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This drama is based on a true story.

The plot was adjusted for entertainment purposes only.

We have no intention to offend any careers,

encourage immoral sexual values,

or create a pessimistic disposition of a gender or a group of people.

We would like to apologize in advance for any misunderstandings.

(presents)

I didn't visit you today as a psychiatrist.

But as an aunt.

How is your relationship with Phol?

I want to be happy.

I don't want to suffer anymore.

And what about Phol?

Is he happy like you are?

I've told you countless times to tell her the truth.

Why won't you listen?

My aunt told me to do it, so I had to listen to her.

(Emergency Room)

How is Rin doing?

She's safe now.

The doctor said

she is very fatigued, so they are giving her an IV.

Did you ask the people who brought her here what happened?

Yes.

I did.

They said they saw Rin unconscious

in front of her room,

so they brought her to the hospital.

I'm a terrible aunt.

I let you two face many horrible things in life alone.

Look what's happening.

When I decided to help you,

I'm doing a terrible job.

Don't say that.

We are doing our best.

This time,

the matter is harder to handle than before.

But I believe

that our effort will not be in vain.

Rin will get better.

You know,

even the smartest people

or a simple psychiatrist

all need mental support.

Thank you.

You are more mature than I thought.

No.

Hello, Joong.

This is the hospital calling.

The owner of this phone was in a car accident.

He's in the ICU right now.

What happened?

Joong was in a car accident.

Wait. Where is he? How is he right now?

He's in the ICU at another hospital.

Okay, I'll go with you.

What about Rin? You should stay here with her.

Pai, Rin isn't my only niece.

Let me be there for you too.

Auntie, how did it go?

This hospital has agreed to accept Joong as an inpatient.

But they can't transfer him yet.

He might be safe now, but they still have to monitor him.

He has to be there for another night.

Despite the little time he had,

he still came to see me.

But I chased him away. We didn't even say goodbye.

It was an accident.

No one wanted it to happen.

I feel guilty.

I should have spent more time with him.

It's okay to feel guilty.

But you have to understand

that you couldn't be with him because you had to watch Rin.

You didn't have a choice.

I'm sure Joong will understand.

Come here.

He's safe now.

Come with me.

Let's sit over there.

I want to be happy.

I don't want to suffer anymore.

You're happy.

And what about Phol?

Is he happy like you are?

I think you should ask him too.

So you can be sure that

what you're doing now is truly good for both of you,

and not just for

your own sake.

Rin, why aren't you in bed?

I have some things to think about.

Can you tell me what's on your mind?

Are you happy when you are with me?

What about you?

I asked you a question, not the other way around.

Whatever you are feeling,

I feel the same way.

When you are sad,

I get sad with you.

And when you are happy,

I am happy with you.

And

how would you feel

if I died?

I would be devastated.

I thought you were going to say

you wouldn't be able to live

without me.

I would survive.

And I'm sure you could survive without me too.

No, I can't live without you.

I told you before

that only death

would part us.

How do you feel right now?

I feel hurt.

I just want to be happy.

And I want you to be happy too.

But...

It...

It feels like

I'm trying to fool myself.

No matter what I do,

it feels like

I'm one step closer to the truth.

But I can't see where it ends.

Sometimes,

you will only be able to see the end when you accept the truth.

You should forget about our promise.

What do you mean?

Let's break up, Rin.

That looks delicious.

It's not.

Rin could make a much more delicious version of this dessert.

I miss her.

Come on.

If you could give me ten percent of the love you have for Rin,

I would be over the moon.

Too bad.

There's nothing you can do to change that.

Nothing at all?

I like the way you eat.

What are you doing?

I look so gross.

You look cute.

Delete it.

No.

You aren't allowed to delete it either.

Why not?

Well.

I want you to know that even though you don't love me,

I still love you.

So cheesy. You are so cheesy.

It's not that I don't love you. I just don't say it.

Keep it.

We've never taken a couple photo before.

You can look at it when you think of me.

How is this a couple photo?

Although you can only see my hand, it's still a couple photo.

Don't think too much about it.

Why don't we just take another one?

No, I like this photo.

Really?

Fine, we can take another photo.

I thought you wanted a couple photo.

I enjoy taking photos of you.

Is that so?

Smile.

Make a peace sign.

Okay.

One, two, three.

