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Prom Pissawat Episode 16 END

- Is it delicious? - It's delicious.

Why is mom angry at dad?

Doesn't she love him?

She does.

Then why are they yelling at each other?

And why did she tell me that my father already died?

Why?

It's Grandma Jan. Do you want to talk to her?

Yes, I miss her.

- Grandma Jan. - Hello, Grandma Jan.

Tawan! How are you?

I'm good.

Do you understand a mother's heart

when her child goes missing!?

And do you understand a father's heart?

How it feels to drown in guilt and sorrow thinking he caused his own child to die?

You deserve to feel that way!

Pantawan!

Get out of our lives now.

Because Tawan

isn't your son!

- Parn. - You already saw the DNA result.

What else do you want?

Do you think I'm stupid?

I don't care if you're his father or not!

But you already died from our lives a long time ago.

I beg you.

Don't get involved in our lives anymore.

I don't want endure a miserable life with you again.

I hope you'll understand.

You don't know how to love anyone.

You'll never be a father to anyone.

Khun Pol.

I need to talk to you.

Khun Pol,

I know how bad you feel.

But Pantawan feels bad as well.

Do you know

that she feels pain every time

that she has to lie to herself

and lie to her son

that his father already died?

She feels pain every time

her son asks her where his father is.

Do you still love Pantawan?

If you do

this could be your last chance

to save your family.

So do it.

But Parn doesn't think the same thing that I do.

Her love is already gone.

Don't insult a woman's love.

Tawan.

Let's go home. Go home and your mom and dad.

What is this?

Go home.

No.

Tawan has to go home with me not

this person.

Well, if you want to be with Tawan

I have to go with you.

I can't do that.

Parn, come on.

So you'll be with Tawan.

Parn, right now

Khun Pol won't back down.

Just go with the flow.

So you'll be with your son. Trust me.

Daddy, mommy, grandma,

how much longer are you going to talk? I feel hungry now.

Are you hungry?

Well? He's hungry now.

I guess your mom isn't hungry yet.

Let's go eat just the two of us.

- After we're done eating, we'll go home. - Khun.

You can't do that.

Why are you yelling at dad?

She's a singer.

When she talks, she yells loud like she's singing at the opera.

Wow!

I'm not hungry.

Why aren't you eating?

You told me that

I have to eat even if I'm not hungry.

Because if I don't eat on time

I'll get sick.

Please?

Alright.

Slowly.

Your mouth is messy.

Is it good?

Yes.

Your mouth is messy too.

Where is it?

- Here, here and here. - Here?

Daddy, can you wipe mommy's mouth for her?

Alright.

Khun, sit still.

Our son is watching.

It's not good to fight in front of him.

Eating messy

like a kid.

Are you done?

Stop complaining.

Not yet.

Enough now.

- Are you full yet? - Not yet.

Alright, eat some more then.

Why is it so messy?

Well, that's how a guy's room is.

Tawan.

Let's go play with toys.

Let mommy do the duties of a housewife.

Where were we?

What is this?

How could you let him eat candy? It'll ruin his teeth.

I told daddy that you don't allow me to eat it

but daddy said

it's alright and that I can eat it with him.

How could you teach him that?

See? Mommy is mad now.

What's wrong with you?

He just has to brush his teeth after. That's it. You don't have to be so serious.

You're not serious but I am.

Tawan, go shower.

Wait.

- Why are you scolding him? - This is how I raise him.

He has to know his own responsibilities.

- But he's still a kid. - That's when you teach them.

You have to instill the right morals and values.

You're assuming it for yourself.

- I don't like you forcing him to do these things. - He's my son.

I can raise him anyhow I want if I think it's right. You should stay out of it.

He's my son too. I have to get involved.

He's not your son. What don't you understand?

You can deny it however you want. I don't care.

- He's my son too. - But his father--

Are you and daddy fighting again?

No.

I was just

talking loudly. That's all.

