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"GREY'S ANATOMY...

I'VE HAD THIS THING
FOR MY ROOMMATE SINCE DAY ONE,

AND I CAN'T TELL HER.

WOULDN'T IT BE EASIER
TO JUST ASK HER OUT?

ARE REALLY AS SHALLOW
AND CALLOUS AS YOU SEEM?

OH, YOU WANT TO GO OUT
FOR A DRINK LATER

AND HEAR ABOUT
MY SECRET PAIN?

I CAN'T.
I'M SEEING SOMEONE.

SAVE YOURSELF THE MISERY,
MAN.

SHE'S OFF THE MARKET.
WHAT?
BUT SHE'S NOT.

I LIVE WITH HER --
I WOULD KNOW IT.

AND THE LONGER
THIS LITTLE FLING GOES ON,

THE MORE FAVORS
YOU GET OVER THE OTHERS --

WHO ARE FIGHTING
TOOTH AND NAIL

JUST TO MAKE IT
THROUGH THIS PROGRAM --

WHEN THOSE PEOPLE START
FINDING OUT WHAT'S GOING ON...

WHAT IS THIS
THAT WE'RE DOING HERE?

YOU NEED A DEFINITION?

THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU FAVORING
MEREDITH GREY IN ANY WAY,

I'LL MAKE SURE
SHE DOESN'T SEE

THE INSIDE OF AN O.R.
FOR A MONTH.

Grey: OKAY, ANYONE WHO SAYS
YOU CAN SLEEP WHEN YOU DIE,

TELL THEM TO COME TALK TO ME

AFTER A FEW MONTHS
AS AN INTERN.

OF COURSE,
IT'S NOT JUST THE JOB

THAT KEEPS US UP ALL NIGHT.

YOU HAVE TO GET UP NOW.

WHAT?

OH, MY GOD,
WHAT TIME IS IT?

20,
AND I HAVE PRE-ROUNDS.

UGH.

AND YOU HAVE TO LEAVE
BEFORE THEY SEE YOU.

OH, COME ON, NOW.

WHY DON'T YOU JUST
LET THEM SEE?

NO!

PLEASE!

YOU GET ANY SLEEP?

OH, SHE COULD OIL
THE BEDSPRINGS AS A COURTESY

OR AT LEAST BUY
A PADDED HEADBOARD.

SO, WHO'S THE GUY?

YOU THINK IT WAS JUST ONE GUY
DOING ALL THAT WORK?

DO YOU MIND IF
I DON'T THINK ABOUT THAT?

OH, JEALOUS?

I'M NOT JEALOUS.

I AM.

BUT AT LEAST I KNOW SHE'LL
BE HAVING A LONG DAY AT WORK.

WELL, AT LEAST WE KNOW BRAIN
SURGERY ISN'T HIS ONLY SKILL.

THEY CAN'T BE --
HE'S HER BOSS.

WE'RE LATE.

HE'S ALL OF OUR BOSS.

SHE HAS BEEN SCRUBBING IN
A LOT LATELY ON HIS SURGERIES.

NO, MEREDITH WOULDN'T SLEEP
WITH HIM JUST TO -- NO.

IF SHE'S NOT ASHAMED OF IT,
WHY IS SHE KEEPING IT A SECRET?

MAYBE SHE DIDN'T.

MAYBE IT JUST HAPPENED --

YOU KNOW, SPONTANEOUSLY,
LAST NIGHT.

HI. GOOD MORNING.

MORNING.

IT SOUNDED LIKE YOU WERE HAVING
PRETTY RADICAL SEX LAST NIGHT,

ALL NIGHT LONG.

WHO WAS THE GUY?

NO ONE YOU KNOW.

WE'RE LATE. LET'S GO.

I MEAN,
IF LIFE'S SO HARD ALREADY,

WHY DO WE BRING MORE TROUBLE
DOWN ON OURSELVES?

THE SELF-DESTRUCT BUTTON?

YIKES, WOULDN'T WANT TO
MEET YOU IN A DARK ALLEY.

RIGHT BACK AT YOU.

A RUN? YOU RUN?

EVERY DAY, BABE,
EVERY DAY.

NOT SUFFERING ENOUGH?

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU,
MAKES YOU STRONGER.

DON'T GO ACTING
ALL INDEFATIGABLE.

YOU'RE DRAGGING
LIKE THE REST OF US.

OH, WHAT IS THAT --
PROFESSIONAL WEAKNESS, DR. YANG?

IT'S CALLED THE FLU.
YEAH.

I NEED A MAJOR RUSH TO MAKE IT
THROUGH THIS DAY.

I NEED A KICK-ASS SURGERY.

OOH, YOU A BAD BOY
LAST NIGHT, GEORGE?

THAT WOULD BE MEREDITH.

YOU A BAD BOY, MEREDITH?

DO TELL.

NOTHING TO TELL.

THAT SAYS IT ALL, HUH?

SORRY, I HAVE A SEX LIFE.

DON'T APOLOGIZE.
EMBRACE IT.

SHARE IT.

COUNT ME IN.

NEXT TIME, JUST LET ME KNOW
IF I NEED TO GO TO A HOTEL

SO I CAN GET SOME SLEEP.

Woman on P.A.:
I.V. NURSE, I.V. NURSE.

AM I MISSING SOMETHING?

YOU WERE
JUST A LITTLE LOUD.

DO THEY KNOW IT'S McDREAMY
KEEPING THEM UP ALL NIGHT?

I HOPE NOT.

I ALREADY HAVE BAILEY
RIDING ME.

I DON'T NEED
MY ROOMMATES THINKING

I'M GETTING
SPECIAL TREATMENT.

O'MALLEY, YANG, KAREV --
GO ON TO CLINIC.

O'MALLEY,
PATIENTS ARE WAITING.

YOU TWO COME WITH ME.

IZZIE, YOU'RE HANGING
WITH ME TODAY.

GOOD MORNING, DR. SHEPHERD.

DR. BAILEY.

LATE NIGHT, GREY?

NO, CAFFEINE JUST
HASN'T KICKED IN YET.

IF YOU WERE AT ALL RELIGIOUS,

YOU WOULD WANT TO START PRAYING
IT KICKS IN SOON.

THERE'S A CONSULT
IN THE PIT.

GIRL WITH A FEVER
AND ABDOMINAL PAIN.

AFTER THAT, NICHOLAS IN 3311
NEEDS HIS MEDS.

MR. MOELLER'S I.V. FELL OUT,
AND HE'S A HARD STICK.

POST-OPS IN 1337, 3342,
3363, AND 2381.

...381.

3342, 3363,

AND 23...

WHY ARE YOU STILL STANDING
IN FRONT OF ME?

