All language subtitles for Good Doctor S03E20 I Love You.DVDRip.HI.en.SNY

[♪♪♪]

This isn't my usual seat
in a speeding ambulance.

You vomited and passed out.

[MONITOR BEEPING]

You have a 3-inch abdominal bruise
and a big bump on your head,

- either of which...
- Check it all out tomorrow.

Soon as I'm at the hospital,

I'm treating patients.
They must be on overflow...

Soon as we're back at the hospital,
you're getting a CT.

You could have increasing
intracranial pressure

- from contusions, edema or a hematoma.
- I don't.

I'm sure I know my symptoms
better than you.

No headache, no unilateral weakness.

The doctor without the head injury
makes the call.

MORGAN:
There's the rupture.

The fallopian tube's necrotic.
DeBakey forceps.

BP's stabilizing at 90 over 65.

- I'll take the clamp.
- I'm fine. You remove the laps.

It's better if you do.
Less likely to damage your hands.

We need six hands, we've got four,
and you want us to work with two?

I need 2-0 chromic catgut.

His heart's shifted from the pressure
on his chest.

Try retracting it to the right.

[ALEX SIGHS]

There's nowhere for it to go.

Close him up.
We have to go in through his side.

That won't be easier.

Well, it better be.
This way is impossible.

- Hello.
LEA [OVER RADIO]: Yes, Shaun.

- Lea?
- Yeah, it's me, you okay?

Why is it still you?

I'm fine. I wanted to stay and help.

No. I don't need you, okay?
I need a rescue worker.

They're taking in a lot of scaffolding,
hoping to reinforce the wall...

- The water should be a priority.
- They shut off the main,

they don't know
why it's still flowing.

We're gonna drown
in about five minutes.

That's not true.

At the rate the water is filling,
we have about an hour.

And I could leave.

[♪♪♪]

I am going to cut the rebar
to free you.

I didn't do it before because it risks
rupturing your posterior tibial artery.

But now we need to. Take this.

Cutting will intermittently
cause your leg to move,

which will cause a lot of pain.

How did you deal with your heartache?

Are you just asking to keep me calm?

Yes. Distracting you from
the disastrous situation you're in

will help keep your blood pressure down,
oh, and reduce bleeding.

Honesty...

was the problem with my ex.

I opened up to him,
told him everything.

In return,

he didn't.

Were you being honest when you said
you're going to move on?

One upside of being impaled on rebar

underground in a room slowly filling
with water is it focuses your priorities.

Yeah. I'm moving on.

If you loved him,

maybe you can't.

[♪♪♪]

NEIL: I told you.
- What? Be quiet, be still.

The machine is past the point
where you would see damage.

The fact you've said nothing
means you're

figuring out how to tell me I'm gonna die,

or you're trying to figure out
how to apologize for wasting my time.

You're right.
I'm glad your brain is fine.

I'm not sorry at all.

I appreciate the concern. Now I can get
out of here and treat patients,

and you can get back
to the winery to help.

Brewery.

Oh, come on. I misspoke.

It's been a rough day.
There was an earthquake.

I've seen you on a lot of rough days,
but not once have I seen you confused.

Move your gown.

[♪♪♪]

You're bleeding internally.

MORGAN: I need baci irrigation,
then we can start closing her up.

[MONITOR BEEPING]

MARCUS: Dr. Reznick?
- Please step back, Dr. Andrews,

we're trying to keep this area
as sterile as possible.

Glad you're aware it's not
an actual operating room

- that you seem to be operating in.
- There weren't any available.

And there weren't
any surgeons either. Suction.

So you violated Dr. Glassman's
order to not use your hands.

Ectopic pregnancy,
the fallopian tube ruptured,

patient would have died.
Oh-Maxon sutures.

You could have found another way,
but you wanted to be a hero.

Get your hands out of the patient
and take them to your room.

[♪♪♪]

I'll finish.

He has a traumatic dissection
all the way to the ascending aorta.

The clamp would tear
through the vessel wall. He'd bleed out.

And if we clamp proximal to it,
he'd lose perfusion to his head.

He'll be brain dead.

You should go back to the hospital.

I'll stay with the boy.

Who's in charge?

First Andrews,
then Morgan, Andrews again,

- she's in her room, he's in surgery.
- What have you got?

Bay 4, otherwise healthy 35-year-old
with chest pain.

- High sensitivity troponins back?
- First was negative.

Repeat tropes in an hour.
Still no change, discharge him. Yeah?

Bay 2, 16-year-old,
dresser fell on her leg.

- Normal pulse and sensory exam?
- Yes.

It's a non-displaced fracture. Prep her
for a posterior slab and book a follow-up.

CLAIRE:
Dr. Lim...

Who's this?

Dr. Melendez.

[♪♪♪]

[GROANING]

Dr. Park.

