All language subtitles for to the moon (19)

A waitress bumped into me.

After that, she brought me this
to change into.

Mata!

Why do you have to stoop down
for that woman?

I think the one who looks down on her
is low.

Penneung!

Then leave.
Don't even come back to bury me!

Have Grandpa and Grandma ever gone
for a checkup?

I saw that Grandma's hands were shaky.

I want a thorough checkup for her.

Welcome.

Are you satisfied?

My family is ruined.

Are you satisfied now?

What are you talking about?

Don't act like you don't know.

Get a hold of yourself. Then we can talk.

Your dad sent his student
to be my dad's sidepiece.

Why?

As if you don't outdo me enough?

What sidepiece?

My dad's mistress
is also your dad's student.

My mom found out about her.

And now my dad left my mom.

So?

Are you satisfied now?

I didn't know anything about this.

And my dad would never do that
to your family.

Except he did.

Enough with that good guy facade.

It's nauseating.

I'm done tolerating your family.

It's clear how your family
and how your dad is, Purim.

You can't talk about my dad like that.

Your dad did that to my mom.

And I can't say it?

Do you want to outdo my family that bad?

It was never a race, Tri.

I don't know what you have been through,
but let's talk this out.

I have been nice to you long enough.

I let you off too many times.

Let me off? It's you who has been trying
to pick a fight with me.

Ever since we were little,

you should know better
about what you've been doing.

The one letting others off here isn't you.

Hey, stop it!

-Stop it.
-No!

-I said let go!
-Stop!

-Min, grab him.
-Let go!

-Min. Grab him!
-I said let go!

-Stop!
-I said let go of me!

And I said stop!

This is a hospital.

Please respect the premise.

Please talk this out nicely.
We are all adults here.

Get your act together, please.

Is that understood, Dr. Purim?

My mom left my dad's house.

The party that night.

I fought with him when we got back.

When I left, my mom asked to come with me.

How is that possible?

It already happened.

Now will you tell me

what happened to you?

I found out a while ago

that my dad has a mistress.

My mom just found out so she freaked out.

Then my dad
chose to leave with that woman.

How is Auntie Lee now?

Not good.

But she was never really happy anyway.

How does this concern my dad?

Mom said she saw this woman
at your house before.

That grad student named May?

Do you know her?

We have met.

Uncle Rit told Mom that
someone asked him to take care of her.

It's Uncle Korn who entrusted
her with him.

She's doing research.
So he entrusted her with my dad.

Hey.

My family and yours
are as equally torn apart.

No one is winning.

How about that?

What if I told you

that I never told your dad
about Mata's family,

would you believe that?

I would.

Why?

Why shouldn't I believe you?

Because you have been doing everything
behind my back?

By the way, Purim,
this is my girlfriend, Seefoon.

I'm really rooting for you two.

I really want to help you.

Please keep our meeting today a secret.

I don't get why you would want to beat
someone like me.

Someone who always wins

would never understand.

Always win at what?

Think about it carefully, Tri.
Who is actually winning?

With a glance,
every woman I dated in the past

left me for you.

I couldn't beat you in school.

That's because you never had to.

What do you mean?

Getting first place in exams

was the only thing I could do
to gain attention from my parents.

Other than good grades, I got nothing.

But you, Tri.

You never had to do anything.
People swarm over you anyway.

Why do you even want to beat me?

It's easy for you to say.

You have everything you need.

And what don't you have?

The high salary.
My mom nags me about it every day.

No one knows more about
a doctor's salary than himself.

My mom may have mentioned it,
but she doesn't understand the real price.

You have Mata.

Who else took an interest in Mata then?

You met Mata around the same time
that I did.

Why didn't you ask her out then?

That's because you chose Ms. Pang.

You chose Ms. Pang only to one-up me.

But I chose Mata

for my own life.

We were both put under pressure.

But Mata gave me the strength
to choose me.

I would like it if you choose
your own happiness too, Tri.

If your wish is to beat me,

please know that you already did.

You never thought about competing

because you never see me as your rival?

That's right.

