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Previously on "Chasing Life... "
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It's about your health.
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- What are you talking about?
- You have cancer.
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You're like the first person
I've ever dated that...
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I can actually see a future with.
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I've got three or four
months to live, if I'm lucky.
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I have a lot of stuff
to figure out right now.
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And I think it's probably
better if I do it on my own.
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Please have the surgery.
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I made this decision long before you.
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Honestly, I don't need you in my life,
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if you're on a mission
to make me rethink that.
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I was with Natalie.
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My sister, who you never told me about.
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- April told me.
- April knows, too?
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Do remember when we were
talking about what happened
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the other night and we
said that it was nothing?
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I'd be lying if I kept saying that.
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I could never forget about
what happened that night.
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But trust me, I am the wrong
horse for you to bet on.
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But that other guy...
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That's the one who actually
might win it for you.
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You got a lot of really great
people taking care of you.
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But right now, I need
to take care of myself.
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What are Leo's parents doing here?
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April, there's a voicemail on your phone.
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- It's from Leo.
- Oh, my God.
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April, it's Leo.
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I have something important to tell you.
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Wouldn't it be funny if the voicemail
ran out of time before I got to the point?
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Sorry, okay, um...
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So lately, you've got me
thinking a lot about death.
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Or maybe more about life, I'm not sure.
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Anyway, I've made a pretty big decision.
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What?
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What happened?
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Leo's getting the surgery.
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To remove the brain tumor.
I guess he's about to go in.
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I can't believe it.
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Wow. I mean... I don't really understand
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why he was so against
it in the first place.
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I mean, I guess there's like, a...
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A 50% chance that something could
go wrong with the surgery, so...
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Meaning what, exactly?
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Well, I mean, like...
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Brain damage, and...
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You know...
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Death.
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Oh. Well, at least he's trying.
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Clearly you've made an impression on him.
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Not that you should blame
yourself if anything goes wrong.
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Almond milk,
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unprocessed bran.
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I wish you'd let your mother-in-law
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buy her own groceries when she visits.
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That's not how hospitality works, mom.
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You're talking to me about hospitality?
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I'm letting the woman stay in our home.
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Even though she always
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starts a grandma competition over
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who's closer to the girls,
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when I obviously am.
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I really think Lynn's gonna
be on her best behavior.
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She won't want to add to any drama.
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She can't help it. Do you
remember last Christmas?
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She turned this whole house upside down.
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She really thought we had bedbugs.
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And we didn't. And you know
what else we didn't have?
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Christmas dinner.
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Let's just not add any
fuel to the fire, okay?
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Like, let's not mention Thomas'
affair while they're here.
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It would just break Artie's heart.
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You know he always put
Thomas on a pedestal.
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Thomas is the only one Artie never bullied.
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Yeah, he's always embarrassing me.
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Asking me if I have a
boyfriend in front of people.
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He should've come a few weeks ago,
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then you could've told him you
had a boyfriend and a girlfriend.
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Yeah, well, soon it will
just be a girlfriend.
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Oh. Did Greer's parents
have a change of heart
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about you two dating?
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No, but they're sending her off
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to this summer program in Oxford
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to keep us apart.
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I'm just...
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Hoping that they'll forget about it
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by the time she gets back.
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Party's over.
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- Hey!
- Hi, you made it!
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Hello, precious.
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Now, uh...
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I hope that you will give us
a little alone time with April.
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You've probably already visited her.
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Of course.
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There's plenty for me to
do around the house anyway.
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Like, fumigate it...
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Again.
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- Oh, darling!
- Hi!
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Look at her!
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Bet you're driving all the boys crazy.
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- Eh...
- And here's a little something
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to make your boyfriend jealous.
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- Wow.
- Yeah.
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Who wants bran?
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Sync and corrections by Albanda
www.Addic7ed.com
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It's too hard to read this.
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I wanna be writing it.
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Even six days away from
work already feels like...
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I don't know, like...
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Lost a part of me.
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Every day I'm here I lose something else.
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Yeah, I know, but you get it all back.
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Except Dominic.
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Pretty sure he's gone for good.
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Maybe, Leo, too.
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Hey, you know what?
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I think that you should tell the nurses
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that you're in a lot of pain today.
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Get a morphine drip. Oh, yeah.
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Maybe not the day that my grandparents
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are coming to visit.
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I used to go to Seattle every summer.
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And then... I just keep
blowing off the trips for work.
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I'm a bad granddaughter.
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No, you're not. All right?
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You know what, if it
makes you feel any better,
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I am also losing things.
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Like my mind.
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I have officially blown through
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all of my savings
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since I quit my job, so now...
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I really can't afford to live alone,
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and that means I'm looking for
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a job, a roommate,
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and an apartment.
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Do you want me to look for you?
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Uh, yeah, no. There's no way
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I'm letting my cancer-stricken best friend
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do anything for me right now.
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No, really, please. I need...
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I need a project.
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Let's go online, come on.
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We can judge people.
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- Mom.
- Hey.
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- What are you doing here?
- I thought you were coming
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later with gran and grandpa?
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Well...
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I just wanted to talk
to you about something
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before you see them.
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Beth, I'm sorry, do you
mind giving us a minute?
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Yeah, sure. I'm just gonna...
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Head over to the vending machine and...
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Get my groceries for the week.
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Can we...
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talk about Natalie?
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Um...
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Yeah, sure.
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It's really convenient timing,
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bringing this up when I'm all weak...
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six days into chemo.
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What? You think I didn't plan that?
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How long did you know?
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I found out while I was
going over your dad's will.
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Is that when Uncle George found out too?
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No, George knew much longer.
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We had a big fight about it
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right before your dad's funeral.
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I'm the one who told him...
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not to come.
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And I feel terrible
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that I let you girls
think the worst about him.
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Oh, mom.
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It's okay, you were just...
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trying to protect us. I get it.
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Do granny and grandpa know?
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No.
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And I don't think it's
our place to tell them.
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I won't say anything.
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It's funny, I...
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Keep feeling like it's December
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because I only ever see them at Christmas.
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Then...
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I remember that I'm stuck in a
hospital on a random day in May.
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Merry Christmas to me.
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- Hey!
- Hey.
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Brought you some of my
old standby breakup food.
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Bacon-jalape�o chocolate.
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My buddy Isaiah in west
Cambridge makes it in his attic.
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Is there anything else in
here that I need to know about?
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Nah.
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I mean, if you ever need to like...
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Relax your muscles after an injury, or...
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Want to sleep on a plane
or something, it won't...
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Not help.
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You wanna go grab some lunch?
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I feel like I need to get out of the house.
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Uh, actually...
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Beth's waiting for me downstairs.
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We got plans.
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She didn't want to come up, huh?
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I'm sure you get it, you know?
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You just broke up with
her friend last night...
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In the hospital.
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God, I hate how that makes me sound.
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You know everyone's gonna
think that I'm like, evil,
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because this happened while
April's in the hospital.
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But I'm the one that got screwed over here.
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Look, even if they talk about it,
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they're gonna forget about it, okay?
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It might just take a little time.
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Well, four months is a little time.
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Oh, so you're going back to Europe?
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I was just calling to book
a flight when you walked in.
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Oh.
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Oh, my...
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I thought that...
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It turns out, they don't let you just...
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Rush into brain surgery
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because it's...
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Well, it's brain surgery.
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I've been doing tests all morning.
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Just had an MRI.
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My surgery's not for a few more days.
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Talk about blue brains, huh?
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I keep... thinking that I'm
never going to see you again.
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And then I see you...
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Again.
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When I got your message this
morning, I thought that...
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I'm just happy that you're here now.
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And that you're doing this.
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You love to get your way.
