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Anything is fine.

It's okay if you leave now.

I'm not going,

and I'm not coming here again either.

Who said anything?

I just don't have the confidence.

I don't have the confidence to make you my woman.

I was mesmerized by you, so I thought that it wasn't that important.

But after being with you for a 100 days,

I've seen the reality.

Just take me as a crazy person who brought chaos to your life.

Just live on ordinarily.

- Episode 03 -

Do you want to watch a musical?

What do you think of when you have a drink?

I'd just think of working hard to live well.

Looks like you don't like anybody now.

You must've never been in a love relationship.

A woman who's been dumped by a man,

when she drinks,

she'll only think of one thing.

Him.

That bastard.

Please don't be interested in me.

I...

...want to keep this sad self.

When that bastard sees me again,

I want him to see clearly what he's done to me.

Are you alright?

I had a car accident.

9 Years Later

Nobody is there to answer your call. You've reached the mailbox.

Hae Jin, get off.

Your husband is not picking up his phone?

Looks like he's busy doing his business.

Does he know that you are going back today?

He knows.

There are a lot of universities here, too.

Why does he have to teach in Seoul?

If he teaches here, you guys don't have to be busy going here and there,

and you don't have to let the kid suffer.

I really don't like him.

The kid is listening. Come look at Mommy.

I want to go with you to Dad's place.

You'll be bored in Korea.

Dad has to work, and I have to work, too.

Who are you going to play with there?

Grandma and Grandpa are here,

and you have so many friends here.

Mom will be back, okay?

That bastard bought a car.

Everything is really there.

Yang Duek Gu now drives an owned car.

Looks like you are going to live well.

I didn't know that today would come, either.

Why didn't you wait a little bit more?

Why did you have to buy this at this time of the year?

If you wait another month or two, some new models will be out, and this will be cheaper then.

Really... why didn't you say that earlier?!

Aish!

Ah.. really...

See, I told you so. You must've forgotten.

I could only earn so little.

Do you think earning money is such an easy thing?

I had to do so many extra classes during the holiday to buy this.

If you really wanted to buy a car, you should've told me.

How could you go and buy a car by yourself?

You wanted to drive this and surprise me, right?

"Look at this! I've bought a car!"

Don't waste your time on useless things.

You're going to become a pervert.

He said the three of us should have a drink together.

This bastard is really...

He's not answering his phone?

His phone is off.

Really!

Listen to us, and buy some alcohol there.

Quick! Quick!

FIGHTING!

Who is it?

I'm sorry, but we stay over there.

We've run out of alcohol,

and we have to drive if we want to buy some.

They really want to have a shot.

Do you have some alcohol?

It really doesn't matter whether it's beer or soju.

I'll pay for it.

Okay.

So now I don't have to do ITEM anymore right?

Of course.

Have a good rest before we go back.

Let's use the big glasses.

Me too.

Me too.

CUT! CUT! NG! NG!

CUT, NG?

You can have this little drink when you bring an item.

Go and bring back some items.

These people. You know you are not here to play!

You can't just bring any stupid item to get a drink, okay?

You have to bring some important items, then you can have a drink.

Don't you have to have a meeting if you want to change the personnel?

Such an interaction between the director and script writers is really not that much nowadays.

If we fail too, then we're finished.

I'll lose business.

And if I lose business, what else can I do?

We do not do services for private individuals.

I know,

but someone that I know said that someone here is very trustworthy and recommended me to this place.

So I came here.

How about it?

Even though you normally only deal with banks and companies...

But what can I do?

Can't you make an exception for me?

I will pay like the rest.

It's raining?

It's not raining here.

Looks like it's only raining there in Seoul.

You should go back home and eat dinner.

There are lots of side dishes in the fridge.

You only have to heat it.

What? You can eat alone, too.

What time are you coming back tomorrow?

If possible, please come back earlier.

I have nothing to do at home without you.

I've done some cleaning twice.

Don't drink until late at night and sleep early.

I love you.

Hmm.... I love you, too.

He's really not coming. That bastard.

And he said he was going to call.

Byung Chan, this boy has changed.

Maybe he's too busy training as a doctor in his third year.

Did we only drink when we were not busy?

What's so great about wearing a white coat?

I bought a new car, and it's raining so heavily now.

Heaven has gone crazy, too.

How can it rain on such a late autumn day?

Do the flowers have to bloom?

Okay. Just bloom. Bloom.

Please let my life be smooth, too.

What's all this?

It's our university professor's health screening results.

It's the re-examination files.

You don't have to cook anything.

Just go...

You're back.

You forgot that I'm coming back today?

