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- It's already the fourth fire this summer.

- Well, "the head."

- Hello...........................................................................

- You didn't get me out of the band rehearsal for that.

- who is this new boy?

- blue shoes

- That's not a name!!!

- He just moved in, I watch them every day with Bryce.

- Bryce Hunter?

- the gorilla you despise

- Bryce Hunter hates you.

- you're fantasizing now, aren't you?

- Well...

- ahoy!...

- hello, the moon here the earth.....

- Oh, we lost him.

they made a statue of us

and they put her on top of a mountain

Now the tourists are coming to see us.

like a bubble gun

they take pictures for fun.

have fun

they're going to give us the name of a city

and later they'll say it's our fault.

then they will also give lectures

God knows I had an experience

living in a den of thieves

by looking for answers in the pages

living in a den of thieves

And it's contagious.

we put our scarves in ties

but not because we want eternal sleep

although our eyes are never used.

we are slave workers whom you observe

living in a den of thieves

looking for answers in the pages

living in a den of thieves

And it's contagious.

they made a statue of us

Tourists come to see us

they send "hello" to the statue of us

they made a statue of us

- Okay, we're leaving.

No, wait...

Oh, His Majesty said... no

please

-"blue shoes" is that the boy - voyeur....

It's going to take you.... all summer long

I call it: to admire from afar

that you admire from afar every day.

And from too far away

you are a stalker

a gay stalker

I'm not a gay stalker.

Well, we're going to the rehearsal.

will you sing with us?

I'm not going to sing. in front of people.

God, he's moving... come on.

I wouldn't hunt with you... "blue shoes".

Well, I'll see you at school tomorrow.

enjoy the last night of summer

happy birthday, Tim

Tim Wyman

I got you. I got you.

So, do you know if he studies here?

No, not yet.

but, you follow him every day.

( Allison) hey...

Tim......

Who? Who?

"blue shoes"

Tim Wyman

- Nice butt....- they are beyond the norm

- I admit.... nice little ass.

- Ronnie

- Okay, class, let's start

- welcome in Spanish 3

- My name is Mr. Langdon.

- I'm a student, but Miss Garrison will help us.....

- Mr. Langdon

- Yes, Miss

- Krista

- my name is krista NORMAN

- Yes, um....krista.

- Can you tell us about where you learned Spanish?

- with pleasure Miss

- I lived in colombia with my parents When I was a kid.

- who wants to ask a question in Spanish?

- Well..... you...

- Dear Mr.

- benjamin...ben, bentley

- Well, youngest...

- what do you want to ask?

- you bought or your shoes... Mr. Langdon?

- No, Benjamin, listen...

- not "he has or bought" but "he has bought them or"

- anything else on the "toes"?

- Um...Mr. Langdon.

- My name is Bryce.

- what do you call it...

- ... "faggot"

- I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Dear Mr.

- It's Spanish 3

- shouldn't we be learning more words this year?

- there are several familiar terms that we use use to say that.

- But how do you say it.....

- Mariposa

- it's called "mariposa"

- I look like a totally gay stalker.

- Hey, blue shoes, do I have a question for you?

- be careful......

- Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

- Oh, God! What an asshole!

- Wait, I'll come with you,

- What's your problem?

- I don't know, I'm clumsy.

- is that... broken.

- my leg is not broken, my ankle is probably broken.

- There's blood, can you walk?

- not with the help of a gay guy.

- Okay, what do we do? - not with the help of a gay guy.

- Okay, what do we do?

- grab me under my arms and get me up

- Okay. Okay.

- slowly, okay?

- we have to go to a house next door and ask for help

- your house is here, let's cut through here...

- my house?

- Uh, let's go.

- do you have someone in your house?

- my parents are gone for a while.

- Wait, a moment? I'll take you with me,

- I'm fine. I'm fine.

- it's blood, it's the very opposite of good.

- Give me your keys.

- you're not driving my car.

- you're not driving with that leg, give me your keys.....

- scratch my car and I'll kill you.

- a cat, a cat, a cat

- deceleration

- deceleration

- the second one...

- how do I do that?

- press the clutch....

- pass the gear...

- deceleration

- let go of the pedal.....................................................................................................................................................................................

- Okay... okay... okay...

- what kind of boy can't demote himself

- a gay man... apparently

- Ben... is your short name?

- Yes... it's Ben Bentley actually.

- I don't know anything about you?

- So Benjamin, you know my name and address.

- Well... just well.....

- youngest... so

- you must rest during at least one week

- and we need to call your parents

- I'm here?

- more or less...

- my parents are in Switzerland

- but we have to call your parents and.....

- and that's..... ?

- That's the guy who brought me here, he's my best friend.

- ben bentley - Call him Benjamin.

- my mother will call her parents?

- it would be nice

- Here we go, it looks good.

- Can you cook?

- super power...... gay

- Can you take my pillow and some clean clothes upstairs?

- Yeah. Yeah.

- thank you

- I like this song.

- me too

- you sing well

- uh....I took some classes...

- you should start with a bath. before you change.

- Ah........ are you ready to help me with that?

- Yeah... sure.

- sure?

