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Gentlemen of the Honorable Artillery Company, royal salute!

It's not often that Oueen Elizabeth ll lets the world know

her innermost thoughts and feelings,

but at a lunch today at the Guildhall to celebrate 40 years on the throne,

she did precisely that.

PIease be upstanding for Her Majesty the Queen .

Her voice still hoarse from inhaling smoke

and laboring under the weight of a cold,

she delivered an unprecedentedly frank expression

ofpersonal sadness and regret.

The stark admission of failure and a horrible year for the royal family

could be seen as a plea for sympathy and forgiveness

after what can only be described as a turbulent 12 months.

But if it was public sympathy and forgiveness

Her Majesty was hoping for, it might not be what she gets.

That was "Abide With Me, "

performed by the Choir of King's College, Cambridge,

conducted by Stephen Cleobury,

as chosen by today's guest, Her Royal Highness Princess Margaret.

Why did you choose it? What is the significance of it?

It's a hymn,

so l would have thought the significance would have been obvious.

My faith.

Without faith, you might as well say you've given up, and I haven 't.

Faith has always informed every decision l've made.

In your royal life or your personal life, as well?

When you have a sister who is Supreme Governor of the Church of England

and Defender of the Faith,

it's sometimes a little difficult to separate the two.

What is the next record?

That's enough .

I said , that's enough !

I mbecile.

That was an excerpt from Tchaikovsky's Swan Lake

performed by the London Symphony Orchestra,

conducted by André Previn.

And the significance of that?

Well , I've always had a special love for the ballet.

There are some things one cannot express in words,

and dance is a Ianguage of its own .

And , of course, I used to enjoy dancing myself.

Never ballet, though .

Any favorite dance partners over the years?

I certainly won't be disclosing that.

I n any case, such exertions are best left to the young .

One always has one's memories.

Tell us about your next choice.

"Stardust" by Hoagy Carmichael .

You play the piano yourself, of course.

Yes, I had Iessons from a young age.

My sister had Iessons in constitutional history,

and I had piano.

Is music your first Iove?

One has many first loves.

When one reaches a certain age,

one cannot help embarking on an audit of the heart.

A review.

And one considers all those loves,

those dreams and youthful passions,

in the context of a whole life.

And it's interesting to note what endures.

There are some that remain and become lasting loves...

and some that fade

and one realizes were probably never true loves at all.

Thankfully,

music has been a constant in my Iife, and I expect it shall remain so.

Does this final record have any special meaning for you?

It does have special meaning, yes.

And that is?

Let's leave it at that.

This is "Stardust" by Hoagy Carmichael .

Dear Margaret, it is possible this letter will come as a nasty intrusion

rather than a pleasant surprise.

I am planning a rare visit to London from the Íle-de-France

and found myself wondering if you had any plans

to attend the reception next week at the Caledonian Club...

". . .for the crew who served on H MS Vanguard."

Oh , Peter Townsend .

Yes.

When was the Iast time you heard from him?

Oh , it must be 35 years ago.

Isn't H MS Vanguard where you and Peter--?

Fell in Iove.

Not sure it was Iove at the beginning .

But of course it was love.

At the very first glance.

If you say so.

I do.

The Iove of my life.

The tour of Southern Africa.

First time either of us had been abroad , so that must have been ...

1 947.

Philip had just proposed . I'd said , "Yes, please."

Papa said , "Not so fast," and whisked us off on a three-month tour.

Hoping you would come to your senses.

Fat chance.

Meanwhile, I was Iosing my senses

on early-morning rides with Papa's dashing equerry.

Yes. His dashing , married equerry.

Peter was such a good horseman .

I daresay.

So...

what do you imagine he wants?

Must be in his Iate 70s now, and Iong married .

Yes.

Happily married , one hears.

With children .

And grandchildren .

Will you go?

I think I might.

Why? What's it to you?

H is Royal Highness Prince Andrew.

Mummy.

Darling .

Thank you for agreeing to this.

I asked them to put out some tea.

You might want something stronger than that.

I've...

I've come to talk about my marriage.

