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[8]

Helian Xi, your hand.

Thank you.

Father, we seem to be lost.

Don't be afraid.

I remember the way home.

Father, the light is not on.

Don't worry. I can see the way.

Go.

Father, the light is on again.

Yes, the light is on again.

Let's go home.

What are you doing here?

Take off your clothes.

What did you say?

I saw the burns on your back.

Qin Sang said you would deal with it yourself.

But what do you do with

your back?

You're a girl.

Girls can be doctors.

Is there a difference between men and women

in the treatment of wounds?

Why do you have

so many scars?

Who could hurt you?

Didn't you deal with them before?

Are you afraid of fire?

How do you know?

It's not hard to guess.

I went to you with a candle that day.

You wanted to blow it out.

But your room

was dark.

You didn't light a candle.

If you're not afraid of fire,

do you prefer

to live in the dark?

I didn't expect you to be so smart.

Do you have to

talk to me like that all the time?

How did you come to Shuoyun

three years ago?

Actually,

I couldn't really remember.

I only know that Xi Jiu saved me

and took me to the Prince's Mansion.

He saved you?

Hurry up.

Apply the ointment again tomorrow.

Don't let the wounds get wet.

Helian Xi.

Why do you always

like to look at the stars from above?

Is it because you can

find things that others can't

from up high?

Because it's closest to the starry sky.

My closest approach to the starry sky

is not now.

It was the night I was punished

at the execution ground.

In the night,

a group of fireflies like stars

suddenly flew in.

Those were not fireflies. Those were...

Those weren't fireflies? What were they?

You must be mistaken.

Helian Xi.

I'm not the only one you've brightened up

the night for, right?

Do you often light up

for people in the dark?

You may leave.

Otherwise, if Xi Jiu comes up,

he will bother me again.

Okay.

By the way,

I'll give this back to you.

Since the Amber of the Divine Tree

can help me regain my memory,

I'll return it to you.

After all, if you let me keep it,

I don't know how to deal with it.

I don't know if I should steam it

or take it in a soup.

Your Highness.

Have you found

anything unusual

about Helian Xi to Liang Chan?

Everything is normal.

But on the night of Yongzhao Palace Coup,

the one who killed the royal family of Feng

was him.

I'm afraid

after Liang Chan regains her memory,

if he gets

what he wants,

he will kill Liang Chan.

But Helian Xi

has no weakness.

It's not easy to catch him.

His weakness?

[He]

[Helian Xi is soft-hearted but stubborn.]

[He's afraid of fire.]

How can I bring light

into his darkness?

Qin Sang.

Qin Sang.

Young Madam.

Can I help you?

Could you please

buy something for me?

Of course.

Thank you.

The list is on the paper.

Okay, I'll go later.

Qin Sang, what are you cooking?

This doesn't smell

like my usual medicine.

This is...

This seems to be...

The smell of the Amber of the Divine Tree?

It's okay.

Thank you.

Young Madam.

Things you want are here.

Don't let Helian Xi

come to me until tonight.

Okay.

What are you doing in my room again?

I...

I bring something for you.

What tricks are you playing?

Don't move.

I really have something for you.

What is it?

A cloud of stars

in the dark.

Your room

is always dark.

You can't light the flame for fear of fire.

So I made

this lamp with the fluorite

to give you some light.

Why do you give me these?

I've been with you

long enough to realize

that the more stubborn you are,

the more soft-hearted you'll be.

When I was suffering,

besides holding an umbrella for me,

you also brought me stars.

You should have

lit lights for many people

in the dark, right?

But your night

is always dark.

No matter how close the stars are,

you still can't touch them.

I want to

light up your dark night.

Have you forgotten

I wanted to kill you?

Of course I remember.

But I could also see

how you protected me

and treated others well.

If you're really

so wicked,

how can Qin Sang

be so loyal to you?

You must have been nice to me before.

I must have done something

to hurt you

to make you treat me like this.

When I regain my memory

and remember the past,

I will

atone for my mistake.

Atone for your mistake?

I know

you asked Qin Sang to make the medicine.

I can drink it now.

After drinking it,

I should be able to regain my memory.

Helian Xi.

Did you hear me?

Drinking it at night has no effect.

Let's talk tomorrow.

I'm sleepy.

Well.

You can give it to me tomorrow at daylight.

The heart of the Divine Tree.

Helian Xi.

What are you doing?

You even

want to spend

the unreal time with her.

Young Madam.

Was the young master

happy to see the fluorite

you made last night?

I don't know.

He doesn't show

his happiness or unhappiness

on his face.

You're right.

In the past three years,

Young Master has long lost

the ups and downs of a normal person's mind.

Qin Sang.

You go out first.

Young Master.

What's wrong?

Was it the bright light

that kept you up last night?

What is this?

The medicine made from the Amber of the Divine Tree.

Give it to me.

This medicine can cure difficult diseases,

but it can easily attack the heart.

People with heart disease

or cardiopulmonary damage should not take it.

You've been taking medicine for years.

Is it related to this?

I took the medicine because I was weak.

I'm fine.

Give me the medicine.

Have you ever thought

what kind of person you were before?

I don't know.

Maybe

it was better than my current disposition.

I was not that stubborn.

Maybe it was even worse

because I was selfish.

I never would have been

a gentle person.

What if you were

a vicious

and unpardonably wicked person?

Can you bear it?

If that's the case,

it's still me.

At least I can find myself.

I can pay for

for my sin.

After drinking it,

it will work in two hours.

What's wrong?

Feng Yuan?

Feng Yuan!

Feng Yuan!