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Zoey?

The funeral was really nice.

I'm only sorry I wasn't in town

to help you with it.

Hmm. I don't

remember seeing you there.

I was in the back.

I didn't say a word.

Not a hello or anything. I didn't want to upset

anyone. Can I

come in?

Sure.

Wow. The place hasn't changed a bit.

Sorry.

Old habit, I guess.

There's really no need for you to get comfy

and drag this out.

Do you need money? No.

I've just come to see how you're doing.

Listen, when my birth mother left my dad,

he was devastated.

And when he married you, I've never seen him

happier in my life.

I saw everyone apologizing for your

loss, giving you handshakes and hugs.

But no one reminded you of how

happy you made my daddy.

I'm so sorry.

Your father just passed away

and I can't even imagine

the pain you're feeling.

I mean, even though you two weren't very close

at the end, I just

I shouldn't have assumed.

Assumed?

Cause you know when you assume, you make an acid

of you and me.

Well,

you probably have a plane to catch, right?

I mean, thank you

for stopping by.

I've decided to move back home.

What, you mean back to Nebraska?

Yes.

And back here with you.

If you'll have me.

Oh!

Well, I

I want to help you.

I know dad was sort of the

breadwinner of the family and now that he's

dead,

I wish I could give all the money back.

But I was dumb back then.

I would give anything to reverse the choices

I made. The truth is

you loved me more than my

real mommy. And I took you for granted.

I want

to tell you I'm sorry. And I'm sorry is

not even a big enough word to describe how I feel.

Honey,

is it possible

that you have some of our money left?

I mean,

any of it?

So, now that you've

spent my life savings,

you need a place to stay.

Is that right? No.

That's not it at all.

Look, I'm going to go. It's

obvious that you don't want me here.

Oh, don't

forget your bag.

No.

That's for you.

My grandmother's plates!

Well, not exactly.

The pawn shop already sold

your grandma's, but I found these on an

online auction. Look, they're the

same year as Nana's.

1892.

The plates you took from

us had been in our family a very

long time.

I know that they were special to you.

I wish that I had a set of ten.

It took me three months of stripping to buy

eight. My feet are still

killing me from wearing those wicked high

heels.

The rest are in this bag.

I'll just leave them for you.

It was amazing to see you again.

You look beautiful. And I'm sorry

about Daddy, but I'm grateful that

you two found each other.

Zoe. Yeah?

Honey, if you need a place to stay

for just a week or two,

you can stay.

Thank you, Mommy. Thank you so much.

Listen, this is a temporary

arrangement, okay?

Do you understand?

Yes, I'm so grateful.

I'm not going to be a freeloader.

I'm going to make your life as easy as

possible. I'm going to cook. I'm going to

clean. I see you need the yard

raked. I can do that

and do the laundry if you want.

No. Please

do not touch my clothes, Zoe.

I won't steal your clothes anymore

or your silverware

or money out of your purse.

I won't take anything. I want to

come back or pay for your generosity.

I'm going to get my

old job back and I'll pay half the rent

if you want.

You're going to help with the mortgage.

Yes, Mommy. That's what I'm trying to tell

you. I can and I will

do it.

I realized that I may have not been a good

person when I lived with you and Dad.

And that behavior made me do some things that I deeply

regret.

I wrote about all this in an email I wrote to

before he passed. Did you read it?

Well, that's disappointing, but

I get why Dad would be suspicious of me.

In New York, I moved in with a bunch of

girls that were just like me.

I saw how shallow we all were.

We were only kind to each other

when one of us wanted something.

I started to realize

how betrayed you and Dad felt.

It's like I was in your shoes.

I was so worried about one of the girls

taking advantage of me, stealing from me.

I hate myself

for what I did. I can't take it

back, but I can make it up to you.

Please give me the opportunity to be

good to you. Zoe,

I'm not trying

to tell you that I am a good person because

I'm not, but I'm

trying. You can teach

me to be a good person. I want

to be like you, Mom. Hello?

Yes,

this is Indy, sir.

Yes, yes,

sir.

I am not going to be able to

make a payment this month.

Look, there's been

unexpected circumstances,

and yes,

yes, but yes, I

understand.

I'm not trying to make an excuse,

but

okay, well,

I could pay you

the money that I was going to pay the funeral

director this month,

but it won't be a payment

in full.

And you've already told me

that I can't take a second

mortgage on my house, so

please. I cannot

lose my home.

I mean, I want to pay you back every

penny. It's just I was not expecting

my husband to...

Oh,

okay, of course.

Yes, I will be in your

office with a payment by next

month. Yes, thank you

for your... I'm sorry, I need

to run an errand.

No, no,

thank you, but can I trust

that you'll let Fluffy out for me? Absolutely.

You can count on me.

My silk sweater?

Oh my god, it is dry clean

only.

And there's a hole.

What?

Oh, well, this used to fit

me. Zoe!

If you want to

see more, just

send a two.

Knock much?

What were you doing?

Working. I don't

even want to know.

I mean, the house is a mess.

My bottle is empty.

No, that couldn't have been me. You sure

you didn't accidentally put an empty bottle

back in the fridge? You are an

adult now and you need to act your

age. Do you need to be

talking to your roommate like that, mother?

I paid

for two thirds of the mortgage this month.

I think you can lay off of me for every

little thing that annoys you.

I don't bug you when you get annoying.

Listen, this is my house

and I make the rules.

