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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:20,937 --> 00:00:21,937 ♪ Girl ♪ 2 00:00:24,274 --> 00:00:26,484 ♪ Perfectly her ♪ 3 00:00:28,570 --> 00:00:31,489 ♪ Broken and hurt ♪ 4 00:00:33,867 --> 00:00:38,246 ♪ Soft and asleep in the morning gray ♪ 5 00:00:38,329 --> 00:00:42,459 ♪ Shake off the night And don't hide your face ♪ 6 00:00:42,542 --> 00:00:46,963 ♪ The sun lights the world With a single flame ♪ 7 00:00:49,007 --> 00:00:51,092 ♪ I want you to see this ♪ 8 00:00:53,428 --> 00:00:55,430 ♪ I want you to see this ♪ 9 00:01:09,861 --> 00:01:10,945 ♪ Today ♪ 10 00:01:12,864 --> 00:01:15,950 ♪ And all of your days ♪ 11 00:01:17,619 --> 00:01:20,205 ♪ I'll wear your pain ♪ 12 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:27,128 ♪ Heal what I can in your troubled mind ♪ 13 00:01:27,212 --> 00:01:31,674 ♪ Sometimes our bodies Will hurt for some time ♪ 14 00:01:31,758 --> 00:01:35,720 ♪ And the beauty in that Can be hard to find ♪ 15 00:01:37,013 --> 00:01:39,265 ♪ I want you to know this ♪ 16 00:01:41,726 --> 00:01:44,938 I'm Denise. I'm a survivor of domestic violence. 17 00:01:45,021 --> 00:01:46,021 Hi, Denise. 18 00:01:46,064 --> 00:01:47,148 Hi, Denise. 19 00:01:47,232 --> 00:01:52,320 Does anyone want to share anything today before we start with our special activity? 20 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:57,408 Okay. Then I'll turn this over to Alex. 21 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:58,701 Let's give her a warm welcome. 22 00:02:01,079 --> 00:02:02,122 Thanks, guys. 23 00:02:02,205 --> 00:02:06,626 I'm Alex and I am a survivor of domestic violence. 24 00:02:06,709 --> 00:02:08,878 Hi, Alex. 25 00:02:08,962 --> 00:02:12,966 I asked Denise if I could do some volunteer work and... 26 00:02:13,550 --> 00:02:16,094 I meant cleaning the toilets, but... 27 00:02:16,177 --> 00:02:18,138 Denise said that I should do this instead 28 00:02:18,221 --> 00:02:23,351 and I said "no," and she said "yes," and here we are. 29 00:02:23,434 --> 00:02:25,645 Show them your serial-killer notebook. 30 00:02:25,728 --> 00:02:28,398 She says my writing looks like a serial killer's, so... 31 00:02:28,481 --> 00:02:30,191 Damn, you wrote all that? 32 00:02:30,275 --> 00:02:34,320 I did. Yes. I wrote this just since I've been at McMullen House. 33 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:39,617 Do any of you guys write for fun? 34 00:02:42,370 --> 00:02:44,914 Brandi, you do not need to raise your hand. 35 00:02:45,582 --> 00:02:49,711 I had a diary in 5th grade. It was furry and pink. 36 00:02:49,794 --> 00:02:52,046 It had a little lock on it. 37 00:02:52,130 --> 00:02:54,591 - Yeah. Me too. I had one of those. - Mm. 38 00:02:56,092 --> 00:02:57,719 Here's the hard question. 39 00:02:57,802 --> 00:03:01,222 Who were you writing to when you wrote? 40 00:03:01,306 --> 00:03:03,850 Nobody. Just myself. 41 00:03:03,933 --> 00:03:05,268 Yeah, same. 42 00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:10,273 Writing is where I go to be honest about how I feel. 43 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:14,861 Sometimes it's really the only way for me to know what it is that I'm feeling. 44 00:03:14,944 --> 00:03:18,364 Like I have to write in order to see what I'm gonna write. 45 00:03:18,448 --> 00:03:20,241 If that makes any sense. 46 00:03:21,075 --> 00:03:22,075 But... 47 00:03:22,911 --> 00:03:27,498 I find that it's a lot easier to write the truth than it is to say it out loud. 48 00:03:29,334 --> 00:03:31,628 Nobody can take writing away from you. 49 00:03:32,211 --> 00:03:36,633 Nobody can tell you that you're wrong, or your words are wrong. 50 00:03:36,716 --> 00:03:38,051 Because they're not. 51 00:03:38,134 --> 00:03:40,845 You're right, and your words are fucking right. 52 00:03:42,597 --> 00:03:43,932 Because they're yours. 53 00:03:45,558 --> 00:03:49,062 Anyway, we all have notebooks and pens. 54 00:03:49,145 --> 00:03:52,607 Are we gonna read this out loud? 55 00:03:52,690 --> 00:03:56,194 You can if you want to, but you definitely don't have to if you don't want to. 56 00:03:57,028 --> 00:03:59,948 Okay, so I brought some writing prompts 57 00:04:00,031 --> 00:04:03,534 that I got from a real professor from the Internet 58 00:04:03,618 --> 00:04:06,412 that is qualified to be teaching things. 59 00:04:06,496 --> 00:04:10,166 Okay. Describe a day in your life that you were really happy. 60 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:13,127 It can be a real day that actually happened. 61 00:04:13,211 --> 00:04:16,422 Or an imagined day that you wish would happen. 62 00:04:19,509 --> 00:04:21,386 I'm gonna put ten minutes on... 63 00:04:22,553 --> 00:04:23,846 the clock. 64 00:04:23,930 --> 00:04:27,767 There's no pressure, we're just writing for the sake of writing. 65 00:04:33,731 --> 00:04:35,149 That was great. 66 00:04:35,233 --> 00:04:38,236 - Can I ask something? You have a minute? - Of course. 67 00:04:38,319 --> 00:04:40,571 I know the answer to this already, 68 00:04:40,655 --> 00:04:43,658 but we're not allowed to have any visitors at the shelter, are we? 69 00:04:43,741 --> 00:04:46,119 No. I'm sorry, baby girl. 70 00:04:46,202 --> 00:04:49,289 We can only have individual victims and their children in shelter. 71 00:04:49,956 --> 00:04:51,582 - Figured. - Why? 72 00:04:52,875 --> 00:04:56,879 Um, I just found out that my mom's living in a car. 73 00:04:56,963 --> 00:04:58,298 Sorry to hear that. 74 00:04:58,381 --> 00:04:59,590 Thanks. 75 00:04:59,674 --> 00:05:01,134 Is she a victim of DV? 76 00:05:02,135 --> 00:05:06,931 She's a chronic victim of DV, but she's also in complete denial 77 00:05:07,015 --> 00:05:09,851 and delusional and unmedicated, so... 78 00:05:10,601 --> 00:05:12,562 Is she over 55? 79 00:05:12,645 --> 00:05:13,896 Mm-hm. 80 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:17,525 They have a program called SHARE that puts homeless folks at senior centers, 81 00:05:17,608 --> 00:05:19,777 but she has to enroll. 82 00:05:19,861 --> 00:05:21,571 Yeah. Ah... 83 00:05:21,654 --> 00:05:24,782 She really hates everything government-oriented 84 00:05:24,866 --> 00:05:28,995 and she's on the lam from a psych ward, so that's not gonna work out. 85 00:05:29,495 --> 00:05:30,495 Thank you. 86 00:05:30,997 --> 00:05:33,291 Is there anyone else that can look after your mom? 87 00:05:34,083 --> 00:05:37,003 No, I've been taking care of her since I was 6. 88 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:41,299 What would happen if you didn't? 89 00:05:50,600 --> 00:05:53,269 I think I'll do something, I don't know, 90 00:05:53,352 --> 00:05:55,313 something spectacular when I walk in. 91 00:06:01,486 --> 00:06:06,699 They come in really strong. Yeah, that's a good idea, so... 92 00:06:09,160 --> 00:06:10,578 Oh, shit, man. 93 00:06:10,661 --> 00:06:13,289 - Hey, Mom. - Alex, hey. 94 00:06:13,372 --> 00:06:18,711 I thought that was you, I was just driving home from a clean and I saw your car. 95 00:06:18,795 --> 00:06:20,421 She's hard to miss. 96 00:06:20,505 --> 00:06:24,967 - What are you up to out here? - Oh, well, look at Her Majesty. 97 00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:26,844 Spring has sprung. 