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I'm often asked...
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...what is it
that makes us different?
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What separates firefighters
from ordinary citizens?
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The answer is simple.
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We will go
where others will not.
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Today, we honor
those members of the LAFD
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who acted so courageously
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during the Oceanus Blue
cruise ship disaster last March.
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Acting captain,
Henrietta Wilson.
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[applause]
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Firefighter Howard Han.
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Firefighter pilot
Thomas Kindard.
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Firefighter Evan Buckley.
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And firefighter Edmundo Diaz.
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Without their singular tenacity
and selflessness,
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and unmatched skill
and teamwork,
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so many more lives
would've been lost.
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Firefighters, on behalf of
the Los Angeles Fire Department
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of the City of Los Angeles,
we thank you.
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[cheering and whooping]
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[whoops]
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But we're not quite done.
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The quality of teamwork
displayed here
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is a reflection not only
of each individual's dedication,
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but the leadership
of Captain Robert Nash.
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Captain Nash, for your record
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of outstanding service
and leadership,
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in and out of uniform,
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the Los Angeles Fire Department
would like to honor you
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with this Medal of Valor.
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Captain.
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[applause]
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Oh, uh, how about
if I just hang on to it?
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[Bobby clears throat]
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Um...
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This isn't the first time
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these people have
pulled me out of the drink.
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In more ways than one.
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Not sure why
I deserve a medal for it.
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In my opinion,
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you got it right
the first five times.
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[applause]
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["Home on the Range"
by Barry White playing]
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Man, isn't it crazy?
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We thought we were
gonna get fired.
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And instead, we all got medals.
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-Enjoy it while it lasts.
-That's my motto.
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Hey, Ravi, you know you don't
have to eat everything
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at the buffet, right?
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Why else would I be here
on my day off?
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[chuckles]
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So, that's him, huh?
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That's your old Cap?
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[Tommy]
Yeah, that's Gerard.
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The way you guys talk about him,
I assumed he was dead.
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Only in our hearts.
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Kindard. I thought you
transferred out of here.
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Five years ago.
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I've been at Harbor Station
ever since.
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That's right,
I heard you got your wings.
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You know, it's good to see
you haven't changed at all, Cap.
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It's good to see you didn't
forget your training, Han.
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These floors are nice and shiny.
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You taught me right.
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Whenever I see some filth,
I think of you.
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♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah♪
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♪ Whoa...♪
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-Oh. Thank you.
-[chuckles]
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Okay, so where's your award?
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Oh, I'm just waiting
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on my refund check
from the cruise line.
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[laughs]
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♪ I wanna know...♪
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What do you think that's about?
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♪
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I have no idea.
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♪ I want to go home.♪
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Firefighter Wilson?
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I just wanted
to congratulate you personally.
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Olivia Ortiz.
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Councilwoman Ortiz.
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That's right.
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I am so sorry
for your loss, ma'am.
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Thank you.
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You must be very proud
of your hero wife.
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I am.
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Sadly, her heroics
didn't extend to my son.
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Mama, can we have
some more cake?
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Are these your children?
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This is, uh, Denny and Mara.
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Mm. I was told
you only had a son.
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Mara's about to become
my new sister.
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-[Ortiz] Oh.
-They're adopting me.
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Oh, that's adorable.
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You know, children
are such a blessing.
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Enjoy your moment.
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Not too much cake.
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Okay. [chuckles]
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[Bobby]
You know, your name should
really be on this, too.
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I asked them
to include you, but...
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Except I'm not actually
a firefighter. [chuckles]
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Is that what you and Chief
Simpson were arguing about?
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Wasn't really an argument.
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He was trying to talk me
out of something
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and he realized he couldn't,
so he just finally accepted it.
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Accepted what?
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My resignation.
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I don't understand why you
wouldn't talk to me about this.
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I'm just retiring.
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This had to happen
at some point.
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And you know as well as I do
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that no one can
do this job forever.
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Well, I sure as hell thought
we were gonna try.
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Well, I'm tired of trying.
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Tonight was exhausting.
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Chief Simpson having us
trot out there to perform
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for the cameras
like a bunch of trained seals.
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We stand there and smile and
everybody thinks we're heroes.
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You are.
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I'm not.
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Look...
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I know that you're under
a lot of pressure.
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And I get needing
to take a break
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or maybe even wanting to walk
away from it all,
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but I'm worried that you're
not thinking clearly.
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I mean, given everything
that you've been through...
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Oh, you mean
the universe deciding
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to drop a living reminder
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of my greatest failure
on my doorstep?
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-Yeah, that's a lot.
-You saved that man's life.
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It didn't make any difference.
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Look, if this is what you need,
I will support it.
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I'm sorry I didn't
tell you earlier.
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That's okay.
You just surprised me.
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And you know how I feel
about surprises.
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Well, for what it's worth,
you're not alone.
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Chief Simpson was
pretty surprised, too,
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having his star captain
resign at an event
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that was supposed to honor
his star firehouse.
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He asked me not
to tell anybody about it
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until he figures out
how he wants to spin it.
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Look, I got to get out of this.
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And you're
really sure about this?
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Walking away from the 118?
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I don't have
anything more to give.
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[sighs]
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[birds singing]
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♪
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Have you figured it out yet?
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Figured what out?
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Why I seem so familiar to you.
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I don't know what you mean.
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[chuckles] Come on.
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Every time you think
I'm not looking,
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you're looking.
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Am I?
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It's driving you nuts, isn't it?
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[exhales]
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I was on a TV show
called Failed System.
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You were on a TV show.
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Series regular.
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Big network show
about a young team of lawyers
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who fight to get the wrongly
accused out of prison.
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Wow, a TV star.
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Hardly.
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That show lasted
exactly 13 episodes.
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Well, seven.
That's all they aired.
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Then it got cancelled.
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But every once in a while,
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someone gets
that same look you have.
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Like... they know me
from someplace.
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Well, maybe that's it, then.
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Or maybe I just
like looking at you.
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Then why haven't you
tried to kiss me?
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I didn't know you wanted me to.
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Mm, no.
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That's not it.
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I think it's something else.
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I think you're very careful
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about letting people
into your life.
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And not because
you've been hurt.
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I mean, who hasn't been?
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I think you're cautious
because...
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...you have more to give than
you think anyone can take.
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Sounds like you've been
looking, too.
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-[indistinct P.A. announcement]
-[phones ringing]
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Hey, I got a message
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about an emergency
with one of my patients?
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[Athena]
Mr. Casey?
