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This programme contains some scenes which some
viewers may find upsetting from the start,
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some violent scenes from the
start and some strong language.
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There are things they don't tell you.
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Things you never even think about.
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They never tell you how
insulting the ordinary world seems
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when you get home.
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How you'll feel insulted
even by your own memories.
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You hate everyone who doesn't understand,
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but you hate yourself as well,
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because you didn't understand either.
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Why didn't I appreciate ordinary life?
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How could I not have
realised how fragile it all was?
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Put down the gun.
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It's all right. It's OK.
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Just take it easy.
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Los dos y tres conmigo.
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Vente. Vamos!
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It's OK.
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Put the gun down.
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It's going to be all right now, I promise.
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Mum!
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It's OK, it's over.
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It's over, it's over.
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Guardia Civil! Manos arriba!
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No se mueve! Guardia Civil! It's OK.
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OK, we're unarmed. We're
unarmed. Las manos arriba!
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OK, OK. Suelte el arma!
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OK.
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Please, senor!
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Senor! Abhi!
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Show me your hands! Hands up!
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No se mueva nadie! Hands up! Hands up!
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Quietos! Al suelo! Necesitamos
un medico en la cocina, ya.
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Vamos!
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This way. You're going
to be safe now, darling.
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Once you're out, find
Kimberly, Adam and Jason.
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Mum, we're safe now.
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I have to go.
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I love you. I have to help
someone. All right, go!
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Por favor.
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Mummy!
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Miriam!
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- SHE SOBS - Oh, my darling! I've got you.
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Oh, my God. You're OK.
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Please register
your name to the police. Point A.
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You're OK.
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Where's...
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Where's Daddy? Where's Sunil?
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It was really scary!
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Ben, Jo said that you had Kim and Sunil.
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Yeah, um...
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Yeah, we, um... We got... We got separated.
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What?
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Iâl-I was helping
someone else, Abhi, and I...
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I turned round, they'd...
They'd just vanished. I'm s...
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No.
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I'm sorry.
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It's OK. We'll all look.
We'll... We'll find them.
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There were buses taking people
away earlier. Maybe they'll be on there.
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He's right.
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Abhi, you go on. Go on the bus with the boys.
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Iker?
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Hey.
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Just let me help him.
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It's OK. It's all right. You... You can go.
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Stay calm, OK?
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Just...
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Just take it easy.
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Take it easy.
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He's one of them? Yes.
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You need to stop him. Follow him!
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I'll be fine. Take the gun.
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You hold on, OK? The police
are in the building. Go, go!
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All right? Yeah.
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Go slowly. Thanks, Abhi.
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Miriam...
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..if those kids are still out there,
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I've got to find them.
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OK? Please, be careful.
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Ben?
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Ben! Amara!
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Where is everyone?
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I've lost Kim and Sunil. I need your help.
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Right, you go and look in the village.
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I'm going to check the waste ground again.
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I'll come back here. Yeah.
I'll meet you back here.
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Kimberly!
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Sunil!
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Kim!
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Hola, have you seen two
children, a boy and a girl?
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A girl with long hair?
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Please.
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Sorry.
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Kim, Sunil!
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Are you OK?
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Argh!
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Stop!
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Put your hands up.
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Put your hands up above your head!
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Don't move.
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Ben! Ben, stay back!
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You, keep your hands up!
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Ben!
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Ben, move to... Move to the side, Ben! What?
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Look, look. No, stop! No!
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Hey! No, no! Stop!
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SHOUTING IN SPANISH Stop!
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Oh! OK, OK.
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OK.
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Suelte el arma. Quieta. OK, OK.
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Manos a la cabeza. OK.
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Quieta. He's... He's hurt.
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OK. No, he's... he's... he's hurt. Vale.
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Ben.
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Ben.
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Ben. HE BREATHES SHAKILY
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No.
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Ben.
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I'm here. I'm here.
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Ben, it's all right.
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It's OK.
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Ben, I'm here.
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Ben?
