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Huh? [Original work by Maki Maruhondo: The Pornographer]

What?

This...

What's this?

I'm sorry.

Shall we call it a day?

This relationship.

You're ending it?

Yeah.

You're kidding, right?

Your pleasure

comes from this, right?

Won't you stop?

I won't stop.

Hey, listen to m-

You know,

I've come too far.

You know that

it's all your fault.

Anyway,

pleasure me.

Takeo did what he was told

and slid his

toned body over Kimie.

I can't turn back now.

Those feelings

excited Takeo even more.

Um...

Can we talk?

What is it?

Uh.

So, what is it?

It's fine if I just misunderstood but...

What you're talking about right now

is the same as

your "A Victim of Love," aren't you?

Are you okay with

writing like that?

Of course not.

Ah, I've been exposed!

I thought you wouldn't find out until the end.

What did you say?

I lied to you...

about working on three books this month.

It was a lie.

What?

I don't have any work.

Let alone this month.

For over a year.

All of the work

just dried up.

Then,

what I wrote for you...

I wrote it all once.

What?

- Why did you do that? - No reason.

No reason whatsoever.

I had nothing to do every day.

I thought it was unfair.

A writer that can't even use his writing hand.

"Wouldn't that be fun?" I thought.

What the hell?

You had fun,

didn't you?

Playing at being a writer.

Hey,

it's okay.

Then...

all I've written until now...

Ah, I threw it all away.

Just this morning.

Because today is combustible trash, I did it all together.

What can we do, eh?

There was a lot.

It was heavy.

What the hell?!

You must be joking!

[The Novelist]

[Episode 5: Between Truth and Lies]

Why are you angry?

I don't believe it.

How could you lie like that?

Did you not consider my feelings?

What is it?

Do you have any idea about your position?

You are the perpetrator.

You were supposed to repay me but I was going to forget about it.

You should play along with what I want.

Is that what

you thought until now?

So it seems.

I feel like a fool.

I honestly

thought that

I was helping with your work.

I didn't think you would notice.

Of course, I would!

I've read nearly all of your work.

I'm sure there were better things to read

than those low-brow books.

It doesn't matter if it's high-brow or low-brow!

I liked your work!

Also,

I wanted to know more about you.

That's why...

I like you,

Kijima.

Like?

Don't you mean you want to have sex with me?

You can.

Want to fuck? Want to be fucked?

No, wait.

I do have a certain sense of guilt,

so let me show you how sorry I am for lying.

Hey!

Look at this.

You're getting aroused, aren't you?

What did you imagine?

Don't make it worse.

Hey.

Please stop, I mean it!

Why?

Haven't you

always wanted this?

Look at that face, like you don't want it.

When you're ready to cum, let me know.

Say it.

Look at me.

I'm...

I'm...

There's

something wrong

with you.

Shall we continue?

We can do it in bed.

I'm going home.

"I'm never coming back!"

Right?

That's why yesterday...

That's why you said that.

Shit.

What the hell!

What the bloody hell!

What the hell!

Hello.

Kuzumi?

It's been a while.

It's Kido.

Kido?

The editor from Tousui Publishing.

Oh.

Huh!? What's that!?

How on Earth?

No.

When I thought about it,

I really don't have a leg to stand on.

But...

it was quite a shock

to find out that he was lying to me with a straight face.

When I went round, I thought something was odd.

Um...

Yeah?

Can I ask?

why did he ran out of work?

Run out?

That bloody liar!

Am I wrong?

He was in a slump.

What?

It's been about a year already.

Up until then, he wrote at an amazing pace.

But he suddenly lost the ability to write.

It was rough for a while.

He was quite depressed.

Is that so?

Well,

there are many types of writers, but

he can't do anything but write books.

It's his life.

He's so detached from real-life,

so what else would he be able to do?

A slump?

Definitely.

For the last few years,

he's been recycling the same material, hasn't he?

You've read a lot of them.

I...

like his erotic books.

Even though I've tried to read other authors,

there's something different about his.

It's classy,

and the framework is well-made.

Long ago,

when I read his debut book,

I was really jealous because I wanted to be a writer, too.

It was that stunning.

Since then I've always

been in love with them.

I want to do something for him,

but there's nothing I can do.

What did you think

about his condition?

He didn't answer the phone

or the intercom,

so I thought he was dead.

When I used the spare key, he had pulled the chain across the door.

Um...

I've been wondering for a while.

Why do you have a spare key?

What?

Well,

I guess I've stayed over a few times before.

Why?

We don't have that kind of relationship.

I don't think you should jump to conclusions.

You two kissed, didn't you?

It went further than that,

didn't it?

Well... You know...

I have, too.

Huh?

That guy... Really...

You have...

a wife and kids, don't you?

It's really not

like I had an affair.

It would be a lie to say that we didn't have that kind of relationship since we've known each other for a long time.

Then, Kido,

give me that

key, please.

Take it.

I'm going

to see him even if I have to break the chain.

I'm counting on you.

I don't like the way this feels.

If he really is having a hard time,

I want to help.

Sir!

♫ The rain starts to fall in the twilight ♫

♫ The stars wander around in the lightning ♫

♫ If I listen carefully to your skin, ♫

♫ I can even hear miracles ♫

♫ I can even hear miracles ♫

♫ No more. The piece of me that is fragile ♫

♫ No more. Please don't go anywhere today ♫

♫ Twilight. Changing into the warmth that bound to you ♫

♫ Tonight... ♫

I...

in this world,

don't have any regrets anymore.

Sir!

Thank you.

Why?