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- Hi, sis.
- Hey.
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- Hi.
- Hey, Carolyn.
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Michael, if I could just get
you to sign this right...
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Whoops.
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Here, which gives you the
contents of the safe deposit box.
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Fine. Thank you. And this
one, which clears the bank...
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of all responsibility
for the contents.
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It's kind of exciting, huh?
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Maybe we'll find out that your
mother had secret millions.
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Why don't we get started?
Your mother is interred...
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at the Cedar Heights Funeral Home
until arrangements can be made.
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I thought it was arranged.
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- Well, there's a problem.
- What problem?
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Well, your mother left explicit
instructions to be cremated.
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- Cremated?
- Ew.
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- I don't understand it either.
- When did she decide this?
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Oh, apparently just
before her death.
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- I don't know anybody who gets cremated.
- Lots of people do.
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Nobody in my family did. Dad
bought plots at Prairie Hills...
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one for him, one for Mom.
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- The will clearly states...
- I don't care what it says.
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Maybe Mom was delirious. Maybe she
didn't know what she was saying.
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If she wanted to be cremated, why the
hell did she let Dad buy two plots, huh?
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She was very specific.
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She wanted her ashes to be
thrown off Roseman Bridge.
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- What?!
- Bizarre!
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Mr. Peterson, are you
sure Mom wrote all this?
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It was notarized and witnessed
by Mrs. Lucy Delaney.
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- Maybe you could ask her.
- Who the hell is she?
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I remember her, I just don't...
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I don't care if it's legal. We're
not cremating her and throwing...
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her ashes off some bridge
where we can't visit her...
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because she'll be blown all over!
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- And people driving all over her, dogs...
- We're not doing it.
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I'm not even sure it's Christian.
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Maybe it's an Italian thing.
She was Italian.
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Doesn't matter!
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Move on.
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We can come back to this.
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Why don't we open the box?
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Michael, look at these.
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Have you ever seen these pictures?
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Huh?
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It was in this envelope from 1965.
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She's not wearing a bra.
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That's the Holliwell Bridge.
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- In case anyone's interested.
- Why are there two deeds here?
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Oh, this is for the additional
acres he purchased in '59.
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And this?
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Those were bills of sale from
equipment your mother sold.
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- This is for the original land parcel.
- Beautiful picture of her.
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- Michael.
- Yeah?
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- Michael.
- What?
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Could you come here for a minute?
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What?
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Where are we going?
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She say anything in there about me?
About leaving me anything?
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No.
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What's going on?
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Um...
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We were just wondering
if it might be better...
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if Carolyn and I looked
at this stuff ourselves.
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We don't want to keep
you waiting around.
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I'll, uh...
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I'll contact your office
about the legal work.
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"I struggle to...
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put it together in a way that
allows me to continue...
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knowing that we're
on separate roads.
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Then...
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But then, I look through the lens
of my camera and you're there.
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I start to write an article and I
find myself writing it to you.
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It's clear to me now that we have
been moving towards each other...
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towards those four
days, all of our lives."
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I don't want to hear anymore.
Burn the damn thing.
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I don't want to hear it.
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Throw it away.
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What's he saying now?
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He just goes on about how
if Mom ever needed him...
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she could reach him through the
National Geographic magazine in D.C.
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He was a photographer.
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He promises not to write again.
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And then, all it says is:
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"I love you. Robert."
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Robert.
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Jesus.
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I'll kill him.
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That would be some trick. He's dead.
That's what this letter is...
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from his attorney.
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He left most of his things to Mom.
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And requested...
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What?
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That he be cremated and his ashes
thrown off Roseman Bridge.
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Damn him. I knew Mom wouldn't
have thought that up herself.
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It was some damn perverted...
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photographic mind influencing her.
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When did the bastard die?
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'82.
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Wait a minute, that was...
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three years after Daddy...
Do you think...?
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I don't know. I'm
completely in the dark.
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That's what I get for moving away.
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We were kids when
this happened. I...
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I can't believe it.
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Do you think that she...
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had sex with him?
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Must be nice inside your head with
Peter Pan and the Easter Bunny.
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Don't talk to me like that.
She was my mother!
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Now I find that she was...
She was a...
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A what? Don't say that!
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What am I supposed to think?
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I can't believe she never told me.
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We spoke at least once a week.
How could she do that?
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When did she meet him?
Did Dad know?
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Is there anything else
in that envelope?
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No, I don't think so.
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You read it.
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You read it.
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"January, 1987.
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Dear Carolyn:
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I hope you're reading
this with Michael.
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I'm sure he wouldn't be able
to read it by himself...
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and he'll need help
understanding all this.
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First and most of all...
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I love you both very much.
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And although I feel fine,
I thought I'd put my affairs...
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...excuse that word, in order."
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I can't believe she's making jokes.
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"After going through the
safety deposit box...
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I'm sure you'll find
your way to this letter.
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It's hard to write this
to my own children.
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I could let this die with
the rest of me, I suppose.
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But as one gets older...
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one's fears subside.
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What becomes more and
more important...
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is to be known.
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Known for all that you were
during this brief stay.
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How sad it seems to
leave this earth...
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without those you love the most
ever really knowing who you were.
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It's easy for a mother to love
her children, no matter what.
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I don't know if it's as
simple for children.
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You're all so busy being angry
at us for raising you wrong.
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His name was Robert Kincaid.
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He was a photographer and
he was here in 1965...
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shooting an article for
National Geographic...
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on the covered bridges
of Madison County.
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Remember when we got that issue,
how we felt like celebrities?
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Remember when we started
getting the subscription?"
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That's Roseman Bridge.
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That must be Robert Kincaid.
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And that's Mom's medallion.
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"I don't want you to
be angry with him.
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I hope after you know the story,
you think well of him, even grateful."
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- Grateful?
- "It's all there in the three notebooks."
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"it was the week of the
Illinois State Fair.
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The two of you were going
with Dad to exhibit...
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Carolyn's prize steer.
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It was the Sunday night you left.
I know it sounds awful..."
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But I couldn't wait
for you to leave.
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You were going to be
gone until Friday.
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Four days.
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Just four days.
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Michael! Carolyn!
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Richard! Dinner!
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- What I tell you about the door?
- Sorry.
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Okay, so, would you
like to say grace?
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Grace.
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- Uh.
- Oh, more sauces.
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A piece of bread.
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Thanks.
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That was The Shangri-Las
with the number 10 spot...
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and moving up to number nine
on this week's nifty 50...
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is "Baby, I'm Yours."
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Damn drawer.
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Here.
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You can't get mad at it.
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Sorry. Didn't mean to yell.
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I want you to stay away
from anything too spicy.
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- Mm-hm.
- And you promise me.
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I swear. Only filters. No
more than half pack a day.
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- I've got my orders.
- Doc Reynolds said so.
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- I know, I'm only kidding.
- Yeah.
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- Are you sure you don't want to go?
- I'm positive.
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What are you going to do
as a woman of leisure?
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Same thing I do as a hired
hand, except with less help.
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I won't be able to sleep. I can't sleep
without you next to me anymore.
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It's only 4 days, hon.
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Okay.
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Oh, God, where have you been, huh?
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You missed them, you know.
They already left.
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Why do you love me so much?
You know I don't like you.
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Get down.
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God.
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You like that song?
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It's just you and me, buddy.
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Just you and me.
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Hi.
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I get the distinct
feeling that I'm lost.
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Are you supposed to be in Iowa?
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Yeah.
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Well, then you're not that lost.
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I'm looking for a bridge.
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One of those covered bridges
in this neighborhood.
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Roseman Bridge?
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That's it.
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Well, you're pretty close. It's
only about two miles from here.
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Which way?
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Well, you go that way and come
to Cutter's and turn left.
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To Cutters?
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Cutter's a farm. Small
house, close to the road.
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Big, mean yellow dog.
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Mean yellow dog. Okay.
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Yeah. Then you go along that
road until you come to a fork.
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It's only... Less than half a mile.
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And then where, after the fork?
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The right.
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And then you...
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No, no. Not that fork. Excuse me.
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You pass Peterson's.
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Peterson's.
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Peterson's is a farm.
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Past the old schoolhouse, you turn
left. It'd be easier to tell you...
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if the roads were marked.
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Yeah, it certainly would.
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Well, I can take you if you want.
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Or I can tell you.
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I can take you or tell you.
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Either way, it's up to you.
I don't care.
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I wouldn't want to take you
away from what you're doing.
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No, I was just going to have
some iced tea, and then...
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split the atom, but that can wait.
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Okay.
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I'll just get my shoes.
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I wasn't exactly expecting company.
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Okay.
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Where are we headed?
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Out. Then right.
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Out...
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then right.
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Wonderful smell to Iowa. Kind of
particular to this part of the country.
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You know what I mean?
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No.
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It's kind of hard to explain.
I guess it's in the loam of the soil.
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That kind of rich, earthy...
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alive... Well, maybe not alive.
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Anyway, you don't smell it?
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Maybe it's because I live here.
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Yeah, I guess so.
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Smells great, though.
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Are you from Washington originally?
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Yeah, I lived there till
I was in my mid-20s.
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I moved to Chicago
when I got married.
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Oh.
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When did you move back?
255
00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:04,570
After the divorce.
256
00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,729
Oh.
257
00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,562
How long have you been married?
258
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:17,321
Um...
259
00:22:22,360 --> 00:22:23,566
Long time.
260
00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:28,527
- Long time, huh?
- Mm.
261
00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:31,166
Where are you from?
Do you mind me asking?
262
00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:35,365
No, I don't mind
your asking. I'm from...
263
00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:39,482
- I'm born in Italy.
- Italy, huh?
264
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:41,730
Yeah.
265
00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:46,322
From Italy to Iowa.
Whereabouts in Italy?
266
00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,403
We lived in a small town
on the eastern side.
267
00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:52,409
No one's ever heard
of it. Called Bari.
268
00:22:53,360 --> 00:22:55,203
- Bari?
- Mm-hm.
269
00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:56,890
Yeah, I know Bari.
270
00:22:57,240 --> 00:22:58,685
- No.
- Yeah.
271
00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:00,041
- Really?
- Yeah.
272
00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:04,568
I was on assignment to Greece...
273
00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:07,570
and I had to go through Bari
to get the boat in Brindisi.
