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♪♪
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>> Zoe: Tell me whats going on
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now.
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>> Flo: Okay.
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Well, a possibly unstable woman
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keeps breaking into my
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apartment, and this time, she
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asked me to strip down to my
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underwear, which is absolu--
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>> Zoe: This is my fathers
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place, so I have every right
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to be here.
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And why wont you answer me?
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Whats going on, and how is
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Steffys baby involved?
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>> Flo: I already told you.
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I had a baby, and I gave her up
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for adoption.
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>> Zoe: You dont even know the
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name of your doctor or the
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birth date of your baby,
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and you look like that.
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So whats really going on,
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and what does it
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have to do with my father?
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>> Liam: Do you want me
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to turn these back on?
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>> Steffy: No, no. Its fine.
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>> Liam: Okay.
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Cause I kind of felt like we
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were intruding.
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>> Steffy: You think you should
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be in there with her?
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>> Liam: I-I dont think so.
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This could be good for her.
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You know, time alone with a
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newborn.
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Time that -- that she didnt
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get to have with Beth.
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Nothing is gonna replace
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the child we lost.
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And spending time with Phoebe
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may not erase the pain, but
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it could soothe it.
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Maybe... Maybe thats
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what Hope needs right now.
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>> Hope: Thats all right.
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[ Shushing ]
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You should try to go to sleep
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now, though, okay?
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Although I dont really want to
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put you back in your crib.
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Are you comfortable here
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in my arms?
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Huh?
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You know, your mommy is so
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lucky.
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So lucky.
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♪♪
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>> Sally: Feels good.
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>> Wyatt: Hmm?
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>> Sally: Wrapped in your
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arms like this.
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>> Wyatt: Uh, it feels good,
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but you -- you kind of sound
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depressed.
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>> Sally: Do I?
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>> Wyatt: Mm-hmm.
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>> Sally: [ Sighs ]
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I guess I just feel guilty.
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>> Wyatt: Why?
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>> Sally: Being happy
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knowing what Hope and
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Liam are going through.
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>> Steffy: Is it healthy,
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though?
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When you talk about Hope
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bonding with Phoebe?
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>> Liam: I get how
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that came off.
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I didnt mean anything weird.
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Like, obviously Hope knows
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shes your baby.
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>> Steffy: Its just...
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Hopes mind knows that Beth is
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gone, but her body doesnt.
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>> Liam: Yeah.
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These hormones are raging
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through her...
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as shes holding my daughter.
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[ Door opens ]
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>> Steffy: Hey.
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How is she?
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>> Hope: Heh...
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She fell right back asleep
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in my arms.
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She was so peaceful.
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Its just like how I imagined
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it would be with --
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with Beth.
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[ Sighs ]
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Heh.
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Honestly, I-I --
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I was kind of shocked
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when I heard you adopted.
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I didnt know how you could
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handle having another baby in
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the home with Kelly still so
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young, but, oh, my gosh,
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I get it now.
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I mean, holding her, spending
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time with her, breathing her in,
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I would have done
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the exact same thing.
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I would have done almost
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anything to make that baby girl
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my own.
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>> Flo: Do I need to do a little
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twirl for you or can I go back
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into the bedroom and get changed
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into some real clothes?
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>> Zoe: I suppose I was
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a bit rude.
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>> Flo: A little bit.
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>> Zoe: I apologize, okay?
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I didnt mean to embarrass you.
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But I just need to figure out
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whats going on.
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>> Flo: Okay, well, let me give
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you a little bit of help here.
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I exercise a lot.
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Couple that with great genetics,
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and, voilà, my body just really
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bounced right back.
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Its really not that hard
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to understand.
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>> Zoe: So, you just gave birth,
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and then beelined right for my
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father?
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Yeah, that makes me wonder...
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>> Flo: Wonder what?
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>> Zoe: Youre still living in
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his apartment.
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>> Flo: Yeah.
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>> Zoe: Even though hes gone
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back to London.