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Hare Rama Hare Rama
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Rama Rama Hare Hare
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Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
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Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
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Hare Rama Hare Rama
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Rama Rama Hare Hare
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Hare Rama Hare Rama
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Rama Rama Hare Hare
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Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
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Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
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Hare Rama Hare Rama...
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Oh, there is going to be dancing, right?
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Oh, yeah!
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I need to let my hair down
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after having Jason's
entire family for Christmas.
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Ah, there's Ben!
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Aha! Aw!
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I ordered you an extra hot,
double shot gingerbread...
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..argh! -Caramel,
vanilla and something
or other. I don't know!
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Well, what a great idea. Oh, thank you.
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Thank you. Oh, so sweet.
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Ah! So, New Year's Eve,
our house, going all out.
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Oh, you try and stop me!
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You know, I knew we could count on you!
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Thank you. I'll leave you to it. OK.
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See you.
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Yeah, there's plenty more
where that came from.
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And plenty of time to practise. Ha!
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See you.
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Mm.
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I can't wait for Christmas.
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Yeah.
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Shall we stay in our dressing gowns all day?
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Yeah, what, gravy all down
the front of mine by nightfall?
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Ugh! It's like living with an old bear!
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You like bears! No...
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..I love bears.
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Mwah! Yeah! Yeah!
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There you go.
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Thanks.
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Kimberly and Adam were
a bit clingy this morning.
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That's not surprising, really.
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No.
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Amara wants to go back to school.
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I'd like her to have a bit more time off or
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at least wait for some
counselling, but she seems to want
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to go back to some sort of
normal as soon as possible.
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Um...
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Home in a few weeks,
maybe. That's good, isn't it?
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Well...
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..the physio wants to see
if I'm OK with stairs first.
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She wants to see me do a clear
week on just the stick, you know?
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Well, maybe we could get you
one of those, you know, chairs that...
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A fucking stairlift?
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No. No, thank you.
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Shame, the way things turned out, isn't it?
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If they'd have got me and Abhi...
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..instead of Chinar,
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that would have left the
field clear, wouldn't it?
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What's wrong with her? I don't know.
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Sorry. They wanted to call the police.
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I fucked everything up.
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You're a hero, Jo.
Whether you like it or not.
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I don't want to be one!
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I don't want to be a fucking hero!
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It's my fault we were even in that hotel,
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and there is nothing
heroic about killing that boy.
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It's going to take time.
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Yeah.
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You were in an impossible position out there.
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A lot of people, including our
daughter, were in a lot of danger.
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You made a call.
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Personally, I'm glad you did.
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Meanwhile, in Spain,
investigations have continued today
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into what motivated the brothers
to carry out such a horrific attack,
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with the revelation that their
father is currently in prison
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serving an eight-year term
for murdering their mother
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when they were ten and 12 years old.
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The elder of the two was
already being investigated
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following allegations
of theft from the hotel,
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where he had apparently
threatened to kill staff... Mum?
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Hey... during an altercation...
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No, you don't have to.
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How was it?
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Adam was a bit clingy. The teacher came out.
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Thanks, darling.
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Sorry to ask you to do that again, I just...
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You know, the mums. Yeah.
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They all had a good look at us.
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The novelty hasn't worn off yet.
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You're going to have to
face them at some point.
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I'm off now.
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Yeah, I said I'd help Abhi out.
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Chinar's things came back this morning.
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You still haven't rung her.
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Or Miriam.
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I thought you were going
to. Yeah, no, I will. I just, um...
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I've been busy, so...
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I left my phone on charge.
I'm going to grab it and go.
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A further memorial service took place today
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for another British victim of the attack.
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Catherine Jameson was...
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DOOR OPENS, SHE GASPS Oh!
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Sorry.
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Made you jump, eh?
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Did you tell your mum where you're off to?
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Yeah. I didn't tell her you
were taking me, though.
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How is she?
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I don't know.
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She asks me how you and
Abhi are, you ask me how she is.
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It's just...
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Yeah, I know.
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I guess we're all just finding
it hard in different ways.
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Mum!
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Kim and Sunil are... Are safe.
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They're with Amara.
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I saw their names on the list.