- certain

- what are you saying?

- Nothing, uh...... your bath is ready.

- Okay, cool.

- I'll call you.

- Okay. Okay.

- Usually. You don't have to spend the afternoons,

- to see guys taking a bath?

- if... every night

- So, how does it feel to be gay?

- I don't know what it's like to be?

- and you,... you are...

- straight

- You have to hear a lot of bullshit... so

- in texas?

- they insulted me a lot when I said it

- Ah, I understand you.

- seriously?

- you ?the handsome sportsman with "rich parents" and "sports car"

- do you understand what it's like to be me?

- I understand he's judging you.

- But, not here.

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

- (Ben) You know,........ I should... - (Tim)... never

- would you come out of the closet?

- what I mean is that before I say it, I...

- I was being invited to sleepovers when the boys found out I was gay.

- after coming out of the closet, for them...

- I was dead.

- but, I want to...

- I just want to take care of someone.

- And I can't do it "in the closet."

- and gay......, I am.

- Now it works for you?

- It's okay. It's okay.

- Look, it's your first night at home.

- maybe you should rest, I'll come back this afternoon.

- Really? You want to...

- Yeah, whatever you want.

- Um... I mean, I'm going to go, I'm going to miss... the bus.

- Benjamin, I'm sorry.

- I put your clothes on the bed.

- What's with the surveillance?

- I make sure you don't try to escape like you've been doing all week.

- at Allison's house.

- I'm going to take a shower.

- Please note, Mother

- Mom?

- What are you doing? What are you doing?

- Honey, we're smarter than that.

- What are you talking about?

- Allison

- I told you I was working on this song, for the show......

and Allison says you refuse to sing in public......

- Did you talk to Allison?

- You go to gay bars, I know

- What? What?

- yes...

- Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

- I want you to read this

- and I want you to use that.

- Now I am ashamed.

- I don't use condoms alone.

- I know that at your age it's hard and you're lonely.

- but, you can't...

- Oh, my God, I'm not going to in gay bars

- there's this guy, his name is Tim.

- It's not okay, he's straight.

- I dropped it on skates.

- Now I feel bad. and I have to take care of him.

- Do you love him?

- Please stop. Please stop.

- (Mom) you're an angel

- Okay, let's go downstairs for dinner.

- you give condoms to an angel?

- and I want you to use them, okay?

- (Mom) I love you. (Ben) I love you too.

- Hurry up. And get dressed.

- Did you really read that?..... Jesus

- so he doesn't go to bars.

- Okay. Okay.

- He's taking care of a man named Tim.

- who is it?

- he has the right to everything.

- That's not true.

- Relax, Karen, okay, then why?

- I gave him condoms.

- seriously?

- if I say I'm a lesbian, I could have some...

- How do you know you're a lesbian?

- you're not a lesbian.

- Jennie swears she saw you. driving a Ferrari yesterday......

- Oh what..,

- a ferrari

- shocked by the way you stop

- Am I the only one who doesn't know about this car?

- Is that Tim's car?

- really pretty... there's no problem

- (Mother) no problem?

- when Jennie saw him, the school wasn't finished.

- Ah Ben, did you skip school?

- (Ben) Mom, it's... . - (Mother) so Tim is not good for you

- (Father) clearly

- that's not true.

- you skip class and lie, right?

- Adam...

- you're grounded from now on.

- yes

- punished by what?

- computer

- Okay, in the house,. You're not going with anyone until we say otherwise.

- It's not fair.

- (Well) it's not fair. - ( Mother) so... it's just

- Karen, I hate you.

- No... no... no... don't leave the table

- what?

- Hey, friend.

- Look, I just wanted to...

- Are you calling me so I won't say anything?

- don't tell me that krista, is here... as we speak.

- she's gone.

- after we had a fight.

- what kind of argument?

- she's the kind of girl who leaves you with a... full c... full

- Do you want me to say I'm sorry?

- so...

- Do you want to come?

- maybe you can finish up what she started

- yes... of course

- I meant..... great.

- (Ben) I'm coming - (Tim) cool...

- I'm hanging up.

- hey

- hey

- should I?

- You can kiss me if you want.

- Are you sure about this?

- Are you all right?

- It was my first kiss.

- any other boys?

- Let's prepare for the second one

- Are you all right?

- Yeah. Yeah.

- And you?

- my parents are coming home

- Jesus

- Calm down, it's not right away.

- Oh no, it's my parents, I'm grounded.

- Hey, listen......

- For last night

- No, Tim, I understand.

- It was incredible.

- It's stupefying, it stays between us.

- a secret?

- I don't want people to think I'm gay when I'm not....

- not gay......

- just one condition

- which one?

- call me

- I'll call you later.

from time to time

a thought comes creeping in "Is it worth it?"

there are so many things, so much history

that I've never said before.

and it's so cold

with this shadow in my life

It's hard to breathe.

I still need you here.

to help me see

the reflection in the mirror

Who could that be?

this glory, this wealth what they have done to me

because every day there's someone who needs me.

outside my own shadow

the words that come to me today

is that all my friends are gone.

no one is there to stand by my side,

save me or watch me bleed

bring your words

also bring your poison

bring the knife, which will cut my veins

bring pain

also bring suffering

bring your flames that will burn me at the stake

But all I need to do is

is to see you breathe.

