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[♪♪♪]
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[grunts]
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[exhales]
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Fuck.
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[grunts]
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[clears throat]
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[♪♪♪]
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[water flows]
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-HAROLD: Hey.
-What's up, Harry?
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Hey, man,
do you have any food upstairs?
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I swear to God, this banana
was yellow last night.
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They never give you time,
you know?
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You turn your back,
you reach for it, surprise!
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Fuckin' rotted.
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[doorbell rings]
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She's here.
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Be ready.
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HAROLD:
You really sure about this?
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What happens if she finds out
that you--
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[scoffs]
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GWEN:
Okay. Deep breath for me.
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[takes a deep breath]
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-Very good.
-Hey, jerk.
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-Hey, brat.
-[Claire coughing]
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So, how're we feelin' today,
Claire?
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Uh, gonna take it easy today.
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Probably just a half marathon
before I left.
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Hmm, how cute.
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CLAIRE:
Hmm.
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Less tired than yesterday
and the day before.
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Gonna work on some music
later today.
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GWEN: Uh, I don't think you
should be driving to the studio.
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I sold the studio.
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GWEN:
Oh, I'm sorry.
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So, uh, what's that?
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Special sauce. What's that?
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GWEN:
Mm, I just wanna see
how you're--
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Yeah, I'm still dying.
There's nothing new to see.
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-MATT: Hey.
-I don't wanna be poked
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-and prodded anymore, babe.
-Claire, we just want an update.
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No more surgeries or chemo,
I promise.
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Won't take long. Come on.
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[sighs]
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There we go.
Alright, make a fist for me.
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Mm-hmm.
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Doing good.
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[♪♪♪]
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-That wasn't hard.
-CLAIRE: Mm-hmm.
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-Um, bend your ear for a minute?
-Hmm?
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Talk outside.
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Um, yeah. Sure.
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Bring her back soon.
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Wanna hear all about
that second date with Doug.
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[door opens]
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Hey, who does a girl
got to screw around here
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to get a drink?
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MATT:
[indistinct speech]
Sippy sippy.
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Sippy sippy, hmm?
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-And kissy kissy.
-MATT: Kissy kissy.
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[kissing]
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[chuckles, coughs]
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Appreciate the favor,
checkin' in on her.
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-Yeah, of course.
-That means a lot
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to both of us, really.
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Uh, I mean, it's the least
I can do.
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It's nice seein' her
and everything.
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That's said,
I am having second thoughts.
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Y-- you asked me
to get a sample. I--
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Oh. No, no. I know. [chuckles]
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I know I did. It's just um...
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[chuckles] Uh, I'm just nervous.
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Matt, look, guy at the lab
is doing me a solid,
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she won't see it
on an online portal.
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-Thank you.
-Yeah.
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Um, those green bottle
in that box. What's--
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-[chuckles]
-What's that about?
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Uh, cantaloupe rinds, kale,
chlorophyll,
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beta carotenes, carrots.
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-Ah.
-She thinks it helps.
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Anyway,
I should get back in there.
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-It's a busy day.
-Whoa, um, wait.
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-What's up?
-Uh, nightmares.
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Okay. How frequently
is she having them?
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-It's not her.
-Okay.
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Uh, when did they start?
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Six weeks ago.
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Seven-- seven weeks ago.
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Seven and a half weeks--
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[scoffs]
Eight-- eight weeks ago.
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Around the time
she stopped chemo, right?
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I mean,
she's more lucid now that--
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Um, it was a big decision
you made.
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That's Claire's decision.
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Well, I mean,
nightmares can often
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be an indicator of grief.
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We're not there yet.
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Okay. Um, may I ask
has she been smoking?
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That's-- [chuckles]
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Her lungs were wheezy.
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-HAROLD: Hey.
-Hi.
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Actually, I was going back
in there.
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Oh, no, no. Uh, she's um,
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she's doin' the uh,
toilet stuff.
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Yeah, you don't--
you don't wanna go in there.
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Oh, right. Okay.
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-Bye. [chuckles]
-Bye.
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Thank you.
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[door opens, closes]
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[exhales] Fuck.
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-[whooshes]
-Wow.
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[chuckles]
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You got it?
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Okay.
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What the hell do you need
her blood for anyway?
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Second opinion.
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Right.
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And, uh, what's gonna happen
when she checks her bag
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and this isn't in there?
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We'll burn that bridge
when we come to it.
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You're gonna help me downstairs
or what?
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I gotta get her prescriptions.
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[♪♪♪]
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Haven't seen you in a while.
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I'm busy.
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How's she doing?
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Sorry.
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How's your mom?
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This morning,
she screamed at me
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claiming I was a demon
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wearing the skin
of her daughter.
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So, yeah.
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Dementia?
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Alzheimer's.
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I'm sorry.
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Should we take
for the ones we love?
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Anyway, um,
holler if you need anything.
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Matches?
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Thank you.
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Matthew Quimby, right?
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Matt. Albert Evans?
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Yeah, Al.
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Um, hey, miss.
Excuse me, sweetie?
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Could I get a tonic,
if you don't mind?
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Thank you.
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[sighs]
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-Did you bring it?
-Uh, I'm tired.
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Did you bring it?
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Yeah, I brought it.
It's in the car.
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-Let's move it to mine.
-No [indistinct speech]
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You can't move it, you know?
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-Jesus.
-L-- let me ask you somethin'.
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You be honest with me, okay?
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Are you sure
you wanna do this?
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[both grunt]
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[♪♪♪]
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[Claire coughing]
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You alright, baby?
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HAROLD:
She's fine.
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[both grunt]
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[coughs]
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[grunts, pants]
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Okay.
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[indistinct speech]
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[both grunt]
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Alright.
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[grunts]
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AL:
Okay.
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You get your wife's blood?
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-Yes, Al.
-AL: Okay.
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So, the ritual,
uh, you wait until dark,
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you light a candle,
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you place it on the floor,
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then you open it up,
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and you pour your wife's blood
into its mouth.
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You step back and you speak
your intention
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only once.
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And then you never come
into this room again
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until it works.
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-How long does it take?
-Three days.
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After you've done the ritual,
there's three rules.
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Don't talk to it.
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Don't look at it.
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And don't touch it.
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Why would I talk to a bag?
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Why does anyone do anything?
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Just follow the rules.
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[♪♪♪]
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You made this today?
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Mm-hmm. What do you think?
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It's haunting, and beautiful,
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and terrifying, and...
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...lovely.
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-Thank you kindly.
-What do you think?
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I guess I liked the demo better.
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It was more raw,
stripped down.
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Well, this is like you zeroed in
on something strange.
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But what I was going for
is unrecognizable now.
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You found something new.
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Part of the journey.
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I suppose.
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So, what are you tryin'
to say with this?
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Like what's it mean?
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Uh, I don't know if I'm tryin'
to say anything really.
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Just I need it to be parasitic.
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To burrow in your brain
and live there.
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Well, mission accomplished.
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Hmm.
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I'm really proud of you.
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[upbeat music]
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God, I suck at this.
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CLAIRE:
Yeah, you definitely do.
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Harold popped in
while you were out.
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I asked him about the basement,
but he was a steel trap.
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That's family loyalty
right there.
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What kinda deviant shit--
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[coughs] Are you two--
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G-- getting--
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What's wrong?
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[pukes, coughs]
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Sorry.
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It's okay. It's okay.
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You deserve better.
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Hey.
In sickness and in health, okay?
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I don't deserve you.
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Shh.
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[kisses]
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What are you working on
down there?
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What if I told you
I found somethin'
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that could fix
all of our problems?
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But it came at a cost.
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What's the cost?
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I, uh...
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I don't know.
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Matt, are you smoking gateways
again?
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-Gateways?
-Are you smoking weed again?
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You know, it scrambles
your brain like eggs.
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-Are you?
-Of course not.
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If I did, I mean,
I'm the one with cancer.
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So...
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Bedtime.
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Night, babe.
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[kissing]
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[♪♪♪]
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Please heal Claire. Please.
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[sighs]
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[lighter thuds]
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Shit.
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MATT:
Please heal Claire. Please.
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CLAIRE:
Jerk.
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HAROLD:
So, um,
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why did you decide
to quit chemo?
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Jesus, buy me dinner first.
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HAROLD:
Sorry.
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This is a cool thing
you're doing, though.
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Surprisin' her with the studio.
She'll--
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-I think she'll dig it.
-CLAIRE: Matt!
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Hey, uh,
you remember Amy, right?
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-CLAIRE: Matthew!
-She-- actually, I don't--
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I don't know
if I ever even really told you,
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-but uh--
-CLAIRE: Please!
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00:16:25,185 --> 00:16:26,386
She had a pretty rough go
with things
265
00:16:26,521 --> 00:16:27,722
about ten years back
when her son--
266
00:16:27,856 --> 00:16:29,490
CLAIRE:
Matthew!
267
00:16:36,263 --> 00:16:42,302
[♪♪♪]
268
00:16:42,436 --> 00:16:44,772
AL: (On voicemail)
This is Al. Leave me one.
269
00:16:44,906 --> 00:16:47,374
MATT:
Hey, uh,some weird shit's happening.
270
00:16:47,509 --> 00:16:49,209
Just call me back, okay?
271
00:16:49,343 --> 00:16:53,447
[phone rings]
272
00:16:55,583 --> 00:16:57,952
-Hello.
-[Claire giggling]
273
00:16:58,085 --> 00:16:59,621
[call ends]
274
00:17:22,075 --> 00:17:23,545
[groans]
275
00:17:26,748 --> 00:17:28,516
CLAIRE:
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
276
00:17:28,650 --> 00:17:30,317
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
277
00:17:30,450 --> 00:17:31,920
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
278
00:17:32,052 --> 00:17:33,588
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
279
00:17:33,721 --> 00:17:36,056
Is it...
280
00:17:36,189 --> 00:17:37,457
[garbled speech]
281
00:17:37,592 --> 00:17:39,359
[groans]
282
00:17:41,696 --> 00:17:50,638
[♪♪♪]
283
00:18:05,319 --> 00:18:08,322
[grunts] Did you sleep alright?
284
00:18:08,455 --> 00:18:09,991
You seem like you're
a little out of it.
285
00:18:10,123 --> 00:18:12,026
Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
286
00:18:12,159 --> 00:18:14,261
How's the music comin'?
287
00:18:14,394 --> 00:18:16,631
Good. Working it out.
288
00:18:18,566 --> 00:18:20,133
What's the concept again?
289
00:18:20,267 --> 00:18:23,705
You remember when we got that
amazing bottle of Riesling?
290
00:18:23,838 --> 00:18:25,039
I do.
