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Hey. Hia.

What's the matter?

Just a little headache.

Get well soon, Hia.

You found your own happiness?

I think so.

When are you going to tell him?

Maybe tonight.

What were we?

Well...

I...

Thank you for the answer.

Hia.

Team.

I'm sorry, Hia.

I'm not in the mood today.

Are you mad at me?

Mad at you?

How can I be mad at you?

A guy like me...

has a right to be mad at you too?

Team.

I remember seeing a guitar at your house.

You know how to play?

It's Waan's.

Don't change the subject.

Play it for me.

"I haven't said a word,"

"but you already showed up in the middle of my heart~"

"Who are you?"

"My heart trembles"

"trembles...trembles deep inside"

"I used to not care about anything"

"But now I tremble because of you."

"I close my eyes and I see you"

"I don't know how..."

"and why it happens..."

...just after I met this person

Do you understand the meaning of that song?

You played that song just now

are you trying to imply something?

And if I ask you right now?

what's your answer gonna be?

Hia.

Do you remember...

that I said I have something to tell you?

Umm.

You told me that I'm special.

You're kind to me.

Take care of me better than anyone else.

I'm so glad.

Like very much.

But I've always wondered,

that with...

with all these things that you do.

Do you really know

who you are?

I...

You're kind to everyone.

No matter who asks for your help,

you always help them.

What abour yourself?

Have you ever asked for help from others?

I've seen you as Wiew's brother.

As P'Waan's younger brother.

As a friend who always gives P'Dean advice.

As a guy whose his family relies on.

And...

as a good brother for me.

When you tutored me,

you also did it until late night.

What about yourself?

When did you study?

When I couldn't sleep,

you also waited up for me.

Wait for me to come over.

Even it was 1-2am, you still waited.

And did you

get to sleep yourself?

You're such a good person.

Too good and you make me afraid.

I'm afraid that when you make me feel special...

is in fact...

you're just being like this to everyone.

Team.

I'm afraid, Hia.

I'm afraid that It's just all in my head.

You know me better than anyone.

You know what I like.

and what I don't like.

But when I look back at myself,

All I can--

All I can remember is your favorite coffee menu only.

I never do things for anyone

in the way I do it for you.

If you have to try so hard like this,

if you have to sacrifice who you truly are,

if that's the case.

I don't want to be special.

If the song you played just now...

portrays your feeling,

maybe you should try to listen mine.

"If today,"

"I don't get to let it out"

"If I don't confess..."

"my love..."

"to you,"

"I can't hold it in..."

"anymore"

"I don't know how to keep it to myself anymore."

"The more I wait"

"The more I want"

"I wanna be more"

"More than other people"

"More than just a special person"

"I wanna know where I am"

"What am I to you?"

"I wanna use the word 'love'."

"Can I use it with you?"

"I wanna be able to say I miss you"

"Use it with you..."

"...only"

"I wanna use the word 'love'."

"with you everyday"

"I wanna repeatedly tell you I love you"

"that I love you"

"I don't know whether it's possible."

"Please..."

"...tell me"

I just wanna tell...

I just wanna tell you, Hia.

I want you to know...

that I love you, Hia.

If you don't wanna be the one who initiates,

I'll be the one who initiate.

If you are afraid to love...

I'll be the one who loves you first.

But if all of these....

is not something you want right now,

can we at least try first?

I don't know what to do anymore.

If you're not there with me.

Enough.

That's enough, Team.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Team.

I'm sorry that I make you worry.

I'm sorry that I make you feel afraid.

Hia.

I love you.

Did you hear me? I said I love you.

You fool.

I love you so damn much.

You’re not just someone special.

But I love you.

Am I telling you too late, am I not?

I love you too, Hia.

Will you be my boyfriend?

Umm.

You’re crying like a baby.

You said like you didn’t just cry.

So we’re together?

Yeah.

Noted.

You were so off-key.

As if…

you’re pretty good at singing?

I sing better than you as far as I know.

Scoot over.

This time will be different.

How?

We were not boyfriends previously.

But now,

we will act like we're supposed to.

I really wanna know

what’s gonna be different?

I want this one. What are you gonna do?

There’re so many bottles. Why do you have to fight?

It’s mine. / Give me!

Why fighting over this? Give me that.

Hey!

You guys.

What are you doing over there?

Yeah.

Sitting close to me?

You’re not afraid of others to see anymore?

Yeah.

People are not gonna question just because of this.

I used to be jealous of Dean.

But now I’m not.

What makes you jealous of him?

I’m jealous that he gets to know what it feels like to love someone.

I’ve known him since I was in Junior high school.

He always looked for someone.