And all I want is for you you're fighting with me.

It's been so hard.

It's been so long.

And all I want to do is

is that you still love me.

with this shadow in my life

It's hard to breathe.

I still need you here.

to help me see

the reflection in the mirror

Who could that be?

this glory, this wealth what they have done to me

because every day, there's someone who needs me

out of your own shadow

- ready...

- ready to tell me another one of your secrets?

- uh, maybe

- my mother insisted and gave the space here

- things may seem a little confusing.....

- open...

- This is my studio.

- your secret studio

- it's incredible.

... I don't know

- You should be happy, Tim.

- is that what you are?

- you are good

- You should stay here.

- really?

- yes

- serious

-You think so...

- that you should sing to the contest with Allison

- I sing there, if you introduce me to your parents

- my parents are out of town

- again

- have they ever taken you with them?

- they stay away from you, so away from me.

- you don't have a dream.

- Yes, I want to go to Mexico City.....

- to my mother's family

- what it's like

- It's beautiful and different.

- they always take me to the volcano, popocatepet

- popo..... what?

- Popocatepet, it's a volcano

- It's a beautiful Spanish accent.

- do you speak it?

- alone...

- why do you study it at school?

- it's easier

- So you're bi......

- ... ling

- Tell me something in...... Spanish

- I'm not a doll.

- Come on, Tim.

- pretty words

- Calling me a "faggot" is not a pretty word

- what?

- (Tim) I didn't... - (Ben) you were there, during the course....

- ... of Mr. Langdon

- (Tim) Yeah. - (Ben) Did you laugh?

- I laughed because Mr. Langdon set up Bryce...

- Mariposa means "butterfly"

- Is that like saying "fairy"? there's nothing wrong with it, except out of context.

- out of context Bryce, he's crazy about you

- Are you serious?

- Hello... you must be Benjamin.

- Yes, ma'am. I'm in Tim's class.

- Hey, Benjamin, are you there? Oh, your notes.

- Thank you, and...

- What's that smell?

- Oh, Mom makes sauces. incredible spices

- Oh mom... Benjamin can stay for dinner?

- Yes, of course, Benjamin.

- dinner will be ready in 20 minutes.

- Are you ready for that?

- I have my job to do.

- bless us, Lord, with this gift that we will receive through the reward of our Lord Jesus Christ.......... Amen

- Tim has been keeping his friends so secret since Kansas. - Mommy

- I'm just saying it's a pleasure to meet your friends, so charming

- you know his other friends, and his girlfriend......

- Of course he knows Krista.

- Yes, uh...

- She's really great, and popular.

- And you, Benjamin?

- Who's your girlfriend?

- I have a boyfriend.

- That's really great, he is at our' school......

- if I could find a restaurant that serves Mexican food like this

- you'd make a fortune... if you opened one... ..MMe WYMAN...

- Wow, thank you Benjamin.

- greeting

- they don't want me to see you anymore.

- but, if

- No, they don't want me to see you again.

- I didn't do the right thing.

- You have to be careful, they're Catholic.

- Hey, Tim. Hello ?

- Are you all right?

- Just a minute. Just a minute. - Okay. Okay.

- Tim, they need time to accept it.....

- they won't forget their religion, just because you say chilies are good

- Okay, very good. No more dinners.

- I knew that how could I have been so stupid?

- Let's do as we used to.

- we're gonna keep fucking until they find us together.

- we can leave that out. - It's not funny.

- they're going to see me differently now.

he's wondering why, I'm taking a gay man to dinner instead of my girlfriend.

- stop

- Tim, let's make this work, okay?

- let's be careful

- Can you tell me what we're doing?

- It's Krista Norman.

- it's... - his girlfriend

- ah, but..... Did I hear that right?.....

- Do you think I'm deaf?

- Benjamin...

- (Mother) Are you crazy?

- Really... I want all the details of that.

- Okay, go ahead..... silence, silence.... come on, this way.

- away from him

- greeting - greeting

- (Ben) It's okay, there's no one there. - (Tim) Super

- we have to hurry up.

- Well... you stink.

- You love me like that.

- Yeah, but......

- Aren't you tired of it?

- hide by pretending to be Krista's boyfriend.

- It's for the good of my parents, I told you.

- I just want to have fun like before.

- Who do you prefer? Krista or me?

- You, I love you you

- Who are you sleeping with? Not krista.

- I'm sleeping with you.

- Why are you in a hurry? I don't like it.

- or you leave me with hard sex.

- Well, don't leave me.

- next birthday gift

- I'm going to break up with her.

- for you...

- for me? - Yeah. Yeah.

- I love you. I love you.

- I want you.

- I want you to have it.

- the key to your studio

- It's not a joke, is it?

- just a romantic gesture, Benjamin. - It's not a joke, is it?

- just a romantic gesture, Benjamin.

- Tell me one thing - yes

- the butterfly thing, remember?

- of course

- so... go ahead.

- He's a poet.

