've already seen
Some stuff on the internet.
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I-I could talk
To public affairs,
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Be sure that they--
They issue a statement.
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Yeah, that's a good idea.
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(clicks tongue)
Okay, I-I should go.
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I told michael I would
Be there about now.
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Here I'd been planning
A homecoming for claudia joy.
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Now... It's a funeral.
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(door opens)
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(sighs) denise.
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(exhales)
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Why don't we sit down?
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(exhales)
I don't know where to start.
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Uh... I know
Her life insurance policy
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Is in our safe deposit box.
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I'll need to get to the bank.
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Y-you don't have to worry
About that today.
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I don't want anything
Falling through the cracks.
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It won't.
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And I know we need
To cancel her bank account
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And her credit cards.
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I, um, I made a list,
Michael.
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It'll all get done.
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What about her computer?
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I just realized claudia joy
Has all this information
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Stored on her laptop.
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I don't even know
The password.
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"Amandalin."
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What?
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Her password?
It's "Amandalin."
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"Amanda" and "Emmalin."
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Oh.
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You didn't know that?
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Maybe we should...
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Talk about the funeral,
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If you're up for it.
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Have you chosen a mortuary?
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Swinton's
Did jeremy's funeral.
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They were very respectful.
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Whatever you think best.
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Would you like me
To make the arrangements?
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Please.
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You okay, dad?
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Have you thought about,
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Uh, what type of service
You'd like?
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(clicks tongue)
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There's not gonna be
A traditional service.
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What?
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Your mother and I actually
Had the chance to discuss it,
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The night before
Her kidney transplant.
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I didn't want to,
But she insisted.
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And then there's, uh,
There's this.
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"Advanced directives"?
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Yeah, power of attorney,
My living will,
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That sort of thing.
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Michael, you need to know
What I want
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If something goes wrong.
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Nothing's gonna go wrong.
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But if it does...
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I've been doing this for you
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Every time you've deployed
For the last 23 years.
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You can do it this once.
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I know.
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This is different.
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Read.
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(slides papers)
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And what did she say?
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She said that she had been
To too many funerals.
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She wanted a small gathering
Of family and friends
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To celebrate her life
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And scatter her ashes.
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Ashes?
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She wanted to be cremated.
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No.
Emmalin--
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No. She's gonna be buried
Next to amanda.
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I wasn't comfortable with it
Either, not at first.
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But your mother and I
Talked about it--
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I don't care.
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It's what she wanted, kiddo.
She was very spiritual about it.
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Your mother knew
268
00:13:50,931 --> 00:13:52,532
That we weren't gonna be
Assigned to charleston forever.
269
00:13:52,532 --> 00:13:54,905
By releasing her ashes
Into the world,
270
00:13:54,905 --> 00:13:57,137
She said that she would always
Be where we are.
No.
271
00:13:57,137 --> 00:13:58,468
Emmalin.
272
00:13:58,468 --> 00:14:01,942
Let her go.
273
00:14:01,942 --> 00:14:04,614
It's a lot to absorb.
274
00:14:04,614 --> 00:14:06,046
(sighs)
275
00:14:06,046 --> 00:14:07,217
(cell phone rings)
276
00:14:07,217 --> 00:14:09,379
Um, sorry.
277
00:14:09,379 --> 00:14:10,881
(ringing)
278
00:14:10,881 --> 00:14:12,052
It's frank.
279
00:14:12,052 --> 00:14:14,925
Huh? Ah, of--
Yeah, of course.
280
00:14:14,925 --> 00:14:16,356
Excuse me.
281
00:14:16,356 --> 00:14:18,628
(ring)
282
00:14:18,628 --> 00:14:21,491
(ring)
283
00:14:21,491 --> 00:14:22,993
Frank.
284
00:14:22,993 --> 00:14:24,294
Oh, hey, baby.
285
00:14:24,294 --> 00:14:26,036
(helicopter whirring)
(chuckles) look, I am sorry
286
00:14:26,036 --> 00:14:27,537
That I couldn't call sooner,
287
00:14:27,537 --> 00:14:30,070
But, um, well, we made it
In one piece,
288
00:14:30,070 --> 00:14:32,272
Though... (laughs)
Though, it wasn't easy.
289
00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:33,603
Boy, I gotta tell you,
290
00:14:33,603 --> 00:14:36,246
I... Much prefer
Jumping out of airplanes
291
00:14:36,246 --> 00:14:38,148
Instead of flying in 'em.
292
00:14:38,148 --> 00:14:41,881
(crying) oh, frank.
293
00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:43,613
What is it, baby?
294
00:14:43,613 --> 00:14:46,056
(continues crying)
295
00:14:46,056 --> 00:14:47,287
Baby, what's wrong?
296
00:14:47,287 --> 00:14:49,960
It's claudia joy.
297
00:14:49,960 --> 00:14:53,263
(continues crying)
She's gone.
298
00:14:53,263 --> 00:14:54,995
What?
299
00:14:54,995 --> 00:14:59,369
She's gone.
300
00:14:59,369 --> 00:15:01,531
(whimpers)
301
00:15:01,531 --> 00:15:04,534
(continues crying)
302
00:15:14,644 --> 00:15:16,646
(man shouts indistinctly)
303
00:15:20,350 --> 00:15:22,592
Have you spoken
With general holden?
304
00:15:22,592 --> 00:15:23,653
(inhales deeply)
305
00:15:23,653 --> 00:15:26,296
Nah. I thought I'd wait.
306
00:15:26,296 --> 00:15:28,198
Denise says things
Are a bit emotional
307
00:15:28,198 --> 00:15:30,961
At the house right now.
308
00:15:30,961 --> 00:15:33,503
You know...
309
00:15:33,503 --> 00:15:36,106
Our families brace themselves
For bad news from the field,
310
00:15:36,106 --> 00:15:38,668
But we just don't expect
To get it
311
00:15:38,668 --> 00:15:40,510
From the other direction.
312
00:15:40,510 --> 00:15:42,672
How's denise?
313
00:15:42,672 --> 00:15:44,644
She's broken up.