You are never my rival.

You are my brother.

My parents pressured me
to compete with the whole world.

So at least,

we shouldn't compete with each other.

What you said earlier about
not talking about Mata's family,

you should say that to her parents,

not to me.

It's you.

What? You look like
you're carrying the weight of the world.

Will you keep me company for a moment?

Sure.

Sitting around is what I do best.

Won't you ask

what I've been through?

You want to tell me.
Isn't that why you ask me to sit with you?

You're right.

But…

I don't know where to start.

So it's worse than I thought.

Because you are usually quite talkative.

I want to apologize to your parents
about that night.

Sure thing.

Why did you come back so soon?

Is he running away from the dogs again?

No. Calm down and listen to me first.

That's suspicious.

Someone wants to see you and Daddy Grace.

Who is that, my daughter?

Why is that person here?
What does he want?

He wants to apologize.

Come on. I will kick him out so fast.
Where is he?

Hello, Auntie Vee and Auntie Grace.

My dear.

You are hurt.

Come on in. Let me look at it. Hurry up.

You get up.

Let him sit. I'll patch him up.

All done. How perfect.

I'm sorry about that night,
Auntie Vee and Auntie Grace,

for not taking care of Mata.

Taking care of Mata isn't your duty.

Too harsh.

Instead of apologizing,
you should tell us the truth.

Did you tell Penneung's dad
about our family?

I'm not ashamed of it
or trying to hide it in any way.

But with the current situation
of Mata and Penneung,

I believe there's a more appropriate
time and occasion.

And most importantly,

something like this
should come from the two of them.

What if I said

I wasn't the one who told on you?

Would you believe me?

I would.

Really?

I believe you, Tri.

In reality,

it's still my fault.

I'm the one who told them that
Purim and Mata are dating.

Perhaps I was so desperate then.

How pathetic.

Let what happened in the past
stay in the past.

The past doesn't matter as much as now.

You should quit seeing it as a game
with everyone.

And turn yourself into Trichat,

the good friend you truly wanted to be.

Can I really do that?

Of course you can.

Just stop pretending

and stop putting on airs.

Just be the true self
you really want to be.

That's all.

Auntie Lee isn't picking up?

She turned it off completely.

Maybe Tri turned it off.

I heard he gave her a sleeping pill
so she can rest.

Lee.

She should have never
had to deal with this.

Hello there.

Olive?

Olive?

Do you want a belly rub?

I see you have a new favorite.

Don't be childish.

Belly rubbing.

-There you go.
-I like seeing you smile more.

I don't smile much?

You did.

There are mostly smiles you put on.

Like a business smile

or a formal kind of smile, right?

I think you spent too much time
with Auntie Kitty.

I guess so.

Are you going back to Dad?

There's one more.

What an elegant breakfast.

Someone might die from jealousy.

It's just a bracelet.

Not just any bracelets. It's Cartier.

Sounds like Faras.

I'm so jealous of my best friend.

There should be a lot more like him.

Where is he now?
I thought you two were always together.

He has a meeting in Singapore.

Isn't that just so fancy?

On his private jet?

As usual.

Have you been on it yet?

Next month.

-Where to?
-The Maldives.

How annoying.

Three, two, one.

-So pretty.
-Shall I post it?

Right on.

I'm posting it so the world will know.

And I'm tagging you, Arunrassamee.

Done.

That's fire.

As it should be.

Here I am. Hello, everyone.

I'm talking alone like a nutcase.
My friend doesn't even care.

Hello?

Mute that.

Pang, come look.

Just a second.

Right now.

Someone commented on your social media
that you stole her husband.

Look.

A GOOD FRIEND
KEEPS THEIR FRIEND IN CHECK.

A REAL FRIEND OR A SOCIAL FRIEND?

HE ALREADY HAS A WIFE.
WHICH MULTIVERSE ARE YOU IN?

BIRDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER.

I CAN SEE WHY THEY ARE FRIENDS.

YOU THINK YOU'RE HIS ONLY GIRL? STUPID.