But when I asked,

he just said something very important.

It’s pretty cool actually.

For so many years,

he’s never interested in anyone.

Until he met Pharm.

The way he looks says it all

that this guy is the one

that he's always been waited.

I never wanted to have anyone

until I met Dean and Pharm.

They changed my perspective.

When Dean is tired,

just a call from Pharm would make all that go away.

That’s why I started

to wanna have someone by my side like him.

And then I found you.

You’re a lucky guy, Hia.

You met the first one

and he’s already good looking.

Nice behaviors too.

Plus he's such a good guy.

You’re so annoying.

Always getting on my nerves.

And also damn stubborn.

Hia.

But…

I also love you so damn much as well.

Oww.

That hurts!

Hia.

People might have seen that.

You are my boyfriend.

You dare to slap me?

Or you want more?

You're sure you can do it?

I’m gonna go

So tired.

Go back and get lots of rest.

Umm.

Get home safely, Pharm.

Let me know when you’re home.

Got it?

Got it.

Get home safe and sound.

Umm.

P’Dean.

I'll leave Pharm to you.

I gotta go.

See you.

Bye P’ / Bye P’Win.

See you.

See you.

Let’s go.

Hia.

Be careful, babe.

Hia!

People could hear it!

Just let them hear it.

This is my boyfriend.

Or you’re not?

Yeah.

I am your boyfriend.

Let’s go.

It’s so hot.

Wait up boyfriend!

There’s a shabu place just opened across the uni.

Wanna go try?

Err…

No, I cannot. I already have a thing coming.

Pharm.

Come with me.

Well…

I already have a date with P'Dean too.

What!?

What is it today? You guys're so attached to your boyfriends.

Team, you’re crazy.

I’m not even P’Phruek’s girlfriend.

And people are busy...

cause today's Valentine's day.

Who's gonna hang out with friends?

Today is Valentine's?

Umm.

So...

Where have you been?

What do I have to do on Valentine's?

Happy Valentine's.

Thank you P'Phruek.

Err...

Are you done with your thing?

I am.

Then...

Let's just go.

Let's go.

I gotta go Pharm, Team.

Let's go Pharm.

I already booked the restaurant.

I'm gonna get going then, Team.

Err...

Good bye, P'Win.

Let me carry that.

What are you looking at?

Stand up.

Let's go.

Where are we going?

Go back to the room.

Where could we possibly go?

Fine. Let's just go back.

Hold this.

Mind your steps.

Careful.

Now open your eyes,

Happy Valentine's.

You don't have to do all this, Prince.

How is it?

Do you like it?

P'Tum.

You give it all in for this love, huh?

P'Tum.

I already warned you.

Why don't you listen to me sometimes?

It's impossible.

You and Prince.

Eventually you guys will have to break up.

P'Tum!

It's fun for now.

But after this...

can you bear with his conditions?

You can't hold hands in public.

Can't eat out together.

No couple pictures.

Prince also have to kiss other actors on screen.

This is the only 10% you might have to face.

What if I told you, I can.

Are you gonna allow us to be together?

For real?

You have no idea

how tired Prince is.

He sometimes falls asleep in the class.

After class,

he has to go work.

Also,

he can't go out and see Christmas lights like other people.

He cannot meet

a lot of people too?

It's his own choice.

He made the decision himself to be here.

I think I said it all.

All the things that you'd have to face.

Actors are also a human P'.

They have their own lives.

They have feelings.

You treat them like a fish in the tank.

Prince.

Choose. What're you gonna do?

Why do I have to choose, P'Tum?

Acting is my career.

Bee is the person that I love.

Can't it just happen at the same time?

It can.

If the society can accept that.

You've been in the industry long enough.

You should know.

what's it like

in this industry.

People don't want to see you kiss with everyone in the world.

People only want you to kiss the person they wanna see.

That's all I'm saying.

Do you understand?

But with me,

Prince wouldn't have to choose.

I will be with him

in the way he can also have his career.

Why does it have to be this guy?

Because Bee is...

the person who brought Christmas Tree to my room.

and he can be there seeing Christmas lights with me, P'.

Hia.

Hmm?

What should we watch?

There’re so many movies and TV shows here.

Any categories you wanna watch?

Just watch whatever you want.

I just wanna be by your side. That’s all.

Let’s just watch this then.

Here.

What is it?

Valentine’s day present.

Happy Valentine’s day.

I’m sorry, Hia.

I forgot that it’s Valentine’s today.

It’s not that important actually.

You don’t have to pay much attention to festivals.

See.

You get to watch movies

and have pizza with me.

Don’t you like it?

I do.

That’s good that you like it.