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How 'bout you?
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You seem less freaked out
than you were yesterday.
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Hmm, yeah, that's not saying much.
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Was your family worried when you got back?
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Did you tell "Dimples" what happened?
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I'm sorry, I know you don't
like when I call him that.
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No, it's not that. We...
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We broke up.
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Again.
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Or he broke up with me.
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Oh.
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Anyway.
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I'm getting kind of tired.
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Oh, okay.
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Well, I'll leave you alone.
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I'll uh...
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See you when I check in, cancer friend.
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Should we come back later?
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No, honey, we've only
been here five minutes.
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And she's slept through every one of them.
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Listen, I'm going to the vending machines.
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They have rolos.
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Wait, don't go.
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Oh, she's awake.
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I made you some chicken salad.
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Oh, I'm sorry. She's actually not allowed
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to have any outside food.
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We have her on a strict diet.
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Oh, can't she have a little chicken salad?
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It's low fat?
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Granny, they're paranoid about bacteria
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until my blood counts go up.
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Well, there's no bacteria
in my chicken salad.
265
00:11:02,492 --> 00:11:04,760
But, okay.
266
00:11:05,015 --> 00:11:08,550
And I knitted you a hat.
267
00:11:08,575 --> 00:11:09,675
Is that allowed?
268
00:11:09,700 --> 00:11:11,307
Yeah, totally.
269
00:11:11,332 --> 00:11:12,418
Not that it matters,
270
00:11:12,443 --> 00:11:14,517
you probably think it's ugly, but...
271
00:11:14,542 --> 00:11:16,826
No, I love it.
272
00:11:17,066 --> 00:11:18,900
It's... wow.
273
00:11:18,925 --> 00:11:20,798
I can't wait to see you in it.
274
00:11:20,823 --> 00:11:22,216
Yeah, here it comes.
275
00:11:23,825 --> 00:11:25,526
Oh boy.
276
00:11:25,551 --> 00:11:28,386
Uh, listen, now that you've
got your loser hat on,
277
00:11:28,411 --> 00:11:29,703
you up for a game of chess?
278
00:11:29,728 --> 00:11:31,835
I don't know, um...
279
00:11:31,860 --> 00:11:33,214
I might get dizzy.
280
00:11:33,239 --> 00:11:34,839
There are always excuses.
281
00:11:34,864 --> 00:11:36,765
Nobody plays chess anymore.
282
00:11:36,790 --> 00:11:39,559
- Now that you don't come to visit us.
- Okay, let's play.
283
00:11:39,584 --> 00:11:41,352
Well, here...
284
00:11:42,207 --> 00:11:43,975
I'll help you with that pillow.
285
00:11:45,603 --> 00:11:47,237
I got it. I got it.
286
00:11:48,927 --> 00:11:51,638
I'm gonna roast you and toast you.
287
00:11:51,663 --> 00:11:53,731
Okay now.
288
00:11:53,756 --> 00:11:55,580
And here we go.
289
00:11:55,605 --> 00:11:57,038
You can have white.
290
00:12:08,151 --> 00:12:09,785
Are you feeling sick?
291
00:12:09,820 --> 00:12:12,054
- Is it the chemo?
- No, it's granny's perfume,
292
00:12:12,089 --> 00:12:13,603
it's like all over you.
293
00:12:13,628 --> 00:12:14,795
You should smell the house.
294
00:12:14,820 --> 00:12:17,894
And now she's trying to get me
to wear it, like, on purpose.
295
00:12:17,919 --> 00:12:20,309
She says it'll drive all the boys crazy.
296
00:12:20,334 --> 00:12:21,534
Uh, boys?
297
00:12:21,559 --> 00:12:22,559
Yeah.
298
00:12:22,584 --> 00:12:25,489
I haven't gotten around
to telling them yet.
299
00:12:25,970 --> 00:12:27,679
It's just so awkward, like...
300
00:12:27,704 --> 00:12:29,000
If I tell them that I like girls,
301
00:12:29,025 --> 00:12:31,174
they're gonna picture
me having sex with them.
302
00:12:31,199 --> 00:12:34,134
You can always test the waters
by telling them I'm the gay one?
303
00:12:34,461 --> 00:12:37,130
I am about to have some really short hair.
304
00:12:37,414 --> 00:12:41,217
As a sometimes lesbian I find
that stereotype very offensive.
305
00:12:46,106 --> 00:12:47,566
So, um...
306
00:12:48,827 --> 00:12:50,828
My hair started falling out.
307
00:12:50,853 --> 00:12:51,920
I know that's like...
308
00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,723
The least of my problems right now, but...
309
00:12:55,365 --> 00:12:57,266
God, I'm so sorry.
310
00:12:57,301 --> 00:12:59,268
That must...
311
00:12:59,303 --> 00:13:00,624
No, I'm sorry, I'm just...
312
00:13:01,818 --> 00:13:04,548
- Having a moment.
- Don't apologize.
313
00:13:04,573 --> 00:13:07,704
I have meltdowns in
front of you all the time.
314
00:13:08,526 --> 00:13:11,461
But, you're the little sister.
315
00:13:11,730 --> 00:13:12,866
So?
316
00:13:27,864 --> 00:13:29,799
Hey Brenna, did you eat breakfast?
317
00:13:29,833 --> 00:13:32,435
Hey, why is all the Christmas stuff out?
318
00:13:32,469 --> 00:13:33,469
Okay, good,
319
00:13:33,503 --> 00:13:34,670
everyone's here.
320
00:13:34,705 --> 00:13:36,333
So, I had an idea.
321
00:13:36,750 --> 00:13:39,418
I stayed over with April last night,
322
00:13:39,443 --> 00:13:40,643
and...
323
00:13:40,677 --> 00:13:43,646
She told me that she
started to lose her hair.
324
00:13:44,099 --> 00:13:45,640
She did already?
325
00:13:45,665 --> 00:13:47,733
Oh, that means the chemo's working.
326
00:13:47,763 --> 00:13:48,988
She's gonna beat this.
327
00:13:49,013 --> 00:13:50,195
I know, yeah,
328
00:13:50,220 --> 00:13:52,609
but she seemed really sad about it.
329
00:13:52,634 --> 00:13:56,704
So I was trying to think of ways
that we could cheer her up, and...
330
00:13:56,970 --> 00:13:58,380
I thought that maybe she'd like it
331
00:13:58,428 --> 00:14:00,225
if we decorated her room with all of this.
332
00:14:00,250 --> 00:14:02,151
What a great idea!
333
00:14:02,176 --> 00:14:03,843
She would love that.
334
00:14:03,868 --> 00:14:05,869
April was always obsessed with Christmas
335
00:14:05,894 --> 00:14:07,861
I remember when she was nine,
336
00:14:07,886 --> 00:14:10,554
she dressed up Brenna as...
337
00:14:10,579 --> 00:14:12,162
A reindeer!
338
00:14:12,209 --> 00:14:15,845
- I remember.
- Actually, it was the baby Jesus.
339
00:14:15,879 --> 00:14:18,620
Oh, you said she was nine?
340
00:14:18,645 --> 00:14:19,645
I thought you said eight.
341
00:14:19,670 --> 00:14:21,284
That was the reindeer year.
342
00:14:21,309 --> 00:14:24,829
Uh, I don't think Brenna
was even born then...
343
00:14:24,888 --> 00:14:26,522
but I could be wrong.
344
00:14:26,556 --> 00:14:28,445
Yeah, I think you are.
345
00:14:28,470 --> 00:14:31,484
I can't find that other
big bag of Christmas stuff?
346
00:14:31,509 --> 00:14:32,897
You know, the red one?