98 00:06:26,928 --> 00:06:29,722 It's gonna be a cotton-candy sunset, 99 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:33,309 and I'm gonna watch every sugar-coated moment of her. 100 00:06:33,392 --> 00:06:36,020 Looks like you were talking to the birds. 101 00:06:36,104 --> 00:06:37,772 Oh, no, honey. 102 00:06:38,397 --> 00:06:43,903 I downloaded that dictation app onto my phone. 103 00:06:43,986 --> 00:06:48,825 Because I'm giving a lecture on the Neolithic concept 104 00:06:48,908 --> 00:06:50,743 of the solar barge to the collective. 105 00:06:50,827 --> 00:06:54,914 And, um, I would write this one, but I can't. 106 00:06:54,997 --> 00:06:56,833 Because my fucking arm's killing me. 107 00:06:56,916 --> 00:06:59,168 Oh, where's your cast, Mom? 108 00:07:00,253 --> 00:07:01,629 Where did your cast go? 109 00:07:01,712 --> 00:07:03,381 Oh. 110 00:07:03,464 --> 00:07:06,175 It was plastered to your wrist. Where did it go? 111 00:07:06,259 --> 00:07:07,259 Uh... 112 00:07:07,885 --> 00:07:11,222 I had a terrible itch, so I had Micah saw it off. 113 00:07:11,305 --> 00:07:14,308 I have to say, it was oddly erotic. 114 00:07:14,392 --> 00:07:17,645 Are you kidding me? The cast has to be on for six more weeks. 115 00:07:17,728 --> 00:07:19,689 - It's fine. - No, that's not fine. 116 00:07:19,772 --> 00:07:22,692 You have a severed tendon and now your tendon is not gonna heal. 117 00:07:23,526 --> 00:07:27,238 If you're gonna ruin the cotton candy, you're gonna have to go. 118 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:33,285 I'm, um... 119 00:07:34,203 --> 00:07:35,913 I'm glad that I ran into you. 120 00:07:36,539 --> 00:07:40,543 I know that you have a great living situation in your loft 121 00:07:40,626 --> 00:07:43,045 with your collective, but, um... 122 00:07:44,589 --> 00:07:47,341 I told you I'm moving to Montana. 123 00:07:49,719 --> 00:07:50,928 What if you came with me? 124 00:07:52,889 --> 00:07:55,141 I've got a place on campus. 125 00:07:55,224 --> 00:07:56,934 You could hang with Maddy 126 00:07:57,018 --> 00:08:01,647 and you could go on walks and you could paint all day. 127 00:08:02,398 --> 00:08:04,400 Watch Maddy start kindergarten. 128 00:08:07,445 --> 00:08:09,822 Oh, babe, that's not me. 129 00:08:11,741 --> 00:08:13,117 Why not? 130 00:08:13,201 --> 00:08:14,619 Because I'm not boring. 131 00:08:17,121 --> 00:08:18,873 I've got a big life. 132 00:08:18,956 --> 00:08:21,751 I can't be galloping off behind you, being a tag along. 133 00:08:21,834 --> 00:08:25,004 No, Mom. I'm really serious. I'm inviting you. 134 00:08:26,380 --> 00:08:28,424 My blood's here, honey. 135 00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:31,344 My mama's buried here. Her mama's buried here. 136 00:08:31,427 --> 00:08:33,262 The Langley women are here. 137 00:08:35,014 --> 00:08:38,184 I am a Langley woman and I am going. 138 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:40,603 I know, baby, and that's you. 139 00:08:41,437 --> 00:08:42,437 But, uh... 140 00:08:44,857 --> 00:08:46,067 I can't leave. 141 00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:50,529 Okay. 142 00:08:52,949 --> 00:08:55,368 Go to some appointments before I leave. 143 00:08:55,451 --> 00:08:58,204 - Like the wrist doctor. - Hard pass. 144 00:08:58,287 --> 00:09:01,123 I'm making you an appointment for tomorrow, okay? 145 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:04,085 You're gonna meet me there. Nod that you hear me. 146 00:09:08,589 --> 00:09:11,175 I don't wanna have to worry about you when I'm gone, Mom. 147 00:09:16,013 --> 00:09:18,766 Look at that. Cotton candy. 148 00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:24,605 We're starting here, and then we're gonna go over some mountains. 149 00:09:25,189 --> 00:09:28,484 We're gonna go to Spokane, which is a really big city. 150 00:09:28,568 --> 00:09:31,028 Then we're gonna go over more mountains. 151 00:09:31,696 --> 00:09:33,531 Then over some more mountains. 152 00:09:34,282 --> 00:09:36,492 All the way to Missoula. 153 00:09:37,118 --> 00:09:38,995 - Mm-hm. - Right there. 154 00:09:39,078 --> 00:09:40,621 Missoula. 155 00:09:40,705 --> 00:09:41,705 Missoula. 156 00:09:43,416 --> 00:09:45,668 It's gonna take us this many hours. 157 00:09:45,751 --> 00:09:51,757 Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. Nine. 158 00:09:51,841 --> 00:09:52,841 Nine hours. 159 00:09:53,551 --> 00:09:56,053 - And "Shoop." - Exactly. 160 00:09:58,973 --> 00:10:02,810 ♪ There he go, my baby Never answers in the room ♪ 161 00:10:03,436 --> 00:10:06,314 ♪ Steps outside or puts it on snooze ♪ 162 00:10:06,397 --> 00:10:09,025 ♪ He just do whatever he do ♪ 163 00:10:09,108 --> 00:10:11,694 ♪ Like, "Hello, hello, hello? ♪ 164 00:10:11,777 --> 00:10:14,363 ♪ How's my little lady In the New York snow?" ♪ 165 00:10:14,447 --> 00:10:16,907 ♪ Yeah, he says "I love you, I love you loads" ♪ 166 00:10:16,991 --> 00:10:20,703 ♪ We got a certified gambler Messin' with me ♪ 167 00:10:20,786 --> 00:10:23,080 ♪ Hello, hello, hello ♪ 168 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:25,416 ♪ I got one foot in and one out the door ♪ 169 00:10:25,499 --> 00:10:28,210 ♪ I think it's 'bout time That I take control ♪ 170 00:10:28,294 --> 00:10:31,589 ♪ 'Cause I'm a certified gambler Fuckin' with three ♪ 171 00:10:31,672 --> 00:10:33,382 No! 172 00:10:34,759 --> 00:10:36,177 ♪ Hello, hello, hello ♪ 173 00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:42,183 ♪ But my baby miss me more Than he misses his job ♪ 174 00:10:42,266 --> 00:10:45,019 ♪ Makin' pizza in the Bronx ♪ 175 00:10:45,102 --> 00:10:48,105 ♪ He just has to call me up ♪ 176 00:10:48,189 --> 00:10:50,650 ♪ Like, "Hello, hello, hello? ♪ 177 00:10:50,733 --> 00:10:53,361 ♪ How's my little lady Playin' rock 'n' roll? ♪ 178 00:10:53,444 --> 00:10:56,155 ♪ Or maybe these days You like pop and soul?" ♪ 179 00:10:56,238 --> 00:10:58,949 ♪ He's a certified gambler Messin' with me ♪ 180 00:10:59,033 --> 00:11:05,539 Hi, I'd like to place an order for English 102, Block 5, textbook. 181 00:11:08,876 --> 00:11:09,877 For books? 182 00:11:11,295 --> 00:11:13,547 Do you have any used copies? 183 00:11:16,759 --> 00:11:19,804 Great, um, would you mind setting one of those aside? 184 00:11:19,887 --> 00:11:21,472 I can be there on Tuesday. 185 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:24,934 Thank you. 186 00:11:29,188 --> 00:11:30,689 - Hey, Tara. - Oh, good, hi. 187 00:11:30,773 --> 00:11:33,234 Just a quick update for you. 188 00:11:33,317 --> 00:11:35,236 I just got back from the clerk's office. 189 00:11:35,319 --> 00:11:36,862 - Uh-oh. - No, it's fine. 190 00:11:36,946 --> 00:11:39,573 They objected to the notice of relocation, which we knew, 191 00:11:39,657 --> 00:11:43,411 but the motion for the ex parte emergency custody order 192 00:11:43,494 --> 00:11:46,956 has been filed and I also slapped him with a temporary no-contact order, 193 00:11:47,039 --> 00:11:49,208 so that ought to make a point. 194 00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:51,377 - So he can't contact me? - Correct. 195 00:11:51,460 --> 00:11:54,380 The sheriff should be serving him with the restraining order 196 00:11:54,463 --> 00:11:56,674 and the ex parte motion this morning. 