IF YOU VOUCHED FOR EQUALITY,
THEN WHY ARE YOU HIS MISTRESS?

Now what?

Explain everything to me right now.

I can do that.

But we will discuss this nicely.
I don't like when people get emotional.

Now talk.

Whatever you want to know,
you can ask me now.

You already have a wife, don't you?

I used to have,

but now we are just good friends.

And she's also the mom of my child.

Good friends?

Judging from the insults
on my social media,

I beg to differ.

Those people aren't her, Pang.

Pay them no mind.

I took care of it.

They'll go away soon enough.

Come on, Pang.

You can't expect me
to remain celibate waiting for you.

Of course not.

Good.

I know you are a smart girl.

So what will happen after this?

I'm serious with you, Pang.

That's not a lie.

I left everyone else.

That must be why they are pissed off

and harassing you.

If you want to go out with me,

don't mind these trivial things.

Some of them are for work.

I want you to stay in your place

and be the elegant Pang.

Be my woman.

One last question for you.

Did you two register your marriage?

We did.

And did you have that annulled?

This is what you need to know, Pang.

You can have me all you want,

but I will never divorce Cindy.

Now that's selfish.

How could I leave someone who has
been through thick and thin with me?

She's also the mom of my child.

It's the only thing

she asks for.

But you are making me a homewrecker.

How could you do this to me?

Pang.

Be reasonable.

And don't play the victim.

We're all grown-ups here.

I'm not playing the victim.

I only want honesty
from the person I love.

This is me being honest.

I'm being completely truthful to you.

You can't expect more honesty from me.

You don't want honesty, Pang.

You want a happy-ending love story.

The kind of love

that you told me wasn't real.

It's you

who isn't being honest.

I gave you my proposal.

The rest is up to you.

Hello, Mom.

Explain yourself.

How did you suddenly become
someone's mistress?

Perhaps it's because it's so familiar,

something I have seen my whole life.

Pang…

You are insolent!

You have no right to talk to me like this!

What's going on, Pang?

I raised you to the best of my ability

and only put you in the best places.

I prepared you for anything!

What did I do wrong? Tell me!

I have been busy
finding the best thing for myself.

I thought that he was the best.

Just like you.

So I chose him.

I was happy for a brief moment,

thinking I was the real winner.

I had forgotten someone like him,

someone like you,

never stops for one woman.

What I fear the most
is to live my life like my mom,

living with someone who fails
to see my worth.

Just like what you did to Mom.

I hate all of your women.

I look down on all of them.

Do you think you have the right
to say this to your own parents?

Especially when you are the one
who brought embarrassment to us.

So you admit

that you feel embarrassed

that a puppet like me…

A puppet you created only to show off
to others is, in fact, a messed up?

It's not as perfect as you want it to be.

You never care about my feelings.

You never know how much I pity myself.

Or how much I hate myself.

Like how you never cared about Mom,

about how disappointed she must have felt,

or how many times she shed tears for you.

Stop it. Quit talking nonsense like that.

How much pain do we have to endure

for you to see

or care about us?

Pang, everything I did
was to my best capability.

I only want your mom and you
to be in the best of places

and to own the best of things.

When did I ever do anything wrong?

Do you realize who you sound like?

You sound like that bastard

who made me his mistress.

If someone would know
why was I in a situation like this,

it should be you.

Men like you put me
in a position like this.

Are you done?

I will be soon enough.

But at least you two
should be proud of me.

Once I realized I was to become
his mistress,

I chose to walk away right away.

I chose not to run away.

I will live my life as usual.

I won't be embarrassed.

Even if no one forgives me,

I will forgive myself.

I only made a mistake today.

But it'll never be the end of me.

If you can't accept mistakes,

then that's your problem.

Not my problem.

Are you pinning this on me?

You degrading yourself and becoming
someone else's mistress

is my fault?

If you had brains, you would realize
that everything I did for you

is so that you can be superior to others.

How dumb do you have to be

-Dad!
-to be tricked by that kind of man?

I just want to know.

Dad?

Then what kind of a dad are you?