- What does that mean?

- "Teach me to fly, my handsome butterfly."

- Is that a moth?

- No... a "beautiful butterfly"

- Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay.

- you hear

- My God, fire!

- (Ben) Look at this! - (Tim) what?

- Where did you get this?

- Bryce, I think he saw us...

- Bryce - I ran into him after we split up.

- he set the fire

- and the cops were able to identify us?

- if Bryce talks about us at school.

- We're not responsible for - Yes, we are.

- How could I let you do this to me?

- I didn't do anything at all.

- that's who we are, that's what you are.

- I'm not like you.

- I don't have parents who support me

- I can't live with people pointing at me

- I'll never be like you.

- I have to hide.

- You can't hide from me forever, like Bryce......

- he hates himself so much..

- ... you think all gays should come out of the closet?

- Stop... I can't right now.

- Hello "fags"

- really?

- Is that the only joke you can imagine?

- Bryce. You have to solve the problem you just created

- Oh, no, you two............

- "fags," you were the one who was in trouble.

- "Mariposa" means........... "butterfly"

- Mr. Langdon was laughing at you.....

- it's something you have to think about.

- What's that...?

- Really? That's all you found?

- Everybody, calm down.

- Why don't you two relax together? Is that what Bryce wants?

- You're not a very smart boy.

- You're the arsonist who walks around with a lighter.

- stop...

- Give me my lighter.

- Fuck you! Fuck you!

- Let's make a deal.

- you don't say anything about us,

- and I'm not saying anything about you.

- Tim.... - Stop it, Benjamin.

- It's over! It's over!

- go away

I know what you're doing.

I see it very clearly

I can taste the salty taste

When I kiss your tears

You really convinced me

on the nostalgia of a star

But the black holes that surround us...

are distant nightmares

I believed in your confusion.

so completely ruined.

my memory of yesterday

It was the day we were born.

there's not much to look at.

there's nothing left to hide.

You're really not serious.

if you have to ask me why?

I'd rather leave...

because I can barely breathe.

that I can't find the air

I don't know if you don't care.

I guess you care,

and that it could all end there.

I hear the joke from the other day

But I don't think it's worth it.....

It's worth the price, the price you'd pay...

But I'm thinking about that....still.

I discovered that I may never know

if you were my friend or my enemy?

I get up.......... and I sink,

every time you leave

Please........ don't come back.

because I can barely breathe.

that I can't find the air

I don't know if you care. or if you don't care

that it could all end there.

I hear the joke from the other day

I don't think it's worth it.....

It's worth the price, the price you'd pay...

But I don't want that.

Yet..... everything is clear

- Hello. Hello.

- He's dead, Ben.

- my father died

- Please, come home.

- I need you to help me.

- Sad?..........

- Excuse me? Excuse me?

- Are you going to a funeral?

- how do you know that?

- Professional observer

- no one is sad on a plane, except for a funeral....

- Besides, it's Christmas Eve.

- Isn't anyone sad that day?

- and doesn't want to start with headaches...

- you got it all figured out, didn't you?

- for your home

- it helps

- it gives you other headaches.

- How are you doing? How are you?

- I'm going to a funeral.

- By the way, my name is Jace.

- on the badge is Jason.

- a cruel turn of fate

- I told them to put Jace on, but......

- human resources staff are sadistic

- Anyway, where do they get these things?

- is there a nice store and I could buy you one?

- I could only buy mine.

- I'm Ben.

- Bentley

- Sorry, the HR will put Benjamin on it.

- Yes, nowadays, I only use Ben

Just........ Well...

- Just three letters. Very effective.

- Tell me how you got stuck working on Christmas Eve.

- Oh, it is my duty to serve the people

- and my house is in Houston.

- where is home for you?

- Chicago

- damage

- but... I'm going to stay in Houston for a few weeks.

- There is a strict HR rule against inviting passengers...

- Oh, really?

- Seriously, I told you.

- Yeah, I can't invite anyone.

- Not me, but

- No one can tell you What to do Ben Bentley

- when Mom died, her heart was empty

- He was just desperate.

- The worst part is that I understand why

- losing him also makes me feel like I'm going to disappear.

- You will not do it.

- Do you remember what you told me

- after I broke up with Tim and was so unhappy

- "Slip under the sheets"

- not bad

- Baby, as bad as you feel. Think he'll never feel it.

- I'm so glad you're home. - me too.

- don't leave anymore

- I can come back

- Come to Austin with me, it's liberal there.

- being gay is risking like white bread.

- that in fact, you are

- a transfer in the middle of the semester?

- think about it

- no need to move snow

- a fresh start, away from these losers from Chicago......

- no

- to be back with your best friend again.

- more dormitories, having our apartment

- Thank you, Ben "the head"

- normal - I miss you.

- I'm bringing the car. - let's get out of here.

- Hello. Hello.

- I know there's no funeral. on New Year's Day.

- Oh, Jace. Hello

- Thank you... thank you for reminding me

- Then you're coming with me.

- is it time for that?

- I don't think we should wait.

- I learned that from the funeral.

- then?

- Yeah, sure.

- Okay. Okay.