Great, thank you for at least

listening to your music on your headphones,

but I bit my tongue about your stupid

noise roll, but no more.

You are such a hypocrite. What about last

night when you were drinking wine through a

swizzler and then passed out on your

vibrator? I didn't say a thing when

I heard and saw that awkward shit,

but from the looks of it, I'm more of an

adult than you. I'm paying more of

the mortgage and I'm not moping around feeling

sorry for myself. Feeling sorry for

myself? Shaw, time to move

on, Morticia. Get out of the house and figure

out how you're going to pay for this place. I'll have

you know that I was at interviews

all day today and this is,

you've crossed the line here.

I love my dad, but let's be honest,

most of the time he was a total dick.

Zoe, I know that

he wouldn't let you get a job. We

loved him, sure, but he was a controlling

nightmare. Is it so

wrong to get on with your life?

He was my husband, your father.

I mean, it's only been

10 days, but it's not like he just went on

a trip. I mean, he didn't

love us. He didn't love us, Mom.

Jesus, fuck. Language!

Oh my, you know, that's it.

That's it. Just get your

things. It's time for you to go. Just get

out. Nope. Call the police.

Go ahead and look into it. You can't get me

out of here unless you get an eviction notice.

Good luck getting one of those in less than six months.

You...

Let's talk.

I know you're a lesbian, Mom.

You're just a sad lesbo who

shouldn't have been married to Dad or any

man in the first place.

What I don't

know is why you stayed in a platonic

relationship with Dad when you could have

found real love.

Hey.

I'm sorry. No, you're not.

This was your plan

all along just to use me when

I'm not my strongest.

I slipped. I know that I

should think before I speak. That's what people

do when they are good.

I shouldn't have said those things because they hurt

your feelings.

I want you to know

that I was in love with your father,

Zoe Marie.

I know you loved him. We both

did.

I'm so sorry.

How did you know about my past?

When I was younger, I heard Dad

arguing with you about a

woman that you kissed from your work.

That's all I know.

I didn't know for a fact if you were a lesbian.

That's all I heard.

I met your father when I was

very young, and

he was a very strong, very

persistent man.

And he wanted to marry me, and

I needed a place to live.

So,

I liked him. Of course, he had

his faults, but I grew to

love him. And

I guess

I always had a thing for women,

you could say. I guess

just kind of a kink.

But you and Dad

were never really intimate,

right?

I'm sorry.

I'm not thinking before I speak again.

Honey, it's okay.

Look, I

I'm just

scared to tell you.

Mom, it's okay. I like girls

too. Sometimes I

wonder if that's why my biological

mom left.

It's okay to like girls in New York.

Girls walk down the street holding hands.

They can kiss and hug when they go on dates.

Just like straight couples. People

only think it's weird here.

I'm not really

a lesbian, Zoe.

Have you ever truly been in love?

Well, your father

It's okay. It's just a little diversion.

Just pretend with me.

No, Zoe. You're just a girl.

And I'm too old.

This is...

Old? You'll never be old, Mom.

You're the hottest woman I've ever seen.

I want to kiss you. And I want you to

kiss me back.

Please don't think.

She makes me feel when I've

been numb.

I'm feeling something.

I just

want to feel.

And it's okay.

How long have I loved my

stepdaughter?

And how many times have I wondered

what it would be like to be

with a girl like her?

This can't be happening.

It feels like a daydream.

But it can't be reality.

Am I living in

some parallel universe?

Somewhere between fantasy and reality?

Past and present?

My stepdaughter is 18.

No, she's 19.

It's okay. It's not okay.

But it feels so...

Does that feel good?

It really does.

Oh my god.

Yes.

Wait there, please.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Uh-huh.

Yes, right there.

Oh my god.

Yes, please.

That's it, that's it.

Yes, please, please, please.

Yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh my god.

Right there.

Yes.

Oh my god, yes, please.

Yes.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

That's it, that's it, that's it.

Yes.

Oh, yes.

Oh my god.

Yep, yep, yep, yep.

Uh-huh.

Yeah.

Oh my god.

Uh-huh.

Yes, yes.

Right there.

Yes, please, please.

Yes.

Right there, right there, right there.

Yes.

Uh-huh.

Oh my god.

Right there, right there, right there.

Yes.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh god.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

Uh-huh.

Right there, right there, right there.

Yes.

Uh-huh.

Oh my god.

Uh-huh.

Let's see.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Yeah, that's it, baby.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Yes.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Sit on my face, mommy.

my face won't be...

yeah

pain

come on

oh

oh

yes yes yes yes yes

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yes please

oh

yeah

holy smokes

yes yes

yes

oh that was good

yeah

oh that's it that's it that's it

yes

yes yes

yes yes yes

oh god oh god oh god

uh huh

that's good

that's good that's good

oh yes

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yes yes

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holy shit

oh

oh god

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yeah yeah yeah

oh

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go

wow

yeah

oh

yeah yeah

yeah

no

no you're gonna make me cover

yeah

yeah

oh

oh

oh

oh

oh you're so wet mommy

how nice is that

right

you're not very dry

it's good

oh yeah swim

you couldn't meet with them

yeah

yes

oh

that's so good

yes

oh

yes

oh god

uh huh

oh

that's so good

yes

come here

yeah

yes

oh

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yes yes yes

oh

oh

oh jesus

oh

oh

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oh

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i wanna make you happy

me too sweetheart but

i don't think we should tell anyone about

my good girl

yes

you're my good girl