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Did you know human beings
are almost 50% microbial?
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That means half the cells
that make up your body
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don't even belong to you.
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They belong to these tiny,
microscopic organisms
crawling inside of you.
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So, if you think about it,
there is no you.
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You're not real.
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You're fictional.
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♪ Oh, no, I did it again ♪
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♪ I heard them all too loud
Voices in my head ♪
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♪ And now I'm lonely ♪
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♪ Someone to tell me
They knew... ♪
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You're just
a glorified bacterial colony.
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I did know that.
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Because you've told me before.
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When was the last time
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you had the urge to open
the callus on your finger?
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- This morning.
- And did you?
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Yes.
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Maybe we try
exposure response
therapy again.
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Oh, that... that wasn't for me.
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Okay.
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Have you been taking
your medication?
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Uh...
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Sometimes.
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You have to take
your medication every day,
for it to work. You know that.
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What are you thinking?
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I was thinking it's not fair
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that you and every other
normal person can know
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you're covered in bacteria
and not give a shit.
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- I don't like
the word "normal."
- And I don't like the words
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that you write on your notepad
to describe me,
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but if the shoe fits.
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Sure, they acknowledge
you're struggling,
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but they also reflect
that you are so much more
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than your OCD.
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You're smart, and creative,
and thoughtful.
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Okay, thank you.
But, please, just stop.
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So, you wish you were more
like normal people?
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No.
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I'd kill to be
like normal people.
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{\an8}♪ I'm caving out ♪
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{\an8}♪ And I just sit back ♪
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{\an8}♪ While I watch me drown ♪
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{\an8}♪ So I'm safe and sound ♪
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{\an8}♪ While I'm in this room ♪
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{\an8}♪ No, it's nothing new ♪
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{\an8}♪ Ooh-ooh ♪
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{\an8}♪ Oh, no, I did it again ♪
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{\an8}♪ I told the world I'm fine
Never near the edge ♪
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{\an8}♪ And now I'm falling ♪
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{\an8}♪ Too late to tell them
The truth ♪
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{\an8}♪ Oh, no, I did it again ♪
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{\an8}♪ I heard them all too loud
Voices in my head ♪
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{\an8}♪ And now I'm lonely ♪
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{\an8}♪ Someone to tell me
They knew ♪
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♪ 'Cause I'm caving out ♪
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{\an8}♪ And I just sit back ♪
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♪ While I watch me drown ♪
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♪ So I'm safe and sound ♪
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♪ While I'm in this room ♪
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♪ No, it's nothing new ♪
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♪ Ooh-ooh ♪
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{\an8}-♪ Oh, no, I did it again ♪
- ♪ 'Cause I'm caving out ♪
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{\an8}♪ I let my mind leak out
Into all my friends ♪
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{\an8}♪ And I just sit back ♪
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{\an8}♪ While I watch me drown ♪
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{\an8}-♪ Oh, no, I did it again ♪
- ♪ So I'm safe and sound ♪
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{\an8}♪ I let myself inside
Till the silence ends ♪
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{\an8}♪ Too late to tell the truth ♪
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{\an8}♪ Slipping and thinking
Of you ♪
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{\an8}♪ And it's nothing new ♪
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{\an8}♪ Slipping and thinking
Of you ♪
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{\an8}♪ Slipping and thinking
Of you... ♪
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♪ Slipping and thinking
Of you... ♪
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♪ Slipping and thinking
Of you ♪
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♪ Slipping and thinking
Of you... ♪
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So, what do you think?
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Of what?
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Holmsey, my hair is the color
of an embarrassed flamingo.
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Yeah, it's not a good thing.
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I can't believe you actually
went through with it.
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It's bold.
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Daisy Ramirez breaks hearts,
not promises.
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Do you think
I should get that tattooed,
like, yea big on my ankle?
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Still, no.
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- Hey, check out my new piece.
Oh.
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His new piece.
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Bam.
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He's hot. Who is he?
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He's Mychal 101.
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I used Photoshop
to average the faces
of 100 people named Mychal,
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- but spelled
with a "Y" like me.
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And the average
of their faces became him.
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The 101st Mychal.
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- Hello, Mychal 101.
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Yeah,
so, now that I've got
the technique down...
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That's your stomach
digesting your sandwich.
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Make a piece about the face
of White River High.
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All the bacteria
chewing the slime
of the peanut butter and honey.
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You can feel them living,
and breeding,
and dying inside of you.
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Your body is nothing but a host
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to a massive collection
of parasitic organisms,
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ready to cause infection,
ready to cause infection,
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ready to cause infection.
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Holmsey, are you listening?
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I am listening
to the cacophony
of my digestive tract.
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- Aza?
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Yeah. Yeah?
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When was the last time
you saw Davis?
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{\an8}Um, I don't... I don't know.
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You know
Davis Pickett?
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Yeah,
when they were kids.
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- What?
- They went to camp.
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It's too loud.
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Why is it so loud?
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Excessive abdominal noise
is an uncommon
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but not unprecedented,
symptom of a C. diff infection.
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Even moderate
C. diff infections
can quickly worsen.
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Damage to the intestinal lining
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causes bacteria to spill
into the abdominal cavity,
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leading to
a life-threatening infection.
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You need to change
the Band-Aid.
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You're probably infected.
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You need to drain
the infection.
Drain it and clean it.
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Put on a new Band-Aid
before it gets any worse.
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I gotta go to my locker.
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Most C. diff cases
occur in hospitals.
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You haven't been to a hospital,
but you're sweating
and you feel hot.
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You probably have a fever.
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A fever is also a symptom
of C. diff.
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- Stop it,
you don't have a fever.
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You don't have a fever yet.
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How could you forget
to change the Band-Aid?
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I really don't think I did.
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You did,
you forgot to change it,
and now it's too late.
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You have C. diff,
and you're gonna--
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Thought spiral?
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Yeah.
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Well, tomorrow,
we're gonna hang out
on my lunch break, right?
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And by "hang out" I mean,
you're gonna pick me up
on my lunch break?
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- Sure.
- Thank God.
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I'll see you tomorrow.
Love you.
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Bye.
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- No phones in the hallway, Aza.
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No spying on your daughter
during school hours, Mom.
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You look tired.
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You feeling okay?
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Yeah.
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And you're taking your...
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Yes.
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Hey, do you wanna go to a movie
sometime tomorrow afternoon?
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I barely get to see you
during the week.
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I'm hanging out with Daisy.
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Maybe Sunday then?
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Maybe.
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Hey, everybody.
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Schopenhauer once said,
"Man can do what he wills,
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but he cannot will
what he wills."
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Our motives
may be predetermined,
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but it's up to us
how we act on those motives.
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And consider this.
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If you alter a mouse's
microbiome, the colonies
of bacteria in its stomach,
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the mouse will suddenly
seek out different foods--
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Horrible news.
I drew the short straw,
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which means I have to
get in the freakin'
Kenny the chinchilla costume.
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And B.O. Brian
was in it all morning.
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So, let's make
this lunch break count.
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Really?
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You know you're not allowed
to drink non-clear liquids
in Harold.
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It's vanilla.
It's clear-adjacent.
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Fine.
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Empty.
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- Happy?
- Mm-hmm.
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Happy, Harold?
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Yes, he is.
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- For what it's worth,
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your dad is definitely
smiling down
from the great beyond,
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proud of how anal you're being
about his old car.
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Radio or the CD?
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CD, always.
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Just think, of all the CDs
that could have
gotten stuck in here...
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...it wound up being
the greatest album of all time.
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- ♪ I'm sorry, Ms. Jackson ♪
- ♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ I am for real ♪
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♪ Never meant
To make your daughter cry ♪
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♪ I apologize
A trillion times ♪
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♪ Ooh, I am for real ♪
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♪ For real ♪
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♪ Never meant
To make your daughter cry ♪
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♪ I apologize
A trillion times ♪
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♪ On the oak tree
I hope we feel
Like this forever ♪
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- ♪ Forever? ♪
- ♪ Forever ever? ♪
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♪ Forever ever? ♪
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♪ Forever never seems that long
Until you're grown ♪
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♪ And notice that
The day-by-day ruler
Can't be too wrong ♪
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♪ Ms. Jackson
My intentions were good
I wish I could ♪
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♪ Become a magician
To abracadabra all the sadder ♪
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♪ Thoughts of me
Thoughts of she
Thoughts of he ♪
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♪ Asking what happened
To the feeling
That her and me ♪
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Hi, Holly.
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We'll do a veggie burger
for milady. Hold everything
but the bun.
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And a blazin' Texan for me.
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Extra blazing,
if that's possible.
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I'm having a day.
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Let me guess,
you have a coupon?
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We do, in fact.
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Anything to drink?
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What are we, heiresses?
Two waters.
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If you tip me
in quarters again,
I swear to God.
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Why is Davis on the news?
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Because his dad
is missing. That's what
I was talking about.
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You didn't hear me say that?
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Billionaire,
Russell Pickett, seemingly--
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Do you hear me now?
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Pickett Engineering was working
on a massive
construction project
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designed to clean sewage
from the White River
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by expanding existing tunnels
and diverting the creek
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{\an8}known as Pogue's Run.
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{\an8}Pickett had likely been
tipped off
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{\an8}that he was being charged
with fraud and bribery
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{\an8}and that his arrest
was imminent.
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{\an8}- Yikes.
- Mr. Pickett is a widower
with two sons,
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{\an8}Davis and Noah.
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{\an8}Detective Dwight Allen gave us
more details on the search.
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The FBI is offering
a $100,000 reward
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for anyone who has information
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that would lead
to the discovery
of Mr. Pickett.
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- Holy shit!
- Anyone with any
pertinent information
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- about this investigation
should contact--
- Holy shit!
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Who do you think is taking care
of Davis and Noah?
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Probably one of their
bajillion servants.
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They're rich.
Rich people are always fine.
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I think you're missing
the takeaway here,
which is $100,000.
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What about it?
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You and Davis
used to be friends.
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Yeah, for one summer
at sad camp.
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He might not even remember me.
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He'll remember you.
That shit bonds you for life.
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And you're memorable.
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Even if he does,
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it doesn't mean I know how
to find his missing dad.
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Okay, but it gives us a leg up
on everyone else.
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We are not people
to turn our noses up
at a hundred grand, Holmsey.
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I am currently
washing ball pit balls
for $8.40 an hour.
245
00:13:02,343 --> 00:13:04,595
Do you know
what I'm washing off the balls?
246
00:13:04,595 --> 00:13:05,596
Do you?
247
00:13:06,889 --> 00:13:08,849
- It's pee.
- Mmm.
248
00:13:08,849 --> 00:13:12,520
It's pee, Aza. Pee-pee.
249
00:13:12,520 --> 00:13:13,688
Yeah, okay.
250
00:13:13,688 --> 00:13:15,606
And as much
as I would love to think
251
00:13:15,606 --> 00:13:17,525
that my Star Wars fanfic
is going to make me
stupid rich,
252
00:13:17,525 --> 00:13:19,443
just can't rely on that
right now.
253
00:13:19,443 --> 00:13:22,280
Ergo, we owe it to ourselves,
254
00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:26,826
to our families,
and to our futures
to try and get this 100 grand.
255
00:13:28,995 --> 00:13:31,414
That kind of money,
we could order sodas.
256
00:13:33,374 --> 00:13:35,585
I just don't get
how Russell Pickett disappeared
without anyone knowing.
257
00:13:35,585 --> 00:13:38,546
I mean, don't rich people have
a bunch of security cameras
258
00:13:38,546 --> 00:13:40,047
in their manors?
259
00:13:40,047 --> 00:13:44,844
Like, to make sure that
nobody steals their jewels?
260
00:13:44,844 --> 00:13:47,013
Actually, they only have
one camera.
261
00:13:47,722 --> 00:13:49,390
How do you know?
262
00:13:49,390 --> 00:13:51,892
After that summer at camp,
Davis invited me
to his 13th birthday.
263
00:13:51,892 --> 00:13:54,103
Some kid got him
this motion capture camera
264
00:13:54,103 --> 00:13:55,646
because he was really
into tracking animals,
265
00:13:55,646 --> 00:13:57,315
and in front of everyone,
266
00:13:57,315 --> 00:13:59,400
his dad just turned all cold
and said he couldn't keep it.
267
00:13:59,400 --> 00:14:00,568
Why?
268
00:14:00,568 --> 00:14:02,486
Uh, because...
269
00:14:02,486 --> 00:14:04,655
"Privacy
is the most important thing
you can have,
270
00:14:04,655 --> 00:14:06,949
and if you don't have that,
you have nothing."
271
00:14:08,951 --> 00:14:11,495
It's a pretty crazy speech
to give a kid who's just
trying to enjoy his birthday
272
00:14:11,495 --> 00:14:14,498
and not be sad
about his dead mom.
273
00:14:14,498 --> 00:14:15,708
Seriously.
274
00:14:15,708 --> 00:14:17,335
Anyway, uh, Davis got upset,
275
00:14:17,335 --> 00:14:20,796
and, finally, his dad caved
and let him keep it.
276
00:14:20,796 --> 00:14:21,881
Huh.
277
00:14:21,881 --> 00:14:23,466
No, no, no, don't...
278
00:14:23,466 --> 00:14:24,634
- Don't lean.
279
00:14:24,634 --> 00:14:26,385
Sorry. Sorry.
280
00:14:27,928 --> 00:14:29,847
Okay. So...
281
00:14:29,847 --> 00:14:33,434
we've gotta get our hands
on that camera. Do you know
where he installed it?
282
00:14:33,934 --> 00:14:36,020
Sort of.
283
00:14:36,020 --> 00:14:39,106
We all helped him put it up
in this huge tree
near the river.
284
00:14:39,940 --> 00:14:43,194
Holmsey, we have a lead.
285
00:14:47,031 --> 00:14:49,950
What are you doing?
- I'm on the phone.
286
00:14:49,950 --> 00:14:52,703
Eric, hi. It's Daisy.
287
00:14:52,703 --> 00:14:54,372
Yes, that's... that's actually
why I'm calling.
288
00:14:54,372 --> 00:14:56,874
I really, really need
the afternoon off.
289
00:14:56,874 --> 00:14:59,877
I'm pretty sure that I have...
290
00:14:59,877 --> 00:15:03,506
What's
a highly contagious
stomach bug?
291
00:15:04,340 --> 00:15:05,508
Norovirus.
292
00:15:05,508 --> 00:15:06,926
Definitely Norovirus.
293
00:15:06,926 --> 00:15:08,928
100% it's Norovirus.
294
00:15:08,928 --> 00:15:11,806
It feels like Norovirus.
295
00:15:14,558 --> 00:15:16,560
Thank you. Okay.
296
00:15:16,560 --> 00:15:17,937
- Bye.
297
00:15:20,356 --> 00:15:22,108
Do you still have that canoe?
298
00:15:33,953 --> 00:15:36,455
This water has to be like,
50% urine.
299
00:15:36,455 --> 00:15:38,124
That's the good half.
300
00:15:42,545 --> 00:15:43,838
Kidding.
301
00:15:43,838 --> 00:15:45,756
This water
is teeming with bacteria.
302
00:15:47,675 --> 00:15:49,135
What a day!
303
00:15:49,135 --> 00:15:54,849
The sun's a-shining,
the canoe's a-floating,
304
00:15:54,849 --> 00:15:57,685
and we're about
to live the American dream.
305
00:15:57,685 --> 00:16:01,522
Benefiting from
someone else's misfortune.
306
00:16:01,522 --> 00:16:04,233
Could you please
row a little gentler,
so I don't get splashed?
307
00:16:04,233 --> 00:16:05,443
Sorry.
308
00:16:07,403 --> 00:16:09,071
The water
will get on you,
309
00:16:09,071 --> 00:16:10,781
and then it's only
a matter of time before--
310
00:16:10,781 --> 00:16:12,616
Hey, did you know that
this river is the only reason
311
00:16:12,616 --> 00:16:14,285
that Indianapolis even exists?
312
00:16:14,285 --> 00:16:16,537
I know you're trying
to distract me.
313
00:16:16,537 --> 00:16:19,498
Yep, but did you know my thing?
314
00:16:19,498 --> 00:16:22,209
Bacteria
can lead to Giardia.
315
00:16:22,209 --> 00:16:26,297
So, back when Indiana
first became a state,
316
00:16:26,297 --> 00:16:29,842
there were all of these
heated debates about
where the capital should be.