That's right.

We're not fighting at all.

See? We love each other.

We love each other, right?

Enough now.

I can't. Our son is still watching us.

Khun!

Do it.

I'll hug you even tighter.

Let go.

Do you like seeing this?

Yes.

Me too.

I'll kiss you. Let go.

We love each other so much.

Here.

Ring finger.

Hold it.

1,2,3.

Wow.

Here, I'll show you.

You have to hold it like this.

Tawan.

Let's go to bed now.

Mom, daddy is teaching me how to play the guitar.

Do you wanna hear it? I'll play it for you.

It's getting late.

I think you should go to bed now.

Come on.

♪ I'm just a man ♪

♪ who wants to take care and worry about you ♪

♪ Just as long... ♪

Enough!

It's irritating.

Aren't you going to shower so you can sleep with me?

I can sleep like this.

But you said you have to shower before you go to bed.

But I already showered.

Can I sleep with you?

Yes.

You're sleeping over there.

Not here.

Well, who will sleep with him then?

I will.

How can you?

You're stinky.

He's not going to want you to sleep with him.

Right, Tawan?

Why aren't you going to shower?

Well...I don't have clothes to change out of.

Well then

can you let mommy borrow your clothes?

You can go now.

I'm going to sleep.

Daddy, where are you going?

I'm going to sleep over there.

Why aren't you sleeping here with us?

Well, your mom won't let me.

Mommy, I want to sleep with you and daddy.

Please?

Alright.

Yay!

I love you the most in the world.

I love you the most in the world too.

You love your mom the most in the world.

But what about me?

I love you to the sky and back.

Can you kiss mommy's cheek too?

Go to sleep now.

Don't you two love each other?

Khun!

Is that what you wanted me to do?

Yay! Daddy loves mommy! What about you, mommy?

Hurry.

Or he'll know that we're mad at each other.

Yay! Mommy also loves daddy.

Go to sleep now.

When he's sleeping, go back to sleep over there.

Mommy, can you sing to me so I'll have a good dream?

Alright.

♪ I can be the rain ♪

♪ when you're hot, I can be fire when you're cold ♪

♪ I can be instrument when you're bored ♪

♪ I can be the star ♪

♪ when you're looking up at the sky ♪

He's sleeping now.

And what will you do now?

I'll try to take him back.

I think you should talk it over nicely.

No.

I already decided since the first day he was born.

Don't you feel sorry or have any sympathy for Pol?

- He still loves you. - No, he doesn't.

He doesn't love me.

He just wants Tawan.

It's over for a long time now between me and him.

Anyhow, I want you to think about Tawan's feelings too.

He also wants a father.

If he knows that his father is still alive

he'll be very happy.

But if he has to lose his father now

he would feel...

I want you to think about that.

I already decided.

No matter what, I'm taking my son back.

And they won't see each other again.

And soon

Tawan will be able to forget him.

You're very cruel,

Pantawan.

Why aren't we talking nicely?

Whether we talk nicely or not

my answer is the same.

What do you want me to do for you to accept me?

You don't have to do anything at all.

No matter what

I will never accept someone like you as my child's father!

Do you hate me that much?

Yes!

Tawan.

Tawan, dear. What's wrong?

I had a nightmare. You and dad were arguing so loud. I'm afraid.

It's just a nightmare. I'm here now. It's alright.

I'm here too.

And we weren't arguing.

You don't have to cry now.

Please don't fight.

Alright.

We won't fight.

Can I hug you?

It's alright.

I'm here now.

Why are you here?

Why didn't you go to work?

Do you have amnesia?

I already told you that I quit.

Are you really quitting?

Yes.

What don't you understand?

Can you tell me the reason?

Do you really wanna know?

If my employee is going to quit

I should know if there's any problem so I can fix it.

You can't fix it.

Because you're the problem.

- Me? - Yes.

You're the cause.

And if you want to know the reason then I'll tell you.