274
00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:11,888
I was looking out, it
looked like pretty country.
275
00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:14,686
So I got off the train
and stayed a few days.
276
00:23:16,440 --> 00:23:19,091
You just got off the train
because it looked pretty?
277
00:23:20,120 --> 00:23:21,610
Yeah.
278
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,729
Yeah. Yeah, I did.
279
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,366
Excuse me.
280
00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:44,605
Care for a cigarette?
281
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:47,963
Uh, sure. Sure, I'll have one.
282
00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,890
So tell me, how long
have you lived in Iowa?
283
00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,163
Long. You just got off the train...
284
00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:14,886
and stayed without
knowing anyone there?
285
00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:16,730
Yeah.
286
00:24:32,360 --> 00:24:33,691
That's it.
287
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:37,044
- It's beautiful.
- Mm.
288
00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:40,444
Yeah, this is great.
289
00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:04,330
I won't shoot this today.
I'll just do a little prep work.
290
00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:07,484
Shoot it tomorrow. The
light's no good right now.
291
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:08,727
Okay.
292
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:12,167
So I'll just wait.
293
00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:13,731
I don't mind.
294
00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:17,723
Go on down here.
295
00:25:18,360 --> 00:25:21,523
This is about as good a
place to start as any.
296
00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,720
- Beautiful bridge.
- Mm.
297
00:25:49,920 --> 00:25:52,048
Beautiful. You out here much?
298
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:53,487
No.
299
00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:43,403
Always this hot around here?
300
00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:48,006
Oh, yes. This time of year. Yeah.
301
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:59,322
There's some sodas in back of
the truck if you'd like one.
302
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:03,843
- Oh, would you like one?
- Not right now.
303
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:05,491
I'll go get one.
304
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:03,964
Oh, there you are.
305
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:08,245
You caught me.
306
00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:12,167
I was just picking
you some flowers.
307
00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:14,800
Oh?
308
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:20,242
Men still do that, don't they?
I'm not out of date, am I?
309
00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:23,444
Picking flowers for a woman
as a sign of appreciation?
310
00:28:23,760 --> 00:28:25,888
No, except those are poisonous.
311
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:31,524
I'm kidding! I'm sorry.
312
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:34,203
I'm just kidding.
313
00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:37,564
I never... I'm so sorry.
314
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:43,571
Are you sadistic by nature or what?
315
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:47,529
I don't know why I did that.
316
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:50,604
- Here.
- They're beautiful.
317
00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:55,125
I'm sorry.
318
00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:06,209
You looking for something in particular?
There's not much selection.
319
00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:10,929
I had a station out of Chicago
earlier. Played good blues.
320
00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:13,484
It's 1410.
321
00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:20,730
That's nice.
322
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:25,724
Care for another cigarette?
323
00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:28,811
Sure.
324
00:29:36,320 --> 00:29:38,163
Is that the mean yellow dog?
325
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:45,207
- Is it white?
- No, it's yellow.
326
00:29:55,680 --> 00:30:00,527
Well, I want to thank you for all
your kindnesses, Mrs. Johnson.
327
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:02,370
Francesca.
328
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:05,281
Robert.
329
00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:16,448
Would you like some iced tea?
330
00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:19,727
Yeah.
331
00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:37,610
Yes, sit down.
332
00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:44,040
- You like lemon?
- Sure.
333
00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:50,041
Maybe...
334
00:30:50,560 --> 00:30:51,971
a little bit of sugar?
335
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:53,406
You bet.
336
00:31:04,400 --> 00:31:06,402
If you want more...
337
00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:09,607
Thanks.
338
00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:17,047
Aren't you afraid to
have those in here?
339
00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:24,403
I'm so sorry I did that.
I don't know why...
340
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,250
Why I said that.
341
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:32,841
Where are you staying
while you're here?
342
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,763
Uh, some place with small cabins.
343
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:38,929
Something-or-other motor inn.
344
00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:42,164
I've got it written down,
but I haven't checked in yet.
345
00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:48,967
And how long are you here for?
346
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:54,886
Well, I don't know, maybe four or
five days, a week at the outside.
347
00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:58,806
As long as it takes to do the work.
Where's your family?
348
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,890
My husband took the kids
to the Illinois state fair.
349
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,930
My daughter is entering
a prize steer.
350
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:09,327
- How old?
- Oh, uh, a year and a half.
351
00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:11,290
No, I meant the kids.
352
00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:12,720
Oh.
353
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:17,646
Michael is 17 and Carolyn is 16.
354
00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:20,801
- That's nice, having kids.
- Yeah.
355
00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:25,489
Yeah. They're not kids anymore.
356
00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:29,650
Things change.
357
00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:32,490
They always do.
358
00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:34,769
One of the laws of nature.
359
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:39,287
Most people are afraid of change,
but if you look at it like...
360
00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:42,882
it's something you always can count
on, then it can be a comfort.
361
00:32:44,600 --> 00:32:46,762
There's not many things
you can really count on.
362
00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:49,008
Yeah, I guess.
363
00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:53,004
I'm one of those people
that it frightens, I think.
364
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,241
No, I doubt that.
365
00:32:57,680 --> 00:32:59,364
Why do you say that?
366
00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:03,522
Well, from Italy to Iowa,
that's a big change.
367
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:05,810
Oh, yeah.
368
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:08,771
But Richard was in the Army there.
369
00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:12,204
I met him when I was
living in Naples.
370
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:14,727
I didn't know anything about Iowa.
371
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:18,205
I just cared that it was America...
372
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:21,887
and, of course,
being with Richard. So...
373
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:24,371
What's he like?
374
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:27,723
He's very clean.
375
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:29,726
Clean?
376
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:32,571
Yeah. No. I mean...
377
00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:34,971
He's other things too.
378
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:38,888
He's a very hard worker...
379
00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:40,246
very caring...
380
00:33:40,480 --> 00:33:41,720
honest.
381
00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:44,085
He's gentle.
382
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:45,884
He's a good father.
383
00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:47,800
And clean.
384
00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:52,211
Yeah. Clean.
385
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:01,403
And you like living
here in Iowa, I guess?
386
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,731
Mmm. Yeah...
387
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:11,244
Go ahead. I'm not
going to tell anyone.
388
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:17,602
I'm supposed to say:
389
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:22,761
"Oh, it's just fine. It's quiet
and the people are real nice."
390
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:25,765
And all that's true. Mostly.
391
00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:27,610
It is quiet.
392
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,448
And the people are nice.
393
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:32,770
In certain ways.
394
00:34:33,440 --> 00:34:35,602
You know, we all
help each other out.
395
00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:39,287
If someone gets sick or hurt,
all the neighbors come in.
396
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:43,884
They pick the corn, harvest the
oats or whatever needs to be done.
397
00:34:44,280 --> 00:34:49,002
If you go into town, you can leave your car
unlocked, and let the kids run around.
398
00:34:49,200 --> 00:34:50,645
Don't worry about them.
399
00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:54,088
There are a lot of nice...
400
00:34:54,320 --> 00:34:56,288
things about the people here.
401
00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:58,801
And I respect them
for those qualities.
402
00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:05,207
But...
403
00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:07,207
But?
404
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:15,323
Well, it's not...
405
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:17,649
what I dreamed of...
406
00:35:19,480 --> 00:35:20,845
as a girl.
407
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:32,525
You know, I scribbled
something down the other day.
408
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:36,529
I often do that when
I'm out on the road.
409
00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:38,683
Kind of goes like this:
410
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:41,843
"The old dreams...
411
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:44,524
were good dreams.
412
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:49,368
They didn't work out,
but I'm glad I had them."
413
00:35:57,360 --> 00:36:01,046
I don't know what it means.
I thought I might use it someday.
414
00:36:06,240 --> 00:36:09,722
Anyway, I think I
know how you feel.
415
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:18,528
Would you like to stay for dinner?
416
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:21,528
There's not much of
a choice in town.
417
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:24,247
And you'd have to eat alone.
418
00:36:24,720 --> 00:36:26,051
So would I.
419
00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:31,564
Yeah, I'd like that.
I'd like that, yeah.
420
00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:35,606
I don't get a home-cooked meal too often
out on the road. I'd like that a lot.
421
00:36:36,920 --> 00:36:37,967
Okay.
422
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:13,964
This is ridiculous.
423
00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:01,209
Oh.
424
00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:04,645
Do you mind if I put
some film in the fridge?
425
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:08,123
- No, go ahead.
- This heat out here isn't too forgiving.
426
00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:17,767
Anything I can do to help?
427
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:22,367
- To help? What, cook?
- Yeah, men cook.
428
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:25,010
Okay, sure.
429
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:27,131
Yeah.
430
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:29,761
Sure.
431
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,405
Well, what can I do?
432
00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:33,205
You can scrape the carrot.
433
00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:35,045
Scrape the carrots?
434
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:37,567
And grate them. Make a nice salad.
435
00:38:37,840 --> 00:38:39,205
All right.
436
00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:45,408
Scrape the carrots.
Like that. How's that?
437
00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:47,728
Very good. Very nice.
438
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:49,525
Not bad, huh?
439
00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:57,566
Don't forget to pick off the end.
440
00:38:57,880 --> 00:38:59,370
Okay.
441
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:01,883
Pick off end.
442
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:11,246
Let me get these...
443
00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:15,002
Excuse me. I can take the
ends off of these too.
444
00:39:15,720 --> 00:39:18,564
Hmm? Yes. That's a good idea.
445
00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:21,565
This the way you do it?
446
00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:25,244
That's good. But don't use
your fingers because...
447
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:28,084
you know, then they smell like...
448
00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:30,084
I'll get you some lemon.
449
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:32,921
Right.
450
00:39:34,240 --> 00:39:36,447
- Say, would you like a beer?
- Yeah.
451
00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:39,126
- I've got some in the car.
- I would love a beer.
452
00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:41,204
Anything to get out
of a little work.
453
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:51,921
Very nice.
454
00:39:53,240 --> 00:39:54,446
Nice.
455
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,641
- Ha-ha-ha.
- No, wait a second. It gets better.
456
00:39:57,800 --> 00:40:01,247
You've gotta picture this: There I am
with three cameras around my neck...
457
00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:04,284
and I've got a tripod, and my
pants are around my ankles.
