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("Light of Firefly" Unit)

♪The night is long and the moon glows in my heart♪

♪As I watch the passers-by wander around the metropolis♪

♪Even black coffee becomes sweet♪

♪Because you're with me♪

♪Look, our youthful years spoke of destiny♪

♪Hold our hands tight, and we'll stand by each other♪

♪Wait for the red beans to sprout♪

♪Snowflakes fall gently and rest on my shoulders♪

♪Piece by piece♪

♪Loaded with vows♪

♪I hope the flowers will bloom next spring again♪

=Angels Fall Sometimes=

(Tuo,)

(recently,)

(I've been feeling uneasy all the time,)

(losing my train of thought while painting.)

(I know you've been)

(hiding things from me.)

(So I won't ask.)

(Your mom has always been one to hide bad news,)

(saying nothing when she got sick,)

(keeping silent when she lost her wallet)

(while studying away from home.)

(Her life became tough after getting married.)

(She still worked night shifts during her pregnancy.)

(On a morning bus, she fell asleep)

(and stumbled.)

(She went to)

(the hospital alone to give birth)

(and almost had a mishap.)

(She never said a word to me)

(all along.)

(You take after your mom,)

(enduring any suffering without complaint.)

(No one can go through life)

(without any challenges.)

(I knew you were in trouble)

(I raised you on my own.)

(I can tell at a glance whether you're doing well or not.)

(I've seen the hospital bags,)

(the medicine,)

(your anxious look,)

(and even caught you lying to me.)

(Your parents stayed with you for so many days,)

(and every weekend after returning, they went to see you.)

(Ye stayed with you during the holidays.)

(I knew)

(that something happened to you.)

(You have grown up well,)

(and need to live a good life.)

(People of age don't wear their love on their sleeves.)

(So I keep my love for you in my heart.)

(I hope everything)

(is going well for you.)

=Episode 21= (It's Okay.)

(Everyone Takes A Look into the Abyss at Some Point)

How...

Hold on...

Que.

Uncle Guo, have you seen Lin Tuo?

Nope.

I haven't seen him all day today.

I just came to see if he's returned.

I thought

he was with you.

I'll go look for him.

Wait, what's wrong?

Yan,

hurry, get Qin

to notify all the nursing staff.

Let's all help look for Lin Tuo.

Okay.

Thank you.

Sorry.

Ms. Zhou,

have you seen Tuo?

No, I haven't.

He's not in the canteen.

How about the garden?

Please help me find Tuo.

- Okay. - Thank you.

Ms. Zhou, any luck?

No.

Keep looking.

Uncle Guo, do you have him there?

No, have you seen him?

No, I haven't.

Then...

- I'll check over there. - Okay.

I'll go the other way.

Alright.

(You'ai Rehabilitation Nursing Home) Any luck?

I've asked all the nursing staff to look.

None of them have seen Lin Tuo.

Que.

Call his family

and friends

to see if someone picked him up.

If so, they would've told me.

What if something happened to him?

Hello, Chen Guangpu.

Lin Tuo is missing.

Where are you?

Chen Guangpu, are you an idiot or something?

I'm telling you,

if anything happens, there's no turning back.

I really don't know.

He said he wanted to go out for a walk.

I thought it would be okay for him to get some fresh air.

Then I went to get him something to drink.

When I came back, he was gone.

Where exactly?

Right here.

I called him but he didn't answer.

I've looked around several times.

Just keep looking.

He shouldn't have gone far anyway.

Move!

I'll call my senior and Bao.

Call them.

Go that way, hurry, over there!

Just go!

Call Bao.

Hello.

Excuse me, have you seen this person?

- Him. - Take another look.

Bro!

Excuse me.

You've seen him?

I don't think so.

Thank you.

- Then... - There!

No luck.

Hello.

May I ask if you've seen this person?

No.

Thank you.

Hello.

Have you seen this person?

No.

Okay, thank you.

Lin Tuo.

Lin Tuo.

Hello, have you seen this person?

No.

Bro, have you seen this person?

Sorry, no.

Thank you.

Mister, is this okay?

Yes.

All right, I'll put it in your pocket.

Mister, how about I get you back?

No need.

My family will pick me up soon.

Okay.

Then take care while you're here alone, mister.

I'll head off, bye.

Thank you.

(Que)

Tuo.

We'll be fine.

Let go.

