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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:11,839 --> 00:00:14,807 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:14,842 --> 00:00:20,986 ♪ 3 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:22,401 Yes! 4 00:00:22,436 --> 00:00:25,128 The biggest rock bass I have ever caught! 5 00:00:25,163 --> 00:00:27,648 Physically, I can hold my own for a long time doing this. 6 00:00:27,682 --> 00:00:29,684 But emotionally, this is getting more difficult. 7 00:00:29,719 --> 00:00:31,479 The isolation is getting to me. 8 00:00:31,514 --> 00:00:33,274 This is all I can handle! 9 00:00:33,309 --> 00:00:34,620 I'm starving. 10 00:00:34,655 --> 00:00:37,037 It's getting worse day, by day, by day. 11 00:00:37,071 --> 00:00:39,763 Please, God, help me. 12 00:00:39,798 --> 00:00:43,422 I can either lose this, or I can gut it out and win it. 13 00:00:43,457 --> 00:00:45,252 I want to win this bad. 14 00:00:45,286 --> 00:00:46,736 Oh, boy. 15 00:00:46,770 --> 00:00:48,807 My whole gill net is out. 16 00:00:48,841 --> 00:00:51,189 I'm gonna try to set it up from the kayak. 17 00:00:51,223 --> 00:00:52,293 ♪ 18 00:00:52,328 --> 00:00:53,363 [yelps] 19 00:00:53,398 --> 00:00:55,158 [screams] 20 00:00:55,193 --> 00:00:56,815 ♪ 21 00:00:56,849 --> 00:00:58,851 - Who are you when everything's been stripped away? 22 00:00:58,886 --> 00:01:00,474 [bleep]. 23 00:01:00,508 --> 00:01:02,717 - It's basically fighting an inner battle all day long. 24 00:01:02,752 --> 00:01:04,926 - It's scary out here in these woods. 25 00:01:04,961 --> 00:01:07,205 - I have not had a serious meal in a week. 26 00:01:07,239 --> 00:01:09,310 - If I can't get a fire, then I can't stay here. 27 00:01:09,345 --> 00:01:10,794 - It's always in the back of your mind, 28 00:01:10,829 --> 00:01:12,348 "Well, I could tap out." 29 00:01:12,382 --> 00:01:14,453 - Putting up with this filming bull[bleep]? 30 00:01:14,488 --> 00:01:16,490 - Running into a predator, it's not an if. 31 00:01:16,524 --> 00:01:17,491 It's a when. 32 00:01:17,525 --> 00:01:18,630 Get the hell out of here. 33 00:01:18,664 --> 00:01:20,563 I see you. Get out of here! 34 00:01:20,597 --> 00:01:21,978 I'm leaving this place. 35 00:01:22,012 --> 00:01:23,600 [moans] 36 00:01:23,635 --> 00:01:25,050 - That prize money would be huge. 37 00:01:25,085 --> 00:01:26,224 Yes! [growls] 38 00:01:26,258 --> 00:01:27,604 - Believe me, I'll keep fighting. 39 00:01:27,639 --> 00:01:29,261 Every step of the way, I'll keep fighting. 40 00:01:29,296 --> 00:01:30,400 Whoo! 41 00:01:30,435 --> 00:01:32,644 - $500,000 can make things better for us. 42 00:01:32,678 --> 00:01:37,476 ♪ 43 00:01:37,511 --> 00:01:39,237 How long is long enough? 44 00:01:39,271 --> 00:01:47,176 ♪ 45 00:02:05,677 --> 00:02:13,581 ♪ 46 00:02:24,144 --> 00:02:25,938 Ah! 47 00:02:25,973 --> 00:02:26,870 Oh. 48 00:02:53,518 --> 00:02:56,762 I am drenched in freezing cold water. 49 00:02:56,797 --> 00:03:04,701 ♪ 50 00:03:09,948 --> 00:03:12,882 About 85% of my clothing is wet. 51 00:03:12,916 --> 00:03:14,504 ♪ 52 00:03:14,539 --> 00:03:17,231 Once they're wet, they're very difficult to dry 53 00:03:17,266 --> 00:03:18,922 in this environment. 54 00:03:18,957 --> 00:03:26,861 ♪ 55 00:03:53,578 --> 00:03:57,133 ♪ 56 00:03:57,167 --> 00:03:58,583 Right now, I feel pretty weak. 57 00:03:58,617 --> 00:04:00,895 I'm like an old, old man. 58 00:04:00,930 --> 00:04:08,834 ♪ 59 00:04:11,423 --> 00:04:14,323 [boat engine rumbling] 60 00:04:29,165 --> 00:04:37,069 ♪ 61 00:04:40,003 --> 00:04:42,420 Oh, I'm sorry, Shauna. 62 00:04:42,454 --> 00:04:45,146 I'm sorry. 63 00:04:45,181 --> 00:04:47,079 I tried. 64 00:04:52,637 --> 00:04:54,432 The water is freezing. 65 00:04:54,466 --> 00:05:02,371 ♪ 66 00:05:12,933 --> 00:05:15,729 Sorry to to my love, Shauna. 67 00:05:15,763 --> 00:05:17,765 To my family, my son. 68 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:20,561 My friends, everybody I let down. 69 00:05:20,596 --> 00:05:23,495 I was pretty sure I was gonna be here 70 00:05:23,530 --> 00:05:25,325 for a number of more days, 71 00:05:25,359 --> 00:05:29,259 but all my wool clothing is on me. 72 00:05:29,294 --> 00:05:31,261 My thermal clothing is on me. 73 00:05:31,296 --> 00:05:33,850 ♪ 74 00:05:33,885 --> 00:05:37,406 And most important, the only pair of boots 75 00:05:37,440 --> 00:05:40,270 that are dry are wet inside. 76 00:05:40,305 --> 00:05:44,171 Tonight, I wouldn't... 77 00:05:44,205 --> 00:05:45,586 I wouldn't make it. 78 00:05:45,621 --> 00:05:53,629 ♪ 79 00:05:53,663 --> 00:05:55,320 [groans] 80 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:58,910 It's devastating when you tried so hard. 81 00:05:58,944 --> 00:06:01,982 You lost so much weight, as I have lost. 82 00:06:02,016 --> 00:06:03,259 So much strength. 83 00:06:03,293 --> 00:06:05,330 Like, really ruining my body 84 00:06:05,365 --> 00:06:08,402 just to push it one more day 85 00:06:08,437 --> 00:06:10,370 and another more day. 86 00:06:10,404 --> 00:06:11,612 For love. 87 00:06:11,647 --> 00:06:12,993 ♪ 88 00:06:13,027 --> 00:06:17,031 I would do anything for my family. 89 00:06:17,066 --> 00:06:18,239 And I did. 90 00:06:18,274 --> 00:06:20,587 ♪ 91 00:06:20,621 --> 00:06:23,348 I didn't quit because I ran out of love, did I? 92 00:06:23,383 --> 00:06:25,592 I ran out of body heat. 93 00:06:25,626 --> 00:06:28,629 ♪ 94 00:06:28,664 --> 00:06:30,459 I mean, like I said, it's the bush. 95 00:06:30,493 --> 00:06:31,563 Things just happen. 96 00:06:31,598 --> 00:06:33,565 You plan and plan and plan 97 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,878 and then the bush finds a way to surprise you, anyway. 98 00:06:35,912 --> 00:06:37,466 ♪ 99 00:06:37,500 --> 00:06:39,813 Some things work out, and some things don't. 100 00:06:39,847 --> 00:06:42,022 ♪ 101 00:06:42,056 --> 00:06:45,474 In the end, nature rules. 