314
00:15:44,644 --> 00:15:48,378
You know, claudia joy was
Her best friend in the world.
315
00:15:48,378 --> 00:15:51,351
Hell, claudia joy
Was everybody's friend.
316
00:15:51,351 --> 00:15:53,183
(helicopter whirring)
317
00:15:53,183 --> 00:15:55,025
Morning, frank.
318
00:15:55,025 --> 00:15:56,186
Oh, morning.
Oh, here.
319
00:15:56,186 --> 00:15:57,427
Oh, thanks.
320
00:15:57,427 --> 00:15:58,588
Let me get that.
321
00:15:58,588 --> 00:15:59,959
Yeah, I, uh,
Did a little straightening.
322
00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:02,962
Dishwasher's running,
Okay?
323
00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:04,264
Thank you.
324
00:16:04,264 --> 00:16:06,997
(exhales) I've tried
To clean up several times,
325
00:16:06,997 --> 00:16:09,969
But denise keeps saying
She's gonna do it herself.
326
00:16:09,969 --> 00:16:12,642
And I'm sure she will.
327
00:16:12,642 --> 00:16:14,974
She hasn't left the house
Since the funeral.
328
00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:16,406
(pants)
329
00:16:16,406 --> 00:16:18,678
It takes time, I know.
330
00:16:18,678 --> 00:16:21,411
How are you holding up?
331
00:16:23,453 --> 00:16:25,385
Well, you know...
332
00:16:25,385 --> 00:16:27,087
It's hard.
333
00:16:29,589 --> 00:16:31,691
Frank, I'm here
If you need anything.
334
00:16:33,363 --> 00:16:34,564
Thank you.
335
00:16:41,571 --> 00:16:43,633
You know, if you want
To call your husband,
336
00:16:43,633 --> 00:16:45,675
This can wait, joan.
337
00:16:45,675 --> 00:16:49,709
I appreciate it,
But right now, how I feel,
338
00:16:49,709 --> 00:16:52,542
If I dwell on it, I don't think
I could reel myself back in.
339
00:16:52,542 --> 00:16:54,644
Roger that.
340
00:16:54,644 --> 00:16:56,546
All right,
Then our first priority
341
00:16:56,546 --> 00:17:00,620
Is gonna be resupplying
Combat outpost kansas
342
00:17:00,620 --> 00:17:04,154
And firebase reno.
343
00:17:05,255 --> 00:17:07,697
(denise) would you
Look again, please?
344
00:17:07,697 --> 00:17:09,629
My information is that
The death certificate
345
00:17:09,629 --> 00:17:11,761
Has already been recorded.
346
00:17:11,761 --> 00:17:15,065
Thank you. (exhales)
347
00:17:15,065 --> 00:17:16,406
(lowered voice) um, vase?
348
00:17:16,406 --> 00:17:18,208
Oh, uh, lower left corner.
349
00:17:18,208 --> 00:17:20,710
Yes, I'm here.
(cabinet door creaks)
350
00:17:20,710 --> 00:17:23,743
Good. And the body will be
On the next available flight
351
00:17:23,743 --> 00:17:25,145
To bring air force base?
352
00:17:25,145 --> 00:17:27,777
Yeah, would you copy me
On that confirmation?
353
00:17:27,777 --> 00:17:29,779
(sighs) thank you.
354
00:17:29,779 --> 00:17:32,282
You've been
Really helpful.
355
00:17:32,282 --> 00:17:35,255
(beep)
356
00:17:35,255 --> 00:17:37,227
That didn't sound good.
357
00:17:38,528 --> 00:17:39,659
Hmm?
358
00:17:39,659 --> 00:17:40,630
The phone call.
359
00:17:40,630 --> 00:17:41,791
Oh, uh, yeah.
360
00:17:41,791 --> 00:17:44,634
A little delay in germany,
That's all.
361
00:17:44,634 --> 00:17:46,736
They can't find
The death certificate.
362
00:17:46,736 --> 00:17:49,669
Claudia joy's body can't be
Put on a plane without it.
363
00:17:53,803 --> 00:17:55,605
(exhales)
Who would've thought
364
00:17:55,605 --> 00:17:57,647
We'd ever be talking
About something like that?
365
00:17:58,848 --> 00:18:02,582
It still doesn't...
Seem real.
366
00:18:04,714 --> 00:18:06,816
Hmm. What are you
Looking for?
367
00:18:06,816 --> 00:18:08,288
Kitchen shears.
368
00:18:08,288 --> 00:18:09,759
Oh.
369
00:18:10,820 --> 00:18:13,163
Thanks.
370
00:18:13,163 --> 00:18:15,125
You know this kitchen
Really well.
371
00:18:15,125 --> 00:18:18,097
Like my own.
372
00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:21,631
Can we call a truce,
Please?
373
00:18:21,631 --> 00:18:23,433
I miss my best friend.
374
00:18:23,433 --> 00:18:24,874
Me, too.
375
00:18:24,874 --> 00:18:27,437
(sighs) I don't know
How things got this bad.
376
00:18:27,437 --> 00:18:29,479
Well, yeah, I do.
It's all my fault.
377
00:18:29,479 --> 00:18:30,810
I never should've talked
To jackie
378
00:18:30,810 --> 00:18:32,111
About michael's retirement.
379
00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:33,443
That was an accident.
380
00:18:33,443 --> 00:18:35,245
(sighs) still,
381
00:18:35,245 --> 00:18:36,886
I'm sorry.
382
00:18:36,886 --> 00:18:39,249
I'm sorry, too.
383
00:18:39,249 --> 00:18:41,251
Jackie's an important friend
To you,
384
00:18:41,251 --> 00:18:43,793
And I was letting it
Get to me.
385
00:18:43,793 --> 00:18:46,326
I promise, when she gets back
From d.C.,
386
00:18:46,326 --> 00:18:48,498
I'll make a fresh start.
387
00:18:48,498 --> 00:18:51,331
That would mean
So much to me. (chuckles)
388
00:18:51,331 --> 00:18:53,333
Let's never
Let this happen again.