The thing is, I actually have some sympathy for her regarding Wyatt.

He was a bit rough round the edges, American , of course,

but I'd been away so much with the navy,

it's not surprising Sarah felt a bit neglected .

I mean , all things considered , Steve was actually a pretty decent bloke.

Who was carrying on with your wife.

Not anymore, Mummy.

He's out.

Gone.

Good .

But there's another one now.

A financial adviser, John Bryan .

Oh , for heaven's sake.

With more photographs to come.

Of what?

You don't want to know.

I n Saint-Tropez, doing something unmentionable.

You're right. I don't want to know.

Sucking Sarah's toes, Mummy.

What?

I know!

People tell me I put my foot in it from time to time.

At least I don't put it in someone's mouth .

Can you imagine?

Her actual foot.

If he was that hungry, he could've ordered a sandwich .

-Or some sole. -Sole! That's brilliant.

It's. . . It's just the sheer humiliation of it all .

Which is why, this time,

I'm Ieft with no option but to...

well , mention the D-word .

Diplomacy?

Détente?

Is it asking too much to say "duty"?

Divorce, Mummy.

Oh , darling .

She's had enough .

And I don't blame her.

-I blame us. -What?

We all knew what we were getting into when we brought Sarah into the family.

Everyone was so pro. You more than anyone.

Yes.

She was a breath of fresh air.

Modern , relatable, buckets of fun .

-That Iaugh . -So infectious.

Yes.

But that's what we do in this family.

Destroy anyone that's different.

Not at the beginning .

First we tell ourselves how good they'Il be for the system .

They'II be our salvation , our secret weapon .

Make us look more modern . More normal .

More human .

And we Iearn the same painful Iessons yet again .

That no one with any character, originality, spark, wit and flare

has a place in this system.

Dear Peter, it was a great pleasure to hear from you again,

and l look forward to seeing you on the 7th.

I would say keep your eyes open for a diminutive 00-year-old prune,

but mercifully, time hasn't touched me at all

and l'm entirely unchanged since our last meeting in 1955.

Margaret!

-Martin . -Your Royal Highness.

PIease. This way.

...you may remember accompanying us on the tour.

-How Iovely to see you again . -And you .

Roger Carter.

Harold Armstrong Scott.

-How Iovely to see you again . -And you .

-Marcus Moore. -Ma'am .

And the former equerry to His Majesty the King .

Your Royal Highness.

Peter.

... having danced a little too vigorously with the princesses,

joined in with the festivities, I , and I expect the rest of you ,

will never forget the beauty of the Drakensberg Mountains,

Victoria Falls,

endless deserted beaches...

Oh , as well as the Port EIizabeth's...

Aunt Margot.

Well , he's certainly put some color in your cheeks.

Does he have a name?

Tim .

Does he make you happy?

Are you in Iove?

I think I am.

Does everyone disapprove?

AImost certainly.

Then dig in .

Fight for him.

This song .

-And that's my cue to Ieave. -Are you going so soon?

Yes. Goodbye, darling .

Safe journey home, Margot.

This song used to be your cue to stay.

I know, but I ...

I'm afraid I must insist.

That was Iovely.

I hope we don't Ieave it another 40 years before meeting again .

Well , as it happens,

I shall be back in London soon .

And there are some things I'd Iike to return to you .

Your letters.

Not as a rejection .

I kept them all .

Reading them, it took me back to that time.

And I thought, they're so precious.

I'm not getting any younger, and if anything should happen ,

I'd hate to see them fall into the wrong hands, so I ...

Well , I thought better with you .

That's very thoughtful of you .

As it happens, I kept all your Ietters too.

Every one of them .

Good night, Peter.

Good night, Your Royal Highness.

The Princess Royal , Your Majesty.

-Hello, darling . -Mummy.

My book.

AImost finished .

So many other riveting things to read too.

Don't.

Anyway...

I'm here to talk about Tim.

Tim?

Commander Laurence?

Are you two still . . .?

We are.

And I'm here to say we intend for it to be permanent.

As in till death do us part.

What?

You hardly know one another.

AImost three years, Mummy.