102 00:06:45,508 --> 00:06:46,785 We're just part of it. 103 00:06:46,820 --> 00:06:54,724 ♪ 104 00:07:16,643 --> 00:07:24,547 ♪ 105 00:07:27,274 --> 00:07:30,933 - You got that $500,000 reward over here. 106 00:07:30,967 --> 00:07:32,866 "Hey, look at me." 107 00:07:32,900 --> 00:07:35,731 ♪ 108 00:07:35,765 --> 00:07:38,216 "You want to tap? 109 00:07:38,250 --> 00:07:42,392 "You could have 100, 200, 300, 400, 110 00:07:42,427 --> 00:07:45,534 $500,000, boy." 111 00:07:45,568 --> 00:07:46,880 ♪ 112 00:07:46,914 --> 00:07:50,090 "$500,000. 113 00:07:50,124 --> 00:07:52,886 "If you want to sell your house... 114 00:07:52,920 --> 00:07:55,164 you could with me." 115 00:07:55,198 --> 00:07:59,720 ♪ 116 00:07:59,755 --> 00:08:01,653 [grunts] 117 00:08:01,688 --> 00:08:04,587 Going nuts out here, man. 118 00:08:04,622 --> 00:08:06,209 Frickin' nuts. 119 00:08:06,244 --> 00:08:09,972 ♪ 120 00:08:10,006 --> 00:08:13,320 But I owe it to myself to give it, you know, 121 00:08:13,354 --> 00:08:15,598 110% out here. 122 00:08:15,633 --> 00:08:18,463 So that's why I'm not gonna tap today. 123 00:08:21,121 --> 00:08:22,743 What I think I'm gonna do today is, 124 00:08:22,778 --> 00:08:27,437 I think I'm gonna make at least one hand line. 125 00:08:27,472 --> 00:08:29,336 What I'm gonna do is tie a rock to the bottom 126 00:08:29,370 --> 00:08:32,926 of the fishing line, tie probably four hooks up, 127 00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:35,963 tie that piece of styrofoam up at the top to be a float, 128 00:08:35,998 --> 00:08:38,138 and then I'll just tie that line off to a rock 129 00:08:38,172 --> 00:08:39,588 or something over there. 130 00:08:39,622 --> 00:08:40,968 You never know. 131 00:08:41,003 --> 00:08:42,901 I mean, it could be-- I could get a fish out of it. 132 00:08:42,936 --> 00:08:44,765 I'm pretty hungry, I could use a fish. 133 00:08:44,800 --> 00:08:46,215 Could use anything. 134 00:08:46,249 --> 00:08:53,049 ♪ 135 00:08:53,084 --> 00:08:55,465 We'll see what that does. 136 00:08:55,500 --> 00:09:00,816 Also, I'm pondering the idea of trapping birds. 137 00:09:00,850 --> 00:09:03,266 All right, well I cut part of my gill net off here, 138 00:09:03,301 --> 00:09:05,165 and I got a little piece of rope. 139 00:09:05,199 --> 00:09:07,823 All I'm gonna do is just kind of prop this gill net 140 00:09:07,857 --> 00:09:10,688 up on this rock as best I can. 141 00:09:10,722 --> 00:09:13,932 And then I'm gonna take some bait and crush it up 142 00:09:13,967 --> 00:09:17,142 and kind of throw it down inside of this gill net 143 00:09:17,177 --> 00:09:21,008 so a bird, when he lands, has to land on top of the gill net 144 00:09:21,043 --> 00:09:22,665 and we'll see if he gets tangled up. 145 00:09:22,700 --> 00:09:25,288 It seems to tangle just about everything else up. 146 00:09:25,323 --> 00:09:27,325 So we'll see if it can get a bird. 147 00:09:27,359 --> 00:09:30,949 ♪ 148 00:09:30,984 --> 00:09:32,468 I don't care what kind of bird I catch. 149 00:09:32,502 --> 00:09:34,401 I just want to catch something, man. 150 00:09:34,435 --> 00:09:35,713 I don't even care if it's a bird, 151 00:09:35,747 --> 00:09:37,887 I just want protein, that's all I want. 152 00:09:37,922 --> 00:09:39,337 I just want something to eat. 153 00:09:39,371 --> 00:09:42,340 ♪ 154 00:09:42,374 --> 00:09:44,549 How long can a person go out here? 155 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:47,345 ♪ 156 00:09:47,379 --> 00:09:49,761 If there wasn't a tap button, you might go--you know, 157 00:09:49,796 --> 00:09:52,453 guy might be able to go another couple of weeks, who knows? 158 00:09:52,488 --> 00:09:54,594 ♪ 159 00:09:54,628 --> 00:09:56,423 I mean, you'd go till you die, right? 160 00:09:56,457 --> 00:10:04,362 ♪ 161 00:10:19,377 --> 00:10:21,206 - They say if you do something for three months, 162 00:10:21,241 --> 00:10:22,967 it's no longer an experience. 163 00:10:23,001 --> 00:10:24,796 It's a lifestyle change. 164 00:10:24,831 --> 00:10:27,868 ♪ 165 00:10:27,903 --> 00:10:30,146 And that's kind of how this is starting to feel. 166 00:10:30,181 --> 00:10:34,599 ♪ 167 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:38,499 My lifestyle is now the hermit of Desolation Cove. 168 00:10:38,534 --> 00:10:41,502 ♪ 169 00:10:41,537 --> 00:10:44,678 Physically, I am getting weaker and weaker. 170 00:10:44,713 --> 00:10:47,543 ♪ 171 00:10:47,577 --> 00:10:48,993 It's getting to the point where 172 00:10:49,027 --> 00:10:51,374 my body's starting to really ache and really hurt. 173 00:10:51,409 --> 00:10:53,998 ♪ 174 00:10:54,032 --> 00:10:55,655 I'm feeling my age. 175 00:10:55,689 --> 00:10:58,381 ♪ 176 00:10:58,416 --> 00:11:01,108 Everything that I do-- all the tasks, 177 00:11:01,143 --> 00:11:03,041 all the energy that's being expended, 178 00:11:03,076 --> 00:11:06,804 is coming from me, 179 00:11:10,048 --> 00:11:11,636 and there's not a whole l♪ of me left. 180 00:11:11,671 --> 00:11:14,432 But if I take a rest from it, I don't eat. 181 00:11:14,466 --> 00:11:16,330 ♪ 182 00:11:16,365 --> 00:11:19,644 If I don't go fishing today, I don't eat. 183 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:22,267 I literally am living hand to mouth. 184 00:11:22,302 --> 00:11:26,582 ♪ 185 00:11:26,616 --> 00:11:30,759 I've lost a lot of muscle mass, and to have to stand there 186 00:11:30,793 --> 00:11:34,970 all day and do a task like fishing... 187 00:11:35,004 --> 00:11:36,696 it's painful. 188 00:11:36,730 --> 00:11:39,008 ♪ 189 00:11:39,043 --> 00:11:40,976 Maybe a younger man would have a better time at it. 190 00:11:41,010 --> 00:11:42,632 I don't know. 191 00:11:42,667 --> 00:11:46,740 ♪ 192 00:11:46,775 --> 00:11:49,501 There's a lot riding on me staying... 193 00:11:49,536 --> 00:11:52,194 unbroken out here. 194 00:11:52,228 --> 00:11:55,093 If I allow myself to get injured, I'm done. 195 00:11:55,128 --> 00:12:01,030 ♪ 196 00:12:01,065 --> 00:12:02,307 Yes! 197 00:12:02,342 --> 00:12:07,416 ♪ 198 00:12:07,450 --> 00:12:08,417 No! 199 00:12:08,451 --> 00:12:10,350 Ugh! 200 00:12:10,384 --> 00:12:11,765 Oh, my knees. 