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[Episode 8]

Helian Xi, your hand

Thank you

Father, it seems like we're lost

Don't worry

I remember the way home

Father, the lights are out

It's okay. Father can see

Let's go

Father, the lights are on again

Yes, the lights are on again

Let's go home

What are you doing here?

Take off your clothes

What did you say?

I saw the burns on your back

Qin Sang said you wanted to deal with it yourself

But how can you

take care of it yourself?

You're just a girl

Even girls can be doctors

Wounds knows no gender

Does it really matter if it's a man or a woman?

Why do you have so many scars

on your back?

Who could hurt you?

Didn't you take care of them before?

Are you afraid of fire?

How do you know?

It's not hard to guess

That day, I went to find you with a candle

You wanted to blow it out

And it was pitch black

in your room

without even a single candle

If you're not afraid of fire

can you still enjoy

living in darkness?

I didn't expect you to be so clever

Do you really

need to keep talking like this?

Three years ago,

How did you come to Shuoyun?

Actually,

I can't remember either

I only know it was Xi Jiu

who saved me and brought me back

He saved you?

Hurry up

Apply the medicine again tomorrow

Remember not to let it get wet

Helian Xi

Why do you always

like to look at the stars from high places?

Is it because from high places

you can see things others can't?

Because it's closest to the sky

The closest I've been to the sky

isn't now

It was when I was being punished at the execution ground

That night,

In the dark night,

A group of fireflies

flew towards me like stars

Those weren't fireflies. They were...

Not fireflies? Then what were they?

You saw it wrong

Helian Xi

You must have lit up the night

for more than just me

Do you always

light up the night for others, right?

You can leave now

Otherwise, Xi Jiu will come up

and bother me again

Alright

By the way

This is for you

Since the tree spirit

can help me regain my memories

I'd better give it back to you

After all, even if I have it

I don't know how to handle it either

I'm not sure if it should be steamed

Or used for stewing soup

Crown Prince

These past few days

did Helian Xi ever do anything strange

to miss Liang Chan?

Currently, everything seems normal

But during the Yongzhao Palace incident

the one who slaughtered the Feng's Clan

was him

I'm afraid that

once Liang Chan regains her memories

and he gets what he wants

And he'll go after Liang Chan

Helian Xi doesn't seem to

have any weaknesses

It won't be easy to capture him

Weakness?

What can make him

find light in the darkness?

Qin Sang

Qin Sang

Lady

Do you need something from me?

Can you buy something for me?

Of course, I can

Thank you

All these on paper

Alright, I'll go later

Qin Sang, what are you cooking?

It doesn't smell like

the medicine I usually drink

It's...

It seems like

the scent of tree sap

It's nothing

Thank you for your trouble

Lady

They're things you wanted

Before tonight

don't let Helian Xi come looking for me

Okay

What are you doing in my room again?

I...

I brought something for you

What tricks are you playing?

Don't move

I really have something for you

What is it?

A star in the night sky

Your room

is always so dark

And you can't light a lamp

So I made this

luminous stone lamp for you

to give you some light

Why are you giving me these?

After spending time with you,

I've come to realize

how stubborn you are on the outside

And how soft your heart is

During the time I was tortured

You not only shielded me with an umbrella

but also brought me stars

You should light up the darkness

for many people

But your nights

are always dark

Even if the stars are close in the sky

you still can't reach them

I want

to light up your dark nights

Have you forgotten

I wanted to kill you before?

Of course I remember

But I can also see

how you protect me

and treat others kindly

If you are really

so unforgivable

How can Qin Sang

be so loyal?

You must have been good to me before

I must have done something

to hurt you

So that you could be like this

When I regain my memory,

and remember the past

I will definitely

atone for my mistakes

Atone?

I know

you asked Qin Sang to make medicine

I can drink it now

After drinking it,

I should be able to regain my memory

Helian Xi

Can you hear me speaking?

Drinking it at night won't have any effect

Let's talk about it tomorrow

I'm tired

Then...

Give it to me tomorrow during the day

The heart of Divine Tree

Helian Xi

What are you doing?

How dare you

desire to spend time with her

in this illusory scene?

Lady

Last night, the young master

saw the fluorescent stone you made

Was he happy?

I don't know

Whether he is happy or not

he'd never show it on his face

Yes, indeed

These past three years,

the young master has long lost

the fluctuating emotions of an ordinary person

Qin Sang

Go out first

Young Master

What's wrong?

The fluorescent light is too bright

Did you not sleep well last night?

What is this?

A concoction made from tree essence

Give it to me

This medicine can treat various illnesses,

but it can easily attack the heart

It should not be taken

by those with heart or lung problems

You've been taking medicine for so long

and your condition may be related to it

I take medicine because I'm physically weak

It's not a problem

Give me the medicine

Have you ever thought

what kind of person you used to be?

I don't know

Perhaps

I was better than I am now

and I wasn't that stubborn

Maybe even more

selfish and self-serving

In the end,

I am not a gentle person

What if you were

a heinous

and unforgivable person?

Can you stand it?

If that's the case

it's also me

At least I found myself

I can pay for my sins

After drinking it

It takes effect in an hour

What's wrong?

Feng Yuan

Feng Yuan

Feng Yuan