YOU LOOK MORE LIKE ME
THAN YOU RIGHT NOW.

WHAT'S THE MATTER?
NOTHING.

HELP!
I NEED IMMEDIATE HELP.

WHAT'S THE PROBLEM?

MY DAMN BOYFRIEND
SWALLOWED MY KEYS.

I DIDN'T WANT HER TO LEAVE.

LOCATE THE LADY'S KEYS.

I THINK SHE GOT SOME BUG ON HER
TRIP TO MEXICO WITH HER FRIENDS.

I TOLD HER NOT TO GO
TO A THIRD WORLD COUNTRY,

BUT DOES SHE EVER LISTEN?

SHE'S BEEN WEAK EVER SINCE,
AND SHE'S LOST WEIGHT.

APPARENTLY.

AND THIS MORNING,
SHE PASSED OUT IN THE SHOWER.

WHEN WAS THE TRIP?

A COUPLE WEEKS AGO.

I'M REALLY FINE.
I JUST HAVE A FEVER.

OKAY, WELL, WILL YOU LIE BACK
FOR AN EXAM FOR ME?

NO, PLEASE,
I DON'T NEED AN EXAM.

JUST GIVE ME SOME ANTIBIOTICS,
SEND ME HOME.

WELL, MAYBE IT IS
JUST A FEVER,

BUT THEY CALLED DOWN
FOR A SURGEON,

SO I HAVE TO GIVE THE OKAY
TO LET YOU GO.

SO JUST LET ME
DO THE EXAM.

DO THE EXAM.

NO.

THIS IS CRAZY.
I'M FINE.

FOR GOD'S SAKE,
CLAIRE,

I DON'T WANT TO SPEND
MY ENTIRE DAY HERE.

YOU KNOW, ACTUALLY,
MRS. RICE,

THIS MIGHT BE EASIER
IF WE HAD SOME PRIVACY,

SO WOULD YOU TWO MIND
LEAVING THE ROOM?

THAT'S FINE.

DIGBY -- DIGBY OWENS.
I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT.

EXCUSE ME, SIR --
UH, YOU'RE BLEEDING.

YOU MIND IF I --

SURE, SURE.
HAVE A LOOK.

THAT'S A GUNSHOT.
YEAH.

WE GOT A GUNSHOT WOUND.

WE GOT TO GET HIM DOWN
TO THE PIT.

SIT.

MR., UH --
DIGBY.

ALL RIGHT, BUT IT ISN'T
AN EMERGENCY.

I SCHEDULED IT.
WHAT, THE GUNSHOT?

YEAH.
MY BUDDY SHOT ME.

BUDDY?
YEAH, JUST AS A FAVOR.

ON PURPOSE?
HELL, YEAH.

HE WASN'T TRYING TO HURT ME
OR NOTHING, BUT YOU KNOW...

BUT WHY?

I LIKE THE SCARS.

LOOK, EVERYONE IN TOWN
HAS TATS,

BUT MY ART
IS ABOUT COMMITMENT.

SO, THIS YOUR ART, HUH?

DAMN STRAIGHT.

DAMN STUPID.

THE BULLET WENT
ALL THE WAY THROUGH.

BOUNCED OFF MY RIBS.

I HAVE ANOTHER ONE
STILL IN MY SHOULDER.

NICE, HUH?

YOU COULD HANG IT
IN THE LOUVRE.

I HAVE AN ETHOS.

WHY DO ANYTHING UNLESS
YOU'RE WILLING

TO GO ONE STEP FURTHER
THAN ANYBODY ELSE?

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU,
MAKES YOU STRONGER.

EXACTLY.

AND PAIN
IS THE GREAT DIVIDE.

MY COACH USED TO SAY, IT'S ALL
ABOUT HOW WE PROCESS PAIN.

FOOTBALL?

WRESTLING, IOWA STATE.

IOWA? 141.

157.

YOU GOT TO BE MORE
THAN 180 NOW.

I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU
GET BACK UNDER 145.

EXCUSE ME, BUT THINKING
OF YOU MEN IN TIGHTS

MAKES ME WANT TO...PUKE.

THERE'S A FLU GOING
AROUND THE HOSPITAL.

SOMEWHAT IRONIC.

OW.

DON'T PUSH SO HARD.

CAN YOU LIFT YOUR SHIRT
SO I CAN EXAMINE YOUR STOMACH?

WHERE DID YOU GET THESE?

CLAIRE...

YOU'VE HAD SURGERY
RECENTLY.

THESE SCARS
ARE STILL PINK.

DON'T TELL MY PARENTS.

YOU DID THIS IN MEXICO
SO YOUR PARENTS WOULDN'T KNOW?

WHAT DID YOU HAVE DONE?

AHH.

AND YOU NOTICED HER FOOT
TWITCHING?

COME ON, JAMIE.
MY FOOT.

OH, YEAH.
ABOUT THREE MONTHS AGO?

JUST A LITTLE.

WE TOOK HER TO COUNTY HOSPITAL,
AND SHE GOT THE C.T. SCAN,

WHICH SHOWED HER --

BRAIN ABNORMALITY.

HERE, YOU CAN PUT IT.

AND THE TWITCHING
HAS GOTTEN WORSE?

A LOT WORSE. THEY DON'T HAVE
THE PROPER EQUIPMENT BACK HOME

TO FIGURE OUT WHAT'S WRONG.

YOU DID A --
YOU DID A GOOD THING.
SHOW MOMMY.

YES, YOUR MOMMY.
MOMMY AND DADDY.

YOU DID A GOOD THING BY COMING
ALL THIS WAY,

MR. AND MRS. HAYES.

YOU SIT TIGHT, JAMIE,
OKAY?

I'M GOING TO BRING IN
DR. SHEPHERD TO SEE YOU.

OKAY?
DR. SHEPHERD.

HE'S THE BRAIN SPECIALIST.

MY MOMMY AND DADDY.

DOCTOR? IS HE GOOD,
THIS DR. SHEPHERD?

AT JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING.

I ASSUME
THE LADY NEEDS HER KEYS

TO LEAVE THIS GUY'S
SORRY ASS BEHIND.

YEAH.
WELL, HELP HER OUT.

HE NEEDS A BRONCHOSCOPY.

SEE ONE, DO ONE, TEACH ONE.

YOU'VE SEEN ONE.
IT'S TIME TO DO ONE.

ALONE? SERIOUSLY?
THANKS.

I MEAN, THE VOTE OF CONFIDENCE
IN MY SKILLS AND ALL --

I DIDN'T THINK ANYONE WAS
NOTICING HOW HARD --

IZZIE? GO.
YEAH?

YOU PAGED?
WHERE ARE WE?

