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Maya: And at 7:52...

I saw
the fetal heart rate drop

and I felt the prolapsed cord
on a vaginal exam,

then I immediately
moved her to the OR.

Apgars?
Uh, six at one minute,

eight at five minutes.

We got this.

We got this.
We got this.

And you, little one,
go in here.

And Mommy's finally ready
to clear her name

and get back to the things
that really matter.

I love it when you get
your game face on.

And I'll love it even more
when all this is over.

The time and energy
it has taken from me...

I know. Just try to remember
to keep your cool.

Okay.♪ All these
beautiful people ♪

Oh, remember to set
a timer

for the HCG trigger shot.Right.

It has to be given at 4:00 p.m.,
otherwise...

My eggs won't be mature
enough to be retrieved

within the 36-hour window.
Yes.

And youdon't forget
to replace the hormone patches.

Great.

♪ Showtime
Okay.

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah

♪ Showtime

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah

♪ Showtime

♪ Gotta get loose

♪ It's showtime,
it's showtime ♪Um...

Hey, how about
we keep some of the stuff

we ordered on Prime
at the house?
[ Sobs ]

[ Liam crying ]
Hey.

Yeah.
O-Okay. Hey.

Oh!
[ Crying ]

Looks like we all
need to do some deep breathing.

My genes are gonna
ruin the baby.

What?I'm sorry.
I'm just being --

feeling triggered
by my trigger shot.
Hey.

Your dad's cruelty
is not genetic.

I wish you didn't have
to go to work today.

I'm just on inspections.
I'll be fine.

♪ Beautiful people ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm fine.♪ Beautiful people

Okay.
Breathe, four.

[ Both inhale deeply ]

Out for four.
Let's beat these people's butts.

[ Groans ] Mnh-mnh, mnh-mnh.
Where are you going?

Where are you going?
What --

I thought you were coming back
for round two.

No, no, no, no, no, no.
Unh-unh, no more.

I thought you had the day off.[ Laughs ] Stop.
Okay. Come on.

I have a to-do list of things
that require me to be upright.

Oh. You've already
been doing push-ups on me.

[ Laughs ]You need more push-ups?

[ Grunts,
exhales deeply ]

I think I'm gonna
lift some weights this morning,

and then I will lift you
tomorrow morning.

Ah, oh, come on,
Ben Warren.

What am I going to do
with you?
No, no, no, no, no.

You can do anything
you want.

[ Laughing ] Oh, my God.[ Laughs ]

♪ It's showtime

♪♪

♪ Let's go

♪ Yeah

It's not nice to flaunt your
rejuvenated metabolism, Warren.

What can I say?
I'm a new man.

Maya: Behind you.Oh.

Ugh. Montgomery!I'm so sorry.

These shots
are making me feel

like my nipples
are going to explode.

Wow. What's this
about exploding nipples?

Someone's hormones
are hormoning.

[ Laughs
sarcastically ]

So exciting to think
that sunny disposition

will be passed on
to another human.

[ Stifled laugh ]He said, totally joking.

How are you feeling?Well, I'm feeling.

So that's...good.That is good.

Are we still making
budget cuts?

Don't worry, Hughes.
Nothing I can't handle.

Sullivan:
What's happening?

Your girlfriend's
still riding us on the budget.

Don't you mean fiancée?[ Klaxons sound ]

Dispatch: Engine 19
requested to 415 Peat Road...

That's us. Let's move. ...northwest corner
of Tallman Park.

♪♪

Steve: ...through Ms. Wilson's
testimony,

as well as the testimony
from experts,

we will show that a delayed
diagnosis and botched delivery

caused young Nina Wilson's
cerebral palsy

and that Dr. Carina DeLuca
was negligent

and therefore responsible

for the financial
and emotional burdens

faced by Ms. Wilson today.

Ms. Reed, your opening?

♪♪

[ Siren wailing ]

♪♪

Alright, grab your gear.
We need eyes on that fire.

Let's move.

[ Indistinct chatter ]

♪♪

Man: Hey.
Are you listening to me?

You can't have this.Tyler: Come on, man.
We're live on TizTam.

[ Chuckles ] Please tell me
we're not doing

something like that
for Carina.

Sullivan:
Oh, Bishop would hate it.

[ Laughs ] So you're saying
we should do it, then?[ Laughs ]

Uh, excuse me.
Can we help you?