458
00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:07,882
I'm behind a bush, and then all
of a sudden I see this gorilla.
459
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:10,811
The hugest gorilla you've ever
seen, staring right at me...
460
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,890
with the most lascivious look
you've ever seen in your life.
461
00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:17,402
I mean, more than you've ever seen
on any creature with that much hair.
462
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:22,282
Well, I freeze, of course, because
that's what you're supposed to do.
463
00:40:23,360 --> 00:40:26,091
And then it started
coming towards me.
464
00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:28,650
And what?
465
00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:32,930
What? Oh, my God!
466
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:34,486
I can't...
467
00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:36,644
You're blushing.
468
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:39,281
It's a very painful subject.
A very sore...
469
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,801
sore subject matter, really.
470
00:40:42,640 --> 00:40:44,688
- What happened?
- We became engaged.
471
00:40:57,200 --> 00:40:58,929
You should really...
472
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,527
write these stories down.
473
00:41:02,720 --> 00:41:05,121
- I would, except this is a female gorilla.
- Uh-oh!
474
00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:06,765
It had on eye shadow...
475
00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:09,560
and a little lip gloss on her
little lips and it was so nice...
476
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:12,246
We still write.
477
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:17,241
I don't want to put
this stuff down.
478
00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:20,091
I'm afraid...
479
00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:23,844
I'm afraid my writing's
a little too technical.
480
00:41:24,160 --> 00:41:27,642
The trouble with being a
journalist too long is...
481
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:30,565
you stop giving yourself
permission to invent.
482
00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:34,211
I think I'll just stick
to making pictures.
483
00:41:35,720 --> 00:41:37,449
Making pictures.
484
00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:40,205
I like that.
485
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:44,521
You really love what you do.
486
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:48,329
Yeah. I'm obsessed by it, really.
487
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:51,728
Why is that, do you think?
488
00:41:52,200 --> 00:41:53,611
I don't know.
489
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:58,329
I don't think obsessions have reasons.
That's why they're obsessions.
490
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:03,769
You sound like an artist.
491
00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:05,884
I wouldn't say that.
492
00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:09,409
National Geographic
likes their photos in focus...
493
00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:13,924
and not too much personal
comment. I don't mind really.
494
00:42:14,240 --> 00:42:15,571
I'm no artist.
495
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:20,364
That's one of the curses of being
too well-adjusted, too normal.
496
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:22,807
I don't think you're so normal.
497
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:24,607
Really?
498
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:27,087
I didn't mean it in the way...
499
00:42:27,360 --> 00:42:29,727
In the way that it sounded.
I mean, you know...
500
00:42:30,160 --> 00:42:31,571
That's, uh...
501
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:35,287
That's all right. We'll just
chalk it up to a compliment...
502
00:42:35,520 --> 00:42:37,045
and move on.
503
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,923
Did you just love teaching?
504
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:48,731
Yes, when there was a particular
student who can make a difference...
505
00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:54,522
They're all supposed to,
but they don't. You tend...
506
00:42:54,800 --> 00:43:00,125
to single out 1 or 2 who you think
you can contribute something to.
507
00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:04,291
- And did you?
- I hope so. One went to medical school.
508
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:07,531
Why'd you quit?
509
00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:11,641
My children, my kids.
510
00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:13,804
And...
511
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:17,051
Richard didn't like my working.
512
00:43:18,120 --> 00:43:19,963
But you miss it, obviously.
513
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:22,164
I never think about it.
514
00:43:22,360 --> 00:43:25,569
What's the most exciting
place that you've ever been?
515
00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:27,364
- Hm?
- Hm.
516
00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:32,122
- Unless you're too tired to talk.
- Most exciting...
517
00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:41,291
If you're asking if a man's tired of talking
about himself, you haven't been out much.
518
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:46,446
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to
make it sound like a dumb...
519
00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:48,967
No, just maybe it's a
little dull for you...
520
00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:52,721
sitting here telling this to some
housewife in the middle of nowhere.
521
00:43:55,480 --> 00:43:58,165
This is your home.
This isn't nowhere.
522
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:02,891
And it's not dull.
523
00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:07,685
Let's see.
524
00:44:11,120 --> 00:44:16,126
I guess I'd say that the most exciting
place I've been to was Africa.
525
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:18,363
Because it's another world.
526
00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:21,883
It's not just the
cultures and the people.
527
00:44:22,160 --> 00:44:24,322
That's great, but it's the air.
528
00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:27,000
The colors from dawn to dusk.
529
00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:29,726
There's something tangible
about the whole thing.
530
00:44:30,360 --> 00:44:34,843
The cohabitation of man and
beast, and beast and beast.
531
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,202
Who'll survive and who won't.
532
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,526
There's no judgment
about it either.
533
00:44:40,720 --> 00:44:42,882
There's no imposed morality.
534
00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:45,726
It's just the way it is.
535
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:48,162
It's beautiful, really.
536
00:44:51,360 --> 00:44:53,727
Just nothing like it. It's...
537
00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:56,440
a voyeur's paradise.
538
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,042
I'd love to see that.
539
00:45:05,240 --> 00:45:08,369
They have safaris. You
could ask your husband.
540
00:45:10,760 --> 00:45:12,091
Yeah.
541
00:45:18,080 --> 00:45:21,527
Looks like it's a beautiful evening out.
Would you like to take a walk?
542
00:45:23,680 --> 00:45:25,330
Mm-hm.
543
00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:30,602
You've got it all right here.
544
00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:36,404
I'm serious. This is as nice
a place as I've ever been.
545
00:45:40,960 --> 00:45:44,567
The silver apples of the moon
And golden apples of the sun
546
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:48,767
Yeats. "The Song of
Wandering Aengus."
547
00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:50,610
Huh?
548
00:45:50,800 --> 00:45:53,201
- Good stuff, Yeats, huh?
- Yes.
549
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:56,649
Realism, economy, sensuousness...
550
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:02,482
beauty and magic. All that
appeals to my Irish ancestry.
551
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:15,686
- Something wrong?
- No. Would you like something to drink?
552
00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:17,644
Maybe some coffee?
553
00:46:17,840 --> 00:46:21,049
Maybe some brandy?
554
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:23,044
Maybe some both.
555
00:46:24,640 --> 00:46:25,971
- Yes?
- Yeah.
556
00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:27,971
Let's.
557
00:46:42,760 --> 00:46:45,161
Sure you don't want me
to help you clean up?
558
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:51,720
No. I'm not going to wash them now.
I'll rinse them now. I'll do it later.
559
00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:57,804
Francesca.
560
00:46:58,440 --> 00:46:59,726
Huh?
561
00:47:01,200 --> 00:47:02,531
You all right?
562
00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:06,011
Yeah.
563
00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:11,769
Francesca.
564
00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:13,485
What?
565
00:47:15,880 --> 00:47:17,086
What?
566
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:20,722
We're not doing anything
wrong, you know.
567
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:24,121
Nothing you couldn't tell
your children about.
568
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:42,920
To ancient evenings
and distant music?
569
00:48:11,080 --> 00:48:14,880
He's getting her drunk.
That's what happened.
570
00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:18,523
Jesus, maybe he forced himself.
That's why she couldn't tell us.
571
00:48:18,720 --> 00:48:21,291
Oh, he did not.
572
00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:28,128
- He's such a nice guy.
- Trying to sleep with somebody's wife?
573
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:32,484
I don't think so. And that
doesn't make you a bad person.
574
00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,408
He reminds me of
Steve in a way. Steve's...
575
00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:40,088
weak, immoral and a liar,
but he's still a real nice guy.
576
00:48:40,280 --> 00:48:42,123
He just shouldn't be married.
577
00:48:43,120 --> 00:48:44,770
At least not to me.
578
00:48:45,520 --> 00:48:48,763
I'm hungry. Are you getting hungry?
579
00:48:54,480 --> 00:48:56,767
I had no idea it's
gotten that bad, sis.
580
00:48:58,520 --> 00:49:03,082
Oh, please don't feel sorry for me.
Nobody's forcing me to stay.
581
00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:04,646
Why do you?
582
00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:21,721
- Do you mind if I ask you a question?
- No.
583
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:24,684
Why did you get divorced?
584
00:49:26,320 --> 00:49:28,129
I was never around.
585
00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:31,844
So Why'd I get married?
That's a good question.
586
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:35,682
I guess I needed a
home base. Roots.
587
00:49:36,560 --> 00:49:38,289
You can kind of get
lost on the road.
588
00:49:38,480 --> 00:49:41,086
Mm. So, what happened?
589
00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:43,490
I never got lost.
590
00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:47,082
I was more at home everywhere
than just in one place.
591
00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:49,886
Kind of like a citizen
of the world.
592
00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:55,442
- Must get lonely sometimes.
- No. I never indulge in that.
593
00:49:56,080 --> 00:50:00,688
I've got friends all over the world I can
visit from time to time if I feel like it.
594
00:50:02,360 --> 00:50:04,010
Women friends too?
595
00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:11,206
Well, I'm a loner, but not a monk.
596
00:50:16,600 --> 00:50:18,568
You really don't need anyone?
597
00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:21,445
No, I think I...
598
00:50:21,640 --> 00:50:23,404
I think I need everyone.
599
00:50:23,720 --> 00:50:26,405
I love people. I'd
love to meet them all.
600
00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:28,364
Yeah, that's the thing about Iowa.
601
00:50:28,560 --> 00:50:32,406
You tend to meet the same kind
of person over and over again.
602
00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:37,003
So when Mrs. Delaney's husband has
an affair with the Redfield woman...
603
00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:39,282
- ...the whole town wakes up.
- Yeah.
604
00:50:40,760 --> 00:50:42,922
Yeah, well, there's a lot
of that going around.
605
00:50:43,640 --> 00:50:46,246
It seems to me there's too much of:
606
00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:49,046
"This is mine"
and "He or she is mine."
607
00:50:49,240 --> 00:50:51,846
There's just too many
lines being drawn.
608
00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:54,320
You know?
609
00:50:54,920 --> 00:50:57,924
Doesn't it scare you though?
Being alone?
610
00:50:58,920 --> 00:51:00,604
I don't think so.
611
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:03,922
I think I embrace the mystery.
612
00:51:06,160 --> 00:51:07,889
Do you ever regret it?
613
00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:11,930
- What?