I DID THE CONSULT,
DID THE I.V.,

THE MEDS, THE POST-OPS,
EVERYTHING.

HOW IS YOUR PIT PATIENT?

SHE'S FEBRILE
AND HAS PERITONEAL SIGNS.

YOU ALL RIGHT, DR. YANG?

FINE.
ON MY WAY BACK TO CLINIC.

I THINK SHE HAD SOME SORT OF
ILLEGAL SURGERY DONE IN MEXICO.

BOTCHED ABORTION?

NO, SHE HAS FOUR LAPAROSCOPIC
SCARS ON HER ABDOMEN

AND WON'T SAY
WHAT THEY'RE FROM.

THE PARENTS ARE CLUELESS.

OH, SHE'S A MINOR.

17. FRESHMAN IN COLLEGE.

YOU ORDER UP FOR A C.T.?
YES.

SO, WHILE SHE'S THERE,

THE NURSES COULDN'T
GET A FOLEY ON MR. GRY.

HE MAY NEED A COUDé CATH IF YOU
CAN'T GET A NORMAL ONE IN THERE.

WRITE UP POST-OP NOTES ON
ALL SURGICAL-FLOOR PATIENTS

THAT HAD SURGERY
WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS.

BE SURE TO DOCUMENT
THEIR EKGs AND X-RAYS.

HUNT THEM DOWN
IF YOU CAN'T FIND THEM.

RIGHT AWAY.

HEY.

WHOA.
GOT THE FLU?

YEAH, AND THANKS FOR IT.

IT'S MAKING MY LIFE
SO MUCH EASIER.

I DIDN'T GIVE IT TO YOU.
IT'S ALL OVER THE HOSPITAL.

YOU SHOULD BE IN BED.

DISEASE, DIAGNOSIS,
AND PRESCRIPTION FROM ONE MAN.

SERIOUSLY, I'LL GIVE YOU
A RIDE HOME.

THIS IS NOT GONNA
MAKE ME GO HOME.

YOU GO HOME.

BUT I FEEL FINE.

HEY, HEY, HEY --
HAVE YOU SEEN SHEPHERD?

NOT AS UP CLOSE
AS MEREDITH HAS.

WHAT? ARE YOU TRYING
TO GET HER IN TROUBLE?

GEORGE, THIS PROGRAM WILL MAKE
OR BREAK OUR CAREERS, OKAY?

SOME OF US WILL MAKE IT THROUGH,
AND SOME OF US WON'T.

AND THAT DECISION DEPENDS
ENTIRELY ON RECOMMENDATIONS

FROM DOCTORS LIKE SHEPHERD.

THERE IS A REASON WE DON'T SLEEP
WITH THE ATTENDINGS.

IT'S NOT HER FAULT,
IT'S SHEPHERD'S.

HE'S THE ATTENDING.
HE SHOULD KNOW BETTER.

HE'S TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER.

IT DIDN'T EXACTLY SOUND LIKE
ANYTHING WAS HAPPENING

AGAINST HER WILL
LAST NIGHT.

OKAY, WE'RE IN
GOOD SHAPE HERE.

I THINK SO, DR. SHEPHERD.

LOOKS GOOD.

HERE YOU GO, DOC.

THE KID'S C.T.s
JUST ARRIVED FROM KENNEDY.

THANKS.
EXCUSE ME.

SORRY, DR. TAYLOR.

That would be bourbon.

WHAT?

I SMELLED IT, TOO.

AND HE'S THE BEST
ANESTHESIOLOGIST ON THE STAFF.

I'LL WORRY WHEN HE'S TOO JUICED
TO DO HIS CROSSWORD PUZZLE.

WILL YOU CLOSE UP FOR ME?

THANK YOU, EVERYONE.

DR. SHEPHERD...
I GOT TO GET SOME COFFEE.

...JAMIE HAYES
HAS BEEN ADMITTED --

THE LITTLE GIRL
WITH THE BRAIN ABNORMALITY.

HOW'S SHE PRESENTING?

SHE HAS WHAT LOOKS LIKE
CONTINUOUS SEIZURE ACTIVITY

IN HER LEFT FOOT.

HER BALANCE IS OFF.

HER PARENTS HAVE COME A LONG WAY
TO TRY TO FIND OUT WHAT'S WRONG.

HOW OLD ARE THESE?

THREE MONTHS OLD.
I NEED NEW ONES.

HER BRAIN COULD LOOK
DRAMATICALLY DIFFERENT TODAY.

OKAY, I'LL ORDER THEM...

THANK YOU.

...DOC.

AND THAT -- THAT'S A BULLET
FROM A PREVIOUS GUNSHOT.

PREVIOUS GUNSHOT?
OKAY.

NO REASON TO TAKE IT OUT.

NO, THE GUY LIKES PAIN.

IT'S HIS ETHOS.

PAIN AS AN ETHOS?

WAIT, I THINK
I KNOW THIS GUY.

YOU REMEMBER THIS GUY?

HEY, THE TATTOOED MASOCHIST.

HAD HIMSELF SHOT AGAIN.

GLAD TO SEE
HE'S STILL STUPID.

IT'S HIS ETHOS.

LET'S GO TELL HIM
WHAT HE GETS TO DO TODAY.

DR. BAILEY?
CLAIRE RICE'S ABDOMINAL C.T.s.

IS THIS GIRL FAT?

NOT AT ALL.
SHE'S A NORMAL COLLEGE KID.

SO WHAT DO YOU SEE?

HER STOMACH'S STAPLED.

SHE'S HAD A GASTRIC BYPASS.

AND A BAD ONE, AT THAT.

GASTRIC BYPASS IS A PROCEDURE
NORMALLY DONE ON OBESE PATIENTS

TO HELP THEM
LOSE WEIGHT.

CLAIRE?

SHE DOESN'T NEED
TO LOSE WEIGHT.

ARE YOU KIDDING?

THIS MEANS
THE WORLD TO HER.

BUT IT IS SO TYPICAL OF THIS
GIRL TO TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT.

SHE'S DONE IT WITH EVERYTHING
SINCE SHE WAS A LITTLE KID.

MRS. RICE, NOTHING ABOUT THIS
IS GONNA BE EASY.

SHE'S GONNA FACE A LIFELONG
STRUGGLE WITH MALNUTRITION

UNLESS SHE HAS SURGERY
TO REVERSE THE PROCEDURE.

DO THE SURGERY.

I TOLD HER TO WATCH
THE FRESHMAN 15 --

DON'T EAT JUNK, EXERCISE.

BUT WHEN SHE
CAME HOME CHRISTMAS,

WHO HAD TO TAKE HER OUT

AND BUY HER A BRAND-NEW PAIR
OF SIZE-6 JEANS

BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T GET IN
THE ONES I GOT HER LAST SUMMER?