389
00:18:53,333 --> 00:18:55,805
Deal. (laughs)
390
00:18:57,667 --> 00:18:59,569
(doorbell rings)
391
00:18:59,569 --> 00:19:01,611
That must be more flowers.
392
00:19:01,611 --> 00:19:03,473
I'll get it.
393
00:19:04,774 --> 00:19:06,876
(door squeaks, birds chirping)
394
00:19:06,876 --> 00:19:08,418
Roxy.
395
00:19:08,418 --> 00:19:10,650
Hi.
396
00:19:10,650 --> 00:19:11,751
Hey.
397
00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,183
Oh.
398
00:19:13,183 --> 00:19:15,185
(babies fussing)
399
00:19:15,185 --> 00:19:16,686
What are you doing here?
400
00:19:16,686 --> 00:19:19,489
After you called,
I talked it over with trevor,
401
00:19:19,489 --> 00:19:21,531
Rented a car,
Put the babies in the back,
402
00:19:21,531 --> 00:19:23,162
And hauled ass.
403
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:24,864
I'm so glad.
404
00:19:24,864 --> 00:19:26,736
Is it okay that I'm here?
I don't want to intrude.
405
00:19:26,736 --> 00:19:27,867
Of course. Come on in.
406
00:19:27,867 --> 00:19:29,239
Okay.
407
00:19:29,239 --> 00:19:30,570
Here, let me help you.
408
00:19:30,570 --> 00:19:32,272
Thanks. Here.
409
00:19:32,272 --> 00:19:34,904
(whispers) okay.
410
00:19:38,808 --> 00:19:40,350
Aw.
411
00:19:40,350 --> 00:19:41,881
What can I do?
412
00:19:41,881 --> 00:19:43,253
Oh, plenty.
413
00:19:43,253 --> 00:19:45,555
Guests don't arrive
For another hour.
414
00:19:45,555 --> 00:19:46,656
Where are you staying?
415
00:19:46,656 --> 00:19:48,658
I haven't
Figured that out yet.
416
00:19:48,658 --> 00:19:50,960
Okay. Then you're
Staying with me.
417
00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:52,322
Denise--
418
00:19:52,322 --> 00:19:53,963
It's settled.
419
00:19:53,963 --> 00:19:57,897
(babies continue fussing)
420
00:20:08,838 --> 00:20:11,741
(snip)
421
00:20:21,691 --> 00:20:23,623
(exhales)
422
00:20:42,672 --> 00:20:44,314
Dad.
423
00:20:47,417 --> 00:20:49,519
Roxy leblanc is here.
424
00:20:49,519 --> 00:20:51,281
I thought you'd like
To know.
425
00:20:51,281 --> 00:20:54,384
Sure. Thanks.
426
00:21:27,957 --> 00:21:31,060
(indistinct conversations)
427
00:21:31,060 --> 00:21:33,022
Thanks for stopping by.
428
00:21:34,864 --> 00:21:37,026
Uh, jack and alana tyler.
He's city councilman.
429
00:21:37,026 --> 00:21:38,898
Thank you.
Councilman tyler.
430
00:21:38,898 --> 00:21:40,570
Alana.
431
00:21:40,570 --> 00:21:42,532
So sorry for your loss,
General.
432
00:21:42,532 --> 00:21:43,733
Thank you.
433
00:21:43,733 --> 00:21:45,034
She was a treasure.
434
00:21:45,034 --> 00:21:47,036
I believe that claudia joy
Did as much
435
00:21:47,036 --> 00:21:50,079
For the charleston community
As she did for fort marshall.
436
00:21:50,079 --> 00:21:51,981
That's very nice
Of you to say.
437
00:21:51,981 --> 00:21:54,043
(speaks indistinctly)
438
00:21:54,043 --> 00:21:55,415
(exhales)
439
00:21:55,415 --> 00:21:56,946
Natalie cummings.
Uh, f.R.G. Leader.
440
00:21:56,946 --> 00:21:59,589
Her husband is
Captain william cummings,
441
00:21:59,589 --> 00:22:00,750
Currently deployed.
442
00:22:00,750 --> 00:22:03,793
(michael) natalie,
Thanks for stopping by.
443
00:22:03,793 --> 00:22:06,456
I know it would mean
A lot to claudia joy.
444
00:22:06,456 --> 00:22:08,458
I couldn't get
My benefits reinstated.
445
00:22:08,458 --> 00:22:12,432
My buddy at the v.A. Says, "You
Talk to claudia joy holden."
446
00:22:12,432 --> 00:22:13,963
She didn't know me from adam,
447
00:22:13,963 --> 00:22:16,005
But I'm telling you,
She fought for my rights.
448
00:22:16,005 --> 00:22:18,638
I'd be on the street today
If it wasn't for her.
449
00:22:18,638 --> 00:22:20,970
(sighs)
450
00:22:20,970 --> 00:22:22,972
I'd like
To tell the general.
451
00:22:22,972 --> 00:22:25,014
I'll be happy
To introduce you.
452
00:22:25,014 --> 00:22:28,017
(indistinct conversations)
453
00:22:35,385 --> 00:22:36,786
Your mother was a saint.
454
00:22:36,786 --> 00:22:39,088
Such a loss for everyone.
455
00:22:39,088 --> 00:22:41,030
She died much too young.
456
00:22:41,030 --> 00:22:44,934
But at least
She went peacefully.
She didn't suffer.
457
00:22:44,934 --> 00:22:49,399
She's in a much better place
Now, dear, with your sister.
458
00:22:49,399 --> 00:22:51,871
If you'll excuse me...
459
00:22:53,403 --> 00:22:56,946
(birds chirping)
460
00:23:04,584 --> 00:23:07,056
Put your hands up
Touching mine.
461
00:23:07,056 --> 00:23:08,788
You don't have to do this.
462
00:23:08,788 --> 00:23:11,090
Yes, I do.
I want to.
463
00:23:12,862 --> 00:23:14,063
(sighs)
464
00:23:14,063 --> 00:23:15,565
Your right hand
Is the gas.
465
00:23:15,565 --> 00:23:17,867
Your left hand
Is the clutch.