Your daughter is in enough pain
and yet you trample over her.

Let me tell you something.

You are the one who hurt her!

You and I made her like this.

Not another word!

Pang,

I want to apologize…

Apologize for not being
brave enough for you.

I was never
a good enough role model for you.

I only thought that

I have to endure everything
for our daughter's sake.

I endured your thoughtlessness

for her and let you exploit me.

If all of my tolerance resulted in
our daughter ending like this,

then no more enduring!

Enough with a selfish
and obnoxious man like you.

How was it?

I heard and I got worried.

You should worry about yourself.

Well, that's rich.

You and I are in the same situation now.

Didn't you enjoy looking down on me

and hate my guts so much?

Why are you acting like me, then?

The high and mighty Little Miss Pang.

What about it?
You ended up as a mistress too.

I have you to thank for.

Without you being an example,

I might have endured being a mistress
a little longer.

It seems pleasant after all.

But once I realized how pathetic,

horrible,

and worthless it is,

I came to my senses before I became one.

Pang.

Do you know
what the difference is between us?

I stopped once I was made aware of it

as I have respect for myself,

unlike you.

Pang!

Don't even think
that you can lay hands on my daughter.

And don't be calling me mean

when your kid doesn't have
a place to sleep.

Remember that.

Mom?

Parkinson's?

That's right.
But she's in a very early stage.

Is it the one that makes
people shake all over?

That's right, ma'am.

But there are many stages
to this disorder.

You are diagnosed
in a very early stage of it.

The disorder could take many years
to show symptoms.

If we take care of ourselves and take
the medicine, we can live ordinary lives.

What causes it?

It's neurological degeneration.

For you, the neurological system
has deteriorated

and cannot produce
enough dopamine for your body.

Dopamine?

It's the hormone of happiness.

It's released when you are close
to someone you love

Dopamine?

A happy hormone?

Yes.

There isn't enough dopamine
produced in her brain.

But the most important thing is

you shouldn't get stressed, ma'am.

Engaging in some light exercise regularly
can also help a lot.

Okay, doctor.

Morning is a good time to exercise.

Okay.

I'm going to be all right, my dear.

Let me make you some tea.

I'll do it.

I'm in luck today.

You even fix me some tea.

I just got my grandma back.

Why does this have to happen to Grandma?

She just got diagnosed, Mata.

Nothing has happened to her yet.

But I don't want her to be sick.

I want her to be healthy.

Grandma is kind.

And she's always endured
for the sake of others.

Why does this have to happen
to a kind person like Grandma?

Let's go inside.

Mom.

Penneung, you're back.

How's your grandma?

She has a little issue.

It's great that she's all right.

You two can stay and chat.
I'll go get some rest.

Good night, Mata.

Good night, Auntie.

Your mom's dopamine

has probably decreased a lot by now.

Mata.

I don't want Auntie

to be like Grandma, Penneung.

Did you prepare the medicine for him?

It's a different set for in the morning
and in the evening.

Make sure he takes everything.

Don't forget the ginseng root tea
after each meal.

Mai and Noklek
have to take good care of the master.

Got it?

Take it easy, Grandma.

Have a seat first.

-Here, have a seat.
-Let's sit down.

Okay.

Do you want a drink?

-How about some tea?
-Tea, Daddy Grace?

Right. Tea isn't so good.
It might cause heart palpitation.

-What about--
-Hold on.

Is it me who's sick or you guys?

Why are you all making that face?

Mom.

I'm all right now.

Fern.

If something happens to you,

I'll die with you.

My dear?

I can't live without you.

It's me…

who made you like this.

The reason that your dopamine
hasn't released enough

is all because of me.

I made you unhappy.

I pushed our son away from you,

making you cry yourself to sleep
almost every night.

Everything that happened to you right now

is all my fault.

No, Dad.

Don't think of it that way.

It's my fault.

I should have visited
the two of you sooner.

That's enough.

Blaming yourselves like this

isn't going to change anything
that happened in the past.

But I'm scared.

I'm scared too, my dear.

Grandma.