317
00:16:29,842 --> 00:16:33,971
And they noticed that
there's a river right smack
in the center of the state.
318
00:16:33,971 --> 00:16:38,184
So, they're like,
"Boomshakalaka,
perfect place for our capital."
319
00:16:38,184 --> 00:16:40,728
But then, after they made
the announcement,
320
00:16:40,728 --> 00:16:44,231
they realized
that the White River is,
like, six inches deep,
321
00:16:44,231 --> 00:16:47,610
and there's no way in hell
you can float
a steamship down it.
322
00:16:48,486 --> 00:16:49,737
For a long time,
323
00:16:49,737 --> 00:16:51,655
Indianapolis was
the largest city in the world
324
00:16:51,655 --> 00:16:54,074
not on a navigable waterway.
325
00:16:54,074 --> 00:16:55,868
That's actually
really interesting.
326
00:16:55,868 --> 00:16:57,703
Yeah, I knew you'd like that.
327
00:16:59,622 --> 00:17:01,791
And look at that, we're here!
328
00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:04,168
Almost!
329
00:17:08,255 --> 00:17:11,217
Maybe this is a literal sign
we should go home now.
330
00:17:12,134 --> 00:17:13,135
Nah.
331
00:17:16,430 --> 00:17:18,724
It's plausible deniability.
332
00:17:18,724 --> 00:17:21,435
Now... [sighs] which way
to that camera, Holmsey?
333
00:17:22,770 --> 00:17:24,271
I have no idea.
334
00:17:26,690 --> 00:17:28,776
Why can't you have that
super observant kind of OCD
335
00:17:28,776 --> 00:17:31,028
that makes you
an amazing detective
336
00:17:31,028 --> 00:17:33,697
in all those crime shows
that my dad watches?
337
00:17:39,495 --> 00:17:41,413
Shh!
338
00:17:55,261 --> 00:17:56,762
Does this look familiar at all?
339
00:17:56,762 --> 00:17:59,265
♪ Walking up to me
Expecting... ♪
340
00:17:59,265 --> 00:18:01,851
No? Just woods? Okay.
341
00:18:04,103 --> 00:18:05,563
What are you doing?
342
00:18:07,815 --> 00:18:08,774
Lightsaber.
343
00:18:09,984 --> 00:18:11,694
You try.
344
00:18:14,029 --> 00:18:15,281
You got it.
345
00:18:15,990 --> 00:18:18,534
♪ Ah ♪
346
00:18:19,535 --> 00:18:22,037
Wingardium Leviosa.
347
00:18:25,291 --> 00:18:31,171
No. Wrong franchise.
And I know that you know that.
348
00:18:31,171 --> 00:18:34,675
Can we please
just go home?
349
00:18:36,135 --> 00:18:39,179
This was an idiotic,
massive waste of...
350
00:18:41,849 --> 00:18:43,434
There's... there's the tree.
351
00:18:45,936 --> 00:18:47,187
And the camera.
352
00:18:48,063 --> 00:18:48,939
Yes!
353
00:18:50,274 --> 00:18:51,901
What is happening up there?
354
00:18:51,901 --> 00:18:54,028
I'm not exactly known
for my core strength.
355
00:18:54,028 --> 00:18:55,821
It won't sync with my phone.
356
00:18:55,821 --> 00:18:57,114
Well, is your Bluetooth on?
357
00:18:57,114 --> 00:18:58,866
Yes, my Bluetooth is on.
358
00:19:01,035 --> 00:19:02,411
- Oh.
- What?
359
00:19:02,411 --> 00:19:04,413
- It wasn't on.
Aza!
360
00:19:07,166 --> 00:19:08,876
- Okay. It's working.
- Yeah?
361
00:19:08,876 --> 00:19:11,170
- Yeah, the photos are loading.
- Okay.
362
00:19:11,170 --> 00:19:13,130
Um, I don't want to alarm you,
363
00:19:13,130 --> 00:19:16,008
but there is definitely
a golf cart headed
in our vague direction.
364
00:19:16,008 --> 00:19:18,177
Wait.
What do you mean vague?
365
00:19:18,177 --> 00:19:19,929
All right, I think
it's just making the rounds.
366
00:19:19,929 --> 00:19:21,263
We're good. Relax.
367
00:19:22,640 --> 00:19:25,768
Nope, not good. Very bad.
It definitely saw us.
368
00:19:25,768 --> 00:19:27,186
- One sec, one sec, one sec.
- Come on, hurry!
369
00:19:27,186 --> 00:19:28,854
- Okay, okay, okay.
- Hurry! Good? Good?
370
00:19:28,854 --> 00:19:30,064
- Yep, yep, yep. Mm-hmm.
- We're good? We're good? Okay.
371
00:19:30,064 --> 00:19:31,398
Okay. We're good. Okay, okay.
372
00:19:31,398 --> 00:19:32,900
- Ah!
373
00:19:32,900 --> 00:19:34,818
- What do we do?
374
00:19:34,818 --> 00:19:36,487
We "damsel in distress."
375
00:19:36,487 --> 00:19:38,113
- Yeah, um...
376
00:19:40,324 --> 00:19:41,992
Oh, no, I'm not doing that.
I'm not doing that.
377
00:19:41,992 --> 00:19:44,078
Okay, all right. That's fine.
That's fine, don't worry.
378
00:19:44,078 --> 00:19:45,496
God.
379
00:19:45,496 --> 00:19:47,289
There. There. There.
380
00:19:48,290 --> 00:19:49,541
No!
381
00:19:49,541 --> 00:19:51,460
- What are you two doing here?
382
00:19:51,460 --> 00:19:53,337
Other than trespassing?
383
00:19:54,755 --> 00:19:58,050
Hi. Thank God. We, um...
384
00:19:58,050 --> 00:20:01,345
We were canoeing
and we must have hit a rock.
385
00:20:02,429 --> 00:20:03,514
Multiple rocks.
386
00:20:03,514 --> 00:20:05,724
We started taking on water.
387
00:20:08,352 --> 00:20:09,979
Barely made it to shore.
388
00:20:09,979 --> 00:20:12,481
But Aza here,
389
00:20:12,481 --> 00:20:16,068
she actually
happens to be friends
with Davis Pickett.
390
00:20:16,068 --> 00:20:17,319
Maybe you could take us to him.
391
00:20:21,115 --> 00:20:22,533
It would be my pleasure.
392
00:20:23,784 --> 00:20:24,618
Oh.
393
00:20:25,786 --> 00:20:27,496
Thank you.
394
00:20:27,496 --> 00:20:30,624
Because if he doesn't
know your friend,
I'm calling the police.
395
00:20:31,917 --> 00:20:33,961
Fun.
396
00:20:33,961 --> 00:20:37,381
Sad camp does bond you
for life, doesn't it?
397
00:20:44,054 --> 00:20:46,098
Whoo! Bumpy.
398
00:21:00,279 --> 00:21:03,240
Davis, you have,
uh, some visitors.
399
00:21:04,908 --> 00:21:07,453
Aza. What are you doing here?
400
00:21:08,328 --> 00:21:10,414
Hi, Davis.
401
00:21:10,414 --> 00:21:13,292
See, I told you
they knew each other.
402
00:21:13,292 --> 00:21:19,506
Uh, sorry, we hit a rock
and washed ashore
on your... mansion.
403
00:21:19,506 --> 00:21:22,009
Uh, apologies
for the intrusion.
404
00:21:25,554 --> 00:21:28,140
Uh, well, I'm gonna...
I think I'm gonna...
405
00:21:28,140 --> 00:21:30,017
I'm gonna go make a phone call.
406
00:21:30,017 --> 00:21:33,270
Um, make sure that
we have that canoe insurance
407
00:21:33,270 --> 00:21:35,189
that I was telling you about.
408
00:21:35,856 --> 00:21:36,982
State Farm?
409
00:21:39,818 --> 00:21:42,946
Sorry about Daisy. Um...
410
00:21:42,946 --> 00:21:44,281
She's a...
411
00:21:46,116 --> 00:21:47,743
Leo.
412
00:21:47,743 --> 00:21:49,620
You know what's crazy?
413
00:21:49,620 --> 00:21:51,747
I was just thinking about you.
414
00:21:51,747 --> 00:21:53,832
You were?
415
00:21:53,832 --> 00:21:56,585
Yeah, everyone on the news
keeps using my dad's full name,
416
00:21:56,585 --> 00:21:57,836
Russell Davis Pickett.
417
00:21:57,836 --> 00:22:00,756
And I keep thinking,
"That's my name."
418
00:22:02,549 --> 00:22:04,259
That made you think of me?
419
00:22:04,259 --> 00:22:06,053
I remember you said that
your dad wanted you to have
420
00:22:06,053 --> 00:22:07,971
your own unique name.
421
00:22:07,971 --> 00:22:09,598
A sound you could
make your own.
422
00:22:10,390 --> 00:22:12,726
"A to Z and back again."
423
00:22:12,726 --> 00:22:14,394
My dad made me a junior.
424
00:22:15,395 --> 00:22:16,688
As I made juniority.
425
00:22:18,232 --> 00:22:21,360
Well, you're not your name.
426
00:22:23,779 --> 00:22:26,031
I'm really sorry
about everything.
427
00:22:29,076 --> 00:22:30,994
I'm sure he'll turn up soon.
428
00:22:37,876 --> 00:22:40,003
I mean, I hope so,
for Noah's sake,
429
00:22:41,296 --> 00:22:43,215
but my dad's a shitbag.
430
00:22:44,258 --> 00:22:45,717
Maybe that's the wrong word.
431
00:22:45,717 --> 00:22:48,470
He's a coward and a criminal.
432
00:22:48,470 --> 00:22:52,307
He's probably holed up
in the Swiss Alps,
getting a massage right now.
433
00:22:54,268 --> 00:22:55,853
Hey, wanna play
the next one with me?
434
00:22:55,853 --> 00:22:58,814
Sure, but first, say "hi."
Remember my friend Aza?
435
00:22:58,814 --> 00:23:00,023
Sup?
436
00:23:00,023 --> 00:23:02,234
Hey, nice to see you.
437
00:23:05,362 --> 00:23:07,531
Uh, well,
I should get going.
438
00:23:07,531 --> 00:23:11,285
Do you need a ride home?
'Cause Lyle can take you.
It's no problem.
439
00:23:11,285 --> 00:23:14,538
Sure. Thanks.
440
00:23:14,538 --> 00:23:17,749
I hope it's not years
before I see you again, Aza.
441
00:23:24,381 --> 00:23:29,011
♪ So, come on, Superman
Say your stupid line ♪
442
00:23:31,930 --> 00:23:34,683
Raccoon.
- Raccoon.
443
00:23:34,683 --> 00:23:36,310
- Coyote.
- Coyote.
444
00:23:36,310 --> 00:23:38,478
Are you gonna
keep repeating me or...
445
00:23:38,478 --> 00:23:41,356
I can stop if it doesn't help.
446
00:23:41,356 --> 00:23:43,358
Raccoon.
Raccoon.
447
00:23:43,358 --> 00:23:44,818
Nothing.
Nothing.
448
00:23:47,196 --> 00:23:48,697
I'll stop. I'm done.
449
00:23:49,781 --> 00:23:51,283
- Nothing.
450
00:23:52,451 --> 00:23:54,244
- Nothing.
451
00:23:54,244 --> 00:23:55,829
It's taking too long.
452
00:23:57,039 --> 00:23:58,749
Coyote.
453
00:23:58,749 --> 00:24:00,417
Ew! Coyote eating a raccoon.
454
00:24:00,417 --> 00:24:01,627
- Ew.
- Oh.
455
00:24:02,628 --> 00:24:04,087
Look, there! That's him.
456
00:24:04,087 --> 00:24:07,424
That's literally him.
Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
457
00:24:07,424 --> 00:24:11,345
Oh! He's escaping in Burberry
because, of course.
458
00:24:11,345 --> 00:24:13,472
Oh, my God, this is huge.
This is huge.
459
00:24:13,472 --> 00:24:17,184
Okay, okay, um,
we know that he left
in the middle of the night
460
00:24:17,184 --> 00:24:20,854
because of the time stamp,
and he brought a duffel bag.
461
00:24:22,606 --> 00:24:25,192
I'm not sure what this gets us.
462
00:24:26,109 --> 00:24:27,236
Yeah, me neither.
463
00:24:28,028 --> 00:24:29,279
But it's something!
464
00:24:29,279 --> 00:24:31,490
And lucky for us,
Davis is totally into you.
465
00:24:31,490 --> 00:24:35,369
So, we'll just hang out
with him again and get inside
the belly of the beast.
466
00:24:35,369 --> 00:24:38,455
The mansion is the belly.
Or is it the beast?
467
00:24:38,455 --> 00:24:41,416
I don't know. I don't... I've
never understood that saying.
468
00:24:41,416 --> 00:24:42,584
Daisy...
469
00:24:44,628 --> 00:24:46,672
- you really think he's into me?
470
00:24:48,090 --> 00:24:51,385
Yes, and you're into him, too.
471
00:24:51,385 --> 00:24:53,887
- I'm... I'm not.
- You are, too.
472
00:24:53,887 --> 00:24:56,556
He's literally so hot.
Are you kidding me?
473
00:24:56,556 --> 00:24:58,684
Look at you,
you're literally aglow.
474
00:24:58,684 --> 00:25:01,019
- You're aglow.
- No, even if I was,
which I'm not...
475
00:25:01,019 --> 00:25:03,313
- I'm not saying I am.
You are.
476
00:25:03,313 --> 00:25:04,982
It doesn't matter.
477
00:25:04,982 --> 00:25:07,025
I'm not...
478
00:25:07,025 --> 00:25:09,236
I can't date anyone,
you know that.
479
00:25:09,236 --> 00:25:12,656
No, I don't know that.
Why can't you?
480
00:25:12,656 --> 00:25:16,618
Maybe because
the actual mechanics of it
don't suit my talents?
481
00:25:16,618 --> 00:25:18,036
The...
482
00:25:18,036 --> 00:25:21,623
Like, swapping bodily fluids
is my idea of hell.
483
00:25:23,166 --> 00:25:24,710
And also, when you date people,
484
00:25:24,710 --> 00:25:26,670
they say stuff like,
"What are you thinking?"
485
00:25:26,670 --> 00:25:30,465
And you're supposed to say,
"I'm thinking
about you, darling."
486
00:25:30,465 --> 00:25:33,302
But you're actually thinking
about how cows
literally could not survive
487
00:25:33,302 --> 00:25:35,304
without the microbiota
in their guts.
488
00:25:35,304 --> 00:25:38,849
Which means,
cows sort of don't exist
as independent life forms,
489
00:25:38,849 --> 00:25:40,809
but you can't say that
because it'll seem weird.
490
00:25:40,809 --> 00:25:44,855
So, you're forced to choose
between lying
and seeming weird.
491
00:25:44,855 --> 00:25:49,776
I mean, I think that's
a great icebreaker for your
future date with Davis.
492
00:25:52,112 --> 00:25:53,655
I'm...
493
00:25:53,655 --> 00:25:56,575
Look, it is definitely weird,
but in the best kind of way.
494
00:25:57,784 --> 00:25:59,036
Like you, Holmsey.
495
00:26:01,121 --> 00:26:03,665
You know what? I bet that
if you guys actually kissed,
496
00:26:03,665 --> 00:26:05,417
you would
not be thinking about...
497
00:26:05,417 --> 00:26:07,127
Eighty million microbes.
498
00:26:07,627 --> 00:26:09,463
Ooh.
499
00:26:09,463 --> 00:26:11,631
What if his microbes
are better than yours?
500
00:26:13,258 --> 00:26:14,843
Right?
501
00:26:14,843 --> 00:26:18,305
Like, maybe
if you guys made out,
you'd get healthier.
502
00:26:18,305 --> 00:26:20,182
Maybe.
503
00:26:20,182 --> 00:26:23,935
What if you got
superpowers from his microbes?
504
00:26:23,935 --> 00:26:25,645
Yes. Oh, my God.
505
00:26:25,645 --> 00:26:29,232
"She was a normal girl
until she kissed a billionaire,
506
00:26:29,232 --> 00:26:32,527
and then she became
'Micro Bianca...
507
00:26:32,527 --> 00:26:34,154
- Queen of the Microbe!'"
- Shh! Stop! Stop!
508
00:27:15,695 --> 00:27:17,280
"The greatest weapon
against stress is
509
00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:19,408
our ability to choose
one thought over another."