466
00:23:17,867 --> 00:23:19,729
There are two options
For you--
467
00:23:19,729 --> 00:23:22,732
To push in
Or to pull out.
468
00:23:22,732 --> 00:23:24,734
The easier part
Is pushing on the gas.
469
00:23:24,734 --> 00:23:26,976
You can hear it revving.
470
00:23:26,976 --> 00:23:29,178
But what's really important
Is the clutch.
471
00:23:29,178 --> 00:23:31,410
It's silent.
472
00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:33,643
You have to trust it more.
473
00:23:39,048 --> 00:23:41,451
Until you trust,
474
00:23:41,451 --> 00:23:43,723
You can't move forward.
475
00:23:43,723 --> 00:23:45,725
Hmm?
476
00:23:45,725 --> 00:23:47,997
Is this
How you taught amanda?
477
00:23:51,060 --> 00:23:53,062
Mm-hmm.
478
00:23:53,062 --> 00:23:54,934
It is.
479
00:23:56,866 --> 00:24:01,841
And it's how my mother
Taught me.
480
00:24:01,841 --> 00:24:03,142
And I hope one day
481
00:24:03,142 --> 00:24:06,676
It's how you teach
Your little girl.
482
00:24:22,962 --> 00:24:25,835
Hey, you.
483
00:24:25,835 --> 00:24:27,997
Pamela.
484
00:24:27,997 --> 00:24:30,840
(indistinct conversations)
485
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,172
(inhales deeply)
486
00:24:33,172 --> 00:24:35,975
Oh, let me get, uh,
Denise and roland.
487
00:24:35,975 --> 00:24:38,978
I said hello to everybody.
I'm so glad you're here.
488
00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:40,610
I couldn't get through this
Without you.
489
00:24:40,610 --> 00:24:41,911
I know. Me, too.
490
00:24:41,911 --> 00:24:44,684
I was bawling my eyes out
The whole plane ride.
491
00:24:44,684 --> 00:24:45,855
(sighs)
492
00:24:45,855 --> 00:24:47,116
You haven't seen emmalin,
Have you?
493
00:24:47,116 --> 00:24:48,157
No, why?
494
00:24:48,157 --> 00:24:49,919
Uh, no one's seen her
In a while.
495
00:24:49,919 --> 00:24:51,220
I just talked to
Some people outside.
496
00:24:51,220 --> 00:24:53,122
They saw emmalin drive away
About ten minutes ago.
497
00:24:53,122 --> 00:24:55,494
Okay, um, keep an eye
On michael.
498
00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:57,026
This is the last thing
He needs to worry about.
499
00:24:57,026 --> 00:24:58,197
Of course.
Where you going?
500
00:24:58,197 --> 00:25:00,069
I think I know
Where she is.
501
00:25:00,069 --> 00:25:01,831
(indistinct conversations
Continue)
502
00:25:01,831 --> 00:25:03,132
(sighs)
503
00:25:03,132 --> 00:25:06,135
(birds twittering, crow cawing)
504
00:25:25,995 --> 00:25:28,127
(inhales deeply)
505
00:25:28,127 --> 00:25:31,000
(sniffles)
506
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,033
This isn't fair.
507
00:25:34,033 --> 00:25:35,965
No, it isn't.
508
00:25:40,169 --> 00:25:44,043
First my sister...
509
00:25:44,043 --> 00:25:47,046
(sniffles) now my mom.
510
00:25:54,684 --> 00:25:58,588
This woman said that
My mom died peacefully.
511
00:25:58,588 --> 00:26:00,930
How does she know that?
512
00:26:00,930 --> 00:26:03,562
How does anybody...
Know anything?
513
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:05,995
My mom was alone
When she died.
514
00:26:05,995 --> 00:26:07,897
Nobody was with her.
515
00:26:09,999 --> 00:26:12,041
"She's in a better place"?
(sniffles)
516
00:26:12,041 --> 00:26:15,174
Why do people say that?
It's so stupid.
517
00:26:15,174 --> 00:26:17,146
(sniffles)
518
00:26:17,146 --> 00:26:21,080
Her place is here
With me...
519
00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:22,812
And my dad... (sniffles)
520
00:26:22,812 --> 00:26:25,615
And everybody who loved her.
521
00:26:29,218 --> 00:26:33,022
She won't be
At my graduation.
522
00:26:33,022 --> 00:26:34,964
(sobs)
523
00:26:34,964 --> 00:26:36,265
She...
524
00:26:36,265 --> 00:26:38,327
She won't be at my wedding.
525
00:26:40,099 --> 00:26:44,133
She will never meet
Her grandkids.
526
00:26:45,975 --> 00:26:49,338
(sobs)
Why did she have to die?
527
00:26:49,338 --> 00:26:51,140
(mouths words)
528
00:26:51,140 --> 00:26:54,143
(crying)
529
00:27:07,997 --> 00:27:09,228
(joan) I wish
I was home with you.
530
00:27:09,228 --> 00:27:10,730
(roland) so do I.
531
00:27:10,730 --> 00:27:12,131
Do the kids know?
No.
532
00:27:12,131 --> 00:27:13,833
David's been on a field trip
All day.
533
00:27:13,833 --> 00:27:17,066
He came home exhausted.
I'll talk to him tomorrow.
534
00:27:17,066 --> 00:27:18,768
What about sara elizabeth?
535
00:27:18,768 --> 00:27:21,070
You think she's old enough
To understand?
536
00:27:21,070 --> 00:27:24,213
(sighs) not entirely.
I'm gonna wait.
537
00:27:24,213 --> 00:27:27,276
I don't want her
Forgetting about claudia joy.
538
00:27:27,276 --> 00:27:29,979
No, we won't let that happen.
When she's old enough,
539
00:27:29,979 --> 00:27:32,351
We'll tell her
All about her godmother.
540
00:27:32,351 --> 00:27:35,254
I can't believe she's gone.
541
00:27:35,254 --> 00:27:37,957
None of us can.
542
00:27:37,957 --> 00:27:39,088
When's the service?