So how'd it go?

Not good, Casey.

We couldn't fix things.

When we take this off you,

you'll start bleeding and...

we won't be able to stop it.

You're gonna die.

No. No. No, you're wrong.

You gotta be wrong. It was...

- Where's my dad?
- He's on his way.

- We're gonna keep you comfortable.
- I'm not in pain, okay?

You gotta be wrong.

I'm sorry, Casey.

[SOBS]

Where is my dad?

Isn't "moving on" just a euphemism
for giving up? For failure?

Do you really believe that?
Do you think you've failed?

Accepting loss

makes us stronger.

Refusing to accept failure
makes us not fail.

If we keep fighting until we succeed,
then...

That's not true.

It traps us,
prevents us from moving on.

To other victories.

AUDREY: Your hematocrits suggest
you're still bleeding.

Appears to be in the retroperitoneum.

Probably from the pancreas.

If we open you up,

it means major
resections and reconstructions,

and you could end up
with ostomy or diabetes.

I'm well aware of the risks
of abdominal surgery.

The more conservative approach
is an angio

for embolization to stop the bleed.

- Less invasive...
- Again, aware.

Do the embolization.

In this case,
I don't think it's actually safer.

If the bleed isn't from the pancreas,
we'll have to keep poking around

until we find it, and...

it might be too late.

[♪♪♪]

- You wanna do the surgery instead?
- Not really.

But Claire's right.

We've been able to get
a satellite hook-up to your dad.

- Want me to talk to him first?
- No. I need to talk to him.

[♪♪♪]

MAN [OVER RADIO]:
Son?

[STATIC FUZZING]

Dad, I'm sorry.

Sorry?

Dad, I'm so sorry.

I can't hear you. Say that again.
Are you hurt?

Dad. It's my fault, okay?

Are you okay?

Can you hear me?
Just stay strong, okay?

- Dad? Dad?
- Casey?

Get him back.

Plane's caught in a
storm. I don't know...

Get him back.

AUDREY: Divide the gastro-colic
ligament and expose the pancreas.

It's a branch of the superior
mesenteric artery that's torn,

not his pancreas. Good call.

I need to resect the devitalized tissue
to get a healthy anastomosis.

CLAIRE: We need clamps
and 6-0 vicryls on Castros.

Dr. Lim?

Above the SMA, the small bowel...

[♪♪♪]

There are three ways
to stop a bleeding vessel.

Clamp, cauterize or repair.

Since this vessel is made of steel,
clamping requires a 60-ton press,

and cauterization requires
an oxyacetylene torch.

I don't need to stop the water...

just slow it down.

You're good
at adapting to challenges.

Yes, I am.

Blindly keeping on sawing
wasn't gonna work.

- No.
- But it wasn't a failure.

[♪♪♪]

Because cutting the rebar
wasn't your goal.

Saving me was your goal.

And your goal isn't Lea...

it's love.

[RUMBLING]

[VERA GASPING]

[MONITOR BEEPING]

I think the scar will work
with the tattoos.

The bleed wasn't from the pancreas.

It was from the SMA,
but we found additional injuries

all the way to the celiac trunk...

- Ischemic bowel?
- Early stages.

[♪♪♪]

We have restored full blood flow
and reperfused.

I'm sure the bowel
is gonna be just fine.

How sure?

What's my lactate?

Four.

Means there's already been
some failure of the bowel wall.

We are going to retest your lactate
and I'm sure it'll have gone down.

If it's gone up, it means ischemia is
progressing and there'll be more leakage.

Which in turn will mean septic shock.

Past the point of treatment.

We're not there yet.

Let him know
it's still gonna be a while.

[♪♪♪]

- How long is a while?
- Sorry, I don't know.

He says they're gonna drown
in 15 minutes.

Is a while more
or less than 15 minutes?

That last tremor made things
too unstable to send my crew down.

You're supposed to be saving lives.
You're supposed to be the heroes.

If you let me, what I'm gonna do

is help my crew get in
more braces, scaffolding,

and heavy machinery.
What you need to do,

is convince Dr. Murphy
to get out of there.

Talk to me, Casey.

I'm tired.

Let's just... talk.

Why do you need to apologize to
your father? What do you think you did?

Whatever it is, there's nothing
that he's gonna be mad about right now.

You don't know anything.

I know how a father feels.

[♪♪♪]

I know, no matter...

how mad or how ugly things get,

we don't stop loving our children.

I killed my mother.

You need to get out.

- Soon.
- Not soon, Shaun.

Get out now. It's not stable.

Vera can't leave.

The firefighters told me
they're making headway

and they'll be able to save Vera soon,
but you need to get out of the way.

Are you lying?

You need to go, Shaun.

If I leave,

you die.

If you stay,

we both die.