Do you know

how I feel when I see your face?

When you worry about everyone else

and when you smile or laugh with someone else?

I don't want to see those images again.

I can't forced to smile or laugh anymore.

Now do you understand how I feel?

Wait.

What are you talking about? I'm confused.

You still don't understand how I feel?

Now do you understand?

I like you!

And I know that you don't like me.

I feel uncomfortable to be around you.

That's why I have to quit. Do you understand?

What did you just do?

Do you really like me?

- Mommy. - Yes?

I was drawing a picture for you.

Let me see.

But it's not done yet.

Can you help me finish it?

This is daddy, me, and you.

Let's go. Please help me finish it.

Alright.

Daddy told me that you're very good at playing the guitar.

Why didn't you teach me?

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Don't you understand what it means to give?

- But I... - No buts.

Giving is giving.

Why are you erasing it?

I think the blue guitar is nice.

What are you two doing?

Khun, your mom brought over your clothes for you.

I wasn't going to stay long.

Oh, mom.

What are you drawing?

- Can I see? - Yes.

The blue guitar is very nice.

Do you know that I bought a blue guitar for your mother?

Really?

Yes.

At that time, your mother's guitar was broken.

So I took her to buy a new guitar.

At that time, your mom was about to become a new singer.

And I thought that

she should have her own instrument.

So I took her to buy a new one and it was a blue one.

Tawan, I'm going to use the washroom for a minute.

Alright.

Daddy, can you tell me more? I want to hear it.

And after that

your mother has been using that guitar ever since.

- Do you want to learn how to play the guitar? - Yes.

Show me. Like this, right?

Let's get back to drawing.

Stay strong, Pantawan.

You have to be strong.

He only wants Tawan.

He doesn't want you.

Mommy.

What is it?

Are you crying?

I'm not crying.

But I saw you.

Do you want to go out?

When I cry and feel upset

daddy also takes me out on a trip.

And then I feel happy

and don't cry anymore.

I wasn't crying.

Come here.

Do you know

that I'm already the happiest in the world

to have just you?

Let's go eat.

I finished cooking it.

Daddy, mom was crying.

Can we take her on a trip?

So she won't cry anymore.

Tawan.

I told you that I wasn't crying.

Well?

Do you want to go out? Our son wants to go.

Can we please go?

Is Khun Pat here yet?

She already quit. I don't think she'll be coming in anymore.

And she already packed all her stuff too.

Sorry, I forgot.

If there's nothing else, please excuse me.

Now do you understand? I like you!

And I know that you don't like me.

I feel uncomfortable to be around you.

That's why I have to quit. Do you understand?

Don't think it, Non. Don't think it.

If I waited for you to do it yourself, you won't get to play with Tawan in this lifetime.

You're still the same.

Always looking down on other people.

And why are you always picking a fight?

I'm playing with my son. Don't get involved in it.

What's the big deal? It's just a boat that I made for you.

Don't do anything for me! I don't like it!

Are you and daddy fighting again?

No.

We're not fighting.

We're just speaking a little loud. That's all.

That's right.

I'm sorry.

Then can you take dad's boat

to play with me?

Please, Mom?

Alright.

1,2,3.

It's going!

Mine's leading.

- Mine's hitting the rock. - Ours is going together.

Hello, Tawan.

Hello, Uncle Non. I miss you so much.

- Really. - Yes.

Then you'll have to hurry back to me.

Alright.

Can I talk to your mommy?

Alright.

When are you coming back?

Soon.

I'm finding a way to go back.

And what did Pol say?

I don't care what he says.

I won't let my son stay with him.

You need to talk to him nicely.

- Khun! - Stop talking to someone else's wife.

Pol! When will you keep a level head?

You're so rude!

Why should I have manners for someone who's secretly talking to someone else's wife?

I'm not your wife!

Are you trying to find Tawan a new father?

You're very cruel.