I'm Captain Herrera
with SFD.

We got a call about smoke
in the area.

This is a private event.Fire in a public park
is not private.

[ Speaking Lushootseed ]

Just give us a moment, okay?Ma'am, in a moment,
this whole park will be on fire.

This is
a controlled ceremony.

We have a permit.
Okay, please just stop.

We are holding a prayer ceremony
for an elder who is in ICU.

It cannotbe interrupted.

You're gonna
have to go through me

and everybody in this path
if you want to get back there.

You have one minute.

If that permit's not here,
we'll move whoever

and whatever we need to
to do our job.

[ Stopwatch beeps ]

[ Ben laughs ]
Travis: No.

Come on.
[ Grunting ]

[ Laughs ]

♪♪

No, no, no, no!

And time! Impressive!
Minute 49.

Ha!
My record's intact, baby!

You're chemically enhanced!
He's chemically enhanced!

I know.

[ Siren chirps, horn honks ]

Clean that up.

Get the SCBAs
out of the way.

[ Beeping ]

It's Ruiz.
I've been trying
to call you guys.

What are you doing here?Brought you a patient.

Paula Kelly,
42-year-old construction worker.

Found her outside her worksite
attempting to remove this nail.

Well, I did -- Oh!

"I would have gotten away
with it, too,

if it weren't for
you meddling kids!"

Right, uh, minimal blood
loss and no memory of
recent tetanus shot.

Ruiz suggested
we bring her here.

You guys playing
with your hoses?

No. I...

Uh, everyone,
this is Dominic Amaya.

Take this.Uh, the nail's bent,
but ultrasound showed

that it seems like it missed
the major arteries.

What, you got an ultrasound
in that fancy private ambulance?

We've got a lot of fancy toys
in our fancy ambulance.

Why didn't you take her
to Grey-Sloan?

Uh, patient stated that --Patient's sitting right here,

and patient can't afford
another worker's comp claim.

My boss'll sack me.

Well, you -- you may not
have a choice.

Don't tell 'em
it happened on the job.

Oh, hospitals
leave paper trails.

You know what?
[ Gasps ]
Oh, oh, okay.

Okay, I'm just gonna get it
out myself, though,

'cause I-I've done
this kind of thing.Ma'am, you're only
gonna make it worse.

Not exactly this, but, like,
a splinter with tweezers.

[ Stammering ]Paula, Paula, Paula.

Relax. Look at me.
You are in good hands.

Dante, grab me a chair
real quick.

Let us take care of this,
alright?

We got you.Oh, I don't like letting men
do things for me.

Well, you have a nail
through your arm.

Uh, you, uh, take the blocks on
the west, I'll cover the east.

Sounds good.
I'll see you back here.
Yeah.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

[ Doorbell rings ]

♪♪

Mason: Maya?

What are you doing here?

I wanted to talk to you.

I got nothing to say
to you.

You don't have 10 minutes
for your own sister?

♪♪

[ Keys jingling ]

♪♪

Mason:
What do you want, Maya?

I don't know.

After seeing you at Pride,
I just wanted to talk.

I mean,
what the hell, Mason?

Is that a question?

Do you believe this crap?
Is this who you are now?

"Now"
is a weird qualifier.

I've known you
my entire life, Mason.

You're just confused or --You don't think
I can form my own opinions?

I can't think for myself?

You're not a person who --

Okay,
you're not full of hate.

We grew up together.
I know you.

You don't know me.
You know yourself.

That's all
you've ever cared about.

Is that one of yours?

Yeah.

Fine.
Tell me who you are then.

I want to understand.I'm not doing this.

No, I'm not leaving
until we talk.

So we nee--Come on, Maya, enough.

Just leave me alone.

Damn it.

I'm sorry. Let me...

Just please leave!

No, I can help, okay?
Let me help.

[ Water running ]

Andy: Alright, time's up.Julie: I am begging you.

Please, just one more minute.Okay, look, ma'am.

If you don't get out of our way,
we're gonna have a huge problem.

I'm telling you,
they're gonna be --Rose: Stop. Stop!

[ Speaking Lushootseed ]

He's coming. He's coming.

Elliott's here.Hey! What are you doing?

We got a call
about smoke.

