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Funerals are hard, but...

-We made it. -Yeah.

-Ready to go inside? -Yeah.

-I'll grab the bags. -Yeah.

Yeah, that was, um,

- A lot. -Yeah.

A beautiful, beautiful service, but, uh,

just so many people.

-So much talking. -Oh, god!

I miss him.

I do too.

Everybody kept asking, how are you?

And...

what do you say?

We can...

as fine as we can be, but...

Oh, that's his, his stuff.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

You think we should do that tonight?

Ugh,

Yeah, I think it's, um,

I think it's important that we are together.

-Yeah. Mm-hmm. -You know?

Absolutely. I'm always gonna be here for you.

But you are gonna have to go.

You want me to do it?

-Yeah, please? -Yeah.

Absolutely.

Let's see.

Oh, my god!

It still smells like him.

Oh, I'm sorry. -It's okay.

You know you look just like him.

-I'm sorry if it's hard for you. -No, it's...

it's hard, but it's...

it's comforting at the same time.

He was so proud of you.

I wanted to be just like him.

Oh?

You are so much like him.

You know,

he died a hero.

I guess he did.

I just, I can't get my head around it.

I don't understand how they got him when he was so far away.

They ambushed him.

But...

not before he saved all those people.

Yeah.

It's who he was.

Yeah.

They don't make them like this anymore.

No they don't.

It's so nice.

I think this is a fit.

Oh, I, I think, uh,

I think that's your size.

-Was he the same size I was at this age? -Yeah, yes.

-Yeah. -Yeah, look.

Oh, you look just like him.

I'm sorry. -No, no, it's good.

Oh?

I'll stay as long as you need me to, okay?

Okay.

Thank you.

Come on in.

Hi.

What are you doing?

Oh, I am...

I'm holding up.

How about you?

I'm just trying to keep my mind busy.

Yeah.

Distract myself.

I just keep thinking about how...

I didn't live up to him.

You know, when...

he was my age, he was out fighting for our country.

Saving people's lives.

20 years old and I'm here working some bullshit job, going to school for whatever.

And I just can't help, but... think...

and didn't live up to him.

Well,

I can assure you...

that he never thought you were a disappointment or a failure.

And certainly now if he could see you,

and how you've done such a good job of taking care of your stepmom.

I mean, you've been there for me so many times...

that how can I not?

How can I not be there for you?

But it's...

just hard.

I know it's hard, but...

I know there is the initial disappointment that...

you didn't choose the military life.

You know, I remember you guys arguing about that, but...

what you don't know is that...

when he saw your level of commitment,

to forging your own path,

he was incredibly proud of you.

You know.

Yeah.

I know I'm just your stepmom, but...

I'm proud of you too.

Thank you.

So...

what's, uh,

in the box?

This...

this is your dad's uniform.

I've been giving it some thought and, uh,

I think he would want you to have it.

I think you should have this.

Mom,

are you sure?

I know how much it meant to him and.

I think, um,

I think that...

it makes sense for you to have it because...

I think it can symbolize something else to you.

What it means to be a hero.

You know?

And, uh, I think it's good luck for you.

And I think, uh, I think it will fit you.

Actually.

You should try it on.

I don't know.

Wouldn't that be disrespectful to him?

Not at all.

I think he'd want you to wear it, and, and...

drive a different kind of meaning out of it.

You know.

Yeah.

I don't know.

If it's even gonna fit.

I think it will. We'll see.

Alright.

Uh, well, I'll go in the bathroom.

Oh, no, you don't need to do that.

You are my stepson, it's, it's no big deal.

Just try it on.

Alright.

Oh,

you should start with, um,

gosh, there's, there's shoes.

-Let's start with these pants. -Okay.

Put thise on first.

Okay.

They definitely fit.

Um, which belt would you like?

Let's go with the brown one. -Okay.

-Um, the shoes. Yeah.

As shiny as I remember him.

Oh, these fit too.

See, you were...

the same size.

You look so much like him.

Um, the jacket.

do you need help with the buttons?

Yeah, okay.

There we go.

Oh?

Mm-hmm.

Yes, it fits so perfectly.

-It does. -Yeah.

Okay.

Just like him.

Sorry.

Oh, no, no, it's fine.

Here, I want you to have this.

Yes.

Hey, mo- mom, what are you doing?

Um,

I'm so sorry, I just...

-Uh-- -It's okay.

You look, you look exactly like him.

I shouldn't, I shouldn't have put this on.

Oh, no, no, no.

It's not-

It's been so long.

-I was with him for so long. -I know.

And then I didn't see him.

When he was deployed.

It's been...

months and months without him.

I just...

I miss him so much and the way he touched me and...

you look so much like him.

-I just, I feel-- -I know, I know.

But I just,

it just doesn't seem like it would be right.

Well, I...

I think he...

would want us to look out for each other.

Well, yeah.

The way that we have always looked out for each other.

I remember helping you...

with your applications to school and...

finding that apartment.

-I know. -In town and...

-Thank you so much for that. -Yeah.