Wow.

- Let me see. - So handsome.

How can I be handsome?

Come on.

Please wake up.

I was just joking when I told you to play dead.

If you wake up,

I promise to listen to you.

I'm sorry I was rude to you.

I knew

that no matter

what I did,

you would always forgive me.

You can't

leave me now.

Please wake up, Joong.

Auntie, Rin isn't here.

She must have gone home.

Rin.

What is it, Pai?

Where are you?

I'm going home.

Don't worry about me.

You should be taking care of Joong.

How do you know about Joong?

I heard your conversation with Auntie.

But you are not well yet.

I said don't worry about me.

Listen to me.

Rin.

If you didn't want us to worry,

how could you leave without telling us?

I'm tired of answering your questions.

What questions?

You will probably ask me

how I'm feeling and how things are going between me and Phol.

I'm not going to ask you that.

The people who brought you to the hospital told me everything.

What would they know?

At most, they would know that I was looking for Phol.

But they wouldn't know what was going on between us.

- But you are not well... - Don't worry about me.

Even though Phol just broke up with me,

I'm sure

he will come back to me.

Worry about Pai.

She needs you.

I'll go find her.

It's okay.

Listen, stay here

with Joong.

I'm going to grab my stuff at the clinic and come back here.

Is Rin going to be okay?

Sorry, there is no acknowledgment from your requested number.

Please call again.

Sorry, there is no acknowledgment from your requested number.

Sorry, there is no acknowledgment...

Sorry, there is no acknowledgment from your requested number.

Please call again.

Sorry, there is no acknowledgment from your requested number.

Let's break up, Rin.

I know you would be happier

without me in your life.

I'm not breaking up with you because I don't love you.

I'm breaking up with you because I don't want to hurt you anymore.

Rin.

I never break a promise,

even if death takes my life away.

If you break up with me,

I will kill myself.

- No, Rin. - Let go.

- Let go. - Rin.

No.

Rin.

I know you hate it when I say this.

So I'm going to say it for the last time.

I'm sorry.

Goodbye, Rin.

No.

Phol.

Phol.

Phol.

- Miss. - Miss.

- Miss. - Miss.

- Miss, what's wrong? - Miss.

(Princ Hospital Suvarnabhumi)

Rin.

How are you?

No, how are you?

Do you understand now

how it feels to lose someone you love?

His car accident

made me realize

how much I love him.

You knew you loved him,

but you never expressed your feelings.

I don't know why you think you have to keep your cool.

When Joong wakes up, surprise him by expressing your love for him.

Thank you, Rin.

You always get me.

You are my sister.

I always know

what is on your mind.

I'm sorry.

I'm the reason Joong is in the hospital.

What?

Rin.

It's not your fault. It has nothing to do with you.

Of course it does.

You were stubborn.

I told you to pay attention to Joong instead of me,

but you didn't listen.

Both of you are important to me.

I couldn't choose between you and him.

Pai.

Listen to me.

Please stop

thinking of me as the most important person in your life

and focus on the person

who thinks you are the most important person in his life.

It's time for you to let me go.

Hold on tightly to Joong's hand.

Don't make him doubt for even a second

that you might let him go.

You have a habit of doing that.

The last person to remain in your life

is him.

Do you understand?

What are you doing, little girl?

I'm wondering

why clocks only move forward.

Well.

It's a symbol indicating

that life only moves forward.

Every occurrence becomes the past.

Am I right? When someone buries themselves in the past,

they won't get anywhere in life.

Every second turns into the past

in a flash.

The moment when you were staring at the clock is now history.

That's why you have to move forward. Do you understand?

Aren't you sad then?

About what?

My mother said your boyfriend went abroad.

This means your relationship is nothing but history now.

Wow.

Your mother talks a lot, doesn't she?

I was sad

but not anymore

as I'm busy doing other things in life.

I don't want to waste my time with something that's already over.

What do you do nowadays then?

Well, I take care of my patients.

And now I have time to watch you grow up.

You are exaggerating.

Am I now?

If I'm lying, let heaven punish me

by...

Making you single for the rest of your life.

You are evil, aren't you?

Is that what you want to go with?

All right, let me be single for the rest of my life.

Will you keep me company though?

I think it's time we tell Rin the truth.

Wake up soon, Joong.