I'm the one that called.
I'm Elliott Henderson,

a captain from the fire station
on the Tulalip reservation.

This is
a permitted ceremony.

So,
why'd you call it in?

I called because of that.

Those people have a bunch
of smoke bombs and fireworks.

I was over there trying to tell
them not to do anything stupid.

Sorry about
the misunderstanding. I...

Tyler: It's a boy!

[ People coughing ]

You gotta be kidding me.

Lieutenant, take Larsson and
Wiggins and take that fire out.

Sullivan: Copy, Captain.Hughes, I need eyes
on the nearest hydrant.

Copy, Captain.Sullivan: You heard her.

Just move the engine,
grab a couple of one inch lines,

to hit those spots.Elliott: Captain, tell me
what you need.

Let's get Captain Henderson
some turnouts.

Bennett Dispatch:
Bennett 104. Please return
to previous address.

Resident says smell of smoke
has returned.

Dom, turn it off.
Oh, yeah.

Let's get in more trouble.Oh, you and me both, kid.

Bennett 107, please call in.

Ah!Damn it, her vain blew.

Blew into what?Okay. We're gonna have
to start another line.

Ruiz, why don't you two
make yourselves useful?

Grab some lidocaine
and a laceration kit.

Ruiz knows where it is.

Mm. [ Groans ]

Dominic: We're gonna have
to report it eventually.

Look, and we will.

But we're legally obligated to
make sure this patient's okay.

We're also legally obligated
to report,

and then we can't do that.

We could lose our jobs
trying to protect hers.

Look, I'll tell 'em it
was all me, okay?

I'm a grown man.
You didn't make me do anything.

What did Ruiz
make you do?

That's funny because, uh,
he used to be the stickler

for the rules around here.[ Chuckles ]
Find that hard to imagine.

You know what?
I gotta get this to Warren.

Oh. Ugh. [ Sighs ]

Clean this up, will ya?What are you doing?

[ Sighs ]

You guys always bring in
rogue clients?

Well, let's just say we, uh...
color outside the lines

every once in a while.

Hmm. Like toddlers.

We prefer to think of ourselves
as do-gooders.

Sometimes care bears.

Well, at least I know now
where Ruiz gets it.

The physician
who diagnosed her...

You mean Dr. Hudson?Yes.

...said that
it could be caused

by a lack of oxygen
during labor.

And was Nina deprived of oxygen
during labor?

Well, I couldn't see
when they got her out,

but I caught a glimpse
around the curtain.

She was blue
and didn't cry at first.

She let my baby suffocate
and then smiled

and handed her to me
like nothing happened.

Objection.Sustained.

And then?Um...

there were loads
of tests and appointments

to have her diagnosed.

My life is filled
with appointments.Shannon: Objection.

This is irrelevant to
Dr. DeLuca's role in delivery.

Eleanor: Sustained.

♪♪

Nina's condition...

it's expensive, isn't it?Yeah.

Objection, Your Honor.No. No.
I-I am almost bankrupt...

Counselor is trying to use
emotion to sway......because of
all the treatments

...your determination of whether
my client was negligent....and the doctors and the
round-the-clock care.

Eleanor: Sustained.

♪♪

No further questions.

Travis: I'm prepping
pain meds now.

As soon we get these meds in,
we'll push 'em, Paula.Okay.

And then you'll get
the nail out.

And then we'll get
the nail out, yes.Thank God.

I'm sure this happens to plenty
of construction workers.

Honestly, I don't
quite understand

why your company
would fire you for this.

Are you kidding?
They love firing people.

Almost as much
as they love money.

Bennett 108, large piece of
debris outside 671...Yeah, one missed day of work,
one minute over lunch,

born on Tuesday, your mom's name
is Brenda, you know, whatever.

If you're not making 'em money,
you're costing 'em money.

But they are not getting me.

Bennett Ambulance 110

requested to 9237 Cole Avenue.

Ruiz, the next call
could be for us.

Let them handle this.
We'll go on some calls.

We'll come back
a little later,

and then we'll take her back to
her worksite like we promised.

It's fine.Sounds like a plan.
Alright.

[ Klaxons sound ]Dispatch: Engine 19
requesting Ladder 19

and Aid Car 19
to 415 Peat Road...That's us, Montgomery.

northwest corner
of Tallman Park.Travis: Yep.

Gonna need somebody
to stick around.