510
00:27:20,909 --> 00:27:23,370
William James.
511
00:27:23,370 --> 00:27:26,164
What superpower
did William James have?
512
00:27:26,164 --> 00:27:28,875
I can't choose my thoughts
like I can't choose my name.
513
00:27:40,345 --> 00:27:42,139
With everyone snooping around
my family's business,
514
00:27:42,139 --> 00:27:44,558
I think it's time
to shut this account down.
515
00:27:44,558 --> 00:27:47,602
So, this is goodbye,
my friends.
516
00:27:49,062 --> 00:27:50,355
Then again, uh,
517
00:27:53,108 --> 00:27:55,861
{\an8}no one ever says goodbye
unless they want
to see you again.
518
00:28:15,964 --> 00:28:18,133
- Hey, Aza, how's it goin'?
Hey.
519
00:28:18,133 --> 00:28:21,428
It's good. Uh, what's up?
520
00:28:21,428 --> 00:28:23,805
Listen, I don't wanna mess up
our friend group,
521
00:28:23,805 --> 00:28:27,726
because it's really great
and I don't wanna
make anything weird,
522
00:28:29,269 --> 00:28:30,520
but do you think...
523
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:32,230
And you can...
you can totally tell me no
524
00:28:32,230 --> 00:28:33,899
and I won't be
offended or anything.
525
00:28:33,899 --> 00:28:35,400
- Uh...
- But...
526
00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:38,528
I... I don't really think
I can date anyone right now.
527
00:28:38,528 --> 00:28:40,447
Uh, this is awkward.
528
00:28:42,866 --> 00:28:44,159
I was gonna ask
529
00:28:44,159 --> 00:28:47,537
if you think Daisy would
wanna go out with me
530
00:28:47,537 --> 00:28:48,830
or if that's crazy?
531
00:28:48,830 --> 00:28:50,624
But I mean,
you're great, too, Aza.
532
00:28:50,624 --> 00:28:52,375
- You know...
- Yes, yes, that's...
that's a good idea.
533
00:28:52,375 --> 00:28:54,711
I mean, you should talk to her,
not me,
534
00:28:54,711 --> 00:28:56,505
but by all means, go for it.
535
00:28:58,465 --> 00:29:00,800
This is embarrassing.
I'm embarrassed right now.
536
00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:02,802
No, no, no. I mean,
you're beautiful, too, Aza.
537
00:29:02,802 --> 00:29:04,179
It's just, you know,
I've known her since...
538
00:29:04,179 --> 00:29:06,806
Mmm. No. It's good. We're good.
539
00:29:06,806 --> 00:29:08,558
I guess it makes sense.
540
00:29:08,558 --> 00:29:10,268
He's been pining over me
for months.
541
00:29:10,268 --> 00:29:11,394
Really?
542
00:29:12,687 --> 00:29:13,730
How do you know?
543
00:29:21,738 --> 00:29:23,240
Because I have eyes.
544
00:29:25,450 --> 00:29:28,203
So, what are you gonna say?
545
00:29:28,912 --> 00:29:30,121
I'm down.
546
00:29:30,121 --> 00:29:32,666
Figure one date can't hurt.
547
00:29:32,666 --> 00:29:34,793
And now, me and Mychal
can go out with you and Davis.
548
00:29:34,793 --> 00:29:37,003
We'll all wind up
back at the castle,
549
00:29:37,003 --> 00:29:39,965
I'll sneak off and snoop around
while you and Davis...
550
00:29:41,258 --> 00:29:43,885
Boom-diddy-boom-boom.
551
00:29:43,885 --> 00:29:45,053
Hey.
552
00:29:45,053 --> 00:29:46,137
What is...
553
00:29:46,805 --> 00:29:48,014
It's porn music.
554
00:29:49,140 --> 00:29:50,850
Okay.
555
00:29:50,850 --> 00:29:55,522
Even if I agree
to go along with this,
Davis didn't ask me out.
556
00:29:55,522 --> 00:29:58,817
Aza, you don't have
to wait for a boy
to ask you out.
557
00:29:58,817 --> 00:30:00,694
What are you, a handmaiden?
558
00:30:00,694 --> 00:30:02,654
Just text him. Tell him that
some friends
are getting together
559
00:30:02,654 --> 00:30:04,531
for burgers this weekend.
560
00:30:04,531 --> 00:30:07,242
Trust me,
he's going to say yes.
561
00:30:07,242 --> 00:30:09,744
- We're texting him now.
562
00:30:12,622 --> 00:30:13,665
7:00?
563
00:30:13,665 --> 00:30:16,126
- 7:00 work?
- Yeah, sure.
564
00:30:16,126 --> 00:30:17,711
P.M.? Or do you think
he knows that it's...
565
00:30:17,711 --> 00:30:19,462
I mean,
it's not like breakfast.
566
00:30:20,964 --> 00:30:22,132
Okay.
567
00:30:24,426 --> 00:30:25,969
Breezy, very breezy.
568
00:30:42,068 --> 00:30:44,404
- Did he answer really fast?
- Yeah.
569
00:30:44,404 --> 00:30:47,532
- What do we wear?
- Evening gowns. Duh.
570
00:30:57,542 --> 00:30:59,419
Hey, have you ever gotten
a dick pic?
571
00:31:02,672 --> 00:31:03,590
Uh...
572
00:31:04,633 --> 00:31:08,428
I mean, I've seen one.
573
00:31:08,428 --> 00:31:10,388
Of course you've seen one.
574
00:31:10,388 --> 00:31:15,518
I'm asking
if you've ever received
a dick pic totally unsolicited.
575
00:31:15,518 --> 00:31:17,896
- Like, as a form
of introduction.
- Oh.
576
00:31:17,896 --> 00:31:23,652
Like, "Hey, nice to meet you.
I'm a penis."
577
00:31:23,652 --> 00:31:24,861
Uh-huh.
578
00:31:24,861 --> 00:31:27,906
Yeah, no. I haven't.
579
00:31:30,784 --> 00:31:33,662
A fan literally sent me one.
580
00:31:35,955 --> 00:31:38,583
It's just like,
what is the thought process?
You know?
581
00:31:38,583 --> 00:31:40,585
"I really enjoyed
this story you wrote
582
00:31:40,585 --> 00:31:43,046
about Rey and Chewbacca's
romantic adventure
583
00:31:43,046 --> 00:31:44,547
- scavenging
a Tul'kar's spaceship."
584
00:31:44,547 --> 00:31:46,383
"So, as a thank you
to the author,
585
00:31:46,383 --> 00:31:48,843
here's a photograph
of my disembodied,
flaccid penis."
586
00:31:49,928 --> 00:31:51,554
- Hi, guys.
587
00:31:52,097 --> 00:31:53,098
Hey.
588
00:31:53,098 --> 00:31:54,974
What are you lookin' at?
589
00:31:54,974 --> 00:31:56,810
- Social media.
- We're just... Social media.
590
00:31:56,810 --> 00:31:59,187
- Social media platforms.
- Social media. Social media.
591
00:32:04,275 --> 00:32:06,903
Did they change
the dress code at Applebee's?
592
00:32:06,903 --> 00:32:08,196
Hilarious.
593
00:32:08,196 --> 00:32:10,740
- We're going on a double date.
- Daisy.
594
00:32:10,740 --> 00:32:12,742
What? It's not a secret.
595
00:32:13,535 --> 00:32:15,078
Shit, was it a secret?
596
00:32:15,078 --> 00:32:16,413
With who?
597
00:32:17,539 --> 00:32:20,834
- Mychal and Davis.
- Davis Pickett?
598
00:32:20,834 --> 00:32:23,253
Yep. Okay, bye, Mom.
599
00:32:23,253 --> 00:32:25,255
Okay, okay.
600
00:32:25,255 --> 00:32:27,507
You look beautiful.
I love the lipstick.
601
00:32:28,883 --> 00:32:30,051
- Ooh.
602
00:32:31,845 --> 00:32:33,888
Lose the lipstick.
603
00:32:35,932 --> 00:32:37,308
Hi, guys.
- Hey, what's goin' on?
604
00:32:37,308 --> 00:32:38,476
- Hey.
Hey.
605
00:32:38,476 --> 00:32:39,853
- Hi.
How are you?
606
00:32:40,562 --> 00:32:41,813
Hi.
607
00:32:41,813 --> 00:32:43,606
Ooh. Not yet.
608
00:32:43,606 --> 00:32:46,359
- You guys come here a lot?
Bro,
they're regulars.
609
00:32:46,359 --> 00:32:48,945
Where else can you get
a shrimp wonton,
a chicken parm,
610
00:32:48,945 --> 00:32:50,905
and a quesadilla
in one fell swoop?
611
00:32:53,450 --> 00:32:55,160
Can we get a round
of Dr Peppers, please?
612
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:57,704
Oh, Davis, Davis, Davis,
soft drinks aren't covered
613
00:32:57,704 --> 00:32:59,456
- by the coupon.
- I think we can splurge.
614
00:33:00,749 --> 00:33:02,500
That's your favorite, right?
615
00:33:02,500 --> 00:33:03,793
Do you remember that?
616
00:33:10,508 --> 00:33:12,969
So, uh, Mychal just submitted
one of his portraits
617
00:33:12,969 --> 00:33:16,055
to be in this big
pop-up art show they're doing
in these abandoned tunnels.
618
00:33:16,055 --> 00:33:17,640
Well, that's awesome.
619
00:33:17,640 --> 00:33:18,850
Yeah, I... I don't think
I'm gonna get selected, though.
620
00:33:18,850 --> 00:33:20,560
You definitely will.
621
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:22,771
You're so talented...
622
00:33:22,771 --> 00:33:24,939
You're sweating,
and everyone can tell
you're sweating.
623
00:33:24,939 --> 00:33:29,152
They probably think
you're just a sweaty freak.
624
00:33:29,152 --> 00:33:31,571
Aza, what's it like
to be friends
with a literary icon?
625
00:33:31,571 --> 00:33:35,909
Aw, I don't think
80,000 readers
makes me an icon.
626
00:33:35,909 --> 00:33:40,789
Besides, Aza has
never read my fanfic.
She's not a Star Wars girl.
627
00:33:42,332 --> 00:33:44,501
Did you even
change the Band-Aid today?
628
00:33:44,501 --> 00:33:46,211
Yes, I did.
629
00:33:46,211 --> 00:33:47,295
Are you sure?
630
00:33:51,341 --> 00:33:52,300
Right, Holmsey?
631
00:33:53,343 --> 00:33:55,678
Say something. Anything.
632
00:33:55,678 --> 00:33:57,388
- Right.
- Yeah.
633
00:33:57,388 --> 00:33:58,890
Plus y'all both got
other similar interests, right?
634
00:33:58,890 --> 00:34:00,558
Like...
- Yeah.
635
00:34:00,558 --> 00:34:02,185
There's no reason not
to change the Band-Aid.
636
00:34:02,185 --> 00:34:04,187
Just go change it
and be done with it.
637
00:34:04,187 --> 00:34:06,231
We also
really like Applebee's.
638
00:34:06,231 --> 00:34:07,440
Be right back.
639
00:34:13,446 --> 00:34:15,532
Anyway.
640
00:34:24,249 --> 00:34:26,751
It's infected. You're infected.
641
00:34:26,751 --> 00:34:29,420
Bacteria are multiplying
inside of you right now.
642
00:34:29,420 --> 00:34:32,006
Do something.
Do something. Do something.
643
00:34:38,721 --> 00:34:42,350
Hey, I'm just checking on you.
644
00:34:43,434 --> 00:34:45,645
Does this look infected to you?
645
00:34:49,649 --> 00:34:53,987
It looks exactly the same
as every other time
you've shown it to me.
646
00:34:56,990 --> 00:35:00,410
- He must think
I'm really crazy.
- No, he doesn't.
647
00:35:00,410 --> 00:35:03,037
Aza, I swear to God,
he's so smitten,
648
00:35:03,037 --> 00:35:05,582
you could literally
start peeing out of your ears
649
00:35:05,582 --> 00:35:07,125
and he would still be into you.
650
00:35:10,795 --> 00:35:14,674
Look, he invited us all over
to hang out, but if that's
too much for you...
651
00:35:14,674 --> 00:35:17,218
No. Let's go.
652
00:35:18,219 --> 00:35:20,680
Okay. Good.
653
00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:23,474
'Cause I'm gonna Nancy Drew
the shit outta that mansion.
654
00:35:29,814 --> 00:35:35,153
- Okay. [chuckles] Welcome.
- Yo, what?
655
00:35:35,153 --> 00:35:39,908
Oh, my God! Yo, bro,
is that a Keith Haring?
656
00:35:39,908 --> 00:35:42,952
Then you got Picasso,
and then you got Basquiat!
657
00:35:42,952 --> 00:35:44,746
Nah. Wait...
658
00:35:44,746 --> 00:35:45,997
- Did I just echo?
659
00:35:47,457 --> 00:35:50,793
Bro, that's crazy. Wait,
hold on, hold on. Basquiat.
660
00:35:50,793 --> 00:35:52,045
- Basquiat.
661
00:35:52,045 --> 00:35:54,005
Hey, yo, Basquiat.
Oh, that's tough.
662
00:35:54,005 --> 00:35:56,299
- Okay. Mychal, breathe.
- Ba... Sorry.
663
00:35:56,299 --> 00:35:58,301
- Can we show ourselves around?
664
00:35:58,301 --> 00:35:59,385
Daisy!
665
00:36:00,762 --> 00:36:03,264
No, I mean... I...
666
00:36:03,264 --> 00:36:07,477
Let's be honest,
we're all dying to get some
alone time anyway, right?
667
00:36:09,020 --> 00:36:11,397
- Yeah, sure. Do whatever.
Wait, like, for real?
668
00:36:11,397 --> 00:36:12,982
- Like, we could...
- He said do whatever.
669
00:36:12,982 --> 00:36:14,609
Bet.
670
00:36:19,322 --> 00:36:20,698
And what's this one?
671
00:36:27,580 --> 00:36:30,166
It's a Raymond Pettibon.
672
00:36:30,166 --> 00:36:31,876
He's most famous
for his paintings of surfers,
673
00:36:31,876 --> 00:36:33,461
but I like his spirals.
674
00:36:34,671 --> 00:36:36,881
He was a musician
before he was an artist.
675
00:36:36,881 --> 00:36:39,467
He was in Black Flag
before it was even Black Flag.
676
00:36:41,344 --> 00:36:42,679
I love it.
677
00:36:46,766 --> 00:36:49,185
You don't talk much,
do you?
678
00:36:49,185 --> 00:36:53,898
I can get a little stuck
in my head.
679
00:36:53,898 --> 00:36:55,400
Just say
what you're thinking.
680
00:36:56,818 --> 00:37:00,697
That's not something
I normally do.
681
00:37:00,697 --> 00:37:02,949
- Do you really want to know?
- I do.
682
00:37:08,329 --> 00:37:14,627
I was thinking that, deep down,
I'm just an organism
683
00:37:14,627 --> 00:37:17,463
in this vastness.
684
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:22,010
It kind of terrifies me
that what I think of
685
00:37:22,010 --> 00:37:27,932
as, like,
my quote unquote "self"
isn't really under my control.
686
00:37:29,225 --> 00:37:30,184
What do you mean?
687
00:37:31,978 --> 00:37:33,021
There's this parasite.
688
00:37:34,313 --> 00:37:36,691
It only grows
in the eyes of fish,
689
00:37:36,691 --> 00:37:41,821
but the only way
it can reproduce, is inside
the stomach of a bird.
690
00:37:41,821 --> 00:37:43,865
Once the parasite
is ready to mate,
691
00:37:43,865 --> 00:37:47,577
the infected fish suddenly
starts swimming
to the surface of the water.
692
00:37:47,577 --> 00:37:51,164
The fish are literally trying
to get themselves
eaten by a bird.
693
00:37:52,540 --> 00:37:54,834
Eventually, they succeed.
694
00:37:56,919 --> 00:37:59,589
The parasite
was in charge all along.
695
00:38:03,342 --> 00:38:05,553
Sometimes I feel like a fish.
696
00:38:08,181 --> 00:38:09,891
Not in control of my body.
697
00:38:11,517 --> 00:38:13,061
Not in control of my thoughts.
698
00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:17,065
I like the way
your brain works.
699
00:38:18,941 --> 00:38:19,942
It hums.
700
00:38:21,611 --> 00:38:22,987
Where'd you learn that?