- it wasn't a good idea.

- Wait, I'm getting there.

- I should skate on land.

- I honestly think it was a good idea.

- that way, I can touch you, without you knowing it.

- it all depends on your hands

- So you've never experienced this before.

- it'll give me an excuse if that happens.

- that was when I was in high school.....

- a not very good experience?

- he never came out of the closet.

- What's his name?

- Tim... was it good?

- for a while

- and since then? - for a while

- and since then?

- idiots, homos without dates

- Straight, I know how to choose them

- Um, wow?

- No, okay... okay... okay... okay.

- Okay, it doesn't matter to you.

- well

- because I'm the opposite.

- I know very well how to choose them.

- ( Ben) nice caravan

- Hello, who are you?

- It's Sampson, Sam to shorten it up

- Hello. Hello.

- Do you want to say hello?

- Looks like you passed the scanner. feline security

- Now, let's prepare Sam's dinner......

- Sounds good to me.

- biographies

- of politicians, actors

- no murderers

- hitler next to the Dalai Lama

- is that a coincidence?

- I like to read about other people's lives.

- No "Pam" of the bottle.

- unique, they are with screw caps.

- It's great that you have all for free

- I wouldn't say "free"

- Just promise me you don't have those little plane pillows.

- health for the new year and new friendships

- healthiness

- explain to me how you're still single......

- I'm not. I'm not.

- I have Sam, he makes sure that I never eat alone.

- and he can't stand it. very well to be alone.

- seriously?

- purser

- I fly, I sleep in a bed different every night.

- That's not what inspires trust in boyfriends

- I think I can handle it.

- Keep it in mind.........

- That doesn't sound bad.

- no better to say

- but, uh, you just need to perfect yourself.

- Airplane pillow... - we're going to take them off.

- How you feel this morning, number three?

- really very well, and alive

- So why don't you make it official?

- do the official "we"

- Are you sure about that?

- I may not be a good boyfriend.

- stay with me today so you can check it out?

- I'm older and wiser than you, remember

- to fly away with you,

- it's definitely tempting.

- You say that to a purser?

- I think Tim really upset you.

- you were flying to Houston?

- not at all

- I'm considering moving in...........

for my new academy

- Are you telling me this to make me run away?

- worried?

- Let's make this right.

- It's okay. It's okay.

- I have to go...

- Hello, woman.

- You have no right to be happy, while I'm sad

- You shouldn't drink at night

- she's not able to consume that much......

- Hello, "she" is right there.

- the weekend is coming up, you join us, Ben-the-head.

- Did I hear that right?..... I have exclusive rights to: "Ben-la tête"

- Jace is coming to town and we'll have our first report......

- second report

- Yeah, second.

- Hello, handsome.

- Hello, "vaco".

- "vaco" is the word you use when you have some bad news.

- Yes, I wanted to talk to you yesterday, but it was complicated.

- You have to work during this week.

- No, my sister's not here. I have to take care of Sam.

- I don't know how to feel?

- Come on, you love Sam. (Ben) - Yeah...

- I also love my boyfriend, Which I haven't seen in a month.

- let me explain. - I'll call you later.

- What do you mean?

- Jesus... wow.

- Don't you have any beer to drink?

- Don't worry, I'll talk to you later.

- Well, you almost ruined the surprise.

- I'm an idiot.

- fortunately, I am the best boy in the world.

- Wait, you said "surprise.".........

- what is it......

- What, I'm here, aren't I?

- it's no surprise because you're where you're supposed to be.

- I'm moving to Austin

- what?

- "I'm moving to Austin." I have an apartment in Clarksville......

- and when did you think to tell me?

- today... before hanging me.

- Yes...... I'm sorry about that.

- it's not your place to apologize.

- I have one last surprise.

- Oh no, I don't deserve that.

- No, I know that.

- but, I really love you.

- What is it? What is it?

- Paris...... Christmas holidays

- No....

- Baby... oh my God

- I've been so mean to you.

- Yes, you were.

- So, you..... you owe me a favor

- anything?

- I want to choose the place

- when I want.....

- Idiot - I know that I know

- we enter - here?

- what does "fox" mean?

- fox

- Thank you. Thank you.

- Um... I hate

- ready for us?

- Wait, that one in front?

- Did he just say Texas?

- Yes, I think that's it: "I'm claiming what you owe me"

- What? What?

- you're scared, aren't you?

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

- I'm sorry, are you all right?

- ONE YEAR AFTER

-Well, you should move in with Jace. Officially

- You're my roommate, we have two months left. before we face the real world.

- precisely

- Jace is your real world.

- you spend most of your time, I'm just......

- your roommate

- not that I hope?

- What? What?

- Right now it's your real world, don't forget that?

- Why are you going crazy? - My God, he's coming.

- Benjamin

- it's... really you

- Yeah. Yeah.

- Um... you're just passing through?

- I go to school here.

- I thought it was in Chicago.

- I have to go.

- Benjamin, wait...

- What do you want?

- I don't know. I don't know. Let's talk, I guess.

- I can't?

- Look, I know you're upset.

- I'll get out of your way, but......

- Here, take this.