197 00:11:56,757 --> 00:11:58,342 Okay. Uh... 198 00:11:58,426 --> 00:12:01,011 - So, what happens now? - We wait. 199 00:12:01,095 --> 00:12:03,889 I left word for Sean's attorney. We should know more soon. 200 00:12:04,390 --> 00:12:06,100 Okay, thank you so much. 201 00:12:06,183 --> 00:12:07,560 Yeah, no problem, bye. 202 00:12:08,853 --> 00:12:11,397 Brandi, I think you were next, right? 203 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:16,569 I don't know if this is my happiest day ever, 204 00:12:16,652 --> 00:12:18,612 but it's what came to my mind during then. 205 00:12:18,696 --> 00:12:19,947 Perfect. 206 00:12:21,657 --> 00:12:25,077 "I used to go on these walks with my dad as a kid. 207 00:12:25,744 --> 00:12:28,956 We'd go in June before the sticky late-summer heat. 208 00:12:30,791 --> 00:12:35,337 I'd get one of those Flintstone orange popsicles from 7-Eleven. 209 00:12:36,338 --> 00:12:39,467 The kind you have to use all your might to push up. 210 00:12:39,550 --> 00:12:43,971 We'd walk along the ocean looking at the Virgo constellations, 211 00:12:44,054 --> 00:12:47,433 since my birthday is four days before his. 212 00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:50,644 My dad would point to the sky and tell me 213 00:12:50,728 --> 00:12:54,231 he was the Big Dipper and I was the Little Dipper. 214 00:12:55,065 --> 00:13:00,446 We stopped going on our walks when my dad got sick. 215 00:13:02,490 --> 00:13:04,825 But I went back recently with my son. 216 00:13:06,994 --> 00:13:09,413 Got him a Flintstone orange popsicle. 217 00:13:12,625 --> 00:13:14,710 They're much easier to push up now. 218 00:13:16,420 --> 00:13:20,466 I looked up at the night sky, and there it was... 219 00:13:21,258 --> 00:13:23,594 as if zero time had passed. 220 00:13:24,803 --> 00:13:26,430 The Big and Little Dipper." 221 00:13:34,021 --> 00:13:35,021 That's it. 222 00:13:40,819 --> 00:13:43,989 So of course we wanna keep everything that we say positive, 223 00:13:44,073 --> 00:13:48,827 but I was hoping that we could say some of the images 224 00:13:48,911 --> 00:13:53,666 that are gonna stay with us from Brandi's story. 225 00:13:53,749 --> 00:13:55,876 "Sticky late-summer heat." 226 00:13:57,503 --> 00:13:59,255 "They're much easier to push up now." 227 00:14:02,424 --> 00:14:03,968 "Zero time had passed." 228 00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:07,179 "Big and Little Dipper." 229 00:14:08,681 --> 00:14:10,975 Does anybody else wanna share? 230 00:14:26,323 --> 00:14:28,617 Please leave a message after the tone. 231 00:14:53,559 --> 00:14:54,393 Mom. 232 00:14:54,476 --> 00:14:55,476 Mom! 233 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,062 Hey, honey. 234 00:14:57,146 --> 00:14:59,231 Don't. We're going to the doctor. 235 00:14:59,315 --> 00:15:01,859 - What doctor? - The doctor that you just stood up. 236 00:15:01,942 --> 00:15:04,403 She can see you at 4:00, but we have to leave right now. 237 00:15:04,486 --> 00:15:06,447 It's Thursday. I didn't say I was going. 238 00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:08,991 We have the booth on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. 239 00:15:09,074 --> 00:15:10,784 And I'm not abandoning Micah. 240 00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:13,871 - Come meet my daughter. - We met the other day. 241 00:15:13,954 --> 00:15:14,788 Oh. 242 00:15:14,872 --> 00:15:17,041 Mom. Please, can we go? 243 00:15:17,124 --> 00:15:20,920 Uh, why have you got glitter all over? Did you go to a rave? 244 00:15:21,003 --> 00:15:23,422 - I cleaned a playroom. - You know what glitter is? 245 00:15:23,505 --> 00:15:26,842 - It is the lice of the art room. - You gave me your word. Come on. 246 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:29,511 - You spread it wherever you go. - Would you grow up? 247 00:15:29,595 --> 00:15:31,388 - We gotta go. - You're the one with glitter. 248 00:15:31,472 --> 00:15:34,099 Get in my car and I'm gonna drive you to the doctor. 249 00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:36,560 You're not the boss of me. Okay? 250 00:15:36,644 --> 00:15:38,062 It's my arm that hurts. 251 00:15:38,145 --> 00:15:41,982 I'll take CBD or go to the doctor or I'll cut the fucker off. 252 00:15:42,066 --> 00:15:44,610 Just because you're on some timer because you're leaving, 253 00:15:44,693 --> 00:15:46,737 doesn't mean I am. I am fantastic. 254 00:15:46,820 --> 00:15:49,531 For God's sake, just worry about somebody else. Please. 255 00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:51,367 - Babe. - Oh, sorry, honey. 256 00:15:51,450 --> 00:15:54,161 I'm working. I've got a job here, okay? 257 00:15:54,828 --> 00:15:55,828 Hi there. 258 00:15:57,164 --> 00:16:00,376 You got a nice smile. Look at your smile. 259 00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:02,878 - Tara? - Uh, change of plans. 260 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,506 Do you think you could meet me near my office on Whitby? 261 00:16:05,589 --> 00:16:06,840 Is everything okay? 262 00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:09,677 I spoke to Sean's attorney. 263 00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:13,097 They are moving to reject the ex parte motion altogether, 264 00:16:13,180 --> 00:16:15,140 citing lack of evidence of abuse. 265 00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:18,394 And Sean is unwilling to revise the parenting plan 266 00:16:18,477 --> 00:16:20,813 or give up any of his custodial rights. 267 00:16:22,856 --> 00:16:24,566 Okay. 268 00:16:24,650 --> 00:16:25,776 Thanks. 269 00:16:25,859 --> 00:16:28,779 I'm sorry. So, what does that mean? 270 00:16:28,862 --> 00:16:31,657 It means that he says you're lying about being abused. 271 00:16:31,740 --> 00:16:34,827 So there will be an adequate-cause hearing in 14 days 272 00:16:34,910 --> 00:16:38,038 to determine the validity of your claims and appropriate custody. 273 00:16:38,122 --> 00:16:41,959 And it's gonna be what we call a win-loss case. 274 00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:45,713 If you lose, you can't take Maddy anywhere. 275 00:16:47,965 --> 00:16:49,049 Uh, ever? 276 00:16:49,133 --> 00:16:51,552 Washington makes it very hard for victims of DV. 277 00:16:51,635 --> 00:16:53,303 Particularly in cases of emotional... 278 00:16:53,387 --> 00:16:56,890 I'm aware, I've been through this and lost because I didn't have any bruises. 279 00:16:56,974 --> 00:16:58,559 You're not gonna lose. 280 00:16:58,642 --> 00:17:00,936 We have 14 days to make a solid case. 281 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:03,731 Someone must have seen this guy emotionally abuse you. 282 00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:06,233 I don't have 14 days. I leave for Montana on Monday. 283 00:17:06,316 --> 00:17:09,028 Legally, you can't go anywhere with Maddy. 284 00:17:09,111 --> 00:17:10,487 Not before the hearing. 285 00:17:14,783 --> 00:17:20,289 I am gonna lose my family housing and my spot in school. I'm... 286 00:17:20,372 --> 00:17:22,541 - Yes. - Another one. 287 00:17:23,417 --> 00:17:26,003 I have to leave the shelter this weekend. 