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They've been taken... They've
been taken to another hotel.
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We can go there.
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What about Ben and Chinar? Where are they?
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Um...
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Jason's been...
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..been badly injured.
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They've taken him to hospital.
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Jo?
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Jo?
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Jo?
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You know you left the front door open?
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Did I?
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Look at this.
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What is it with holiday clothes?
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I've got loads of dresses
and I still bought this one.
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Why don't you let me do that?
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No, it's OK.
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Actually...
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..this is the one I need you to do.
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He was so efficient, you know?
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His pass code's on that sheet.
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His phone's in there.
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I'm going to go downstairs.
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Um, I want you to open his phone and...
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..delete anything I wouldn't want
to see and then not tell me about it.
266
00:30:05,127 --> 00:30:06,926
Are you sure?
267
00:30:06,927 --> 00:30:08,166
Yeah.
268
00:30:08,167 --> 00:30:12,406
There'll be photos of me on there, the boys.
269
00:30:12,407 --> 00:30:14,926
I don't want to lose all that, I just...
270
00:30:14,927 --> 00:30:17,287
I don't want to see
anything I don't want to see.
271
00:30:36,288 --> 00:30:37,608
Are you all right?
272
00:30:44,289 --> 00:30:45,849
Look, um...
273
00:30:47,089 --> 00:30:49,649
..I'm not sure how you're
going to feel about this.
274
00:30:51,409 --> 00:30:53,448
I've got some news for you.
275
00:30:53,449 --> 00:30:54,808
What?
276
00:30:54,809 --> 00:30:56,889
I asked if I could be the one to tell you.
277
00:31:33,811 --> 00:31:35,330
Who's that?
278
00:31:35,331 --> 00:31:37,371
Is that my mum? What is that?
279
00:31:38,771 --> 00:31:40,490
AMARA SHOUTING UPSTAIRS Amara...
280
00:31:40,491 --> 00:31:42,490
That's Chinar's phone! What's going on?
281
00:31:42,491 --> 00:31:44,810
Calm down. Look, Abhi
asked me to do this, OK?
282
00:31:46,412 --> 00:31:48,010
Did you know? No.
283
00:31:48,011 --> 00:31:49,330
I'm out of here!
284
00:31:56,332 --> 00:31:58,291
Miriam?
285
00:31:58,292 --> 00:32:00,092
Is everything OK? What happened?
286
00:32:02,932 --> 00:32:04,332
I thought you'd be pleased.
287
00:32:06,332 --> 00:32:09,572
Well, I haven't got one,
and I'm still a serving officer.
288
00:32:13,292 --> 00:32:14,152
What is it?
289
00:32:16,613 --> 00:32:19,372
You... You don't
understand. I can't accept it.
290
00:32:20,214 --> 00:32:21,052
You've got no idea.
291
00:32:21,053 --> 00:32:22,332
You were fucking him!
292
00:32:22,333 --> 00:32:24,692
For fuck's sake, Mum!
You were shagging Chinar!
293
00:32:24,693 --> 00:32:26,572
No! No, that's not true. You're a liar.
294
00:32:26,573 --> 00:32:28,052
She was having an affair, Dad.
295
00:32:28,053 --> 00:32:30,692
I've seen the photos - you in your swimsuit.
296
00:32:30,693 --> 00:32:33,332
God, it was gross! No, that
wasn't... That wasn't what happened.
297
00:32:33,333 --> 00:32:36,092
And I suppose he would've deleted
them, but he didn't get a chance to
298
00:32:36,093 --> 00:32:39,133
because he got shot dead because
of you! That's enough! Amara!
299
00:32:39,134 --> 00:32:41,413
You know, you two have been through so much.
300
00:32:41,414 --> 00:32:43,693
Oh, God, Dad, don't patronise me, not now!
301
00:32:43,694 --> 00:32:46,173
Look, I came round here to tell
your mum that she's going to be
302
00:32:46,174 --> 00:32:48,693
recommended for a commendation
from the Chief Constable
303
00:32:48,694 --> 00:32:51,453
for what she did. Oh, great,
now she's getting a fucking medal!