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Hey, sorry, just one second,
I'm dealing with--
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A patient emergency, I know.
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I'm the one
who asked them to call you.
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You're Captain Nash's wife.
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I'm sorry,
I just needed to talk to you.
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So you lied to my coworkers
and faked an emergency?
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I didn't lie about anything.
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I think my husband
is in trouble.
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And you may be the only person
who can help me save him.
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So he never told you
he was thinking about quitting?
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No, but honestly, I don't think
he did think about it.
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I mean, it felt impulsive.
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Well, admittedly, I don't know
your husband very well,
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but Nash doesn't seem
like the impulsive type.
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Well, normally, he isn't.
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But then again,
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normally he wouldn't drive alone
into the middle of a desert
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to have a conversation
with a man
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who doesn't want to talk to him.
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Okay, that's fair.
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I realize that...
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this probably sounds crazy.
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A silly wife with too much time
on her hands.
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No, those aren't words
I would use to describe you.
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But...
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is there a chance
you're reading into it too much?
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The one thing
that you have to learn
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in my line of work
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is how to read people.
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It's easy
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to get caught up
in what they're saying
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and how they're moving.
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And really easy to miss
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what's really going on
under the surface.
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If you know what to look for,
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there's this moment
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and you can see them
when they decide
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they have nothing left to lose.
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It just ripples
across their face.
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And you think you see that look
on your husband's face?
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For years,
Bobby has been walking...
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this tightrope.
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Trying to embrace the life
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that he has now while...
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honoring the one
that he left behind.
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And it was a delicate balance.
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Your arrival
in his life has upset
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that equilibrium.
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He's fallen, Mr. Casey.
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And I need you
to help him find his way
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back to solid ground.
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["I Hear the Day Has Come"
by Matt Maltese playing]
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[alarm ringing]
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♪ See the girl♪
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♪ Stand...♪
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All right, get me a ladder up
to that second floor!
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♪ See the old friends♪
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♪ Sit and talk♪
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You look lost.
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[Hen sighs]
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This adoption paperwork
is kind of overwhelming.
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I thought you said the adoption
hearing was just a formality.
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You know me,
prepare for the worst.
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[Bobby]
I think that's pretty much
the entire LAFD handbook.
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You got this.
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Mara's been through so much.
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I just want her to know
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she finally is
a part of a family again.
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You just welcome her
into your family the way
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you welcomed me into this one,
and she'll be fine.
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Just don't forget.
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Mara and Denny aren't
the only kids
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you're raising, Mother Hen.
263
00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:44,310
♪ See your father♪
264
00:12:44,340 --> 00:12:46,450
♪ In your mother's arms...♪
265
00:12:46,480 --> 00:12:49,900
Hold on. All right, Ravi, why do
we fold these to the edge?
266
00:12:49,940 --> 00:12:51,800
-It's protocol.
-That's right, but
267
00:12:51,840 --> 00:12:54,630
if you leave a loop and stick
your arm through like so,
268
00:12:54,670 --> 00:12:56,120
makes for a faster carry.
269
00:12:56,150 --> 00:12:58,910
♪ See the writer...♪
270
00:12:58,950 --> 00:13:00,810
[Bobby]
That's it, Ravi.
271
00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:03,260
Double time, up the stairwell.
272
00:13:03,290 --> 00:13:04,990
Second floor,
let's go, go, go, go!
273
00:13:05,020 --> 00:13:07,090
♪ They've seen it all,
but they ain't♪
274
00:13:07,130 --> 00:13:09,440
♪ Seen this before...♪
275
00:13:09,470 --> 00:13:11,100
-All set.
-All right.
276
00:13:11,130 --> 00:13:13,790
♪ And I might have it wrong♪
277
00:13:17,310 --> 00:13:18,830
-What, uh, what are you making?
-Not me.
278
00:13:18,860 --> 00:13:20,100
You.
279
00:13:20,140 --> 00:13:21,800
Wha-- Uh...
280
00:13:21,830 --> 00:13:23,970
You're the chef tonight.
Let's see what you got.
281
00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:29,360
Dispatch, I need
an additional four rescue units
282
00:13:29,390 --> 00:13:32,150
and four task force units,
let's go!
283
00:13:32,190 --> 00:13:34,150
Eddie, I was going
through some things,
284
00:13:34,190 --> 00:13:36,470
and I found this.
Made me think of you.
285
00:13:36,500 --> 00:13:37,710
Just hang onto it.
286
00:13:37,740 --> 00:13:39,330
It might come in handy.
287
00:13:40,570 --> 00:13:43,510
♪ I could swim♪
288
00:13:43,540 --> 00:13:47,720
♪ It might all
just be all right♪
289
00:13:47,750 --> 00:13:50,720
♪ Hey...♪
290
00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:53,830
I can't believe
you're letting him cook again.
291
00:13:53,860 --> 00:13:54,830
Well, he's gotten
so good at it.
292
00:13:54,860 --> 00:13:56,180
Well, he had a good teacher.
293
00:13:57,560 --> 00:13:58,970
♪ See the painters...♪
294
00:13:59,010 --> 00:14:01,350
All right,
they're coming out now.
295
00:14:01,390 --> 00:14:04,870
♪ Paint once more♪
296
00:14:04,910 --> 00:14:07,670
♪ They've seen it all♪
297
00:14:07,700 --> 00:14:12,540
♪ But they ain't seen
this before♪
298
00:14:18,540 --> 00:14:21,030
♪ And I might have
had it wrong♪
299
00:14:25,720 --> 00:14:29,000
♪ But I hear
the day has come...♪
300
00:14:29,040 --> 00:14:31,590
My work here is done.
301
00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:34,250
[laughter]
302
00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:38,040
♪ I might have had it wrong♪
303
00:14:41,220 --> 00:14:45,780
♪ But I hear the day has come.♪
304
00:14:45,810 --> 00:14:47,780
[exhales]
305
00:14:47,810 --> 00:14:49,540
Uh, hey, Cap.
306
00:14:49,570 --> 00:14:51,230
You were really on your game
this shift.
307
00:14:51,260 --> 00:14:53,030
And I'm not just talking
about your cooking.
308
00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:55,030
Uh, wow, uh...
309
00:14:55,060 --> 00:14:56,410
thanks.
310
00:14:56,440 --> 00:14:58,750
Yeah.
311
00:14:58,790 --> 00:15:00,900
Buck, I don't say this
often enough.
312
00:15:00,930 --> 00:15:03,240
You've come a really long way.
