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"There's a spider that rolls around in my mind."

"She likes to think that she can call herself mine,

but I say no."

"It's easy for her, she can web up to the stars,

but I'm stuck here, scratching at my old scars."

"I won't ride the streets she raised me in, failed me in, embraced me in,

I won't talk of the cold sky,

the way I threw my head up to say goodbye,

because she creeps up there."

"She makes you weep up there."

"Calls us all the bad guy."

"See, it's no fun watching life sit by."

"Stained eyes, look away

and forget to say that you are the ones who left us this way."

"We all have spiders…"

Are you listening?

I'm listening.

"We all have spiders… webbing in our minds."

"At least I can say I look at mine,

look at its thousand sparkling eyes,

pour it wine,

set it free every now and then again to breathe,

but you couldn't even look at yours in its face,

did everything you could to try and debase its hold on you."

"So as usual, you let it crawl up my legs, up my spine,

into my mind, and as usual I called it mine."

That's really good. I really like it.

It's… it's not about Mum, though.

- Hey! Watch the hair! - Oh my God! Jesus Christ.

- Oh my God! - Stop! Not again.

Yeah. Argh!

Don't!

- Fifty-one. - Fifty-two.

Fifty-three.

I'm Moja and I saw this ad.

It said that you have free baby gear to good home.

Free baby gear to good home.

No, I… I don't do pranks.

- I just need baby gear. - Tag!

Dad…

We don't even know

how to cook food for babies.

We do know…

And maybe Vesna…

wouldn't want to feed the baby

with her milk.

Look, when your grandma was little,

they didn't have any baby gear.

Ten babies, and they got by somehow.

And look at them now.

They're so old,

but still alive.

All ten of them.

Vesna, try and eat a little.

What are you thinking about?

Stuff.

Um, maybe could you write one of those…

poem things for me sometime as well, if you have time?

I can't just, like, write something for you.

Just… that's not how it works.

So you can't just, like, paint something for me.

It has to, you know…

Like, I have to feel it in order to do it.

So I can't just make something up for you. Sorry.

Vesna.

- Why else would she have gone so fast? - Vesna.

There's no other reason for her to go so fast.

Thinking this way is not going to help.

First, inspect the accident site.

Location, access, hazards.

Second, remove the heat source.

Put out the fire.

Extinguish the flame

using fire blanket or water.

Hey.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Oh, hi. Are you one of Mia's friends? She'll be back in a tick.

No. I'm Moja.

Oh! Oh, right. I thought… Oh, Moja, sorry, I thought…

Your texts are so mature, I thought you were an adult.

Um, sorry. Yeah, I've got the stuff here.

Um, it's for my baby sister.

Oh, wow. That's exciting. Having a baby sister.

I held onto it all 'cause I thought I'd have another baby, but…

I didn't get to have another baby.

It's quite heavy, all this stuff. You gonna be able to take it home?

Uh, yeah. I've got transport.

Oh, that's cool. Great.

Your parents are very lucky.

Oh, what?!

I'm sorry.

Oh, God.

I didn't jump in on purpose this time!

Hey. Danger.

Hi, I'm Moja.

Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

So, I just jumped in a pool. You know, my friends dared me.

You into horses or skateboards?

Um, I usually take the bus.

- On your own? Whoa. - Mia, come here.

Have to get you in a hot shower.

Oh, my God.

You're crazy!

You crazy thing.

Um, thanks.

Oh, that's my pleasure. Good luck.

But, Mum…

- What? - This… This is my stuff.

- No, you don't need it anymore, darling. - This is my stuff.

Mia, you've finished with it. You don't need it anymore.

Mia's had a big day.

Yeah, it's fine, my ass.

Suck my balls.

Hey. Into the shower, please.

Sorry, Moja. Take the stuff. It's all yours.

Do you…

Do you not feel the need to cry?

I can't cry because I don't want to.

That's the problem, that you don't want to.

Hi.

Hi.

Um, I got some vitamins.

Um…

So here are some that you need to, um…

you need to swallow them, one a day.

It has iron and folic acid.

Pretty sure those are good for you.

Okay, I'm not going to swallow that, Moja.

It's got lots of iron, so maybe later you can try them.

No later. No.

These have…

algae, algae,

so… they're good, um…

with pregnancy.

It's really good for you.

Um, it supports the brain and eye development

of your baby…

so that… it's smarter.

Um, and then I found these gummies.

Um, they're orange flavored.

So… and they've got vitamin C and D,

so they're good for you.

And I already opened them, um, to smell them

and they smell really nice.

Um… I thought maybe you would…

Thank you.

It's okay.

Have you seen the stage yet?

Parties mumble on.

Champagne flows

and you're stuck looking down at your toes.

Steady tears refill the ocean they drained dry.

It takes everything in you not to ask why…

you've had such bad luck.

Why are you stuck drunk and fucked alone on this rock

next to hundreds and thousands of docks?

Your voice is too weak to yell, and even if you did,

no one would hear you over the sounds

and smells of liquored-up bodies

trying to show what they can sell.