291
00:18:25,172 --> 00:18:26,507
[chuckles]
292
00:18:26,641 --> 00:18:29,276
I was inspired
by the fungus process
293
00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:32,112
you told me about,
with the wine.
294
00:18:32,245 --> 00:18:33,648
You remember?
295
00:18:34,749 --> 00:18:37,217
They let the fungus infect
the grapes,
296
00:18:37,351 --> 00:18:40,287
nearly overtaking them,
297
00:18:40,420 --> 00:18:43,758
and then they pick them
at just the right moment.
298
00:18:44,926 --> 00:18:46,995
And you're left
with the sweetest one,
299
00:18:47,127 --> 00:18:48,896
this side of the Mississippi.
300
00:18:50,197 --> 00:18:52,466
-It's Germany.
-Whatever.
301
00:18:52,600 --> 00:18:54,301
What's it called again?
302
00:18:54,434 --> 00:18:56,704
[clears throat]
The-- the noble rot.
303
00:18:56,838 --> 00:18:59,574
Noble rot. Yeah.
304
00:19:00,474 --> 00:19:02,043
Hey, it could be the album name.
305
00:19:02,175 --> 00:19:05,680
[both chuckle]
306
00:19:05,813 --> 00:19:10,350
[coughs]
307
00:19:10,484 --> 00:19:12,120
-[overlapping speech]
-No. I'm not gonna puke.
308
00:19:12,252 --> 00:19:14,756
[coughs]
309
00:19:16,057 --> 00:19:17,558
MATT:
Claire, here.
310
00:19:17,692 --> 00:19:18,860
Thanks.
311
00:19:24,398 --> 00:19:26,166
[sighs]
312
00:19:30,404 --> 00:19:32,172
Hey, uh, uh,
313
00:19:33,306 --> 00:19:35,877
you're not smokin',
are you, Claire?
314
00:19:36,010 --> 00:19:39,413
I reckon there's a response
about pots and black kettles.
315
00:19:39,547 --> 00:19:42,050
-Shut up.
-Hmm.
316
00:19:42,182 --> 00:19:43,483
CLAIRE:
Jerk.
317
00:19:43,618 --> 00:19:44,786
Brat.
318
00:19:47,789 --> 00:19:49,289
[Kissing]
319
00:19:51,291 --> 00:19:52,827
CLAIRE:
Matt.
320
00:19:55,328 --> 00:19:56,731
Matthew.
321
00:20:17,217 --> 00:20:18,853
Will you let me in?
322
00:20:22,456 --> 00:20:30,798
[♪♪♪]
323
00:20:30,932 --> 00:20:33,300
CLAIRE:
[indistinct speech]
324
00:20:47,181 --> 00:20:50,618
It should be you, not me.
325
00:20:56,557 --> 00:21:00,828
I said, "You should be the one
with cancer.
326
00:21:00,962 --> 00:21:02,630
Not me."
327
00:21:02,764 --> 00:21:06,266
I never did anything
to deserve this.
328
00:21:15,442 --> 00:21:17,277
How did you know I was...
329
00:21:18,311 --> 00:21:19,814
[clears throat]
330
00:21:22,517 --> 00:21:25,186
Uh, were you, um--
331
00:21:25,318 --> 00:21:28,321
-[sighs]
-Were you whispering?
332
00:21:32,093 --> 00:21:33,528
Okay.
333
00:21:35,129 --> 00:21:36,831
Can I, uh-- [clears throat]
334
00:21:36,964 --> 00:21:39,700
-Can I get you anything?
-Hmm. Mm-hmm.
335
00:21:39,834 --> 00:21:41,936
Another juice would be great.
336
00:21:50,545 --> 00:21:54,849
[phone ringing]
337
00:21:57,819 --> 00:21:59,587
Hello.
338
00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:02,890
CLAIRE:
You ever seen someone you loveravaged by chondrosarcoma?
339
00:22:03,024 --> 00:22:05,560
Not just her arms and legs,but in her skull.
340
00:22:05,693 --> 00:22:07,494
Cells producingtheir own cartilage,
341
00:22:07,628 --> 00:22:09,030
growing out of control.
342
00:22:09,163 --> 00:22:10,698
Tiny spikes pushingagainst her tissue,
343
00:22:10,832 --> 00:22:12,365
the pain unbearable!
344
00:22:12,499 --> 00:22:14,635
And here you arejust staring at her,
345
00:22:14,769 --> 00:22:17,038
like anything you do matters.
346
00:22:21,474 --> 00:22:24,946
[music ends]
347
00:22:38,092 --> 00:22:40,061
[grunts]
348
00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:41,662
CLAIRE:
Can't you just enjoy the timeI have left and let me die?
349
00:22:41,796 --> 00:22:43,831
God, you're a selfish pieceof shit.
350
00:22:43,965 --> 00:22:46,499
Shut up.
351
00:22:47,301 --> 00:22:56,409
[♪♪♪]
352
00:22:57,645 --> 00:22:59,146
CLAIRE:
Jerk.
353
00:23:10,591 --> 00:23:13,027
Alright, now.
How about we hit the links?
354
00:23:14,195 --> 00:23:15,696
You remember my ex-wife?
355
00:23:16,429 --> 00:23:18,266
-Esther?
-HAROLD: Before that.
356
00:23:18,398 --> 00:23:20,400
-Miranda?
-First ex-wife.
357
00:23:21,335 --> 00:23:22,603
Amy.
358
00:23:22,737 --> 00:23:24,739
I don't know if I ever told
you, but uh,
359
00:23:25,740 --> 00:23:30,144
Amy uh, had a son
from a previous marriage.
360
00:23:32,346 --> 00:23:34,815
And his name was Tommy.
361
00:23:37,385 --> 00:23:41,389
Tommy had neuroblastoma
and they didn't catch it.
362
00:23:41,522 --> 00:23:43,124
After he passed--
363
00:23:45,092 --> 00:23:45,993
[sighs]
364
00:23:46,127 --> 00:23:48,062
Amy just spiraled.
365
00:23:48,996 --> 00:23:52,366
You know, she blamed herself,
and that just haunted her,
366
00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:53,801
And she-- [chuckles]
367
00:23:53,935 --> 00:23:55,870
She said she saw him at night
for months.
368
00:24:01,108 --> 00:24:03,544
[sighs] I just don't wanna
see you end up like Amy.
369
00:24:03,678 --> 00:24:04,979
That's all.
370
00:24:06,113 --> 00:24:08,950
'Cause that guilt,
that guilt, man,
371
00:24:10,584 --> 00:24:12,653
it swallowed her up.
372
00:24:17,490 --> 00:24:19,427
Oh, shit.
373
00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:21,494
Don't. It's fine.
374
00:24:21,629 --> 00:24:22,897
It's fine, it's the next room.
375
00:24:23,030 --> 00:24:24,532
Just don't.
I'll get it tomorrow, okay?
376
00:24:24,665 --> 00:24:25,933
It's ten feet away.
377
00:24:26,067 --> 00:24:28,169
Leave the goddamn golf ball
where it is!
378
00:24:29,469 --> 00:24:31,939
-Sorry.
-Fuckin' playin'.
379
00:24:32,073 --> 00:24:41,115
[♪♪♪]
380
00:25:08,676 --> 00:25:10,811
[grunts]
381
00:25:15,349 --> 00:25:19,286
[Claire giggling]
382
00:25:23,224 --> 00:25:32,099
[♪♪♪]
383
00:25:49,817 --> 00:25:51,986
[birds chirping]
384
00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:54,722
[Claire giggling]
385
00:25:58,726 --> 00:26:08,202
[♪♪♪]
386
00:26:17,278 --> 00:26:18,579
What do you want?
387
00:26:30,324 --> 00:26:31,025
[car horns]
388
00:26:31,158 --> 00:26:32,660
[door opens]
389
00:26:32,793 --> 00:26:35,196
[pants]
390
00:26:35,329 --> 00:26:36,797
Oh.
391
00:26:36,931 --> 00:26:40,201
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
392
00:26:42,803 --> 00:26:47,208
[coughs, pukes]
393
00:26:55,249 --> 00:26:58,152
Oh. Mm.
394
00:26:59,286 --> 00:27:00,287
Oh!
395
00:27:04,191 --> 00:27:05,359
What's wrong?
396
00:27:09,763 --> 00:27:11,365
Is it happening again?
397
00:27:12,433 --> 00:27:15,870
A-- are you s-- seeing...
398
00:27:17,671 --> 00:27:18,939
Hey.
399
00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,977
There is no shame in asking
for help.
400
00:27:23,110 --> 00:27:24,178
Clearly.
401
00:27:25,379 --> 00:27:26,914
Look at me.
402
00:27:27,047 --> 00:27:29,750
I have to do it every damn day.
403
00:27:29,884 --> 00:27:31,385
It doesn't matter.
You're getting better.
404
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:33,787
[chuckles]
405
00:27:34,623 --> 00:27:35,890
[kisses]
406
00:27:36,023 --> 00:27:40,828
[♪♪♪]
407
00:27:40,961 --> 00:27:42,363
So, how's Claire doing?
408
00:27:43,731 --> 00:27:45,266
How are you doing?
409
00:27:50,104 --> 00:27:52,541
So, what is that thing in there?
410
00:27:52,673 --> 00:27:54,208
-What?
-That big weird sack
411
00:27:54,341 --> 00:27:55,676
in the spare room.
412
00:27:56,710 --> 00:27:58,112
You didn't go in there, did you?
413
00:27:58,245 --> 00:27:59,648
Oh, goddammit!
414
00:27:59,780 --> 00:28:01,215
-What?
-I told you not to!
415
00:28:01,348 --> 00:28:03,284
-Just relax.
-Did you talk to it?
416
00:28:03,417 --> 00:28:05,452
Yeah. Told it some
fuckin' knock knock jokes.
417
00:28:05,587 --> 00:28:06,555
Did you look at it?
418
00:28:06,687 --> 00:28:08,222
It's hard not to.
419
00:28:08,355 --> 00:28:10,824
-Did you touch it?
-What happens if you touch it?
420
00:28:10,958 --> 00:28:12,826
Please tell me,
did you fucking touch it?
421
00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,829
No! Jesus!
422
00:28:17,264 --> 00:28:19,300
What the hell is goin' on
with you?
423
00:28:21,235 --> 00:28:24,271
I'm not givin' up on wife
and I never will.
424
00:28:24,405 --> 00:28:26,240
Got it?
425
00:28:26,373 --> 00:28:27,841
I didn't ask you to.
426
00:28:30,110 --> 00:28:31,779
I'll finish up alone.
427
00:28:33,247 --> 00:28:34,748
Thank you.
428
00:28:36,951 --> 00:28:39,386
Look, I know
you're goin' through a lot,
429
00:28:39,521 --> 00:28:41,488
but you need
to take a fuckin' breath.