701
00:38:24,864 --> 00:38:28,659
This philosophy professor,
Lucia Abbott.
702
00:38:28,659 --> 00:38:31,079
I've watched her TED talk,
like, a dozen times.
703
00:38:32,747 --> 00:38:34,499
She teaches at Northwestern.
704
00:38:36,250 --> 00:38:41,005
I have this stupid dream
of going there
and taking her class.
705
00:38:41,005 --> 00:38:42,548
Why is that a stupid dream?
706
00:38:44,884 --> 00:38:49,347
I mean,
it's insanely expensive.
707
00:38:49,347 --> 00:38:52,517
And then there's the whole
living in Chicago part,
708
00:38:52,517 --> 00:38:55,937
which... would be new for me.
709
00:38:57,396 --> 00:38:59,982
New things aren't exactly
my strong suit.
710
00:38:59,982 --> 00:39:03,152
Well, I'm sort of a new thing,
711
00:39:05,738 --> 00:39:07,115
and you're doin' fine with me.
712
00:39:08,491 --> 00:39:09,700
You're old-new.
713
00:39:11,577 --> 00:39:12,912
It's different.
714
00:39:14,413 --> 00:39:15,373
"Old-new."
715
00:39:17,583 --> 00:39:18,626
I like that.
716
00:39:22,130 --> 00:39:26,342
If you kiss him,
you'll get his bacteria
in your mouth.
717
00:39:26,342 --> 00:39:28,469
His bacteria
will make you sick.
718
00:39:29,846 --> 00:39:31,430
What are you thinking?
719
00:39:35,309 --> 00:39:36,644
You really wanna know?
720
00:39:37,770 --> 00:39:38,896
I do.
721
00:39:40,940 --> 00:39:41,899
Okay.
722
00:39:42,859 --> 00:39:43,860
I was thinking...
723
00:39:45,736 --> 00:39:47,613
"I hope
she's not after the reward."
724
00:39:51,617 --> 00:39:52,952
Davis, I'm not.
725
00:39:54,370 --> 00:39:56,414
- I swear.
- Aza.
726
00:39:56,414 --> 00:39:59,542
I know why you guys
were in the woods
the other day.
727
00:39:59,542 --> 00:40:01,377
You were looking
for the camera, right?
728
00:40:03,129 --> 00:40:05,381
I checked it, too.
729
00:40:05,381 --> 00:40:08,009
Got a photo of him leaving
with a duffel bag.
730
00:40:10,511 --> 00:40:13,973
I never actually
cared about the reward.
731
00:40:15,516 --> 00:40:17,018
Daisy and I were just...
732
00:40:17,018 --> 00:40:17,977
I just realized...
733
00:40:19,979 --> 00:40:22,023
this is an entirely
solvable problem.
734
00:40:30,531 --> 00:40:31,657
What are you doing?
735
00:40:32,492 --> 00:40:34,577
One second.
736
00:40:34,577 --> 00:40:36,787
- Are you into lizards?
- Hmm?
737
00:40:37,622 --> 00:40:38,956
Oh, no, my dad is.
738
00:40:38,956 --> 00:40:43,085
Although, that is not a lizard.
That's a tuatara.
739
00:40:44,003 --> 00:40:45,463
What is that?
740
00:40:45,463 --> 00:40:49,383
I don't know, some leftover
from 200 million years ago
741
00:40:49,383 --> 00:40:51,802
that my dad believes
holds the secret to longevity.
742
00:40:53,012 --> 00:40:54,347
You can learn all about it
743
00:40:54,347 --> 00:40:56,265
at the Pickett Center
for Tuatara Research,
744
00:40:56,265 --> 00:40:58,893
which is a real thing
that he's leaving
most of his estate to.
745
00:40:58,893 --> 00:41:01,479
- That is insane.
- Do you know what's worse?
746
00:41:01,479 --> 00:41:03,981
The money doesn't even go
to taking care
of the damn thing.
747
00:41:03,981 --> 00:41:07,401
It pays for studying its cells
with all sorts
of horrible experiments.
748
00:41:12,865 --> 00:41:16,327
This is for you.
749
00:41:17,787 --> 00:41:18,621
Oh.
750
00:41:20,706 --> 00:41:21,999
Thank you.
751
00:41:21,999 --> 00:41:23,918
Promise me you won't open it
till you get home.
752
00:41:23,918 --> 00:41:28,130
And if you still wanna see me,
give me a call.
753
00:41:28,130 --> 00:41:32,134
Or a text,
or whatever people say
that sounds casual and smooth.
754
00:41:34,679 --> 00:41:35,680
Okay.
755
00:41:38,391 --> 00:41:41,102
I should
probably go find Daisy.
756
00:41:42,228 --> 00:41:43,437
It's getting late.
757
00:41:45,648 --> 00:41:46,524
Daisy?
758
00:41:56,867 --> 00:41:57,868
Daisy?
759
00:41:58,995 --> 00:42:00,037
Mychal?
760
00:42:05,334 --> 00:42:06,836
Hey.
761
00:42:06,836 --> 00:42:08,588
Hey, we were just, um...
762
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:11,007
- Uh, we were, we were...
Um...
763
00:42:11,007 --> 00:42:12,591
...we were looking for you!
764
00:42:12,591 --> 00:42:13,884
- Mmm-hmm. Right.
765
00:42:13,884 --> 00:42:14,927
You weren't in here.
766
00:42:14,927 --> 00:42:16,262
Found us.
767
00:42:17,638 --> 00:42:18,806
- You ready to go?
- Yeah.
768
00:42:18,806 --> 00:42:19,849
- Great.
- Let me see...
769
00:42:39,618 --> 00:42:43,205
Aza, you're home late.
770
00:42:43,205 --> 00:42:46,500
I know. Sorry. Traffic.
771
00:43:15,237 --> 00:43:19,450
- I want to hear
about your date.
I'm changing.
772
00:43:19,450 --> 00:43:21,869
Good night. Talk to you
in the morning. I love you.
773
00:44:36,026 --> 00:44:38,779
I'm so glad you're here.
Holmsey, I have a lot to say.
774
00:44:38,779 --> 00:44:40,322
Shocker. Listen...
775
00:44:40,322 --> 00:44:42,450
First, I'm sorry
to ditch you last night.
Very uncool.
776
00:44:42,450 --> 00:44:43,868
That's totally fine. Daisy...
777
00:44:43,868 --> 00:44:45,411
Second, I know, I know, I know.
778
00:44:45,411 --> 00:44:47,079
I convinced you to come
so that we could snoop,
779
00:44:47,079 --> 00:44:48,706
and then I didn't even snoop.
780
00:44:48,706 --> 00:44:51,292
But Mychal is kind of amazing.
781
00:44:51,292 --> 00:44:53,544
- And I want
to hear all about it, but...
- Mmm, mmm.
782
00:44:53,544 --> 00:44:55,171
The first room
that we wandered into
783
00:44:55,171 --> 00:44:58,215
had a fireplace
with a remote control.
784
00:44:58,215 --> 00:45:00,759
And then the next thing I know,
we were cuddled up
on this couch
785
00:45:00,759 --> 00:45:02,803
that was also, like,
a literal work of art.
786
00:45:02,803 --> 00:45:06,515
And I don't...
One thing led to another
and I just let him, I let him...
787
00:45:06,515 --> 00:45:07,683
Daisy!
788
00:45:12,938 --> 00:45:14,482
Look. Look inside.
789
00:45:14,482 --> 00:45:16,734
Oh, I'm more
of a frosted blueberry
kind of girl.
790
00:45:16,734 --> 00:45:18,277
Just look inside.
791
00:45:29,538 --> 00:45:31,457
What in the shit is this?
792
00:45:32,249 --> 00:45:34,043
Davis gave it to me.
793
00:45:34,043 --> 00:45:37,004
I'm not sure
if it really makes sense,
or if it's ethical. I don't...
794
00:45:37,004 --> 00:45:38,672
Oh, no, no, no.
795
00:45:38,672 --> 00:45:43,802
For once in your life,
Aza, do not overthink this.
796
00:45:43,802 --> 00:45:45,221
Oh.
797
00:45:45,221 --> 00:45:47,598
Should I have not come here
to tell you you're rich?
798
00:45:47,598 --> 00:45:49,892
It's okay, I can just
hold on to your half.
799
00:45:49,892 --> 00:45:50,893
Wait!
800
00:45:52,186 --> 00:45:54,396
Half of this is mine?
801
00:45:54,396 --> 00:45:56,857
There's 50 grand
for each of us.
802
00:46:02,905 --> 00:46:04,907
- Oh! Ooh!
803
00:46:04,907 --> 00:46:07,618
Do you actually think
we can keep it?
804
00:46:07,618 --> 00:46:10,037
Hell yes, we can keep it!
805
00:46:10,037 --> 00:46:12,957
Holmsey, I am so done
with the idea
806
00:46:12,957 --> 00:46:17,002
that there is, like, nobility
in turning down money.
807
00:46:17,002 --> 00:46:19,088
This is gonna change our lives.
808
00:46:19,088 --> 00:46:22,258
I'm actually gonna go
to college. Not at night.
809
00:46:22,258 --> 00:46:24,301
Well, it's not enough to pay
for all of college.
810
00:46:24,301 --> 00:46:26,845
Yeah, I know that,
Queen Buzzkill.
811
00:46:26,845 --> 00:46:30,266
But it'll make paying
for college
a hell of a lot easier.
812
00:46:30,266 --> 00:46:33,394
Aza, you can put this
towards Northwestern.
813
00:46:35,771 --> 00:46:37,439
My mom can't know
about this money.
814
00:46:37,439 --> 00:46:39,817
Duh, my parents
would make me split it
with my sister.
815
00:46:39,817 --> 00:46:43,404
No. No. No!
816
00:46:43,404 --> 00:46:49,118
Now, I need you to just accept
that the universe
817
00:46:49,118 --> 00:46:51,870
is being awesome
with us right now
818
00:46:53,122 --> 00:46:54,623
and lean the eff in.
819
00:46:58,377 --> 00:46:59,878
- I'll try.
- Ooh.
820
00:46:59,878 --> 00:47:03,799
Let's go get the finest meal
Indianapolis has to offer.
821
00:47:06,885 --> 00:47:08,971
Hi, Holly.
822
00:47:08,971 --> 00:47:11,307
Two red wines, please.
We're celebrating.
823
00:47:11,307 --> 00:47:13,517
Yeah, nice try.
Okay.
824
00:47:13,517 --> 00:47:17,062
Uh, fine,
what is your best steak?
825
00:47:17,062 --> 00:47:20,774
The shrimp and parm sirloin
is our most popular.
826
00:47:20,774 --> 00:47:22,318
Woof. Okay.
827
00:47:22,318 --> 00:47:25,654
Uh, I will get
my usual blazin' Texan burger,
828
00:47:25,654 --> 00:47:28,324
but I would like to upgrade
my side to onion rings.
829
00:47:28,324 --> 00:47:30,451
And, yes,
I know that it's extra.
830
00:47:30,451 --> 00:47:33,120
And you?
- A veggie burger.
831
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:36,206
Uh, no tomatoes,
cheese, mayonnaise, onions...
832
00:47:36,206 --> 00:47:37,666
Yeah, I know your order.
833
00:47:39,376 --> 00:47:42,296
- Do you have a coupon?
No.
834
00:47:42,296 --> 00:47:45,382
Not today, Holly. Not today.
835
00:48:02,191 --> 00:48:03,192
Um...
836
00:48:04,068 --> 00:48:05,402
What is that?
837
00:48:05,402 --> 00:48:07,404
Oh.
Isn't he fabulous?
838
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:09,657
I'm naming him Liam.
839
00:48:11,283 --> 00:48:13,661
I thought we were saving
the money for college.
840
00:48:14,495 --> 00:48:16,789
We are. Most of it.
841
00:48:16,789 --> 00:48:20,626
But I talked
the car salesman down
to $8,400 from $10,000,
842
00:48:20,626 --> 00:48:22,002
so in a way, I made money.
843
00:48:22,002 --> 00:48:24,963
In no way
did you make any money.
844
00:48:24,963 --> 00:48:26,882
But you already had a car.
845
00:48:26,882 --> 00:48:29,426
- I'm just saying.
- Okay.
846
00:48:32,513 --> 00:48:36,934
Oh. Mychal
got into that art show.
It's in a couple weeks.
847
00:48:36,934 --> 00:48:39,353
I know that dirty tunnels
might be a lot for you,
848
00:48:39,353 --> 00:48:42,481
but is there any way
that you could come with me?
849
00:48:43,565 --> 00:48:46,151
Um... Maybe.
850
00:48:53,283 --> 00:48:54,618
Aw.
851
00:48:54,618 --> 00:48:57,329
Mychal wants to meet up
before homeroom.
852
00:48:57,329 --> 00:48:59,456
Ugh! I love how into me he is.
853
00:49:03,127 --> 00:49:04,086
{\an8}
854
00:49:12,052 --> 00:49:14,680
Now, how I'mma capture
the curve of your face
if you keep moving?
855
00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:15,681
Girl, hold still.
856
00:49:15,681 --> 00:49:17,015
You hold still.
857
00:49:17,015 --> 00:49:19,017
That doesn't
even make any sense.
858
00:49:22,229 --> 00:49:23,313
Holding still.
859
00:49:26,275 --> 00:49:29,111
{\an8}♪ Wondering, headshake ♪
860
00:49:29,111 --> 00:49:32,197
{\an8}♪ Tired eyes
Are the death of me... ♪
861
00:49:32,197 --> 00:49:35,075
{\an8}♪ Mouthful of toothpaste ♪
862
00:49:35,075 --> 00:49:37,953
{\an8}♪ Before I got to know you ♪
863
00:49:37,953 --> 00:49:41,165
{\an8}♪ I've got your face ♪
864
00:49:41,165 --> 00:49:43,959
{\an8}♪ Hung up high
In the gallery... ♪
865
00:50:00,184 --> 00:50:01,351
Ow!
866
00:50:01,351 --> 00:50:04,480
Aza, can you at least
pretend to play?
867
00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:05,981
Sorry, Mr. Adler.
868
00:50:05,981 --> 00:50:07,691
All right, everybody,
let's get back at it.
869
00:50:07,691 --> 00:50:10,527
♪ My eyes want you more
Than a melody... ♪
870
00:50:10,527 --> 00:50:11,612
Mom.
871
00:50:12,571 --> 00:50:15,365
♪ Let me inside ♪
872
00:50:15,365 --> 00:50:18,452
♪ Wish I could
Get to know you ♪
873
00:50:19,369 --> 00:50:20,370
Mom?
874
00:50:23,665 --> 00:50:25,542
Stop it.
875
00:50:28,378 --> 00:50:30,714
You're terrible!
Hi.
876
00:50:32,090 --> 00:50:33,091
Hey, honey.
877
00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:37,513
This is Evan,
my friend Debbie's brother.
878
00:50:38,430 --> 00:50:39,932
Um, you must be Aza.
879
00:50:39,932 --> 00:50:42,392
I've heard such great things
about you.
880
00:50:42,392 --> 00:50:44,394
Evan is a contractor.
881
00:50:44,394 --> 00:50:47,231
He came by after work
to see if we could turn
the garage into a bedroom.
882
00:50:47,231 --> 00:50:50,901
Why do we need a new bedroom?
We never have any guests.
883
00:50:50,901 --> 00:50:54,071
Actually, I was thinking
maybe you'd like it.
884
00:50:54,071 --> 00:50:58,367
- For the future.
- Like, when I'm in college?
885
00:51:00,619 --> 00:51:02,371
I'll get out of you guys' way.
886
00:51:03,497 --> 00:51:05,332
It's nice
to finally meet you, Aza.
887
00:51:06,458 --> 00:51:08,043
- I'll see you later.
- Thank you.
888
00:51:10,546 --> 00:51:11,547
Bye.
889
00:51:15,425 --> 00:51:18,011
- You want me
to live in the garage?
- No.
890
00:51:18,011 --> 00:51:20,389
I mean, yes,
but it wouldn't be a garage.
891
00:51:20,389 --> 00:51:23,058
We'd make it into more
of your own apartment.
892
00:51:26,228 --> 00:51:28,647
So, you think I'm too crazy
to live away from home?
893
00:51:29,773 --> 00:51:31,650
Aza, it was just an idea.
894
00:51:31,650 --> 00:51:33,485
I was trying
to get a sense of the costs.