347
00:14:32,922 --> 00:14:34,343
Oh, well, remember...
348
00:14:34,368 --> 00:14:36,611
We had to get rid of that bag last year.
349
00:14:37,697 --> 00:14:41,199
Bed bugs lay their eggs
in soft, dark places.
350
00:14:41,279 --> 00:14:42,630
Hypothetically.
351
00:14:43,412 --> 00:14:46,080
- Good morning, hey ma.
- There he is!
352
00:14:46,105 --> 00:14:48,279
Hello. Hey dad.
353
00:14:48,345 --> 00:14:50,179
I'm surprised you can see him.
354
00:14:50,213 --> 00:14:52,148
He's so pale, he's almost transparent.
355
00:14:52,182 --> 00:14:54,737
Uh... it's good to see you too, dad.
356
00:14:54,762 --> 00:14:56,830
I'm just saying you don't get out much.
357
00:14:56,855 --> 00:14:58,022
Not that you ever did.
358
00:14:58,047 --> 00:14:59,748
Oh, you know, I'm uh...
359
00:14:59,828 --> 00:15:00,855
I'm very busy.
360
00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:02,343
I'm a doctor, too.
361
00:15:02,368 --> 00:15:05,730
I made a social life for
myself, a couple of kids...
362
00:15:05,755 --> 00:15:07,335
You just gotta meet the right girl.
363
00:15:07,364 --> 00:15:11,067
Well, and then the right
girl has to like me back.
364
00:15:11,101 --> 00:15:13,235
Have you tried looking online, dear?
365
00:15:13,270 --> 00:15:16,138
My friend, Valerie, her son, who is a...
366
00:15:16,173 --> 00:15:18,174
Oh, I don't know how you call it now,
367
00:15:18,208 --> 00:15:20,176
uh, polyamorous?
368
00:15:20,210 --> 00:15:23,317
He found a lovely couple online,
369
00:15:23,342 --> 00:15:25,910
and they're all, apparently, very happy.
370
00:15:25,949 --> 00:15:28,785
Well, great. Well, thanks,
that's very encouraging, mom.
371
00:15:28,852 --> 00:15:30,019
Oh!
372
00:15:30,053 --> 00:15:31,146
Okay.
373
00:15:31,171 --> 00:15:33,698
- Ah.
- Be careful.
374
00:15:33,723 --> 00:15:36,759
You don't want to add infertility
to your other problems.
375
00:15:42,284 --> 00:15:45,479
Sorry, we don't have Christmas
decorations this time of year.
376
00:15:45,502 --> 00:15:46,569
How is that possible?
377
00:15:46,603 --> 00:15:49,438
Your store is called "the
Christmas tree store."
378
00:15:49,473 --> 00:15:52,174
Yeah, they just thought it would
be a cute name for the store.
379
00:15:52,209 --> 00:15:55,211
So, you hardly ever sell
Christmas decorations
380
00:15:55,245 --> 00:15:57,546
and you never sell Christmas trees,
381
00:15:57,581 --> 00:15:59,415
even at Christmas.
382
00:15:59,449 --> 00:16:01,050
Have you ever been sued?
383
00:16:01,084 --> 00:16:02,218
Oh, come on.
384
00:16:02,252 --> 00:16:03,219
Let's go find Artie
385
00:16:03,253 --> 00:16:05,354
before something bad happens to him.
386
00:16:05,388 --> 00:16:07,323
I cannot believe that we sent him to get
387
00:16:07,357 --> 00:16:08,924
a plastic tree
388
00:16:08,959 --> 00:16:11,026
from a complete stranger on eBay.
389
00:16:11,061 --> 00:16:12,294
We should've sent you.
390
00:16:12,329 --> 00:16:15,064
No, we're not giving up on this, okay?
391
00:16:15,098 --> 00:16:16,165
How about we just...
392
00:16:16,199 --> 00:16:18,167
get a bunch of different
holiday decorations.
393
00:16:18,201 --> 00:16:20,002
That will at least make April laugh.
394
00:16:20,036 --> 00:16:22,715
Yeah, we just got our
fourth of July stuff in.
395
00:16:23,740 --> 00:16:24,773
Eh?
396
00:16:24,808 --> 00:16:26,075
Sorry, independence is
397
00:16:26,109 --> 00:16:27,843
kind of a sensitive subject
398
00:16:27,878 --> 00:16:29,912
for the person that we're
throwing the party for.
399
00:16:29,946 --> 00:16:32,615
Why? Did she used to
be in jail or something?
400
00:16:32,649 --> 00:16:33,616
No, it's...
401
00:16:33,650 --> 00:16:35,228
Long story.
402
00:16:35,253 --> 00:16:37,254
Well, my shift's another seven hours,
403
00:16:37,654 --> 00:16:39,121
if you feel like telling it.
404
00:16:39,890 --> 00:16:42,825
We can finish the shopping
if you want to stay and talk.
405
00:16:42,859 --> 00:16:44,793
I don't think she does.
406
00:16:44,828 --> 00:16:46,395
Well, how do you know?
407
00:16:46,429 --> 00:16:48,297
Maybe she wants to keep her options open?
408
00:16:50,459 --> 00:16:52,556
Oh, Brenna!
409
00:16:52,669 --> 00:16:54,670
Why don't we buy some of these?
410
00:16:54,704 --> 00:16:56,639
I don't know what holiday they're for,
411
00:16:56,673 --> 00:16:59,508
but they're just so colorful.
412
00:17:04,347 --> 00:17:06,337
Last day of chemo.
413
00:17:07,050 --> 00:17:09,397
I'd cheer if I had any energy.
414
00:17:10,420 --> 00:17:13,055
Well, I hate to add insult to injury,
415
00:17:13,089 --> 00:17:14,828
or illness as it were,
416
00:17:14,853 --> 00:17:16,158
but your numbers are getting a little low.
417
00:17:16,193 --> 00:17:18,260
Which is normal after a round of chemo.
418
00:17:18,295 --> 00:17:20,336
But if they get any lower,
419
00:17:20,897 --> 00:17:22,932
all of your visitors are
gonna have to wear these.
420
00:17:22,966 --> 00:17:25,034
Oh, that's really going
to bring out my eyes.
421
00:17:25,068 --> 00:17:26,902
Don't be jealous, April.
422
00:17:26,937 --> 00:17:28,871
You'll have to wear one whenever
you have to leave the room.
423
00:17:28,905 --> 00:17:31,073
Also, we're going to keep you
hooked up to your IV for the next...
424
00:17:31,107 --> 00:17:32,741
24 to 48 hours.
425
00:17:32,776 --> 00:17:34,109
Just to make sure you're
getting enough fluids.
426
00:17:34,144 --> 00:17:36,779
I know, it's annoying, but...
427
00:17:36,813 --> 00:17:38,455
It's for your own protection.
428
00:17:38,882 --> 00:17:41,112
Hair appointment for April Carver.
429
00:17:41,618 --> 00:17:43,953
Dr. Hamburg said it might
be less traumatic to just...
430
00:17:43,987 --> 00:17:45,754
take it all off at once.
431
00:17:45,789 --> 00:17:47,456
I'm gonna give you some space.
432
00:17:47,490 --> 00:17:49,288
But if you need me, I'm here.
433
00:17:51,728 --> 00:17:53,491
You want the eyebrows off too?
434
00:17:53,516 --> 00:17:55,397
What?! No.
435
00:17:56,128 --> 00:17:58,663
Hey, uh... Could we just have a minute?
436
00:17:58,688 --> 00:18:01,090
You know, before you
"GI Jane" my friend here?
437
00:18:01,538 --> 00:18:03,119
Thanks.
438
00:18:04,274 --> 00:18:06,208
What if I just did this for you?