304
00:32:51,454 --> 00:32:53,413
She saved lives, Amara!
305
00:32:53,414 --> 00:32:55,134
Just leave it. Yeah, jog on, Dad.
306
00:32:56,694 --> 00:32:58,613
I'm going to leave you two to it.
307
00:32:58,614 --> 00:33:00,854
Jo, this isn't nothing, OK?
308
00:33:07,855 --> 00:33:09,975
I need a cigarette. Fuck off!
309
00:33:25,896 --> 00:33:28,215
This better have been good.
310
00:33:28,216 --> 00:33:30,935
Careful, it's a bit damp.
311
00:33:30,936 --> 00:33:33,015
You're such a mum.
312
00:33:33,016 --> 00:33:35,095
Yeah.
313
00:33:35,096 --> 00:33:36,536
Most of the time.
314
00:33:39,096 --> 00:33:41,055
When did it start?
315
00:33:41,056 --> 00:33:42,496
December.
316
00:33:47,336 --> 00:33:49,816
The four of us were in a
restaurant together and, um...
317
00:33:52,257 --> 00:33:54,497
..my scarf fell off the back of my chair.
318
00:33:56,577 --> 00:33:58,497
Chinar picked it up and put it back.
319
00:34:05,937 --> 00:34:09,456
That's it? He picked up your scarf?
320
00:34:09,457 --> 00:34:10,817
Yeah.
321
00:34:13,418 --> 00:34:15,377
It was about the attention.
322
00:34:15,378 --> 00:34:17,978
Jason would never even
notice something like that.
323
00:34:27,338 --> 00:34:29,537
Hey. Hiya.
324
00:34:29,538 --> 00:34:31,097
There you go.
325
00:34:31,098 --> 00:34:33,377
Thanks. That should shut them up.
326
00:34:36,499 --> 00:34:38,258
You look great.
327
00:34:38,259 --> 00:34:40,258
Thanks.
328
00:34:40,259 --> 00:34:42,338
Do you want to... come in?
329
00:34:42,339 --> 00:34:45,778
Um, no. No, I'm, um... I've got
to get to the supermarket so...
330
00:34:45,779 --> 00:34:47,618
Right.
331
00:34:47,619 --> 00:34:49,538
Listen, this, um...
332
00:34:49,539 --> 00:34:52,018
This holiday plan,
333
00:34:52,019 --> 00:34:53,698
are you sure it's a good idea?
334
00:34:53,699 --> 00:34:55,338
It's a great idea.
335
00:34:55,339 --> 00:34:57,578
Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I-I love it.
336
00:34:57,579 --> 00:34:59,379
I just want to see the swimsuit.
337
00:34:59,380 --> 00:35:00,979
I don't... Oh, God!
338
00:35:00,980 --> 00:35:02,740
It'll be fun. Let's do it.
339
00:35:05,660 --> 00:35:07,580
Say hi to them for me. Mm-hm.
340
00:35:36,381 --> 00:35:37,661
Mum...
341
00:35:39,061 --> 00:35:42,300
..that's not a reason to
be texting someone else.
342
00:35:42,301 --> 00:35:44,781
Amara, we weren't
sleeping together, all right?
343
00:35:46,262 --> 00:35:48,141
It was...
344
00:35:48,142 --> 00:35:50,781
It was texts and it was...
345
00:35:50,782 --> 00:35:52,342
It was picture messages.
346
00:35:53,902 --> 00:35:56,941
Whatever it was, it wasn't an affair.
347
00:35:56,942 --> 00:35:58,261
OK?
348
00:35:58,262 --> 00:36:01,981
You really think it doesn't count
just cos you weren't fucking him?
349
00:36:01,982 --> 00:36:05,502
Wanting to, Mum - that's having an affair!
350
00:36:15,063 --> 00:36:18,263
Miriam knows. She saw the pictures, too.
351
00:36:22,983 --> 00:36:26,262
Abhi got Miriam to do a sweep of his phone.
352
00:36:29,663 --> 00:36:31,103
God.