313
00:15:03,280 --> 00:15:04,930
You're not
the same impulsive hothead
314
00:15:04,970 --> 00:15:06,450
who walked through those doors
seven years ago.
315
00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:10,210
Wow, has it, uh,
316
00:15:10,250 --> 00:15:11,630
has it really been that long?
317
00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:13,800
It has.
318
00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:17,220
Well, here's to seven more.
319
00:15:17,260 --> 00:15:18,950
Yeah.
320
00:15:18,980 --> 00:15:20,430
You going to see Tommy?
321
00:15:21,780 --> 00:15:23,400
Listen, uh...
322
00:15:23,430 --> 00:15:25,260
I kn-- I know we haven't
really talked about him.
323
00:15:25,300 --> 00:15:27,230
Well, what's there
to talk about?
324
00:15:27,270 --> 00:15:29,160
Tommy's good people,
he's good for you.
325
00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:32,240
How do you know that?
326
00:15:32,270 --> 00:15:33,650
'Cause we haven't had
to talk about it.
327
00:15:33,690 --> 00:15:35,790
[chuckles softly]
Good night, Buck.
328
00:15:36,970 --> 00:15:38,760
Oh, uh, hey, uh...
329
00:15:38,790 --> 00:15:40,830
-Cap?
-Yeah?
330
00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:45,590
Thanks.
331
00:15:45,630 --> 00:15:47,490
You know...
332
00:15:47,530 --> 00:15:49,360
for everything.
333
00:15:50,980 --> 00:15:52,710
It's been my pleasure, kid.
334
00:15:57,710 --> 00:15:59,820
[exhales]
335
00:15:59,850 --> 00:16:01,470
[Buck]
Uh...
336
00:16:01,510 --> 00:16:03,790
Hey, can I help you?
337
00:16:03,820 --> 00:16:05,440
Hi, yeah, um...
338
00:16:05,480 --> 00:16:07,310
I'm looking for Eddie Diaz?
339
00:16:08,820 --> 00:16:11,620
Sorry, this is the 118
340
00:16:11,660 --> 00:16:13,970
fire station, right?
341
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,280
[stammering]
Uh, yes, yes.
342
00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:18,460
Uh, you-you said
343
00:16:18,490 --> 00:16:20,530
-you were looking for Eddie?
-Yeah.
344
00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:22,670
I made brownies.
345
00:16:22,700 --> 00:16:24,290
I-I'm sorry.
346
00:16:24,320 --> 00:16:25,700
Who-who did you say you were?
347
00:16:25,740 --> 00:16:27,020
I'm Kim.
348
00:16:27,050 --> 00:16:29,290
Kim.
349
00:16:29,330 --> 00:16:31,990
You know, you-you actually
just missed him.
350
00:16:33,370 --> 00:16:35,130
Well, shoot.
351
00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:36,340
Guess I should've called first.
352
00:16:38,160 --> 00:16:40,300
Would you mind
giving him these for me?
353
00:16:40,340 --> 00:16:42,650
Uh, yeah. [chuckles]
354
00:16:42,690 --> 00:16:45,340
Tell him I'll just get the dish
back next time I see him.
355
00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:46,660
Sure.
356
00:16:46,690 --> 00:16:48,040
Thanks.
357
00:16:48,070 --> 00:16:49,900
Place looks bigger in person
358
00:16:49,930 --> 00:16:51,560
than it does on FaceTime.
359
00:16:51,590 --> 00:16:53,700
Bye.
360
00:16:59,770 --> 00:17:01,710
[knocking at door]
361
00:17:03,220 --> 00:17:04,500
Hey.
362
00:17:04,540 --> 00:17:06,330
Uh, hey.
363
00:17:06,360 --> 00:17:08,020
Uh... can I come in?
364
00:17:08,060 --> 00:17:10,610
[chuckles]
Of course.
365
00:17:13,540 --> 00:17:15,890
Why are you skulking
around my back door?
366
00:17:15,930 --> 00:17:18,410
Well, I just, I wasn't sure
who would be here.
367
00:17:18,450 --> 00:17:19,900
Well, Chris is in his room.
368
00:17:19,930 --> 00:17:21,380
We just had dinner.
369
00:17:21,410 --> 00:17:24,040
Okay, but Marisol,
she's not, right?
370
00:17:24,070 --> 00:17:25,760
No.
371
00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:28,040
Why are you acting so weird?
372
00:17:29,280 --> 00:17:30,600
Something in those brownies?
373
00:17:30,630 --> 00:17:33,600
Uh, that's maybe
a good question.
374
00:17:33,630 --> 00:17:35,880
Um... I don't know.
375
00:17:35,910 --> 00:17:37,880
Buck, what's going on?
376
00:17:37,910 --> 00:17:39,570
Uh, you remember
377
00:17:39,610 --> 00:17:41,880
when Shannon brought
378
00:17:41,920 --> 00:17:44,200
a donation
to the Christmas toy drive
379
00:17:44,230 --> 00:17:46,720
at the firehouse
and that was, uh,
380
00:17:46,750 --> 00:17:49,100
that was kind of surprising,
right?
381
00:17:49,130 --> 00:17:51,070
[chuckles]
What made you think of that?
382
00:17:52,930 --> 00:17:54,970
This was more surprising.
383
00:17:56,100 --> 00:17:58,110
Eddie, who-who's Kim?
384
00:18:03,420 --> 00:18:06,110
She came by the firehouse?
385
00:18:06,150 --> 00:18:07,390
She did.
386
00:18:07,430 --> 00:18:10,390
Uh, she brought some baked goods
387
00:18:10,430 --> 00:18:12,120
and she wanted
to see you, Eddie.
388
00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:15,090
And she-she kind of made it seem
like she was your girlfriend.
389
00:18:15,120 --> 00:18:17,300
She's not my girlfriend.
390
00:18:17,330 --> 00:18:19,090
Marisol's my girlfriend.
391
00:18:19,130 --> 00:18:21,130
Kim's just...
392
00:18:21,160 --> 00:18:22,750
a friend.
393
00:18:22,790 --> 00:18:24,930
Just a-a friend
394
00:18:24,960 --> 00:18:27,140
who's a dead ringer
for your late wife?
395
00:18:28,140 --> 00:18:29,590
Yeah.
396
00:18:29,620 --> 00:18:32,110
What's going on here?
397
00:18:32,140 --> 00:18:34,140
Nothing.
398
00:18:34,180 --> 00:18:35,970
Nothing's going on.