430
00:28:50,798 --> 00:28:53,167
Thanks for hangin' out
the other day.
431
00:28:55,503 --> 00:28:57,104
Of course.
432
00:28:59,139 --> 00:29:01,676
Do you mind leaving me the pen?
433
00:29:01,809 --> 00:29:04,144
I could use
a little creative spark.
434
00:29:07,448 --> 00:29:09,250
Hey, um...
435
00:29:15,657 --> 00:29:17,191
...why did you stop chemo?
436
00:29:23,097 --> 00:29:24,465
I'm glad you're there for him.
437
00:29:24,599 --> 00:29:27,736
[upbeat music]
438
00:29:27,868 --> 00:29:29,436
Make sure you keep that going.
439
00:29:31,205 --> 00:29:33,240
He's gonna need you
more than ever soon.
440
00:29:35,909 --> 00:29:37,579
I know he seems
like he's Mr. Slick,
441
00:29:37,712 --> 00:29:39,514
but he's...
442
00:29:43,984 --> 00:29:46,487
Just be there.
443
00:29:48,088 --> 00:29:49,923
You didn't answer my question.
444
00:29:57,398 --> 00:29:59,800
[both chuckle]
445
00:29:59,933 --> 00:30:09,276
[♪♪♪]
446
00:30:29,063 --> 00:30:31,633
Why is it always the dark
pieces that trip us up?
447
00:30:31,766 --> 00:30:34,068
It's easy to get lost in there.
448
00:30:38,540 --> 00:30:39,774
How about we go outside?
449
00:30:39,907 --> 00:30:41,375
It's cold outside.
450
00:30:44,445 --> 00:30:46,648
It'll be warm next week
and I'll take you out then.
451
00:30:46,781 --> 00:30:48,215
I promise.
452
00:30:50,284 --> 00:30:51,485
Okay.
453
00:30:57,458 --> 00:30:59,426
[upbeat music]
454
00:31:01,495 --> 00:31:02,896
[Claire chuckling]
455
00:31:19,614 --> 00:31:21,048
You're taking me?
456
00:31:22,950 --> 00:31:24,451
As close as I can.
457
00:31:25,587 --> 00:31:27,321
Oh, no, thanks, baby.
458
00:31:32,727 --> 00:31:36,964
[coughs, sighs]
459
00:31:40,367 --> 00:31:44,338
We used to sit in here
for hours.
460
00:31:45,305 --> 00:31:48,909
Sipping wine,
listening to good music,
461
00:31:49,042 --> 00:31:50,645
eating good food.
462
00:31:50,779 --> 00:31:55,449
Harold always introducing us
to his latest squeeze.
463
00:31:55,583 --> 00:32:00,053
I can still picture
that look you'd tossed me.
464
00:32:01,455 --> 00:32:02,423
That look.
465
00:32:02,557 --> 00:32:04,324
[both chuckle]
466
00:32:04,458 --> 00:32:09,096
That look of, "Oh,
this is never going to last."
467
00:32:09,229 --> 00:32:11,365
Poor guy can't get out
of his own way.
468
00:32:12,132 --> 00:32:13,267
He means well.
469
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:14,903
[scoffs]
470
00:32:15,035 --> 00:32:16,370
Most poor guys do.
471
00:32:16,504 --> 00:32:18,540
[chuckles]
472
00:32:18,673 --> 00:32:22,577
[coughs]
473
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:27,214
[chuckles]
474
00:32:28,850 --> 00:32:31,351
Poor, poor guy.
475
00:32:44,031 --> 00:32:45,633
[grunts]
476
00:33:04,117 --> 00:33:05,753
Let's get you to bed, okay.
477
00:33:05,887 --> 00:33:08,222
What? Matt, come on. It's--
478
00:33:09,657 --> 00:33:18,465
[♪♪♪]
479
00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:21,235
[phone rings]
480
00:33:43,858 --> 00:33:45,793
[sighs]
481
00:34:12,152 --> 00:34:13,521
-[screams]
-[yells]
482
00:34:13,655 --> 00:34:23,063
[♪♪♪]
483
00:34:45,987 --> 00:34:52,727
[♪♪♪]
484
00:34:52,860 --> 00:34:55,930
[takes deep breaths]
485
00:34:56,064 --> 00:34:59,033
AL: (On voicemail)
This is Al. Leave me one.
486
00:34:59,166 --> 00:35:02,637
It's Matt.
Call me back please.
487
00:35:05,807 --> 00:35:07,508
[phone ringing]
488
00:35:08,977 --> 00:35:10,912
CLAIRE:
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
489
00:35:11,045 --> 00:35:13,347
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
490
00:35:17,284 --> 00:35:26,828
[♪♪♪]
491
00:35:37,038 --> 00:35:38,673
You got yourself
into your chair?
492
00:35:38,806 --> 00:35:39,907
Mm-hmm.
493
00:35:41,375 --> 00:35:43,343
[chuckles]
494
00:35:45,647 --> 00:35:47,615
CLAIRE:
Baby, check this out.
495
00:35:50,718 --> 00:35:52,386
[grunts]
496
00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:53,621
Come on, Claire.
Hang on a second.
497
00:35:53,755 --> 00:35:55,623
CLAIRE:
No, no, no. Just shut up.
498
00:35:55,757 --> 00:35:57,692
[chuckles]
499
00:35:57,825 --> 00:35:59,459
I got it.
500
00:36:01,194 --> 00:36:03,363
-Oh, my God.
-[chuckles]
501
00:36:03,497 --> 00:36:04,799
-Check me out.
-Oh, my God.
502
00:36:04,932 --> 00:36:07,135
[chuckles, coughs]
503
00:36:07,267 --> 00:36:09,236
I did it. I did it.
504
00:36:09,369 --> 00:36:11,238
I can help. What are you...
505
00:36:11,371 --> 00:36:12,640
-What are you doin'?
-Making banana bread.
506
00:36:12,774 --> 00:36:15,242
-You're making banana bread?
-Yeah.
507
00:36:15,375 --> 00:36:16,309
You will help me
make banana bread?
508
00:36:16,443 --> 00:36:18,579
I wanna help you. [chuckles]
509
00:36:18,713 --> 00:36:20,148
Okay.
510
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:22,016
Just like the old days.
511
00:36:22,850 --> 00:36:25,920
What do we got? What do we got?
Oh, you got a nice, fresh...
512
00:36:27,789 --> 00:36:28,923
What's wrong?
513
00:36:30,024 --> 00:36:31,391
Nothing, honey. Nothing's wrong.
514
00:36:31,526 --> 00:36:32,760
-[chuckles]
-It's...
515
00:36:32,894 --> 00:36:36,097
Here, I can do
[indistinct speech]
516
00:36:36,229 --> 00:36:38,298
Can you uh, can you uh,
pass me the [indistinct speech]
517
00:36:38,432 --> 00:36:41,301
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Can I pass the what?
518
00:36:44,237 --> 00:36:45,707
What's the matter?
519
00:36:47,542 --> 00:36:49,677
CLAIRE:
You know, you were right.
520
00:36:51,012 --> 00:36:52,814
I feel different.
521
00:36:54,448 --> 00:36:56,483
Something in me in changing.
522
00:36:56,617 --> 00:36:59,386
It's inside of me.
523
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:03,223
I-- I feel better.
524
00:37:03,356 --> 00:37:04,859
I feel new.
525
00:37:06,460 --> 00:37:07,662
[indistinct speech]
526
00:37:07,795 --> 00:37:08,896
Get off me!
527
00:37:14,135 --> 00:37:15,970
Sorry, I bothered you.
528
00:37:17,205 --> 00:37:18,639
I'm sorry.
529
00:37:18,773 --> 00:37:19,774
-Guess I'll go fuck myself then.
-MATT: Claire, I'm sorry.
530
00:37:19,907 --> 00:37:21,441
Don't!
531
00:37:22,577 --> 00:37:32,285
[♪♪♪]
532
00:37:44,232 --> 00:37:46,366
[phone rings]
533
00:37:46,500 --> 00:37:48,301
[Claire giggling]
534
00:37:49,103 --> 00:37:53,406
[knocking on door]
535
00:37:53,541 --> 00:38:02,750
[♪♪♪]
536
00:38:24,772 --> 00:38:26,741
Let me in, dick. It's cold.
537
00:38:31,078 --> 00:38:32,445
-I knew you'd be up.
-I figured we could talk
538
00:38:32,580 --> 00:38:34,347
-about shit, you know?
-Shh.
539
00:38:34,481 --> 00:38:35,716
[door closes]
540
00:38:35,850 --> 00:38:38,451
[pours wine]
541
00:38:39,921 --> 00:38:41,122
What is this?
542
00:38:41,255 --> 00:38:42,957
Banana bread.
543
00:38:43,090 --> 00:38:43,991
Fuck yeah.
544
00:38:44,125 --> 00:38:45,458
Okay.
545
00:38:49,664 --> 00:38:53,601
So, hey, um, I'm sorry about uh,
546
00:38:53,734 --> 00:38:54,936
I some-- sometimes I just
547
00:38:55,069 --> 00:38:57,805
can't stay out of my own way,
you know?
548
00:38:59,073 --> 00:39:02,977
It's just uh, I am here for you,
you know?
549
00:39:03,110 --> 00:39:06,547
I guess-- I guess that's
all I'm trying to say.
550
00:39:09,283 --> 00:39:11,052
So, uh, so, Amy,
551
00:39:12,620 --> 00:39:15,022
you said
she started seein' her son
552
00:39:15,156 --> 00:39:16,924
right after he passed, yeah?
553
00:39:17,058 --> 00:39:18,526
Yeah, all the time.
554
00:39:20,561 --> 00:39:22,096
I'm seeing things, too.
555
00:39:23,264 --> 00:39:24,832
You spend too much time alone.
556
00:39:25,867 --> 00:39:26,934
It's just
557
00:39:28,302 --> 00:39:29,971
it's not supposed to happen
558
00:39:30,104 --> 00:39:31,505
until she's--
559
00:39:31,639 --> 00:39:34,108
Hey. We don't need to talk
about that right now.
560
00:39:38,246 --> 00:39:39,647
Am I losin' it?
561
00:39:40,548 --> 00:39:42,683
Yeah! Look, shit, man,
562
00:39:42,817 --> 00:39:45,019
I mean, if anybody has a right
to lose it, it's you.
563
00:39:51,259 --> 00:39:53,828
You're not as hard to read
as you think you are.
564
00:39:55,563 --> 00:39:57,031
You just, uh...
565
00:39:58,431 --> 00:40:00,301
You have a hard time saying
what you need to say.