- The divorce, I mean.
614
00:51:12,760 --> 00:51:14,125
No.
615
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:18,046
Do you ever regret
not having a family?
616
00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,167
Not everyone's supposed
to have a family.
617
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:31,885
How can you live for just what
you want? What about other people?
618
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:36,848
- I told you, I love other people.
- But no one in particular.
619
00:51:37,120 --> 00:51:40,203
- But I love them just the same.
- It's not the same.
620
00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:42,801
I know it's not the same...
621
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:47,444
but what you're saying is it's not as
good, it's not normal, it's not proper.
622
00:51:47,640 --> 00:51:49,085
No, that's not what I said.
623
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:52,802
I have a little bit of a problem
with this American family ethic...
624
00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:56,084
that seems to have hypnotized
the whole country.
625
00:51:56,320 --> 00:52:01,326
You probably think of somebody like
me as a poor, displaced soul...
626
00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:05,684
who's destined to wander the planet with
not having a TV or self-cleaning oven.
627
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:08,282
Just because someone
decides to settle down...
628
00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:10,966
and have a family doesn't
mean they're hypnotized.
629
00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:15,126
Just because I've never
seen a gazelle stampede...
630
00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:17,681
doesn't mean I'm asleep in my life.
631
00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:24,285
You wanna leave your husband?
632
00:52:26,840 --> 00:52:29,366
No. Of course not.
633
00:52:30,040 --> 00:52:32,771
I'm sorry about that.
I apologize for that.
634
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:34,684
What made you ask such a question?
635
00:52:34,920 --> 00:52:38,322
I thought that's what we're doing.
Asking questions. It was stupid. I'm sorry.
636
00:52:38,520 --> 00:52:40,568
No, I thought we were
having a conversation.
637
00:52:40,800 --> 00:52:43,800
But you're asking me these questions,
you're reading these meanings into it.
638
00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:47,965
It's meanings I must be too simple
to understand or interpret.
639
00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:50,565
I'm sorry.
640
00:52:50,880 --> 00:52:52,006
I apologize.
641
00:52:56,240 --> 00:52:59,403
Well, Roseman Bridge at dawn.
642
00:53:00,520 --> 00:53:02,249
I guess I better be going.
643
00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:04,407
- Look, I'm sorry.
- No.
644
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:06,769
I apologize. You must forgive me.
645
00:53:07,040 --> 00:53:09,930
That was a very indiscreet
question. It was just...
646
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:11,440
dumb.
647
00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:18,288
I feel like something's
been spoiled now.
648
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:21,404
It was a perfect evening,
just the way it was.
649
00:53:29,240 --> 00:53:31,242
Perfect evening...
650
00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:32,965
a nice walk.
651
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:35,084
Thank you for the...
652
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:37,802
company and the brandy.
653
00:53:38,080 --> 00:53:40,447
You're a good woman, Francesca.
654
00:53:40,920 --> 00:53:45,289
Keep that brandy forward in the cupboard.
It might work out after a while.
655
00:53:46,520 --> 00:53:48,124
Oh...
656
00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:50,607
And don't kid yourself, Francesca.
657
00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:53,003
You're anything but a simple woman.
658
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:12,325
Johnson's.
659
00:54:12,800 --> 00:54:13,961
Richard, hi.
660
00:54:16,040 --> 00:54:17,929
Yes.
661
00:54:18,120 --> 00:54:20,282
Everyone settled in okay?
662
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:24,723
Uh-huh.
663
00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:28,445
Good.
664
00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:30,324
I said, "good."
665
00:59:00,920 --> 00:59:02,160
Johnson's.
666
00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:04,886
Hi, it's Robert Kincaid.
667
00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:08,565
Hi.
668
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:10,607
I got your note.
669
00:59:10,800 --> 00:59:12,928
W.B. Yeats and all.
670
00:59:13,440 --> 00:59:17,604
I put it in my pocket and didn't read it
right away because the light was changing.
671
00:59:17,880 --> 00:59:19,769
I had to get my shots.
672
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,650
The light was changing.
673
00:59:21,920 --> 00:59:26,767
Yeah. But I do accept your invitation.
It'll have to be later though.
674
00:59:27,000 --> 00:59:30,049
I'm going to the Holliwell Bridge
and do some shooting over there.
675
00:59:30,240 --> 00:59:32,641
- After 9:00, how about that?
- Yes.
676
00:59:33,280 --> 00:59:35,567
Yes, get your work done.
That's what's important.
677
00:59:35,800 --> 00:59:38,929
I'll make something nice we can
warm up when you get here.
678
00:59:39,120 --> 00:59:42,329
You know, it's just a thought. Maybe
you'd like to come along with me.
679
00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:49,647
Yes, I would like that, but I...
680
00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:54,086
I'll drive my pickup and meet
you there. All right?
681
00:59:54,280 --> 00:59:56,760
- All right.
- What time?
682
00:59:56,960 --> 00:59:59,042
How about 6:00?
683
01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:02,210
Okay.
684
01:00:02,800 --> 01:00:05,121
Great. Okay. Bye.
685
01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:08,450
Bye. Hmm.
686
01:01:03,040 --> 01:01:06,681
- God, it's Lucy Redfield.
- Apparently Mrs. Delaney caught them.
687
01:01:13,640 --> 01:01:15,722
There's a seat down
here, if you'd like.
688
01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:24,726
Thank you.
689
01:01:45,800 --> 01:01:47,564
Kind of hot out, isn't it?
690
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:49,327
Yeah.
691
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:54,371
Well? Are you ordering anything?
692
01:01:56,240 --> 01:01:57,605
No.
693
01:01:58,440 --> 01:02:00,761
Thanks. I've changed my mind.
694
01:02:54,800 --> 01:02:56,450
How about this one?
695
01:02:57,320 --> 01:02:58,731
Mmm.
696
01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:00,610
Oh, it's...
697
01:03:01,880 --> 01:03:04,360
Oh, I don't know, I don't
know, I don't know.
698
01:03:04,640 --> 01:03:07,644
I haven't bought a dress
for myself in so long.
699
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:12,605
I'm just buying a dress. It's
not for a special occasion.
700
01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:16,122
I'm just shopping for
a new dress is all.
701
01:03:16,320 --> 01:03:18,049
That might work.
702
01:03:18,320 --> 01:03:22,245
And if he's still mad, tell him
you married him out of pity.
703
01:03:22,520 --> 01:03:24,568
That always works for me.
704
01:03:35,360 --> 01:03:36,850
Johnson's.
705
01:03:37,160 --> 01:03:38,844
Hi, it's Robert.
706
01:03:39,240 --> 01:03:40,685
Oh, hi.
707
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:45,930
Listen, I'm running a
little late. But I'll still...
708
01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:47,167
be there.
709
01:03:47,360 --> 01:03:50,170
I don't want this to
sound the wrong way...
710
01:03:50,520 --> 01:03:53,091
but I'm wondering if this
is such a good idea.
711
01:03:54,040 --> 01:03:55,087
Oh?
712
01:03:55,280 --> 01:03:56,805
I had lunch in town.
713
01:03:57,000 --> 01:04:00,163
And I crossed paths with
that Redfield woman.
714
01:04:00,360 --> 01:04:01,964
Oh.
715
01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,401
I guess you got the whole story.
716
01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:08,164
The cashier at the grocery
store was most generous.
717
01:04:08,840 --> 01:04:09,966
Yeah.
718
01:04:10,200 --> 01:04:12,521
He's running for town
crier next year.
719
01:04:12,720 --> 01:04:14,768
I know more about the
Delaney affair...
720
01:04:14,960 --> 01:04:16,530
than I knew about my marriage.
721
01:04:16,720 --> 01:04:19,246
If it's gonna be a problem
for you to see me tonight...
722
01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:21,363
don't feel pressured to do so.
723
01:04:21,560 --> 01:04:24,643
I'm sometimes not too bright
about people's reactions.
724
01:04:24,920 --> 01:04:29,209
I wouldn't want you to be put
in a compromising situation.
725
01:04:30,240 --> 01:04:32,242
Yeah, I understand.
726
01:04:34,400 --> 01:04:37,722
That's very kind of
you to think of that.
727
01:04:43,600 --> 01:04:44,681
Robert?
728
01:04:46,240 --> 01:04:47,321
Yeah?
729
01:04:47,720 --> 01:04:49,643
I want to come.
730
01:04:56,440 --> 01:05:00,081
Okay? So I'll meet you at the
bridge like we planned...
731
01:05:00,280 --> 01:05:02,601
and don't worry about
the rest of it.
732
01:05:04,440 --> 01:05:05,771
I'm not.
733
01:05:07,280 --> 01:05:09,647
All right. I'll see you then.
734
01:05:10,120 --> 01:05:11,451
Okay.
735
01:05:12,000 --> 01:05:13,809
- Bye.
- Bye.
736
01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:55,805
Hi.
737
01:05:59,680 --> 01:06:01,011
Beautiful here.
738
01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:04,682
Make yourself at home. I just
gotta knock off a few shots here.
739
01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:19,366
Oh, look at the butterfly.
740
01:06:55,600 --> 01:06:58,331
- Got you!
- Oh!
741
01:07:01,760 --> 01:07:03,000
Come on.
742
01:07:03,960 --> 01:07:06,281
- No, don't take my picture.
- Yeah, come on.
743
01:07:08,520 --> 01:07:10,522
Go ahead, give me a pose. Come on.
744
01:07:11,360 --> 01:07:13,727
One of those French model looks.
745
01:07:14,600 --> 01:07:16,807
- I can't.
- Like Gina Lollobrigida.
746
01:08:03,240 --> 01:08:04,605
Oh, can I help?
747
01:08:04,800 --> 01:08:08,566
No. No, I've got
everything under control.
748
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:10,849
I'm just going to go...
749
01:08:11,240 --> 01:08:14,562
clean myself up a bit.
I'm going to take a bath.
750
01:08:14,800 --> 01:08:17,451
What happens if I set the table?
751
01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:21,082
Oh. That's fine. Sure. Good.
752
01:08:21,320 --> 01:08:23,288
Would you like a beer...
753
01:08:23,480 --> 01:08:24,766
for your bath?
754
01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:28,167
Yeah.
755
01:08:30,800 --> 01:08:32,484
That's nice.