TINA, YOU KNOW,
SHE TRIES SO HARD.

SHE DOES.

SHE GETS GOOD GRADES.
SHE GETS "A"s.

SHE HAS ILLEGAL SURGERY
IN MEXICO.

UNFORTUNATELY, THERE WERE
COMPLICATIONS WITH THE BYPASS.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

SHE HAS WHAT LOOKS LIKE AN
ABSCESS UNDER HER DIAPHRAGM --

AN EDEMA, WHICH IS A SWELLING
OF THE BOWEL WALL.

I CAN'T SAY FOR CERTAIN
SHE'LL RECOVER COMPLETELY.

JUST...DO WHATEVER YOU HAVE
TO DO TO MAKE HER WELL, OKAY?

YOU LOOK LIKE A PRINCESS.
DO YOU KNOW YOU'RE A PRINCESS?

IT'S NOT LIPSTICK.

IT'S NOT LIPSTICK?
NO, IT'S NOT LIPSTICK.

WANT TO DO MY SHOULDER?
OH, GOOD.

AND NOSE?

NOW, WE'RE GONNA FIND OUT
WHAT'S CAUSING THESE SEIZURES.

DOES MRI
KNOW WE'RE COMING DOWN?

YOU SAID C.T.

NOW I'M SAYING MRI.

IT'S AVAILABLE.

GOOD.

DOCTOR, IS SHE GONNA
NEED SURGERY?

I DON'T KNOW YET.

WELL, IT'S JUST THAT MY WIFE
AND I, WE BOTH WORK.

AND I DON'T KNOW
IF OUR INSURANCE --

W-WE KNOW IT CAN BE
VERY EXPENSIVE.

I DON'T WANT YOU
TO WORRY ABOUT THAT.

IT'S A FOCAL,
LEFT-SIZE SEIZURE.

LET'S GET THAT DIAZEPAM
RUNNING RIGHT NOW, PLEASE.

A TOURNIQUET, PLEASE.
TOURNIQUET.

HEY, JAMIE, HERE'S WHAT
WE'RE GONNA DO.

WE'RE GONNA PUT THIS
ON YOUR ARM, OKAY?

ISN'T THAT FUN?

HERE, WE'RE GONNA PUT THAT
ONTO YOU, LIKE THAT.

AND THIS IS GONNA FEEL COLD.

THIS IS A BUTTERFLY.

BUTTERFLY LANDS RIGHT THERE.
MMM, THERE WE GO.

BLANKET FOR THE BUTTERFLY --
GOOD. NICELY DONE.

IT'S AMAZING STUFF,
ISN'T IT?

UH-HUH.

HEY, YOU LIKE SPACESHIPS?
YEAH.

OKAY, SHOULD WE TAKE
CAPTAIN O'MALLEY,

MY FIRST LIEUTENANT,
TO THE SPACESHIP MRI?

LET'S GO.

IT'LL BE SAFER TO WAIT
UNTIL YOUR LUNCH DIGESTS

BEFORE WE DO THE PROCEDURE.

PERFECT --
THIS IS JUST PERFECT.

I WAS HOPING TO BE IN PORTLAND
RIGHT NOW.

YOU'RE GONNA BE UNDER
CONSCIOUS SEDATION,

WHICH MEANS YOU'LL BE AWAKE,
BUT GROGGY.

WAIT, WAIT.
IS THIS GONNA HURT?

WE'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING
FOR PAIN.

DO YOU KNOW HOW STUPID
YOU MAKE ME LOOK?

I THOUGHT YOU WOULD THINK
THIS IS FUNNY.

FUNNY?

ROMANTIC?

LIKE THE THERAPIST THING
WAS FUNNY AND ROMANTIC?

THAT WAS FUNNY.
NO, THAT WAS SAD.

HE CALLED MY THERAPIST,
PRETENDING TO BE HIS THERAPIST,

TO FIND OUT
WHAT I'D SAID ABOUT HIM.

A LITTLE PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE,
ISN'T IT, J.P.?

HE IS THE KING
OF PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE.

AND HE'S MANIPULATIVE...

...AND NEEDY.

WELL, THAT'S THE TRIFECTA.

WHAT DO I WIN?

WHAT?

DOC!

I PREFER WE STOP MEETING
LIKE THIS, MR. OWENS.

DIGBY.

SO, HOW'S THE TRUMPET PLAYING?

VERY SAFE,
COMPARED TO YOUR HOBBY.

GETTING SHOT
IS A LITTLE MORE RISKY.

THAT'S KIND OF THE POINT.

HE'S RUNNING A FEVER.

DUE TO THE EXTRA STRESS ON
HIS BODY FROM THE GUNSHOT.

DIGBY...

THE IMPACT OF THE BULLET
ON YOUR CHEST

FRACTURED A RIB AND CAUSED
A HEMOPNEUMOTHORAX.

THAT SUCKS, I GUESS.

THERE'S BLOOD
IN YOUR COLLAPSED LUNG.

THE PRICE OF BODY ART WENT UP
SINCE YOUR LAST GUNSHOT.

AH, NO PAIN, NO GAIN,
RIGHT?

THAT'S ONE WAY
TO LOOK AT IT.

WE HAVE THAT IN COMMON,
YOU DOCS AND ME.

DO WE?

YEAH, THE WAY YOU GUYS
PUSH, PUSH, PUSH.

WHEN I WAS WRESTLING,
IF YOU WANTED TO PIN ME,

YOU WAS GONNA HAVE TO
KILL ME.

IOWA STYLE.

IOWA STATE STYLE.

BACK HOME,
WE WERE SWORN ENEMIES.

BUT IN SEATTLE, MAN,
WE'RE BROTHERS.

SO, WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO
ABOUT THIS, UM...

HEMOPNEUMO-DURASIS?

WE'RE GONNA INSERT A CHEST TUBE
TO DRAIN THE BLOOD,

THEN REINFLATE YOUR LUNG.

OH, PLEASE...

TELL ME I GET TO WATCH.

OH, MAN -- IOWA STYLE.

BEFORE YOU GUYS START,
I KNOW YOU'RE MAD.

DISBELIEF, CLAIRE --
JUST...DISBELIEF.

I'M JUST CONCERNED.

WHERE DID YOU GET THE IDEA
TO DO THIS?

THE INTERNET.

HONEY, THERE IS A HEALTHY WAY
TO LOSE WEIGHT.

YEAH, I TRIED THAT, BUT...

IT DOESN'T WORK FOR ME
LIKE IT DOES FOR YOU.

HEY, YOU DON'T NEED
TO LOSE WEIGHT.