566
00:40:00,433 --> 00:40:06,974
[♪♪♪]
567
00:40:07,108 --> 00:40:09,210
These last 18 months
568
00:40:09,343 --> 00:40:12,113
have been the most miserable
569
00:40:12,246 --> 00:40:13,881
of our entire lives.
570
00:40:14,815 --> 00:40:16,717
They started out
the most successful.
571
00:40:16,851 --> 00:40:18,085
Yes.
572
00:40:19,720 --> 00:40:21,522
I mean, we got a little...
573
00:40:21,656 --> 00:40:23,557
Bought a house.
574
00:40:24,659 --> 00:40:27,929
Fancy cars, planned vacations.
575
00:40:29,263 --> 00:40:31,198
Talked about kids.
576
00:40:33,401 --> 00:40:34,869
And the person
577
00:40:35,002 --> 00:40:38,873
you are supposed to spend
the rest of your life with
578
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:42,543
starts dying at 32.
579
00:40:42,677 --> 00:40:45,880
But she didn't start at 32,
she started at 30.
580
00:40:48,616 --> 00:40:50,151
And I missed it.
581
00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:54,889
'Cause I didn't know to look
for it.
582
00:40:55,022 --> 00:40:56,991
[sighs] Jesus.
583
00:40:58,458 --> 00:40:59,961
What kind of a deal is that?
584
00:41:00,928 --> 00:41:02,997
That is a shit deal, sir.
585
00:41:07,201 --> 00:41:09,837
Is there a name
for a grim fairytale?
586
00:41:11,105 --> 00:41:12,273
Life.
587
00:41:12,406 --> 00:41:13,774
They don't--
588
00:41:14,809 --> 00:41:17,011
They don't prepare you for this.
589
00:41:17,144 --> 00:41:18,279
Yeah.
590
00:41:18,412 --> 00:41:19,580
I did-- I did all of it.
591
00:41:19,714 --> 00:41:21,615
I did the support groups.
592
00:41:21,749 --> 00:41:23,483
The therapy.
593
00:41:24,719 --> 00:41:26,654
The fuckin' church.
594
00:41:27,955 --> 00:41:29,190
I did the other stuff.
595
00:41:29,323 --> 00:41:33,427
I did you know,
the cults and the drugs.
596
00:41:33,561 --> 00:41:34,962
It's all empty.
597
00:41:35,997 --> 00:41:38,065
All of it's empty. It's...
598
00:41:40,801 --> 00:41:42,770
You just sink.
599
00:41:42,903 --> 00:41:45,072
But you get desperate enough
600
00:41:45,206 --> 00:41:48,642
and those shams start seemin'
a lot less hokey.
601
00:41:53,981 --> 00:41:55,816
That's why I'm seein' things.
602
00:42:00,021 --> 00:42:01,689
Huh.
603
00:42:05,059 --> 00:42:06,594
Yeah, um,
604
00:42:08,329 --> 00:42:09,864
I don't exactly, uh--
605
00:42:11,298 --> 00:42:13,901
Y-- you know, I'm here for you,
but just don't--
606
00:42:14,035 --> 00:42:16,470
Uh, yeah, every--
everything's gonna be fine,
607
00:42:16,604 --> 00:42:17,972
you know?
Uh, just
608
00:42:19,006 --> 00:42:20,241
one way or another,
cousin, it's--
609
00:42:20,374 --> 00:42:23,177
It's all gonna work out.
610
00:42:27,114 --> 00:42:28,115
Right.
611
00:42:28,249 --> 00:42:33,621
[♪♪♪]
612
00:42:33,754 --> 00:42:37,825
[car horns]
613
00:43:04,218 --> 00:43:05,719
Oh, no, no.
614
00:43:08,122 --> 00:43:08,823
Uh.
615
00:43:08,956 --> 00:43:13,594
[upbeat music]
616
00:43:13,727 --> 00:43:14,662
Fuck.
617
00:43:14,795 --> 00:43:19,233
[pants]
618
00:43:23,170 --> 00:43:24,738
CLAIRE:
911. What's your emergency?
619
00:43:24,872 --> 00:43:26,640
It's my wife.
620
00:43:26,774 --> 00:43:28,476
It's my wife,
she slit her wrist.
621
00:43:28,609 --> 00:43:31,546
CLAIRE:
Remain calm.Okay, sir, you see the wound?
622
00:43:31,679 --> 00:43:32,947
Yes, yes.
623
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:34,381
CLAIRE:
Okay. Apply pressure to it.
624
00:43:34,516 --> 00:43:35,649
Is someone in the housethat can help?
625
00:43:35,783 --> 00:43:37,586
Won't you send an ambulance?
626
00:43:37,718 --> 00:43:40,855
CLAIRE:
It'll probably be fasterif you take Claire yourself.
627
00:43:42,123 --> 00:43:43,525
What?
628
00:43:43,657 --> 00:43:46,093
CLAIRE:
Take Claireto the emergency room.
629
00:43:46,227 --> 00:43:49,531
But how do you know her name?
630
00:43:50,331 --> 00:43:52,833
CLAIRE:
If you keep wasting time,
631
00:43:52,967 --> 00:43:55,736
you might as wellslit your own wrist.
632
00:43:56,770 --> 00:43:58,639
What the fuck you say to me?
633
00:43:58,772 --> 00:44:02,276
CLAIRE:
So, she slashed her own wristto get away from you.
634
00:44:02,409 --> 00:44:05,746
Then you turned the razoron yourself.
635
00:44:05,880 --> 00:44:07,681
Is that right?
636
00:44:08,849 --> 00:44:11,785
I can smell the rot.
637
00:44:11,919 --> 00:44:13,588
Why did you bring itinto this house?
638
00:44:13,721 --> 00:44:16,657
All it was going to dois bring her more pain.
639
00:44:16,790 --> 00:44:19,160
So, she saved herself.
640
00:44:21,262 --> 00:44:24,265
Do you hear it? It's in here.
641
00:44:24,398 --> 00:44:26,000
How do you know this?
642
00:44:26,133 --> 00:44:27,801
-CLAIRE: It's setting in.
-No.
643
00:44:27,935 --> 00:44:29,203
CLAIRE:
Do you smell it?
644
00:44:29,336 --> 00:44:30,171
No. I'll never hurt her.
645
00:44:30,304 --> 00:44:31,772
CLAIRE:
You did this!
646
00:44:31,906 --> 00:44:33,040
I would never hurt her.
647
00:44:33,174 --> 00:44:36,844
CLAIRE:
Yes, you did. Look down.
648
00:44:38,112 --> 00:44:40,748
[sobs]
649
00:44:40,881 --> 00:44:42,617
CLAIRE:
You did it.
650
00:44:42,750 --> 00:44:45,753
[grunts]
651
00:44:45,886 --> 00:44:47,721
[gasps]
652
00:44:56,565 --> 00:44:58,065
Did I scare you?
653
00:45:00,935 --> 00:45:02,369
I scared myself.
654
00:45:03,572 --> 00:45:04,738
Getting pretty good at that.
655
00:45:04,872 --> 00:45:07,542
Are you okay?
You need something?
656
00:45:07,676 --> 00:45:09,243
You wanna know what I need?
657
00:45:10,311 --> 00:45:13,582
I need to sleep in my own bed
for a change.
658
00:45:13,714 --> 00:45:16,750
My real bed. Is that okay?
659
00:45:18,185 --> 00:45:21,188
That is so okay. [chuckles]
660
00:45:21,322 --> 00:45:24,425
Well, scoot over then.
That's my side, jerk.
661
00:45:25,594 --> 00:45:27,494
Keepin' it warm for you, brat.
662
00:45:27,629 --> 00:45:30,130
[Claire chuckling]
663
00:45:38,906 --> 00:45:40,374
[sighs]
664
00:45:51,485 --> 00:45:52,953
I missed this.
665
00:45:54,755 --> 00:45:56,223
I missed you.
666
00:45:57,391 --> 00:45:59,126
Me, too.
667
00:46:07,835 --> 00:46:09,770
I've been down there so long.
668
00:46:11,606 --> 00:46:14,241
I've forgotten
what home feels like.
669
00:46:33,662 --> 00:46:37,331
[kissing]
670
00:46:37,464 --> 00:46:46,307
[♪♪♪]
671
00:46:54,848 --> 00:46:58,720
[pants]
672
00:46:58,852 --> 00:47:00,087
[indistinct speech]
673
00:47:00,921 --> 00:47:04,091
Yeah, I think so,
674
00:47:06,060 --> 00:47:07,529
but it felt good.
675
00:47:08,929 --> 00:47:10,431
I just...
676
00:47:11,633 --> 00:47:12,833
I need a minute.
677
00:47:12,966 --> 00:47:13,834
MATT:
Take your time.
678
00:47:13,967 --> 00:47:18,072
[takes deep breaths]
679
00:47:54,542 --> 00:47:56,343
[sighs]
680
00:48:03,785 --> 00:48:05,553
[phone rings]
681
00:48:05,687 --> 00:48:08,623
Claire. What--
682
00:48:10,224 --> 00:48:12,861
Claire, you're--
you're pocket dialing me.
683
00:48:12,993 --> 00:48:15,496
CLAIRE:
What? No.
684
00:48:15,630 --> 00:48:18,232
You alright in there?
You need something?
685
00:48:18,365 --> 00:48:20,735
CLAIRE:
What are you talking about?
686
00:48:20,869 --> 00:48:22,403
Why don't you come back to bed?
687
00:48:23,337 --> 00:48:25,205
CLAIRE:
I am in bed.
688
00:48:29,443 --> 00:48:30,944
Hello?
689
00:48:33,046 --> 00:48:34,181
Where are you right now?
690
00:48:34,314 --> 00:48:36,183
CLAIRE:
Downstairs, in my room.
691
00:48:39,219 --> 00:48:41,121
Will you get me another juice?
692
00:48:42,089 --> 00:48:43,725
[Claire vomiting]
693
00:48:43,858 --> 00:48:52,232
[♪♪♪]
694
00:49:32,372 --> 00:49:34,308
-CLAIRE: Did I wake you?
-How'd you do that?
695
00:49:34,441 --> 00:49:36,009
-What?
-This isn't funny anymore,
696
00:49:36,143 --> 00:49:37,377
Claire! You shouldn't be
walkin' around!
697
00:49:37,512 --> 00:49:40,380
Baby, go back to bed. Please.
698
00:49:43,450 --> 00:49:45,787
-What's that?
-What?
699
00:49:45,920 --> 00:49:47,522
What the fuck is that?
700
00:49:48,590 --> 00:49:50,190
It's nothing. It's just...
I don't know it's just
701
00:49:50,324 --> 00:49:51,492
-You cannot smoke, Claire!
-something from earlier.