439
00:18:06,243 --> 00:18:07,830
Do you even know how to cut hair?
440
00:18:07,855 --> 00:18:09,646
Does it even matter?
441
00:18:12,315 --> 00:18:14,016
Fine, whatever.
442
00:18:14,050 --> 00:18:16,218
Just do it however you want.
443
00:18:16,253 --> 00:18:17,319
Okay.
444
00:18:19,155 --> 00:18:21,888
However I want, you say?
445
00:18:30,948 --> 00:18:32,456
So, do you like it?
446
00:18:32,481 --> 00:18:34,592
You know I thought it'd
be more fun if we just,
447
00:18:34,617 --> 00:18:36,451
you know, take baby steps.
448
00:18:36,476 --> 00:18:38,310
And this way we can try a few more looks
449
00:18:38,335 --> 00:18:39,536
before we go all out.
450
00:18:39,561 --> 00:18:41,362
- I want to see it again.
- Ah.
451
00:18:42,660 --> 00:18:44,877
Knock knock!
452
00:18:44,902 --> 00:18:46,672
Did I just barge in on a private moment?
453
00:18:46,697 --> 00:18:48,398
That is the thing about
working in a hospital,
454
00:18:48,432 --> 00:18:49,632
it's like, never a good time.
455
00:18:49,667 --> 00:18:51,994
I'm just gonna leave
these here and go, okay?
456
00:18:52,040 --> 00:18:54,080
Here we go, okay.
457
00:18:55,163 --> 00:18:56,411
Oh...
458
00:18:56,803 --> 00:18:59,004
Did I hurt you? Are you hurt?
459
00:18:59,476 --> 00:19:01,110
Okay, I am gonna go before I kill you.
460
00:19:01,145 --> 00:19:02,245
- I'm so sorry.
- No, it's okay.
461
00:19:02,279 --> 00:19:03,413
I'm fine.
462
00:19:03,447 --> 00:19:05,513
I'm so sorry, I'm just...
463
00:19:05,751 --> 00:19:08,071
New. Trying to figure out the rules.
464
00:19:08,385 --> 00:19:11,631
But, I've already started dating
one of the residents, Dr. Weaver.
465
00:19:11,656 --> 00:19:13,720
- Ooh, good choice.
- Oh, yeah.
466
00:19:13,745 --> 00:19:15,682
I know right?
467
00:19:15,707 --> 00:19:17,170
And it's kind of awkward timing though,
468
00:19:17,261 --> 00:19:19,549
because my roommate's
moving in with her fiance
469
00:19:19,574 --> 00:19:22,808
and now I have this huge two-bedroom
in bay village all to myself.
470
00:19:23,067 --> 00:19:25,168
And if we had started dating
a couple months ago, like...
471
00:19:25,202 --> 00:19:28,056
Maybe he'd be ready to
move in by now, but...
472
00:19:28,332 --> 00:19:29,465
Anyway.
473
00:19:29,490 --> 00:19:31,357
I guess I just need to find a roommate.
474
00:19:39,308 --> 00:19:41,276
Oh, wow.
475
00:19:41,301 --> 00:19:43,635
I'm getting run down from all this hosting.
476
00:19:43,660 --> 00:19:45,222
Could be my mother's perfume.
477
00:19:45,247 --> 00:19:47,611
She's not exactly known for her subtlety.
478
00:19:47,993 --> 00:19:50,679
I tell you, she and my dad
were really made for each other.
479
00:19:50,761 --> 00:19:53,192
Sorry it's been so awkward, all this...
480
00:19:53,217 --> 00:19:54,575
Questions about your love life.
481
00:19:54,665 --> 00:19:56,048
I'm used to it.
482
00:19:56,073 --> 00:19:59,116
It'd be nice just to be able
to give them a real answer.
483
00:19:59,303 --> 00:20:01,637
Of course, that would mean
I'd need to have one myself.
484
00:20:06,297 --> 00:20:09,167
It's just... it's not that simple.
485
00:20:09,701 --> 00:20:11,869
You know I feel what you do.
486
00:20:12,098 --> 00:20:13,609
Okay, that's good.
487
00:20:14,251 --> 00:20:15,251
So?
488
00:20:15,285 --> 00:20:16,674
So...
489
00:20:20,704 --> 00:20:23,039
Can we wait to have this discussion
490
00:20:23,064 --> 00:20:25,544
after the guests all
leave and things calm down.
491
00:20:25,569 --> 00:20:27,263
I just, I can't go there right now.
492
00:20:27,297 --> 00:20:28,965
Sure, sure, yeah.
493
00:20:30,367 --> 00:20:32,865
We should get out from
under this thing though, huh?
494
00:20:35,272 --> 00:20:36,852
Yeah, Brenna put that up.
495
00:20:36,877 --> 00:20:38,359
That's just a joke.
496
00:20:38,443 --> 00:20:40,811
She doesn't know anything.
497
00:20:42,880 --> 00:20:43,980
Oh...
498
00:20:44,014 --> 00:20:45,882
I'm really starting to
be worried about this.
499
00:20:45,916 --> 00:20:48,918
No, no. George, I'm not avoiding
having the conversation...
500
00:20:48,952 --> 00:20:50,553
No, no, no, I'm worried,
501
00:20:50,587 --> 00:20:51,821
because there's a cold going around.
502
00:20:51,855 --> 00:20:53,251
Well, okay, I'll...
503
00:20:53,276 --> 00:20:55,395
Pick up some cold medicine
on the way to the hospital.
504
00:20:55,420 --> 00:20:56,687
Sara, no.
505
00:20:56,712 --> 00:20:58,546
I'm saying that if you're getting sick,
506
00:20:58,662 --> 00:21:00,790
you can't visit April.
507
00:21:00,815 --> 00:21:02,015
At all.
508
00:21:08,605 --> 00:21:10,028
Congratulations.
509
00:21:10,441 --> 00:21:12,272
Your first round of chemo is over.
510
00:21:12,543 --> 00:21:14,343
In a few weeks we'll
do a bone marrow biopsy
511
00:21:14,378 --> 00:21:16,145
just to make sure this one worked.
512
00:21:16,180 --> 00:21:17,573
And if it did...
513
00:21:17,884 --> 00:21:19,651
We'll wait for your counts to recover
514
00:21:19,676 --> 00:21:21,710
before we start your
next round of treatment.
515
00:21:21,735 --> 00:21:24,163
I'm so sorry that your mom is sick.
516
00:21:24,778 --> 00:21:27,107
I know she really wanted
to be here for you, today.
517
00:21:27,148 --> 00:21:29,082
How long until she can come back?
518
00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:31,215
Probably a week, just to be safe.
519
00:21:32,948 --> 00:21:34,715
Come on, come on.
520
00:21:34,740 --> 00:21:35,806
Well...
521
00:21:36,133 --> 00:21:38,265
That's a sexy haircut.
522
00:21:39,036 --> 00:21:40,970
Yeah, I feel really sexy right now.
523
00:21:41,004 --> 00:21:43,485
Gran and grandpa, this is Dr. Hamburg.
524
00:21:43,510 --> 00:21:44,871
Hi, it's so nice to meet you.
525
00:21:44,908 --> 00:21:45,975
Oh, Dr. Hamburg!
526
00:21:46,009 --> 00:21:47,765
Yes, how do you do, Doctor?
527
00:21:48,257 --> 00:21:49,950
Let me know if you need anything else.
528
00:21:52,082 --> 00:21:54,750
How you feel, Ape? Huh? Like a fighter?
529
00:21:54,818 --> 00:21:56,519
'Cause that's what you are.
530
00:21:56,553 --> 00:21:58,554
You're gonna fight this
thing till you beat it.