- I won't. We're not there yet. - Let go.

I won't let go. I'll find a way.

Trust me. We'll be fine.

Is there any point?

Is there any point?

Is there any point?

It is!

We'll be fine.

We won't! My illness can't be cured!

It's not that I haven't tried.

I've worked very hard to deal with it.

You are not me.

The one in pain is me.

The one who can't move is me.

The one who's going to die is me!

I'm gonna die no matter what I do.

Tuo, believe me, we'll be fine.

It's not that bad.

I just want to stop now.

I can't take it anymore.

I can't even manage to die.

I don't even have the ability to die.

I really don't want to live like this.

Que.

I'm begging you.

Let me go.

Get out of my way!

I won't!

Get out of my way!

Want to die, don't you? Then go!

Go ahead! You want to die, don't you?

I'm telling you,

if you die, I'll die with you.

I'll die right after you do.

Lin Tuo.

Look at me.

I'm telling you,

if you don't die today,

don't you ever think about dying again.

Do you hear me?

Do you hear me?

I'm asking you, do you hear me?

Hey.

It's over.

Tuo.

Look at me.

I understand what you told me yesterday.

None of us

can take your place to bear this pain.

After you fell ill,

I wondered

what I would be like

if I were in your shoes.

I might not be able to accept it.

I would make the same choice as you.

But have you thought about the rest of us?

You can simply choose to end it all by dying,

but for us, the living,

we'll spend the rest of our lives

in self-blame and guilt.

No one will be at peace.

You understand this.

Do I not even have the right to die?

You do,

but I don't allow it.

I know.

Your illness is terminal, and you will die.

But death is an unavoidable part of the cycle of life.

None of us can defeat death.

I don't need you to be very strong or optimistic.

Trying to encourage you to be strong

and optimistic is pointless.

We are all just ordinary people.

If you're in pain,

tired,

hurting,

or want to cry, just cry.

If you feel uncomfortable,

speak up.

We are just ordinary people.

We are not saints.

We don't need to perform miracles.

I just want you to live well.

We all want you to live well.

So don't you ever

feel like a burden.

Those who think you're a burden won't come to take care of you.

The ones who are willing to

take care of you will be by your side.

We've all looked into the abyss at some point,

haven't we?

And we know

not to go there.

Everything will be fine.

Everything is fine.

Can you calm down a bit?

How can I?

Lin Tuo almost died in the river yesterday.

He was saved this time, but what about next time?

Jump off a building maybe?

What happens if we are out of luck?

I'll go watch over him.

Que is already watching over him.

She can use some help.

Yesterday's accident might happen again.

You think Tuo did that

because of this illness?

What else then?

Because he feels he's dragging everyone down.

He feels useless.

He thinks he has caused trouble for everyone.

We're making things

harder for him.

Que has been watching over him.

You're dropping everything

to watch over him now.

You think he can live with it?

So what are you suggesting?

Have a seat.

Sit down, I'm telling you.

Right now, we should not

make a big deal out of this anymore.

Hasn't Que already said

that we shouldn't have any extreme reactions?

Don't treat him like a disabled person,

or as someone with a terminal illness, who is going to die.

We should just be calm.

Lin Tuo

has been ill for such a long time.

Naturally, he'd feel moments of despair.

He didn't mean to do that yesterday.

Let's act as if nothing happened,

and create a relaxed atmosphere.

Yes.

That makes sense.

We can't add more to his burden.

It is just

like when we drink too much,

and do something embarrassing.

Who doesn't regret it after sobering up?

Let's just not mention it. That's it.

So what should we do?

We'll definitely go see him.

Let's buy some food,

and go there happily together,

as if nothing happened.

Let bygones be bygones.

What does Tuo like to eat?

Let's go now.

Now?

You haven't eaten well for several days.

You must be hungry.

My dad said he made

something tasty for you.

He'll be here in a bit.

Here I am!

Dad.

I figured you guys would be hungry.

Look, the soup is here.

Telling you, I've made soup today,

chicken soup,

with free-range chicken.

I've been simmering it for so long.

Godfather, you've arrived before me.

- Come on. - Got your favorite pizza.

Take a look.

I wanted to eat it along the way here, but I resisted.

Now we have the main course.

How about I taste it for him first?

Tuo.

Uncle Guo is here.

Uncle Guo.

The canteen served chicken legs.