You guys got this, right?
Here, two hands.

[ Stammers ]

♪♪

Maya: It'll be fine, okay?
Relax.

Okay.
Well, you're not helping.

It's just a rug.This is our house.

My brothers --

I'm in charge
of keeping it nice, okay?

So what, you're their houseboy
or something?

We all contribute.To what?

This boys' home
for deplorables?

We uphold the traditions
of our country

and the people who built it.What does that even mean?

A man used to be able to raise
a family on one salary.

We're losing out on jobs
because of identity politics,

immigration.Mason, you are brainwashed.

This is the stupidity --
This is the stupidity

my brothers warned me about.

Men like us are despised.

What are you talking about?
How are you despised?

You were the group shouting
at innocent people at --

Ugh!

Look, I -- I'm --

I am --
I'm just confused, okay?

I...

[ Breathing deeply ]

The Mason I knew was a kid
who made up stories with me.

You remember that?

[ Chuckles ] He was the kid
who insisted on having a funeral

for the dead mouse
in the garage.

He is extremely talented.

Talented?

Why didn't you ever tell that
to Dad

when he was burning
my art?

Where were you when
I wanted to go to art school?

All the money
went to yourOlympic training.

These people
are my brothers.

Okay? They helped me
get clean.

They hung my art
on the walls.

I matter to these people.

No one ever told me
that I mattered before.

You matter to me, Mason.

Just let me get you out of
this place and see how it feels.

And go where?
Move in with me.

You want me to come
and live with you?

You don't know what
real family feels like.

Let me show you.

And yet, you proceeded
to allow Ms. Wilson

to have
a vaginal delivery,

despite her pre-existing
conditions,

knowing the great risk
to her and her baby?

We tried to minimize
risks as much as possible.

I was keeping a tab
on the baby.

She was connected
to a fetal monitor.

And the moment I detected
distress, I moved to operate.

So, you secured
the barn door

after the horse
had been let loose?

I don't understand
that expression.

Oh.
You acted too late.

I saved the baby's life.

And I listen to what my patients
want because they're people.

They're not just wombs
with -- with legs.

So you just do
whatever they want,

no matter the risk.

I've had multiple patients
with similar conditions

deliver healthy babies vaginally
with zero complications.

I gave Ms. Wilson
and her baby the excellent care

that they deserve, and, no, the
delivery did not go perfectly,

but that's not negligence,
it's nature.

How convenient.
It wasn't your fault.

You just happened to be
there pulling all the strings.

Objection.

Withdrawn.
No further questions.

Eleanor:
Counselor, your cross.

Shannon: Dr. DeLuca?Yeah.

Looking back on Ms. Wilson's
delivery,

what would you do
differently today?

Nothing.

Dispatch, I need an ETA
on Ladder 19 and Aid Car 19.

I've got several spot fires,
a strengthening wind,

and I'm still clearing
civilians.

Dispatch: Landing in one minute,
Captain.

Emma: Why you have
so many boom kits?

I bought them online.

I didn't know the gender
until this morning.

You bought them online?

Emma, honey.
Can you chill?

I'm not gonna tell you again,

I need you to clear
this van out. Now!

Sullivan: Captain, the wind
keeps kicking up spot fires.

Captain, we need another
hose line over here!

Copy, Hughes. Larsson,
pull another inch line.

Wiggins, get some hose packs
for Hughes.

[ Siren wailing ]

Ladder 19, hand tools
and hand lines.

The wind is scattering
embers.

Let's knock these fires down
before they spread

and we have a real problem
on our hands.

[ Indistinct arguing ]

Sullivan: Hey!
Move away from the van!

Move away from the van!We're good, we're good.
We're fine.

You gotta move away!Get away, get down!

Get out! Move!
The tank's about to explode!

Man:
Get them out of here!

[ Grunting ]

[ Fireworks whistling ]

♪♪

Bennett Dispatch:
Bennett Ambulance 118

requested
to 6942 Ramsey Street.

Aah!The local anesthetic
and pain meds

aren't controlling
the pain enough.

Wait,
my fingers are all tingly.

Is -- Is that normal?No. No, it's not.

I'm gonna have to numb
your whole arm

to get this out before
it impinges more on your nerve.

Okay, whatever that is,
yes, do it.

Bennett Ambulance 118,
do you copy request?