Is it… your fate to be drowned on this rock?

Or are you just down on your luck?

Sorry to interrupt, Vesna.

Fuck.

It's okay.

Are you mad?

I don't think you really should be doing this kind of work, anyway.

I mean, you know, now's the time to take some good care of yourself, yeah?

I mean, do you have anybody to support you?

Like, anybody to really kind of help you… right now?

Vesna, you're going to need some help.

I can… I can help.

Moja.

Can I… Can I sleep here?

Thanks.

Hello?

- Hi. - I'm so sorry about this.

Thanks.

Oh, hi. Hello. I'm Miranda.

Um, we're from Gumtree. We're the people that…

Dad, they gave us all the stuff.

Oh. Uh… Oh, yes. Um, thank you for gear and everything.

Yeah, no worries. No, my pleasure.

We just had to get the bottle back.

Sorry about that.

Um… do you want to have a drink or something?

Oh, of course. Uh, coffee some I make?

- Yeah? - If you want?

Oh, yeah, that'd be nice, wouldn't it?

Do you want some coffee?

No! I'll have a coffee.

It means yes.

Whoa. Sick room.

Want to be friends?

Really? Do you mean it?

Yeah. I mean, like, if you want to, I'm cool with it.

I wish I could share a bunk bed with a baby.

You're so lucky. I'm really jealous.

This is really just heavy shit up here.

Um…

How old's your dad?

My dad's… My dad turned 52 this year.

Oh.

Where's he from?

He is from Slovenia.

Whoa! That's just… That's epic.

So, where's your mum?

Well… she's just having a lie-down.

- Oh, yes. - Oh, that's good.

Do you miss home?

I'm home.

Oh, yes. Sorry. That's a bit rude. I meant… Yeah.

- Hello there. - Hello there.

Is it time for us to head off now, do you think?

Okay.

Um… do you really mean it, we're friends now?

Yeah, if you want.

Okay. Let's truck it.

- See you. - See you later.

- Bye. - Little munchkin.

Vesna, watch out!

Vesna!

You're quite the catch

Grinning under the bridge with a plastic

You keep on, keep getting on

You will not be happy 'Cause you don't know what you want

Your mind inside, you're so unsatisfied

You will never give it up

You keep on, keep getting on

You will not be happy 'cause You don't know what you want

Your mind inside, you're so unsatisfied

You will never give it up…

Yeah, put both feet on the bolts. The four bolts.

Bend your knees slightly and look up.

See, you're fine.

Maybe just get off and get on again.

Yeah.

Bolts…

Mum lets me drink from a baby bottle sometimes.

How… How does that feel?

Mum says it's…

regressive.

You're a natural.

Thanks.

I like these, um, cup holders.

They're very high-tech.

Really cool.

Very convenient.

How have the holidays been treating you? Have you been having fun?

Yeah.

Oh! Oh!

- You okay? - Could you let me out?

Do you have to worry about, um,

anything else that you have to do at home?

Uh… no.

I mean… kids can worry about cots. It's no big deal.

That is true. That is true.

And I think it's great.

It's awesome that you're helping out your little baby sister.

Um… I just think it needs a wash.

- And, look, it comes with a free toy. - Yeah.

She did it on purpose.

She did it on purpose.

She did it on purpose!

She did it on purpose.

Where did you get this thing?

In that shop down there.

- It was only five bucks. - Great.

Remember when you were about four years old…

and you had that really bad fever?

Remember that?

And there was this new medicine,

it only just arrived to Slovenia.

And so Tanja gives you this medicine, right?

And, look, five minutes

and Vesna completely cured.

All back to normal.

And so she goes back to play in her room.

And then, suddenly, she…

she comes back…

all swollen…

Like a sausage! Sorry.

Like a sausage.

Couldn't recognize you at all!

All swollen.

And she looks at herself in the mirror

and she says, "I don't like what I see!"

You were so funny.

Moja.

Do you remember when Mum took us to Bushrangers Bay?

And, uh, it was…

And I got caught in that rip?

No.

You don't remember that?

I don't think so.

Mum made us, like, sit down

and she wanted us to write down all the stuff that we liked about her.

You know? Um…

And I didn't want to do that, right? So…

Um… So I went swimming. Right?

And I was swimming and I was swimming, and then I just sort of realized,

um, that… that, like, I couldn't…

I couldn't, you know, I couldn't get out. Um…

And, um… yeah, there was just this moment

where I, like, looked at Mum

and her eyes were just kind of, you know,

everywhere but where I was.

And then I realized, "Oh. Okay."

"I'm going to die."

"I'm going to die in the ocean."

Do you understand?

Hey, do you understand what I'm saying?

Do you get the story?

What…

How…

How did you get out?

Yeah, that's what I'm trying to say,

is that I don't think I did.

I think I'm still trying to.

Maybe… Maybe you wouldn't be if…

you'd… you'd call for help.

Who would I have called for help?

Mum. She would've gone to help you.