I'm scared just as much as you.

I'm scared that I won't be able
to take care of you and everyone.

Will you listen to this doctor?

Parkinson's disease
in the early stage isn't that scary.

If you get diagnosed early
and take the medication

as well as caring for our mental health
and changing our habits,

it will barely affect our lives.

So what we are worried about
are mainly these two things.

Firstly, the depictions of it that
we've seen are mostly in the later stages.

People with early-stage Parkinson's

can live their lives normally
just like anybody else.

Secondly, we don't know enough
about this disorder.

And now it has happened
to someone we love.

See? That's what I was saying.

I'm the one who causes
her sadness and illness.

Grandpa,

Parkinson's disease isn't caused
by sadness alone.

It's also caused by the deterioration
of the brain and the body.

Please don't blame it all on yourself.

If everyone is in good spirits,

it will be the best medicine for Grandma.

That's right.

There's nothing wrong with me.

Don't busy yourself worrying about
the future that you overlook me now.

If this disease can be caused by sadness,

then from now on, I'll only feed it with
a full dose of happiness. How about that?

But everyone has to be happy
together with me.

Now that I got my family and everyone
back with me,

we should all be happy together.

Grandma!

I will make your life so joyful
that you have to ask for your life!

I will take care of you so well

that all the sadness runs away.

Like what the doctor said,

what this disease fears the most
is good health.

Grandma will have to do
"up and down" with me every day now.

"Up and down?" You sound so old.

Grandma is still so young.
How about you come dance with me?

I can teach you any kind of dance.

Pop dance? K-pop?

I used to do Chinese opera.

But if you're talking about Lisa
from Blackpink, then I could try that.

"Let's kill this love."

-Grandma.
-How about that? Do you like it, Dear?

There you are, my daughter.

I thought you said
you would sleep over at Grandma's.

I wanted to be her company
for one more night.

Not her company.

As her granddaughter.

Did something happen?

What's going on?

I'm scared.

I'm scared to even say it out loud.

You can say it.

I'm scared, Daddy Grace.

That I will cause

Penneung's mom

to be like Grandma.

Mata.

Having to separate from one's family

is truly miserable.

The misery we thought was just a feeling,

one day turned into a real illness.

I don't want something like this
to happen to anyone else.

Especially Penneung.

And what will you do?

Are you breaking up with Penneung?

What's up, Grace?

Are you busy, Molly?

There's something going on
for sure. Right?

Is it about Mata?

Does it involve that guy I saw that day?

The one who's a doctor.

Yes, but…

The problem is not with Penneung.

It's with his family.

They didn't like Mata?

More like they didn't like me.

Why does she have to have
a love so complicated?

Nothing is as complicated
as our love, Grace.

Mata is our daughter.

She will get through this just fine.
Trust me.

Penneung.

Are you sleeping?

If so then I wouldn't be answering you.

Grandpa and Grandma?

They went to bed ages ago.

Come outside, will you?

Do you miss me?

You know I do.

The nurses were selling salad rolls
and you like salad rolls.

Thank you.

Come.

Don't forget to brush your teeth again
before going to bed.

Are you thinking of breaking up with me?

Don't answer.

Just nodding is enough.

Do you think our love

is hurting my mom?

Do you want to break up with me?

Let's not.

It wasn't easy for me to find you.

I don't want our happiness

to be the cause of others' sorrow.

In the past,

I would sacrifice this in a heartbeat.

But right now,

just the thought of us
not seeing each other again…

I have learned a thing or two
from your family about this.

I promise to take care of it soon

and I won't let it go on any longer.

Trust me, okay?

You should get inside.

Be careful on your way home.

Mata.

Please call my name like you used to.

Like what?

-Penneung?
-No. It's like…

With a bit of a stretch.

Never mind.

Penneung,

the only one in my heart.

Penneung!

I'm crazy about you.

Propose to me already.

I want to get married
and have children so bad.

If you can't do it now, that's fine.

I'll propose to you myself!

-I'm okay.
-But I'm not!

How can a woman propose to a man?

