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- I'm done. I got nothing left. - You caught me on a good day.

I have spoken to your cousin Samuel in Nelson.

Don't send me away, Mama.

Tell the Elders to call me when you arrive ?

You think this is over, don't you ?

You lost their drugs. They are not gonna let this go.

Enough !

One of their men is dead, don't you understand what that means for us ?

Why would I understand anything about this world you dragged me into ?

You're going to give them their drugs back,

then get back to your family.

Then you're going to let them know what's coming.

We'll not survive this without a fight.

What's going on ? Tell me !

I'm fucking scared.

- Who's coming for all of us ? - Liverpool.

- How long have we got ? - Not long.

- You're not going to do it. - I am.

My God.

What's it like ?

Really good. Try it. Trust me, it's really good.

Alright, don't say anything.

Jesus, that's rank. That is disgusting.

So, we good ?

Yeah, we're good.

Yeah, we're good.

- Yummy ! - It's just rank.

Everything alright ?

- Peachy. Whose nicked the pickle ? - Her.

- It was her. - Really ?

How's that ?

- That's fucking lovely. - Bit vinegary ?

No, it's nice. Just a sec, let me check.

- My God that's such a waste. - Weird, ain't it ?

- That's disgusting. - No, it's not. It's delicious.

You're a child.

It's really good.

No ! I had enough.

There isn't any milkshake left in it.

- That is vile. - Lovely, shall we go ?

- Yeah. - It tastes pickly.

- Did you pay ? - Yes.

Nice.

Stop it !

Turn it up.

Chico !

Chico !

Stop ! That's Rosa's truck.

Chico, easy.

I got him. Call the cousins. See Rosa has made it to Nelson.

- What's going on ? - He's just checking.

He's just being safe.

It's okay.

TIN STAR

Wait.

Okay, Anna. Anna, be careful.

Anna ?

Shit.

My God.

- I don't know what to... - I know.

There you go. It's okay.

Do you know what, you go in the front.

Let's get you to the front.

Stay here, okay.

Shit.

Rosa !

Rosa !

Rosa !

- I should tell her. - No.

No, darling, you don't have to do that.

Sarah.

It's Rosa.

- I'm so sorry. - What ?

What have you done to her ?

Rosa...

Rosa ?

Please...

Wake up.

Sweetheart, will you do something for me ?

Will you find the prettiest bunch of flowers you can find ?

Go on.

Stand up. Please. Wake up !

Give her to me.

Let her go. Sarah !

Give her to me.

Hans, come.

Bloodshed follows bloodshed !

Do not quote me scripture to me that I already know !

One of our children lies dead.

We cannot simple stand by and allow it to happen to another.

Fredrick. If the time came, do you really think you could use it ?

And risk judgment. Not only from the Lord, but from yourself ?

If my damnation means the salvation of the colony then so be it.

I will do whatever needs to be done.

I'm gonna stay a while.

You guys go. I'm fine.

We're not going anywhere, sweetheart.

Would it help to talk about it ?

Why isn't it me ?

Why is it always the people I love who die ?

I don't have an answer for that.

Life can be shit and random and cruel sometimes.

Yeah.

It was the cartel, wasn't it ?

- It looks that way. - And it isn't finished ?

- No. More to come. - God...

I feel sick.

- It's okay, sweetheart. - No, it's not. Aren't you scared ?

- Yes, of course I'm scared. - Well, you never show it ?

That's because I'm your mommy, that's my job.

I don't want lose you. I don't want to lose either of you.

Won't be long.

Anna, okay.

- Constable. - This is for you.

It came this morning. I didn't see who dropped it off.

Who is it ?

- Dead man. - Let me help.

I owe you.

- You don't owe me. - What about Elizabeth ?

She's probably in Rome by now.

Why don't we call in the Feds ?

You should go, you should just fucking go.

Who's coming ?

Nothing's worth this.

Take care of yourself.

That's it, yep, it's good.

All those years when it was just us, I thought you were proper boring.

Charming.

What other secrets are you hiding ?

Good, do it again.

That's it.

Keep it on you, okay ? Anna.

Trust yourself.