288 00:17:26,086 --> 00:17:29,631 What do you think that I should do? I don't have a backup plan here. 289 00:17:29,715 --> 00:17:31,133 We're gonna fight this. 290 00:17:31,216 --> 00:17:33,844 I'm gonna get you there by fall semester. 291 00:17:33,927 --> 00:17:37,556 I just took out a $9000 student loan, $9000. 292 00:17:37,639 --> 00:17:40,184 I don't know if you realize, but this is my fucking life. 293 00:17:40,267 --> 00:17:42,686 I'm not rich like you and Regina. I can't repay this. 294 00:17:42,770 --> 00:17:43,896 There's more. 295 00:17:43,979 --> 00:17:46,565 Sean is demanding visitation with Maddy. 296 00:17:48,150 --> 00:17:51,070 No. We have a restraining order, so, no. 297 00:17:51,153 --> 00:17:53,030 It only applies to you, not to Maddy. 298 00:17:53,113 --> 00:17:55,783 The court has approved a four-hour visitation. 299 00:17:57,534 --> 00:17:58,660 When? 300 00:17:58,744 --> 00:17:59,744 Tomorrow. 301 00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:03,290 They will appoint a third party, neutral supervisor, 302 00:18:03,373 --> 00:18:05,626 unless you have someone you could use? 303 00:18:05,709 --> 00:18:07,211 - A grandparent? - Not doing that. 304 00:18:07,294 --> 00:18:08,670 I can't do that to her. 305 00:18:08,754 --> 00:18:11,924 If you don't comply, you will be in violation of your parenting plan, 306 00:18:12,007 --> 00:18:16,345 which will not look good for the hearing in 14 days. 307 00:18:16,428 --> 00:18:18,722 Alex, I'm sorry that this is happening, but... 308 00:18:20,099 --> 00:18:21,183 it's not over. 309 00:18:21,266 --> 00:18:22,643 It's just a speed bump. 310 00:19:09,106 --> 00:19:11,233 - Oh. - It's just me. 311 00:19:11,316 --> 00:19:14,027 Alex. Shit. Good God. 312 00:19:16,738 --> 00:19:18,532 You scared the shit out of me. 313 00:19:18,615 --> 00:19:20,242 What are you doing here? 314 00:19:21,285 --> 00:19:23,078 I need your help. 315 00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:24,413 What are you doing here? 316 00:19:24,496 --> 00:19:30,085 Oh, I had one too many margaritas and I just pulled over here to... 317 00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:33,172 sleep it off on the way home. 318 00:19:34,089 --> 00:19:36,884 - Mom. - I know this doesn't look good. 319 00:19:36,967 --> 00:19:37,967 It's just, um... 320 00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:43,098 the collective gets noisy and I come here... 321 00:19:43,932 --> 00:19:44,932 to nap. 322 00:19:46,101 --> 00:19:48,687 I know you sleep here, you spend all day in the park alone, 323 00:19:48,770 --> 00:19:50,689 and that there's no collective. 324 00:19:56,320 --> 00:19:57,321 Well... 325 00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:03,035 maybe "collective" isn't the right word. 326 00:20:04,828 --> 00:20:10,334 You know, we've really got a nice group of people here. 327 00:20:10,417 --> 00:20:11,460 Honestly... 328 00:20:12,085 --> 00:20:15,422 We've got the Flores family over here, in the van. 329 00:20:15,505 --> 00:20:17,966 Billy and Anna. I just love them. 330 00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:21,845 You know, we look out for each other and it's like a... 331 00:20:21,929 --> 00:20:26,350 I don't know, a big sleep-out or a drive-in movie theater. 332 00:20:26,433 --> 00:20:27,935 We just need popcorn. 333 00:20:29,603 --> 00:20:31,271 Why can't you take care of yourself? 334 00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:35,359 What do you mean? You know, I've got my cooler in here. 335 00:20:35,442 --> 00:20:37,819 I've got my vitamins, baby. 336 00:20:37,903 --> 00:20:40,197 Cozy blanket and my fucking good weed. 337 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:42,074 - I'm fine. - You're homeless. 338 00:20:42,157 --> 00:20:43,700 You're living in your car. 339 00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:46,036 - Would you just stop? - No. Please. 340 00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:48,622 I love my car! 341 00:20:49,456 --> 00:20:51,375 She's my cobalt bitch. 342 00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:53,460 - We're like family. - You're homeless, mom. 343 00:20:53,543 --> 00:20:56,588 - Would you please just stop! - You're homeless. 344 00:20:56,672 --> 00:20:58,882 I'm under the stars. I'm independent. 345 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:03,679 And it's not all the time. I mean... 346 00:21:04,221 --> 00:21:06,265 sometimes I stay with Micah. 347 00:21:07,641 --> 00:21:09,309 When Alaina-May's not there. 348 00:21:09,393 --> 00:21:13,981 - Who the fuck is Alaina-May? - I told you. His wife. 349 00:21:14,064 --> 00:21:19,820 They broke up, but she still stays there because she's a feral dumpster fire. 350 00:21:19,903 --> 00:21:21,822 The point is, honey, I... 351 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:28,370 You know, I like being a gypsy. I like being mobile. Okay? 352 00:21:28,453 --> 00:21:29,955 You know me. I'm scrappy. 353 00:21:30,038 --> 00:21:33,917 I don't know. I can't afford to put you in a motel or bring you to the shelter. 354 00:21:34,001 --> 00:21:35,168 I don't know. 355 00:21:35,252 --> 00:21:37,838 I am not your problem, Alexandra. 356 00:21:37,921 --> 00:21:40,257 - Yes, you are. - No, I am not. 357 00:21:40,340 --> 00:21:42,092 - I'm your mother. - You're not. 358 00:21:42,175 --> 00:21:43,260 Yes, I am! 359 00:21:44,219 --> 00:21:45,721 I am! 360 00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:48,849 You said you needed my help. 361 00:21:48,932 --> 00:21:49,766 I do. 362 00:21:49,850 --> 00:21:51,893 So how can I help you, madam? 363 00:21:52,602 --> 00:21:54,980 Can you supervise a playdate between Sean and Maddy? 364 00:21:55,063 --> 00:21:58,150 He gets visitation and a third party needs to be present. 365 00:21:58,233 --> 00:21:59,526 Can you do that? 366 00:21:59,609 --> 00:22:01,278 Yes, I can. 367 00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:05,240 - At what time should I be there? - 12:30. 368 00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:06,783 Don't you worry. 369 00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,202 I will take care of your girl. 370 00:22:12,998 --> 00:22:15,792 - You're going to the doctor. - Over my dead body. 371 00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:17,753 You're going. Everything isn't all right. 372 00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:21,214 Everything is fucking shit and you need to be a goddamn adult. 373 00:22:21,298 --> 00:22:23,675 Your hand looks terrible. You're going! 374 00:22:26,261 --> 00:22:27,888 Do I get a lollipop? 375 00:22:38,356 --> 00:22:40,776 Jesus Christ! 376 00:22:41,443 --> 00:22:43,820 What's that smell coming from your car? 377 00:22:43,904 --> 00:22:46,490 - It smells like burnt turds. - You went to the doctor. 378 00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:49,284 Yeah, look. My finger still works. 379 00:22:49,367 --> 00:22:50,452 Hey, pumpkin pie. 380 00:22:50,535 --> 00:22:53,538 You ready for a playdate with me and your daddy? 381 00:22:54,247 --> 00:22:55,457 We're gonna have fun. 382 00:22:55,540 --> 00:22:58,835 I've packed a snack and a change of clothes and she's had lunch already. 