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Episode 11

Where should we go?

Wherever.

Probably around 10 years.

We met in high school.

We separated without even really knowing what love was.

During college we got back together.

It was the same then too.

It was only ten years nominally,

The only thing that remains from that ten years is separation.

I think it�s because it was a first love.

But how should I put it? I guess it�s still just another type of fate.

Stop the car.

Get off.

What? Why?

Let me drive.

It�s fine. It�s hard to see the road when it gets dark.

Compared to a sick patient, a woman is better.

Let me drive.

I should be able to live until Christmas.

What do you want for Christmas?

Why�s a person who might not live worrying about Christmas gifts?

Then..

The possibility that I could live is a bit greater.

Go ahead and tell me. I�ll do anything for you.

Should I make you a snowman with snow from Alaska?

What?

Or should I use a pine tree from Finland to make you a Christmas tree?

If that�s not it,

Then should I use the South Pole�s ice to make ice water for you?

Really, I�m not kidding.

I can still go that far away right now.

How far could the South Pole be?

Alaska�s even closer than that.

I should still at least do something for you.

Go ahead and tell me what I can do.

Aren�t you tired?

Sleep for a while.

Really, I�m not kidding, Mi Yeon.

It�s the truth.

The two are both very important to me.

But I�m afraid that I�ll lose both of them this way. I�m afraid they�ll die.

One is a friend of thirty years.

A woman�

My first love.

First love?

Mi Yeon?

In our school, there were about 100 people who thought of Mi Yeon as their first love.

A lot.

It�s cold already.

Ajusshi, switch the soup.

So, that�s what I�m thinking.

Three months, only 90 days.

The time will fly by.

The two aren�t going to be together forever.

To hope that the two of them could be together in what little time is left,

Is that such an unacceptable idea?

The result is still a disaster. A disaster!

Open the door!

Open the door!

An Admirable Private Life

You�re awake?

Why�d you come out?

It�s nothing.

I had a dream.

A dream?

You know what?

A long, long time ago,

The earth and the moon were closer to each other than they are today.

In a year there were probably 800 days.

In a day there were only twelve hours.

Every twelve hours, the sun would set.

Really?

Could the pre-historic times have been like that?

Just as I was dreaming,

Mi Yeon appeared like a cavewoman,

Hauling an animal through the snow.

I pushed all the snow together,

As I chased after you, I covered up the tracks.

That�s crazy.

From that moment until now,

I�ve always loved you.

Is that perhaps a bit too much of an exaggeration?

Actually, it�s a story from Lee Bi Young�s work.

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When Mi Yeon�s grandmother died,

Ji Seok�s father took Ji Seok and left Jeju Island.

I...

I was always watching over Mi Yeon when she was left alone.

I couldn�t comfort her or get close to her.

I cursed Ji Seok for being a scoundrel.

I continued to quietly watch over her.

After college, going to Seoul and looking for Ji Seok,

Really..

This is the first time I�ve ever met anyone more infatuated than me.

It was the same during college.

When the two of them decided to go to San Francisco,

I continued drinking for ten days.

There�s no reason on this earth.

Now I�ve finally forgotten all about it,

And now Ji Seok�s going to die.

Now I�ve seen Mi Yeon again.

Ji Seok is going to die.

Oh, really..

Hello?

I�m Tae Hoon, Wa Soo.

I say, beer is a drink for two people. Why are you the only one getting drunk?

Um.. is Mi Yeon with you right now?

Hurry and get up. This isn�t our apartment, Duek Gu sshi.

Hey, Park Duek Gu!

Everything�s been exposed.

About me loving you.

By my husband,

By my in-laws.

So I wanted to run away.

Because I was scared.

If you die like this,

I�ll have to endure it by myself again.

Go on living,

Okay?

How could you let me endure it on my own?

Keep on living, okay?

I don�t want to keep on living.

When I heard that I was going to die,

There was only one thing to be happy about.

I would no longer have to endure the attitude of the world.

I could meet with you.

Close to death,

That can be accepted, right?

When I thought of this,

Then I could accept it.

If I continued living,

Abandoning your husband,

My wife,

Hye Jin.

How could we meet?

How could we run away like this?

Where shall we go?

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Please wait a minute.

We can eat breakfast.

Come on in.

Do you want to see snow, or do you want to continue watching the sea?

If you want to see snow, we�ll go to the north.

If you want to see the ocean, we�ll go to the south.

Do you want to see snow?

Growing up in Jeju, we saw enough of the ocean.

That...

Because I don�t know how to pray, so I�ll have to do it like this.

I�ll just pray like this.

So, God. Listen closely.