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>> Flo: What are you
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getting at?
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>> Zoe: Well, I dont know,
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because I havent seen Steffys
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baby yet, so I dont know what
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she looks like --
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>> Flo: No, no. Zoe --
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[ Sighs ] Your dad is --
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is not the father of the baby,
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if thats what youre asking.
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>> Zoe: Then why is he involved?
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What has he done?
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>> Wyatt: Idea.
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>> Sally: What?
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>> Wyatt: Sketch.
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>> Sally: Sketch?
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>> Wyatt: Yeah.
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to get your mind off of Hope and
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Beth and just all the sadness.
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>> Sally: Okay.
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Well, what am I sketching?
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>> Wyatt: Athletic wear.
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Huh? Right?
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This. You know what Im saying?
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>> Sally: Ooh, okay.
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Well, yes. Muscles.
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>> Wyatt: Get some
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of those in there.
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>> Sally: Oh, yes. Pump it.
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>> Wyatt: I think I pulled
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something.
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Im okay, though.
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Every great designer needs a
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muse.
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>> Sally: Well, you
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definitely are mine.
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>> Wyatt: Yeah?
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>> Sally: Mm-hmm.
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And thank you.
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Thank you for saying that.
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>> Wyatt: What?
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>> Sally: That I am a great
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designer.
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>> Wyatt: Well, you are.
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>> Sally: And thank you for
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this.
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For keeping me focused.
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On my dreams and
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my passion.
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>> Wyatt: Well, it is kind of
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selfish in a way.
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Cause when youre focused on
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your passion, I mean,
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I typically benefit.
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[ Monitor crackles ]
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>> Liam: We, um,
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started to feel like we were
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eavesdropping, so...
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>> Hope: Please tell me
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you turned it off before I
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started singing.
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>> Liam: [ Laughs ]
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>> Steffy: You have a beautiful
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voice.
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>> Hope: Well, Phoebe didnt
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seem to mind.
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It was almost magical, you know?
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Sitting there, holding her,
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rocking her to sleep.
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>> Liam: I was, um...
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I was pretty worried that it
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would be...too much for you.
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>> Hope: You know, I was, too.
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I was terrified, actually,
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that the grief might get in the
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way, and I might not be able to
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comfort her, but I was wrong.
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It was almost instinctual.
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I knew exactly how to hold her,
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and -- and how to soothe her.
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You know, I didnt know if I
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could connect with a baby, but
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it feels like that with her.
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I -- its something about her,
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you know?
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I just -- I want to open up.
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I want to talk. I --
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>> Liam: We heard you
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telling her about --
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about Beth.
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>> Hope: Phoebes a good
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listener.
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>> Liam: Youre okay, though,
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right?
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I mean, youre really okay?
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You dont have to pretend that
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that was easy.
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>> Hope: But it was.
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Thats what Im saying.
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All that pain that I thought
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would be there, it wasnt.
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It was...
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I felt happy.
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So, you know,
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being able to just pretend
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for a second, I just --
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I needed that.
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So thank you for allowing me the
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time to hold her and --
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and to, just for a minute,
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be able to close my eyes and
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pretend like I was holding Beth
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and rocking her to sleep.
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>> Flo: Reese is a good friend.
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He was heading back to London.
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He knew I needed a place to
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stay, so he offered it.
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>> Zoe: Theres more to it.
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Theres got to be.
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>> Flo: He helped
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me out a little bit.
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>> Zoe: How?
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Please, Flo. Im concerned.
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Okay? I dont know what youve
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dragged my father into, but --
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>> Flo: Just the opposite,
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actually.
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>> Zoe: Excuse me?
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>> Flo: Dont worry
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about your dad, okay?
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Its -- its all --
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Its all done.
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>> Zoe: Whats done?
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The adoption, you mean?
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[ Stammers ]
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What does he have to do
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with that?
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>> Flo: He arranged it.
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>> Zoe: What?