Take care of Pai for me.

Rin.

Rin.

Pai.

Rin's heading to the roof.

Get help now.

You can quit your side hustle now.

I'll take care of you.

Are you crazy?

But to me, to love is to sacrifice.

Even though I don't really expect much from the future,

I've envisioned you in it.

I have never thought of going back

ever since we started dating.

I always focus on moving forward.

Therefore...

let's keep holding each other's hand like this.

All right?

You're the only person I love. You're my first love

and will be my last.

I promise you too

that from now on,

I won't let go of your hand.

Only death will

do us part.

Sometimes,

you will only be able to see the end when you accept the truth.

You should forget about our promise.

What do you mean?

Let's break up, Rin.

- No, Rin. - Let go.

Rin.

I know you hate it when I say this.

So I'm going to say it for the last time.

I'm sorry.

Goodbye, Rin.

Rin! Rin, don't do it!

Rin?

Death won't solve anything.

I don't feel like solving anything anymore.

I just want everything to end.

Why?

There's no point in living anymore.

So aren't you going to give yourself a chance

to find out what life has in store for you?

You still have me

and your sister.

Do you remember what I told you? We have to keep looking ahead.

I know it's been a difficult time for you.

A very difficult time.

But guess what? It's going to pass.

We'll get through it together.

I've tried to look ahead.

But you know what?

I couldn't see anything.

Rin! Why would you do this?

Pai.

Phol left me.

I really can't go on.

I really can't live

without him.

You can!

And you've been surviving for a while now too.

Saphol didn't just leave you.

He's been dead

since that night.

(Two Months Ago)

You asked me to leave early. Is there something special?

- Hey, seriously? - I'm going to propose to Rin.

Let me see.

- Here. - Wow, can I touch it?

- Gently. - Okay, okay.

When is it?

Tonight, of course. That's why I came.

I was going to propose on our anniversary,

but I couldn't wait.

I'm nervous for you as well.

But Phol,

a client just asked Rin for a revision today.

She's under a lot of stress.

I believe this ring of mine will help her de-stress.

Mhm. Whatever.

- Is it beautiful? - Indeed.

It's massive.

Hello there.

Can I drive tonight? I'm stressed.

Are you sure you can drive if you're stressed?

There! Save it.

Go and finish your part.

I've drafted everything for you.

Yes, ma'am.

Wish me luck.

"Wish me luck". Gee, do I have to, Brother-in-Law?

Brother-in-law!

Get going.

- Okay. - Bye.

Let's go.

Rin?

Pull over if you're tired. Speeding is dangerous.

I'll be okay.

Rin?

Look out!

Phol?

Phol?

Phol!

Phol!

Phol!

Phol!

Rin, how are you feeling?

Rin?

- Slowly now. - Rin.

Does it hurt?

No rush.

What happened?

Rin,

don't you remember anything?

How come you're all here?

What about Phol?

Where is he?

Rin...

Phol's not with us anymore.

It's not true.

Rin,

Saphol's dead.

It's not true.

What are you saying, Pai? It's not true!

Phol?

Phol?

- Rin... - Phol?

- Get a grip... - What are you saying, Auntie?

- Calm down. - It's not true! No!

- Rin, stop... - Phol!

- He's not with us... - It's not true! Where are you?

- Rin! - Phol, where are you?

- Rin! - Phol!

Rin... Joong, call a nurse!

- Rin! - Phol!

Rin, get a grip!

Rin!

- Rin. - Rin!

I think we'll have to give Rin some time.

So how should we behave?

Don't mention Phol's death just yet.

Let her live

in the world she believes in for now.

When I woke up, you should've been the first person I saw.

You weren't.

And you have been gone for months.

We never see each other. All we do is talk on the phone.

I was on the phone with Phol.

I heard a sound.

And then

something flashed in my head.

If there's some sort of loophole that will make her aware of it,

we'll have to close it.

Phol is cheating on me.

Did you see it?

Yes. With my own eyes.

May I know that woman's name?

Her name is Meena.

She is Phol's colleague.

Hello, Meena, I'm Pai.

Rintarn's sister.

Do you remember me?

Yes, I remember you.

What can I do for you?

Right now,

Rin doesn't remember

that Saphol is dead.

And she's been living her life

as if he was still alive.

Besides, she believes

he's cheating on her with you.