Copy, uh...Dispatch, this is Bennett 118.

Our engine overheated
on East Union Street.

Currently at Station 19
for mechanical assistance.

Please redirect all calls.

Copy Bennett Ambulance 118.

Buys us some time.
Warren, what do you need?You know what?

Help me get Paula up
to the conference room.What?

The rig's is gonna be back
anytime now,

and I do not want to
be interrupted in
the middle of this.

I'm gonna do an
ultrasound-guided removal

under a regional block.No, regional. That's what
I was gonna suggest.

Just trust me. Come on.Dom. Dom, what are you do --

Whatever --I-I got it.

Dom, come on.
Let's go.

Aah.

What are you doing?

They're gonna check
the engine.

Lead the way.Nice.

Hot.

You could go to school
and study art

and -- and get a job.

You want me to pay rent?I mean, no.

You could, but I don't
need you to pay rent.

You really want me to come
and live with you?

I just -- I want to show you
that there's another way.

I didn't need your saving
when I was on the streets,

and I don't need it now.These people
don't care about you.

These people are my family.Who harass innocent people

at a parade.
Was that your family?Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.

Why are you so obsessed
with that?

Why do you care so much
about a stupid gay parade?

Because they're my people,
Mason.

You're harassing me
and my community.

♪♪

Over this way.

♪♪

Elliott: Captain, we have
a real problem here.

Any minute now, this
widowmaker's gonna light up

that canopy
and endanger my people.

We're not trained
in tree felling.I am.

Alright.

Captain.

Captain, water's not enough,
and you know it.

Our elder,
he's important to us all.

Holding ceremony is how our
children send their strength.

We can't lose him.

I'll be your spotter.

♪♪

Okay, Paula, I need you
to stay very, very still.

Now, Paula, tell me, how'd you
get into construction?

Well,
my dad was pretty handy.

You know, I couldn't afford to
build a future with a diploma,

so I-I built one
with my hands instead.

I'm -- I'm pretty good at it,
but ugh, my -- my bosses,

I mean, they treat me
like I'm a cog in a machine.

I don't know.
It's a -- It's a living.

Mm.[ Stifled yell ]

Hey, I hear that.

I took this private job
because the money's good.

I mean, I love helping
people and everything,

but, you know,
when my marriage ended,

he left me with nothing.

Not a mattress,
not a place to live,

not even my dignity, girl.

You know, your ex
should hang out with my ex-wife.

I mean,
they would get along great.

She's awful.I bet.

Ben: Okay, Ruiz, Ruiz,
I'm gonna need you

to hold this wand
and keep it steady, right there.

Ruiz: I got it.Okay. Now, Paula,
I've located the nerve,

and I'm gonna inject
lidocaine directly into it

to stop the pain.

You ready?Ready like spaghetti,
Doc.

[ Inhales deeply ]
Mm.

Ah! Ooh!

[ Door opens ]

Wendy: Are there
any other appointments?

Well,
I-I'm in the middle of --

Okay.

Well,
do you have a wait list?

I -- Yep. Mm-hmm. Okay.
Yeah. Thank you.

[ Cellphone clatters ]

[ Inhales deeply,
grunts angrily ]

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

Congratulations,
Dr. DeLuca,

on your excellent care.

And I just hope you know
that if you win today...

my daughter loses...

again.

♪♪

[ Door opens, closes ]

♪♪

Ben: There we go.

Dominic: You think it's time
to consider doing something

less dangerous for a living?Oh. [ Chuckles ]

Well, I could say the same
for you, fellas.

I mean, for me, I'm just trying
to hold my parts together

till I can retire.

Uh, this is amazing.
I-I can't feel anything.

[ Chuckles ] Well, Warren's
got the smoothest hands

in the Pacific Northwest.

Ben:
Okay, okay, okay.

Now, listen, Paula,

I'm gonna make
a small incision

so that I can
remove the nail.

But you might want
to look away.

Are you kidding?
This is better than cable.

After my own heart.

[ Aysanabee's "Ego Death"
plays ]

♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh

♪ Ooh-oh-oh-oh

[ Chainsaw whirs ]

♪♪

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

♪ Oh-oh-oh

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

♪ Oh-oh-oh

♪ Oh-oh

♪ Do I blame it
on this restless feeling? ♪

♪ Blame it on nomadic spirits?