383 00:22:58,919 --> 00:23:01,546 We've got this. Hi, pumpkin. 384 00:23:04,049 --> 00:23:05,675 Oh, I know. 385 00:23:05,759 --> 00:23:08,637 I guess I'll wait here, because I have to. 386 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:12,099 Okay, Maddy. So you're gonna be with Dad for four hours. 387 00:23:12,182 --> 00:23:14,184 Thanks for sending the cops! 388 00:23:14,267 --> 00:23:15,267 Very classy! 389 00:23:15,811 --> 00:23:16,811 And then... 390 00:23:17,521 --> 00:23:21,108 we'll go and get an ice cream together. Does that sound good? 391 00:23:21,191 --> 00:23:23,318 Do you want to get ice cream? Okay. 392 00:23:25,529 --> 00:23:27,405 - I love you so much. - Oh! 393 00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:30,575 - Thanks, Mom. - Yeah, we're gonna have fun. 394 00:23:34,746 --> 00:23:39,209 Get your Mad-dog. You're about to see your daddy. 395 00:23:39,292 --> 00:23:40,127 Hey! 396 00:23:40,210 --> 00:23:44,131 Sean-y, you've got your Mad-dog girl here. 397 00:23:44,214 --> 00:23:46,174 - Oh! - Hey, Sean-y boy. 398 00:23:46,341 --> 00:23:48,552 - She's heavy. - You're getting big. 399 00:23:48,635 --> 00:23:50,137 She's getting so big. 400 00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:55,016 We've been swinging and she can go so high. 401 00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:56,100 Mad-dog! 402 00:24:02,023 --> 00:24:03,316 Thank you for coming. 403 00:24:03,942 --> 00:24:04,942 Of course. 404 00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:10,365 I was worried about you falling off the face of the earth like you did. 405 00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:13,117 You look okay. 406 00:24:14,995 --> 00:24:16,204 I am okay. 407 00:24:17,205 --> 00:24:20,542 Good. Where's Maddy? 408 00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:22,752 I thought maybe I'd get to see her. 409 00:24:24,838 --> 00:24:29,259 She is at the domestic violence shelter where I'm living. 410 00:24:30,468 --> 00:24:32,637 They have a daycare for their victims, so... 411 00:24:32,721 --> 00:24:33,930 Oh, okay. 412 00:24:34,014 --> 00:24:38,018 Well, did you, um...? Did you order anything yet? 413 00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:44,524 This is my second time at an emergency shelter for abused women this year. 414 00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:51,031 It's the second time that Sean sent me there. 415 00:24:59,289 --> 00:25:01,499 Do you hear the words coming out of my mouth? 416 00:25:02,125 --> 00:25:03,460 Yes, I hear them. 417 00:25:06,755 --> 00:25:07,755 And? 418 00:25:10,967 --> 00:25:13,386 I wish you would have reached out to me. 419 00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:17,307 Before taking my granddaughter to a place like that. 420 00:25:17,390 --> 00:25:19,184 You guys have a place to live. 421 00:25:21,144 --> 00:25:23,104 I would do anything to help, you know that. 422 00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:26,191 I'd give you the shirt off my back, all right? 423 00:25:26,274 --> 00:25:27,692 But instead you make me worry. 424 00:25:29,236 --> 00:25:30,612 You make Sean worry. 425 00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:34,866 I've been searching the ferry station floor 426 00:25:34,950 --> 00:25:36,117 for you guys, Alex. 427 00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:37,952 Okay. 428 00:25:39,329 --> 00:25:40,580 Maybe you can help me now. 429 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,084 Because I do. I need your help. 430 00:25:45,335 --> 00:25:46,335 Okay. 431 00:25:48,755 --> 00:25:51,591 I filed for full custody of Maddy 432 00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:53,885 so that I can take her to Missoula with me. 433 00:25:53,969 --> 00:25:55,929 And Sean is objecting to it. 434 00:25:56,429 --> 00:25:57,806 Yeah, I know. 435 00:25:58,765 --> 00:25:59,849 Sean told me. 436 00:26:00,767 --> 00:26:01,767 You know... 437 00:26:02,811 --> 00:26:04,938 Sean's not doing too good right now. 438 00:26:05,021 --> 00:26:06,815 I don't care how Sean's doing, Dad. 439 00:26:07,607 --> 00:26:12,070 My lawyer is building a case to prove that Sean emotionally abused me. 440 00:26:13,822 --> 00:26:18,451 And I have to provide evidence, testimony from people that have seen it. 441 00:26:21,329 --> 00:26:22,329 Dad... 442 00:26:23,999 --> 00:26:27,210 will you testify that you saw Sean emotionally abuse me? 443 00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,006 - When would I have seen that? - At the trailer. 444 00:26:31,715 --> 00:26:34,551 - No. That's not what I saw. - I saw you see it. 445 00:26:34,634 --> 00:26:37,846 - No, Alex, that's not what I saw. - You sat there and didn't do a thing. 446 00:26:37,929 --> 00:26:40,849 If I saw anything, what I saw was a young couple 447 00:26:40,932 --> 00:26:42,684 going through a rough patch. 448 00:26:43,852 --> 00:26:46,688 Sean is struggling with his sobriety right now, 449 00:26:46,771 --> 00:26:49,190 and what he needs is empathy. 450 00:26:49,983 --> 00:26:52,444 You're walking away from him at the exact wrong moment. 451 00:26:52,527 --> 00:26:54,571 I can't be responsible for Sean any more, Dad. 452 00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:59,534 I have to do what's best for me, and I have to do what's best for Maddy. 453 00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:01,786 He's an alcoholic. 454 00:27:02,912 --> 00:27:04,247 Okay? He's... 455 00:27:04,748 --> 00:27:08,877 He's got a disease that turns him into a monster. 456 00:27:09,502 --> 00:27:12,047 It's the booze that's the enemy, not him. 457 00:27:12,130 --> 00:27:14,090 Okay, is it the booze that hit Mom, then? 458 00:27:19,054 --> 00:27:20,055 - Okay. - Don't walk out. 459 00:27:20,138 --> 00:27:21,556 Are you fucking kidding me? No! 460 00:27:21,639 --> 00:27:23,600 Alex, what do you want me to say? 461 00:27:23,683 --> 00:27:25,185 I want you to say, "Yes." 462 00:27:25,268 --> 00:27:28,355 I want you to say, "Yes, I did hit Mom. I'm sorry." 463 00:27:29,898 --> 00:27:31,316 I don't remember that. 464 00:27:35,028 --> 00:27:37,739 You've never been here for me once in my entire life. 465 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,202 But I'm asking for you to be, right now. 466 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:52,712 I'm always there for you. For you and Maddy. 467 00:27:52,796 --> 00:27:53,796 It's just it's... 468 00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:56,132 Then do this for me. 469 00:27:57,300 --> 00:27:58,510 Stand up for me. 470 00:28:00,053 --> 00:28:01,471 Help me protect Maddy. 471 00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:06,851 Write a testimonial. 472 00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:16,569 I can't do that. 473 00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:35,672 Then I guess we don't have much to say to each other. 474 00:28:39,175 --> 00:28:40,175 Can you just...? 475 00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:52,105 "My happiest day is the day my daughter touched me for the first time. 476 00:28:52,814 --> 00:28:54,941 I remember it like it was yesterday. 