201 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:12,835 Ugh. 202 00:12:12,870 --> 00:12:14,872 [moans] 203 00:12:14,906 --> 00:12:17,529 ♪ 204 00:12:21,326 --> 00:12:24,295 [dramatic music] 205 00:12:24,329 --> 00:12:32,234 ♪ 206 00:12:44,487 --> 00:12:45,592 Yes! 207 00:12:45,626 --> 00:12:53,427 ♪ 208 00:12:53,462 --> 00:12:54,428 No! 209 00:12:54,463 --> 00:12:55,775 Ugh! 210 00:12:55,809 --> 00:12:56,948 ♪ 211 00:12:56,983 --> 00:12:59,192 Oh, he came off the hook! 212 00:13:03,161 --> 00:13:04,335 Ugh! 213 00:13:09,443 --> 00:13:11,618 Oh, and I banged my knees bad. 214 00:13:11,652 --> 00:13:12,619 Oh. 215 00:13:14,759 --> 00:13:15,725 Ugh. 216 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:16,796 Oh, that hurts. 217 00:13:18,728 --> 00:13:20,696 Oh, he fell off the hook! 218 00:13:26,771 --> 00:13:29,015 Oh, they're here, oh, my knees. 219 00:13:29,049 --> 00:13:30,154 Ugh. 220 00:13:33,985 --> 00:13:35,607 Ugh. 221 00:13:35,642 --> 00:13:37,333 You know, I'm 50. 222 00:13:37,368 --> 00:13:38,541 It's got to... 223 00:13:38,576 --> 00:13:40,681 it's got to put a drag on anybody. 224 00:13:40,716 --> 00:13:42,442 It's gonna take a while 225 00:13:42,476 --> 00:13:45,790 just to recover from this, 226 00:13:45,825 --> 00:13:49,138 and I wonder how much my body can take. 227 00:13:49,173 --> 00:13:57,077 ♪ 228 00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:11,851 - When you watch this at home, it must seem so easy. 229 00:14:11,885 --> 00:14:14,267 "Well, all he's got to do is just gut it up and sit there." 230 00:14:14,301 --> 00:14:16,441 ♪ 231 00:14:16,476 --> 00:14:17,546 It's not that easy, man. 232 00:14:17,580 --> 00:14:20,307 I've already been out here 60 days. 233 00:14:20,342 --> 00:14:22,551 It ain't like it's been a week. 234 00:14:22,585 --> 00:14:25,036 It ain't like it's been 10 days. 235 00:14:25,071 --> 00:14:27,349 It's been 60 frickin' days, man. 236 00:14:27,383 --> 00:14:29,040 ♪ 237 00:14:29,075 --> 00:14:31,456 I hope my friends and family are proud of me... 238 00:14:31,491 --> 00:14:34,908 for how difficult a journey this has been. 239 00:14:34,943 --> 00:14:36,876 Holy crap! 240 00:14:36,910 --> 00:14:39,499 Holy crap. 241 00:14:39,533 --> 00:14:41,466 What the hell have I done? 242 00:14:41,501 --> 00:14:43,606 It takes a long time to get your feet wet 243 00:14:43,641 --> 00:14:45,160 when you're first being dropped. 244 00:14:45,194 --> 00:14:47,714 Red alert, stick--God. 245 00:14:47,748 --> 00:14:48,853 [bleep]. 246 00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:51,338 Piece of [bleep]. 247 00:14:51,373 --> 00:14:53,340 Get the [bleep] out of my way, you [bleep]. 248 00:14:53,375 --> 00:14:56,343 At first, it's more physical than it is mental. 249 00:14:56,378 --> 00:14:59,312 ♪ 250 00:14:59,346 --> 00:15:00,589 [bleep] you. 251 00:15:00,623 --> 00:15:01,831 You're starving. 252 00:15:01,866 --> 00:15:03,903 All I think about is food. 253 00:15:03,937 --> 00:15:05,732 I've never been this hungry ever. 254 00:15:05,766 --> 00:15:07,630 Little baby fish. 255 00:15:07,665 --> 00:15:09,736 Oh, and I him go! 256 00:15:09,770 --> 00:15:12,773 The emotional aspects of being alone, so far, 257 00:15:12,808 --> 00:15:15,190 haven't really reared is ugly head with me. 258 00:15:15,224 --> 00:15:17,054 I have a mouse in my house. 259 00:15:17,088 --> 00:15:20,126 That stupid mouse follows me when I come down here. 260 00:15:20,160 --> 00:15:22,507 I'll turn around, and there's the freaking mouse. 261 00:15:22,542 --> 00:15:25,407 I swear to God, if that thing freaking chews 262 00:15:25,441 --> 00:15:27,202 my sleeping bag up, I'm blowing this place up. 263 00:15:27,236 --> 00:15:28,479 I'm gonna have to make a change. 264 00:15:28,513 --> 00:15:30,032 It's not the world that needs to change; 265 00:15:30,067 --> 00:15:32,345 it's me that needs to change. 266 00:15:32,379 --> 00:15:34,588 It's my outlook on life. 267 00:15:34,623 --> 00:15:40,215 ♪ 268 00:15:40,249 --> 00:15:44,219 And I hope while I'm here, it will help me find 269 00:15:44,253 --> 00:15:46,221 what that outlook needs to be. 270 00:15:46,255 --> 00:15:48,602 [laughs] 271 00:15:48,637 --> 00:15:50,259 Oh, my God. 272 00:15:50,294 --> 00:15:52,296 To get out of that confining space, 273 00:15:52,330 --> 00:15:53,987 to be able to see this, man... 274 00:15:54,022 --> 00:15:59,096 just the emotional uplifting this is gonna give me is huge. 275 00:15:59,130 --> 00:16:01,891 This new location has given my self-esteem 276 00:16:01,926 --> 00:16:03,755 an incredible boost. 277 00:16:03,790 --> 00:16:06,517 That's a big one. 278 00:16:06,551 --> 00:16:08,519 Oh, man, that's pretty good, actually. 279 00:16:08,553 --> 00:16:10,348 ♪ 280 00:16:10,383 --> 00:16:12,074 Sure is pretty country. 281 00:16:12,109 --> 00:16:13,800 There's things worse I could be looking at. 282 00:16:13,834 --> 00:16:15,629 ♪ 283 00:16:15,664 --> 00:16:17,459 Bazinga! 284 00:16:17,493 --> 00:16:22,015 Just frickin' squished like a damn pancake, baby. 285 00:16:22,050 --> 00:16:24,638 Yeah! 286 00:16:24,673 --> 00:16:28,504 This is the toughest physical challenge I've ever done. 287 00:16:28,539 --> 00:16:30,368 ♪ 288 00:16:30,403 --> 00:16:33,095 If you look up "wore out" in the dictionary, 289 00:16:33,130 --> 00:16:35,787 my face is right there, just like a mug shot. 290 00:16:35,822 --> 00:16:37,513 Just wore out. 291 00:16:37,548 --> 00:16:40,033 ♪ 292 00:16:40,068 --> 00:16:42,760 Once you get really far into it, 293 00:16:42,794 --> 00:16:45,314 then it becomes very, very mental. 294 00:16:45,349 --> 00:16:47,075 Damn it. 295 00:16:47,109 --> 00:16:50,147 My needs on day 50 are completely different 296 00:16:50,181 --> 00:16:52,632 than on day 30, because my mental aspect 297 00:16:52,666 --> 00:16:55,048 is going down the tubes. 