And the ink is barely dry on your divorce from Mark.

And in the climate we find ourselves,

with so much scrutiny on the family...

are you sure it wouldn't be wise to wait?

-Wait? -Just a Iittle.

Darling , I'm glad you've found happiness.

I know how difficult it was in the end with Mark.

But of all the families you could have been born into,

fate has endowed you with this one, with everything that goes with it.

I ncluding the fact that your mother is Supreme Governor of the Church of England

and remarriage when the first husband is still alive, as you well know,

is not only frowned upon, it is forbidden .

I , of all people,

hardly need reminding of the requirements of being in this family.

I have dedicated myself to my role. Bent myself into shape.

PIaced duty above all else.

I ncluding , more often than not, my own happiness.

Five engagements a day

300 days a year for the past 24 years.

Well ...

you cannot have all of me.

And I will not give all of me.

And I will marry Tim .

I n you go. I n you go. Good girl .

-How was that? -Fine.

-Let's just go. -Wait.

Your Royal Highness, as requested,

l will be accompanying you on a short ride to Craigowan Lodge tomorrow,

weather permitting.

Group Captain Peter Townsend.

Your Royal Highness,

l've been meaning to thank you for your kindness in Balmoral.

You may have thought your kind act went unnoticed,

camouflaged as you were

in your green tartan skirt and tweedjacket.

It did not.

My darling Margaret,

it was reckless of you to visit me in my office today.

Reckless and magnificent.

I do love you so.

Darling Margaret,

it seems the world has intruded our private Eden

and wants to forbid our love.

They're banishing me.

Sending me away like a criminal.

I hate to think of you suffering,

a creature made for happiness.

Put hold to our pact.

Stay true to one another in spite of everything.

Margaret, I write to you with a heavy heart.

I have just returned to Brussels from a year abroad around the world.

A young woman named Marie-Luce accompanied me on this trip

as my secretary and photographer.

Her companionship has been one of the fewjoys in my life.

I have decided to ask her to marry me.

I know you will feel betrayed by this decision.

"Prince Harming, " they're calling me now.

Amid endless other calumnies and lies.

I know you've always tried to see both sides of the marriage,

but will you now finally agree

that official separation is the only sensible course?

Charles.

If it were just incompatibility or infidelity, that would be one thing ,

but the sheer vindictiveness of that Morton book.

And then the temerity to insist that she had nothing to do with it.

I've. . . I've done as you asked , Mummy. I ...

I've tried to make it work

for 11 years, but there comes a point--

I have been no stranger this year to my children's marital difficulties.

But while Anne's and Andrew's problems are deeply distressing ,

yours are in a category of their own because you , as future king ,

are in a category of your own .

At my coronation , I took an oath that you will one day take at yours

to maintain the laws of God .

And God's Iaw is that marriage is for Iife.

And while it is expected for the monarch to be married and produce an heir,

being happily married is a preference rather than a requirement.

You also took a solemn promise to maintain and protect the Crown .

Diana won't rest until she's blown the whole thing up.

Is that what you want?

It's funny, isn't it? I ...

For years, I've called for a more modern monarchy

that reflects the world outside.

Look at the rates of family breakdown out there, and then Iook at us.

Margaret, divorced .

Anne, divorced .

AII right.

Andrew, humiliated and heading for divorce.

Me, trapped and dreaming of divorce. And you talk about moral examples.

If we were an ordinary family and Social Services came to visit,

they'd have thrown us into care and you into jail !

That's enough .

We got our modern monarchy, all right.

Just not in the way we hoped .

It begins to look like parental failure of the gravest kind.

Yet the Duke of Edinburgh and I could not have been more clear

with the children about how important we consider marriage to be.

I have every sympathy.

My own daughter is divorced .

My son is separated .

AII we can do is ask for God's guidance.

How did it come to this?

Our generation was brought up to believe that marriage was an ideal

and divorce was a problem.

This generation ...

Yes.

But the prince and princess are not yet separated .

There is still hope of reconciliation .

And we all pray for it.

We do.

Daily.

Reports are coming in of a fire at Windsor Castle, with...

