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- I've been nice to everybody
in this competition,

and today,
I will stand my ground.

- No fucking class
or decorum, honey.

- Are you serious?
- I'm fucking pissed.

- Say the name!

- This is "Untucked,"
backstage at the competition

to become America's
next drag superstar.

Girl, if you're not
watching "Untucked,"

you're only getting
half the story.

- Five minutes
to the main stage.

- Queens walking.

So uncomfortable.

- Prep "Untucked" cameras
on the main stage.

- Rolling, rolling.

- Thank you, Queens.

I think we've heard enough.

While you untuck backstage,

the judges and I
will deliberate.

- Me and Dawn are feeling good
about our design

and our bathroom,

but the presentation
was not the best.

It's down to six people,

and there's nowhere to hide,

so I am feeling
very, very, very, very, very,

very, very, very nervous.

- I'm anxious
for elimination today,

because it was such a hard week.

But Morphine did worse
than me in the challenge,

so hopefully
that'll carry me through.

- Repo "Untucked" cameras.

- Send the Queens
in three, two, one.

- Damn, damn, damn.
- They're so tiny.

- Are we still alive?
- Girl, barely.

- Can we just, like,
raise a glass for us

- surviving this?
- My God.

- Thanks to a fierce top six.
- My God.

- We can now claim
to be interior designers.

Cheers.

- Good job.
Good job.

- Thank you.
- Proud of you both.

- Thank you.

This was harder than
the seminar, kind of.

Yeah, down.

- Yeah.
- Mama, for those at home!

This is one of those things
that when people say, "

I could do it..."
- Girl, no fucking way.

- "I could do it."
- No, you couldn't.

- Nope!
- No, sorry.

- Nope, you're wrong.

That was really
fucking something.

- That was a lot.

- I have a question for Plane.

You had a moment this week
during this challenge,

and you had, like,
a bit of a breakdown.

The reason why
I want to succeed here

so bad is because I've...

I've always been fighting
against myself.

- That part of me
that tells me that I'm...

I'm scared, and I'm...

I'm... you know, I'll...

I'll never be able
to accomplish what I want to,

or I'll never be able to,
like, you know, be myself.

- How are you feeling now?

I'm feeling better.

- Yeah.

- These challenges are
getting harder and harder

and harder and harder as we're
sort of reaching the horizon,

and my engine is fuelled by
my, you know, delusion,

whatever you want
to fucking call it.

- Yeah.
- You know?

Just me telling myself
that I'm amazing,

and fierce, and sickening.

But you know,
for whatever reason,

my fuel was running low
this week,

and I sort of
was, like, "Fuck."

Like, the... the task
seemed a little bit daunting.

I didn't want to cry
in front of these bitches,

but we've been here
for so, so long,

and I've been keeping
my insecurities bottled up

inside of me this entire time.

Ultimately, I think if
I kept it bottled up inside,

it would truly
have destroyed me.

Girl...

- This is why
I had you write down

your doubts in yourself

and tear them up
and throw them behind you.

- Yeah.
- Because they are behind you.

- I think the pressure
of just being so close,

like, really just got to me
in that moment.

We ate this challenge.

I mean, together, like,
our chemistry was great.

- Yeah, definitely top,
of course.

And then everything else
is kind of,

I feel like,
up for interpretation.

- Personally, I think that Q,
you're, like, a solid safe.

- Yeah.

- I think the three of us
are, like, low.

- I don't know.

I've just been, like,
in my head today.

I'm, like, so hard on myself.

I'm almost, like,
preparing myself

for heartbreak, you know?
- Same.

- And the thing is,
it's top six.

And like, girl,
yet again another poopy stain

on my track record.

I did not come here
to be in the bottom ever.

But in this challenge,
I will say I was at, like,

a 50 and she was, like, at 100.

You know what I'm saying?

- The part where you lost me
was the teamwork.

Because Q was kind of
driving the bus in there,

and you were doing a lot
of head shaking and

And there just wasn't enough
of a point of view from you.

- I don't disagree
with the critiques.

You know, for me to come up
with shit like that

in the moment is hard for me.

I mean, when we kiki,
I make everybody

in the fucking room laugh.

I just wish
I could just use that.

How do you feel, Nymphia?

- Well...

- Nymphia,
the girl who currently

be overshadowing bitches.

- Apparently now
I talk too much.

- Nymphia, I think
there's a big misconception

that there can't be
any dead air,

that you always
have to fill the air.