702
00:49:51,626 --> 00:49:53,293
-It's vapor.
-You can't put shit
703
00:49:53,427 --> 00:49:55,028
-in your lungs, alright?
-Matt, I'm not talking to you
704
00:49:55,162 --> 00:49:56,163
when you're like this!
Go back to bed!
705
00:49:56,296 --> 00:49:58,766
You wanna die, goddammit?
706
00:49:58,900 --> 00:50:02,704
[upbeat music]
707
00:50:02,837 --> 00:50:06,508
Go back to bed.
708
00:50:06,641 --> 00:50:09,511
-I'm sorry.
-Go back to bed!
709
00:50:29,664 --> 00:50:30,665
Hey.
710
00:50:30,798 --> 00:50:39,507
[♪♪♪]
711
00:51:25,152 --> 00:51:26,588
You're in.
712
00:51:41,869 --> 00:51:43,437
Hey!
713
00:51:44,839 --> 00:51:46,841
[Peggy giggling]
714
00:51:49,276 --> 00:51:58,418
[♪♪♪]
715
00:52:06,561 --> 00:52:09,429
-[screams]
-[yells, grunts]
716
00:52:10,263 --> 00:52:19,540
[♪♪♪]
717
00:52:28,750 --> 00:52:30,183
[sighs]
718
00:52:39,292 --> 00:52:48,603
[♪♪♪]
719
00:52:49,737 --> 00:52:51,906
CLAIRE:
Let me in. Let me in.
720
00:52:52,040 --> 00:52:54,008
Let me in! Let me in!
721
00:52:54,142 --> 00:52:56,209
Let me in! Let me in!
722
00:52:56,343 --> 00:52:58,046
Let me in! Let me in!
723
00:52:58,178 --> 00:53:00,615
-Let me in!
-Fuck off!
724
00:53:02,050 --> 00:53:03,685
[Matt grunting]
725
00:53:06,054 --> 00:53:10,390
-[pants, coughs]
-[water flowing]
726
00:53:29,143 --> 00:53:30,678
Hey, Claire?
727
00:53:32,780 --> 00:53:34,214
Claire?
728
00:53:36,784 --> 00:53:38,251
Claire?
729
00:53:39,386 --> 00:53:40,855
CLAIRE:
What?
730
00:53:43,256 --> 00:53:44,692
Matt?
731
00:53:45,860 --> 00:53:47,327
Matthew?
732
00:53:48,361 --> 00:53:50,665
-Claire.
-CLAIRE: I'm here.
733
00:53:50,798 --> 00:53:51,999
Claire!
734
00:53:53,366 --> 00:53:54,769
Claire, this isn't funny!
735
00:53:55,636 --> 00:53:57,370
CLAIRE:
Down here.
736
00:54:09,217 --> 00:54:17,892
[♪♪♪]
737
00:54:48,923 --> 00:54:52,492
[chuckles]
738
00:54:55,863 --> 00:54:57,297
This is real.
739
00:54:57,430 --> 00:55:00,300
This is the furthest
I've made in months.
740
00:55:00,433 --> 00:55:01,836
Claire, I'm so sorry.
741
00:55:01,969 --> 00:55:03,971
You look like shit.
742
00:55:04,105 --> 00:55:08,075
It's just I lashed out.
743
00:55:08,209 --> 00:55:09,610
Idiot. I'm so sorry.
744
00:55:09,744 --> 00:55:12,345
You did this for me?
745
00:55:13,881 --> 00:55:17,450
It's supposed to be a surprise.
746
00:55:20,555 --> 00:55:23,257
Claire, I'm really sorry.
I'm so-- I'm so sorry.
747
00:55:23,423 --> 00:55:25,325
Hey. It's okay, alright?
748
00:55:25,458 --> 00:55:28,395
We've been cooped up here
for a long time.
749
00:55:28,529 --> 00:55:30,598
A home studio.
750
00:55:30,731 --> 00:55:33,868
Wow! Color me shocked.
751
00:55:34,869 --> 00:55:36,838
Make your masterpieces
down here.
752
00:55:38,506 --> 00:55:40,340
You got all the time
in the world.
753
00:55:42,076 --> 00:55:44,477
Well, no.
754
00:55:50,483 --> 00:55:52,787
Still-- [chuckles]
755
00:55:54,421 --> 00:55:56,090
I appreciate it.
756
00:56:01,295 --> 00:56:02,930
[chuckles]
757
00:56:04,932 --> 00:56:06,300
What do you mean?
758
00:56:06,433 --> 00:56:09,237
I mean, I'm still dying, Matt.
I'm just having a good day.
759
00:56:09,369 --> 00:56:11,438
You're [indistinct speech]
I'm sure.
760
00:56:11,572 --> 00:56:13,507
God, it worked, Claire!
You're...
761
00:56:13,641 --> 00:56:14,842
-What worked?
-Okay.
762
00:56:14,976 --> 00:56:16,077
Listen, this is what I
was trying to
763
00:56:16,210 --> 00:56:17,712
explain to you that night.
764
00:56:17,845 --> 00:56:20,715
I found something that was gonna
solve all of our problems,
765
00:56:20,848 --> 00:56:22,884
but it came at a cost.
766
00:56:23,017 --> 00:56:25,086
I didn't know what it was then,
but I do now.
767
00:56:25,219 --> 00:56:27,188
-What was it?
-Well, it doesn't matter.
768
00:56:27,321 --> 00:56:28,723
It worked. It's real!
769
00:56:28,856 --> 00:56:31,192
-What's real?
-It's real. You're healed!
770
00:56:31,325 --> 00:56:32,860
Stop talking like that.
771
00:56:32,994 --> 00:56:34,128
But it worked!
772
00:56:34,262 --> 00:56:35,630
Whatever it is, it didn't!
773
00:56:35,763 --> 00:56:37,732
Just--
uh, just look in the mirror.
774
00:56:37,865 --> 00:56:41,002
Don't insult me!
I-- I know what I look like.
775
00:56:42,703 --> 00:56:44,005
You're beautiful.
776
00:56:45,139 --> 00:56:46,307
Claire, it worked.
777
00:56:46,439 --> 00:56:47,808
[sighs]
778
00:56:47,942 --> 00:56:49,442
It worked.
779
00:56:49,577 --> 00:56:51,112
So, I put some
hair extensions in
780
00:56:51,245 --> 00:56:54,849
and paint my face,
and now I'm beautiful.
781
00:57:06,694 --> 00:57:10,898
Everyone keeps asking me
why I stopped chemo.
782
00:57:11,899 --> 00:57:13,601
Yeah.
783
00:57:13,734 --> 00:57:17,004
Why I drink my drinks,
why I take my vitamins?
784
00:57:19,240 --> 00:57:20,541
This is why.
785
00:57:21,776 --> 00:57:24,812
[chuckles] This is the result
of my decision.
786
00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:27,581
Of course
I have some strength back.
787
00:57:27,715 --> 00:57:29,617
Of course I can walk.
788
00:57:29,750 --> 00:57:32,452
Hurts like a bitch,
but I can do it.
789
00:57:34,487 --> 00:57:36,090
I'm not cured.
790
00:57:37,959 --> 00:57:40,761
I'm just not sick
from the chemo anymore.
791
00:57:43,030 --> 00:57:44,699
I didn't wanna spend
the rest of my life
792
00:57:44,832 --> 00:57:46,734
puking into buckets.
793
00:57:49,737 --> 00:57:52,173
I've been through hell for you.
794
00:57:52,306 --> 00:57:56,043
Don't talk to me about hell.
795
00:57:57,611 --> 00:57:58,913
Don't.
796
00:58:00,581 --> 00:58:02,049
[sighs]
797
00:58:06,354 --> 00:58:07,888
I want you back.
798
00:58:09,924 --> 00:58:12,093
I need you to live.
799
00:58:14,061 --> 00:58:15,963
[sniffles]
800
00:58:16,097 --> 00:58:17,497
Please.
801
00:58:17,631 --> 00:58:21,068
-[phone rings]
-Come back to me.
802
00:58:21,202 --> 00:58:22,236
[sighs] It's Gwen.
803
00:58:22,370 --> 00:58:23,971
M-- Matt.
804
00:58:26,307 --> 00:58:28,042
Hello.
805
00:58:28,175 --> 00:58:29,744
GWEN:
Well, I've been calling,and calling, and calling.
806
00:58:29,877 --> 00:58:31,379
Yeah, it's been
a little hectic over here.
807
00:58:31,512 --> 00:58:32,947
GWEN:
What did you do?
808
00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:34,382
What do you mean?
809
00:58:34,515 --> 00:58:36,650
GWEN:
I go out of my way
to get a blood sample,
810
00:58:36,784 --> 00:58:38,953
which I'm not even supposed
to do.
811
00:58:39,086 --> 00:58:41,022
I make it all the way
to the lab, right,
812
00:58:41,155 --> 00:58:43,224
only to find it missing
from my bag.
813
00:58:43,357 --> 00:58:45,092
[door opens]
814
00:58:46,660 --> 00:58:48,029
GWEN:
But more importantly,
815
00:58:48,162 --> 00:58:50,331
I was doing a favorfor an old friend.
816
00:58:50,464 --> 00:58:52,199
And this is how you repay me?
817
00:58:53,334 --> 00:58:54,835
Done and over with.
818
00:58:55,736 --> 00:58:57,271
Good that nothing came of it.
819
00:58:58,039 --> 00:59:01,142
But you need
to tell me the truth now.
820
00:59:02,176 --> 00:59:04,078
What the hell is goin' on
with you?
821
00:59:07,148 --> 00:59:11,652
We've been pursuing
an alternative method,
822
00:59:11,786 --> 00:59:13,487
and I think it's working.
823
00:59:13,621 --> 00:59:15,623
That's all I can say right now.
824
00:59:15,756 --> 00:59:19,560
Look, I want you to know
that I am sorry.
825
00:59:20,694 --> 00:59:23,330
GWEN:
I've been through this before.
826
00:59:23,464 --> 00:59:24,832
I've seen it all.
827
00:59:26,434 --> 00:59:28,235
You need to accept that she's...
828
00:59:31,305 --> 00:59:34,608
Things are not gonna go
how you want them to go.
829
00:59:34,742 --> 00:59:36,110
CLAIRE:
Matthew!
830
00:59:36,243 --> 00:59:37,144
I'll call you back.
831
00:59:38,813 --> 00:59:41,749
[gasps]
832
00:59:41,882 --> 00:59:44,018
What is happening to me?
833
00:59:46,287 --> 00:59:50,024
[pants]
834
00:59:51,759 --> 00:59:53,961
[door opens]
835
00:59:59,066 --> 01:00:01,035
[grunts]
836
01:00:02,736 --> 01:00:04,705
I'm sorry. [kisses]
837
01:00:04,839 --> 01:00:06,674
I'll be right back. I'm sorry.