- I'll call you one night and... we could relax a little.

- how do you know I'm not going to throw it away?

- I'm leaving now.

- Wait a minute. Wait a minute.

- on one condition

- your sketchbook, let me see.

- You were right, Benjamin.

- About what? About what?

- many things

- You can give it back to me later.

- maybe I'll see you later.

- he and I were in the same place a year ago. And he recognized me...

- and then what?

- Well, he asked about you.

- Where is he, how is he?

- and you said?

- I said you were in Chicago.

- and that's all.

- I never saw him again after that.

- What if I make the call?

- Think of Jace

- It's not like I'm going to have phone sex with Tim

- What? What?

- I've heard things.

- things?

- as...

- that he has a father who sucks.

- No, no, no, no.

- What do you mean, exactly?

- a guy in: "the chic neighborhood"

- luxurious

- swimming in a pile of cash

- You think a guy with a Tim ass.

dating a guy for his personality?

- Shut up. Shut up.

- my god....

- Hello. Hello.

- How are you? How are you?

- Wonderful. Uh...

- well - thank you for responding

- and where are you?

- I... I had to...

- No, Tim......

- I mean, where do you... were,

- Five years is a long time, isn't it?

- Yeah, something like that......

- Look, I'll answer all your questions.....

- some other time

- but...... face to face.

- I don't think so. - why not?

- You're not decent.

- Are you lying on your bed with nothing but shorts?

- Benjamin Bentley, haven't you been practicing?

- Jesus Christ

- Amen

- What are you doing here? How did you find me?

- I found... Allison in the phone book.

- Come on......

- Not long......

- Come on...

- does that mean I can feel you?

- That's not a good idea.

- Come to dinner with me

- I'm not going anywhere with you. before we get answers.

- well

- 5 years

- I went to Rossi's house.

- to tell you the truth, from Bryce.

- everything

- that he was going crazy.

- Are you straight at Austin's school?

- not exactly straight.

- I'm learning to be gay here.

- Wait, now you're gay?

- sleeping with boys of first-class solutions to this problem, no!!!!!!.......

- Yeah. Yeah.

- and your parents?

- They don't know anything about my life.

- I should know that. - And you?

- Chicago was just one......

- lie to leave me?

- No, for two years,

- meetings?

- His name is Jace

- We have been together since.... a year and a half......

- I think you deserve it.

- I thought I'd seduce you tonight.

- I thought I'd do everything to get you back.

- Now I'm..... a little embarrassed. - Tim... Tim

- It's good to see you again.

- but, uh, I'm afraid of you.

- it's a rough terrain for me

- so......

- You want me to take it easy?

- Okay. Okay.

- very gently

- for you

- Okay, I was alone all this time and Tim... went to school here, "Alli" didn't say anything.

- she was trying to protect you.

- I'm a big boy.

- and the notebook

- I'll call him and give it back.

- so.... are you planning on seeing Tim now?

- probably tomorrow.

- I told him you were working today.

- you just think it's important that he sees us together as a couple.....

- You're jealous, Jace Holden.

- you know, I know this problem.

- Oh, well, that's right.

- about six months ago.

- On the plane to Boston, there was a nervous passenger named Erin.

- he was cute... a younger guy.

- he was terrified, and I had to hold his hand often in flight.

- I don't know what you're talking about.

- When we landed, he invited me to have a drink.

- and he was...

- gay

- when I mentioned you, he still tried to kiss me.

- and he was really hot, and I'm not gonna lie.

- and he really wanted more, but.....

- I made a choice when I decided to stay with you.

- and then

- I didn't do it.

- maybe a part of you, wants him with Tim too,

- I'm just an old-fashioned man.

- And I only want you

- And I trust you

- Pizza... you must be Jace.

- and you must be Mr. PIZZA HUT

- I'm Tim Wyman.

- Nice to meet you.

- Tim, what a surprise!

- I thought, "What better way to become friends than pizza?"

- or....... Thai

- Oh great...... Thai-Italian

- Thai-Italian

- he took my brush and left me alone on the beach with the girls.

- the students who are chasing after you

- he helped me before I arrived.

- Oh, man. It destroyed him.

- difficult to raise the level

- Benjamin, a gay guy buying for a nice car,

- it looks like you did too.

- so I guess you're guessing you're really asks for it.

- His name was Eric.

- He was a friend of mine.

- he died last year. and its meaning too.

- sorry

-It's a little unusual to inherit a lot of money... from a friend.....

- is that it? - (Jace) Yeah.

- unless it's your father. rich man who paid for everything.........

- So... Did Allison do the gossip?

- Eric was a rich old gay man, so I had to be his "toy boy".

- No, no, no, Tim. - Eric was a rich old gay man, so I had to be his "toy boy".

- No, no, no, Tim.

- it's bullshit.

- Eric was a good person, he was also a good person. the best friend I've ever had.

- Tim, he didn't mean that.... - (Jace) but, as I said...

- I had feelings.

- (Jace) Is that what you wanted?

- sometimes you can't tell the difference between friend or lover

- friends like him

- or like you, Benjamin.

- and now I want to be friends with both of you.