It's my right.

There's nothing going on between us.

If you want him to have a father

- then I'm standing right here. Please give me a chance. - No.

It's because you're like this

and never trusted me.

I'm just talking to a friend

and you're thinking dirty.

You'll never be ready to be a father.

Or anyone's husband.

Tawan, let's go home.

Are you and daddy fighting again?

No, let's go.

Let's go.

Watch your steps.

Pat, why aren't you at work?

- I already quit. - You quit?

Why did you quit?

Hey! Don't tell me you got fired? Be honest. What problem did you caused?

Mom!

I been behaving so good.

Why are you still thinking I'm doing anything bad?

I'm asking because I'm worried about you.

I'm your mother and when you have any problems, I want to know about it.

Maybe I can help you solve it.

Tell me what's the matter.

When it comes to matters of the heart

love can't be forced.

But it's good that you told him your feelings.

So you'll know how he feels about you.

Look at Pol and Parn.

They're both stubborn.

And in the end, look at them.

They're both still hurt and it's not over.

But if yours is over then you'll get over the hurt.

Yes, Mom.

Speaking of, it's better to not have a husband!

No headaches! I have freedom and can do whatever I want to do!

I have it easy!

So why were you trying to tell me and P'Parn

to find a good and rich husband?

Oh, Pat.

If you can't find a good husband then it's better to not have one! (amen, lol)

Yes, in that case

I'll be an unmarried old woman and stay with you.

Yeah.

I'll go buy some groceries.

Is there anything in particular you want to eat tonight? I'll make it for you.

You can take Tawan home first.

Tawan, I'm back.

I bought so much stuff for you.

Come look at what I got.

Tawan?

Tawan? Where are you?

Tawan?

- Where are you going? - Let go!

Wait! You're going back with me.

I won't go! I'm taking him back with me.

Pantawan.

You're acting angry and upset

because you want me to feel guilt, right?

And you'll just find a chance to take my son away from me, right?

At first, I didn't want to trust you

but I'm trying to trust you.

I didn't think you'd be so cruel to me but you are!

I can do whatever I want.

So that you won't be on my life and my son's life!

I did everything to be good to you.

But what is good enough?

- When will you accept that I'm his father? - You don't have to do anything!

In that case, you should put yourself in my shoes for the last 6 years.

And think that me and Tawan

have already died.

Tawan, go home with me.

- Tawan! - Tawan!

- Tawan! - Tawan!

- Tawan! - Tawan!

Go look over there.

Tawan!

Tawan!

Mom, Tawan is missing again.

Stop.

Stop right there.

Calm down.

- We'll find him. - Leave me alone.

Go wherever you want!

It's your fault he's missing!

If anything happens to him, I'll never forgive you!

- Be reasonable. - What reasons!?

It's your fault.

He's missing because of you!

He's missing because of you! Do you understand!? It's your fault!

- He's missing because of you! - Parn.

- Why did you do this!? - Parn, stop!

You're still fighting at a time like this?

He's missing because he has parents like this!

Mom...

Pat.

Pat.

- What is it? - Do you know that Tawan is missing?

How is he missing? P'Parn already found him.

She called to tell me

that she got in a fight with Pol and Tawan is missing again.

That's why I rushed here to tell you and your mother.

P'Parn is just great.

She called to tell you but didn't call to tell me.

Khun, now isn't the time to feel hurt.

And what do you want me to do?

Do you want me to go find Tawan? Where do I look?

Actually, if you're so worried why don't you just take a flight over there?

You're right.

I'll be going then.

Hey, Khun. What are you doing here?

I came to tell you that Tawan is missing.

You had to come all the way here? You couldn't just call?

I was afraid that you and Pat would panic.

So I thought it'd be better to come in person.

But

someone around here doesn't care.

So I'm going now.

Don't be in such a rush. Stay and have dinner with us first.

He can't. Khun Non is in a hurry.