WHAT ARE YOU EATING?

AND HOW MUCH HAVE YOU BEEN
WORKING OUT?

MOST OF THE TIME, WHEN PEOPLE
HIT THEIR TARGET WEIGHT,

THEY HAVE TO WORK
TO STAY THERE.

EVERYONE GAINS WEIGHT
IN COLLEGE, MOM.

IT'S...STRESSFUL.

THERE'S -- THERE'S NOT
ENOUGH TIME FOR EXERCISE.

I JUST THOUGHT IF I WASN'T
WORRIED ABOUT MY DIET, THEN...

I COULD FOCUS MORE
ON MY STUDIES.

SO YOU TOOK
YET ANOTHER SHORTCUT?

LIFE DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY,
CLAIRE.

TINA!

WHAT?
YOU WANT TO ARGUE THIS?

SHE HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL.

IF SHE WOULD JUST
APPLY HERSELF...

OKAY, I THINK WE SHOULD FOCUS ON
TAKING CARE OF YOUR DAUGHTER.

AND, CLAIRE,
YOUR PARENTS AGREE --

THE BEST THING TO DO
IS TO REVERSE THE BYPASS.

NO!

NO, IT'S MY BODY.

I DO NOT WANT SURGERY AGAIN.
PLEASE?

THERE ARE
SERIOUS COMPLICATIONS.

AND THIS
IS ABOUT YOUR HEALTH.

BUT I'D RATHER BE THIN.

WELL, I'M AFRAID THE CHOICE
ISN'T UP TO YOU.

IT'S CALLED
RASMUSSIN'S ENCEPHALITIS.

WHAT IT AMOUNTS TO IS THAT
THIS SIDE OF HER BRAIN --

THIS PART'S ALL HEALTHY,
IT'S WORKING PERFECTLY.

THIS BLACK PART OF THE BRAIN,
THIS --

ALL OF THAT IS DEAD,
OR DYING.

THE CONDITION HAS GOTTEN
RADICALLY WORSE

SINCE HER C.T. SCANS
THREE MONTHS AGO.

LEFT UNTREATED,
THE DISEASE IS GONNA KILL HER.

HOW SOON?

TOO SOON.

SO, IS THERE A CURE?

THE TREATMENT REQUIRES THE
DISEASED PORTION OF HER BRAIN

BE REMOVED AND SEALED OFF.

SEE, EVENTUALLY, THE SPINAL
FLUID WILL FILL THE CAVITY.

R-REMOVE?
BUT, I MEAN, THAT'S --

HALF HER BRAIN, YES.

HALF HER BRAIN --
THAT...SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE.

HER AGE MAKES IT POSSIBLE.

HER BRAIN'S
NOT FULLY DEVELOPED,

SO THE REMAINING NEURONS
WILL COMPENSATE FOR THE LOSS.

BUT WILL SHE BE NORMAL?

THERE ARE RISKS
TO ANY SURGERY,

AND THIS IS, YOU KNOW,
A MAJOR ONE.

BUT IF, YOU KNOW,
WE'RE SUCCESSFUL,

JAMIE COULD WALK OUT OF THIS
HOSPITAL IN A COUPLE WEEKS,

GO ON TO LIVE A RELATIVELY
NORMAL LIFE.

LOOK, I KNOW THIS
IS A LOT TO DIGEST.

THE IMPORTANT THING TO REMEMBER
IS THAT WE CAN SAVE HER LIFE.

THANK YOU.

DR. O'MALLEY?

YES? WHAT?

I'M SORRY TO BOTHER YOU.

BUT IF THE PARENTS CONSENT,

I THOUGHT YOU'D LIKE TO SCRUB
IN ON THE HEMISPHERECTOMY.

ARE YOU IN, OR NOT?

UH, IN.

GOOD.

YAY.

I'M SCRUBBING IN ON A
HEMISPHERECTOMY WITH SHEPHERD.

GET OUT!
I WOULD KILL FOR THAT.

WE'RE GONNA CUT OUT HALF
A GIRL'S BRAIN

AND IT'S GOING TO WORK.

IT'S OUTRAGEOUS.

ALMOST MAKES IT HARD
TO HATE HIM.

WHY DO YOU HATE HIM?

OH, NO REASON.

YOU KNOW ABOUT
HIM AND MEREDITH?

YOU KNOW?

WHEN ARE YOU GONNA FIGURE OUT
THAT I KNOW EVERYTHING?

SHE KNOWS.

WHAT, ABOUT DOCTOR-CEST?

IT'S BEEN GOING ON FOR,
LIKE, EVER.

AND YOU DIDN'T TELL US?

OOH, YOU'RE A GOSSIP, HUH?

I AM NOT!
I AM.

HE'S ABOUT TO GO INTO MAJOR
BRAIN SURGERY ON NO SLEEP?

NOT VERY RESPONSIBLE.

JEALOUS MUCH?

SEX ALL NIGHT ISN'T ABOUT
BEING RESPONSIBLE.

NO, IT'S ABOUT SEX ALL NIGHT.

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE NOT
MORE PISSED OFF ABOUT THIS.

WELL, SHE WORKS HARD ALL DAY.
SHE'S GOT A HARD JOB.

WHY SHOULD YOU CARE
HOW SHE UNWINDS?

I MEAN, YOU LIKE TO
BAKE ALL NIGHT.

SOME PEOPLE LIKE TO DRINK.

OTHERS LIKE AN OCCASIONAL
SCREAMING ORGASM.

YEAH, WE DO.

FORGET I SAID THAT.
PRETEND LIKE I'M NOT HERE.

CONTINUE.

YOU LOOK LIKE
YOU NEED TO BE SPOON-FED.

YOU LOOK LIKE ALEX.

YEAH, ABOUT DRINKING --

DR. TAYLOR,
THE ANESTHESIOLOGIST --

DO YOU THINK HE DRINKS?

WHATEVER GETS YOU
THROUGH THE DAY.

I MEAN HERE, AT WORK.
EARLIER, I THOUGHT I SMELLED --

DO YOU THINK --

I MEAN, HIS PATIENTS
TRUST THAT --

SO I SHOULD SAY SOMETHING,
RIGHT?

IT'S A CAN OF WORMS,
GEORGE.

WEREN'T WE TALKING ABOUT SEX,
ANYWAY?

DOOFUS.
EW.

THIS IS GONNA LEAVE
A PRETTY SEXY SCAR, HUH?

DON'T GET
ANY MORE CRAZY IDEAS.

YOU REALLY THINK MY IDEAS
ARE CRAZY?

I'M LEANING THAT WAY.

WE WRESTLE,
HE PLAYS TRUMPET.