543
00:27:39,088 --> 00:27:40,790
Not gonna be one.
544
00:27:40,790 --> 00:27:42,862
Not a church service
Anyway.
545
00:27:42,862 --> 00:27:44,133
Really?
546
00:27:44,133 --> 00:27:45,865
Yeah, just family
And a few close friends
547
00:27:45,865 --> 00:27:47,166
Scattering her ashes...
548
00:27:47,166 --> 00:27:48,798
At middleton place.
549
00:27:48,798 --> 00:27:51,340
Oh.
550
00:27:51,340 --> 00:27:53,672
That'll be lovely.
551
00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,905
Uh, and we're not supposed
To wear any black.
552
00:27:55,905 --> 00:27:59,108
Claudia joy wanted us
To celebrate her life.
553
00:28:01,050 --> 00:28:02,752
Call it
Whatever you want,
554
00:28:02,752 --> 00:28:05,114
There's gonna be
A lot of tears.
555
00:28:05,114 --> 00:28:08,417
Yeah.
556
00:28:16,766 --> 00:28:20,069
Sir?
557
00:28:20,069 --> 00:28:22,902
Oh, sorry, joe.
558
00:28:22,902 --> 00:28:24,233
What's up?
559
00:28:24,233 --> 00:28:26,736
Sir, I have colonel sherwood
From bagram on the line.
560
00:28:26,736 --> 00:28:29,739
He says it's personal.
Do you want to take it?
561
00:28:29,739 --> 00:28:32,141
Yeah.
562
00:28:32,141 --> 00:28:34,113
Thanks.
563
00:28:34,113 --> 00:28:36,385
(beep)
564
00:28:36,385 --> 00:28:37,917
Hello, frank.
565
00:28:37,917 --> 00:28:40,019
Oh, good evening, sir.
566
00:28:40,019 --> 00:28:41,450
Look, sir,
I just wanted to say
567
00:28:41,450 --> 00:28:43,222
How sorry I am.
568
00:28:43,222 --> 00:28:45,194
We're all gonna
Miss her terribly.
569
00:28:45,194 --> 00:28:46,896
I-I know I will.
570
00:28:46,896 --> 00:28:48,197
Thank you.
571
00:28:48,197 --> 00:28:51,160
You and claudia joy were
Such a tremendous help to us
572
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:52,731
When we lost jeremy.
573
00:28:52,731 --> 00:28:55,134
I just--I just wish I could
Be there for you now.
574
00:28:55,134 --> 00:28:56,906
And I appreciate it.
575
00:28:56,906 --> 00:28:59,208
But under the circumstances,
What you can do for me
576
00:28:59,208 --> 00:29:01,040
Is focus on the mission.
577
00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:04,914
Bring your brigade home safe.
Yeah?
578
00:29:04,914 --> 00:29:07,146
Will do, sir.
579
00:29:08,347 --> 00:29:11,981
But, sir, please know
That you are in my prayers,
580
00:29:11,981 --> 00:29:14,253
And emmalin.
581
00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:16,255
And, uh...
582
00:29:18,027 --> 00:29:19,889
Well, good night, sir.
583
00:29:19,889 --> 00:29:21,260
Godspeed, frank.
584
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:23,162
(beep)
Everything all right?
585
00:29:23,162 --> 00:29:25,064
Yeah.
586
00:29:25,064 --> 00:29:27,066
We have dinner waiting
In the kitchen.
587
00:29:27,066 --> 00:29:30,169
Denise and jackie wouldn't
Let me do a thing.
588
00:29:30,169 --> 00:29:32,141
Okay.
589
00:29:38,808 --> 00:29:40,779
How do you do that?
(breathes rapidly)
590
00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:42,281
My superpowers.
591
00:29:42,281 --> 00:29:44,183
Now close your eyes.
(exhales deeply)
592
00:29:44,183 --> 00:29:45,985
You need to learn
To breathe.
593
00:29:45,985 --> 00:29:48,187
Actually, I've been
Breathing on my own
594
00:29:48,187 --> 00:29:49,458
For quite some time now.
595
00:29:49,458 --> 00:29:51,490
Michael, come on.
You said you'd try.
596
00:29:51,490 --> 00:29:53,022
Okay.
597
00:29:53,022 --> 00:29:54,163
Be serious. Focus.
598
00:29:54,163 --> 00:29:56,265
(inhales and exhales)
599
00:29:56,265 --> 00:29:58,267
(breathing rapidly)
600
00:29:58,267 --> 00:30:00,169
Are you even aware
The army's using
601
00:30:00,169 --> 00:30:01,800
Yoga and meditation
To treat soldiers
602
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,973
With post-traumatic stress
Now?
603
00:30:03,973 --> 00:30:05,504
What I am aware of
Is that your breathing...
604
00:30:05,504 --> 00:30:07,136
The breath of fire.
605
00:30:07,136 --> 00:30:09,108
Is causing
A great deal of stress
606
00:30:09,108 --> 00:30:10,409
In my body right now.
607
00:30:10,409 --> 00:30:12,181
That's because
The breath of fire
608
00:30:12,181 --> 00:30:14,383
Is charging
Your nervous system,
609
00:30:14,383 --> 00:30:17,386
'causing sexual fluids to
Release into the blood stream,
610
00:30:17,386 --> 00:30:20,389
Creating a rather
Indescribable feeling
611
00:30:20,389 --> 00:30:22,852
Of bliss.
Mm.
612
00:30:32,932 --> 00:30:35,434
It feels like old times.
(babies fuss)
613
00:30:35,434 --> 00:30:37,436
Yeah, except we never
Pushed strollers together.
614
00:30:37,436 --> 00:30:40,039
(laughs)
Yeah, except that.
615
00:30:40,039 --> 00:30:42,011
And your husband
Was in the army,
616
00:30:42,011 --> 00:30:45,174
Not some cushy security job
In california.
617
00:30:45,174 --> 00:30:47,846
(laughs)
618
00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:49,949
And claudia joy was around.
619
00:30:49,949 --> 00:30:53,022
That one's gonna take
Some getting used to.