756
01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:35,204
Dinner will be ready...
757
01:08:35,480 --> 01:08:37,130
in half an hour.
758
01:08:55,600 --> 01:08:57,602
I realized that he had been here...
759
01:08:57,800 --> 01:08:59,723
just a few minutes before.
760
01:09:00,720 --> 01:09:03,405
I was lying where the water
had run down his body...
761
01:09:03,680 --> 01:09:06,524
and I found that intensely erotic.
762
01:09:07,520 --> 01:09:09,966
Almost everything about
Robert Kincaid...
763
01:09:10,200 --> 01:09:13,170
had begun to seem erotic to me.
764
01:09:47,240 --> 01:09:48,480
What's wrong?
765
01:09:58,400 --> 01:10:02,166
You look stunning. If you
don't mind me saying so.
766
01:10:07,920 --> 01:10:11,561
Make-them-run-around-the-block-
howling-in-agony stunning.
767
01:10:56,080 --> 01:10:58,287
Johnson's. Hi.
768
01:10:58,840 --> 01:11:01,161
Hi, Madge. Yeah.
769
01:11:02,600 --> 01:11:04,090
No, I was just...
770
01:11:04,320 --> 01:11:06,402
fixing myself something to eat.
771
01:11:07,480 --> 01:11:08,925
No, what?
772
01:11:10,920 --> 01:11:13,605
Oh, yeah, I heard about him.
773
01:11:15,760 --> 01:11:18,843
I hear he's some kind of
photographer or something.
774
01:11:19,720 --> 01:11:21,245
Uh-huh.
775
01:11:24,480 --> 01:11:26,323
Hippie? No. Uh...
776
01:11:26,600 --> 01:11:28,887
I don't know, is that
what a hippie looks like?
777
01:11:32,160 --> 01:11:37,007
Um, no, I was just going to step into
a bath when you called, so maybe...
778
01:11:37,960 --> 01:11:40,122
Yeah, they don't get
back till Friday.
779
01:11:41,160 --> 01:11:44,801
Yeah. Maybe I'll
call you then, okay?
780
01:11:45,400 --> 01:11:47,209
Bye.
781
01:13:33,240 --> 01:13:35,925
If you want me to
stop, tell me now.
782
01:13:45,440 --> 01:13:47,647
No one's asking you to.
783
01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:53,925
"He told me he wouldn't apologize
for what was going to happen."
784
01:15:54,520 --> 01:15:56,045
What's the matter?
785
01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:01,922
I'm going to go get some air.
786
01:16:28,640 --> 01:16:31,086
- Take me someplace.
- What?
787
01:16:31,280 --> 01:16:34,124
Right now. Take me someplace...
788
01:16:34,360 --> 01:16:35,930
that you've been.
789
01:16:36,920 --> 01:16:39,605
Someplace on the other
side of the world.
790
01:16:42,560 --> 01:16:44,210
How about Italy?
791
01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:48,165
Yeah.
792
01:16:50,320 --> 01:16:52,004
How about Bari?
793
01:16:54,320 --> 01:16:55,810
Yeah.
794
01:16:59,960 --> 01:17:02,008
Tell me about that time...
795
01:17:02,960 --> 01:17:05,566
that you got off the train.
796
01:17:06,640 --> 01:17:09,689
- Well, you know the station.
- Yeah.
797
01:17:10,640 --> 01:17:14,690
You know the little restaurant
with the striped awning...
798
01:17:15,120 --> 01:17:17,487
serves arancinos.
799
01:17:18,680 --> 01:17:20,011
Arancino.
800
01:17:21,080 --> 01:17:22,491
Arancinos, yeah.
801
01:17:22,680 --> 01:17:25,684
And zeppoli. I know that place.
802
01:17:26,520 --> 01:17:28,841
I had coffee there.
803
01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:33,211
Did you sit...
804
01:17:33,800 --> 01:17:38,681
by the doorway or near
the front of the church?
805
01:17:39,600 --> 01:17:41,250
I was near the church.
806
01:17:44,120 --> 01:17:46,646
I know, I sat there once.
807
01:17:50,560 --> 01:17:52,210
I sat there once...
808
01:17:52,400 --> 01:17:55,244
on a day like this.
It was very hot and...
809
01:17:58,200 --> 01:18:02,728
I'd been shopping and I had all
these packages around my feet.
810
01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:04,922
I had to keep moving them.
811
01:18:14,080 --> 01:18:15,411
Then what?
812
01:18:34,920 --> 01:18:37,446
You make me forget my story.
813
01:18:46,440 --> 01:18:47,930
Lucky me.
814
01:18:52,760 --> 01:18:55,286
I had thoughts about him...
815
01:18:56,120 --> 01:18:58,282
I hardly knew what to do with.
816
01:18:59,280 --> 01:19:01,328
And he read every one.
817
01:19:02,440 --> 01:19:03,930
Whatever I felt.
818
01:19:04,120 --> 01:19:06,851
Whatever I wanted,
he gave himself up to.
819
01:19:07,960 --> 01:19:09,200
And in that moment...
820
01:19:09,440 --> 01:19:13,490
everything I knew to be true
about myself, was gone.
821
01:19:14,440 --> 01:19:17,011
I was acting like another woman...
822
01:19:18,120 --> 01:19:21,363
yet I was more myself
than ever before.
823
01:19:29,000 --> 01:19:31,890
We decided to spend Wednesday
away from Winterset...
824
01:19:32,160 --> 01:19:34,128
away from Madison County.
825
01:19:35,640 --> 01:19:38,769
Away from pastures and bridges
and people too familiar...
826
01:19:39,040 --> 01:19:41,361
and reminders too painful.
827
01:19:42,200 --> 01:19:45,044
We let the day take
us where it wanted.
828
01:19:50,960 --> 01:19:53,611
Oh, is that India? It's beautiful.
829
01:19:54,040 --> 01:19:56,691
Oh, look at this one.
830
01:19:57,720 --> 01:20:00,166
Look at their expressions.
So beautiful.
831
01:20:00,520 --> 01:20:02,807
As if the camera isn't on them.
832
01:20:04,480 --> 01:20:07,723
They're not photographs,
they're stories.
833
01:20:08,400 --> 01:20:11,563
You should have these published.
You should have your own collection.
834
01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:14,806
Nobody'd buy it.
835
01:20:15,000 --> 01:20:16,411
Why do you say that?
836
01:20:17,040 --> 01:20:19,771
Six publishers have told me so.
837
01:20:21,960 --> 01:20:23,769
No big deal.
838
01:20:24,040 --> 01:20:25,610
Whatever it is...
839
01:20:25,880 --> 01:20:29,282
that makes an artist look like
an artist to the world...
840
01:20:29,520 --> 01:20:31,921
is just a feature I
don't have, that's all.
841
01:20:32,840 --> 01:20:36,083
Maybe you have to
convince yourself first.
842
01:20:36,320 --> 01:20:37,606
Maybe.
843
01:20:38,000 --> 01:20:41,721
Maybe you have to ask yourself
why it's an obsession.
844
01:20:42,160 --> 01:20:43,525
What's that?
845
01:20:45,680 --> 01:20:48,490
I remembered I had this the
other night, after you left.
846
01:20:48,920 --> 01:20:51,366
It was made for me in Assisi.
847
01:20:52,400 --> 01:20:54,482
My aunt gave it to me
for my 7th birthday.
848
01:20:56,760 --> 01:20:58,444
"Francesca."
849
01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:01,887
Keep it.
850
01:21:28,200 --> 01:21:30,521
A musician friend of
Robert's told him...
851
01:21:30,720 --> 01:21:32,563
of a place off the interstate.
852
01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:37,244
A place, Robert assured me,
no one I knew would see us.
853
01:22:39,680 --> 01:22:40,966
Thank you.
854
01:22:42,040 --> 01:22:43,280
Thank you.
855
01:22:45,600 --> 01:22:47,125
Cheers.
856
01:22:56,800 --> 01:22:59,201
What were you like
when you were younger?
857
01:23:00,160 --> 01:23:01,400
Trouble.
858
01:23:03,840 --> 01:23:06,571
- Why?
- I just wondered.
859
01:23:07,760 --> 01:23:09,569
Why were you trouble?
860
01:23:13,840 --> 01:23:15,444
I had a temper.
861
01:23:22,280 --> 01:23:25,284
What were your parents like,
your mother and father?
862
01:23:29,240 --> 01:23:31,891
I don't know if I can
do this, you know.
863
01:23:34,080 --> 01:23:35,127
What?
864
01:23:36,760 --> 01:23:40,287
Try to cram in a whole lifetime
between now and Friday.
865
01:25:56,440 --> 01:25:59,762
- Where'd you go?
- Bar in town.
866
01:26:01,600 --> 01:26:03,011
Have you called Betty?
867
01:26:05,200 --> 01:26:06,770
Well, maybe you should.
868
01:26:07,880 --> 01:26:09,803
I found out who Lucy Delaney is.
869
01:26:11,200 --> 01:26:13,965
Remember the Delaneys
from Hillcrest Road?
870
01:26:14,360 --> 01:26:17,170
Yeah, but I thought she died.
871
01:26:18,040 --> 01:26:20,646
He remarried. Lucy Redfield.
872
01:26:20,920 --> 01:26:24,003
Apparently, they were
having an affair for years.
873
01:26:24,280 --> 01:26:27,329
The first Mrs. Delaney
was a bit of a stiff.
874
01:26:28,160 --> 01:26:29,400
You mean...
875
01:26:30,080 --> 01:26:31,730
she didn't like sex?
876
01:26:35,160 --> 01:26:36,764
Mom could have helped.
877
01:26:37,160 --> 01:26:38,286
Oh.
878
01:26:39,160 --> 01:26:40,685
Oh, boy!
879
01:26:44,080 --> 01:26:48,483
All these years I've resented not living
the wild life in someplace like Paris.
880
01:26:48,760 --> 01:26:51,161
And all the time I could
have moved back to Iowa.
881
01:26:57,880 --> 01:26:59,211
Are you drunk?
882
01:27:04,320 --> 01:27:05,606
Not yet.
883
01:27:05,800 --> 01:27:07,245
Oh.
884
01:27:09,200 --> 01:27:11,202
You wanna get out of
here for a while?
