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Previously on "Make it Or Break it"...

The guy at the party you
lost your virginity too?

- It was Carter?
- I'm sorry.

I love you too.

But it's over.

Look, I'll be your teammate,

but I will never
be your friend again.

Watch out for her
while I'm out?

Yes, sir.

I sent some songs to a producer.
He sent me a ticket to LA.

I leave next week.

- I bought cortisone illegally.
- Where'd you get it?

I don't think I can make it
through Nationals without it.

This routine could
make Payson Keeler the next Nationals all-around champion.

And your new National
champion, Miss Kaylie Cruz.

Way to kick some ass.

It just feels so weird
without Payson.

I heard she can't even walk.
How tragic is that?

Except she can walk.
You heard wrong.

We should have a telethon
or a party or something.

Raise money to buy
her a wheelchair.

She can walk, Lo.
The doctors just said

that she can't do
gymnastics anymore.

Well...

What happens if she
doesn't listen to them?

Then I guess she really
won't be able to walk.

Pay!

What are you doing here?

Gotta train.

You don't think I'm going
to let you win Nationals again next year, do you?

- But, what about...?
- My back?

It was just
a muscle strain.

The doctors were wrong.

What are you waiting for?

You can do this.

Is Payson still sleeping?

She was. Her door's closed.

You don't think the physical
therapist is pushing her too hard, do you?

I don't think that's possible.

Don't worry.
She said it's going great.

That's reassuring.

She also says
she's sleeping great.

And her back feels great.

It's great to be home.

It's great to have
time to herself...

Hey, is it so hard to
believe that we've raised a well-adjusted child

who knows how to deal
with adversity?

No. But, Mark,
things are not great.

She's just lost the only
dream she ever had.

If it were me I would be...

I don't know, sad or mad
or depressed...

She won't even
talk to her friends.

Give her time.

She's only been home
for a few days.

The parade's on.
Can we watch it?

Becca, we talked about this.

- Maybe we should go outside...
- Please. I wanna see it.

- Becca.
- But it's not fair.

C'mon.

Everyone loves a parade.

I want to see it, too.

- Are you sure you're up to it?
- Relax, Mom, I feel great.

Seriously.
I just want to watch it,

not march in it.

OK.

Yay!

Great.

All right, Kaylie!

You couldn't ask
for a better day.

Sunshine, blue skies,
and hundreds of fans

gathered to show their
appreciation for some world-class athletes

who live and train
right here in Boulder.

I think it's fair to say that
the young woman coming up next

is today's star attraction.

Kaylie Cruz, the new
Women's National Champion.

- She looks great.
- Riding alongside Kaylie

is Men's National silver
medalist, Nicky Russo.

What about Lauren and Emily?
I don't see them.

This is so humiliating.

You don't see Kaylie
throwing candy.

She wouldn't have even won if
Payson hadn't broken her back.

That's not fair.
You don't know that.

Life isn't fair.

Candy, candy!

In a few moments

the athletes will be
arriving...

Can you record the rest for me?

I think I want to get
a nap in before lunch.

- Do you need some help?
- No. I can do it.

That was coach Sasha Belov.

She seemed to handle
that pretty well.

That's what worries me.

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Congratulations
to Coach Sasha Belov,

for leading four of The Rock's
gymnasts to the National Team.

To silver medalist, Nicky Russo.

And especially to gold
medal-winning

National Champion,
Kaylie Cruz!

Kaylie?

On behalf of the city
of Boulder,

I'd like to present you
with the key to this city.

We declare today,
Kaylie Cruz Day.

Yay, Kaylie!

Thank you, mayor.

This has been such
an amazing day.

I want to thank
the people of Boulder for all of your support.

To my coach, my family
and my teammates,

I couldn't have done
this without you.

And, of course,

it is today that we stand
here with a heavy heart

trying to celebrate,
when our teammate and friend,

Payson Keeler, should be
standing here right now.

Right.

Well, Kaylie, if you think
this celebration is something,

wait till you see the party
we're going to throw you

when you bring home
Olympic gold in 2012!

Isn't that right, everyone?

Must be hard to watch.

Do me a favor...

Leave me alone.

Great day, huh?