You're in the middle of the street.

-I got some tea!
-About what?

Hello.

It's hard to tell
that you are in for tea time.

Was it that obvious?

Give me the tea.

Here's the thing.

That woman came here again.

Do you mean the daughter
of the patient with a heart condition?

That's right.

Her mom was Dr. Supakorn's patient.

She was sick with many issues.

Eventually, she got diagnosed
with lymphoma

and passed away two years before.

Her daughter still visits the hospital.

What for?

She just visits.

Sometimes she sits
at the coffee shop downstairs.

Other times, she walks down the hallway
on this floor.

Her mom used to stay on this floor.

She was in and out for years as well.

Perhaps that woman misses her mom.

She must.

It's just unusual that she still visits
even today.

Maybe she's looking for the door.

What door do you mean?

The door that she can open
and see her mom again.

Are you insane?

I was the same way

when my grandma passed away.

Grandma.

That's nostalgic.

My grandma had myasthenia gravis.

She spent many years in the hospital
before passing.

So then,

I used to go see her there every day
after school.

When I opened the door to the room,

I would see her lying there.

After she passed away,

I couldn't even pass by that hospital
at first.

But every time I pass by it,

I am always curious

if I open that door again,

will I see my grandma there again?

So I can give her a hug once more.

I miss her so much.

When we lose someone that
we have known our entire lives,

it is almost impossible to believe…

Almost impossible to believe that

we would never see them again.

Or

wouldn't there be another door that

once opened,
we could see them in there again.

I believe that's what happened, Penneung.

Thank you, Ri,

for helping me understand.

Tri.

You're going home too?

No. I only want to know about Auntie Lee.

She has been quiet down since that day.

My mom called, but she didn't answer.

Give her some time.

Tell Auntie Nid not to worry.

Tell me if you need me.

Madam, where are you going?

Why do I need to answer you?

Mr. Tri is worried about you.

He told me to ask you that
before you leave.

He won't know if you don't say.

Leave me alone.

Master?

Nuchy. It's Lee.

I'm in front of Mr. Korn's office.

Why does it look empty?

Mr. Korn closed down the company
three months ago. Hasn't he told you?

No way.

He just asked me to write a check for
five million baht more added to the fund.

How could he close it down, Nuchy?

Nuch?

Korn?

Madame.

After you left, Master came by.

We will fill this safe together, Korn.

Okay.

Korn!

-Rit! You destroyed my family!
-Hey!

You will answer for this!
You broke up my family!

-This is your doing!
-What's wrong with you? Stop it.

Never!

You don't tell me what to do.

My family is ruined because of you.

You bastard!

-Mrs. Lee!
-Lee!

-Let go of me!
-Shut up.

Just shut up! I've been putting up
with that mouth of yours long enough.

Don't say I didn't warn you, Lee.

I've been putting up with
that pretentious personality of yours!

You don't like what I say?

You must think you are so refined.

Decent people wouldn't pass
a hooker around.

Did you know that my husband

and the hooker you sent
left with everything?

-You jerk! You ruined my family!
-Stop.

-No!
-Get her out of here!

-Lee!
-Miss.

This will be the last time.

Don't ever come near me again!

Your family is ruined
because of your attitude and words.

Don't blame others.

Get out.

Do you think you are so superior? Jerk!

Jerk.

You bastard. Why did you ruin my family?

Jerk.

You ruined my family.

Come out!

Open the door!

Open the door and talk to me!

Jerk! Bastard!

You will see.

You will get what you deserve.

You won't get out of this alive!

You jerk! You bastard!

You…

What inspired me to rise from nothing

is my heart.

I once felt thankful for

the patience and diligence in me.

In reality, I am where I am today
all thanks to my heart.

I have settled on a conclusion recently

about why each individual succeeds
at a different rate.

The difference is their heart.

Do you want me to go to prison again?

Even though you murdered someone
just like I did?

What happened then and who is that man?

Will you tell me about it?

Uncle!

Uncle!

Mata is on that boat?

Subtitle translation by:
Supichaya Ketwongwiriya