HEY, I FEEL PRETTY DIZZY.

YOU'VE LOST SOME BLOOD.

THIS, TOO, SHALL PASS.

HEY...

HOW COME I DON'T SEE YOU DOWN
AT THE MAT IN BELLTOWN?

OH, MAN, NO TIME.

BRO, MAKE TIME.

I'LL BE EXPECTING YOU.

I'M THERE.

HANDLE WITH CARE.

THIS THING'S FULL OF GUNK.
I KNOW.

WE NEED TO FREE THE BOWEL
FROM THE ADHESIONS

CAUSED FROM THE ABSCESS.

THIS POOR GIRL...

WHAT WAS SHE THINKING?

SHE WANTS
HER MOTHER'S APPROVAL.

SHE WANTED TO PLEASE HER.

AND THIS DAMAGE
IS THE RESULT?

HERE, RESECT THAT.

NEEDLE-TIP OVER HERE,
PLEASE.

WHEN YOU'RE DONE HERE,
YOU HAVE POST-OPS WAITING.

I KNOW, DR. BAILEY.

CRISTINA'S GOT THE FLU,

SO YOU NEED TO PICK UP THE SLACK
IN THE CLINIC.

LOOK, I'LL MOP THE FLOORS,
OKAY?

SORRY,
THAT WAS INAPPROPRIATE.

IT'S NOT THE ONLY THING
THAT'S INAPPROPRIATE.

YOU CARE TO TELL ME WHAT
YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?

I'LL JUMP THROUGH HOOPS
IF YOU WANT ME TO.

BUT WHAT I DO WHAT I LEAVE
THIS HOSPITAL IS MY BUSINESS.

HALF THIS HOSPITAL
KNOWS YOUR BUSINESS.

FLU ISN'T THE ONLY VIRUS
SPREADING AROUND HERE.

I MADE A CHOICE, AND I KNOW

YOU DON'T RESPECT ME
FOR THAT CHOICE.

BUT I'LL LIVE
WITH THE CONSEQUENCES.

THEN I'LL HAVE LOTS OF HOOPS
FOR YOU TO JUMP THROUGH.

I'VE DONE EVERYTHING
YOU'VE ASKED ME TO DO.

I MAY NOT DO IT YOUR WAY,
BUT IT GETS DONE.

SO WHATEVER ELSE YOU GOT,
BRING IT ON.

EW!

OKAY, DR. GREY,

NOW THAT YOU'VE
DRAINED THE ORGAN,

WE CAN ATTEMPT
TO REPAIR IT.

NOW MY DAY IS PERFECT.

BYE.

I APPRECIATE THIS.

THE CHANCE TO SCRUB IN ON THIS
KIND OF PROCEDURE IS, WELL --

YEAH, I APPRECIATE IT.

HERE YOU GO.
TRIPLE ESPRESSO, NOT TOO HOT.

OH, I LOVE YOU, SERIOUSLY.

AH, COFFEE -- WHERE WOULD
MEDICINE BE WITHOUT IT, HUH?

I HOPE YOU HAVE
A NEW CROSSWORD, TAYLOR.

WE'RE GONNA BE HERE
AWHILE.

NEVER GO WITHOUT.

BIG DAY FOR YOU, KID --
CONGRATS.

THANKS.

HEY, PRINCESS.

YOU READY TO TAKE A NAP?

HEY, LOOK WHAT I GOT.
BLOW BUBBLES -- THAT'S IT.

YOU JUST BREATHE IN.
OH, THAT'S IT.

WHAT?

DO YOU SMELL...

SMELL WHAT?
I HAVE A MASK.

UH...

I'M SORRY, DR. TAYLOR,
BUT DID YOU JUST...

HAVE YOU BEEN DRINKING?

I BEG YOUR PARDON?

WHAT?

DO YOU SMELL --
I-I SMELL ALCOHOL.

WHERE THE HELL DO YOU
GET OFF

ACCUSING ME
OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT?

GEORGE,
YOU'RE OUT OF LINE.

THERE ARE RULES.

YOU KNOW,
THERE ARE RULES FOR A REASON.

YOU JU--

THERE IS A 2-YEAR-OLD GIRL
ON THIS TABLE.

YOU SHOULDN'T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF
SOMEONE ELSE'S VULNERABILITY.

I DON'T NEED SOME PUNK INTERN
TELLING ME WHAT'S AT STAKE HERE.

GET HIM OUT OF HERE, SHEP.

SHEP?

YOU'RE OUT, GEORGE.

YOU DAMNED WELL BETTER
BE READY, TAYLOR.

I WOULDN'T BE HERE
IF I WASN'T.

DO YOU REALLY, SERIOUSLY
WANT TO KNOW WHY I'M LEAVING?!

HOW ABOUT WHEN YOU STARTED
INSISTING THAT I QUIT MY JOB,

RIGHT WHEN I STARTED TO
MAKE MORE MONEY THAN YOU?

THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN
THE LAST STRAW.

NO, THE LAST STRAW SHOULD HAVE
BEEN WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT

THOSE MYSTERIOUS PHONE CALLS
THAT YOU'VE BEEN GETTING

THAT YOU KEPT DENYING WERE
FROM OTHER WOMEN --

WERE REALLY COMING FROM
YOUR MOTHER!

THIS ISN'T HEALTHY.

JUST HOLD STILL, PLEASE.

DON'T YOU DARE
TRY TO PATCH THIS UP!

OKAY, COULD THE BOTH OF YOU
JUST PLEASE STOP?

YOU DON'T LOVE ME, J.P.
YOU LOVE TO SMOTHER ME.

AND IF I COULD GET YOU
TO JUST ADMIT THAT,

THEN I COULD LEAVE YOU
WITH AN OUNCE OF RESPECT.

ATHENA, I LET YOU STAY IN HERE
TO KEEP HIM CALM.

SO IF YOU'RE JUST GONNA KEEP
ARGUING --

CHECK THAT -- I CAN'T RESPECT
A MAN DESPERATE ENOUGH

TO SWALLOW
MY EXIT STRATEGY.

THAT IS THE LAST STRAW!

MICHELLE, CAN YOU GET HER
OUT OF HERE?

MA'AM?

FINE!

COME ON.
WHAT?

WHAT'S HAPPENING?

THE KEYS MOVED
FARTHER DOWN.

OH, MY GOD,
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

WHAT DID YOU DO?
DON'T YOU DARE DIE, J.P.!

PLEASE!
PLEASE, JUST SHUT UP!

BREATHE, J.P.
JUST BREATHE.

GOT IT.

VERY IMPRESSIVE, J.P.

IS HE OKAY?
IS HE GONNA BE OKAY?

YEAH, HE'LL BE FINE.