One eyewitness said flames and smoke are visible

from the roof of the northeast wing...

Her Majesty is being kept informed of the operation,

and it's understood that she 's on her way to the scene.

"It went up like a tinderbox."

Those were the words of one observer about this blaze,

which, despite the efforts of the fire service,

still shows no signs of being brought under control.

The entire north terrace is ravaged by flames.

Fire crews are working determinedly to stop them spreading

and destroying some of Britain 's most priceless treasures.

It's now about six hours since this fire started,

and much of the top left-hand side of Windsor Castle is still on fire,

still burning.

The destruction inside, l'm told, is absolutely enormous.

Ceilings have come down, smoke damage, fire damage, water damage.

I was talking to one of the Queen 's aides,

and l asked him what she felt about what had happened

and what her mood about it was,

and he said that she 's like any mother watching her own home burn down.

She 's obviously absolutely devastated.

People are just absolutely stunned by what's happening around them.

The Rembrandt?

Saved .

The Rubens?

Thank God , saved .

And the Leonardo.

But tragically, more than a hundred rooms,

including nine staterooms, destroyed .

What about the Crimson Drawing Room?

Dare I ask?

I'm surprised you remember it.

Of course I remember it.

Everyone had gone up to London for some ceremony or other.

It was the Maundy service at St. Paul's.

Leaving us alone.

We spent a whole affernoon in the Crimson Room,

Iocked in conversation .

Yes.

Whatever were we talking about?

Everything and nothing , I suppose.

Not nothing .

As I remember, we were excitedly making plans for our future.

With such certainty and conviction .

Like those plans,

I'm afraid the Crimson Room did not survive.

How sad .

Yes.

I'm curious...

What made you write to me affer all that time?

No life goes on forever.

Recently I had that made clear to me by my doctor.

Peter, I'm so sorry.

Around the same time, I heard a radio interview with you ,

and I suppose I wanted to know

if our Iove,

in the context of a whole Iife,

had been a fleeting one...

or a Iasting one.

...face intense questioning

over how the restoration bill will be met.

Some Labour MPs say the Oueen, not taxpayers,

should pay for all repair work.

The monarchy can't have it always a one-way system

under which we, the taxpayers, pick up the bills

but they refuse to be taxpayers themselves.

Neither the building nor its contents were insured.

Good time? Bad time?

...may be launched. Offers of help...

The very worst of times.

Any idea how it started?

The great metaphor?

I mean , fire.

A spotlight blew a fuse or something .

I n the private chapel . AII very innocent.

Or was it?

Like one of those...

Agatha Christie mysteries.

One can imagine multiple suspects,

each with their own perfectly plausible motive to burn the place down .

Who?

My neighbor, for one.

Diana?

Frustrated after years of neglect,

she decides to take the matter into her own hands.

Though arson probably isn't violent enough for her.

She'd prefer an atomic bomb.

Hasn't she detonated that already?

Andrew, the Duke of York,

furious at his own mother

for having led him to believe his whole Iife

that he was irresistible and invulnerable,

only to discover his principal role is to be humiliated .

Me.

You?

You don't think I have reason to burn down my sister's home?

Why would you do that?

Because of what she denied me.

Peter Townsend .

What?

Without sun and water...

crops fail , Lilibet.

Let me ask, how many times has Philip done something?

I ntervened when you couldn't?

Be strong when you couldn't be?

Be angry when you couldn't be?

Be decisive when you couldn't be?

How many times have you said a silent prayer of gratitude for him

and thought, "If I didn't have him, I'd never be able to do it"? How often?

Peter was my sun .

My water.

And you denied me him.

I denied you as Queen , not as your sister.

The conditions are irrelevant. The prohibition is what counts.

A prohibition , incidentally, you are not now extending to Anne.

-That is different. -How is it different?

Anne is a royal princess with no prospect of acceding to the throne, as was I .

Commander Laurence is a palace equerry marrying scandalously above his station .

Peter was a palace equerry hoping to marry scandalously above his.

Anne and Commander Laurence are in Iove. Peter and I were in Iove.