477 00:28:55,608 --> 00:28:57,235 She was nine weeks old. 478 00:28:57,902 --> 00:28:59,863 She didn't know I was in hell, 479 00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:02,949 terrorized day and night by her father. 480 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:08,496 To her, I was just the warm, nice milk lady. 481 00:29:09,581 --> 00:29:13,042 But this one morning, when she was nine weeks old, 482 00:29:13,543 --> 00:29:17,172 we were napping on the floor and I woke up 483 00:29:17,255 --> 00:29:19,257 because someone was touching me. 484 00:29:19,799 --> 00:29:20,967 It was her. 485 00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:26,389 This tiny baby hand was holding onto my arm. 486 00:29:26,931 --> 00:29:28,975 She was looking at me, 487 00:29:29,726 --> 00:29:33,396 expressing unfiltered affection for me. 488 00:29:33,938 --> 00:29:36,733 This look of trust on her face... 489 00:29:38,359 --> 00:29:41,946 she saw me and loved me. 490 00:29:44,449 --> 00:29:46,910 It was the happiest moment of my life. 491 00:29:47,952 --> 00:29:51,456 That I could be that for someone." 492 00:30:10,558 --> 00:30:11,726 Thank you, Denise. 493 00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:16,189 You guys want to say what images stood out to you? 494 00:30:16,731 --> 00:30:18,107 "Unfiltered affection." 495 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,860 "Warm, nice milk lady." 496 00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:25,281 "Terrorized day and night." 497 00:30:30,286 --> 00:30:31,788 "Tiny hands." 498 00:30:35,875 --> 00:30:38,002 Does anybody else want to share? 499 00:30:41,005 --> 00:30:41,840 Trina. 500 00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:44,968 Mine's about a girl's night out. Is that weird? 501 00:30:45,051 --> 00:30:47,303 It's... No. 502 00:30:47,387 --> 00:30:50,223 I didn't write about my kids like you guys did. 503 00:30:50,306 --> 00:30:53,059 It's your happy day. You can write about whatever you want. 504 00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:54,685 Okay. 505 00:30:57,230 --> 00:30:59,941 "I was at the bar with my usual wrecking crew. 506 00:31:01,901 --> 00:31:04,070 Liv, Amanda and Davina. 507 00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:07,407 We were slamming drinks, celebrating something, 508 00:31:07,490 --> 00:31:08,950 I can't remember what. 509 00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:14,122 But I'll admit it, I wasn't mad about how I was looking that night. 510 00:31:14,998 --> 00:31:19,586 Then this incredibly hot man came up from behind. His..." 511 00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:21,921 I'm sorry, I just have to step out for a second. 512 00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:24,005 - Keep reading. Thank you so much. - Okay. 513 00:31:24,632 --> 00:31:27,135 "His name was Neil. He was dressed very nice..." 514 00:31:27,218 --> 00:31:29,888 It's okay. It's okay. 515 00:31:29,971 --> 00:31:31,931 Are you okay? What's going on? 516 00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,392 She just got a little upset, that's all. 517 00:31:34,475 --> 00:31:38,313 She had a little meltdown and couldn't recover. 518 00:31:38,396 --> 00:31:39,939 Isn't that right, pumpkin? 519 00:31:40,023 --> 00:31:42,275 She just really wanted her mommy. 520 00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:48,281 Um, Alex, Sean-y dropped us off, and he wants to talk to you. 521 00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:54,495 I'm in the middle of class. 522 00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:57,332 Honey, you need to go talk to him. 523 00:31:57,415 --> 00:31:59,125 Things did not go well. 524 00:32:04,714 --> 00:32:05,714 What happened? 525 00:32:06,966 --> 00:32:10,470 When I told her to get off the swing, she had a tantrum. She was screaming. 526 00:32:12,889 --> 00:32:16,559 - She never wants to get off the swings. - I know, but I fucking couldn't handle it. 527 00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:19,938 I... I lost my temper, and I yelled at her. 528 00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:30,490 I haven't had a drink in 24 hours. 529 00:32:30,573 --> 00:32:33,826 I was trying to be straight for Maddy, and, uh... 530 00:32:37,997 --> 00:32:39,332 I'm irritable. 531 00:32:40,416 --> 00:32:42,085 My skin fucking crawls. 532 00:32:43,419 --> 00:32:44,587 The sun hurts. 533 00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:46,547 I'm just rubbed raw. 534 00:32:49,717 --> 00:32:53,638 I was pushing Maddy on the swings. She kept saying, "Higher, Daddy, higher." 535 00:32:56,015 --> 00:32:57,225 And it was nice. 536 00:32:58,768 --> 00:32:59,978 She was giggling. 537 00:33:01,896 --> 00:33:04,524 But even then, I was still planning my next fucking drink. 538 00:33:04,607 --> 00:33:08,194 I was trying to find some... relief. 539 00:33:08,903 --> 00:33:12,615 And she had the tantrum, and I knew that if Paula wasn't there, 540 00:33:12,699 --> 00:33:15,201 I'd have found a drink with Maddy in tow. 541 00:33:18,913 --> 00:33:20,415 Just like my fucking mom. 542 00:33:26,254 --> 00:33:28,089 I don't wanna do that to Maddy. 543 00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:34,971 I'm signing over full custody to you. 544 00:33:37,223 --> 00:33:38,641 I just called my lawyer. 545 00:33:46,607 --> 00:33:48,568 Sorry I'm such a piece of shit. 546 00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,239 You're doing right by her. 547 00:33:56,576 --> 00:34:00,246 You can come whenever you want, and get her stuff. I'll box it up for you. 548 00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:04,959 Thanks. 549 00:34:18,222 --> 00:34:20,475 Do I have the DTs, or are you sparkly? 550 00:34:24,729 --> 00:34:25,729 I'm sparkly. 551 00:34:49,962 --> 00:34:52,215 Nice. Thanks for sharing. 552 00:34:57,762 --> 00:34:59,305 That was so awesome. 553 00:34:59,388 --> 00:35:02,183 "Fuck Murphy's Law." I like that line. 554 00:35:03,518 --> 00:35:06,687 "Punched him like a boxer." That stood out to me. 555 00:35:06,771 --> 00:35:08,356 "The cracked nightlight." 556 00:35:09,357 --> 00:35:10,983 Black, not blue. 557 00:35:11,067 --> 00:35:12,902 I just loved the whole thing. 558 00:35:12,985 --> 00:35:15,363 You're a great writer, Edith. 559 00:35:15,446 --> 00:35:17,031 - Esther. - Oh. Yeah. 560 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,450 Well, I'm next, right? 561 00:35:19,534 --> 00:35:21,369 Mom, you didn't write anything. 562 00:35:21,452 --> 00:35:22,954 Well, I can recite it. 563 00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:25,706 I'm a great... I'm just great at oration. 564 00:35:25,790 --> 00:35:26,790 Mother. 565 00:35:28,376 --> 00:35:29,376 Aww... 566 00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:31,629 Oh, well. Okay. 567 00:35:33,714 --> 00:35:36,509 - Will you wait outside? I'm almost done. - Okay. 568 00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:39,137 - Bye, ladies. - Bye. 569 00:35:39,220 --> 00:35:42,181 - Peace out. - You're welcome back any time, Paula. 