YOU LIT-- YOU DID THAT
ON PURPOSE, DIDN'T YOU?

CAN I OFFER YOU
SOME ADVICE?

GET IN YOUR CAR AND GO,
FOR ALL OF OUR SAKES.

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW
WHERE I PARKED IT.

I NEED A SHOWER.

I NEED A SHOWER.

YOU NEED TO GO TELL
THAT GIRL'S PARENTS

WHAT KIND OF KID
THEY'RE GETTING BACK.

YOU'RE NOT GONNA LET ME
SHOWER FIRST?

THAT WOULD BE A HOOP,
WOULD IT NOT?

IT WOULD QUALIFY.

SHOWER FIRST, THEN.

EW, WHAT SMELLS?

THAT WOULD BE ME --
OR MORE SPECIFICALLY,

MY PATIENT'S INSIDES
ALL OVER ME.

THAT MAKES ME
STRANGELY HAPPY.

OH, GOD.
OH, MEREDITH, YOU SMELL LIKE...

KARMA.

WHAT?

NOTHING.

SOMETHING VILE'S
STUCK IN YOUR HAIR.

YOU KNOW, JUST GO STAND
OVER THERE, PLEASE.

UGH, HOW MUCH DO I LOVE
BEING A SURGEON RIGHT NOW?

KARMA.

WHAT DOES KARMA HAVE TO DO
WITH ANYTHING?

I'M JUST SAYING, YOU'VE BEEN
GIVEN ALL THE BEST SURGERIES.

AND NOW YOU SMELL LIKE
PUTRID GOO

AND YOU'RE GIVING OFF
A STENCH.

KARMA'S A BITCH.

DR. SHEPHERD NEEDS AN INTERN
IN SURGERY.

WHICH ONE OF YOU
IS CLEAR TO GO?

OKAY, DR. BAILEY,
WHERE DO YOU WANT ME?

YOU NEED TO LIE DOWN
SOMEWHERE.

I'M FINE.
I'M COMPLETELY HEALTHY.

GREY?

OF COURSE.

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?

UM, YOU!

'CAUSE APPARENTLY,
YOU CAN HELP DR. McDREAMY

IN WAYS
THE REST OF US CAN'T.

YOU DID NOT JUST S--
YES, I DID!

HEY!

HEMISPHERECTOMY IN O.R. ONE
WITH DR. SHEPHERD -- GO.

APPARENTLY...

I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE
WITH HOOPS.

DOCTOR...

...DIGBY'S POST-OP CBC

SHOWS A SEVERE SPIKE IN
THE WHITE BLOOD CELL COUNT.

WHAT IS IT?

IT'S 27, WITH 16% BANDS.

SOMETHING ELSE IS WRONG.

THAT'S A LITTLE HIGH
FOR SIMPLE STRESS.

CHECK FOR ANY OTHER POSSIBLE
SOURCES OF INFECTION

OR RECENT ILLNESS.

WE'RE GONNA
START THE PROCEDURE

WITH THE LEFT
TEMPORAL LOBECTOMY.

THANKS FOR JOINING US,
DR. YANG.

AFTER THE TEMPORAL,
WE'LL DO THE FRONTAL,

AND THEN THE OCCIPITAL.

WE WERE ABLE TO REVERSE
THE GASTRIC BYPASS,

BUT WE DID LOSE A SIGNIFICANT
PORTION OF HER BOWEL.

AND BECAUSE OF
THE SHORT GUT SYNDROME,

CLAIRE WILL NEVER EAT
NORMALLY AGAIN.

OKAY, WAIT, DO --

HOW DO WE HELP HER HERE?

WELL,
GETTING PROPER NUTRITION

WILL BE A LIFELONG PROBLEM
FOR CLAIRE.

GREAT -- AS IF WE ALREADY DON'T
HAVE OUR HANDS FULL WITH HER.

SHE GETS GOOD GRADES.

SHE STAYS OUT OF TROUBLE.

SHE'S SMART.

I JUST THINK SHE FEELS

LIKE NOTHING SHE DOES
IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.

IF YOU SOMEHOW THINK THAT
I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS --

I THINK CLAIRE IS KILLING
HERSELF...TO PLEASE YOU.

OH, PLEASE.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S
GOING ON IN THAT GIRL'S MIND.

YOU'RE HER MOTHER.

SHE WORSHIPS THE GROUND
YOU WALK ON.

SHE DIDN'T DO THIS
FOR HERSELF.

I THINK THAT THIS SITUATION
IS COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS.
TINA...

SHUT UP.

WHAT IS IT?

I'M FREEZING, DOC.

I-I-I CAN'T STOP SHAKING.

HIS TEMP'S WAY UP AND
B.P.'s DROPPING, DOCTOR.

ALL RIGHT, DIGBY, HAVE YOU
HAD ANY RECENT ILLNESSES,

NEW PIERCINGS,
TATTOOS, WOUNDS?

NEW TAT ON MY CALF.

EW.

OH, MY GOD.

IT WAS NOWHERE NEAR
THAT NASTY THIS MORNING.

BUT IT WAS INFECTED?
WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY ANYTHING?

AH, IT WAS NOTHING.

I'M NOT HERE TO COMPLAIN
ABOUT A LITTLE PAIN.

WELL, THE INFECTION'S
BEEN EXACERBATED

BY THE STRESS ON YOUR BODY
FROM THE GUNSHOT.

GET HIM TO ICU.

WE'LL GET YOU STARTED
ON SOME ANTIBIOTICS.

FROM THE FRONTAL LOBECTOMY,
I'M GOING TO ENCOUNTER A, UH...

WE'LL ENCOUNTER
THE ANTERIOR CEREBRAL ARTERY.

YES, SO WE'RE GONNA NEED TO,
UH...

THE BRANCHES OF THE ARTERY NEED
TO BE COAGULATED AND DIVIDED.

YOU KNOW, TAYLOR, HER
ANESTHESIA'S AWFUL LIGHT.

COME ON, TAYLOR,
S-SHE'S WAKING UP.

DR. TAYLOR?

UH, HE'S ASLEEP!

TAYLOR!

DR. TAYLOR!

HUH?
OH, GOD, SORRY.

SORRY, I'M ON IT.

MY BAD, SHEP.

HE WAS RIGHT, WASN'T HE?

AW, I NODDED OFF.
COME ON.

WHATEVER YOU GOT TO DO
TO GET THROUGH THE DAY, RIGHT?

STEPH, GET ME SOME COFFEE.

YES, DOCTOR.

I'LL BE FINE.
IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN.

YEAH, NOT IN HERE, IT WON'T.
UH, STEPH, CALL DR. PENNINGTON.