399
00:18:42,810 --> 00:18:45,050
We met a couple weeks ago
when we were at the Promenade.
400
00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:49,680
-We?
-Yeah, me and Marisol
and Christopher.
401
00:18:49,710 --> 00:18:52,300
Okay, great,
they-they've met her?
402
00:18:52,330 --> 00:18:53,990
No.
403
00:18:54,890 --> 00:18:56,680
I mean, I s... I saw her.
404
00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:59,130
And... yeah.
405
00:18:59,170 --> 00:19:01,510
She looks a lot like Shannon.
406
00:19:01,550 --> 00:19:03,310
So I went back.
407
00:19:03,340 --> 00:19:06,860
Turns out, she's
a really nice person, so...
408
00:19:06,900 --> 00:19:10,830
Uh, we struck up a kind of
friendship, that's it.
409
00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:13,630
[wry chuckle] You, uh,
you mean you're seeing her.
410
00:19:13,660 --> 00:19:15,870
We've hung out a few times.
411
00:19:15,910 --> 00:19:17,840
Okay? It's not like
we're having an affair.
412
00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,010
Nothing's happened.
413
00:19:19,050 --> 00:19:21,360
You haven't had sex.
414
00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:23,470
Exactly. It's not even
what I want from her.
415
00:19:23,500 --> 00:19:25,680
Okay, so what do you want?
416
00:19:29,020 --> 00:19:32,510
I... don't know.
417
00:19:32,550 --> 00:19:34,860
Does this poor woman know
418
00:19:34,890 --> 00:19:37,720
that she is a carbon copy
of your dead wife?
419
00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:40,240
Hasn't really come up.
420
00:19:41,550 --> 00:19:43,900
I'm worried about you.
421
00:19:43,940 --> 00:19:46,180
Yeah.
422
00:19:46,210 --> 00:19:48,180
I'm worried about me, too.
423
00:19:51,120 --> 00:19:54,840
Okay. Who wants dessert?
424
00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:58,020
I got some freshly baked
chocolate-chip cookies.
425
00:19:58,050 --> 00:20:00,020
Since when does he freshly bake?
426
00:20:00,060 --> 00:20:02,230
More like "freshly reheated."
427
00:20:02,270 --> 00:20:04,750
The actual baking happened
at that new market on Third.
428
00:20:04,780 --> 00:20:06,410
Turned on an oven.
That still counts.
429
00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:07,410
-[laughter]
-[Denny] Can I have two?
430
00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:08,750
One for later?
431
00:20:08,790 --> 00:20:10,690
Uh, no, you cannot.
432
00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,760
[whispers] Meet me
in the kitchen in ten minutes.
433
00:20:12,790 --> 00:20:14,210
I heard that.
434
00:20:14,240 --> 00:20:15,900
Karen has preternaturally
sharp hearing.
435
00:20:17,730 --> 00:20:19,040
Hears everything.
436
00:20:19,070 --> 00:20:22,110
Can I have another cookie,
please?
437
00:20:24,740 --> 00:20:25,740
Of course, sweetheart.
438
00:20:27,390 --> 00:20:28,390
[laughs]
439
00:20:30,120 --> 00:20:32,090
Great, now they're
coconspirators.
440
00:20:32,120 --> 00:20:34,120
Aw, more like siblings.
441
00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:36,610
I can't believe
how great she's doing.
442
00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:40,920
I-I think seeing
her little brother was the key.
443
00:20:40,960 --> 00:20:43,060
You know, I finally feel
like she trusts us
444
00:20:43,100 --> 00:20:45,380
and she wants to be
part of our family.
445
00:20:45,410 --> 00:20:47,550
-[phone ringing]
-Oh, that's me. Sorry.
446
00:20:47,590 --> 00:20:49,240
[Chimney]
Cap, yesterday,
447
00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:50,590
he surprised me.
He seemed different.
448
00:20:50,620 --> 00:20:51,940
What do you mean?
He was in a great mood.
449
00:20:51,970 --> 00:20:54,250
Yeah, maybe too great of a mood.
450
00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:55,900
Especially after what he said
at the ceremony.
451
00:20:55,940 --> 00:20:57,390
I feel like something's
going on with him.
452
00:20:57,420 --> 00:20:59,150
I asked Athena about it.
453
00:20:59,180 --> 00:21:01,390
She said there was nothing
to worry about?
454
00:21:01,430 --> 00:21:04,910
-But...?
-She seemed worried.
455
00:21:04,950 --> 00:21:07,740
-About what?
-[Karen] Hen?
456
00:21:07,780 --> 00:21:09,260
T-That was Deidre. Uh...
457
00:21:10,510 --> 00:21:12,090
Uh...
458
00:21:12,130 --> 00:21:16,130
Our adoption hearing
was canceled.
459
00:21:16,170 --> 00:21:17,930
We're not going before
the judge on Wednesday.
460
00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:19,270
Well, what happened?
461
00:21:19,310 --> 00:21:21,410
-They're rescheduling it?
-No.
462
00:21:21,450 --> 00:21:24,490
No, it's... it's off
the docket completely.
463
00:21:26,970 --> 00:21:30,180
Apparently, the judge has some
concerns about our petition.
464
00:21:30,210 --> 00:21:32,940
Well, I thought this hearing
was just a formality.
465
00:21:32,980 --> 00:21:35,290
It was supposed to be.
466
00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:36,430
[Karen]
But what Deidre said,
467
00:21:36,460 --> 00:21:37,980
that she's never
seen this happen before.
468
00:21:38,020 --> 00:21:39,670
She thinks that...
469
00:21:39,710 --> 00:21:40,780
well, someone must have
talked to the judge,
470
00:21:40,810 --> 00:21:42,050
but she doesn't know who.
471
00:21:43,330 --> 00:21:44,230
I know exactly who.
472
00:21:49,540 --> 00:21:51,340
♪
473
00:21:56,660 --> 00:21:59,350
-Are you okay?
-[Kim] I...
474
00:21:59,380 --> 00:22:01,140
[stammers]
475
00:22:01,180 --> 00:22:05,840
I mean, if I didn't know better,
even I'd say this was me.
476
00:22:05,870 --> 00:22:09,150
Yeah. You even sound like her.
477
00:22:09,180 --> 00:22:12,190
But I'm not her.
478
00:22:13,670 --> 00:22:15,260
I know.
479
00:22:18,230 --> 00:22:19,990
She died?
480
00:22:20,020 --> 00:22:22,750
Almost five years ago, yeah.