895
00:51:33,485 --> 00:51:36,530
And IU is close by
and it's such a good school...
896
00:51:36,530 --> 00:51:37,739
Got it.
897
00:51:39,533 --> 00:51:42,452
I'm going over
to Davis' tonight.
He's picking me up.
898
00:51:50,335 --> 00:51:54,423
I feel like
we're back at camp,
sitting at the lake.
899
00:52:01,972 --> 00:52:03,515
You see that bright star
up there?
900
00:52:04,850 --> 00:52:06,393
The one kind of by itself.
901
00:52:07,644 --> 00:52:09,521
Yeah, I think so.
902
00:52:12,107 --> 00:52:13,525
Well, that's Tau Ceti.
903
00:52:14,860 --> 00:52:16,278
It's 12 light-years away,
904
00:52:16,278 --> 00:52:18,864
and two of its planets
might actually be habitable.
905
00:52:18,864 --> 00:52:21,408
- Well, probably not, but maybe.
906
00:52:23,201 --> 00:52:24,494
It's my favorite star.
907
00:52:26,413 --> 00:52:27,664
Why is that?
908
00:52:30,083 --> 00:52:31,668
I like to look at it
909
00:52:31,668 --> 00:52:32,920
and think about how
the Sun's light looks
to someone
910
00:52:32,920 --> 00:52:35,130
in Tau Ceti's solar system.
911
00:52:35,130 --> 00:52:38,216
And right now, they're looking
at our light from 12 years ago.
912
00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:44,890
In the light they see,
my mom has five years to live.
913
00:52:47,309 --> 00:52:49,519
In the light they see,
you and I are just kids.
914
00:52:54,066 --> 00:52:55,984
In the light they see,
915
00:52:57,986 --> 00:53:01,615
my dad just got me
my first tricycle.
916
00:53:01,615 --> 00:53:06,495
We go to the park,
he watches me ride,
917
00:53:06,495 --> 00:53:10,040
and he tells me
I'm going so fast,
he can barely see me.
918
00:53:16,630 --> 00:53:17,631
In the light they see,
919
00:53:20,425 --> 00:53:22,928
we have the best
and worst of it
in front of us.
920
00:53:26,932 --> 00:53:29,643
Hey, how come
it's so easy for me
to talk to you?
921
00:53:32,187 --> 00:53:33,438
I don't know.
922
00:53:36,441 --> 00:53:40,737
Maybe because
our hearts are broken
in the same places.
923
00:53:53,500 --> 00:53:55,669
You wanna go for a swim?
924
00:54:06,096 --> 00:54:08,765
- Turn around.
Okay.
925
00:54:30,245 --> 00:54:31,747
Okay, you can look now.
926
00:54:49,264 --> 00:54:50,265
Hi.
927
00:54:52,309 --> 00:54:54,102
Hi.
928
00:54:54,102 --> 00:54:56,772
Do you have any big exams
or anything Wednesday?
929
00:54:58,857 --> 00:54:59,858
No.
930
00:55:00,984 --> 00:55:02,611
Why?
931
00:55:02,611 --> 00:55:05,614
I was kind of hoping
I could convince you
to skip school.
932
00:55:07,199 --> 00:55:08,366
I wanna take you somewhere.
933
00:55:09,451 --> 00:55:10,452
Where?
934
00:55:12,871 --> 00:55:14,122
It's a surprise.
935
00:56:51,678 --> 00:56:54,472
He's cute and smart.
936
00:56:54,472 --> 00:56:57,559
And not just because
he goes to a fancy prep school.
937
00:56:59,394 --> 00:57:02,981
He makes me feel like
I'm an acceptable girl
to have a crush on.
938
00:57:02,981 --> 00:57:06,234
And you don't feel that way
about yourself?
939
00:57:06,234 --> 00:57:10,322
I mean, I'm still crazy,
if that's what you're asking.
940
00:57:10,322 --> 00:57:12,991
Nothing's changed
on the crazy front.
941
00:57:12,991 --> 00:57:16,077
I would like to ask you
to frame your mental health
942
00:57:16,077 --> 00:57:18,205
around a word
other than "crazy."
943
00:57:18,205 --> 00:57:20,582
Um, can we try "courageous"?
944
00:57:20,582 --> 00:57:23,960
God, that's
such a psychiatrist move.
945
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:26,963
Look, Aza,
plenty of people
with anxiety disorders
946
00:57:26,963 --> 00:57:30,091
have fulfilling
romantic relationships.
947
00:57:30,091 --> 00:57:34,137
Yeah, but how can I have
a boyfriend if I hate
the idea of kissing him?
948
00:57:34,137 --> 00:57:38,892
Being intimate
with another person
is intimidating for everyone,
949
00:57:38,892 --> 00:57:42,520
especially for someone
who has already lost
someone she loves.
950
00:57:48,026 --> 00:57:49,361
What?
951
00:57:49,361 --> 00:57:51,821
You don't have to make this
about my dad dying.
952
00:57:53,782 --> 00:57:56,284
Not everything is about him.
953
00:57:56,284 --> 00:58:00,288
But you being afraid
to get close to this boy,
954
00:58:00,288 --> 00:58:02,499
I think it may be
a little bit about him.
955
00:58:06,878 --> 00:58:08,964
He was better with me
than my mom.
956
00:58:10,548 --> 00:58:12,550
He never made me feel broken.
957
00:58:14,678 --> 00:58:15,887
He'd just tell me,
958
00:58:18,932 --> 00:58:20,016
"You're right to worry.
959
00:58:22,686 --> 00:58:24,604
Life is worrisome."
960
00:58:29,234 --> 00:58:32,779
Uh, can we go back to talking
about the cute boy
again, please?
961
00:58:36,157 --> 00:58:38,368
Aza, I have to be honest
with you.
962
00:58:38,368 --> 00:58:40,829
I think your progress
is being slowed down
963
00:58:40,829 --> 00:58:45,625
by your refusal
to take the medication
on a regular basis.
964
00:58:45,625 --> 00:58:48,336
And I believe your chances
of having a relationship
965
00:58:48,336 --> 00:58:51,965
with this cute, smart boy
will be hurt, too.
966
00:58:53,133 --> 00:58:54,634
I just think it's messed up.
967
00:58:56,594 --> 00:58:59,431
The idea of having
to take a pill
to become your real self.
968
00:58:59,431 --> 00:59:02,767
And here I thought you said
you'd kill to have a mind
that lets go of things.
969
00:59:02,767 --> 00:59:06,479
And you said my mind
is what makes me, me.
970
00:59:08,231 --> 00:59:10,066
But it isn't my mind
on the pills.
971
00:59:14,654 --> 00:59:16,865
It's a real catch-22, isn't it?
972
00:59:19,200 --> 00:59:20,327
Someone's at the door.
973
00:59:27,542 --> 00:59:28,835
Hey.
974
00:59:28,835 --> 00:59:31,588
I'm, uh, here
to hang out with your brother.
975
00:59:31,588 --> 00:59:33,048
Oh, yeah, I know.
976
00:59:33,048 --> 00:59:34,883
He's been trying on
different outfits all morning.
977
00:59:34,883 --> 00:59:37,385
Hey, Davis.
Your girlfriend's here.
978
00:59:37,385 --> 00:59:40,138
- Oh, I'm...
I'm not his girlfriend.
- Sure.
979
00:59:41,806 --> 00:59:43,266
Hey, can I show you something?
980
00:59:44,976 --> 00:59:47,896
Davis said you and your friend
were trying to find my dad.
981
00:59:47,896 --> 00:59:50,607
Oh, uh, no. Not really.
982
00:59:50,607 --> 00:59:53,818
- Um, I mean, I...
- Uh, just check this out.
983
00:59:58,323 --> 01:00:01,201
- A permission slip?
- Uh, look at the back.
984
01:00:02,911 --> 01:00:05,246
{\an8}That's his handwriting.
985
01:00:05,246 --> 01:00:08,792
"Maldives,
Kosovo, Cambodia.
986
01:00:08,792 --> 01:00:10,668
The Joggers Mouth"?
987
01:00:10,668 --> 01:00:14,297
So, Davis says those
first three are countries
where people hide out
988
01:00:14,297 --> 01:00:17,092
when they're wanted in America.
989
01:00:17,092 --> 01:00:20,095
But I can't figure out
The Joggers Mouth.
990
01:00:20,095 --> 01:00:21,846
Does it mean anything to you?
991
01:00:23,431 --> 01:00:24,474
Uh...
992
01:00:24,474 --> 01:00:25,558
No.
993
01:00:26,810 --> 01:00:28,269
I'm really sorry, Noah.
994
01:00:31,606 --> 01:00:33,441
Okay.
995
01:00:33,441 --> 01:00:35,819
Hi. Sorry to keep you waiting.
996
01:00:35,819 --> 01:00:37,487
Um, I was thinking
really hard about
997
01:00:37,487 --> 01:00:39,531
whether I can pull this
sweater off or not.
998
01:00:39,531 --> 01:00:41,074
- I like it.
- No, you can't.
999
01:00:42,784 --> 01:00:43,827
You ready to go?
1000
01:00:48,456 --> 01:00:51,876
- You have your own airplane?
- No, my father does.
1001
01:00:51,876 --> 01:00:55,088
But my father's not here, so...
1002
01:00:55,088 --> 01:00:59,134
- And you have
a full-time pilot, too?
- You're looking at him.
1003
01:00:59,134 --> 01:01:01,177
You can get your
pilot's license at 16, so...
1004
01:01:02,679 --> 01:01:03,680
Voila.
1005
01:01:06,599 --> 01:01:07,434
Aza, I'm kidding.
1006
01:01:07,434 --> 01:01:08,810
Meet Richard.
1007
01:01:08,810 --> 01:01:09,811
- He's a trained professional.
1008
01:01:09,811 --> 01:01:10,979
Oh.
1009
01:01:10,979 --> 01:01:12,814
Hi.
Hi.
1010
01:01:18,403 --> 01:01:20,155
Howdy, Richard.
1011
01:01:20,155 --> 01:01:22,991
♪ Outside lies within... ♪
1012
01:01:24,868 --> 01:01:28,246
- You coming? Come on.
1013
01:01:28,246 --> 01:01:29,747
♪ Soft spring winds
Have blown... ♪
1014
01:01:29,747 --> 01:01:31,749
Oh. What!
1015
01:01:31,749 --> 01:01:33,751
♪ Let the note fly ♪
1016
01:01:33,751 --> 01:01:35,378
♪ East-West ♪
1017
01:01:44,596 --> 01:01:48,725
♪ I never dreamed
it could be like this ♪
1018
01:01:48,725 --> 01:01:50,768
♪ Takes a little time ♪
1019
01:01:50,768 --> 01:01:52,937
♪ Let the note fly ♪
1020
01:01:54,105 --> 01:01:57,692
♪ Hard time mantle of time... ♪
1021
01:01:57,692 --> 01:01:59,277
Lady and gentleman,
1022
01:01:59,277 --> 01:02:01,821
we will be touching down
in Chicago shortly.
1023
01:02:01,821 --> 01:02:03,031
Chicago?
1024
01:02:03,031 --> 01:02:05,867
Richard, it was supposed
to be a surprise.
1025
01:02:05,867 --> 01:02:07,827
What are we doing in Chicago?
1026
01:02:09,120 --> 01:02:11,581
- It's still a surprise.
1027
01:02:11,581 --> 01:02:15,335
♪ Honey, honey, I know ♪
1028
01:02:15,335 --> 01:02:17,378
♪ For what it's worth... ♪
1029
01:02:17,378 --> 01:02:19,214
You said you dreamed
of going to Northwestern,
1030
01:02:19,214 --> 01:02:21,549
but that new things
aren't really your strong suit.
1031
01:02:21,549 --> 01:02:25,678
So, I thought
if you saw the school,
it wouldn't be new anymore.
1032
01:02:26,471 --> 01:02:27,931
It'd be old-new.
1033
01:02:30,475 --> 01:02:32,268
Are we going on a campus tour?
1034
01:02:34,854 --> 01:02:36,606
Not exactly.
1035
01:02:36,606 --> 01:02:39,901
♪ Outside lies within ♪
1036
01:02:39,901 --> 01:02:41,986
♪ Peel the mandarin ♪
1037
01:02:41,986 --> 01:02:45,073
♪ Love has just begun ♪
1038
01:02:45,073 --> 01:02:47,867
♪ Somewhere
In space and time... ♪
1039
01:02:47,867 --> 01:02:48,910
Come on.
1040
01:02:48,910 --> 01:02:50,620
♪ Like a bank heist ♪
1041
01:02:50,620 --> 01:02:52,747
♪ It's the Zeitgeist ♪
1042
01:02:57,293 --> 01:03:00,171
I can't believe
Professor Abbott
is right there.
1043
01:03:00,171 --> 01:03:02,465
Okay.
1044
01:03:02,465 --> 01:03:05,927
We have 90 minutes.
Let's crack free will,
shall we?
1045
01:03:07,845 --> 01:03:09,931
You, eating Doritos.
1046
01:03:10,932 --> 01:03:11,933
Why?
1047
01:03:13,184 --> 01:03:14,435
Why?
1048
01:03:14,435 --> 01:03:16,104
Is it
because you were hungry
1049
01:03:16,104 --> 01:03:17,939
and you made that choice?
1050
01:03:17,939 --> 01:03:20,525
Is it because
advertising works?
1051
01:03:22,944 --> 01:03:25,655
Is it because there was only
ever going to be one world,
1052
01:03:25,655 --> 01:03:27,824
and everything
was predetermined
from the start,
1053
01:03:27,824 --> 01:03:30,034
and you were always gonna
take this class?
1054
01:03:30,034 --> 01:03:32,287
Well, in our reading,
there was that part
1055
01:03:32,287 --> 01:03:34,664
where Kant said,
"Freedom of the will
must be presupposed."
1056
01:03:34,664 --> 01:03:39,210
So, I suppose I could've
chosen any food,
but I chose Doritos.
1057
01:03:39,210 --> 01:03:41,129
You did the reading.
Wonderful news.
1058
01:03:43,298 --> 01:03:47,969
And if we just assume that Kant
was right, maybe we don't need
the full 90 minutes.
1059
01:03:47,969 --> 01:03:51,097
But Kant was writing about this
in the 18th century, right?
1060
01:03:51,097 --> 01:03:55,018
And now we have all these
fancy brain contraptions.
1061
01:03:55,018 --> 01:03:59,105
In 2008, volunteers were asked
to choose to push a button
1062
01:03:59,105 --> 01:04:02,609
with either their right hand
or their left hand.
1063
01:04:02,609 --> 01:04:07,238
And the researchers found
that they could predict
with 100% accuracy
1064
01:04:07,238 --> 01:04:09,073
which choice
the people would make
1065
01:04:09,073 --> 01:04:11,326
seven seconds
before the person believed
they'd made it.
1066
01:04:13,703 --> 01:04:16,122
So, I ask you again.
1067
01:04:16,122 --> 01:04:18,833
When did you decide
to eat Doritos?
1068
01:04:18,833 --> 01:04:20,668
And who made that choice?
1069
01:04:21,711 --> 01:04:22,879
I have no idea.
1070
01:04:24,839 --> 01:04:26,841
It's difficult
to define these terms.
1071
01:04:26,841 --> 01:04:28,926
- I need to take this class.
What constitutes
1072
01:04:28,926 --> 01:04:31,929
freedom of choice in a world
where our choices
are endlessly limited
1073
01:04:31,929 --> 01:04:34,015
and shaped by cultural forces?
1074
01:04:34,015 --> 01:04:37,602
I mean, she has a way
of taking these old,
dusty philosophical questions
1075
01:04:37,602 --> 01:04:40,229
and making them feel
so insanely relevant.
1076
01:04:40,229 --> 01:04:41,481
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
1077
01:04:45,401 --> 01:04:46,402
Okay.
1078
01:04:49,364 --> 01:04:50,406
Why are we hiding?
1079
01:04:53,201 --> 01:04:54,702
Because she's right there.
1080
01:04:56,037 --> 01:04:57,538
You should go
talk to her.
1081
01:04:57,538 --> 01:04:59,415
- What would I even say?
- Aza.
1082
01:05:00,541 --> 01:05:01,626
You got this.
1083
01:05:11,969 --> 01:05:13,554
Hi, Professor Abbott.
1084
01:05:15,139 --> 01:05:17,517
I wanted to introduce myself.
1085
01:05:17,517 --> 01:05:19,686
I'm Aza Holmes, and I'm...