838
01:00:06,807 --> 01:00:08,476
CLAIRE:
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
839
01:00:08,609 --> 01:00:11,378
Is it happening again?Is it happening again?
840
01:00:13,481 --> 01:00:17,552
[pants]
841
01:00:17,685 --> 01:00:27,328
[♪♪♪]
842
01:00:30,664 --> 01:00:33,067
AL: (On voicemail)
This is Al. Leave me one.
843
01:00:33,934 --> 01:00:35,970
The bag will be on the curb.
844
01:00:36,103 --> 01:00:39,006
Come get it or I don't,
I don't give a shit.
845
01:00:39,140 --> 01:00:41,375
[pants]
846
01:00:52,753 --> 01:00:53,454
INTERCEPT RECORDING:
We're sorry--
847
01:00:53,588 --> 01:00:55,356
Goddammit!
848
01:00:57,725 --> 01:00:59,960
[sighs]
849
01:01:00,094 --> 01:01:02,129
[typing]
850
01:01:19,847 --> 01:01:29,223
[♪♪♪]
851
01:01:40,602 --> 01:01:41,902
[grunts]
852
01:01:55,584 --> 01:02:04,225
[♪♪♪]
853
01:02:09,263 --> 01:02:11,198
BAR PATRON:
[indistinct speech]
854
01:02:13,234 --> 01:02:14,669
-Shit!
-Oh, Lilly, Lilly, Lilly!
855
01:02:14,802 --> 01:02:16,403
Come, come, come here.
Come here.
856
01:02:16,538 --> 01:02:18,305
-Is everything alright?
-Where's the guy? The guy?
857
01:02:18,439 --> 01:02:20,074
-The guy from the--
-Slow down!
858
01:02:20,207 --> 01:02:21,375
The guy-- the guy right over
there. The guy right--
859
01:02:21,509 --> 01:02:23,043
-Right over with the--
-What? What guy?
860
01:02:23,177 --> 01:02:25,279
Oh, fuck.
He uh, called you "sweetheart".
861
01:02:25,412 --> 01:02:26,413
He's uh,
the drinker right over there.
862
01:02:26,548 --> 01:02:27,748
Oh, I remember him.
863
01:02:27,881 --> 01:02:30,719
Yeah, you remember him.
Uh, uh, Al.
864
01:02:30,851 --> 01:02:32,554
-Albert Evans?
-I-- I'm sorry.
865
01:02:32,687 --> 01:02:34,221
-I don't even know who he is.
-I have to--
866
01:02:34,355 --> 01:02:35,690
do you know who he is?
His contact, you know?
867
01:02:35,823 --> 01:02:37,191
-I don't know him, Matt.
-Is there--
868
01:02:37,324 --> 01:02:38,792
-did he have any friends? Is...
-I-- I don't--
869
01:02:38,926 --> 01:02:39,628
Is he real?
Just a real fuckin' person!
870
01:02:39,760 --> 01:02:40,928
I don't know him!
871
01:02:41,061 --> 01:02:42,096
[indistinct chatter
in background]
872
01:02:42,229 --> 01:02:43,531
-Oh, fuck.
-I'm sorry. I--
873
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:47,034
I'm never gonna find him.
874
01:02:48,369 --> 01:02:52,172
Oh, fuck it, man. Oh, my God.
875
01:02:52,940 --> 01:02:54,241
I'm never gonna find him.
876
01:02:58,946 --> 01:03:02,116
Let um, just let me
get you a drink, okay?
877
01:03:04,885 --> 01:03:07,021
The owner doesn't know him
either.
878
01:03:07,154 --> 01:03:09,223
Uh, I texted some
of the other bartenders,
879
01:03:09,356 --> 01:03:12,226
but I haven't heard back
from anyone yet.
880
01:03:14,962 --> 01:03:16,230
Okay.
881
01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:19,933
Thank you.
882
01:03:20,834 --> 01:03:22,169
I'm really sorry.
883
01:03:25,640 --> 01:03:27,241
How's your mom doin', Lilly?
884
01:03:27,374 --> 01:03:28,809
It's downhill.
885
01:03:28,942 --> 01:03:31,613
It's like...
886
01:03:31,746 --> 01:03:33,380
...living with a ghost.
887
01:03:33,515 --> 01:03:35,550
Then again, it's probably worst
for her.
888
01:03:35,684 --> 01:03:37,851
She thinks I'm not her--
889
01:03:37,985 --> 01:03:40,588
I told you this already,
didn't I?
890
01:03:40,722 --> 01:03:42,056
Tell me anyway.
891
01:03:48,395 --> 01:03:49,798
It's tough.
892
01:03:49,930 --> 01:03:51,666
God, it is so tough.
893
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:53,000
But I stick it out.
894
01:03:53,133 --> 01:03:54,669
She would do the same for me,
right?
895
01:03:55,804 --> 01:04:00,107
It's such a strange feeling
to be hidden in plain...
896
01:04:03,812 --> 01:04:05,012
MATT:
What?
897
01:04:07,081 --> 01:04:08,449
What are you doing?
898
01:04:12,853 --> 01:04:13,822
You kidding?
899
01:04:13,954 --> 01:04:18,959
[♪♪♪]
900
01:04:19,093 --> 01:04:21,629
[Papers rustling]
901
01:04:40,815 --> 01:04:42,182
Hidden in plain sight.
902
01:04:44,017 --> 01:04:46,453
-That's it?
-[chuckles]
903
01:04:47,555 --> 01:04:48,922
Oh, thank you.
904
01:05:01,636 --> 01:05:03,337
[doorbell rings]
905
01:05:19,920 --> 01:05:24,191
[upbeat music]
906
01:05:24,324 --> 01:05:25,993
You must be Matthew.
907
01:05:27,662 --> 01:05:29,062
You're early.
908
01:05:44,311 --> 01:05:46,213
You're tired, aren't you?
909
01:05:47,615 --> 01:05:49,950
My dad's finishing up
in the basement.
910
01:05:50,083 --> 01:05:52,419
He'll be up as soon as he can.
911
01:05:52,554 --> 01:05:54,388
Would you care to wait
in the dining room?
912
01:06:03,832 --> 01:06:05,299
Best seat in the house.
913
01:06:15,877 --> 01:06:19,279
It's uh, is Al okay?
914
01:06:22,917 --> 01:06:24,184
Why wouldn't he be?
915
01:06:27,321 --> 01:06:29,289
You live here with him?
916
01:06:29,423 --> 01:06:31,391
Ever since my diagnosis.
917
01:06:33,628 --> 01:06:37,097
Oh. Uh, I'm sorry.
918
01:06:37,231 --> 01:06:40,033
Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
919
01:06:40,167 --> 01:06:43,170
I'm much better now.
You mustn't worry.
920
01:06:45,807 --> 01:06:47,775
You care for some tea?
921
01:06:47,909 --> 01:06:49,577
Lovely. Coming right up.
922
01:06:57,117 --> 01:06:58,686
[Peggy chuckling]
923
01:07:05,894 --> 01:07:14,468
[♪♪♪]
924
01:07:33,287 --> 01:07:36,524
[pours water]
925
01:07:39,459 --> 01:07:41,128
Milk and sugar?
926
01:07:42,095 --> 01:07:43,531
It's fine like that.
927
01:07:56,978 --> 01:07:58,345
How's the taste?
928
01:08:10,625 --> 01:08:12,259
[grunts]
929
01:08:14,562 --> 01:08:16,764
Be careful. [chuckles]
930
01:08:19,366 --> 01:08:20,602
[clears throat]
931
01:08:21,970 --> 01:08:26,841
Um, how's uh, how's city life?
932
01:08:26,975 --> 01:08:31,613
I don't know how to describe it
other than it's alive.
933
01:08:33,480 --> 01:08:36,084
You make it downtown often?
934
01:08:36,216 --> 01:08:40,187
Blue Rock Estate,
to be specific.
935
01:08:44,324 --> 01:08:45,760
I saw you at my house.
936
01:08:47,127 --> 01:08:49,363
I saw you in my dreams, too.
937
01:08:51,198 --> 01:08:54,769
You're special,
and so is Claire.
938
01:08:54,902 --> 01:08:56,938
It chose us.
939
01:08:57,071 --> 01:08:59,907
The desperate, the damned,
940
01:09:00,041 --> 01:09:01,843
so it can cleanse us.
941
01:09:03,011 --> 01:09:04,277
What?
942
01:09:05,880 --> 01:09:07,615
You haven't seen it yet?
943
01:09:11,786 --> 01:09:14,522
You won't understand
until you see.
944
01:09:16,323 --> 01:09:18,726
[gasps] Peggy, stop!
945
01:09:22,362 --> 01:09:23,363
Go. Please.
946
01:09:23,497 --> 01:09:25,399
-But I just--
-Please.
947
01:09:25,533 --> 01:09:28,335
-He has to understand.
-He will. Go.
948
01:09:32,339 --> 01:09:33,273
How'd you find me?
949
01:09:33,407 --> 01:09:34,742
Phonebook.
950
01:09:35,777 --> 01:09:39,714
You could sit. You look tired.
951
01:09:39,847 --> 01:09:42,050
[grunts]
952
01:09:42,182 --> 01:09:43,518
What's goin' on?
953
01:09:45,053 --> 01:09:46,754
I got some fucking questions,
Albert.
954
01:09:46,888 --> 01:09:48,623
AL:
Well, go ahead and ask.
955
01:09:50,190 --> 01:09:51,626
What the hell is wrong with her?
956
01:09:51,759 --> 01:09:54,829
That's Peggy. She's been like
that her whole life.
957
01:09:57,065 --> 01:10:01,401
You should be home, right?
This is your last night.
958
01:10:01,536 --> 01:10:03,503
This was supposed to
heal her, Al.
959
01:10:03,638 --> 01:10:04,404
It will.
960
01:10:04,539 --> 01:10:07,307
This is warping my brain, man.
961
01:10:07,441 --> 01:10:10,678
I'm-- I'm hearin' shit.
962
01:10:10,812 --> 01:10:13,313
-Did you talk to it?
-I'm seein' shit.
963
01:10:13,447 --> 01:10:14,949
Did you look at it?
964
01:10:15,083 --> 01:10:16,383
Goddammit, Al!
965
01:10:16,517 --> 01:10:18,753
Oh, shit, man.
You touched it, didn't you?
966
01:10:18,886 --> 01:10:19,987
[scoffs]
967
01:10:20,121 --> 01:10:21,989
Everything that you're
going through right now,
968
01:10:22,123 --> 01:10:23,624
it's half the cost.