♪ See, I've been here
for too long ♪

♪ But I've only got myself
to blame ♪

♪ I-I-I-I

♪ Only got, got,
got myself to blame ♪

♪ Only got myself

♪ Only got, got,
got myself to blame ♪

♪ Oh, no-no-no-no

♪ Oh, no-no-no-no

♪♪

♪ Only got, got,
got myself to blame ♪

Okay, let's get some water
on this thing.

Steve: By depriving
us of calling experts
to this hearing --

Eleanor: If it's relevant,
it's in the written testimony.

Your Honor, we have
no objection to Claimant

calling in their expert
to testify.

And we welcome the opportunity
to cross examine theirs.

Am I done here?

Excuse me?Am I done here?

Usually, the respondent stays
for the duration.

But if counsel
has no objections...

Okay, I'm gonna give you
my contact.

Please call me.

I want to put you
in touch with people

who can really help because
this has nothing to do with us.

The system does
what it always does,

which is assign value
to winning and losing

when really,
we all lose in this process.

So I am gonna go
back to work

and do what I do
and help people.

And I really hope
you call me.

I want to get you help that
will actually make a difference.

Yeah.

♪♪

[ Door opens, closes ]

[ Camera beeps ]

You're telling me you're...
gay?

Yes. I'm bisexual.

Oh, so you're confused.

And you have daddy issues.

I have a wife.
We're trying to adopt a son.

I am building a family.

You have a wife
and a kid?

And you want me to move in
with you?

Call your wife.
Tell her.

God knows that fatherless kid
is gonna need a male role model,

especially when the little
weirdo tells all the other kids

at school
about his two mommies.

No, go on. Call her.
Tell her Uncle Mason's coming.

I'll pack my bags.

Right.

I want you to be a part
of my life, Mason,

but I can't do that
if you don't --

So you want me to accept you
and your "choices,"

but you don't have to accept me
and mine?

I can agree to disagree
about everything

except my humanity, Mason.

I'm just trying to exist,

and your "brothers"
hate me for it.

Because you are poisoning
this country.

And you shouldn't
be allowed to do that.

You shouldn'tbe allowed
to have kids.

Oh, my God.

You're Dad.

You've become Dad.

Don't...pull that crap
with me.

No, actually...

[voice breaking]
you're not him.

You're worse.

I came here trying
to save you or something.

But now I get it.

That's not possible.

You can never be a part
of my life, Mason.

Not like this.

♪♪

You're not allowed
to touch the beautiful life

that I've created,
because you would ruin it.

I have love that we never knew
existed as kids,

and I wanted you to have that,
too, but...

you don't want it.

And I won't risk losing it,
so...

[ Alarm rings ]

Damnit. I have to go.

[ Sniffles ] Uh...

Goodbye, Mason.

♪♪

♪♪

Listen, I didn't mean
to put you in a tough spot.

I'm sorry, man.

I get why
you love it here.

I wouldn't go that far.

I mean, you and Warren
barely had to talk.

It's like you knew
what he needed.

Here, can you connect this hose
while I reattach this piece?

Oh, um...no.

I mean, I broke it.
I-I don't know how to fix it.

[ Chuckles ]
I know.

You learn those skills
in training?

We do a lot of wildland training
in Tulalip.

Helps keep up our skills
for the changing weather.

It'd be nice to have
those skills at the ready

at SFD, too, with these extreme
temperatures and climate change.

Well, come up
and train with us.[ Chuckles ]

Wish that
was in our budget.I got you covered.

We get funding
from here and there --

tribal, city,
state, federal.

And in return, the department's
very involved with the tribe.

We know how to take care
of each other, our community.

And now you and -- and
your team are included in that.

We're just doing our job.

Would you come with us?

[ Singing in native language ]

[ Drums beating rhythmically ]

♪♪

♪♪

Hold your hands
like this.

Empty hands.

Only by the goodness of the
Creator do we have full hands.

You honored us
by protecting our ceremony.

This is our way
of honoring you.

[ Singing continues ]

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

Hey, Ruiz, how's it going
with the rich and the paranoid?

Not great considering
he can't do his job

without being a savior.

Paula!

Got a sweet little souvenir
to go home with.

I'm mailing this to my ex-wife.
No note.

That's gross.You must be Victoria Hughes.