- I got you some. - Tasty.

Chicken legs?

Thank you, Uncle Guo.

Smell so good!

Look, we got vegetables, soup,

main course, and meat.

Such a great meal.

Here we are!

Dong Dong.

Dong Dong.

Come on, Dong Dong.

Give me a hug.

One, two, one, come on.

Good to see you, Dong Dong.

Lollipop.

Que said

lollipop makes you happy.

Such a good child.

Great, Dong Dong.

(HW Cafe)

- Sorry, the meeting ran long. - Senior.

Sorry.

Thanks for making the trip.

I had to come anyway.

How is Lin Tuo doing now?

I called him last night,

and sent him some designs

for his opinion.

He told me everything.

He felt much better emotionally

seeing them.

That's good.

By the way,

I bought a new computer

for Lin Tuo.

And this eye tracker,

he can directly control the computer with his eyes.

I've also downloaded some graphic design software

and movies for him.

Bring it to him.

Thank you, senior.

Now we must figure out a way

to make him feel that he still has things to do.

Don't let his mind wander.

It works?

Yes, it does.

So advanced, isn't it? So convenient.

I'm not very proficient though.

You just need more practice.

Can you use this to draw?

I'll copy your design drafts onto it,

so you can continue to work on them.

Okay.

Uncle Guo mentioned before

that many patients' family members

are elderly people,

who find it hard to read those nursing manuals.

I'm thinking

maybe we could compile it

into a beginner's nursing manual.

Sure.

I can do these things now.

Good.

I'm sorry.

The subscriber you dialed cannot be connected for the moment.

Please redial later.

(Chen Guangpu)

(Chen Guangpu)

Hello?

You called me?

Are you drinking?

It's fine then. Keep drinking.

Why are you mad? I...

I am accompanying a client for my dad.

He can't drink, so I drink for him.

What's wrong with you?

I have a stomachache and there's no stomach medicine at home.

I need an appointment to get my meds.

Stomachache, is it your stomach?

Of course, what else could it be, the lungs?

You should go to the hospital.

I'm coming home to pick you up. Wait for me.

You've been drinking. How can you come back to pick me up?

It's fine.

Anyway, I'm going back now.

Wait for me.

Chen Guang...

Chen Guangpu.

Where are you?

It's been over an hour. Where are you?

Reply to me if you got my message.

Hello.

Is this 110?

My friend is missing.

No.

Well, he's drunk.

He told me he would come back to pick me up.

It's been two hours already.

He didn't answer my calls

or reply to my message.

Could something have happened to him?

Can you look into it for me?

Help me find him, please?

Thank you.

(Heping Pharmacy) Sir.

- Sir. - I can't get through.

- Sir, wake up. - My client is drunk.

- I'll call you later. - Sir.

Are you alright, sir?

Wake up, sir.

Sir.

Chen Guangpu.

What's wrong with you?

Officer, what's wrong with him?

Chen Guangpu.

You just called us

to look for someone, right?

Yes, it was me. I just dialed 110.

What happened?

Don't panic. Everything's fine.

We came to check things out.

He's fine, just drunk.

He got a substitute driver.

It's him, Mr. Zhou. Please come here.

Tell us what exactly happened.

As soon as I got in the car,

he said he was finding pharmacy to buy medicine.

I took him to several pharmacies,

but all of them were closed.

Where am I supposed to

find him a pharmacy at this hour?

He wasn't happy,

and insisted on finding an open pharmacy tonight.

So we went on looking.

Then we saw this pharmacy with the lights on.

I got out of the car to check.

But there was no one inside.

He got out of the car, saying he was going to smash the door.

I couldn't stop him.

Then he started throwing up all over m. Look at this mess.

Sorry about that.

Then he laid down,

and said he wanted to take a nap.

He told me to break in and get the meds.

I didn't dare to leave,

fearing something

might happen to him.

I called the police and stayed here the whole time.

Now that we know he's okay,

just drunk and fell asleep.

Ma'am,

do you need me to call an ambulance for you?

Yes, he's just drunk.

He was making a fuss just now,

saying his girlfriend has a stomachache and needs meds.

He should have passed out by now.

He's just drunk.

I can handle it.

Thank you.

Chen Guangpu, get up.

Chen Guangpu, get up!

Chen Guangpu!

Chen Guangpu, are you crazy or what?

Why running around outside when you're drunk.