It's OK to let the room breathe
for a split second.

You just kept talking
and were going around

chasing your tail saying
the same thing over and over.

- I think that what it was

was that the bits
that we did plan,

you did kind of ramble
a little bit.

- Yeah.

- But it was weird for me
to get my critiques first.

Because they were like,
"Dawn, you didn't do

a great job because
Nymphia overpowered you."

But then it was,
"Nymphia, you should have

shut the fuck up."

It wasn't like, "Nymphia,
you did amazing.

You overshadowed her."
- Yeah.

- It was like, "Nymphia,
you steamrolled this bitch

and you should not have."

- In like a bad way, yeah.
- In a very bad way.

And so I was like, "
maybe I'm not in the bottom?"

I don't know.
- No.

The three of us are
in the bottom for sure.

- No, no, I know.
- Whoa, you scared me.

Sorry.

- Boo!
- Jump scare.

- Do I look crazy?

A little bit.

- I was... whoa!

- You look a little scary
right now.

- Yeah, you look
a little scary, but gorgeous.

- It's a fierce top six.

I have to give it up
to all you girls.

You're all eating, but so am I.

- I don't know.

I'm on week three now of
a cute little low, which I...

I feel like every other time,

I just am like,
"Yeah, whatever."

But every time I come back here,

I try to be very positive.

And tonight, I just don't feel
like doing that.

Every week, it's kind of
the same story.

I still don't have a win.

I still am trying
to, like, do better.

I think I'm starting to get
in my head a little bit about,

like, maybe just everyone here
is better than me.

I don't know.

But the judges
obviously like me.

They like what I'm doing.

It is just a matter of
figuring out how the fuck

to stand out and have a win.

I started off really strong,
and I thought

that I would have this,
like, really great, like,

end of competition moment.

And it's just been, like...

You know?

Like, it's just

kind of annoying.

The stakes are so fucking high.

I'm not gonna be positive
right now.

I feel like poo poo.
But you know.

- It's hard to maintain
that positivity.

- Exactly.

- It's OK to feel
your bad emotions.

- Yes. And, like, really
feel it so that you can...

- Exactly.

- Then say, "OK,
I'm done with this."

- No, no, no, no, no...
Zero shade to my partner,

because I loved
working with Nymphie.

I'm fucking tired
of these group challenges.

- You've been getting,
like, crazy partners.

You know?

- Nymphie just
would not shut up.

- Girl, other people
I've worked with,

we've had a great time.
- Cue the video.

- I might not... have not had...

- Mic check, one, two, three.

Good evening with the sun,
daughter.

- It's your mother, Athena Dion.

My God!

- Hey!

Girl, I know you are
over there every single day

turning the party and just
serving these children.

And you're probably having
a nervous breakdown

every single day, too.

- Because so am I.
It must run in the family.

If only we knew back in the day
when I found you

in the dressing room,
struggling to pin your wig in

and then I showed you
how to do it correctly,

that I would be here right now
sending you this video.

I can't say I'm surprised,

but I'm so
incredibly proud of you.

You're not only
my drag daughter,

but you are...
You are my best friend

in the whole entire world,

and these days
without you have been so hard.

Turn it out.
Give them everything you got.

I know you've got what it takes.

America's next drag superstar

is Morphine Love Dion.

It has a certain ring to it.

I love you.
- Aw. I love you.

- Aw.
- Aw.

- That is so fucking... so cute.
- Thank you.

My gosh.

She got me together.

- Aw.
- Well, you know mother.

She's my literal best friend.

I really miss her so much.

- I know.

My God.
Athena.

My God.

That bitch took tears
out of my eyes.

Many years ago,
I didn't really have,

like, a family to rely on
about me as a person,

about me as an entertainer.

And Athena has been there for me

in absolute times of need.
She's literally a mother.

She really has helped me
become Morphine Love Dion.

- Morphine,
I do fuck with this look.

- Thank you.
- It's the gold body.

Yeah,
I painted my entire body.

This is not bottom two worthy,
so I don't...

I don't think
I'm going to lip-synch.

Shit.

What if we're in the bottom two.

Well.

- Boy, y'all, too?

Maybe.

- Maybe.

No.

- So wait, we forgot
to talk about the sexy...

My God.

- Can we just talk...
- Sexy, sexy, sexy.

- About the mini challenge?

- Ooh, girl.

Dear.