353
00:36:37,984 --> 00:36:39,504
Oh.
354
00:37:00,345 --> 00:37:01,665
I'll see who it is.
355
00:37:06,385 --> 00:37:07,984
Oh, dear.
356
00:37:32,226 --> 00:37:34,305
I...
357
00:37:34,306 --> 00:37:36,346
I know I haven't been in touch. I've been...
358
00:37:37,626 --> 00:37:39,106
..meaning to call.
359
00:37:45,547 --> 00:37:46,787
Abhi, I...
360
00:37:47,867 --> 00:37:49,467
I wish I could take it back.
361
00:37:51,547 --> 00:37:53,347
I wish I could take it all back.
362
00:37:55,667 --> 00:37:58,386
I-I wasn't... thinking about you.
363
00:37:58,387 --> 00:38:01,346
I wasn't thinking about anybody, and...
364
00:38:04,468 --> 00:38:06,188
And I'm so sorry.
365
00:38:08,348 --> 00:38:09,708
I'm so sorry.
366
00:38:14,988 --> 00:38:16,788
You know, it was... It was just...
367
00:38:18,428 --> 00:38:20,308
It was just flirting.
368
00:38:21,508 --> 00:38:24,307
And stupid texts.
369
00:38:24,308 --> 00:38:27,668
Mm-hm. I'll have to take
your word for it, won't I?
370
00:38:29,949 --> 00:38:32,228
Is this why we were all on holiday together?
371
00:38:32,229 --> 00:38:33,749
Ah...
372
00:38:35,229 --> 00:38:37,549
How could you be so fucking selfish?
373
00:38:39,309 --> 00:38:41,908
Clearly you didn't think about
me. Did you think about the kids?
374
00:38:41,909 --> 00:38:44,229
Abhi, I swear... Oh, I don't want to know.
375
00:38:46,589 --> 00:38:50,029
I don't want to think about
it every time I think of him.
376
00:38:52,390 --> 00:38:53,710
He's dead and...
377
00:38:55,150 --> 00:38:59,390
..next to that, what you were
or weren't doing is... trivial.
378
00:39:02,470 --> 00:39:05,869
I'm not here to make you
feel better about it. No, I know.
379
00:39:05,870 --> 00:39:08,150
I know. I...
380
00:39:09,790 --> 00:39:11,190
I do.
381
00:39:13,111 --> 00:39:14,310
But if I...
382
00:39:14,311 --> 00:39:17,150
If I hadn't chosen that
place... Listen to me.
383
00:39:17,151 --> 00:39:20,030
Nobody is responsible for what happened
384
00:39:20,031 --> 00:39:22,151
except the men who chose
to do it, do you hear me?
385
00:39:23,351 --> 00:39:28,511
I won't have this stupid
hierarchy of blame and suffering.
386
00:39:30,671 --> 00:39:32,550
Did you know there was going to be an attack
387
00:39:32,551 --> 00:39:34,271
when you booked that hotel? No.
388
00:39:36,112 --> 00:39:39,311
Take responsibility for your own actions
389
00:39:39,312 --> 00:39:40,832
and nobody else's.
390
00:39:42,592 --> 00:39:44,231
She's right.
391
00:39:44,232 --> 00:39:46,871
But you two, you were so brave,
and no-one's talking about that.
392
00:39:46,872 --> 00:39:49,632
That was a split-second
decision. That's not bravery.
393
00:39:50,912 --> 00:39:53,271
I'm brave now, Jo.
394
00:39:53,272 --> 00:39:55,351
I'm brave every morning
when I wake up and remember
395
00:39:55,352 --> 00:39:57,712
that I'm the single mother
of three young boys.
396
00:40:22,434 --> 00:40:25,153
It's the pictures, isn't it?
397
00:40:25,154 --> 00:40:26,574
They just come
398
00:40:27,994 --> 00:40:30,634
any time, out of the blue, when
you're not even thinking about it.
399
00:40:33,594 --> 00:40:36,474
Well, have a nice time without me.
400
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:40,353
See you later.
401
00:40:40,354 --> 00:40:41,793
Yeah.