He's flying to Korea to check on P'Parn.

Why? Don't worry. Tawan is fine.

You know where Tawan is?

Tawan is missing because of him.

Stop throwing the blame back and forth now.

You're siding with him?

I'm not siding with anyone.

I'm bring neutral.

Khun Pol took Tawan here

because he loves his son too.

And I don't love him?

You love your son.

And Pol loves his soon too.

In a situation like this

you need to stop using your anger

and speak reasonably.

If it wasn't for him

all this craziness wouldn't be happening.

Parn.

None of us have a complete and perfect family.

You know that well

and you know how it feels.

Don't you feel sorry for Tawan?

You should understand his feelings the most.

But in the past

Tawan has been perfectly happy without him.

I did both the duties of a mother and father well.

You saw that.

But the situation has changed now.

Tawan wants his father.

He wants a complete family.

A family that has to pretend that they love each other?

Parn, really ask your own heart.

If you still love Pol or not.

If your answer

is that you don't love him anymore

then I won't speak about this with you again.

But I want to warn you

that this could be your last chance

that you can have the family that you wanted

with your love and Pol's love.

I don't love him.

And most important, he doesn't want me.

He only wants his son.

You want me to endure living my life with him when he doesn't even want me!?

Parn.

Did Pol tell you?

It's the same thing.

All he does is say everyday that he's taking my son.

He never considers me at all.

He's just acting nice.

And one day, he's going to take my son from me.

He never wanted me. He never thought about me.

I feel better knowing that.

Actually, if you know now then you should hurry and leave.

- Why are you still here? - Khun.

Can't I just have one meal here?

Stop doing this.

You know that it makes me uncomfortable.

Pat.

Hey, Khun.

You should be honest with Pat about your feelings.

If you're going to reject her then just tell her. She's already prepared for it.

I'd be uncomfortable too if it was me

to be seeing the person I secretly have feelings for close by and around me all the time.

You're the person who is loved.

You don't understand how the person who secretly loves you feels.

Why don't I?

I been secretly in love with someone for my entire life.

Aren't you going to eat? Aren't you hungry?

Can you leave me alone?

Wait.

What did I do wrong?

If I don't feel that way with you

does it mean we can't be friends or brother and sister?

We can but not right now.

I'm not like you.

I can't be close to the person who doesn't love me

and still do good

without knowing

when that person will notice me.

I'm not durable like you.

And what do you want me to do?

It's easy.

Stay further away from me.

Whenever I can cope and accept it

we'll talk then.

I'm sorry

for making you feel bad.

You don't have to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong.

But I just don't understand. Why didn't you stop loving P'Parn?

And look at other women?

It can be anyone. It doesn't have to be me.

Why haven't you gotten over P'Parn

even though you know

that it'll never happen?

If you really like me like you say you do

I think you should know why.

But there's one thing that's not the same with us.

I won't dwell like you.

And I'll find a way to pull myself out of the hurt and disappointment.

And one day

I might get over you.

How much of our own happiness do we have to sacrifice for other people?

It might sound like I'm selfish

but I won't sacrifice my own happiness

for someone who doesn't love me.

You should think about it.

Will P'Parn be happy

to be the cause for someone

to be unhappy because of her?

I think P'Parn would be happy

to see you have someone that you love

and who loves you.

I already reported to the police.

The police will look for him.

I think you should go take a rest.

It's getting cold. You'll get sick.

Leave me alone!

Parn, I'm sorry.

It's my fault.

But I promise to find our son.

Since when do you keep your promises?

Right now

even if you say sorry a million times

it won't make anything better!

If you hadn't taken him from me

he wouldn't be missing!

You're the problem!

You're always causing problems!

No matter how many years it's been

you're still causing problems!

You're always hurting me all the time!

Parn.

You don't have to say anything.

You don't have to say anything else!

I hate you.

I hate you. Do you hear me?

Remember this,

whenever I find my son

you'll never see us again.