298 00:16:55,083 --> 00:16:57,292 I'm struggling with giving it all I got, 299 00:16:57,326 --> 00:17:00,881 'cause there damn sure ain't a lot left, 300 00:17:00,916 --> 00:17:02,676 I can tell you that right now. 301 00:17:02,711 --> 00:17:04,437 ♪ 302 00:17:04,471 --> 00:17:07,371 I don't remember ever giving up anything in my life. 303 00:17:07,405 --> 00:17:08,993 My wife's gonna be-- in her heart, 304 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:10,236 I know she's gonna be... 305 00:17:10,270 --> 00:17:12,134 I know she's gonna be disappointed in me. 306 00:17:12,169 --> 00:17:15,068 [fire crackling] 307 00:17:15,103 --> 00:17:19,141 I just feel like I'm letting her down so bad, man. 308 00:17:19,176 --> 00:17:21,247 Please, God, help me. 309 00:17:21,281 --> 00:17:22,938 Please help me. 310 00:17:22,972 --> 00:17:26,873 [sobbing] 311 00:17:32,844 --> 00:17:36,124 Please, God. 312 00:17:36,158 --> 00:17:37,297 Please. 313 00:17:37,332 --> 00:17:39,541 [sobs] 314 00:17:39,575 --> 00:17:42,268 I knew I needed some suffering in my life 315 00:17:42,302 --> 00:17:45,374 here, in this journey, in order to change. 316 00:17:45,409 --> 00:17:47,825 ♪ 317 00:17:47,859 --> 00:17:50,103 This journey has opened my eyes 318 00:17:50,138 --> 00:17:54,003 to just how lucky and how fortunate I am. 319 00:17:54,038 --> 00:17:56,868 I need to stop being such a half-empty kind of guy 320 00:17:56,903 --> 00:17:58,629 and just be more positive. 321 00:17:58,663 --> 00:17:59,664 ♪ 322 00:17:59,699 --> 00:18:01,804 I can either lose this... 323 00:18:01,839 --> 00:18:03,496 [sighs] 324 00:18:03,530 --> 00:18:05,360 Or I can gut it out and win it. 325 00:18:05,394 --> 00:18:06,844 ♪ 326 00:18:06,878 --> 00:18:08,915 I freaking want to win. 327 00:18:08,949 --> 00:18:11,297 I want to win this bad. 328 00:18:11,331 --> 00:18:13,230 What I have to do is just man up 329 00:18:13,264 --> 00:18:16,164 and go as long as I can. 330 00:18:16,198 --> 00:18:18,062 ♪ 331 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:20,478 But survival here is not easy. 332 00:18:20,513 --> 00:18:21,755 It's just not easy. 333 00:18:21,790 --> 00:18:23,930 ♪ 334 00:18:23,964 --> 00:18:26,208 ♪ How long can I take it? 335 00:18:26,243 --> 00:18:28,935 ♪ How long can I take it out here? ♪ 336 00:18:28,969 --> 00:18:32,559 ♪ How long can you take it, boy? ♪ 337 00:18:32,594 --> 00:18:35,942 ♪ How long can I take it out here? ♪ 338 00:18:35,976 --> 00:18:37,978 Not very much [bleep] longer, man. 339 00:18:38,013 --> 00:18:39,256 Not very much. 340 00:18:39,290 --> 00:18:41,189 ♪ 341 00:18:46,642 --> 00:18:54,547 ♪ 342 00:19:11,184 --> 00:19:13,738 - When I went down after that fish, 343 00:19:13,773 --> 00:19:15,878 I injured myself severely. 344 00:19:15,913 --> 00:19:17,949 I bruised my knee something fierce, 345 00:19:17,984 --> 00:19:19,606 and I got to wait a couple days 346 00:19:19,641 --> 00:19:22,851 for these knees to kind of heal up a little bit. 347 00:19:24,404 --> 00:19:26,855 I wonder how much my body can take, 348 00:19:26,889 --> 00:19:29,064 and at what point I would start being very unwise 349 00:19:29,098 --> 00:19:31,170 to continue. 350 00:19:32,723 --> 00:19:36,175 I wasn't in bad shape when I came out here. 351 00:19:36,209 --> 00:19:38,729 I had been working out steadily for months, 352 00:19:38,763 --> 00:19:40,075 getting ready for the potential 353 00:19:40,109 --> 00:19:42,250 to maybe do something like this. 354 00:19:42,284 --> 00:19:44,873 Thank you for the ride. 355 00:19:44,907 --> 00:19:46,046 So that's it. 356 00:19:46,081 --> 00:19:47,600 You're just, like, gonna leave me here? 357 00:19:47,634 --> 00:19:49,222 You're just leaving? 358 00:19:49,257 --> 00:19:50,603 I am home. 359 00:19:50,637 --> 00:19:51,914 This is hard work. 360 00:19:51,949 --> 00:19:53,606 This is not an easy thing to do, 361 00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:56,229 and it's unrelenting, is what it is. 362 00:19:56,264 --> 00:19:58,335 ♪ 363 00:19:58,369 --> 00:19:59,715 Oh, my goodness. 364 00:19:59,750 --> 00:20:02,511 But if I can't make this cove produce food, 365 00:20:02,546 --> 00:20:03,650 I won't make it. 366 00:20:03,685 --> 00:20:05,652 That's the catch of the day. 367 00:20:05,687 --> 00:20:07,999 Some kind of gnarly-looking seaweed. 368 00:20:08,034 --> 00:20:10,450 Starvation really does get to you. 369 00:20:10,485 --> 00:20:13,281 My body's disappearing, and it is scary. 370 00:20:13,315 --> 00:20:16,422 There is nothing in my gill net. 371 00:20:16,456 --> 00:20:18,286 It mocks me. 372 00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:20,529 I want to do well, and I'm sick of being the dad 373 00:20:20,564 --> 00:20:21,668 that always has to say no. 374 00:20:21,703 --> 00:20:23,118 "Hey, can we go out--" no, you can't. 375 00:20:23,152 --> 00:20:24,430 "Dad, can I have--" no, you can't. 376 00:20:24,464 --> 00:20:25,603 Can't afford it. 377 00:20:25,638 --> 00:20:27,398 So, yeah, that prize money would be huge. 378 00:20:27,433 --> 00:20:29,331 Two weeks out here and no fish to show for it. 379 00:20:29,366 --> 00:20:30,781 That's embarrassing. 380 00:20:30,815 --> 00:20:33,439 I have to learn how to fish these waters. 381 00:20:33,473 --> 00:20:34,474 I'm really hungry. 382 00:20:34,509 --> 00:20:35,889 ♪ 383 00:20:35,924 --> 00:20:37,650 Yeah, baby! 384 00:20:37,684 --> 00:20:40,308 I'm going to have a meal! 385 00:20:40,342 --> 00:20:43,242 I'm going to have a meal! 386 00:20:43,276 --> 00:20:45,313 Oh, that is good. 387 00:20:45,347 --> 00:20:47,694 I haven't been able to fish these waters 388 00:20:47,729 --> 00:20:49,627 close to a week or so. 389 00:20:49,662 --> 00:20:52,285 My gill net has been destroyed every place I've put it. 390 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:54,977 This cove tears everything to shreds 391 00:20:55,012 --> 00:20:57,014 again, and again, and again. 392 00:20:57,048 --> 00:21:00,362 Part of me just is screaming to go home. 393 00:21:00,397 --> 00:21:02,813 But I can't do that to my kids. 394 00:21:02,847 --> 00:21:05,298 I pray for my kids every night. 395 00:21:05,333 --> 00:21:07,024 ♪ 396 00:21:07,058 --> 00:21:08,301 And I really miss 'em. 397 00:21:08,336 --> 00:21:12,305 ♪ 398 00:21:12,340 --> 00:21:15,998 That's the hardest thing about being here. 399 00:21:16,033 --> 00:21:17,276 Everything else, I can handle. 