-You've done so much for me. -Anything.

-And I would do anything for you too, -Yeah, you would?

I really appreciate that.

And I know you father would appreciate that as well.

I, you,

I don't know if he would be okay with it.

I think he would.

I just think that in the same way that...

you know, I know that your father is proud of you for,

sticking around and make sure that I'm okay.

I think he would...

want us to seek comfort in each other.

In each other's bodies and intimacy.

He would want you to carry that on for him.

With me.

I mean, um-

I mean, um-

It seems a fair point.

Yeah.

-Yeah. -Just...

I don't know.

I mean,

I would hate for you to feel uncomfortable.

-Uh-- -No, no no, no.

I just, I don't wanna...

do anything we can't take back, you know.

Well, it would just be this one time.

-Yeah? -Just this one time.

And we don't even have to speak of it again.

-Just to help you? -Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, you want it too, don't you?

I mean, I never thought I'd act on it.

Yeah?

I think your father would want this for the both of us.

-Yeah? -Mm-hmm.

Okay, mom.

I'll do it if you really need this.

I do.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah!

-This is okay? -Mm-hmm.

Yes.

Oh, my god!

Yes!

Are you sure we should do this?

Yes.

Yes.

Would dad be mad?

No, I think he would be... very proud of you.

Trying to help me.

Yes!

-It feels good? -Yeah.

Should I take them off?

Yes, take off your pants.

Yes.

Oh, wow!

Oh, my god!

Oh, yes.

-[moaning] -[groaning]

Oh, my god, you are so sexy.

No, no, no, keep, keep it on.

-Yeah? -Just, yeah, please.

-Okay. -Yeah.

If it's what you need.

-IT is what I need. -Yeah.

You look just like you father.

I can smell him on you.

Come lay down.

Come lay down here.

Let me just look at you.

Yeah.

-It's so good. -Yes.

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god, yes!

Let me take,

let me take this off you.

Yeah?

Yes!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, yeah!

-Does that feel good? -So good.

Feels so good.

Oh, yes!

Oh, my goodness!

Yeah!

Yes!

Yes!

Fuck!

Yes!

He would be so proud of you.

Yeah!

-You think so? -[Dana] So proud of you.

Oh, my god, yes!

Oh, that feels so good.

It feels so good.

Oh, yes!

Oh, my goodness!

Oh, yes!

Yeah, make love to me.

Yes!

Please.

Yes!

Yes!

Are you sure about this?

I'm so sure.

Oh, my god!

Oh, wow!

It's been so long. You feel so good.

-Oh, yes. -[Oliver] You feel so?

Yes.

You look so good in this.

No, no, no, no.

God, yes!

-Yeah! -God!

Yes!

Yes, that's so good.

It feels so good.

Yes!

Oh, my god!

Yeah!

Yes!

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, my goodness!

Yes!

Yes!

Oh, yes!

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Yes!

You feel so fucking good.

Yes, so do you.

Yeah!

Can you feel how badly I need this?

-Yes. -Yeah.

I need it so bad.

Oh, it feels so good.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, yes, yes.

Yeah!

Oh, my god!

Yes!

Oh, yes!

Oh, yes!

Yeah, yes, yeah.

Oh, that feels good.

Oh, my god!

[moaning]

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh, yes!

Oh, my god!

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Oh, it feels so good.

You look so good in this.

Yeah.

There you go.

Oh, yeah!

That's so good.

Oh, my goodness!

-

Oh, you are such a good boy.

Helping me feel good.

That's what I came for.

Yes!

Stay right there. -[Dana] Okay.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, that's nice.

Oh, that's nice.

Oh, my god!

-Yeah! -Oh, my god!

Oh, it feels so fucking good. -Yeah?

Fuck!

It feels so good.

Oh, yes!

Yes!

Oh, yeah!

Doesn't it feel good?

It feels good? Yes

Yeah!

Oh, yeah!

Yeah!

Yes!

Will you call me love bug?

You father called me love bug.

Yeah.

That would really help me.

Yes, I will.

Love bug.

Oh, my god!

That's my love bug.

Oh, that feels so good.

Oh, my!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, yeah!

Oh, my god, love bug.

Yeah!

It feels so good.

Oh, yeah!

Yes!

Yes, hold me.

Yes, yes.

This how you like it, love bug?

-Oh, fuck! -Yes!

Yes!

-My love bug. -Yes.

Oh, I missed you so much.

Oh, I missed you too.

-Yeah. -Mm-hmm.

-It's been so long. -Oh, it's been so long.

Yes!

Yes!

-Yes! -Oh, my god!

Feels so good.

Yeah!

Yes!

Come here.

Right here?

Okay.

Oh, yes, darling.

Yes!

-Yes! -Oh, my god!

-Yeah! -Oh, fuck!

It's so good.

-Oh, fuck! -Yes!

-I'm gonna cum. -Yes!

-Cum for me, darling. -Oh, my god!

-Yes! -Oh, my god!

Oh, fuck, love.

Yes!

You know,

you are even more like your father than I had originally thought.