If you think doing that is your happiness

then I give up.

When we find our son

I'll let you go with him.

And let me die from this world like how you wanted

if that's your happiness.

I'm willing to burden all the hurt alone.

Parn.

Parn.

Parn.

Tawan. Where are you?

Tawan!

- Tawan! - Parn.

Tawan.

Tawan.

- Parn. - Tawan!

Tawan.

Parn, I'm here now. You'll be alright.

Parn, I love you.

You should eat first.

- I need to find my son. - Parn, wait.

You're not feeling well.

I'll go.

You need to rest.

I'll find him.

I said I'll go!

Parn, trust me. You need to take a rest.

You're not feeling well.

Parn!

Parn!

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Why didn't you stop loving P'Parn and look at other women?

Why haven't you gotten over P'Parn

even though you know that it'll never happen?

How do you feel?

Do you feel better now?

You don't look affected at all

that he's been missing for several days.

Why do you think that?

I'm just as worried about him as you are.

But you're not feeling well. How can I leave you?

In a parent's life

nothing is more important than their child.

Do you understand?

If you don't understand

then you don't deserve to be anyone's father.

Someone wants to talk to you.

Mommy.

Tawan.

It's really you.

Where are you?

Can you tell me?

I can't tell you.

Tawan.

Tell me right now. Where are you?

I told daddy

that if you two are still fighting

then I won't go back.

Tawan, dear.

Grandma, do you think mommy will forgive daddy?

Of course because your mommy still loves him.

She won't stay angry at him.

She's just sulking and a little hurt.

Now it depends on your father

if he can get her to forgive him or not.

I want mommy and daddy to love each other.

So I'll have a mom and dad like my friends.

- In that case, we need to cheery your daddy to su su (keep fighting). - Su su!

It's not hard

if you want him to come back.

Can we make up?

Now isn't the time for jokes.

He called to say that he's not coming back if we keep fighting.

Can we make up? Unless you don't want him to come back.

Fine.

If we're good and he comes back

you have to do as you promised.

If he comes back

you have to go.

Daddy, su su!

Wait.

Where are you taking me?

Khun Pol!

- Khun Non, what are you doing here? - I want to talk to you.

What about?

But I don't want to talk to you.

I want to talk to you about us.

- Say what it is. - Honestly,

since we talked I was thinking

- that I should give myself a chance. - Isn't that too easy?

I don't know. Since you...

Since you kissed me

I been feeling strange.

But I'm not really sure

but when I think that you're really leaving

it makes me feel frightened and disheartened.

What about P'Parn?

It's true that it's a bond that's more than friendship.

But when it really comes to it

when she said she was going to marry me

in my head, all I was thinking about was you.

All because I kissed you?

Yeah.

You're not confused

or lost your mind, right?

Can I get your permission?

Pat.

Pat!

Mom.

- Khun Non! - I...

I...

It's really alright!

I'm OK!

Go ahead. Go ahead.

I'm OK!

I'm confident now

to give us a chance to see each other.

If I knew this, I would've kissed you a long time ago.

Where are you taking me? Let go of me right now.

Do you remember this place?

I confessed my love to you here.

And I promised to love only you.

Do you know that it's never changed to this day?

You just want to make yourself sound good.

You just want me to ease up and allow you to see my son.

What my son wants

is to have you as his father.

I can do it because I'm a mother.

I can make the sacrifice for my son.

Do you ever consider my feelings if I have to be with you

and force a smile

even though it hurts my heart?

Have you ever once

walked to me

and tell me that you love me like how you're saying?

Never.

You wouldn't have came back if it wasn't for Tawan.

You just wanted to take responsibility

for what you feel guilty for. That's all.

Do you know that there was never a minute that I didn't think about you?

I couldn't sleep and I had nightmares.

I wanted to have you by my side.

I wanted to hear your voice close to me

because it would help me sleep well.