It's nice to put a face
to the name.

[ Chuckles nervously ]
Uh-oh.

Oh, no.
All good things. Trust.

19! Gather in the beanery
in 10.

Copy, Captain.

Ruiz, why don't you two
join us at Joe's

tomorrow morning
after shift?

Relax, Hughes,
I survived my uncle's wake,

I'll survive Joe's.

We'll be there.

Damn it.

Hey. Um...

Captain wants everybody
in the -- in the beanery.

Stupid idiot.
[ Sniffles ]

I ruined it.
I ruined [sobs]

everything.
[ Sniffles ]

I missed the window.

May I help you?

I used to help my ex-wife
with hers.

[ Water running ]

I found my, uh...

my brother.

He -- He's so hateful.

Like, I thought -- I thought
a little piece of him

was still left,
but he's gone.

Oh, my God.
I cut him off.

How could I do that?Maya...

I'm a horrible person.

Maya, you did
what you needed to do.

Why...

Ugh, why does it feel
like somebody died or something?

That's actually
apparently a real thing.

Hughes...

Hughes said it's called, um,
"ambiguous loss."

Can I?
Yeah.

It hurts like hell.

But...
you had to make a choice.

It was either him...

or you.

♪♪

[ Softly ]
Yeah. Yeah.

It's okay. It's okay.

[ Sobs ]

You ready?

Alright.
[ Sniffles ]

And, Bishop...Yeah?

...for what it's worth...

[ Sniffles ]

...you're already
a great mother.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Door closes ]

♪♪

So, here's the thing.

I'm stuck, okay?
I need help.

And I've decided
I want to be the kind of captain

who asks for it.

I-I've been through
the audit analysis, and, um...

well, we're already down to
sandpaper two-ply toilet paper,

so...I'm all out of ideas.

Do you need some of us
to think about early retirement?

No, no, no, we retire
when we decide it's time.

The point is to preserve 19.

Okay,
I hate to even say this...

given everything
we've done to save it,

but, um...
what about Crisis One?

Absolutely not.I don't even know what
you're talking about.No, no, no. W-Wait. W-W-Wait.

We gotta get 10% out of
the overall SFD budget, right?

Keep talking.The Tulalip Captain today

was saying that their station
is funded by several sources.

So, what if Crisis One
wasn't a part of the SFD budget

because it's being funded
by other sources --

grants, federal funding?That would go a long way.

Miller always wanted
Crisis One to expand beyond SFD.

Yes. Yes! This is what we need.
More ideas like this.

I could try and connect
with some of my old
political contacts.

I could reach out to some
of my people at the union.

I got contacts in the VA.

[ Indistinct conversation ]

♪♪

♪♪

Oh, let a girl sleep
for once.

[ Chuckles ]
I can't help it.

Ah, I've been thinking
about you all day.

Okay, Benjamin Warren.
Mm.

D-- Okay, don't --
don't get me wrong.

I love all the date night...Mm-hmm.

...date morning,
all the dates...Yeah.

...but I [chuckles]
am going to need

joints replaced soon.

[ Laughs ] Sorry.

I've just, you know,

I got a lot of energy
these days.

I, um...

What is it?

I, um...

[ Sighs ]

I've...

been taking
testosterone.

N-Now, y-you know
it's been really useful.

And, you know,
I mean, look, a lot of men

who've survived
testicular cancer use it.

And, I mean -- And the s--
side effects are just, like,

you know,
like, adult acne --

You're kidding, right?

Uh, no.

I am your wife
and a doctor.

I knew from the minute
you started waking up

like a teenage boy.Oh, you knew?

I-I figured you would tell me
when you were ready.

Woman, I've been so stressed
to tell you.
I --

[ Laughs ]

Look, I know T can be wonderful
for people who need it,

and, you know,
women use it, too.

What youreally
need to consider

is whywas it so hard
to tell me.

Um...[ Door closes ]

[ Jillian Calkins'
"Room In My Heart" plays ]

♪♪

Amore mio!
Hey.

Hey.
How's it going?

Oh, careful. [ Laughs ]

Oh, sorry, sorry,
sorry, sorry.

Ahh.

I got you pastries for --
to celebrate the trigger shot.

Well, it's only
worth celebrating if
I didn't screw it up.

Hey,
you did not screw it up.