570 00:35:42,265 --> 00:35:43,766 Oh, thank you so much. 571 00:35:45,059 --> 00:35:46,394 Oh! 572 00:35:46,477 --> 00:35:47,477 Yeah. 573 00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:50,731 Oh, man. 574 00:35:51,274 --> 00:35:53,151 Here's to getting out of Dodge. 575 00:35:55,945 --> 00:35:58,072 My man Sean-y looked like shit. 576 00:36:00,825 --> 00:36:02,869 Your dad shook a lot like that. 577 00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:08,875 Do you want to tell me your happiest day? 578 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:11,960 What? 579 00:36:12,753 --> 00:36:14,255 The thing we were doing in group. 580 00:36:14,922 --> 00:36:17,800 You have a day you remember where you were happy? 581 00:36:18,759 --> 00:36:19,760 Oh. 582 00:36:21,971 --> 00:36:25,766 Hands down, our first morning in Alaska. 583 00:36:27,226 --> 00:36:29,437 We got into Anchorage in the middle of the night, 584 00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:33,566 and you were freezing because I forgot your coat. 585 00:36:35,109 --> 00:36:37,737 We left your dad's in such a panic. 586 00:36:40,740 --> 00:36:44,118 I had this cabin for us, and it didn't have any furniture. 587 00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:46,078 So, uh... 588 00:36:47,079 --> 00:36:50,333 I just dumped all the clothes from the suitcase 589 00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:53,377 in the middle of the floor and made us a bed. 590 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,672 And we slept there, snuggled up. 591 00:36:59,342 --> 00:37:02,762 The next morning, while you were still sleeping, 592 00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,722 I tiptoed outside, 593 00:37:04,805 --> 00:37:07,016 and I just dove into the snow. 594 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:09,393 And I lay there, 595 00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:13,147 and made a snow angel. 596 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:16,275 Because nobody was there to tell me I was crazy 597 00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:19,195 or suddenly explode on me. 598 00:37:19,946 --> 00:37:21,656 It was just me... 599 00:37:23,199 --> 00:37:24,784 the sun and the snow. 600 00:37:29,664 --> 00:37:33,000 Anyway, in less than a year, we were back here, 601 00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:35,419 and I was broke as shit. 602 00:37:35,503 --> 00:37:38,172 The whole trip was just dumb. 603 00:37:39,173 --> 00:37:40,174 No, it wasn't. 604 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,550 It wasn't dumb. 605 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:45,012 You got me away from Dad, and you never went back to him. 606 00:38:01,529 --> 00:38:02,530 Uh... 607 00:38:03,864 --> 00:38:04,864 So, uh... 608 00:38:09,453 --> 00:38:11,539 So am I still invited to Montana? 609 00:38:13,249 --> 00:38:14,292 You want to come? 610 00:38:15,918 --> 00:38:16,918 Yeah. 611 00:38:19,714 --> 00:38:21,507 Hell yeah, why not? 612 00:38:22,133 --> 00:38:25,970 I can get a job painting murals, 613 00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:28,514 find me a mountain man. 614 00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:31,934 Plus, Maddy needs me. 615 00:38:32,018 --> 00:38:33,853 She's an artist like me. 616 00:38:33,936 --> 00:38:35,980 Can you be ready by Monday? 617 00:38:36,814 --> 00:38:38,941 I'm ready. 618 00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:40,526 I'm packed, baby. 619 00:38:40,609 --> 00:38:43,404 That's the nice thing about living in your car, you're packed. 620 00:38:43,487 --> 00:38:45,740 I don't know if she's going to make it to Montana, 621 00:38:45,823 --> 00:38:48,075 I might have to sell her for parts... 622 00:38:49,952 --> 00:38:52,330 but I could hitch a ride with you, yeah? 623 00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:54,248 Yeah. 624 00:38:54,332 --> 00:38:55,833 - Yeah? - Yes. 625 00:38:55,916 --> 00:38:57,501 - Really? - Of course. 626 00:38:57,585 --> 00:38:59,462 Oh, my gosh. Yes? 627 00:39:00,504 --> 00:39:01,504 Maddy! 628 00:39:01,547 --> 00:39:03,215 Maddy girl, guess what. 629 00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,301 We're going on a road trip! 630 00:39:05,801 --> 00:39:08,220 Do you want to go on a road trip with Grammy? 631 00:39:08,804 --> 00:39:10,556 We're going to go on a road trip! 632 00:39:10,639 --> 00:39:14,310 Oh, my goodness, we're going to go on a road trip! 633 00:39:15,811 --> 00:39:17,396 ♪ On love and faith ♪ 634 00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:24,904 ♪ We get by with a smile on our face ♪ 635 00:39:27,114 --> 00:39:32,078 ♪ We get by with help from our kin ♪ 636 00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:39,043 ♪ We get by Through thick and through thin ♪ 637 00:39:41,295 --> 00:39:42,671 ♪ We get by ♪ 638 00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:46,300 ♪ We get by ♪ 639 00:39:47,176 --> 00:39:50,971 ♪ No matter what happens I'll be there for you ♪ 640 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:53,349 ♪ We get by ♪ 641 00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:56,811 ♪ We get by ♪ 642 00:39:59,063 --> 00:40:00,189 ♪ We get by ♪ 643 00:40:01,148 --> 00:40:04,985 ♪ No matter how long I'll be waiting here for you ♪ 644 00:40:05,069 --> 00:40:07,655 ♪ We get by ♪ 645 00:40:08,155 --> 00:40:11,867 ♪ No matter how long, I'll come running ♪ 646 00:40:11,951 --> 00:40:14,578 - ♪ We get by ♪ - ♪ I'll be waiting ♪ 647 00:40:14,662 --> 00:40:15,662 ♪ Oh ♪ 648 00:40:15,704 --> 00:40:18,791 ♪ No matter what happens I'll be there for you ♪ 649 00:40:18,874 --> 00:40:22,294 - ♪ I'll be there for you ♪ - ♪ Oh ♪ 650 00:40:22,378 --> 00:40:25,089 ♪ Oh, oh, yeah ♪ 651 00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:26,632 - Is that it? - That's it. 652 00:40:38,894 --> 00:40:41,021 You can come see her as much as you want. 653 00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,900 Yeah, I'm going to get myself cleaned up. 654 00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:51,115 And then I'll come visit all the time. 655 00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:02,418 I'm really going to miss her. 656 00:41:25,441 --> 00:41:26,650 Good luck, Alaska. 657 00:42:01,227 --> 00:42:04,104 - Save the black ones. - Yes... 658 00:42:04,188 --> 00:42:06,649 Yeah, and black ones are nice. 659 00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:08,316 Come on, Maddy. 660 00:42:35,469 --> 00:42:36,469 This way. 661 00:43:15,926 --> 00:43:17,052 All right, honey... 662 00:43:18,929 --> 00:43:20,055 I'll be right back. 663 00:43:28,939 --> 00:43:31,066 I didn't know you were coming by. Come on in. 664 00:43:31,150 --> 00:43:32,901 I can't, I've got Maddy back there. 665 00:43:34,028 --> 00:43:35,904 I just wanted to come say goodbye. 666 00:43:36,488 --> 00:43:38,699 I also have been meaning to give you this. 667 00:43:38,782 --> 00:43:43,162 I'm not sure if I stole it or what happened, but I had it, so... 668 00:43:44,246 --> 00:43:46,915 I saw you had it on. Thanksgiving, right? 669 00:43:46,999 --> 00:43:48,125 I'm really sorry. 670 00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:50,794 Nah, can't blame a girl for putting on a little cashmere. 