Huh? What?

Meena,

if Rin comes to you to talk about Saphol,

can you act as if he's still alive?

Do we really have to go that far?

Please?

Just think of it as doing it for Phol's sake.

He probably wouldn't want the woman he loved

to be in pain.

It wouldn't be considered lying to Rin, would it?

No, we're not lying to her.

We're just trying to blend in with her world for now.

So she can trust us.

This way, we'll get to find out the truth

as to whether what she's experiencing

is a side effect of the accident

or if it's

because she can't accept reality.

(1 Message)

(Can I call you, Phol?)

I just want to be happy.

And I want you to be happy too.

- Rin, don't! - Phol!

It's okay. I understand.

It probably was really something urgent.

We'll go there next time.

I love you, Phol.

Do you love me?

Rin's going to get better, isn't she?

Honestly, I can't give you an answer.

What I've been doing is different from the treatment procedure.

I'm just

following the instinct of an aunt

who doesn't want to see her niece suffer.

Rin!

Please come down.

Okay?

Come to me, Rin.

I'm sorry, Rin!

It's my fault!

I chose not to tell you the truth!

I thought I'd be able to buy you some time!

But what I did

almost took you away from me!

I'm sorry!

I'm sorry too! It's my fault

for not telling you the truth.

I had so many chances to do it.

Please forgive me, Rin.

It's no one's fault!

No one's!

But it's my fault

I couldn't accept the truth!

- It's my fault! - It's no one's fault, okay?

It's okay, Rin.

All right. Let's stop blaming ourselves.

It's over now, okay?

Let it stay in the past.

Can we start over together?

You still have your sister and me.

Let's stay together, okay?

You know Rin's found out the whole truth, don't you?

Mm.

I do. That's a good thing.

So you can finally stop shouldering the burden

and start being happy like other people.

I promise

to listen to what you say.

And I'll watch my tongue too.

Oh, I'll pass.

A promise?

That doesn't sound like you at all.

Just give me plenty of smiles.

I love you.

- Shoot. - What?

What are you talking about?

I didn't say anything.

- Hey! - Did you say "love"?

I don't know! I'm going now!

- Huh? - I'm hungry. Start the motorbike.

Come here. I'll help you.

Love you.

Okay.

- Whoa. - What?

(Princ Hospital Suvarnabhumi)

Rin?

I hope you don't need to come back here again.

Yes, Auntie.

From now on,

I'll do my best to look after myself.

And I'll look after you, okay?

I will too.

And don't push me away again, okay?

Don't push me toward Joong either. I'm a grown-up now.

I can manage my own time.

Sometimes I'll be with you and sometimes with Joong.

But I'll give you all my time if Joong is annoying me.

Oh, you're always exaggerating.

But I don't

have a boyfriend.

So don't push me away toward anyone.

I can give all my time. All for you.

What is it, Pai?

What Saphol wanted you to have.

Open it when you get home, okay?

Everything that's happened

has made me realize

Phol didn't change.

But it was me who couldn't accept the change.

I kept fixating on the past

and refused to face reality.

Now you realize change is something everyone has to go through.

Even though it might be difficult to accept,

ultimately,

there's nothing

better than accepting it.

Every solution begins with coming to terms with something.

And fixating on the past

won't lead you anywhere except to pain.

It will only make you neglect the present

and blind you from seeing the future.

We'd like to wish you luck.

Don't wait until time has passed to recognize its value.

Take care of each other every day

so you'll only "grieve"

and not "regret it" when you part.

Let's toast to our lovely neighbors.

We're so happy to have such good neighbors.

It's me who should be happy to have a lovely neighbor like you, Hat.

You're driving me crazy. I can't stand it anymore.

Then give in already.

Should we call it quits with our partners

and start dating seriously?

I've been putting up with everything for 20 years

for our son!

You have to put up with me! You have nothing

and nowhere else to go!

- All right. - Okay, we'll go again.

- See? Got it. - That's enough.

Is that what you want?

Your eyes are half-closed.

Phol?

Phol?

Phol?

- Phol! - Get a nurse!

It's not true! What are you talking about?

Phol!

- Calm down, Rin! - Phol!

That's a wrap.

Did I scream a lot?

- Totally. - Totally.

You gave it your all today.

Everyone's screaming today. Trust me.