Before I go back to Seoul,

While Mi Yeon is here,

Please don�t let me suddenly collapse.

Mi Yeon will be scared to death.

I can�t spend a very long time with Mi Yeon.

If she�s always with me,

Because of worrying about her husband,

Mi Yeon will be very uneasy.

If I faint in front of her,

It�d be very humiliating.

So..

Before I go back to Seoul,

I beg of You,

No, I�m praying.

I believe You.

Lord..

Mom, it�s me.

The airplane tickets I sent you..

Bring Hye Jin back to the country according to the time.

I can�t return without the plane ticket?

Why are you asking me to go back?

I can�t pack my luggage without knowing the reason.

Do you want to live with Hye Jin forever, or do you just want to see her?

How many days will we be staying?

Because your father is really busy,

So Mom won�t be able to leave for too long.

Don�t ask so many questions. Just come back.

Hye Jin�s dad said he�d come over as soon as school let out, but he didn�t come.

Mom!

I�ll come. Who said I wasn�t coming?

Hye Jin�s leaping for joy right now. We�ll go back.

We�ll go back.

But Hye Jin�s father� there�s nothing wrong with him, is there?

What could be wrong? Nothing�s wrong.

Hye Jin�s father will meet you at the airport.

Just come back on time. I�m hanging up.

MCS Consultation Center

Hello?

Mi Yeon.. is that you?

Where are you?

Where are you, Mi Yeon?

Your wife.. did she not go home last night?

Who is this?

I want to meet with you today.

Hello?

I�m sorry.

I have no reason to see you.

My husband.. didn�t come home last night either.

It�s hot.

Aren�t you coughing a lot?

But it�s still hot.

I think after this turn, we�ll be there.

I think so.

Aren�t you tired?

Do you want me to drive?

The car seems to be stuck?

It can�t get through?

I�ll give it a push. Try again.

Okay.

Hello?

Our car is stuck in the snow and it won�t budge.

Yes.

What?

Oh, where are we?

We�re near the Dae Geum village.

Yes.

We�ve already passed the Guju village.

I�m not too sure about our exact location.

What?

I don�t see any signs.

On the way here I saw a sign for an amusement park.

Yes, yes.

Hello? When can you be here?

Hello?

Hello?

Has it disconnected?

Do you want to use mine?

Oh, no.

They said they�ll be here very soon.

Get into the car first.

Are you okay?

No, I�m not okay.

Blow on me again.

What?

It�s because I�m happy.

Did you catch a cold earlier on the beach?

Where could they have gone?

Will they come back?

How can you confirm that they went together?

Then why did you come out today?

When my wife comes back I�ll ask her.

She wouldn�t treat me so irresponsibly.

If she comes back and says she wants a divorce, then what?

When she comes back it�ll all be over.

The two of them were together last night.

What can you ask?

What were the two of them doing together last night?

Let me ask you again.

If your wife wants to get a divorce,

Will you divorce her?

I don�t have to tell you.

Then can I let my husband go?

When the time comes,

Naturally I�ll let him go before his death.

Before he dies, can I let him be with your wife? Can I?

Your situation is no different from mine. Why are you so stubborn?

Are you the only one who doesn�t want to be a bad person?

You�re not going to do anything.

You�re going to watch from the sidelines like a holy man.

I thought you�d be on the same side, but instead you�re an enemy.

Completely alone on all sides,

I guess then that as long as I let go, it�ll be fine.

Can I ask you something?

Although I�m very sorry,

The person is about to die.

Why do you still holding on so tightly?

Is it because of pressure from others?

I don�t know why you�re asking this.

My husband�

I married him because I loved him.

I still love him now, I�ll love him until I die.

He�s the father of my child.

Why hold on to him?

I beg you.

Hold on to your wife.

Please.. let my husband die in my arms.

I beg you.

I don�t even know what I�m doing.

How could I have fallen for him? Really�

Where am I?

It�s cold.

You woke up?

Yes.

Why am I here?

If you weren�t drunk then why pretend.

I say,

When coming to my house, shouldn�t you say something appreciative and then fall to the ground?

After you took your clothes off you just collapsed and went to sleep.

Then what could I have done?

Oh, really.

What?

Going into a woman�s room and touching a woman is unacceptable behavior.

Not touching a woman is also unacceptable behavior.

You know that?

Oh, no. If that�s the case you should�ve just thrown me at my own place.

It�s right upstairs.

How could I have been strong enough to drag you upstairs?

After hearing this, I�m really pissed.

No matter how loud I called you, you still wouldn�t wake up.

During the night, I had to take care of you as you threw up.