You should've called.

Hae Jin clung on me. It wasn't easy getting separated from her.

I thought she wouldn't understand because she's young.

Even though you don't mind, you shouldn't just let the maid go home like that.

She can cook something for you,

and you can eat it whenever you want to.

Don't drink too much.

You must be tired. Go wash yourself before sleeping.

Please call Hae Jin.

She's angry because you didn't come along this time.

Go in.

Drive carefully.

I'll see you at the TV station tomorrow.

Hello.

What's wrong? I thought you weren't coming back?

I need to prepare some stuff for the meeting.

You are going to work overtime, too, right?

What meeting?

You're just finding an excuse to have a drink, right?

I'm going crazy.

There's no bam, bam!

Bam, that'll make me explode in laughter.

Soy bean woman.

Soy bean woman.

She came in sexily,

and swept her long hair from her toe to the top.

Be quiet. Do you write with your mouth?

A script writer writes not only with her hands but also with her body.

She swept her hair like that,

and twirled her fingers in her hair.

How should I describe this expression?

I want to make the guests laugh joyfully.

This expression...

I want to use a mesmerizing stare.

Like this.

With a mesmerizing stare,

she made the guests laugh joyfully.

It's not bad.

Miss Park is always so fast.

Other curators normally say this and that about the pictures.

If they don't want it, they should just say so. They shouldn't waste time commenting this and that.

When can it come in?

There'll be 16 pictures altogether in the coming year.

The paintings are coming back from England next week.

And the painter Kim Ki Yeon...

Don't talk about that painter.

He makes people uncomfortable.

Yes.

I didn't want to mention him either, but I was asked a lot of times.

Ah, and how's your daughter and everything?

It must be hard for you to let your daughter live there.

Let's not talk about that.

I feel like crying now.

It's me.

Toast.

I thought we'd be great people after 30,

but we just get older.

I really have lived a meaningless life until now.

I don't know until when we have to live like this.

I don't even know when I can smoke.

Stop looking at your watch.

You are spoiling the fun!

Why did you call us to have a drink, then?

Do you have an operation?

Do you have to go back?

Do you have the night shift?

Stop drinking.

Such a boring life. How can I not have a drink?

That's right. Toast.

I'm going first.

That bastard.

I'm going to give this bastard a lesson today.

Yah.

Yah. Byung Chan!

What's the meaning of this?

If you are going to be like this, then don't call us out.

You keep pouting.

Do we have to look at your bad face while drinking?

Why are you like this?

After you became a doctor, we can only meet a few times a year.

At first I thought you were really busy.

That's right. It must be hard being a doctor.

Maybe we were separated for too long, so we are not the same anymore.

But at least you shouldn't spoil the fun while drinking!

Who's asking you to ride on a motorcycle like you used to?

We just want to have a drink with you.

We just want to satisfy our mouth and have a drink

because life is just too boring.

Just because we are friends.

You've let all that get into your head?

If you have something to say, then just say it!

You have a tumor.

A pancreatic tumor.

What are you talking about?

I looked into your health screening results and found some curious points.

I took your blood sample.

To stop all doubts I even consulted a professor.

Even though you need to undergo more check-ups,

the results are already quite clear now.

There are no early symptoms for pancreatic tumors, so it's in its advance state now.

It's like that with pancreatic tumors.

You'll only feel pain once in a while.

You better get more check-ups soon.

You'll have to decide whether to get an operation or medication.

I've made an appointment for you tomorrow at 10.

Please come.

Do you have any questions?

Do you have any questions?

This is really shocking.

I want to know how you feel now.

I want to know how you feel when you tell people such things.

I'm not even sure of how I feel,

but your feelings,

your mood... I want to know it.

I have no feelings.

I have no feelings whenever I tell my patients these kind of things.

I just had a hard time thinking of how to tell you.

From now on,

I'll have more feelings while telling other people.

You... someone whose marks were not even as good as mine.

Miss.

You gave me a fright.

I haven't seen you for just a little while, and you've become prettier.

Let's go.

You should've slept first. Why did you come out?

I was afraid someone might do you harm so late at night.

Have you eaten?

Not yet.

That guy...

What are you doing?

We should just eat some bread since it's late.

Aren't you tired?

I've always worked through the night.

You didn't get enough sleep last night. You're going to be tired all day.

When I drink, I like to eat kimchi, too.

Then, I won't get drunk.

It makes you in a good mood when you're drunk.

It's really amazing.

How much is it?

Would you like to guess?

-1.

I'd be more awake the more I drink.

You deserve it.

I do.

I really do deserve this.

I can't play golf today.

