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If you had a balloon,

and suddenly that balloon flew away from you,

Are you gonna blame on the strong wind,

or you hand that didn't hold it tight enough.

There's nothing can stay with us forever.

I miss you.

Wait.

Don't stand in the rain.

I'll return your umbrella later.

How do you know that I live here?

I just wanna return the umbrella.

You can just leave it at the DVD shop.

You know that I'm lying, right?

And why are you still listening to me?

I don't know how to explain.

But we've never met before ...really?

That's not true.

If I could wish for one thing, I would ask for us not to meet each other.

I don’t know how to explain.

But I feel like my heart wants to cry.

I don’t know who you are.

But is it true that we’ve never known each other before?

That’s not true.

My name is Ong-sa.

Ong-sa.

I will tell you the truth.

But on a few conditions.

Conditions?

Um.

Just 2 conditions.

Do we have a deal?

Um.

The first one,

You’ll have to let me call you P’. (To call a person who's older)

But aren’t we the same age?

Yes, but I will explain later why.

And…

what do you want me to call you?

Just call me the same.

You're not pranking me or anything right?

I'm not.

I'm serious.

What are you doing?

Touching your head.

I thought I'm your P'? (Touching the head of older people is a taboo in Thai culture)

Yes, P'

I don't know.

I don't know what it is.

But it hurts.

I understand.

It's fine.

Take a deep breath.

Take a deep breath.

Easy.

Easy.

And what's the other condition?

What is it?

Can you please write down what I'm about to tell you?

Um.

Ready?

Dear...P'Suansoon

When you're writing this,

we've turned into strangers.

Your smile is not as lively as you used to have.

You're still alone.

You life without me,

must be real lonely.

It's actually kinda nice knowing that.

Please don't blame your faith.

Even I used to blame that myself too.

When we cannot find a way out,

we're often just gonna blame it on faith.

So that's why I don't want you to blame on it.

Doesn't matter... whether faith does exist or not.

You know that right?

That one day, everything will disappear.

Like it never does exist.

For me,

meeting you in every moment of my life,

is already worthwhile the disappearance.

I did everything I could with all my heart.

I got to love as much as I could.

And you are all of those.

At this moment, you are crying.

Crying for someone you don't even know.

Sometimes,

your heart...

might confuse you.

But trust me that I'm not lying to you.

I don't want anything from you except...

...goodbye.

You asked me not to get to know you in order to save my life.

Last time, I couldn't do it.

But this time...

I have no choice.

But if you trust me,

don't try to get to know me.

Even now,

it doesn't matter which way I'm looking at you right now.

I'm just a guy... who loves you with all my heart.

And it will always be that way.

One day...

if we met each other again,

even if there's only me...

or there's only you that can remember us.

or....

even there's no one remembers at all.

I'd still hope that...

I'll get to know you once again.

We might meet each other at some movie theater.

You might be sitting on G7.

or G9.

Or whatever.

But I'll always be sitting at G8 seat.

If that time comes,

can you please do me a favor?

When the movie is over, and someone says 'Good movie, huh?',

please don't walk away from him.

And please know...

that person is me.

I'm sorry.

that I couldn't do more.

You need to live.

Without me,

it might be a bit lonely.

But you can do it.

We're not gonna see each other from now on?

Take care of yourself.

Goodbye.

What's going on, Soon?

Where's mom?

She has a meeting with a customer today.

Why are you looking at me like that?

If I'm not here,

you guys must be really lonely.

I guess so.

Have you ever thought?

Thought of what?

If I disappeared,

what would it be like for you?

Why would you think that?

Are you hearing what you're saying?

You're just 18.

Don't think about that stuff.

It's just...

thinking ahead of time.

I'll go to college soon,

will be working.

And I won't be here all the time like this.

For sure.

I think..

you should just live your life happily.

Don't worry about us.

Here comes the food~

Wow...looking good.

Why are you suddenly making dinner for us?

I just wanna show off my cooking.

I'm kinda awesome at this.

That's it.

That's the answer.

Let's start with the egg.

- I'll just use this spoon. - Go ahead.

You go first.

This is like the best omelette I've ever had.

Ok I'll give you a pass.

Mom tried. Did you try dad?

The pork. The pork.

Pretty good.

- Eat up. It's good. - Yup, it's good today.

Smells good too.

Why is it so yummy?

- My special sauce. - Special sauce?

Is that you, Ong-sa?

Um.

You looked cute though.

Of course.

Let me be by your side for a long time okay?

For how long?

For our whole lives.

Ohm! My drink.

Can I just have a sip?

You drink is over there. Drink yours.

Guys.

Do you remember...

that guy who tutored for us?

Why do you ask?

Haven't we been tutored ourselves?

We studied at P'Nan's everyday.

You don't remember?

Are you alright?

Nothing.