I n both cases, one party is a divorcée.

The situation is identical in every way except for the outcome.

She is being allowed to marry him .

I wasn't.

Her story ends happily.

Mine did not.

And yet, even affer 40 years,

you cannot bring yourself to acknowledge what happened to me

and the part you played in it.

Thank you , Peggy.

-Your Majesty. -Mummy?

That's a surprise. I'd been told you're unwell .

-It's just a cold . -I heard fever.

I n which case, the only sensible course is bed rest.

It's a Iunch to celebrate me.

-I can't pull out. -Yes, you can .

And I don't want to pull out.

I've also taken a Iook at the speech .

You know the three questions we always ask ourselves:

Does it need saying?

Does it need saying now?

Does it need saying by me?

And to describe it in this way, annus horribilis?

People will remark on it.

Not just because of the theatrical deviation into Latin .

What's your point?

My point, since we're speaking Latin now,

is tempus fugit.

Time passes. People will move on and forget.

Make a statement Iike this, no one will forget.

Quite apart from the fact it's an expression of personal sentiment,

-the kind of which we do not make. -Mummy--

And it could also be interpreted

as an admission of our failings, which will only encourage further attacks.

It has been , by some margin , the worst year of my reign .

Quite possibly my life. I'm happy for people to know.

Know what? That their queen is depressed?

That I'm made of flesh and blood .

And that perhaps I ha-- We have fallen short

in our duty as a family

and owe them an apology.

Apology?

That word shouldn't be in your vocabulary.

Monarchy is the only part of the constitution

with an element of the divine.

When you wear the crown , you are transfigured .

Apologizing sullies not just your dignity but God's,

whose will it is that you are who you are.

I'm not sure if there's anything to be gained by that.

Yes, there is.

Her peace of mind .

She's done God's will about as immaculately as any human

for the past 40 years.

She's earned the right to say anything she Iikes.

And it's our job to support her.

-U nconditionally. -Since when have you sung that tune?

Since day one he's sung that tune. Day one.

Now, if you don't mind ,

we're due at the Guildhall .

Gentlemen of the Honorable Artillery Company, royal salute!

PIease be upstanding for Her Majesty the Queen .

My Lord Mayor,

the anniversary of any occasion

is a time to reflect.

But in light of the events of the last 12 months,

perhaps I have more to reflect on than most.

1 992 is not a year

on which I shall Iook back with undiluted pleasure.

It has turned out to be an annus horribilis.

No institution is beyond reproach ,

and no member of it either.

The high standards we in the monarchy are held to by the public

must be the same benchmark to which we hold ourselves personally.

If we can't admit the errors of our past,

what hope for reconciliation can there be?

Today...

...l'd like to pay tribute, if I may, to my family.

Throughout the four decades l have been on the throne,

they have quite literally been

my sun and water.

For all the sacrifices they have made,

indeed, to all ofyou here,

whose prayers and well wishes

have been a source of strength to me

these last 40 years,

I say thank you .

Please be upstanding for Her Majesty the Oueen.

-Annus horribilis? -lt has been, for all ofyou.

And l can see much of that has been my fault.

For the record,

no one blames you.

On the contrary, everyone blames me all of the time.

And you're right to.

This system, of which the sovereign is the principal beneficiary,

is horribly hard on the rest of you.

You too.

But that's the job. Let's face it.

Thank you. Come and have lunch here tomorrow.

We could get a Iittle bit tipsy.

Make light of it all .

The fire, the job...

The children.

Peter Townsend.

I'd Iove to.

But, sadly, I'm going to Carlisle to open a business park.

Then Penrith.

For the Scots Guard Association.

Then Kirkby Stephen in Cumbria to visit the Factory of Heredities.

Then I'II have to get sloshed on my own .

With Rum.

Rum?

You're not drinking rum like some pirate?

No! Ruml

My dog .

That's funny.

I'm here with Brandy and Sherry.

What does that say about us?

Good night, Lilibet.

I do Iove you .

I love you too.

Very much .

God , that was middle-class. Promise me we'Il never do that again .

Never.

-Good night. -Good night.