531
00:21:58,589 --> 00:22:00,523
Right? Before you know it,
532
00:22:00,557 --> 00:22:02,725
you'll forget that this ever happened.
533
00:22:02,759 --> 00:22:05,628
I rarely think about my eczema anymore.
534
00:22:05,662 --> 00:22:07,597
Well, you sure talk a lot about it.
535
00:22:07,910 --> 00:22:09,298
Oh.
536
00:22:09,333 --> 00:22:10,910
Ah...
537
00:22:10,935 --> 00:22:12,674
We bored her to sleep.
538
00:22:12,964 --> 00:22:15,098
You bored her to sleep.
539
00:22:15,123 --> 00:22:16,410
All right.
540
00:22:17,383 --> 00:22:18,617
We'll be back tomorrow.
541
00:22:28,397 --> 00:22:29,397
Hey!
542
00:22:29,558 --> 00:22:30,965
Nice hair.
543
00:22:30,990 --> 00:22:32,825
Is that... that's not a wig, is it?
544
00:22:32,850 --> 00:22:34,205
No, I, um...
545
00:22:34,537 --> 00:22:36,699
Thought I would just try
and do this in stages.
546
00:22:39,051 --> 00:22:40,621
Anyway, I just wanted to...
547
00:22:40,646 --> 00:22:42,086
Welcome you to the neighborhood.
548
00:22:42,120 --> 00:22:43,120
Oh, thanks.
549
00:22:43,155 --> 00:22:44,842
Yeah, I was gonna...
550
00:22:44,867 --> 00:22:47,729
I was gonna stop by your room
when I checked in, but um...
551
00:22:48,156 --> 00:22:50,223
I didn't know if you'd want me to do that.
552
00:22:50,248 --> 00:22:52,182
Why wouldn't I?
553
00:22:52,207 --> 00:22:54,242
I don't know...
554
00:22:54,342 --> 00:22:58,212
Just after everything that
happened with your dude.
555
00:22:58,355 --> 00:23:00,323
I guess I felt like I had
something to do with it.
556
00:23:00,348 --> 00:23:01,415
Yeah, but...
557
00:23:01,740 --> 00:23:03,206
You weren't the only reason.
558
00:23:03,231 --> 00:23:04,423
We weren't really...
559
00:23:04,448 --> 00:23:06,582
Connecting, and a lot of that was
560
00:23:06,607 --> 00:23:08,021
my fault.
561
00:23:08,192 --> 00:23:09,580
I kept a lot of stuff from him.
562
00:23:09,615 --> 00:23:12,416
Yeah. It's hard to connect to people
563
00:23:12,451 --> 00:23:14,505
who aren't going through this too.
564
00:23:14,982 --> 00:23:16,611
How are you?
565
00:23:17,053 --> 00:23:18,787
Big day tomorrow, huh?
566
00:23:18,812 --> 00:23:20,747
Oh yeah, what is it? Uh... flag day?
567
00:23:22,256 --> 00:23:23,756
That's how you deal with this?
568
00:23:23,781 --> 00:23:25,782
Just pretend it isn't happening?
569
00:23:25,807 --> 00:23:27,941
Oh, no, they make sure
I know it's happening.
570
00:23:27,966 --> 00:23:30,339
These are all the forms I have to fill out
571
00:23:30,402 --> 00:23:31,855
before they put me under.
572
00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:33,335
Do not resuscitate,
573
00:23:33,438 --> 00:23:35,035
physician's orders
574
00:23:35,060 --> 00:23:36,995
for life sustaining treatment,
575
00:23:37,020 --> 00:23:38,861
who gets to make decisions for me
576
00:23:38,910 --> 00:23:40,244
if I become a vegetable,
577
00:23:40,278 --> 00:23:41,757
my will.
578
00:23:42,147 --> 00:23:43,405
Are you scared?
579
00:23:44,049 --> 00:23:45,116
Of what?
580
00:23:45,150 --> 00:23:46,405
Come on.
581
00:23:46,430 --> 00:23:47,631
Dying.
582
00:23:52,124 --> 00:23:53,305
Sure.
583
00:23:54,277 --> 00:23:56,411
I never used to be afraid of it.
584
00:23:56,436 --> 00:23:58,505
In the abstract, but...
585
00:24:00,799 --> 00:24:04,205
Now that I know it could actually happen.
586
00:24:05,637 --> 00:24:06,852
Tomorrow.
587
00:24:08,473 --> 00:24:09,505
Yeah.
588
00:24:10,709 --> 00:24:11,776
That's...
589
00:24:12,505 --> 00:24:14,512
It's not to get all dark, but...
590
00:24:14,546 --> 00:24:15,713
No, no, get dark.
591
00:24:15,747 --> 00:24:17,381
I like dark.
592
00:24:18,417 --> 00:24:20,418
Well, you were kind of like
593
00:24:20,452 --> 00:24:22,738
the Robin Hood for cancer patients.
594
00:24:22,763 --> 00:24:25,074
Using your dad's money to help them
595
00:24:25,099 --> 00:24:27,005
live out their last wishes.
596
00:24:27,763 --> 00:24:31,099
You ever think about what
might be on your bucket list?
597
00:24:31,563 --> 00:24:34,065
Eww, you said "bucket list."
598
00:24:34,099 --> 00:24:35,505
Okay, fine.
599
00:24:35,745 --> 00:24:37,849
Keep making fun of me and die with regrets.
600
00:24:37,874 --> 00:24:38,938
See if I care.
601
00:24:38,963 --> 00:24:40,097
Okay, that was dark.
602
00:24:40,607 --> 00:24:41,806
Sorry.
603
00:24:42,532 --> 00:24:43,765
No, you're right.
604
00:24:46,788 --> 00:24:48,079
Yeah, I'll think about it.
605
00:25:47,777 --> 00:25:49,110
I like the blonde on you.
606
00:25:49,135 --> 00:25:50,702
Thanks.
607
00:25:50,727 --> 00:25:52,614
Since I'm spending all
my time with this pole,
608
00:25:52,639 --> 00:25:54,812
I figured, go stripper chic.
609
00:26:00,185 --> 00:26:02,887
I really thought I would feel stronger
610
00:26:02,921 --> 00:26:04,484
after the chemo stopped.
611
00:26:04,825 --> 00:26:07,793
Yeah, well, you know,
can't predict these things.
612
00:26:07,818 --> 00:26:09,785
You feel like crap, some days.
613
00:26:09,995 --> 00:26:11,796
Grandpa would say that that's
614
00:26:11,830 --> 00:26:13,063
"letting the cancer win."
615
00:26:13,098 --> 00:26:15,026
Eh, screw grandpa.
616
00:26:16,001 --> 00:26:17,701
I mean...
617
00:26:17,736 --> 00:26:19,970
I love him, he's my dad. But, uh...
618
00:26:20,783 --> 00:26:22,302
I know how he can be.
619
00:26:22,327 --> 00:26:24,050
He kind of made me feel like a failure
620
00:26:24,075 --> 00:26:27,386
when I didn't like, spring
out of bed this morning.
621
00:26:27,546 --> 00:26:29,120
Well, he's the last thing
you need to worry about.
622
00:26:29,145 --> 00:26:30,881
I feel bad, you know,
complaining about them
623
00:26:30,906 --> 00:26:32,327
when I only see them once a year.
624
00:26:32,352 --> 00:26:34,019
April, come on, that's okay.
625
00:26:34,054 --> 00:26:35,227
You're an adult now.
626
00:26:35,252 --> 00:26:38,210
It's okay to let some
relationships be more superficial.
627
00:26:45,696 --> 00:26:47,530
Sorry you're sick, mom.