Hey, let's get you home.

Let's go.

God bless you.

God be with you.

- I should go. - No. Stay. Please.

Grant us strength, Lord, God almighty,

creator of all things, to remember that there hasn't,

nor shall ever be, a time your love hasn't existed.

For it is love that nourishes our souls in this life on earth and in heaven.

Grant us strength, Lord, to instill within us the courage and faith

to endure that which we cannot understand.

Grant us strength, Lord,

send your holy spirit to guide us,

lest through fear we recoil from living and dwell in the darkness of grief.

- Blessed be the name of the Lord. - Amen.

It is done. Your period of mourning is over.

- What ? - We have absolved you of your grief.

I'm not sure it's that simple.

We wouldn't expect an outsider to understand.

Sarah, you know from now on it is forbidden to grieve in public.

Prolonged grief is surely sacrilegious.

Don't touch me.

I understand very well what's is expected of me

and I thank you all for coming.

And now I'll ask you to leave.

Please, leave.

Sarah, I don't know these women,

but if they knew anything about losing a child,

they would know there's no way to control grief.

- A part of me has gone. - The best part.

Love.

Thank you.

- I think I need to be alone with her. - Yes, of course.

Sleep my child, sleep.

Come, sit with us.

I can't.

Safety's on you, numpty.

- Dickhead. - Right.

Go on, then.

Would you rather,

get eaten by a gorilla

or an ostrich ?

I think a gorilla really cause it'd be quicker. Know what I mean ?

I mean, an ostrich, you'd just get pecked to death.

- I got chased by an ostrich once. - Did you ?

Yeah. Got out of the car in the wrong place.

True story.

Which you rather,

eat o ton of rice pudding

or

a ton of tapioca ?

- I've never tried tapioca. - It's like frogs spawn.

It's fucking disgusting.

I think I'd still have to go for the tapioca. I hate rice pudding.

I can't do rice pudding.

You are the ultimate noisy neighbor.

They ain't seen nothing yet.

Yes. Rosa would've loved this.

- Yes ! - You are not driving.

You are not fucking driving.

I'm fucking driving.

We all share your grief, Johan.

A man should have the right to protect his family, his home.

Shepard his flock.

So we stand with you, Johan, whatever may come.

Sorry.

The first shall be last and the last shall be first.

Amen.

What ?

- Is this it ? - I guess so.

You know what this means now for these people. Don't you, Jack ?

Well, I'm not okay with it.

We need to warn them. Give them a chance to leave.

She's up there with her dead baby.

- Here. - What's that ?

- Did you love him ? - What ?

- Did you love him ? - I fucking heard what you said !

- Just stalling then. - Why would you say that ?

- Why would you even ask me that ? - Do you love me ?

Fuck off.

- It's a simple question, Ange. - How dare you ?

How dare you after everything we've been through ?

How dare you question my love for you ?

You don't care who you use. You don't care who you hurt. Do you, Jack ?

You gave me permission to kill him.

That was a long time ago.

And I know it was fucking hard for you to do,

but you gave it.

Cause you knew that when the time came there, was no other way. You gave it.

I can't think of any other way.

You have to trust me, love.

Jack...

We have to tell Anna.

One, two,

three, four, five,

six, seven,

eight, nine, ten.

Coming, ready or not !

Thomas ?

Thomas ?

Thomas ?

Hey.

Thank you for bringing her home.

The least I could do.

Why are you still doing here, Mr. Worth ?

You have a family, a daughter...

You could just go ?

I don't need you anymore.

Men like you killed my little girl.

No, men like you killed your little girl.

What's it like,

to kill a man ?

- I have no idea. - Must do something to you.

Puts the soul in turmoil.

Do you remember them all ?

The men you've killed ?

I've been with men in their last moments too.

Some were frightened, some were sure.

Those who were frightened were still lying to themselves,

about who they were or what they had become,

those who were sure,

were at peace.

I'm not lying anymore, Mr. Worth,

nor am I afraid,

not of you, nor of any man.

When I die, the last thing I want to see

is the face of every fucking man I have killed.

Yeah.

Good luck with that.