This is it.

Valentine’s for you and me.

If you want me to run around carrying flowers like P’Phruek,

I would be a bit shy doing that.

Or if I take you to a fancy

and pricy restaurant like Dean,

they serve small bites

you wouldn’t be full either.

Hia!

Are you subtly mocking me?

No.

You’re overthinking yourself.

Hia.

Hmm?

Have you ever heard of

the tale of Valentine’s day?

What is it?

They said…

if a couple

kisses each other underneath the broccoli doll

on Valentine’s…

they said…

their love will last very long.

Happy Valentine’s day, Hia.

Umm.

Let’s eat the pizza.

You want some?

Looks so good!!

No, it might not be enough for you.

Team.

Hmm?

You have the sauce all over your mouth.

Where is it?

On the right.

Up up.

Upper.

Move down a bit.

There’s none of it.

You might get one.

Get what?

I know now

what I want as a Valentine’s present…

What do you want?

You!

Hia.

What are you doing?

I’m just gonna clean your mouth for you.

Remember this.

No matter what festival it is,

just having you with me

is the best present that I could ever ask for.

Understood, stupid kid?

Umm.

Why did you have to knock on my face like that?

Hia.

What?

Don’t you want your present?

What are you talking about?

Valentine’s day present?

You want it or not?

If you don’t take it, I’m not gonna give you anymore.

You have an early class tomorrow.

Don’t complain to me later them.

Go.

Get up.

Take it easy!

Come on.

Hia.

Hia.

Ow.

Stay still!

Just take it slow.

You’re not seeing any girls on Valentine’s?

No. Headache.

You’ve probably got too many girls.

and don’t know who to spend time with. right?

I’m having a headache.

Like pain in my head.

Already took the pill and it doesn’t help.

Oh.

You’re sick?

Why don’t you go lay down?

I’ve been in bed all day.

Cannot sleep now.

And feeling any better?

I don’t know.

But I already took the pill.

If you don’t feel better, you should go see the doctor.

You want me to take you?

Don’t mind other people’s business.

I don't wanna meet you.

P'

To be honest,

you're not gonna

meet up with me at all in this life?

Does it necessary?

Depends.

But if you don't want to, then it's fine.

You go ahead and play.

I'm gonna go get some water.

Sure.

Shit!

P'Waan.

P'Waan.

P'Waan.

P'Waan.

P'Waan, can you hear me?

P'Waan!

F*ck.

My forehead is bleeding.

Can you hear me, P'?

P'Waan.

Hello?

Win!

You brother fell.

Huh?

What did you just say?

Just now, I was talking to him then I heard a sound like someone fall and he didn't answered me.

You mean Hia Waan?

Wait.

How did you talk to my brother?

Don't ask questions now.

Can you call someone at home to go check on him?

Please.

Yes. Yes.

Dad and mom are waiting out front, Wiew.

Yes.

Please take care of Hia Waan.

He's been working late at night lately.

Rarely get to sleep.

I always see the lights in his room on.

I'm gonna get going then.

Bye guys.

See you, Wiew.

Tul.

Don't ask me anything yet, ok?

No, I can't.

Hia.

Calm down.

The guy you talked about

the one you met in the game.

So it's my brother?

Umm.

I didn't want to lie.

I was just afraid

that if he found out,

he wouldn't trust me the same.

I don't want him to see me...

as his little brother's friend.

I don't wanna be in that kind of situation.

And what do you wanna be for him?

Answer me.

You've been having fun, huh?

P'Waan.

You're awake.

Do I seem like a fool to you?

I trusted you and told you everything.

You act like you don't know anything.

Doing poker face.

P'Waan...

Hear me out first.

And you were laughing about my stories, weren't you?

Damn it!

I'm such a looser like my dad says.

It's not like that P'.

Get out.

P'Waan.

P'Tul.

I think talking to him right now wouldn't do any good.

I'll come see you again tomorrow.

No need.

You should get out of this room.

and also out of my life.

P'...

P'Tul.

Let's go.

Hia.

I wanna be alone.

Tul has gone home?

Umm.

He was crying.

What is all this?

I'm confused.

Just take your time to think.

I'm always here by your side.

Which matter should I be concerned first?

Hia Waan works hard until he's fallen sick.

Or about my bestfriend, liking my brother,

and also been lying to my brother too?

But...

it seems like P'Tul

didn't mean it to turn out this way, Hia.

But Hia Waan hates liars.

And he trusted Tul so much.

He told him everything.

But then got blindsided.

Don't know how he feels right now.

I feel bad for him.

I understand.

But you need to calm down first.

Please step out, Mr.Team.