969
01:10:23,758 --> 01:10:27,227
This uh, fear and terror,
it's primer.
970
01:10:27,360 --> 01:10:29,964
It's just part of the ritual.
971
01:10:30,098 --> 01:10:31,065
You lied to me.
972
01:10:31,199 --> 01:10:33,568
Uh, I did not lie to you.
973
01:10:33,701 --> 01:10:34,936
You fuckin' lied to me,
motherfucker.
974
01:10:35,069 --> 01:10:36,303
Hey, don't talk like that--
975
01:10:36,436 --> 01:10:37,705
-Fuck. So, fuckin' talk!
-In my house.
976
01:10:37,839 --> 01:10:39,774
-Talk! No, talk!
-This is not the first time
977
01:10:39,907 --> 01:10:42,110
that this conversation's
been happening.
978
01:10:42,242 --> 01:10:44,344
This isn't the last time.
979
01:10:44,478 --> 01:10:45,713
It wasn't long ago,
980
01:10:45,847 --> 01:10:48,448
I was sitting
where you're sitting.
981
01:10:50,417 --> 01:10:52,352
It's just a matter of time now.
982
01:10:54,421 --> 01:10:55,790
Before what?
983
01:10:59,794 --> 01:11:02,563
What's in it, Al?
What's in the bag?
984
01:11:04,464 --> 01:11:05,800
The inevitable.
985
01:11:07,969 --> 01:11:11,906
The rules don't matter.
You did the ritual.
986
01:11:16,144 --> 01:11:18,713
It's like a gado
or a virus.
987
01:11:18,846 --> 01:11:21,783
The more people have it,
the faster it spreads.
988
01:11:23,316 --> 01:11:26,453
It's-- it's-- it's not real.
989
01:11:26,587 --> 01:11:28,556
You wanted
to get your wife back
990
01:11:29,356 --> 01:11:30,958
and now that's gonna happen.
991
01:11:31,092 --> 01:11:33,460
It's not real.
992
01:11:33,594 --> 01:11:34,862
Say something real.
993
01:11:34,996 --> 01:11:37,297
You're gonna have to make
an adjustment.
994
01:11:37,430 --> 01:11:39,267
And that's just life.
995
01:11:39,399 --> 01:11:42,469
You're gonna have to learn how
to roll with the screams,
996
01:11:42,603 --> 01:11:46,473
because believe me,
they're gonna get louder.
997
01:11:46,607 --> 01:11:48,276
Your wife needs you
998
01:11:48,408 --> 01:11:51,344
and she's gonna need you a lot.
999
01:11:51,478 --> 01:11:54,447
So, you're gonna have to make
some sacrifices.
1000
01:11:57,218 --> 01:11:58,553
What do you mean?
1001
01:11:58,686 --> 01:12:00,387
I'm talking about love.
1002
01:12:01,823 --> 01:12:03,291
There's a lot of people
out there
1003
01:12:03,423 --> 01:12:05,593
and they say
that they'll do anything
1004
01:12:05,726 --> 01:12:07,028
to save the one that they love,
1005
01:12:07,161 --> 01:12:10,631
but they wouldn't really.
1006
01:12:13,801 --> 01:12:15,803
But you and me know better,
right?
1007
01:12:23,110 --> 01:12:24,579
What's down there?
1008
01:12:26,314 --> 01:12:27,849
Go see for yourself.
1009
01:12:29,116 --> 01:12:30,551
Go ahead.
1010
01:12:39,492 --> 01:12:40,928
[takes a deep breath]
1011
01:12:41,062 --> 01:12:48,903
[♪♪♪]
1012
01:14:25,700 --> 01:14:28,903
[Peggy puking, coughing]
1013
01:14:39,547 --> 01:14:41,549
[screams]
1014
01:14:49,156 --> 01:14:53,961
When it's time,
put her inside it.
1015
01:15:02,770 --> 01:15:03,704
Drive safe.
1016
01:15:03,838 --> 01:15:10,778
[♪♪♪]
1017
01:15:10,911 --> 01:15:12,713
Work sucked. Let's drink.
1018
01:15:12,847 --> 01:15:14,482
Sorry, I had to dip out
on you last night.
1019
01:15:14,615 --> 01:15:15,883
Right now's a bad time.
1020
01:15:16,017 --> 01:15:18,252
-I just got here.
-You need to go.
1021
01:15:18,386 --> 01:15:19,887
Hey, we need to talk.
1022
01:15:20,821 --> 01:15:22,323
-Talk on the way.
-[opens door]
1023
01:15:22,456 --> 01:15:24,525
-Where?
-The hospital.
1024
01:15:44,645 --> 01:15:46,113
[sighs]
1025
01:15:58,993 --> 01:16:00,261
No.
1026
01:16:03,030 --> 01:16:06,167
Oh. Mattie, I'm so sorry.
1027
01:16:08,302 --> 01:16:09,737
No, she's...
1028
01:16:11,972 --> 01:16:13,107
No.
1029
01:16:13,941 --> 01:16:16,545
She is. Mattie, I'm sorry.
1030
01:16:16,677 --> 01:16:18,446
I'm sorry she's dead.
I'm sorry.
1031
01:16:18,579 --> 01:16:19,814
She's not.
1032
01:16:27,455 --> 01:16:31,225
[upbeat music]
1033
01:16:31,358 --> 01:16:32,827
But she's not gone.
1034
01:16:35,396 --> 01:16:37,198
-Come on.
-What?
1035
01:16:39,733 --> 01:16:41,570
-Okay. [sighs]
-What the hell is this?
1036
01:16:41,702 --> 01:16:44,472
-Help me move it.
-Move it where?
1037
01:16:44,605 --> 01:16:45,973
Claire's room.
1038
01:16:47,641 --> 01:16:49,243
Man, I don't--
I don't like this.
1039
01:16:49,376 --> 01:16:50,611
I don't care!
1040
01:16:50,744 --> 01:16:52,146
This is like the toughest thing
that--
1041
01:16:52,279 --> 01:16:53,914
That anybody ever
has to go through.
1042
01:16:54,048 --> 01:16:55,216
I'm so fuckin' sorry.
1043
01:16:55,349 --> 01:16:56,617
Look, man, I remember
when Amy would--
1044
01:16:56,750 --> 01:16:58,252
Fuck Amy!
1045
01:16:58,385 --> 01:17:00,988
-Hey. Hey, hey, hey!
-Cousin, help me!
1046
01:17:01,122 --> 01:17:02,756
-Please, help!
-Hey, get off of me.
1047
01:17:02,890 --> 01:17:04,358
Get off of me! Let go!
1048
01:17:04,492 --> 01:17:05,759
Alright!
1049
01:17:09,363 --> 01:17:10,631
Alright.
1050
01:17:10,764 --> 01:17:13,968
[both pant]
1051
01:17:37,491 --> 01:17:38,425
What's in this thing?
1052
01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:42,129
[pants]
1053
01:17:43,931 --> 01:17:45,199
I don't know.
1054
01:17:46,568 --> 01:17:51,305
[both grunt, pant]
1055
01:17:59,581 --> 01:18:00,915
-Okay.
-Yeah.
1056
01:18:01,048 --> 01:18:03,751
-MATT: Okay.
-Now what?
1057
01:18:04,852 --> 01:18:06,287
Get her feet, Harry.
1058
01:18:06,420 --> 01:18:07,821
What the fuck are you talkin'?
What are you doin', man?
1059
01:18:07,955 --> 01:18:10,491
-What?
-Get her fuckin' feet, Harry.
1060
01:18:10,625 --> 01:18:11,759
HAROLD:
Why the fuck do you mean
get her feet, Matt?
1061
01:18:11,892 --> 01:18:13,294
Get her fucking feet, Harry.
1062
01:18:14,195 --> 01:18:15,630
Are you fucking kidding me?
1063
01:18:15,763 --> 01:18:17,398
HAROLD:
What the fuck do you mean
get her feet?
1064
01:18:17,532 --> 01:18:19,066
-Are you fucking kidding me?
-What the fuck you t--
1065
01:18:19,200 --> 01:18:20,501
-No, fuck this, man!
-You kidding me, Harry?
1066
01:18:20,635 --> 01:18:21,603
No, get the fuck--
Get the fuck off of me!
1067
01:18:21,735 --> 01:18:22,937
-[groans]
-[pants]
1068
01:18:23,070 --> 01:18:24,639
What the fuck is wrong
with you, man?
1069
01:18:24,772 --> 01:18:26,207
Get off! Fuck!
1070
01:18:26,340 --> 01:18:29,511
[both pant]
1071
01:18:29,644 --> 01:18:30,878
Sorry.
1072
01:18:31,845 --> 01:18:32,980
You gotta help me.
1073
01:18:33,113 --> 01:18:35,249
You are not fucking right
right now!
1074
01:18:35,382 --> 01:18:36,817
I know!
1075
01:18:40,287 --> 01:18:41,455
I know.
1076
01:18:41,590 --> 01:18:43,324
[both pant]
1077
01:18:44,593 --> 01:18:46,695
You gotta help me, Harry.
1078
01:18:46,860 --> 01:18:48,597
What is happening in here?
1079
01:18:48,729 --> 01:18:50,497
I don't know.
1080
01:18:50,632 --> 01:18:51,666
[sighs]
1081
01:18:51,799 --> 01:18:53,400
I don't know.
1082
01:18:58,707 --> 01:19:00,241
I can't do this.
1083
01:19:03,477 --> 01:19:04,912
[sobs] [pants]
1084
01:19:05,045 --> 01:19:06,914
-This is it?
-Yeah.
1085
01:19:08,182 --> 01:19:09,250
Yeah.
1086
01:19:10,719 --> 01:19:12,019
I can't.
1087
01:19:16,357 --> 01:19:17,491
[sighs]
1088
01:19:18,492 --> 01:19:19,594
Okay.
1089
01:19:19,728 --> 01:19:28,335
[♪♪♪]
1090
01:20:12,614 --> 01:20:16,317
[indistinct speech]
1091
01:20:26,628 --> 01:20:27,961
Hey, hey.
1092
01:20:28,095 --> 01:20:30,331
[indistinct speech]
1093
01:20:31,766 --> 01:20:32,667
HAROLD:
Matt.
1094
01:20:32,801 --> 01:20:35,069
[steps falls]
1095
01:20:40,941 --> 01:20:45,279
[grunts]
1096
01:20:47,948 --> 01:20:50,652
Fuck! Fuck!
1097
01:20:50,785 --> 01:20:54,622
[Matt screaming]
1098
01:20:58,660 --> 01:21:03,931
[♪♪♪]
1099
01:21:04,064 --> 01:21:06,768
Oh, fuck!