I didn�t get a second of sleep.

Where are my clothes?

Because you threw up, I washed them.

They�re drying on the balcony.

After they�re dry, put them on and leave.

Yes.

I should leave now.

Eat and then leave.

If you go upstairs there�s nothing for you to eat.

No, it�s okay. Thank you.

And also, sorry.

Eat and then leave. I made the effort to go down and buy it.

No, it�s okay. I�m really sorry.

HEY!

If you don�t eat this before you leave you�ll die.

What?

When I�m by myself, I can just make some sobering soup.

But on such a cold day, I walked two blocks to buy this.

No appreciation for a kind heart.

Sit down.

No, it�s just because I�m too sorry.

If you�re sorry then eat it all.

You�re not going to take it?

Oh, it�s the Yang Ping sobering soup that I like!

Wa Soo sshi, this is Tae Hoon.

I can�t get a hold of Mi Yeon�s cell phone, so if you�re together�

Right now I�m at home. I haven�t gone to the office yet.

Last night you were looking for Mi Yeon too.

Did she not go home last night?

Oh, that girl�s crazy.

Um.. don�t worry too much.

Maybe she had something important.

Because there was an enterprise proposal for the production, she might�ve gone out.

Mi Yeon has already resigned.

What? When?

That�s not something you can easily resign from.

Um.. Wa Soo sshi.

Yes, please tell me.

Do you have time tonight?

I have something to ask you.

Yes, that�s fine.

Okay then.

Um� don�t worry too much.

Yes.

The two of them were together last night.

What can you ask?

What were the two of them doing together last night?

Let me ask you again.

If your wife wants to get a divorce,

Will you divorce her?

Why haven�t they come yet?

They said they might be a bit late.

They�ll be here soon.

I wanted to take you traveling.

We can�t just watch the snow like this.

It all looks very nice now.

As long as the tow truck comes soon.

It can�t be like this for too long.

It�s really great right now, too.

Why is your hand so hot?

Come closer.

You�re sweating cold sweat.

Are you very cold?

You�re very warm.

Your face is warm and your neck is warm.

Why do you have such a high fever?

- Warm yourself up. - What?

Because my fever is very hot,

So, warm yourself up.

Are you warm?

In your arms,

This type of warmth becomes cool,

I�m very happy.

I�m very satisfied.

What�s wrong?

Hey.

Where�s your medicine?

How come there�s no medicine left?

What happened?

How come there�s no medicine left?

Look at me.

Look at me!

Look at me now!

Can you hear me?

Because I want to close my eyes in your arms,

I wanted to be by your side.

It�s fine now.

It�s fine.

No.

No.

We can�t be here.

We can�t be like this.

You can�t just die like this.

I can�t just send you away like this.

It can�t possibly..

Up until now I,

I haven�t loved you properly,

You don�t know how happy I�ve been because of you.

You don�t know how much my heart has been touched because of you.

I�ve never expressed it well enough.

Don�t die.

I love you.

Don�t die.

Take my love with you.

Don�t be like this.

You have to be strong.

Do you hear me?

You can�t�

You can�t..

I think a while back, Probably about twenty years ago,

It snowed a lot just like this year, We pushed a lot of snow.

When the snow melted in spring we saw,

In the car a woman and a man had died in each other�s arms.

There�s no problem here. They�re still alive.

Hurry and bring them out.

Don�t die.

I love you...

Don�t die.

Don't die...

I love you.

That..

No news up until now?

Could it be something else?

No matter what the circumstance, You�re always clean and reserved.

But, why�d you call me?

Suh Yeon University Hyun Ji Seok

I don�t know this person.

He was Mi Yeon�s first love.

I hope that you�ll tell me everything you know.

I don�t know anything.

I know that he found out that he�ll be dying.

Mi Yeon had a change of heart because of that.

When? Where?

How did the two of them meet?

I don�t really know.

I just met Mi Yeon when I entered the TV production company.

Anything before that,

I only heard Mi Yeon talk about it.

Has Mi Yeon mentioned this person?

After she was drinking, she mentioned him.. once.

What�d she say?

She said he was insane.

She said a crazy man wanted to live with her.

That�s the only thing he said.

He said that they were going to live together?

With Mi Yeon?

That man?

Byeong Chan ...

Am I still alive?

You�re dead, you wretch.

This is heaven. I�m the ambassador from hell.

Why would the ambassador of hell be in heaven?

He should be in hell.

Rascal.

I don�t know how you became a doctor.

Would you like some water? Do you to drink some water?

Why�d they bring you over from a snow pile?

Did you run over to a snow hill because to freeze to death?