1086
01:05:21,896 --> 01:05:23,189
a fan.
1087
01:05:23,189 --> 01:05:25,692
Are you a fan
of being my student?
1088
01:05:25,692 --> 01:05:29,070
No, I'm still in high school.
I'm just visiting today.
1089
01:05:30,321 --> 01:05:32,031
But you're the reason
I wanna go here.
1090
01:05:34,242 --> 01:05:37,578
I just think you're the most
brilliant person in the world.
1091
01:05:37,578 --> 01:05:39,414
Oh, well.
1092
01:05:39,414 --> 01:05:43,042
Thank you so much,
but I assure you
that's not the case.
1093
01:05:47,505 --> 01:05:48,631
It was nice to meet you.
1094
01:05:52,009 --> 01:05:53,052
Professor Abbott?
1095
01:05:54,137 --> 01:05:55,138
Yes?
1096
01:05:59,642 --> 01:06:01,436
I'm worried that I'm not real.
1097
01:06:06,691 --> 01:06:08,276
Why is that?
1098
01:06:08,276 --> 01:06:10,236
It's like what you said.
1099
01:06:10,236 --> 01:06:14,240
A lot of my thoughts
and behaviors don't even feel
like they're mine.
1100
01:06:15,700 --> 01:06:20,455
Like, they're not things
I want to think or do.
1101
01:06:20,455 --> 01:06:24,208
And then when I look
for the originator
of my thoughts, the real me,
1102
01:06:25,251 --> 01:06:26,461
I never find it.
1103
01:06:27,962 --> 01:06:30,298
You know those nesting dolls?
1104
01:06:30,298 --> 01:06:32,133
The ones that are hollow
and when you open them up,
1105
01:06:32,133 --> 01:06:34,010
there's a smaller one inside?
1106
01:06:34,010 --> 01:06:37,138
And you keep opening them
until eventually
you get to the smallest one,
1107
01:06:37,138 --> 01:06:38,890
and it's solid
all the way through?
1108
01:06:40,349 --> 01:06:43,436
But with me, I don't think
there's one that's solid.
1109
01:06:43,436 --> 01:06:46,856
I just keep getting
smaller and smaller.
1110
01:06:52,528 --> 01:06:54,322
That reminds me
of an old story.
1111
01:06:54,906 --> 01:06:55,740
Um...
1112
01:06:59,118 --> 01:07:00,828
There's this
very famous scientist,
1113
01:07:00,828 --> 01:07:05,166
and he's giving a lecture
on astronomy
to a large audience.
1114
01:07:05,166 --> 01:07:08,461
And he's describing
how the Earth orbits the Sun,
1115
01:07:08,461 --> 01:07:11,756
and the Sun orbits the galaxy,
etcetera, etcetera.
1116
01:07:11,756 --> 01:07:13,382
And when he's finally done,
1117
01:07:13,382 --> 01:07:15,843
a little old lady in the back
raises her hand and says,
1118
01:07:15,843 --> 01:07:19,430
"Professor, with
all due respect, what you've
just told us is bullshit.
1119
01:07:19,430 --> 01:07:24,352
The truth is, the Earth
is resting on the back
of a giant turtle."
1120
01:07:24,352 --> 01:07:27,647
So, the very famous scientist
gives a smug smile and says,
1121
01:07:27,647 --> 01:07:30,399
"So, what is the turtle
resting on?"
1122
01:07:30,399 --> 01:07:32,693
And the woman replies,
1123
01:07:32,693 --> 01:07:36,739
"It's resting on the shell
of another giant turtle,
of course."
1124
01:07:36,739 --> 01:07:39,492
And the scientist says,
"And that turtle?"
1125
01:07:39,492 --> 01:07:42,537
And the woman exclaims,
"Don't you understand?
1126
01:07:42,537 --> 01:07:44,914
It's turtles,
all the way down."
1127
01:07:48,334 --> 01:07:50,336
You're imagining the true self,
1128
01:07:50,336 --> 01:07:54,465
the self that exists
independent of circumstance,
1129
01:07:54,465 --> 01:07:57,885
as that turtle
on the very bottom of the pile.
1130
01:07:57,885 --> 01:08:02,849
But maybe it's turtles,
all the way down.
1131
01:08:04,767 --> 01:08:06,060
Maybe you're infinite.
1132
01:08:07,854 --> 01:08:13,568
And I think your doubts
make you more real, not less.
1133
01:08:17,905 --> 01:08:19,740
I think you'd do
just fine here, Aza.
1134
01:08:34,297 --> 01:08:35,423
So, how'd it go?
1135
01:08:41,637 --> 01:08:42,597
Ah.
1136
01:08:51,856 --> 01:08:55,359
His bacteria are joining
your bacteria right now.
1137
01:08:56,235 --> 01:08:57,945
It doesn't matter.
1138
01:08:57,945 --> 01:08:59,655
People kiss all the time.
1139
01:09:04,911 --> 01:09:08,956
Millions of his organisms
are entering
your body right now.
1140
01:09:11,083 --> 01:09:12,084
Hey.
1141
01:09:13,044 --> 01:09:14,170
Is everything okay?
1142
01:09:15,379 --> 01:09:16,672
Hmm.
1143
01:09:16,672 --> 01:09:17,965
Yeah, I'm just, uh...
1144
01:09:20,218 --> 01:09:21,636
Just a little nauseous.
1145
01:09:21,636 --> 01:09:22,887
Be right back.
1146
01:09:30,061 --> 01:09:31,646
- What were you thinking?
1147
01:09:31,646 --> 01:09:33,689
Everything was going perfectly
and you had to ruin it
1148
01:09:33,689 --> 01:09:36,025
by letting his tongue
into your mouth.
1149
01:09:37,401 --> 01:09:39,028
Why isn't it working?
1150
01:09:43,449 --> 01:09:44,659
You're infected.
1151
01:09:47,370 --> 01:09:49,789
You need to kill the bacteria
now, now, now.
1152
01:09:50,831 --> 01:09:51,832
Oh, shut up!
1153
01:09:53,000 --> 01:09:55,711
Kill it. Kill every last germ.
1154
01:09:55,711 --> 01:09:57,213
Kill his saliva.
1155
01:09:59,090 --> 01:10:02,426
You know what you need to do,
so do it. Just do it.
1156
01:10:29,370 --> 01:10:30,788
Aza, what's goin' on?
1157
01:10:42,049 --> 01:10:44,427
When I get
stuck in my thoughts,
1158
01:10:46,595 --> 01:10:50,016
it's not just the interesting
fish stuff I told you about.
1159
01:10:52,435 --> 01:10:53,436
Okay.
1160
01:10:59,400 --> 01:11:01,736
Bacteria scares me
more than anything.
1161
01:11:03,446 --> 01:11:05,698
I'm always worried
about getting infections,
1162
01:11:05,698 --> 01:11:07,992
and once I start worrying,
I can't stop.
1163
01:11:11,662 --> 01:11:15,291
That's why I liked
your painting so much.
1164
01:11:15,291 --> 01:11:17,168
Because my thoughts
are like that.
1165
01:11:18,669 --> 01:11:23,257
They're all, like, spirally.
1166
01:11:23,257 --> 01:11:26,260
So, right now
you're thinking about
whether you have an infection?
1167
01:11:27,219 --> 01:11:28,471
Kind of.
1168
01:11:33,976 --> 01:11:35,144
From kissing you.
1169
01:11:42,234 --> 01:11:45,529
We don't have to kiss.
We can just take things
really slow.
1170
01:11:45,529 --> 01:11:46,947
You don't understand.
1171
01:11:47,948 --> 01:11:49,241
It's not logical.
1172
01:11:51,410 --> 01:11:54,163
It's like
I'm living with a demon.
1173
01:11:54,163 --> 01:11:57,833
And maybe you don't care
right now, but you won't feel
that way forever.
1174
01:11:59,710 --> 01:12:00,836
But it's not forever.
1175
01:12:01,962 --> 01:12:03,005
It's now.
1176
01:12:14,600 --> 01:12:16,227
Oh, thank God.
1177
01:12:16,227 --> 01:12:17,520
- Where have you been?
1178
01:12:18,854 --> 01:12:20,606
Why haven't you been answering
your phone?
1179
01:12:23,651 --> 01:12:25,027
I was with Davis.
1180
01:12:27,738 --> 01:12:30,991
I see you at school
at the same time
every single day, Aza.
1181
01:12:30,991 --> 01:12:33,160
Did you seriously think
I wasn't gonna find out?
1182
01:12:33,160 --> 01:12:36,288
I don't know.
I guess I didn't care.
1183
01:12:36,288 --> 01:12:39,750
- Well, where'd you guys go?
- We went to Chicago.
1184
01:12:39,750 --> 01:12:41,168
To Chicago?
1185
01:12:41,168 --> 01:12:43,671
What the hell
were you doing in Chicago?
1186
01:12:43,671 --> 01:12:45,131
He didn't kidnap me.
I wanted to go.
1187
01:12:45,131 --> 01:12:47,466
Well, I don't care
if you wanted to go.
1188
01:12:47,466 --> 01:12:51,387
What if something happened
to you and I didn't even know
where you were?
1189
01:12:51,387 --> 01:12:54,640
Or what if you got in your head
and you needed me
to calm you down?
1190
01:12:54,640 --> 01:12:56,475
You think you calm me down?
1191
01:12:57,101 --> 01:12:59,145
How, Mom?
1192
01:12:59,145 --> 01:13:02,022
Do you know why Davis took me
to Chicago today?
1193
01:13:03,274 --> 01:13:05,568
To see Northwestern.
1194
01:13:05,568 --> 01:13:08,404
Because he actually thinks
that I can go to school
on my own
1195
01:13:08,404 --> 01:13:09,989
in another state.
1196
01:13:09,989 --> 01:13:12,074
He thinks that I can study
what I wanna study,
1197
01:13:12,074 --> 01:13:13,993
and live in a dorm
with the other kids.
1198
01:13:13,993 --> 01:13:17,663
And maybe he's wrong.
Maybe I can't.
1199
01:13:17,663 --> 01:13:21,333
But do you know
how good it feels to finally
have someone in my life
1200
01:13:21,333 --> 01:13:22,793
who thinks I can?
1201
01:13:24,170 --> 01:13:25,337
- Aza!
1202
01:14:08,047 --> 01:14:12,676
"Chewie and I were
on Tatooine where we'd stopped
to pick up some cargo.
1203
01:14:12,676 --> 01:14:19,475
Of course, Ayala was with me.
My best friend
and my greatest burden."
1204
01:14:27,608 --> 01:14:31,153
"Ayala reached into her mane
of blue hair
and plucked out a strand.
1205
01:14:31,153 --> 01:14:35,282
A nervous habit, but then,
all her habits were nervous."
1206
01:14:40,996 --> 01:14:43,290
"Ayala never got
anything right.
1207
01:14:43,290 --> 01:14:46,585
The more Ayala worried,
the worse she made everything."
1208
01:14:49,713 --> 01:14:52,591
"Ayala sneered
at my new Speeder Bike.
1209
01:14:52,591 --> 01:14:54,927
'I thought you were
saving your money.'
1210
01:14:54,927 --> 01:15:00,307
Ayala had a Landspeeder
from her parents.
What did she know?
1211
01:15:00,307 --> 01:15:03,894
Ayala wasn't a bad person.
Just a useless one."
1212
01:15:58,741 --> 01:16:00,200
Holmsey!
1213
01:16:00,200 --> 01:16:02,119
Where have you been all day?
1214
01:16:02,119 --> 01:16:04,246
Can I ride with you
to Mychal's later?
My mom had to borrow my car.
1215
01:16:04,246 --> 01:16:05,873
And I need the deets
on your date.
1216
01:16:07,624 --> 01:16:09,376
I just don't get it.
1217
01:16:09,376 --> 01:16:11,003
He whisks you away to Chicago.
1218
01:16:11,003 --> 01:16:14,214
You have the most romantic day
in the history of ever.
1219
01:16:14,214 --> 01:16:16,550
Now you don't want
to see him anymore?
1220
01:16:16,550 --> 01:16:18,552
Something else
must've happened.
1221
01:16:20,679 --> 01:16:21,722
Did you guys do it?
1222
01:16:21,722 --> 01:16:24,141
No. I told you
nothing happened.
1223
01:16:24,141 --> 01:16:26,852
Yeah, but that doesn't make
any sense. I'm sure that...
1224
01:16:26,852 --> 01:16:28,604
I screwed it up?
1225
01:16:28,604 --> 01:16:29,730
What?
1226
01:16:30,731 --> 01:16:31,690
No.
1227
01:16:33,275 --> 01:16:35,611
You barely even
changed my name.
1228
01:16:40,491 --> 01:16:41,575
You read my fanfic?
1229
01:16:41,575 --> 01:16:43,619
Yes, I read your fanfic!
1230
01:16:43,619 --> 01:16:46,955
You're my best friend.
You didn't think
maybe I'd read it?
1231
01:16:48,791 --> 01:16:50,959
No, I didn't.
1232
01:16:52,461 --> 01:16:54,213
Because I've been writing them
since I was 11,
1233
01:16:54,213 --> 01:16:55,923
and you've never read
a single one.
1234
01:16:55,923 --> 01:16:58,300
What? You never asked.
1235
01:16:58,300 --> 01:17:00,677
I shouldn't have to ask.
1236
01:17:00,677 --> 01:17:03,180
Other people's best friends
would just
1237
01:17:03,180 --> 01:17:05,391
take a little break
from endlessly contemplating
1238
01:17:05,391 --> 01:17:10,104
the inner workings
of their own mind to think
about other people's interests.
1239
01:17:10,104 --> 01:17:11,980
I came up with Ayala
in seventh grade.
1240
01:17:11,980 --> 01:17:15,943
And, yeah, it was a dick move,
1241
01:17:15,943 --> 01:17:18,946
but maybe it was my way
of coping with having
a best friend who's...
1242
01:17:22,700 --> 01:17:26,328
Look, Mychal says that
you're like mustard, right?
1243
01:17:26,328 --> 01:17:31,917
Like, you're awesome
in small quantities,
but a lot of you is a lot.
1244
01:17:33,043 --> 01:17:34,795
Got it.
1245
01:17:34,795 --> 01:17:37,631
I mean, have you ever stopped
to think about
what it's like for me?
1246
01:17:37,631 --> 01:17:40,342
I constantly have your back
and you never have mine.
1247
01:17:40,342 --> 01:17:41,635
You're right.
1248
01:17:41,635 --> 01:17:42,803
All our friendship
has gotten you lately
1249
01:17:42,803 --> 01:17:44,596
is 50 grand and a boyfriend.
1250
01:17:44,596 --> 01:17:47,141
But you won't even come with me
to his art show.
1251
01:17:47,141 --> 01:17:48,600
Other people's
best friends would...
1252
01:17:51,145 --> 01:17:53,188
I mean, I know that you have
mental problems and whatever,
1253
01:17:53,188 --> 01:17:55,315
but they make you
extremely self-centered.
1254
01:17:55,315 --> 01:17:56,859
I am not self-centered!
1255
01:17:56,859 --> 01:17:58,360
What are my parents' names?
1256
01:18:00,904 --> 01:18:02,281
What are their jobs?
1257
01:18:03,657 --> 01:18:04,825
What's my middle name?
1258
01:18:04,825 --> 01:18:06,118
Do I have any pets?
1259
01:18:09,621 --> 01:18:14,460
You're just so
pathologically uncurious
1260
01:18:14,460 --> 01:18:16,420
that you don't even know
what you don't know.
1261
01:18:18,172 --> 01:18:19,882
- You have a cat.
- Yes.
1262
01:18:19,882 --> 01:18:22,176
Congratulations, Aza,
I have a cat.
1263
01:18:22,176 --> 01:18:24,511
I've had her since I was five.
What's her name?
1264
01:18:27,055 --> 01:18:29,016
- I don't know.
- No, you have no clue.
1265
01:18:29,016 --> 01:18:33,395
You have no idea
what it's like for me,
because you never ask.
1266
01:18:33,395 --> 01:18:35,689
I mean, you think
you and your mom
are poor or whatever,
1267
01:18:35,689 --> 01:18:39,651
but you got braces, and a car,
and an iPad, and all that shit.
1268
01:18:39,651 --> 01:18:41,028
Do you think that
it's just normal
1269
01:18:41,028 --> 01:18:42,529
to have a house
with your own room in it?