- Yeah!

- You won.
- Which gags me.

But then I saw your shirt,
and I was like, "OK."

This shirt was fierce.

- No tea, I think my pit crew
member might have farted.

- What? How?

- Honey, I think I slammed
my face into his stomach

- a little too abruptly.
- No, honey.

- But you know, honey,
I was soaking it up.

You know, call me
"old smeller."

- I thought I was gonna
win that, but...

- Yours looked like
a squat pumpkin.

- I knew you were gonna
say that, sister.

- No offence to my beautiful
pit crew man.

- You wanted Bruno?
- I wanted Bruno.

- Baby, Bruno...

- Did we all love
that human touch we got?

- Yes, absolutely.

- He was like, feel free
to use my body

and, like, rub your face
all over me.

And I was like, "I will rub
my face all over you, sir."

- My God.
- I will die.

Usually I am not a horny person,

but, you know,
we're in a competition

where we're all stuck here,
pent up, stressed out,

and we need things.

OK, "Untucked,"
"Untucked," "Untucked,"

We're back in "Untucked."

OK, we're back.

- Nymphia, you're quite
the little horndog.

- I know what she's doing as
soon as she gets out of here.

- Anybody else here
have daddy issues?

Or mommy issues...
I can help with those, too.

- Absolutely.
- Yay.

- Wow, that gold suit.
- Thank you.

- Thank you.
- Wow, wow, wow.

- Mayan, Mayan, Mayan.

Mayan Lopez is on "Untucked."

I'm a huge George Lopez fan,
so it's

so great to meet his daughter.

She's very insightful
and so sweet,

a big fan of "Drag Race."
I love her.

- Are you enjoying
your time here at "Drag Race"?

- I am.

It's hard for me to process,
especially since,

like, this show is such
a deep fibre of my being.

My dad called me
when I found out

I was gonna be a judge,

He's like, "This is bigger
to you than our own show."

I'm like, "No. Absolutely."

Like, this helped me
get to here.

And now I'm, like, "I need
to think of a new dream."

I mean, I just have to
commend all of you.

I mean, drag has saved my life,
quite frankly,

and this show has saved my life
when I felt nothing.

Like, I wanted to...

I was close to, you know...

- Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah.

- Without any of that.

And this show has kind of been...

And I feel like drag,
and especially drag queens,

have taught me what it means
to have a femininity

and to be a strong woman,

and I've lost 85 pounds,
and it's helped me

find confidence in my body,

and drag has helped me.

And you guys are superheroes,

and you affect
so many people's lives.

I know right now
it's a pressure cooker.

- Ha!

- I can understand
about pressure.

- You know, I just...
- Yes.

- Finished my first season.

I've never done sitcom before.

I'm learning it while having to
perform at such a high level.

I can understand and empathise
with how draining,

mentally and physically,
that can be.

- You said that this is sort of
like a new experience for you.

- Do you have any advice
for us in this new experience

that we're about to have?

- One, I know it's gonna be
completely overwhelming,

and I think for me it was hard
to accept the gift.

I felt kind of
an imposter syndrome...

Like, am I worth it?

And, you know, like,
do I deserve it?

Like, yes, you do.

You are here for a reason.
You have the star power.

And I think even
just accepting that

and allowing yourself
to feel the love

and accept the blessings
and know that you survived

100% of the moments
that you didn't think

that you were gonna make it.
- Yeah.

The imposter syndrome
thing that you said,

it hits really hard.

Day one, I was like,
"Do I deserve to be here?"

Like, people go through that
so much...

Yeah.

- And they don't even
realise it.

It's really sad,

but bitch, we're... we're here.

- Yes, you are here,
all of you beautiful creatures.

- Yeah, you know.

- That was a lot of, like,
really good advice.

- Yeah.

- I was like, "Wait,
where's my journal?"

- My DMs are open.

I hope I get, like, in front
of your line at DragCon.

- Yes, absolutely!

- Sorry, Queens,
I gotta take her back.

- No!

- I've watched this,
and I didn't want it to be me.

Good luck!
- Thank you.

- Mayan!

I love her
and her point of view.

I feel like drag saves all
of our lives to some extent.

It certainly saved mine.

And it helps people
who don't do drag.

It helps women
to feel more empowered.

And to know that she sees that

and she feels that is very cool.

- Wait, give us
a little runway walk.

- Now you have to give
us the runway walk.

Work!

- Mwah!
I love you.