402
00:40:41,794 --> 00:40:45,113
The thing I keep going back
to is filling my water bottle
403
00:40:45,114 --> 00:40:46,324
to go to the pool...
404
00:40:48,115 --> 00:40:51,915
..not realising that was the
last moment of our lives...
405
00:40:53,755 --> 00:40:55,195
..that was normal.
406
00:40:59,835 --> 00:41:01,634
Yeah, OK. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
407
00:41:01,635 --> 00:41:04,434
I can hear him sometimes with the boys.
408
00:41:06,475 --> 00:41:07,915
Then it's gone.
409
00:41:21,196 --> 00:41:23,275
You want to grab the rails? Right.
410
00:41:23,276 --> 00:41:25,396
Nice and slow, no rush. Yep.
411
00:41:27,497 --> 00:41:28,516
That's it.
412
00:41:30,476 --> 00:41:32,676
I-If the stairs are too much,
413
00:41:32,677 --> 00:41:34,756
we could move you downstairs just for a...
414
00:41:34,757 --> 00:41:37,757
Oh, God, no, please... few
weeks. No. Next to the dining table?
415
00:41:38,997 --> 00:41:40,276
No.
416
00:41:40,277 --> 00:41:43,437
Mind you, it would be a talking
point for the guests, I suppose.
417
00:41:47,757 --> 00:41:49,077
You know, you...
418
00:41:50,437 --> 00:41:52,396
You're going to have to...
419
00:41:52,397 --> 00:41:53,996
To help me.
420
00:41:53,997 --> 00:41:55,917
I-I won't be able to guess.
421
00:41:55,918 --> 00:41:57,278
I will.
422
00:42:01,998 --> 00:42:04,557
I know things haven't... haven't
been good between us, but...
423
00:42:04,558 --> 00:42:06,397
But I'm here.
424
00:42:06,398 --> 00:42:08,877
And I'm not... I'm not going anywhere.
425
00:42:08,878 --> 00:42:11,197
I know. And I appreciate that.
426
00:42:11,198 --> 00:42:12,678
Honestly, I do.
427
00:42:15,078 --> 00:42:17,958
I want us... to help each
other get through this.
428
00:42:19,879 --> 00:42:22,478
Unless, that is, you're
about to tell me that you
429
00:42:22,479 --> 00:42:23,838
fell for one of your nurses.
430
00:42:23,839 --> 00:42:24,919
No. God, no.
431
00:42:25,999 --> 00:42:27,399
She was a right battle-axe!
432
00:42:28,839 --> 00:42:31,678
Mind you, one of the consultants was...
433
00:42:31,679 --> 00:42:32,739
..you know.
434
00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:54,039
The attack didn't stop time.
435
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:55,640
Nothing can, of course.
436
00:42:56,720 --> 00:43:00,000
It always moves forward, relentlessly.
437
00:43:01,240 --> 00:43:03,480
And the only option is to move with it.
438
00:43:05,001 --> 00:43:06,521
However hard that might be.
439
00:43:08,601 --> 00:43:10,800
Ah, Mum, you look great.
440
00:43:10,801 --> 00:43:12,800
Thanks, darling.
441
00:43:12,801 --> 00:43:15,401
Do you want to wait in the
car? I'll be out in a minute.
442
00:43:48,482 --> 00:43:49,962
Mum! Mama!
443
00:43:52,043 --> 00:43:53,603
Oh, you look so smart!
444
00:43:57,643 --> 00:43:59,643
Hello. Hello, ma'am. How are you doing? Good.
445
00:44:08,283 --> 00:44:09,803
Certainly. Thank you, ma'am.
446
00:44:13,683 --> 00:44:18,083
Let us not forget that
throughout this appalling incident,
447
00:44:18,084 --> 00:44:22,684
Jo Cross risked not only her
own life, but those of her family.
448
00:44:24,564 --> 00:44:26,843
It takes a very special kind of courage
449
00:44:26,844 --> 00:44:30,163
to tackle a determined gunman.