1270
01:18:42,529 --> 01:18:44,198
And a mom who helps you
with your homework?
1271
01:18:44,198 --> 01:18:47,576
I mean, your privileges
are like oxygen to you, Aza.
1272
01:18:47,576 --> 01:18:51,079
And then you judge me
for buying a car instead of
saving it all for college.
1273
01:18:51,079 --> 01:18:55,209
And I try not to care,
and I try to be
understanding because...
1274
01:18:55,209 --> 01:18:56,585
Stop talking!
1275
01:18:56,585 --> 01:18:59,379
Jesus Christ, you haven't
shut up in ten years!
1276
01:18:59,379 --> 01:19:01,757
I'm sorry if it's hard
hanging out with me,
1277
01:19:01,757 --> 01:19:03,300
but imagine actually being me!
1278
01:19:03,300 --> 01:19:05,385
Imagine being stuck in my head
all the time
1279
01:19:05,385 --> 01:19:07,012
with no break, no way out!
1280
01:19:07,012 --> 01:19:08,388
I'm sorry that...
1281
01:19:08,388 --> 01:19:09,890
And to use Mychal's clever
little analogy.
1282
01:19:09,890 --> 01:19:12,309
Imagine eating
nothing but mustard!
1283
01:19:12,309 --> 01:19:14,311
Being stuck
with mustard all the time!
1284
01:19:14,311 --> 01:19:16,313
Okay, I shouldn't have
said that.
1285
01:19:16,313 --> 01:19:18,148
{\an8}And if you hate me so much
then why don't you
just stop asking me...
1286
01:19:18,148 --> 01:19:19,483
Watch out!
1287
01:19:50,347 --> 01:19:51,557
Are you okay?
1288
01:19:53,016 --> 01:19:53,976
I think so.
1289
01:19:56,812 --> 01:19:57,938
Are you?
1290
01:19:58,689 --> 01:19:59,690
You're hurt.
1291
01:20:01,567 --> 01:20:05,195
Aza, stop.
1292
01:20:05,195 --> 01:20:07,114
- Stay still.
1293
01:20:08,240 --> 01:20:09,074
Aza!
1294
01:20:13,745 --> 01:20:18,125
No, no, no.
1295
01:20:19,585 --> 01:20:20,752
No.
1296
01:20:31,638 --> 01:20:33,932
Hey.
Are you all right?
1297
01:20:33,932 --> 01:20:35,058
It's ruined.
1298
01:20:36,143 --> 01:20:37,644
My dad's car.
1299
01:20:37,644 --> 01:20:39,855
Honey, I've been
doing this for a long time,
1300
01:20:39,855 --> 01:20:42,816
and I can promise, your dad's
not gonna be mad at you.
1301
01:20:49,865 --> 01:20:51,783
I need help!
1302
01:21:06,757 --> 01:21:07,799
Hey, kiddo.
1303
01:21:09,635 --> 01:21:12,596
You're in the hospital,
but everything's gonna be okay.
1304
01:21:14,473 --> 01:21:15,932
I love you so much.
1305
01:21:17,726 --> 01:21:20,812
Mmm, is... Is Daisy okay?
1306
01:21:20,812 --> 01:21:23,190
They gave her some stitches
on her forehead,
1307
01:21:23,190 --> 01:21:24,733
but she's gonna be fine.
1308
01:21:29,071 --> 01:21:31,156
I ruined Harold.
1309
01:21:31,156 --> 01:21:33,367
I know, baby.
1310
01:21:33,367 --> 01:21:35,202
Dad loved that car.
1311
01:21:36,662 --> 01:21:38,038
Dad loved you.
1312
01:21:39,665 --> 01:21:41,500
Am I okay?
1313
01:21:41,500 --> 01:21:43,210
You have a lacerated liver,
1314
01:21:43,210 --> 01:21:45,504
but the internal bleeding
is mild.
1315
01:21:45,504 --> 01:21:47,714
- I'm bleeding inside?
- Just a little.
1316
01:21:49,049 --> 01:21:50,592
The good news
is you don't need surgery.
1317
01:21:50,592 --> 01:21:51,927
- They just wanna monitor you...
1318
01:21:51,927 --> 01:21:53,178
...for a few days.
1319
01:21:53,178 --> 01:21:54,179
What?
1320
01:21:55,180 --> 01:21:57,140
No.
1321
01:21:57,140 --> 01:21:59,601
- No, I can't stay here, Mom.
- Aza.
1322
01:21:59,601 --> 01:22:03,146
Please, please just
do something.
I can't stay here.
1323
01:22:04,523 --> 01:22:06,233
I have to go home.
1324
01:22:06,233 --> 01:22:08,735
I'm gonna get C. diff
if I stay.
1325
01:22:08,735 --> 01:22:10,445
- You don't have C. diff.
- I probably
1326
01:22:10,445 --> 01:22:11,738
already have C. diff.
1327
01:22:11,738 --> 01:22:13,740
No, you don't have C. diff.
1328
01:22:13,740 --> 01:22:16,326
Hospitals are where
people get it, okay?
1329
01:22:16,326 --> 01:22:18,078
I can't stay here, Mom.
1330
01:22:18,078 --> 01:22:20,247
- I can't stay here!
- Aza! Aza!
1331
01:22:20,247 --> 01:22:22,958
- Your liver is bleeding!
We can't go home.
I have...
1332
01:22:22,958 --> 01:22:25,001
But I'll be with you
the whole time.
1333
01:22:25,001 --> 01:22:27,629
- I promise.
- I have to go. I have to go...
1334
01:22:36,388 --> 01:22:39,850
C. diff is
invading your body right now.
1335
01:22:39,850 --> 01:22:42,102
It's all around you.
1336
01:22:42,102 --> 01:22:43,437
You're infected.
1337
01:22:43,437 --> 01:22:45,772
You're full of bacteria
colonizing you.
1338
01:22:45,772 --> 01:22:49,109
It's all colonizing you,
and you can't stop it.
1339
01:22:49,109 --> 01:22:50,777
You can't.
1340
01:22:50,777 --> 01:22:53,196
You can't have a boyfriend.
You can't go to college.
1341
01:22:53,196 --> 01:22:54,531
You can't have a job.
1342
01:22:54,531 --> 01:22:56,575
You can't even control
your own brain.
1343
01:22:56,575 --> 01:22:58,702
You can't.
You can't. You can't.
1344
01:23:10,505 --> 01:23:11,840
You know how to deal with this.
1345
01:23:11,840 --> 01:23:14,009
It's the only way.
It's the only way.
1346
01:23:25,312 --> 01:23:26,813
Come on, kill it.
Kill the infection.
1347
01:23:26,813 --> 01:23:29,149
You have to.
You have to. You have to.
1348
01:23:29,149 --> 01:23:31,777
Please, please think
about something else.
1349
01:23:31,777 --> 01:23:32,694
Mmm!
1350
01:23:32,694 --> 01:23:34,946
I hate being stuck inside you!
1351
01:23:34,946 --> 01:23:37,407
You wanna feel better?
You know how to feel better.
1352
01:23:37,407 --> 01:23:39,034
It'll just make me sick.
1353
01:23:39,034 --> 01:23:40,786
Do you wanna die of C. diff?
1354
01:23:40,786 --> 01:23:45,624
This is not rational.
Your now is not your forever.
1355
01:23:45,624 --> 01:23:48,084
Kill the infection!
Kill it! Kill it now!
1356
01:23:55,425 --> 01:23:56,843
Please, let me go.
1357
01:23:56,843 --> 01:23:58,512
- Please, I'll do anything.
1358
01:23:58,512 --> 01:24:00,013
You can have this body.
I don't want it anymore.
1359
01:24:01,640 --> 01:24:03,558
I am my way, I am not my will.
I am my way, not my will.
1360
01:24:03,558 --> 01:24:05,101
- You'll never be free of this.
1361
01:24:05,101 --> 01:24:07,145
- You're possessed by a demon!
1362
01:24:07,145 --> 01:24:09,147
Do you want to die
of fucking C. diff?
1363
01:24:09,147 --> 01:24:10,607
No! Because you will.
1364
01:24:10,607 --> 01:24:14,194
I will. You will.
1365
01:24:16,112 --> 01:24:18,698
Aza! No, no,
what are you doing?
1366
01:24:18,698 --> 01:24:20,116
No, stop that.
1367
01:24:20,116 --> 01:24:22,619
- Stop it. Aza, stop that!
You're disgusting.
1368
01:24:22,619 --> 01:24:25,539
- You make me sick.
Help. Nurse!
1369
01:24:25,539 --> 01:24:27,666
- Stop it.
- You're not possessed
by a demon.
1370
01:24:33,296 --> 01:24:35,215
You are the demon.
1371
01:24:59,656 --> 01:25:00,949
You want some breakfast?
1372
01:25:02,826 --> 01:25:03,702
Mmm-mmm.
1373
01:25:06,580 --> 01:25:08,164
My stomach hurts.
1374
01:25:12,210 --> 01:25:13,503
They had to pump it.
1375
01:25:20,218 --> 01:25:22,470
You can probably guess
who that's from.
1376
01:25:26,182 --> 01:25:27,601
I called Dr. Singh.
1377
01:25:30,020 --> 01:25:31,271
Please don't be mad at me.
1378
01:25:33,607 --> 01:25:35,984
I just
didn't know what to do.
1379
01:25:35,984 --> 01:25:37,485
I'm not mad.
1380
01:25:41,489 --> 01:25:42,616
Thank you, Mom.
1381
01:25:47,579 --> 01:25:48,663
How are you feeling?
1382
01:25:51,166 --> 01:25:52,417
Well...
1383
01:25:54,210 --> 01:25:55,295
not great.
1384
01:25:57,881 --> 01:26:02,469
I think it would be good
for you to start seeing me
more regularly.
1385
01:26:04,220 --> 01:26:07,307
I don't want you left alone
with your thoughts
for too long.
1386
01:26:10,894 --> 01:26:14,648
- Okay.
- Good.
1387
01:26:14,648 --> 01:26:18,485
I also think we should give
exposure response therapy
another try,
1388
01:26:18,485 --> 01:26:20,820
and... and we can take it slow.
1389
01:26:23,365 --> 01:26:26,701
But, Aza, you have to take
your medication.
1390
01:26:28,536 --> 01:26:30,997
Or we find another medication
that works better for you
1391
01:26:30,997 --> 01:26:33,458
that you are willing to take,
as prescribed.
1392
01:26:33,458 --> 01:26:37,837
- None of them have worked.
- None of them have worked yet.
1393
01:26:43,426 --> 01:26:46,262
♪ We're here because ♪
1394
01:26:46,262 --> 01:26:49,432
♪ We're here because ♪
1395
01:26:49,432 --> 01:26:55,313
♪ We're here because
We're here ♪
1396
01:26:55,313 --> 01:27:01,695
♪ We're here because ♪
1397
01:27:01,695 --> 01:27:08,118
♪ We're here because
We're here ♪
1398
01:27:08,118 --> 01:27:14,249
♪ We're here because ♪
1399
01:27:14,249 --> 01:27:19,963
♪ We're here because
We're here ♪
1400
01:28:28,615 --> 01:28:30,742
- Hi.
- Hi.
1401
01:28:35,205 --> 01:28:38,750
I'm sorry it took so long
for me to reach out.
1402
01:28:40,126 --> 01:28:41,795
It's okay.
1403
01:28:41,795 --> 01:28:44,047
I just... I needed some time.
1404
01:28:47,634 --> 01:28:48,676
I missed you.
1405
01:28:51,346 --> 01:28:53,306
I missed you, too.
1406
01:28:53,306 --> 01:28:54,974
I talked to your mom
a few times.
1407
01:28:56,935 --> 01:28:58,394
And she was
actually really nice
about keeping me updated...
1408
01:29:00,897 --> 01:29:02,982
Maybe you could
kiss him.
1409
01:29:04,526 --> 01:29:06,486
It'll be different.
1410
01:29:06,486 --> 01:29:09,823
- No, no, no. Don't kiss him.
1411
01:29:09,823 --> 01:29:11,991
You'll get sick.
You'll have to go back
to the hospital.
1412
01:29:11,991 --> 01:29:13,827
Then you'll get C. diff.
You'll have to go back
to the hospital.
1413
01:29:13,827 --> 01:29:15,954
- Then you'll get C. diff.
- How are you feeling?
1414
01:29:19,499 --> 01:29:20,959
Are you there?
1415
01:29:23,336 --> 01:29:24,587
Uh, yeah.
1416
01:29:26,589 --> 01:29:28,800
- Sorry.
- I asked how you were feeling.
1417
01:29:29,926 --> 01:29:30,927
Good.
1418
01:29:32,512 --> 01:29:33,596
Generally.
1419
01:29:36,432 --> 01:29:37,308
Uh...
1420
01:29:39,269 --> 01:29:41,980
Not so good right now, though.
1421
01:29:41,980 --> 01:29:45,733
Could you, um, maybe
sit across from me instead?
1422
01:30:03,626 --> 01:30:05,170
I was hoping I'd be better.
1423
01:30:07,297 --> 01:30:11,718
I've been taking my meds
and working with Dr. Singh.
1424
01:30:12,802 --> 01:30:13,678
I thought...
1425
01:30:15,638 --> 01:30:18,391
maybe, uh,
I could even kiss you.
1426
01:30:21,477 --> 01:30:23,313
I think I am better.
1427
01:30:25,815 --> 01:30:27,567
But I guess I'm just not...
1428
01:30:30,361 --> 01:30:31,321
better enough.
1429
01:30:40,330 --> 01:30:41,664
Maybe we could text?
1430
01:30:44,751 --> 01:30:45,877
I just...
1431
01:30:49,547 --> 01:30:51,132
I need to be liked up close.
1432
01:31:03,353 --> 01:31:05,897
Hey, how was Davis?
1433
01:31:07,440 --> 01:31:08,524
Fine.
1434
01:31:09,359 --> 01:31:10,318
Come here.
1435
01:31:12,278 --> 01:31:18,785
You know, when you first
started having thought spirals,
I was so confused.
1436
01:31:18,785 --> 01:31:20,662
You'd been
such a happy little girl,
1437
01:31:20,662 --> 01:31:23,706
and, suddenly, you were
so scared of everything.
1438
01:31:23,706 --> 01:31:26,084
And I... I couldn't
make you feel better.
1439
01:31:27,252 --> 01:31:30,213
But your dad got me through it.
1440
01:31:30,213 --> 01:31:34,133
This sounds crazy,
but he'd make me stare
at my reflection in the mirror
1441
01:31:34,133 --> 01:31:37,762
and tell myself all the things
I did right that day, out loud.
1442
01:31:39,138 --> 01:31:40,515
And it worked.
1443
01:31:40,515 --> 01:31:42,392
For those few minutes
before bed,
1444
01:31:44,769 --> 01:31:46,854
I actually felt okay.
1445
01:31:47,772 --> 01:31:50,942
He was the one person
1446
01:31:52,235 --> 01:31:54,404
that made me feel good
at being your mom.
1447
01:31:56,406 --> 01:31:58,408
And now, he's gone,
1448
01:31:58,408 --> 01:32:00,326
and I can't calm myself down.
1449
01:32:00,326 --> 01:32:02,579
So, I just go about my day,
1450
01:32:02,579 --> 01:32:04,956
terrified that something bad's
gonna happen.
1451
01:32:06,207 --> 01:32:08,543
Terrified that I'm failing you.
1452
01:32:11,421 --> 01:32:12,297
But you're not.
1453
01:32:13,047 --> 01:32:14,507
Okay.
1454
01:32:14,507 --> 01:32:16,426
I can do it if you want.
1455
01:32:17,719 --> 01:32:19,178
The mirror thing.
1456
01:32:21,264 --> 01:32:22,724
We can do that together.
1457
01:32:23,599 --> 01:32:25,310
No, that's okay.
1458
01:32:25,310 --> 01:32:27,103
Oh, thank God.
1459
01:32:27,103 --> 01:32:29,689
Us doing that
sounded really weird.
1460
01:32:32,942 --> 01:32:35,111
Aza, when the garage is redone,
1461
01:32:37,030 --> 01:32:40,450
we'll rent it out
to help pay for your tuition.
1462
01:32:40,450 --> 01:32:43,995
- Really?
- You will go to college
wherever you want.
1463
01:32:45,747 --> 01:32:46,873
You know why?
1464
01:32:47,790 --> 01:32:50,126
Because you never give up.