885
01:27:12,760 --> 01:27:14,410
I think I'd better.
886
01:27:22,120 --> 01:27:23,963
I'll take the keys.
887
01:27:25,560 --> 01:27:27,050
I'm driving.
888
01:27:30,040 --> 01:27:35,524
I've never cheated on Betty.
Not once we were married, I mean.
889
01:27:36,680 --> 01:27:40,401
- Did you want to?
- Only about a thousand times.
890
01:27:43,880 --> 01:27:45,484
What do I do now?
891
01:27:47,880 --> 01:27:50,690
What's good enough for Mom
is good enough for me?
892
01:27:56,080 --> 01:27:57,684
What gets me...
893
01:27:58,760 --> 01:28:01,331
is I'm in my forties.
894
01:28:01,680 --> 01:28:05,526
I've been in this crummy frigging
marriage for over 20 years...
895
01:28:05,800 --> 01:28:08,451
because that's what I was
taught. You stick things out.
896
01:28:08,640 --> 01:28:10,210
Normal people don't get divorced.
897
01:28:10,400 --> 01:28:13,802
I can't remember the last time my
husband made love to me so intensely...
898
01:28:14,000 --> 01:28:16,401
that he transported me to
Africa, for Christ sake.
899
01:28:16,640 --> 01:28:18,927
Quite frankly, I don't
think he ever did.
900
01:28:20,000 --> 01:28:24,881
Now I find out that in between bake
sales, my mother was Anais Nin.
901
01:28:25,120 --> 01:28:26,326
What about me?
902
01:28:26,920 --> 01:28:29,127
I feel really weird.
903
01:28:29,400 --> 01:28:32,927
Like she cheated on me,
not Dad. Isn't that sick?
904
01:28:33,280 --> 01:28:36,250
When you're the only son
you sort of feel...
905
01:28:36,480 --> 01:28:40,610
like the prince of the kingdom. In
the back of your mind, you think...
906
01:28:40,840 --> 01:28:44,526
your mother shouldn't want sex
anymore because she has you.
907
01:28:46,120 --> 01:28:48,043
You're right, that is sick.
908
01:28:51,280 --> 01:28:54,170
If she was so unhappy,
why didn't she leave?
909
01:29:08,960 --> 01:29:10,086
Can I...
910
01:29:10,360 --> 01:29:11,850
read it now?
911
01:29:17,560 --> 01:29:19,608
Did I miss anything important?
912
01:29:20,840 --> 01:29:22,251
Well...
913
01:29:23,800 --> 01:29:26,531
She just took him up to her room.
914
01:29:26,760 --> 01:29:28,330
Dad's room?
915
01:29:29,320 --> 01:29:32,961
All right, you can skip
that part. Let's just start...
916
01:29:33,200 --> 01:29:34,361
here.
917
01:29:44,840 --> 01:29:47,411
"Robert lay asleep in the bed.
918
01:29:48,280 --> 01:29:50,487
I was up all night that night.
919
01:29:51,600 --> 01:29:53,602
What happens tomorrow?
920
01:29:54,440 --> 01:29:57,649
By the end of that day he will leave
and everything new and unknown...
921
01:29:57,840 --> 01:30:00,207
that had become so familiar...
922
01:30:00,520 --> 01:30:01,567
...would be gone."
923
01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:21,490
Did you sleep well?
924
01:30:21,760 --> 01:30:22,966
Thanks.
925
01:30:24,320 --> 01:30:25,606
Good.
926
01:30:28,520 --> 01:30:30,841
- More coffee?
- Sure.
927
01:30:47,000 --> 01:30:50,447
I hope you don't mind my asking,
but I feel like I should.
928
01:30:51,360 --> 01:30:52,725
What?
929
01:30:57,000 --> 01:31:01,847
These women friends of yours all
over the world, how does it work?
930
01:31:03,120 --> 01:31:07,648
Do you see some of them again,
or do you forget others?
931
01:31:08,320 --> 01:31:11,608
Or do you write to some
of them now and then?
932
01:31:11,840 --> 01:31:15,162
- How do you manage it?
- What do you mean?
933
01:31:15,720 --> 01:31:20,760
I just need to know the procedure,
so I don't upset your routine.
934
01:31:21,320 --> 01:31:22,446
Want some jam?
935
01:31:24,400 --> 01:31:27,483
What are you talking about?
Routine? There's no routine.
936
01:31:28,040 --> 01:31:29,644
Is that what you think this is?
937
01:31:30,680 --> 01:31:32,489
Well, what is this?
938
01:31:36,120 --> 01:31:37,849
Well, is it up to me?
939
01:31:39,040 --> 01:31:42,726
You're the one who's married and you have
no intention of leaving your husband.
940
01:31:43,040 --> 01:31:44,280
To do what?
941
01:31:44,560 --> 01:31:49,202
Go off with someone who needs
everyone, but no one in particular?
942
01:31:49,440 --> 01:31:52,250
What would be the point? Will
you pass me the butter, please?
943
01:31:53,440 --> 01:31:55,283
I was honest with you.
944
01:31:57,680 --> 01:32:00,524
Yes. Absolutely.
945
01:32:01,440 --> 01:32:06,606
You have this habit of not needing,
and that's very hard to break.
946
01:32:10,200 --> 01:32:12,885
In that case, why sleep?
You don't need rest.
947
01:32:14,120 --> 01:32:16,441
Why eat? You don't need food.
948
01:32:16,680 --> 01:32:18,045
What are you doing?
949
01:32:18,440 --> 01:32:21,250
Gee, I don't know. Maybe I'm not
cut out to be a world citizen...
950
01:32:21,480 --> 01:32:24,006
who experiences everything and
nothing at the same time.
951
01:32:24,200 --> 01:32:26,282
How do you know what I experience?
952
01:32:28,280 --> 01:32:30,601
- I know you.
- Oh?
953
01:32:30,800 --> 01:32:34,486
What can this possibly mean to
someone who doesn't need meaning...
954
01:32:34,720 --> 01:32:38,805
who just goes with the mystery,
pretends he's not scared to death?
955
01:32:39,040 --> 01:32:40,610
Let's stop this right now.
956
01:32:40,840 --> 01:32:44,242
After you leave, I'll have to sit
here for the rest of my life...
957
01:32:44,480 --> 01:32:48,201
and wonder what happened to me,
if anything happened at all.
958
01:32:49,240 --> 01:32:51,402
I'm gonna have to wonder if
you're gonna be sitting...
959
01:32:51,600 --> 01:32:53,762
in some housewife's
kitchen in Romania...
960
01:32:54,040 --> 01:32:59,126
telling her of your world of good friends,
and you secretly include me in that group.
961
01:32:59,440 --> 01:33:01,044
What do you want me to say?
962
01:33:01,480 --> 01:33:05,530
I don't want you to say anything.
I don't need you to say anything.
963
01:33:05,880 --> 01:33:08,008
I want you to stop this now.
964
01:33:08,680 --> 01:33:10,091
Fine.
965
01:33:11,240 --> 01:33:14,483
More eggs? Or shall we fuck on
the linoleum one last time?
966
01:33:14,920 --> 01:33:18,811
- I'm not gonna apologize for who I am.
- No one asked you to.
967
01:33:19,040 --> 01:33:23,568
- I won't feel like I did anything wrong.
- You won't me made to feel, period!
968
01:33:23,800 --> 01:33:27,122
You've carved yourself a part
in the world as a voyeur...
969
01:33:27,360 --> 01:33:29,931
a hermit, a lover when
you feel like it.
970
01:33:30,200 --> 01:33:35,491
The rest of us are supposed to feel
grateful for this... Go to hell!
971
01:33:35,920 --> 01:33:39,891
It isn't human not to
be lonely and afraid!
972
01:33:40,120 --> 01:33:42,441
You're a hypocrite and a phony!
973
01:33:43,480 --> 01:33:45,482
I don't want to need you.
974
01:33:46,320 --> 01:33:47,685
Why?
975
01:33:48,200 --> 01:33:50,646
Because I can't have you.
976
01:33:52,640 --> 01:33:55,041
What difference does that make?
977
01:34:05,920 --> 01:34:07,251
Hm?
978
01:34:12,840 --> 01:34:14,365
Don't you see?
979
01:34:16,560 --> 01:34:21,009
Robert, don't you see?
I just have to know the truth.
980
01:34:21,480 --> 01:34:25,166
I have to know the truth,
because if I don't, I'll go crazy.
981
01:34:26,960 --> 01:34:28,769
So just tell me, either way.
982
01:34:29,000 --> 01:34:32,607
I can't act like this is
enough because it has to be.
983
01:34:33,200 --> 01:34:36,363
And I can't pretend not
to feel what I feel...
984
01:34:36,600 --> 01:34:38,682
because it's over tomorrow.
985
01:34:42,720 --> 01:34:44,882
If I've done anything...
986
01:34:45,840 --> 01:34:47,251
to make you think that...
987
01:34:47,480 --> 01:34:50,882
what we have between us
is nothing new for me...
988
01:34:51,840 --> 01:34:54,002
is just some routine...
989
01:34:55,360 --> 01:34:57,681
then I do apologize.
990
01:35:02,800 --> 01:35:05,246
What makes it different?
991
01:35:07,600 --> 01:35:08,761
It's just when I...
992
01:35:08,960 --> 01:35:10,530
When I think...
993
01:35:10,800 --> 01:35:13,041
of why I make pictures...
994
01:35:13,800 --> 01:35:16,690
the only reason I
can come up with...
995
01:35:17,240 --> 01:35:21,211
It just seems that I've
been making my way here.
996
01:35:24,960 --> 01:35:28,089
Seems right now, that all
I've ever done in my life...
997
01:35:28,360 --> 01:35:30,567
was making my way here to you.
998
01:35:33,160 --> 01:35:35,891
And if I have to think about
leaving here tomorrow...
999
01:35:36,160 --> 01:35:37,571
without you...
1000
01:35:55,600 --> 01:35:57,011
Don't let go.
1001
01:36:00,840 --> 01:36:03,571
Oh, my God, what are
we going to do?
1002
01:36:25,440 --> 01:36:28,284
No. Where's your truck?
1003
01:36:28,520 --> 01:36:31,285
It's out behind the barn.
I'll go...
1004
01:36:31,840 --> 01:36:33,285
upstairs.