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>> Flo: He introduced me
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to Steffy and her mother
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and arranged it.
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>> Zoe: Youre serious.
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>> Flo: Yeah.
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Hes responsible for this?
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And Steffys able to adopt a
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baby because of my father?
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>> Wyatt: So...
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Have I been...
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[Exhales] immensely inspiring?
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>> Sally: Yes. Mm-hmm. Yeah.
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If there actually were an
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athletic line.
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>> Wyatt: Come on. Itll happen.
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>> Sally: Right.
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>> Wyatt: You can do anything.
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I-Im pretty sure of that.
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>> Sally: You believe in this
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that much?
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>> Wyatt: I believe in you.
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>> Hope: I-I dont
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know if you overheard this or
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not, but I called myself
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Auntie Hope, and I remember you
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saying that when you introduced
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me, and is that okay?
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>> Steffy: Of course thats
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okay.
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>> Hope: Cause, I mean, thats
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what I want to be to her,
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especially now that I lost
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the chance at being a mother.
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>> Steffy: Hey, we said wed
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come together for the sake of
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our children.
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That doesnt have to change.
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I want Phoebe to have smart,
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strong women to look up to,
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to call family.
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Auntie Hope is definitely
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one of those women.
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>> Hope: Thanks.
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>> Steffy: You say you -- you
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lost your chance to be a mother,
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but...
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Hope, thats not true.
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>> Hope: No, I-I --
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I couldnt even imagine --
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I-I cant go through that again.
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>> Liam: Hey. Well --
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Listen. Hey.
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Thankfully, we dont have to
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decide that any time soon.
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>> Hope: I couldnt put myself
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in that position, to -- to go
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through that kind of loss again.
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I, um...
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But none of that matters,
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because we have these girls,
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and they can fill up our hearts,
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and thats enough.
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I mean, theyre enough.
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And they have to be. And...
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You know, this adoption
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changes things.
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You brought this beautiful,
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amazing girl into our lives,
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and...
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Yeah, you know, I have some
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emptiness inside that Im not
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sure I will ever...
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really be able to get over.
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But theres her.
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And theres Kelly.
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Getting to watch them grow up,
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and to help in any way I can,
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I mean, that -- that brings me
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so much comfort, knowing that I
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can be a part of their lives.
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You know, as a stepmother or
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Auntie Hope or whatever they
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want to call me.
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You know, I may not
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have been meant to have children
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of my own in this life,
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but I do know that I was meant
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to have them in my life
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to nurture and support and care
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for, and thanks to you, Steffy,
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I can have that.
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>> Zoe: Im just trying to
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understand how this is even
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possible.
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My dad, arranging an adoption?
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Because hes a doctor, not a --
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>> Flo: Why does this
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bother you so much?
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>> Zoe: My dad isnt typically
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the type to do things out of the
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goodness of his heart.
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So whats in it for him?
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>> Flo: Nothing.
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>> Zoe: Right.
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So he just matched a baby
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to a home out of pure kindness?
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>> Flo: Zoe, I dont know what
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his motivations were,
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but Im glad that he did it.
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Cause that baby has an amazing
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family now, and shes gonna have
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a better life than I could have
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ever have given her.
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>> Zoe: And you guys didnt need
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an agency to do this?
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>> Flo: No, not with a
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private adoption.
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>> Zoe: So its really just that
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easy to sign over your baby?
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>> Flo: No, of -- of cour--
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There was paperwork, of course,
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and lawyers and everything.
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Are we done now
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with all the questions?
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>> Zoe: No. I-I have a lot more.
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But Ill be taking them
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directly to Steffy.
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Thank you.
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>> Flo: No, you -- you cant.
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>> Zoe: Cant what?
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>> Flo: Talk to Steffy.
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>> Zoe: And why not?
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>> Flo: Be-because I-I told you
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everything that you need
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to know already.
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Just leave it alone.
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>> Zoe: All that I
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"need" to know?
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So theres more?
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What arent you telling me?