I love you.
Push!

You've got this.
You got this.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- I love you.
- What a fucking sweetheart.

- I know, that...
That made me, like, emotional.

- My God.

- Every word she said was just...

- Yeah.

What an insightful biotch.
- Yeah.

- Are you gonna leave a mark
again on the sofa?

- Yes.
- Should we check?

- No!
She didn't.

Wow.

- What did you use?
What is that gold?

- Did you use that Kryolan?

- I used spackle.

I use everything.
- Spackle.

- Spackle.

- I don't want
to listen to this song.

Well, I am going to.

- That was amazing.

- Me being in the bottom three
again is not my cup of tea.

But I'm not stressed out.

Girl, this song
was written for me.

Like, I have body,
the song is about body.

Sorry, girly.

- I got my bases covered.

I know the song.
I'm prepared. I'm ready.

And I want to have a moment.

I never got to have one
with a win.

And if I'm gonna have to be
up there lip-synching tonight,

let's be a kooky little girl
out there. Let's go!

- All right, Queens, follow me.

It's time to head back
to the runway.

- I want to just sit
and sulk and be in my feels,

but at the end of the day,
I'm always

gonna kind of come back
to, like,

I'm really proud of myself.

- One thing
that Dawn does is she

overthinks a lot of things.
- Yeah, I do.

- Going forward...
- Yeah?

- I think you should just,
like, not.

I know.

- No matter what...
What happens tonight.

- No matter what happens.

- No matter what happens, top...

- Top six forever.
- Whoo!

- Top six forever!

- Welcome back, Queens.

I've made some decisions.

Morphine, Dawn,
the time has come for you

to Lip Sync for your Life.

Morphine, shantay, you stay.

Dawn, sashay away.

- I'm kind of sad.

I'm kind of bummed.

But you know what's crazy?

Whoo!

In this whole competition,
every single week,

literally, I cannot think
of anything that I did

that I did not have fun doing.

Like, I just had fun.

So I feel good.
Period.

You're all here for me?

Stop!

Well, this sucks.

All right, let's get to it.

My God!

Can I be honest?

Know who you are
before you come here.

OK.

Part of what got me
through every single runway

every single week was that

I knew that, regardless of if

it wasn't as sparkly
or as extravagant,

it was Dawn and no one else
was doing that on the runway.

But behind
all the makeup and the drag

and the silly,
goofy little things,

I am a person with feelings
and quite a bit

of anxiety and introversion.

Aw.

I can't even begin to describe
how special and important

it is to me that the judges
always loved me,

and I don't think I came in here

expecting them to just get me.

I thought I would have to fight

to show them who I am,

and they just
immediately understood it,

and that is, like,
life-changing.

Like, RuPaul thinks I'm cool.

I think that's really neat.

They left me letters.

Ooh, I want to read Plane's.

"Dawnisha Dupre,
you are a sickening fartist

"and a truly awesome human.

"Your constant ability
to find the fun and joy

"in every rotted situation
truly sent me into a spiral

"at times, but it's also
one of your best qualities.

Love you lots, your fan
and sister, Plane Jane."

And she drew a little poop,
and it says "poop."

These bitches are stupid,
and I love them.

Here, let's read
the one from Sapphira.

"My sweet Dawny baby,
you are my sunshine

"and one pussy bitch.

"I am a big fan of Dawn.

"Your growth here is amazing.

"I can't wait to see what you
create after this experience.

"The world is not ready.

"I know you don't want
a drag mama,

"but I'm always here for you.

Also, could you leave me
some lashes, please?"

Yeah, girl,
I'll leave you some lashes.

I really think throughout
this entire competition,

whether I was doing well,
or whether I was stressed

or depleted,
I did it with a smile

and I was giggling
my way through

every single situation.

OK.

And I think the world
could use more of that.

Whoosh.

Well, it's been a hoot.

Goodbye!
Whee!

Whee!

I have, like,
this plethora of neuroses

that have plagued me
my entire life,

and there's a lot
of heavy emotions

that come with drag.

That feeling doesn't go away.

Anxiety doesn't change.

It stays with you forever,
but it doesn't

have to feel so painful.

Life can be fun beyond
just escaping anxiety.

I've been having fun,
going to continue to have fun.

Let's have some fun.

Well, I guess it's back
to Brooklyn for me.

Goodbye.
Good night.

I'll miss you.

Turn that on. Ooh!

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