1005
01:36:48,200 --> 01:36:49,406
Hi!
1006
01:36:49,600 --> 01:36:52,968
- Hi, Madge.
- I made some brown betty.
1007
01:36:53,240 --> 01:36:55,242
Sent Floyd off to town
with the boy. I said:
1008
01:36:55,440 --> 01:36:59,411
"I'm gonna visit my girlfriends, spend
the afternoon, that's all there is to it."
1009
01:36:59,640 --> 01:37:02,291
He said, "Who's gonna
make lunch?" I said:
1010
01:37:02,520 --> 01:37:05,524
"I'm taking a sick day.
Eat at the diner."
1011
01:37:06,080 --> 01:37:09,448
Isn't that hilarious? He
didn't dare raise an eyebrow.
1012
01:37:09,680 --> 01:37:13,446
I don't even want to tell
you how late he was out.
1013
01:37:13,720 --> 01:37:18,203
Sorry two days passed before I came by.
With the boy home, time escapes me.
1014
01:37:18,440 --> 01:37:21,489
Have you heard from Richard?
How's the fair? God, it's hot.
1015
01:37:21,720 --> 01:37:24,166
Yes. It's hot.
1016
01:38:00,120 --> 01:38:01,531
Come with me.
1017
01:38:09,400 --> 01:38:11,129
Come away with me.
1018
01:39:57,080 --> 01:39:58,491
Care for a beer?
1019
01:39:58,920 --> 01:40:00,001
No.
1020
01:40:17,680 --> 01:40:20,081
You're not coming with me, are you?
1021
01:40:30,600 --> 01:40:34,127
No matter how many times I
turn it over in my mind...
1022
01:40:36,000 --> 01:40:38,287
it doesn't seem like
the right thing.
1023
01:40:40,040 --> 01:40:41,485
For who?
1024
01:40:44,040 --> 01:40:45,530
For anyone.
1025
01:40:48,360 --> 01:40:51,125
They'll never be able to
live through the talk.
1026
01:40:54,520 --> 01:40:56,010
And Richard...
1027
01:40:59,560 --> 01:41:03,042
Richard will never be able
to get his arms around this.
1028
01:41:07,240 --> 01:41:10,528
It will break him in half.
He doesn't deserve that.
1029
01:41:10,760 --> 01:41:13,366
He's never hurt anyone
in his whole life.
1030
01:41:16,440 --> 01:41:19,683
He can move on. People move.
1031
01:41:23,600 --> 01:41:27,650
His family has had this farm
for over a hundred years.
1032
01:41:30,560 --> 01:41:33,245
Richard doesn't know how
to live anywhere else.
1033
01:41:35,760 --> 01:41:37,444
And my kids...
1034
01:41:37,840 --> 01:41:41,765
They're practically grown. You said
yourself they hardly talk to you.
1035
01:41:42,000 --> 01:41:43,923
Yeah, they don't say much.
1036
01:41:45,560 --> 01:41:47,688
But Carolyn is only 16.
1037
01:41:50,680 --> 01:41:54,127
She's about to find out about
all of this for herself.
1038
01:41:54,360 --> 01:41:56,601
She's going to fall in love...
1039
01:41:56,960 --> 01:42:00,203
and she's going to try to
build a life with someone.
1040
01:42:03,560 --> 01:42:05,050
If I leave...
1041
01:42:05,280 --> 01:42:07,089
what does that say to her?
1042
01:42:13,800 --> 01:42:15,290
What about us?
1043
01:42:16,720 --> 01:42:18,484
You have to know...
1044
01:42:19,080 --> 01:42:20,570
deep down...
1045
01:42:20,800 --> 01:42:23,485
the minute we leave here,
everything will change.
1046
01:42:25,720 --> 01:42:28,405
Yeah, it could...
It could get better.
1047
01:42:28,640 --> 01:42:33,601
No matter how much distance we put
between ourselves and this house...
1048
01:42:35,640 --> 01:42:37,642
I carry it with me.
1049
01:42:39,400 --> 01:42:42,244
I feel it every minute
we're together.
1050
01:42:45,000 --> 01:42:49,164
And I will start to blame loving
you for how much it hurts.
1051
01:42:50,320 --> 01:42:51,924
And then, even these...
1052
01:42:52,840 --> 01:42:54,080
even these four...
1053
01:42:54,320 --> 01:42:58,769
beautiful days will seem just like
something sordid and a mistake.
1054
01:42:59,160 --> 01:43:00,730
Francesca.
1055
01:43:00,920 --> 01:43:05,164
Do you think that what happened
with us just happens to anyone?
1056
01:43:06,360 --> 01:43:08,442
What we feel for each other?
1057
01:43:10,160 --> 01:43:11,730
We're hardly...
1058
01:43:12,520 --> 01:43:15,171
hardly two separate people now.
1059
01:43:17,560 --> 01:43:20,564
Some people search all their
life for this and never find it.
1060
01:43:20,760 --> 01:43:23,525
Others don't even think it exists.
1061
01:43:24,360 --> 01:43:26,328
You're going to tell me...
1062
01:43:26,520 --> 01:43:31,890
You're going to tell me this is the
right thing to do? Giving it up?
1063
01:43:34,240 --> 01:43:38,040
We are the choices that
we have made, Robert.
1064
01:43:44,320 --> 01:43:45,765
You don't understand.
1065
01:43:48,320 --> 01:43:49,651
Don't you see?
1066
01:43:49,880 --> 01:43:53,248
Nobody understands when
a woman makes a choice...
1067
01:43:53,480 --> 01:43:55,801
to marry and have children...
1068
01:43:56,240 --> 01:44:01,610
in one way, her life begins,
but in another way, it stops.
1069
01:44:02,680 --> 01:44:06,207
You build a life of details...
1070
01:44:06,760 --> 01:44:10,367
and you just stop
and stay steady...
1071
01:44:10,720 --> 01:44:14,042
so that your children can move.
And when they leave...
1072
01:44:14,280 --> 01:44:17,602
they take your life
of details with them.
1073
01:44:18,080 --> 01:44:22,608
You're expected to move on, but you
don't remember what moved you...
1074
01:44:22,840 --> 01:44:26,561
because no one's asked you in
so long, not even yourself.
1075
01:44:30,560 --> 01:44:32,767
Oh, but you never think...
1076
01:44:33,600 --> 01:44:37,047
You never think love like this
is going to happen to you.
1077
01:44:39,200 --> 01:44:41,089
But now that you have it...?
1078
01:44:42,760 --> 01:44:45,923
Well, now I want to
keep it forever.
1079
01:44:46,160 --> 01:44:50,802
I want to love you the way I do
now for the rest of my life...
1080
01:44:52,640 --> 01:44:54,244
but if we leave...
1081
01:44:54,480 --> 01:44:56,005
we lose it.
1082
01:44:57,040 --> 01:45:00,203
And I can't make an
entire life disappear...
1083
01:45:00,480 --> 01:45:02,244
to start a new one.
1084
01:45:02,520 --> 01:45:05,364
All I can do is try
to hold on to us...
1085
01:45:05,600 --> 01:45:07,489
somewhere inside of me.
1086
01:45:07,720 --> 01:45:09,848
You have to help me.
1087
01:45:22,720 --> 01:45:24,324
Don't lose us.
1088
01:45:25,640 --> 01:45:27,404
Don't throw us away.
1089
01:45:34,280 --> 01:45:37,124
Maybe you feel this way.
Maybe you don't.
1090
01:45:38,000 --> 01:45:40,651
Maybe it's because
you're in this house.
1091
01:45:41,080 --> 01:45:45,165
Maybe tomorrow, when they come
back, you'll feel differently.
1092
01:45:45,440 --> 01:45:48,091
- Don't you think that's possible?
- I don't know.
1093
01:45:51,360 --> 01:45:54,921
Look, I'm going to be
here a few more days.
1094
01:45:55,200 --> 01:45:58,443
We can talk later. We
don't have to decide now.
1095
01:46:00,360 --> 01:46:03,011
Robert, don't. Don't do this.
1096
01:46:03,240 --> 01:46:05,607
I don't want to say
goodbye right now.
1097
01:46:06,040 --> 01:46:08,361
We don't have to
make that decision.
1098
01:46:09,360 --> 01:46:11,328
Maybe you'll change your mind.
1099
01:46:12,200 --> 01:46:14,885
Maybe we'll see each other
and you'll change your mind.
1100
01:46:18,360 --> 01:46:20,931
If that happens you
have to decide...
1101
01:46:21,120 --> 01:46:22,406
because I can't.
1102
01:47:02,480 --> 01:47:04,403
I'll only say this once.
1103
01:47:06,880 --> 01:47:08,928
I've never said it before.
1104
01:47:09,920 --> 01:47:13,686
But this kind of certainty comes
but just once in a lifetime.
1105
01:49:16,840 --> 01:49:18,126
Look!
1106
01:49:32,680 --> 01:49:35,445
- You got it.
- I couldn't sell him.
1107
01:49:35,640 --> 01:49:38,325
I know. I knew you would win.
1108
01:49:38,520 --> 01:49:41,603
- Good girl. Proud of you.
- Thanks.
1109
01:49:41,880 --> 01:49:43,325
- Hi, Mom.
- Hi, darling.
1110
01:49:43,560 --> 01:49:45,767
- Did you eat?
- Yeah. I ate.
1111
01:49:47,040 --> 01:49:48,929
Hey, there. How you doing?
1112
01:49:49,160 --> 01:49:52,004
It didn't take you too
long to get here.
1113
01:49:52,240 --> 01:49:54,447
- No.
- Three hours, what?
1114
01:49:55,560 --> 01:49:58,040
- We really had fun.
- Are you hungry?
1115
01:49:58,240 --> 01:50:00,049
I got something for you.
1116
01:50:02,600 --> 01:50:04,489
The fair was great.
1117
01:50:09,960 --> 01:50:12,008
You all came home.
1118
01:50:12,240 --> 01:50:13,526
And, with you...
1119
01:50:13,760 --> 01:50:16,240
my life of details.
1120
01:50:21,440 --> 01:50:24,808
A day or two passed, and
with each thought of him...
1121
01:50:25,040 --> 01:50:27,964
a task would present
itself like a lifesaver...
1122
01:50:28,200 --> 01:50:31,761
pulling me further and further
away from those four days.