Why are you looking at that?

I'm not used to this.

Seeing you driving a car.

Not an ordinary car too.

It's a Mercedes.

I have to drive this to pick up Hia Waan.

You want me to take him home with my bike?

One more thing,

this one is the cheapest one of my family's

My boyfriend is so rich.

I can more rich than what you see now.

Pharm will take me home this evening.

You don't have to worry.

Okay.

Call me when you're done with your thing.

Okay?

We will have a lot going on today.

A guy like you,

I'm sure you've got this!

Believe me.

You're not afraid of others to see anymore?

I am still.

And why did you kiss me?

I do care what other people think,

but I care you more than them.

Got any problems?

No.

But one side is not enough?

Can I get another one?

You're so cheeky.

Happy now?

Okay.

See you tonight.

Pay attention in the class too.

[Groaning]

You can't tell me that while you're skipping your class.

It's not like I wanna skip.

Go to your class already.

Umm.

I gotta go.

See you.

Bye.

How are you, buddy?

Are you feeling better?

I am, mom.

Well...

I'm gonna go upstairs and rest.

Sure.

Go get some rest.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I put lots of pressure on you.

I'm sorry that I take you guys for granted.

I'm sorry I'm the reason...

why our family is in this situation.

Can you forgive me?

I'm sorry too, dad.

I'm sorry that I've been self-centered.

Never done anything successful.

Always talk badly to you, dad.

Not at all.

You've been doing great with everything.

But it's me...

who is never satisfied enough.

I'm sorry.

Hia come hug with us!

Dad...

I have something I wanna ask you.

Ask me.

When you told me to go take care of the hotel in outer cities..

I was just threatening you.

You can just go check on them from time to time.

You have to go there for board meetings anyway.

No.

I'm asking you to be there.

Manow.

Bye bye.

Manow.

How was the show?

Is it over?

It is.

They're taking group pictures in there.

Oh and why don't you go take pics with them?

They only do it among main casts.

I would be in their ways in there.

Oh..

Err...

I'm hungry.

Wanna have some chicken feet.

Manow.

I'm super hungry, P'Phruek. Like my stomach is almost torn apart.

Let's go eat. Please. Please.

Manow.

Why are you repeatedly calling my name?

Why do you to act strong at all time?

People

cannot just smile and laugh at all time.

If you feel sad,

you have to let it out and cry.

So you'd feel better.

But...

I don't wanna cry.

I don't wanna people to see me cry.

Why?

I want people around me

to be happy.

I--

I wanna make people laugh.

Even yourself is not happy at all?

P'Phruek.

Let's do this.

You can be...

anyone else's happiness.

But I will be...

happiness for you myself.

Can I?

P'Phruek.

I wanna comfort you

when you cry.

I wanna be happy

when you laugh.

And I also...

want to have chicken feet with you everyday.

Yes, I will.

I haven't asked you anything?

Are skipping the script?

Ok start over.

Will you be my girlfriend?

I'll marry you.

I love you, Manow.

I...

love you too, P'Phruek.

I have a boyfriend. Finally!!

I already have a boyfriend!

Spin again P'Phruek. Spin again.

My arms are tired.

Why aren't you up in the room?

Pharm just dropped me off.

You were almost arrived,

so I waited to go up with you.

You might...

got bitten by mosquitos.

There's none.

And what about you? How was it?

It's good.

All opened up and talked things through.

P'Waan and your dad are in good terms now?

Umm.

They were hugging.

That's nice.

To be honest,

those two didn't have anything against each other.

Just two person who are so similar in every ways.

How?

Dad and Hia Waan...

are very serious when it comes to their work.

So when the two works together,

it'd turn out this way.

Still confused.

Yeah just like that.

Let's just say they are good now.

Wiew was so happy, smiling so big.

And...

we're going to the beach at the end of this month.

Umm.

My mom asks you to join.

Asking...

me?

Umm.

We'll send Hia Waan off too.

Why?

He wants to work at the branch in outer cities.

What?

I thought you said they're good.

They are.

He just wanna go heal his mind there.

As you know.

About P'Tul?

Umm.

But that's good that he's going there.

Living by the beach,

let the nature heals.

What about you, Hia?

Don't you want nature to heal you too?

No need.

I've got you to heal me already.

Hia.

We're underneath the dorm.

People might have seen that!

Let's go.

Let's go heal.

Don't rush.

Come on.

I already prepared to give you this.

I’ll really give it to you this time.

Team.

If you get to talk to him again,

are you gonna talk?

P’Waan.

I’m here to beg for your forgiveness.

Why do we have to hide? We are a couple now.

Guys…I have something to tell you.