620
00:30:53,022 --> 00:30:55,284
That one we're never
Gonna get used to.
621
00:30:55,284 --> 00:30:57,186
Hey.
622
00:30:57,186 --> 00:30:59,328
Promise me something, rox.
623
00:30:59,328 --> 00:31:03,132
Phone calls--once a week,
No matter what.
624
00:31:03,132 --> 00:31:05,134
And we visit each other
Every year,
625
00:31:05,134 --> 00:31:08,337
Even if it's
Just for a weekend.
626
00:31:08,337 --> 00:31:11,040
No excuses, ever.
627
00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:12,401
Deal.
628
00:31:12,401 --> 00:31:14,303
It goes by so fast.
629
00:31:14,303 --> 00:31:15,874
(baby crying)
630
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:17,306
Oh.
(laughs)
631
00:31:17,306 --> 00:31:18,277
What is it?
632
00:31:18,277 --> 00:31:20,279
Did you pull
Your blanket down?
633
00:31:20,279 --> 00:31:21,380
Aw.
634
00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:23,252
They're really precious,
Rox.
635
00:31:23,252 --> 00:31:24,453
You want to take one home?
636
00:31:24,453 --> 00:31:25,915
Hell, no.
637
00:31:25,915 --> 00:31:27,356
Some friend you are.
638
00:31:27,356 --> 00:31:29,288
I like sleeping
Through the night.
639
00:31:29,288 --> 00:31:30,419
You've gone soft.
640
00:31:30,419 --> 00:31:31,961
(chuckles) absolutely.
641
00:31:31,961 --> 00:31:33,492
(jackie) these are
The visitors from yesterday.
642
00:31:33,492 --> 00:31:35,494
Michael's aide has a copy,
But I thought you might want
643
00:31:35,494 --> 00:31:37,496
To follow up with him
Next week.
644
00:31:37,496 --> 00:31:40,469
Great idea.
And what's that?
645
00:31:40,469 --> 00:31:44,233
Oh, uh, this is the food
In my freezer.
646
00:31:44,233 --> 00:31:45,334
People brought so much,
647
00:31:45,334 --> 00:31:47,006
There wasn't enough room
At claudia joy's.
648
00:31:47,006 --> 00:31:48,637
Just let me know
When you need me
649
00:31:48,637 --> 00:31:50,179
To bring more over.
650
00:31:50,179 --> 00:31:51,510
You're doing a great job,
Jackie.
651
00:31:51,510 --> 00:31:53,212
(sighs)
652
00:31:53,212 --> 00:31:56,145
I hope so.
653
00:31:56,145 --> 00:31:59,618
I'm--I'm--I'm really
Gonna miss her, too.
654
00:31:59,618 --> 00:32:02,621
(cell phone rings)
655
00:32:02,621 --> 00:32:04,223
(beeps)
656
00:32:04,223 --> 00:32:06,325
Hello.
657
00:32:06,325 --> 00:32:08,227
Yes, this is she.
658
00:32:11,130 --> 00:32:12,161
Thanks.
659
00:32:12,161 --> 00:32:15,034
(beep)
660
00:32:15,034 --> 00:32:17,366
The mortuary.
661
00:32:19,238 --> 00:32:22,271
Claudia joy's come home.
662
00:32:43,732 --> 00:32:46,465
(cries and sniffles)
663
00:32:49,098 --> 00:32:50,469
(mouths word)
664
00:32:55,744 --> 00:32:58,747
(crying)
665
00:33:08,187 --> 00:33:09,688
(crying continues)
666
00:33:09,688 --> 00:33:11,260
(michael sobs)
667
00:33:11,260 --> 00:33:13,692
(exhales deeply)
668
00:33:28,377 --> 00:33:30,279
(sighs)
669
00:33:30,279 --> 00:33:33,242
How are you ever
Gonna get through all these?
670
00:33:33,242 --> 00:33:36,345
No idea.
671
00:33:36,345 --> 00:33:38,217
How you doing, kiddo?
672
00:33:38,217 --> 00:33:40,349
Pretty crappy.
673
00:33:40,349 --> 00:33:43,021
Yeah, me, too.
674
00:33:44,723 --> 00:33:47,256
She looked pretty,
Didn't she?
675
00:33:50,199 --> 00:33:52,331
Yes, she did.
676
00:33:55,264 --> 00:33:57,266
I just kept...
677
00:33:57,266 --> 00:34:00,209
Expecting her
To wake up.
678
00:34:09,518 --> 00:34:12,151
(sighs)
679
00:34:14,583 --> 00:34:16,285
(crickets chirping)
680
00:34:16,285 --> 00:34:18,287
Anything you need help with
On the ceremony tomorrow?
681
00:34:18,287 --> 00:34:20,289
Oh, no. There's not
Much left to do.
682
00:34:20,289 --> 00:34:21,630
It's all taken care of.
683
00:34:21,630 --> 00:34:23,632
It's just gonna be
Michael and emmalin
684
00:34:23,632 --> 00:34:25,294
And the four of us.
685
00:34:25,294 --> 00:34:26,465
Right.
686
00:34:26,465 --> 00:34:27,636
Who wants wine?
I do.
687
00:34:27,636 --> 00:34:29,168
I'm in.
Thanks.
688
00:34:29,168 --> 00:34:30,339
Roxy?
689
00:34:30,339 --> 00:34:32,301
I don't think so.
690
00:34:32,301 --> 00:34:34,603
Oh, come on.
You just finished feeding.
691
00:34:34,603 --> 00:34:36,345
The guys are good
For the night.
692
00:34:36,345 --> 00:34:37,646
(roland) alcohol will be
Out of your system
693
00:34:37,646 --> 00:34:39,648
Before tomorrow.
Really?
694
00:34:39,648 --> 00:34:41,350
Mm-hmm. Almost.
695
00:34:41,350 --> 00:34:44,283
From one mom to another,
I give you permission.
696
00:34:44,283 --> 00:34:47,256
Okay. Just one.
A little.
697
00:34:47,256 --> 00:34:48,487
Good.