481
00:22:27,860 --> 00:22:30,030
And this is your son?
482
00:22:31,030 --> 00:22:33,520
Yeah.
483
00:22:33,550 --> 00:22:35,210
That's Christopher.
484
00:22:37,210 --> 00:22:39,490
You know, I mean, um...
485
00:22:39,530 --> 00:22:44,190
My mind's kind of blown here,
but, um...
486
00:22:44,220 --> 00:22:46,600
I guess now I know why you've
kept things at a distance.
487
00:22:48,220 --> 00:22:52,540
Which was not fair to you.
488
00:22:54,710 --> 00:22:57,610
That's why I brought you here.
I had to come clean, I...
489
00:22:59,890 --> 00:23:03,100
And tell you
how incredibly sorry I am.
490
00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:07,900
I should have known
you were too good to be true.
491
00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:11,700
I really liked you.
492
00:23:11,730 --> 00:23:13,870
[sighs heavily]
493
00:23:13,900 --> 00:23:16,530
[groans]
I liked you, too.
494
00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:18,770
How can you know that?
495
00:23:20,120 --> 00:23:24,430
I mean, have you been
spending time with me?
496
00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:26,090
Or with her?
497
00:23:31,270 --> 00:23:33,440
[softly]
That's what I thought.
498
00:23:33,480 --> 00:23:38,480
I didn't realize
how much I missed her.
499
00:23:39,830 --> 00:23:41,240
[Eddie sighs]
500
00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:42,970
Then I saw you.
501
00:23:45,110 --> 00:23:47,560
And for a moment,
I even thought...
502
00:23:47,590 --> 00:23:50,080
She'd come back?
503
00:23:50,110 --> 00:23:51,630
Yeah.
504
00:23:54,150 --> 00:23:56,020
I mean, not really, uh, just...
505
00:23:58,290 --> 00:23:59,640
...felt like she had.
506
00:24:03,130 --> 00:24:04,960
I never meant to lead you on.
507
00:24:06,300 --> 00:24:07,790
But you did.
508
00:24:11,340 --> 00:24:12,620
[sniffles]
509
00:24:17,350 --> 00:24:20,490
I guess she was
the love of your life.
510
00:24:22,390 --> 00:24:23,970
I think she was.
511
00:24:25,490 --> 00:24:27,810
Yeah.
512
00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:30,360
Though I'm not sure
I knew at the time.
513
00:24:31,980 --> 00:24:36,300
Shannon and I, we were apart
more than we were together
514
00:24:36,330 --> 00:24:38,470
for most of our marriage.
515
00:24:38,510 --> 00:24:42,960
I was in the military
and she was at home,
516
00:24:42,990 --> 00:24:45,960
in Texas, looking after our son.
517
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:47,830
When I came back, we...
518
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:50,520
...tried.
519
00:24:53,180 --> 00:24:54,490
But it was difficult.
520
00:24:56,700 --> 00:24:58,350
Then she left.
521
00:24:59,530 --> 00:25:01,390
Then she came back.
522
00:25:02,670 --> 00:25:03,840
[Eddie exhales]
523
00:25:04,910 --> 00:25:06,500
And then she was gone.
524
00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:13,020
Well, it sounds like you two
had some unfinished business.
525
00:25:14,540 --> 00:25:16,230
Yeah.
526
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:20,860
Never did get to say
all the things I wanted to say.
527
00:25:23,550 --> 00:25:27,040
Or hear all the things
I needed to hear, I guess.
528
00:25:29,250 --> 00:25:30,900
I'm sorry I'm not her.
529
00:25:32,770 --> 00:25:34,290
Bye, Eddie.
530
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:37,670
-Let me take you home?
-No.
531
00:25:37,700 --> 00:25:39,220
I'm okay.
532
00:25:39,260 --> 00:25:41,050
♪
533
00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:47,130
[door closes]
534
00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:49,890
[knocking on door]
535
00:25:50,890 --> 00:25:52,580
[exhales]
536
00:25:52,620 --> 00:25:54,890
-Thanks for coming.
-Sure.
537
00:26:00,590 --> 00:26:03,730
Bobby isn't here yet,
but he should be home soon.
538
00:26:06,250 --> 00:26:09,080
-You have a beautiful home.
-Thank you.
539
00:26:09,110 --> 00:26:10,870
Would you like a coffee
while we wait?
540
00:26:10,910 --> 00:26:12,770
That'd be nice. Thank you.
541
00:26:14,910 --> 00:26:17,090
-How long have you lived here?
-Let's see,
542
00:26:17,120 --> 00:26:20,750
well, May was a baby
when Michael and I moved in
543
00:26:20,780 --> 00:26:25,230
and Harry wasn't even born yet,
so almost 20 years.
544
00:26:25,270 --> 00:26:28,240
Um, Michael was
my first husband.
545
00:26:28,270 --> 00:26:29,930
And he is...
546
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:33,070
Living happily in Florida
with hishusband.
547
00:26:33,100 --> 00:26:36,730
I really appreciate
your doing this.
548
00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:38,970
Well, honestly, I don't know
what it is I'm doing.
549
00:26:39,010 --> 00:26:41,420
Pep talks have
never been my thing.
550
00:26:41,460 --> 00:26:44,150
Bobby is not normally
someone who needs them.
551
00:26:44,180 --> 00:26:46,740
Truth is, he's usually
the one who gives them.
552
00:26:46,770 --> 00:26:49,120
Can't help but wonder if,
all these years,
553
00:26:49,150 --> 00:26:50,780
it's been a defense mechanism.
554
00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:55,750
Always focusing on
someone else's problems
555
00:26:55,780 --> 00:26:58,990
makes it easier
to ignore your own.
556
00:26:59,030 --> 00:27:00,790
So, the kids.
557
00:27:00,820 --> 00:27:04,510
-Yours and your ex's, I assume?
-[Athena] Oh, yeah.
558
00:27:04,550 --> 00:27:07,760
I mean, they've come
to really love Bobby.
559
00:27:07,790 --> 00:27:10,800
Well, he is a lucky man.
560
00:27:10,830 --> 00:27:13,970
Looks like he's found
a great life for himself.
561
00:27:17,390 --> 00:27:19,150
♪
562
00:27:21,150 --> 00:27:23,400
[breathing heavily]
563
00:27:28,710 --> 00:27:31,300
I can't do this.
564
00:27:31,330 --> 00:27:34,650
I wish you and Captain Nash
the best. I truly do.
565
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:37,790
But I will not be the prop
that keeps this man afloat.