If you don�t want any cancer treatment then don�t have any.

But you still have to stay in the hospital.

Stay with me and get pain relief shots while you count the days until your death.

I�ll bring you a calendar.

Taking up a hospital bed while not getting treatment.

You�ll get fired, rascal.

Mi Yeon�

Watched over you an entire night. She just left.

Ji Seok ...

There are possibilities in this life, and yet there is also the impossible.

Even if you cut the impossible in two, it�s still impossible.

I know.

It�s all good now.

Good? How is it good?

Mi Yeon�

Now I no longer hope for anything from her.

Even if I were to die right now,

I would have no regrets.

I�m satisfied.

Satisfied.

And he said he�d get me water.

Don�t die...

I love you ...

You�re back?

Because I was thinking about something else, I didn�t notice you�d come back.

Are you tired?

Wash up and go to sleep.

Aren�t you going to ask me where I went?

We�ll talk about it tomorrow.

These past two days,

I�ve been with a man.

This isn�t something we should talk about tomorrow.

You pretend like nothing is wrong,

But is nothing really wrong?

Seeing him behind your back without your knowing,

Seeing him after you knew.

It should�ve ended before you found out.

Despite seeing his business card in your wallet,

I still didn�t end it.

I tried very hard to wake up,

But then one moment, without me realizing,

I was already standing in front of him.

Just let it end now.

End it now.

It�s too late.

Why?

Why?

When I lived with you, I thought about him.

I missed him a lot.

I'm Sorry.

You�ve had a man.

You have a man you can�t forget about. It�s not that I didn�t know that.

When I first met you,

Because he�d abandoned you, you paced back and forth not knowing what to do.

I was the one who held you.

You don�t remember?

Even if you spent your life with me,

I still knew that you wouldn�t be able to forget him easily.

Even despite that, it was okay.

I wanted to let you forget him little by little.

To care for me, to care about me.

To love me.

Because I felt happy.

Didn�t you say that that man was very sick?

Think about it.

If people sin, they have to go to hell.

If they�re sick they have to go to the hospital.

If they sin and go to hell it�ll be a problem out there.

This seems to be that type of problem.

I�ll consider it carefully too.

I�ll think about your situation,

His standpoint,

And also my situation.

Of course I�ll make a decision based on my perspective.

But I�ll still consider it.

First message.

Why is your phone turned off? Aren�t you coming back?

Why don�t you ever come home, rascal?

Second message.

Hey, bastard. Where�d you run off to?

Are you really running away with Mi Yeon?

Third message:

Hye-Jin�s back.

Tae Hoon.

- Tae Hoon! - Let go!

Tae Hoon!

I... Tae Hoon ...

San Francisco..

Let�s go there together.

Let�s go together.

You�re back?

Hello.

Was the issue at the school resolved well?

Hye Jin�s in her room.

She�s sleeping.

He still knows that it�s his child.

Hye Jin.

Don�t call her.

She�s been on the plane for a long time. She�s tired.

Right now it�s night time in America.

Wash up.

It�s Daddy.

Mi Yeon!

Mi Yeon!

I�ll be at my office the next couple of days.

Daddy! What are you doing?

I want to shave.

Daddy, do you want me to help you shave?

Okay.

My little puppy.

It�s so fuzzy.

I�m going to help you shave it nice and clean.

Hello?

Is it a good time to talk?

Yeah.

Are you still at the hospital?

No.

I came out.

Are you still okay?

I�m fine.

You.. are you okay?

Yeah.

Are you really okay?

I�m okay.

That�s good.

Mi Yeon.

Hmm?

Thanks.

For saying that you love me.

For telling me not to die.

Now, I�m fine.

That�s more than enough.

Now I can go die.

Thank you.

I�m.. fine too.

Mom, what are you doing?

Go see what Daddy�s doing.

Daddy, what are you doing?

Come over here, Hye Jin.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Isn�t this what you wanted?

You�re leaving on January 10th. Get yourself ready.

You can go now.

Mi Yeon?

Mi Yeon?

Mi Yeon!

We�re leaving the country on the 10th of next month.

If you don�t go then I�ll have to go by myself.

If I don�t go then I�ll be fired by the company.

What did I do wrong?

What did I do wrong, that I�d come to this?

How miserable do you want to make me?

You don�t think of me as your husband anymore.

You don�t think of me as a man.

You�re going to let me be fired by my company.

If you don�t want to come with me,

Then you might as well just bring him with us.

Tae Hoon.

I�m a person also.

I�m also a man.

If he�s that great,

Am I really not as good as he is?

Don�t go.

You�re my wife.

Don�t leave.