Says Kaylie Cruz
on Kaylie Cruz Day.

I should be training.

You can take one day off.

No, I can't, actually.

You see winning requires focus.

Payson understood that.

Well, I'm sorry I'm not Payson.

- Thank you, guys.
- Yeah.

Great idea, putting us together.

You're good for each other.

PR wise.

The press loves it.
And it gets your face out there.

- Yeah, about that...
- Not my idea. But I like it.

So after the
autograph-signing,

you've got a couple
phone interviews

and another
with a local paper.

But it's Kaylie Cruz Day.

Exactly.

It's about you,
Kaylie, not for you.

Your life is no
longer your own.

You'll be traveling
all over the world,

competing
in international events on behalf of your country.

Everything you do and say
will be analyzed, critiqued and reported on.

This is only the beginning.

But it will be worth it.

Every time I call,
she's resting.

Her mom
keeps telling me she's not up to having any visitors.

Guys, when she wants us
to come over she'll let us know.

You're just saying that because
you haven't even tried to call.

We're her friends. We should
just go to the Spruce Juice,

pick her up something
and surprise her.

- What do you think, Kay?
- Don't.

- What?
- Include me.

Like we're friends. We're not.

- Hi.
- How about some forgiveness?

How about some "are you
frigging kidding me?"

Now, I'd really like a year
of no drama, if you don't mind.

Congratulations, Kaylie.

You did it. You deserve it

and everything
that comes with it.

- Thanks, Carter.
- I wish you the best.

Always.

Kaylie, are you OK?

Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine.

With all this craziness,

I'm glad he's not
at The Rock anymore.

It's going to be hard
enough to focus as it is.

Right. No drama.

Yeah. Why don't you try it?

What? I hate drama.

I'm going to miss this.

What?

Us. Being together.

I have to go back to Minnesota
next week for work.

- No.
- I don't have a choice, honey.

I've used up
all my vacation days.

I've been thinking about it.

Why should Dad go to Minnesota
while we all stay here?

You know why, Payson.
That's where my job is.

No, no. I know that. But...

But why don't
we all go with you?

The only reason we moved
here was so I could train at The Rock.

I'm never going back
to The Rock.

I don't want to.

So there's nothing left
for us here.

It's a little more
complicated than that.

No, it isn't.
We should move back.

- You came!
- I wouldn't miss this.

I'm celebrating someone
who made the National Team.

Barely. If you haven't noticed
it isn't Emily Kmetko Day.

Well, it's a national holiday
to me.

And, like it or not,
I am celebrating you.

Oh, be careful,
Sasha's here.

Come here.

You know what, I think today
we should celebrate you?

Going to LA and
becoming a rock star.

Songwriter. And don't
change the subject.

This is about you.

OK? Living your dream.

I am...

...so far beyond
my dream right now.

This is amazing.

Then you gotta dream bigger.

Now, how...?

How are we going
to celebrate?

Oh, I know.

"Admit one.

Damon Young Unplugged
at the Starlight Lounge."

Where's the Starlight Lounge?

You've never been there?

- No.
- Oh. You'll love it.

Meet me at the Pizza Shack.

Tomorrow night, closing.
We'll go from there.

I'm so proud of you.
All of you.

Who would've guessed
Kaylie would win Nationals?

No one.

You're happy for her,
aren't you?

Oh, of course.
She's my best friend.

She inspires me.

- Oh, Lauren. That's nice.
- When Payson was number one,

Kaylie and I took
turns being second.

But now that Payson's
out, I figure I can be number one, too.

Well, that's great!

Anything's possible with
hard work and determination.

That's one way.

Excuse me.

Sasha? Can I talk to you?
It's important.

Yeah. Of course.
What's it about?

Carter Anderson.

There's something
you should know.

I hope it's not a bad time.

- No, it's not. We're just...
- OK. Good.

I hope you haven't had dinner.
I made my special casserole.

Now, all you do is heat
it at 375 for 20 minutes.

Three-seventy-five,
20 minutes. Got it.

Oh!
And the most important part,

after you take it
out of the oven,

crumble up these potato chips
and sprinkle them on top.

Don't do it before,
'cause they get all soggy.

Good to know.
Got it. Thank you.