698
00:34:48,487 --> 00:34:49,688
(pamela chuckles)
699
00:34:49,688 --> 00:34:51,190
Thank you.
700
00:34:51,190 --> 00:34:52,621
You're welcome.
701
00:34:52,621 --> 00:34:54,293
(grunts)
702
00:34:54,293 --> 00:34:56,225
(exhales)
703
00:34:56,225 --> 00:34:57,796
To claudia joy.
(exhales)
704
00:35:10,709 --> 00:35:13,212
It feels strange,
Doesn't it?
705
00:35:13,212 --> 00:35:15,814
Her not being here
With us.
706
00:35:15,814 --> 00:35:19,318
Not being
In her living room.
707
00:35:19,318 --> 00:35:21,320
(roxy) she's the one
Who got us together.
708
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:24,223
Well, she's the one
Who kept us together.
709
00:35:24,223 --> 00:35:27,526
But it was pamela, actually,
Who got us all together,
710
00:35:27,526 --> 00:35:30,229
Delivering twins
On a pool table.
711
00:35:30,229 --> 00:35:32,161
Well, actually,
The, uh,
712
00:35:32,161 --> 00:35:34,703
This little adventure started
In claudia joy's backyard
713
00:35:34,703 --> 00:35:36,335
Because she believed
In hosting
714
00:35:36,335 --> 00:35:38,707
Both enlisted
And officers' wives.
715
00:35:38,707 --> 00:35:40,369
True.
716
00:35:40,369 --> 00:35:41,810
I didn't know enough
717
00:35:41,810 --> 00:35:43,812
To be intimidated by her
Back then.
718
00:35:43,812 --> 00:35:45,344
(chuckles)
719
00:35:45,344 --> 00:35:46,775
Me, a private's wife
720
00:35:46,775 --> 00:35:50,148
Being invited
To a colonel's house.
721
00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:52,721
I had to learn
What a big deal that was.
722
00:35:52,721 --> 00:35:55,684
(pamela) oh, I knew.
Believe me.
723
00:35:55,684 --> 00:35:57,226
(huffs)
724
00:35:57,226 --> 00:35:59,358
But I was such a mess
Back then.
725
00:35:59,358 --> 00:36:02,391
The kids were driving me nuts,
My marriage was falling apart.
726
00:36:02,391 --> 00:36:03,592
Really?
727
00:36:03,592 --> 00:36:05,294
Pamela exaggerates
Occasionally,
728
00:36:05,294 --> 00:36:06,695
In case
You haven't noticed.
729
00:36:06,695 --> 00:36:08,237
Whatever.
730
00:36:08,237 --> 00:36:11,169
Chase was being a total jerk
And spending too much money,
731
00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:12,641
Which is why I became
A surrogate
732
00:36:12,641 --> 00:36:14,273
In the first place.
733
00:36:14,273 --> 00:36:16,845
Hmm. What I remember is,
When the twins were born,
734
00:36:16,845 --> 00:36:19,248
You didn't want
To take 'em home.
735
00:36:19,248 --> 00:36:20,909
Yeah, but how could I?
736
00:36:20,909 --> 00:36:24,453
I mean... What was I supposed
To tell my own kids?
737
00:36:24,453 --> 00:36:27,216
The plan was
To hand the babies over
738
00:36:27,216 --> 00:36:29,718
To their real parents,
But they were out of town
739
00:36:29,718 --> 00:36:32,291
'cause they thought they had
Another couple of weeks.
740
00:36:32,291 --> 00:36:33,922
That's right.
741
00:36:33,922 --> 00:36:36,225
So claudia joy
Took the babies.
742
00:36:36,225 --> 00:36:38,297
Yeah.
743
00:36:38,297 --> 00:36:41,270
One minute,
I was in recovery,
744
00:36:41,270 --> 00:36:43,472
And the next thing I know,
745
00:36:43,472 --> 00:36:49,207
A colonel's wife
Is folding my laundry.
746
00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:50,879
You really don't
Have to do this.
747
00:36:50,879 --> 00:36:52,811
I've given birth, too,
Remember?
748
00:36:52,811 --> 00:36:54,383
Forget the flowers,
The stuffed animals.
749
00:36:54,383 --> 00:36:56,545
The greatest gift
Anyone ever gave me
750
00:36:56,545 --> 00:36:58,917
Was folding my laundry
And doing my dishes.
751
00:36:58,917 --> 00:37:02,421
(laughs) please don't do
My dishes, mrs. Holden.
752
00:37:02,421 --> 00:37:04,393
Claudia joy.
753
00:37:04,393 --> 00:37:05,354
Okay?
754
00:37:05,354 --> 00:37:06,825
Yeah.
755
00:37:06,825 --> 00:37:09,898
Pamela, I-I know I don't
Know you that well.
756
00:37:09,898 --> 00:37:12,501
Or roxy, for that matter.
757
00:37:12,501 --> 00:37:14,603
I don't even know roland
That well
758
00:37:14,603 --> 00:37:18,006
Except his wife
Served with my husband.
759
00:37:18,006 --> 00:37:20,309
But we were all there
When you gave birth,
760
00:37:20,309 --> 00:37:23,742
An experience
We will never forget.
761
00:37:28,016 --> 00:37:30,279
You know that was...
762
00:37:30,279 --> 00:37:34,953
The first time I ever
Called her claudia joy?
763
00:37:37,356 --> 00:37:38,827
(roxy) it took me a while
To figure out
764
00:37:38,827 --> 00:37:42,631
Just how great she was.
765
00:37:42,631 --> 00:37:44,593
And when I did,
766
00:37:44,593 --> 00:37:47,336
It was my turn
To be embarrassed.
767
00:37:47,336 --> 00:37:48,737
What are you
Talking about?
768
00:37:48,737 --> 00:37:49,968
It was right after jeremy
769
00:37:49,968 --> 00:37:51,800
Got into that fight
At the hump bar.
770
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:53,342
General holden
Declared the hump
771
00:37:53,342 --> 00:37:54,743
Off-limits to soldiers.
772
00:37:54,743 --> 00:37:56,274
I remember.
773
00:37:56,274 --> 00:37:59,277
Things were...