You can't cut through the rebar
in time.

I can't cut through the rebar.

[SOBBING]

But... I can cut through your leg.

In the Civil War, there was a doctor

who could amputate limbs
in under three minutes,

which kept blood loss and pain
to a minimum,

thus reducing the effect of shock.

Our scalpels are sharper,

so I can slice through the skin
and muscle faster,

and I only sawed the rebar
with the top half of the saw,

so the bottom half is still pristine
to get through the bone.

Do you consent to the procedure?

No.

I have one condition.

[♪♪♪]

You have to promise me
that if I don't make it,

you'll move on.

You deserve to find love.

You need to.

You're down here risking your life
for me, right?

Well, this is me risking my life
for you.

Promise me you'll move on, Shaun.

Promise.

I promise.

VERA:
Let's do this.

[MONITOR BEEPING]

The year before med school...

I took six months off,

backpacked across Southeast Asia.

Hostels were 3 bucks a night,

beer was 50 cents.

And I found this little island
in Thailand,

Koh Lanta.

Nothing but bamboo huts
and palm trees.

Stayed eight days.

Read Moby Dick.

Fell in love.

How high?

High.

8.1.

Place is probably overrun
with tourists now.

She had an accident,

nothing really,
Mom didn't even report it.

But it was big enough
to mess with her neck.

Lot of pain.

But she was dealing with it.

I thought.

She became dependent on the pills?

I went through her purse,

looking to steal a couple bucks
for the movies.

Found three half-full
prescription bottles, same drug.

What did you do?

Nothing.

[♪♪♪]

I didn't say anything.
To her or my dad.

I didn't know what to say.

Three weeks later,
she OD'd in her sleep.

He would've gotten her help.

I need to tell him.

You will.

I promise.

When I was a second-year resident,

I was assigned
to a Dr. Wilmet Fortingale.

Full of himself, sarcastic, thin-skinned.

Our first case together,

I saw he screwed up,
and I called him on it.

He lit into me.

What kind of ego I must have,

[♪♪♪]

what little regard I must have
for my superiors,

how hard it must be for me
to trust anyone in my life.

Two days later, the M&M,

guess who screwed up?

Me.

When you're a resident,

you think you know everything.

I'm sorry.

I should've told you
about my diagnosis.

- It's hard.
- Yeah.

And what that showed me was
you don't respect protocol,

you don't respect your superiors,
your patients,

the only thing you care about
is your own career.

And again, I was wrong.

What you did today for your patient
was remarkable.

You made it clear that saving lives
is your first priority.

[SIGHS]

Unfortunately...

it may have cost you
your career as a surgeon.

You've traumatized
your joint capsule incisions.

I'm sorry.

I'm not afraid to die.

I was raised a good Catholic,

altar boy, First Communion...

faithfully wore my silver crucifix

that Tía Ynez gave me
for confirmation.

I was a true believer.

Then I went to college.

And maybe it's just now that I'm...

staring into the yawning void,

I'm hedging my bet, but...

it's coming back to me...

[♪♪♪]

like an old friend with a warm hug.

- I want you to know that I...
- Don't.

You should go.

This place still has a crisis going on.

Goodbye, Claire.

Goodbye.

Ninety-six point one. That's okay.

Feels way colder than 96.

Feels like 56...

[♪♪♪]

[GROANS]

Forty-six...

- Thirty-six...
- Casey?

- Twenty-six...
- Casey.

Stay with me just a little longer.

I can't give you any more epi.

Casey.

Dad?

Yeah.

I'm right here.

- You had morphine?
- I saved it in case I needed to do this.

[♪♪♪]

- Good thinking not telling me.
- Yes.

The upside?

In three minutes,
I'm gonna lose 10 pounds.

I'd say only eight,

unless you count blood loss...

- Do you take everything literally?
- No.

Lea, I need you
to count off the seconds

from one to 180.

I want to know how close I am
to three minutes.

How will that help you?

I don't think it will.

But it may help distract you
from the screaming.

- Ready?
- No.

[PANTING]

Just do it, for God's sakes.

[VERA SCREAMING]

One... two...

three...

I wanna go back in.

If we resect more bowel
and do a trauma whipple...

A trauma whipple?

It's a big surgery.

Okay, a huge surgery
and there's obviously no guarantee

and lots of complications,
but if we act now...

Whoa, let's just hold on for one second.

First of all, we are talking
about Melendez, correct?

Secondly, we do know the numbers...

They're terrible.

And maybe so's this idea.
But that's how this works.

You shoot down mine,
I shoot down yours,

until we come up
with a viable solution.

Okay, here goes.

The mesenteric bypass already failed,

his lactates have more than doubled
from 4 to 8.1,

any significant revascularization
is already out of the question.