Honey, don't you want
to go see Payson?

Do you think that would be OK?

Don't be silly.
You're her friend.

- She needs friends. Go!
- Sure.

Go.

Look...

I know I wasn't invited,

but I also know how you
can put yourself in a hole

and forget about the rest
of the world when you're hurt.

How are you guys doing?

It's getting better every day.

It's tough to watch
her struggle, though.

We try to stay grateful.

We keep reminding ourselves it
could have been so much worse.

Payson could have wound up
in a wheelchair...

I'm so sorry.

Brian. I wasn't thinking.

Hey. Don't worry.

If there's anybody who knows
what you're going through, I do.

If you ever need
to talk I'm here.

Thank you
for coming, Chloe.

Really.

Oh, give me a hug.

So I saw you on TV
in the parade.

Nice hat.
They let you keep that?

Yeah. Fortunately, no.

Nice girdle. You get to keep it?

I'm thinking about it.

- It does make me look slim.
- And sexy.

I'm really sorry I haven't
called anybody back.

I've been trying to focus
on my rehab, and it's just...

Hey, don't sweat it.

We all just really want to know
how you're doing. That's all.

We all really miss you.

Maybe, if you're feeling up to
it, you could come by The Rock.

I know everyone
would love to see you.

I don't know if
I'll get a chance.

We might be moving
back to Minnesota.

Seriously?

Like, soon?

There's still a lot to work out.

So, probably shouldn't
even be talking about it.

I guess I just
don't have much to say.

About anything.

Well...

That is why I brought these.

- Want to play?
- I guess.

What is that called?

The Tanner.

Or at least it will be when
I land it in a competition.

That's amazing, Lauren.

I've had a lot of time to train,

without the drama
or distractions.

And yet you still managed
to fall on your ass.

I'm sure Kaylie's
asking herself,

"Now that the world has seen the
best Kaylie Cruz has to offer,

what will I do for an encore?"

Oh, I don't know...
I was thinking Olympic gold.

I wouldn't want that pressure.

The target on your back that
comes with being number one.

Having to stay right there,

while Kelly Parker
tries to topple you.

Who needs it?
Look what it did to Payson.

Speaking of Payson.
I saw her last night.

- How is she?
- She's OK, I guess.

She said she's sorry she
hasn't returned anyone's calls.

Hey, you saw Payson?

How's she doing?
Is she in a lot of pain?

You know Payson.
She'd never say.

Yeah. Well, they probably
have her on cortisone.

That's pretty common with
those types of injuries.

I must look like a freak.

No. You look beautiful.

Like always.

So how are you doing? Really?

Great. I ate an entire banana
split yesterday without even feeling guilty.

Retirement definitely
has its upside.

Come on. Sit down.

Well, I have to admit,
this isn't what I expected.

What do you mean?

The way you're handling it.

You're so, like,
"Everything's cool."

I mean, I try to imagine,
if it was me...

You know, gymnastics
is my whole life.

If I had that taken away
I'd just want to die.

But you...

Payson...

You just might be my hero.

It's so nice of you guys
to spend your lunch break visiting Payson.

Us guys?

Yeah.
Nicky Russo is in there.

- Oh! Great.
- Go on.

Thanks, Mrs. Keeler.

I know you're probably wondering
about the cortisone.

Yeah, I just feel so guilty.

I can't stop thinking about it.

You couldn't have competed at
Nationals without the cortisone.

You wouldn't have gotten hurt.
It's my fault...

Nicky! It isn't.
I didn't use it.

- What?
- It's OK. I didn't.

I wanted to.

And I started to,
but I just...

I couldn't, so I threw
the vial away.

I still shouldn't
have given it to you.

I could have gotten
you in trouble.

I forged my dad's signature
on the prescription.

You know that's a felony?
Payson, I could go to jail.

Nicky, no one knows.
I threw one vial away in Boston.

And the other one
is in my locker.

Go get it.

My combination is 12-24-36.

Twelve-24-36.

You're doing
both of us a huge favor.

Oh, hey, Nicky.

I didn't know you were here.

Yeah, actually,
I was just leaving.

Gotta get back to The Rock.

Well...

You may not have gotten
the gold, but it looks like you got the guy.