Why is it that every time I try to talk to you, you don't…

Do you not understand the story, like, at all?

Hi.

Hi. Oh! Holy crap!

I just came all the way here by myself.

Holy crap.

Survival Night invite, sir.

Thanks.

We basically stay out late all night

with no adult access.

And we just have to survive.

Vesna.

I don't feel…

I just don't feel right.

Is she okay?

Your mum?

It's… it's like I said, placenta cycle.

Yeah.

Should we just hang out here?

I… I'm really sorry, but, um…

I… I… I can't, you know,

with the baby coming and stuff.

Yeah. Well…

Cool.

This is a little bit weird, but fine with me.

Do you need any medical help?

- I can call a doctor or… - No!

Stop pretending that I'm Mum.

My friend just left because I thought you were sick.

Suck my balls.

Get off Mum's chair.

Get off. Get off the chair!

Moja, stop! You wanted me to sit here.

Leave her, Moja.

Not in a tea towel.

It's just a chair.

I don't know why I put them on.

Go!

Moja.

Burns and scalds. Burns first aid.

Moja, please, I'm sorry.

In case of major burns or multiple injuries…

I'm sorry, Moja. Please.

…call for help immediately.

First, inspect the accident site.

Location, access, hazards.

Moja.

Moja…

Mum's died.

Hey.

I'm waiting for mum.

Vesna.

Let me make the bed.

Vesna.

You just keep doing all of this fucking useless shit.

You know, you don't actually see what's happening.

You know?

I don't understand what you're saying.

You know what I wish?

That it was possible to talk to you.

Then talk! I'm here!

What was she feeling?

Was she feeling shitty when it happened?

Hmm?

What was she feeling like before it happened?

Well, was she feeling shit? Was she feeling shitty?

Say it.

Say it!

What are you doing?

Please, I just have to do this alone, Moja, okay?

I just have to do this alone.

I'm taking you, Vesna. No question.

No, no, no, please.

I need to do this alone. Please. Please.

Please, I just have to do this alone.

Um, I want to go swimming. Can you come with me?

- But… - Vesna, come and have a rest.

I'll check your blood pressure in a minute.

- But I thought… - No, it's fine. I'm…

- Wait, can I have a look? - I don't wanna go alone.

Please? No, stop. Please. I don't want to go alone.

Please. Please. Please.

- But, where? - In the ocean, Moja.

Wait, did Dad let you?

We're gonna be back in a second.

Take this fucking thing. It's so fucking hot.

Take it, take it, take it, please. Ow!

Ow! Ow! Ow!

I really want to stop thinking about it, but I can't, it's just like it's just…

I feel like…

Are you not fucking hot? Because I'm just fucking hot.

I just feel…

I just feel really bad that… that I couldn't do anything.

Because I could've done something.

She'd always come to me.

I didn't know how to help her.

I just want to feel normal for… just, like, 30 minutes.

No. No, it's not. No, it's not.

Moja!

Sit down.

Um…

I wrote this thing for you.

And I wrote this thing for you because I fucking love you.

I fucking love you. I fucking love you.

I'm serious. I fucking love you.

Don't look at me like that. I'm serious.

I really wrote this for you. Really.

Yep.

If you manage to hold hard

against the freezing, biting cold,

I promise summer will come.

That big ball of fire will catch and warm cheeks once numb.

When you're standing alone and you're shaking to your toes,

don't fold your head into your chest.

Clamp eyes tight and take your trusted rest.

Rest for days if you have to.

Howling creatures are just noise.

Howling mouths are just boys.

Clamp eyes tight and smear on a smile.

It'll take time to find anything worth your while,

but as long as you feel your feet hover,

you'll find all this easy to discover, so feel it.

Feel it all.

Feel it all.

The… the fall, the songs, the base, the crawl,

the stamping and the dancing, the faces with clear eyes,

the streetlights that cut the dark,

parents clinging at the park, bobbing bodies soft to beats,

the way she smiles so sweet,

growing souls, growing bold, growing old.

Don't fold. Keep your hands shut and hold.

Don't let terror keep you from the sweet

and you'll find you'll come out alive from the heat,

sleek and complete.

Now I'm done.

- I love that! - Thank you.

It's amazing.

Thank you.

Okay.

Bye.

Burns and scalds.

Burns first aid.

In case of major burns or multiple injuries,

call for help immediately.

First, inspect the accident site.

My mum died.

My mum died.

My mum died.

My mum died.

My mum died.

Moja?

Moja.

Hey. What are you doing?

What are you doing out here?

Has something happened?

It's okay.

Can I give you a hug?

Yeah.

Your dad will come and pick you up.

I… I don't really have a mum.

Oh, thank you for telling me.

Should we go inside now and call your dad?

Moja.

Moja.

Midlight

Your features change

You become strange

Midlight

Your features change

You become strange

Midlight

I relearn your face

But it keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Midlight

Your features change

You become strange

Midlight

I relearn your face

But it keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me

Keeps on changing on me