You want to scare me to death, don't you?

You didn't answer my call.

I've been looking for you all night, you know?

What am I supposed to do if something happens to you?

You scared me to death.

Too tight, I want to vomit.

Go ahead, and vomit yourself to death!

I'm awake now.

It's fine.

Everything is fine.

Alright, it's fine now.

Nothing to see here, guys.

Let's go.

I'll be fine.

I haven't married you yet.

No way, I haven't said yes yet.

It hurts.

I'm sorry.

Does your stomach still hurt?

It hurts. It's killing me!

Then let's find another pharmacy.

♪I really can't figure it out♪

♪What exactly is love♪

♪Without distinguishing right or wrong♪

(Take medicine and drink hot water)

(Open)

Hello.

Coffee.

Thank you, bye.

What's wrong?

We have work to do.

I've been overestimating him.

Can't take it seriously.

This wet wipe is specially designed for children.

It contains alcohol

for sterilization and disinfection.

Sorry, guys!

Can I make a correction?

Let me correct that.

This wet wipe is specially designed for children, it...

Sorry, let me correct it.

It does not contain alcohol or fragrance,

safe for children and pregnant women.

Rest assured to buy.

I just misspoke.

I'm really sorry.

Sorry, everyone.

Chen Guangpu, what are you doing? I'm live streaming.

I know.

Then what are you doing?

Proposing.

Proposing?

Isn't everyone watching?

- Stop it, I'm live streaming. - Let me have a look.

The livestreaming now has a total of

1,136 viewers, right?

You're lucky.

You all are witnesses for my proposal today.

I'm going to propose to Ms. He Xindi right now.

What are you doing?

He Xindi.

Marry me.

The pink flowers are pretty.

Chen Guangpu, are you crazy?

Yes.

What?

You're my cure.

He Xindi.

Marry me, please.

Yes or no?

My wife.

Guys, attention,

you see that?

What is this?

Don't ever call her "wife" from now on.

She's my wife now.

Your Xindi is now my wife.

I'm telling you, do you understand?

So wish us a happy marriage now.

Wish us a happy marriage, everyone.

Here we are!

Go for it!

Congratulations!

Wishing you a long and happy marriage!

Wait, this is so sudden.

Actually, we've been working on it for a while.

Have you?

You have.

Me?

You've had a crush on me, right?

When did this version of the story come out?

What? You're denying it now?

No. What I mean is,

we developed feelings for each other naturally.

It's destiny, right?

She's got me.

What do you mean? Are you complaining?

I'm grateful for it.

Otherwise, I wouldn't know who to spend my life with.

I, Chen Guangpu, hereby clarify,

I've had a crush on Ms. He

and worked on the proposal.

It's my honor to marry her.

That's it.

Alright.

Did you propose?

For sure!

Look at her.

If I didn't propose, she'd...

What do you mean by that?

It's a good chance to show them the ring!

The ring.

It's so shiny.

I'm still in shock.

Well, it could be considered destiny.

That's it. It's not that bad.

For me,

I want you to be my best man.

You must witness my marriage.

If you don't, I'll just quit.

Perhaps skip the ceremony.

Correct.

My wedding wouldn't mean a thing

without you.

Oh, we found a bridal shop.

- Yes. - Let's go there this afternoon.

Pick some expensive outfits for you.

We'll make you the best suit.

It's my big day.

You must be there for me.

You too.

How about this one?

I'd like it to be more revealing.

Come on, it's revealing enough.

A once in a lifetime experience!

Just let me shine.

Go try it on.

Give it a try.

Let's go.

Men's section!

Wait for me.

I'll go take a look.

How about this one?

French vinyl owner vibe!

Looks like a violinist.

A vinyl owner can definitely play the violin!

Try this one first.

Come on, go try on clothes with me.

♪No matter where you go♪

Looks good.

Does it look good?

You look like a silver mushroom.

Does this pair of pants fit you well?

I'll use height-increasing insoles anyway.

It has nothing to do with your waistline.

I can take in the waist of my pants.

Do you dare to let go of this dress now?

Of course, it'll be fine!

Look at your pants!

Stop arguing, guys.

Look at him!

If it's not working, just change it.

Change what?

Change the clothes, of course.

Your choice, you're the boss.

That's the spirit.

Go ahead and change.

I'll change too.

- Go ahead. - Silver mushroom.