Nice work.

So you don't call anymore?

Sorry.
I've just been really tired.

No, I get it.

It's just I really
miss you, Pay.

The Rock's not
the same without you.

It's really good
to see you, Lauren.

But I've got to get ready
for physical therapy.

So maybe you could
come back another time?

Sure. No problem.

I'll call next time.

I'm asking you to
use your judgment. Don't load up her plate.

Kaylie's one weakness is
that she's easily distracted.

I'm aware.
I am her manager.

And I'm her coach.

I just think she needs a day
without an interview.

Well, it's too late.
Her first live one is today.

I went to visit Payson.
Nicky was there, too. Have you been yet?

- No.
- I guess we know who her real friends are.

I'll get there.

Look who just entered
the no drama zone.

This conversation isn't over.

I wonder what he's doing here?

I have no idea.

So I'll get to the point.

I'm lifting your suspension.

Really?

That's great.

- Thank you.
- Your girlfriend came forward.

She said that she
was as guilty as you,

and deserveso be
suspended as well.

However, since she assured me
that it was over

and wod never happen again,
I'm showing leniency.

For you both.

I'm giving you a second chance.

- I appreciate that.
- But keep in mind...

Same thing I told her: the
no-dating rule still applies.

This is your last chance.

She risked a lot to get you back
in here, so don't blow it.

Thank you.

For what?

For going to Sasha.

For risking everything you have
to get me back in The Rock.

Thank you.

I'm sorry, but I have no idea
what you're talking about.

- You?
- You deserve to be here.

And no one else was willing
to put themselves on the line for you.

You told Sasha
about you and Carter?

It was the right thing to do.

- For who?
- For him.

He gave up everything
to protect you.

And you think this makes
you some kind of hero?

No.

But someone needed to do
something to help out Carter.

And...

I am the one who
slept with him.

Kaylie?
It's time for your interview.

I'll be sure to tell Payson
you're thinking about her next time I visit.

Are you ready?

This is live.
It's great practice.

- Um...
- Kaylie,

I gave you your
schedule this morning.

Yeah, I know, um...

It's just...
really not a good time.

You know what?
The press doesn't care.

You made a commitment.

Now go over there and act
like the champion you are.

So, Kaylie,
how does it feel

to be the Women's
National Gymnastic Champion?

Good.
It feels good.

You weren't favored to win.

So were you as surprised as the
rest of the world when you did?

Well...

You know,
I trained hard all year...

But, uh...

Yeah, I guess
I was surprised.

Let me ask you
about Payson Keeler.

You've known her since you were
six. You're close friends.

Be honest.

If she hadn't suffered
a career-ending fall

on the second day
of competition,

do you think you
still would have won?

Um... Yeah.

I don't know.

I'm sorry. I just...

I really... I can't do this.

Kaylie!

It's nice. Thank you.

Hey, I'm sorry I didn't come
here sooner, or call.

It just feels like M.J.'s got
every minute of my day scheduled.

You know how that is.

No. I never had a manager.

Right.

Well, you know what I mean.

All those things that come
with being number one.

I was never number one.
Not where it counted.

What?

I'm so sorry I haven't
come to see you.

It's not that I've been busy...

Um... It's just...

It should have been you, Payson.

You should have won Nationals
and not me.

And every day I wonder,
did I deserve it?

You know?

And everyone's expecting
me to do it again.

And then the Olympics.

And... What if...?

What if I can't?
What if...?

I'm scared, Pay.

What if I let everybody down?
What should I do?

Nothing. You'll be fine.

You always are.

- Did I do something?
- No.

Look, I'm sorry I didn't
come here sooner. I just...

I mean I didn't
really know what to say.

And everyone's treating me like
I'm this big deal and I'm not.

Just tell me you understand
and you're still my friend.

I need you, Payson.

More than ever.

Honestly, Kaylie,
I'd like to help, but...

I have a few other things
on my mind right now.

Right. I'm sorry.

- 'Night, Kaylie!
- Good night.

Well, that can't be good.

I'll go check on Payson.

Everything OK here?

Yeah. Just getting
ready for bed.

OK.

Are you sure? I swear I
just heard Kaylie crying.

You know how dramatic
she gets sometimes.