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>> Zoe: Why cant I go to
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Steffy?
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>> Flo: [ Sighs ] Okay.
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There is something
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I didnt tell you.
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>> Zoe: What?
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>> Flo: The whole thing was done
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kind of on the down-low.
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>> Zoe: The adoption?
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>> Flo: Well, your -- your dads
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involvement in it.
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We, uh -- Were --
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Were keeping it quiet.
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>> Zoe: Whos "we"?
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>> Flo: Your dad, me, and
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Steffys mom.
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Were the only ones who know.
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>> Zoe: Steffy doesnt?
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>> Flo: No.
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>> Zoe: Why keep that a secret?
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>> Flo: Well, I dont know.
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Your -- your dad didnt want his
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name involved in the whole
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adoption process, and
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we agreed to keep it a secret.
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And he said that the main reason
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was you, actually.
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>> Zoe: Me?
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>> Flo: Yeah.
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I mean, from what Ive heard,
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Steffy Forrester is your boss,
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right?
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>> Zoe: Yeah.
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>> Flo: I guess he didnt want
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to put you in an uncomfortable
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position, and Dr. Hayes agreed.
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>> Zoe: So thats why hes been
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being so secretive lately?
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>> Flo: I guess.
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Look, Zoe, what --
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what your dad did, it was --
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it was good.
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Im -- Im happy.
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Steffys happy.
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And that little baby will
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never know the difference.
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>> Zoe: No regrets?
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>> Flo: Everybody benefits.
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What could I possibly regret?
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>> Liam: Hey, Hope.
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I think its --
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its a really positive thing
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that youre able to bond with
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Phoebe like you are.
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I-I do. Uh...
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I dont think you should assume
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that you were never meant to
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have children of your own.
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And I-I -- I get what
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youre doing.
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Youre protecting yourself
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from more pain.
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I totally understand that.
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But...
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But, hey, you dont know
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what the future holds.
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>> Hope: Well, I know I wont be
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missing Beth any less.
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And I know the thought of having
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a child feels like a betrayal to
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her memory.
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But for some reason,
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when I spend time with Phoebe,
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I dont feel that.
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And, you know, maybe its
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because it isnt mine.
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You know, I can hold her and
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comfort her and sing to her and
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rock her to sleep, and then
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give her back to you.
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Knowing that its your job
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and your responsibility to look
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after her life, because I dont
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want that responsibility ever
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again.
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Ive already failed twice.
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>> Liam: Failed?
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You havent failed anything.
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You got to stop thinking
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about it that way.
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>> Hope: I lost two babies.
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Two children that didnt even
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take a breath.
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Yes, Liam. I failed.
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And setting myself up
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to be put in that position
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where I have to constantly fear
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that failure again, I cant.
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I cant do it.
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It would push me over the edge.
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I mean, theres already this
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darkness thats all around me
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all the time -- inside of me,
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when I close my eyes.
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>> Liam: Whoa, whoa. Hey.
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Whoa. What? What --
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What are you saying right now?
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>> Hope: I get why youd be
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worried.
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But Im telling you not to be.
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Because theres something
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pushing that darkness away,
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and thats Phoebe.
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You know, getting to spend time
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with her and hold her, its
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almost like I get a glimpse of
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what life with Beth would have
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been like.
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And maybe she can help bring me
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that closure, if --
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if thats even possible.
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>> Steffy: Hope, it --
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it takes time.
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It takes lots of time.
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I wasnt as far along
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when I lost my first child,
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so of course I cant know,
553
00:15:56,255 --> 00:15:59,058
but...
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I do know what its like to lose
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00:16:00,392 --> 00:16:04,396
part of yourself.
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Phoebe and I, we, uh...
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We grew at the same time,
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you know, in the same womb.
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We lived parallel lives.
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So I know exactly what you mean
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00:16:17,943 --> 00:16:19,345
when you say closure isnt
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possible.
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00:16:21,814 --> 00:16:24,683
That darkness...