400 00:21:17,310 --> 00:21:21,314 I can't bail... 401 00:21:21,349 --> 00:21:23,696 on the opportunity... 402 00:21:23,730 --> 00:21:26,768 to help my kids the way I can 403 00:21:26,802 --> 00:21:28,873 if I just see this thing through. 404 00:21:28,908 --> 00:21:33,153 I'm just going to focus in on my little tiny universe here 405 00:21:33,188 --> 00:21:36,329 and making life as good as I can in it. 406 00:21:36,364 --> 00:21:38,193 What's your Sleep Number? 407 00:21:38,227 --> 00:21:39,746 ♪ 408 00:21:39,781 --> 00:21:41,334 The only thing that's worked for me so far 409 00:21:41,369 --> 00:21:42,818 to get food out of the cove 410 00:21:42,853 --> 00:21:44,130 is a hook and a line. 411 00:21:44,164 --> 00:21:46,615 Yes, that's number six, folks! 412 00:21:46,650 --> 00:21:47,892 Whoo! 413 00:21:47,927 --> 00:21:51,171 Suffice to say, this is the feast of a lifetime. 414 00:21:51,206 --> 00:21:53,450 This place, it changes. 415 00:21:53,484 --> 00:21:55,348 It's kind to you, and then it's rough to you. 416 00:21:55,383 --> 00:21:57,246 It's like a very fickle place. 417 00:21:57,281 --> 00:21:58,696 It can turn on a dime. 418 00:21:58,731 --> 00:22:00,284 I lost my line. 419 00:22:00,319 --> 00:22:02,355 Damn. 420 00:22:02,390 --> 00:22:03,356 Whoa. 421 00:22:03,391 --> 00:22:04,909 Oh. 422 00:22:04,944 --> 00:22:05,945 Ugh. 423 00:22:05,979 --> 00:22:07,843 Oh, I just fell in. 424 00:22:07,878 --> 00:22:09,776 Hypothermia is a very real threat. 425 00:22:09,811 --> 00:22:11,709 I mean, I'm feeling the cold right now. 426 00:22:11,744 --> 00:22:13,918 The weather just has been brutal. 427 00:22:13,953 --> 00:22:16,231 We haven't had cold like this in the daytime 428 00:22:16,265 --> 00:22:17,646 since I've been here. 429 00:22:17,681 --> 00:22:20,442 It's weather like this that makes people tap out. 430 00:22:20,477 --> 00:22:23,480 Kind of a crappy day to be here in Desolation Cove. 431 00:22:23,514 --> 00:22:27,035 It puts the "desolation" in Desolation Cove, definitely. 432 00:22:27,069 --> 00:22:28,588 In the beginning, there was lots of days 433 00:22:28,623 --> 00:22:30,176 which I didn't eat anything. 434 00:22:30,210 --> 00:22:33,144 There was lots of opportunity and fish and things going on 435 00:22:33,179 --> 00:22:34,974 out there, I just didn't know what to do with it. 436 00:22:35,008 --> 00:22:36,458 I didn't know how to get it. 437 00:22:36,493 --> 00:22:40,669 And now that I do, I'm consistently hitting on fish. 438 00:22:40,704 --> 00:22:42,119 That's how survival goes. 439 00:22:42,153 --> 00:22:44,017 [growls] 440 00:22:44,052 --> 00:22:45,605 Dinner! 441 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:48,608 I know that, emotionally, this is getting more difficult. 442 00:22:48,643 --> 00:22:49,989 Definitely. 443 00:22:50,023 --> 00:22:53,026 There's that hierarchy of human needs. 444 00:22:53,061 --> 00:22:56,513 If you don't have air, you're not gonna think about water. 445 00:22:56,547 --> 00:22:59,861 If you don't have water, you're not gonna think about food. 446 00:22:59,895 --> 00:23:02,760 If I have food, then I start doing things 447 00:23:02,795 --> 00:23:04,141 like missing my kids. 448 00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:08,904 I start thinking about the fact that I'm alone. 449 00:23:08,939 --> 00:23:11,700 I'm beginning understand and learn 450 00:23:11,735 --> 00:23:14,462 how human contact is a basic human need, 451 00:23:14,496 --> 00:23:17,637 that we really do need this social interaction. 452 00:23:17,672 --> 00:23:19,708 We're social creatures, and we're not designed 453 00:23:19,743 --> 00:23:21,192 to live alone. 454 00:23:21,227 --> 00:23:29,235 ♪ 455 00:23:29,269 --> 00:23:31,340 Missing my kids is wearing on me. 456 00:23:31,375 --> 00:23:33,550 ♪ 457 00:23:33,584 --> 00:23:35,759 The daily strain 458 00:23:35,793 --> 00:23:39,866 is, you know, wearing on me. 459 00:23:39,901 --> 00:23:41,834 It's hard work. 460 00:23:41,868 --> 00:23:46,114 Recovering from an ordeal like this at 50 461 00:23:46,148 --> 00:23:48,772 is not the same as recovering at 25. 462 00:23:48,806 --> 00:23:52,361 I know that for a fact, that it's gonna take me longer 463 00:23:52,396 --> 00:23:54,778 to get back into decent shape. 464 00:23:54,812 --> 00:23:55,917 It's gonna take more effort, 465 00:23:55,951 --> 00:23:59,161 and it's gonna take some discipline. 466 00:23:59,196 --> 00:24:01,336 And the longer this goes, the harder that will be. 467 00:24:01,370 --> 00:24:04,857 And I... 468 00:24:04,891 --> 00:24:09,275 I'm looking forward to the day when this is done. 469 00:24:09,309 --> 00:24:10,794 One way or the other. 470 00:24:10,828 --> 00:24:18,733 ♪ 471 00:24:20,735 --> 00:24:23,082 [wind whistling] 472 00:24:23,116 --> 00:24:31,021 ♪ 473 00:24:37,545 --> 00:24:39,270 - Oh, God, I feel like puking. 474 00:24:39,305 --> 00:24:47,278 ♪ 475 00:24:47,313 --> 00:24:48,970 All right, settle down. 476 00:24:49,004 --> 00:24:56,874 ♪ 477 00:24:58,773 --> 00:25:00,809 I ain't never quit nothing in my life. 478 00:25:00,844 --> 00:25:08,748 ♪ 479 00:25:18,827 --> 00:25:20,311 - I need to ignore the fact that I have 480 00:25:20,346 --> 00:25:21,623 that little black phone in there, 481 00:25:21,658 --> 00:25:26,248 which is could use to call... 482 00:25:26,283 --> 00:25:30,183 base camp and tap out. 483 00:25:30,218 --> 00:25:32,392 It's a matter of, yet again, 484 00:25:32,427 --> 00:25:36,535 confronting the fact that I'm out here surviving by myself. 485 00:25:36,569 --> 00:25:39,123 ♪ 486 00:25:39,158 --> 00:25:42,057 Until I get rescued. 