I have some time after 4 o' clock.

Okay.

You can decide about that yourself.

Okay.

Hello?

Ahjumma, yes, I called you.

I've made a grocery list of what you need to buy. It's stuck on the refrigerator door.

Please get a packaged preserved fish.

Okay.

How can you be so tired so early in the morning?

You should go play some golf.

It's good exercise for your hip.

The golf course just across our gallery is quite good.

I have no interest.

Nobody plays golf because of interest.

It's all for the connections.

Aren't you the one making connections?

Sometimes the man has to come out, too.

Please come when you have the time.

Nice shot!

There�s a shadow here.

Your dad didn�t like golf when he was here,

but that�s all he did when he got to the U.S.

Yes.

So frustrating.

Why didn�t he know the joys of golf earlier,

and only got addicted now?

That�s too late!

Professor Hyun is doing well at the school, right?

Yes, thanks to you.

The faculty head there

spent lots of effort in order for Professor Hyun, his prodigy, to take that job.

Guess he�ll make him suffer there for a while.

But if it�s too long, let me know. I�ll have a word with him.

Thank you for your care and concern.

But, why is it that every time I see Professor Hyun, he always looks depressed?

Is that his personality?

Did you go through the same check-ups at some other hospital, too?

Yes.

It is diagnosed as pancreatic cancer.

For your situation,

it�s better to do chemotherapy treatment rather than operate.

You mean... it�s no use to operate?

How many months do I have?

How many more months will I live?

Hello!

Scene 415, get ready for filming!

Everyone, get ready.

In five minutes, filming will start.

Standby. Standby.

The pizzas are here.

I thought I�m going to faint in hunger.

Why bother to struggle until winter?

In the end, you�ll still die.

Hey!

Hey!

Hey!

Duek Gu! Shocking, right?! Bottoms up!

When we were in senior high, we sang so many songs.

We sang when we ate.

We sang when we studied, too.

Are you asleep?

In senior high when I transferred to Seoul,

everyone, young and old, asked,

"Have you eaten ni*?" (*The last syllable added for correct Seoul grammar)

This ni*? That ni*?

But, because ni* was too sissy and too awkward,

it was hard to adapt.

After I went to the U.S. and came back,

everything was, "Have you eaten nia*? This nia*? That nia*?"

"Nia* nia*," that was the style.

I was shocked.

I thought everyone was criticizing me,

finding trouble with me. I almost got into fights.

So funny!

Like in the past,

This ni*? That ni*?

That�s still the tone I feel most at ease with.

Isn�t it ni*?

Duek Gu, are you sleeping ni*?

The world is too unfair to me.

Too unfair to me!

I think I�m drunk!

Time just passes like this.

My love that was once passionate like fire, is also leaving.

Everything is changing and my love, too.

Little by little, becoming dim.

Time just passes like this.

Can�t redeem your frozen heart.

Can�t hold on to you.

My love, don�t leave me.

My love, my love, why do you make me weep?

My love, my love, why do you leave me in pain?

If all my wounds became my memories,

can I love you again? Can I love you again?

Can we love and be happy?

Really!

We�re here.

Are you out of love?

Depressed all by yourself?

3 months�

When I heard that, there�s nothing I can do.

I can only drink.

I have no hobbies, no religion.

What do others do at moments like this?

Say it to me plainly, fella.

Duek Gu!

Do I live very decently?

I�m the one who�s living decently.

Just keep listening will do.

Whatever my dad wanted me to do, I just bore with it and did it all.

Whatever he didn�t want me to do, I also bore it all not doing it.

But,

maybe I shouldn�t continue this way.

I�m so aggrieved, isn�t it?

Being like this my entire life,

isn�t it, Duek Gu?

It�s now time for me to live according to my wishes, isn�t it?

I think I can do that now.

Hey! Where are you off to now?

To pee, you fool!

Hey! The restroom�s over there, you fella!

Over here. Quickly!

As I said,

now I will live according to my wishes.

Hey! What are you doing now, fella?

Just hold onto me.

I want to live according to my wishes.

Live according to my own opinions.

If there�s internet news of a university professor peeing at the balcony,

you�re dead!

Live quietly, you jerks!

It�s not just once or twice. What is the time now?

I�m sorry.

Because my friend drank too much, I�m very sorry.

A kid doing that, I can understand.

But, he�s a grown up already.

I�m very sorry, because he drank too much.

It�s not like he lives alone.

Please forgive us this time.

Really!

There will not be another instance like this in the future.

I�m sorry.

Am I playing basketball in my home or running a marathon?

Let go!

Can�t I even walk around in my own home?