450
00:44:30,164 --> 00:44:33,603
It takes truly exceptional
courage to tackle them
451
00:44:33,604 --> 00:44:37,054
while knowing your own family remain at risk.
452
00:44:54,765 --> 00:44:56,565
As you've just heard...
453
00:44:58,845 --> 00:45:01,165
..many years ago, I was a police officer.
454
00:45:03,566 --> 00:45:05,446
And I couldn't be more proud...
455
00:45:06,846 --> 00:45:08,486
..to be standing here today...
456
00:45:10,166 --> 00:45:11,886
..with my former colleagues.
457
00:45:33,767 --> 00:45:35,647
I don't deserve this commendation.
458
00:45:39,887 --> 00:45:41,287
I killed a boy...
459
00:45:43,087 --> 00:45:44,806
..out of fear for...
460
00:45:44,807 --> 00:45:47,167
For my life and my daughter's life.
461
00:45:50,008 --> 00:45:52,128
He may have been about to shoot us both.
462
00:45:53,968 --> 00:45:55,688
But we'll never know because...
463
00:45:58,168 --> 00:45:59,688
Because I killed him.
464
00:46:09,368 --> 00:46:10,888
A boy died.
465
00:46:14,449 --> 00:46:17,009
A lot of people died that day.
466
00:46:18,969 --> 00:46:21,848
Um... SHE INHALES DEEPLY
467
00:46:21,849 --> 00:46:24,689
Our friend Chinar died.
468
00:46:35,730 --> 00:46:37,529
Our f...
469
00:46:37,530 --> 00:46:39,170
Our friend Ben.
470
00:47:00,171 --> 00:47:02,251
SHE CLEARS HER THROAT Excuse me.
471
00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:08,010
I'd like to acknowledge
just some of the people
472
00:47:08,011 --> 00:47:11,051
who should be getting this
commendation alongside me.
473
00:47:12,771 --> 00:47:16,770
Miriam Alderton and Abhi Lasidoshi,
474
00:47:16,771 --> 00:47:20,491
who were so brave and who
both lost their husbands that day.
475
00:47:22,452 --> 00:47:26,211
Mateo Rodrigues, who could
have escaped at the very beginning,
476
00:47:26,212 --> 00:47:29,211
but stayed to help other people
477
00:47:29,212 --> 00:47:32,771
even though he didn't know
if his own wife was safe,
478
00:47:32,772 --> 00:47:34,972
and very nearly died from his injuries.
479
00:47:38,132 --> 00:47:39,732
My husband, Jason.
480
00:47:41,572 --> 00:47:45,452
His bravery doesn't have
anything to do with shooting a gun.
481
00:47:47,533 --> 00:47:53,093
It's about getting up in the
morning day in and day out.
482
00:47:54,893 --> 00:47:58,932
Like everyone who was traumatised
483
00:47:58,933 --> 00:48:00,533
by this horrific event.
484
00:48:04,013 --> 00:48:05,293
The hotel staff.
485
00:48:06,694 --> 00:48:07,974
The other guests.
486
00:48:09,854 --> 00:48:11,614
There are too many people to count.
487
00:48:13,254 --> 00:48:14,114
So...
488
00:48:16,054 --> 00:48:18,693
Thank you.
489
00:48:18,694 --> 00:48:22,813
Thank you, all. I will accept this
490
00:48:22,814 --> 00:48:25,773
on behalf of those people,
491
00:48:25,774 --> 00:48:28,253
all the people who don't get awards,
492
00:48:28,254 --> 00:48:29,864
but really do deserve them...
493
00:48:32,335 --> 00:48:33,855
..just for living with memories...
494
00:48:35,815 --> 00:48:37,975
..that no-one should have to live with.
495
00:48:42,375 --> 00:48:44,534
Thank you.
496
00:48:44,535 --> 00:48:46,974
Thank you, ma'am.
497
00:49:04,776 --> 00:49:06,655
I tried to turn down the applause,
498
00:49:06,656 --> 00:49:08,656
but that just got me more applause.