I told you already, you just
need to wait an extra 30 minutes

before retrieval.

Okay?
And facing your brother?

Definitely
need one of these.

We should be celebrating you,
okay?

When do we find out
the final decision?

Couple of weeks.

But it wouldn't feel right
to celebrate that anyway.

Hey.
Hmm.

Pastries.

Dolci per la mia dolcezza.Mmm.

Ba-da-ba!

Did you get pastries
that look like

exploding nipples
on purpose?

Carina:
Oh, my God, they do.[ Laughs ]

♪ Like the dust
on the pavement ♪

My man.

Be right back.Alright.

He's not coming back.No, he's not.

Uh, mocktail?I'm more of a whiskey guy.

Uh, one of our guys
is newly sober, so...

Ah. Then I'll have
what you're having.

Great.

Do you wanna play darts?
I do.

Okay.
Yeah. I do.

Yeah.
Yeah, sorry.

♪♪

You know he's got it bad
for her, right?

Yeah.
Yeah, she's pretty great.

I mean, I'm biased
'cause she's my best friend,

but I would marry her
if it didn't trap her

in a sexless marriage.
Oof.

I've been in one of those.

It ended in a messy divorce,
but you know what they say --

never marry
your best friend.

They literally say
the opposite.

"They" never married
their best friend then.

I did.
Best decision I ever made.

Michael, right?
Theo told me about him.

Sounds like a great guy.He was.

But I don't know,
I guess...

it could have ended
in divorce.

And then I would maybe hope
that it would be really messy

and drawn out
because underneath it all

we still loved each other.[ Chuckles ]

Wait, so you fantasize about
divorcing your dead husband?

Yeah. [ Laughs ] No.

I mean, thinking about the
things that we never got to do

is sort of comforting.

♪ On my way up,
on my way up ♪

I lovedhow you engaged
your team today.

[ Chuckles ]I knew I chose right.

Oh, Sully called me.

He told me about your meeting
today, and honestly,

that's something I could
probably stand to learn, too.

Maybe I could help
make some calls or...Thank you.

I --

That -- That means a lot.

Hey.

Cheers.
Cheers.

[ Chuckles ]

♪ I'll find a way
to make better days now ♪

I got
your 52 voicemails.

[ Sighs ] Too much?

[ Sighs ]

I was --
I was just worried

after you handed the mayor
his ass in front of, you know,

the entire world.
Yeah.

That was not
my proudest moment.

But, um...I do appreciate
you checking on me.

Really.

Well, you've always
been there for me.

Despite me being
a pretty crap boyfriend

and icing you out
when I was captain.

Hold up.
Now you want to be this guy?

Now?
I-I know I'm not perfect,

and I haven't been
telling anyone

how I've been feeling,
either,

not that anyone
was asking,

but then
you just had to go

and do the most
Shakespearean,

glorious thing
and cheat on me...
No.

...with Chaos Kate.

Technically, you and I,
we were --

Oh, well, technically, we were
broken up for five minutes.

I mean, come on. That was --
Why are you smiling?

It's just...

It's nice to have you back,
Hughes.

♪ Hey, there, Mr. Mister

Oh, this is it.

♪ You're a real enigma

♪ Wanna know all about it

♪ All about it

♪ Tell me about your mother

♪ And all your ex-lovers

♪ Maybe if you let me

♪ I could be
your favorite color ♪

♪ 'Cause I'll keep you up
late in the night ♪

♪ I'm paintin' your nails,
and we're talkin' 'bout life ♪

♪ But I don't know much

♪ Past meets the eye

♪ But we don't
have to bring it up ♪

♪ If it don't feel right

♪ I wanna speak
in your love language ♪

♪ So, can you help me
understand it? ♪

♪ Whether you wanna talk
or touch ♪

♪ Go slow or rush

♪ Oh, you can have it all

♪ I wanna speak
in your love language ♪

♪ You make it hard,
but I can manage ♪

♪ I wanna know what's goin' on
inside your head ♪

♪ So you can teach me
your love language ♪

♪ Cards fold, reasons untold

♪ If my acts of service
make you nervous ♪

♪ I'll go

♪ But what's written
on my essence ♪

♪ You're callin' me cryin'

♪ I'm no therapist

♪ But I'll try my best

♪ No, no, no

♪ No, no, no, no, no

--Captions by VITAC--

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