- Will I be so lucky?

- Sorry, I'm out of town, Jace. thinks I'm studying

- Tim and Jace are in a long twilight

- No, it's very strange.

- Okay, okay, okay, I promise you, I'll be there.

- I love you. I love you.

- I have to go...

- goodbye

- Are you Jace's roommate?

- No, I'm her boyfriend.

- Ah, great. Great.

- So drop it....... make sure you get the ticket, okay?

- Hey, you're here for dinner.

- you have a message

- a message?

- lily

- Is this a joke?

- You didn't expect to see me so soon. My parents bought the ticket.

- Where were you last week? not in Boston..........

- yes, and........

- Wait, you think that...? No....

- this boy didn't write that, I didn't see him again.

- "we will do as in your hotel room... very soon

- "with love, eric"

- nothing happened

- and... I don't know what that is.

- I'm not stupid, Jace.

- I've never cheated on you.

- what does that mean?

- Tim - Oh my............

- Stop it, I saw the boy who threw that out, it wasn't Tim.

- I don't know what's going on, if someone deserves to be wary, it's you

- I've been open and honest about my friendship with Tim

- friendship?

- Are you kidding? Did you see the way he looked at you? When he asked for "a chance"?

- it was too good to be true, okay?

- (Ben) "I trust you. I'm an old-fashioned guy."

- ( Ben) "a bunch of lies, yes"

- Benjamin

- I think Jace is wrong.

- (Ben) Are you involved?

- what?

- No, what happened?

- I was hurt, I tell you

- he was there in the alley

- and left a note, and Jace later said

- I don't know what's going on.

- Okay... it's okay.

- let's go in, you're going to tell me what happened

- I'll take your pants off.

- Okay. Okay.

- no one deserves to sleep in Jean's.

- (Ben)the Japanese used it in torture

- I will always be there, Benjamin.

- You're amazing.

- You're better now, aren't you?

- I'm sorry I accused you. All right?

- It's okay, it's okay.

- I'm just a friend who supports you, do you remember?

- Ahoy! Ahoy!

- Tim?

- You stink like a gay stalker, you know that?

- Hello. Hello.

- I was......

- I was......

- are objects for the exercise and technology.

- you're good at it.

- Eric?

- yes

- it's...

- he is........

- lovely

- What are you doing?

- No. Stop, stop, stop.

- I slept with Tim.

- Isn't that right?

- when you called me, I knew that you were "stupid".

- "stupid" is hard to say.

- so, "Are you out of your mind?"

- really "stupid".

- It's not funny, Ben.

- what about Jace?

- I don't know, he's in Chicago.

- You don't love her anymore?

- if, of course

- so you're going to make up with him......

- and put distance between you and your past

- Tim is not only my past, he hurt me. But...

- ... I love him. I love him.

- and it's probably stupid, and I can't explain why, but.......

- ... I love her.

- You can't have both.

- If "Ronnie Adams" comes through the door right now.....

- my heart would leap

- But we had our chance. Okay?

- life went on, except for Tim.

- it's different for me.

- poor excuse

- Look, you and the rest of the world see the spoiled and arrogant athlete....

- I see the boy whose parents did it. to hide and who has talent

- He showed me that he really had need me.

- Yeah, I know Jace loves me and everything, but.....

- more together

- he was fine before we met, It's okay now that we're done.

- lie

- bad excuse...

- Ben

- Ben

- Everything will be fine for all of us, Allison.

- Do you study here?

- Leave me alone! Leave me alone!

- You're not from there. You study here.

- I'm going to go now.

- solve your love problem with three of you

- Benjamin, wait.

- I was stupid enough to believe you.

- and now I've lost Jace.

- I told you, I'd do anything. to get you back.

- you wanted to believe me.

- No

- you wanted your relationship...

- I should have known you wouldn't fall in love like that......

- Why, did I think that? Because of you?

- What's wrong with us?

- My life falls apart when we're together.

- What's going on between us?

- a lot, I promise you.

- You're just a... a coward.

- Congratulations...

- it's for you, and it's fine.

- speak

- I'm going to the party.

- Congratulations, Ben.

- I want you in my life, Ben.

- (Jace) I need you - (well) I can't anymore.

- I slept with Tim.

- No......

- You... sometimes you're too much.

- You must hate me.

- No

- however, it would be much easier....

- I had faith in us to make things right. before you went into Tim's bed.

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

- I admired........

- the boy who came out of the closet in the third grade.....

- really

- When it comes to showing who you really are

- I had the feeling it was the last risk you were so afraid of.

- that's all

- Excuse me. Excuse me.

- Ben, what are you doing here?

- I need to talk to you, even if I have to go to Chicago to do it.

- Hello, Jace.

- Hello, Allison....... Look, I have a line. of waiting that I have to place....

- chosen, sit down or get off the plane

- we'll sit down, thank you.

- Mrs. and Mrs. Welcome aboard the "T.W.A." sit down as soon as possible.

- I don't know what you're doing here, but I...

- now......

I have to change my answering machine.

now that I'm all alone.

because he said earlier

"I can't come to the phone"

and I know it doesn't make any sense.

because you went out the door.

but it's the only way to hear your voice again.

it's ridiculous.