628
00:26:47,555 --> 00:26:49,656
If it makes you feel
any better, I'm sicker.
629
00:26:49,681 --> 00:26:51,349
That doesn't make me feel any better.
630
00:26:51,374 --> 00:26:53,608
But I'm glad to get to
see your little face.
631
00:26:53,633 --> 00:26:55,334
And your hair!
632
00:26:55,359 --> 00:26:57,759
Very Marilyn! How'd you do...
633
00:26:57,784 --> 00:27:00,586
Hi, honey! How're you feeling?
634
00:27:00,780 --> 00:27:02,427
Um, yeah, I'm okay.
635
00:27:02,452 --> 00:27:06,071
Oh, that doesn't sound like
my little samurai warrior?
636
00:27:06,297 --> 00:27:08,064
Where's that fighting spirit?
637
00:27:08,089 --> 00:27:09,497
Dad, why don't you just let April
638
00:27:09,556 --> 00:27:10,723
feel however she's feeling.
639
00:27:10,757 --> 00:27:13,058
Spoken like a man who's
never been in the army.
640
00:27:13,083 --> 00:27:14,573
Well, enough about me.
641
00:27:14,598 --> 00:27:16,365
What's going on with
you guys? Any new gossip?
642
00:27:16,390 --> 00:27:18,769
We think Brenna has a boyfriend.
643
00:27:18,794 --> 00:27:21,320
Oh, yeah... you guys,
seriously, please stop.
644
00:27:21,345 --> 00:27:23,279
Look at her, she's blushing!
645
00:27:23,304 --> 00:27:25,106
All right, let's leave Brenna alone.
646
00:27:25,131 --> 00:27:26,865
What? Leave her alone?
647
00:27:26,890 --> 00:27:30,035
Says the woman who gets
to see you girls 52 weeks
648
00:27:30,060 --> 00:27:31,160
out of the year.
649
00:27:31,185 --> 00:27:33,197
And Artie and I only get one.
650
00:27:33,222 --> 00:27:35,410
Granny, it's okay, she didn't mean that.
651
00:27:35,448 --> 00:27:37,814
I guess that's what we
get for trying to catch up
652
00:27:37,839 --> 00:27:39,265
with our own grandkids.
653
00:27:39,290 --> 00:27:41,496
I don't have a boyfriend!
654
00:27:42,096 --> 00:27:44,030
I was dating someone
655
00:27:44,283 --> 00:27:45,517
and we broke up.
656
00:27:45,542 --> 00:27:47,776
But it was a girl because...
657
00:27:48,483 --> 00:27:50,584
I'm bi, okay?
658
00:27:52,608 --> 00:27:54,375
Bisexual.
659
00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:55,571
We know what it means.
660
00:27:55,596 --> 00:27:57,637
I can't believe this.
661
00:27:57,662 --> 00:27:59,830
You call yourself a liberal.
662
00:27:59,855 --> 00:28:01,923
- Okay, can you all just...
- I don't care that she's gay.
663
00:28:01,948 --> 00:28:03,925
- Uh, bi.
- I care that nobody
664
00:28:03,925 --> 00:28:05,352
told me until now.
665
00:28:05,377 --> 00:28:07,645
I am the last to know anything.
666
00:28:07,670 --> 00:28:10,074
For all I know, you could be married
667
00:28:10,116 --> 00:28:11,717
with three children, right now,
668
00:28:11,751 --> 00:28:12,951
and not telling your mother.
669
00:28:12,986 --> 00:28:14,517
Maybe he's bi.
670
00:28:14,542 --> 00:28:16,476
Oh, my God.
671
00:28:16,501 --> 00:28:19,236
You know what? Maybe I did meet somebody.
672
00:28:19,261 --> 00:28:20,465
But why would I tell you?
673
00:28:20,490 --> 00:28:22,424
So you two could pick my life apart?
674
00:28:22,449 --> 00:28:24,450
Oh, don't be so sensitive!
675
00:28:24,475 --> 00:28:26,476
It's just that you lead a...
676
00:28:26,501 --> 00:28:29,136
- Less normal life than...
- Than who?
677
00:28:29,197 --> 00:28:31,223
Than Thomas?
678
00:28:31,248 --> 00:28:32,711
Stop holding Thomas up as a model
679
00:28:32,736 --> 00:28:34,399
for what a good son is supposed to be,
680
00:28:34,424 --> 00:28:36,395
because, let me tell you
something, he had plenty of secrets
681
00:28:36,443 --> 00:28:37,509
that he never told you.
682
00:28:37,544 --> 00:28:38,775
Talk about secrets?
683
00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:40,767
Do you know about the affair that he had?
684
00:28:40,792 --> 00:28:42,318
Do you know about the fact that he's got
685
00:28:42,343 --> 00:28:44,477
a child who's 22 years old now?
686
00:28:47,874 --> 00:28:49,875
I guess you all
687
00:28:49,900 --> 00:28:51,457
know about Natalie.
688
00:28:51,524 --> 00:28:52,524
What?
689
00:28:52,559 --> 00:28:54,092
Thomas told us.
690
00:28:54,504 --> 00:28:56,438
A year before he died.
691
00:28:56,606 --> 00:28:59,304
- And you never told me?
- Mom, please, just...
692
00:28:59,329 --> 00:29:01,129
He was my son, it was his right to...
693
00:29:01,154 --> 00:29:02,621
And I was his wife!
694
00:29:02,646 --> 00:29:04,647
Stop! Everybody just stop!
695
00:29:05,038 --> 00:29:07,272
If there's one thing that isn't
gonna make me feel any better,
696
00:29:07,307 --> 00:29:08,616
it's this.
697
00:29:08,791 --> 00:29:09,958
So thanks for...
698
00:29:09,983 --> 00:29:12,685
trying to do the happy
family thing for me, but...
699
00:29:12,979 --> 00:29:15,582
from now on, just don't bother.
700
00:29:15,786 --> 00:29:18,050
If you have to come visit me,
you can come one at a time.
701
00:29:18,084 --> 00:29:20,349
And if you can't do that, then just...
702
00:29:20,374 --> 00:29:21,771
Leave me alone.
703
00:29:29,267 --> 00:29:30,987
What do we do about Christmas?
704
00:29:31,164 --> 00:29:32,831
Thanks a lot you guys.
705
00:29:47,647 --> 00:29:49,548
Knock knock!
706
00:29:50,783 --> 00:29:52,798
Are you busy right now?
707
00:29:53,468 --> 00:29:54,668
No.
708
00:29:54,821 --> 00:29:56,013
Good.
709
00:29:56,243 --> 00:29:58,144
Because I'm kidnapping you.
710
00:30:01,994 --> 00:30:03,061
Ha!
711
00:30:06,231 --> 00:30:07,832
You're insane.
712
00:30:07,857 --> 00:30:10,441
I was just trying to recreate
our Grand Theft Auto experience.
713
00:30:10,466 --> 00:30:11,845
Well, mission accomplished.
714
00:30:11,870 --> 00:30:13,738
I feel like a criminal again.
715
00:30:13,772 --> 00:30:14,939
Are we even allowed to be in here?
716
00:30:14,973 --> 00:30:16,674
Oh, no. No, probably not.
717
00:30:16,709 --> 00:30:17,842
Then let's go.
718
00:30:17,876 --> 00:30:19,580
I shouldn't be away from my fluids anyway.
719
00:30:19,605 --> 00:30:22,013
Dr. Hamburg said I need to
be on them for 24 to 48 hours
720
00:30:22,047 --> 00:30:23,681
and it's barely been 24.