1100
01:21:06,900 --> 01:21:09,336
[groans]
1101
01:21:09,470 --> 01:21:10,638
Fu--
1102
01:21:24,451 --> 01:21:28,590
[gasps, pants]
1103
01:21:37,030 --> 01:21:39,667
[Harold screaming]
1104
01:21:45,072 --> 01:21:48,610
[chocking]
1105
01:21:55,048 --> 01:21:56,984
[body thuds]
1106
01:22:25,547 --> 01:22:26,980
[screams]
1107
01:22:27,114 --> 01:22:28,716
[grunts]
1108
01:22:36,825 --> 01:22:40,027
[grunts]
1109
01:22:43,865 --> 01:22:47,367
[banging door]
1110
01:23:17,832 --> 01:23:19,199
[screams]
1111
01:23:21,134 --> 01:23:22,704
Fuck.
1112
01:23:30,845 --> 01:23:32,412
[grunts]
1113
01:23:39,119 --> 01:23:43,023
[groans]
1114
01:24:05,747 --> 01:24:06,814
Jerk.
1115
01:24:09,149 --> 01:24:11,418
You saved me.
1116
01:24:11,553 --> 01:24:15,557
My bones don't eat.
The pain is gone.
1117
01:24:18,693 --> 01:24:21,228
My hair is back.
1118
01:24:21,361 --> 01:24:24,398
Skin feels soft.
1119
01:24:25,733 --> 01:24:27,936
What's the matter?
1120
01:24:28,068 --> 01:24:30,237
Don't you think I'm beautiful?
1121
01:24:35,677 --> 01:24:38,378
[indistinct speech] remember?
1122
01:24:39,747 --> 01:24:43,651
I was going to die.
But you saved me.
1123
01:24:44,852 --> 01:24:48,656
I can save you,
if you want, Matt.
1124
01:24:49,724 --> 01:24:53,795
[screams, grunts]
1125
01:25:01,736 --> 01:25:03,370
[kisses]
1126
01:25:04,706 --> 01:25:08,543
[pukes]
1127
01:25:26,027 --> 01:25:27,494
Is everything okay?
1128
01:25:28,896 --> 01:25:30,464
Matt?
1129
01:25:33,200 --> 01:25:36,871
[chokes]
1130
01:25:41,509 --> 01:25:44,177
[knocking door]
1131
01:25:55,188 --> 01:25:57,625
Hi. Are you okay?
1132
01:25:58,392 --> 01:26:00,895
Of course. Why?
1133
01:26:01,763 --> 01:26:03,731
I mean, it sounded pretty bad
on the phone.
1134
01:26:03,865 --> 01:26:04,866
What was that?
1135
01:26:06,601 --> 01:26:09,469
You called me.
You called me for help.
1136
01:26:10,270 --> 01:26:11,572
Did I?
1137
01:26:12,439 --> 01:26:16,711
It's-- it's cold, Gwen, come
on. Come inside.
1138
01:26:20,515 --> 01:26:22,249
I'll explain everything.
1139
01:26:27,088 --> 01:26:28,089
[door closes]
1140
01:26:28,221 --> 01:26:31,092
So, what was that on the phone?
1141
01:26:31,959 --> 01:26:35,063
Harold and I are building Claire
a music studio downstairs.
1142
01:26:35,195 --> 01:26:37,565
So, we're movin' a bunch
of stuff around.
1143
01:26:37,699 --> 01:26:39,901
Must have pocked dialed you.
I'm sorry.
1144
01:26:41,969 --> 01:26:44,005
Um, where's Harold?
1145
01:26:44,138 --> 01:26:45,139
MATT:
He left.
1146
01:26:45,272 --> 01:26:47,340
His truck's outside.
1147
01:26:47,474 --> 01:26:49,010
He's downstairs.
1148
01:26:49,143 --> 01:26:52,212
Well, um, if everything's okay,
I guess I'll get going.
1149
01:26:52,345 --> 01:26:54,515
You came all this way, Gwen.
1150
01:26:56,084 --> 01:26:57,952
Stay for tea.
1151
01:27:17,404 --> 01:27:18,806
How's Claire?
1152
01:27:20,074 --> 01:27:21,509
A lot better.
1153
01:27:24,579 --> 01:27:25,980
She doesn't have long.
1154
01:27:27,548 --> 01:27:30,518
Could be months. Could be weeks.
1155
01:27:31,552 --> 01:27:33,487
Look, I know this
hasn't been easy on you,
1156
01:27:33,621 --> 01:27:37,424
but it's better to start
accepting your situation now
1157
01:27:38,291 --> 01:27:40,228
than have it forced on you
later.
1158
01:27:41,095 --> 01:27:44,065
No one's fought harder
for Claire than you have.
1159
01:27:44,198 --> 01:27:45,298
And I commend you for that.
1160
01:27:45,432 --> 01:27:48,636
But the time for hospice is now.
1161
01:27:48,770 --> 01:27:50,303
You don't have to
shoulder this burden alone
1162
01:27:50,437 --> 01:27:51,906
anymore.
1163
01:27:59,180 --> 01:28:00,915
[gulps]
1164
01:28:14,562 --> 01:28:16,429
Someone comes to you,
1165
01:28:18,065 --> 01:28:19,734
and they say,
1166
01:28:20,968 --> 01:28:23,738
"If you make a wish,
it will come true."
1167
01:28:27,374 --> 01:28:28,876
But there's a catch.
1168
01:28:33,214 --> 01:28:35,850
If they pluck an eyelash,
1169
01:28:37,118 --> 01:28:40,555
and blow it to the winds
like a dandelion,
1170
01:28:42,322 --> 01:28:44,091
and the wish does come true,
1171
01:28:45,325 --> 01:28:47,427
just...
1172
01:28:48,596 --> 01:28:50,463
...not the way you thought
it would.
1173
01:28:54,602 --> 01:28:57,572
So, let me ask you, Gwen,
1174
01:28:58,940 --> 01:29:00,473
would you pluck
1175
01:29:03,978 --> 01:29:05,378
or not?
1176
01:29:07,347 --> 01:29:09,650
[upbeat music]
1177
01:29:09,784 --> 01:29:14,755
We all think we're special,
but the truth is we're not.
1178
01:29:16,023 --> 01:29:17,592
I'm sorry.
1179
01:29:19,459 --> 01:29:21,329
There's no such thing as wishes.
1180
01:29:23,030 --> 01:29:24,665
[sighs]
1181
01:29:27,735 --> 01:29:29,904
I'd do it all over again.
1182
01:29:35,209 --> 01:29:38,145
When you're ready,
we could talk about hospice.
1183
01:29:39,313 --> 01:29:40,615
I'll be here.
1184
01:29:43,551 --> 01:29:45,418
Are you still having nightmares?
1185
01:29:49,290 --> 01:29:50,725
Not anymore.
1186
01:29:55,229 --> 01:29:56,764
Good.
1187
01:30:00,902 --> 01:30:03,571
Hey, do you mind
if I actually check on Claire?
1188
01:30:04,504 --> 01:30:06,406
I'd love to see her
before I leave.
1189
01:30:09,076 --> 01:30:10,645
I think she'd like that.
1190
01:30:28,495 --> 01:30:30,197
GWEN:
Claire?
1191
01:30:33,534 --> 01:30:35,202
Claire?
1192
01:30:47,248 --> 01:30:48,582
Matt?
1193
01:30:49,650 --> 01:30:51,018
Matt?
1194
01:30:52,253 --> 01:30:53,955
Come on, Matt, this isn't funny.
1195
01:30:59,093 --> 01:31:00,027
[grunts]
1196
01:31:00,161 --> 01:31:02,263
[screams]
1197
01:31:02,396 --> 01:31:03,664
[Claire grunting]
1198
01:31:03,798 --> 01:31:13,473
[♪♪♪]
1199
01:31:24,618 --> 01:31:28,756
LILLY: It's just this isn't
where I pictured things going,
you know?
1200
01:31:28,889 --> 01:31:32,927
The pain of having to put
a complete halt on your life,
1201
01:31:33,060 --> 01:31:34,862
to take care of someone else,
1202
01:31:34,996 --> 01:31:36,797
knowing they're never gonna
get better,
1203
01:31:36,931 --> 01:31:38,966
they're just gonna wither
and die,
1204
01:31:39,100 --> 01:31:42,203
and the last of your memories
of them are nothing
1205
01:31:42,336 --> 01:31:44,038
but nightmares.
1206
01:31:45,006 --> 01:31:47,008
No, I know the feeling,
1207
01:31:47,575 --> 01:31:50,378
but it doesn't have to end
that way.
1208
01:31:50,511 --> 01:31:52,580
LILLY:
Yeah, but look,
1209
01:31:52,713 --> 01:31:54,248
I'm thrilled to see you
in here again,
1210
01:31:54,382 --> 01:31:57,618
but everyone isn't always
as lucky as you are.
1211
01:31:57,752 --> 01:31:58,886
I'm not that lucky.
1212
01:31:59,020 --> 01:32:01,322
It's got nothin' to do
with luck.
1213
01:32:01,455 --> 01:32:03,290
What-- what do you mean?
1214
01:32:04,091 --> 01:32:06,694
Would you do anything
to save her?
1215
01:32:06,827 --> 01:32:07,762
Absolutely.
1216
01:32:07,895 --> 01:32:09,697
No matter the cost?
1217
01:32:11,499 --> 01:32:13,334
Anything.
1218
01:32:13,467 --> 01:32:15,036
What time do you get off?
1219
01:32:17,104 --> 01:32:17,671
An hour.
1220
01:32:17,805 --> 01:32:19,340
You live close by?
1221
01:32:19,473 --> 01:32:21,175
Not too far. Ten blocks or so.
1222
01:32:21,876 --> 01:32:23,844
You pick this up in one hour.
1223
01:32:25,379 --> 01:32:28,182
Okay. Thank you.
1224
01:32:31,485 --> 01:32:32,820
[chuckles]
1225
01:32:32,953 --> 01:32:35,222
Alright. Um, in the meantime,
1226
01:32:35,356 --> 01:32:37,158
how about a-- how about a drink?
1227
01:32:37,291 --> 01:32:38,726
What's your poison?
1228
01:32:38,859 --> 01:32:42,063
Two scotches. Neat.
1229
01:32:44,331 --> 01:32:45,733
Comin' right up.
1230
01:33:28,442 --> 01:33:29,743
Jerk.
1231
01:33:34,248 --> 01:33:35,649
Brat.
1232
01:33:37,318 --> 01:33:38,752
[cheers]
1233
01:33:39,987 --> 01:33:49,663
[♪♪♪]
1234
01:34:45,953 --> 01:34:55,429
[♪♪♪]
1234
01:34:56,305 --> 01:35:56,555
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