It's been months since with or for no reason

I can't fight anymore

but I'm stronger than that.

Enough is enough, it's enough

I no longer walk around with my head down

I'm tired of being sad.

to cry over you

and I'm sick of love songs.

so tired of tears

so tired of wishing

that you're still here.

I said I'm sick of it. love songs.

so sad and so slow

which is why I can no longer turn off the radio

- please...

- ... come home with me

- Okay. Okay.

- Okay. Okay.

I have to delete on the calendar or it says "July 15th".

because there is no longer any "you".

there is no more birthday

I'm tired of thinking about you.

and to remember

and how each song remembers what was.

That's why I'm tired of it. love songs.

so tired of tears

so tired of wishing

that you're still here.

I said I'm sick of it. love songs.

so sad and so slow

why can't I turn off the radio...?

Just give me

stupid love songs

that won't remind me anymore to your smile.

anywhere

I let go

and I turn off the radio.

because I'm so full of love songs

so tired of tears

so tired of wishing

that you're still here.

I said I'm sick of it. love songs.

so sad and so slow

so why can't I just turn off the radio?.....

- Did you really like it last night, honey?

- Never had a crazy atmosphere like that.

- Do you still have a headache?

- would you like some coffee?

- could you bring me an aspirin?

- yes

- Jace

- Are you Ben?

- Yes, Ben Bentley.

- Jace had a severe aneurysm attack......

- he said that his grandfather died of it

- we can contain this one,

- but others may appear

- he's too weak for surgery.

- he gave an extraordinary message

- so that he can donate his organs

- What does that mean?

- there are many people who will live a happy life with it.

- he's very weak, but he wants to see you.

- Relax, all right?

- Jace. Jace

- Hey, sweetheart.

- Hello, son.

- darling

- You've been in this hotel for a month, we're going to take you home......

- I have nothing left, Mom.

- God, took it from me

- I hate him. I hate him.

- and he hates me.

- Honey, no.

- because I love him....

- I brought you a fruit cake.

- Did you bring a fruit cake?.

- What am I going to do with a fruit cake?

- maybe you shouldn't do anything to him.

- a fruit cake... has no use.

- except as an excuse

- to be alive,

- and you have the right to be alive

To dream big

you just have to keep your head up high, up to the sky.

If you spread your wings, then you can fly

because now it's your time to shine

So don't give up, just think that you can steal

never give up

That's what dreams are made of.

life is made of funny situations

not like you think, it's anything but a dream.

no one said it would be.

To dream big

you just have to keep your head up high, up to the sky.

If you spread your wings, then you can fly

(answering machine) "Hi, it's Ben. Leave your message."

(answering machine) "well "head", call me, I want make sure you're okay."

(answering machine) "Well, it's Mommy, we want really see you"

(answering machine) "honey, call me, you're so distant"

(answering machine) "Hey...... Well, it's Dad, I'm going to Austin the other week"

"I thought we could have dinner together, no excuses, okay? I miss you"

(answering machine) "Hi, it's Ben. Make some noise"

(answering machine) "it's Allison,... Thank you for the flowers. "birthday party"

(answering machine) "but in fact, you'd be a better one gift, call me"

(answering machine) "son, I need to hear from you, answer the phone, please"

(answering machine) "Well, it's Bryan, I haven't seen you since the wedding, what are you doing now?"

(answering machine) "it's almost Christmas"

"it'll be our first Christmas without you."

(answering machine) "Honey, you mean a lot to me and Dad, and Karen, I love you."

(answering machine) "It's Ben Bentley..... not guaranteed"

(answering machine) "You can run, but you can't hide Ben "head" I'll take you off Thursday night, and get dressed."

5 YEARS LATER...

- I swear, if it's an arranged appointment, I will take revenge

- "Stay away from my life.

- Bullshit.......... Allison

- Language ....sir, I am about to be a mother......

- I'm getting out of here.

- We're not going anywhere.

- Yes, I'm leaving.

- Do as I say.

- Look, Ben, don't give up the idea, everything's not perfect.....

- I love you, okay?

- I loved Jace, but it's been years and your life is not over.

- I...

- I don't want to go there.

- the thing Jace would want is that you keep it in mind......

- No....

- Well, I'm sorry. I do not agree with that.

- Is the microphone on?

- I'm sorry, for that noise.

- Oh....... Thank God, thank you. I'm so glad to see you all tonight.

- In fact, I am horrified by the speeches, so be nice......

- Here... where we are tonight, art has been going on for 20 years....

- you must have seen my great achievement, the frog that sails on a boat.....

- I painted this when I was 8, you can see why it took so long.

- I owe this art to many people.

- people, of course, like Eric.

- Who......... was much more than a father, a hero and much more.

- and other people have really made me inspired, but......

- only one kicked my ass.

- and it's been hard. And......

- it gave me the courage to take my art out of the closet and bring me here.

- I like to think he's here....... tonight.

- and I would like to conclude this speech by publicly thanking him

- to Benjamin Bentley

- Honestly, everything is really very very, very complicated

- I know that I know

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