I know that my apology

might not be enough for everything that happened in the past.

But I want you to know that

I want you to be my family

Be my wife,

be my child's mother,

and be everything in my life.

Can you please give me a chance?

Now do you believe me?

I love you.

Yes.

What about our son?

I told you

that if we make up, he'll come back.

Should we show him?

Khun! It's not a time to play.

We're good now.

Yay! Daddy and mommy are back together!

Tawan!

It was your plan, wasn't it?

Mommy, are you scolding daddy again?

No.

Where have you been?

I was so worried about you.

I was with grandma.

Don't tell me

that it was your plan with Tawan and Khun Pol?

Isn't it good? So you'll finally know your own heart.

Tawan! What's wrong?

What's wrong?

Where's your mom and dad? Why are you here crying alone?

Daddy and mommy are fighting again.

I don't like it.

I don't want to be with mommy and daddy anymore.

It's alright. You can stay with me.

- Tawan is with you? - Yes.

Do you know that Parn is sick?

She's very worried about him and I'm about to lose my mind.

If you want to take my son from me

then I give up.

If it'll make Parn happy

- then you can take him. - Khun Pol.

You told me

that you love Pantawan. Why are you giving up so easily?

I was willing to help you

because I wanted you and Parn to be a happy family.

Why are you giving up so easily?

I tried to do everything already.

But Parn won't give me a chance. I don't know what else to do.

I'm just a loser.

I could never accomplish anything in my life.

Khun Pol.

Tawan and I will help you.

I know that Parn still loves you.

She just wants to be confident

that you don't just want your son.

But you want her too.

Can you make Parn confident?

I think that she should know by everything that I'm doing.

How would she know

if you don't tell her?

Khun Pol,

tell her

and show her so she'll feel confident.

Parn, you're an adult now.

Stop being stubborn and sulky with your own heart.

So your family will be a family.

- Yes, Mom. - Stop using your temper and emotions.

Stop holding grudges.

No one can ruin your family

except yourself. Do you understand?

Yes, Mom.

Khun Pol,

thank you very much

for understanding Parn.

I hope that

you'll make the best of this chance you got.

Yes.

I will never ruin my own family.

And I'm sorry for all the bad things I did in the past.

And thank you for helping me this time.

Thank you, Mom.

You're the woman my father loved.

My father wanted me to accept you.

And today, Dad would be happy too if he was here.

Can I hug you in place of my father?

Daddy, can you hug me too?

Of course! Come here.

A big tight hug!

Daddy, can you hug mommy too?

Why did you name him Tawan?

Because he's my light.

He's the light guiding me through the darkness for the last 6 years.

I'm very lucky

to have you both as my light guiding me.

Tawan

and you, Pantawan.

Mommy.

Yes, dear?

Will you come play with me?

- Alright. - Daddy too.

- Go on. Alright. - Alright.

Let's see whose plane will fly higher.

And that's my life's story.

From a kid who thought he was lacking love

even though love was all around me.

But I couldn't see it.

I was self absorbed and couldn't see past my own issues.

And I caused problems for the people who love me

because of my own stupid ideas.

And behaving reckless and unreasonable.

It caused me to lose the people I love.

But I'm lucky today

to have someone who I love

by my side.

I have someone to hug

and someone to say "I love you" to.

And I want my life

to be an example for everyone.

Because you might not be as lucky as me.

Everyone isn't born the same.

But we can choose to do good things.

I believe that love

giving chances

and forgiveness

and repentance,

it's never too late,

because we can always start over to do good things.

I believe these things

will make us happy.

And today, I understand myself.

And understand other people better.

And I'll take care of it the best I can.

I will never let go of these hands again.

If you haven't been kind to each other

then look to the person beside you

and tell that person that you love them.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Khun!

Don't let go of your hand from each other Talk and reconcile your misunderstanding when there's still time Love and walking together will help to heal a tired and exhausted heart back to life