1465
01:32:50,126 --> 01:32:51,878
That's one of the things
I love about you.
1466
01:32:51,878 --> 01:32:55,548
No matter how scared you are,
you never stop trying.
1467
01:33:00,553 --> 01:33:01,387
Um...
1468
01:33:02,722 --> 01:33:05,016
Mom, I need to borrow your car.
1469
01:33:06,976 --> 01:33:11,356
Davis said
he needs to be liked up close,
and I can't do that right now,
1470
01:33:11,356 --> 01:33:13,066
but I'm gonna like
my best friend up close,
1471
01:33:13,066 --> 01:33:15,360
even if it kills me.
1472
01:33:17,487 --> 01:33:20,365
Hey, while we're telling
each other things,
1473
01:33:20,365 --> 01:33:23,910
when Davis and I first started
hanging out,
he gave me $50,000.
1474
01:33:23,910 --> 01:33:25,578
It either goes to me
or a tuatara,
1475
01:33:25,578 --> 01:33:27,622
so I'm putting it
towards Northwestern, okay?
1476
01:33:27,622 --> 01:33:28,915
Great. Bye.
1477
01:33:29,499 --> 01:33:30,333
Wha...
1478
01:33:57,402 --> 01:33:59,570
You need
to be here for Daisy.
1479
01:33:59,570 --> 01:34:02,240
You need to be here.
You need to be here.
You need to be here.
1480
01:34:35,064 --> 01:34:36,899
- Hey, Aza.
- Hi.
1481
01:34:36,899 --> 01:34:39,861
Uh, I guess I assumed
you weren't coming.
1482
01:34:40,945 --> 01:34:42,405
Oh, and I...
1483
01:34:42,405 --> 01:34:44,740
And I'm so sorry
about the accident
and your liver.
1484
01:34:44,740 --> 01:34:45,992
Oh, I'm fine.
1485
01:34:48,494 --> 01:34:50,329
This is awesome.
1486
01:34:50,329 --> 01:34:54,041
I mean, I don't understand art,
but even I can tell
that it's awesome.
1487
01:34:55,376 --> 01:34:58,754
I don't know about that,
but thank you. Really.
1488
01:34:58,754 --> 01:35:01,924
- For coming.
- I wanna be
a supportive friend.
1489
01:35:03,384 --> 01:35:05,553
It's this new thing I'm trying.
1490
01:35:30,328 --> 01:35:31,537
How's the liver?
1491
01:35:32,747 --> 01:35:34,290
De-lacerated.
1492
01:35:35,750 --> 01:35:37,502
How are you?
1493
01:35:38,461 --> 01:35:40,838
Oh, I got off easy.
1494
01:35:40,838 --> 01:35:44,258
Although, you'd never know it
by how Mychal
is acting.
1495
01:35:44,258 --> 01:35:50,014
He named all six of my stitches
and wrote them each
individual love poems.
1496
01:35:53,309 --> 01:35:55,937
I'm really sorry, Daisy.
1497
01:35:55,937 --> 01:36:01,442
You deserve the most amazing,
supportive, attentive friend
in the world.
1498
01:36:01,442 --> 01:36:03,903
Not one who almost killed you
in a car crash.
1499
01:36:04,820 --> 01:36:06,364
Jesus, Holmsey.
1500
01:36:08,032 --> 01:36:10,201
You can sure hold a grudge
against yourself.
1501
01:36:12,203 --> 01:36:16,541
If you can't tell,
I've already forgiven you.
1502
01:36:18,501 --> 01:36:21,754
And I'm sorry about Ayala.
1503
01:36:21,754 --> 01:36:23,756
You don't have to be.
1504
01:36:23,756 --> 01:36:24,840
Yeah.
1505
01:36:26,342 --> 01:36:27,301
I do.
1506
01:36:29,679 --> 01:36:35,768
Yes, you can be exhausting,
but you are not like mustard.
1507
01:36:35,768 --> 01:36:39,397
You're the most
fascinating person
I've ever known.
1508
01:36:42,108 --> 01:36:45,319
I love you.
1509
01:36:45,319 --> 01:36:48,948
- I want to be buried
next to you.
1510
01:36:48,948 --> 01:36:50,658
We'll have a shared tombstone.
1511
01:36:50,658 --> 01:36:55,621
It'll read, "Holmsey and Daisy.
They did everything together.
1512
01:36:57,373 --> 01:36:59,500
- Except the nasty."
1513
01:37:02,378 --> 01:37:03,337
Mmm.
1514
01:37:07,425 --> 01:37:11,220
I'm not like mustard,
but maybe
I'm like Indianapolis.
1515
01:37:12,638 --> 01:37:14,473
{\an8}They had this shit river,
1516
01:37:14,473 --> 01:37:17,435
but they worked
with what they had.
1517
01:37:17,435 --> 01:37:19,562
And they managed to build
an okay city around it.
1518
01:37:21,105 --> 01:37:23,774
Not a great city, but not bad.
1519
01:37:24,483 --> 01:37:26,902
A B-minus.
1520
01:37:26,902 --> 01:37:31,490
Well, I think
you're at least a B-plus.
You and this city.
1521
01:37:32,617 --> 01:37:34,035
This skyline.
1522
01:37:35,786 --> 01:37:36,996
These tunnels.
1523
01:37:38,289 --> 01:37:39,290
This bridge.
1524
01:37:40,916 --> 01:37:42,918
This sewage.
1525
01:37:44,128 --> 01:37:50,259
This tire,
this cinder block, this...
1526
01:37:50,259 --> 01:37:53,262
- I don't know, what are those?
- Wait, Daisy.
1527
01:37:53,262 --> 01:37:55,306
- Go back, go back, go back!
- What?
1528
01:37:56,182 --> 01:37:57,224
Isn't that...
1529
01:38:25,044 --> 01:38:26,170
Pogue's Run.
1530
01:38:28,589 --> 01:38:30,883
Daisy, the spot where
a river ends,
1531
01:38:30,883 --> 01:38:32,802
- isn't it called...
- A mouth?
1532
01:38:36,806 --> 01:38:38,599
This is The Joggers Mouth.
1533
01:38:39,433 --> 01:38:41,644
What?
1534
01:38:41,644 --> 01:38:44,563
It was something Pickett
scribbled down
right before escaping.
1535
01:38:50,528 --> 01:38:51,570
What's that?
1536
01:38:53,781 --> 01:38:57,076
A note to Davis and Noah.
1537
01:38:59,995 --> 01:39:01,455
The worst kind of note.
1538
01:39:07,837 --> 01:39:09,213
Do you think he jumped?
1539
01:39:13,259 --> 01:39:14,719
Should we call the cops?
1540
01:39:17,096 --> 01:39:20,015
I don't want him to find out
from some random detective.
1541
01:40:39,345 --> 01:40:41,806
So, how do I look?
1542
01:40:43,182 --> 01:40:45,351
Um, like you're
trying to get lucky.
1543
01:40:45,351 --> 01:40:49,146
- What? Is it too much?
Should I change?
- Mom, no. You look amazing.
1544
01:40:49,146 --> 01:40:50,648
And by "amazing" she means hot.
1545
01:40:52,775 --> 01:40:54,693
Ooh! Get it!
1546
01:40:54,693 --> 01:40:57,947
Uh, tell Evan if he doesn't
get you home by 11:00,
you're in big trouble.
1547
01:40:58,781 --> 01:40:59,740
Big trouble.
1548
01:41:03,160 --> 01:41:05,496
Well, you are far too young
to be my date.
1549
01:41:06,497 --> 01:41:07,873
Hi, Mrs. Holmes.
1550
01:41:08,874 --> 01:41:10,042
Is Aza here?
1551
01:41:22,054 --> 01:41:23,013
Davis.
1552
01:41:26,642 --> 01:41:28,352
I stole it
from a lizard for you.
1553
01:41:33,983 --> 01:41:35,025
Thank you.
1554
01:41:37,611 --> 01:41:39,113
Aza, Noah and I are moving.
1555
01:41:42,533 --> 01:41:43,659
Where?
1556
01:41:44,618 --> 01:41:45,828
Colorado.
1557
01:41:47,329 --> 01:41:49,498
Noah got into a special school
out there.
1558
01:41:51,750 --> 01:41:54,920
We just need a fresh start
1559
01:41:56,380 --> 01:41:57,381
after everything.
1560
01:41:59,842 --> 01:42:01,176
When are you leaving?
1561
01:42:04,179 --> 01:42:05,306
Tomorrow.
1562
01:42:18,235 --> 01:42:19,486
You're a good brother.
1563
01:42:27,286 --> 01:42:29,204
It's a funny phrase, isn't it?
1564
01:42:32,541 --> 01:42:33,584
"In love."
1565
01:42:36,795 --> 01:42:39,340
You don't get to be
in anything else.
1566
01:42:42,760 --> 01:42:46,639
In friendship, or in hope.
1567
01:42:50,225 --> 01:42:52,019
All you can be in, is love.
1568
01:43:14,333 --> 01:43:16,585
I think if I don't
go now, I'll never leave.
1569
01:43:23,050 --> 01:43:24,051
Okay.
1570
01:43:31,517 --> 01:43:32,643
Goodbye, Aza.
1571
01:43:58,627 --> 01:43:59,878
Maybe he'll be back.
1572
01:44:08,804 --> 01:44:09,847
Yeah.
1573
01:44:12,975 --> 01:44:14,018
Maybe.
1574
01:44:17,771 --> 01:44:21,400
"No one ever says goodbye
unless they wanna
see you again."
1575
01:44:30,951 --> 01:44:32,077
Daisy?
1576
01:44:33,454 --> 01:44:34,455
Yeah.
1577
01:44:36,123 --> 01:44:39,334
Do you think I'll ever be able
to actually be with someone?
1578
01:44:42,421 --> 01:44:43,422
Yes.
1579
01:44:45,174 --> 01:44:46,675
I think you will.
1580
01:44:49,511 --> 01:44:53,182
I think you, Aza Holmes,
1581
01:44:54,516 --> 01:44:56,602
will have a very full life.
1582
01:45:00,355 --> 01:45:04,985
I think you'll go to college
and study whatever you want.
1583
01:45:06,653 --> 01:45:07,821
And you'll have a career.
1584
01:45:10,866 --> 01:45:12,367
One that you're proud of.
1585
01:45:16,622 --> 01:45:18,749
And I think
you will be with someone.
1586
01:45:20,709 --> 01:45:21,877
Someone great.
1587
01:45:26,006 --> 01:45:27,925
I think you, Holmsey,
1588
01:45:27,925 --> 01:45:30,094
will have
an incredible love story.
1589
01:45:38,936 --> 01:45:42,314
I even think you'll have
a family of your own one day.
1590
01:45:50,072 --> 01:45:52,741
You're gonna make
a whole damn life for yourself.
1591
01:45:53,617 --> 01:45:54,660
I know it.
1592
01:45:57,162 --> 01:45:58,455
But I don't want to lie to you.
1593
01:45:59,581 --> 01:46:02,042
I think
it'll be hard sometimes.
1594
01:46:04,920 --> 01:46:08,507
I think, sometimes,
you'll see that life unbuilt.
1595
01:46:21,895 --> 01:46:24,022
But you'll always rebuild it.
1596
01:46:26,316 --> 01:46:28,110
And you will never be alone.
1597
01:46:30,445 --> 01:46:31,864
I promise.
1598
01:46:33,615 --> 01:46:37,786
Because you will always love
and be loved.
1599
01:46:40,581 --> 01:46:43,083
And love is both
1600
01:46:43,083 --> 01:46:45,919
how you become a person
and why.
1601
01:46:49,214 --> 01:46:51,258
Love, Holmsey,
1602
01:46:53,260 --> 01:46:55,554
is how you become real.
1603
01:47:27,336 --> 01:47:29,379
♪ Never in or out ♪
1604
01:47:29,379 --> 01:47:32,174
♪ Indecisive ♪
1605
01:47:32,174 --> 01:47:35,636
♪ Never did I think
I'd be doing this alone ♪
1606
01:47:36,845 --> 01:47:39,431
♪ Now we're upside down ♪
1607
01:47:39,431 --> 01:47:41,767
♪ Blinded ♪
1608
01:47:41,767 --> 01:47:45,562
♪ I'll admit defeat
I can barely sleep at all ♪
1609
01:47:45,562 --> 01:47:50,776
♪ I'd walk on water
If I could ♪
1610
01:47:50,776 --> 01:47:55,113
♪ To be loved
To be understood ♪
1611
01:47:55,113 --> 01:47:59,660
♪ What's it worth
Was it for the good? ♪
1612
01:47:59,660 --> 01:48:02,329
♪ For the good ♪
1613
01:48:04,039 --> 01:48:08,585
♪ I'm not perfect
But I'm trying ♪
1614
01:48:08,585 --> 01:48:13,048
♪ Pick my moment
Then I'll dive in ♪
1615
01:48:13,048 --> 01:48:15,759
♪ I've had my fair share
Of mistakes ♪
1616
01:48:15,759 --> 01:48:18,428
♪ So for now
It's far too late ♪
1617
01:48:18,428 --> 01:48:24,226
♪ I'll wait until
The tide's in ♪
1618
01:48:24,226 --> 01:48:29,314
♪ If it's all about
The timing ♪
1619
01:48:29,314 --> 01:48:33,735
♪ I don't feel enough
What's the need
To rush for now? ♪
1620
01:48:33,735 --> 01:48:38,824
♪ I see clouds
Without a silver lining ♪
1621
01:48:38,824 --> 01:48:42,703
♪ When I hesitate
Nothing ever lets me down ♪
1622
01:48:42,703 --> 01:48:47,874
♪ I'd walk on water
If I could ♪
1623
01:48:47,874 --> 01:48:52,170
♪ To be loved
To be understood ♪
1624
01:48:52,170 --> 01:48:56,800
♪ What's it worth
Was it for the good? ♪
1625
01:48:56,800 --> 01:49:00,887
♪ For the good ♪
1626
01:49:00,887 --> 01:49:04,266
♪ I'm not perfect
But I'm trying ♪
1627
01:49:05,767 --> 01:49:10,063
♪ Pick my moment
Then I'll dive in ♪
1628
01:49:10,063 --> 01:49:12,899
♪ I've had my fair share
Of mistakes ♪
1629
01:49:12,899 --> 01:49:15,610
♪ So for now
It's far too late ♪
1630
01:49:15,610 --> 01:49:21,366
♪ I'll wait until
The tide's in ♪
1631
01:49:21,366 --> 01:49:26,204
♪ Ooh-ooh ♪
1632
01:49:28,415 --> 01:49:33,628
♪ I'll wait until
The tide's in ♪
1633
01:49:33,628 --> 01:49:36,381
♪ Ooh-ooh ♪
1634
01:49:36,381 --> 01:49:39,634
♪ Dive in ♪
1635
01:49:46,892 --> 01:49:48,310
♪ Water ♪
1636
01:49:49,353 --> 01:49:51,396
♪ Dive in ♪
1637
01:49:51,396 --> 01:49:55,233
♪ Even when times
Get difficult ♪
1638
01:49:56,401 --> 01:49:57,778
♪ Water ♪
1639
01:49:58,820 --> 01:50:00,155
♪ Dive in ♪
1640
01:50:01,198 --> 01:50:02,824
♪ Even when times ♪
1641
01:50:02,824 --> 01:50:06,119
♪ I'm not perfect
But I'm trying ♪
1642
01:50:07,662 --> 01:50:12,000
♪ Pick my moment
Then I'll dive in ♪
1643
01:50:12,000 --> 01:50:14,669
♪ I've had my fair share
Of mistakes ♪
1644
01:50:14,669 --> 01:50:17,255
♪ So for now
It's far too late ♪
1645
01:50:17,255 --> 01:50:22,803
♪ I'll wait until
The tide's in ♪
1646
01:50:22,803 --> 01:50:26,973
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
1647
01:50:26,973 --> 01:50:29,267
♪ I'll wait until ♪
1648
01:50:29,267 --> 01:50:34,481
♪ I'll wait until
The tide goes in ♪
1649
01:50:34,481 --> 01:50:35,732
♪ Water ♪
1650
01:50:36,817 --> 01:50:37,651
♪ Dive in ♪
1651
01:50:37,651 --> 01:50:40,237
♪ Oh, dive in ♪
1652
01:50:43,949 --> 01:50:45,367
♪ Water ♪
1653
01:50:46,368 --> 01:50:47,911
♪ Dive in ♪
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