487 00:25:42,092 --> 00:25:49,996 ♪ 488 00:25:53,759 --> 00:25:55,208 [sighs] 489 00:25:55,243 --> 00:26:01,939 ♪ 490 00:26:01,974 --> 00:26:04,114 Do I want to? 491 00:26:04,148 --> 00:26:05,356 Can I? 492 00:26:05,391 --> 00:26:07,531 I'd like to. 493 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:09,740 My mind won't let me, man. 494 00:26:09,775 --> 00:26:17,092 ♪ 495 00:26:18,231 --> 00:26:19,198 Wow. 496 00:26:19,232 --> 00:26:21,649 ♪ 497 00:26:21,683 --> 00:26:25,687 I mean, the level of exhaustion is off the charts right now. 498 00:26:25,722 --> 00:26:28,241 And my neck is killing me. 499 00:26:28,276 --> 00:26:36,146 ♪ 500 00:26:57,305 --> 00:27:05,209 ♪ 501 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:19,465 ♪ 502 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:31,615 [dramatic music] 503 00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:39,519 ♪ 504 00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:09,135 ♪ 505 00:28:09,170 --> 00:28:12,725 I did the best I couman. 506 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:14,762 [crying] I did the best I could, man. 507 00:28:14,796 --> 00:28:16,729 [sobs] 508 00:28:16,764 --> 00:28:18,420 - Mother Nature, she's a tough cookie, eh? 509 00:28:18,455 --> 00:28:19,663 Yeah, yeah. 510 00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:27,602 ♪ 511 00:28:29,673 --> 00:28:30,950 Mentally, I broke. 512 00:28:30,985 --> 00:28:32,365 I didn't just quit, I broke. 513 00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:36,369 ♪ 514 00:28:36,404 --> 00:28:38,578 It's just been emotionally trying, dealing with all 515 00:28:38,613 --> 00:28:42,065 the cravings and all the hunger, and I'm just done with it. 516 00:28:42,099 --> 00:28:43,860 I'm starving. 517 00:28:43,894 --> 00:28:45,240 I don't need to go hungry anymore. 518 00:28:45,275 --> 00:28:46,897 I'm done. 519 00:28:46,932 --> 00:28:48,312 ♪ 520 00:28:48,347 --> 00:28:50,625 The only reason that I wanted to tap 521 00:28:50,659 --> 00:28:54,077 was because I was gonna die. 522 00:28:54,111 --> 00:28:57,390 I was gonna have no calories left. 523 00:28:57,425 --> 00:29:01,291 You can't tap until you leave everything out there, man. 524 00:29:02,844 --> 00:29:04,984 If you tap before you leave everything out there, 525 00:29:05,019 --> 00:29:06,572 what the hell did you sign up for? 526 00:29:06,606 --> 00:29:08,091 ♪ 527 00:29:08,125 --> 00:29:10,887 Being out here has, indeed, humbled me. 528 00:29:10,921 --> 00:29:12,889 It has made me realize 529 00:29:12,923 --> 00:29:16,168 that I'm not quite as tough as I think I am. 530 00:29:16,202 --> 00:29:18,722 I don't have the skills that some of the other folks do, 531 00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:22,036 but I got some pretty good willpower. 532 00:29:22,070 --> 00:29:26,799 What I've really discovered about myself is that... 533 00:29:26,834 --> 00:29:28,594 I have to focus on 534 00:29:28,628 --> 00:29:32,667 what my wife talks about all the time. 535 00:29:32,701 --> 00:29:34,117 Just stop worrying about the fact 536 00:29:34,151 --> 00:29:37,258 that you're grinding away and working, 537 00:29:37,292 --> 00:29:40,192 and just think about the little things in life. 538 00:29:40,226 --> 00:29:43,022 And what I've come-- and I've always known this-- 539 00:29:43,057 --> 00:29:46,336 but my family is frickin' awesome. 540 00:29:46,370 --> 00:29:49,995 And I need to start showing my appreciation for that. 541 00:29:50,029 --> 00:29:52,342 This has been the hardest thing I've ever done 542 00:29:52,376 --> 00:29:54,413 in my entire life. 543 00:29:54,447 --> 00:29:57,692 This'll be one of the greatest achievements I've ever done. 544 00:29:57,726 --> 00:30:00,626 But it's just super, super disappointing 545 00:30:00,660 --> 00:30:03,422 I couldn't make it to the very end. 546 00:30:03,456 --> 00:30:04,664 It's like I always tell my kids 547 00:30:04,699 --> 00:30:06,045 when they were in sports, you know? 548 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:07,150 Leave it all on the field. 549 00:30:07,184 --> 00:30:08,945 Did you give it your all? 550 00:30:08,979 --> 00:30:11,568 If you did your best, that's all you can do. 551 00:30:11,602 --> 00:30:14,088 You can't ever do more than your best. 552 00:30:14,122 --> 00:30:16,366 I did my best, man. That's all I can say. 553 00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:24,305 ♪ 554 00:30:44,290 --> 00:30:52,195 ♪ 555 00:30:56,371 --> 00:30:57,545 - How do I answer the question, 556 00:30:57,579 --> 00:30:58,960 "How long could I survive out here?" 557 00:30:58,995 --> 00:31:00,375 Well, I don't know. 558 00:31:00,410 --> 00:31:02,930 ♪ 559 00:31:02,964 --> 00:31:04,517 Keep going, David, keep going. 560 00:31:04,552 --> 00:31:06,071 Don't stop now. 561 00:31:06,105 --> 00:31:09,660 ♪ 562 00:31:09,695 --> 00:31:11,490 is is hard. 563 00:31:11,524 --> 00:31:15,011 I get hungry during the day, and I miss my children, 564 00:31:15,045 --> 00:31:19,291 and I don't have any body reserves to draw on anymore. 565 00:31:19,325 --> 00:31:21,465 ♪ 566 00:31:21,500 --> 00:31:23,571 So if I don't get food going in, 567 00:31:23,605 --> 00:31:26,367 I have to burn me, and I don't have a whole lot 568 00:31:26,401 --> 00:31:27,713 of me left to burn. 569 00:31:27,747 --> 00:31:29,128 ♪ 570 00:31:29,163 --> 00:31:30,612 But to give up... 571 00:31:30,647 --> 00:31:33,339 I feel like I would be giving up on my kids' future, 572 00:31:33,374 --> 00:31:35,997 or a chance at that future, 573 00:31:36,032 --> 00:31:38,862 and I just can't bring myself to do that. 574 00:31:38,897 --> 00:31:40,760 It's not about the money for me. 575 00:31:40,795 --> 00:31:42,693 It's about the money for my kids. 576 00:31:42,728 --> 00:31:46,387 Because right now, I don't have any way to help them 577 00:31:46,421 --> 00:31:50,494 go to college, and to me, that is huge. 578 00:31:50,529 --> 00:31:58,088 ♪ 579 00:31:58,123 --> 00:32:02,506 Yes! 580 00:32:02,541 --> 00:32:06,269 Thank you, Lord. 581 00:32:06,303 --> 00:32:08,685 Look at the size of this fish. 582 00:32:08,719 --> 00:32:10,583 I have stew tonight! 583 00:32:10,618 --> 00:32:18,522 ♪ 584 00:32:25,633 --> 00:32:29,671 I think I'll know when I'm not making it anymore. 