566
00:27:37,820 --> 00:27:39,340
Wait. Please.
567
00:27:39,380 --> 00:27:41,660
Amir, what are you doing here?
568
00:27:41,690 --> 00:27:43,420
You really want to make amends?
569
00:27:45,900 --> 00:27:49,520
You and your wife need to stay
the hell away from me.
570
00:27:52,740 --> 00:27:54,980
[door opens, closes]
571
00:27:55,010 --> 00:27:57,020
What the hell was that?
572
00:28:03,370 --> 00:28:04,850
-What were you thinking?
-Bobby--
573
00:28:04,890 --> 00:28:06,990
You know what he's been through,
and what I put him through.
574
00:28:07,030 --> 00:28:08,370
You don't think that asking him
to provide a shoulder for me
575
00:28:08,410 --> 00:28:10,170
to cry on is expecting
a little too much?
576
00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:12,550
You won't talk to me, so I
thought maybe you'd talk to him.
577
00:28:12,580 --> 00:28:13,830
Well, what do you expect me
to say to him?
578
00:28:13,860 --> 00:28:16,720
Why did you really quit
your job, Bobby?
579
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:18,830
I told you, I'm tired
and I'm-- I feel like a fraud
580
00:28:18,860 --> 00:28:19,830
and I need a break.
581
00:28:19,870 --> 00:28:23,350
Stop lying to me.
582
00:28:23,390 --> 00:28:25,080
♪
583
00:28:27,870 --> 00:28:30,080
Y-You know,
584
00:28:30,120 --> 00:28:32,360
I always knew
that there was a part of you
585
00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:34,220
that I could never touch.
586
00:28:34,260 --> 00:28:36,740
That pain of losing your family.
587
00:28:36,780 --> 00:28:39,440
I could imagine
what it must be like,
588
00:28:39,470 --> 00:28:41,720
but I can never really
understand it.
589
00:28:41,750 --> 00:28:43,860
The best that I could do
was to love you
590
00:28:43,890 --> 00:28:45,620
and hope that that was enough
to keep you here.
591
00:28:45,650 --> 00:28:47,580
I'm not going anywhere.
592
00:28:47,620 --> 00:28:51,030
You're not? You barely sleep,
you quit your job.
593
00:28:51,070 --> 00:28:53,210
You're making the rounds
to say your goodbyes.
594
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,380
Feels a little like...
595
00:28:55,420 --> 00:28:57,390
you're getting
your affairs in order.
596
00:28:57,420 --> 00:28:59,040
No, no, no, I would never.
597
00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,740
You once stood on the ledge
of a building
598
00:29:01,770 --> 00:29:05,080
and you were ready to step off
to join your dead family.
599
00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:08,740
Athena, that was a long time ago
and I was dosed on LSD.
600
00:29:08,780 --> 00:29:10,050
And that's what I told myself
at the time.
601
00:29:10,090 --> 00:29:11,050
And that's what I tell myself
602
00:29:11,090 --> 00:29:13,750
every time you go
to a dark place.
603
00:29:13,780 --> 00:29:16,780
But I still remember that look.
604
00:29:16,820 --> 00:29:20,890
And you're standing on the ledge
of a building again, Bobby.
605
00:29:20,930 --> 00:29:22,510
[sighs]
606
00:29:30,830 --> 00:29:32,460
[Bobby]
I'm not supposed to be here.
607
00:29:33,630 --> 00:29:35,770
I should've died in that fire.
608
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:37,630
But you didn't.
609
00:29:47,990 --> 00:29:50,470
I made a plan to fix that.
610
00:29:50,510 --> 00:29:55,130
I kept this book
with 148 lines in it.
611
00:29:55,170 --> 00:29:58,170
Every time I saved a life,
I filled in the line.
612
00:29:58,210 --> 00:30:00,000
One life saved
to repay one life lost.
613
00:30:00,030 --> 00:30:02,930
And what then?
614
00:30:02,970 --> 00:30:05,970
After you've saved the 148?
615
00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:09,870
I'm not supposed to be here.
616
00:30:11,150 --> 00:30:12,740
And where is that book now?
617
00:30:14,390 --> 00:30:17,850
I threw it in the trash
on the night of our first date.
618
00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:21,330
All this time
and you never told me that?
619
00:30:21,370 --> 00:30:23,750
I didn't want any of this
to touch you.
620
00:30:26,850 --> 00:30:28,680
Too late.
621
00:30:39,690 --> 00:30:41,180
Damn it.
622
00:30:44,390 --> 00:30:46,180
[receptionist]
Hey, you can't go in there.
623
00:30:46,220 --> 00:30:47,700
[Ortiz]
Firefighter Wilson.
624
00:30:47,740 --> 00:30:50,020
I didn't see you
in my calendar today.
625
00:30:50,050 --> 00:30:53,050
Is this an official LAFD visit?
626
00:30:53,090 --> 00:30:57,160
It's okay.
Give us a minute, please.
627
00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:59,850
-[sighs]
-Okay. Say your piece.
628
00:30:59,890 --> 00:31:01,750
[door closes]
629
00:31:01,790 --> 00:31:05,890
Look, I am truly, truly
sorry for your loss.
630
00:31:05,930 --> 00:31:07,900
But that does not
give you the right
631
00:31:07,930 --> 00:31:10,170
to use a little girl as a pawn
632
00:31:10,210 --> 00:31:12,000
in your revenge scheme
against me.
633
00:31:12,040 --> 00:31:14,590
I'm just trying
to help that little girl.
634
00:31:14,630 --> 00:31:17,080
Y-You think depriving her
of a loving family,
635
00:31:17,110 --> 00:31:19,010
and a safe home, is-is helping?
636
00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:20,870
You think
very highly of yourself,
637
00:31:20,910 --> 00:31:22,880
don't you, Firefighter Wilson?
638
00:31:22,910 --> 00:31:24,910
What does that even mean?
639
00:31:24,950 --> 00:31:27,090
I know you made an honest
mistake when treating my son.
640
00:31:29,300 --> 00:31:31,710
I guess I should say
not treating him.
641
00:31:31,750 --> 00:31:34,540
When I had my people look
more closely in your records,
642
00:31:34,580 --> 00:31:37,060
I find a disturbing pattern.
643
00:31:37,100 --> 00:31:39,550
What the hell
are you talking about?
644
00:31:39,580 --> 00:31:41,100
A year ago...
645
00:31:42,650 --> 00:31:46,800
...a man died
at a happiness convention?