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Yeah, it -- it doesnt go away.
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00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:30,322
But, uh...
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00:16:30,356 --> 00:16:32,024
time somehow lets you
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see through it.
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00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:38,230
>> Hope: Did you still...
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feel your sister,
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00:16:39,565 --> 00:16:41,734
even after her death?
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Because I do.
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You know, I feel Beth.
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I hear her.
574
00:16:44,403 --> 00:16:46,538
And I dont mean like her voice
575
00:16:46,572 --> 00:16:49,041
or her crying, I just mean this
576
00:16:49,074 --> 00:16:51,410
feeling that keeps pulling at
577
00:16:51,443 --> 00:16:54,279
me, this...emptiness,
578
00:16:54,313 --> 00:16:56,148
like somethings missing
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00:16:56,181 --> 00:16:58,650
or incomplete, and I...
580
00:17:02,020 --> 00:17:03,088
Im sorry. Im sorry.
581
00:17:03,122 --> 00:17:04,356
I dont mean to lay this
582
00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:05,290
on either of you.
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00:17:05,324 --> 00:17:05,924
Im sorry.
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00:17:05,958 --> 00:17:07,126
>> Liam: You get to say
585
00:17:07,159 --> 00:17:08,360
anything you want to me.
586
00:17:08,394 --> 00:17:09,528
>> Steffy: To me, too.
587
00:17:09,561 --> 00:17:14,032
Were both here for you.
588
00:17:14,066 --> 00:17:16,535
Im just worried that this might
589
00:17:16,568 --> 00:17:18,937
not be as helpful as you think.
590
00:17:18,971 --> 00:17:21,040
Spending time with Phoebe,
591
00:17:21,073 --> 00:17:22,941
it might make it harder
592
00:17:22,975 --> 00:17:24,343
for you to heal.
593
00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:25,744
>> Hope: No, no, no, no.
594
00:17:25,778 --> 00:17:27,713
Cause, see, thats the thing.
595
00:17:27,746 --> 00:17:28,947
I wasnt healing.
596
00:17:28,981 --> 00:17:31,283
I wasnt healing at all.
597
00:17:31,316 --> 00:17:33,218
But then, getting to hold your
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00:17:33,252 --> 00:17:36,255
little daughter, and to
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00:17:36,288 --> 00:17:38,757
look in her eyes and feel her
600
00:17:38,791 --> 00:17:41,293
fingers on mine, I --
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00:17:41,326 --> 00:17:43,829
It makes me feel like --
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00:17:43,862 --> 00:17:45,464
Like Im gonna be okay.
603
00:17:45,497 --> 00:17:47,499
Like things are gonna be okay.
604
00:17:47,533 --> 00:17:50,069
And that --
605
00:17:50,102 --> 00:17:51,904
So, you know, I really, um...
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00:17:51,937 --> 00:17:53,906
I really appreciate you allowing
607
00:17:53,939 --> 00:17:55,641
me to spend time with her,
608
00:17:55,674 --> 00:17:57,476
and to come over here, and...
609
00:17:57,509 --> 00:17:59,078
I promise you, loving her
610
00:17:59,111 --> 00:18:01,013
wont hold me back.
611
00:18:01,046 --> 00:18:01,847
You know, if anything,
612
00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:02,781
it just might help me get
613
00:18:02,815 --> 00:18:03,482
through this.
614
00:18:03,515 --> 00:18:05,584
It might help me get through...
615
00:18:05,617 --> 00:18:07,619
the impossible.
616
00:18:11,757 --> 00:18:13,025
So, just -- I just want you to
617
00:18:13,058 --> 00:18:15,394
know how lucky you are.
618
00:18:15,427 --> 00:18:18,030
To have her.
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00:18:18,063 --> 00:18:19,264
That you get to be mother
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00:18:19,298 --> 00:18:21,467
to this --
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00:18:21,500 --> 00:18:24,536
this amazing little girl.
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♪♪
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