When you asked that...

I also wonder...

that we got into college...

because we really studied it ourselves?

Cause I feel like...

we suddenly teleported here

and just got accepted to universities.

Are you dreaming?

Talking nonsense.

We're great in school.

Na and Ong-sa...yes.

But you...

Me why?

You're getting on my nerve many times. Wanna fight?

Enough guys.

Fighting like a kid.

I'll punch you here. Bam!

- Where do I put this? - At the field. Teacher is waiting.

Okay sure.

There's no people in movie club at all?

Why do we have to help them?

Others go buy other things.

Just helping out our friends.

My dude.

So now you're calling me your dude?

You're such a snowflake. Let's go.

Go.

Why can't we lift clothes instead?

When the movie is on,

can you prevent those two from joining?

You've got something to tell me?

No.

Are you sure?

Well...

Are you..

gonna stay for the movie?

Of course.

Oh.

Why?

Are you bringing someone and you don't want us to see?

No!

Thought you guys are going to the internet cafe. It's good that you'll stay.

So I won't be alone.

Hey guys, over here!

Still available here.

I think this is your job.

Here.

- Me again? - Yeah. Go ahead.

Put it here, so we'll be in the center of the screen.

Do you actually know how to do it?

- Here. I got it. - Awesome.

Thank you.

Drinks drinks. Thanks.

Here's your reward.

Our theater today...

is as big as the world, don't you think?

I'm on G9 seat.

And you're on G8 seat.

Is it about to start?

- There it is! - It's on.

'Purple hoodie. I don't like it'

'It's yellow!'

'I can't be your boyfriend, Mew.'

'But that doesn't mean I don't love you.'

Aww. You're really crying? Damn.

Calm down.

Hey! Shooting stars!

Do you believe in this kinda thing too?

Just shut up!

Why aren't you guys making a wish?

Meteors do not happen like this every night.

Do this. Make a wish.

What did you wish for, Ong-sa?

Please let us meet each other again.

When our love...

stays the same.

Hello~

It tastes great.

You're here just for a coffee?

It'll be over soon.

You seem to know, huh?

About what?

The fact that...

this is supposed to be our first meet?

No.

About when you have to go back.

I don't exactly know.

It's just..

I can feel it.

Time has its own limitation.

You both have only one chance each.

I hope that...

this will me my last time.

I have one concern though.

When I go back, am I gonna forget everything

like everyone else?

And do you want to forget?

No.

Even though, there are something you'll regret?

Yeah.

I don't wanna forget him.

You two are so alike.

Is that a good thing?

It's both good and bad.

You still haven't told me...

that will I forget everything or not?

I also do not know.

Hey.

I have to go.

- I'll walk you out. - No need. No need.

You continue working.

I actually...

came to say goodbye.

You're home so late, dad.

I asked you to watch the store for a bit, and you're complaining.

But normally, you never leave this place.

I went to visit an old friend.

A friend? Which one?

You don't know him.

You've got a lot of secrets.

I'll go out now.

I've got many things to buy.

- I'll be back. - Yeah yeah.

Dear..Ong-sa

All set.

Sir.

Sir.

Yes?

Here's your ticket.

Oh. Thank you.

Enjoy the movie.

Sure.

Don't do that. Sit properly.

I'm so sorry.

Excuse me.

Yeah.

P'Nan. P'Nan.

Sa. Hey wait!

Why are you running? What's going on?

P'Nan.

Do you know someone named Suansoon?

Sa. Drink some water first,

to calm you down.

Don't you remember?

10 years ago.

You also asked me this question.

I don't know what acutally happened.

But I don't know that name.

That guy that you keep asking me,

I'm not gonna blame myself for not hanging on to it tight enough.

I'm not gonna blame the wind too.

You're the one who holds the balloon.

When the day comes... when it's time for it to go,

we'll have to see it go.

We'll have to let it go.

That balloon..

..is gone.

P'Nan.

I don't want it to be gone.

It's okay.

What’s up? Are you guys free this Friday evening?

Let’s hangout, shall we?

Sure. I’m free.

You don’t have any agenda anymore, Mr.President?

F*ck you. That’s my dad you’re calling!

Just kidding.

So Mangkorn is free.

What about you guys?

I can.

Damn! I’m gonna cry now.

Not often that Ms.Mithuna'll be available.

Um. I want you to take a look at the tattoo I want.

There! I knew it.

I’m booking your queue. When can I get it done?

It’s gonna be awhile. My schedule is pretty tight.

Okay. I'll go tattoo at the other place then.

Just kidding.

When it comes to my friends, I’m always free.

Good! What about you Ong-sa? You free?

I am free.

Cool!

Then this Friday. Same place. Same time, okay?

Okay.

Deal.

Excuse me.

Is there anyone named Suansoon here?

I just started working here.