Why do you always come up to check on us?

What�s wrong with you, jerk? Really!

I�m sorry!

You�re so bored in your home that you�re taking note of what happens upstairs?

I�m sorry. I'm sorry... I'm sorry.

That kind of man calls himself a professor?!

Not a professor but a lecturer, jerk!

Let go! Really!

No way for any negotiation!

Negotiation or compensation... Don�t even think about it!

That�s enough, hubby! Let�s get out.

There�s nothing to discuss.

So wildly arrogant? Feed yourself with that, bastard!

What bastard?

However I feed, I�ve only got 3 months, you bastard!

3 months?

I�ll send you in for a whole year, bastard!

Yes, get me there for a whole year. Do me the favor!

10 years is good. 30 years is fine. I beg you!

I�m sorry. Please have a talk with me.

No need! No use for talking!

Just get in touch with the police.

No need for negotiation, too. We�ll settle it at the police station.

We know.

Who are you getting mad with?

What�s the matter?

I�ve settled it with the guy downstairs.

I only paid him for the treatment fees. It�s all settled.

Did you tell him I was going to die?

Fool!

Like you said, I might really be a dumb doctor.

Let�s go get the check-up done.

You're not dumb.

I�ve done the check-ups at another hospital already.

Your diagnosis is correct.

I...

have only 3 months left.

Has there been an autumn morning more beautiful than this?

Really! So freaking beautiful!

Hey! Let�s have a bowl of udon* then go. (*Thick noodles)

Hey! Let�s have some udon first.

Hey! Hyun Ji Seok, what�s wrong with you?

What�s wrong again?

What on earth is wrong?

Mi Yeon.

I want to see Mi Yeon.

Hey!

Where do we go to look for Mi Yeon? How do we find her?

It�s not like you know her mailing address or where she lived.

She disappeared before she graduated.

She didn�t graduate,

because she had a hard time earning a living.

She struggled to finish that term.

That time,

when you broke up with her,

I thought you had forgotten it all.

Duek Gu,

they said I was going to die.

Before dying,

shouldn�t I meet up with Mi Yeon?

I think I�ve gone insane.

About to die,

but when I think of seeing Mi Yeon again,

my heart still trembles.

After submitting the script the next day after the end of filming,

I felt strangely re-energized.

Eat. Eat a lot and let your colleagues have the extras, too.

Why?

You�re not tired?

No.

Why should I be tired from just doing this?

My wife may collapse under the toil. I�m worried.

I�m sorry.

Because I�m so busy, I didn�t manage to cook for you on time.

When you�re tired, just say so.

When you�re in pain, just say so.

You need a hug; I�ll hold you.

You feel like crying; I�ll dry your tears.

I wanted to do all this for you. That�s why I married you.

Mi Yeon!

Go Mi Yeon!

Mi Yeon! Mi Yeon!

Mi Yeon!

Mom!

What a shock!

Just sleep!

I�ll be gone once I get the soup done.

Don�t bother about me. Just sleep.

Where�s Ji Seok?

Hello?

It�s me.

Found out anything?

Just the telephone number. Unless it�s a convict, otherwise there�s nothing to be found.

If I�m discovered, I�ll be discharged from the police force.

I know, rascal!

Tell me.

010-3144�

Don�t worry!

Drink it at the traffic lights.

Alright.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello.

How are you?

Long time no see.

Mi Yeon.

I think I�m being punished...

for being too cruel to you.

So, I�m being punished.

But,

I have only 3 months left to live.

I�m really being punished, right?

Although I�m about to die,

but the thought of seeing you again,

it�s like when I first met you. My heart is thumping.

Can�t redeem your frozen heart.

I think I�m insane.

Can�t hold on to you.

My love, don�t leave me.

My love, my love, why do you make me weep?

My love, my love, why do you leave me in pain?

If all my wounds became my memories,

can I love you again? Can I love you again?

Can we love and be happy?

How have you been?

Did you think I�ll be fine?

And you?

We�

Let�s just live together for 3 months.

With me�.

Let�s live together for 3 months only.

Okay?

Lunatic!

If I had known I would die so soon,

I wouldn�t have left Mi Yeon.

You know you have a wife, right?

At the beginning, it gave me a fatal blow.

Later it became my sub conscience, absolutely cannot be forgotten.

Let�s go to America.

Let�s look for treatment in America.

Over there, cancer is not a big thing.

If I could, I really want to wipe out all my memories of you.

Since you hate me this much,

then why do you still come to this school? Why?

Lunatic!

From the start to the end, you�re a lunatic.

Have you ever loved me?