585 00:32:29,706 --> 00:32:31,535 But right now, I feel like I am. 586 00:32:31,570 --> 00:32:39,233 ♪ 587 00:32:40,475 --> 00:32:42,891 - 104 over 72 is your heart rate-- 588 00:32:42,926 --> 00:32:44,479 uh, blood pressure, sorry. 589 00:32:44,514 --> 00:32:52,418 ♪ 590 00:32:54,524 --> 00:32:56,146 - I got a lot of questions about recovering 591 00:32:56,181 --> 00:32:58,321 from a thing like this, but I guess that can wait 592 00:32:58,355 --> 00:33:02,256 for, uh, me to actually be done with it. 593 00:33:02,290 --> 00:33:04,327 I'm not done yet. 594 00:33:06,639 --> 00:33:09,090 ♪ 595 00:33:09,125 --> 00:33:12,818 You know, heading into day 70 soon, 596 00:33:12,852 --> 00:33:14,578 and I feel like I could keep going. 597 00:33:14,613 --> 00:33:17,616 ♪ 598 00:33:17,650 --> 00:33:19,756 Of all the people that get a chance to do this thing, 599 00:33:19,790 --> 00:33:20,895 I get a chance to do it. 600 00:33:20,929 --> 00:33:24,105 ♪ 601 00:33:24,140 --> 00:33:26,107 You know, other people that applied for this thing 602 00:33:26,142 --> 00:33:27,350 and maybe got a chance to do it-- 603 00:33:27,384 --> 00:33:28,937 I get to do it. 604 00:33:28,972 --> 00:33:31,940 So, yeah, I want to do this. 605 00:33:31,975 --> 00:33:33,390 Why go home now? 606 00:33:33,425 --> 00:33:36,359 I'm eating crab--I am eating Dungeness crabs 607 00:33:36,393 --> 00:33:37,567 practically every night. 608 00:33:37,601 --> 00:33:40,087 Why would I go home now? 609 00:33:40,121 --> 00:33:42,399 ♪ 610 00:33:42,434 --> 00:33:44,539 You know, somebody said to me right before I left, 611 00:33:44,574 --> 00:33:46,334 "Boy, 50 doesn't slow you down at all." 612 00:33:46,369 --> 00:33:47,542 And I'm like, "Yeah, baby." 613 00:33:47,577 --> 00:33:49,337 You know, that's what... 614 00:33:49,372 --> 00:33:51,477 [tree branch cracking] 615 00:33:51,512 --> 00:33:52,789 ♪ 616 00:33:52,823 --> 00:33:54,894 [exhales sharply] 617 00:34:01,418 --> 00:34:04,387 [dramatic music] 618 00:34:04,421 --> 00:34:12,326 ♪ 619 00:34:19,816 --> 00:34:20,955 Why go home now? 620 00:34:20,989 --> 00:34:24,786 ♪ 621 00:34:24,821 --> 00:34:26,857 You know, somebody said to me right before I left, 622 00:34:26,892 --> 00:34:28,618 "Boy, 50 doesn't slow you down at all." 623 00:34:28,652 --> 00:34:29,998 And I'm like, "Yeah, baby." 624 00:34:30,033 --> 00:34:32,346 You know, that's what... 625 00:34:32,380 --> 00:34:33,623 [tree branch cracking] 626 00:34:33,657 --> 00:34:35,038 ♪ 627 00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:36,798 [exhales sharply] 628 00:34:50,018 --> 00:34:51,779 Oh! 629 00:34:51,813 --> 00:34:54,678 [crying] 630 00:35:06,069 --> 00:35:07,243 I did this for you guys. 631 00:35:07,277 --> 00:35:08,485 You know that, right? 632 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:11,419 [crying] 633 00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:19,807 - Oh, my goodness. - [sobs] 634 00:35:19,841 --> 00:35:24,812 ♪ 635 00:35:24,846 --> 00:35:26,227 You did it. 636 00:35:26,262 --> 00:35:27,608 - I did it. - You did it. 637 00:35:27,642 --> 00:35:33,165 ♪ 638 00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:37,169 - And you came all this way just to tell me that. 639 00:35:37,204 --> 00:35:39,137 Oh, my goodness. 640 00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:42,001 ♪ 641 00:35:42,036 --> 00:35:43,244 Oh. 642 00:35:43,279 --> 00:35:50,596 ♪ 643 00:35:50,631 --> 00:35:52,633 I get to go in that boat today, don't I? 644 00:35:52,667 --> 00:35:54,531 You're coming home. 645 00:35:54,566 --> 00:35:56,602 - I get to come home. Oh, my goodness. 646 00:35:56,637 --> 00:35:59,364 ♪ 647 00:35:59,398 --> 00:36:00,744 - So I want to see what you did. 648 00:36:00,779 --> 00:36:02,194 - Let's see what I do. - I do. 649 00:36:02,229 --> 00:36:03,954 - Let see how I lived. - I've been waiting. 650 00:36:03,989 --> 00:36:06,750 ♪ 651 00:36:06,785 --> 00:36:09,512 This is my cove. 652 00:36:09,546 --> 00:36:12,100 ♪ 653 00:36:12,135 --> 00:36:14,275 It is absolutely beautiful. 654 00:36:14,310 --> 00:36:16,001 - Yeah, it doesn't always look like this. 655 00:36:16,035 --> 00:36:17,485 - [laughs] - It does not always-- 656 00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:21,696 when it's sleeting and the wind is howling through here 657 00:36:21,731 --> 00:36:23,215 and stuff-- no, this is idyllic. 658 00:36:23,250 --> 00:36:25,217 This is, like, the perfect day. 659 00:36:25,252 --> 00:36:30,740 ♪ 660 00:36:30,774 --> 00:36:32,224 I've never had money in my life, 661 00:36:32,259 --> 00:36:36,435 so I have really no idea what I would do if I had money. 662 00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:39,818 I'm pretty enthusiastic about figuring it out. 663 00:36:39,852 --> 00:36:41,406 Now, there's some things I want to do 664 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:45,824 to help you guys, and, uh... 665 00:36:45,858 --> 00:36:47,826 Yeah, beyond that, I don't know. 666 00:36:47,860 --> 00:36:50,138 I mean, I just... 667 00:36:50,173 --> 00:36:52,244 I just have to survive that. 668 00:36:52,279 --> 00:36:55,247 ♪ 669 00:36:55,282 --> 00:36:58,250 [helicopter propeller whirring] 670 00:36:58,285 --> 00:37:06,189 ♪ 671 00:37:20,479 --> 00:37:22,516 I'm ready to go home. 672 00:37:22,550 --> 00:37:24,794 Yes, we get to ride in a helicopter. 673 00:37:24,828 --> 00:37:32,733 ♪ 674 00:37:50,060 --> 00:37:57,965 ♪ 675 00:38:19,366 --> 00:38:21,713 I do have a love/hate relationship with this place. 676 00:38:21,747 --> 00:38:23,231 You get up in the morning, 677 00:38:23,266 --> 00:38:27,028 and you confront the realities of your situation. 678 00:38:27,063 --> 00:38:29,617 Some days it's great, and some days it's horrible. 679 00:38:29,652 --> 00:38:31,861 But suffering has value. 680 00:38:31,895 --> 00:38:34,415 We avoid it at all costs. 681 00:38:34,450 --> 00:38:37,073 We would never want to go back and repeat it, 682 00:38:37,107 --> 00:38:38,833 but it has value. 683 00:38:38,868 --> 00:38:40,214 It's a part of life. 684 00:38:40,248 --> 00:38:42,147 And nobody gets through life without suffering. 