All I know is that there no renter under that name.

Really?

I think he already moved somewhere else.

Let's take this as a sign of our love.

Don't ever give it to anyone else.

P’Soon.

I can’t.

Oh hey good morning, mon.

Hey.

Why did you wake up so late today?

I couldn’t sleep last night.

I got to sleep a bit only.

Why don’t you take leaves, hmm?

You should rest from time to time.

Doing something is better, mom.

Staying at home causes overthinking.

Do you love dad?

Why are you asking me an odd question? I’m confused now.

I’m just curious.

I do love him.

A lot too.

How…

do you know that..

dad is the right one for you?

I don’t know too.

There are many things actually…

the your dad and I don’t get along.

If you ask me,

the right one…

actually…

never does exist.

It’s more like… there’s a person that you love the most.

Why?

You found the right one for yourself?

Not yet.

What? But you asked me about love.

Thought you found your loved one.

I feel like…

you guys are so lucky to be together.

We are. Really.

Suansoon.

Do you know someone named Suansoon?

Suansoon?

What an odd name.

Yes.

His name is pretty odd.

Suansoon.

Cannot be defined in mathematics.

I think his name is kinda special.

I’ve never heard someone with that name before.

Yes.

Very special.

He must be really special.

The look you have for him is really special.

Introduce him to me sometimes.

If it’s possible,

I also want you to meet him too.

Bring him anytime.

I have to go to work now.

Gotta go.

Eat first.

Okay.

Gotta go.

Bye.

Your lip is still oily.

Drive safe.

Wait wait. Eat this in the car.

- You’ve got water in the car? - Yes, I do.

Hey. I'm leaving.

- Why are you in such a hurry? - Right.

Oh hey!

We’re thinking of going to a bar. It’s Friday. Come on!

I have an appointment already.

I’ll take a rain check today.

- Always. - See you.

I don’t think he will join next time.

P’Nan.

Hello! My naughty boy.

Long time no see!

I’ve been swamped with work lately.

I promised the guys to hangout today.

- They'll probably be here soon. - I knew.

Oh!

Ohm told me. I already asked the staff to go buy beers and chill it for you.

Woww. You’re not excited at all.

Just a bit. It’s not like you kids come here often.

You talk like we are still high school kids.

Isn’t it true?

I don’t think you guys’ve changed one bit.

And what are you doing?

I’m putting up an ad for the available room upstairs.

If I leave it like that, it’ll become shabby soon.

Do you want me to help you posting on websites?

Oh.

You don’t have to post it on the web.

I’ll just put it up around here with the neighbors. I think that’s enough.

Oh!

- Hello, P’Nan. - Hey~

You’re the first one here.

She's always been the punctual one.

Here’s your Americano, Mrs.customer.

Hmm customer?

So d*** annoying.

Why do you have to be so mean?

Those two are always late.

Even if they came early, you’d still scold at them too.

They deserve it.

When they arrive, they'll be talking too much.

Yeah right.

And how have you been?

Tired.

Also headache.

I don’t get enough sleep.

You are such a wimp.

Yeah keep nagging me.

- What about you? - Me?

I’ve been okay. Here and there.

- Here and there? - Um.

Here and there huh?

I heard and you’ve been super busy lately.

- Who told you that? - Your mother.

- Are you insulting me? - No, I’m not. It’s true.

Your mother texted us.

She said you've been real busy.

She wants you to take sometimes off before her son dies from stress.

My mom wouldn’t let me die.

I added the latter part myself.

Right.

I have many things on my mind.

Don’t wanna be overthinking.

Work hard

cause you don’t want to overthink?

My friend is so cool.

Think about it.

If I keep working,

I don’t have the time to think about other stuff, right?

Just tell us where do you wanna go rest.

Ughh. This meet up is already hard enough.

We’re already fortunate to be here.

Like you guys are so free.

True.

Yeah.

You’ve got something on your mind?

Do you believe in time traveling?

Why do you suddenly ask?

Nothing.

I used to not believing in it.

But I’m just curious.

What do you think?

It’s probably impossible.

Guess what?

A person asked me this question before.

Really? And what did you answer?

I said…

I didn’t believe it.

Until I can prove it.

But I think I’m starting to believe it.

- Hey. What’s up? - P’Nan. Hi.

We're here to see Ong-sa. Where is he?

- If you look over there a bit, you’ll see him. - Look over.

Oh hey dude!

They’re here.

Don't think too much.

Cheers!

If the drinks are not gone, we won’t leave.

How was it?

It’s refreshing.

’Room available for rent’

I’ll get this one.

Hello.

I'd like to rent the room that’s available.

Okay and you're Mr...?

Suansoon.

Suansoon.

That means... you already know each other then.

Seems like he doesn’t remember me.

If this time the balloon slips from your hand again,

then I don’t know what else I can do to help.