721
00:30:23,716 --> 00:30:25,917
Man, you are being even more anal now,
722
00:30:25,951 --> 00:30:27,752
than you were in the sport's car.
723
00:30:27,786 --> 00:30:28,820
Come on.
724
00:30:28,854 --> 00:30:31,556
Hospital rules are not law.
725
00:30:31,590 --> 00:30:32,790
You know, they're...
726
00:30:32,825 --> 00:30:34,990
They're more like suggestions.
727
00:30:35,310 --> 00:30:37,111
We're supposed to keep those on.
728
00:30:37,146 --> 00:30:39,473
You really think that
glorified piece of tissue
729
00:30:39,498 --> 00:30:40,631
is doing anything?
730
00:30:40,666 --> 00:30:43,501
Listen, you asked me what
was on my bucket list.
731
00:30:43,535 --> 00:30:44,602
Well, what's on my list
732
00:30:44,636 --> 00:30:47,474
is for us to not worry tonight.
733
00:30:47,639 --> 00:30:49,835
You know who doesn't worry about anything?
734
00:30:50,376 --> 00:30:51,442
Kids.
735
00:30:51,477 --> 00:30:53,141
So can we just...
736
00:30:53,479 --> 00:30:55,763
Act like a couple of
kids for a little while?
737
00:30:56,315 --> 00:30:57,565
Huh?
738
00:30:58,317 --> 00:31:01,119
It's... it's my maybe dying wish.
739
00:31:55,414 --> 00:31:57,163
You're here early.
740
00:31:57,306 --> 00:31:59,434
Well, that's because we have a problem
741
00:31:59,459 --> 00:32:01,746
and we all have to have a talk.
742
00:32:01,780 --> 00:32:03,648
Well, we have to do it in an hour.
743
00:32:03,682 --> 00:32:05,450
I just had a cup of bran,
744
00:32:05,484 --> 00:32:07,718
and if I don't do my
morning walk right now,
745
00:32:07,753 --> 00:32:10,196
- my entire digestive system...
- Uh, Lynn?
746
00:32:10,221 --> 00:32:12,220
Your ass will survive.
747
00:32:12,658 --> 00:32:15,820
All right, just everybody listen up, okay?
748
00:32:16,495 --> 00:32:20,465
All right, look, uh... Last night...
749
00:32:20,499 --> 00:32:23,290
We all let our issues with
each other get the better of us.
750
00:32:23,315 --> 00:32:26,047
And we forgot to put April first.
751
00:32:26,531 --> 00:32:27,931
Except for Brenna,
752
00:32:27,956 --> 00:32:30,381
who's been putting her
sister first since day one.
753
00:32:30,418 --> 00:32:31,785
Yes, she has.
754
00:32:32,093 --> 00:32:34,595
And by the way, Brenna,
I don't think there's
755
00:32:34,629 --> 00:32:36,914
anyone here who's not
proud that you're gay.
756
00:32:37,064 --> 00:32:39,360
I don't really use that label.
757
00:32:39,385 --> 00:32:40,979
Or whatever the hell you are.
758
00:32:41,002 --> 00:32:42,337
Yeah, uh, the point is
759
00:32:42,362 --> 00:32:44,430
that Christmas is back on.
760
00:32:44,455 --> 00:32:45,722
But April said
761
00:32:45,747 --> 00:32:48,714
that she didn't want to see us
all together again because...
762
00:32:48,739 --> 00:32:51,512
Because she was just
trying to take care of us
763
00:32:51,546 --> 00:32:52,958
instead of herself.
764
00:32:52,983 --> 00:32:54,253
That's how April is.
765
00:32:54,278 --> 00:32:56,313
- I know that.
- Good.
766
00:32:56,338 --> 00:32:58,640
Then we both know our granddaughters
767
00:32:58,665 --> 00:33:01,109
and we can both be close to them.
768
00:33:01,623 --> 00:33:03,338
It's not a competition.
769
00:33:06,494 --> 00:33:08,295
Okay, um... Should we get
770
00:33:08,330 --> 00:33:10,197
the Christmas stuff out of the living room?
771
00:33:10,231 --> 00:33:12,199
Ho, ho, ho.
772
00:33:12,233 --> 00:33:13,538
Okay, let's go.
773
00:33:14,636 --> 00:33:16,538
Thank you for doing that.
774
00:33:17,505 --> 00:33:19,306
I wish I could be there.
775
00:33:19,341 --> 00:33:20,738
Yeah, me too.
776
00:33:26,021 --> 00:33:28,623
So, I feel like the
logical next step for you
777
00:33:28,648 --> 00:33:30,682
is the side-mullet.
778
00:33:30,893 --> 00:33:33,096
Maybe these haircuts are just fighting
779
00:33:33,121 --> 00:33:34,138
the inevitable.
780
00:33:35,621 --> 00:33:37,014
Do you want me to just shave it?
781
00:33:37,158 --> 00:33:38,225
No.
782
00:33:38,259 --> 00:33:39,549
Sorry.
783
00:33:39,574 --> 00:33:41,738
I know it's gonna happen
anyway, it's just...
784
00:33:43,264 --> 00:33:44,965
I don't know. It's kind of hard to explain
785
00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:46,551
if you're not going through it.
786
00:33:46,576 --> 00:33:48,778
Sign on the dotted line, roomie!
787
00:33:49,137 --> 00:33:50,871
Yay!
788
00:33:57,484 --> 00:33:58,912
Are you kidding me, Chris?
789
00:33:58,947 --> 00:34:00,814
Uh, Dr. Weaver's first name is Chris.
790
00:34:00,849 --> 00:34:03,697
Yeah, and apparently he just
met someone new, listen to this:
791
00:34:03,952 --> 00:34:05,919
"I just want to be fair to you.
792
00:34:05,954 --> 00:34:07,554
I respect you so much,
793
00:34:07,589 --> 00:34:09,790
I really enjoyed getting to know you.
794
00:34:09,824 --> 00:34:13,627
I know you'll have no trouble meeting
a wonderful guy who deserves you."
795
00:34:13,661 --> 00:34:14,661
Wow.
796
00:34:14,696 --> 00:34:16,268
Just... wow.
797
00:34:16,293 --> 00:34:19,633
Volunteering here was such a waste.
798
00:34:19,667 --> 00:34:20,972
- It's not a waste.
- Yeah.
799
00:34:20,997 --> 00:34:23,020
You're making a difference
in people's lives.
800
00:34:23,045 --> 00:34:25,572
Whatever. I wanted to make
a difference in my love life,
801
00:34:25,607 --> 00:34:27,474
and now no other doctor
here is gonna want to date me
802
00:34:27,509 --> 00:34:29,643
because they probably have
some kind of doctor code.
803
00:34:35,417 --> 00:34:37,525
Did I really just sign that lease?
804
00:34:38,553 --> 00:34:40,187
Any time you want to crash here...
805
00:34:40,221 --> 00:34:41,758
Oh, God...
806
00:34:44,866 --> 00:34:46,767
- Hey!
- Hey.
807
00:34:46,792 --> 00:34:50,030
Question: Why do people think
just because you're in the hospital
808
00:34:50,055 --> 00:34:51,749
you suddenly want to read self-help books,
809
00:34:51,774 --> 00:34:52,707
with names like,
810
00:34:52,741 --> 00:34:55,025
"unleash the warrior within."
811
00:34:55,131 --> 00:34:56,265
Thanks, aunt Kathy.
812
00:34:56,307 --> 00:34:57,325
I don't know.
813
00:34:58,581 --> 00:35:00,325
I need you to do something for me.
814
00:35:04,078 --> 00:35:05,125
Shave my head.
815
00:35:11,428 --> 00:35:12,933
Hang on just a second!