- Hurry up and change. - Silver mushroom.

I'm telling you, you're like a queen.

What's this?

Feel like a Matryoshka doll.

You two take a photo together.

Let me do it.

Come on.

♪So step by step, I'll keep your pace♪

♪Oh let me be the one♪

♪Baby I just wanna give you my heart♪

Make it good.

Come on, you two newlyweds, strike a pose.

Three, two, one.

Cheese.

♪Oh let me be the one♪

So

how did I end up marrying He Xindi?

Why ask me?

I don't know.

Anyway, it's too late to ask.

But I really didn't expect

that the two of us would end up together.

It would be strange if you two didn't end up together.

So,

isn't it a bit hasty?

It's too late for regrets now.

What are you saying?

I wouldn't regret it.

I was just thinking,

after all the Ms. Wrong I dated before,

I finally realized that my Ms. Right is right by my side.

Then why

flirt with those wrong girls?

Wasn't that all just a waste of time?

If you didn't waste that time,

how can you know that she is the right one?

That's true.

So,

I think

that one really shouldn't make too many plans.

You never know what will happen.

Everything will eventually be settled in the end.

Good to know you're settled.

You're about to get married.

Be mature.

You won't find anyone better than He Xindi.

Not really.

Compared to Que, He Xindi still falls short.

But compared to other girls,

He Xindi wins hands down.

Put it this way.

If you rank all the girls in the world,

Que is number one,

and Xindi is number two.

They're ours.

Lucky you, Mr. Lin.

You too, Mr. Chen.

I'm lucky.

Still not answering?

I shouldn't have made this call.

What's there to say?

They haven't cared for me since I was 16.

Whether I get married, to whom, or where,

doesn't matter to them.

They don't care about me.

We make this call

just to fulfill a duty.

Just to let them know.

It's not to make you suffer.

Why should I?

Have they fulfilled their duty?

They didn't pay a cent for my university fees.

They've never even made a phone call to me.

Those who don't know

might think

I'm some unwanted child.

Of course you're not.

I want you,

and this family wants you.

Don't you know that?

Ungrateful girl.

Be mature.

And after all these years, it's not worth getting upset about.

Why upset?

I'm not upset at all.

You and godfather

are my family.

Exactly.

And soon there'll be Chen Guangpu.

And his family too.

I have a family of my own.

I've had

a lot of boyfriends.

No one ever asked me where I spent Spring Festival.

Chen Guangpu was the first to ask me this.

What a fate.

What's wrong? Don't you want it?

That's great.

I'm relieved.

At one point,

I wanted to marry some kind of financial magnate,

and become a rich lady.

But I ended up marrying

an unreliable rascal.

Chen Guangpu

is average looking,

not that smart,

putting all his savings in funds,

unpromising funds.

His car is second-hand,

and the house belongs to his parents.

But I feel

so settled.

For your settled life.

What is this? Why is it so retro?

This is my mother's necklace.

She wore it when she got married.

She married the man who I think is the best in the world.

Here, it's yours now,

with blessings from my mother.

No.

Que, I can't take it.

This is too precious, really.

You're more precious than it.

Just keep it.

I won't be getting married anytime soon.

You will

wear a wedding dress for me.

One of us should find happiness first, right?

Try it on. See if it fits.

Come here.

Come on.

Perfect.

Does it look good?

Be happy, promise me.

Que.

Que, don't make yourself suffer.

Promise me to take care of yourself.

♪The moment we meet♪

♪It feels like I'm electrified♪

♪Your face, oh, my God♪

♪That's what my Mr. Right looks like♪

♪What do I do? I fall for you♪

♪Happiness comes unexpectedly♪

♪Cupid's arrow♪

♪Makes everything indescribably wonderful♪

♪The stars blink as if confessing love♪

♪You seem to walk right out of the light♪

♪My heart beats so wildly♪

♪I'm secretly rewinding my memories♪

♪Oh my♪

♪Oh my♪

♪My heart beats so wildly♪

♪I'm secretly rewinding my memories♪

♪It's love, love♪

♪Why do I feel I'm on cloud nine♪

♪Why do I feel I'm on cloud nine♪

♪So happy that even insomnia is alright♪

♪So happy that even insomnia is alright♪

♪Walk with you all night long in my mind♪

♪Walk with you all night long in my mind♪

♪So this is what love feels like♪