You know you've had
a rough couple of weeks.

If you need to talk,
your mother and I are...

I'm fine, Dad. Really.

I'm great, actually.

I've always admired the way
you can control your emotions.

I think that's
one of the reasons why...

...you're such a strong
competitor.

You have this ability to take
whatever you're feeling

and put it into a little box
so that it can't distract you.

You put, uh...

Fear into a box.

You can put your insecurities
into another box.

You know, champions,
they can...

Well, they can do that in a way
that the rest of us we just...

We just can't.

You see, the thing is...

...life isn't
a competition, Payson.

It's OK to open
those boxes...

...to feel everything,
the good and the bad.

You've lost something you love.

Let it out.

Good night.

Maybe I'm just like you, Dad.

I've never seen you get...

...angry because you lost
something you loved.

How did you do that?

You know that hospital
they took you to in Boston?

Where the doctors told us
you couldn't compete anymore?

If you know where to look,

you'll find a hole
in the wall.

I put it there.

Good night, Daddy.

Good night, sweetheart.

Damon?

Oh, my gosh. This is...

Welcome to
The Starlight Lounge.

Damon, this is amazing.

I can't believe
you did all of this.

I wanted our last night in
Boulder to be unforgettable.

Do you actually think
I might forget you?

I don't know. Will you?

This is one of the coolest things
that someone has ever done for me.

I can't believe you've never
been to The Starlight Lounge.

And to discover it just as
you're leaving, what a shame.

I think there's one in LA too.

Same ceiling treatment.

So when you're here,
and I'm there...

We can see the same star.

I saw that movie.

What movie?
I just came up with that.

So what are you thinking about?

I was thinking about
the night we met.

Ah. The kegger by the river.

You were there
with your friends...

I was...

...there with Razor, the band.

So, when you met me
that night...

...could you ever have imagined
us being here, like this, now?

On the world's
most romantic date?

No!

As a matter of fact,
I didn't even like you.

What about you?

Could you have imagined
us here, now?

Yes.

As a matter of fact,
I could.

- What is that?
- I don't know.

It's Payson.
It's Payson!

Wait.

She needs to do this.

She's got to get it all out.

- What's she doing?
- Oh, Becca.

Everything is going to be fine.

Your sister is going to be fine.

When do you leave?

Tomorrow.

It's really cool that you
understand why I'm going...

If anyone understands
doing whatever it takes for your dream, it's me.

Yeah, some girls, you know,

wouldn't be cool with somebody
that they're getting close to...

...just taking off.

Well, that's not me.

You have to follow your dream.

But I guess some guys,
you know...

...maybe would wonder if
a girl would wait for them.

Well, that's not me.

I could never ask for that.

It's not fair.

I mean, unless we...

You know, decided that...

...making...

Yo, brother!

I saw your car
in the parking lot.

- What is all...
- Razor!

...this about?

Razor. We were just
talking about you.

- Oh?
- What are you doing here?

Like I just said, I saw
your car in the parking lot,

thought you may be
up for a party...

I guess you were.

Yep. This is weird.

Right?

Wow.

Emily.

Damon and Emily.

So... question.

When you checked in,

called me up that midnight
with the munchies,

wondering how
it was all going...

...was there something
you forgot to tell me?

You two have been in touch?

We talked once or twice.

- I thought you hadn't.
- We have.

Oh, wow.
I really have to go.

No, Emily, please stay.

Look, Damon,

it's Emily Kmetko.

The girl you said you were going
to keep your eye out for.

- How's it going, Emily?
- Great.

- That's great.
- What have you been up to?

I just got back from
a couple months on the road...

As a roadie.

You two enjoy this whole little
festive scene you got going on.

I am going to exit
my bad self...

...stage left.

Check you guys later.

I'm going to Los Angeles
for a bit.

- Really?
- I thought I told you.

Damon sold
some of his songs!

Wow. You did?

That's very cool, Damon.

So you are going to LA.

And I am here with Emily.

Anybody else seeing
the irony in this situation?

Peace, Emily.

I will see you at the Shack.

Bye, Razor.

Damon?

We should go.

Was there something
you wanted to...?

It's late.
Did you have a jacket?

What are you
doing with those?