816
00:35:13,004 --> 00:35:14,364
Sorry.
817
00:35:14,398 --> 00:35:16,494
No, I just don't know if I'm ready.
818
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:18,434
Sorry, I know it's only hair.
819
00:35:18,469 --> 00:35:19,669
No, I get it. It's...
820
00:35:19,703 --> 00:35:21,203
Traumatic.
821
00:35:22,339 --> 00:35:24,203
But hair does grow back.
822
00:35:24,775 --> 00:35:26,576
Hey, how about if I went first?
823
00:35:26,610 --> 00:35:28,211
I thought you didn't have
to shave your whole head,
824
00:35:28,245 --> 00:35:30,246
just the part where they make the incision?
825
00:35:30,281 --> 00:35:32,382
Doesn't mean I can't shave
my head if I want to, hmm?
826
00:35:32,416 --> 00:35:34,703
I'll show you mine if you show me yours?
827
00:35:35,219 --> 00:35:36,803
Scalps, I mean.
828
00:35:41,292 --> 00:35:42,425
Okay.
829
00:35:45,129 --> 00:35:46,362
Take it all off.
830
00:36:13,924 --> 00:36:16,159
You look like an alien.
831
00:36:17,181 --> 00:36:18,672
You look like a baby.
832
00:36:19,997 --> 00:36:21,603
I feel like one.
833
00:36:22,933 --> 00:36:24,100
It is kind of like we're...
834
00:36:24,532 --> 00:36:26,166
Both being reborn.
835
00:36:30,174 --> 00:36:32,842
So, what time do you
leave for surgery again?
836
00:36:32,876 --> 00:36:34,777
Uh, about a half an hour.
837
00:36:39,016 --> 00:36:40,578
So I'll see you in hell.
838
00:36:40,603 --> 00:36:42,085
Dude...
839
00:36:42,119 --> 00:36:43,753
I'm sorry.
840
00:36:43,787 --> 00:36:45,054
I...
841
00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:47,171
Didn't know what to say.
842
00:36:48,626 --> 00:36:50,103
It's okay.
843
00:36:51,695 --> 00:36:53,663
I know you don't like to make a big deal
844
00:36:53,697 --> 00:36:55,598
of goodbyes so...
845
00:36:55,633 --> 00:36:57,003
I won't.
846
00:36:57,768 --> 00:36:59,103
See you.
847
00:37:03,352 --> 00:37:05,186
No, hey.
848
00:38:04,134 --> 00:38:05,268
What?
849
00:38:05,302 --> 00:38:07,403
It's Christmas!
850
00:38:11,892 --> 00:38:13,593
It's May!
851
00:38:13,618 --> 00:38:15,211
So what?
852
00:38:15,877 --> 00:38:17,374
I think you'll like this better
853
00:38:17,399 --> 00:38:19,691
- than the last one I gave you.
- Oh...
854
00:38:21,299 --> 00:38:23,630
God, you guys...
855
00:38:30,556 --> 00:38:31,946
How sweet.
856
00:38:32,492 --> 00:38:34,293
I know we all acted
857
00:38:34,318 --> 00:38:36,245
like teenagers yesterday, and I'm sorry.
858
00:38:37,204 --> 00:38:38,204
That's okay.
859
00:38:40,845 --> 00:38:43,113
But can I be honest
with you about something?
860
00:38:43,326 --> 00:38:46,055
Well, of course, pumpkin.
861
00:38:47,512 --> 00:38:49,734
The way you talk about me being sick
862
00:38:49,759 --> 00:38:51,645
and fighting this,
863
00:38:52,639 --> 00:38:54,574
it puts a lot of pressure on me.
864
00:38:54,794 --> 00:38:56,465
Like, I have to be strong
865
00:38:56,524 --> 00:38:58,668
all the time and if I'm not...
866
00:38:58,693 --> 00:38:59,989
I've failed.
867
00:39:00,042 --> 00:39:01,295
Oh, God.
868
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:03,506
I'm sorry I made you feel that way.
869
00:39:04,948 --> 00:39:07,120
I only talk like that because
870
00:39:07,145 --> 00:39:09,530
I want to feel that we have the power
871
00:39:09,779 --> 00:39:12,518
to affect the outcome
872
00:39:12,543 --> 00:39:14,706
of all this.
873
00:39:15,859 --> 00:39:18,320
Because if we don't...
874
00:39:18,671 --> 00:39:20,549
It scares me.
875
00:39:20,994 --> 00:39:23,042
I already lost a son.
876
00:39:23,415 --> 00:39:25,065
And I don't even want to think
877
00:39:25,065 --> 00:39:26,808
- about losing you...
- Hey!
878
00:39:27,302 --> 00:39:29,170
Someone once told me that
879
00:39:29,195 --> 00:39:31,296
being a survivor makes your life richer.
880
00:39:31,593 --> 00:39:33,161
And I think that
881
00:39:33,186 --> 00:39:34,753
that's kind of true.
882
00:39:34,778 --> 00:39:37,807
I've lost a lot, but
I'm also gaining things.
883
00:39:37,879 --> 00:39:38,946
Like, I'm...
884
00:39:38,980 --> 00:39:41,132
Closer with my best
friends because of this.
885
00:39:41,157 --> 00:39:42,992
And, I've made new friends.
886
00:39:43,017 --> 00:39:45,670
I get a bonus Christmas with you guys!
887
00:39:45,787 --> 00:39:47,521
- I mean...
- Look at you.
888
00:39:47,556 --> 00:39:48,723
"Bonus Christmas."
889
00:39:54,878 --> 00:39:57,112
I'm glad you all
890
00:39:57,137 --> 00:40:00,267
get to spend so much
time together these days.
891
00:40:00,292 --> 00:40:02,460
Yeah. Yeah, me too.
892
00:40:02,485 --> 00:40:05,154
All your mom and I ever wanted was for you
893
00:40:05,179 --> 00:40:07,080
to have a family.
894
00:40:09,700 --> 00:40:11,440
Now I see that you do.
895
00:40:14,738 --> 00:40:16,240
Thanks, pop.
896
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:22,820
It's mom, here.
897
00:40:22,845 --> 00:40:25,309
Aww, I'm sad she's not here.
898
00:40:25,334 --> 00:40:27,340
Go look out the window.
899
00:40:31,989 --> 00:40:34,540
- Hello?
- Can you see me?
900
00:40:35,935 --> 00:40:38,570
- Mom!
- Hey, sweet girl!
901
00:40:38,595 --> 00:40:41,864
Aww, I'm sorry I couldn't
be up there in person,
902
00:40:41,898 --> 00:40:44,633
but you know I wouldn't miss a
holiday with you for anything.
903
00:40:44,668 --> 00:40:46,936
Even Christmas in May.
904
00:40:46,970 --> 00:40:49,236
I miss you so much.
905
00:40:49,606 --> 00:40:50,840
I miss you, too.
906
00:40:51,076 --> 00:40:52,964
Are you feeling any better?
907
00:40:52,989 --> 00:40:54,877
I am now.
908
00:41:18,568 --> 00:41:19,935
Vent rate within normal range.
909
00:41:26,676 --> 00:41:28,598
Looking at .7 diameter.
910
00:41:32,749 --> 00:41:34,515
His heart rate is dropping.
911
00:41:34,540 --> 00:41:37,500
Push .5 atropine now.
912
00:41:37,525 --> 00:41:38,620
Yes, Doctor.
913
00:41:39,141 --> 00:41:40,708
Recessed breath signs.
914
00:41:41,758 --> 00:41:43,592
Patient's decompensating.
915
00:41:43,627 --> 00:41:45,650
He's flatlining.
916
00:41:45,797 --> 00:41:49,992
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