646
00:31:46,830 --> 00:31:50,390
His family claims you delayed
the extrication and he died
647
00:31:50,420 --> 00:31:51,420
on the scene.
648
00:31:51,460 --> 00:31:53,940
I-I had to make a-a choice.
649
00:31:53,980 --> 00:31:56,600
Misidentified cheerleaders.
650
00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:01,430
A suspicious incident
in a bank vault.
651
00:32:01,470 --> 00:32:04,470
Questionable procedures
in the field.
652
00:32:04,500 --> 00:32:06,230
I mean, did you
really put your hands
653
00:32:06,260 --> 00:32:09,410
inside a man's chest cavity?
654
00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:15,000
I've only ever done my best
to save lives.
655
00:32:18,100 --> 00:32:21,490
Evelyn Fischer, 17 years old,
656
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:24,320
on her way to a concert
at the Philharmonic.
657
00:32:24,350 --> 00:32:27,600
She was struck and killed
by an ambulance
658
00:32:27,630 --> 00:32:28,940
driven by you.
659
00:32:30,810 --> 00:32:34,090
You really don't care about
the pain that you're causing.
660
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:39,090
Do not talk to me about pain.
661
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:40,780
[phone ringing]
662
00:32:40,820 --> 00:32:43,960
I think you might want
to take that call.
663
00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:49,820
Karen.
664
00:32:52,030 --> 00:32:53,380
What's wrong?
665
00:32:56,660 --> 00:32:58,140
I don't want to go.
666
00:32:58,180 --> 00:32:59,350
[Karen]
Mara, it's going to be okay.
667
00:32:59,390 --> 00:33:01,010
-No, I don't want to go.
-It's gonna be okay.
668
00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:03,980
[stammers] This is just
really upsetting for her.
669
00:33:04,010 --> 00:33:05,010
Could we just
take a beat, maybe?
670
00:33:05,050 --> 00:33:06,530
Just hang on, hang on a minute.
671
00:33:06,570 --> 00:33:07,530
Did you get in touch
with Deidre?
672
00:33:07,570 --> 00:33:08,530
She said there's nothing
she can do.
673
00:33:08,570 --> 00:33:10,810
They revoked
our foster license, Hen.
674
00:33:10,850 --> 00:33:12,360
We didn't even have a hearing.
675
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:14,300
-Come on, let's go.
-[screams]
676
00:33:14,330 --> 00:33:16,020
-Don't touch my sister.
-[Hen] Denny, no.
677
00:33:16,060 --> 00:33:17,370
Don't make this any worse.
678
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:18,650
Mom, you can't let them
take her.
679
00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:20,370
[exhales]
680
00:33:20,410 --> 00:33:22,000
Please.
681
00:33:22,030 --> 00:33:24,000
There's got to be a better way
that we can do this.
682
00:33:24,030 --> 00:33:26,380
You're scaring the kids.
683
00:33:26,410 --> 00:33:28,040
I'm sorry, we have to take her.
684
00:33:28,070 --> 00:33:29,170
[Mara]
But I want to stay here.
685
00:33:29,210 --> 00:33:31,560
We were supposed to be a family.
686
00:33:38,870 --> 00:33:42,530
Just... just give us a minute.
687
00:33:42,570 --> 00:33:44,190
Please?
688
00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:58,450
W-We are still a family.
689
00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:02,040
Even though we're not
under the same roof.
690
00:34:02,070 --> 00:34:03,860
Okay?
691
00:34:03,900 --> 00:34:06,380
You are our daughter.
692
00:34:07,730 --> 00:34:08,970
And we love you.
693
00:34:10,460 --> 00:34:13,220
Don't you ever forget that.
694
00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:21,050
-Come on, Mara.
-[crying]
695
00:34:25,090 --> 00:34:27,060
[sobbing]
696
00:34:35,930 --> 00:34:37,760
[knocking at door]
697
00:34:44,940 --> 00:34:46,080
Hi.
698
00:34:47,940 --> 00:34:50,260
What-- What are you doing here?
699
00:34:50,290 --> 00:34:52,260
You are alone, aren't you?
700
00:34:53,950 --> 00:34:55,300
Y-Yeah.
701
00:34:57,850 --> 00:35:00,750
I don't feel like
we said everything we...
702
00:35:00,780 --> 00:35:02,610
needed to say.
703
00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:15,250
Kim, what are you doing?
704
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:16,970
Who's Kim?
705
00:35:18,630 --> 00:35:21,250
Oh, God, you really do
look just like her.
706
00:35:21,290 --> 00:35:22,810
Like who?
707
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,670
Like Shannon.
708
00:35:25,700 --> 00:35:28,260
Maybe I am.
709
00:35:28,290 --> 00:35:30,470
-Kim...
-And maybe there are things
you need to say.
710
00:35:30,500 --> 00:35:32,780
Things that you never
got the chance to say.
711
00:35:32,820 --> 00:35:34,160
Let me hear them.
712
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:35,470
I really appreciate
what you're trying to do--
713
00:35:35,510 --> 00:35:37,610
Our time together was too short.
714
00:35:37,650 --> 00:35:39,480
Eddie, we were apart
more than we were together.
715
00:35:39,510 --> 00:35:40,480
Please stop.
716
00:35:40,510 --> 00:35:43,170
Just say what you need to say.
717
00:35:43,210 --> 00:35:44,650
-[sighs] I can't do this.
-You have to.
718
00:35:45,830 --> 00:35:47,450
You have to let me go.
719
00:35:47,490 --> 00:35:49,490
I don't want to.
720
00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:51,800
Just let it out, baby.
721
00:35:51,830 --> 00:35:53,970
Because I am right here.
722
00:35:54,010 --> 00:35:56,050
No, you're not.
723
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:00,360
You left me...
724
00:36:02,220 --> 00:36:03,090
...Shannon.
725
00:36:05,020 --> 00:36:06,680
Why?
726
00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:09,540
I thought you loved me.
727
00:36:09,580 --> 00:36:10,680
I did.
728
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:13,170
I do.
729
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:14,890
But not enough?
730
00:36:14,930 --> 00:36:17,170
Not enough to stay?
731
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:19,070
Christopher got a letter.
732
00:36:20,900 --> 00:36:23,110
You at least tried
to explain it to him.
733
00:36:24,350 --> 00:36:27,250
What about me?
Where was my letter?
734
00:36:28,870 --> 00:36:33,010
All I got was a note
saying you had gone.
735
00:36:33,050 --> 00:36:34,910
I know I wasn't
a perfect husband.