Tight at home.
774
00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:02,711
And trevor decided
To deliver pizzas
775
00:38:02,711 --> 00:38:03,882
To bring in more money.
776
00:38:03,882 --> 00:38:05,414
You never told me that.
777
00:38:05,414 --> 00:38:07,316
Yeah,
It didn't last long.
778
00:38:07,316 --> 00:38:08,517
Why not?
779
00:38:08,517 --> 00:38:10,018
Trevor took an order
780
00:38:10,018 --> 00:38:12,761
For a high-school party
Off post,
781
00:38:12,761 --> 00:38:14,793
And emmalin
Answered the door.
782
00:38:14,793 --> 00:38:16,064
What?
783
00:38:16,064 --> 00:38:17,696
This is the first
I'm hearing that story.
784
00:38:17,696 --> 00:38:19,027
(laughs)
785
00:38:19,027 --> 00:38:21,570
And of course,
I ran in to claudia joy
786
00:38:21,570 --> 00:38:23,772
The next day at the p.X.
787
00:38:23,772 --> 00:38:26,034
It always goes like that,
Doesn't it?
788
00:38:26,034 --> 00:38:28,877
(chuckles)
I was so embarrassed.
789
00:38:28,877 --> 00:38:31,510
I assumed she knew
All about it.
790
00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:33,782
She didn't.
791
00:38:35,043 --> 00:38:37,946
This isn't like you,
To be embarrassed like this.
792
00:38:37,946 --> 00:38:40,048
Hey, I get embarrassed.
793
00:38:40,048 --> 00:38:43,051
Roxy, the first time
I met you,
794
00:38:43,051 --> 00:38:46,094
You were walking out
Of a bathroom stall
795
00:38:46,094 --> 00:38:48,357
Wearing only a thong.
(laughs)
796
00:38:48,357 --> 00:38:49,528
(laughs)
797
00:38:49,528 --> 00:38:51,029
That's what I admire
About you.
798
00:38:51,029 --> 00:38:53,602
You don't care
What other people think.
799
00:38:53,602 --> 00:38:55,103
Well...
800
00:38:55,103 --> 00:38:56,835
I didn't know you then.
801
00:38:56,835 --> 00:38:59,107
It made it a lot easier
Not to care.
802
00:38:59,107 --> 00:39:00,939
I think
You're an amazing woman--
803
00:39:00,939 --> 00:39:03,412
Fierce, funny, loyal,
804
00:39:03,412 --> 00:39:05,073
Unique,
And completely nuts
805
00:39:05,073 --> 00:39:06,775
If you think something
As silly
806
00:39:06,775 --> 00:39:09,418
As trevor moonlighting
Could affect our friendship.
807
00:39:09,418 --> 00:39:11,420
Okay, okay.
808
00:39:11,420 --> 00:39:12,921
But think about it.
809
00:39:12,921 --> 00:39:14,583
You're the general's wife.
810
00:39:14,583 --> 00:39:17,386
I am the pizza guy's wife.
811
00:39:17,386 --> 00:39:19,988
(laughs) I wasn't always
The general's wife.
812
00:39:19,988 --> 00:39:21,790
When michael and I
First got married,
813
00:39:21,790 --> 00:39:23,462
We had tough times, too.
814
00:39:23,462 --> 00:39:24,633
Really?
815
00:39:24,633 --> 00:39:26,064
Yes.
816
00:39:30,439 --> 00:39:32,671
I felt like I could
Tell her anything.
817
00:39:32,671 --> 00:39:35,444
And you could.
818
00:39:35,444 --> 00:39:37,876
Gosh, she was
The best listener I ever knew.
819
00:39:37,876 --> 00:39:41,379
She was pretty good
At giving advice, too...
820
00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:44,052
Even when you didn't want
To hear it.
821
00:39:46,785 --> 00:39:49,518
Honestly, I don't know if
I would even be here today
822
00:39:49,518 --> 00:39:52,060
If it wasn't for claudia joy.
823
00:39:53,822 --> 00:39:57,125
After we lost jeremy,
She, uh...
824
00:39:57,125 --> 00:39:59,898
Was the one
That pulled me through.
825
00:40:02,070 --> 00:40:06,074
I brought the girls here
Once for spring break.
826
00:40:06,074 --> 00:40:09,077
Michael was away
And, uh...
827
00:40:09,077 --> 00:40:13,411
I thought it'd be fun,
Just the three of us.
828
00:40:13,411 --> 00:40:14,743
I remember amanda
829
00:40:14,743 --> 00:40:17,816
Got cotton candy
Stuck in her hair.
830
00:40:17,816 --> 00:40:19,918
It's true what they say,
Isn't it?
831
00:40:19,918 --> 00:40:21,189
What's that?
832
00:40:21,189 --> 00:40:23,522
Parents aren't supposed
To bury their children.
833
00:40:23,522 --> 00:40:25,193
(seagull crying)
834
00:40:25,193 --> 00:40:26,555
How do you do it?
835
00:40:26,555 --> 00:40:28,497
How do you...
Get out of bed every day?
836
00:40:28,497 --> 00:40:29,828
(sighs)
837
00:40:29,828 --> 00:40:31,660
You just do.
838
00:40:31,660 --> 00:40:35,103
(exhales) I'm not as strong
As you, claudia joy.
839
00:40:37,135 --> 00:40:39,938
You find the strength
You need.
840
00:40:41,069 --> 00:40:43,912
And if you can't?
841
00:40:43,912 --> 00:40:46,975
You just, uh...
842
00:40:46,975 --> 00:40:49,878
You hang on until you can.
843
00:40:49,878 --> 00:40:53,552
Think of all the things
You have to live for.
844
00:41:00,729 --> 00:41:04,032
(sighs) how are we gonna
Get through tomorrow?
845
00:41:04,032 --> 00:41:06,164
The same way we always do...
846
00:41:06,164 --> 00:41:08,236
Together.
847
00:41:09,798 --> 00:41:12,671
For michael and emmalin.
848
00:41:14,973 --> 00:41:17,746
For claudia joy.
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