Fixing them.

Becca, it's time to go.

- Can you get in the car?
- OK.

How are you
feeling this morning?

- Better.
- Better?

I think I feel...

- Better.
- "Better" is good.

It's much better than "great."

You had me worried.

You've been through so much.

Does it bother you

when you see me take
Becca to The Rock?

Not if that's what she wants.

What about you?

What do you want?

Do you really want to move
back to Minnesota?

No. I just know that it
hurts so much to be here.

And that it kills me
to think about ever

even stepping foot
in The Rock.

Why?

Because it's everything
I'll never have again.

I love you, Payson.

And I know you're
in a lot of pain.

But you are so wrong.

The Rock is everything
you'll always have.

It's maturity. It's discipline.
It's knowledge. It's taking risks.

It's trying.
It's always trying.

It's being a champion in life.

And you learned all of it
at The Rock.

And you'll always have it.
And you'll always be it.

I don't feel like that.

I don't feel like anything.

I can never compete again.

No, you can't.

And that's a terrible thing.

But there's so much
you can do.

You have community,
family, friends.

You stil have that.

You didn't lose that.

You going to be OK
with me being here?

I plan on staying so focused
I'll barely even notice you.

Good.

I guess I should say thank you.

I guess you should.

But, considering everything,

I think you'll
understand if I don't.

Why the long face?

Damon's catching a bus
to LA tonight.

And it all just ended
kind of weird.

Weird how?

I said I couldn't
ask him to stay

and he said he couldn't
ask me to wait.

Oh, honey.

That's the worst
goodbye I ever heard.

Did you want him
to ask you?

Yeah.

I really did.

Well, then you
have to go tell him.

No. I can't.

Well, would you
rather him think

that something sparky-sparky
was going on with you and Razor?

Huh?

- Hi.
- Hi.

How's Payson doing?

I can honestly say better.
I think.

Well, you're all in my prayers.

Thank you.

Sasha thinks I should fill in
for you while you're on leave.

I'm willing to do it,
but only with your blessing.

Oh. You have it.

I'm sorry to hear
about your engagement.

Oh! Don't be.

It's for the best.

Do you guys think you
could ever work it out?

No.

There is nothing
that Steve Tanner

could ever do
to make up for...

Um, to change my mind.

Are you expecting Payson?

Payson.

I've been waiting for you.

It's OK that I came?

Champions are always
welcome here.

What do you say, people?

How do we greet
a returning champion?

Glad you're back.

It's so good
to see you back here.

- We've all missed you...
- Don't!

Don't. This is...

This is really hard for me.

I am...

...so angry at you
right now.

I am filled with rage
and bitterness and jealousy.

And it is killing me
because you're my friend.

And I love you. And...

...you don't deserve
what I'm feeling.

What did I do?

You won.

For as long as I've known you,
you've had everything.

You're popular.

You're pretty.

You have money.

Boys like you.

And I've been OK with that
because...

The only thing that ever
really mattered to me...

The only thing I wanted
was to win.

I didn't have to feel jealous,

because I was going to be
the National champion.

I was going to be the winner.
And then...

And then you took that too.

And now I'll just...
I'll never know.

I'm sorry.

- You have no idea.
- No!

Don't you dare be sorry.
Never be sorry for winning.

I'm serious Kaylie.

I just need to know.

Are we going to be OK?

I really don't know.

But I'm trying.

And at least you know
what I'm feeling now.

You deserve that.

I better get back inside.

One more thing.

Listen to me, Kaylie.

You're the National champion.

You. Don't ever forget it.

Don't ever apologize for it.

You beat Kelly Parker.

And if you can do it once,

you're the one
that can do it again.

Next time you doubt yourself,
just remember that.

Thank you.

It's not in there.

But don't worry,

I put it in a safe place.

We wouldn't want anyone
to find out about the cortisone, would we?

What do you want?

We'll see.

Last call, express
service to Los Angeles.

Ready for departure.

Express service bus
to Los Angeles.

Remember when you said you
couldn't ask me to wait for you?

- Yeah.
- I want you too. Ask me.

Ask me! Come on,
I'm late for work!

- Ask me right now!
- Emily, will you wait for me?

Yes.

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