736
00:36:34,950 --> 00:36:37,090
I did my fair share
of running, too, but...
737
00:36:38,950 --> 00:36:40,680
...I came back.
738
00:36:40,710 --> 00:36:44,090
Not because of some obligation,
739
00:36:44,130 --> 00:36:47,680
but because I couldn't
imagine a life without...
740
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:49,410
[exhales]
741
00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:52,240
...without you.
742
00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:57,930
[chuckles] And you know what?
743
00:36:57,970 --> 00:36:59,420
I still can't.
744
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:02,730
But I'm still living it.
745
00:37:04,390 --> 00:37:08,150
But it's broken. I'mbroken.
746
00:37:10,910 --> 00:37:12,430
And I can't fix it.
747
00:37:13,950 --> 00:37:16,610
This is the life I have now.
748
00:37:18,580 --> 00:37:21,920
This is the life from now on.
749
00:37:24,310 --> 00:37:25,650
The life...
750
00:37:28,310 --> 00:37:30,000
...without you.
751
00:37:32,110 --> 00:37:35,770
You were supposed
to be here with me, baby.
752
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:41,770
And now you're not.
753
00:37:48,810 --> 00:37:50,610
And you never will be.
754
00:38:00,510 --> 00:38:02,280
I'm sorry.
755
00:38:12,010 --> 00:38:14,320
[Marisol]
Oh. Okay.
756
00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:16,010
[Marisol chuckles]
757
00:38:20,190 --> 00:38:21,020
Mom?
758
00:38:23,990 --> 00:38:25,990
[glass clanking softly]
759
00:38:39,380 --> 00:38:41,210
[glass clanking]
760
00:38:46,490 --> 00:38:49,050
Oh, hey, son.
I didn't wake you, did I?
761
00:38:50,360 --> 00:38:51,500
No, it's okay.
762
00:38:51,530 --> 00:38:53,330
Hey, can I pour you a drink?
763
00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:58,680
Just don't tell your mother.
764
00:39:00,060 --> 00:39:01,990
I don't think I'm supposed to.
765
00:39:02,020 --> 00:39:04,340
Oh, come on. It's a celebration.
766
00:39:04,370 --> 00:39:05,820
What are we celebrating?
767
00:39:05,860 --> 00:39:08,690
You, my son, the hero.
768
00:39:08,720 --> 00:39:10,340
I am not a hero.
769
00:39:10,380 --> 00:39:11,690
Sure you are.
770
00:39:12,900 --> 00:39:16,000
No. People keep calling me that,
but it's a lie.
771
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:17,490
[chuckles]
772
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:19,870
Then why did they give you that?
773
00:39:23,940 --> 00:39:27,220
[grunts, strains]
774
00:39:27,260 --> 00:39:31,020
It's heavy, am I right?
[chuckles]
775
00:39:31,050 --> 00:39:32,370
I can't breathe
with this thing on.
776
00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:35,020
Dad. Help me take it off.
777
00:39:35,060 --> 00:39:37,510
No, son. Sorry.
778
00:39:37,540 --> 00:39:39,130
That one's yours.
779
00:39:41,410 --> 00:39:43,860
Mm! But I did
make you something.
780
00:39:43,890 --> 00:39:45,270
[laughs]
781
00:39:45,310 --> 00:39:47,550
Oh, I think
you're gonna love it.
782
00:39:49,450 --> 00:39:52,280
It's got all the people
that you didn't save.
783
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:04,880
I'm sorry
I couldn't save you, Dad.
784
00:40:04,910 --> 00:40:08,090
I was supposed to save you, kid.
785
00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:10,890
Now I guess
you got to save yourself.
786
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:12,580
[echoing]
Do you smell that?
787
00:40:12,610 --> 00:40:14,130
[sharp inhale]
788
00:40:17,580 --> 00:40:19,170
[fire crackling]
789
00:40:22,450 --> 00:40:24,000
Athena!
790
00:40:31,630 --> 00:40:33,120
[panting]
791
00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:38,570
Athena!
792
00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:40,190
Ah!
793
00:40:43,780 --> 00:40:45,160
Athena!
794
00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:47,160
Hey! Athena!
795
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:49,170
Hey, Athena, can you hear me?
796
00:40:54,830 --> 00:40:56,350
[grunts]
797
00:41:02,390 --> 00:41:04,180
[grunting]
798
00:41:09,810 --> 00:41:10,670
Come on. Come on, baby.
799
00:41:10,700 --> 00:41:11,980
Come on. Come on.
800
00:41:24,340 --> 00:41:26,310
Athena, can you hear me?
801
00:41:26,340 --> 00:41:28,340
-Come on, baby. Come on.
-[approaching sirens]
802
00:41:28,380 --> 00:41:29,860
All right, come back to me.
Come on.
803
00:41:29,900 --> 00:41:31,520
Come back to me.
804
00:41:31,550 --> 00:41:32,520
Come on.
805
00:41:32,550 --> 00:41:34,140
[sirens wailing]
806
00:41:34,180 --> 00:41:36,320
Come on, baby, come on.
807
00:41:36,350 --> 00:41:38,530
Come on, Athena. Come on.
Come on.
808
00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:42,500
-[coughing]
-There you go. Yeah.
809
00:41:42,530 --> 00:41:45,050
-There we go. Yeah.
-[coughing, wheezing]
810
00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:47,150
Yep, there you go.
You're all right.
811
00:41:47,190 --> 00:41:49,360
Yeah, you just breathe.
You just breathe, okay?
812
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:51,640
Hey, hey, hey, over here.
Come on.
813
00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:53,540
She took in a lot of smoke.
Get some O2 on her, now.
814
00:41:53,580 --> 00:41:56,540
[coughing]
815
00:41:56,580 --> 00:41:58,550
[panting]
816
00:41:58,580 --> 00:42:00,890
♪
817
00:42:00,930 --> 00:42:03,000
[thudding heartbeat]
818
00:42:03,030 --> 00:42:04,690
Uh...
819
00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:07,110
[groans]
820
00:42:08,690 --> 00:42:10,010
[groans]
821
00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:11,520
Captain Nash!
Get the Lifepak!
822
00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:16,870
His heart stopped.
823
00:42:19,220 --> 00:42:21,090
[female EMT]
Charge to 100.
824
00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:22,090
[male EMT]
Charging.
825
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:23,710
[defibrillator whines]
826
00:42:23,740 --> 00:42:25,470
-Clear.
-[paddles thud]
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