499
00:49:09,896 --> 00:49:13,655
Because when people have
decided that you're a hero,
500
00:49:13,656 --> 00:49:16,656
it turns out anything you do
just makes you more heroic.
501
00:49:24,097 --> 00:49:28,416
Why is there no applause for
the day-to-day stuff, I wonder.
502
00:49:28,417 --> 00:49:30,657
All the stuff we do all the time.
503
00:49:32,137 --> 00:49:33,977
Where's the commendation for that?
504
00:49:46,698 --> 00:49:49,257
Here you go. Thanks.
505
00:49:49,258 --> 00:49:51,898
Adam, Gatik, can you bring
some plates through, please?
506
00:49:54,338 --> 00:49:55,657
One...
507
00:49:55,658 --> 00:49:57,257
..two...
508
00:49:57,258 --> 00:49:58,457
..three.
509
00:49:58,458 --> 00:49:59,558
Done.
510
00:50:00,658 --> 00:50:02,858
Come on, Miriam. Your turn.
511
00:50:02,859 --> 00:50:05,978
Oh, no, um... Amara, she's cold.
512
00:50:05,979 --> 00:50:07,579
No, she's not. Come on.
513
00:50:14,499 --> 00:50:15,939
Hey, come here.
514
00:50:17,739 --> 00:50:20,498
Mm, she's a good hugger, this one.
515
00:50:20,499 --> 00:50:21,659
Thank you, darling.
516
00:50:39,580 --> 00:50:41,020
Thanks for coming.
517
00:50:42,140 --> 00:50:44,899
I hear your speech went down a storm.
518
00:50:44,900 --> 00:50:47,580
Yeah, I, um... went off-piste a bit.
519
00:50:48,581 --> 00:50:51,340
Not sure they'll want me back now.
520
00:50:51,341 --> 00:50:53,460
What, you're going back
to being a police officer?
521
00:50:53,461 --> 00:50:54,861
Yeah, I think so.
522
00:50:56,181 --> 00:50:57,541
Haven't decided yet.
523
00:50:59,061 --> 00:51:01,340
Sorry.
524
00:51:01,341 --> 00:51:03,781
Time to stop apologising, maybe.
525
00:51:11,022 --> 00:51:13,222
You know the thing I still struggle with?
526
00:51:16,062 --> 00:51:19,261
You were with Ben when he died
527
00:51:19,262 --> 00:51:20,782
and I wasn't.
528
00:51:24,422 --> 00:51:26,822
It hurts that it wasn't me.
529
00:51:50,863 --> 00:51:52,422
Right, you lot,
530
00:51:52,423 --> 00:51:55,622
plates to everyone first and
then hand out the sandwiches.
531
00:51:55,623 --> 00:51:57,343
Is he having a sad day today?
532
00:51:57,344 --> 00:51:59,223
Yeah, darling, he is.
533
00:51:59,224 --> 00:52:00,584
I'll get him some cake.
534
00:52:05,144 --> 00:52:06,943
Well? Hey.
535
00:52:06,944 --> 00:52:09,463
So what's the Chief Constable saying?
536
00:52:09,464 --> 00:52:12,383
She wants me to go in
next week for a meeting.
537
00:52:12,384 --> 00:52:14,183
You've wanted to go back for years.
538
00:52:16,224 --> 00:52:17,903
Yes.
539
00:52:17,904 --> 00:52:21,274
It's like you said - I've got
to do it for the right reasons.
540
00:52:24,105 --> 00:52:25,505
Come here.
541
00:52:31,505 --> 00:52:33,225
Hey. Oh, thank you, darling.
542
00:52:35,345 --> 00:52:36,625
How are you feeling?
543
00:52:37,665 --> 00:52:39,184
Yeah.
544
00:52:39,185 --> 00:52:40,665
Yeah, OK.
545
00:53:13,547 --> 00:53:16,267
There's no denying that
everything's different now.
546
00:53:18,067 --> 00:53:20,507
There's no such thing as
getting back to normal.
547
00:53:23,187 --> 00:53:24,947
But somehow, you find a way.
548
00:53:27,307 --> 00:53:31,027
And, for me, that means no more excuses.
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