HOPKINS, TAKE OVER
UNTIL SHE GETS HERE.

GET OUT OF HERE
AND GET IT TOGETHER.

WHAT HAPPENED?

HE WENT INTO MULTI-SYMPTOM
ORGAN FAILURE,

SECONDARY
TO OVERWHELMING SEPSIS.

NOW HE'S ALL...

I'LL FIX HIS B.P., THAT SHOULD
HELP HIS MENTAL STATUS.

HE'S MAXXED OUT...

WE GOT V-TACH.

HE'S LOOKING BAD.

PUT THE DEFIB PADS ON HIM
AND GIVE HIM 150...

I LOST HIS PULSE.

DEFIB! GET THE PADS!
GET THE PADS!

FORGET IT -- 300.
CLEAR.

COME ON.

THIS PACKING, WE HOPE, WILL,
UH...PREVENT HEMORRHAGING.

DR. YANG, DO YOU WANT TO
ADD SOMETHING TO THAT?

IT WILL ALLOW
THE CEREBRAL SPINAL FLUID

TO EVENTUALLY
FILL THE CAVITY.

HMM, VERY NICE.

E.T., YOU WANT TO CLOSE UP?

YES, DOCTOR.

I'M GONNA GO TO BED.

THAT WAS...UNREAL.

I MEAN, THAT'S --
THAT'S ALL THERE IS.

I-I WAS FEELING SICK
UNTIL I CAME HERE.

I WAS TIRED.

NOW I'M TIRED AGAIN.

IT'S BACK TO REALITY.

LET ME EXPLAIN.
IT'S FINE.

NO, THERE IS A CODE
AMONG DOCTORS.

WE'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO
ASK EACH OTHER QUESTIONS,

NOT WITHIN THE WALLS
OF THIS HOSPITAL.

OKAY, I WAS OUT OF LINE.

NO, YOU WEREN'T.
I WAS.

I WAS OUT OF LINE.

SOMEBODY SHOULD HAVE
TAKEN RESPONSIBILITY,

AND IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN
THE GUY DOING THE CUTTING.

IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME.

YOU DIDN'T DESERVE
WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY.

YOU DID THE RIGHT THING,
CODE OR NO CODE.

YOU SAW ME LEAVE THE HOUSE
THIS MORNING, DIDN'T YOU?

OH, WAS THAT YOU?

HMM.

I'M NOT USING HER.

AND I DON'T FAVOR HER.

SHE'S PRETTY GREAT,
YOU KNOW.

MM-HMM.

SO, LET'S GO TELL JAMIE'S
PARENTS SHE'S GONNA BE FINE,

BARRING ANY COMPLICATIONS.

DID YOU FIX ME?

NO, NOT COMPLETELY.

SO...I WON'T GET FAT?

NO.

OH...THAT'S AWESOME.

CLAIRE, I'VE ASKED
SOCIAL SERVICES

TO CONTACT YOUR PARENTS.

WHY?

THEY CAN HELP YOU.

WITH WHAT?

YOU DON'T KNOW THIS YET,

BUT LIFE ISN'T SUPPOSED
TO BE LIKE THIS.

IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE
THIS HARD.

49.

THE FIRST GUY I EVER MET OUT
HERE FROM BACK HOME.

I THOUGHT YOU'D BE ASLEEP
BY NOW.

YEAH, WELL...
I'M NOT.

IF YOU WAIT A FEW MINUTES,
YOU CAN HAVE A PIECE OF CAKE.

BAKED IT CHOCK-FULL
OF LOVE...

ACTUALLY, CHOCK-FULL OF
UNRELENTING, ALL-CONSUMING RAGE

AND HOSTILITY,
BUT IT'S STILL TASTY.

SO, YOU KNOW?

I KNOW.

WELL, DO YOU WANT
THE LONG, SORDID VERSION,

OR THE SHORT VERSION, WHERE
I STARTED SLEEPING WITH A GUY

WHO TURNED OUT
TO BE MY BOSS?

NEITHER.

IZZIE,
CUT ME SOME SLACK HERE.

NO.
YOU WENT TO DARTMOUTH.

YOUR MOTHER IS ELLIS GREY.

YOU GREW UP --
LOOK AT THIS HOUSE!

YOU KNOW,
YOU WALK INTO THE O.R.,

AND THERE ISN'T ANYONE WHO
DOUBTS THAT YOU SHOULD BE THERE.

I GREW UP IN A TRAILER PARK.
I WENT TO STATE SCHOOL.

I PUT MYSELF THROUGH MED SCHOOL
BY POSING IN MY UNDERWEAR.

YOU KNOW,
I WALK INTO THE O.R.,

AND EVERYONE HOPES
I'M THE NURSE.

Y-YOU HAVE THEIR RESPECT
WITHOUT EVEN TRYING,

AND YOU'RE THROWING IT AWAY
FOR...WHAT,

A FEW GOOD SURGERIES?

NO.

IT'S NOT ABOUT THE SURGERIES.

IT'S NOT ABOUT GETTING AHEAD.

THEN WHAT?

A LITTLE HOT SEX?

YOU'RE WILLING TO RUIN
YOUR CREDIBILITY OVER THAT?

I MEAN, MEREDITH,
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?

OH, MY GOD...

YOU'RE FALLING FOR HIM.

I AM NOT.

OH, YOU SO ARE.

NO, I'M NOT.

YOU SO ARE.

DAMN IT, YOU POOR GIRL.

YOU KNOW, IT'S JUST THAT
HE'S JUST SO...

AND I'M JUST --
I'M HAVING A HARD TIME.

WOW, YOU'RE ALL, UH,
MUSHY AND...

WARM AND...
FULL OF SECRET FEELINGS.

I HATE YOU!

AND YOUR CAKE.

MY CAKE IS GOOD.

SO, UM,
HOW HOT IS THE SEX?

IZZIE...

WHAT?
COME ON, I'M NOT GETTING ANY.

HELP A GIRL OUT
WITH A FEW DETAILS.

MAYBE WE LIKE THE PAIN.

POOH.

HOW'S SHE DOING?

GOOD.
GOOD.

MAYBE WE'RE WIRED THAT WAY...

CHRISTINA?

...BECAUSE WITHOUT IT,
I DON'T KNOW...

...MAYBE WE JUST WOULDN'T
FEEL REAL.

YOU KNOW, WE COULD JUST...

SLEEP?

WE COULD, YEAH,
I-IF YOU WANT TO.

YEAH?

WHAT'S THAT SAYING?

"WHY DO I KEEP HITTING MYSELF
WITH A HAMMER?"

OH, THANK GOD.

"BECAUSE IT FEELS SO GOOD
WHEN I STOP."