1123
01:50:33,000 --> 01:50:34,729
I was grateful.
1124
01:50:35,000 --> 01:50:36,968
I felt safe.
1125
01:50:44,320 --> 01:50:48,370
Put me out of my misery.
I can't stand the suspense.
1126
01:50:48,600 --> 01:50:50,568
I'm not talking about you.
1127
01:50:50,760 --> 01:50:53,923
I know I'm a goner. I can't
stand the suspense. Shoot.
1128
01:50:54,200 --> 01:50:56,202
I don't even need a blindfold.
1129
01:50:56,440 --> 01:51:00,126
Condemned man's dinner.
Chicken, peas, watermelon.
1130
01:51:18,240 --> 01:51:20,208
Do you want anything special?
1131
01:51:20,440 --> 01:51:22,681
How about that brown
sugar meat loaf?
1132
01:51:22,880 --> 01:51:24,325
Okay.
1133
01:53:24,480 --> 01:53:27,529
For a moment, I didn't
know where I was.
1134
01:53:28,120 --> 01:53:33,160
And for a split second, I thought
that he didn't really want me.
1135
01:53:33,480 --> 01:53:35,847
That it was easy to walk away.
1136
01:54:16,600 --> 01:54:20,161
Robert leaned over as if to get
something from the glove box.
1137
01:54:21,440 --> 01:54:24,046
Eight days ago, he'd done that...
1138
01:54:24,320 --> 01:54:27,051
and his arm had brushed
across my leg.
1139
01:54:27,960 --> 01:54:31,203
A week ago I'd been in Des
Moines, buying a new dress.
1140
01:54:59,760 --> 01:55:01,888
That truck's a long way from home.
1141
01:55:02,400 --> 01:55:04,243
Washington State.
1142
01:55:04,720 --> 01:55:09,009
I'll bet it's that photographer
they talked about over at the cafe.
1143
01:55:15,160 --> 01:55:17,447
Boy, what's he waiting for?
1144
01:55:50,360 --> 01:55:51,600
Come on!
1145
01:56:17,640 --> 01:56:19,130
Oh, no!
1146
01:56:23,560 --> 01:56:25,767
The words were inside of me.
1147
01:56:26,040 --> 01:56:29,408
"I was wrong, Robert. I was
wrong to stay, but I can't go.
1148
01:56:29,640 --> 01:56:32,484
Let me tell you again
why I can't go.
1149
01:56:36,200 --> 01:56:39,090
Tell me again why I should go."
1150
01:56:39,320 --> 01:56:42,449
I heard his voice
coming back to me:
1151
01:56:42,960 --> 01:56:47,249
"This kind of certainty comes
but once in a lifetime."
1152
01:56:52,160 --> 01:56:53,605
What's wrong, Franny?
1153
01:56:57,840 --> 01:57:00,411
Will you please tell me
what's wrong with you?
1154
01:57:03,840 --> 01:57:07,322
I just need a minute, Richard.
1155
01:57:10,480 --> 01:57:12,562
I just need...
1156
01:57:23,520 --> 01:57:26,808
And now for the farm report.
1157
01:57:27,120 --> 01:57:30,841
Some areas reporting an
increase in wind activity...
1158
01:58:10,840 --> 01:58:14,322
- Dad, you bought the wrong feed!
- What?
1159
01:58:38,880 --> 01:58:42,168
I was grateful for the
silence that night.
1160
01:58:43,400 --> 01:58:47,086
I realized love won't
obey our expectations.
1161
01:58:47,440 --> 01:58:50,922
Its mystery is pure and absolute.
1162
01:58:51,600 --> 01:58:53,329
What Robert and I had...
1163
01:58:53,600 --> 01:58:56,285
could not continue
if we were together.
1164
01:58:56,800 --> 01:59:01,647
And what Richard and I shared
would vanish if we were apart.
1165
01:59:02,200 --> 01:59:05,124
But how I wanted to share this!
1166
01:59:05,960 --> 01:59:10,170
How would our lives
have changed if I had?
1167
01:59:10,640 --> 01:59:14,201
Could anyone else have
seen the beauty of it?
1168
01:59:17,680 --> 01:59:19,125
Hi.
1169
01:59:19,320 --> 01:59:21,084
I'm Francesca Johnson.
1170
01:59:21,480 --> 01:59:23,164
And I...
1171
01:59:24,920 --> 01:59:28,925
I feel awful that I haven't come to
visit you sooner. Is it a bad time?
1172
01:59:29,160 --> 01:59:31,891
Am I interrupting anything?
Is it too late?
1173
01:59:32,120 --> 01:59:34,168
No, not at all.
1174
01:59:34,720 --> 01:59:37,963
"We became inseparable, Lucy and I.
1175
01:59:39,120 --> 01:59:44,160
The funny thing is, I didn't tell
her about Robert until years later.
1176
01:59:47,600 --> 01:59:50,080
But for some reason,
being with her...
1177
01:59:50,360 --> 01:59:52,283
somehow made me feel...
1178
01:59:52,920 --> 01:59:54,922
it was safe to think about him...
1179
01:59:55,640 --> 01:59:57,449
to continue loving him.
1180
01:59:59,680 --> 02:00:03,241
This town loved talking about the
two of us, but we didn't care.
1181
02:00:05,280 --> 02:00:07,203
And neither did your father."
1182
02:00:08,600 --> 02:00:09,726
It's time, huh?
1183
02:00:10,200 --> 02:00:11,247
Mm.
1184
02:00:23,200 --> 02:00:24,884
There. That's it.
1185
02:00:26,080 --> 02:00:27,320
Yeah?
1186
02:00:30,040 --> 02:00:31,451
Is better?
1187
02:00:35,160 --> 02:00:36,605
Is better.
1188
02:01:06,960 --> 02:01:08,200
Franny.
1189
02:01:10,960 --> 02:01:13,327
I just want to say...
1190
02:01:15,800 --> 02:01:19,202
I know you had your own dreams.
1191
02:01:22,120 --> 02:01:25,329
I'm sorry I couldn't
give them to you.
1192
02:01:30,040 --> 02:01:32,884
I love you so very much.
1193
02:02:01,280 --> 02:02:03,282
After your father died...
1194
02:02:03,480 --> 02:02:08,042
I tried to get in touch with Robert,
but he had left the National Geographic.
1195
02:02:08,400 --> 02:02:10,801
No one seemed to know where he was.
1196
02:02:11,120 --> 02:02:15,489
My only connections to him were the
places that we'd been to on that one day.
1197
02:02:15,760 --> 02:02:19,048
And so, each year on my birthday...
1198
02:02:19,240 --> 02:02:20,765
I'd revisit them.
1199
02:02:28,680 --> 02:02:32,127
Then one day, I received a
letter from his attorney...
1200
02:02:32,360 --> 02:02:33,850
with a package.
1201
02:06:17,240 --> 02:06:21,484
There has not been a day since
that I have not thought of him.
1202
02:06:22,720 --> 02:06:27,248
When he said we were no longer
two people, he was right.
1203
02:06:30,640 --> 02:06:33,530
We were bound together as
tightly as two people can be.
1204
02:06:35,520 --> 02:06:37,682
If it hadn't been for him...
1205
02:06:37,920 --> 02:06:41,720
I don't think I would have lasted
on the farm all those years.
1206
02:06:45,120 --> 02:06:47,885
Remember that dress of
mine you wanted, Carolyn?
1207
02:06:48,520 --> 02:06:51,285
The one you said I never wore?
1208
02:06:52,520 --> 02:06:54,284
I know I was silly...
1209
02:06:54,520 --> 02:06:59,321
but to me it was as if you were asking
to wear my wedding dress to the movies.
1210
02:07:03,280 --> 02:07:05,169
After reading all this...
1211
02:07:05,400 --> 02:07:09,485
I hope you can now understand
my burial request.
1212
02:07:09,760 --> 02:07:12,889
It was not the ravings
of some mad old lady.
1213
02:07:13,160 --> 02:07:16,562
I gave my life to my family.
1214
02:07:16,800 --> 02:07:20,088
I wish to give Robert
what is left of me.
1215
02:07:20,560 --> 02:07:21,800
Hey, Dad.
1216
02:07:24,160 --> 02:07:26,049
Can I talk to you?
1217
02:07:32,000 --> 02:07:35,846
You've been gone all night long. Do I even
have the right to ask where you've been?
1218
02:07:36,080 --> 02:07:38,401
Do I make you happy, Betty?
1219
02:07:38,640 --> 02:07:40,324
Because I want to.
1220
02:07:40,560 --> 02:07:42,722
More than anything.
1221
02:07:54,000 --> 02:07:55,684
Hi, Steve. It's me.
1222
02:07:55,920 --> 02:07:58,446
Good. You?
1223
02:07:59,760 --> 02:08:02,081
Listen, we have to talk.
1224
02:08:02,680 --> 02:08:04,444
Well, how about now?
1225
02:08:05,480 --> 02:08:07,642
Uh, no...
1226
02:08:08,600 --> 02:08:11,331
I've decided I'm gonna
stay here for a while.
1227
02:08:12,760 --> 02:08:14,683
I don't know how long.
1228
02:08:15,560 --> 02:08:18,325
No, I'm not angry, Steve.
1229
02:08:19,200 --> 02:08:21,123
I'm not.
1230
02:08:21,360 --> 02:08:23,522
I'm not angry at all.
1231
02:08:25,120 --> 02:08:27,851
I gave Lucy his photography book.
1232
02:08:28,160 --> 02:08:31,050
If you are interested, take a look.
1233
02:08:31,400 --> 02:08:34,927
If my words still leave
some things unclear...
1234
02:08:35,160 --> 02:08:38,130
perhaps his pictures
can illuminate.
1235
02:08:38,600 --> 02:08:42,446
After all, that's what
an artist does best.
1236
02:08:51,320 --> 02:08:53,288
I love you both...
1237
02:08:53,520 --> 02:08:55,522
with all my heart.
1238
02:08:56,760 --> 02:09:00,446
Do what you have to
to be happy in this life.
1239
02:09:01,280 --> 02:09:04,090
There is so much beauty.
1240
02:09:05,360 --> 02:09:08,045
Go well, my children.
1240
02:09:09,305 --> 02:10:09,902
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