685 00:38:42,181 --> 00:38:43,493 Nobody. 686 00:38:43,528 --> 00:38:46,324 The question is, what do you allow it to do in you? 687 00:38:46,358 --> 00:38:49,016 You can allow that suffering to make you bitter, 688 00:38:49,050 --> 00:38:50,880 angry... 689 00:38:50,914 --> 00:38:53,192 just a wretched person. 690 00:38:53,227 --> 00:38:54,746 You know, you can allow that suffering 691 00:38:54,780 --> 00:38:57,714 to eat away at your soul. 692 00:38:57,749 --> 00:39:00,648 Turn in on itself and just chew you apart. 693 00:39:00,683 --> 00:39:03,789 Or you can look for the deeper meaning in it. 694 00:39:03,824 --> 00:39:05,170 My philosophy on suffering 695 00:39:05,204 --> 00:39:07,379 is that God's trying to teach me something. 696 00:39:07,414 --> 00:39:09,381 And I know that... 697 00:39:09,416 --> 00:39:12,591 I know that, in the end... 698 00:39:12,626 --> 00:39:15,525 I get to keep those lessons. 699 00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:16,871 And the pain goes away. 700 00:39:16,906 --> 00:39:24,776 ♪ 701 00:39:31,679 --> 00:39:34,648 And the pain goes away. 702 00:39:34,682 --> 00:39:42,587 ♪ 703 00:39:45,279 --> 00:39:48,109 - Oh, back in the world of laws. 704 00:39:48,144 --> 00:39:50,629 I was bound by a different set of laws out there. 705 00:39:50,664 --> 00:39:52,079 I was bound by the laws of nature. 706 00:39:52,113 --> 00:39:53,425 I was bound by the laws of the wind 707 00:39:53,460 --> 00:39:55,220 and the tide and the weather. 708 00:39:55,254 --> 00:39:57,049 Nature dictates its own terms to you. 709 00:39:57,084 --> 00:40:00,536 You know, it was allowing me to survive 710 00:40:00,570 --> 00:40:04,436 in that cove on its terms. 711 00:40:04,471 --> 00:40:08,233 ♪ 712 00:40:08,267 --> 00:40:09,614 The thought of my kids kept me going 713 00:40:09,648 --> 00:40:11,236 the whole time I was out there. 714 00:40:11,270 --> 00:40:15,067 There was a lot of days where doubt and fear of quitting 715 00:40:15,102 --> 00:40:17,760 would come up, and I would just think of 716 00:40:17,794 --> 00:40:20,176 Karina, Daniel, and Erin... 717 00:40:20,210 --> 00:40:23,421 and how they gave me the freedom. 718 00:40:23,455 --> 00:40:25,871 They knew that I had to do this. 719 00:40:25,906 --> 00:40:27,942 And I get to go over there now and tell them 720 00:40:27,977 --> 00:40:30,082 it's all gonna be different, 721 00:40:30,117 --> 00:40:32,878 and that feels really good. 722 00:40:32,913 --> 00:40:34,742 I'm really looking forward to this moment. 723 00:40:34,777 --> 00:40:42,681 ♪ 724 00:40:46,685 --> 00:40:48,480 I missed you guys so much. 725 00:40:48,515 --> 00:40:50,448 I missed you, too. 726 00:40:50,482 --> 00:40:52,173 Oh. 727 00:40:52,208 --> 00:40:53,312 Get in here, girl. 728 00:40:53,347 --> 00:41:00,699 ♪ 729 00:41:02,252 --> 00:41:04,669 - My God, you look so different. - Daniel, what happened to you? 730 00:41:04,703 --> 00:41:06,567 - You're like a foot taller. - [laughs] 731 00:41:06,602 --> 00:41:07,982 Seriously. 732 00:41:08,017 --> 00:41:09,225 I'm done, I'm out of the bush. 733 00:41:09,259 --> 00:41:10,985 I'm home. 734 00:41:11,020 --> 00:41:13,367 I'm gonna be h for a while now. 735 00:41:13,401 --> 00:41:15,921 What's the news? 736 00:41:15,956 --> 00:41:17,958 What's been going on? 737 00:41:17,992 --> 00:41:19,994 So did you think I'd be gone this long? 738 00:41:20,029 --> 00:41:21,202 No. 739 00:41:21,237 --> 00:41:22,721 - Yeah, you thought I'd be back sooner? 740 00:41:22,756 --> 00:41:23,826 You thought I was gonna win. 741 00:41:23,860 --> 00:41:26,242 Well... 742 00:41:26,276 --> 00:41:29,072 I did. 743 00:41:29,107 --> 00:41:30,315 What? 744 00:41:30,349 --> 00:41:32,075 I won. 745 00:41:32,110 --> 00:41:33,767 [cries] 746 00:41:33,801 --> 00:41:34,871 Wow. 747 00:41:34,906 --> 00:41:37,322 ♪ 748 00:41:37,356 --> 00:41:40,083 Everybody else left. 749 00:41:40,118 --> 00:41:41,291 Except for me. 750 00:41:41,326 --> 00:41:47,056 ♪ 751 00:41:47,090 --> 00:41:49,990 - I know you-- I wish I knew it! 752 00:41:50,024 --> 00:41:51,474 I wish I knew it. 753 00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:54,304 I didn't know-- I didn't know I could do it. 754 00:41:54,339 --> 00:41:57,549 You guys gave me the confidence to do this. 755 00:41:57,584 --> 00:42:00,448 Daniel, Karina, I am now the dad who says yes. 756 00:42:00,483 --> 00:42:01,484 [both laughing] 757 00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:02,485 Okay? 758 00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:03,728 I'm the dad of yes. 759 00:42:03,762 --> 00:42:05,971 "Dad, can we do it?" Yes. 760 00:42:06,006 --> 00:42:08,249 From now on, everything's different. 761 00:42:08,284 --> 00:42:10,286 ♪ 762 00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:13,565 I am totally at peace with my world right now. 763 00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:16,361 I have seen my kids. 764 00:42:16,395 --> 00:42:19,053 I'm just riding this wave of exhilaration. 765 00:42:19,088 --> 00:42:20,986 Nothing can bring me down. 766 00:42:21,021 --> 00:42:23,989 The bush is something which will always be in my blood, 767 00:42:24,024 --> 00:42:26,578 but I regained a sense of gratitude 768 00:42:26,613 --> 00:42:28,511 for the life that we have out here. 769 00:42:28,546 --> 00:42:30,720 ♪ 770 00:42:30,755 --> 00:42:33,585 I certainly value human company 771 00:42:33,620 --> 00:42:35,553 more than I ever have before. 772 00:42:35,587 --> 00:42:37,555 ♪ 773 00:42:37,589 --> 00:42:39,729 Human company is something 774 00:42:39,764 --> 00:42:42,421 we can't afford to take for granted. 775 00:42:42,456 --> 00:42:45,701 The most valuable facet of your life are your relationships. 776 00:42:45,735 --> 00:42:47,288 ♪ 777 00:42:47,323 --> 00:42:49,912 And to not value them 778 00:42:49,946 --> 00:42:53,881 is a real detriment to quality of life. 779 00:42:53,916 --> 00:42:55,124 And I realize that now more than ever. 780 00:42:55,158 --> 00:43:03,063 ♪ 55475

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