671 00:43:53,339 --> 00:43:55,758 - So next stop Montana? - I'm, uh... 672 00:43:56,800 --> 00:44:00,304 going to pick my mom up in Port Winslow and get on the I-90. 673 00:44:02,514 --> 00:44:05,976 - Thank you for being such a good friend. - You too. 674 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:13,192 - Keep the sweater. - No, no, I'm going to buy my own one day. 675 00:44:13,734 --> 00:44:15,569 It was $1400. 676 00:44:16,612 --> 00:44:17,612 I'm keeping it. 677 00:44:59,947 --> 00:45:01,782 - Mother? - Oh! 678 00:45:02,408 --> 00:45:03,992 Hi. Hi, hi. 679 00:45:04,576 --> 00:45:05,576 Oh! 680 00:45:07,871 --> 00:45:10,332 Oh, honey, you must be so excited. 681 00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:14,962 - You said you were going to sell your car. - I was. I mean... 682 00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:17,214 I am. But, baby, honey, 683 00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:21,093 I just have the most incredible news. 684 00:45:23,971 --> 00:45:24,971 What? 685 00:45:25,013 --> 00:45:28,016 Micah threw Alaina-May out. 686 00:45:28,100 --> 00:45:30,811 He threw that feral bitch to the curb for me. 687 00:45:30,894 --> 00:45:34,231 And I slept in his bed last night, in his arms. 688 00:45:34,314 --> 00:45:37,025 And I'm telling you, honey, there's sex and then there's... 689 00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:39,736 Oh, my God, this was on a whole new level. 690 00:45:39,820 --> 00:45:41,405 Even for me. 691 00:45:43,866 --> 00:45:45,284 Are you not coming? 692 00:45:45,909 --> 00:45:48,662 Sweetie, you know, just not right now. 693 00:45:48,745 --> 00:45:51,540 I mean, I... I can't leave Micah right now, 694 00:45:51,623 --> 00:45:53,959 I mean, what's going on between us, you know, baby, 695 00:45:54,042 --> 00:45:56,253 it's just so powerful and... 696 00:45:57,296 --> 00:45:58,296 It's just really... 697 00:46:00,048 --> 00:46:01,717 I can't wait on you, Mom. 698 00:46:01,800 --> 00:46:04,428 No, you're not. Of course you're not going to wait on me. 699 00:46:04,511 --> 00:46:05,721 This is your moment. 700 00:46:05,804 --> 00:46:10,350 You go, baby doll, and I'll tell you what, give me the address, 701 00:46:10,434 --> 00:46:13,061 and I'll be right behind. 702 00:46:13,145 --> 00:46:15,189 I just... I'll follow you, okay? 703 00:46:16,273 --> 00:46:19,151 - I don't want to leave you here. - I know. 704 00:46:19,234 --> 00:46:21,111 Isn't it funny how these things work out? 705 00:46:21,195 --> 00:46:24,198 I mean, as soon as I told Micah I was leaving, 706 00:46:24,281 --> 00:46:26,366 he realized he had feelings for me. 707 00:46:26,450 --> 00:46:28,202 I mean, baby, it was, "Boom!" 708 00:46:28,285 --> 00:46:31,497 And he told Alaina-May about me and everything. 709 00:46:33,123 --> 00:46:34,123 Just... 710 00:46:34,833 --> 00:46:36,126 be happy for me. 711 00:46:40,506 --> 00:46:41,673 I'm gonna go without you. 712 00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:44,218 Yes, you're going to go. Of course you're going to go. 713 00:46:46,929 --> 00:46:49,848 Sweetheart, this is your adventure. It's not mine. 714 00:46:54,895 --> 00:46:56,188 You going to be okay? 715 00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:01,109 - Come on, you know you love me. - I do love you. 716 00:47:01,193 --> 00:47:04,655 - I know you do. Give me a really good hug. - Okay. 717 00:47:05,906 --> 00:47:07,324 Oh, God. 718 00:47:07,407 --> 00:47:08,742 Oh, sweetie. 719 00:47:08,825 --> 00:47:11,119 - I love you, Mom. - Yeah, I know, baby. 720 00:48:10,053 --> 00:48:13,098 Do you guys want to do a round of snaps for everybody? 721 00:48:21,398 --> 00:48:24,276 I just want to thank you guys so much for doing this with me. 722 00:48:25,027 --> 00:48:26,236 It's been a real honor. 723 00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,031 Thank you. 724 00:48:29,114 --> 00:48:30,616 Thank you, Alex. 725 00:48:30,699 --> 00:48:33,410 Wait, we didn't hear your happiest day. 726 00:48:39,666 --> 00:48:42,294 "My happiest day hasn't happened yet. 727 00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:45,297 But it's about to. 728 00:48:47,841 --> 00:48:52,137 On that day, I'm going to get in my car 729 00:48:52,220 --> 00:48:54,389 that smells like old tuna... 730 00:48:55,349 --> 00:48:58,060 which will be packed with all of my belongings 731 00:48:58,143 --> 00:49:00,312 and my amazing daughter. 732 00:49:00,979 --> 00:49:04,983 And I'm going to drive the fuck out of this town. 733 00:49:05,067 --> 00:49:07,611 I'm going to drive nine hours, 734 00:49:08,612 --> 00:49:13,825 566 miles to Missoula, Montana... 735 00:49:15,202 --> 00:49:18,497 where I'm going to spend the next four years... 736 00:49:19,289 --> 00:49:21,041 learning to be a writer. 737 00:49:22,417 --> 00:49:26,505 Hopefully, there will be a lot of happy days during that time. 738 00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:30,759 And I know there will be some hard ones. 739 00:49:33,637 --> 00:49:37,933 Most people would bet against a single mom putting herself through college. 740 00:49:40,185 --> 00:49:42,396 But they don't know what it took to get here. 741 00:49:45,357 --> 00:49:48,402 Three hundred and thirty-eight toilets cleaned... 742 00:49:50,987 --> 00:49:53,407 seven types of government assistance... 743 00:49:55,075 --> 00:49:57,035 nine separate moves... 744 00:49:58,995 --> 00:50:01,331 one night on the ferry-station floor... 745 00:50:02,708 --> 00:50:06,837 and the entire third year of my daughter's life. 746 00:50:09,005 --> 00:50:11,299 But, when we get to Missoula... 747 00:50:12,551 --> 00:50:14,845 I'm going to take Maddy up Sentinel Mountain... 748 00:50:16,054 --> 00:50:19,516 which looks over the town, and show her our new home. 749 00:50:19,599 --> 00:50:23,395 ♪ Ripped apart by albatross ♪ 750 00:50:23,478 --> 00:50:25,981 I've been telling her all about the giant M 751 00:50:26,064 --> 00:50:27,899 that's at the tippy-top of the mountain. 752 00:50:33,989 --> 00:50:37,743 That the trail up there is long and zig-zaggy. 753 00:50:37,826 --> 00:50:41,121 ♪ What's in a name? ♪ 754 00:50:41,204 --> 00:50:42,247 The hike will be hard. 755 00:50:44,958 --> 00:50:46,877 But we're going to make it to the top. 756 00:50:49,254 --> 00:50:50,589 And when we do... 757 00:50:52,799 --> 00:50:55,927 I'm going to tell her that the M stands for 'Maddy.' 758 00:50:59,097 --> 00:51:01,558 That this whole new world is for her." 759 00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:07,022 ♪ Down on the other side ♪ 760 00:51:08,231 --> 00:51:13,487 Whoo! 761 00:51:18,950 --> 00:51:23,872 ♪ Looking up to let go ♪ 762 00:51:27,417 --> 00:51:33,340 ♪ Now I'm letting go ♪ 763 00:51:37,761 --> 00:51:43,600 ♪ Now I'm letting go ♪ 764 00:51:46,394 --> 00:51:53,360 ♪ Now I'm letting go ♪ 765 00:51:54,528 --> 00:52:01,528 ♪ Now I'm letting go ♪ 766 00:52:06,289 --> 00:52:11,086 - ♪ Let it go ♪ - ♪ Let him go, let him go ♪ 767 00:52:11,169 --> 00:52:14,631 ♪ Let him go, let him go ♪ 768 00:52:14,714 --> 00:52:17,300 ♪ Let it go ♪ 769 00:52:17,384 --> 00:52:20,971 ♪ Let him go, let him go ♪ 55079

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