If by some miracle,
he were to survive the surgery,

he'd be tube-fed, a diabetic,

with an ostomy bag,
waiting for a liver transplant.

[♪♪♪]

Your turn.

It's time to stop being a doctor.

Be a friend.

[SOBBING]
Dad. I knew.

I knew about Mom.

I knew about the drugs.

I should've told you.

I knew too.

[♪♪♪]

Of course I knew.

When you love someone,

you know when something's wrong.

But, Dad, if you knew...

I did what I thought I could.

[SOBBING]
Sometimes...

you can help them, but...

sometimes there's just nothing
anyone can do.

And we were the adults.

It was our problem,
our responsibility,

never yours, Casey.

It was never your fault.

LEA:
Sixty-seven, 68, 69, 70.

- I've made it to the bone.
- Seventy-one, seventy-two...

You need to stay conscious, Vera!

[♪♪♪]

seventy-five...

SHAUN:
Keep counting!

Eighty, eighty-one...

I'm sorry.

I should've been able to do more.
Faster, better.

I know you wanna find blame.

[♪♪♪]

If there's blame, there's a reason.

Sometimes...

there just isn't.

It pisses me off too.

I could have spent a lifetime
drinking whiskey with you.

I was even starting to like it neat.

What did we do?

No blame.

[SOBBING]

LEA:
One-fifty, 151, 152, 153...

[♪♪♪]

Vera! Vera!

Exhale!

Breathe out!

One-seventy-two, 173, 174...

One-seventy-nine, 180.

That's three minutes, Shaun!

Shaun?

Shaun?

Shaun, can you hear me? Shaun!

Dad, it's so cold.

I know.

I'm sorry.

We should go snowboarding.

[♪♪♪]

If you teach me one of your tricks.

You'd break your leg
and Mom would kill me.

Heh. Good point.

I love you, Dad.

I love you too.

FIREFIGHTER:
His father's in the squad car,

we have him on the line now.

Let's get this bar off him.

Mr. Taylor, I'm Dr. Park.

DAN:
Lea?

It's time to go.

I can't.

There's nothing left to do,
we should get you checked out.

[♪♪♪]

MAN [OVER RADIO]:
We've got something.

You need a helmet.

- Hey.
- Hey.

I heard the A's picked up
another reliever.

Yeah.

I keep thinking, what's gonna happen
to the next Theresa Adams?

Remember her?

- Gallbladder.
- Or so we thought.

We get in there, it's completely healthy,
I blame it on lousy imaging...

you call a duodenal ulcer
blocking the duct. Saved her life.

Just so you know.

You're the best I ever worked with.

A bottle of Macallan says
they win the division.

Twenty-five or 17?

Twenty-five.

It's a sucker bet.

Hey, it's my funeral.

[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

I'll look forward to that Scotch.

I got you something.

[CRANK CLICKING]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

You saved me.

No.

I was just in the right place...

at the right time.

That was all you.

You're gonna be okay, Claire.

There is something
I need to tell you.

Me too.

I go first.

You...

are...

a terrible bowler.

[♪♪♪]

Maybe the worst I've ever seen.

And I wanted to tell you
that I hate your tattoo.

Way too much antler.

[SOBBING]

And I love you.

I love you too.

[NOAH GUNDERSEN'S "SEND
THE RAIN (TO EVERYONE)" PLAYING]

It's the start of a new day.

Yes, it is.

That was both literally true
and a metaphor.

♪ Death is coming
Carried on his crooked wings ♪

♪ I can't do anything ♪

♪ Death is coming
Carried on his crooked wings ♪

♪ I can't do anything ♪

Hey, Mia.

No, I'm fine. I'm just, uh...

Just tired.

Hey...

I have to be, uh...

closer to you guys.

I'm gonna move back.

Hey, is Kellan there?

I need to hear his voice.

♪ Love is coming
Coming for to carry me ♪

♪ I don't know anything ♪

[SOBBING]
Hey, son.

♪ Love is coming
Coming for to carry me ♪

♪ I don't know anything ♪

[BOTH CRYING]

AUDREY:
We should get a drink some time.

CLAIRE:
I'd like that.

I made a promise to Vera.

I don't know what that was.

It could be a practice kiss,

- or a pity kiss, or a goodbye kiss.
- No, that was...

an "I'm such a stupid idiot
for not seeing it...

but I love you
with all my heart" kiss.

And this is another.

♪ Send the rain ♪

♪ Send my love ♪

♪ Send my love ♪

Vera didn't die,

so the promise doesn't count.

♪ Send the rain ♪

You make me more, Shaun.

♪ Send my love to everyone ♪

♪ Send the rain ♪

♪ Send my love ♪

♪ Send my love to everyone ♪

♪ Send the rain ♪

♪ Send my love ♪

♪ Send my love to everyone ♪♪

[♪♪♪]